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A Simple Statement in Praise of "The Body" -- Marya, 01:18:33 03/01/01 Thu

This was the most authentic depiction of death as experienced by the living
that has ever been committed to film.

I'd love to go into an in depth analysis of the angles, lighting acting,
etc, but even now, more than 24 hours later I'm still just too blown away.
Suffice it to say that the most amazing thing to me was the way it removed
the viewer from the position of observer to participant, conveying the
emotions in a truly visceral sense.

I have read the comments and criticisms of others. To those who were
dissatisfied or dissappointed, while I absoulutely see and sympathize with
your points of view, for me this was just a flawless piece of filmmaking.

And I want it on DVD! Please!!!!!


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[> Re: A Simple Statement in Praise of "The Body" -- Calliope, 00:42:26
03/02/01 Fri

Your posts make me see the show in a whole new light. Thank you for your
interesting view of things.


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[> [> Re: A Simple Statement in Praise of "The Body" -- Marya, 19:01:28
03/02/01 Fri

You are very kind to say so. Thank you.


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[> Re: A Simple Statement in Praise of "The Body" -- Rufus, 12:21:45
03/02/01 Fri

I've heard alot about what the people at Buffy did wrong in handling the
details of the professionals such as the EMT guys. The Body wasn't about
them, if it were they would have spent more time on them and be more
factual. The Body was all about the differing reactions to a single event,
the death of Joyce. Everyone has a different reaction and acted against
their characters norm. The episode brings up different memories or feelings
in each person. With the amount of talk about things not Buffy but related
to death, the show was most successful in making us feel for the situation.
When that vampire got up off that table you could clearly see what it was
thinking. Nothing about death as much as in seeing Dawn as it was the
reaction to hearing a dinner bell go off. We also get to see that no matter
where Buffy is and what she is doing she is the chosen one, the slayer, even
in grief.


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[> [> Re: A Simple Statement in Praise of "The Body" -- Sue, 16:09:31
03/02/01 Fri

"Everyone has a different reaction and acted against their characters norm."

Actually I thought they acted pretty much in character. Buffy of course was
weak and confused, but we have seen in the past where personal situations
have caused her to act that way.

Angry Xander, Willow the way she talked about her clothes, Giles desperately
trying to keep in control, and the way Dawn reacted, seemed all in line with
how we expect the characters to act.

All different reactions of course, because each of them an individual who
handles grief in their own way.

Anya surprised us because we have come to believe that she has little
concern and feeling for those around her (except Xander). But the others
acted in line with what we know about their personalities.


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[> [> [> Re: A Simple Statement in Praise of "The Body" -- Nina, 18:06:23
03/02/01 Fri

"Anya surprised us because we have come to believe that she has little
concern and feeling for those around her"

I must say that I wasn't that surprised about Anya's reaction. I was
touched, but not surprised. We have to wonder why in "Crush" she had only
one line and that line was "I think you hurt his feelings" (line said to
Xander about Spike). The fact that DF decided to give that line to Anya was
a deliberate choice. That's all she says in the whole episode! And she's
actually realizing that a vampire could have been hurt by Xander's remark.
That blowed me away! I think that if we look back to earlier episodes, her
reaction is not sudden. We have had little clues all along. We just had to
pick them! :)


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[> [> Re: A Simple Statement in Praise of "The Body" -- Marya, 18:59:38
03/02/01 Fri

I really sympathize with people who are bugged when the accuracy is perhaps
sacrificed for story. It's really hard to watch something that you know a
lot about being portrayed all wrong. But the saddest thing to me is in this
case those distractions prevented them from experiencing something truly
profound.


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[> [> [> Re: A Simple Statement in Praise of "The Body" -- LoriAnn, 06:38:06
03/04/01 Sun

In my experience, when unimportant inconsistencies keep a person from
appreciating the important elements of a work, the problem is with the
distracted rather than with the distraction. I talked to a person once who
wouldn't watch black and white movies, no matter how good the movie was; he
said the distraction of not knowing what color things were, costumes for
example, was more than he could take. Every medium has conventions and
limitations, not one can realistically replicate real life, and no one knows
everything about everything, so there will always be factual mistakes and
production errors. Do we look at Van Gogh's Starry Night or any of Monet's
water lillies and say but that's not how they really look? And let's face
it, TV is not high art, nor is it very realistic. If it were, that would be
a distraction hard to overcome. Think of people starting sentences or ideas
only to lose track of what the point was and just trail off with no
conclusion, as happens in everyday conversation, or the relatively dull
dialog we indulge in most of the time. We would no longer have the sharp
dialog between the SG or between Buffy and some talkative vamp. Nobody talks
like that, not consistently, and there are no vampires anyway.
If an EMS team would NEVER leave Buffy alone with the body, Joss should have
found another way to make his point. However, does the mistake hurt what he
was trying to do, illustrate Buffy's reaction to her mother's death?
Absolutely not.




What we wear, longish Spoilers -- fresne, 11:01:51 03/02/01 Fri

Spoilers
You
are
what
you
wear,
which
means
that
I
am
an
ewe.
Forgive me if I am repeating what anyone else has said, but I felt the need
to start over...

The recent discussion of Lindsey's...sleeveless, ribbed, t-shirt, to be
hereafter referred to as a t-shirt (As opposed, I suppose to the ever
popular t-tunic), got me to thinking about a subject near and dear to my
heart...clothing. Or rather I should say costuming.

Some brief context. As a hobby, I costume. Nothing hard core mind you. I am,
however, currently engaged in sewing (slowly) a Vogue 1949 wool suit. Last
year's project was a steel boned corset (32 pieces of spring steel baby) and
a fan front 1860s ballgown.

Clothing, or again costuming, because I believe all clothes are costumes of
one sort or another, changes how others perceive us and how we perceive
ourselves.

Now of course, that's an obvious sort of statement to make, but consider
that for most people there are entire groups of acquaintances who only see
you in one kind of clothes. There are people who only see me in my (fairly
bland) work clothes. There are people who only see me in fancy dress (I
costume for period ballroom dance events). Thus we have in romance stories
the power of the makeover. Dressing outside your context. Cinderella. A form
of metamorphosis.

How I dress also effects how I behave towards others. One of the most
interesting exercises in costuming is putting on a corset, a hoop skirt, and
20 pounds or so of dress. It informs your behavior. You walk, talk, move,
and breath differently (I reiterate 32 pieces of spring steel). That's why I
loved that when Buffy put on the enchanted dress in Halloween, she became
the corseted and necessarily cosseted person who would wear that dress.

BtVS and AtS have always been fairly aware of costume as assumed personna.
The leather pants of evil. The power of tweed. Willow's fuzzy sweaters. The
evil coat fairy who periodically curses most of the female cast. Drucilla's
floaty clothes. Little colorful Buffy surrounded by tall drab olive green
Initiative troops.

Because all roads lead to Spike...William wore glasses, Spike won't. Spike
bleaches his hair (which is my real concern in the does Spike have a
bathroom debate) and paints his nails. Spike understands posture and
presentation. When Spike bottomed out last season, he was reduced to wearing
Xander's clothes, oh, the humiliation. In more recent history, Spike
attempted to demonstrate to Buffy a change in attitude by a, yes, that's
right, change in wardrobe. Spike, who has worn pretty much the same clothes
through the entire series, wore something other than jeans. He put aside the
coat that he took from the 70s slayer who he had killed and put on a new
coat.

Lets talk about the significance of the coat itself. What a clothing symbol.
Counting coup? A sign of respect? Somehow I think of various magics in which
one puts on the skin of a seal or bear or wolf to become the thing itself.
Contrast that thought to Spike's statement, (as always a paraphrase) that he
is becoming a hollow shell with only Buffy inside, as if she would be
wearing him like a coat.

Breaking free of the Spikey one, Willow's ambivalence about what to wear to
the hospital in the Body reinforced this awareness of the significance of
dress. "Why can't I be an adult?" As if clothing had some power to imbue
maturity. She was out of sorts (to put it mildly) and therefore nothing
suited her.

We have only seen Lindsey in suits, but we have really only seen him in
professional situations. There is a constraint to a suit. You paid a lot of
money for it. Suits are hot (I mean warm to wear). You don't have as much
freedom of movement. There is a power in wearing a suit, but it is the power
of paper and offices, courtrooms and parlors. You pay someone else to do
your dirty work.

Obviously, Lindsey felt constrained to change. Without further evidence I
couldn't say if he was going back to his roots (heritage, background, youth,
primordial soup) or if these are his off hours clothes. I would vote for a
little of both. At that moment, he needed to free himself from the
constraint of the suit.

Actually the entire scene was very interesting. I really need to go back and
reread literary critical theory on homosocial bonding before I expound at
length (which is to say I won't but I'll think really hard about it). But a
few observations. Homosocial bonding (from what I remember) is when two
people of the same gender (generally men) fight and ultimately relate to one
another through the medium of a third "something". That something might be a
woman or it might be a maguffin, its largely immaterial. As Darla would
paraphrasingly say, you're not interested in me, you're interested in Angel.

So, lets look at the plot. Lindsey has felt dirty and disassociated from
every but Darla. Lindsey was upset with Darla. Darla was wearing comfort
clothes. Her body language was very inward, defensive. His body language was
full of angry tension. For a moment, I thought he'd try to kill her.
Instead, he goes to the closet, pushes aside Darla's clothes (clothes that
he had wanted to move into his room, his closet) and changes his clothes
into comfortable work clothes. He accessorizes (accessories make the outfit)
with an old truck with a nice steel frame. (By the way, why does it still
have Oklahoma license plates? Perhaps, he has had it in storage. Kept locked
away. I like the symbolism of that so I'll keep it.) First he batters Angel
with the truck. Then he drives in circles around him. (Paralleling their
relationship?) Then he hits him with...wait for it.

A hammer. What an odd weapon to pick. Why a hammer? Now in terms of
weaponry, knives, swords, guns, and of course the ubiquitous wooden stake,
are all impaling/stabbing/rupturing weapons. And depending on how Freudian
you want to be, they masculine weapons. I hate to call a sledge hammer a
feminine weapon, it is a sledge hammer, and yet what an odd weapon to use on
a vampire.

Unless you're trying to batter one. Unless, through a choice of accessories
and how they are used, Lindsey was trying to express his frustration with
everything. Lindsey wasn't trying to kill Angel. He was trying to hurt him.
Again I find the whole tenor of their conversation very interesting. Now I
realize that Lindsey went for a stake, but that wasn't his first choice.

And how does it end for Lindsey. A battered truck. Dirty clothes. An empty
closet.


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[> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- purplegrrl, 13:54:19 03/02/01 Fri

fresne, once again I am awed by the power of your perceptions.

Lots to think about.

However, I agree that we make impressions/judgements based on appearance,
i.e., clothing. And that different clothing can require different behavior.

***The leather pants of evil.***
Yes, even the Host commmented on Angel's lack there of. Therefore, he was
not evil or on the path there to.
(Although on the silly side, "the leather pants of evil" sounds like it
should be a song title or a musical group. ;-) )


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[> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- Nina, 14:20:33 03/02/01 Fri

Are we talking clothes! As I seem to be more obsessed than ever with the
psychological effect of clothes in the Buffyverse (oh yeah, I know I've got
to go over it one day!) I'd just have to add that if leather pants are meant
to show evil... what do we do with Buffy wearing some in the beginning of
"Crush"? ;)


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[> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- Rufus, 14:41:49 03/02/01 Fri

Depends on the cut of the pants, Nina:):):)


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[> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- Nina, 14:51:20 03/02/01
Fri

Well... they seemed black and lethery to me !!!!! :) :) :)
Buffy's pants even matched Spike's leather coat. He wore the top and her the
pants! :) Okay rambling here... got to stop my fingers! :)


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[> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- May, 16:36:33 03/02/01 Fri

SYMBOL - A person, act, or thing that has both literal significance and
additional abstract meanings. Unlike an allegory, where such things are
equated with one or two abstract ideas, a symbol usually refers to several
complex ideas that may radiate contradictory or ambiguous meanings. See
ALLEGORY.

SYMBOLISM - The use of SYMBOLS, persons, acts, or things that have both
literal significance and additional abstract meanings.

ster·e·o·type

Oversimplified conception: an oversimplified standardized image or idea held
by one person or group of another

Especially in literary and drama, objects such as cars and clothing take on
a larger meaning than themselves.

In this case the symbols of the "t-shirt" and the "truck" were used to the
most despicable of ends. To demonize a whole social-economic group in our
society. To play upon and re-enforce ugly stereotypes. To protray a whole
group of people as less than human. As evil.

I found an interesting article about how negative sterotypes against rural
people have in the past been used to justify injustices against them.
Thought it might add to the discussion as it shows that this isn't just a
trival concern.

'Hillbilly' stereotype evolved to justify huge land grab.


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[> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- May, 16:55:24 03/02/01 Fri

"Especially in and drama, objects such as cars and clothing take on a larger
meaning than themselves. "

Sorry meant to say in literature and drama objects objects such as cars and
clothing take on a larger meaning than themselves, becoming symbols.

This "check before post" function is great, but doesn't help with mistakes
caught after.

Point is while in real life a "cigar sometimes only is cigar", in drama such
as television shows, symbols are put into a scene for a reason.

In this case it was to attack a group of people. The "R" word. It seems like
in this society, they are the only group of people it is ok to attack in a
prejudicial manner.

I have been to the south, to rural areas. I have family there. And my uncles
and cousins don't deserve the ugly stereotypes thrown at them. But then
again, NOBODY DOES!


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[> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- Masquerade, 17:03:05
03/02/01 Fri

And may I add, before everyone jumps in with the "but the writer" or "Joss
didn't INTEND to be stereotypical" or "this is just Lindsey, not every rural
person" arguments, that the best judge of whether a stereotype is used and
overused is someone from that group. I'm not discouraging rejoinders, but
many rejoinders all aimed at one person's point tends to bring out the
hostile responses we saw on the other board as that person feels they aren't
being listened to.

Not that I expect any of this to happen. : )


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- Sean, 17:50:45 03/02/01
Fri

We have never seen Lindsey dress in such a manner before.

Do we really believe that Lindsey would drive such a truck? He would
consider it beneath him.

Even the shooting script clearly indicates the images the writers were going
for.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- LoriAnn, 11:46:31
03/03/01 Sat

Let's not stop at clothes as stereotypes. What about Lyla's remark that she
should have had babies like her mother told her. Clearly, we can conclude
that this is stereotyping all working women, especially female lawyers, as
baby killing sociopaths. They should file suit, and if they did, they
wouldn't even have to pay for a lawyer.

Or you could say that's all a crock.

Lindsey's background, he's an Oklahoma s***kicker, doesn't stereotype
Oklahomans or anyone else who owns a pickup truck or wears boot, but it does
tell us that Lindsey wasn't born in a law office and has a down to earth
background that would give him the passion and physicality to do what he
did. Can you see Holland having done something like that? Not a chance.
Lindsey is earthy-guy. It explains a lot about him and stereotypes no one.
Anyone notice the condition of the truck, it's beat up, even before its
contact with Angel, the paint is faded, and the body is rusted. This isn't
some kicker wannabe's truck. This was a truck owned by someone who actually
needed a pickup truck, perhaps on a small ranch or farm. He drove the fence
lines in this truck and delivered feed to the cattle in it during droughts.
It's the truck of a person who is down to earth enough to feel pain all the
way to his soul, not someone like Holland who could only see things as
abstractions, and physically strong enough to take action on his feelings.
The sledge hammer was a little surprising. Perhaps Lindsey thought he would
need a heavier weapon that usual if he were going to beat the details he
wanted out of Angel. Generally, what is found behind the seat of those who
think its use might be necessary someday is an axe-handle. It works well on
humans, but might be too light for the undead.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- Sean, 12:15:45
03/03/01 Sat

"Lindsey's background, he's an Oklahoma s***kicker, doesn't stereotype
Oklahomans or anyone else who owns a pickup truck or wears boots..."

You wouldn't say this if it was Gunn acting in a stereotypical manner. You
would be outraged and I would join you in that outrage.

There was a reason the writers had Lindsey dress that way. And that pick-up
truck. It just wouldn't make sense for Lindsey to own it anymore. There was
a reason that the truck was in that scene. A very ugly reason.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- Sanguinary,
18:29:09 03/03/01 Sat

Sean, there is something else you should consider here. Are rednecks
offended?

No. I am the daughter of a redneck. He isn't illerate or imbred. He doesn't
play the bango or make moonshine. But he does own a pick-up, a sledge-hammer
and a hunting dog. He has had a gun rack in the back of his truck, we have
at least five assorted vehicles around our farm which don't work. His neck
grows exteamly red during the summer and he confess that his hair is just a
tad too long to be a perfect redneck. And yet, he is not offened by the way
that Lindsey reacts.

The reasons for Lindsey having the pick-up truck and sledgehammer are a
little less stero-typical.

A pick-up truck is _the_ most important vehicle someone can own up here. I
am quite serious when I say this. And for a farm boy to head to the city, he
would need decent transportaion. The kind of vehicle that can carry your
stuff with room to spare. As for still owning it, he probley still has it
for the same reason that I keep what most people would conside useless or
trivial. Because it is special to him. Filled with memories of a time when
life was simple and he was one of the good-guys. Obviouly, he has enough
money to have it kept in storage indefantly.

As for the sledge-hammer, quite simple as well. An all purpose tool for
around the farm. I know that we have two sledge hammers, a five and a ten
pound. And Lindsey knows that he can't kill Angel, only hurt. So that means
that the only other more popular tool around the farm, an axe, can't be
used. Also, a sledghammer would be a tool his is used to. Something that he
has handled on a daily basis in the past. And I would consider it more out
of charcter for Lindsey to show up with a battle-axe than a sledge-hammer.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- May, 20:38:08
03/05/01 Mon

I have a hard time believing that people in any group don't mind having ugly
images and stereotypes being promoted in the media against them.

The cost is just too high. Please read the article below.

'Hillbilly' stereotype evolved to justify huge land grab

How one is reflected in society relates to how society will treat them. I
doubt you would be using such arguments if it was any other group of people.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- Sanguinary,
10:06:55 03/06/01 Tue

Actualy, if this was any other group of people, I would step back and let
someone who was from that group do the debating. I don't understand how
other's feel about their stero-type nor do I pretend to. I belive that it is
better to ask someone from the stero-type in question to express their
feelings rather than insert my feelings in place.

Because I am not a true redneck, I asked my father who is to try and explain
how what Lindsey was doing was stero-typing him. He didn't see anything
wrong with it. As he said to me 'All that matters is if you are comfertable
with your stero-type. If you are than nothing else is important.'

I always try to see from another person's point of view and there are things
that I would find offensive if they were done to me. But what I find
offensive and what someone else finds offensive are two very different
things.

And that is the reason you usually won't find me jumping into this sort of
argurment.

I understand how you could think that this was rude or ignorant, but
sometimes it's just best to let someone who has actually lived with a
stero-type try to explain it.

But it's nice that you're showing concern about stero-types. But their are
other, nastier stero-types out there. Being a Redneck isn't one of them
though.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- May,
15:48:07 03/06/01 Tue

Well then,

If people like you father don't care about the ugly ways the media protrays
him so be it (did your Dad beat your Mother?)

If he doesn't care about how others in this society perceive him just
because of the clothes he wears, the music he listens to, the truck he
drives, etc. I guess I shouldn't go around defending people who don't feel
the the need to be defended.

But these images will have an impact. Don't believe me, go ask Richard
Jewell.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- May,
15:51:20 03/06/01 Tue

I don't believe that your Dad beat your mother, but others will, just
because he fits "that stereotype".


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers --
Sanguinary, 20:05:54 03/06/01 Tue

I'm afraid I haven't ever heard of the 'beating their wifes' part of the
Redneck sterotype. As far as I know, Redneck women are almost always as
stong as a Redneck man, somewhat smarter and sometimes corser. But I've
never heard of them being beat. As far as I knew, wife beating was for the
suburbs and white trash families. But that, of course, is a sterotype so I
don't belive it.

My dad hasn't beat my mom, but he also doesn't carry her purse.

Let me explain. In some of the bigger less sterotyping centers, one of the
major customs is to carry your wife's purse out of the restraunt. This is
done to prove how chivleaious(sp?) they are. My father would never do this
and my mother would never all him too. He belives that my mother is adult
enough to look after herself without him interfearing.

You see, I understand that you are just trying to do what you think is
right, I really do. I did the same thing when I was younger and didn't
understand that sometimes all a person can do by butting in is make things
worse.

In my class at school there was a native boy. He was one of the only natives
in an almost all white school. The boys in my class called him slang names
and I would always get angry and try to make them stop.

Finnaly one day, the native boy came up to me and asked me to stop defending
him. He wasn't bothered by what the boys said because he always had fun
coming up with names to call them.

Because I didn't understand that what was insulting to me might not be
insulting to him, I had accidenly embarssed him in front of his friends.

And the same thing is happening to me right now, only reversed. I'm the
local freak and I enjoy being treated as such. People know that if they're
feeling down or depressed, just a few minutes around me can make them feel
better. And often people tease me about the way I act or the things I talk
about. And I enjoy the attention and being able to be who I really am in
public. Another young lady is trying to defend me though. She doesn't
understand that what she finds insulting to her, is a complement to me. I've
tried explaining it to her a few times, but she just doesn't get it yet. As
soon as she finds her little nitch, she'll understand quite will.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers --
Traveler, 20:43:47 03/07/01 Wed

As I was growing up, people often called me nerd and geek. I tried to ignore
them, but I hated it. Now, when people ask me what I do, I tell them that
I'm a computer geek. Am I suppose to feel bad for liking computers? Over
time, it's grown into a kind of a compliment. Also, I don't believe that
authors are promoting a stereotype unless they make it prevasive throughout
their "world." So far, I haven't seen a big hillbilly message in Joss'
shows.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- rowan,
18:33:19 03/07/01 Wed

I feel kind of silly. I was so horrified by the violence of that scene and
the way he kept relentless coming after Angel that I couldn't even focus on
the clothing.


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[> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- fresne, 23:58:05 03/02/01 Fri

Spoiling
for
more
closetspace
Purplegrrl
Yes, didn't you know that's the name of Giles' band. The Leather Pants of
EVIL.

Giles, in Rocky Horror garb, lead singer with guitar. Spike, with Slayer
coat, backing up on bass. Angel, well clearly not singing, wearing the title
pair of leather pants of evil, maybe on keyboard. After this last weeks
performance, Lindsey on drums. He can have leather pants too.

The implications of Buffy's leather pants. Hmmm. On one hand, they may
indicate Buffy's darker side. Hunting and slaying. Also on a practical
front, well worn leather pants are comfortable and flexible. They can take a
lot of abuse and they breath. I should think, provided they are not purely
decorative, they would
be quite useful when crashing through the underbrush.

Nina
Yes, well I can't help discussing clothes. I mean, why do most of Willow's
clothes have little images on them? What does that say about her? And
returning to Restless, how interesting that her dream is that she is in
costume. Why was Buffy a flapper? Is it some obscure reference to her being
a college student. Do I just know too much about period costuming? Why does
Xander wear Circus clothes? Well, obviously to make him seem silly. So, he
dresses as James Bond for Halloween and feels like a waiter. Because
sometimes clothes require attitude. Wearing the clothes/cheese and not
letting them wear you. VampWillow in her leather corset. She walks into a
room and she owns it. Why because what she's wearing oozes intent. And well,
structurally speaking that kind of corset does do something fun to the way a
person walks. And clothing obsessed Glory. Sunnydale doesn't have enough
malls. Is it a representation of her materialism? Interesting that her
other, Ben, has mentioned clothes in his last two conversations with Buffy.

May
Yes, the layers of meaning and symbolism which can be derived from a set of
clothing is very interesting.

Forgive me as I slide into costuming nut phase, I will try not to ramble too
much.

You make an excellent point on one aspect of the symbolism of a t-shirt. In
previous eras (as preserved in the suit), one of the methods the wealthy
used to indicate their economic status was the ostentatious layering of
clothing (the more clothes, the more fabric, the more money you must have).
Conversely, the less layers, the lower the economic status. For a later day
example: in Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, Stanley is always pictured as wearing a
t-shirt as a top without an outer shirt. The Fonz (sp?) on Happy Days always
wore a t-shirt, jeans, and of course a leather jacket. This ensemble
resonated of the working lower class, rebelliousness, motorcycles, and dare
I say "Coolness." James Dean. Marlon Brando. Gene Kelly vs. Fred Astaire
(which given Kelley went to law school and Astaire only had two years of
formal education is pretty funny).

Returning to Buffy and of course Spike, consider his clothes. Black t-shirt,
unbuttoned overshirt (sometimes), black trench, jeans, and boots. He
radiates rebellious cool. When Giles ate the candy in Band Candy, he changed
not only his accent and his behavior. He changed his clothes. And what goes
with rebellion, well jeans and a t-shirt, of course. Because there is still
that slight remnant, almost forgotten, that a t-shirt is an undergarment.
Like wearing a bra in public. Of course, the rebellious symbolism of wearing
a t-shirt in public is buried under almost half a century of t-shirts as
outerwear, but it still lurks.

Now I really must mention an odd personal bias of my own. My father, the
L.A. lawyer, always wore a suit and tie with court shoes to work. On the
weekends, he wore jeans, boots, unbuttoned shirts, and shall I pause for
emphasis,...I think shall...ready...are you sure...well then...a t-shirt. So, when I
saw Lindsey's idea of off work clothes, I had to laugh. Anyway, all of this
means I see a fairly interesting symbolism in Lindsey's makeover.

Lindsey changes from tight constricting clothes, clothes that bind, clothes
that symbolize both his rise in the world and his loss of innocence. He has
done terrible things in suits. Lindsey became a lawyer, became a suit,
joined W&H, gave up on being a good man so no one could make him feel
powerless. Lindsey's working class father was a good man, but it didn't stop
his family from losing their home. But a suit didn't stop Lindsey from
losing his hand. A suit doesn't stop Lindsey from feeling the weight of his
deeds. Feelings showers won't clean. A suit can't make Darla love him.

So, he changes back into working class clothes. Clothes that are good to
fight in. Clothes good to rebel in. I wonder if their choice of truck wasn't
meant to evoke a sense of that 50'sish rebellion. I mean a modern Ford tough
truck would have been sufficiently sturdy. But they used a vintage truck. A
bit of James Dean. I'd say a bit of my father, but he was a Harley riding
beatnik in the 50s. So, whatever. Although thankfully, no leather pants of
evil.

And really, they are evil. The Host said so. Angelus demonstrated it. Did
Faith ever wear leather pants? Darla? Well, new Darla. Old Darla dressed as
a demonic schoolgirl. Which of course, was meant to parallel the blond
Darla, not a schoolgirl, with blond Buffy, schoolgirl. What kind of pants
did Kendra wear? The 70s slayer. Perhaps, we can come up with a theory for
Slayers using the leather pants of evil for well, good and not evil. I
should stop. I'm using my powers for silliness and not seriousness.


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[> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- J9, 10:01:52 03/06/01 Tue

Don't have time to add much - But yes Faith wore leather Pants (a lot).
However, in the seminole scene of Graduation Day Part 1 where Buffy goes to
get Faith to feed to Angel, I recall Buffy in Red leather pants, and I think
Faith had changed from previous scenes to just jeans.?!


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[> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- Rendyl, 20:15:21 03/06/01 Tue

***For a later day example: in Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, Stanley is always
pictured as wearing a t-shirt as a top without an outer shirt.***

Er...Stanley was in Streetcar Named Desire. Brick was in Cat on a Hot Tin
Roof - (wearing yummy pajamas for the entire play no less) and appropriate
to the Buffyverse for mentions of 'no-neck monsters'.

-Rendyl's evil, evil twin who is addicted to Tennessee
Williams...Bwahahahahaha! -


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[> [> [> [> Re: What we wear, longish Spoilers -- fresne, 11:59:40 03/07/01
Wed

Woops, thanks. Guess that goes to show what happens when I think about
clothes too much.

When, oh, when will I ever be done quilt stitching my collar and get back to
machine sewing my suit jacket? And as an aside, I've found that I can sew to
just about any tv show but BtVS and AtS. I around, a couple hours have gone
by, and I haven't gotten anything done.




Buffy premonition??? -- Nicole, 11:43:17 03/02/01 Fri

I was going through a quote list from season 4 earlier, and came upon
something that I thought to be a little interesting.... thought I would
share it.

At the season 4 opener ( The Freshman ) Buffy and Willow were gathering
books, and Buffy casually said to Willow, "I can't wait till mom gets the
bill for these books. I hope it's a funny aneurysm."

I know that it was said in passing, and just meant to reflect the
skyrocketing price students pay for books nowadays, but still... ya know?
The doctors say it's probably and aneurysm that killed Joyce.... Thought I
would share this little insight. Happy BtVS Watching!


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[> Re: Buffy premonition??? -- Marya, 01:10:23 03/06/01 Tue

Nicole, you were just struck with that weird sense of deja vu in reverse you
get when you watch or read older eps. It's well known that Joss plots these
stories well in advance, but I for one haven't figured out a way to tell for
sure when a line is forshadowing or just a clever line.




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Misdirection with the Buffybot? -- Nina, 18:50:14 03/02/01 Fri

I just read a very fascinating post on another board and thought I'd share
some thoughts with you.

That last scene when Spike goes to order the Buffybot in IWMtLY, many
details don't fit well together if we want to believe that Spike is ordering
the Buffybot for himself.

1- He knows that April's boyfriend was named Warren, but where did he find
his address ? (he doesn't have access to the computer files like Willow
does)

2- Spike says that he wants to place an order. How come Warren understands
that he's talking about a robot? Doesn't even ask what kind of order? He
says directly that he doesn't make any more girls? Does this mean that he
used to for other people? Otherwise his answer seems weird.

3- Now the very disturbing fact is that Spike comes in without a blanket in
Warren's house. It means that it's night. The lighting in the house proves
it too. Which means that this scene takes place after Buffy discovers the
body. (because buffy wears the same clothes she had with April and it's
still day when she comes home - she has her leather coat on her arm)

Now how can we explain the Buffybot? We are lead to believe that Spike is
ordering it for himself to get a playmate, but what if he was asked to order
it?

Spike in IWMtLY has had two scenes in which he was left unable to speak. One
with Buffy, the other with the SG. That's the first time (to my knowledge)
that Spike ever got quiet, unable to respond. Suddenly we see him at the end
of the episode all confident again. What has changed?

When I first saw him put Buffy's things in a box I was convinced he was
going to burn them. He was not going to see Warren. The energy in those two
scenes are way too different. Something happened between the moment Spike
throw his Buffy shrine in the box and the moment he went to Warren's house.
It's not only Spike deciding that a Buffybot will save him!

When Spike goes to Warren's he's come back to his confident self. The Spike
we know who knows that he is important. That he is "the strongest person"
who can protect Dawn. So here's my very weird theory for now. What if we are
led to believe that Spike's agenda is to have a bot for himself but that he
is actually answering Giles' request. What if Giles, despite the fact that
he threw Spike out had to come to him and ask him to go to Warren?

With Buffy losing her mother, maybe Giles understood that she wouldn't be
able to do her duty for a while. Maybe he is the one who compromised and
sought for Spike's help. We've seen Buffy do that a lot even though she
didn't want to ("I don't need you", but at the end of Checkpoint she goes to
him anyway)

Maybe it has something to do with Buffy looking out the window before
calling Giles. She said she was coming. We thought it was Glory, but maybe
she meant "the first slayer"... the darkside of her is coming. Maybe she
told Giles who tried to see how to find something to protect Buffy. Maybe
the Buffybot is the solution.

Much rambling on an idea that is not even mine to start with, but I liked
it. What do you think?


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[> Re: Misdirection with the Buffybot? -- Aquitaine, 19:21:22 03/02/01 Fri

Nina, although I agree with most of your exposition, your theory is the
wackiest I have heard yet! And, who knows, you may be completely right:)

"Spike in IWMtLY has had two scenes in which he was left unable to speak.
One with Buffy, the other with the SG. That's the first time (to my
knowledge) that Spike ever got quiet, unable to respond. Suddenly we see him
at the end of the episode all confident again. What has changed?"

I, personally, thought that he was going to follow the robot trail back to
the Initiative in an effort to have the ship removed... But you are right,
there definitely seems to be something screwy with the timeline as well as
with Spike.

***
So, shall we baptise you, Nina *bringer of a myriad theories*? LOL.


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[> [> Re: Misdirection with the Buffybot? -- Nina, 19:31:05 03/02/01 Fri

"So, shall we baptise you, Nina *bringer of a myriad theories*? LOL."

Hee hee! Okay I grant you that to involve Giles in there is a little and
even very weird. I am not sure I believe it myself. But now that I have
watched Spike's scenes in that episode again, I must say that I am fairly
certain that the reason behind is request is not what it looks like! It
wouldn't be the first time we are being misled... and what a better
opportunity to mislead us just before the body - episode with no Spike in
it!

Spike wasn't there because he was ordering the Buffybot!

But really even thought I know that this little theory is far out how can
Spike possibly know where to find Warren on the only fact that Anya told him
that April was a robot? Grrrrrr.... and we have to wait two more weeks to be
misled again! :)


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[> [> [> Re: Misdirection with the Buffybot? -- Aquitaine, 19:56:46 03/02/01
Fri

"in an effort to have the ship removed..."

I CAN'T believe I wrote ship instead of chip. ROFL. Of course, ship or chip
works:)

"and what a better opportunity to mislead us just before the body"

Hmmm. Yes.

Finally, I too wondered exactly how he found Warren so quickly.

'night


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[> Re: Misdirection with the Buffybot? -- June, 19:25:44 03/02/01 Fri

I thought you were going to say that Spike was going to have Warren make
another Joyce for Buffy

I think what Buffy said was "She's here, come now" or something like that. I
took that for Buffy being so distraught as not to make sense.

I know I have said things at stressful times that after coming from my mouth
I thought "that didn't make sense".

I think if we would translate what Buffy was trying to say but didn't have
the where with all to was "My mother's here lying on the ground dead, I need
you Giles to come here because I am too upset and in a state of shock to
deal with it all myself. And I have to pull myself together because I need
to go to Dawn's school to tell her the bad news"

All she could muster was "She's here, come". But who could blame her.


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[> [> Re: Misdirection with the Buffybot? -- Nina, 19:41:25 03/02/01 Fri

"I think what Buffy said was "She's here, come now" or something like that.
I took that for Buffy being so distraught as not to make sense."

Somehow I can't believe that it doesn't make sense. The look at the window,
the stare at the phone... maybe I am wrong and it has nothing to do with the
first slayer, but for a second there it was more than just "my mother is
here, come". Well, that's my point of view at least. "The Body" is obviously
a point of no return. Whatever happened before will never be again. Joyce's
death is going to change everything. In "Restless" the first slayer said
that Buffy was going to be alone, Spike told her in FFL that he links to the
world was her family. It doesn't seem too much of a stretch to me to see
Buffy's world coming to an end for her and having vision of the first slayer
when he mother dies.

All she has left is Dawn and the SG. We may say that Joyce wasn't a
clairvoyant mother, but her presence was balancing Buffy's world. Now the
balance is gone and the darkness might just begin.

Okay rambling again! Sorry folks! Too late.... I need some sleep! :)


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[> [> [> Re: Misdirection with the Buffybot? -- June, 23:15:04 03/02/01 Fri

Lots of things Buffy was saying and doing at that point didn't make sense.
She was in total shock. I found Sarah Michelle Geller's protrayal of a
person in shock after losing a love one very well protrayed. She was in a
daze.

She seemed so helpless. Especially after the EMS personnel left and she
walked to the back door, and then threw up.

I don't think we can read anything more into it than that. When Buffy called
Giles there was so much she had to say, it just came out in a jumbled mess.
She just couldn't get much of it out.

"All she has left is Dawn and the SG. We may say that Joyce wasn't a
clairvoyant mother, but her presence was balancing Buffy's world. Now the
balance is gone and the darkness might just begin."

Exactly.

And all Dawn has left is Buffy. If Buffy becomes withdrawn emotionally, what
will Dawn have left to hold on to.


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[> [> [> Re: Misdirection with the Buffybot? -- June, 23:24:53 03/02/01 Fri

In "Restless" the first slayer said that Buffy was going to be alone.

I believe the first slayer said that Buffy SHOULD be alone. That she should
have nothing in her life but slaying, kind of how we saw Kendra protrayed.

No friends, just the kill!

The spirit of the first slayer was angry that Buffy depended on others for
help. The First slayer was kind of one dimensional.

Buffy's greatest strength though comes from her being Buffy, not the slayer.
Although her slayer strength and abilities are important, time and time
again its the strength she finds from her friends, family and her own
sensitive, caring nature that has carried the day where others slayers would
have failed.


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[> Re: Misdirection with the Buffybot? -- Ayala, 07:27:37 03/03/01 Sat

Love the theory. Don't buy it but I love it.

Spike does know something about computers. He was able to find Buffy and
Willow's room number on a computer way back in season four. There are plenty
of places that have public access to computers and I'm sure Spike could have
convinced some unsuspecting female to help him with the trickier bits.
(Spike in the public library -- delicious thought.)

Maybe Warren had a booming robot business in college; I'm sure there would
have been a demand.

Hadn't thought about the fact that it was probably night. I doubt Warren's
mom would have let anyone in who was smoking (literally) under a blanket.

I think Spike's renewed confidence was the result of having settled on a
course of action. I really don't see Giles going to Spike for any sort of
help after their previous encounter. If nothing else, I think Giles would be
worried about the same sort of Spike/Buffybot action that the rest of us are
dreading. I also don't see how a robot could be built soon enough to help
Buffy during her worst period of grief.

I am still hoping that Spike has some purpose besides robot sex. Someone (it
may have been someone on this board -- if so, humble acknowledgement of your
brilliance) suggested that it is really a vengence bot aimed at the
Scoobies. I can go with this. Spike was royally ticked off after their last
enounter and he may also want to cut Buffy off from all ties except himself
(think FFL.) In a depressing way, Joyce's death would fit into this plan. I
still hope/expect Spike to show some grief on learning of Joyce's death, but
then I am one of those dreaded Redemptionistas and we have so little hope to
cling to these days.

I am also a cat-loving newbie so please be gentle.


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[> [> Not Fair to Spike -- Sue, 08:33:08 03/03/01 Sat

"I still hope/expect Spike to show some grief on learning of Joyce's death."

Not fair to expect Spike to think and act in human ways.

Spike is not Human.

Spike is a Vampire.

He can't help being the way he is.


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[> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is -- LoriAnn, 10:41:06
03/03/01 Sat

"Spike can't help being the way he is"

Obviously, he can help. If he couldn't choose not to go around biting people
on the neck and sucking their blood, the chip would not be able to keep him
from doing it, and Spike would have one helluva headache 100% of the time.

As far as Spike's call on Warren goes, I've posted on the other board that
my own opinion is that he has a motive that we can't see yet. So,
misdirection? You bet. If this is as clear cut a case of Spike's substitute
for love or sex with Buffy as it seems to be, I'll be very disappointed with
the deviousness, not to mention creativity, of JW.

Would anyone care to comment on the last look on Spike's face that we see in
his scene with Warren?


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[> [> [> [> Is Spike going the self-help route? -- Aquitaine, 12:07:35
03/03/01 Sat

"Would anyone care to comment on the last look on Spike's face that we see
in his scene with Warren?"

*Cough* Me:)

Stream of consciousness thoughts re: his look:
Determined, industrious, disgusted, steely, 'don't want to play games
anymore', no nonsense, 'wants me to get over this thing' then I bloody well
will, I'll order myself up a Buffy robot that I can both hit on AND hit, a
Buffy who will either want me or want to kill me (because Warren will make
her 'real good' for me), none of this 'spare him cause he's got a chip'.
Final impression = he had a very 'I'll should them all', very human look.

IMO, Spike didn't look to be in revenge mode but I could be wrong. Anya did
say it would be a big year for vengeance, right? I don't know. Spike is too
febrile emotionally these days to read.

However, I cannot reconcile Spike's initial speechlessness with his
dismantling of the shrine or with the ordering of the Robot. Ummm. Anyone
care to comment on the speechlessness vs the action-mode? LOL.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Is Spike going the self-help route? -- LoriAnn, 12:38:14
03/03/01 Sat

Aquitaine,
Since I respect your opinion--you think things out--I'll look at this part
of the ep again before I post anything else about it, but I had an entirely
different impression of Spike's expression, perhaps not the earlier
expressions, but the very last one in that scene.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Oh my GOD!!! -- Aquitaine, 13:20:53 03/03/01 Sat

"Since I respect your opinion--you think things out--I'll look at this part
of the ep again before I post anything else about it, but I had an entirely
different impression of Spike's expression, perhaps not the earlier
expressions, but the very last one in that scene."

Gulp... You made me go back and check the scene again, which I should have
done in the first place, mind you. LOL.

I think you are referring to the very last, mildly seductive but latently
threatening, blink-with-smile look. Right then... up to that point my
analysis works but that last look *is* a bit jarring. Funny, I hadn't
registered the smile before.

Question: Is it nighttime when Buffy calls Ben and leaves the message
because Glory and her minion seem to be in a lit room as if it's nighttime.
And, it is definitely nighttime when Spike visits Warren but then it is
afternoon when Buffy arrives to find Joyce dead. Very disconcerting.

***

OMG OMG OMG OMG - Now you've gone and done it! You've made me watch the last
Spike scene in IWMTLY several times and now I swear that you can see Spike's
reflection in the mirror while Warren is on the phone. Check it out
people!!! I'm not joking. It's *right* before Katrina hangs up.

OMG. What does that mean???? It cannot be a production error. No way. OMG

My palms just got sweaty...


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh my GOD!!! -- Nina, 13:33:58 03/03/01 Sat

Hee hee! I think the mirror bit might be a mistake... they did the same in
FFL in the subway. We see his reflection there too.

I'm waiting for the shooting script to determine if it's day or night... but
I wonder if they don't hold them for now. They don't seem to be available
(Crush and IWMtLY) and we have no idea of the future episodes either (not
even titles!) so maybe it's a big conspiracy to make our grey cells turned a
little more grey! :)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh my GOD!!! -- Aquitaine, 13:41:12 03/03/01 Sat

Nina, is that you being the voice of reason? ROFL.

I am thinking that the entire scene is set up to show/hide that little
reflection. Notice how the reflection isn't there when the mirror moves out
of the frame as the camera follows Warren but appears for a brief instant
after that and then, bam, Spike's in Warren's face.

I can't think that they would choose to shoot in front of a mirror (which is
hard to orchestrate so that the production equipment and cameras aren't
reflected) unless there was a point to it.

Signed Aquitaine *the conspiracy theorist* ;)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh my GOD!!! -- Nina, 13:49:18 03/03/01 Sat

I'd love to believe that.... but that would mean that he isn't a vampire
anymore...right?

As far as I would like that... seems even weirder than Giles asking Spike
for help! Maybe we can form a duo and come with very weird theories about
the show! :) LOL

I'll have to believe you on that one anyway (I mean the mirror bit) because
I watched the scene over and over, but I get FOX with a very bad image
quality here and I can't see the reflection myself... I just thought that it
may have been a mistake like in FFL... but maybe you are on something. Glad
if my wacky theory made people watch the scene over and over again! :)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh my GOD!!! -- Aquitaine, 14:01:04
03/03/01 Sat

"I'll have to believe you on that one anyway (I mean the mirror bit) because
I watched the scene over and over, but I get FOX with a very bad image
quality here and I can't see the reflection myself... I just thought that it
may have been a mistake like in FFL"

LOL. Anyone (with cable;) want to comment about the reflection in the
mirror?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh my GOD!!! -- Nina, 14:41:36 03/03/01
Sat

Okay.... I finally saw it! The blond head in the back in the mirror!

So what does it mean to you Aquitaine? We'll have an answer with the
shooting script, but do you think it means he's actually becoming human?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> The deeper meaning. -- Sean, 14:47:18
03/03/01 Sat

It means the production crew needs to be more careful, because the
viewership is very observant.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: The deeper meaning. -- Aquitaine,
15:46:10 03/03/01 Sat

"It means the production crew needs to be more careful, because the
viewership is very observant."

LOL. Well, I'm of the opinion that they *know* just how observant the
viewers are and make *that* kind of mistake in *that* kind of scene.
Actually, what originally caught my attention wasn't the reflection but the
fact that the camera doesn't really follow Warren on that shot. I was also
really bothered that there would be such a seemingly stupid scene with
Warren (who cares about him and his romantic woes anyway) chattering away
just before Buffy finds her mother dead - it just felt wrong. So, as my mind
was wandering and wondering, I suddenly noticed how the camera pans more
slowly than Warren is moving and then it seems that Warren is no longer the
focus of the composition either. Then, we only lose sight of the mirror for
a few seconds before it pans more rapidly to show the mirror and the
reflection.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Two possible theories..... --
Sebastian, 17:35:31 03/05/01 Mon

Do you think Spike might be having a BuffyBot made to so he can kidnap the
*real* Buffy - and implant the Scoobies with the Bot?

I can't see Spike wanting a copy of what he would desires most - he would
want the original - and what a way to get back at the ones who spurned him
by putting a fake in their midst?

or......

Why not create a BuffyBot that's dangerous. Create a Buffy that commits all
these heinous acts - one that would horrify the Scoobies and Giles with its
actions. And not knowing its a BuffyBot - they inadvertently spurn the
*real* Buffy. Buffy - now an outcast and already mourning the loss of her
mother - is forced to turn *to* Spike.

Spike even said in FFL that its friends/family that keeps her grounded.

Joyce dead - and the Scoobies and Giles tricked into thinking she has become
a rogue slayer...its all about pushing Buffy into that dark place that has
been hinted at all season.....

Thoughts?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Two possible
theories.....*mild spoiler* -- Nina, 18:18:42 03/05/01 Mon

Hmmmm.... Spike alone without a woman, without any links to the world is
pretty hard to conceive. We've never seen him like that before. It could be
possible that as a vengence he wants to outcast Buffy from her peers as
well. Give her the same treatment he received.

Yet something tells me that because Warren seemed to know Spike and what he
was (a vampire that is) this whole robot thing is completely something else.
Something we can't figure out yet, because we don't have the clues.

The next episode is called "Intention" (with an "s" or not I am not sure)
could it refer to Spike intentions towards the Buffybot? ;)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Intervention.....*mild
spoiler* -- Aquitaine, 18:55:24 03/05/01 Mon

Hi Nina, the names of the next episodes are Intervention, Forever and Tough
Love. The titles all sound very emotional and dramatic but I haven't
formulated any speculative theories based on them (yet:)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Two possible
theories.....*mild spoiler* -- rowan, 20:15:15 03/05/01 Mon

The more I review the end of IWMTLY, the more Warren's reaction just doesn't
seem right...he's not surprised enough to see Spike...


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Two possible
theories.....*mild spoiler* -- ann, 08:39:46 03/06/01 Tue

I'm a bit cynical. I think the mirror reflection was a production boo-boo.
Warren's character thorughout IWMtLY seemed so cowardly, I expected him to
jump out of his shoes when confronted with Spike. (How would he know Spike
is harmless? Why did he invite Spike in?) If I were Warren, I would warn the
SG.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Two possible
theories.....*mild spoiler* -- purplegrrl, 15:34:04 03/08/01 Thu

Okay, maybe I don't remember IWMtLY well enough, but why *would* Warren be
frightened of Spike? When Spike doesn't have his "game face" on, he looks
pretty normal. How would Warren know that Spike is a vampire?

Looks like Buffy-marathon weekend for me!


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Two possible theories.....
-- jade, 19:49:20 03/05/01 Mon

While I agree with your thought that Spike would want the real Buffy, and
not a cheap substitute, he would have no means of kidnapping Buffy and
holding her against her will as long as he has the chip in his head. He
doesn't have Dru or anyone else now to do the rough stuff for him. Plus I
think Buffy is going to get to that dark place all by herself, with no help
needed from Spike. And I also believe Dawn is going to join her there.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Two possible
theories..... -- rowan, 20:18:08 03/05/01 Mon

But I think Spike could hold Buffy against her will. He was able to chain
her up while she was unconscious in The Crush. As long as his intention
wasn't to kill or seriously harm her, no pain, right? If he thought he was
chaining her up out of love, would he have pain from the chip? (of course, I
have a theory that the chip is not working anymore anyway).


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh my GOD!!! -- LoriAnn, 20:21:39 03/03/01 Sat

Aquitaine,
I finally got to look again and again at the part of the ep where Spike
orders the Buffybot. I can't agree that Spike's reflection is in the mirror.
I played it over and over as some friends and I watched, and we could all
see what might be mistaken for Spike, but it doesn't really seem to be him.
He was carrying a large box, and there's no box in the reflection. There is
a white round thing, could be a head, with a black thing below, could be a
black leather jacket. But I don't think so. More than that, if it takes
numerous replays for a person to be, at best, unsure, JW surely isn't trying
very hard to give us a clue. An extremely brief, but reasonably clear
reflection might be a clue. I'd love to believe, but I can't.
On the other hand, the last look on Spike's face in the scene--you were
right, the one when he blinks--shows something interesting, maybe even a
reflection. I agree with you that up until that last look he was being
confident and mildly threatening--a mild threat seemed to be all it took
with Warren. But then his expression changed, and I can understand if no one
agrees, but I can swear the look was pleased in a good way, not with Warren,
but with the thought of what he was doing and perhaps why he was doing it
and for whom. I thought I saw a reflection in that look, a reflection of
William the Bloody Awful Poet, and I thing he may be up to good, rather than
no good. Am I projecting my own desires into the scene? Maybe.
Regardless of whether I see something real or not, I agree with everyone who
thinks, for whatever reason, that this scene with Warren can't be taken at
face value.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Reflections of... -- Aquitaine, 08:14:14 03/04/01
Sun

"I'd love to believe, but I can't."

Me too, frankly. It does take quite a bit of rewatching to see the
reflection (btw, I have a huge bone to pick with you and Nina for making me
watch this scene until I started seeing things and developing another crazy
theory! I think I'm too old to be obsessing over this stuff:)

"I thought I saw a reflection in that look, a reflection of William the
Bloody Awful Poet, and I thing he may be up to good, rather than no good."

As plausible a theory as any:) It was certainly a self-satisfied look. Now,
whether he was contemplating Warren's creativity as benevolent tool or
whether he was thinking about all the future havoc he could wreak is
anyone's guess.

"Am I projecting my own desires into the scene? Maybe."

Hell, yes! But aren't we all? Besides, what else would we *do* with our
time? LOL.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Reflections of... -- Rufus, 08:58:16 03/04/01
Sun

Aquitaine, your visions are a result of rerun hell. The delayed
gratification of seeing the end of the season is causing you to see Spike in
every mirror. There is medication for that....:):):) Sorry can't help myself
here.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Reflections of... -- Aquitaine, 09:41:59
03/04/01 Sun

"There is medication for that....:):):)"

So I'm suffering from rerunnitis, am I? ROFL. Dr. Rufus is in:)

***
You know, if by the end of the season we find out that that reflection was
real and that there is no chip in Spike's brain, I'm expecting an extra
special delivery from you via UPS: a ten-pound box of milk chocolate and a
big huge 'you were right' poster;)


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Is Spike going the self-help route? -- Nina, 12:46:26
03/03/01 Sat

"Anyone care to comment on the speechlessness vs the action-mode? LOL."

*cough* Me? (very small voice!) ;)

You know what this scene reminds me of? The end of BvD when Dawn was first
introduced. People went crazy for weeks trying to say that JW had gone mad,
that Buffy didn't have a sister... and eventually we had an answer. I think
that showing Spike ordering the Buffybot has a similar effect. It's
misdirection at its best. People fear a Buffybot sex scene (or want it -
yeah I read that!) but let's forget my crazy theory for a minute and put
Giles out of the picture (because honesty I like it but don't really believe
it myself!) Spike's attitude is way too confident vs the Spike we saw
earlier throwing his Buffy shrine in the box.

It's also one of the few episodes when we are not seeing things through
Spike eyes. Usually we all know what's going on. In IWMtLY, we are seeing
the other side of the rope. We see things through Buffy's eyes and the SG's
eyes... not Spike's. This change is very interesting. We can't possibly know
what Spike is up to, because we are not seeing things from his perspective
anymore.

This is probably one of the best move they could have come with. We've seen
things through Spike's eyes for too long now... let him surprise us! :)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Is Spike going the self-help route? -- Aquitaine,
13:31:53 03/03/01 Sat

"It's misdirection at its best."

Well, if that is Spike's reflection in the mirror then the whole ordering of
the Buffybot was just a diversion as was that whole long boring one-sided
phone conversation between Warren and Katrina.

"It's also one of the few episodes when we are not seeing things through
Spike eyes."

I hadn't noticed but you are right. Interestingly, the new perspective
really makes the SG look nasty re: its treatment of Spike.

"This change is very interesting."

I'm warming to it, yes:)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Is Spike going the self-help route? -- Nina,
13:41:50 03/03/01 Sat

"I hadn't noticed but you are right. Interestingly, the new perspective
really makes the SG look nasty re: its treatment of Spike."

I think this is why so many fans were very disturbed by Buffy and the SG
reaction to Spike. For the first time in a long time we got to be on their
side and see things from their perspective.

Talking about perspective... when you take every episode from this season
after OomM and watch them on Buffy and SG's perspective... Spike's behavior
is very weird. (as it is now for us with the Buffybot) When you think about
it, when Buffy last saw Spike in OomM he wanted to kill her, he had just
lauched at her and almost bit her neck. Next time she sees him he's hiding
behing a tree saying that she has stupid hair!

It's all about perception. With IWMtLY we finally switch team. We were on
Spike's team, now we aren't anymore. We get to see him and his action as a
stranger would, as a spectator. Hmmmm.... maybe that's the part when he
starts making threatening pauses and we throw him money?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Is Spike going the self-help route? --
Aquitaine, 14:05:17 03/03/01 Sat

"We get to see him and his action as a stranger would, as a spectator.
Hmmmm.... maybe that's the part when he starts making threatening pauses and
we throw him money?"

LOL. Very funny. All roads either lead to Spike or to Restless.

So, could we then be said to be throwing good money after Big Bad? (Sorry,
couldn't resist!)


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Is Spike going the self-help route? -- rowan, 07:47:10
03/04/01 Sun

I thought Spike's actions in dismembering (he,he) the shrine were very
consistent with the typical adolescent reaction to one's declaration of love
being rejected by everyone's who's heard it.

I thought the reaction to go to Warren was odd. I too wonder how he figured
all this out and got over to Warren's so quickly. I was also wondering
exactly what Spike had done to Warren's mother. Spike looked more like the
old Spike to me (pre-Buffylove Spike) in that scene, so I assumed the whole
intention behind the robot was not good for the SG.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Is Spike going the self-help route? -- Nina, 09:21:33
03/04/01 Sun

One thing is awfully odd. It's the fact that even though Warren is startled
to see Spike (reaction enhenced by the music!) he doesn't say "Who are you?"
but "How did you get in here?" (or something similar)

I agree to throw away the Giles and mirror theory :), but this has got to
mean something. When you look back at the scene (I'll send you a bone for
your dog Aquitaine for making you watch the scene again!) Warren seems to
know who Spike is. His question could even mean that he knows that he is a
vampire.

I just can't wait to see the shooting script where I am sure we won't have
any answer for that... proving once more that I led you on a false grail!
Sorry for that!


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Is Spike going the self-help route? -- Aquitaine,
09:53:07 03/04/01 Sun

*** he doesn't say "Who are you?" but "How did you get in here?" ... Warren
seems to know who Spike is. His question could even mean that he knows that
he is a vampire. ***

I agree.

Anyone want to share their thoughts on the fact that shooting scripts for
Crush and IWMTLY are not available? I'm feeling a little gun-shy of the
conspiracy theory front today:)

+++

Nina, my dog says "thanks" for the bone.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Warren and Spike -- LoriAnn, 10:21:05 03/04/01
Sun

Granted Warren went to high school with Buffy and knew who she was, but I
noticed, too, that Warren also seemed to know who and what Spike was as soon
as he saw Spike. That does seem strange.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> How did you get in here? -- purplegrrl, 15:44:48
03/08/01 Thu

Isn't "How did you get in here?" sort of a typical response when someone
(either known or unknown) comes into your private domain? We've heard this
line often enough in the movies and other television shows. I don't think
this line proves that Warren knew Spike or knew that he is a vampire. Warren
was pretty jumpy about the whole April-gone-looking-for-him issue, so I
chalk it up to residual jumpiness.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: How did you get in here? -- Nina, 15:58:33
03/08/01 Thu

Well now that I have read the script I completely agree with you!

Mostly because I realized that he does something similar with Buffy when she
comes to see him. He jumps immediately to the conclusion that she is there
for April.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is -- Malandanza, 07:11:51
03/05/01 Mon

""Spike can't help being the way he is""

"Obviously, he can help. If he couldn't choose not to go around biting
people on the neck and sucking their blood, the chip would not be able to
keep him from doing it, and Spike would have one helluva headache 100% of
the time."

I think you've made an excellent point. Spike isn't just a creature of pure
instinct -- he is capable of contolling his violent impulses, but would
prefer not to do so. Before he discovered that he could hurt demons and
vampires, he even refrained from offering them violence. Furthermore, we
have seen a few occasions where he was willing to take the "blinding" pain
of the chip -- fighting his way out of the Initiative, attacking a demon
when before he knew there would be no pain and picking up a shotgun to go
after Buffy. Add to that the recent Joss Whedon quote on souls (souless
creature can do good but are drawn to evil) and Spike is not a victim -- he
is a malignant creature who chooses to do evil.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is -- Rufus, 22:31:48
03/05/01 Mon

Let's add a little more to the fire. Let's look at what William was and what
Spike became. William was a shy loner that wanted to be respected for who he
was. Instead he was bullied by his peers and rejected by the woman he loved.
So what did Spike, by choice become, the very bully he hated in life. He
chose to become what he is. Liam was a drunk and a womaniser, William was a
good man, and his choice of evil is so pathetic given the good man he was.
He had to be seen if only over the bodies of those he killed. He dreaded
mediocrity but became a cowardly killer. All by choice. I know that his
moral needle is pointed twords evil, but William was no drunken whoring
lout, he was an educated man who could have done more than become a black
leather wearing thug. I believe that Spike can make steps in a process to
redeem himself but I want it to be because he understands what he has become
is wrong, not because he may get the girl as a reward. I want Spike to get
an epiphany, one that shows him just how pathetic his choices have made him.
A man isn't the leather coat, the hair, or sex appeal, a man is someone that
doesn't get attention by making others suffer. Spike has been evil part
because he is drawn to it and more because he chooses it. But he is no man,
not by a long shot.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is -- Marya,
01:05:00 03/06/01 Tue

I'm pretty much in the "he's a demon and he'll never be any good" camp. But
Lori Ann and Malandanza make a good point. If vampires couldn't help
themselves, pain wouldn't stop them. In fact it usually doesn't. Slow them
down maybe, but not stop them. If it did, a few punches from Buffy and
they'd be a runnin'. Makes you wonder a little about Spike's fortitude,
though. A little headache and it's all can't hunt, can't kill. Okay a really
big blinding headache, but still. Or was our little Spikey just looking for
an excuse to change his ways? And if so, change them how? Since getting the
chip he has mostly behaved like an opportunistic, free loading sycophant.

And I have to disagree that William was a good man. He was a whiney coward
with delusions of grandeur and a fixation on a woman who was above his
station. Hmmm, sounds familiar. He was a poser as a human and is a poser as
a vampire. Of course that's not to say I don't think he can change. There
must be some reason they've brought in this, to me confusing storyline,
putting him in a more sympathetic light. I just haven't figured it out.

And frankly, despite all of the above, I love the character. He's
fascinating. But then evil often is.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is -- LoriAnn,
04:08:12 03/06/01 Tue

Malandanza, why is Spike a coward? Anyone who will tackle several slayers,
even if he's wise enough to know that leaving the battle is better than
losiing it, can't very well be a coward. The slayers aren't called vampire
slayers for nothing.

I don't want to offend anyone, but does Spike's story resonate with anyone
else as similar to the school shootings that have sadly plagued our society
in the past few years: the bullied and belittled, getting the opportunity,
strike out when they can't stand the abuse, real or perceived, anymore?

Was Spike pathetic? That's clearly what William's peers thought, and I
didn't find them any too sensitive or admirable. Was his choice to remake
himself pathetic? In a sense, perhaps it was, but wouldn't anyone want to
change circumstances that had caused him or her so much pain? That brings up
Spike's currently painful situation. More change coming?

I see posts often about Spike choosing darkness. I didn't see Dru hand him a
"Concent to Be Bitten" form and tell him not to miss the small print. He
didn't choose darkness; he chose a release from his pain by someone who
seemed sympathetic, if a lot more than just a little strange. After that,
the pull toward evil made him comfortable becoming the anti-William,
everything William was not. After all, being William hadn't worked very well
for him, and William the Vampire would just have been someone for other
vamps to bully and ridicule. "As my pale face toward your neck is bent/Yours
grows pale and mine effulgent." He'd be the laughing stock of his vamp
poetry slam.

Whatever, Spike is an arresting character, and we can hope that his part in
the Buffster's saga will continue in fine form, although the idea of Spike
as a dust bunny does have a whimsical attraction.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
Aquitaine, 06:27:46 03/06/01 Tue

"Was Spike pathetic? That's clearly what William's peers thought, and I
didn't find them any too sensitive or admirable. Was his choice to remake
himself pathetic? In a sense, perhaps it was, but wouldn't anyone want to
change circumstances that had caused him or her so much pain? That brings up
Spike's currently painful situation. More change coming?"

I think that both Spike and Buffy are pathetic insofar as their lives were
completely turned around by seemingly random events. But, prior to their
metamorphoses, they were just 'mediocre'. It is this combination of pathos
and ne plus ultra that draws us to them so that, even when their actions are
questionable or unseemly, we champion them, are entertained and maybe even
inspired by them.

As to whether William was pathetic... his peers thought so but he obviously
thought he had something special and it was his pride in this fact that got
him vamped. I actually thought that IWMTLY did a good job mirroring the
reactions of Cecily and William's peers in Buffy and the SG. The dismantling
of the shrine looked a lot like the tearing up of the poem. I'm not quite
sure how the ordering of the Buffybot equates to the vamping, though:) -
Anyone have a theory? - But I do agree that Spike might like to kill the
love dead, so to speak, by killing the Buffybot.

IWMTLY also showed how April possessed certain attributes of both Spike and
Buffy. Seeing them react to and interact with her spoke volumes about their
own insecurities and fears.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
rowan, 19:44:27 03/06/01 Tue

Did Spike take any action against Cecily after being vamped? I don't recall
all the details of the episode (next week I will tape it). That might prove
instructive about his future behavior with Buffy, since the whole spurned
lover pattern appears to be very similar.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
verdantheart, 06:56:54 03/08/01 Thu

No, that wasn't shown. I've also thought that it would be interesting to
know whether he felt it necessary to deal with her or he was just quits with
her.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
Malandanza, 07:22:07 03/06/01 Tue

"Malandanza, why is Spike a coward? Anyone who will tackle several slayers,
even if he's wise enough to know that leaving the battle is better than
losiing it, can't very well be a coward. The slayers aren't called vampire
slayers for nothing."

Actually, Rufus was the person who called Spike a "cowardly killer," not me.
But I do think that Spike is a bully -- and inside every bully is coward.
His cowardice is particularly demonstrated in his interactions with
Angel/Angelus. Remember when Angelus was bent on destroying the world? Spike
makes a deal with the Slayer -- hits Angelus from behind, then runs off to
leave Buffy to fight Angelus alone (with a final "He's going to kill that
girl" remark, then a shrug). In the flashback scenes, we saw Angelus pushing
Spike around and all Spike did was take it. He talks a big game ("don't you
get tired of battles you know you're going to win?") but what chance does a
disorganized mob of humans really have against a group of vampires that
includes Angelus and Darla? Also, when Spike wanted the gem of Amara from
Angel, he hired another vampire to do his dirty work -- although we did see
Spike strike Angel while he was chained up and being tortured. As for the
battles with the former Slayers, there was never a moment in those two
fights where I thought that Spike was going to lose. When he is losing, he
is quick to turn tail and flee (remember when he had the gem of Amara? He
was eager to fight Buffy -- his courage vanished with the ring). Think of
his reaction to the Troll -- he was ready to start a fight (chip or no) when
someone bumped into him, but quickly backed down and became respectful when
he saw who had done the bumping (he could have fought the Troll without the
chip affecting him). Buffy and Angel are heroic -- they have fought in
battles when the outcome was uncertain. Spike is more "pragmatic;" for all
his talk of getting a thrill from being at the edge of death, he tends to
fight only when the odds are clearly stacked in his favor.

"I don't want to offend anyone, but does Spike's story resonate with anyone
else as similar to the school shootings that have sadly plagued our society
in the past few years: the bullied and belittled, getting the opportunity,
strike out when they can't stand the abuse, real or perceived, anymore?"

I think the parallel would be more clear if the lashing out had been a one
time event. Instead Spike became exactly the type of character that had
tormented him.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
Rufus, 12:49:05 03/06/01 Tue

You bet it was me that called Spike a coward. And the reason is he only
fights when he thinks he will win. Sure he killed a couple of slayers, but
is that heroic? He is a bully. He treats other vampires like servants or
minions, he is a snob when it comes to others of his kind. In Lovers Walk he
clearly said to the one vampire something like you used to work for me. And
when he brags about his killings you have to remember on thing, he has
killed two slayers, how many innocent, weak humans has he killed to pass
time? We have to be honest about this guy before even considering redemption
for him. He has to be aware and want to atone for all the murder and grief
he has caused. We can't feel sorry for him because at one time he used to be
a good man. Until he understands that what he has done is pointless and
wrong he isn't anywhere near redemption. The moment he gets it, gets what a
waste he has become, and regrets it, then we can talk about redemption. I
like the character of Spike alot, I see potential for him to become better
than he is. But, while he is just a posturing thug in a leather coat, I see
him for what he is, a cowardly bully that kills the innocent. Now that he
isn't killing he has a reprieve that lasts as long as it takes him to kill
another human. He got close in Crush. I wonder if a machine can teach him
something about humanity that the humans can't?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
Aquitaine, 17:06:46 03/06/01 Tue

"I wonder if a machine can teach him something about humanity that the
humans can't?"

... or aren't willing to? I like this angle. Buffy surely learned something
from April. No?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
Rufus, 18:28:03 03/06/01 Tue

They aren't willing to at the moment because he is threatening to them. He
has behaved badly and that can change at any time. I think they set up the
Buffybot to teach Spike humanity as the others don't know how. Spike is
lonely but will a machine be able to fill the emptiness that nags him? I
think it will be a grand irony if the robot teaches Spike about himself and
how to become the type of person that not only others could want to be with
but even Buffy can learn to trust. It's either that or back to the old evil
drawing board.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is
-- rowan, 20:21:34 03/08/01 Thu

Then couldn't a chip be a chance for redemption? I don't think we should
fault Spike because we don't like his motives; if he is struggling to
change, the initiating reason shouldn't be a judgement point.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he
is -- Rufus, 21:37:12 03/08/01 Thu

We should judge carefully any motives coming from Spike. We have to remember
that this is the guy that had a shrine going and is now having a Buffybot
made. There are certain things he did that made me hope for change, but the
events in Crush were meant to show that he had invaded Buffys life more than
we first thought. The chip is what initially started the stoppage in killing
humans, then his love for Buffy insured it. Now we have to wonder what his
motives are now. He is angry and hurt. He could go a couple of ways. When he
was William he never got the chance to have a real relationship with a woman
other than his mother and perhaps a sibling. His unlife has been all about
becoming a man to be admired. Unfortunately where William may have gone into
the Military or done something to change his life, Spike is stuck in the
confines of demon reality where evil is the norm. The people he wanted the
attention of the most would only fear him. He is clearly unhappy in his
unlife. He has no companionship, he sees the other vamps as servants or
minions. He hasn't a clue about a sane relationship with a woman as neither
Dru(insane) or Harmony(dim) count. Buffy fits his ideal of a mate because he
desires and admires her. His treatment of her in the Crush was confusing. He
let Dru go at her with the cattle prod and then changed the game mid stride.
I feel that Dru would have picked up on what he was about to do, so I have
to assume that he made the choice at the moment he zapped Dru. His actions
are all over the map. His anger and hurt gave way to his need to be heard
and seen. His methods sucked. So we now have him making a Buffydoll. We can
only guess what he wants to do with that. And remember if he has an original
plan it can change anytime because Spike is always changing his mind.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way
he is -- verdantheart, 07:32:29 03/09/01 Fri

Spike planned to let Dru kill Buffy if Buffy wouldn't give him any hope for
his love. What happened to change his mind was that he saw Dru actually
attacking Buffy. His natural instinct toward evil was suddenly outweighed by
the immediate danger of seeing his beloved die before his eyes. Seeing that,
he was able to brush Harmony aside (whom he was having rather surprising
difficulty with previously -- postponing the decision, Spike?) and rush to
release Buffy. He probably didn't even think, just acted. - vh


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
rowan, 19:50:06 03/06/01 Tue

I guess I'm not sure that being worthy of redemption is actually a
prerequisite for getting a chance at it. What acts did Angelus perform that
made him worthy of redemption? It was a gypsy's curse, right? Mysterious
ways...


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
Traveler, 20:24:23 03/07/01 Wed

I don't completely disagree with you, but the Angelus' curse wasn't
redemption. It was... a curse, meant to torment him for the rest of his
unlife. Redemption is what he has been struggling for (until recently). The
real question is: did the curse grant him his "chance" for redemption?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is -- rowan,
19:41:09 03/06/01 Tue

I think William fantastized about himself as heroic and romantic. However,
he was shy, introverted, and untalented, while at the same time being
sensitive and intelligent enough to eventually realize it. He was, in other
words, a stereotypical, garden variety, average joe with too much
imagination.

When vamped, Spike became the active, evil embodiment of those ideals (the
loyal vamp lover/slave to Dru as he had longed to be for Cecily and the
slayer-killer as he had longed to be the chivalrous knight or warrior for
love).


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is -- Aquitaine,
05:33:03 03/07/01 Wed

"However, he was shy, introverted, and untalented, while at the same time
being sensitive and intelligent enough to eventually realize it. He was, in
other words, a stereotypical, garden variety, average joe with too much
imagination."

Rowan, yours is the best description of William I have read to date. I guess
that part of the reason that viewers (accidentally?) liked William so much
wasn't necessarily because he was an especially nice person but because he
was such an Everyman. At one point during our lives, we have all been or
felt like William.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is -- rowan,
18:19:45 03/07/01 Wed

Thank you Aquitaine! You made my observation sound alot classier, though...I
like the Everyman notion!


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is -- Rufus,
19:32:51 03/07/01 Wed

Disagree about Spike being an everyman while William. He was a member of the
upper crust, they would have the time to write poetry while not starving to
do so. If he had been a working guy who had to punch a clock and stress out
about money then he would have been an everyman. Williams problem was that
he wanted recognition but had done little to deserve it. It's when he "died"
that things got interesting. He chucked the high class stint for a journey
into the lower classes. Gone were the poncy accent, precise clothes, and his
glasses. He took on the visage of a low class tough, or what he thought one
was. He became fearless, but was still the same man inside. What I found
appealing about the character is the fact that he has always failed
miserably when he pretends to be something he isn't. He could kill thousands
of slayers and he will still be William inside, fearful, hoping for
recognition. Where he could start going in the right direction would be to
drop the tough guy I don't care talk, and start to be genuine with people.
Any time we see a glimpse of the man behind the monster there is a hope that
a good man could still surface. He would have to be willing to do good acts
not for recognition, but because he wanted to. He would have to see people
not as Happy Meals on legs but as someone to care for. He has to stop being
a big ol fibber and say what he thinks not what he thinks will make him look
good. He's got a ways to go.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
Aquitaine, 19:57:11 03/07/01 Wed

"He has to stop being a big ol fibber and say what he thinks not what he
thinks will make him look good. He's got a ways to go."

I agree with this point completely. It *is* amusing that he hasn't clued in
to the fact that Buffy probably finds the sh*thead Spike more appealing than
the ingratiating Spike:)

***

As for the notion of Everyman, I was referring more to the mystery play
paradigm than to the Common man. As such, the concept of Everyman is that of
an abstraction playing out the drama of its own mortality. It is in that
sense that I meant that we could all identify with William.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
Rufus, 22:30:53 03/07/01 Wed

Okay I agree with you Spike is a sh*thead:):):):)

Sorry couldn't help myself. He does piss me off at times. He has to do
things the hard way when it could be so easy. He has been a poser for so
long he is reluctant to give up the pose or the comforting image he has of
himself. I wonder if he realises how people even other vampires see him? I
find his pose stale. He has to work harder to earn a place with humanity.
Good works speak for themselves only if done consistantly and with genuine
intent. Does he have it in him?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
LoriAnn, 02:48:11 03/08/01 Thu

"He [Spike] has to work harder to earn a place with humanity. Good works
speak for themselves only if done consistantly and with genuine intent."

If those are the requirements of humanity, how many of us are really human?
Do we hold Spike up to a higher standard than we can meet ourselves? Do we
hold him up to a higher standard than we do Buffy? Although whatever she
does is with genuine intent of some kind, since her "good works" have been
inconsistant--she does something not "good" at all now and then--is she
something other than human? Most of the vampires on BtVS are quite inhuman,
one-dimentional appetites that prey on human beings; however, some have been
remarkably human, not in any consistency, but in their inconsistencies, in
their wandering from any one narrow path. The humans have done likewise,
generally. In the major characters, humanity does not seem to be a genuine
issue; conceptually, they're all human, vampire or otherwise, and in them,
the concepts of good and bad--fuzzy words at best--are not absolute, are not
discrete concepts like "on" and "off," but together encompass many
indeterminate and intermediate states. If this weren't the case, we wouldn't
be having this discussion. Dramatically, we need flawed antagonists as well
as flawed protagonists; absolute bad is as boringly predictable as absolute
good.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is
-- Rufus, 09:03:19 03/08/01 Thu

Since Spike has been a murdering coward preying on the weak, yes I hold him
to a higher standard. For me to believe that he is worth redemption he has
to do more than lust after the slayer. He wants points everytime he does
something. What he needs to do is first stop thinking of a dinner bell
everytime he sees a human being and then do good works out of desire to be a
better being than to make points with Buffy. Right now he is expecting a
surprise for little effort. So they don't trust him.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is
-- Rufus, 21:41:30 03/08/01 Thu

Why I hold Spike to a higher standard is that he is a murderer and has to
atone. How many people have killed the amount of humans he has killed. As he
has caused much suffering he has to atone and good works are a start. Most
people I wouldn't hold to that standard as they are not murderers and have
not the same need to atone.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Spike: corruption by good -- verdantheart,
10:14:14 03/08/01 Thu

Good intent?

Here we are back to the idea that souled creatures instinct is toward good
and unsouled creatures' instinct is toward evil.

Since he discovered his feelings for Buffy, Spike has often begun actions
with evil intent only to find that his feelings cause him to act contrary to
that (The road to heaven is paved with bad intentions? -- Hm). He certainly
meant to let Dru have Buffy in "Crush", but when he saw her in danger, he
couldn't go through with it. Buffy didn't free herself, Spike freed her.
Spike meant to kill Buffy in "Fool for Love", but when he got there, he
found that Buffy's pain was more important than his own, so he attempted to
comfort her instead. Spike has even consciously attempted to modify his
behavior if only to impress Buffy/do what he thinks she would want him to
do. Not that that got him anywhere, and why should it?

Does his motivation have to be to do good for good's sake? That's so dry and
dispassionate. If anything, Spike is passionate. What if his motive starts
with love for Buffy? Couldn't that corruption spread to love for mankind
(corruption by good, since he is soulless).

(For those in the lust camp, sure, Spike wants Buffy. But remember what he
said to Riley about Riley's situation: "To be all alone even when you're
holding her ..." He doesn't just want to satisfy his lust, he wants Buffy to
love him back. I don't think mere lust would have stopped him from killing
her/allowing Dru to kill her.)

But then, basically I'm a romantic. I'd like to believe that where there's
love, there's hope. Sure, Spike has a very long way to go. And of course he
naturally resists going toward the light--it's contrary to his instincts.
Look at Angel. Even with the benefit of a soul and supportive friends, he's
struggled. Spike doesn't have either of those. All he has is love--love
which he can't expect to ever be returned.

I love complex characters!


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
rowan, 20:23:00 03/08/01 Thu

Aquitaine:

Me too -- I got the reference.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
verdantheart, 12:20:47 03/08/01 Thu

Yes, Spike should say what he thinks. But is that ever really that easy for
anyone? Look at how hard that is for Spike. When has he spoken his mind to
someone else (post-chip)? Let's see. To Riley, after Spike "outed him" to
Buffy. To Dru, about the chip, only after she saw through his bluff. To
Dawn, about her feelings and situation (since Spike chained and threatened
Buffy, Dawn isn't likely to talk with him again anytime soon). To Buffy,
only after she confronted him about his feelings and he could no longer
disguise them--and, of course, she didn't want to listen. He can't have any
vampire friends since he drove Dru away (and, let's face it, Harmony just
wouldn't do). There's no trust between him and the Scoobies, for good
reason; how could he speak his mind to them?

It's not easy to say what you think when you're in danger of humiliation.
Spike's had enough painful experience with that as William. He dared not
risk revealing his feelings for Buffy with the potential for rejection and
ridicule. No wonder he feels that he has to hide his vulnerability under a
pile of bluster.

But now that he's been completely exposed and humiliated, it will be
interesting to see where things go.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
Rufus, 13:00:28 03/08/01 Thu

That's what I'm waiting for, with hope mind you. Other than the dead girl he
had fed off of with Dru, he has to our knowledge stayed clean(I think of
killing as an addiction with him). So far there has been no indication that
he has resumed killing, of course we haven't seen much of him. Vampires
don't need to kill to feed, they get carried away and enjoy it too much.
Spike has done fine on animal blood. So what next for the fellow? I hope he
reforms, I never think he will be like a teddy bear, but he could be useful.
Now the best thing for him would be to find a purpose other than sitting
around and stewing about his losses. I just can't get a feel of what they
will do with him. He will either revert to bad guy (boring), or find a
middle ground where he can coexist with the SG. We'll see.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike can't help being the way he is --
Nina, 14:14:22 03/08/01 Thu

That's where the third path theory is interesting... No love (seen that done
that in "Something Blue"), no redemption (seen that, done that with Angel...
one is enough!) so third path options are pretty large... only they have
nothing to do with those two prior choices!

If we want to get surprised... third path is the way to go, no?




Buffy and Dawn -- Javoher, 22:34:58 03/03/01 Sat

Mild spoiler...

I wonder if Joyce's death (kudos to Ms. Sutherland's performance!) could be
a way of introducing a new, possibly very complicated character...the girls'
father. The last we heard he was in Spain with his secretary, and supposedly
had very little contact with his daughters. But Dawn is a minor, and it's
likely that in the Buffyverse same as in the Realverse custody of her would
go to their father instead of to Buffy. It might take a while to sort that
out, though.


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[> Re: Buffy and Dawn -- Marya, 01:45:02 03/04/01 Sun

Whether or not Buffy's -- and ostensibly Dawn's -- father appears to claim
custody could serve to answer some nagging questions about Dawn. How far
reaching is the false memory spell? Does Hank Summers remember having two
daughters? If not and if he arrives to attend the funeral will the spell
suddenly take effect? Or will Dawn be a stranger to him?

The easiest way to handle the custody matter would be to have the spell be
local and just have Hank continue to be the stereotypically distant divorced
father, leaving him in Spain with his "secretary." Sadly meaning more angst
for Buffy and Dawn.


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[> Re: Buffy and Dawn -- past poster wrote, 15:01:02 03/05/01 Mon

< | Forward>>

& her EXIT
Thursday, 22-Feb-01 22:18:52

Sppeaking of Dawn and the late Joyce, could Joyce's death be a way to get
rid of Dawn after this season? Eventually she'd have to go with her Father
in LA
after all this Glory business. I kinda hoped for another sacrifice - Dawn,
say to save Buffy, dies reconverting into the Key engery

< | Forward>>

I don't feel anything special for the character Dawn, but i'd be shocked to
see a bitter sweet ending to Dawn like Angel's at the end of season 2. Been
there, done that. i guess i would see her moving to Los Angeles with Pappa
and losing the house in SunnyDale all together.
-Niche


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[> [> Re: Buffy and Dawn -- Niche, 15:10:31 03/05/01 Mon

Speaking of Dawn and Buffy. It's interesting to think that Dawn is only one
year younger than when Buffy was first called to be the vampire slayer. It's
weird mainly because the image I have is 20-year-old SMG back in '97. oh
well.


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[> [> [> Re: Buffy and Dawn -- May, 15:54:56 03/06/01 Tue

I like Dawn. I find a real warmth in the character.

I hope they keep her on.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Buffy and Dawn -- Sean, 11:07:56 03/07/01 Wed

I like Dawn as well.

A very important addition to the cast.




Soul vs. Unsouled...... -- Rufus, 08:04:59 03/04/01 Sun

Got this little bit from Ain't it Cool News. It is the soul question posted
to Joss Whedon at the "Angel" evening at the 18th annual William S Paley
Television Festival at the Director's Guild Theatre in Los Angeles.

"Someone asked Whendon how he defined "a soul" and how Angel (a vampire with
a soul) differed from the soulless vampires (like Spike). Whedon posited
that soulless creatures can do good and souled creatures can do evil, but
that the soul-free are instinctually drawn toward doing evil while those
with souls tend to instinctually want to do good. So there you have it."

Yippie, now that makes sense. Because without that explanation none of the
vampires behavior made any at all. They would have been incapable of making
any decision that would have had good consequences. Shows why Spike and Dru
can love, and why Spike could even entertain helping humanity in B2.
Vampires are demons infected with evil via a demon soul, but to function the
vampire uses the human hosts mind which is missing the human soul with a
conscience. But as the vampire is a host infected with evil, I always
felt(read any of my old stuff)the residual humanity could help determine
future behavior. It also explains why Buffy doesn't slay all vampires on
sight. If they are doing no wrong she just doesn't(vamp hooker excluded).
Now to the subject of vampire love. Why can Spike and Dru "love well, if not
wisely", simple, they experienced the ability to love in life. Angelus and
Darla had more traumatic encounters with love confusing it with sex or
weakness.
I always said get a good look at the man and you will have an idea what kind
of vampire they may be. That also gives us a reason for the episode of Fool
for Love. Spikes instinct is for evil but something else can kick in and
prompt him to make good decisions. If he had only been capable of evil his
love for Buffy would have been impossible and he would have shot her in FFL,
headache or not.


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[> Re: Soul vs. Unsouled...... -- Aquitaine, 08:22:02 03/04/01 Sun

"Whedon posited that soulless creatures can do good and souled creatures can
do evil, but that the soul-free are instinctually drawn toward doing evil
while those with souls tend to instinctually want to do good."

I'm so glad he went with a simple, flexible definition. Thanks for posting
this, Rufus. Food for thought.


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[> [> Link to where that quote came from??? -- Masquerade, 09:00:53 03/04/01
Sun


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[> [> [> Re: Link to where that quote came from??? -- Rufus, 09:44:05
03/04/01 Sun

You bet, here it is:

http://www.aintitcool.com/section.cgi?type=Coaxial

Hope that helps you.


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[> [> [> [> Re: soul vs no soul -- Nina, 11:06:48 03/04/01 Sun

Thanks Rufus,

I think that now the debate soul vs no soul can be reviewed in a new light!
At least in JW's light! ;)


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[> Re: Soul vs. Unsouled...... -- Boxd_man, 13:10:03 03/04/01 Sun

Actually, what Dru said was that they could love "If not ALWAYS wisely."
This is an important distinction IMO. It means they can love wisely.


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[> [> Re: Soul vs. Unsouled...... -- Rufus, 13:43:42 03/04/01 Sun

The direct quote from Psyches transcripts was:

Dru: "Oh we can you know. We can love quite well. If not wisely."

I almost thought she was referring to herself when she said the not wisely,
as Spike had changed the game on her. It can also explain why she cut him
loose so many months ago as she knew before he did that he was in love with
Buffy. Buffy had been under the impression that as Spike had no soul that he
was incapable of love. Dru corrected her on that point.


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[> [> [> Re: Soul vs. Unsouled...... -- Boxd_man, 07:05:54 03/05/01 Mon

*blush*

oops. Well, I guess the always was just implied for me.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Another quote... on love this time! -- Nina, 09:18:34
03/05/01 Mon

I don't know if you heard about it in December (sorry if you did!) but there
was an interview with Marti Noxon that explained Spike and Buffy's
direction:

"Spike's feeling's for Buffy are very real, very sincere," Noxon
acknowledges. "It's not just meant to be played for comedy, and so
eventually, it will be played for something other than comedy. It's not a
subplot without any destination."

"The whole notion that, because Buffy can kind of beat him up like nobody
else, he's madly in love with her, just sort of fit Spike's character," she
says. "He needs this kind of abuse from a woman. And after Drusilla (Juliet
Landau) left, he couldn't get it from anybody but Buffy."

(http://www.tvguide.com/newsgossip/insider/001219a.asp)

This kind of goes with my new third path theory...there's a destination for
that love plot line and it doesn't seem to be what we expect.... well I
still hope to be surprised! :)

The fact that MN refers as Spike as a man who likes to be abused is very
insightful. Spike doesn't stand alone by himself he needs a woman to feel
alive (well kind of! :) I love the parallel there is between April and
Spike. Both tried their best to become the best girlfriend/boyfriend for
their object of desire, ready to sacrifice everything. Yet they were both
rejected.

Psychologically speaking it's not unfamiliar to see people who are always
rejected seeking similar situation. To diminish the pain, it's easier to
feel always the same kind of pain. At least it's known territory.

In the FFL script, the way Spike is described as William is not flaterring
at all. He's described as being the biggest sissy ever (something similar).
The original motivation was not to make us like him, but to see that he was
an empty shell of a man with no stamina. Fan's reaction, once more, was all
different. People loved the guy or at least felt sympathy for him.

It's very interesting how much fan do influence that show! More than any
other show I believe! :)




Crush script is up -- Masquerade, 15:10:10 03/04/01 Sun

Hey all you Spike-debaters, Rayne just put up the shooting script for
"Crush":

http://www.mustreadtv.com/buffyscripts


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[> Re: Crush script is up -- Rufus, 19:13:45 03/04/01 Sun

Oh so you just want to hit us with the bomb and run to a safe distance while
we get it to blow up?:):):) You're more evil than me, must be the chocolate.

Liked the script very much it cleared up the status of the girl he bit(for
activation of the chip). Sure shows how the demon adapts the memories of the
host and twists them to fit a new reality. Spike is the result of Williams
unrealised romantic dreams. With his compass neddle pointed at evil it's
facinating to see how the demon translates the feelings of love into it's
own twisted moral code. It's Buffys reaction to Spikes or any vampires
ability to love that I like the most. She just had one of her canons dashed
upon reality. Does that make Spike or any vampire less dangerous, not at
all. It does explain that they do have to rely on the host personality and
memories to function.
If Holland Manners and the folk at Wolfram and Hart can screw up so much and
allow so much evil into their lives, what does that say to the same thing
happening to even one vampire? I see the vampire as our mirror image where
everything in the moral department is reversed. But there is enough
influence of humanity to cause occasional breaks from behavioral norm. What
would the typical vampire see Spike as, a traitor to be punished or feared?
Or a vampire that has become preverse with humanity? When I see vampire
behavior I question our own much more. If we see a good star, why are we
capable of evil that dwarfs that of many demons?
As for the Buffy shrine, it was disturbing as he had to get pictures
somewhere. You have to wonder just how close he follows her. And why she
seems to be oblivious to his presence? The bloody bandage????? Won't even go
there. I did enjoy him getting his comeuppance at the hands of all the women
in his life......Harmony has to practice, practice, practice.....she may get
it right someday(the crossbow that is).
My only question is did Buffy tell Giles that Spike actually loved her over
an above the stalker boy bit and what would Giles reaction be?


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[> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Masquerade, 20:24:46 03/04/01 Sun

Hey, I've been sweating over a hot "Epiphany" analysis all day, I didn't
just run off! But I do tend to high-tail it when the Spike talk starts,
because unless the big boys and girls in the writing staff speak, I don't
think we have good answers to the questions that plague the debaters. And
one side or the other, possibly both, will end up unhappy with the
resolution given. I tend to be in the Spike=evil camp, but that's from how
much I *loved* him as a character in Season 2!

I was watching Season 2 last night with a friend I'm converting to Buffyism
and Spike just railed on Angel about being "the slayer's lap-dog" and how
sick it made him and why the hell wouldn't Angelus just kill her already.
One can say he protested too much, but the sub-text just wasn't there, yet.
That came later. I remember thinking during Lover's Walk that Spike seemed
sickeningly... soft.

But that's just me. I continue to try to be as *objective* on my website as
I can possibly be. My cats are looking over my shoulder every time I work on
it.


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[> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Rufus, 21:00:48 03/04/01 Sun

I'm just happy with anything that leaves us in a big ambiguous mess. To be
evil absolute just makes Spike a big ol bore as you would be able to
determine all his reactions. As for being a shipper, I've always been on the
fence on the relationship stuff as they can blow up at any time. Also the
life expectancy of any of the guys Buffy has had a romance with is brief.
As for the Spike issue I would just like to put on my lab coat go to Rm. 314
(it's not gone you know) and have Spike(with his moral compass set to evil)
go through this little situational maze for me. Does no one but poor
departed Riley want to get this guy (Spike) in a room and do a few
experiments on him? I know he was talking about the split up Xander, but you
can't tell me he never thought of strapping down the competition. Maybe we
could have a little look see for the chip that Aquitaine insists isn't real.
How about a little brain scan to see what happens when the brain is thinking
evil thoughts (show Spike picture of Angel to get reaction). It's rerun time
I think we have a few weeks to experiment. How about the vampire reaction to
chocolate?


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[> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Masq, 07:10:07 03/05/01 Mon

Angel found chocolate much more delightful as a human than he did as a vamp.
Poor vampy taste buds. :(

As for 314, didn't they fill it with concrete and salt the Earth?

And Spike was hardly predictable in Season 2. No good baddie is. Some bad
goodies are, though.

Yes, and Spike should have gotten the chip out in OOMM. *sigh*


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Aquitaine, 08:15:30 03/05/01 Mon

Masq, I love the image of 314 as Carthage. LOL.

"And Spike was hardly predictable in Season 2. No good baddie is. Some bad
goodies are, though."

As you know, I'm getting to see the repeats in French and Spike sure is all
over the place in Season 2, completely ruled by his whims. The last time we
saw the old Spike was in 'In the Dark' (although, Drusilla-less Spike always
seems a wee bit desperate). I reread the script last night and I couldn't
get over how incredibly funny and impulsive he was. After a year and a half
of chipped Spike, I'm starting to forget how... wacked the old version was.
What I found especially interesting in 'In the Dark' was how often he
professed to be bored with his own plan. If there was one consistent thing
about pre-chip Spike it was that he was smart enough to make a plan that
would work (the winnable Angelus-type fight) but he always changed his mind
and went the more interesting and hazardous route. His death wish is very
clear, in hindsight.

"Yes, and Spike should have gotten the chip out in OOMM. *sigh*"

Who says he didn't *evil grin*. Seriously, though, in my mind the link from
OomM and NPLH makes no sense. I refer here to Buffy's reaction to Spike
lurking behind the tree. It makes no sense that she would react so neutrally
to him when he recently tried to kill her and get dechipped. And, I agree
with Rufus, why has no one from the SG or the Initiative shown an interest
in experimenting on Spike and his chip? Buffy has proof that he has tried to
get dechipped and still let's him walk around? Something's afoot and it all
started to unravel in OomM.

***

Re: the Crush script.
It was much more pro-Spike or Spike neutral than I anticipated. It also made
it clear to me how the two sides of Spike interacted during the episode.
Granted, it seems that his evil side doesn't need much encouragement to
reveal itself but then his 'good' or 'in love' side isn't getting any
encouragement at all.

I'm glad they didn't end up having Joyce say 'Mr. Giles'!

The strongest impression I got from the script was 'what a wonderful acting
job the principals did'.

The script left me with one question. It didn't provide any clues or
directions as to what Buffy was thinking during the whole dungeon scene. In
the episode, SMG plays her as kind of blank and disdainful but not
especially irate. Anyone have any thoughts on this?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Lucifer_Sponge, 06:49:55
03/06/01 Tue

Oh, I'm going to end this "Spike has no chip" thing right away. In Crush,
Drusilla -told- Spike that she could see it. Granted, she's a lunatic... but
she also has the sight. I'm pretty sure she knew what she was talking about.

Also... I've been wondering if Buffy isn't harboring any feelings for Spike.
You can see -something- odd about how she treats him as early as Lovers
Walk. She had the perfect opportunity to kill a psychopathic vampire, and
she let him go. Plus that, and their insulting seemed boarderline
flirtateous. But maybe that was just me.

And then, in OOMM, she just lets that whole "Tried to get my chip out so I
could kill things again" scenario go. She doesn't even acknowledge that this
means that Spike's a threat. And then... In Fool For Love, Spike sits down
next to her, pats her back, and tries to comfort her while she cries her
eyes out over her mother... and that administers absolutely no reaction from
her... it's as though it were nothing out of the ordinary. What's up with
-that?-

Well, I'm off before I ramble on about other non related things... because I
really only meant to post something about Drusilla and Spike's chip.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Putting aside speculation of Buffy having rampant
sexual attraction to Spike.... -- Bleach alternative, 04:29:14 03/09/01 Fri

I'd guess she probably values his use as extra muscle and support - going to
him to protect the family while Glory's about - or for the information he
used to get from the Demon underground - i hear that some vampires are
nested here. True that use has come into question in recent episodes, but
she has been very occupied especially as of late.
This is the very simplest, most boring possibility, but I see it as fitting
into the equation even if it doesn't turn out to be the only reason.


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[> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Isabel, 20:46:08 03/04/01 Sun

I avoid reading the shooting scripts. I like making up my own
interpretations, although I like reading posts from people who have actually
gone to the source.

Since the scene in IWMtLY with Buffy pounding her frustrations out on Xander
had her yelling "Spike wants me!! How obscene is that?!" Not Spike loves me.
I think Buffy may not have stressed the difference in verbs to Giles, if she
actually quoted him at all. I think she's still in major denial.
(Vampires=monsters=evil=perversions=no emotions on a human scale)

I think Giles would react pretty much the same way as he has. He's lived
with the Council canon on monsters a lot longer than she has. Plus, he's
very protective of her. He wasn't thrilled with Angel either. (From the
perspective of someone who hasn't seen most of season 1 or 2.)

I think the average vampire might view Spike the way the average human
viewed Jeffrey Dahmer. Sick, warped, twisted, way beyond gag reflex 'evil.'
('Good' in the vampire's eyes.) If their moral compass is set towards
'evil,' he's a base corruption of their way of life.


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[> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Isabel, 20:49:56 03/04/01 Sun

If he actually behaves in an openly 'good' manner, that is. Or if it turns
out he has 'human' emotions. And they find out about it.

They're already ticked about his preying only on demons.


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[> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- rowan, 05:01:33 03/05/01 Mon

I sometimes read the shooting scripts. Sometimes I do it because I don't
have the prior seasons taped and I like to revisit an episode. Sometimes I
go seeking clarification. When I do that I invariably find that I'm
disappointed.

I was particularly interested in the moment Spike hesitates before he feeds
on the girl. The script says Spike looks "conflicted, pained" -- well is it
chip pain, fear of chip pain, or a moral conflict? I think the answer to
that lies in whatever opinion each person has already formed of what Spike
is this season. I feel that you'd have to probably be there during the
taping and hear the director's instructions to the characters to get the
real clues.

Rufus, I agree about Spike -- he's like the perversion of romantic love. A
romantic might build a shrine to the woman he loved -- he might find a glove
she'd dropped, or a hankerchief -- or perhaps he's saved a note she's sent
him -- but only Spike would pervert it into a discarded bloody bandage. I
guess that's why I like Spike so much. The more he becomes an unpredicatable
combination of almost-good impulses and evil impulses, the more it makes me
think about what ethics and morality.

I start to wonder, am I really a good person? Or am I just exhibiting what
is the norm of good behavior because I have learned that not following it
will lead me to be unable to get the things I want (material possessions,
love, acceptance, etc.). I wonder how different we are from Spike after
all...


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[> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Nina, 08:45:40 03/05/01 Mon

Well I did a fairly long analysis last night and lost everything when the
application crashed... so I'll try to do my best to simplify my thoughts and
try to write them again!

The "Crush" script confirmed something for me. I am not sure at all that in
JW's head that episode was ever meant to be. It seems to be there to show
the Buffy/Spike shippers that they shouldn't expect anything because it just
won't happen.

In season four when Spike became a regular on the show he was there for
comic relief. The new Cordelia (JM says so in the Watcher's guide) the comic
defanged vamp who can't kill. But as Cordelia has changed and become a
sensitive woman with a purpose in life (other than to buy clothes), Spike
has taken his own path as well this season.

As all road leads to Spike and Restless (as Aquitaine says so well! :) I'd
say that Spike is not intented for any redemption, nor returned feelings
from Buffy this season. His path is something else entirely. A higher
purpose surely (in Restless he is in the light and swinging always higher),
but he is also the shadow of the vamp he used to be (the black and white
shots in Giles' dream) This reminds us of Bela Lugosi and his last days when
all he had was to sell himself as an attraction. Not a good sign for Spike.

I started out wanting a Buffy/Spike relationship, than switched to a
redemption for Spike... after reading "Crush" script I believe that none of
that will happen. Spike needed to fall in love with Buffy to move on... it
was a plot devise as the chip was in season four. Now that he doesn't want
to kill her something else can happen to him. Fans got in the way and
"Crush" was the answer to show them that Spike's direction is everything but
redemption or love in the end.

As for Spike being able of doing good, I was waiting for the script for
another detail. When he is with Buffy in the warehouse. I wondered how much
spontenous the door opening was. Was is planned? The way the script says it,
it felt really spontenous. He opened the door on instinct... which is kind
of interesting. That's a first step.

So what's to come for Spike? Now he is alone, cut from everyone. He can't be
the big bad he once was, he can't be Angel either. The only option to
surprise us is to lead him on a third path. No redemption, no love, but
something else that we don't expect.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Aquitaine, 10:11:04 03/05/01 Mon

"but something else that we don't expect"

Certainly. I think there is a reason every storyline has ground to a halt on
BtVS (making it pretty difficult to come up with topics for new threads
btw), culminating with the climaxes of the big Spike freeze out and Joyce's
death. The last six episodes will give us the dénouement for the entire
season and I really don't think that even our 'educated' (LOL) guesses can
come close to figuring out what is in store. The Buffy PTB are obviously
going to great lengths to avoid information leaks - there are, for example,
quite a few Angel spoilers circulating but no Buffy ones - so I figure I'm
better off not knowing. And since Buffybot/Spike interaction seems
inconceivable to just about everyone, I like to think that the idea of it is
being dangled in front of us in order to draw attention away from something
else, perhaps your option 3, Nina?


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- fresne, 17:19:20 03/05/01 Mon

"When he is with Buffy in the warehouse. I wondered how spontaneous the door
opening was. Was it planned? The way the script says it, it felt really
spontaneous. He opened the door on instinct...which is kind of interesting.
That's a first step."

Yes, very interesting. And it strikes me as being very similar to Harmony's
apparently genuine contrition for smoking in a non-smoking area in OoMM.

I'd agree that Spike does seem to be heading for the path not traveled.

"A higher purpose surely (in Restless he is in the light and swinging always
higher)"

Excellent point. Also, there is such a childlike freedom to playing on a
swing. Hmmm...I want to compare the scene to Buffy and April sitting
motionless on the swings in IWMtLY. Or hopelessly over analyzing, Buffy's
memory of pushing Dawn on the swings when they were younger in BT.

I'm not sure that Crush wasn't an intended episode though. (Although, I
could be convinced that Joss and co. were doing some sort of Zen archer
writing). There were a number of resonance's with FfL that felt planned.

· William hopelessly loves Cecily from afar. Spike hopelessly loves Buffy
from afar.
· William follows Cecily around at social gatherings. Spike stalking,
lurking etc.
· Not in the text, but I have to wonder if William didn't managed to purloin
a glove or some such thing of Cecily's. It's just such a period thing to do.
My ladies favor, Pope's "Rape of the Lock" et al. Spike with his Buffy
shrine.
· Cecily confronts William and he declares himself. Buffy confronts Spike,
he declares himself.
· Cecily crushes William, he meets Drucilla and has a life changing
experience. Buffy crushes Spike, he meets up with Drucilla, and...well Spike
has a melt down.

They'll probably never answer this question, but what did Spike do about
Cecily? I mean, pretty clearly, he killed the people who laughed at him from
the party. However, did he kill Cecily, leave her alone, make fun of her as
an old woman, make out with Drucilla on her grave, what?

Really all we can do is speculate, speculate, speculate.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Aquitaine, 18:50:41 03/05/01 Mon

Nina/Fresne, your comments regarding spontaneous courtesy are very apt.
Spike didn't open the door for Buffy to gain her love or respect, it was
habit (the habit of William's philosophical ghost?).

"I'm not sure that Crush wasn't an intended episode though. (Although, I
could be convinced that Joss and co. were doing some sort of Zen archer
writing). There were a number of resonance's with FfL that felt planned."

Aside from the point you mention, and with which I concur, I also feel that
the fact that FFL was the seventh episode and Crush, the fourteenth, shows a
certain premeditation.

"I mean, pretty clearly, he killed the people who laughed at him from the
party."

Nothing is less certain. As of yet, and in striking contrast to Angel, we
have been given no information as to what, if anything, Spike did to his
human family and his Victorian 'acquaintances'. And we do not know whether
the Watchers' Chronicles are accurate re: Spike because of the information
that is revealed in FFL. If the adopted accent is anything to go on, it
seems William may have gone slumming. Also, we *still* don't know whether or
not he ever vamped anyone or whether he remained faithful to Dru during
their years together.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- rowan, 20:13:50 03/05/01 Mon

Of course, it makes you wonder what the 21st episode will be...I've always
liked thinking about the titles of the episodes. Spike is the fool for love
-- both love of Cecily and love of Buffy...but 7 episodes later, it's only a
crush.

I've always thought that this storyline was meant to end nowhere right
now...because all Spike has is a crush. He sees something he likes: it's
pretty, he admires it, he wants to possess it, he's attracted to it. Much
the way many relationships start out. Love takes time to grow. Spike does
not know Buffy, nor does Buffy really know Spike (if she knew him, she
certainly would have managed to kill him by now).

If anything is planned to happen, I feel quite certain it's planned for very
far in the future. Spike would have to undergo some serious changes...but
that soul definition is intriguing. Before, we understood humans and vamps
to be different in kind -- soul vs. unsouled. But now we have a definition
(a soul naturally predisposes one to good and lack of one, to evil) that
shows a difference of degree, not kind. And if Spike would be able to
overcome that natural predisposition, that would make him much stronger than
Angel, wouldn't it, since Angel had the benefit of the soul and a natural
predisposition to do good. And it would also show that Angel could have been
capable of fighting off the evil of Angelus, even without benefit of a soul.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- LoriAnn, 03:29:13 03/06/01
Tue

Is the crush in "Crush" Spike's? Theorize on that among youselves.
This is really a question since I'm working from memory, but wasn't it
stated that Spike put spikes into the heads of those who laughed at him?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Aquitaine, 05:37:51
03/06/01 Tue

LoriAnn: Well, the Chronicles say that that's how Spike got his name.
However, FFL gave us a hint that the names 'William the Bloody' and 'Spike'
may have a different origin and purpose than was documented. That does not
mean that Spike did not engage in torture by railroad spike but it does say
something about the man/vamp who would shackle himself to names that clearly
remind him of his lowest human moment. Seems like a good way to motivate
himself not to go back to be the 'loser' he once was.

As for the denotations and connotations of 'Crush', I think we discussed
them at length when the episode aired... I do not think that the term refers
exclusively to Spike. Consider Xander's reaction to Dawn no longer having a
crush on him and Dawn's crush on Spike. In fact, I think the term applies
least to Spike in its 'I've got a crush on you' sense. Basically, Spike is
crushed by Buffy (and Dru and Harmony).

"I've always thought that this storyline was meant to end nowhere right
now...because all Spike has is a crush."

Rowan: I think the writers have been pretty wily in that they have
established that Spike was inclined to Buffy pre-chip - and, interestingly,
we learned this bit of information through Drusilla who is both psychic and
the resident expert on all things Spike:) I think that this over-the-top
crush that Spike has been acting on since OomM is the product of his
operation and/or Dawn's presence. He's 'under the influence' of something.
Once that influence is removed, I believe the real story will begin.

"If anything is planned to happen, I feel quite certain it's planned for
very far in the future."

Ditto:)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Traveler, 19:07:43
03/06/01 Tue

I read an interview with James, in which he said that he has always tried to
slip in a sexual undertone with Spike/Buffy, despite the fact that there was
no call for it in the script. To paraphrase, he said that if you're either
hitting Buffy or kissing her, you're guaranteed to stay on the show at least
for a while. So, he's done both :)

I hope Spike's change in behavior isn't because of Dawn. It would trivialize
everything he has gone through. (Yes, he's still an evil killer, but he HAS
changed).


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- rowan, 19:34:19
03/06/01 Tue

Aquitaine:

"Rowan: I think the writers have been pretty wily in that they have
established that Spike was inclined to Buffy pre-chip - and, interestingly,
we learned this bit of information through Drusilla who is both psychic and
the resident expert on all things Spike:) I think that this over-the-top
crush that Spike has been acting on since OomM is the product of his
operation and/or Dawn's presence. He's 'under the influence' of something.
Once that influence is removed, I believe the real story will begin."

I thought the writers were very clever too in having flashback episodes that
"plant" information about Spike's crush (feelings?) for Buffy.

We must remember our own "psychic" ability once the true storyline becomes
evident at the end of season 5 and through season 6!


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- Aquitaine,
19:43:48 03/06/01 Tue

"We must remember our own "psychic" ability once the true storyline becomes
evident at the end of season 5 and through season 6!"

ROFLMAO. Think we may end up eating more humble pie than Spike, in the end?
By the by, wouldn't 'humble pie' be a most fitting addition to the Bronze
menu;) now that the flowering onion has bitten the dust?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- rowan,
19:45:45 03/06/01 Tue

Too funny!


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> The Crush in "Crush" -- verdantheart, 07:51:08
03/09/01 Fri

The crush in "Crush" is several things:

First, it's what Buffy fears Dawn has on Spike. I think she does just a
little, but she's realistic enough to enjoy it without expecting anything to
come of it.

Second, it's what Spike might be said to have on Buffy. Buffy refuses to
acknowledge that it can go deeper than that.

Third, and most importantly for me, it's what Buffy does to Spike. She
completely crushes him, cuts off his declaration of love, denies that he has
the capacity for love, denies that he has any hope for love.

- vh


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- rowan, 17:24:27
03/10/01 Sat

Well, I would say Spike has a crush on Buffy, Dawn has a crush on Spike,
Buffy crushes Spike's hopes, Spike crushes Drusilla's hopes, Spike crushes
Dawn's crush with how he treats Buffy. Is that enough crushes for one
episode?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Crush script is up -- CBee, 10:32:33 03/14/01 Wed

In watching FFL last night, I also noticed that the conversation between
Spike and Cecily and the conversation between Buffy and Spike in Crush have
similar language. Both ladies reaction is a dismayed "Oh, my god." Buffy was
actually considerably nicer to Spike than Cecily. (Me no like Cecily).




Could MortalAngel beat Soldierboy riley? -- ALLFORBUFFY, 07:16:01 03/05/01
Mon

i THINK MORTALANGEL COULD IF HE HAD A LITTLE MORE TRAINING AS A HUMAN. PLUS
THE FIRST TIME THEY FOUGHT RILEY HAD THOSE STRENGTH ENHANCING HIS STRENGTH
BUT HE COULDN'T BEAT ANGEL. IF THEY WERE BOTH REGULAR GUYS, WHO KNOWS WHO
WILL WIN? I THINK ANGEL WILL BECOME SO STRONG BY THE TIME HE IS HUMAN AGAIN
HE JUST MIGHT BE GOOD ENOUGH TO TAKE ANYTHIN OR ANYONE.


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[> Re: Could MortalAngel beat Soldierboy riley? -- Boxd_man, 15:57:47
03/05/01 Mon

Just a helpful hint. Please don't type in all capitals. It feels like you
are yelling. Thanks.


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[> [> Re: Could MortalAngel beat Soldierboy riley? -- Brian, 09:44:52
03/07/01 Wed

I would think that they would be evenly matched. Both have training in
various disciplines. Angel has over a hundred years experience in hand to
hand fighting, but Riley has all that military training as well.


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[> [> [> Re: Could MortalAngel beat Soldierboy riley? -- Laux, 05:33:04
03/10/01 Sat

Angel would win hands down. If you take the power off both of them (Angels'
vampness and Riley Initiative drugs), you'd have a fearless guy with a few
centuries experience of kicking various butts and a college goody-goody who
feels the need to try and be manly ('Where is it and how hard can i kill
it?' ? -The boy's mortal, and the girl he's protecting is the slayer!!) and
is, all in all, not prepared for battle without back up or weapons of some
kind.
You may recall Angel fighting the Morha (excuse spelling) demon when he was
human, and yes, in effect, he did lose, but the point is even as a human, he
was completely prepared to enter any fight, no matter what his chances of
winning. This fearlessness alone would give him the edge over Riley, not
even counting the soldier boy is probably going through withdrawls.
If by 'soldier boy' Riley, you meant on the drugs, I'd still go with Angel.
I'd have no basis for this opinion, except that I like Angel a lot more than
I like Riley.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Could MortalAngel beat Soldierboy riley? -- Halcyon,
04:03:43 03/21/01 Wed

I tend to think Angel as a mortal would beat Riley, even as Liam he was able
to handle himself in a fight as The Prodigal demonstrates this added to over
200 years of experience makes him a very capable hand to hand combatant.


Building a Bot -- jade, 21:01:06 03/05/01 Mon

Okay, I'm steeling myself for the possibility of "The Bot" in a future BTVS
episode. And here's what I'm wondering. Assuming that Spike is ordering the
bot for companionship and not for any revenge scenario, what Warren wanted
and what Spike wanted out of their respective bots are two different things.
Warren was making his specs up, based upon his dream girl fantasies. Spike
on the other hand has a specific, real-life girl in mind, which IMO is a
little harder to duplicate, assuming he wants to duplicate more than just
her physical attributes. So here are some questions I have, and I figure
this would be a good place to ask them, since the posters here are never
lacking in opinions or theories:

1. How could Spike program Buffy's personality into the bot?One of her main
characteristics is a very moral outlook and a hatred of vampires. Can he
leave this out and still have a Buffy personality?

2. If Buffy's personality is programmed into the bot, are her feelings also
in the program? Because if the bot learns that the real Buffy's mother is
dead, does she feel the loss as well? Does she possibly go "dark" as well?
Or is she merely a machine, and this has no effect?

3. Similar to question 2, if the bot were to run into Glory or any vampire
in the act of killing, would she instinctively try to kill them? If she ran
into Dawn would she instinctively try to protect her? Would something like
this have to be programmed into the bot or would it just be a part of her
because Buffy and her outlook are programmed into her?

4. Can bots learn and form opinions? If the bot sticks around long enough,
could she grow to hate Spike just like Buffy does, since being the slayer is
programmed into her and she develops her own biases based on Buffy's
memories of vampires and the evil they do, and specifically the evil Spike
has done in the past?

5. And finally, will the buffybot have to go around with that stupid smile
on her face like April had? Is that how we'll tell the two of them apart the
rest of the season: Buffybot with an ever-present idiotic grin, and the real
Buffy crying or mourning her mother(or in angry slayer mode)?

Just some midnight thoughts and questions. Anyone have answers?


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[> Re: Building a Bot -- Rufus, 21:10:36 03/05/01 Mon

I can see that Spike would want the Buffybot to the one thing that Buffy
can't, adore him. He is lonley. He doesn't fit in with the other vamps and
now the few humans he knows want him to get lost. I see the Buffybot as a
solution to a problem his inability to have a relationship with the person
he loves. I think that the sex will be secondary to his main wish, to be
seen. As for being a tool used for revenge, why not. His ego has been
damaged and he can't strike out at the humans that have hurt him. But I
think there will be more to the story. Will the Buffybot make Spike have an
epiphany of his own, we won't know until we see it fresh off the assembly
line. So it the robot the end or a means to an end, I just don't know. I
highly doubt he would like the constant smile of April on Buffy, but Warren
is the toymaker not Spike.


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[> [> Re: Building a Bot -- Marya, 00:36:15 03/06/01 Tue

Since this thread is specifically about the Buffybot I think it's a good
place for me drop in my theory of why Spike asked Warren to build it. It's
very simple really. After his encounter with the Scooby Gang he pretty much
accepts that his chances are nil. Or is trying to. He takes down his Buffy
shrine with a determination to "move on." But really he knows there's only
one way he can get Buffy out of his system once and for all. He has to kill
her. That's what he wants the Buffybot for. He wants a Buffy that he can
kill.

Of course I haven't worked out how this fits into all the other storylines
that have to wrap themselves up in the next six episodes. But I'm working on
it. What else do I have to do now that we're in reruns.


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[> [> [> Re: Building a Bot -- Isabel, 09:03:16 03/06/01 Tue

I tried to comment last night, but something went wrong.

I think that's a workable theory that Spike wants a Buffy he can kill to get
her out of his system. Or, he might want to dehumanize the act of beating up
Buffy on something that won't have the chip zap him so he can eventually
beat on the Real Buffy without the chip going off. I think it's called
Immersion Therapy. It's used for people with phobias alot.

What I was going to say last night was if Spike wanted an April with Buffy's
face on it for companionship he'd be pretty miserable. He likes the fact
that Buffy beats him up and gives him a hard time. Harmony was a lot closer
to the robot's behavior, she did anything Spike asked her to, fawned all
over him and gave him no trouble. She's also a pretty blonde. And he
couldn't stand her.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Building a Bot (speculation on rumours) -- Aquitaine,
17:04:07 03/06/01 Tue

OK. Here's a non-kinky part theory/part rumour that gives me the warm and
fuzzies. What if the Buffybot gets built, Spike thinks he is interacting
with it and maybe getting some 'action' BUT, unbeknowst to him, he is
actually interacting with the real Buffy!

Now *that* would be very entertaining especially if Buffy knew the double
existed but Spike didn't know she knew. I'm liking this twist very well,
very well indeed:)


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[> [> [> [> [> Ask not what your Bot can do for you... rampant speculation
and micro-fanfic (you are warned!) -- OnM, 19:48:13 03/06/01 Tue

Ah, this is such a wonderful topic! Synthetic humans always bring out the
philosopher in me. Then again,
mildew in the shower brings out the philosopher in me, so maybe I have a low
philosophy threshold.

Whatever! ;)

Part of what makes this such an interesting item for speculation is that we
have now gotten to see Spike as
such a casket full of possibilities, and depending which tangent you go off
on, you can come up with a very
different outcome. I think I'll start by trying to summarize said
possibilities, borrowing on theories
previously posted by others and of course extending some of my own.

(Sorry-- had to pause for a minute there-- in tonights ep they were playing
that scene where Spike is
fantasizing that he is fighting Buffy, and he says "Come and get me,
Slayer!" and she says "Oh, I'm
coming-- I'm coming right... {cut to Spike and Harmony in bed} ...now". (Or
something like'now' ;)
Hee-hee. Nothing like taking something that potentially lame and making it
new again. We duly bow down,
chant 'We are not worthy'... etc. etc.

Actually, this is as good as anyplace to start re: Spike and the Bot--

1 > The Bot is a physical copy of Buffy, but behaves like April. Spike
enjoys conflict, so if the Bot is nice
to him all the time, like April (or for that matter, like Harmony), he is
going to get bored very quickly. I am
presuming he is smart enough to realize this in advance, and so would not
want the Bot programmed in
this fashion, or if she was, he'd have her quickly changed.

2 > He has the Bot built like Buffy, including her basic sense of morality
and hatred of vampires. This
doesn't work out either, because the Bot either simply tries to stake him
all the time, or won't give him the
time of day. (Buffy without the moral ambiguity). I'm not sure if he would
figure this out in advance or
not. It could be both funny and teach him a lesson because he would be
reminded of how a 'conventional'
Slayer operates (Nikki, Faith, Kendra, the Chinese Slayer), and how being
around Buffy all this time has
made him forget this annoying little fact. Imagine Buffy entering his crypt
while he is fighting for his unlife
with the Bot, and she just stands there, smiling. ( Well, hello there! Can I
help? )

3 > The Bot is built with fairly functional AI, and so he starts with an
April-like creation, but he teaches
her how the real Buffy would act, and she correspondingly self-adapts her
program. Over weeks, she does
indeed become more and more like the real thing, maybe even enough to fake
out the SG. This actually
would be the most rational approach for him to take, if he thinks of it. It
also makes for the most flexibility
in terms of what the writers could do with the story, for example as a
diversion in what has to be the
eventual fight against Glory. Other alternate end results of this general
concept:

A. The Bot gets so like Buffy she become increasingly disturbed at Spike the
vampire and his
relationship with a Slayer, namely her. She develops the same basic moral
ambiguity as the real Buffy, and
can't decide whether to be attracted or repelled. She ends up going to the
real Buffy for advice.

B. The Bot gets into a fight with Glory, who promptly violently
'disassembles' her. Spike freaks
out and attacks Glory, who promptly does a brain-suck on him, and the chip
deactivates, otherwise not
affecting him. Now, he's sans realBuffy, sans Bot, and sans chip. Things get
interesting.

C. The Bot sees realBuffy as possible competition for Spike, and seeks to
cancel her. Buffy gets to
fight herself.

D. The Bot wants the SG to be her SG and Dawn to be her sister. Could also
lead to end results
of 'C.'.

E. The Bot decides she wants Angel instead of Spike and leaves Sunnydale.

F. Spike avoids having a sexual encounter with the Bot until she has
completely adapted her
programming to be exactly like Buffy, but with a desire for Spike that the
real Buffy doesn't possess, just
exactly like in his fantasy from tonights ep (*Family*). He finally has her
in bed, in his arms, ready and
willing to make love with him, and he can't perform. He has an epiphany
(note parallel to situation with
Angel and Darla). He gets up from the bed, dresses, goes to see realBuffy,
and asks her to stake him, for
real, he's not kidding. He can't live without her, he can't replace her, so
he will settle for having himself die
at her hand. She hesitates, then gets a stake. Puts it to his chest, over
his heart. Presses slightly-- he doesn't
move. "Do it, Buffy. I'm the enemy, remember. You should have done this long
ago."

She locks eyes with him, they stare at each other for several long seconds.

"C'mon, Slayer-- do me. Let's end it now. I concede the fight, you're the
better one of us. I lose. You win.
Take the spoils of battle and glory in them. We're both killers, and while
you may be so loathe to admit it,
you know in your heart of hearts that I was one of your greatest and most
satisfying battles, or you would
not have so prolonged our contest of wills."

He is pressing forward just slightly, a trickle of blood starting to run
down from the point of the stake. She
pauses for just a beat, then speakes quietly but firmly.

"Spike, I may be a killer, but they are righteous kills, done to protect my
kind. I am not a murderer or a
force for vengeance. I do not kill for pleasure, and even when in a moment
of weakness I wish to do so, I
have learned to wait until that moment passes, and I once again regain
contact with my soul. I do not aid in
someones wish to commit suicide. If you really are not capable of doing this
yourself, then don't ask me to
do it."

She pulls the stake back away from his chest. "Tell you what I will do. I'll
find one of those Initiative
doctors, and get him to remove your chip. Then, once you're your
non-clockwork-orangy self again, I'm
sure you can get me to stake you for real. Or not. Your call, I don't care.
But you're either a vamp or you
aren't. I'm *always* the Slayer, and I know who she is."

She turns and leaves.

***

OK, so you might have guessed that I like the last scenario! ;) ;)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Ask not what your Bot can do for you... rampant
speculation and micro-fanfic (you are warned!) -- Aquitaine, 20:19:10
03/06/01 Tue

Witness Aquitaine *fist in mouth* - no! - positively slain by mirth. OMG.
That was masterful, OnM. I'm so glad I checked in before going to bed. Now I
can take you (er, your story, of course;) with me to dreamland.

I'm sure I'll have something somewhat intelligent to say about your post
tomorrow, but right now I'm just going to bask in the afterglow. OK with
you?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Ask not what your Bot can do for you... -- OnM,
20:38:16 03/06/01 Tue

You are most surely welcome, my dear. It was good for me also. Sleep well!

"I have bot one life to give for my Buffy..."

{ OnM drifts off, dreaming of lush botanical gardens and paintings by
Botticelli, while bottle nosed dolphins swim placidly in the seas... }


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> OnM's Warning Not Sufficient -- Marya, 14:54:31
03/07/01 Wed

After reading this thread last night I had to rush off because, not being
sufficiently warned of the hilarity to follow, I had, well, let's just call
it a Depends moment. Maybe we need some Posting Board warning labels for
content like they do for televison programs. Feel free to use any of the
following suggestions:

PB:dm -- The following thread is not for those with a weak bladder. May
result in a Depends Moment.

PB:atltS -- Like All Threads, this one will Lead To Spike.

PB:S -- This thread actually starts with Spike.

PB:nSbR --This rare thread may Not lead to Spike But will probably lead to
Restless.

PB:KABOOM! -- The following thread is so rich with philosophical goodness it
may actually make your head explode.

And finally --

PB:C -- Chocolate is prominently featured in the following thread. Intense
cravings may result.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: OnM's Warning Not Sufficient -- Rufus, 17:54:37
03/07/01 Wed

Shopping list:

To post on Philosophical Board you must have on hand the following:

Cat nearby

Be under the influence of Chocolate *no subsitutions*

Be sick and twisted (being Canadian or of Canadian descent a big help here)

Not be adverse to Peroxide

And the new biggie....Depends...for those moments where time stands still.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: OnM's Warning Not Sufficient -- Isabel, 18:13:13
03/07/01 Wed

LOL! I love them Marya!

So true, so true. I hope you won't mind if I recommend adding one, from my
own sad personal experience.

PB: dne/d -- Warning, Do Not Eat or Drink while reading thread. For when you
don't want to be cleaning out the keyboard with q-tips. Potential CHOKING
hazard.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: OnM's Warning Not Sufficient -- rowan, 18:14:07
03/07/01 Wed

Hysterical!


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: OnM's Warning Not Sufficient -- Masquerade,
19:55:18 03/07/01 Wed

One of these days when I have nothing better to do I'm going to put together
a list of board rules (as a hopeless attempt to prevent repeats of the Land
of Cotton thread-type behavior).

Permission to add these helpful pointers to express the lighter side of our
virtual philosophizing??


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: OnM's Warning Not Sufficient -- Marya,
23:40:09 03/07/01 Wed

Permission most readily granted. And feel free to add or edit as warranted.

I'm off to read the rest of this thread, having made a precautionary trip to
the little girl's room first.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: OnM's Warning Not Sufficient -- Isabel,
20:25:28 03/08/01 Thu

If you liked my little addition to Marya's cleverness, please feel free to
use if you like.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Ask not what your Bot can do for you... rampant
speculation and micro-fanfic (you are warned!) -- Sanguinary, 20:19:28
03/06/01 Tue

Excellent fiction! But here is me cheering for the shipy ending. Yep, I'm a
sucker for S/B.

I want to see G actualy. Spike and BuffyBot decide to get married and have a
whole batch of little robots. Then Buffy discovers the BuffyBot and they
duke it out for the privlage of having Spike. :)

(Seriously, cheering on 3/b. Sounds interesting)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Ask not what your Bot can do for you... itty bitty
Spiky bots? oh, my... -- OnM, 20:50:59 03/06/01 Tue

Certainly sounds evil to me! RealBuffy could always get Wolfram & Hart to
sue Spike for copyright infringment. ;)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> "I have a low philosophy threshold" lol! Now I know my
problem... -- Masquerade, 20:24:05 03/06/01 Tue


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: "I have a low philosophy threshold" -- OnM,
21:01:54 03/06/01 Tue

Well, Masq, if you ever start a site called "ATPoMitS", like, I'm there! ;)
;)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: "I have a low philosophy threshold" --
Masquerade, 06:44:50 03/07/01 Wed

Spin-off sites I am currently considering ;)

All Things Philosophical about Mildew in the Shower
All Things Philosophical about linoleum
All Things Philosophical in Douglas Adam's brain

OK, off to have my morning coffee...


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: "I have a low philosophy threshold" --
Sanguinary, 19:47:31 03/07/01 Wed

Mildew! Now there's a subject I can talk for hours on. Now would it be
talking about the treatment as well as growing your own mildew for fun and
profit? Or perhaps discuing how the mildew just happens to have a humongus
growth sprout just before company come?

Perhaps it's a conspericy.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Oh Joss please end the reruns before
mildew-philosophizing ensues!! -- Masquerade, 19:56:26 03/07/01 Wed


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh Joss please end the reruns before
mildew-philosophizing ensues!! -- Nina, 20:37:42 03/07/01 Wed

Many people are upset about reruns, but it's the lot of tv!
22 shows that have to be spread from September to May! Hard not to get any
reruns! It would be lovely to have a 44 episodes season, but impossible for
the crew to keep up.

I've worked in tv and movies for 2 years and believe me... when rerun times
comes up... everyone on the crew is so happy! They need a little break...
and so do we. I guess this is why we are having so many threads about
chocolate, cats and out far entertaining theories.

As the crew, we need to relax a bit. Sink in all the information we
received... and be ready to analyse again in a few weeks! :)

March over the years seems to have been a rerun month for Buffy... maybe
it's some kind of strategy to keep us on our toes, to speculate and finally
give up so we can be surprised again!


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh Joss please end the reruns before
mildew-philosophizing ensues!! -- Masquerade, 09:50:01 03/08/01 Thu

Believe me, I am one fan who appreciates re-runs. It's a lot of work
analyzing two eps a week, week after week. So I say, "yeah, reruns!"


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh Joss please end the reruns
before mildew-philosophizing ensues!! -- Nina, 11:44:28 03/08/01 Thu

Believe me Masquerade, everyone on the crew is saying the same thing! LOL

Have fun while relaxing! It's such a joy to see you participate more to this
board. Youppi and Viva the re-runs!!!! :)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh Joss please end the reruns
before mildew-philosophizing ensues!! -- Masquerade, 11:46:59 03/08/01 Thu

Oh, I always participate. Just not necessarily as "Masquerade". That's so I
can say really dumb or brainless things without people thinking ill of the
webmistress.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh Joss please end the
reruns before mildew-philosophizing ensues!! -- Nina, 11:49:37 03/08/01 Thu

I love it! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! Go on... now we all will be suspiscious to know
how many secret identity we have! :)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> So Masquerade you are going to
start using the names OnM or Rufus?????:):):) -- Rufus, 12:51:20 03/08/01
Thu


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Only if I want to discuss
mold or cats : ) -- Masquerade, 12:55:44 03/08/01 Thu


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Bring on the Cats and
Chocolate we are in a drought:):):) -- Rufus, 21:23:46 03/08/01 Thu

I use Comet to rid myself of mould........


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh Joss please end the reruns before
mildew-philosophizing ensues!! -- rowan, 20:14:11 03/08/01 Thu

Gee, how did the tv crew used to manage when there were 39 episode seasons?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh Joss please end the reruns
before mildew-philosophizing ensues!! -- Rufus, 21:22:01 03/08/01 Thu

Wanna kind of remind me how long ago that was. I no longer remember when
they changed to the 22 ep season.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh Joss please end the reruns
before mildew-philosophizing ensues!! -- purplegrrl, 08:46:01 03/09/01 Fri

Sometime after the Golden Age of TV and the current "Reality" Age of TV.

But seriously, the change probably happened when episodes went from taking 5
days to shoot to 6 to 8 days to shoot. There is probably some
socio-political-economic reasons as well. Sorry, don't know the time frame
on this change.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh Joss please end the
reruns before mildew-philosophizing ensues!! -- Nina, 10:38:50 03/09/01 Fri

I can't help either, because I didn't work in the States. We used to do 70
episodes for a season (25 minutes each)... every break was a real treat,
believe me! :)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: "I have a low philosophy threshold" --
OnM, 21:02:20 03/07/01 Wed

You have to admit that mildew and evil have quite a lot in common. They are
both very pervasive, and seem to crop up unexpectedly in all manner of
places. They are very hard to definitively destroy once they do appear, or
you may think you have gotten rid of them, but they evolve/mutate and appear
again.

While the possible locations for both mildew (and its evil twin, mold) vary,
certanly the most popular are in bathrooms and refrigerators. These are
certainly two areas of life which humanity engenders with special meaning,
as in the search for cleanliness (which in a religious sense, as we all
know, is next to godliness, and godliness = hunger for spiritual meaning)
and also the search for sustenance (hunger for food = hunger for soul).

So, the appearance or mold/mildew represents, in classic evil fashion, a
corruption of some of our most basic desires.

Now, one could make the argument that slaying mildew may not compare to the
slaying of vampires or other evil demonage in the greater scheme of things,
and I suppose that's gotta be true, but I've always felt that if you take
care of the little things, the bigger things (like funky looking fuzzy green
fruit) take care of themselves!


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Fuzzy green fruit -- Isabel, 21:36:18
03/07/01 Wed

"When did I buy a lime?"
gasps
"That used to be a head of lettuce."

I think that's from an Elayne Boosler commercial. What the product was, I
have no idea...

My mind is wandering. I should go to bed now.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: "I have a low philosophy threshold" --
Marya, 00:18:20 03/08/01 Thu

First let me say, OnM I am in awe. You do indeed have a low philosophical
threshold. I am not worthy.

Having said that.....(PB Warning:Jest to follow)

I take exception to your implication that mold is aligned in evil with
mildew. While mildew appears to exist merely to currupt and destroy, more
seems to be going on with mold. Perhaps the very fact that it encroaches on
the temples we erect to cleanliness and sustenance suggest that mold is
reaching toward the light of goodness. Haven't we in fact seen mold do good
in the form of pennicillin? Of course that required the ingenuity of a human
and mold may not have consciously chosen to act for the good, but it does
indicate there is hope for mold's redemption.

And once we accept the possiblity of redemption for mold don't we have to
reexamine the very nature of all fungi?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Mold and Spike - Philosophical
kinship? -- OnM, 05:53:12 03/08/01 Thu

Incredible! Marya, I most humbly genuflect in your general direction!!

You are correct, how could I not see it before. Mildew is to vampires and
demons in general, but mold is to Spike or other demons who may have a
heritage of evil, but who with suitable human intervention, can possibly
reach for, and even achieve, neo-mold enlightenment!

Also, hey, fungi, that's a whole 'nuther 'room fulla philosophy. Do you
think mushrooms represent the PTB, or simply a more evolved state of the
general species?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Yet more evidence tying mold=evil=Spike
-- Masquerade, 07:01:41 03/08/01 Thu

in a comment from the Chosen One herself, who says of The Bleach-ed One in
OOMM:

"...hanging out all day in that moldy crypt, you just *know* he's doing
something nasty."


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Yes, but -- Greta, 08:19:08 03/08/01
Thu

The nasty thing they were doing was playing "Twenty Questions," and the
answer, I think significantly, was a breadbox, calling immediately to mind
bread and thus the sandwich on which the first penicillin mold grew to
perform its service to humanity. Moreover, it was a CHEESE sandwich on which
this fungi transcended its icky inclinations to be good and if that doesn't
just solidy the whole Restless/Spike redemption connection, I don't know
what does.

:)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Yes, but how is it related to
the swing set?? -- Masq, 08:52:50 03/08/01 Thu


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Yes, but how is it related
to the swing set?? -- Greta, 09:58:07 03/08/01 Thu

Well, obviously the swing set represents the mold in a pendulum-like
conflict between the mildew of evil and the mushroom of humanity.
We must remember that in the Buffyverse, mold was once mushroom (human) but
was unknowing caught in a moment of weakness and thrust into the back of the
vegetable drawer (a clear paradigm of the demon lifestyle), where it
stagnated. What remains of the mushroom in that brave little mold, we shall
see unfold.

This is fun:)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: "I have a low philosophy threshold" --
purplegrrl, 13:10:16 03/08/01 Thu

Okay - if mildew is evil and mold is fungi in search of redemption, then my
bathroom may be the Hellmouth of the Mildew-verse (the curse of living in a
humid climate, however my "Slayer" powers include bleach!) but my
refridgerator has virtually no redeeming powers (very few fuzzy foods in
evidence). Do I live in the Hell of the Fungi-Verse??

But where does this leave algae?? I was in New Orleans recently (even more
humid than where I live!) and even in February there is green algae (?)
everywhere. I mean New Orleans could be the Holy Temple of ... something or
other. Perhaps we need a St. Joan to lead our unending battle against slimey
things everywhere!! (swell of uplifting, inspirational music here)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> New Orleans has Anne Rice, Queen of the
Moldy-damned, beyond redemption -- Masquerade, 13:40:36 03/08/01 Thu


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: "I have a low philosophy threshold"
- Hey there Masquerade... -- OnM, 18:58:41 03/08/01 Thu

...be honest, don't you feel a great surge of pride coming on about now? I
mean, where else in all the world could you read a line like:

"If mildew is evil and mold is fungi in search of redemption..."

And know that out there in the vast reaches of cyberspace significant
numbers of people are going "Huuummm, yeah, that's true, that's really deep.
Whoa!"

I mean, hey, I'm impressed! You think the Cross & Stake would ever get that
kind of inspiring topic for discussion? Nooooooooooo..... ;)

ATPoBtVS rules!!


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> snerk... giggle... -- Masquerade,
22:08:19 03/08/01 Thu

Definition of a philosopher: a person who talks about the same things sober
as they do when they're drunk.

And OnM, when you said "Huuummm, yeah, that's true, that's really deep.
Whoa!" I pictured it being said by that Spicoli-dude vamp in "The Freshman".


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: snerk... giggle... -- Marya,
01:11:03 03/09/01 Fri

Umm, I, uh, think one of those refers to me. I'm just not sure which.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Ask not what your Bot can do for you... rampant
speculation and micro-fanfic (you are warned!) -- Nina, 21:00:30 03/06/01
Tue

Oh my god, OnM you've fot me laughing out loud here, even the dog watched me
as if I were crazy!

Thanks for the laugh and such a wonderful insight. Love that ending... it
would even be true to the characters. I tend to believe that the Bot will be
used against Glory. Spike was so confident when he went at Warren's house...
as if he had found something that would make it possible for Buffy to
respect him. Maybe he'll be the one to give the bot to Buffy, offering her
to use it against Glory... in hope that she'll finally see that he wants to
do good.

You really covered many options there... I wonder if Joss and team found
anything else? :)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Ask not what your Bot can do for you... (Joss and
team) -- OnM, 21:16:19 03/06/01 Tue

"You really covered many options there... I wonder if Joss and team found
anything else? :)"

They usually do. No matter how I speculate, they always seem to put some
little twist on it. (~sigh~) As I said, we bow down..

I don't mind though. As the great man Joss E. Neuman once remarked, "Bot, me
worry?"


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[> [> [> [> [> [> OnM tell the truth, Wesley has been sharing the
Morphine..... -- Rufus, 21:05:11 03/06/01 Tue

Okay, I know that you wired up my broom and all, but what else did you have
going in the old workshop? What does your robot look like? You have the
makings of a very naughty philosophical boy.............and now I can't look
at the Spike and Buffy training scene anymore without thinking
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: OnM tell the truth, Wesley has been sharing the
Morphine..... -- OnM, 21:46:42 03/06/01 Tue

...and it's bloody lovely! ;)

Actually, what's scary is I'm *not* on anything, people just think that. Oh
well...

If you promise to keep quiet about this, I'm just about done with a
GodfatherBot. I intend to send him over to the C&S, and replace the real
Godfather. Just think, the bot never needs to sleep or eat! I can see it
now:

Leora (Re x 1,245)- Please, I haven't seen my kids for days!
___Aquitaine (Re x 1,246) - Godfather, have mercy!!
_______Godfather (Re x 1,247) - Vampires are evil! Why can't you all see
this? (urrggh) this? (urrg) this? (click-whirr-) thisthisthisss? (clank)
__________Leora (Re x 1,248) Uh, Shawn, you OK?
_____________Aquitaine (Re: clank) Oh no! It's a bot! It's that evil OnM,
he's replaced our beloved Godfather! BC&S townspeople! Gather the torches!
Seek out OnM and see to his demise, forthwith!

(Hee, hee... me so evil...)

;)

Seriously for just a mo', how is the VoyForums board holding up over there?
Angel X gets a lot of traffic compared to ATPoBtVS, I was just wondering.
Sometimes the response has been a little slow for me both here and at the
C&S.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: OnM tell the truth, Wesley has been sharing the
Morphine..... -- Rufus, 01:33:18 03/07/01 Wed

Not on Morphine eh(quaint Canadian saying)? This is normal for you,
hmmmmmmmmmmmm. You must be getting near to getting that cat, nearer than you
would like to think. And a Kittybot isn't good enough.
We are on our best behavior over at the C&S (boring) as we are afraid of
breaking yet another board. The C&S has split into two boards a general and
spoiler board. I don't know what this will do except lessen the load a bit.
We will see when the new eps show. BTW I'm sure the GF will get you for your
sacrilege. I'm most sure that the construction of a Gunnbot may lessen the
rage. Whip me up a Rileybot to tidy my house, please. As for the Morphine,
well it does nothing for me so skip it. May I suggest some Canadian beer as
the stuff you Americans drink should be flushed. Trust me Canadian beer may
be your salvation. You won't feel the pain of the GF tapdancing over your
prostrate body, or is that prostate? Remember I am the second in command,
you will be punished. I'll make you get a second cat.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: OnM tell the truth, Wesley has been sharing
the Morphine..... -- sidney poitier, 02:34:59 03/07/01 Wed

Only Losers drink alcohol.
-Sidney Poitier


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: OnM tell the truth, Wesley has been sharing
the Morphine..... -- Rufus, 14:20:43 03/07/01 Wed

One thing I failed to mention. Angelx had mentioned disabling the emoticons
to see if that helped with speed. I hate them myself and with them gone.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: OnM tell the truth, Wesley has been
sharing the Morphine..... -- Masquerade, 14:34:29 03/07/01 Wed

Yet another reason we don't emote over here at ATPoBtVS....

: )

OK, sometimes we do. : ) ; )


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: OnM tell the truth, Wesley has been sharing the
Morphine..... -- Aquitaine, 05:26:29 03/07/01 Wed

Holy GFBot, OnM! ROF. You are really going over the edge:)

Btw, I am working on an actual 'philosophical' post (it's about real
philosopher type people and stuff) that I plan to post tomorrow night and it
will probably be so obtuse that it will spontaneously wean you off the
morphine:)


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Building a Bot (speculation on rumours) -- Isabel,
20:14:52 03/06/01 Tue

And we would just hate that! "Giles, of course I would never kiss Spike!" ;)


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Building a Bot (speculation on rumours) -- Marya,
00:43:29 03/07/01 Wed

And where exactly is the non-kinky part of this post? :-)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Building a Bot - By coincidence, got this link to a
TechTV article today -- OnM, 18:37:32 03/08/01 Thu

Just in case anybody is interested in *real* bots, by another one of those
amazing synchronicities, this item appeared in my daily 'show notes' e-mail
from Tech TV. It feature various links if you are interested in robots
and/or building of same.

Sorry, nothing here on April-like models, but pretty interesting
nonetheless. The link is:

http://www.techtv.com/screensavers/answerstips/story/0,23008,3314557,00.html

By the way, Masq, these guys at The Screensavers might be able to help you
with getting your big .csv file of the old board back on the web. I believe
that you could get a good high-end database program to do this, they usually
have web enabling features built in, and *any* decent database should be
able to import a .csv file and organize it.

Don't know for sure, since I've never done anything like that myself. I am
sure *someone* out there in cyberspace does know, if you can just get
connected with 'em.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Building a Bot - By coincidence, got this link to a
TechTV article today -- Rufus, 21:38:18 03/08/01 Thu

To heck with the article where the heck is my Rileybot...the laundry needs
doing.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Building a Bot - By coincidence, got this link
to a TechTV article today -- purplegrrl, 08:49:05 03/09/01 Fri

Whoops! Rufus, was that *your* Riley-bot that got delivered to my house?? I
will send him on as soon as he recharges his batteries.

:-)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Building a Bot - By coincidence, got this
link to a TechTV article today -- Rufus, 12:30:46 03/09/01 Fri

Oh no, the laundry will never get done now......just send him over when you
are through with him. Don't be harming a synthetic hair on his person. Have
him scrub the mould out of the tub, it may take over your house if you
aren't careful.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Building a Bot - By coincidence, got this link to a
TechTV article today -- Masquerade, 22:14:36 03/08/01 Thu

I used the Excel "save as html" feature and it made a nice table of all the
posts and chopped them all off after about two sentences each. What would be
cool is to transfer them up to the net as the index of links they used to
be. I'm a database person myself, but somehow I don't see my boss's Sybase
server as being of much help in this. Maybe the RileyBot, or better yet, a
WillowBot could be of help in this.




Angelus and Riley -- Halcyon, 01:49:10 03/06/01 Tue

While seeing Riley getting the crap kicked out of in The Yoko Factor was
good, i am just wondering how a fight between Angelus and Riley would go.


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[> Re: Angelus and Riley -- ALLFORBUFFY, 02:57:33 03/06/01 Tue

RILEY DOESN'T STAND A CHANCE!!!


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[> Re: Angelus and Riley -- Nina, 15:04:40 03/06/01 Tue

"While seeing Riley getting the crap kicked out of in The Yoko Factor was
good, i am just wondering how a fight between Angelus and Riley would go."

Is it just me, but I don't understand the purpose of this thread! I'd love
if you could come up with some answers yourself, so I can comment too!


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[> [> Re: Angelus and Riley -- Elizabeth, 15:47:28 03/06/01 Tue

I think some people in England who don't have Sky (the satellite network
that sends Season 5) are still dealing with Season 4.


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[> [> [> Re: Angelus and Riley -- Nina, 16:51:43 03/06/01 Tue

I don't mind talking about season four, but It's just that the thread
doesn't go anywhere... and it's not the first time... so I was just
wondering! :)


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[> [> [> [> Re: Angelus and Riley -- duh, 00:46:54 03/07/01 Wed

maybe he meant what Angelus (souless angel) would do to Riley as opposed to
just getting bitch-slapped around.


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[> [> Re: Angelus and Riley -- Halcyon, 00:57:47 03/07/01 Wed

Considering how much pleasure Angelus got out of toying with Buffy, i was
just wondering what Angelus would make of Riley and how he would go about
tormenting Riley.


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[> [> [> Re: Angelus and Riley -- VanMoodySenior, 07:57:29 03/07/01 Wed

Angelus would vamp Riley and then send him after Buffy. He would force Buffy
to kill him or be killed. I suppose since Angel beat Riley, Angelus would
too. I mean they are the same person basically. Angelus would be even more
vicious, but they have the same body. I doubt Angelus is stronger. In fact
we saw that Angelus steered clear of the slayer. He was just into
manipulation and torture over helpless people. It was Spike who wanted a
good fight with fists and fangs.




Buffy's attitude in Sanctuary -- Halcyon, 09:26:26 03/06/01 Tue

After watching This Year's Girl, Who Are You, Five By Five and Sanctuary, I
would like to discuss the viewpoint that Buffy had towards Faith in
Sanctuary and why she was SO WRONG in her behaviour towards Angel. First off
all let start with the fact that Buffy has always been insecure about
Angel's feelings towards Faith this coloured her reaction to Angel
throughout the esp, secondly let start with the real reason for her coming
to LA she was seeking REVENGE on Faith- you would think she would learn how
destructive vengeance is following the actions of the Kalderash Gypsies
towards Angel and Hus's actions as well. She has two prime examples of how
vengeance does not solve anything yet she is willing to act as Judge, Jury
and Executioner towards Faith. Thirdly it was not Angel who initiated
physical violence it was Buffy he only tried to prevent her from going after
Faith. Fourthly the conversation she has with Faith on the roof top reveals
any aspect of her motives - SHE DID NOT LIKE BECOMING A VICTIM!

Fifthly the last words she says to Angel are a deliberate attempt to hurt
and even when he comes to appologise to her even when he was clearly in the
right she makes no real effort to appologise for her attitude towards him.

Sixthly her view that she trusts Riley well look what she caught him doing.

Sevenly Angel is the one who has matured since leaving Sunnydale Buffy has
become a self involved woman who neglects all of her friends and spends all
her time shagging Captain Cardboard.

That is why Buffy should make a real effort to appologise to Angel when he
shows up in Sunnydale, because it is the adult and mature thing to do.


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[> Re: Buffy's attitude in Sanctuary -- Isabel, 09:51:43 03/06/01 Tue

I agree that Buffy was in the wrong with her going after Faith in that way.
(Blank Vengeance, "If you try to apologize, I will beat you to death.") But
Faith did earn Buffy's animosity. The Buffster had a right to be pissed,
Faith did try to kill her mother and slept with her boyfriend. She tried to
take over her life and have Buffy sent to England to pay for Faith's crimes.
That was a busy 48 hours for Faith.

In regards to your Sixthly point- It was also the only time we ever see
Buffy say that she loved Riley. She says it to Angel to punish him for
helping Faith, who really needed it, and not being only on her side, even
though they 'broke up'. She never tells Riley she loves him.

As to apologizing to Angel the next time she sees him, I don't see it
happening. It was over a year ago and it's a dead issue. Also she's NOT
going to be thinking about Faith. But then, these are just my humble
opinions.


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[> [> Re: Buffy's attitude in Sanctuary -- Halcyon, 01:01:35 03/07/01 Wed

But that's one of my problems with Buffy in Sanctuary - it was wrong for her
to act like she was the only person who could deal with Faith - Buffy did
not trust Angel enough to be able to cope with her. Compare this attitude to
Wesley's someone who also had greviances with Faith but was able to trust
Angel.


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[> [> [> Re: Buffy's attitude in Sanctuary -- Brian, 09:47:23 03/07/01 Wed

Buffy had a lot of issues with Faith that will take a long time to heal,
before Buffy can feel right anbout herself. Buffy needs to forgive herself
for her desire for vengence first, before she can appreciate what Angel was
trying to do for Faith. Much like she will have to realize how Spike has
changed as well.


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[> [> [> Re: Buffy's attitude in Sanctuary -- Isabel, 19:05:20 03/07/01 Wed

"Buffy did not trust Angel enough to be able to cope with her. Compare this
attitude to Wesley's someone who also had greviances with Faith but was able
to trust Angel."

I think you hit the nail on the head, Halcyon. Buffy doesn't trust Angel
(particularly with Faith.) Buffy may always love him, but love hasn't got
anything to do with trust. (Sad, but true.)

In 3rd season, when Buffy sees Faith with Angel she fears that Angel's
attracted to her. She tells Willow her fears later and Willow tells her that
Angel would never sleep with Faith. My memory may be faulty but the exchange
goes something like:

Buffy: "'Cause Faith wouldn't do that?"
Willow: "Oh, she'd so DO that. She was made to DO that. She's the DO that
girl."

Buffy didn't like it that Angel was the only thing preventing him getting
groiny with Faith. (And then toss in that Faith had sex with Riley, (even
though it looked like Buffy, it was still Faith) and Buffy's trust in
boyfriends' fidelity stays in the toilet.)

As for Wes, he trusted Angel, "More than three gun-toting maniacs at any
rate." Wesley was there to save Angel. Angel was going to protect Faith, so
Wes had to help protect Faith. I wouldn't expect to find Wesley trying to
mend fences with Faith on his own anytime soon. He's still kinda bitter
about the torture.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Buffy's attitude in Sanctuary -- VanMoodySenior, 20:35:12
03/07/01 Wed

We can't blame Riley for sleeping with Faith when she was in Buffy's body
can we? If we can then I see no hope for men anywhere and anytime. I felt
like Buffy did blame Riley for it. I am sitting there and saying "Buffy, it
was your body. He didn't know."
Hey by the way I found the episode mentioned before about how the Mayor
tried to get Angel to lose his soul. It was on a tape that I use to tape
everything. I just happened to not tape over the best parts. Cool. I didnt
start taping Buffy and Angel till last year seasons 4 and 1 respectfully.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Buffy's attitude in Sanctuary -- Isabel, 21:27:46
03/07/01 Wed

I agree that Riley had no way of knowing that it wasn't Buffy. He was still
so new a boyfriend that even her unusual behavior could be explained away.

And Buffy did blame him. "If he loved me, he'd have known." Bull. I used to
babysit a set of identical twins (who I adored) and if I hadn't seen them in
a couple of days, I wouldn't know which girl I was talking to until I saw
them standing next to one another. Real life, non magical situation. But
pertinent.


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[> [> [> Re: Buffy's attitude in Sanctuary -- Halcyon, 03:44:25 03/08/01 Thu

Another thing that bugs me about Buffy in Sanctuary, is her saying that she
knows and trusts Riley. BULL, she was able to trust Angel with her life in
GD Pt 2 that he would be able to stop feeding off her in time. In Seasons 4
& 5 of Buffy I have not see anything to her relationship with Riley beside
sex. To quote Doyle " Can I get a side order of Bland with that Bland.".


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[> [> [> [> Riley and Buffy's relationship. -- Halcyon, 04:09:08 03/08/01
Thu

Riley is suspicious/jealous of Buffy on several occasions he blames Angel
and Dracula for the problems in their relationship, cheats on her, lies to
her for several weeks and when he is found out blames her for his
deceptions. To loosely quote Ambassador G'Kar of B5 " You not sorry that you
did it, You're sorry that you got caught.". And Xander's discussion with
Buffy about Riley WHAT A LOT OF CRAP it is. She may have held herself back
but RILEY was the one cheating on her Riley is the one who acted like a
child towards Angel in The Yoko Factor. Riley is the one who stated an
ultimatium to Buffy and blamed her for his actions. Xander's view about
Riley is just Marti Noxon's venting her bias about how the relationship was
not accepted by many of the facts. Here's a hint MX instead of making Riley
a childish insecure adoloscent trying to be something he's not, blaming
others for his own lapses in judgement you could off least have him
admitting he was wrong to have been paying those vampires to feed off him
and apologising to Buffy instead of issusing demands to her

I think i start to lose any interest or liking for Riley towards the end of
Season 4 and following him risking his health because he would just be a
normal joe following the operation. Also we never saw any signs of apology
to Xander after he punched him in the face in Buffy V Dracula.



Spike's pet names -- purplegrrl, 10:45:23 03/07/01 Wed

Watching the repeat of "Family" last night gave me some possible insight (or
maybe just fevered dillusions!) on the pet names Spike calls the other
beings in his little corner of the universe.

"Sweetbreads"
Pet name for Harmony (used in "Family"). This may indicate Spike's true
feelings (or lack there of) for Harmony. Sweetbreads are the thymus or
pancreas of a young animal (as a calf) used for food. Does this mean that
Harmony is something for Spike to merely use and forget? Later episodes have
shown that this is the case.

"Little Bit," "Niblet"
Pet names for Dawn. Since Spike always seems to have insight that the humans
do not have. Is this an indication that Dawn, as the Key, is not the "big
deal" that we have been lead to believe?

"Poodle," "Pet"
Pet names for Drusilla. These names would indicate that Spike believes that
he was the controlling factor in their relationship, when in all likelihood
Drusilla did the controlling.

"Goldilocks"
Pet name for Buffy. Does Spike realize that Buffy will take what she wants
from life, no matter what barriers are thrown in her way (much like
Goldilocks in the house of the three bears)?

Any other thoughts?


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[> Re: Spike's pet names -- Elizabeth, 10:55:55 03/07/01 Wed

I always took Spike's pet names for Dawn as predatory. She is a human, his
natural prey, but a relatively small, young one (although now taller than
her older sister!). Cute, cuddly, names for someone he wouldn't mind taking
a taste from, but like a chicken nugget, not much of a meal. : )


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[> [> Re: Spike's pet names -- LoriAnn, 16:28:13 03/07/01 Wed

I don't agree that Spike's names for Dawn are predatory; they seem to be
more affectionate. I'm always willing to be shown, but I can't think of
anything predatious about the way Spike treats Dawn. He does, however, seem
to enjoy her attention and the, I know I'm going to get pilloried for this,
RESPECT she has for him. However, I got a good giggle out of the chicken
nugget simile.


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[> [> [> Re: Spike's pet names -- Elizabeth, 17:01:04 03/07/01 Wed

Just because their predatory (refering to her as something to nibble or bite
upon) doesn't mean they're not affectionate. I just can't imagine its the
sexy kind of nibbling, so it's the other kind (as in food nibbling).


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[> [> [> [> Re: Spike's pet names -- Brian, 06:13:34 03/08/01 Thu

And doesn't Spike call Angel "Peaches"?


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike's pet names -- Elizabeth, 09:01:48 03/08/01 Thu

Spike calls Angel all sorts of things, including "Nancy-boy", "sire",
"yoda", "poof", "poofter", oh yes, and don't forget the foreshadowing of his
own patheticness when he called Angel "a big, fluffy puppy with bad teeth".


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[> [> Re: Spike's pet names -- JeniLynn, 13:09:46 03/08/01 Thu

I thought of food too when I heard Spike call Dawn "Nibblet". Suddenly I was
hungry for corn!!
I felt "Little Bit" was like saying "I want a little bit of a taste" I don't
feel that Spike has left his demon self behind enough not to look at humans
(Scoobies too)as Walking Happy Meals.


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[> [> [> Spike and Dawn -- Traveler, 18:45:19 03/08/01 Thu

I know I'm probably going to get flamed for this, but it seemed to me like
Spike sincerely likes Dawn. Sure, he didn't warm up to her until she started
talking about Buffy, but he still didn't have to let her stay so long or
tell her "ghost stories." He also turned to her for help when the scoobies
kicked him out of the magic shop. I would have thought that he is merely
using her to get to Buffy, but if that were true then why did he act so
guilty when Buffy caught them in his crypt? He thought she would be angry,
but he did it anyway.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Spike and Dawn -- Nina, 19:05:47 03/08/01 Thu

"I know I'm probably going to get flamed for this, but it seemed to me like
Spike sincerely likes Dawn. "

You won't get any flame from me! :)

In fact I absolutely love their interactions, even more than the
interactions between Spike and Buffy! With Dawn we get to see another side
of Spike, a side we can't see otherwise, because no one treats him like a
normal person (well he is not, but so is Dawn too!). Dawn tells him in
"Crush" that she likes it because he talks to her like she's not an alien.
Both have many things in common too. Like Spike did with Riley.

1- They both started as something and turned out to be something else.

2- They both are kept out of the loop, not knowing what's going on. (No
wonder that they are together to learn the famous Key secret)

3- They both are not seen for who they are and are treated accordingly.

4- They both need and want attention.

5- They both have the same kind of humor and understanding of things.

6- They are not afraid of each other

Buffy had Giles as a father figure. Spike is Dawn's. She feels safe with
him, understood, accepted, protected. He is strong and has cool coats! He's
the pal she doesn't have.

As for Spike with Dawn I find him to be very concerned about her. Genuily
concerned when she says she's going to the Magic Box alone in BT. Dawn
doesn't hit him, but she answers wittily to his sarcarm. They both battle
with the language.

Now that Dawn is obviously repelled by Spike, I don't know where that leaves
us... but we can be sure of one thing, it's that if they bothered to show us
this relationship, it's going somewhere... and I am waiting impatiently to
see how it will unfold! :)


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[> [> [> [> Re: Spike and Dawn -- rowan, 20:04:26 03/08/01 Thu

I believe he does too and that the nicknames, while probably food-related,
are affectionate. He did, after all, go right after Glory at the hospital
(ended up unconscious for his pains, too!).


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[> Re: Spike's pet names -- rowan, 18:10:45 03/07/01 Wed

What a clever idea to look at these nicknames!

""Little Bit," "Niblet"
Pet names for Dawn. Since Spike always seems to have insight that the humans
do not have. Is this an indication that Dawn, as the Key, is not the "big
deal" that we have been lead to believe?"

My simple explanation for these names was that in Spike's mind, if he
decided to feed on Dawn, she would be a little bit of a meal instead of a
main course or a niblet (smaller than a nibble).

""Poodle," "Pet"
Pet names for Drusilla. These names would indicate that Spike believes that
he was the controlling factor in their relationship, when in all likelihood
Drusilla did the controlling."

I so agree! Don't all pet owners find that they are actually owned by their
pets in the end?


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[> Re: Spike's pet names -- Isabel, 19:29:52 03/07/01 Wed

"Sweetbreads" also sounds like Sweet Cakes or Sweetie which Harmony would
take as normal boyfriend talk. She's so dense that she probably had no idea
what he was actually calling her. (To anyone who enjoys sweetbreads, I
apologize, but you couldn't pay me to eat them.)

Spike has also called Dawn "The Bite Sized One" and "Red Riding Hood."
(Since he's kinda the Wolf in town, it fits with the food motif.) He sees
Dawn and thinks of snacks, how cute.

I think the latest pet nickname Spike used on Buffy was "Sunshine."
Something that will burn him up and destroy him. Oh no, that's NOT Buffy....
;) (humorous sarcasm here.)


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[> What's in a pet name? -- Shaglio, 07:01:03 03/08/01 Thu

I have to wonder about this. My coworker calls her husband "poptart,"
"poopy," and "bunny." Does that mean she considers him a furry peice of shit
to be cooked in a toaster and eaten? Or are they just cute cuddly names to
refer to someone she cares about?


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[> [> Re: What's in a pet name? -- Brian, 09:20:02 03/08/01 Thu

I assume that "terms of endearment" are meant to convay a close level of
intimacy with the person being addressed and thereby establishing a
relationship, or to be a derogatory remark that demonstrates superiority or
dominance over someone.


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[> [> [> Ditto -- Marya, 00:14:15 03/09/01 Fri




Riley's future -- SidneyPoitier, 22:32:45 03/07/01 Wed

there's speculation that Riley will return for the end of the season. Does
anyone believe that this will be his last hurrah on the show. Does the
character have a future with Buffy to the rest of you all?


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[> Re: Riley's future -- lACHELLE, 07:31:43 03/08/01 Thu

No I do not think Riley has a future w/ Buffy or own Buffy.
He really just dud not fit in. I think that was really the writers fault
(most people think it was all the B/A shippers who did not like the idea of
Buffy having a new boyfriend). That may be true but Rileys character
developement was awful. The veiwers never really got a R/B relationship we
just R/B having sex all the time, or making out or whatever.


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[> [> Re: Riley's future -- Marya, 00:19:09 03/09/01 Fri

I pretty much agree with you. I think the Riley character was mishandled
early on, so he lacked credibility even with a lot of viewers who weren't
shippers.


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[> [> Re: Riley's future -- John Burwood, 09:39:22 03/10/01 Sat

I see the problem with Riley was that he gave Buffy 'a little bit of
happiness`, as SMG predicted Buffy would get in Season 4. BTVS is at its
dramatic best when 'life sucks` to quote Joss. With Riley Buffy could have
'headed for a pretty good life`- which is why Riley did not fit the
Buffyverse. Riley could return as a soldier, in a similar role to Kate on
Angel - but only if his relationship with Buffy is all angst and misery and
no happiness.


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[> Re: Riley's future -- Tina Louise, 20:46:18 03/18/01 Sun

If Riley is coming back it would be exciting to see him as a vampire or bad
guy.

Any comments or speculations about this.


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[> [> Re: Riley's future -- Halcyon, 08:32:26 03/20/01 Tue

Something similiar to that scenario has been played out before, with Angel
reverted back to Angelus. I do not imagine that Riley Vampire would last
long before being staked either by Buffy or more likely by Spike given how
much he hates Riley.




Penn -- Halcyon, 03:30:28 03/08/01 Thu

This made tie in to the debate about Spike, during his initial confrontation
with Penn Angel says " People change.". Penn replies to him by saying "
We're not people.".


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[> Re: Penn -- Ryuei, 15:09:51 03/08/01 Thu

A family friend once said that people never change. He seems to really
believe that. However, I do not. I have seen people change and grow. I think
we all have if we really pay attention to ourselves and others. I think Penn
just didn't want to consider the possibility. And perhaps that is part of
being soulless - being almost totally incapable of considering other
possibilities besides self-gratification. (Not to imply that said family
friend is souless. I just think his view is rather limited and that this
limitation is part of what being without a soul would entail).

Related to this, I think of vampires as static creatures. In my view they
are undead, therefore not really living, therefore incapable of creativity
or growth. If I were to create a fictional vampire, they would not be like
Joss's demons, or Ann Rice's symbiots, they would be incapable of real
appreciation, incapable of art, or even sex. They would be static, dull,
banal predators. More like the Eichmann described by Hanna Arendt than a
dashing but sinister Byron like rogue.


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[> [> Re: Vampires with more creativity.. hmmmm -- Nina, 19:14:43 03/08/01
Thu

"In my view they are undead, therefore not really living, therefore
incapable of creativity or growth."

Before I watched Buffy I was pretty much seeing vampires that way too. Seems
that in the Buffyverse they have that possibility to change, which per say
is very strange. Probably a world with undead vampire never evolving and
changing would be boring as hell!


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[> [> [> Angel and Spike: Altered Vampire States -- Aquitaine, 11:44:23
03/11/01 Sun

When I read this thread a few days ago, I agreed that Buffyverse vampires
are shown as being capable of change. But, having pondered the question, I
think that it merely appears so because of the amount of airtime Angel and
Spike get. Angel has a soul and *is* changing but very very slowly. After
all, he has been souled for one hundred years! We have seen Spike change (or
adapt) more quickly because of his aversion therapy chip. If he hadn't been
'altered' in this way, he wouldn't have been capable of change.

Part of the tragedy of Drusilla, and what makes Angel's abusive treatment of
her and the immortalisation of her insanity so horrific, is that she is
frozen in her broken-doll state. To a certain extent, all vampires suffer
the same fate. Drusilla simply stands out as a very dramatic example of this
process.

Although I do not think that Spike's chip and Angel's soul are equivalent, I
do believe that both chip and soul can affect change in entities that would
normally be condemned to a very limited and static existence.




Riley -- Halcyon, 03:39:08 03/08/01 Thu

This may not be an exact comparision but Riley and Wesley both have a great
deal in common, both were trained extensively to fight demons - Wesley as a
Watcher and Riley as a member of the Initiative. The difference between the
two is that Riley following his dismissal from the Initiative made no
attempt to develop became bound up in his relationship in Buffy and did not
appear to have anything else to do in his life other than Basketball or
fighting demons/vampires.


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[> Re: Comparison between Riley and Spike (atltS:All thread lead to Spike!)
-- Nina, 15:37:12 03/08/01 Thu

If we compare Riley to anyone, I'd pick Spike. Those two have a lot in
common after all.

They both were turned from their original self by a woman. Spike with Dru
and Riley with Dr. Walsh. They both gain "superpowers" from that change.
They both were changed by having a chip. Interesting point is that the
sensitive guy got it in his brain and the tough guy in his heart! They are
both interchangeable and we've witnessed more than one time when one could
have replaced the other:

1- in OomM, when Riley first appears in the cemetery it could well have been
Spike. He's usually the one to bumb in to the fight.

2- In FFL, I am sure that many people first thought it would be Spike coming
into the frame instead of Riley in the cemetery scene.

3- Spike becomes Riley-like (what the boyfriend is supposed to do) and
comforts Buffy in FFL, while Riley goes after Vampires and literally
destroys them, fueled with anger (very Spike-like)

They both ache because of their love for Buffy. Neither is loved in return.

While Spike accumulates good deeds one after the other (even if it's out of
self interest) he's actually acting like Riley should act (Be there to give
his hand to Buffy in LtF, Help Buffy with the demons in Family..) But Riley
is going the dark way. As Spike he's acting out of self interest too. To get
the girl he is ready to go all the way to understand her and feel what she
feels. Spike reaches for the good and Riley for the evil. But both do it for
Buffy. Not for themselves.

We all know how it end up for Riley... might be time for Spike to change the
scenario of his life if he doesn't want to end up the same! :)


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[> [> Oh wow! -- Jen C., 17:09:07 03/08/01 Thu

That is so true! I never thought to compare them - they really are pretty
similar in a lot of respects. Maybe that's why they hated each other so
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[> [> [> Re: Oh wow! -- Traveler, 18:38:56 03/08/01 Thu

"That is so true! I never thought to compare them - they really are pretty
similar in a lot of respects. Maybe that's why they hated each other so
much."

They seemed to reach a kind of understanding right before Riley left. I
think they both realized that they had a lot in common.


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[> [> Re: Comparison between Riley and Spike (atltS:All thread lead to
Spike!) -- Marya, 01:02:23 03/09/01 Fri

"They both were changed by having a chip. Interesting point is that the
sensitive guy got it in his brain and the tough guy in his heart!"

Your comparisons between Spike and Riley really sound a chord. I had noticed
some of the see-sawing of Riley and Spike but just chalked it off to
production logistics and trying to give everyone at least some screen time.
But now I wonder.

Recently I had one of those deJoss vu moments while reading the script to
Hush. In the opening dream sequence Dr.Walsh is using Buffy to demonstrate
something. She calls Riley over to assist. He complies but shoots her an
angry glare saying "Just for demonstration purposes, right." To which she
replies "Be a good boy, Riley." a phrase used by her repeatedly in season 4.
Riley kisses Buffy and everything changes. The dream goes on to be a
premonition about the Gentlemen, but was that the only premonitory aspect to
the dream. That angry glare always bothered me.

I had also been bothered by how Riley came to decide he was interested in
Buffy. Up until The Intiative he showed only passing interest in her. In
fact, it almost appeared as though he was more attracted to Willow than
Buffy. In the opening of that episode, while his buds are ogling her, he
just muses that he thinks she's "peculiar." Then Buffy has that run in with
Dr. Walsh over her heartless treatment of Willow. After Buffy leaves, Walsh
says "I like her." then, bang, Riley is suddenly "aware" that he's
interested. Later this is made credible by the fact that his buds all claim
to have know it already. But is it? What we know now that we didn't know
then is that Walsh was really messing with Riley and his crew. Is it
possible "Be a good boy." and "I like her." were more than just passing
remarks? Could it be that the chip was triggered by these phrases in some
way? What implications does this have for Spike and the sudden manifestion
of his love for Buffy?

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[> [> [> De-programming Riley -- purplegrrl, 09:07:32 03/16/01 Fri

Marya, I've been thinking about this "chip thing" for several days, trying
to put them in some sort of coherent order.

Now while it is possible that Riley's chip(s) could be used to influence his
behavior/reactions, I don't think this is the case.

Dream sequence in "Hush":
This is Buffy's dream. If I remember correctly she is dreaming in Dr.
Walsh's class. Buffy's subconscious picked out a likely candidate to insert
into her dream - in this case Riley - even if it is someone she doesn't know
or like. Riley's frown could be nothing more than Buffy thinking that Riley
doesn't like her - why would he want to kiss a girl he doesn't really like
even for "demonstration purposes." In dream symbology, a dream kiss of a
perfunctory, meaningless, insincere, or illicit nature signifies a false
friend or disappointment in a love affair. Perhaps this dream was more
prophetic than Buffy realized, since her relationship with Riley ended
badly.

Dr. Walsh telling Riley "I like her":
Riley looks up to Dr. Walsh, respects her and her opinions. When she tells
him the *she* likes Buffy, Riley realizes that perhaps he has been to hasty
in dismissing Buffy as just another "blonde chick." (Riley's initial
attraction to Willow is due to her less flustered response to him. Buffy was
very klutzy at their first meeting and came off as rather "airheaded." Riley
seems to like intelligent women.) As Dr. Walsh's teaching assistant, Riley
knows that it is inappropriate to start a relationship with a student. Also,
Riley's duties with the Initiative give him little time to pursue a
relationship. But once Riley realized that Dr. Walsh had a high opinion of
Buffy, Riley decided that there was more to Buffy than first impressions.

I think that Buffy and Riley were attracted to each other from the start in
a
he/she-is-cute-but-why-would-they-be-attracted-to-me-we-have-nothing-in-common
sort of way.

As for Riley's friends teasing him about liking Buffy: This is very typical
behavior of college guys. They tease each other about liking some girl, even
if all they've done is say hello to the girl in the lunch line.

Hope this makes sense.




Spike and Faith -- Halcyon, 03:48:59 03/08/01 Thu

Spike has not changed in any respects but one. He is unable to feed on
living humans or inflict pain on them. He displays no regrets about his
murderous past. Faith has begun the same journey that Angel is upon, trying
to atone for her crimes.


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[> Re: Spike and Faith -- Dalwes, 08:48:00 03/08/01 Thu

I think in the last new episode Angel realized that he can't really make up
for all the evil that he and his demon, Angelus, committed. His redemption
will not be in an accumulation of good deeds wiping out the bad. Actually
I'm not sure if becoming human is even his goal anymore.


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[> Re: Spike and Faith -- Ryuei, 15:02:02 03/08/01 Thu

I think Spike has changed a bit though. When he reached out to touch Buffy
when she was crying it showed a capacity for empathy that had previously
been dormant or only directed towards Dru. When Buffy was upset after
finding out about Riley he almost seemed to regret telling her. Before he
bit the girl Dru killed for him he actually seemed to have qualms about it
(as if realizing that he had been trying to reform for Buffy and was now
going back on it). I do think Spike has been trying to be different, but I
do not think he was ever really sincere. He was just doing it due to his
infatuation with Buffy. Still, in real life, I think that our own attempts
to change ourselves are not always sincere. In fact, if we were 100% sincere
to begin with we would already be better people at the start. No, I think
sincerity is something that matures and develops along with everything else.
Now is a vampire capable of such change? I believe Joss was quoted as saying
that even a soulless entity can do good, but their tendency is for evil. So
judging by that it is possible but very unlikely and very difficult for
those who try. Spike is having to go against the current of his own nature.
Will he continue his efforts? Personally if it was so easy to guess the
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[> [> Well said -- Traveler, 18:07:46 03/08/01 Thu

This topic has been mentioned before, but you put it together nicely. Spike
is a social deviant among his kind. His "acts of kindness" would be the
vampire equivalent of comitting murder for someone you love. Other vampires
might be able to sympathize to some degree with his emotions, but they would
still be disgusted by his actions. Redemption isn't really even an issue.
The real question is whether or not he continue to indulge in his "deviant
behavior."




In defense of Spike -- Traveler, 15:20:11 03/08/01 Thu

I know most of you are probably sick of talking about Spike, but here I go
anyway. Several threads ago, several people described Spike as a coward and
a bully. Even poor William was described merely as an arrogant hack. I can
see their point, but since nobody else defended him, I will.

Spike is not a coward. It is true that he normally chooses battles that he
thinks he can win and runs when things are going against him, but this only
proves that he is not a moron. Vampires who enjoy making heroic last stands
don't live to be over 120 years old. This fact does not make him a coward.
Even Angelus spent a fair amount of time running. If Spike were a coward, he
would hide from the slayers instead of seeking them out. No matter how much
he plans things in advance, a slayer could still easily kill him. He knows
this, but does it anyway. Maybe he has a small death wish. Maybe he feels
that he needs to prove himself, but he is not a coward.

Spike is not a bully. Some people may want to instinctively argue with this,
but it naturally follows if you agree with the above statements. Bullies
only antagonize people who are weaker than them. No slayer is weaker than
Spike. Yes, Spike is self-centered (but then, so is Buffy). Yes, he is EVIL,
but he is not a bully.

William was not merely an arrogant hack (and niether is Spike for that
matter). William wrote bad poetry, but I didn't see any evidence that he was
aspiring beyond his station (Cecilie's statement aside). As far as I could
tell, he didn't put himself above anybody. Moreover, his poetry was just a
means to an end: expressing his love. He told Cecilie, "the poetry may be
bad, but the feeling behind it is real." She didn't just reject William's
poetry; she rejected him. It is pretty clear that Spike tried to become
everything that William is not, and he succeeded. Most women seem to think
(if these boards are any judge) that Spike has sex appeal and a way with
words that William never had. Yet, there is no feeling, at least not love,
lying beneath those words. Until Buffy perhaps? Here is where we see Spike
meet William, and it isn't suprising that he behaves really strangely.


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[> Actually it was me and only me that called him a coward and a bully for
good reason. -- Rufus, 15:44:55 03/08/01 Thu

I have gone over the character of both William and Spike at length long ago.
I also feel he is just as open to redemption as Angel. That's were I end at
this point.
I'm very clear that Spike is a coward and a bully and it's simple why. He
has killed, what 2 slayers in decades, how many weaker, innocent humans who
had no chance over his physical power, did this guy kill? How many families
did he gleefully wipe off the face of the earth that had just as much right
to live as he did? A cowardly bully kills those who he knows have no chance
against him. A cowardly bully kills when he doesn't have to, to feed. A
cowardly bully kills his fellow man when he knows that all he has to do is
go to the butcher to get fed. Would William have killed others to get ahead,
no. But Spike does. The only two things stopping Spike from killing at the
moment are his love for Buffy, and the chip. If not for the chip he would
never have stopped killing. The sad part is he has never had to kill a human
at all and he chooses to. He is evil and a bully. He torments his victims,
he enjoys their fear. You can't blame others for Spike becoming what he has.
He has had the choice of how bad he could be and he wanted to be the worst
and most feared, he needed it. If any of us in real life were to come across
Spike, what do you think he would do? Read us some poetry? I don't think so.
A coward and a bully kills for enjoyment. It's clear that when he thinks
that he won't win he often runs. In defending Spike you are condoning
everything he does and has done by ignoring the facts. Until he choses to
redeem himself he remains a coward a bully and a murderer. I'm writing this
because all of his victims have no voice they are gone.
With that all said I do hope he does change but I'm not counting on it I'm
sharpening some stakes.


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[> [> Symantics -- Traveler, 16:32:49 03/08/01 Thu

Ok, I think we have some confusion over definitions here. I didn't say that
Spike isn't a killer. I didn't say that he is nice, and I'm not condoning
anything he does. I simply said that he isn't a coward or a bully. Just
because he kills people doesn't make him a bully. I've met plenty of
bullies, but so far as I know, none of them have killed anyone. People kill
in wars. Are they bullies? If you kill somebody in self defense, are you a
bully? Yes, Spike is a souless killer, but he is not a bully. A bully would
have killed all of those innocents and stayed far away from the slayers. For
the same reason, Spike is not a coward. Once again, I'm not saying he's a
nice guy. However, if you're going to label him, at least use the correct
labels.


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[> [> [> Re: Semantics -- LoriAnn, 17:13:04 03/08/01 Thu

Amen. Semantics is what the argument is over, and, Traveler, your
definitions of the words in question make sense and reflect real life.
Bullies need not be cowards. Beating up people who can't defend themselves
isn't cowardice; it's just plain mean. Our mothers tell us bullies are
cowards so we can feel superior even after we've had the stuffing beaten out
of us or had our feelings hurt very badly by some bully. Many bullies will
bully the little guy and engage in serious fisticuffs with their physical
peers as well, sometimes getting whupped. Moreover, cowards aren't people
who run from danger; they're people who run because their fear has
overwhelmed their reason.
Has Spike done many really evil things? Duh!! He's a vampire for God's sake,
well, not really for God's sake. From the vampire point of view, evil is
right. Why should Spike repent for following his own nature? Does anyone
think, for example, a crocodile would say to itself, "I shouldn't have done
that; I'm a bad boy," after killing and eating someone. No, they say, "Yum,
yum." If the moral orientation of a vampire is toward evil, it would be
really twisted if to think what it did while "doin' what comes naturally"
was the wrong thing to do. What does that say about Spike; if he's seriously
in love with Buffy, he's seriously in trouble. Can he really be in love?
That depends on who defines love. A vamp might say "yes," a human say "no."
And Angel, he's of a mixed kind with attributes of vampires and humans both.
He's seriously conflicted, but then we've all seen him act that out.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Semantics -- Rendyl, 20:20:46 03/08/01 Thu

If the other vampires knew Spike was in love with a Slayer would they be all
"ewwwww, dude...thats like...gross"?

Would the demon girls be "oh no! -I- wouldn't kiss him..who knows where his
tongue has been?"

Rendyl, who is worried that she even thinks these thoughts


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Semantics -- verdantheart, 06:43:31 03/09/01 Fri

I think it would make him more of a laughingstock among vampires than he
already is (not that they'd laugh to his face!).

Personally, I'd be more turned off by the cigarettes.

-vh


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[> [> [> Re: Symantics -- Rufus, 18:03:09 03/08/01 Thu

Bully: blustering fellow oppressive to those weaker than himself.

Spike treats his minions like he was treated. He bullies them. He makes a
point of everyone knowing he is the boss and stronger. He attempts to bully
others by intimidation. All you have to do is relook at the scenes where he
strong arms Harmony. Just because she is dim is no excuse for his treatment.
He is a classic bully. A bully also chains up the object of his affections
and threatens to kill her if she won't do what or feel how he wants.

Coward: one who lacks courage or shows shameful fear or timidity.

Spike usually goes into a fight that he knows he can win. He has the need to
be top dog and make sure everyone knows. All other vampires other than his
core family were minions, and he treated them like crap.

Anyone who has to go out and kill weaker humans to not only feed himself but
his ego is a coward. A killer is a coward to me. Most of his kills have
nothing to do with a fair fight just the joy of killing.

I stand by the use of both words.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Symantics -- Boxd_man, 23:30:12 03/08/01 Thu

First of all I would definitely argue that Spike is not a coward. He has put
himself in the line of fire a number of times. What reasons he has for doing
that are completely irrelevant. He attacked Glory, not exactly a cowardly
act. He knows how to survive. By your logic I'm a coward because I'm not
constantly going out and hunting dangerous animals for food. Not only am I
eating weaker animals but I am letting other people do the killing for me.
Not getting into a fight because you don't think you can win does not make
you a coward, it makes you alive.
As for being a bully, while if taken in the simplest context it appears to
be true by the dictionary definition, it is dictated by the world in which
Spike lives. In order to keep control of his life and survive he has to
dominate those weaker than him. If he doesn't treat minions like minions
they will rise up and overthrow the oppressor and become oppressive to
others themselves, it is the way of things in the Vampire world. So to call
him a bully IMO is unfair because it is what he has to do in order to
survive.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Symantics -- Rufus, 00:56:54 03/09/01 Fri

You bet he's a bully and a coward but you never get past the old predator
arguement. I asked awhile ago why if a vampire doesn't need human blood to
exist does he choose to murder his own image? I went back to season one for
my answer. In the ep The Harvest it explained the role of the demon and how
the vampire came to be. Demons walked the earth first and had to give way to
man and leave this reality. The last demon to leave bit a man and infected
him with a portion of the demon soul. This corrupted the man and he bit
another killing some making more of his kind of the others. So the vampire
doesn't need human blood so why bring attention to itself? This is where
evil comes in. I figure that as alot of wars are started over land and
property why can't the vampires predation of man be a result of the demon
having to leave this reality? The vampires are supposedly waiting for the
return of the old ones. What would be more evil than to corrupt a person and
cause a normally good person to kill and consume the blood of the victim?
It's personal with the demon part of the vampire. It hates humanity. The
same humanity that occupies the reality the old ones want. If you only see
vampires as simple predators you are missing how tragic they are. Vampires
make lousy demons because they are still part human and need humanity to
survive(I'm not talking food here) and make companions. They are on the
outside looking into what they used to have. And part of them wants to
destroy all reminders of their original lives. It also shows just how
against the evil norm Spike has gone to do any of the acts he has. In Family
he had to go against his intitial evil urge to watch Buffy die. Vampires
aren't simple predators that makes them seem powerless over their emotions
and instincts. They are a result of corruption. But sometimes there are
anolmolies in behavior. There are in humans so why not in vamps? Spike is
more than a slave to instinct. He is a Fool for Love.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Symantics -- rowan, 15:27:02 03/09/01 Fri

I look on the choice to drink human over animal blood as similar to a
preference for beef over poultry or meat over vegetables. We are food to
vampires.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Symantics -- Boxd_man, 16:36:26 03/09/01 Fri

How can someone who does go up against beings who are stronger, or are
potentially stronger than he is, be a coward? Spike has killed 2 slayers and
attacked a god. He generally preys on weaker beings, but everyone and
everything does that, it does not make him a coward. As for being a bully, I
think that you missed my point. I was saying that the culture in which he
lives demands that he act the way he acts. As all vampires do (those who
have any power). It is much like human society from hunting/gathering
societies. The strongest make the rules and are the rulers. Why would you
want to be a minion when you can have minions? Why be at the bottom of the
food chain?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Symantics -- Rufus, 19:48:44 03/09/01 Fri

We have different perceptions of what cowardice is. You see the murder of 2
slayers as a proof of Spikes bravery, I see it quite differently.
William was a timid afraid man, he saw violence as stuff for police to deal
with. He had issues regarding how he felt like a man. So as Spike he goes
out to see who could be the worst killer. When even that is not enough he
goes looking for the slayer. The Slayer is everything that Spike is not. The
Slayer exists to protect humanity, Spike and the other vampires exist to
make humanity suffer. The Slayer wouldn't seek Spike out to have a high noon
scenario because the Slayer is in no need to prove anything. I see the fact
that Spike killed to make himself feel more manly(a term he uses
constantly)an act of a coward. Now if Spike did something to protect another
without gain for himself, that I would call brave. Killing slayers, no.
Murder as a way to achieve self worth is pathetic and only proves the
opposite. Spike did go up against Glory and I liked that. I call that one of
the brave things he has done. He did that to help another(Buffy) even if
only to get her to notice him.
As for the Bully label, he still has that to me. Spike is doing the same
thing that some in power do, mistake physical intimidation for power. If
people fear you that's just fear it surely isn't power. A powerful person a
truly powerful person need never resort to force to get cooperation. As long
as Spike sees others as minions he has no power. Minions have a way of
latching onto the next powerful person. If Spike got cooperation of others
because of choice and loyalty, that, would be power. He would never have to
fear the next bigger vamp on the block. Power can be a very quiet thing. The
people that really have it are secure they have nothing to prove the people
around them become a reflection of that power. Spike gets cooperation by
duress. The next time he came back to town his minions tried to kill him as
they now worked for a more powerful bully. Power based upon duress wears
out. The threat becomes less and the person in power eventually loses to
another. A bully only has an illusion to be destroyed by a newcomer. I
wonder if all vampires have to use duress to attain power? One thing I've
noticed by dealing with bullies is that they are afraid, more afraid of the
people they try to intimidate.
In Spike I see a coward that uses murder to achieve the self worth and power
he never had before. He does this by being a bully. You just see him
differently than I do.


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[> [> [> Re: Symantics -- rowan, 20:08:09 03/08/01 Thu

I don't think that killing humans when it's your nature (because they are
your natural food source) is cowardly.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Symantics -- Rufus, 21:20:29 03/08/01 Thu

Humans are just one of many food sources. Killing because you enjoy it is
the work of a coward.


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[> Re: In defense of Spike -- Nina, 15:51:38 03/08/01 Thu

Well I do believe that Spike acts cowardly and still I like the guy
nonetheless. It's not an insult to him. It's a simple constatation. Spike is
the one who said to Angel that four against one was the kind of odds he
liked in a fight!!!!!! Let's not forget that!

His obsession with Slayers allows him to prove himself. But he only killed
two of them. If he had been a Slayer killer he would have sought them
everywhere... make a mission out of it. Merely the first Slayer was an
occasion for him to become a member of the gang. "I've killed one, now I am
one of yours!". Angel confirms those facts. Who says that the second slayer
wasn't a way for Spike to prove his love to Dru once again (maybe she was
flirting elsewhere?). We don't have details. Maybe he seeks Slayers any time
he needs to be proved strong and witty. When he came to Sunnydale in SH he
came to kill the slayer and cure Dru. It really seems that when Spike wants
to kill a slayer it has something to do to strenghten his image as a Big
Bad.It has nothing to do with courage.

Spike is all appearence, we know that. He plays the big bad and just isn't
one. I love that part in the Magic shop when Spike tries to take the Troll
hammer and can't even lift it (Blood Ties) Very interesting when you
remember that Buffy lift it with one hand in Triangle!!!! :)

Spike would be a terrific poker player. I wonder why it never came to his
attention that he could get a lot of money out of it? Maybe it's just easier
to steal? :)


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[> [> Good points, but what is courage -- Traveler, 16:50:18 03/08/01 Thu

I agree with you that image is very important to Spike, maybe more so than
reality, but I wonder what you mean when you say that he doesn't have
courage. If you ask a marine who was awarded the purple heart why he ran
through gun fire to save his buddies, he's not going to say "for America!"
He did it for his buddies, probably without fully thinking about the
consequences. Spike's motivations are not so noble, but can you say that he
has no courage simply because you don't like the reasons for his actions? It
can be argued that Angel fought Wolfram and Hart more because he hated them
than because he thought that it was the right thing to do. Yet, he was
willing to go to Hell in order to defeat them. Surely, that takes courage?

As for wanting 4 to 1 odds... like I said before, Spike isn't stupid. Of
course he wants the odds stacked in his favor. If we say that anyone who
seeks such an advantage is a coward, then all military strategists are
cowards. Same thing about running away. Consider this: no matter HOW many
times Buffy kicked his ass, Spike always came back. Also, good grief woman!
How many Slayers would it take to impress you? I get the impression from the
series' mythology that it is VERY rare to find a vampire who has managed to
kill one slayer, let alone two. Spike went after a third! And who knows if
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[> [> [> Re: Good points, but what is courage -- Nina, 18:22:00 03/08/01 Thu

"Also, good grief woman! How many Slayers would it take to impress you? "

LOL!!!!! I guess that what would really impressed me would be to see Spike
doing something without wanting bonus points. The day I'll see that...
believe me I'll bow down! :)

As for a courage definition I've got one here... not from the dictionary,
but from Eddie Rickenbacker : "Courage is doing what you are afraid to do.
There is no courage unless you're scared."


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[> [> [> [> Ok, you got me :P -- Traveler, 18:34:04 03/08/01 Thu

"Courage is doing what you are afraid to do. There is no courage unless
you're scared."

I was waiting to see how long it would take to get that answer. I noticed
that both times he killed the slayers, he didn't seem to be the least bit
afraid. Even though he had to know intellectually that they could kill him,
he was drunk on his own power and bloodthirst. This is also true every time
he has fought Buffy directly.

"LOL!!!!! I guess that what would really impressed me would be to see Spike
doing something without wanting bonus points."

You know, Spike's behavior has always reminded me how a child or maybe a
young teen would act. He seems to want, more than anything, to be accepted:
William his peers, Spike by vampires, and then finally by Buffy and her
friends. Somehow, that makes him a sympathetic character to me, despite his
evil. Don't we all want acceptance?


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Ok, you got me :P -- Nina, 18:47:43 03/08/01 Thu

"Don't we all want acceptance?"

Of course! :) Spike, for reasons even unknown to me, reminds me of a puppy.
The puppy who is full of energy. He goes after his balls (slayers), waits
for recognition (from his peers: Angel and Dru), a little bone here and
there, a carress, a slap in the face... anything!

As for the quote... I got it from a calendar that a friend sent me! Good if
it met your expectations! :)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Ok, you got me :P -- verdantheart, 06:59:38 03/09/01
Fri

No kidding! Spike is surrounded by dog imagery.

Spike is a name commonly used for dogs. He was loyal and loving to Dru, even
as a vampire. She even called him a "dog" when telling him the chip "tells
you you're not a bad dog. But you are." Even at the end of "The Crush",
after all he had put Buffy through, he bounds after her and bounces around
her like a puppy craving forgiveness and attention. There are so many
examples of this.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Ok, you got me :P -- verdantheart, 07:13:02
03/09/01 Fri

Oh yeah! Even Harmony said he was a dog "who needs to be put down" ("Crush")


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Spike as a dog -- Nina, 08:59:12 03/09/01 Fri

Well to add to the dog metaphor, I would say that Spike goes for leftovers
as dogs do too. It's interesting to note that his two loves (I don't count
Harmony as he didn't love her) where both Angel's former lovers! When he has
a change to slip in he takes what's left!

Oh... bad me... very bad me! :)


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[> [> [> [> Re: Good points, but what is courage -- Rendyl, 20:24:17
03/08/01 Thu

Was putting himself between the Judge and Drusilla a courageous act? He was
still in his wheelchair at the time. He might have been doing it to impress
but the danger was very real and he was outgunned.


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[> [> [> [> [> Ok, now I'm confused -- Traveler, 22:51:01 03/08/01 Thu

"Was putting himself between the Judge and Drusilla a courageous act? He was
still in his wheelchair at the time."

Well darn, I had forgotten about that scene. Did he look like he was afraid,
but did it anyway? If so, maybe Spike isn't a coward after all. I guess the
only thing I really know about him is that he's hard to characterize...


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Ok, now I'm confused -- Rufus, 00:19:08 03/09/01 Fri

I think now you are getting it. He is a coward a bully and, he has done some
things that actually are courageous. So which part of him is the bully and
coward and which part is the courageous one. You have to look at this guy as
two people to understand even a bit of his behavior. He is a bully and a
coward when he submits to his evil nature. He has used that to create Spike.
He did that because bravery and sensitivity got him nowhere in life. He was
bullied so in his unlife he began to resemble the type of person William
would have been bullied by. So, is the vampire demon part of him courageous,
or is there something more going on here. If you only look at him in a
flattering romantic way you miss how much goes on in his mind. What did it
take for him to put down the shotgun and comfort Buffy? Who was that? Is it
William or is some of Spikes humanity surfacing now that he isn't thinking
of people as something to dominate. You have to look closely at all his
reactions to see how much they change in any given situation. He frequently
has moments where just as you think he will do one thing he actually does
the other. To notice this you have to see the bully and coward in him to
appreciate how much against the vampire norm he goes when he does something
decent. The soulless follow the evil star, so Joss says, and we follow the
good star. Vampires are predisposed to evil and we are to good. We all know
that people do very evil things and that is with the predisposition to do
good. So, what is Spike doing? He is angry and hurt, the woman he wants
doesn't want him. So will he destroy her to get even or will something else
happen that he may not have originally planned. If you only see Spike as a
hero you have simplified his choices, you have missed just how much has
happened to him since the chip. If to you he is already a hero, he has
nothing to triumph over. I can see that he is going through so much more. I
do hope he can reject his evil nature and become more, but to do that he has
to want to. He has to stop being a parasite a predator, and become a man.
You only saw the words I used to describe a monster, you failed to realise
that long ago I saw more.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Ok, now I'm confused -- Boxd_man, 16:41:30 03/09/01
Fri

Spike is making the transition from a culture (of vampires) where the way to
get ahead is to dominate those around you to human culture (which you can
get ahead by a number of different ways). He's (very slowly) learning the
old adage "You catch more flys with honey than with vineger" It is a
learning process and we'll see whether he has the patience to undo over 100
years of learned behaviour.


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[> Symantics Redux -- purplegrrl, 11:48:39 03/09/01 Fri

Okay, first of all two things:
1. I've read all the posts to date and can see both sides of this arguement.
2. I am definately a fence-sitter when it comes to the question of
if/when/whether Spike will be redeemed or even *wants* to be redeemed.

That said, I believe that part of the problem is attributing human qualities
to a creature that is not human. To paraphrase Angel: "I look like a man and
I walk like a man, but I am not a man." I think that what we are guilty of
here is anthropomorphizing Spike, at least in small part. (anthropomorphize
= to attribute human form or personality to things not human) Calling Spike
a "killer," a "coward," and a "bully" reminds me of the lions of Tsavo
(featured in the movie "The Ghost and the Darkness" and in Col. Patterson's
book "The Man-Eaters of Tsavo"). If these lions had preyed on other animals
they would have been called "predators." But because they preyed on humans
they were labeled in human terms - killers.

Humans are a vampire's natural prey (or at least they have been since
"Dracula." Folklore vampires reportedly also fed on cattle, dogs, sheep,
etc.). We have seen only two vampires in the Buffyverse who do not get their
blood from humans - Angel and Spike. We can assume that every other vampire
gets their sustinence from humans, whether by merely feeding ("vampire snack
bar") or by feeding and killing. So are we disturbed by the fact that
vampires are predators or by the source of their food (us!)??

Yes, I know that this does not counter the argument that VampWilliam chose
to become Spike, the Big Bad. And honestly, I'm not sure how to address
that. But his change may have been in part that as a vampire he now followed
"the dark star." And as a new vampire, William's "family" made sure he fed
on a human, not some farm animal. There was certainly a fear quotient within
the victim from being attacked by a vampire. As we have discussed before on
this board, this fear-laced blood has an addictive affect on vampires.
Fear-tainted blood tastes better, is more pleasurable, etc., so therefore
the vampire prefers this type over blood taken from a willing donor, blood
bank donations, animal blood from the butcher.

Perhaps if a vampire's first meal is not human, then they become more docile
(could this explain Dalton the vampire?).

And of course all of this begs the question, is Angel not just as guilty (if
not more so) of being a "bully," a "coward," and a "killer" if we are going
to use those terms to label Spike? Presumably both vampires are on the "road
to redemption." Spike does what are viewed as redemptive acts, but does them
for very self-serving reasons. Is this just a behavior rut he's stuck in -
he's always done things that are only in his own best interest and continues
to do so even though he's had to modify his behavior somewhat to accommodate
the chip in his head? Is Angel different just because he has a soul and
feels guilt? Angel didn't act like he had a soul when he locked those
lawyers in with Darla and Drusilla, and he hasn't shown much guilt about it.

I think Spike is like a wild animal that someone tries to make into a pet
(such as a lion, tiger, cougar, etc.) Even if you raise the animal from a
cub and modify their behavior to be accepting of humans (analogous to a chip
in the head), there usually comes a day when they turn on their owners.
Because of Spike's chip, I think in many ways we no longer think of him as a
vampire, just a bad human in need of redemption. We have been lulled into
complacency where Spike is concerned. What we need to watch out for is when
he will turn on us.


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[> [> Re: Symantics Redux -- Rufus, 12:13:26 03/09/01 Fri

Angelus was the worst, he loved the torture the most. And I remember the
blood post because I wrote it.
A very interesting story has been set up. And I think it was on purpose. It
shows just how hard it is for Buffy to kill. Spike rejected Williams life,
Angelus rejected Liams life, they are still acting our traumas and hurts
from their human years. The difference is that they never get past it and
use the memories as a template to base their habits on. Fool for Love was a
smart episode. It made us wonder what happens to a good man when the demon
takes over. The fact that Spike can't kill has made us wonder how much of
the person inhabits the minds of the demon. But we are being complacent in
allowing the fox into the hen house. Spike has made it clear his intent is
to start killing as soon as the chip is out. Williams memories make Spike
more able to fit into a human setting, but his motives are questionable. If
he acts in a way that shows he wants to be redeemed then he is just as open
to it as Angel, but does he? We don't know. Now that it's clear that Buffy
won't or can't love him what will he do?


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[> [> [> Re: Symantics Redux -- rowan, 15:30:36 03/09/01 Fri

For me, it's the torturing, not the flat out feeding, that's the problem.
For example, I may choose to eat meat, but I don't choose to torture the
steer to death. Oh, the humanity (or lack thereof).


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[> [> [> [> Re: Symantics Redux -- Rufus, 16:00:21 03/09/01 Fri

I think that's where the evil part comes in. The torturing that is. And the
choice for the vampire are you dinner or a date? I think that shows that
more goes on in the mind of a vampire than if he prefers human blood to
animal blood.




Moral Gray -- Traveler, 18:22:32 03/08/01 Thu

One thing that still interests me is the treatment of souls in the
Buffyverse. I know that there has already been a thread on this topic, but I
wanted to start with new questions along the same vein. We know that in the
Buffy/Angel series, souls are what provide people with a conscience. Let us
assume for the moment that Spike has developed some sort of conscience, even
if it is only the basic idea "Buffy wouldn't like that" or "it will give me
a headache if I do that." Let us also assume that he is not developing a
soul (although that could be interesting). If this is true, what
purpose/affect do souls have? Are they necessary at all?

Also, it seems that both vampires and humans have souls, just different
kinds, i.e. the demon soul vs. the human soul. Both versions even seem to
have certain moral systems inherent within them (eg, other vampires looking
down on Spike's recent behavior). If this is true, how is it possible to say
from a neutral point of view what is truly moral and what is merely
perspective? Think about the real world implications of this question,
kiddies.


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[> Re: Moral Gray -- LoriAnn, 02:43:20 03/09/01 Fri

Morals are based on a moral system. If the system changes, the morals
change. That's not to make a judgement of which system is best or even if
it's possible to have a "best" system. Most people today do not think it is
immoral to kill and eat what most of us think of as food animals. Most of us
eat beef. To Hindus, as I understand it, that would be immoral or the
equivalent. Most Christians eat pork. Muslims and Jews consider that immoral
or the equivalent. The wider perspective a person has the more clear it is
that little is very clear. In the Buffyverse, what are morals based on for
humans? Whatever it is, obviously, vampires, not being human, don't
participate in that same moral system. Is it possible for a vamp to be a
moral vamp? It probably is although we know little or nothing about what
vamp morals are, and that is partly because we are always insisting that
they should be living by out rules. Our problems with vampires are 1) they
predate US and 2)WE see them as perversions of US. We see both of these
things, predation of humans and possession of human bodies, as immoral.
However, neither idea is based on any absolute moral principle, but only on
self-interest, something vampires, in the Buffyverse seem to understand, and
humans, in the realverse, often simply deny. Perhaps we expect vampires to
play by our rules because they look so much like us, they act so much like
us most of the time, and they seem to think, as we think we do, but they're
not human, and that does make a difference. Are their equivalents to
vampires in the realverse? Not exactly, but any human who is in some way
feeding, literally or otherwise, off a human is looked on as doing something
immoral. It's, therefore, easy to see why we think vampires do immoral
things in the Buffyverse, but again, they're not human. Human rules, made to
protect humans, don't apply.


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[> [> Re: Moral Gray -- Rufus, 12:02:58 03/09/01 Fri

If I go by what you say then nothing any of the vampires has done is wrong.
Buffy is wasting her time and humanity has no value. Vampires don't predate
us, how did one come about if there was no humanity for the basic host for
the demon to infect. It's clear how they came to be and it's in the first
season they tell you. They are corruptions of us because they used to be
human. By drinking blood they spit in the face of humanity. They destroy
what they once were.

Our moral standards do apply to vampired because they are murdering humans.
If I go by what you say that is quite alright and Buffy is a mindless killer
that kills poor misunderstood demons. To allow them to continue on killing
unchecked because you think our morality doesn't apply to them makes no
sense to me. You can't compare a steak from the supermarket to someone who
may be your mother, or brother, friend. It's easy to say that our morals
don't apply to a vampire, but how would you feel if one wiped out one of
your loved ones? As vampires exist on the dark fringes of humanity they are
subject to our morality. They don't kill humans just to feed and that has
been made clear, they kill because they enjoy it.


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[> [> [> Re: Moral Gray -- Masquerade, 12:29:58 03/09/01 Fri

We can say "they can't help what they do", in which case we can't condemn
what they do as wrong. That doesn't mean we shouldn't defend ourselves
against them. When a bear attacks you in the woods, you don't condemn it.
Human morality doesn't apply. It's acting according to its nature. You haul
out your gun and shoot it if you have one, because you still have every
right to defend yourself and you aren't strong enough to simply disable it
and run away.

That's the basis of Buffy's right to kill vampires--defense of human beings.
We value human life, vampires don't. We have a right to defend ourselves
against them even if we can't say they are "morally wrong" for what they do.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Moral Gray -- Rufus, 12:44:25 03/09/01 Fri

Oh no, I'm working twords a "Spike is a killer post:):)

I do think that they are morally wrong in what they do and that is the basis
for Angels need to redeem. But will Spike ever feel the same as Angel does,
or can he? When a vamp is made they throw out the morality of the hosts life
and work on their own moral code, based upon destruction. Too much input
from the humans mind is used for the kills of the vampire to be solely
instinct. We do have a right to defend ourselves and I would be reluctant to
kill a vampire that doesn't kill humans. That is why Buffys job is so hard
she has to sort out the vampires to kill and let go. There is more to her
life than just the kill. If a vampire is doing no harm she frequently lets
them go. If she showed no morality she would kill them all. She sees value
where a vampire does not.


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[> [> [> [> [> And yet again, all threads lead to Spike....;) -- rowan,
15:23:00 03/09/01 Fri


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[> [> [> [> [> Angel's need to redeem -- Jen C., 15:31:27 03/09/01 Fri

"...I do think that they are morally wrong in what they do and that is the
basis for Angels need to redeem. "

I think the primary reason that Angel has such a drive for redemption is the
fact that he is cursed with a human soul. Since what he has done as a
vampire goes against all human morality, his human soul suffers for it.

This raises all sorts of questions (that have been discussed at length on
this board and elsewhere!) as to whether Spike or any other demon can be
redeemed. It would seem to me that, without a human soul, there is no need
for redemption. What would they become if they were redeemed? They're not
human.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Angel's need to redeem -- rowan, 15:33:36 03/09/01 Fri

"This raises all sorts of questions (that have been discussed at length on
this board and elsewhere!) as to whether Spike or any other demon can be
redeemed. It would seem to me that, without a human soul, there is no need
for redemption. What would they become if they were redeemed? They're not
human."

I guess this raises the possibility that a redeemed vampire without a human
soul might be a third thing...a new thing...which may be where Joss is
headed. That may be how Spike's storyline is differentiated from Angel's.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Angel's need to redeem -- Rufus, 15:52:37 03/09/01 Fri

The curse of the gypsies. They gave Angelus back his soul making him Angel.
The curse was to cause him as much pain as they suffered with the loss of
their favorite daughter. Angel has clearly seen his soul as the curse of
knowledge and conscience. It was easy to be a vampire with nothing going on
inside to tell you that the things you have done are wrong. In Reprise Angel
in a moment of despair tried to kill his soul. In Epiphany he realises that
while he can't atone for what he has done wrong he can cease to contribute
to the suffering of man. He now sees his soul as a blessing not a painful
curse to avoid. With Spike we see that vampires are more than mindless
predators. They look dress and act like us. This is why we let them get
close enough to kill us. But what are they missing? Their conscience is gone
in the form of their soul. So while we see a person, they see us as lunch or
a possible permanent date. Spike may not be human as we understand humanity,
but he does do things that make one wonder what is going on in the mind of
the predator. Is the chip and artificial soul or just behavioral enforcer?
We have been told that the vampires never had a choice in what they do but
we see some that have been smart enough to set up brothels, and now we
realise that they in fact can love. If Spike out of choice ceases to kill
any more humans what is he then. Is he capable of that choice or is he
doomed to give into the instinct to kill? The vampires add to the suffering
of man, what do we do if a vampire exercises the choice to reject his
natural preference for evil?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Ooh, salty philosophical goodness... -- Masquerade,
18:21:42 03/09/01 Fri

OK, peoples, I'm seeing good potential for a pro-and-con "Can unsouled
vampires Spike be redeemed" segment some place on my webpage, I just gotta
find the best arguments on both sides. Any votes for "best post on the view"
(on the present board. I'm still trying to figure out how to get the
archives of the old board up on the net).


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Is a Human soul a prerequisite for Redemption? --
Rufus, 20:36:21 03/09/01 Fri

First of all I have to get out of the way what I think of when I use the
word redemption. The being wishing to be redeemed understands the need for
redemption. For that they have to understand that they have done something
wrong. Once they are aware of the nature of their wrongs they have to desire
to redeem themselves. That means they have to do posative acts to prove
their intent. Not a one shot thing, a change in behavior that proves that
they intend to redeem themselves and atone for their wrongs. That is a
permanent process. You can't just do one act and get a reward you have to
change how you behave, permanently.

In the Buffyverse I've read that when the soul of the person departs and
gives way to the vampire, the conscience is gone. The conscience tells us
the difference between right and wrong and helps us act accordingly. Angel
made it clear that it is an easy way to live, a life without regrets. But in
humans it's clear that some people with a conscience act as though they have
none. So the question I ask is that to become aware and want to redeem, does
the candidate need a human conscience?
We know that the vampire is the demon plus the body of the host and the
hosts memories and personality. We were recently told that the soulless
beings in the Buffyverse follow an evil star and their instinct and
preference is evil. Well I see that quality in humans with souls everyday.
So if a human can chuck the demands of the conscience and do horrible acts
to others, can a vampire chuck the demons desire to do evil the same way?
For the demon to understand that it's doing evil it must understand the
behaviors that are good. I've seen Spike do a few very interesting things.
In Becoming 2 he was able to go against the norm and help Buffy even though
he knew it would cause problems for him. Once the chip was put in he still
desired nothing more than a nice kill. It's when he found he loved Buffy did
the desire to change to please her kick in. He knew right from wrong. He was
aware of the difference. If he is able to even for selfish reasons go
against instinct, is he capable of desiring redemption for more than just to
get the girl?
In Reprise Holland Manners says that evil lives in the heart of every living
being. I consider vampires a form of life. So if evil lives in the heart of
every living being, does good? Spike has shown us that he can love, is
capable of great feeling, and is perceptive. Is the presense of the ability
to love enough to help a vampire choose between right and wrong? Can this
love help them to desire to atone for their acts? If a soul is not a
prerequisite to commit evil acts, is it a prerequistite to do good? Is it
the only prerequisite for redemption?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> The $1,000,000 question... -- Traveler, 22:58:59
03/09/01 Fri

"Spike has shown us that he can love, is capable of great feeling, and is
perceptive. Is the presense of the ability to love enough to help a vampire
choose between right and wrong? Can this love help them to desire to atone
for their acts? If a soul is not a prerequisite to commit evil acts, is it a
prerequistite to do good? Is it the only prerequisite for redemption?"

If you can completely/accurately answer this question, you will successfully
blow my mind. The only guess that I can hazard is that the answer probably
depends on how strong Spike's love really is. If Buffy hates him, will he
still want to live the kind of life she would approve of?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: The $1,000,000 question... -- Marya,
04:14:19 03/11/01 Sun

In Judgement the Prio Motu demon, a demon that had been "bred to maim and
massacre," seemed pretty much as evil and souless as they come. Yet he had
turned away from evil, had become a champion, and was a student of Buddhism.
We never find out what his motivations to change his ways are. But, to me
this pretty much sets a precedent in the Buffyverse that a souless demon can
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Can Spike be redeemed? -- Rufus, 12:14:39
03/11/01 Sun

Yup, I spoke about the Prio Moto at length awhile ago. If that one demon
could exercise choice then why can't other demons to the same thing. We were
cut short by the info from one of the writers that Spike had no choice in
his behavior. Recently JW gave us another bit on information on what he
considered the difference between a souled and unsouled being. That in short
being the souled beings intsinct to do good, and the unsouled beings
instinct to follow evil. With that bit of news we can now look at vampires a
bit differently. In Crush it was established that vampires were capable of
love, a trait we had argured over as people thought that no soul equalled
the total inability to do anything that wasn't evil. Then we argued that
even with the ability to love the vampire could only do evil. Now we have a
bit more room to speculate.
Spike is quite different from Angelus in his ability to love. He doesn't
fear love like Angelus, and if in love makes no bones about seeking it out.
Also he is now shunned by other vampires due to helping the Slayer. First in
B2 and then after getting the chip. In the earlier seasons it was clear that
Spike loved the creature comforts of humanity, we were just the Happy Meals
on legs. But as the seasons have progressed we have seen him become more
isolated from the demon world. He is doing more things that make one think
he is adapting to the human world. He watches television and gets quite
involved in the storylines, he is eating like he actually enjoys the food,
he does seek out humans to talk to. The story in Crush brought forward the
unseen shrine to Buffy, and his behavior with Dru was one big step back. The
one thing was clear though, no matter what his first intentions regarding
Buffy in the episode he was able to override his instinct to destroy and
protect Buffy. In fact she only looked pissed off and not actually in fear
of the situation. That episode was at best confusing. If Spike was a threat
he sure wasn't treated as such. When he showed up at the Magic Shop he did
try to lie his way out of trouble and was told to get lost from Giles. That
ended with the Buffybot. We are yet to see the plans he has for the
synthetic woman.
One thing is clear, everytime Spike has started to do something evil he has
been able to change his mind and actually stop the activity. I find that
trait something worth looking at.
We may not trust Spike as he is so changeable but we have to consider one
thing, is this trait one that could lead him to desire redemption? The fact
that Spike can love, has been able to help humanity against his evil nature,
makes me think that he could actually go one step further and desire
redemption. He sure isn't there yet but is he on his way there? Spike is
alone now, with his thoughts, will those thoughts return him to evil or will
he be able to go beyond his hurt feelings and desire to make things right
with the SG?
I think that Spike,if he desires and does the actions that prove that
desire, can be redeemed. If humanity is capable of such great evil with a
soul, then why can't Spike without a soul desire more than evil in his life.
His predisposition for evil may be present but may not be his destiny. Now
the choice is Spikes and Spikes only. He can prove that his latest attempt
at humanity is an illusion that will disintigrate as surly as the rising sun
would destroy the demon. Or, he can move beyond that and follow his heart
that craves more than to live alone in the dark. He can be redeemed but we
can't make him want it,as all posts lead to Spike and it's Spikes choice
now.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Can Spike be redeemed? -- Nina,
14:34:49 03/11/01 Sun

I remember having read a great deal of info during my philosophy classes
about people having been found on isolated islands. What were called "Wild
children". They had been abandonned there and they had no sense of morality
at all. They coudn't say what was right from what was wrong.

The way we interact with others is completely dependant of the way we are
taught those moral values. If we are raised within a loving family and taugh
good values (generosity, love, compassion...) we have less opportunity to
one day revert to bad behavior. If we are raised with violence, hatred,
despise, there are good chances that the way we'll behave around people will
be reflected by those values.

William, from the little we know, know what love is. He isn't attracted by
violent acts. His mind is filled with beauty. He says himself that he is a
good man. He has a set of what we could call good values. We can assume that
those values were taught to him through his family and that he's interacting
with people according to the way he was treated.

When he is turned into a vampire, Spike finds a new family. And that family
will teach him new values, new way to interact with people. Would he have
been turned into a vamp by Harmony, I doubt he would ever have become what
we know of him! I once refered that Spike looked like a Puppy. Puppies are
little dogs, like children are little adults. Like a child he will need
gratification and acceptance of his new family. He wasn't pleased with what
life gave him when he was a good man, as a vamp he acquires a new family,
new values and has a chance to change all that.

His new family is like a motorcycle gang. You have to prove yourself to be
part of that gang. The motto? Kill, torture, have fun doing it. Take, don't
give. Don't even need to feel guilty about anything, because you are soul
free. Spike passes the tests and wins a good reputation. He acts with a set
of wrong values.

Spike has known the two sides of the coin. Good and wrong values. At one
point though, he is pushed away from the demon population. Abandonned by
Dru, chipped and hated from his peers, the two sides of the coin suddenly
merge. Out of love his primary instinct for good will emerge, but in any
other circumstances, he'll still embrace the evil side.

The way I see it, if family (or friends, or social circle) can change the
way we are, the way we think, influence our values, it can also change
Spike. He's been interacting more and more with humans, as Rufus stated, he
drinks and eats like a human. (I even suspect that a lot of times when we
get to see that he has blue eyes... it's intented to see his human side) To
ask anyone to change by themselves,alone is just inhuman. It's even
impossible. The desire to change must come from within, I do agree with
that. But you can't change values all alone. The only way for Spike to ever
tend to do good would be to want it first, but also to get help and
support.If he's let alone too long without anyone to talk to he will become
like Robinson Crusoe on his island, like those wild children. Without any
interaction be it with the demon or human world, Spike has no chance to
become anything.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Can Spike be redeemed? -- Nina,
14:36:59 03/11/01 Sun

I remember having read a great deal of info during my philosophy classes
about people having been found on isolated islands. What were called "Wild
children". They had been abandonned there and they had no sense of morality
at all. They coudn't say what was right from what was wrong.

The way we interact with others is completely dependant of the way we are
taught those moral values. If we are raised within a loving family and taugh
good values (generosity, love, compassion...) we have less opportunity to
one day revert to bad behavior. If we are raised with violence, hatred,
despise, there are good chances that the way we'll behave around people will
be reflected by those values.

William, from the little we know, know what love is. He isn't attracted by
violent acts. His mind is filled with beauty. He says himself that he is a
good man. He has a set of what we could call good values. We can assume that
those values were taught to him through his family and that he's interacting
with people according to the way he was treated.

When he is turned into a vampire, Spike finds a new family. And that family
will teach him new values, new way to interact with people. Would he have
been turned into a vamp by Harmony, I doubt he would ever have become what
we know of him! I once refered that Spike looked like a Puppy. Puppies are
little dogs, like children are little adults. Like a child he will need
gratification and acceptance of his new family. He wasn't pleased with what
life gave him when he was a good man, as a vamp he acquires a new family,
new values and has a chance to change all that.

His new family is like a motorcycle gang. You have to prove yourself to be
part of that gang. The motto? Kill, torture, have fun doing it. Take, don't
give. Don't even need to feel guilty about anything, because you are soul
free. Spike passes the tests and wins a good reputation. He acts with a set
of wrong values.

Spike has known the two sides of the coin. Good and wrong values. At one
point though, he is pushed away from the demon population. Abandonned by
Dru, chipped and hated from his peers, the two sides of the coin suddenly
merge. Out of love his primary instinct for good will emerge, but in any
other circumstances, he'll still embrace the evil side.

The way I see it, if family (or friends, or social circle) can change the
way we are, the way we think, influence our values, it can also change
Spike. He's been interacting more and more with humans, as Rufus stated, he
drinks and eats like a human. (I even suspect that a lot of times when we
get to see that he has blue eyes... it's intented to see his human side) To
ask anyone to change by themselves,alone is just inhuman. It's even
impossible. The desire to change must come from within, I do agree with
that. But you can't change values all alone. The only way for Spike to ever
tend to do good would be to want it first, but also to get help and
support.If he's let alone too long without anyone to talk to he will become
like Robinson Crusoe on his island, like those wild children. Without any
interaction be it with the demon or human world, Spike has no chance to
become anything.


I know i'm hijaking a reply thread, -- St. Pecadillo, 06:20:50 03/09/01 Fri

...but want to get this out now. I'm sure thses topics have been mentioned
previously, but I've got too many thoughts to wait til after, here goes:

0. Spike-lubbers...yeesh. Okay, i admit i am biased, been an Angel/Buffy
enthusiast since the first episode, but Spike is a favorite character of
mine. Really. He was such a fun big bad, and even chipped, his evil
perspective is riot (ex. - his smile at Buffy upon Xander spilling the beans
at the end of "Pangs"). His crush on Buffy has been a lotta laughs (ex. -
Spike smelling her sweater OR his dreams of making out or fighting with
Buffy, 'tho I think i enjoyed it more because it was Stickin' it to Riley
"moan, she doesn't love" Finn). Still, I feel abeit unnerved that so many
people have fallen in love with the notion of Spike winning Buffy over or
worse - I saw a whole lotta fan fics that held this senario in common ->
Spike/Buffy become a team after she had been vamped (not completely, she has
a HUMAN SOUL) and together they save the world, yadda yadda. I didn't have
the heart to finish it. Makes me go back to the discussion over our
fascination with dark,evil figures.

(1/2). I can't decide yet if I agree that demon souls for example a vampire
like Spike can be reformed or redeemed - can conditioned non-violence to
humans will change his values truly? Regardless, He is still the same
unrepenitent murderer as always, even when impotent to continue. He admits
it when referring to Drusilla as his slavation from mediocracy.

1.Using the momentum of the first two items, I don't believe Buffy is
capable of loving Spike no matter how much sexual tension she might possibly
feel with him. I know it wouldn't make sense if it couldn't work out for
Buffy and Angel (no, that's too wishy-washy of an argument). She loved Angel
long before she understood what kind of death and evil he was (somewhat)
responsible for/capable of (as Angelus). She's known Spike's evil very well
by now, so I don't think she can possibly put that behind her to develop
true romance and affection for him.

okay promise to post any urges on a new thread next time, - St. P


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[> or not -- St. Pecadillo, 06:25:40 03/09/01 Fri

...since this is by itself.


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[> Re: I know i'm hijaking a reply thread, -- Nina, 08:36:38 03/09/01 Fri

This is where the third path option is far way more interesting! :) That
will become my motto! LOL!!!!!

As for shippers of any sort, I don't think neither will ever see what they
want on screen. That's why fanfiction exists. Angel and Buffy have no chance
to ever be a couple again. Look in real life what happens: when being apart
for a long period of time very few couples manage to stay together. Angel
and Buffy are not even a couple anymore. I don't believe in a Buffy/Angel
relationship anymore, they grew apart too much from their own experience. I
don't believe in a Buffy/Spike relationship either now. In OomM Spike's
reflection about Pacey tells it all.

I used to watch Dawson's Creek as I never had a real teenagehood and wanted
to see how teenagers where going through that phase nowadays. Anyway, Spike
says that Pacey is a blind idiot because he doesn't see that the girl
doesn't love him. Very fascinating remark!!! Pacey pined for Joey during all
season 3 (last year) very much like Spike pines over Buffy this season. DC's
fans where all for a Pacey/Joey relationship... and so it finally happened.
Now, the interesting part of the remark is that when OomM aired, Pacey had
the girl for quite awhile already. And even though I stopped watching DC, I
got a few peeks and I would have the same opinion as Spike. Joey does't love
Pacey back (she's still way too involved with feelings for her best friend),
even though fans still believe she does.

This bring me to say a few things: 1- Spike is really a fine psychologist
when it comes to disect relationships 2- Since Pacey and Joey are together
the show is just so boring that I can understand why Spike was so bored
while watching it.3- I donp't think that Joss and co would go with that kind
of scenario which is doomed in advance.

I personally think that Buffy realizing that she had to be comfortable with
Buffy was a very important step for her to take. One many people should take
before engaging in any kind of relationship. Let her be alone for a while.
the soul mate is supposed to appear this season, so I've heard.... let it be
a surprise!


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[> [> How DC clichés become Buffy metaphors:) -- Aquitaine, 09:14:50
03/09/01 Fri

"Anyway, Spike says that Pacey is a blind idiot because he doesn't see that
the girl doesn't love him. Very fascinating remark!!!"

Talk about seeing things differently! I always assumed that the Pacey/Joey
reference was used as a 'metaphor' (as much as DC can be construed
metaphorically) for Riley and Buffy's relationship. LOL. Remember, this
little scene occurs in close proximity to the one where Riley tells Xander
that Buffy doesn't love him...

Of course, I definitely see Spike as being developed as 'the long-haul guy'.
If the writers didn't want us to speculate on this point, they wouldn't have
had Spike use that turn of phrase, IMO.


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[> [> [> Re: How DC clichés become Buffy metaphors:) -- Nina, 10:36:49
03/09/01 Fri

Hmmm.... how complicated am I? Even though I believe in what I wrote, I also
believe in what you said Aquitaine. Talk about issues! LOL!!!!


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[> [> [> Re: How DC clichés become Buffy metaphors:) -- rowan, 15:21:03
03/09/01 Fri

"Of course, I definitely see Spike as being developed as 'the long-haul
guy'. "

I'm in 100% agreement with you, Aquitaine! As long as they don't move him to
AtS...I worry about that. I hope if they do that, they still keep him grey
and not back in black...


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[> [> [> Re: How DC clichés become Buffy metaphors:) -- Rufus, 16:09:29
03/09/01 Fri

Okay I can see the possibility of a long haul situation. But one or two
words of warning to Buffy. If Spike starts to call you "my little blooming
onion"....run for the sharp pointing wooden thing and don't stop to ask what
kind of dip he would like?


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[> [> [> [> Re: How DC clichés become Buffy metaphors:) -- rowan, 17:48:12
03/09/01 Fri

"But one or two words of warning to Buffy. If Spike starts to call you "my
little blooming onion"....run for the sharp pointing wooden thing and don't
stop to ask what kind of dip he would like."

Are you afraid he might want to...nibble?


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: How DC clichés become Buffy metaphors:) -- Aquitaine,
20:18:29 03/09/01 Fri

You guys constantly surprise me. We have these long-winded debates about
redemption, love and going dark and we all cherish/harbour wildly different
pet theories:) regarding Spike. So, I figure that, if I come right out and
make a provocative statement like 'I think Spike is being set up as the
long-haul guy' in a short 'Little Bit' post, I should expect (and am half
hoping for - since I need to snap out of this obsession) a flurry of
vituperative replies regarding my self-delusion. And *what* do you go and
do? You all AGREE with me! LOL.

What's the deal? (Gunnism) Were you all waiting for someone to mention the
long-haul elephant in the room and I just happened to be the first one to
shoot the sacred cow? (Sorry for the mixed metaphor:)

To echo Nina, I think we have all have serious 'issues' here. LOL.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: How DC clichés become Buffy metaphors:) -- Rufus,
20:40:52 03/09/01 Fri

Yes I'm so conflicted, in one hand I have a stake and the other an offer of
a television remote so I can watch Passions with Spike. I need chocolate and
to consult my cat to regain some clarity.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Elephants, cows, and onions, oh my! -- Rendyl, 21:23:59
03/09/01 Fri

Aquitaine, was that a mixed metaphor or an new Ben and Jerrys ice cream
flavor? And when we ponder dipping Spike in chocolate are we getting a
little vampy ourselves?

I was reading some scripts today and noticed that Spike frequently called
Harmony little food nicknames. "my little foam latte" and "mon petite creme
brulee" (scriptsite spelling-not mine) as well as 'sweatbreads' that someone
else mentioned. However he never calls Buffy any food names. More fuel for
your long-haul elephant. :)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Elephants, cows, and onions, oh my! -- Aquitaine,
12:49:26 03/11/01 Sun

"However he never calls Buffy any food names. More fuel for your long-haul
elephant. :)"

Fuel indeed! ROFL.

Let's see... what *does* he call her? He's called her 'Slayer'; 'Summers';
'Cutie', once that I can remember; 'Pet' once in IWMTLY, quite significantly
since that's what he called Dru; 'Missy' in SB; 'Bitch' *cough* kinda
self-explanatory; 'Luv'...

Can anyone think of any more? There doesn't seem to be a food fetish here!


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Elephants, cows, and onions, oh my! -- rowan,
15:05:06 03/11/01 Sun

Blondie?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Elephants, cows, and onions, oh my! -- Jen
C., 23:47:38 03/11/01 Sun

Sunshine..


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Elephants, cows, and onions, oh my! --
rowan, 20:38:28 03/12/01 Mon

Ah yes, one of the things that a vampire definitely can't have without being
destroyed...not too ironic a nickname, hmm? Spike seeking out that which
will kill him in the end.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Elephants, cows, and onions, oh my! --
Aquitaine, 07:49:47 03/13/01 Tue

"not too ironic a nickname, hmm? Spike seeking out that which will kill him
in the end."

Moth to a flame, death wish much?

I'm thinking we haven't heard or seen the last of Willow's ball of sunshine.
I don't know if Glory could be brought down with it, i.e. make night/day and
morph her back into Ben or something like that, but I know Spike wouldn't
last too long if it was unleashed in his presence:(


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Elephants, cows, and onions, oh my!
-- rowan, 17:57:54 03/13/01 Tue

Yes, Spike told Buffy all about her slayer death wish, but neglected to
mention his own.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: How DC clichés become Buffy metaphors:) -- Elizabeth,
21:36:02 03/09/01 Fri

OK, I didn't want to leap in against the tide, since it seemed against me,
but this whole "long haul guy" things makes me want to heave. In a happy
way, of course. : )


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[> [> [> Am I the only one? -- Elizabeth, 07:44:42 03/10/01 Sat

Who thinks the "New Spike" is a watered-down boring version of his old self?
Who found him much more interesting and complex as Buffy's foe? Who thinks
that the ultimately mark of a character's worth is NOT whether they can be
"redeemed" or not??

I love Spike for who he was in Season II, in "The Harsh Light of Day/In the
Dark", in the subway flashback in FFL.

A challenge for Buffy, a constant reminder that in the real world, there is
unrepetent Evil out there that wants to hurt you, that will only help you if
there's something in it for them, that's clever, funny, and entertaining
because it puts a pleasant face on its evil (the scariest thing of all is an
attractive, seductive serial killer).

Spike used to mean something. Now, he's boring.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Am I the only one? -- Aquitaine, 08:12:57 03/10/01 Sat

I thought as you do up until FFL. After all, what's the point of having a
vampire regular on the show if that vampire isn't a *real* vampire? However,
once I saw Spike switch gears at the end of the porch scene, my heart sunk
to my ankles and I knew at once that nothing would ever be the same for him.
My experience of him as a viewer has never been the same either. I could
never enjoy S2 Spike the same way again. In short, the S2 Spike that I loved
has become, and would be, impossible for me to enjoy because of the
knowledge I have gained over Seasons 4&5. In a way, it's as if the writers
have burnt all of Spike's bridges back to S2 Spike (no gang, no girl, no
vamp prowess) much in the same way they seem to be cutting Buffy off from
her ties to the world (sorry, digressing).

So while I agree with you that S2 Spike has been watered down, I do think
that we have been shown a character (and an actor) with greater range than
we ever expected to see.

On a lighter note, I was reading a thread on another board where viewers
were discussing whether S2 Spike or S5 Spike was sexier. It seemed that
those who found S5 Spike sexier thought so precisely because he was neutered
as a vamp i.e. the evil energy was sublimated into sexual energy, while
those who liked S2 Spike saw S5 Spike as an emasculated version of the
'Original'.

Elizabeth, have you considered the light at the end of the tunnel that is
Nina's Third Theory (Spike doesn't revert, doesn't get redeemed but
something else happens...)? She doesn't know what the theory is yet - though
I'm convinced she'll settle on something soon - and up to now we all agree
with its tenets;0 LOL.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Am I the only one? -- Elizabeth, 08:29:43 03/10/01 Sat

Mmmm... That's one of those "I put my faith in Joss" things. I want to. I
really do! I want to believe that Spike will Not be redeemed, and that his
story will stay fresh and interesting and not comic-book bad guy. And Lord
help us, not "love and a pesky chip defanged me" happy boring good guy,
either.

But right now, it still looks like it could go in any direction at all. No,
actually, it's still sort of heading in the pathetic direction.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Am I the only one? -- Nina, 10:09:51 03/10/01 Sat

"Elizabeth, have you considered the light at the end of the tunnel that is
Nina's Third Theory (Spike doesn't revert, doesn't get redeemed but
something
else happens...)? She doesn't know what the theory is yet - though I'm
convinced she'll settle on something soon - and up to now we all agree with
its
tenets;0 LOL."

Are you asking me to come clean and finally take a stand? LOL!!!! A lot of
people say that they are sitting on the fence, watching what's going on and
ready to go either way. I find myself beeing the ball that bounces from one
camp to the other. To be honest, completely honest... I crave for a
redemption/love story, but the writer side of me wants more than that. Hence
the third path option. I don't want to settle for something easy. I want to
be blown away. And I wouldn't be blown away with Spike turning bad, Spike
turning good or Spike finally getting Buffy to love him. With all the crazy
theories I've heard out there about the season finale... I have confidence
that Joss and co are going to put out a real fireworks for us and beat all
those theories.

Be sure that as soon as a settle in a camp... you'll know it! ;)

As for the third path option I pretty much envision Buffy and Spike going
even lower than they are. They have to go in the darkest place so Dawn can
appear. I also have this little scenario in my head where the Council
Watcher Lady comes back and reveals new facts about Spike (after all she did
make a thesis on him) So what if William was supposed to be a watcher?
(could explain the Restless dream) or what if he becomes a kind of demon
like Doyle? What if Glory by putting her hands in his head destroys the
chip, but gives him something else too?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Am I the only one? -- Aquitaine, 12:16:01 03/10/01 Sat

"Are you asking me to come clean and finally take a stand?"

LOL. Not really. I'm enjoying the greyness of Spike and of all the Spike
theories.

"I don't want to settle for something easy. I want to be blown away."

Yes. Great expectations.

***

BTW, in that little scenario in your head, do you happen to play the role of
the CWLady? Just wondering... ;)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Am I the only one? -- Nina, 12:55:54 03/10/01 Sat

"BTW, in that little scenario in your head, do you happen to play the role
of the CWLady? Just wondering... ;)"

LOL!!!!!!!! I'm very bad at role playing! I just really like her. And that
thesis really bugs me, I want it to be of some use! :)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Am I the only one? -- Reid, 18:38:06 03/10/01 Sat

I think that the third option may already be in place. I have always been in
the camp that Spike is really still evil and also _really_ does love
Buffy--even though his evil nature makes this come out in some fairly
twisted ways.

I read a spoiler (which I won't detail) that made me think that Spike might
prove to Buffy and/or the Scooby Gang that his feelings for her are sincere.
While I would feel fairly betrayed if she fell in love with him, or started
any kind of romantic tryst with him at all, I _could_ see a change of
disposition if she realized he was sincere.

Say, for example, that he gets the chip out and still acts to protect and/or
please her. He would be a dangerous, unpredictable ally, but an ally
nonetheless.

I think I like Spike as the ally who can't _quite_ be trusted, but can't
realistically be disposed of either. The love interest in Buffy makes this
possible in BtVS; I don't see how it could work on AtS.

But, as several have opined, I trust Whedon and Co. to make it all work
somehow.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Am I the only one? -- Marya, 20:57:42 03/10/01 Sat

"Say, for example, that he gets the chip out and still acts to protect
and/or please her. He would be a dangerous, unpredictable ally, but an ally
nonetheles"

I like it! It allows for a change in Spike without that trumpets blowing
redemption thing. And wouldn't be a betrayal of the character that was
established before.


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[> Re: I know i'm hijaking a reply thread, -- JBone, 20:38:09 03/09/01 Fri

I've never been a B/S shipper or a B/A shipper. I wouldn't consider myself a
B/R shipper, but I kind of rooted for Riley, being I am a farm boy from corn
country myself. And I've always preferred the entertaining Spike character
over the "oh my god, how boring" Angel character. Regardless, it boggles my
mind reading all these testimonies by B/S shippers. And believe me, I've
read hundreds. It explains to me why all these serial killers can get
married after they are convicted, and on death row. I believe it is more of
a problem with society that a large piece of a fan base of a tv show want
the hero to fall in love with a killer, than it is one of the writers are
keeping Buffy and Spike apart or as I've seen on other boards "being mean to
Spike".

Maybe Spike can redeem himself. But I don't think Angel is close and he has
been working towards that for most of the run of BtVS. As far as I'm
concerned, Spike hasn't started yet. And once I start reading references to
Dawsons Creek, I just tune out.


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[> [> Re: I know i'm hijaking a reply thread, -- Rendyl, 21:04:51 03/09/01
Fri

Consider your statement

***I believe it is more of a problem with society that a large piece of a
fan base of a tv show want the hero to fall in love with a killer***

Angel was a killer. Riley was a killer and had that cute little "suck my
lifeblood baby" addiction. (before everyone jumps in Riley was prepared to
kill any demon. Questions of good or evil did not enter into for him) Giles
has tortured people in his Ripper persona. Buffy herself kills as a calling.
It is simplistic to say "Spike is a killer" and expect that to encompass the
whole of his character.

If some fans have become confused about the Buffy/Spike relationship it is
not because they are all weird serial killer worshippers. It is because the
writers chose to suggest the relationship. Fury and others can put down fans
of the possible pairing all they like but it doesn't change that we only
watch the show. He and the other writers create it. They brought this aspect
out and ran with it. They opened the way for fans to believe it was okay
with the Angel story. Then enhanced it with the 'chip' for Spike.

As for your Dawsons remark...you can find truths and points to ponder in
almost any show. (well...maybe not Black Scorpion, but all the rest)
Cartoons, soaps, cooking shows, and even teen angsty dramas can all have a
deeper meaning than the obvious storyline.


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[> [> [> Re: I know i'm hijaking a reply thread, -- JBone, 21:42:53 03/09/01
Fri

We are all killers whether we've swatted a fly or hunted a deer, and drank
the blood of the kill. But if I'm force to go into the humanity of it all,
you're only evil if you kill a good guy. You can kill everyone or anything
else you want. Long live Spike! Long live Spikes perfect love for Buffy!

I don't believe the relationship is that confused. I think that they have
been having this "relationship" for the laughs. The sh*ts and giggles of it.
I don't believe it will or should go anywhere.

But I do believe Spike is one deadly smart ass. And for that, I am in awe.
(the was some sarcasm in the first paragraph)


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[> [> [> [> Re: I know i'm hijaking a reply thread, -- Nina, 21:55:02
03/09/01 Fri

"I don't believe the relationship is that confused. I think that they have
been having this "relationship" for the laughs. The sh*ts and giggles of it.
I don't
believe it will or should go anywhere. "

I've posted bellow an interview with MN who says that it isn't a joke and it
has to be taken seriously. Let's believe her.

Now as to marry serial killers... let's not go that far. Spike is tv
character.... as I said in a funny thread that was posted a while back, if
we could use the gusy from the show and make them do house chores for us...
I'd keep Spike ouside (but close enough to watch!;)

The Buffy/Spike relationship is interesting because the writers themselves
chose to play with us that way. They give us crumps of information and as
starving dogs we jump on them... you don't have to! We are all free to chose
what crump we want to eat or not! :)


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: I know i'm hijaking a reply thread, -- Aquitaine,
09:21:47 03/13/01 Tue

They give us crumps of information and as starving dogs we jump on them...
you don't have to! We are all free to chose what crump we want to eat or
not! :)"

Nina, I just recognised this for the French metaphor that it is:) Does this
make us 'bitches' by definition, in the Spike/Crush scheme of things? LOL.




Classic Movie Of the Week - Mar. 9th 2001 -- OnM, 19:24:48 03/09/01 Fri

It's true that all the men you knew
Were dealers who said they were through
With dealing, every time you gave them shelter
I know that kind of man
It's hard to hold the hand
Of anyone who is reaching for the sky
Just to surrender.

Like any dealer he was watching for the card
That is so high and wild
He'll never need to deal another
He was just some Joseph
Looking for a manger

And then leaning on your windowsill
He'll say one day you've caused his will
To weaken with your love and warmth and shelter
And then taking from his wallet
An old schedule of trains
He'll say, "I told you when I came, I was a stranger"

______________________ Leonard Cohen

Last week, I was debating for quite some time as to what movie would be most
appropriate to *The
Body*, and finally decided, as you know, on *The Seventh Seal* by director
Ingmar Bergman. This week,
I've decided to follow up with a movie that was one of the main runners-up,
and only lost out because
while relevant to the events in *The Body*, it was a sort of tangential
relevance, in that the focus of this
film seems to be more about fate, and how different individuals react to it
in different ways, whether they
tempt it, or even ignore it.

Also, many of the overall themes involved have greater relation to the
philosophical vision of the
Buffyverse as a whole, rather than just the specifics of *The Body*.
Whatever the 'ship, this is still yet
another of my all time favorites, a film which gifts one with truly lasting
impressions, presented in a
masterly artistic vision of shadow and light and mood.

The film begins with a scene of a man riding into what just barely passes
for a town, really a ramshackle
collection of buildings, amidst the mountains of the western United States.
Things look pretty depressing,
despite the potential majesty of the landscape. It is pouring rain, there is
mud everywhere, the soil itself
seems to take back as much as it gives. Indeed, the entire sequence of
opening scenes suggests that
humanity is not really welcome here, but here they are nonetheless, building
a church, building a saloon,
faith and commerce intertwined, selfless and selfish all at once, all the
while staring fate in its
never-blinking eye as if playing a game of poker with God.

We are soon introduced more directly to one of our two main protagonists,
played by Warren Beatty in
what is still, I think, his finest role. A little while later, we meet the
other, played by Julie Christie, whose
character becomes a fulcrum upon which Beatty's John McCabe will try to
leverage his vision for this
desolate place. As we discover much later on, leverage isn't always enough.
Is the lever too weak, or is the
object simply too large and immovable?

"If a frog had wings", as McCabe is so fond of relating to anyone who will
listen, "he wouldn't bump his
ass so much when he hops".

John may see his potential paramour and business partner, Mrs. Miller, as
the wings that will help his
froggy self get those bruises off his posterior, but of course, 'tis not to
be. No matter what, it seems that
something always goes wrong, and while it is easy to blame any number of
factors, everything acts as if it
was foreordained. This film is a study in dissolution, a moody, atmospheric
fable that penultimately asks
the question: Is emotional detachment the only way to survive the harshness
that is life, or even if one
must pay the ultimate penality, is the attempt to engage the world
passionately worth the cost? The desire
to rise to a greater destiny than the mediocrity that bespeaks our daily
lives is a Siren song that calls to us
all, or do we just think we hear it? Is it all just an illusion that, opium
like, tantalizes us with possibility, but
then fades as the smoke disperses? Do we call, or lay down our hand, perhaps
even giving up the holy
game of poker?

You must, of course, draw your own conclusions, as I present for your
consideration, this weeks Classic
Movie, Robert Altman's *McCabe and Mrs. Miller*.

This movie is, in my humble opin, the greatest work by this master
filmmaker. The screenwriting,
photography, editing, acting, and perfectly chosen music score by Leonard
Cohen combine in a synergistic
fashion, and in short order you are lost within this universe of a past time
and place, involved in the lives of
these characters so ordinary and yet so unforgettable.

One final (technical) note: If possible, I recommend that you try to find
the widescreen version of the film,
as Altman continually uses the entire frame to great cinematic effect,
enough so that even if you have a
smallish TV, it is worth putting up with the letterboxing to see the visuals
as they were intended.

E. Pluribus Cinema, Unum,

OnM


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[> Re: Classic Movie Of the Week - Mar. 9th 2001 -- Aquitaine, 21:31:27
03/09/01 Fri

OK. This film, I *have* to rent. I'm way too curious now, especially with
the Leonard Cohen excerpt...

Speaking of 'the monk of Mount Royal', here is a stanza from a poem of his
called "Disguises" that is sort of Buffy-related, at least in my head. I
gather Leonard wasn't all monk-y, celibate-y or buddhist-y at the time he
composed these lines so, if you have delicate sensibilities, you should
probably turn back now):

Goodbye sex fiends of Beaver Pond
who dreamed of being jacked off
by electric milking machines.
You had no Canada Council.
You had to open little boys
with a pen-knife.
I loved your statement to the press:
'I didn't think he'd mind.'
Goodbye articulate monsters
Abbott and Costello have met Frankenstein.

Thanks once again for the wonderful movie suggestion and review (teaser),
OnM.


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[> Re: Classic Movie Of the Week - Mar. 9th 2001 -- purplegrrl, 10:57:18
03/12/01 Mon

Hmmm. Never thought of "McCabe and Mrs. Miller" relating to the Buffyverse.
Always a little too turbid for me - I like my Westerns more straight
forward. Of course, I'm not really sure this movies is a "Western," it
happens to be situated in a western town in the late 1800s. Has more of a
1970s philosophical feel to it.


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[> [> Re: Classic Movie Of the Week - Mar. 9th 2001 -- OnM, 20:45:40
03/12/01 Mon

One of the main reasons that I started this little weekly movie thing was to
(hopefully) get other boarders to contribute their own thoughts regarding
the similarities between the Buffyverse and its characters and philosophies
to the films characters and philosophies.

Since this was the case, and since I already contribute a lot of posts to
the board and don't wish to 'hog' it, I have generally avoided doing these
analyses myself. So, please, if anyone has any such thoughts, put 'em down
here and see what happens!

I agree, purplegrrl, this certainly isn't your normal 'western', which is
one reason that I like it so much, I really don't care much for the genre as
a whole, since it seemes so cliched to me. I think that the closest thing
I've ever seen to a 'traditional' western that I really liked was *Lonesone
Dove*, and a lot of that related to the good writing and attempt at greater
realism in its depiction of the west around the turn of the century.

In the meantime, think about the two main characters of *McCabe and Mrs.
Miller*. McCabe pretends to be a 'dangerous' man, but he's really a poseur
(sound familiar?). He acts like he's in control and that he is in charge of
his own destiny, but Mrs. Miller seems to influence him in a way that proves
otherwise. He falls in love with her, but she keeps him at arms length while
simultaneously sending ambiguous signals as to whether or not ahe truly
cares for him (sound familiar?) Also, she sees emotional detachment as a way
of retaining her 'power' over the world in general and the men who use her
in particular.

Now, McCabe isn't Spike or Angel, and Mrs. Miller isn't Buffy or Darla, but
what goes on here as the film plays out really resonates with all the things
we have been discussing as to their 'relationships'. The film ends with what
are unquestionably haunting-- and depressing-- images. Would a Spike/Buffy
or Angel/Darla 'ship be similarly doomed? And for similar reasons? I think
it would.

But tell me what *you* think, fellow boarders! Or, pick any of the past
flicks I've recommended, and do likewise, if this weeks' wasn't one that
rang your bell.




Being There: Phenomenology & Angel -- Aquitaine, 20:43:40 03/09/01 Fri

So I had a great idea for a new thread that went something like this:

It seems as if Angel has settled on a very reductionist, minimalist, in
short, textbook existentialist view of the world in his post-epiphany
afterglow. I am thinking that this 'new' worldview is not the be-all end-all
it seems. I think Kate's new lease on life provides a healthier answer, one
Angel will learn from in the future, because it is phenomenological and
therefore more relative and subjective and not merely arbitrary as Angel's
new tack seems to be. Allow me to elaborate. While existentialism springs
from phenomenology, it also consists of a wholesale rejection of rationalism
without substituting any consoling venue at which to find meaning. I am
encouraged that Angel still sought the Host's help in trying to arrive at a
meaning. After years of living on the margins of life, of the world, Angel
seemingly has stepped into the arena of the concrete world without the
promise of reward or without being self-consciously hampered by his curse.
This is a necessary and courageous move - but, as I said above, I don't
think this is the end-means to the end-end:) Angel is in a transitional
phase. I think eventually Angel will have to move towards a more hopeful
(phenomenological) model. He'll have to make the final move from marginal
object and 'subject' himself to the world.

So I had this great idea for a thread... but I found out my reach exceeded
my grasp. Could some of the real philosophers out there please tell me out
of which haystack I am plucking straw?


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[> Re: Being There: Phenomenology & Angel -- Rufus, 21:35:55 03/09/01 Fri

I'm no philosopher but I think I'll talk about Angels new start. To build a
house you need a foundation that will support it. Angel had cut himself off
from the very humanity he was to protect. He insulated himself from life
with books by Sartre and the constant brooding over past wrongs and regrets.
The folks at Wolfram and Hart saw in a very shrewd way how to deal with
Angel, get him to think of a big complicated picture, then make it
bigger(enter Darla). Angels life narrowed into a war between him and the
folks at W&H. All the books and knowledge didn't stop him from making all
the stupid choices he did. His epiphany was one of simplicity. He can't ever
fully atone for what he has done in his life, so he has to start again. He
has to manufacture a new foundation for himself. Part of that is a move from
the distant remote, brooder, to an ivolved caring man. To do that he had to
first value himself and his soul, now he has to regain his footing on his
path. He has started it in a wonderful way. He has realised that though he
can never make all the worlds problems go away he can stop contributing to
the suffering of man, and move twords easing the suffering of man by the
simplest of acts of kindness. The big picture almost destroyed Angel, he got
lost in it's infinate nature. It will be the simplicity of kindness and
easing the suffering of man that will do more than a thousand books. In
reestablishing contact with humanity with the most simple gestures can Angel
become more than just the vampire with a soul. The most simple of acts can
have an impact on more than the people involved. Acts of kindness sound
simple, but they are the spark of light that can reach and defeat the evil
that resides in the hearts of every living being. Angel is now offering
light for a darkened room. If Wolfram and Hart can cause chaos by the acts
of evil they encourage in man why can't Angel defeat that evil by
encouraging the good in the same peole to surface. What seems to be minimal
gesture in a world where evil is attempting to destroy good, may be the
spark that starts a hopeful fire.


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[> What does phenomenological mean? -- Traveler, 23:03:30 03/09/01 Fri

I agree with Rufus in principle, but I don't completely understand what you
are talking about.


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[> [> Re: What does phenomenological mean? -- Aquitaine, 08:31:22 03/10/01
Sat

I'll try to keep it simple. What I was trying to say was that perhaps Angel
could take a hint from Kate's seemingly more phenomenological approach to
what happened to her. Phenomenology provides greater links between objects
of perception and allows for broader personal interpretation of the 'things'
*in* the world than Existentialism because it focuses on the concept of
'Being There' rather than on the more solipsistic concept of 'Being' (with
its implied rejoinder, 'and Nothingness').

I'm not a philosopher so you might want to check out this address if you are
interested in more detailed and accurate info:
http://www.phenomenologycenter.org/phenom.htm


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[> [> [> Re: What does phenomenological mean? -- Maquerade, 11:19:44
03/10/01 Sat

As I understand it, phenomenology is about immersing yourself in the moment,
in the immediate experiences around you, as opposed to an attitude that
makes you look to something beyond what you can experience.

Existentialism--all we have is now, this existence, there is no higher
meaning in it (no fate, destiny, God, higher plan, reward or punishment
beyond this life.

Kate has a new faith in something beyond what we can experience, that
something interceded in that moment of her attempted suicide beyond what a
practical cop-person sees as a possibility. I'm not seeing what's
phenomenological about her new outlook at all.


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[> [> [> [> Is Kate important in the scheme of things? -- Aquitaine,
12:00:54 03/10/01 Sat

"Kate has a new faith in something beyond what we can experience, that
something interceded in that moment of her attempted suicide beyond what a
practical cop-person sees as a possibility."

However, isn't she basing her 'faith' on the experience of being saved (by
TPTB ostensibly)? I see her new faith as taking a more pragmatic rather than
a spiritual turn yet I admit that this is an arbitrary impression based
solely on Epiphany. I see embryonic 'phenomenology' but future episodes will
reveal what form her faith/philosophy takes. For all things philosophical:),
I must defer to your greater knowledge. So, if you say my theory is off
base, it surely is. Back to the drawing board I go. *sigh*

***

I'd like to know what you guys think of whether Kate's new outlook may help
*Angel* arrive at a more benign, small e, existentialist view. I think that
a clear rapprochement was made between Kate and Angel and has been made
every since the first time they met (and I'm not speaking about romance
here). I like to think that there is meaning to be drawn from each of their
journeys and each of their epiphanies. I also believe that those journeys
and epiphanies are two parts of a larger whole. While I see Kate playing an
important role on A:tS, I often read messages on the boards that say she is
an unnecessary character. What do you think?


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Is Kate important in the scheme of things? -- Masq,
13:42:53 03/10/01 Sat

Oooh, I'm no expert in phenomenology. I'm hoping to learn something new
about it from you-all. And it always helps if the learnin' is BtVS or
Angel-related.

You know what they say, "a spoonful of hellmouth helps the philosophy go
down."


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Is Kate important in the scheme of things? -- Reid,
17:20:32 03/10/01 Sat

Well, a workoholic is not all that different than an alcoholic in many
ways--I think that Kate and Angel have a lot of parallels between them.
Sleeping with Darla and going on a 'pill-a-thon' were both acts of perfect
despair.

I think Kate could be more important than she is. I wonder how much of that
has to do with availability; if I am not mistaken, Ms. Rohm is one of the
leads in another series on TNT. I imagine that her schedule may be pretty
tight.

I'm optimistic, though. Despite the fact that she's not on-screen all that
much, the Kate character seems to have retained and even gained significance
this season.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Is Kate important in the scheme of things? -- Rufus,
21:26:52 03/10/01 Sat

The importance of Kate is that she is an example of the difference between
justice in the mortal and demon worlds. I see Kate as someone who joined the
police force with motives of retributivism. When she started she wanted to
see justice for the victims of crime. She wanted some fairness to come into
play. Angel was more detached and was more into punishment and less into the
needs of the victim. Through their experiences we could see them both get
bogged down by in Kates case the justice system which to her became truly
blind. And with Angel he got caught up in a picture so big there was no
defeating it. They were both doing the same type of jobs but for similar
reasons gave in to despair. Kates job was her life, and it and the identity
that comes with it had been taken away. Angel had lost the will to fight.
Both lost touch with the victims of suffering. Both became more and eye for
an eye types as they saw no visible justice happening. Both now have a
second chance that includes a bit of humility and the need to reconnect with
the victims of suffering that had been forgotten in the unwinable war. I
would like to see how both deal with the new letting go of their former
identities and the building of a new way to help the helpless. Too bad Ms
Rohm has that second job as we won't get to see much in character
development.


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[> [> [> [> Re: What does phenomenological mean? -- Rufus, 12:02:04 03/10/01
Sat

I tried to fit Angels new self into a compartment that would describe his
new phlosophy. I can't. When Angel was first called by the PTBs he was
distant, analytical. The books he read enforced his inner feelings that life
had no meaning and he could not be a part of it. He was at best a cynic in
relation to humanity. After so many years with Darla he could only see the
worst in himself and humanity. His experience of the world was of
destruction. When he got his soul back he wandered immersed in his guilt
unable to move. Whistler found him and he saw Buffy and decided if this
little girl could protect the world he would help her. But he remained
distant. Only loving Buffy to the exclusion of all else. His motives were of
self interest that had the by product of helping humanity.
When he came to LA and met Doyle he was faced with a new reality, to help
the world he had to become part of it. Actually participate in life beyond
his intellectual shell. He had started that and just as this season started
he was hopefull of the reward of humanity. Wolfram and Hart managed to find
the cynic in the man by showing him that by being unable to save Darlas soul
his remained lost as well. Angel saw humanity as lacking value and worthless
to save. His ephiphany was one of becoming aware of more than one reality.
Holland spoke very well for the evil guys but he did leave out the fact that
humanity was worth more than the cruel acts of some. When Angel realised his
soul was still with him he also saw it's value. I feel that Angel is
starting new. First he has to shed his pride his image of his exterior self
and be willing to follow the directions of others. To really connect with
humanity his has done step one, he has seen it's worth. Now he has also
shown that he wishes to prove his new view by becoming part of the fang gang
rather than an omnipotent boss figure. To be part of humanity he has to be
willing to take direction from mortals. He has to be less broody and alone
and more part of a group that acts. Not just acts and leaves a bill but a
group that cares for the people they work for. Simple kindness seems to be a
rejection of the grand plan, but I see it as a step twords Angels
understanding and actual interaction with the very humanity he is to
protect. He has to start with the basics relearn everything he had rejected
as a vampire and a cynic. He has to learn to feel, no book or pep talk will
help him do that, he has to be among people and learn what they are about to
value them. I can't put a particular label on what he is doing, as I can't
put a label on Kate. I only know if what they both do now befefits humanity
as well as their soul, who cares.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: What does phenomenological mean? -- Aquitaine, 12:08:39
03/10/01 Sat

"He has to learn to feel, no book or pep talk will help him do that, he has
to be among people and learn what they are about to value them. I can't put
a particular label on what he is doing, as I can't put a label on Kate. I
only know if what they both do now befefits humanity as well as their soul,
who cares."

I agree and also hope that they can help each other achieve a greater
connection with 'humanity' where despair is replaced by hope and faith.


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[> Re: Being There: Phenomenology & Angel -- Reid, 17:07:04 03/10/01 Sat

I'm not very good with philosophical language, but I have an instinct that
I've been stumbling upon some of the same insights through the language of
theology--in this case the language of the Hindu Bhagavad-Gita.

For those who may not be familiar with this scripture, it is a short section
of the much larger epic entitled the Mahabharata. In it, the warrior Arjuna
is about to embark on a great battle as the climax of a long family dispute
about the inheritance of a kingdom (among other things). As a result of the
nature of the dispute, he will be fighting against cousins and friends,
including his own teachers. He looks at this group of once-friendly faces
and becomes dejected, refusing to fight. The eighteen chapters of the Gita
are the response of his charioteer, Krishna, who happens to be God
Incarnate.

Often, when contemporaries summarize the teaching of the Gita, it is with
the phrase, "action without attachment to the fruits of action," that is,
one should do one's duty without attachment to the results of action--that
rightly directed action is its own reward. This seems to me very similar to
the position Angel comes to in "Epiphany," namely that he can't fight in
order to accomplish some goal or another: redemption, or even defeating the
opponent. Instead, he will act out of the simple instinct that suffering
should be alleviated wherever possible: "if nothing that you do matters [it
doesn't accomplish a goal, produce fruits], then the only thing that matters
is what you do [it is its own reward]."

What about Kate? I think that Aquitaine is right to see her perspective as
different, and possibly richer than that to which Angel has come. Again, I
think it is helpful to look again at the Gita. It is a complex document. If
you read it carefully, you note that this main theme actually occurs mostly
in the first five or six chapters, and is crowded out by other themes as the
work progresses. In fact, several medieval Hindu commentators would dispute
whether this is the _main_ theme at all. Krishna's responds various ways to
get Arjuna to fight; one of his first response is actually, "Don't be a
Eunuch," i.e., "Be a man!"

If we continue to take "action without attachment to fruits" as the main
theme, however, a way of reconciling the rest of the work is to see it as
responses to the subsequent questions: what is the right action? what is
freedom from attachment? To the first question, the final chapters of the
Gita talk about the origin of duties and the various social classes attached
to them; to the second question, the early and middle chapters talk on the
one hand of becoming a person of "steady wisdom" and mental clarity, and on
the other of offering all of your actions as a sacrifice to God. That is,
the simple realization only makes sense in a richer context: in this case,
one that includes a system of prescribed duties, that honors mental
detachment as a goal, and that values sacrifice and surrender to a personal
God. The simple realization is not self-explanatory.

This is where I think the PTBs, Kate, and even AI come into play. Angel's
realization is perfectly ok by itself, but it doesn't possess much content.
Kate provides the core value, "we are not alone in this"; the AI team, and
especially Cordelia's visions, provide direction. For YOU--strong vampire,
skilled mainly in fighting, etc.--THIS is the right action to alleviate
suffering. Your's is not the work of a social worker, or of an elementary
school teacher; you're a fighter, and you fight well if you do so in this
way. In the terms introduced in this thread, the "existential" and the
"phenomenological" seem complementary. One is the core insight; the other is
the context that gives that insight purpose and direction.

I would be mildly surprised if someone on the writing/production team of
BtVS and AtS hasn't at some point read the Gita.


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[> [> Re: Being There: Phenomenology & Angel -- Marya, 03:49:38 03/11/01 Sun

Reid, somehow I don't think "stumbling" is quite the right word for your
insights. Your post is an excellant analysis of where Angel is in his
journey. And, labels aside, your evaluation of his and Kate's epiphanies was
right on.

"One is the core insight; the other is the context that gives that insight
purpose and direction"

With six more episodes left for the season, it will be interesting to see
what new crisis Angel has to face, and how that will effect his new outlook.


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[> [> [> Angel's journey -- Masquerade, 08:58:55 03/11/01 Sun

"With six more episodes left for the season, it will be interesting to see
what new crisis Angel has to
face, and how that will effect his new outlook."

Yes, I'm extremely curious to see how the rest of Angel Season 2 will play
out. What you'd expect to see happen--Angel confronting Wolfram and
Hart--has already happened, in the 15th episode, Reprise.

Where can Angel go from here? W&H is still out there, but it's clear they're
not going anywhere very easily. The prophecies still all say "apocalypse"
but that doesn't have to be tomorrow or this May.

Angel's on a philosophical journey this season--plenty of places to go from
here. But how will that translate into audience-pleasing action on the TV
screen?


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[> [> [> [> Re: Angel's journey -- Aquitaine, 09:31:42 03/13/01 Tue

"What you'd expect to see happen--Angel confronting Wolfram and Hart--has
already happened, in the 15th episode, Reprise.

Where can Angel go from here? W&H is still out there, but it's clear they're
not going anywhere very easily. The prophecies still all say "apocalypse"
but that doesn't have to be tomorrow or this May."

Yes. Reprise and Epiphany were a bit like an end of season episode duo...
The very sketchy rumours I have read all point to a lighter tone for the
rest of the season. Which, if we take Joss at his word regarding that fact
that he consciously balances out episodes of A:tS and BtVS, probably means
that Buffy will remain 'dark' for the rest of the season.


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[> [> [> [> [> Angel season 2--where from here? -- Masquerade, 22:19:03
03/13/01 Tue

Of course, there's that quote from David B. talking about an interesting
twist they have in store for Angel at the end of Season 2, I have the quote
still from the old board posted by spotjon

From Cinescape.com: Boreanaz Talks 'Angel'

David Boreanaz is talking about what lies ahead for his title role in the
Angel TV series. While talking to Fandom.com's Smilin' Jack Ruby the actor
responded to questions regarding if Angel will be getting darker saying "I
think he's going to I think eventually get out of his dark depressed place
that he is right now and go back to his people I think. It depends. They
write them I don't. It's going to continue and we'll see what happens to
him. The idea they have for the end of this season for Angel is the best
ending I've ever - working on the show coming from Buffy - it's just an
amazing twist. I'm really happy about it. It's going to be cool. I can't
tell you a
thing."


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[> [> Re: Being There: Phenomenology & Angel -- Aquitaine, 10:12:48 03/11/01
Sun

I just wanted to let you know how much I enjoyed your reply to my post.
Thanks for detailing and structuring your ideas so well.

"... one of his first response is actually, "Don't be a Eunuch," i.e., "Be a
man!"

ROFL. Then you must be right, someone at ME has surely read the Gita;)

"One is the core insight; the other is the context that gives that insight
purpose and direction."

What a great turn of phrase!


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[> [> [> Thanks! And a question about acronyms . . . -- Reid, 10:25:21
03/11/01 Sun

I've been running across various acronyms, and since you used two in your
post, I just thought I would ask . . .

IMO -- "In My Opinion"?

LOL -- ?

ROFL -- ? (or is this an episode?)

ME -- ?


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[> [> [> [> Re: Thanks! And a question about acronyms . . . -- Aquitaine,
11:22:16 03/11/01 Sun

Answers about acronyms...

IMO - In My Opinion

LOL - Laugh out Loud

ROFL - Rolling on (the) Floor Laughing
*(or is this an episode?)* LOL. Learning all the episode titles/acronyms is
good fun too:) My personal favorite is AYNOHYEB.

ME -- Mutant Enemy (Joss' production company)

And here are a few that are used pretty often as well.

LMAO - Laughing my a$$ off

OTOH - On the other hand

FWIW - For what it's worth

JMO or JMHO - Just my (humble) opinion

JK - Just kidding

Hope that helps!


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Thanks! And a question about acronyms . . . -- Reid,
14:08:53 03/11/01 Sun

And another big 'thanks'!




Spike the Surrealist -- Aquitaine, 21:15:40 03/09/01 Fri

So I had this great idea for a new thread, something about Angel and
phenomenology, and suddenly it's an ATLtS (All Threads Lead to Spike)
situation and I'm sitting in my living room on a Friday night having an
epiphany:) I'm feeling generous, so I thought I'd share my life-altering
'vision' with you all:

The Surrealists (André Breton, in particular) considered the spirit/soul &
desire as a unit (there's a link to Freud's idea of the 'subconscious' but I
know little about Freud so maybe others can elaborate on this). Surrealism
also has a close link with Dadaism and I like to think that the Buffy shrine
was an exercise in Dada art;) but I digress... In the surrealist way of the
world, spirit, language and freedom go hand in hand. I think Spike's
approach to life fits the surrealist's model.

André Breton wrote that love is the great reveal-er and that love is the
producer of beauty rather than an object of beauty. I do think Spike is
uncovering something through love and wants to create something of beauty
with the bot. Furthermore, Breton aligns himself with Plato's view that
beauty is 'a manifestation of an ontological discovery' (could this have
something to do with the key?).

The problem for Surrealism (and for Spike) is that however 'true'
revelations arrived at through surrealist visions seem, no matter how wise
or astute the pseudo-knowledge thus obtained is (eg Spike's accurate
insights into Buffy's condition) and no matter how much 'the imaginary tends
towards the real', metaphysical transcendence (call that redemption,
humanisation, whatever) cannot be achieved. In short, Spike and Surrealism
are pure means without an end (or pure EGO - self-preservation). There is
simply a piece of the puzzle missing.

And, yes, I believe I know what that missing piece is: Buffy of course! She
provides the two missing Freudian components, being all instinct on one hand
(ID) and ethical repression and morality on the other (SUPEREGO).

P.S. In case you where wondering, I came up with the 'surrealist' angle
while theorising re: the Buffybot. I'm sure that regardless of whether or
not you agree with the rest of this post, you will agree that the Buffybot
is as surreal as 'it' gets!


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[> Atlttbb--All threads lead to the Buffy-bot?? -- Masq, 21:31:47 03/09/01
Fri


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[> Spike the Dadaist -- Traveler, 23:12:42 03/09/01 Fri

I agree that surrealism is the art of pure form, without function. However,
I think that description more accurately describes William. Since he is the
anti-William, Spike employs dada art instead, as you mentioned. Dadaism is
not merely form without function; it is the ANTITHESIS of function. A good
example of dada art is a chair with a huge nail sticking up out of the seat.
In the same way, throughout his unlife, Spike has worked to undo what others
have sought to create (including Angelus, Angel, and Buffy for example).
Until recently, when he started helping Buffy and her friends. It will be
interesting to see whether he continues his current trend or reverts to his
old habits.


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[> [> How real is surreal? -- Marya, 03:31:55 03/11/01 Sun

I think you're off the track a bit here. There is a surrealistic quality
going on with Spike but you've misplaced the source. That is the creation of
the writers, directors, and actor. The show and particualry this story arc
have a decidedly surrealistic bent. Surrealism is not, IMO, style over
substance, or as Traveler characterized it, "form without function." The
images of surrealism are meant to invoke subconscious thoughts, to bring
them forward for examination. Obviously Joss & co have succeeded here, which
is perhaps why we find ATLtS.

I would more likely label Spike a Realist, as opposed to the Idealism of
William. Whether you believe Spike to be a coward or bully or not, his
unflinching honesty and pragmatism cannot be denied. Despite his bluster and
posing, ultimately he looks at things as they are, not as he would have
them. Or as anyone else would have them either. I think one of the reasons
many of us found the scene with Spike and the Scoobies in the Magic Shop so
pathetic, is because such out and out fabrication is not really in Spike's
nature. Sure we've seen him lie and connive. But _he_ always had a clear
understanding of what was true and what was not. In that scene we see Spike
not only trying to decieve the others but also himself. The truth is even he
can see there is something not right about his feelings for Buffy.

As for the shrine being an excercise in Dada art, I suppose it might have
been for the set dresser. No, I take that back because he or she was
creating something for a specific purpose, despite it's groteque nature. But
for Spike those were very real and concrete representions of the object of
his desire, as creepy and horrific as they were. A bloody bandage? Ewww!
Note these are the items he brings to Warren as the precise specifications
for his Buffybot. But no matter how close Warren gets to the real thing, it
will not serve whatever purpose Spike has for it. Because the Realist in him
will have to face the truth. It's not real.


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[> [> [> Re: How real is surreal? -- Aquitaine, 09:41:40 03/11/01 Sun

ITA. Spike, confronted with the emergence of his deepest subconscious
desire, took a pragmatist's approach to resolving that 'want': "Oh God! I
don't want to want these feelings but they're here so what do I do now?
Right. Help Buffy, follow Buffy, adapt my behaviour to be more acceptable to
Buffy, protect her sister, make sure she listens to and understands my
declaration of love...". As viewers, we were first shown Spike's approach
from a realistic (even historical) perspective, a perspective which the
writers then began to deconstruct and piece together in a decidedly jarring
manner.

Ipso facto, we find ourselves confronted with the possibility of a Buffybot.
ATLttBB:)


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[> [> [> Re: How real is surreal? -- Reid, 10:11:43 03/11/01 Sun

Exactly right.

The scene with the Scoobies in the magic shop was also pathetic, I think,
because Spike does actually need the Scoobies, or has in the past. By
cutting him off, they are potentially cutting him out of his means of
survival.

Also, at least from my POV, because there was something unfair about it.
Spike has actually been helpful to them in the past, particularly this
season--not only did he help Tara, but he has commiserated with Xander and
been genuinely supportive to Dawn (here again, his 'realism' surfaces--"It
doesn't seem to matter where you start").

What becomes of this depends in part upon whether Spike really does view the
Scoobies as 'his way to Buffy' [as Giles interpreted the sitch] or whether
they have some independent value in his mind (even if it is only pragmatic).
If they do, then he may feel that a bridge has been burned that didn't
_have_ to be burned.


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[> Re: Spike the Surrealist -- Rufus, 00:43:42 03/10/01 Sat

If you read the shooting script you may have noticed what was on the
internal moniter of April. She had a whole list of goodies that were to
please Warren. So since Spike is such a surrealist what do you think will be
on the list of the Buffybots internal moniter? I don't think it will be
directions on how to tidy the crypt.




Spike's karmic unlife (yes... another ATLtS!) -- Nina, 15:44:37 03/10/01 Sat

Alternate title to this thread would be: Why Spike has a good chance to get
tortured before the end of the season. (okay let's forget that one and let's
take the first title instead! Sounds a lot more philosohpical!)

I am not as wise as Ryuei when it comes to Buddhism (so feel free to jump in
and correct me!), but I love the idea of Karma. Whether we believe in
Buddhism or not there are many tangible prooves that when we do wrong in our
lives it comes back right at us. No one ever comes clean with a bad action.

This made me think about Spike. Well, yeah. Obsessed much! I found a few
examples, then more and more and I thought :"My God, he really is
experiencing the karma of his actions" Let's give some examples:

1- In "Lie to me" Ford comes to Spike and offers him the Slayer in exchange
for eternal life. Spike doesn't grant him that wish. In "Primeval", Spike
experience the same thing as he proposes to bring the slayer in exchange for
a chippectomy. Adam doesn't grant him his wish.

2- In "The Yoko factor", Spike tried to isolate Buffy from her friend and
she became alone. In IWMTLY, Spike is pushed away by those friends and is
left alone

3- In "The Hash light of Day" Spike stakes Harmony. In ItW, Riley does the
same to Spike.

4- In FFL, we saw that his pride came from killing slayers and that he got
off on it (killing slayer=sexual act it's even aphrodisiac). In "The
Initiative", he is chipped and can't perform anymore.

5- In "Crush" he shoves Harmony against the wall of his crypt. In "IWMtLY",
April shoves him through a window.

6- In "Lover's walk" Spike captured Willow and forces her to do a spell for
him. In "Pangs", he is "captured" by the SG when he comes at Giles and is
forced to say what he knows about the Initiative.

7- Spike steals goods from people - money especially- he takes from them
something important, something they care about. In "Crush", Buffy takes from
him the only thing he can't get back or steal: his invitation from her
house.

There are more example I am sure... I just got them from the top of my
head... but if when Spike does something wrond it always comes back at
him... that makes me think that the one thing he didn't get back yet was
torture. Physical torture. Not that I want to see that happen, but it would
go with his Karma, doesn't it?

Seeing that an unsouled vamp can be subjected to karma also suggest that he
may be tested by the PTB. Who knows, maybe everyone is tested, even demons.
His love for Buffy would be the ultimate test.

Am I reaching too far?


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[> Isn't this a "This Thread Starts with Spike?" ;) (Poss. Spoiler/Spec.) --
Isabel, 18:47:13 03/10/01 Sat

"This made me think about Spike. Well, yeah. Obsessed much!" You're not
alone. ;)

What goes around, comes around. I think you've hit something here. I agree
that his torturing of Angel in "In the Dark" probably will come back to bite
him in the butt.
During the whole hot poker torture, what really hurt Angel most was Spike's
description of Buffy's disasterous sexpoit with Parker. Since Joyce's death,
there have been various rumors that Angel may come back to town to comfort
Buffy and/or kick the Sh*t out of Spike. Angel's epiphany doesn't really
apply to Spike, does it? And he's really good at physical and emotional
torture.

Of course there are other evils for Spike to get back too. I can so see him
getting mugged. By a human no less.


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[> Re: Spike's karmic unlife (yes... another ATLtS!) -- Aquitaine, 15:01:26
03/11/01 Sun

Nina, there does seem to be a certain amount of tit-for-tat storytelling
going on, a balancing out of the karmic scales if you will. I too think
Spike is going to suffer. I just don't know if it will be for the sake of
Buffy or inflicted by Buffy.


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[> [> Re: Spike's karmic unlife (yes... another ATLtS!) -- rowan, 15:04:13
03/11/01 Sun

"Nina, there does seem to be a certain amount of tit-for-tat storytelling
going on, a balancing out of the karmic scales if you will."

I keeping wondering about the story that Spike was telling Dawn in his crypt
during Crush. I'm wondering if his treatment of the girl in that story has
some parallels to Dawn. I keep thinking that Spike is going to be key
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[> [> [> Re: Spike's karmic unlife (yes... another ATLtS!) -- Nina, 17:21:06
03/11/01 Sun

"I keep thinking that Spike is going to be key (he,he, unintentional humor
there!) in the protection/saving of Dawn."

I have this feeling too. Torture could also happen in the form of a
sacrifice. In "Restless" the last pose Spike takes in his crypt is the one
of the Christ on his cross. Sacrifice much!!! Considering that the Christ
was tortured and didn't answer the questions asked to him, it could
foreshadow the kind of sacrifice Spike would be willing to make to protect
Dawn.

I don't know if anyone noticed this (or maybe I am just reaching very very
far), but always in Restless there is this scene in Buffy's dream that seems
to refer to Spike. My take on this scene is that Adam represents Spike. JW
probably chose Adam, because if he had put Spike instead it would have been
way too obvious. But Adam is an hybrid like Spike is and most of the things
he says applies very well to Spike. Let's see:

INT. INITIATIVE - DAY

We are quite wide in the bright white space. Riley and another man sit at
opposite ends of the glass conference table. The other man some will
recognize as ADAM, but he is entirely human. Riley wears his Sunday suit,
Adam something similar.

(Adam and Riley are sitting at opposite ends of the table. Pretty much the
situation of Spike and Riley in Season 5, Buffy being in the center, like
the table. Adam is human to represent Spike's humanity? The fact that he
wears a Sunday suit match well with the Giles' suit Spike wears in Xander's
dream, it also shows that humanity.)

(I cut some parts here)

RILEY
Oh, we're drawing up a plan for world domination. The key element? Coffee
makers that think.

(OKay... the notion of the "key" is introduced here. And could the coffee
maker, which is a machine, could represent the robot? A robot that thinks.
The robot would help defeat Glory?)

BUFFY
World domination. Is that a good?

RILEY
Baby, we're the government. It's what we do.

ADAM
She's uncomfortable with certain concepts. It's understandable.
(to Buffy)
Aggression is a natural human tendency. Though you and me come by it another
way.

(That seems to be a Spike line. Buffy is uncomfortable with the concept of
him having feelings, of her role as a slayer being so dark. It also imply
that Spike and Buffy are way more similar then they thought.)

Somehow this little scene makes me believe that because Adam was used
instead of Spike, Spike sacrifice will come as a surprise. When everything
will make us believe that he can't be good again, he will come to the
rescue.

Or maybe I just need to take a big break and eat some chocolate! LOL!!!!


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[> [> [> [> Re: Spike's karmic unlife (yes... another ATLtS!) -- rowan,
17:43:55 03/11/01 Sun

Hey, I can buy the argument that Spike may be sacrificed for Dawn and that
may be the thing that redeems him...wasn't Jesus attached to the cross by
'spikes' at his hands and feet? I also have a totally irrational feeling
that Riley may attempt to stake Spike somewhere in the last ep of the season
and Buffy may choose to save Spike.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Spike's karmic unlife (yes... another ATLtS!) -- Aquitaine,
17:58:00 03/11/01 Sun

Neat theory! Especially the coffee maker, key, robot connection. Your theory
also fits nicely with Spike's first dialogue on BtVS in School Hard.

Spike: *You* were *there*? (chuckles) Oh, please! If every vampire who said
he was at the crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like
Woodstock.

Christ, (hehe) the writing on this show is good!


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[> Re: Spike's karmic unlife (yes... another ATLtS!) -- JoRus, 16:46:05
03/11/01 Sun

The difficulty in thinking about karma is IMHO, the westernization of the
concept...and that not even the eastern religions agree on it. In many
views, karma is not compressed to "what you do comes back to you"...and I
have heard that described as a Christinization of the concept (as in good
deeds getting a just reward in the afterlife). My understanding is that it
is one in a whole series of concept, one of which is the idea that all
good/evil is just one big wheel of experience, with evil just a state of
being. Just a place on the wheel, just like good. Karma, is, in this
concept, a way of getting stuck on the wheel, where what you experience
repeats endlessly, yes, in the same way. So, if you're stuck and you are
messing others over with greed, you are always messing with others through
greed, until you stop. This doesn't negate the above discussion re: Spike,
just gives it another point of view.


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[> [> Re: Spike's karmic unlife (yes... another ATLtS!) -- Nina, 17:27:57
03/11/01 Sun

"Karma, is, in this concept, a way of getting stuck on the
wheel, where what you experience repeats endlessly, yes, in the same way.
So, if you're stuck and you are messing others over with greed, you are
always messing with others through greed, until you stop."

Thanks for the explanation!!! I really am fascinated by the idea of Karma,
but somehow can never manage to grasp the real concept! Maybe I was mostly
thinking about that saying: "What goes around comes around". It is true that
I have adapted the concept of Karma to my own beliefs so I shouldn't really
try to fit this in Buddhism.


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[> [> [> Perhaps Wiccan, not Karmic -- rowan, 17:47:47 03/11/01 Sun

Perhaps it's the Wiccan concept of Threefold Law...what you do comes back
threefold.


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[> [> Re: Spike's karmic unlife (yes... another ATLtS!) -- Rufus, 17:46:13
03/11/01 Sun

That's what I'm waiting for Spike to do....stop. He has to actually start
from an unselfish place to truely stop his cycle. Everything he does shows
that he can go against the evil impulse, the only thing he has to do now is
to stop the self interest motivation and think of the other person first. He
gets it right then goes back and mucks it up by doing something stupid.
Spike is stuck and now alone, he has to get that wheel going again and
finally get it right or he will be doing the same old thing forever.




Control, lack of control a 'controlling' theme? -- Reid, 17:14:23 03/10/01
Sat

With great trepidation, I initiate a thread . . .

Throughout the entire saga with Buffy and her Mom's illness, I have been
thinking about the issue of "control." This may have come up in earlier
threads that I missed; I apologize if this thread is redundant.

After "The Body" and "Epiphany" I have decided that both BtVS and AtS have
as a major theme this season, if not, _the_ major theme of the season, the
idea of control--or more specifically, the futility of trying to keep
control. This is a natural theme for BtVS in particular, because one crucial
element of maturation, especially in the twenties, is realizing there are
things in your life, intimate things, that you can't control--dreams you
won't realize, mistakes that you couldn't avoid, situations you never
expected or even conceived. Most of what constitutes our lives, including
our background and family, etc., we didn't choose. Even as we do make
choices, our options are always limited, etc. It's a simple truth, but one
that (at least in my case) takes a long time to sink in. Nothing, NOTHING,
in my experience, is as effective in driving this home as the loss of a
parent (or close friend).

To start with a list, off the top of my head, of elements of this theme of
"control, lack of control":
-Xander's statement to Buffy in "Restless": 'There are some things you can't
fight."
-In "Buffy Meets Dracula," the desire to find out Buffy's origins in order
to "control her power better"
-As Buffy's Mom's illness first appears, Buffy's desire, first to keep at
the doctors until they find something, then to find a supernatural cause,
then to use magic to cure her mother, then finally "to fight _something_" to
deal with the frustration.
-Buffy's desire to retain control, unwillingness to accept help, was a major
issue for Riley.
-In "Checkpoint," the assertion of power, 'I have it; they don't.'
-The Big Bad, Glory, is something they can't fight in any of the usual ways.
My guess is that they won't defeat her by simply 'ratcheting up' the level
of power, like they did when they used demolitions to defeat the mayor
-the vampire who almost killed Buffy when she was at her peak, was 'the
regular kind.' Spike insinuates that all that is necessary to kill her is
for a creature of the night ot 'have one good day'--i.e. all the training in
the world, all the preparations in the world, won't insure against it.
-in "The Body," Buffy's fantasies about arriving in time in order to save
her Mom
-and, duh, finding out that all of your memories about your sister--that is,
an important element of who _you_ are, too--were imposed upon you, created.
No control, even of memories, of that storehouse of what makes us what we
are.

I suspect these examples could be multiplied. As she grows up, I think that
Buffy is 'taking control' of her life; at the same time, she's dealing with
hard lessons about what she can and cannot control, and discovering that the
most important parts of her life are out of her control. That's a hard
lesson for anybody.

Including Angel. I won't go on at such great length about AtS, but it seems
to me that control is also a major theme here. Remember the dry-erase board
in the first episode, the record of kills on the road to redemption?
Although he tore down the board, Angel didn't forget the goal. When that
became impossible, he narrowed his focus, compulsively hanging on to
something he thought he could control: the destruction of W&H. Then in
"Epiphany," he relinquishes control, including, possibly, control of AI. And
this is a good thing.

I read somewhere that the writers of AtS see Angel as a metaphor for a
recovering alcoholic. If this is correct, then "Epiphany" was an important
moment: he "handed over" his problem, let go of it.

Of course, the problem with relinquishing control is that you can't do it
"once and for all." You have to do it every day. So there's still plenty of
material there.

In the course of thinking about Angel I also realized something I like about
the character that wasn't clear to me before: He's WEAK. In the pilot of
BtVS he says that he doesn't want to confront the Master because he is
afraid; in "Amends," as I understand it (I've read summaries, but have not
seen the episode), he is ready to let himself burn to death rather than face
his personal demons; and in the episode from the first season of AtS when he
becomes human, he can't handle the weakness. In the context of that episode,
it could be seen as an act of strength: he doesn't want to be a burden, or
abandon the warrior's path. But he's surrounded by normal human beings who
fight evil all the time; look, especially at his one-time rival Xander! In
this season I have become convinced that Angel is fundamentally a
weak-willed person: he needs the support of others to keep on the right
track, and he doesn't want to fight unless he can be the best at it,
including superpowers as part of the package (the very opposite of Xander).
He can't handle failure, defeat, weakness. But maybe he's turned a corner
now. He will prove his 'real' strength if he can continue to relinquish
control.

Anyway, I think it's great that the writers have put together this excellent
character: firm and confident externally, as weak as any--and weaker than
many of his companions--internally.


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[> Re: Control, lack of control a 'controlling' theme? -- Rufus, 21:54:35
03/10/01 Sat

I can't name one person who hasn't a weakness. Liam was weak as he chose to
become a drunkard rather than face his father. Angelus was weak because he
had a phobia of love, he wanted to destroy it wherever he found it. Angel
was weak because he relied on his dark broody image to make others think(as
well as himself)he was strong. Everyone wants to be in complete control of
their lives. The fact is that it's impossible to control the outside
situations that test that control. With Buffy now we see her dealing with a
situation that no slayer power can control, no magic can fix. Will she try
to exert more control or will she give into grief and realise that control
is reliant on any given situation. Total control is impossible, Angel can
attest to that. No matter what he did the big picture got bigger and more
impossible to deal with. He simply couldn't control the situation. Now that
he has had an epiphany he seems to be more willing to let go and work with
others and relinquish that need to be the boss. Will Buffy?


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[> Re: Control, lack of control a 'controlling' theme? -- Aquitaine,
10:04:19 03/11/01 Sun

No need for trepidation:) This is a wonderful thread.

We discussed the issue of control and power a great deal when Checkpoint
aired. In that episode, Buffy's authority, lovability, intelligence and
competence were all challenged. Seemingly, Buffy came out of the WCs review
with a greater sense of control - except that her moment of triumph was cut
short immediately as she found out that her foe, Glory, is a god.

You draw interesting parallels between BtVS and A:tS in your discussion of
how each show has explored the theme of loss of control. Angel tried to gain
control over the Big Evil by relinquishing control of everything but his
pride and anger and almost lost his soul in the process. Following his
epiphany, he realised that a different kind of letting go was needed. Buffy
has tried to maintain control over her life by taking charge of things but
has remained detached to a certain extent (causing friction between herself
and Riley, Dawn, Spike and her mother). In the wake of her mother's death,
Buffy faces the greatest challenge yet. Powerless before death, powerless
before Glory, how will she react?

***

As for your comments about Angel being weak, they made me laugh because I've
always thought the same thing. Angel is/was either a wishy-washy
prevaricator or a steely man of action! When I watch the show, particularly
the Season 1 and 2 reruns, I always want to reach into the TV set and slam
some sense into him. LOL.

"I think it's great that the writers have put together this excellent
character: firm and confident externally, as weak as any--and weaker than
many of his companions--internally."

The exploration of weaknesses (fatal flaws and such) does make for good
drama:)


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[> [> Re: Control, lack of control a 'controlling' theme? -- Reid, 10:18:45
03/11/01 Sun

"As for your comments about Angel being weak, they made me laugh because
I've always thought the same thing. Angel is/was either a wishy-washy
prevaricator or a steely man of action! When I watch the show, particularly
the Season 1 and 2 reruns, I always want to reach into the TV set and slam
some sense into him. LOL"

Agreed. This is one of the reasons that I hope the writers are consistent
with the notion that Angel is now working _for_ AI (esp. Wesley, it seems),
and not the other way around. Despite the fact that he got his own series,
it seems to me that they designed his character--quite properly--so as to
make him a fairly poor leader. He really needs others to bring the good out
of him, and to make the crucial decisions (at least the big ones; I guess
he's still the best tactician on the ground).


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[> Re: Control, lack of control a 'controlling' theme? -- OnM, 21:43:07
03/11/01 Sun

Great post, Reid! Very insightful.

These issues of control and power, who has it, who doesn't, how they wield
it (or don't) have always been present throughout the series, but for
certain they have been far more prominent on both Buffy and Angel this
particular season. I was particularly struck by the counterpoint between
Buffys asserting her power and control over the Council in 'Checkpoint',
then only a few eps later, having to accept that she did not have, nor could
have, control over her mothers death.

I seem to remember a quote I heard a long time ago, something about, "Power
isn't defined by what force one can dish out. Power is about what force one
can take".




Joss on Joyce's death (possible spoilers) -- spotjon, 10:36:48 03/08/01 Thu

From Cinescape...

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First of all, she isn't coming back.

Contrary to Internet fan speculation, there are no plans to resurrect
Buffy's mother. While talking to TV Guide Online, Buffy the Vampire Slayer
creator Joss Whedon addressed a number of fan spawned scenarios.

Regarding Dawn not touching her, Whedon says, "Dawn's special energy will
not bring Joyce back. Some people thought that at the beginning of the next
episode, she was going to touch her and heal her with her Dawn powers. I'm
like, 'People! Missing the point!'"

What about Joyce's mystery date? Whedon dispels such talk, saying, "There is
no mystery to the date...if you brought her back, it would have to be
extremely earned, and there would have to be a good reason for it."

Whedon also revealed that plans had been in the works for quite sometime to
leave Buffy and Dawn without their mother.

Regarding why the episode after Joyce's demise, Whedon explains why Spike
wasn't there and the episodes final vampire battle, saying, "I stayed away
from unnatural things as much as possible. I didn't have Glory (Clare
Kramer) or even Spike (James Marsters) in the episode because I wanted
everything to be very real. But because the show is Buffy, vampires are a
part of that world. So I wanted to have the vampire fight, but put it in the
context of this occasion, because life is still going on... things are
intruding. [There's a] feeling that this tragedy has occurred, and the world
is supposed to stop."


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[> Re: Joss on Joyce's death (possible spoilers) -- Nina, 14:03:59 03/08/01
Thu

Thanks Spotjon! Very interesting quotes. It pretty explains what people were
thinking here. :)




Angel's entrance into Kate's house, another possibility -- Mindtrekker,
12:47:46 03/11/01 Sun

Spoiler
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Several explanations have been suggested about how Angel could enter Kate's
house in Epiphany. I have a more radical suggestion. Angel has changed and
is now at least partially human! Consider that the gypsy curse makes him
revert to a vampire if he experiences perfect happiness. So what happens if
he experiences perfect despair as he said he did in Epiphany. Perhaps in
that case, the curse banishes the demon from Angel in the same way it
banishes the human soul in the event of perfect happiness. Granted, for this
to be true, Angel must have retained some of the abilities of the vampire
body since Lindsey ran him over with a car several times and he still got
up. But did anyone notice how bruised up he was at the end of the episode
compared to past encounters. We'll see what happens in future episodes.
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[> Re: Angel's entrance into Kate's house, another possibility -- rowan,
14:56:56 03/11/01 Sun

"Angel has changed and is now at least partially human!"

I've wondered about that possibility too. Or perhaps that the PTB now give
the humanness of Angel precedence over the vampireness of Angel.

I felt that exchange between Kate and Angel was very significant. Although
I'm not sure yet what it means, I don't think there was an "implied invite"
by the phone call or a moment of death that allowed Angel in. I think it has
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[> [> Re: Angel's entrance into Kate's house, another possibility -- Leaf,
16:48:38 03/11/01 Sun

Mindtrekker loved your theory

Ok the thing about the implied invite doesn't sit well with me I can think
of a couple of times when an invite was implied and Angel still couldn't
walk in At Willow's she gestured (Lie To Me) and also in Buffy's dorm she
gave a non-comittal answer when he asked if he could come in but he needed
more than that.

Hi everyone I'm Leaf btw I've been lurking for a few weeks learning all you
inner most secrets ;-) (well really getting up the guts to reply to a
thread.)


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[> [> [> Re: Angel's entrance into Kate's house, another possibility --
Wiccagrrl, 22:34:20 03/11/01 Sun

I agree- I don't think it was as simple as an implied invite. I'd like to
think it meant Angel was now more "human" but I'm not sure that's the
answer, either. I think it was done by TPTB for one of two reasons- to give
Angel a message and some hope like they did in Amends, or as Kate said to
give her a break- spare her so she'd be around at some later point or
because they knew it would break Angel's spirit if he lost any the people he
tried to save that night.


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[> [> Angel's entrance into Kate's house - implied vs. explicit --
purplegrrl, 13:05:21 03/12/01 Mon

Another possibility: Perhaps Kate *did* give Angel an explicit invitation.
Remember, we didn't hear all of Kate's message on the answering machine
because Angel cut it off. However, if this is how Angel was able to enter
Kate's apartment, then how does this explain the fact that Angel didn't
actually *hear* the invitation?? Did he go back later (off camera) and
listen to the whole message? Or, an even stickier wicket, does an invitation
to a vampire have to be face to face to be in effect??

***At Willow's she gestured (Lie To Me) and also in Buffy's dorm she gave a
non-comittal answer when he asked if he could come in but he needed more
than that.***

As for these two instances, perhaps an entry invitation to a vampire has to
be verbal, not merely a gesture. And perhaps Angel wanted to make sure that
she was really agreeing to let him into her dorm room - since there was
already bad feelings between them - and it is a grey area as to whether or
not a vampire needs an invitation into a dorm room due to their transient
nature/lack of ownership.

I'm a believer in the implied invitation. Kate's phone call to Angel was a
cry for help. Kate knows that Angel is a vampire. If she hadn't wanted help,
why did she call anyone? And if she wasn't going to let Angel into her
apartment, why did she specifically call him?? Was her intent to take pills
and booze and call Angel, only so that he would be forced to stand outside
the door and helplessly watch her die?? I don't think so - Kate is not so
manipulative. If she had *really* wanted to die she wouldn't have tried to
call someone. If she had wanted to blame Angel for the downspiral in her
career, that could have just as easily been accomplished in a note he
received after her death or even just him reading about her death in the
newspaper. But Kate knew it was her own fault that her career had taken the
turn it had. Yes, she blamed Angel for opening her eyes to the non-human
predators and perpetrators in L.A. But she chose to make it the center of
her work.


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[> [> [> Re: Angel's entrance into Kate's house - implied vs. explicit --
Masquerade, 14:20:07 03/12/01 Mon

An invitation does not have to be heard by the vampire to work. In GWBG,
Bryce's thug gives Wesley an "invitation" believing he's Angel. Later, Angel
enters with no problem whatsoever.


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[> [> [> [> entry invitation in GWBG -- purplegrrl, 14:55:40 03/12/01 Mon

Thanks, Masquerade. I'd forgotten about that invitation.


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[> Re: Angel's entrance into Kate's house, another possibility -- JeniLynn,
07:42:20 03/12/01 Mon

I thought of this too. But then I remembered the episode IWRY where a
demon's blood mixed with Angel's and he became human. He knew instanly that
he was human again because he had a heart beat. The whole implied invitation
has me confused, as does the way Angel awoke in Ephiphany. If he isn't a
vamp anymore wouldn't he know it (as well as Darla and the Caritas Host),
and if he is human he's hiding it very well!


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[> [> Plus.. -- Elizabeth, 08:46:55 03/12/01 Mon

In the shooting script, it explicitly says (makes a point of saying) Kate
could not see Angel in her bathroom mirror.




Evil.....with Soul -- Rufus, 13:18:24 03/11/01 Sun

We have used the soul as the Gold standard to determine the beings
qualification to be redeemed. I had always thought that it was the intent
followed by action that determined that. We have use the presence of the
soul as a reason to discount the vampire as anything but a target for
destruction. Buffy has shown that she only kills the vampires that are a
direct threat, or newly raised. She had been operating under the information
that the vampire was evil and incapable of anything including love. Now we
know that to be false. We expect only evil from the vampire because that's
what all the books and experience showed us. But as surly as a human can be
evil, why can't the occasional demon give in to the need to be good. The
Prio Moto changed it's basic behavior from that as a creature bred to maim
and destroy, to that of one that needed more in life and sought to protect a
future potential saint. The Ethros demon existed to corrupt "I corrupted the
spirits of men before they had speech to name me." Then he encountered evil
in the form of a little boy that drove the demon to wish even death to get
out of the nothingness that was the boys mind.

Ethros: "Do you know what the most frightening thing in the world is?
Nothing. That is what I found in the boy - no Conscience, no fear, no
humanity, just a black void. I couldn't control him. I couldn't get out. I
just sat there and watched as he destroyed everything around him. Not from a
belief in evil, not for any reason at all. The only thing I fear is in that
house."

That boy was just like us he had a soul but even with the presence of a soul
the boy was empty. The predisposition for good that the soul would afford
was useless in that nothingness. We with a soul are predisposed to good but
we all know just how evil man can be. We murder and steal and destroy, all
with an intact soul. Yes we insist that it be there for a person or being to
be saved. How is one evil more so because of the lack of a soul? If a murder
is committed is the person less dead because the murderer has a soul? I did
a post awhile ago about Spike having the Love Bug this was when it was hotly
argued that he was incapable of love as he had no soul, not we know that
vampires can love. We can try to be superior and say that all humans with a
soul love, but do they. The acts of carnage that we commit daily can't come
from a place of love. So if humans can act in a unloving way and demons can
love where is the big difference. We were told that it's the predisposition
for good or evil. Well we all know that we are capable of great evil, so
does that mean that a minority of vampires can be capable of great good?
Every act Spike has done from helping Buffy in Family on down showed that he
had to consider his actions and go against his evil predisposition to do
good. We have to remember that even though the vampire is a demon, it's a
demon that requires the body and the mind of the human host to function.
That sets up the chance for anomolies in behavior. The vampire may have the
predisposition to do good but, can the presence of the hosts personality and
memories also set up a battle in the demon mind over actions. Spike knows
when he is doing something good he knows that according to vampire behavior
what he is doing is wrong. But he does it anyway. He may do things out of
selfish motives but the result is good.

Darla said it best: " What we once were informs all that we have become. The
same love will infect our hearts - even if they no longer beat. Simple death
won't change that."

Does the love that once existed in William infect the vampire he has become?
Is the person that William was inform the vampire Spike is? It seems that
death doesn't change the person the vampire was as much as the vampire is a
corruption of the former host, but does that mean that the former host can
inform the vampire of a different way to be? Is the way Spike is living the
easy way with no conscience or remorse or is he getting lessons from the
former man to feel what a vampire should not, regret? How is the evil that
the demons do much more than the evil we do....with soul?


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[> Re: Evil.....with Soul -- ann, 14:54:17 03/12/01 Mon

I am not sure that anyone knows that the personality is completely a thing
of the mind. Or of the soul. Addiction, alergies, various physical disorders
affect the personality. For instance, I have hypoglycemia and am subject to
insomnia and mood swings. These originate not from my mind, but from the
cells in my body. My mind tries to control these things. My soul, (and I do
believe I have one) does not appear to give a hoot, but does feel guilt when
my mind loses control and allows my body to pop off at some annoying
stranger. In other words, a vampire's personality could be at least
partially cellular, physical, and not related to his soul. It would probably
behave much as it had in life. The soul would have (hopefully) used the mind
to control the baser urges during the host's life. Without the soul, those
base urges could be expressed without edit. Which might be why a vampire
tends to display the ugly side of characteristics the host had in life. We
could even speculate that our 'positive' traits are only strong because we
are urgently suppressing their negative side. As for memory, it could be
that it lives physically in our brain. The demon would have access to it,
though probably viewing it dispassionately as if seeing another person. So,
when William died, how much of him was lost? The demon can not act so the
body, which desires to live with intensity and passion, whether human or
vampire, finds another avenue for passion. Wish my soul were as strong as
Spike's chip. I'd be a better person.


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[> [> Re: Evil.....with Soul -- Rufus, 15:16:19 03/12/01 Mon

Yes what does the personality contribute to the vampire as a whole. We have
discussed the ramifications of physical illness in the host body before
becoming a vampire. Darla was clearly dying before she was turned, the
syphillis that would have killed her was arrested, only to resurface when
she became mortal again. So what would happen to your hypoglycemia? I think
that there are a few things that go on. The vampire is able to arrest
organic disease of the body such as cancer, and heart disease, and most
likely hypoglycemia. But when it comes to the mind something else happens.
If the person had brain damage as a mortal that seems to carry forth into
unlife. Drusilla was insane and she is insane as a vampire, even Darla
questioned Angelus turning and insane person. Kralek in Helpless, was insane
and that insanity carried on into his unlife. But if the person is dying of
say, syphillis that process seems to be arrested. So to me that means if
your brain is damaged your memories and personality is the same as the point
you die, if your disease is more one of the body separate from the mind,
that gets stopped.
Darla said that what the person was contributes to the vampire they become.
That is interesting because that means that the host personality determines
a certain amount of vampire behavior. Doesn't mean they won't kill, but it
means that some may consider what they do and have the power to choose their
actions more than we first thought.
That takes me back to mortals, we follow a good star but so many of us
choose evil. So that being the case is it possible for the vampire to make
the same type of choice?


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[> [> [> Re: Evil.....with Soul -- ann, 18:34:32 03/12/01 Mon

The poor mailman I screamed at probably already thinks I'm a demon. My
remorse alone makes me human. So it seems that in the Buffyverse the mind
and the body are truly separate. Since deseases of the mind continue and
those of the body do not, plus the memories are retained, it would seem that
the demon keeps the mind of the host 'alive'. That leaves potential for all
kinds of interesting plot twists, think you not?


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[> Re: Evil.....with Soul -- rowan, 20:35:41 03/12/01 Mon

Now this post has me fretting over the inconsistency of the effects of
mental disease carrying over to the vampiric life, while the bodily diseases
seem not to. Hmmm...I'll be dreaming about this stuff tonight.




An Essay on Vampire Metaphysiology Part II - Holographic Memory and the
'Philosophical Ghost' -- OnM, 21:10:28 03/11/01 Sun

When most people who have noodled around the SF & fantasy worlds for a
goodly while hear the word
'hologram', they are rather likely to think of 'The Doctor' on Star Trek:
Voyager. The idea of a
hologram-- a three-dimensional image constructed of light (photons)-- has
been around for quite awhile,
and as you know, unlike some things in the SF universe, holograms do
actually exist, just not at the level of
sophistication they exhibit in the Trek universe.

So what do holograms have to do with the Buffyverse? Some months ago, I
posted an essay on how it
might be possible for vamps and other beings that inhabit the Buffyverse to
do some of the things they do,
with an angle more science-oriented than mystical. For example, the
animation of the vamp body, even
though it is technically 'dead' in normal human terms, could be possible by
a form of internal telekinesis
that allows the demon to keep organic functions working at a cellular level,
without the need for the
normal metabolic function used when the original human was present. This
same kind of internal telekinesis
makes possible a certain 'mind over matter' function, also exhibited by
Buffy in a number of instances
when she should have been hurt badly or even killed by some action taken,
such as jumping out of a second
story window, carrying a monk, and landing on her back without crushing her
spine. I.e., she 'thinks' that
it is possible, therefore it is.

Much discussion very recently here at the board has been about the nature of
the interaction between the
'philosophical ghost' of the original human whose body and to some extent,
memory, has been taken over
(or infected, as Rufus would say) by the demon. Those latent memories at
times seem to influence the
actions of the vampire, to greater or lesser extent.

If you think about it, how is it even possible that the hosts memories could
influence the vamp, if the vamp
has control of the physiology of the host? We all know that the memories are
located in a certain part of
the brain, which is why some people who have suffered severe brain injury
may lose theirs. Why doesn't
the demon simply block access to that portion of the brain, and so blot out
those annoying human
'leftovers'?

Well, actually, that's where holograms come in. (Remember, we started out
talking about holograms?) So
that this will make sense, I will need to present a little background as to
how the first real holograms were
made, and in greatly simplified fashion, how they work.

The original holograms were created by taking a piece of photographic film,
mounting it in a holder, and
shining two beams of laser light on it from two different angles. The first
angle was a direct path between
the laser lens and the film plane. The second path was made by diffracting
the main beam with a
beamsplitter so that it would bounce (reflect) off the object being
photographed, and the reflected light
made to strike the same piece of film. What this produced was very
interesting-- when you developed the
film, you didn't see a normal image of the object being photographed, in
fact, you didn't see anything that
looked like an image at all-- it just looked some foggy gray film with kind
of swirly little patterns on it.

The reason for this is that the 3D image is created by an 'interference
pattern' of light, due to the
interaction of the two different beams, direct and reflected. The pattern
does not display the object directly,
but if you shine the original, direct laser beam on the image from the same
angle, the interference pattern
will 'decrypt' so to speak, and an amazing 3D representation of the object
will reappear, apparently
floating in space in the middle of the film plane. (The cheesey little
holograms we are used to seeing today,
like the ones on your credit card, are *nothing* like the real things viewed
with a real laser).

OK, so again, what the heck does this have to do with vamps or memories or
whatever? A few decades
ago, I subscribed for a while to the magazine *Psychology Today*, mostly
because a buddy of mine had
begun working in the field and I thus aquired some general curiousity about
it. The mag was mostly
oriented towards people practicing in the profession, but it was interesting
nonetheless. One month, a new
issue arrived, and had an article which was so striking that I recall it to
this day-- the concept of
*Holographic Memory* in the human brain.

There is a very freaky characteristic of holograms, real ones, that is. If
you cut a normal photograph in two
with a scissors, you would of course end up with two halves of the picture.
It you cut a piece of exposed
holographic film in two in the same manner, you end up with-- are you ready
for this?-- TWO
COMPLETE COPIES of the SAME identical image!! And if you cut each of them in
half in turn, you end
up with four complete images! Now I know, this defies common sense, but it
has to do with the
'interference pattern' I described earlier. The reason you get two holograms
instead of two halves of one
hologram, is that the interference pattern is 'recorded everywhere at once,
and at no one spot in particular'
on the film. Imagine taking a photo image, making it very very very tiny,
and then 'tiling' it repeatedly on
the film surface until you have thousands of the same little photo spread
all over the film. This is what the
interference pattern does. So when you shine the laser back through the cut
hologram, the full image is still
reconstructed, but a lower resolution (it gradually gets fuzzier and fuzzier
each time you cut it again).

And, in some brilliant flash of insight, the writer of this Psych Today
article had connected this concept of
'everywhere at once and no where in particular' to the way the human brain
organized memories (and
other functions). This concept then neatly explained how someone who say,
had a stroke, could eventually
re-learn things they had 'forgotten', even though in theory those things
should have been lost forever when
that area of the brain was damaged. While there was a main area of the brain
dedicated to certain functions,
the same information was scattered 'holographically' throughout the rest of
the brain, and so could
eventually be accessed, and reconstructed.

All this, then, leads to our 'philosophical ghost'. The demon has difficulty
completely erasing the memories
of the host because they are holographically spread throughout the brain.
They are nearly impossible to get
rid of entirely. And just as some persons who have suffered brain damage
recover much faster than others,
it would be reasonable to expect that this same condition would apply to
vamped humans. The demon
wants to pick and choose those memories or characteristics of the host that
it finds to be in its own 'best
interests', but given enough time, the 'ghost' reappears.

So, what happens if you get a chip implanted in your head that distracts you
constantly from your normal
control over your hosts body? On the opposite hand, suppose you live to be a
very old vamp, like the
Master? In the first case, the 'ghost' becomes more and more 'visible',
perhaps eventually becoming fully
'corporeal'. In the latter, the ghost gets weaker and weaker with each
subsequent reappearance and
dissolution at the 'hands' of the controlling demon persona.

So, there you have it. Comments?

As always, thinking too much for the benefit of all (~cough, choke~) ;)

OnM


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[> RX for OnM....one antibiotic from your Metaphysician Rufus -- Rufus,
21:47:22 03/11/01 Sun

Had to give you something in case you ever get bitten:):):)

When a the vampire infects(they used the word I didn't) the host and makes
another vampire there must be some rules of possession that have to abided
by. So, how much of the infection is the demon? Is the infection a separate
entity or is it an agent of corruption? If it's an agent of corruption that
would mean that the original bite gives the host the disease of Vampirism,
but the personality and mind of the person stayes basically intact. The
infection becomes part of the whole changing the body making it a demon and
corrupting the mind so the demon can cause as much human suffering as it
can. The vampire is a host with the infecting agent of the original demons
soul, corrupting the mind and altering the physical structure of the host.
The vampire is now stronger, eternally young, but has a few rules such as no
suntanning for the undead, and an adversion to certain religious symbols,
and the whole invite thing. The vampire is the host, the vampire can't
funtion without the hosts mind with the memories and personality. The
vampire keeps the mind busy with the inane daily killings and plans to
survive. But the mind is a tricky thing give it space and time and it will
do wonderous things, such as get a craving for a certain slayer, with a
blooming onion chaser. So what dims the influence of the philosophical
ghost? Time. Simple. Time. Darla couldn't remember her real name. The master
lost human features. Time seems to make the ghost dissappear inside of the
monster.
Now for the goody of the chip...behavior modifyer and all around pain in the
head for Spike. But (get your lab coats on) a very interesting thing to
observe. Watch the subject....he has gone from scary demon to Passions
watching, underwear stealing adolecent. What happened? Where is the Big Bad.
Well I think for one the Big Bad part of Spike is his insecure need for the
limelight taking a walk. With the chip Spike has alot of down time to
reminise about his past. He may tell bad vampire stories but how much of his
first life speaks through his actions? Without the chip there is no way that
Spike would ever have admitted to himself that he loved the Slayer. Without
the chip he wouldn't be in Sunnydale at all. So what I think the chip has
done is make Spike pace in his cage and consider his options. He says he
can't wait to kill but has done nothing but follow Buffy around. So he is
distracted.....can the philosophical ghost impact more than his taste buds?
Or will it be swept aside when or if the chip goes? But do note one thing,
does anyone want to live long enough to develop bat ears?:):):)


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[> [> Re: RX for OnM....one antibiotic from your Metaphysician Rufus -- OnM,
22:32:23 03/11/01 Sun

Thanks for the medication, Rufus. It doesn't have any side effects, does it?
Like, I won't wake up tomorrow morning all furry and purr-y?

;)

OnM


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[> [> The Philosophical Ghost and Brain Injury -- Rufus, 22:41:20 03/11/01
Sun

OnM you have mentioned before the idea of brain injury. So here is where I
tell you how I came to post here.
When I was *cough* years old I became ill with an autoimmune disorder. It
affected much of how I lived but what I missed most was losing the ability
to think and perceive. I went on for many years where I didn't get much
farther than my bed and reading and writing were for a large part out. In
time I was able to do more. I came upon this board out of all the other
board I noticed that the people thought about what they said and were
polite. With my reading, writting, spelling, and memory skills lagging I
eventually posted. It was easier because it was a subject that I was
interested in. Also this board is slow enough for me to catch up. And
forgiving of flaws(think spelling and punctuation). After the brain is
injured by whatever means you can recover, you may not remember the book you
just read, or the name of the person you just met, but some of it does come
back. I may not be big on the Literature stuff as I no longer remember the
Shakespeare I read, but I do get most of it. Everyone has a reason to post
here. Some for the love of the shows and some because of the people here. Me
it's both. It also helps that you let me catch up.


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[> [> [> Re: There are only 20 people in the world... 'tis true, you know --
OnM, 23:32:59 03/11/01 Sun

Fascinating... Sometime after I was born, my parents noticed that I tended
to get these occasional, and seemingly unpredictable bouts of severe
respiratory distress. They eventually discovered that I was afflicted with
asthma, which as you probably know is an autoimmune disease of the
respiratory system. This was the early 50's, medical science knew relatively
little about the disease, and there were few effective treatments that also
didn't cause their own problems (e.g., corticosteroids).

This disease pretty much wrecked by first decade of life, but it also gave
me my love of reading and the urge to tinker with machines and such. (You
needed to do things that didn't involve much exercise, when there were no
such things as inhalers, and just running a few hundred feet could land you
in the hospital). Yin-yang, eh?

You are obviously improving, Rufus, although I never ever sensed anything
wrong even with your early posts. Your stuff in the last few months has been
extremely good.

The few friends I have that would share my interest in this stuff (science,
SF, fantasy, technology, music, movies) have unfortunately all left my neck
of the woods and moved hundreds of miles away. My coworkers and remaining
local friends tend to find SF/fantasy interests in general (and certainly
Buffy in specific) rather specious concerns. So, this board and the many
fine people who frequent it are an important source of intellectual
stimulation to me also.

The PTB work in mysterious ways, do they not?

It's 2:20 AM here in southeast PA, so it's time to free up my little speck
of bandwidth on the net and sign off.

See ya'll again soon,

OnM


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[> [> [> [> Re: There are only 20 people in the world... 'tis true, you know
-- Rufus, 15:21:42 03/12/01 Mon

So after us that makes 18?:):):)

We are in the same position, most of my friends that would have been
interested in what I read or watch are gone. So here we are. Aren't
computers grand?

BTW I watched Dogma last night and I had to laugh because one character was
named Rufus and he was the 13th apostle.


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[> [> [> [> Re: There are only 20 (17!) people in the world... 'tis true,
you know -- Aquitaine, 06:42:06 03/13/01 Tue

Thanks for sharing your stories OnM and Rufus.

At the risk of revealing the reason behind my fascination with vampires, I
have to say that I, too, suffer from an auto-immune condition (is there any
greater irony than an auto-immune disorder i.e. the body overreacting to
*itself*?. My condition is benign in that I don't feel sick at all (except
for the stress it causes in my life). The condition is called ITP
(Idiopathic Thrombocytopenia Purpura) and it means that my body attacks its
own blood platelets. In short, my blood doesn't clot very well and seeing as
my father was left in a semi-vegetative state after a ruptured brain
aneurism, it has become very difficult not to obsess about the possible
consequences of my condition.

But I remain determined to slay *fear*. Fear is more powerful than any
illness; I sometimes feel that fear is more powerful than evil because it
allows evil free reign. That's why I think that fighting fear is the first
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[> [> [> [> [> Re:Don't know if any of you will get back down here to read
this but... -- Marya, 02:00:25 03/22/01 Thu

After reading this I was thinking Geez, maybe we should start a club:
"Auto-immunes for BtVS" I too suffer from an immune deficency condition
which sends me to my bed at semi-regualr intervals. Just spent the last ten
days down, hence the lack of postings. Rufus, I totally related when you
mentioned that one of the things you like about this board is how it gives
you time to catch up.

It has occured to me that one of the reasons I love this show so much is
because the heroes seem so powerless in the face of the evil demons, but,
through courage and perseverance, still manage to prevail. Gives me hope.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re:Don't know if any of you will get back down here to
read this but... -- Rufus, 12:36:19 03/22/01 Thu

I saw it. I hope you're doing better. We're going to have to tell OnM that
he is mistaken and there are more than 20 people in the world.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> I'll have you know that I'm rarely mistaken, I'm
usually just flat-out wrong ;) ;) -- OnM, 20:17:58 03/22/01 Thu

Rufus, I may have been presumptuous in assuming that you or others on the
board know the origin of the 'Only 20 People in the World' line. If you
don't, I'll fill you in, it's rather interesting. It's also not mine, some
other fellow came up with it, whose name I unfortunately forget, but I
remember the story behind it.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re:At least you're man enough to admit it ;) ;)
<---note _your_smilies -- Marya, 20:40:21 03/22/01 Thu

OnM, the phrase was familiar to me, but I thought it was a riff on "There
are only 20 stories in the world." Either way I don't know it's origins. So
give.

And thanks Rufus. Am feeling pretty good now.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> You got it! And welcome back Marya, we missed
you! :) -- OnM, 21:13:45 03/22/01 Thu

As I said, I no longer remember the name of the guy who came up with this
idea, 'twas quite a few years back, but the story goes like this:

The author of the concept was off traveling (I think for business) in some
*very* far off section of the globe. Whilst walking down a street he saw a
face that looked vaguely familiar. He was so convinced he had seen this man
before that he approached him, said something fairly banal like, 'Excuse me,
but have we met before?' and got an immediate response in the positive.
Turned out they had met (briefly) at the wedding of a mutual aquaintance.
Asked why he was here at this particular point in time, some other amazing
coincidence came up. They ended up going out to lunch or somesuch, chatted
awhile, said goodbye to each other and left.

The author got to thinking about this incredible chain of coincidence, and
then about how often he had heard similar occurances described by other
people. I.e., you know a guy who knows some other guy whose mother divorced
another guy who remarried your sister, that kinda thing.

So, in his spare time, he began doing some research on 'the smallest
possible set' (mathematicians will already understand where I'm going by
introducing that phrase) of people you could have, whereby you could
eventually find a link of some kind that relates them interactively.

He eventually concluded that, with the current world population as the
basis, that the 'minimum set' was 20 people-- If you follow possible links
from person 'A' to person 'B', you will not have more than 20 steps, usually
much less. Therefore, 'There are really only 20 people in the world.

I'm sure that a lot of this tale was meant to be tongue-in-cheek, but it is
amazing how apparently unconnected individuals turn out to have some
connection after all.

So here I am, I link to this board, you all link to this board, I link to
you. Far less than 20 steps, and soon it turns out we have more in common
than just a passion for the Buffyverse.

So, anyway, that's what that's about. Kinda cool, no?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: You got it! And welcome back Marya, we
missed you! :) -- Masquerade, 21:38:06 03/22/01 Thu

Isn't that related to the six degrees of seperation concept, and how we all
know somebody who knows Kevin Bacon??

I'm tired.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Ah, see, now that's a phrase *I've* heard,
but don't really know the story.. -- OnM, 21:53:59 03/22/01 Thu

.. so I'm sure someone can enlighten me.

Doesn't have to be you, Masq-- get some sleep! Tomorrow's another, as they
say. ;)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: You got it! And welcome back Marya, we
missed you! :) -- Rufus, 23:23:42 03/22/01 Thu

I was playing a bit with what you said. What I meant was with the amount
that people have in common you would never be able to leave the house
without having a connection with everyone. When people tell me they feel
alone, I just tell them to talk to even one other person about themselves,
and they would find what they thought separated them from the rest of the
world, was the same thing that someone else thought separated them from the
world. In other words, we are more similar than we are different. The
suffering you think you have to take alone is the same suffering that your
neigbour may have, all you have to do is talk to them. If you have friends
you are never alone. It's the fear of being alone that keeps one apart from
life. Something will always connect one to others, be it cats, chocolate,
autoimmune disorders, or one simple show.


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[> Re: An Essay on Vampire Metaphysiology Part II - Holographic Memory and
the 'Philosophical Ghost' -- Rufus, 13:46:33 03/12/01 Mon

One thing I wanted to bring up was the mind and what happens to it when the
vampire moves in. Think back to Kralic in Helpless. He was a serial killer
and a real nutbar. When he was turned into a vampire he was basically the
same thing. The vampire infection hadn't much work to do to get this guy in
the direction of an evil star, he was already there. He did need his
medication though to keep some sort of control. Then there is Dru who was
made insane before she was killed. Her insanity remains a constant but she
was also easier to pervert because she had no more link to reality. But she
was capable of love.
So, when the vampire moves in it is informed about who it will be by the
personality and memories of the host. This is what it bases how it will act
and kill upon. So my question is, how separate is the entity that is the
original infection. Is it like a virus, or is it a separate entity that
coexists with the host?


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[> [> Re: An Essay -- Virus or seperate entity? -- OnM, 20:03:45 03/12/01
Mon

In my imaginings, it is actually both, or more accurately, the one leads to
the other. When the human takes in the vampires blood, a virus like action
begins to take place. This prepares the body in several ways-- first, it
prevents the immediate decomposition from beginning. Then, it prepares the
body for the entrance of the demon, which I visualize as an energy based
creature. The demon in energy form requires the hosts body to be prepared
for it, much like a particular strain of mold will only grow on a certain
substance.

This process takes a while to happen, thus the time between the apparent
death of the human and its 'resurrection' as the vampire. The 'unlife'
begins when the energy form of the demon merges with the prepared body, and
then they unify. The demon can now affect some direct telekinetic control
over the host body, thus keeping it alive, just not by the previous (human
metabolic) means. The same mechanism allows for recovery from most trauma
inflicted on the host body, and also control over the host brain. The 'soul'
that departs is the energy portion of the human, which was previously
'fused' with the physical body in much the same way as the demon energy is
now fused with it after vamping.


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[> [> [> Re: An Essay -- Virus or seperate entity? -- Rufus, 20:16:38
03/12/01 Mon

So if you consider the soul the energy portion does that mean the host
consciousness is still even partially intact? Is there a separate demon
personality that fuses with the host or is the host just corrupted by the
presense of the evil infection? And can the former hosts consciousness ever
influence the demon more than we first thought? You will note that the
infection of the vampire can't heal brain injury, but can stop organic
disease of the rest of the host including a cancer of the brain. But if the
brain is damaged the demon seems stuck with it.
I see we're back to cleaning mould again:):):)


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[> [> [> [> Re: An Essay -- Virus or seperate entity? -- rowan, 21:08:23
03/12/01 Mon

Okay, I'll dive in here, the water seems nice and warm.

Let's say that "humanness" can be characterized by two unique factors -- the
presence of intellect & the presence of a soul. We can perhaps loosely
define intellect as the ability to reason. This distinguishes it from the
intelligence possessed by animals, which might be characterized as instinct
or cunning and may result in the ability to learn behaviors, but not the
ability to apply inductive or deductive reasoning. The intellect,
intrinsically tied to the chemical brain function, would cease at the time
of physical death. Part of the cause of death would be the lack of oxygen &
nutrients transported to the brain via the blood.

If an infusion of vampiric blood occurs after a draining of human blood,
what does it do? The digestion of blood as a food must somehow facilitate
the physical process of oxygen & nutrient delivery that occurs within a
regularly functioning circulatory system. We no longer have a circulatory
system within a vampire; it has been replaced by the digestive system. This
direct delivery of blood keeps the brain functioning, so that intellect is
still present, along with memory, and other mental functions. This would
explain the remaining traces of human "personality" (such as a love of
poetry or insight into behavior, etc.) that overlap the vampiric
consciousness.

A soul might be defined as the ability to love empathetically, which can
perhaps best be observed in teh power of conscience. If one can make a true
empathetic link to another, one could not conceivably harm another, since it
would be like hurting oneself. Self-interest would prevent self-harm. The
soul does not cease to exist at physical death, but moves on to another
plane of existence (maybe the Summerlands? sorry, a little BtVS Wiccan joke
there!)

If a transfusion of vampiric blood overcomes physical death, the human soul
still leaves the body and returns to the ether. That means that the process
of digestive blood animating bodily functions/organs does not apply to the
soul, which is not a bodily function/organ and so does not respond
accordingly.

So now the intellect is given free rein without empathy, which also removes
the action arbiter of conscience, and we essentially have a sociopath.

Does a demon soul or consciousness enter into the body at the time of the
vampiric transformation and drive out the human soul? And does that demon
consciousness, or soul, reside in the physical body? I would say that it
would not be strictly necessary for that to happen: the very absence of a
soul (by defining the vampire being soulless rather than infested with a
demon soul) would be sufficient to produce the type of vampiric behaviors we
have seen. We don't necessarily need to assume that the vampire is infected
with a demon soul and that expulsion of that soul would render them truly
physically dead, or back to human life if the human soul could be found &
returned.

Okay students of the Buffyverse, are vampires infected with demon souls?
Joss's latest definition of souled vs. unsouled creatures (and how that
condition attracts one to good and evil)leads me to believe that vampires
are soulless, not demon-souled.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: An Essay -- Virus or seperate entity? -- Rufus, 21:37:57
03/12/01 Mon

In the first season in The Harvest the first vampire was made by a demon,
upon leaving this reality, bites a human, infecting the human with a portion
of the demon soul. Then the human bit another some to feed some to make more
vampires of. They are awaiting the return of the old ones.
So that leads me to believe that the vampire is a result of the infection of
the demon soul causing the corruption of the host changing the hosts body
and driving out the soul. But the memories and personality is intact. So
that makes me wonder if the fact that the vampire is the result of and
infection can't the reverse be true. Can't the hosts memories and
personality infect the vampire with the ability to love and influence demon
behavior? "What we were informs what we become. The same love will infect
our hearts - even if they no longer beat. Simple death won't change that."
So if the person the vampire was determines what type of vampire it will be,
what else can the former hosts mind make the vampire do. Simple death
doesn't change the vampires capability to love. If you could love in life
you can in unlife. So if you can love, what else can the vampire be capable
of?


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[> [> [> [> Re: An Essay -- Virus or seperate entity? -- OnM, 21:28:29
03/12/01 Mon

"So if you consider the soul the energy portion does that mean the host
consciousness is still even partially intact?"

Yes, in the sense that the memory patterns of the human host are still
present in the brain, and are not under full control by the demon in all
situations. This is what the holographic memory thing was all about, in
essence.

"Is there a separate demon personality that fuses with the host or is the
host just corrupted by the presense of the evil infection?"

The former, in my opinion. The 'infection' is the first part of the takover,
and is just biological preparation of the physical body for the demon energy
(soul?) to take root in.

"And can the former hosts consciousness ever influence the demon more than
we first thought?"

You betcha. If the original humans consciousness was very strong, the
influence can be significant.

"You will note that the infection of the vampire can't heal brain injury,
but can stop organic disease of the rest of the host including a cancer of
the brain. But if the brain is damaged the demon seems stuck with it."

I think the jury is still out on this, but I will note that nerve and
neurological tissue in general is very difficult to heal, which I think is
due to its inherent electro-chemical makeup. The preparatory 'infection' may
just not have the means to do much about it, and if the demon tries to
contol the mind of the host like it does the body, it may be risky-- the
hosts old memories and the demons new memories are intertwined-- you change
one, it can change the other. So, no mass telekinetic interventions here.

"I see we're back to cleaning mould again" ;)

Oh, Yeah, they ridicule me *now*, but you just wait-- I have an impressive
record of being right on an historical basis! Five years ago, there was this
silly 'kids' show on Tuesday night that *I* said was a *work of genius* and
furthermore wasn't even *really* a kids show. :p


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[> [> [> [> [> I will never question you again.....on mould:):):):):) --
Rufus, 21:47:29 03/12/01 Mon

As soon as Joss threw us the bit about souled and unsouled beings I went,
well back to the old lab for a few experiments. I do think that the vampires
exhibit alot of behavior that is not explained by them being just evil. In
Helpless Kralek may have been nuts but he wanted to make Buffy a companion.
He did have serious mother issues though.
So what does a vampire that is supposed to be all evil want a companion or
mate for? You have to go back to the host. If the host was a loving person
you get a vampire that knows what love is and can wish to experience love
again. But you also have to look at how lousy a demon a vampire is. It's a
hybrid that the other demons consider the lowest because of how human they
appear and act. Now you have the part where the host determines the
personality of the vampire, well that can give you alot of different options
in behavior. So yes, I think that the vampire is more than we first thought.
Some of them are evil through and through, just like some people are. The
longer we are in the Buffyverse the more and more the vampire becomes like
us. And we all know how screwed up we are:):):)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh, heck, go ahead and question me... whadda I know??
;) -- OnM, 22:35:21 03/12/01 Mon

It's not like I have a PhD in fundamental fungi or anything. ;)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Mushrooming theories and split-pea brains -- Aquitaine,
06:30:36 03/13/01 Tue

"fundamental fungi"

ROFL!

Your holographic segue into the soul debate is very interesting. There seems
to be an analogy between the segmented photograph that maintains all the
attributes or that reflects the original image in its entirety, cell
division in gestation and in children who undergo split-brain operations. If
they are young and flexible enough, children can grow up completely normal
using half a brain; adults who suffer strokes or undergo the same
split-brain operations do not usually recover because their mental
'treasury' is equally divided between the hemispheres. Adult brains cannot
adapt to change as quickly as children's brains. What is bizarre, though, is
that people with certain types of brain injuries as well as people with
certain personality types with brain injuries heal faster than others. I
found this notion absolutely fascinating when I was reading up on the topic
when my father suffered his stroke.

Also, men and women, because they make use of their 'brain space'
differently, can react quite differently to brain injury. Men, for example,
tend to store memories in clutters and focus their activities using a
particular part of their brain. If that part of their brain is affected,
they are less able to remember/function. However, if another part of their
brain is affected, they continue to function very well. Women, OTOH, tend to
store memories in spread out bits and pieces. This, too, is both an
advantage and a disadvantage.

I often wonder if the presence and/or removal of Spike's chip or his getting
zapped once too often (I'm thinking of Glory's brain sucking penchant here)
will cause him permanent brain damage. It is fascinating to speculate on
whether his transformation is caused by organic or spiritual factors or by
psycho-social-mechanical conditioning. Probably a bit of both.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Mushrooming theories and split-pea brains --
JoRus, 14:40:35 03/15/01 Thu

My son has been having a field day with the latest Alzheimer's commercial
"Does someone you know look off into space? Have trouble finishing their
sentences?" He likes to yell "Mom! You're going in the home now!" I of
course say "What?" and look confused. I like computer analogies...can't
access data, hard drive malfunction, etc. I remember when I was in college
someone told me I had mixed brain dominance issues. : ) I have a very good
friend who has a brain injury due to a bike accident. She's multi lingual,
and when she first woke up was speaking Estonian...which the hospital took
for babbling. Her English was learned as a teenager and took a while to come
back.
Oh, and Rufus, I so enjoy your posts. People are over a wide continum in my
experience. : )


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[> [> [> Virus or evil entity? -- purplegrrl, 08:29:32 03/16/01 Fri

OnM, I like this possibility of vampirism being like a virus that infects
the host.

Here is a similar-minded quote from "Snow Crash" by Neal Stephenson:
"[She is a] cult prostitute of Asherah. Trying to spread the disease. Which
is synonymous with evil. Sound melodramatic? Not really. You know, to the
Mesopotamians, there was no independent concept of evil. Just disease and
ill health. Evil was a synonym for disease."

(BTW, OnM, I would recommend "Snow Crash" to you if you have not already
read it. Thought provoking.)


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[> [> [> [> Re: Virus or evil entity? -- OnM, 22:52:50 03/16/01 Fri

Thanks for the credit purplegrrl, but Rufus was the first one I heard use
the 'virus' reference, I just extrapolated a bit on it, since given the
choice, I personally prefer viruses or nanomachines to magic! Of course,
Rufus claims she extrapolated it from a reading Giles gave about vamp
creation from Season 1, so I suppose it all goes back to godJoss.

I've heard of "Snow Crash", in fact I think it was a Geek Library choice of
the week on ZDTV's (now TechTV's) 'The ScreenSavers' program. If I get a
chance, I'll pick up a copy.


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[> Hey get out lots of Chocolate and cats........................ -- Rufus,
21:54:29 03/12/01 Mon

From the Cross and Stake I saw that the next new ep may not be til after
April 17th. So we have lots of time to watch the mould grow.


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[> [> Re: Hey get out lots of Chocolate and cats........................ --
OnM, 22:39:45 03/12/01 Mon

Yeah, saw that. Bummer! Also saw sassette made the mistake of calling Buffy
a killer. Tsk. Poor girl, if she gets too beat up you can always invite her
over here for for some peace and quiet with us little kitties. ;)

Gotta go beddie bye, I'm afraid, gotta big install tomorrow AM in the early.
See ya all!




Spike's redemption -- Iphigneia, 06:01:41 03/12/01 Mon

You all talk about Spike's possibility for redemption. However Spike not
once uttered the wish to be redeemed. He does not want redemption. He
doesn't even consider it. It's just not important for him. At the risk of
being redundant; He wants Buffy not redemption.
If Spike would get redemption at the end of the season because he makes one
big sacrifice for Dawn or something, as some of you seem to think, to me
that would be wrong even ironic.
1 Wrong: You cannot be redeemed if you have no desire to be redeemed. Think
about this, if Spike doesn't want redemption (he feels no guilt at all, so
why would he want to be redeemed), the whole discussion about the
possibility of redemption is senseless. SENSELESS
2 Ironic: Angel has been looking for redemption since season 1. He really
WANTS to be redeemed and he doesn't get it and probably won't get it until
the very last episode of BTVS or Angel.(I think Angel qualifies for
Redemption because he wants it and he acts accordingly, well most of the
time/ or did (depends which season you've seen already). Spike doesn't.


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[> Re: Spike's redemption -- Shaglio, 07:40:44 03/12/01 Mon

"the whole discussion about the possibility of redemption is senseless.
SENSELESS"

So I'm a bit confused, are you trying to say that it's senseless? I'm really
not following you here. Could you clarify things for me ;)

ever the imp,
Shaglio


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[> [> Re: Spike's redemption -- Elizabeth, 08:42:20 03/12/01 Mon

Here, here Iphigeneia. I'm with you on this, Big Time.


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[> Re: Spike's redemption -- Aquitaine, 09:31:13 03/12/01 Mon

I think that the whole interest of Spike as a character centers around his
long-standing reticence to voluntarily do good (i.e. good for good's sake).
For me, the most entertaining part of Spike's transformation is that he is
being compelled to change 'malgré lui' (despite himself). As far as Spike
being redeemed, I think it is a bit premature to speak in such terms. It is
perhaps more accurate to say that the door is open for Spike to strive for
redemption but, as you note, at some point Spike would have to make a
conscious choice to go down that path.

"if Spike doesn't want redemption (he feels no guilt at all, so why would he
want to be redeemed), the whole discussion about the possibility of
redemption is senseless. SENSELESS"

Well, I'm not sure about the senseless part:) since we are discussing a
'possibility', not an eventuality. Besides, discussion is good for the
soul;) And, to quote The Rolling Stones, sometimes "you get what you need"
rather than what you want. Situations can arise in life that completely
transform you without you ever having had a hand in 'asking for it'.

Finally, if we didn't talk about the possibility of Spike's redemption,
however would we survive a month of reruns?!? LOL.


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[> Re: Spike's redemption -- Rufus, 09:34:59 03/12/01 Mon

Redeem means to atone for, redemption is the process of redeeming not the
end result. Redemption is a process entered into by choice or intent
followed by action. I think that it's fair to speculate if Spike can be
redeemed. Just because Spike has shown no intent to atone for all he has
done doesn't mean he won't or can't. We had been told for years that demon =
evil. We have only slowly found out that the evil we do is just as prevalent
as the demon evil. We now also know that the souless follow a evil star but
does that doom them to being evil only? Sure Spike may want Buffy but that
doesn't negate any of his good actions. He does have to want to redeem
himself though.
Angel has a different need for redemption and is going through a different
process as he wasn't clear in what he wanted until Ephiphany. That doesn't
negate any of his good acts until he finally got the reason for redemption
right.
Just because a being hasn't yet asked for redemption doesn't mean we
shouldn't discuss the potential. It isn't senseless it is a question we
should ask. How can you ignore a potential redemption until the person askes
for it? That to me is senseless.


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[> [> Re: Spike's redemption (spoilers?) -- Rendyl, 14:22:48 03/12/01 Mon

***Just because Spike has shown no intent to atone for all he has done
doesn't mean he won't or can't.***

Or that he even has control over his choices in it. ;)

Change oftens happens to us without our consent or control. Events occur and
can profoundly change a person without the person actually choosing to
change. Death in The Body illustrates this. Each person reacted differently
but none of them actually chose how they would react.

It is even possible to change and recognize you are different, but be
incapable of returning to what you were before you changed. I see Spike
struggling with this. The chip and other factors have forced him to alter
how he exists on a very basic level. In OOMM Spike is raging on at Harmony
about how Buffy has basically ruined his life. He can't kill her, he can't
get the chip out, he can't get away from her, he can't find any peace and he
says "This...has got to end." And it does. He has a dream about her that
night and wakes up in love with her. Is it real or is it his minds way of
keeping him sane? And is there a difference?

Back on topic. (sorry-grin) Love or not, redemption or not he still may find
himself unable to return to what he was. Even though some changes were not
his choice, he may be stuck with them.


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[> [> Re: Spike's redemption -- rowan, 20:30:13 03/12/01 Mon

"Redeem means to atone for, redemption is the process of redeeming not the
end result. Redemption is a process entered into by choice or intent
followed by action."

My thoughts are very scattered tonight, so forgive me if this is a rambling,
rather than coherent, post.

Redemption: from the Latin, redemptus, past participle of redimere, meaning
to buy again, backward, or anew.

I find it consist with the meaning of the word redemption to characterize
both William's evolution into Spike and Spike's current evolution into
post-chip Spike (whatever that is) as redemption. They are literally buying
back a life and living it over, a life which is significantly different from
that which they lived before the moment of redemption. Drusilla became
Spike's redeemer, initiating him through blood of sacrifice (his and hers)
into a new life.

Is this consistent from a theological perspective? A common theological
definition of redemption is salvation from sin through Jesus's blood
sacrifice. Now, that may not appear to be particularly applicable to this
situation. But what I find striking is that Jesus, (who one has to admit
comes to mind quite readily when speaking of redemption) redeems humankind
through his own personal action/sacrifice, not because humankind does
anything to deserve redemption. God offers redemption regardless of human
action, thought, or conscience; in fact, quite in despite of it, since
humankind put Jesus to death.

Of course, now I'm wandering into concepts of grace and mercy, so I'll move
on.

However, the question that remains is, what does one do with the gift of
redemption that one has been offered through a gracious (albeit undeserved)
act? Does one take advantage of it?

Isn't this the basic question before Spike? Perhaps the PTB have offered
Spike, via the chip, a redemption in the form of a respite from the vampiric
lifestyle, not because he deserved it based on past action, but
just...because. This would be analagous to Angel being offered redemption in
the strange form of a gypsy curse...not because he had earned redemption,
since the gypsy's intent was to hurt him, not redeem him. Yet, it set his
feet upon that path.


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[> [> [> Spikes second chance........ -- Rufus, 21:27:18 03/12/01 Mon

Redemption isn't something that gets offered to only the most worthy it can
happen by an indirect method. When the gypsies cursed Angelus with a soul
that was to torment the vampire, but there was now Liam fully aware of what
he had done. It took him years to consider redemption but it did come his
way in the form of Whistler and his introduction to Buffy. It still took
years for him to get just what redemption meant. Now he seems to be back on
the path.

Now to Spike...I give you Drusilla in FFL speaking to William: "Don't need
your purse. Your wealth lies here(touches his heart) and here (touches his
head). In the spirit and imagination. You walk in worlds the others can't
begin to imagine. I see what you want. Something glowing, and glistening.
Something efflugent....Do you want it?"

Drusillas invitation to William to shed his mediocrity. Did he understand
that he would become a murderer to be less than mediocre? I don't think so.
Redemption can happen in the strangest ways. The chip, Spike hates it, he
can't play with the other puppies anymore. He is neutered. But is that the
end of it. All that was William informs all that the vampire Spike has
become. His heart is still infected with the ability to love. His heart may
not beat but he still feels and still can't stop loving. He thought his life
had been a waste, but what kind of life did he have as a vampire going from
town to town,killing as he went. Was that the kind of world that William
imagined walking in? William loved beauty, and so does Spike. Now there is
the chip. I think that the chip may be a second invitation for Spike to be
more than a mediocre big bad. I think that it's invitation will be less
seductive than Dru was, but what can it offer? Giles asked Spike if he
considered the chip and his new life a chance for a higher purpose. Spike
has rejected all offers. Now he is alone. But will there be one more offer,
one more chance, will Spike reach for something more? Does he want it?


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[> [> [> Re: Spike's redemption -- purplegrrl, 08:07:28 03/13/01 Tue

***Isn't this the basic question before Spike? Perhaps the PTB have offered
Spike, via the chip, a redemption in the form of a respite from the vampiric
lifestyle, not because he deserved it based on past action, but
just...because. This would be analagous to Angel being offered redemption in
the strange form of a gypsy curse...not because he had earned redemption,
since the gypsy's intent was to hurt him, not redeem him. Yet, it set his
feet upon that path.***

Hmmm. As I've stated before, I'm a fence-sitter when it comes to the topic
of Spike's redemption. However, rowan, you have given me something to think
about - it is not whether or not Spike *wants* redemption, but whether or
not he will accept it if it is thrust upon him.


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[> Re: "Some are born to redemption, others have redemption thrust upon
them" -- OnM, 21:06:55 03/12/01 Mon

Another example is Faith, who certainly wasn't looking for redemption when
she decided it might be way cool to boff Buffy's boyfriend, but then...
things didn't turn out quite like she planned.

And it took her quite a while after until she finally did, indeed, *ask* for
help. But that wouldn't ever have occurred were the first step not 'thrust
upon her' by Riley's telling her that he loved her, and she recognizing that
it was sincere, even though not really meant for her.


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[> [> All you need is love, love; love is all you need -- rowan, 21:12:19
03/12/01 Mon

So if Jesus can redeem sinners through the ultimate act of love ('my blood
shall be given up for the new & everlasting covenant', whether we deserved
or acknowledged the covenant) and Riley can redeem faith through an act of
love, doesn't that beg the question (here she goes, AtltS) that if the SG
and Buffy could love Spike, he might be redeemed?


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[> [> [> Re: All you need is love, love; love is all you need -- OnM,
21:39:58 03/12/01 Mon

Ahh, but that's the subtle part... Riley *didn't* redeem Faith, but he made
her aware that selfless love was a real thing, a fact she was in disbelief
of prior to that moment. This moment was her epiphany, but it wasn't the
redemption. That came later, when she asked Angel to help her-- and finally
turned herself in to the authorities and thus stopped excusing herself from
taking responsibility for her evil deeds.


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[> [> [> Re: All you need is love, love; love is all you need -- Nina,
09:00:15 03/13/01 Tue

"So if Jesus can redeem sinners through the ultimate act of love ('my blood
shall be given up for the new & everlasting covenant', whether we deserved
or acknowledged the covenant) and Riley can redeem faith through an act of
love, doesn't that beg the question (here she goes, AtltS) that if the SG
and Buffy could love Spike, he might be redeemed?"

As a fervent believer that love can cure everything, I would believe so.
Something else popped to my mind when you made that reference to Jesus. He
sacrificed himself to redeem us (whether we wanted it or not). Now it brings
me back to "Restless" and the part with Spike taking the Christ on cross
pose. In "Restless" there are many references to Biblical facts. There's
this one, but also Giles talking about the lamb in reference to Buffy, and
the whole scene with Snyder and Xander with so many double meanings.

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[> [> Re: "Some are born to redemption, others have redemption thrust upon
them" -- Elizabeth, 22:13:47 03/12/01 Mon

Yes, but let's not forget that crucial "asking for" part. You may have
redemption thrust upon you, but unless you allow it in, Choose it, live
according to its dictates and Believe in them, you aren't redeemed.

So far, Spike's motives are iffy.

And Faith walks the line between believing it it and losing her faith
(little f) every day.




Behind Blue Eyes -- Jen C., 12:18:17 03/13/01 Tue

Okay, this is a potentially cheesy post (hereafter referred to as a PCP
post? or a PCPLtS potentially cheesy post leading to Spike). Please forgive
me if it's not sufficiently philosophical :)

Some one in one of the threads below (I couldn't find it again - and this is
a very loose paraphrase) mentioned that whenever a scene called for a
revelation of what Spike was feeling, they showed his blue eyes. And it
reminded me of a (what I considered) pointless scene in "Where the Wild
Things Are" where Giles was singing at the coffee house. The song? "Behind
Blue Eyes" by the Who. At the time I figured "what the hell, he's a Brit,
he's about the right age...the Who makes sense as a song choice" But
consider:

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

Refrain:
But my dreams, they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

(refrain)

When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool

And if I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
And if I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

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[> Re: Behind Blue Eyes -- Nina, 12:58:49 03/13/01 Tue

"Some one in one of the threads below (I couldn't find it again - and this
is a very loose paraphrase) mentioned that whenever a scene called for a
revelation of what Spike was feeling, they showed his blue eyes."

That was me actually! :) I didn't get to see that episode yet (wish I did
though) but the lyrics of the song are really interesting. Mostly because
the music supervisor said that JW never chooses a music without a good
reason. The lyrics must go with the scene! That's one of the thing I
absolutely appreaciate from the series, it's that the music is not there as
a cheesy effect in the background!

As for the blue eyes phenomenon it has all to do with the director of
photography. It's quite interesting to see when they chose to show the eyes
or not. The same could be said of Buffy (she has green eyes and many people
mistake them for brown eyes). The eyes are the gate to the soul. When you
get to see the eyes, you can't mistake the real intent behing the gestures.

Lately when we got to see Spike's eyes they were to show his human side.
Before they were giving us chills. In OomM, I was fascinated by the editing
in the scene of the chippectomy. So many angles. I wondered why... maybe I'm
still wrong, but I think it was to make the close up even more chilling.
Whenever we get to see the blue eyes in direct light, it's not the human
side we get to see. It's the bad guy. Again, the eyes are the reflect of the
soul... or the lack of it!

The eyes can show the vulnerability and it may be why we don't get to see
Buffy's eyes more often. In season two we got to see them very often. She
could show her soul easily. After all she's been through, she's hiding her
vulnerability now. As a many people said in an earlier thread... she's
trying to keep everything under control. Buffy built up walls around herself
not to be hurt anymore and so did the camera. We don't get to see her eyes
very often now (the color I mean!)


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[> Re: Behind Blue Eyes -- Aquitaine, 14:47:14 03/13/01 Tue

Very neat parallel, Jen!

Nina, you've got me wondering, when *was* the last time we got a 'Lie to
Me'-type close-up of Buffy?


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[> [> Re: Behind Blue Eyes -- Nina, 15:37:26 03/13/01 Tue

If I remember well we do see her eyes in B2 when she speaks with Spike near
the police car (not sure though).I don't think we ever got to see her eyes
this season.

Giles, who's got blue eyes too, doesn't have the same camera treatment. We
do see his eyes constantly. That's why Buffy's and Spike's eyes do have
importance when we see them.

I also read the transcript for the episode you mentioned Jen and I think
that the song in there was really meant for Giles and not for Spike (even
though the parallel is stricking!). When you think about Giles' past and
what he's been going through in season 4 it kinda applies very well to him
too!


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[> [> [> Re: Behind Blue Eyes -- Aquitaine, 16:02:03 03/13/01 Tue

What about in Fool For Love? We get a pretty intense shot of Buffy's face
(though not especially close up - no real Season 1 and 2 close ups this
season) and her eyes do look green for once. That's the last time I can
remember myself...


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[> [> [> [> Now you may actually take note to look at Buffys eyes instead of
the blue eyes of you know who:) -- Rufus, 16:24:19 03/13/01 Tue


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[> [> [> [> [> Why, Rufus, whatever *can* you mean;)??? -- Aquitaine,
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[> [> [> [> [> Nope! Watched FFL again and still couldn't take my eyes off
"you know who" - - sigh.... -- Jen C., 13:19:41 03/14/01 Wed


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[> [> [> [> [> [> You get points for at least considering that the other
characters have eyes:):):) -- Rufus, 14:51:07 03/14/01 Wed


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: You get points for at least considering that the
other characters have eyes:):):) -- Nina, 20:11:20 03/14/01 Wed

Aha ha! Of course they have eyes!!!! LOL! That's the whole point of it. We
are talking about souls all the time. Eyes are the gate to the soul. This is
nothing really philosophical here, but it is not trivial either. :)

Maybe it's only me, but I don't only watch for Spike's eyes. I watch for
eyes. Anyone's eyes. I know that they give me better answers sometimes that
a lot of discussions and theories I can come with. And if the director of
photography doesn't give any importance to what he is doing and if I am just
chasing ghosts... then I'll settle for more chocolate and drool while I read
your posts! :)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: You get points for at least considering that the
other characters have eyes:):):) -- Rufus, 20:52:36 03/14/01 Wed

Yes chocolate...works wonders....remember that it was Giles eyes that saved
him in A new man. They're not blue like Spikes. Will Spikes blue eyes save
him?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: You get points for at least considering that
the other characters have eyes:):):) -- Nina, 08:28:46 03/15/01 Thu

Actually Buffy's eyes saved her as well in FFL. It's when Spike saw her eyes
and her tears that he stopped.

Ah... We could start a new philosophy here. Can eyes redeem? :)

Anyway I'll keep many box of chocolate on hand... no one knows when too many
eyes will hypnotize me for good and keep me drooling for hours! LOL


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> What do other peoples eyes tell us? -- Rufus,
15:27:13 03/15/01 Thu

We have put alot on Spikes blue eyes, so what are his eyes telling us about
him? Are the feelings they show genuine or are they reflecting what we want
to see? Now we can go and rewatch what Spike is doing with the expression of
his eyes. Are the feelings we see in them an illusion or are they real? The
look he showed at the end of FFL and the end of Crush were at the least
interesting. Is he having the emotions he shows or are they just the window
dressing of the actor? Now we can go on a stint examining what the eyes of
the characters tell us. Can we tell the difference between evil and good by
the eyes? Or does what we see reflect our own wishes for the character?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: What do other peoples eyes tell us? --
Nina, 15:54:38 03/15/01 Thu

It is true that we can see whatever we want into someone eyes. We do project
a lot. Human beings do that all the time. If we didn't, psychologists
wouldn't be as popular as they are.

Now Rufus you got me dig up some old stuff from my philosophy class! Old
notes. Old memories. One day we studied perception. Sensorial perception and
I came back home all confused, not able to look at anything without asking
myself "is this really a table?". One example got my attention. I still
remember it. The theory of Kant and the stick in the glass of water.
According to Kant our senses don't fool us. It's our judgement that can err.
When you put a stick in the glass of water you see the stick broken in two
even if it's not. The eyes tell you one thing, your judgement another.

So what does it mean with Spike or Buffy's eyes? Maybe like the stick in the
water we just want to see what we want and let our judgement fool us. But
like I said, eyes are the gate to the soul. If you are a little
perceptive... no poker face can work if you let someone watch your eyes too
long.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Hey, how can Spikes eyes show us the
state of his soul if he has none? -- Rufus, 19:50:43 03/15/01 Thu

If Spike has no soul what are we seeing or perceiving? Just a silly
question.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: What do other peoples eyes tell us? --
verdantheart, 06:37:37 03/16/01 Fri

What we see (in a physical way) of Spike's eyes are what Mr. Marsters gives
the character. And since (from what I've witnessed of his performances) he's
a talented - and skilled - actor, he is completely aware and in control of
what he's doing with his expression. It is his interpretation of the
character based on the script at hand and his understanding of the character
(further based on his growing experience with him). This performance will
influence the writers when they write Spike in future scripts.

That said, a fan is free to read more or less into the expression that the
actor gives, so what we see (in an analytical way) may be more or less
complex than what the actor intended. Mr Marsters' expressions are nuanced,
consistent and clear (I think), which should give us a reasonable basis for
character interpretation. The confusion of our read of the character (good?
evil? what?) reflect the confusion in the character, whose evil impulses are
confounded by impulses based on his love for Buffy.

That's one reason I've never been particularly fond of Richard Gere - dead
eyes.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: What do other peoples eyes tell us?
-- Nina, 12:09:36 03/16/01 Fri

Actually, what I really pointed out was not really the expression of JM's
eyes. It's merely the fact that the director of photography will or will not
show the color of the eyes. Most of the time they just are black. No light
directed into them. At the end of FFL, we get to see Buffy's eyes, but not
Spike. It seems to me that the choice was made to show Buffy's
vulnerability. We don't see Spike's eyes because it would reveal too much at
that point. It has to remain unscrutable. Incertain.

Primarely I was interested to see why those choices were made or not made.
:)


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> The power of the eyes -- ramo, 16:43:33
03/15/01 Thu

This is not about the color of eyes at all, but I definately think Buffy's
eyes saved herself in FFL. You can also see a transformation in Spike's eyes
when he gets rejected by Buffy, when his cries of hurt and shame turn into a
look of anger and rampage.

Also, in Crush, Spikes eyes show very well. When Spike is debating whether
or not the feed on the already dead girl, there is a rather long look into
his blue eyes. Spike seems to fight something in his mind, and he decides to
be evil and do it.

I think eyes that are protrayed show character, and recently I've seen
longer shots of Spike's eyes, and they've given me the impression of good.

I don't think eyes can redeem themselves, but they are a gateway to the
knowledge of redemption, and so far for Spike it looks good to me.




Buffy Series Finale Speculations (poss. Spoilers) -- amber, 13:40:45
03/13/01 Tue

There's an interview with Joss Whedon in a recent Wizard magazine where he
talks about the comic he's creating about a future Slayer.

I can't give a direct quote because I don't have the magazine with me, but
the gist of it was that Joss said that the Slayer called in the future (in
his comic) is the first slayer in over 300 years. He said that since there
haven't been vamires on earth in over 300 years, there haven't been any
slayers called. The new slayer is called because the vampires are starting
to appear again.

Now this raises an interesting question about the Buffyverse and the
possible end of the series. Does the series end, not with Buffy's death as
so many have speculated, but with the end of the Vampire race? The
extinction of vampires on earth?

It seems that Joss could be giving us a hint as to the series finale,
perhaps some magic spell, some brute force by Buffy, or intervention by the
PTB's could lead to the end of vampires. It makes sense that without
vampires on earth a new Vampire Slayer wouldn't be called.

Still there are other questions? Would Buffy lose her powers once the
vampires disappear, or would she retain them until death? We've seen many
times that there are other evils that the slayer must fight aside from
vampires, how will Buffy deal with these if she doesn't have her powers?

What are the moral implications of getting rid of the vampires? I'm assuming
that to do so will be Buffy's choice, even if she doesn't come up with the
method herself. How does this affect her feelings about the vampires that
she has chosen not to destroy in the past; Druscilla, Harmony, Spike, Angel?

Of course, in a happy Buffyverse, Angel achieves his redemption and is made
human before the vampires are destroyed, but what about Spike? If Buffy and
Co. want to rid the world of vampires they would have to destroy Spike, for
fear that some time later in life he would get his chip out and recreate the
race.

And finally, what is the point of creating grey areas where bad characters
can do good (ie, wearwolves generally bad, but Oz is good, Spike's evil, but
sometimes acts for the good of the group) if in the end Buffy chooses to
destroy the whole race?

I just thought I'd throw this out for people to speculate on during this
lengthy time or reruns. I look forward to hearing what people have to say.


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[> Re: Buffy Series Finale Speculations (poss. Spoilers) -- fresne, 16:56:04
03/14/01 Wed

I'm guessing that no matter what occurs in the comic, Joss is not going to
want to paint himself into a corner for the series.

Now given that the Slayer comic takes place vaguely 300 years in the future.
And that there have been no vampires for 300 years, that pretty much places
the Vampire Cataclysm in the nearish future. However, what with Joss playing
fast and loose with numbers, there is nothing to say that the vampires will
all die off in 2 years, 5 years, 20 years, or 50 years. I'd almost like it
to be something, that we (and I mean that in a us humans sense) don't
understand. Heck, the new slayer could spend a certain amount of time trying
to figure out just what happened. And if its something that they could do
again. A bio-engineered disease. A spell. An increased use of fiber optic
solar powered lights.

My own private (which I shall now graciously share with you ;) end of BtVS
theory goes like this...

Joss is inscrutable. Joss is capable of creating excruciatingly interesting
plot lines. Ergo, Joss is inscruciable.

Because he is inscruciable, BtVS will neither end with Buffy's death, nor
with the destruction of all vampires, evil as we know it, etc. There will be
a minor resolution of that season's arc. There will perhaps be some sort of
larger resolution to the series arc, ie the process of growing up.

I see it almost as the explanation that Destiny gives for the end of the
Sandman comic. There are no endings or beginnings. There is merely the point
where we come into the story. Buffy comes to Sunnydale. And there is the
point where we leave the story. Buffy's life changes in a profound way and
yet one which is utterly normal. From a writing standpoint, graduation from
college would be perfect even if my heart says, "too soon."

Thus, as you see, I neatly avoid conundrums of Buffy power lossage and the
death of vampires.
Although given where I am posting, perhaps that is not such a good thing.

Can't have that. Well then. The fact that no Slayer was called in a world
sans vampires brings up an interesting point. The Slayer's power must then
be directly linked to vampires. No vampires, no Slayer. Of all the demon's,
(whether involving vampire viruses, fungi, demon possession, philosophic
humans, etc.) only vampires have their own specific slayer. We have heard of
people referred (the ventriloquists dummy) to as Demon Slayers, but there is
no info. on whether or not they are specifically chosen by the PTB or they
are just a concerned citizens. All the, "You don't know what you are", "You
have no idea what you will become" comments, would seem to lend support to
the idea that Buffy's power has some larger/more obscure source than we have
yet seen.

The first slayer was a primal thing. She slept on a bed of bones. Just
because Buffy and other Slayers do and have done good things, need the
Slayer necessarily be a primal force for good. After all, if killing Adam
was a good thing (and I'm inclined to vote for prevention of genocide=good),
why did doing it, no matter the method, bother the first slayer/source of
the Slayer's power.

Perhaps, Slayers are a side effect of vampires. Perhaps, since Vampires are
a demonic-ness which infects a human, there is a Slayerness (a desire to
hunt and kill vampires) which infects a human. Killers of Killers and so on.
Somehow this makes me think of Sonya Blue's Killer of Killers avatar in
"Paint it Black." Course it also makes me think of the Grendel comic series,
but I'll stop before I get into a discussion of Kabuki vampires.


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[> [> Re: Buffy Series Finale Speculations (poss. Spoilers) -- Scott,
13:43:03 03/18/01 Sun

"After all, if killing Adam was a good thing ... why did doing it, no matter
the method, bother the first slayer/source of the Slayer's power. "

I don't think it was slaying Adam that got the first slayer all ticked off,
it was the spell that joined Buffy, Giles, Willow, and Xander together into
the UberSlayer.

The first slayer talked about being alone and how that was the right thing
to do. Buffy rejected that notion, just as she rejected the Watcher's
council about putting the Scooby Gang at risk. I think Buffy is the most
effective slayer because of her allies.




Glory/Ben - my theory -- amber, 13:46:40 03/13/01 Tue

I was just reading those spoilers at Ain't it Cool, and the one about Brian
being Glory/Ben's father got me thinking.

Of course we know this isn't true because Joss said on TV Guide online that
there was no mystery to Joyce's date, but the Watchers did say that there
were three hellgods, right?

So far we're assuming that Glory/Ben are two of them, but there is still a
third one out there. I think that the third one is also in the Glory/Ben
body, but it just isn't strong enough to manifest itself.

Glory could be compared to someone in the real world who has multiple
personality disorder, so I think it's highly possible that there are more
personalities inside her. However the Ben and Glory personalities are the
strongest so they're the ones we see the most.

Remember Glory's really bizarre monologue the first time she appeared? It
starts with something like "Not now Mommy's talking..." and then goes on and
on. Possibly she was switching between all three personalities during that
moment of craziness.


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[> Re: Glory/Ben - my theory -- OnM, 20:31:58 03/13/01 Tue

I can't recall if the following idea has been posted before or not, (please
step up and claim it for you own, if so) but just in case, here goes:

The other night, someone mentioned the Glory quote from early in the season,
"Someone's got to sit on her tuffet and make this birthing stop!". This
thought then flashed into my fertile but perverted little cranium--

Perhaps Glory is pregnant, in some god-like fashion, and the key is a way to
end the pregnancy? Of course, this also raises the question of who the
'father' is, and knowing that some of those gods of old were an occasionally
incestuous bunch, perhaps Ben is the father? Perhaps the Glory/Ben dual
co-existance thing is related to god-birthing?

We keep hearing that Glory is running out of time, time until the birth? Or
perhaps, it isn't the birth, but the 'fertilization' that will happen if
Glory goes key-less for long enough?

An arranged marriage, possibly? Glory doesn't seem to me to be the
settling-down type of goddess.

Anyway, if this isn't freaky enough for ya'all, I can work on it some more!
;)


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[> [> Re: Glory/Ben - my theory -- Nina, 20:39:55 03/13/01 Tue

"Anyway, if this isn't freaky enough for ya'all, I can work on it some more!
;)"

Please do!!!! I always love your theories! :)


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[> [> Re: Glory/Ben - my theory -- Rufus, 23:34:18 03/13/01 Tue

Yes OnM you can be the resident pervert...:)
I did take note of the birthing comment and wondered if Glory is trying to
give birth to herself. She is fractured into Ben and Glory and when they
switch they are all sweaty, is she referring to the process of one
transforming into the other as the birthing she wants to stop? Does the Key
make Glory whole?


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[> Re: Glory/Ben - my theory -- verdantheart, 06:01:24 03/14/01 Wed

Here's the quote:

"And it's typical, like the big mortal meatsack comes complete with stink
and bile sweat and protein yes I said HUMANS - Not now Mommy's TALKING -
Wriggling, piling, plowing, crawling, clowning, cavorting, DOING IT over and
over and over and over 'til somebody's gotta sit down on their tuffet and
make this birthing STOP."

Interesting. After this, Glory shoves her fingers into her victim's head and
sucks out energy. To make a changeover stop perhaps?

- vh


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[> [> Re: Glory/Ben - my theory -- Elizabeth, 09:52:15 03/14/01 Wed

So you're positing that that worn-out wasted look she had in that ep where
her minions brought the mailman to her and she sucks his brain is the state
she gets in right before Ben comes out? "Next time don't cut it quite so
close" she says.

She was getting kind of twitchy in the x-ray room with Dawn and was about to
suck her brains out, too, before Buffy showed up. Perhaps it was Ben trying
to re-assert himself to save Dawn from Glory.


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[> [> [> Re: Glory/Ben - my theory -- Solitude1056, 09:59:55 03/14/01 Wed

On the alternate side of the equation, wasn't Ben seen stealing meds from
the pharm cabinet at the hospital? I think it was one of the earlier
episodes he's in, the one where that roach-looking creature was doing away
with the crazy folk in the hospital.

Could it be that Ben somehow maintains his control over the body by virtue
of meds, and Glory uses other folks' energy? Her worn-out wasted look may
be, I'd guess, from the internal fighting to hold onto the body. Also, I've
been wondering if the meds are the reason Ben doesn't display the same
insanity as Glory.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Glory/Ben - my theory -- mmm, 12:32:22 03/14/01 Wed

My own personal theory is that the third hellgod was somehow destroyed and
this will give Buffy a clue as to defeating Glory. The watcher's council
didn't seem to have a lot of info about Glory and how to defeat her. I think
there has to be some way for Buffy to find out Glory's weaknesses. What
better way than by finding out what destroyed one of her alters?

If the third personality was destroyed at some point, it could explain
Glory's unbalanced nature, which she offsets with brain energy but Ben
offsets with medication??? Not sure if this is a good theory, but it's the
one I believe in.


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[> little miss muffet rhyme... -- heather galaxy, 19:30:33 03/18/01 Sun

"little miss muffet
sat on her tuffet
eating her curds and whey.
along came a spider
and sat down beside her
and scared miss muffet away."

little miss muffet is glory, who was sitting in her world, enjoying her key
(curds and whey, remember the insane man who came up to dawn outside the
magic box).

glory/ben were expelled from their world. it's hard to be expelled from a
world without some help= third hell-god. that god is still there, he's the
spider that scared her. when glory ran.

or perhaps ben is the spider that sat down beside her (permanantly).

hmmm....




Did Anyone Notice -- JeniLynn, 05:56:34 03/14/01 Wed

Did anyone notice when Dru called Darla Grandmummie, Darla asked Dru not to
call her that anymore, then Dru said "I could be your mummie?"? Very
interesting foreshadowing of what would happen a few episodes later. Of
course we only notice it now because we already know what's to come.


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[> Re: Did Anyone Notice -- Solitude1056, 09:44:08 03/14/01 Wed

I noticed, but it helps that I've already seen that Dru became Darla's
'mummie'.

Here's another did-anyone-notice, that I've not seen anyone mention (on the
several boards where I lurk frequently).

At the beginning of Crush, I think it was, Tara, Willow & Buffy are
discussing the Hunchback of Notre Dame. One reason I adore Joss & Co's
writing is that they have no problem dropping minor hints that you may (or
may not) catch. And the issue of Quasimodo is direct parallel to Spike.

WILLOW: I just don't see why he couldn't have ended up with Esmerelda. They
could have the wedding right there. Beneath the very bell tower where he
labored thanklessly for all those years...

TARA: No, see, it can't end like that, 'cuz all of Quasimodo's actions were
selfishly motivated. He had no moral compass, no understanding of what was
right. Everything he did, he did out of love for a woman who'd never be able
to love him back. Also, you can tell it's not gonna have a happy ending,
when the main guy's all bumpy.

Was I the only one who got the message right away (or alternately, was I the
only duped into getting the anti-message right away) that Spike is never
gonna get the girl?


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[> [> Actually... -- Masquerade, 09:59:20 03/14/01 Wed

There was a long thread here at ATPoBtVS about the Quasimodo-Spike analogy.
Here is a quote from JeniC from that thread (sorry, guys, I'm still trying
to figure out how to upload the archives in the most efficient way):

"Quasimodo acts out of love for Esmeralda without thinking of the
ramifications those actions will have on other people; like the Court of
Thieves or Phoebus or Gypsies in general for that matter. Spike acts the
same way he allows Dru to kill the couple in the Bronze when he knew he was
going to set her up later. He accompanies Dawn to the Magic Shop when he
knows deep inside that Buffy will thrash him when she finds out also he
doesn't tell Buffy that Dawn knows she's the key. Both Quasimodo and Spike
are failures when it comes to showing their emotions in a good way They both
are confused about what love really is.

Neither one knows how to deal with normal people. One's so hideously
deformed that he doesn't dare go outside. The other is a demon inside a once
human body. Both keep souvenirs of their respective loves. Both are insanely
jealous when the object of their love shows another man affection. For
example if Spike didn't have feelings for Buffy or a Chip for that matter he
wouldn't have exposed Riley's secret or if he did it may have been in the
form of a newly vamped Riley or a dead Riley. Both are willing to protect
their loves to the death if need be. In Hunchback Quasimodo does die time
will tell if Spike with make the ultimate sacrifice for Buffy."


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[> [> [> Re: Actually... -- Solitude1056, 10:03:17 03/14/01 Wed

Oh, whew. I was wondering if I was momentarily possessed by some sort of
Joss-influenced hallucinations. Analysis was very well put, btw. If you do
get the archives up, I'll be a busy little bee reading up for a few days, I
imagine!


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[> [> [> Re: Actually... -- JeniLynn, 12:30:37 03/14/01 Wed

Thanks Masquerade for quoting me. I didn't think I could retype all that!
BTW: I noticed there already was JenC so I renamed myself, so as not to
confuse us two Jen's.


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[> [> [> [> Thanks JeniLynn! -- Jen C., 15:54:36 03/14/01 Wed

Though, if you really want to be Jeni C. you can...I'm not really attached
to Jen C. just didn't know what to call myself.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Thanks JeniLynn! -- JeniLynn, 10:01:07 03/15/01 Thu

Thanks Jen but I don't get to use my middle name enough, plus I'm not
creative enough to come up with anything else! :)




Buffy's reactions in "Crush": please discuss -- verdantheart, 07:26:50
03/16/01 Fri

Well, I saw a request for a "treatise." I don't really have a treatise, but
Ido have a lengthy question for you.
I've only been following this board for a couple of weeks, so if this
subject has been raised before and discussed
ad nauseum, please pardon me.

I've been thinking about "Crush" for the last few weeks and puzzling over
Buffy's reactions. I'd like to know what
you guys think.

I've been trying to put myself in her place. OK, I have this hated enemy who
hates me right back. Then one day, he
suddenly prostrates himself before me and proclaims his love. How do I feel?
It's hard for me to believe that I would
be quite so cruel (though perhaps I'm being overly optimistic about my
character!). Seeing someone quite so
emotionally naked would prompt me (I hope!) to try to talk it over more
rationally, let him down in a less abrupt way.

But then, I have always had a tendency to sympathise strongly with fictional
monsters, particularly those who suffer
for whatever cause. And particularly if those monsters are well portrayed,
as Spike is. So I admit a strong bias.

So what of Buffy's reactions? On the surface, one could interpret them as
simple revulsion, like the reaction of
someone who suddenly discovers a spider crawling up her arm.

But my position is that Buffy KNEW all about how Spike felt about her
already--subconsciously. It's not as though
Spike's very well equipped to hide his feelings--try as he might, he's
driven toward obsessive behavior, even if he can
control (barely) the impulse to express his feelings directly. Buffy's seen
evidence of Spike's stalking. She saw him
lurking about her house, even noticing the pile of cigarette butts he left
behind. She knows that he's been joining in
her fights, though she tells him he's not wanted/needed. He's admitted to
refraining from bad behavior because of her.
She even caught him stealing pictures of her, for goodness sake! At the end
of "Fool for Love", it seemed to me that
Buffy realized that the "dance" they were talking about wasn't just
fighting. Buffy probably thought--consciously--Spike
was just turned on by their physical and verbal sparring, as he indeed was.
But doesn't all this add up?

Sure, she was preoccupied either with worry about her Mom or with some
threat she had to face, but a light bulb should
have turned on during some quiet moment. As she mentioned at the beginning
of "Crush", "... for a 'keeps to himself' type
of vamp, he's, like, everywhere I go."

So if her reaction is the revulsion of finding a spider crawling up her arm,
why didn't this subconscious knowledge
surface more quickly so that she could "brush him off"? She didn't face it
until her nose was rubbed in it by Dawn. I
think she's suppressing this knowledge.

Why? That's what I'm puzzling. What was the nature of her reaction? There
was definitely denial (you're evil, therefore
you can't love), desperation (this was specifically noted in the shooting
script), anger, and I certainly caught a little
fear (was that my imagination?).

Why wasn't her reaction like Xander's, that it's too funny? (She certainly
didn't follow his good advice, that you should
never hurt the feelings of a brutal killer!)

Here are some possibilities I've thought about:

1) Simple revulsion?

As I mentioned, I find that one difficult as Buffy refused to recognize and
deal with the situation right off. But
perhaps I'm overthinking this and should not discard this right away.
Revulsion is certainly a component of her
surface reaction. Was her reaction too strong to be explained away as
revulsion? Or not?

2) Embarrassment?

Cecily's reaction to William's love was embarrassment. Here was this awkward
puppy pursuing her with bad poetry. It
embarrassed her that such a man would presume to even consider that she
would ever accept him. Could Buffy be
embarrassed that Spike would presume to love her? Is the picture of a slayer
with a vampire trailing after her with
inadequate attempts to "be good" simply too ludicrous? The script describes
her as "mortified" when Spike is finally
able to get his "I love you" out in front of her. Or is the embarrassment
from having such powerful feelings displayed
before her, who can't return them?

Or shall we go further, and say outrage? Could Cecily/Buffy (both) have been
*outraged* that William/Spike would even
dare to love her?

3) Spike might be a dangerous stalker?

Spike, regardless of the chip, has a potential to be dangerous. On the other
hand, Buffy can certainly take him at this
point. There is, of course, always the possibility that he could manipulate
things to cause harm to her family or
friends. But is it realistic to believe that just because he is in love with
Buffy he is now more of a danger to her or
anyone around her than he ever has been? This one feels weak to me.

4) Responsibility? (and the ramifications thereof)

Does Buffy feel she's somehow responsible for Spike's unwanted attentions?
Joyce asked her about whether she
unintentionally sent out "signals", and Buffy got reassurance from Giles
that it wasn't her fault. It's hard to believe
that she cares about Spike's feelings here (since she has completely ignored
and discounted them), but perhaps she fears
that she's a "vampire magnet" (just as Willow accused Xander of being a
"demon magnet").

Or, if Spike *can* love, does she feel a burden to rehabilitate him? That
would be a pretty enormous task.

5) Feelings for Spike?

Is she covering for suppressed feelings for Spike? Or subconsciously fear
that she might? The mere suggestion or thought
of this might be enough to were no possibility that it was actually true.
Possible issues:

a) It certainly would be embarrassing for her. A slayer in love with an evil
vampire! No excuses of souls there.
b) It might be considered a betrayal of Angel. What would he think if
Buffy's newest boyfriend were--Spike? Does she see
his feelings as a mockery of Angel's (and her) feelings?
c) The potential for pain in this relationship is perhaps greater than that
with Angel. If Spike is to become worthy of
Buffy he has a long, long way to go--without the benefit of a human soul.

6) Challenges her world view.

If Spike were in love with her, really in love, then it's possible that evil
creatures have real feelings. And,
especially, if he could make choices of good over evil for her, then at
least some evil creatures have the capacity for
good (without requiring a human soul). It blurs the line between good and
evil for evil creatures to be capable of good
as well as good creatures to be capable of evil. The universe suddenly
becomes a lot more complex. What does this say
about the vampire slayer if a vampire isn't automatically an evil monster,
but can be more than that? With the discussion
about the slayer as "killer" this season, this last might really be a
problem for Buffy.

So what do you think? What exactly was motivating Buffy? I haven't found an
answer that says to me "well, of course!" Which
explanation or combo thereof makes sense, or is totally cracked? Is there an
obvious explanation that I've totally missed?

Thanks for your remarks!

- vh


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[> Re: Buffy's reactions in "Crush": please discuss(spoilers?) -- Rendyl,
08:10:54 03/16/01 Fri

My pet theory (if we push past the premise that the writers just made a
boo-boo) corresponds somewhat to your #6. Buffy has a tremendous amount of
responsibility as the Slayer. Her job never gets any easier and she is stuck
in it until death. (likely a young death) Every night she kills and can take
a small measure of comfort in destroying evil monsters. If the 'monsters'
turn out to be much more human than she thought it becomes more difficult to
kill them. This leads her to more angst ("now I am killing people who can
love instead of monsters") and hesitations and questionings that could be
the difference in winning a fight or dying in it.

My other thought is more on the attractions we feel for people. I don't
think Buffy loves Spike but I do think that deep down on a very primal level
she desires him. Some small part of her is attracted to the wildness and
freedom from responsibility he represents. Buffy is not comfortable with her
darker side. If she had accepted that part of herself she could have laughed
with Xander about it and calmly confronted Spike. Instead she freaked. She
had Willow remove his access to the house to 'avoid' him, not to make any
big statement. She is running from the Spike problem, when fifteen minutes
talking with him could fix it.

And lastly my favorite aspect. (grin) When Angel lost his soul he hurt Buffy
deeply. All this time she has been able to rationalize this hurt by his not
having a soul and therefore being incapable of loving her. If she has to
acknowledge that vampires are capable of love then she is left with Angelus
either -choosing- not to love her or loving her and hurting her anyway. Sort
of a "if Spike can love me why couldn't Angelus" which would be closely
followed by "did Angelus love me all along?" and my vote for most
disturbing, "oh god, -THAT THING- loved me and tortured and murdered my
friends and family to show it?!!"

So she avoids it altogether by refusing to even think about Spike being
capable of love. "Spike wants me, how obscene is that?" not Spike thinks he
is in love with me.


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[> [> Re: Buffy's reactions in "Crush": please discuss(spoilers?) --
Traveler, 10:02:52 03/16/01 Fri

Good points. Buffy has always been good at denial. She has also always liked
strong men (fighters), and she herself said that Spike is the strongest man
in Sunnydale. Her loathing of him is a little too complete/unshakeable to be
possible without some kind of hidden meaning.


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[> [> [> Re: Buffy's reactions in "Crush": please discuss(spoilers?) --
Scott, 12:52:51 03/18/01 Sun

I agree. Just like any other relationship, it is complicated.

Spike is attractive. Physically yes. But he shows no remorse. That has to
have some attraction to a slayer. It did to Faith and Faith almost brought
Buffy to that point as well. That lack of remorse could serve a slayer well
if she was just the primal force, the killing machine.

But, she's not. She hasn't killed Spike. He's still a demon, he's still
dangerous. But she hasn't killed him because she has charity.

It's the same reason's she let Dru and Harmony walk. She's more than just a
slayer, she has compassion -- even for those that would be her victims.

Would she be more powerful without her compassion? That depends on your
definition of power.

Joss has said that this season Buffy searches for what it means to be the
Slayer. And at the same time we get to see all of these episodes about
family and what that means. These juxtapositions -- this worldview -- this
is her reaction to Spike's crush. The complexity of their relationship, not
the simplicity of it.


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[> [> Re: Buffy's reactions in "Crush": please discuss(spoilers?) -- Tina
Louise, 20:51:11 03/19/01 Mon

Excellent Points.

I had one question,to your comment about Angellus loving Buffy,
"And lastly my favorite aspect. (grin) When Angel lost his soul he hurt
Buffy deeply. All this time she has been able to rationalize this hurt by
his not having a soul and therefore being incapable of loving her. If she
has to acknowledge that vampires are capable of love then she is left with
Angelus either -choosing- not to love her or loving her and hurting her
anyway. Sort of a "if Spike can love me why couldn't Angelus" which would be
closely followed by "did Angelus love me all along?" and my vote for most
disturbing, "oh god, -THAT THING- loved me and tortured and murdered my
friends and family to show it?!!"

Did Angelus love Drusilla? He murdered her friends (nuns) and family before
making her a vampire.
And Oh, and by the way, do you think Angelus ever had relations with
Drusilla. Watch "Fool For Love" again.


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[> Re: Roots of her reaction in FFL and the past -- Nina, 12:02:13 03/16/01
Fri

"But then, I have always had a tendency to sympathise strongly with
fictional monsters, particularly those who suffer for whatever cause. And
particularly if those monsters are well portrayed, as Spike is. So I admit a
strong bias."

I think this is the biggest problem we have here. I know it is my problem
too. Try to see good in monsters, reform them. The problem is that it's easy
to want to reform someone on tv, but it's another matter in real life. If we
consider that Buffy is living a real life we can't ask her to see good in
Spike.

Revulsion, embarassement, dangerous stalker, responsibility, feelings for
him and the fact that it challenges her world view are all good answers.
There's not only one good answer.

The only way to understand Buffy is to put ourselves in her shoes. Not in
Spike's shoes, not in our shoes. The fact that Spike may have or may not
have blue eyes doesn't matter to her. She's not analysing Spike's shots at
redemption. She doesn't have access to this board! All she knows is coming
from her own experience. She may be attracted to him unconsciously, but
consciously she will fly away from the problem. As it's been said, it's too
disturbing. She wants him to go away, to disappear. But problems never
disappear until we confront them.

Buffy is certainely confused. In one hand she will confide in Spike (telling
him about her mother in the hospital), she will entrust him with her family,
rely on him to find Dawn, but on the other hand he is still the enemy. She
uses him as he uses her.

I had read the script, the transcript, saw photos, heard Spike's lines in
FFL without actually seeing the episode. I thought it was enough to make a
judgement about it. But it wasn't. I must say that this episode really
brought light on a lot of things concerning Buffy's feeling for Spike and
why she can't return the feelings. In the alley behing the Bronze when Spike
tells her "the second that happens, you know I'll be there. I'll slip in and
have myself a real good day". He is creepy. More than creepy. Have that guy
telling you he loves you 4 months later, you can't just say "why not, yeah,
I'd like that!" Buffy saw him say that to her. She saw the sincerity of his
eyes and voice.

People were shocked by the last scene of FFL for a good reason. There's a
definite u-turn for Spike here, but for Buffy who just heard those lines a
moment before we can't expect her to register the change. After FFL what
does she see of Spike? He helps her with the demons in LtF (but she also saw
him steal her photos in her basement), he's the one responsible for showing
her Riley's secret in ItW, he's asking for brownies points after fighting
the Troll (but has gropped her doing so), he's insulting her at the
beginning of Checkpoint. When she needs help she flatters him ("you're the
only one strong enough to protect them") to get what she wants. He does
accept without asking for money and nothing bad happens to the family (one
good point here in his favor). Buffy asks him to find Dawn and he comes with
her (second good point) He fights Glory with her (third good action)

Now we come to "Crush". Spike sits down with her and puts all his brownies
points on the table. He wants respect. How can Buffy honestly honor that?
They always have been using each other. The pact in her head is that as long
as they use each other it's alright. But recently Spike is not asking for
money anymore. It's disturbing. The pact is broken. Something is wrong.

I read in lots of boards that people don't understand Buffy's rejection to
Spike's love declaration. Many women posters say that they would have said
yes without hesitation. Hmmmmm... People's memory is very short. It's a good
thing that they are showing reruns. They want to remember Spike's line that
says "I know you wanna dance" but not the one when he says that he'll slip
in and have himself a good day.

We don't get to speak a lot about Buffy's feelings and her own journey...
it's very interesting that you brought that thread! :)


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[> [> Re: Roots of her reaction in FFL and the past -- Rendyl, 13:33:53
03/16/01 Fri

***They want to remember Spike's line that says "I know you wanna dance" but
not the one when he says that he'll slip in and have himself a good day.***

I expect Buffy remembers and that is part of the problem? dilemma? tension?
between them. Here is Spike who has studied her so long he -knows- her. She
even recognizes this about him as early as 'Lovers Walk'. He is not some
goofy guy with a crush. He is a vampire completely and totally consumed with
her. First with destroying her and now with his change to being in love with
her. He has been obsessed with her most of the time he has known her. On one
level this is just creepy. Creepy and sick and unthinkable and ..etc.

The question for Buffy is what is the feeling on a deeper level? Yes Spikes'
obsession is creepy but is it also just a tiny bit exciting and dangerous
and wild? Here is a guy who has existed for over a hundred years. Who has
seen things and been places and had adventures Buffy can only dream about.
And unlike Riley and Angel, this guy -refuses- to leave her. He is consumed
by the thought of her. There has to be something just a little intoxicating
about it. A dark and sexy little twinge when he is around. It is a feeling
(assuming she is feeling it at all-grin) that she is likely not capable of
even acknowledging.

I tend to agree with you Nina, Buffy had Spike in a safe place. She seems
most comfortable when she can file the people in her life away in little
folders. Her life is so uncertain I think she needs the SG to fit certain
expectations to provide some stability in her life. Spike was annoying but
okay as long as he kept to his little folder. But when he broke the unspoken
pact as you said it changed everything.


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[> [> Re: Roots of her reaction in FFL and the past -- verdantheart,
14:08:44 03/16/01 Fri

Really? Many women fans expect Buffy to immediately accept Spike?

Although I'm fond of monsters doesn't mean I think that monster-slayers
should take my viewpoint (as though Buffy could see through Spike's eyes!).
That doesn't make much sense to me--dramatically it's not right; Buffy
certainly hasn't shown much chumminess toward Spike. The biggest concessions
she's made are relying on him for help and not telling him to get lost at
the end of FFL when he offered silent support--even allowing him to pat her
back (the implications of that action are worthy of their own thread).
There's no reason for Buffy to make a U-turn in her attitude toward Spike as
he did toward her; she didn't have the same dream he did.

My interest is the vehemence of Buffy's reaction and where it comes from.
She completely denied his feelings, declaring him incapable of love--didn't
even want to hear him say it. It seemed to me (and maybe I'm wrong) that
there's something more going on there than "My enemy just declared love for
me, what's with that?"

Thanks for your most helpful and interesting comments!

- vh


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[> [> [> Re: Roots of her reaction in FFL and the past -- JoRus, 14:37:45
03/16/01 Fri

I'm really thinking her primary reaction had to do with Angelus...and her
deciding that his actions years ago were simple and understandable. She had
Angel=soul=loves me, and Angelus=bad no soul=can't love me. Buffy didn't use
her relationship with Angel to further her understanding of vampires in
general (partly because she was very young, it was her first relationship,
and she wanted Everything To Be Perfect). It seems to me in retrospect that
they just denied he was a vampire much of the time. Spike, on the other
hand...he's in her face with it. She's learned more about vampires from
Spike, she's classified him as an evil vamp, then a defanged vamp...she may
know he eats onion flowers and drinks beer,but she has never tried to
understand him, partly because vampire=things I kill. Her relationship with
Angel/Angelus is a painful sore she doesn't want to explore. Spike? It's a
relationship where he is almost mentoring her in vampires. Sometimes, like
in FFL, that makes her angry, even when it is information she needs. Angel
let her hide from the darker parts of himself (though Angelus is a different
story), but Spike has always demanded a quid pro quo relationship. He wants
her to be a grown up, and to face things. Angel made decisions for her (like
ending the relationship) and let her be more of a girl. Like all undealt
with relationships that hurt you, the residue of the Angel relationship (or
perhaps Angelus's cruelty....maybe it's Angelus she can't deal with) has
left her with anger that has nowhere to go but Spikewise. She isn't going to
call Angel in L.A. and say "You SOB, you killed Willow's fish, stalked me
and killed Jenny. And I loved you." Nope. She hits Spike instead.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Roots of her reaction in FFL and the past -- Nina, 15:07:45
03/16/01 Fri

"Really? Many women fans expect Buffy to immediately accept Spike?"

Maybe I should have used "girls" intead of "women"! :) But I am really
appaled to read so many threads on other boards that so vehemently dislike
Buffy and call her a b*tch because they would never say no to Spikey! I can
really understand DF's frustration when he tried to explain that Spike was
still a killer (the problem beeing that he was not very diplomatic while
stating his view).

"She isn't going to call Angel in L.A. and say "You SOB, you killed Willow's
fish, stalked me and killed Jenny. And I
loved you." Nope. She hits Spike instead."

I think that's it exactly! Projection. To hit Xander he needs to wear a
puffy suit, he needs to look ridiculous in her eyes, but to hit Spike it's
almost accepted. He's an enemy. There's no reason for her to punch him all
the time unless she unleashes other frustrations on him. That has got to be
puzzling too. She hits him and he doesn't go away. She's stronger than him
and he doesn't go away. Blow after blow he's still there.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Roots of her reaction in FFL and the past -- Rendyl,
16:01:54 03/16/01 Fri

***Maybe I should have used "girls" intead of "women"! :) But I am really
appaled to read so many threads on other boards that so vehemently dislike
Buffy and call her a b*tch because they would never say no to Spikey!***

I am sure there is a name for it but some people (men and women alike) feel
an overwhelming need to 'save' others. We can stretch back on the couch and
tell ourselves that if we were Buffy we would already have Spike naked,
happy, and on the way to being a good guy (evil grin) but unlike Buffy we
have access to his thoughts and actions in a way she does not. We see the
moments he transcends what is expected of him and becomes more while Buffy
and the SG only see his worst or most violent moments. I never thought Buffy
was trying to hurt Spike in the episode. She just seemed to be freaked most
of the time.

There is also a certain amount of the "oh Spike is soooo cute and sexy" and
"JM is just dreamy" which doesn't take into account the little annoyances
like drinking blood, killing humans and not being able to get a tan.

***I can really understand DF's frustration when he tried to explain that
Spike was still a killer (the problem beeing that he was not very diplomatic
while stating his view).***

Perhaps, but I still argue no one would see Spike in a positive light if the
writers did not make him so. Even Crush has ambiguious moments. In 'IWMTLY'
(? am I close?) Buffy gives Spike a look as he speaks to April. Is it
jealousy? Curiosity? an accidental looking his direction? The writers do not
attempt to define the moment and once again we are all left wondering. In
'Crush' Spike specifically says he is not like the locked up serial killers.
His feelings for Buffy are not that simple. More importantly -he- is not
that simple to define.


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[> [> Re: Roots of her reaction in FFL and the past -- Different Stages of
Reaction, 07:53:59 03/17/01 Sat

I think the point about FFL is germane: Spike is continuing to show his
evil, obsessive nature right alongside his confessions of love.

If we think about Buffy's reactions in "Crush," I think we have to see at
least three stages:

1) shock, denial, etc. This has been discussed at length.

2) After a talk with Willow and her Mom, she decides that she has to go talk
with Spike. While her purpose is to "shut him down," the way she calls to
him when she first enters the crypt didn't indicate to me that she was going
to be cruel. Presumably, if he had been there sulking--without
Drusilla--they might have had a rational conversation. [Although by this
point she had already asked Willow to do an uninvite spell].

3) BUT instead of this conversation, she comes across the shrine, including
the mannequin (yuck!), finds herself zapped unconscious, chained up, and
taunted by Spike to say she loves him, "or else"! If Spike were just a
suitor who was dealing with a first rejection, this is not the way to do it.
But he's a vampire.

Spike is still evil, and he almost gets Buffy killed trying to coerce her
into admitting feelings for him. I think the question isn't, "Why is she so
cruel?" but "Why is her reaction so mild?"

Also, in IWMtLY, Warren says, "She was only made to love" (or some such),
and Buffy says, "Then she's dangerous."

Perhaps Spike is more, rather than less, dangerous now. At the very least,
maybe he is more dangerous than at any point since he had the chip put in.


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[> [> [> Ooops, I mean, "Different Stages of Reaction" (n/t) -- Reid,
07:55:37 03/17/01 Sat


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[> [> Re: Roots of her reaction in FFL and the past -- diana, 15:34:50
03/17/01 Sat

I don't know the writer's or Joss's thoughts in FFL, but I have a different
interpretation on Spike's comments "the second that happens, you know I'll
be there. I'll slip in and have myself a real good day".
I saw this comment as part of Spike bravado, his desire to be the BigBad,
this is what he has been doing for well over a century.
Family, seems to confirm this is just an act. Harmony in forms Spike that
Glory has recruited demons to kill the Slayer once and for all. To Harmony
Spike says something to the effect (sorry I can't remember exactly) of "I
want to see this". However, when he gets to the magic shop he helps Buffy,
again!
So as far as what posters on other boards, (I'm one of them) who don't agree
with Buffy's rejection of Spike. I don't think they (or I for that matter)
found Spike creepy. It seemed plainly fake to me. I think Spike's reaction
to what Buffy said was much more his true feelings. He broke out in tears,
then anger. Intent upon killing her (really hurting her for hurting him) his
anger dissolved the moment his saw she was in pain. This is as much
love/obsession as I've seen anywhere in fiction.
Further I think the repeats, at least the way they seem to scheduled so far,
are setting us up for a Spike Buffy romance. Only a romance of some kind
would make all this effort worth it.


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[> [> [> Good Luck -- Traveler, 13:20:47 03/18/01 Sun

"This is as much love/obsession as I've seen anywhere in fiction. Further I
think the repeats, at least the way they seem to scheduled so far, are
setting us up for a Spike Buffy romance. Only a romance of some kind would
make all this effort worth it."

It's a really bad sign when the writers tell you that Spike is a remorseless
killer and Buffy could never love such a person. He may love her, but there
has been no concrete evidence to show that Spike really losing his "killer"
instincts. I sympathize with him, but there is a practically 0% chance he
will have that kind of relationship with Buffy. The reruns are just to clue
in latecomers to the plot.


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[> [> Re: Roots of her reaction in FFL and the past -- Eania Snow, 21:02:31
03/22/01 Thu

I agree with you on most of your points however I don't on the one in FFL
behind the bronze. When Spike said he would slip in and have himself a good
day. He was not serious, he was just being the big bad again. Its reinforced
shortly after when we get the 'Ooooh now did I scare you slayer?" Thats all
he was trying to do scare her. However as I mentioned before any type of
relationship in my mind would lead to ruin. I hope something interesting
happens in the following episodes with this situation.


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[> Re: Buffy's reactions in "Crush": please discuss -- Javoher, 23:34:24
03/16/01 Fri

Verdantheart, love your post!

Spike is/isn't human. He constantly has a duality inside him, each
struggling for supremacy. (Like Glory/Ben morphing one into the other!) That
is new since that chip was implanted in him brain, since before the vampire
was dominant and the human weak or non-existant. I don't mean "human" with a
soul and a love of sunshine, I mean human behaviors, thoughts, reactions,
emotions, the most basic of which vampires seem to retain without benefit of
a soul. Spike is well aware of his dual nature and distressed by the change
in the balance, but deals with it much better than Buffy does. Could be age
and experience.

Buffy has a more complicated duality, but each side struggling for
supremacy. She is a normal girl who "shops and sneezes" as she told the
First Slayer and argues about clothes with her sister, yet she goes out
every night and kills intellingent, thinking beings, albeit viscious and
cruel beings, who often look very human. That side that kills things is very
dark I think, and that side is attracted to the wild Spike. I agree, that
side of Buffy knew of Spike's attraction. But Buffy doesn't let that side of
her personality creep into her conscious thoughts. The lighter side of Buffy
is completely grossed and freaked out by the whole concept and just wants a
"normal" guy. But her dark side won't let her lighter side laugh it off, so
instead she beats the living daylights out of Xander the Michelin Man.

I think Spike knows she's attracted to him and that's why he keeps forcing
the issue. When Spike said "I LOVE you" to Buffy, he forced her to look at
her dark side and its attractions to killing and to him. She still refuses
to acknowledge it, so she had Willow remove Spike's invite into the house,
she won't talk to him, she taunts him with "You're beneath me" and "The only
chance you had with me was when I was unconscious." But this season's
overriding theme is about Buffy's descent into darkness (and Angel's ascent
from darkness in tandem, but that's another post) and Spike plays a crucial
role in forcing or manipulating those around him into looking at that
darkness. When Buffy was free of her chains in Spike's crypt, after being
shocked into unconsciouness, chained up, and attacked by Drusilla, all she
could do was slug him and stalk off? Come on, girl, make up your mind! Buffy
knows damn well that's like forgiveness to masochistic Spike!

Two more reactions are worth dissecting, if you all don't mind. Please
excuse if it's been gone over before - I haven't caught up on all the posts.

1) The very last motion in FFL was a sigh, at the same time, from Spike and
from Buffy. To me (my fertile imagination?) that shared sigh spoke as much
about what they were feeling as everything else spoken in that whole
episode. There was weight of responsibility, longing for what could have
been, resignation to the life each of them has made for themselves - and
each was unaware of the other doing it.

2) The other reaction is Giles' threats to Spike. Buffy has not told the SG
everything, I think - not about the scene on the porch, not about Spike's
attempt to kiss her. They, including Giles, are seeing the whole thing
played out in a more two-dimensional way, Buffy-good, Spike-bad. But it's
possible Giles knows that previous Slayers have been in similar situations
and that a Watcher can be the only thing standing between a Slayer and "real
darkness." (Forgive my borrowing from Wesley's discussion with Angel so
liberally, but I think the parallel is legit.) Giles may have more of a
hunch about Buffy's dark side than the others and may have a great deal more
to fear about Spike's attraction to Buffy.


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[> World View -- Rufus, 00:21:15 03/17/01 Sat

"No evil could exist where no good exists." HL. Menkin

How can evil exist without good? The Vampire is a demon that has infected
the host with the soul of the original infecting demon. But is that all
there is? Does the infection drive out not just the conscience but any
understanding of good at all? Makes no sense that in a being that has the
personality and memories of the former host that evil can be absolute. The
presence of the memories of good acts alone show that there is good in the
vampire even if it's the memory of good. That and the fact that the vampire
needs the memories and personality of the host as a template on how to
function shows that there is the chance for some good to survive, if only in
the unconscious. With Spikes declaration of love, Buffy had one sure world
view destroyed, vampires can love, alot are just incapable of it. Just the
same as in mortals. The soulless may have no conscience, but they only have
a predispostion for evil, just the same as a mortal only has the
predisposition for good. Look what we do as people every day. We contain
evil and we do evil all the time. Wolfram and Hart counts on it. Holland
told Angel that evil lives in the hearts of every living being, so does
good? Good may not be in the hearts of the vampire but the chance for it
lives in the personality and memories of the person it once was. So does
that make Buffy a killer. Well, I haven't changed on that one. She is a
killer that's what a slayer does. So, does the fact that vampires can be
capable of good make her a murderer, no. Buffy has always killed in the
defence of man. The vampire killed to prey on man. There is a big
difference. Buffy isn't killing just because she enjoys it. She kills
because she has to. The vampire kills to enjoy the suffering of man, Buffy
kills the vampire to defend man against suffering.


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[> Re: Buffy's reactions in "Crush": please discuss -- change, 05:42:37
03/17/01 Sat

> I've been trying to put myself in her place.
> OK, I have this hated enemy who hates me
> right back. Then one day, he suddenly prostrates
> himself before me and proclaims his love. How do
> I feel? It's hard for me to believe that I would
> be quite so cruel (though perhaps I'm being overly
> optimistic about my character!). Seeing someone
> quite so emotionally naked would prompt me (I
> hope!) to try to talk it over more rationally,
> let him down in a less abrupt way.

Spike is more than just an enemy. He is a brutal, mass murderer. Instead of
visualising Spike or some other vampire prostrating himself before you and
confessing his love, visualize Jeffrey Dommer confessing his love to you.
Now ask yourself how you would feel about Jeffrey Dommer. Would the idea
that he loves you entice or repel you? Would it make your feel good about
yourself that a cannabalistic murder finds you attractive?

For those outside the U.S., Jeffrey Dommer is a murderer who was caught a
few years ago. He lured boys into his apartment, killed them, and then
cooked them and ate them. In a way, he is very similar to Spike who also
kills and eats his victim. Jeffrey Dommer is a human being and is (probably)
capable of loving someone, or at least finding them attractive.

To me, the question is not "Why isn't Buffy nicer to Spike?", it's "Why
didn't Buffy stake Spike a long time ago?".


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[> [> Re: Buffy's reactions in "Crush": please discuss -- Sebastian,
14:17:50 03/17/01 Sat

"Why didn't Buffy stake Spike a long time ago?"

I agree - that is question that should be asked? I, too, thought at first
Buffy was to harsh on Spike -and then I re-watched Crush - and did a
perspective shift.

What if you read in the paper about a guy who kidnapped a girl he had a
crush on - held this girl and his ex-girlfriend captive in the same room -
and then said he would kill his ex-girlfriend to prove his love to his new
paramour. And if she didn't reciprocate his feelings - he would then kill
her?

We would say that guy is nuts. And moree than likely needed to be locked up.
Or at the very least, serious therapy.

Which is exactly what Spike did to Buffy in Crush. Yes - he wanted to
demonstrate his sense of devotion to Buffy - but he was willing to kill
someone - albeit a vampire - to do so.

Not normal behavior by anyone's standards. So yes - Buffy is being harsh -
but she has a very good reason to be. And if anything - she is not being
harsh enough.

Spike is a fave of mine on the show - but Buffy is almost not harsh
*enough.* Logically, she should really stake Spike because he is A: a killer
and B:a dangerous killer IN LOVE with her and c:willing to do *anything* to
prove it..


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[> [> [> Re: Buffy's reactions in "Crush": please discuss -- Diana, 16:51:23
03/17/01 Sat

I have say I'm a little surprised by how many people believe Spike would
have killed Dru or Buffy. This seems to me a twisted way to get Buffy's
attention, but in the end all three women walked away without getting hurt!
The chip causes Spike pain only when he wants to hurt a human. Harmony and
Dru had no such protection. Perhaps we should just concentrate on the threat
of violence, but I find this difficult considering that: Spike, once he
could, freed Buffy (not letting Dru eat her as he said he would) and did not
kill Dru to show his love. Nor, did he kill Harmony, who very well could
jave killed him if she had better aim. Rather, he pushed Dru away from
Buffy. This is not a good way to show love but look who Spike's teachers
were Dru and Angelus.

Secondly, I have to take exception to comparing Spike to a serial killer.
Serial killers are humans who (mostly) kill for sexual and power
gratification. A vampire is a human infected by a demon, not unlike a
parasite. Once infected the desire for blood, as food, is overwhelming.

"Like Happy Meal with legs"

Like Buffy I think vampires would find it easier to kill the Enemy. Vampires
clearly don't think much of humans in general. I would say that the amount
of emotional/ character development in the human at the time of vampiric
transformation determines the type of vampire that person is going to
become. Angel wasn't very mature when he became a vampire.

Spike to Angel
" Aren't you sick of fight you know your going to win?

Angelus, seemed to get a lot of pleasure out of torturing then killing his
victims. In contrast Spike seems to like the confrontation, the fight;
something he couldn't do as a mortal.

As for Buffy's reaction. I think she is at least attracted to Spike. The
solution to her moral dilemma is to simply not deal with it. She does not
stake Spike,which is her job, she simply keeps walking away. He follows,
faithfully, perhaps Buffy is counting on this.


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[> [> [> [> Re: Buffy's reactions in "Crush": please discuss -- change,
04:31:01 03/18/01 Sun

> Spike, once he could, freed Buffy (not letting
> Dru eat her as he said he would) and did not
> kill Dru to show his love. Nor, did he kill
> Harmony, who very well could jave killed him
> if she had better aim. Rather, he pushed Dru
> away from Buffy.

Harmony put an arrow throw Spike's chest. After that, he was probably too
seriously wounded to kill any of them. He couldn't even handle Harmony, and
of the three women, she was the least dangerous.

> Secondly, I have to take exception to comparing
> Spike to a serial killer. Serial killers are
> humans who (mostly) kill for sexual and power
> gratification. A vampire is a human infected by
> a demon, not unlike a parasite. Once infected the
> desire for blood, as food, is overwhelming.

Vampires need blood for food. However, it doesn't have to be human. Angel
has fed on animal blood for most of a century. So, vampires do not have to
kill humans to survive. If they fed on animal blood they bought from a
butcher, they might even be accepted into human society. So, feeding on
human blood is both unnecessary and dangerous. The implication is that
vampires do not attack humans just for food. In fact, the implication is
that they do it for "sexual and power gratification". In fact, those are
exactly the reasons why Spike killed the other two slayers. So, by your
definition, Spike and other vampires are serial killers.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Buffy's reactions in "Crush": please discuss -- Rendyl,
11:22:51 03/18/01 Sun

You are assigning human wants and needs onto a creature that is not human.
Vampires are not human and to apply human standards of behavior to them is
useless. It is not as simple as "today I will start drinking decaf coffee".

My cat is happy (well reasonably happy)with prepared cat food. This doesn't
stop him from hunting mice, birds and lizards if the opportunity presents
itself. He is at a very basic level a hunter. Vampires are much the same.
Even a soul is not enough to keep Angel from wanting to feed on humans from
time to time. As humans we see the "play with your food" behavior of the
vampires and are appalled. In a human this would indicate mental illness,
but it is -normal- for vampires.

I am not in any way trying to downplay just how evil the vampires are, just
that it is unfair to judge them on human standards.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> It isn't a question of fairness -- Traveler, 13:27:59
03/18/01 Sun

Whether Spike's actions are "natural" or not really doesn't matter. If you
were a mouse, how would you feel if a cat professed his love to you and
threatened to kill you if you didn't recipricate. I agree that Spike didn't
really want to kill Buffy or Dru, but you don't really expect Buffy to see
that do you?


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: It isn't a question of fairness -- Rendyl, 14:06:46
03/18/01 Sun

Trav, if you reread my messages I never said I expected Buffy to see
anything or to be able to acknowledge his feelings for her. Her reactions
were normal (maybe even a little too calm) for the situation. If a guy
chained me to a wall romance would not be my first thought either.

In discussing Buffy's reactions to Spike and his declaration of love whether
his actions are natural or not is irrelevant. To see her side you have to
look at him as she is.

But if we are discussing 'Spike is a serial killer' then his actions do
matter. How vampires see the world and themselves as well as how they see
their prey -is- the point. Fairness is not an issue but accuracy is. My cat
(to use him again) is not a serial killer. He is a hunter. The same would
apply to most vampires. Once again we cannot apply human standards to a
vampire. They are not the same.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: It isn't a question of fairness -- Rufus,
14:16:11 03/18/01 Sun

You're cat may catch mice but is no threat to humanity as a whole, vampires
are. We have to use some standard to judge him even as a threat. He kills,
alot, that makes him in the most simple terms a serial killer. We use human
terms to judge him by because he is killing humans. And because he wants to
not because he has to.


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[> [> [> [> Parasites and serial killers -- Javoher, 08:47:55 03/18/01 Sun

Rented the tapes of four of the very first episodes. The Master and his
minions considered humans to be vermin to be eradicated so they could once
again walk the earth freely. Humans are usurpers to vampires, or at least to
the demon that inhabits the human form. Remember, they don't consider
themselves to be human. Spike reinforced that just as recently as when Dawn
showed up in his crypt. "I'm not human." "Well, I used to be. I got over
it." Serial killers kill their own kind, like Dahmer. Spike is more like a
hunter.

BTW, Dahmer was killed several years ago, after only a few years in jail.
The inmate who did it was doing life in prison, no parole, for murder. He
had been an abused boy.


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Parasites and serial killers -- Rufus, 12:47:49 03/18/01
Sun

All this talk about human standards and serial killers. Well human standards
is all we have to judge vampires on. If in some posts we can refer to Spike
as a "Gothic Hero", or consider Buffy having a relationship with him, then
why can't we look at what this guy has done by equally human standards.
To be most simplistic, serial killings are a series of killings. To be a
serial killer you have to have killed aprox. 2-3 people or more. Spike has
surely done that. But his body count is what is most impressive. He has
killed for no other reason than he prefers human blood to consume. Some
serial killers have convinced themselves that they need to consume human
blood. One way of another alot of people die because of what vampires do. So
what standards to we judge them by. They have the human personality and
memories, they have most likely killed more than 3 people and they won't
stop. I'm not fond of the use of serial killer for what Spike and the other
vampires have done, mass murderer comes to mind. We have to use some label
the properly shows what a threat they are. As they are part human it's
natural for us to relate to them as human. If we can discuss Spike as a
romantic hero then why can't we put a name to what he does to humans? I just
see the results. A hell of alot of people are dead and the vampires have
done it. So is it Spike the romantice lead? Or is it Spike, serial killer.
It's all in how you see him.


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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Parasites and serial killers -- Rendyl, 14:23:20
03/18/01 Sun

I actually prefer the term 'mass murderer' or even 'sentient hunter' to
serial killer. When we describe Spike (or any other vampire) as a serial
killer we assign human values and mental state to a creature that is not
human. Murder/killing is natural for a vampire, not an aberration or mental
illness.

***A hell of alot of people are dead and the vampires have done it***

A hell of a lot of animals are dead and the people have done it. Many times
when other sources of food were readily available. There is even a 'sport'
aspect to hunting complete with the taking of body parts as trophies.
Societies still exist today where the killing and eating of other tribes of
people is a part of the culture. These people are murdering but they are not
mentally ill nor are they lacking a conscience. Their behavior is normal for
their society as hunting animals is normal for ours. And as hunting humans
is normal for vampires. Spike can be seen as a deadly predator in a cage but
it is inaccurate to call him a serial killer behind bars.

(none of the above making him all that romantic-grin-)




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