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The fan fic effect? -- phoenix, 05:59:25 11/11/03 Tue

Or, how I learned to stop worrying and love season seven.

I just finished a marathon re-viewing of Buffy season seven this weekend,(my head hurts)and I noticed that something strange has happened in the period between the first time I watched it and now...this time I really enjoyed it. It has transformed for me from a frustrating missed opportunity, into a rich and fairly fulfilling experience inspite of all its' faults and plot holes.

I was trying to figure out what could have changed my views, apart from temporary insanity, and the only thing I could come up with was reading fan fic. After finding the season so disappointing I had gone off to attempt to drown my sorrows in other peoples stories. After reading Leather, by the wonderful HonorH, in which Robin Wood remembers his mother, and that coat, I found myself caring about the character in a way I hadn't before. Thousand Yard Stare, on the Better Buffy Fiction site made the potentials seem far more real and far less anoying. The "My Character" posts on this very board even made me start *cough*liking Kennedy*cough*. When I watched her this time I found her almost sympathetic, and felt slightly guilty for hating her with such a passion initially, and sorry we probably won't be seeing her again. My frustration over the handling, or mis-handling, of the Willow arc was much lesseded by reading a story by Tulipp called Terra Firma. Highly recomended, she/he made me cry, damn it. It dealt wonderfully with Willow's grief, guilt, fear and anger management issues, as well as finally giving us a good use for Dawn and her keyness, and the best Tara returns story I've read. This is someone who writes like she has been to the dark place and lived to tell the tale. She even quoted Rilke, which is always a good thing.

Those are just a few examples, though I have to say my conversion is not complete yet, I still find Andrew deeply anoying. As for General von Buffy, it was actually Orleans, a story by Hth,(also to be found in the BBF archive) set in the Wishverse and following the trials of Buffy the nihilistic vampire slayer just before she arrives in Sunnydale, which helped me regain my empathy for the character. The writer has real insight into the person Buffy could easilly become without her friends, and does a great job of filling out the character we glimpsed briefly in The Wish. This story is still haunting me weeks later, go, read. It even begins with a Joan of Arc quote, " take me to Orleans,and I will show you the signs I was sent to make". Joan the vampire slayer, anyone?

Sorry for rambling massively longer than I intended. The question I actually set out to ask was, has anyone else noticed this effect? Or does anyone have any alternative explainations?

phoenix.


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[> Amen! -- Ladyhelix, 11:37:55 11/11/03 Tue

Fan Fic indeed enriches and sustains us; beyond Buffy or between Angle episodes. It also allows us to explore situations and interactions from seasons past (or alternate universes) that we might never otherwise consider. Joss's characters are wonderful - and the stories that can still be told are limitless.

I just finished reading "DONE to DEATH" (by Ann Hedonia), which was a wonderful Spike/Tara character study as well as a hopeful tale about dealing with despair.

"JOURNEYS & AWAKENINGS" (by Mary) is an incredible FIC. It's an alternate season 6 that allows us to love & respect both Spike & Buffy. Proceed with caution however, because once it gets around to it - it MORE than earns it's NC-17 rating (it's a scorcher).

"19 HOURS" is a sweet "after Chosen" Buffy/Spike piece, though I can't recall who wrote it - does anyone out there remember?

http://s8219.net/BetterBuffyFic/index.html does have a very good collection of fiction, but there are zillions of fics on the WEB that run the gamut; silly, absurd, sweet, profound, angsty, dark, and spicy.

ENJOY!


[> [> Calling all readers and writers of fan fic... -- phoenix, 16:16:48 11/11/03 Tue

What I was essentially wondering is how much do you find that reading, or writing, fan fic affects the way you then view the show? Is the seeming explosion of fiction posted on line seriously changing the way that we relate to the TV shows we watch by making viewing a more active and interactive experince? If so what does that say about our perceptions of the world around us. I read some fic and found myself enjoying season seven, and relating to characters in a way I hadn't before, the text hadn't changed at all, but I had.

I am becoming increasingly fascinated by the fact that thousands of people are not only absorbing the story as is, but contributing to it and joining in the creation of it. What do you feel provokes people to do that, rather than writing an original story, for instance? Some results are better than others admittedly, for a hillarious tale of what happens to bad writers check out The Official Buffy and Angel Fan Fiction University at HonnorH's site, and its' equally funny spin-off in which the courageous agents of the PPC have to battle and destroy Mary Sues in some truely abominable fic. The frightening thing is they are using stories people have really posted! In fact there you have it, stories are even being written about stories being written.

Has anyone actually done a study of this topic, and if so where can I find it?

Thanks for reading, and hopefully replying.

phoenix.


[> [> [> I've just created an HonorH mini-troll ! -- phoenix, 16:22:39 11/11/03 Tue



[> [> [> HonorH's site -- angel's nibblet, 22:26:04 11/11/03 Tue

Could anyone please give me a link to this fantabulous sounding site, for I google in vain :-S


[> [> [> [> Here 'tis: -- HonorH, 21:22:07 11/11/03 Tue

Thanks for the endorsement, phoenix. My fanfic, including OBAFU, can be found here:

HonorH's fanfic at FFN

I do hope you enjoy!


[> [> [> [> [> Excellent! I plan to start writing terrible fic immediately just so I can go to this University ;-)! -- angel's nibblet, 21:47:09 11/11/03 Tue



[> [> [> [> [> [> Good idea....I'll see you there (-: -- phoenix, 01:17:10 11/12/03 Wed



[> [> [> [> [> Big fan of HonorH's fic here... -- jane, 22:03:38 11/11/03 Tue

I highly recommend a visit to her site. I loved her little vignettes of Buffy/Endless crossovers. Lots of other great stuff to read there too. The OBAFU has seriously affected the way I read fanfic as well as mainstream stuff. Now I find I see Mary Sues all over the place! Thanks HonorH.


[> [> [> [> [> [> Are you sure it's not because there ARE Mary-Sues all over the place;-) -- angel's nibblet, 22:57:52 11/11/03 Tue



[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Lord, yes - I can see, I can see! -- jane, 23:01:59 11/11/03 Tue



[> [> [> [> [> Lol!!! Nice job, very nice, three thumbs up!!!! -- angel's nibblet, 23:33:42 11/11/03 Tue

Buffy slowly came into her field of vision, walking with some difficulty. And no wonder. Spykzgyrl was hanging off the Slayer's leg, begging, "Please tell me you really do love Spike! Please! Validate my existence! Plee-he-he-he-heaze!"


hahahahahaha *rolling round on floor* classic.


[> [> [> [> [> [> Back to the beginning. -- phoenix, 01:43:31 11/12/03 Wed

I'm always more than happy to endorse HonorH's fic, while I'm at it can I endorse Hth's fic too? She writes in many fandoms, but is one of the best Buffy and AtS writers I've read. You can find her at http://gatefiction.com/hth/crucify.htm . Be warned she writes a lot of slash, but in excellent taste and with great character development. She even convinced me that Giles/Oz was a good idea! Favourite less slashy stories of hers' include Orleans, previously mentioned, in which Wishverse Buffy briefly meets a version of Faith who was never called. Twenty-eight Days, an excellent study of the W/T relationship, and Witness, a Faith twenty years later story.

Does anyone want to discuss my original question? How does reading and/or writing fan fic affect the way you experience watching Buffy or AtS ? It's all about perception. Let me know, validate my existance, pu..pu...please!


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Used to read -- MsGiles, 07:08:53 11/13/03 Thu

a lot of Trekfic, and, since so much of it was slash, it did change my viewing of the series! Suddenly it was all several grades steamier (ah, the sexiness of nylon!). However, I think the fic was picking up on a vibe that was there (with certain writers, certain episodes) rather than completely inventing something.

Having said that, I saw the original series when adolescent, and like Xander, could have found linoleum sexy (the all-transforming spectacles of lust are not exclusive to male adolescence). The close quarters of the Enterprise, all warm-looking, safe and enclosed, with lightly-dressed young people wandering about at all hours of the day and night was obvious linoleum. The fanfic picked up these feelings and wove them into something, sometimes more interesting than the original. I learnt a lot about relationships from this stuff. Perhaps more about libido. I remember one particularly good one where Dr McCoy and Spock went through pon farr together ..

My interest in slash has faded, and I haven't read much Buffyfic, though I loved HonorH's University. Reading it made me want to try to write some, and in the long dry spell between S6 and S7, I've found myself drafting plots. If nothing else, this has told me something about how difficult it is to be a) original and b) in keeping with style, character etc. without writing endless pastiche.

While nothing clear has emerged from this, it has changed my appreciation of S7. Now the gap between real episodes and fanfic seems somehow blurred. The actual episodes seem more like fanfic. I can feel the writers behind them, making choices, following and deviating from patterns, in a way I didn't, before. I can see it in S6 as well.

The choice to write or to read fanfic means I am not accepting the Buffy universe as sealed, finished, but as one among many parallel universes. I don't think that implies any disrespect for the writers: it can increase it. It's not rejecting the aired work, it's taking the work they've done as building blocks, and using the blocks to assemble different narrative buildings. games do that, as well. A game sets up building blocks of action and choice from which narratives are assembled. A good game provides building blocks that will result in interesting narratives, perhaps?

Interesting subject


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Canon and Patterns -- dmw, 18:25:59 11/13/03 Thu

The actual episodes seem more like fanfic. I can feel the writers behind them, making choices, following and deviating from patterns, in a way I didn't, before.

I've had the same experience after starting to write fan fiction. Your mention of patterns reminds me of architect Christopher Alexander's use of patterns, which I keep thinking has to be applicable to storytelling too.

The choice to write or to read fanfic means I am not accepting the Buffy universe as sealed, finished, but as one among many parallel universes. I don't think that implies any disrespect for the writers: it can increase it. It's not rejecting the aired work, it's taking the work they've done as building blocks, and using the blocks to assemble different narrative buildings.

Well said. Ordinarily, only a few people hired by the corporation who owns the copyrights of the work get to play with it in that way, but fan fiction lets all of us have the same pleasure. The thought of many parallel Buffyverses is interesting, especially when we examine canons which have had a greater length of time to evolve. Remaining in the superhero/fantasy genre, we could ask: who is the real Superman? Is it the hero of the 70's movies, the teenager from Smallville, the reporter/hero from Lois and Clark, or the original comic character who couldn't fly? Between tthe facts that the story's continued for so long and that almost no one has read it from the beginning, we all have different answers to that question.

I don't know if Buffy will have the same sustaining power, but if she does, who will she be to the viewers of 60 years from today?


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Canon and Patterns -- phoenix, 05:11:18 11/14/03 Fri

One of the things which struck me when I first began reading fan fic, about eight months ago, was that it felt liberating for people to be able to join in creating stories around this central story on such a grand scale, and then to be able to send them off into the public arena to do their thing. No more worrying about the pesky publishers, now you have the chance to get your story out there and being read so long as you have a computer and internet access. Okay, I really wish some of those writers had kept their diabolically bad stories to themselves, but when you find that great story that leaves you in tears, or laughing hysterically, or both, or simply wondering about a concept that hadn't occured to you before, it seems worth wading through some dross. Buffy and AtS seem to have captured the imaginations of some writers of real talent, and I wish the powers that be had managed to find such writers to deal with the spin-off novels. I read a couple out of curiosity,and a desire for my Buffy fix, but found them dissapointing.

I too am wondering how the canon might evolve over time, this feels like a story that is so full of possibilities and has so much momentum behind it now that it could run and run. Speaking personally I have never found myself so drawn in by a TV show, or spending such a ridiculous amount of time thinking about it. When I tuned in for the first episode seven years ago it was the last thing I was expecting, I'd seen the movie after all! Will Buffy still be around in some incarnation in sixty years time? From my current perspective it seems quite likely. I'm not a follower of the Superman story, but the only way I could imagine all the different stories that have now sprung up around it co-existing is to think of them as happening in slightly parallel universes, and I imagine the same will apply to the Buffyverse. Infact I realise that is how I already think of fan fic.

It does seem to be the mythic stories that last. For instance, I can't really see people sitting around the fire in sixty years telling tales of ER or NYPD Blue, yet after one and a half thousand years(aproximately)people are still re-telling the myth of King Arthur for their own times, from Celtic myth to Malory to Monty Python. At the deepest levels humans work with symbolic images, the images came first not the words, so perhaps that is why the stories most full of symbolism, most open to metaphorical interpretation are the ones which last,they connect with a part of us we can never quite express in language however hard we try. Or perhaps it's just that we all like good fight scenes and some doomed romance.

Many more thoughts on this, but I'm sure it has probably been well covered on this board before. If so does anyone know where I could find some posts about this subject in the archives?


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Does Buffy have Mythic Resonance? -- dmw, 12:46:48 11/16/03 Sun

It does seem to be the mythic stories that last. For instance, I can't really see people sitting around the fire in sixty years telling tales of ER or NYPD Blue, yet after one and a half thousand years(aproximately)people are still re-telling the myth of King Arthur for their own times, from Celtic myth to Malory to Monty Python. At the deepest levels humans work with symbolic images, the images came first not the words, so perhaps that is why the stories most full of symbolism, most open to metaphorical interpretation are the ones which last,they connect with a part of us we can never quite express in language however hard we try.

I think you're right. Most stories are too closely bound up in the minor details of their time and culture to have the mythic resonance that makes a story like that of Arthur last for centuries. Interestingly, while images came first (for a modern autistic engineer's perspective of a life in images, read Temple Grandin's wonderful Thinking in Pictures), it seems that stories told in words have a greater endurance than stories told in images. Perhaps that's a distorted viewpoint from living in a culture that values words over images, and I might think differently if I lived in Japan, for instance.

However, I do think format is one of the barriers that BtVS would have to overcome to become a mythic, enduring story. Another barrier is our continually extended copyright, avoided somewhat through fan fiction, but still possibly enough to prevent a modern story from attaining the mythic status of one of Shakespeare-s plays. Most importantly though, of course, is the degree to which the story resonates with our inner symbols.

The chosen hero is a classic story, which for example, Superman and most comic/movie heroes follow. Where Buffy is different I think is in her friends, her round table of Scoobies if you will. It's not just that she has friends, but who they are and how they fit together, as illustrated by the joining spell in Primeval/Restless. That in combination with the fairly thin legend of the vampire slayer is the essence of what creates Buffy's mythic resonance for me.

However, I'm not so sure that it works that well for people in general. Buffy never had a large viewership and what viewership it had decreased almost continually after its high point in early season 6. So I'm not sure if Buffy has a deep enough mythic resonance for most people to survive as Arthur has. What do you think?


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Does Buffy have Mythic Resonance? -- phoenix, 04:24:14 11/17/03 Mon

I too doubt that Buffy will have the longevity of a myth like that of Arthur,a story which I grew up with and is particulary close to my heart, but then it's hard to gage which stories will sick around. It certainly has plenty of mythic resonance for me, I remember sometime during its run actually getting up and doing my happy dance round the room because my TV was giving me something I had only ever really got from reading myths before. The show does seem to follow the classic hero journey pattern, whether by accident or Joss Whedon's intention I don't know, but, as you have said, what tends to set it apart from most of those other stories is the round table of Scoobies and their connections. Also, having a female hero for once meant a great deal to me and gave the story ressonances I cannot imagine it having had with a male protagonist. In fact I even tried mentally substituting a teenage boy for Buffy to see how it would play, it's an interesting experiment if you haven't tried it.

Interesting what you said about language, I'll have to give that some more thought as it was the joyful and inventive use of language which really drew me into the show in the first place. Though I still think that at the root it is the symbolic images behind the language which truely sustain a story.

I had also been thinking that format and copyright could be barriers to Buffy being taken up by people in the way that earlier mythic stories were, but that is why I'm so intrigued by all the discussion groups and fan fic sites which have apeared online, it strikes me that using the internet might be a way around those problems, at least in part. It has made me start really thinking about how a myth begins and how it is perpetuated. Perhaps only small elements of the original story are taken up and survive through various incarnations. If nothing else I hope Buffy will have opened the floodgates for hero stories with intelligent, multi layered, believable women at the center of them, we need more!

As far as whether the story works for people in general - I seem to remember reading that when the original Star Trek first aired it didn't do that well. It was only after the series ended and it went into syndication that it developed a significantly large cult following. I have a feeling that Buffy might work the same way. It is by nature a cult show, but that may actually stand in its favour, when it comes to staying power it seems it's quite often the cult shows which endure, while those which were more imediately popular at the time lie forgotten. Judging by myself, my friends and the internet, Buffy fans are a loyal, and slightly obsessive bunch, so a small but passionate following might tend to continue the story, when tales with a bigger audience but less intellectual and emotional staying power might fall by the wayside. Accademics and critics also seem to have taken up the story with unexpected enthusiasm, which may also increase its live expectancy.

Thoughts?


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> The Endurance of Fan Fiction -- dmw, 06:00:16 11/17/03 Mon

Perhaps only small elements of the original story are taken up and survive through various incarnations.

This is a good point. If you read the Irish legends of Fionn and his band of warriors, you can vaguely see the outlines of Arthur and only a few elements survive in the English legends. The English added a great deal, then it was modernized with French medieval ideas of chivalry and romance. Is Lancelot a character of fan fiction or is he canonical?

What are you favorite versions of the legends of Arthur? What draws me to a version tends to be the historical or a new and different viewpoint on the story, so I like Ellis' Chronicles of the Celts for the stories of Fionn, Bernard Cornwell's recent trilogy beginning with Enemy of God which treats Arthur as a 5th century warlord trying to deal with the Saxon invasion while preserving a few remnants of Roman civilization (I also like the ambiguity of magic in this one--the viewpoint character believes but as a 21st century reader, you see the psychology manipulation and trickery in it but can never be sure), and MZB's The Mists of Avalon for Morgaine's viewpoint.


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: The Endurance of Fan Fiction -- phoenix, 16:12:58 11/17/03 Mon

Is Lancelot a character of fan fiction? I probably don't know enough about the subject to comment...but I will anyway. As far as I recall, Lancelot was absent from the earliest versions of the legend, he arrives with the age of chivalry and courtly love, to represent those concepts in the story, and so in a sense maybe he is a product of medieval fan fic.

Favourite versions? The first novels, as opposed to story books, which I remember reading were the Mary Stewart trilogy about Merlin. I must have been eleven or twelve at the time and I remember hiding out in the school library being enthralled by her version of Romano-Celtic Britain and the complicated character of Merlin from early boyhood onwards. There was also quite a lot of Mithras worship in the book, that left a lasting impression. Later I read some Malory, but especially loved the Tolkien translation of Sir Gawain and the Green Knight, by the prolific anon, oooh, I get chills just thinking about it. Later still I read the Mists of Avalon which,although not brilliantly written, made a huge impression on me, I loved MZB's vision of a very pagan myth told from a female perspective. Arthur from the women's point of view I thought, about time. Plus, she seemed to have a real feeling for the part of the country she was writing about, and now I find it hard not to picture Glastonbury as an island, because the discription was so vivid. There were other things I read over the years but for some reason those are the ones that stayed with me. I haven't read the Bernard Cornwell books yet, really must get around to that.

I just realised that another thing which struck me when I began watching Buffy was that it was set here and now, not long ago in some far distant land, or on another planet, but in a world recognizably just like ours, give or take some vampires and random demons. I loved the immediacy, the familiarity, and realised that when something like Beowulf was first told it would have had that feeling of familiarity for its audience which it has lost over time. It reminded me that myths are not only things found in the dusty tomes so beloved of Giles, that once many of them would probably have been just as contemporary and familiar as a show like Buffy is to us.


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> That's what worries me -- Finn Mac Cool, 21:10:32 11/17/03 Mon

Don't tell me it doesn't bother you that, a thousand years from now, BtVS may be remembered as the story of Spike's sister turned redeemed-vampire-without-a-soul who serves the role of relationship judge in making Buffy confess her true feelings for Spike?

P.S. Isn't Lancelot something of a Mary Sue? He easily surpasses all of the other knights, he's the main character in like 75% of the stories set after his arrival, he gets to shag the principal female character as well as being lusted after by all of the others, and he is the father of a prophecied child who practically has everything handed to him by deus ex machina.


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: That's what worries me -- phoenix, 04:31:38 11/18/03 Tue

Oh my God, you're right, Lancelot is a Marty Sue. Quick, somebody call the Arthurian PPC!


[> [> [> Re: Calling all readers and writers of fan fic... -- dmw, 16:31:26 11/12/03 Wed

What I was essentially wondering is how much do you find that reading, or writing, fan fic affects the way you then view the show? Is the seeming explosion of fiction posted on line seriously changing the way that we relate to the TV shows we watch by making viewing a more active and interactive experince? If so what does that say about our perceptions of the world around us.

Watching the reruns of BtVS affected how I viewed the show and so has reading and writing fan fiction. Both have increased the degree to which I've scrutinized episodes and characters, which has sometimes made me more critical and other times made me less critical. For example, I found it much more satisfying to watch The Gift the second time when I could focus on the episode instead of all the questions racing through my mind the first time about how the episode didn't make sense.

Fan fiction has made me more sympathetic toward characters who I generally found annoying such as Dawn and Anya. It's also made me look more closely at the small details in the show, both because of reading fan fiction that mentions them and because of rewatching scenes to research my own fan fiction. Some of the details have been satisfying, filling in little bits of setting or character, while others have been annoying as they cleared missed some things while they were filming.

I am becoming increasingly fascinated by the fact that thousands of people are not only absorbing the story as is, but contributing to it and joining in the creation of it. What do you feel provokes people to do that, rather than writing an original story, for instance?

I can't speak for everyone, but what inspired me to write fan fiction was the derailment of the promising dark Willow arc in season 6 with the appearance of magic addiction. Several of my favorite stories, such as Sassette's Answering Darkness and Lisa's Unexpected Consequences appear to arise from a similar inspiration.

Has anyone actually done a study of this topic, and if so where can I find it?

People do research fan fiction, and in fact, I know a person who's writing her dissertation on the subject. I used to have a great collection of links on the subject, but I can't find it in my bookmarks at the moment...


[> [> [> Fanfic frenzy -- Spike's princess, 17:26:23 11/12/03 Wed

I am actually obseesed with fanfic, and at some point I got very confused once the show ended as to what was actually in the reality of buffy and what i had read. But my priorities have been sorted and Laura can stop hitting me for telling her things that she didn't know only cos someone made them up. But the fanfic thing is great. I like seeing how people interpret joss's work.


[> Depends...(beware: long rant ahead) -- angel's nibblet, 14:36:36 11/12/03 Wed

I used to be an avid fic reader, although I never really wrote much myself, but I began to notice that (duh) much of it was pretty dull and unimaginative, cliched and also in many cases seemed to only serve the purpose of inserting the author, or a substitute for the author, into our beloved Buffyverse. This to me seems like a very poor way to treat the show and its mythology as this generally adds very little, if nothing, to our understanding of the characters.

That is not to say that a well written fic cannot include original characters or unusual situations, as long as it does not implausibly distort the already existing characters. I feel that as long as you work with what's already there, you can only go so far wrong.

But you're question wasn't about my opinion of fanfic :-P
So back to the beginning...sorry, I get very easily sidetracked :-D

Yes I think it is very easy to let the fanfic you read influence the way you view the tv show, or even your memories of it, both adversely and in a good way.

For example, a well written fic on a character you dislike might help you to think differently about that character, perhaps go back and rewatch episodes they feature in, look at them in a new light, reevaluate their actions and perhaps begin to appreciate or (dare I say it?) even like them.

Of course it has always been important to watch without prejudice, but let's get realistic- everyone has their hang ups, little traits in characters that annoy them.

A well written character fic can help to clear you of prejudices you have against a certain character. It's like the old saying of walking in someone else's shoes- the best way to understanding a person, and the same goes for a television character, is to put yourself in their position, if even for an instant.

I have to admit that, as appears to be the case with many viewers, when Kennedy first came onto the scene, I didn't like her, period. I was still in a Tara/Willow state of mind and felt that it was too soon for Willow to be moving on to someone else. It may have also been her extreme cockiness, she was a brat of proportions that perhaps even Dawn- as much as I love her- could never reach. It wasn't till later that I realised how important Kennedy was to Willow's healing process: if it hadn't been for that kiss and Willow turning into Warren and finally expressing her feelings of guilt over Tara's death, would she really ever have been able to deal with them properly? I now feel thoroughy ashamed of my earlier opinions :-S.

Anyway, my point is, a well written fic can help you appreciate a character and see them in a way that perhaps you wouldn't have before, and therefore enrich your viewing experience :-)

On the other hand, it is possible to let fanfic distort your view of characters and even events that happened on screen. I have a friend, bless her soul, who is an extremely devoted Spike fan, though not to the exclusion of other characters. She is also an avid fic reader/ writer and quite often we'll be discussing the show/s and she'll come out with something like "Oh, it's like that time when..." and I'll say "What? That never happened!" and she'll realise that it was not something that ever happened or was referred to onscreen, but something she'd read in a fic.

In short, for some people it can become difficult to determine between fic and canon.

Yes, so my opinion is that- yes reading fic does definitely affect your view of the show and its characters, and can do so both negatively and positively.

So, does that sort of answer your question? Sorry, my head hurts now.....

PS: HonorH can I just say how much I love and adore your writing already? You keep exterminating plot holes and assasinating Mary Sues girlfriend!


[> [> laundry imps and the collective unconscious. -- phoenix, 16:00:42 11/12/03 Wed

Just have to say, angel's nibblet, great name. Yes, it does answer my question to an extent, and I find myself agreeing with everything you had to say, but there is still something about this whole subject, I'm not sure exactly what, that is niggling at the back of my mind and won't quite let go. A bit like Argyle the laundry imp with a nice tasty sock.( Okay, now I can't stop borrowing mental images from HonorH ). That is why after months of happy lurking at this board I finally decided to post, maybe to try and figure out what it is I'm trying to figure out. I know there is an answer somewhere.

I'm thinking back to a post I read last week, I think it was Omn, talking about how our thoughts shape our reality. He recounted a short story that he had read many years before about how most of the world population died in a plague. A few survivours took ship to try and escape the contagion, but they died too, until there were only about seven left. Looking out to sea they noticed a strange thing...instead of the distant land, and water, they saw a white expanse of nothingness moving, closing in on them. One of them had an idea of what might be happening, he suggested that it was the combined thoughts of everyone on the planet that had created and sustained the reality they lived in, now that almost everyone was dead it was breaking down. He convinced the group that the way to save themselves was to use their thoughts to re-imagine the world, and that is exactly what they did. They re-imagined the sea around them and it began to appear, they imagined land, a beach where the ship landed and they walked into the new world.

Now I'm not convinced that our thoughts shape reality to that extent, but they definitely have a powerful effect. Just imagine the effect that all those women, and men thinking of naked Spike must be having...or maybe better not. What effect does it have when instead of simply viewing a story and then going out for pizza, people become active participants in it, debating it and having the most fascinating "live, the universe, and everything," discussions, as at this board,( or, Angel's a hottie, no Spike's hotter, at another board),or add to it by weaving their own stories around it?

Maybe this is actually a question about the human urge to make myths, and the power of the collective unconscious.Why do we do it, what does it mean to us, why do we all gather at the Scoobies site instead of doing one of the many other things we could be doing, what effect do the tales we create have on us and the world around us?

Urrrg, my brain is melting, this is why I shouldn't try to write when I'm meant to be fast asleep. I'm sure this subject has been discussed here, far more coherently, before, but if anyone can make any sense of this ramble and would like to launch in and be all insightfull and intellectually brilliant it would make me very happy (-:


[> [> [> Hehe...loved the laundry imp, where can I get one?! -- angel's nibblet, 16:21:40 11/12/03 Wed

Thanks, I'm rather fond of my name myself :-D I am also a long-time lurker who finally decided, only recently to put in her two cents worth.

I remember that post about the short story, and I would love to read it but no one seems to remember what it was called! Maybe I'll go on a hunt for it later.

Sorry, I think I'll have to ponder this one for a while, perhaps go away and collect my thoughts, ask opinions etc. Also I have to go and play netball in the rain soon *sob* which could perhaps lead to some kind of spiritual enlightenment...

Hope to have a well thought-out answer to your quesiton soon!


[> [> [> Collective imagination -- angel's nibblet, 16:37:03 11/12/03 Wed

I've always had this crazy thought that: what if our collective imaginations are in fact creating this whole world out there somewhere?

I mean, if you think about the massive amount time and mental energy that is put into something like Buffy, not only by its creators but by the people who watch, who think about it and then come online to places like this to discuss it and dissect it, is it so far fetched to wonder if, by sheer force of imagination and mind, that we are actually making these characters and this world, in some way, a real place? But that means that somewhere out there there totally naked Spike wandering around, and that is just too much for my teenaged brain to handle...

What I mean to say is, I think the reason people write fanfics is because we want this to be real. We want these characters to be as real as possible (not that they aren't well thought out in the first place, but you know what I mean) and I guess fanfic is one way of carrying that one step further, off the screen and into our imaginations, where these people can exist.

If that makes any sense...

Now maybe I can go away and think about addressing your original question!

Sorry for rambling, I just find this topic really fascinating.


[> [> [> [> Re: Collective imagination -- Spike's princess, 17:04:59 11/12/03 Wed

You crazy rabbit I found you!!


[> [> [> [> [> Re: Collective imagination -- Spike's princess, 17:10:44 11/12/03 Wed

SO this is great. I actually think that this place is perfect for crazies like you and I, Miss Angel's nibblet. See on the flipside.

The whole laundry mat thing . . . a little odd, but thats why i love you


[> [> [> [> [> *Runs and hides* Nooooooooo! Welcome you crazy person, finally decided to join me eh? -- angel's nibblet, 17:11:08 11/12/03 Wed

Introducing my good friend..... be nice everyone, she's fragile ;-)


[> [> [> [> [> [> I AM NOT FRAGILE (shatters into a million pieces) -- Spike's princess, 17:20:53 11/12/03 Wed

Well, i'm a little bit crazy but I think I can handle talking to the nice people. My thought for the day is . . .
I found it odd that Anya would open up in Chosen. To andrew of all people. And then to lighten the "we're all possibly gonna die" mood, they have a wheelchair fight. Too great. Am i the only one who's sad it's over? I mean high school is over now too and our fragile little world is being bounced like a basketball. Will the madness end?


[> [> [> [> Re: Collective imagination -- dmw, 19:11:29 11/12/03 Wed

I've always had this crazy thought that: what if our collective imaginations are in fact creating this whole world out there somewhere?

That's a semi-popular idea in science fiction. The first book I can recall reading it in is Heinlein's Number of the Beast, though another author, perhaps Piper, used the idea much earlier. The book's total dreck so don't read it, but it's a fun idea that could be used in an interesting novel by an author less self-indulgent and more coherent than Heinlein was in his later years.


[> [> [> [> On the other side of the wardrobe, in desperate need of a physicist. -- phoenix, 07:27:21 11/13/03 Thu

I find it fascinating too, that's why I brought it up, it's the kind of thing that keeps me awake at night wondering where the boundaries really are. I know it is a subject already much written about in sci-fi and fantasy, but I just seem to keep getting drawn back to it.

Many years ago, when I was small, I remember my ,very well read and mystically inclined ,mother telling me a story she had found about a Western traveller who had spent time with a group of Buddist monks in the Himalayas. I forget the details, but the basic story was that these monks had discovered through meditation a way of focusing their thoughts so powerfully that they they actually took on form. They created a thought form creature, kind of a shadow of a person, there wasn't much to it at first but as the days went by it became more and more "real", its consciousness grew to the point where the monks began to worry about what they might have created and un-made it. I have no idea how much truth,if any, there is in that story, but it equally intrigued and disturbed me, I think because deep down I belived that something like that could theoretically happen. I admit that was around the same time that I was dealing with the disappointment of finding that I couldn't get through the back of my wardrobe to a snow-bound magical kingdom. That probably tells you everything you need to know about me. I'm over it now...really (-:

Anyway, the condensed version is, if everything is energy, including our thoughts then shouldn't it be possible that our thoughts could take some kind of material form under certain circumstances? Or might already be and we are simply not aware of it. Are there any physicists out there who would like to wade into this discussion? To my regret I am to science what Harmony is to super villains.(Vacuous tramp. Sorry, just had to say that). I know that thoughts, especially when combined with strong emotion can be very powerful. I had a friend who used to cause light bulbs to blow when she got angry, I kid you not, she was hard on light fittings. So yes, you could posit the question, if millions of people are thinking hard about Buffy, and judging by the internet there seem to be a lot of addicts out there, is that having an effect on material reality, whatever that is exactly? Or even creating some kind of alternate reality? It doesn't have to apply to Buffy alone, it's about anything which fires the imagination and emotions.

I've just remembered an excellent Neil Gaiman novel ,called American Gods, which seems relevant to this line of thinking. His premise was that peoples' belief in and worship of certain god forms like Odin or Bast had actually caused those god forms to be manifest. The question was what happened to the old god/esses that the waves of immigrants brought to America and then forgot over time? If you want the answer I'm afraid you'll have to read the book as I've been rambling way longer than I intended, and I should be working. Guilt, guilt.

Also of possible relevance, and I'd be really interested to hear thoughts about this...I've been studying shamanic practice for about the last eighteen months, though I'm not spending nearly as much time as I would like to on it. Part of the work involves going into an altered state of consciousness using drumming and journeying in either the Upper, Middle or Lower Worlds, with the help of an animal guide. Something I found interesting is that on their journeys (which tend to be full of metaphorical goodness)people often seem to visit the same places and meet the same inhabitants. Even people who have no contact with eachother. I began wondering if the places I go when I journey might have some kind of existance outside my psyche, just as the old shamans held that they did. I've arrived back at the collective unconscious again haven't I!


[> [> [> [> [> Physicist on-call -- dmw, 10:50:33 11/13/03 Thu

Anyway, the condensed version is, if everything is energy, including our thoughts then shouldn't it be possible that our thoughts could take some kind of material form under certain circumstances?

The simple relationship between matter and energy given to us by Einstein is:


E = m c2


where E is energy, m is rest mass, and c is the speed of light, which is approximately 3 * 108 m/s2. That indicates that a small amount of matter can be converted to an enormous amount of energy, as c2 is approximately 1017 or a 100,000,000,000,000,000 in ordinary decimal notation. That's why nuclear reactions are such an effective means of generating power even though they convert a fraction of 1% of the matter involved into energy.

However, that ratio works against your theory, since when attempting to convert energy to mass, you need to put in 1017 times as much energy as the amount of mass you want to get out. We turn energy into matter every day in particle accelerators around the world--that's how new particles, such as the top quark found in 1995, are discovered. However, it takes tremendous amounts of energy to do this (and you only get the particular particle you want a small fraction of the time, with quantum randomness giving you collections of other particles the remainder of the time.) We have the capability to turn lead into gold, but it requires so much energy that it costs far more to produce the energy than you can sell the gold for.

The energy output of your brain is insignificant compared to that of a particle accelerator and the accelerator can only produce subatomic particles, so you simply don't have enough energy to produce anything above the microscopic scale from your thoughts even if you could find a way to focus that energy.

p.s.: For other scientists who may be reading, I should note that this account has been simplified to eliminate most details which would likely confuse a casual reader.



[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Physicist on-call -- phoenix, 12:48:12 11/13/03 Thu

You mean I can't make my own Faith just by thinking hard enough...curses, foiled again (-; Thanks for making it the simplified version, I'm going away to do some serious,er,thinking.

By the way, I seem to remember reading your Endless Moments:Destiny story a while back and really enjoying it.


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Physicist on-call -- dmw, 18:14:19 11/13/03 Thu

You mean I can't make my own Faith just by thinking hard enough...curses, foiled again (-;

Alas, no, but you could get a skin scraping and with a bit of work and about 18 years, you could have an Eliza Dushku clone...(-;

By the way, I seem to remember reading your Endless Moments:Destiny story a while back and really enjoying it.

Thank you. I'm glad you liked it.


[> [> [> [> [> [> Another question for dmw. -- phoenix, 03:42:13 11/14/03 Fri

I have another question that occured to me after reading this, although the lead into gold reference my have already answered it.

So, it takes an enormous amount of energy to create a tiny amount of matter, but what if you used said energy to simply re-make the matter already present into an exiting new form?

As I said, I'm pretty much a scientific illiterate so please be gentle with me (-:


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Another question for dmw. -- dmw, 11:46:59 11/16/03 Sun

So, it takes an enormous amount of energy to create a tiny amount of matter, but what if you used said energy to simply re-make the matter already present into an exiting new form?

Altering chemical bonds requires little energy and certainly your brain produces enough energy to do that, but once you start moving matter around, that takes work though as long as you remain at the molecular level, you'll be fine. However, constructing something as complex as a person encounters another problem--information storage. After all, you'd have to have a mental copy of them to do that, and that presents problems--your brain would have to store not only all the information in their brain but also all the information required to reproduce their molecular structure.


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Thank you. -- phoenix, 14:28:34 11/16/03 Sun

So theoretically, at least, it's possible to create a rock perhaps, or some of that alphabet spagettie, using only the power of your brain. Hmmm, interesting, thank you. This is all making me wish I had paid far more attention in science class at school, sadly I was too busy wishing I was somewhere else, and writing bad poetry.

I know that the average human only uses a tiny fraction of their mental capacity, I wonder if anyone has managed to figure out what the actual storage capacity of an average brain would be?


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Myths about the brain -- Gyrus, 07:17:05 11/18/03 Tue

I know that the average human only uses a tiny fraction of their mental capacity

That's actually a common misconception, one which probably arose from the popular statement that "we only use 10% of our brains." The truth is that most people use nearly all of their mental abilities (i.e., 100% of their brains) -- just not all at the same time. The parts of your brain involved in recognizing faces or orchestrating the motor movements needed to play the piano are mostly dormant when you are trying to solve a crossword puzzle, but that doesn't mean they are "unused"; they're just unused at that moment.


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> It's a good thing too -- dmw, 13:06:26 11/18/03 Tue

Good point, and it would probably be bad for your health to use every module of your brain at once even if there was some purpose to doing so. Can your body supply enough oxygen and nutrients in the blood to do that? Even if it can, can your body dissipate the heat generated by the activity?

Hyperthreading on the Pentium 4 allows you to use more of your microprocessor at one time. That sounds good, but people discovered (as expected) that the chip drew power and gave off extra heat in direct proportion to the extra activity. Some people who used hyperthreading with old heat sinks and fans found that their chips would shut down to prevent from melting due to the increased heat.


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: It's a good thing too -- phoenix, 15:34:52 11/18/03 Tue

Thanks for setting that straight. It also gives me a good excuse for my occasional serious lapses of memory...I over used my brain and it melted (-:


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: It's a good thing too -- Gyrus, 07:50:42 11/19/03 Wed

Good point, and it would probably be bad for your health to use every module of your brain at once even if there was some purpose to doing so. Can your body supply enough oxygen and nutrients in the blood to do that?

The brain doesn't consume nearly as much of the body's resources as muscles do, so oxygen and nutrients wouldn't be much of a problem. However, I don't know what effect the simultaneous expansion of all of the brain's capillaries (which would be necessary in order to increase the blood flow to all those areas) might have, i.e., whether it could swell the brain up to the point that the brain tissue could be damaged. Furthermore, the effects of complete activation of the brain would probably resemble a grand mal seizure, and those certainly aren't good for you.

Even if it can, can your body dissipate the heat generated by the activity?

The brain itself doesn't generate much heat. However, the effects of having every area of your brain active at the same time might include the contraction of every muscle in your body, which could very well raise your body temperature.


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: It's a good thing too -- dmw, 18:28:09 11/19/03 Wed

The brain doesn't consume nearly as much of the body's resources as muscles do, so oxygen and nutrients wouldn't be much of a problem.

The brain uses 30% of the body's daily caloric intake, which seems to indicate that increases its usage by a factor of 10 would cause a problem in terms of supplying the local area of the brain with enough energy. In addition, you have to get that supply to it with the current circulatory system, which is likely inadequate as well.

Furthermore, the effects of complete activation of the brain would probably resemble a grand mal seizure, and those certainly aren't good for you.

True, it would activate all the muscles and that would be bad.

The brain itself doesn't generate much heat.

The body's normal blood flow and activity is enough to keep the brain's temperature at around 37C and the human body is extraordinary temperature sensitive compared to microprocessors. It's true you won't see 100+C temperature increases like you'd see in an uncooled processor, but fevers much above 40 are considered dangerous and a 3-4C increases from a 10-fold activity increase seems plausible.


[> [> Thank you! and more. -- HonorH, 21:41:00 11/12/03 Wed

I'm glad you enjoy my fic.

For me, writing has always been about trying to understand the characters. If a character does something I don't understand or don't like, I try to imagine what his/her thought processes must have been (much like I did with "Leather" and Robin Wood). Writing helps me to work out my own thoughts and feelings about the characters and show, among other things. Also, a really well-written character piece can alter the way I view that character completely. That's why I always challenge people to try and write characters they don't like--because in writing them, you start to understand them a little more.


[> [> [> Most fics start with a question -- Gyrus, 15:18:59 11/14/03 Fri

For me, writing has always been about trying to understand the characters. If a character does something I don't understand or don't like, I try to imagine what his/her thought processes must have been.

This is frequently the way it works for me, too. I wrote "Floppy Girls" (a horror story about Drusilla's train ride to Sunnydale just before the events of "Crush" in S5) because I didn't understand why Dru would leave her doll, Miss Edith, on the train. "Turn Out the Lights, Jack" was written in an attempt to explain why Cassie Newton's father (from "Help") loves his daughter but won't do anything about his alcoholism.

A lot of my fics work the other way, though, because they start by putting characters in a situation and then seeing how they would react. For example, I wrote "Inside" because I wondered how Faith would deal with being in solitary confinement.

So I guess a lot of fan fics start off with a question: "Why did you do that?" or "What would you do if...?" (There are also, of course, fics that start off with, "How do I get the characters to...?" but I'm a bit more skeptical about those.)



confirming plans for anom's big birthday on thursday: rl meet, then chat party! -- anom, 23:15:37 11/11/03 Tue

NY ATPosters are meeting at Viva Natural Pizzeria, 64 E. 34th St. (slightly W. of Park Av. on the downtown side of 34th), unless anyone objects to a no-meat meet (speak up--now's your chance!). So far, we've got shadowkat, cjl, & sdev, in addition to the guest of honor, of course. Anyone else? Come sit out the rush hour, enjoy pizza & good company, & celebrate as anom goes from 49.99 to the big 5-0!! Let's meet at 6:00; later we'll find someplace for cake. I'm not working in-house that day after all, but I am the day before, so I'll ask around where I'm working for suggestions. Or if someone knows a good place, let me know! Maybe we'll go do something afterwards, if folks are up for it.

BTW, I forgot to change the channel setting to tape Tru Calling last week (I should know better than to set the VCR when I'm rushing out the door). I don't suppose anyone coming to the meet has a tape they could bring to lend me? 'Cause I want to be able to read the "Building on Fire" thread! Or is it even worth borrowing a tape? I mean, I want to give it a chance, but that could also just mean watching this week's ep & forgetting about last week's.

Finally, I'll be around in the evening for a chat party, probably starting ~11. Hope to see a bunch of you there!


Replies:

[> I'll be there! -- cjl, 07:21:41 11/12/03 Wed



[> I'll be there -- s'kat, 10:25:55 11/12/03 Wed



[> I'd love to come, but I'm bogged down with schoolwork right now! -- Rob (who will be there in spirit...please save some cake), 11:30:22 11/12/03 Wed



[> [> i hope you'll also be there in chat--you're not too bogged down for that, are you? -- anom, setting aside some cyber-cake, 22:05:04 11/12/03 Wed



[> A premature happy birthday! -- d'Herblay, 17:04:14 11/12/03 Wed



[> [> thanks! nothin' wrong w/being premature--i was! -- anom, 22:09:07 11/12/03 Wed



[> Happy Birthday, anom! -- Sarand, 19:26:53 11/12/03 Wed

I'm not in New York right now or I would join you all. I'm staying with my folks out here in the Midwest (where the broadcast of the first half of tonight's episode of Angel was screwed up. Grr Arghhh!). I hope there will be other get-togethers after I return to NYC in a couple of months. In any event, have a good time and enjoy your birthday!


[> [> of *course* there'll be more nyc get-togethers! -- anom, 09:33:05 11/17/03 Mon

Too bad we'll have to wait so long to see you at one of them, but I hope you're having a good visit & that you & your family--old & new!--are doing fine.


[> Happy Birthday anom;-> I'll be in chat.. -- Drizzt, 20:14:57 11/12/03 Wed



[> [> see you there, drizzt! -- anom, 22:15:31 11/12/03 Wed

I may not be there till pretty late, though--like ~11 EST.


[> [> [> Re: see you there, drizzt! -- Drizzt, 18:33:14 11/13/03 Thu

I might have a schedule problem then...internet is at library & the latest I can be on is 11 to 12 EST. Also I am in transition re housing, wich is a whole different complication.

Happy Birthday again, just in case I miss you

D :>)


[> [> [> [> Re: see you there, drizzt! -- LittleBit, 18:49:05 11/13/03 Thu

You can come and talk to other people, too! I'm there now


[> [> Re: Happy Birthday anom;-> I'll be in chat.. -- Wombat, 04:32:01 11/13/03 Thu

Happy Birthday, Anom!!! If plans go as we hope, Squirrel, Ded, and I will be at my other daughter's college to see Anything Goes tonight (I LOVE live theatre!) and don't know if we'll be back in time for chat. But have a super birthday today! You, too, can live through the big 50 - I've heard it can be done from very close sources.


[> [> [> thanks, 'bat! not that i had any doubts... -- anom, 09:45:23 11/17/03 Mon

...about living through 50, but a little reassurance never hurts. I missed you in chat, but I hope you had a good time at the show!


[> be there too -- sdev, 20:55:22 11/12/03 Wed



[> Happy Birthday, anom!! -- LadyStarlight, 05:15:26 11/13/03 Thu

Will try & make it to chat, but if not, Happy Birthday again! ;)


[> It's your birthday, anom! Time to open your presents! -- Cactus Watcher, 06:08:25 11/13/03 Thu

To anom who gave us the cyclops @>) and who travels far and wide to meet fellow scoobies I give this beautiful 80-foot cyber-yacht the Pun Fun One so you can cruiser the net in comfort and style.

It's also a fast ship that you can enter in yacht races. People will ask you, "How did Pun Fun One run?. You'll proudly reply, "Pun Fun One won!"

Some admiring young lad will ask what time you usually return your yacht to the marina. You can say, "When I'm done with Pun Fun One, son!"

To our genuine master of pun fu, a genuine Happy Birthday!


[> [> whoa! this is amazing! thanks, cw!!! -- anom, 19:29:20 11/15/03 Sat

A yacht? A yacht to sail the Cyber Sea! And avast sea it is. Cactus Watcher, let me invite you aboard for the 1st run of Pun Fun One! For, & aft-er all, I need someone aboard to teach me how to run Pun Fun One! Don't be too stern to help me learn, but take a bow & show me how. Once I've mast-ered it, I'll navigate the strait(line)s & have chat parties on my cyber-yacht! And everyone will come, 'cause who could shun Pun Fun One, when they can laze on the deck in the cyber-sun? Then I'll bring Pun Fun One into port--the one my modem's plugged into, of course. You can be shore I'm prow-d of this magnificent vessel.

Of course, the cool thing about cyber-sailing is that it's like using the map the Bellman bought for his crew in The Hunting of the Snark:

"He had bought a large map representing the sea
Without the least vestige of land,
And the crew were much pleased when they found it to be
A map they could all understand!

'What's the good of Mercator's north poles and equators,
Tropics, zones, and meridian lines?'
So the Bellman would cry, and the crew would reply,
'They are merely conventional signs!

Other maps are such shapes, with their islands and capes,
But we've got our brave Captain to thank'
(So the crew would protest) 'that he's bought us the best--
A perfect and absolute blank!'"

Now that I've spun all these puns, CW, all I can say is, I'm stunned. Thanks a ton for Pun Fun One, hon!


[> Happy birthday! -- Ponygirl, 06:26:49 11/13/03 Thu



[> And a very loud "Penblwydd Hapus!" from me! -- Marie, 06:45:44 11/13/03 Thu



[> Happy Birthday, anom! :-) -- OnM, 06:46:13 11/13/03 Thu



[> Scorpio babies rule! -- Masq, 07:45:39 11/13/03 Thu

Happy birthday anom!


[> Hippo Birdy Two Ewes! -- dub, 08:47:23 11/13/03 Thu

Have a great one, anom! Having reached the venerable age of 50 before you, I can report there'll be clear sailing ahead for the Pun Fun One!
;o)


[> [> hey, dub! a bit o' boynton is always welcome! -- anom, 19:36:33 11/15/03 Sat

And thanks for the nautical weather report! Just to clarify, though: the yacht is Pun Fun One, but I'm the pun fun one!


[> Happy Birthday anom -- Celebaelin, 09:15:03 11/13/03 Thu



[> Happy Birthday, anom! -- Arethusa, 10:53:05 11/13/03 Thu



[> Happy birthday -- Tchaikovsky, 14:01:39 11/13/03 Thu



[> Happy BD to you, Happy BD to you! -- mamcu [not carrying the tune, but sending the thought], 14:33:53 11/13/03 Thu



[> Happy birthday anom! -- KdS, 14:37:30 11/13/03 Thu

Have a great milestone!


[> I'm there already %^) -- LittleBit [draping the chat room with black crepe], 18:27:19 11/13/03 Thu



[> [> "black crepe"? you're gonna have to explain that one, 'bit! -- anom, 19:38:34 11/15/03 Sat



[> thanks to all the rl attendees! it was great! -- anom, 23:30:03 11/13/03 Thu

Earlier, I met my brother for lunch, & then went to the Museum of Natural History to look at the new blue whale & wander around learning about ocean life till it was time to go to the meet.

Not only did cjl, shadowkat, & sdev come, but sofdog showed up too, for her 1st ATPo board meet! And I even ran into dariel (who unfortunately hadn't seen the announcement & couldn't stay) on the way there! The rest of us found a table & talked Buffy/Angel (the shows, not the 'ship) for at least 1/2 hour before anyone said, "So are we going to actually get any pizza?" So we ate & talked some more, about the shows (skirting spoilers), the board, other sites (which I know next to nothing about), other shows (Smallville, Alias), life in NYC, even some politics, I think. Then we went to another restaurant for dessert (triple chocolate mousse torte!!) & yet more talking. It was a great way to spend my 50th birthday! Still trying to get my mind around the concept of having been around for half a century!

I'd been thinking of going to hear some music after the meet...yeah, right! As it was, even though I came straight home I didn't arrive till ~11:30 & couldn't get into chat till almost 12. Sorry I missed so many of you in chat! But some folks were there, coming & going. Thanks to everyone who showed up, whether I was there yet or not!


[> [> Great meeting you all! -- Sofdog, 10:46:17 11/14/03 Fri



[> [> much fun & great meeting you too Sofdog -- sdev, 13:15:21 11/15/03 Sat



[> 1 last thank-you for all the b'day wishes--on the board, in person, & in chat! -- anom, whose next thread will be on my upcoming travels...., 10:22:21 11/17/03 Mon



[> Happy Birthday....anom -- Rufus...fellow old fart....sometimes cranky old fart, 17:55:07 11/17/03 Mon



[> [> thanks, f.o.f.! -- anom, who didn't have to wait till 50 to be cranky sometimes, 22:38:26 11/18/03 Tue



[> good wishes and good travels -- MsGiles, 09:05:02 11/18/03 Tue



[> [> Re: HB -- Brian, 10:00:11 11/18/03 Tue

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