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Keeping Spike in the Closet: Transgression of the Constructed American Male -- Rochefort, 22:05:08 11/05/02 Tue

I cheered when I found out Spike and Xander are going to be rooming. If the writers stay on top of things this can be SO MUCH FUN.

I really think that with all its attempts at transgressing gender roles, BTVS can do much more than it has with male friendships. I mean I know it's often been mentioned how we can all just FEEL the potential when Xander and Spike get to a bit of talking that isn't just fighting.

It would be so fun if some of this actually gets played out to its full fruition. A non-sexual positive relationship between the two of them that nevertheless continues to play with the need for Xander to keep Spike's compact yet well muscled body in the closet stuff would just be a riot. The "who havn't you slept with line" earlier this season should just be the start. Male friendships have so much to overcome in American society and our blasted silly homophobia and our non-emotional non-relationship exploring, head-butt image of the ideal male. I think that ME can portray all those issues in Xander and Spike and do some really socially worthwhile transgressions.

[> be careful what you wish for? -- anom, 22:38:45 11/05/02 Tue

"I really think that with all its attempts at transgressing gender roles, BTVS can do much more than it has with male friendships."

Wasn't it in an early ep of season 6 that Xander made a Defcon reference, the women all looked "huh?" at him, & he said: "I so need male friends"? Somehow I don't think this was what he had in mind!

"Male friendships have so much to overcome in American society and our blasted silly homophobia and our non-emotional non-relationship exploring, head-butt image of the ideal male."

...as opposed to the head-up-the-butt type of image that usually results from attempts to live up to it.


Spike's new living arrangements: how precisely did this happen? (7.6 spoiler) -- HonorH (the mad bard), 23:04:14 11/05/02 Tue

I've got a theory! To wit:

X: (slowly and sincerely) Buffy, you know how sorry I am for the whole Angel thing. I was young and stupid and . . . my reasons don't matter. I was wrong, and it cost you. And you know I'd do anything for you, right? I mean, you're my best friend, and I love you. But this . . . Buffy, it's too much. I can't handle it.

B: Come on, Xander, it won't be forever.

X: Doesn't matter. Spike as my roommate? I don't think I could go a whole day without staking him!

B: He's got a soul now. He needs our help. That basement is killing him, and I think the best option is your place.

X: I'm sorry, Buffy. I don't think I can do it.

B: (sighs) Okay, I thought you might feel that way. It's all right; I know it was a lot to ask. I guess I'll just have to go with my original plan and ask Anya to put him up.

X: (choking) Anya?

B: Well, you know, I thought that with her just getting un-demoned and all, they could help each other. Sort of an ex-demon's club. Of course, it's going to be a bit awkward since they, you know, did the dirty, but I'm sure they'll be able to get over that . . .

X: You know, come to think of it, I could use a roommate. Think he'd pay half the expenses?

(Later with Spike, in the basement)

B: Spike. It's time for you to move on. Come with me. I've found a place for you to stay.

S: (muttering) Not leaving. This is my place.

B: Don't make me move you, Spike. This is not your home; it's eating your brain.

S: It *is* my home! I have callers. You, Crimmons the Rat, the little girl and her dog--

B: And I'm sure they'll all be able to find you at your new place. Well, not the rat, but I'll be there, and, you know, the little girl and the dog can always . . . sniff you out, and why don't you just come with me? You'll be lots better off.

S: Where are we going?

B: New place. Very nice. Hey, you can have a bed, and a shower, and even hot chocolate!

S: With little marshmallows?

B: Absolutely.

S: Well . . . okay. (Stands up) Where to, then?

B: You'll be staying with Xander.

S: Xander? Bugger that! (Sits back down)

B: (pulling him back up) Come on, Spike. It took me forever to clear this with him, and you'll be a lot better off where we can keep an eye on you and help you. Move, or I'll move you.

S: He'll give me that look--you know, like when your hair hurts and little crawly things are in your skull behind your eyes and your skin feels like it's shrinking and turning inside-out, and you can't do a thing to stop it!

B: I made him promise specifically not to give you that look. It's okay, everything's okay, just come with me.

S: Heh. They'll find me. The girl's quite mad, but her dog always speaks excellent sense.

B: Right. Of course. One foot in front of the other, just keep moving . . .

[> LOL! The thought about Anya crossed my mind also. -- Deb, 03:38:14 11/06/02 Wed

Perhaps that's why Buffy wants to keep Anya close too. Now she has everyone where she wants them.

[> [> Re: LOL! The thought about Anya crossed my mind also. -- Sometime Lurker, 10:34:42 11/06/02 Wed

Or more specifically, where she needs them. Buffy has faced really really big evil with this group before, she knows that when this new evil shows itself they will all be her best bet for dealing with it.


The jacket (Spoilers from "Him") -- Earl Allison, 03:03:20 11/06/02 Wed

Cute episode, although there were plot-holes large enough for Wilkins-Olvocon to slither through.

If the jacket made Willow, Anya, Buffy, and Dawn change so drastically in such a short period of time, why wasn't the school a madhouse long ago? The excuse in "Bewitched, Bothered, and Bewildered" was that Xander's love spell was new, and the obsessions set in quickly.

The jacket, if the story is to be believed, has lasted through three men, with NO visible and dramatic obsessions before Dawn and the others were affected. Why? Sure, it's likely the injured cheerleader was a victim of the coat's power over someone, but shouldn't there have been a LOT more of that going on? It just smacks of those awful monster movies where some creature has survived for countless years, and starts killing everyone in sight during the movie -- in other words, behaving in exactly the wrong way to avoid being detected.

Also, did RJ even know what the jacket did? I thought so at first, when he was trying to slip it on, and I thought he was trying to use it on Buffy. But his older brother clearly had no real idea, or he wouldn't have given it up.

If RJ DIDN'T know, he's almost sympathetic, because he wasn't using it to get girls.

Take it and run.

[> Re: The jacket (Spoilers from "Him") -- Deb, 04:02:06 11/06/02 Wed

Swoosh! Batman and Robin appear from nowhere and mug the unaware RJ of the enchanted jacket that he had just begun to wear and his girl friend steps back in horror because she can no longer touch his soul. He is just another hs jock and her love dies as the caped duo run like hell into the darkness of the night. Our superheros prove, once again, that one does not need technology, magic, a butler or cool cars to get the job done and done right. Batman proves to himself that he does not need a cape and Robin realizes that the campy outfit just doesn't do anything for him anymore. Batman returns to the bat closet to answer the email inside his head, and Robin burns the letter jacket knowing that when he was in high school it wasn't that the girls didn't like him. The girls just liked letter jackets better. Meanwhile, Catwoman makes off with the cash.

[> [> Does Spike hang upside-down in the bat- closet? -- Doug the Bloody, 10:49:52 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> Relevance? -- Earl Allison, 11:47:29 11/06/02 Wed

A cute post, but since it totally ignored any question I had, I'm torn between wondering if it was a simple hijack, or mocking me for having the "audacity" to ask anything about this.

I'm really hoping it's the former. Although you could have simply started another thread.

Take it and run.

[> [> [> It answers your question -- Deb, 16:21:25 11/06/02 Wed

The kid just started wearing the thing and its the beginning of the school year, therefore the jacket has not been worn in quite awhile. The jacket was enchanted, but who wears a letter jacket if they haven't lettered while in high school?

I'm sorry if you feel that I hijacked your thread. My answer was a legititmate form of criticism, and since the writers obviously were being quite campy with their own material, that is how I deconstructed the text. My methodology was metaphorical with cluster associations (i.e. Burke) with a campy, silly worldview, and I took it and ran with it.

I read the threads posted last night, and it is quite apparent that some people do not read other people's thread or there would not be so much redundancy. In addition, the posts were so serious. If one views this text from a serious point of view only then it does not make as much sense or seem funny or appear to have much depth. This was a masterful comedic text that just happened to make fun of itself.

I watch Buffy because it actually demands of me to engage my brain in order to participate. The show is one big allusion; one big metaphor; one big paradigm about life in western, postmodern society and if one views only towards the serious, high art side then they are missing out on one big funny, low art, joke that must be tragedy's shadow lest we all take ourselves too seriously. Meanings in text will always outnumber the actual size of the audience.

You throw out questions and ask people to take them and run with them. You never said that only serious posts are desired, totally redundant posts. If I post here anymore, I will be doubly sure that what I post is presented in such a manner.

My apologies.

[> [> [> [> No worries ... -- Earl Allison, 18:13:23 11/06/02 Wed

As long as your intent was pure (at least, not nasty), there is no need for apologies. I simply couldn't see any relevance in what you posted -- chalk it up to differing POVs.

Post as you see fit, please.

Take it and run.

[> Re: The jacket (Spoilers from "Him") -- Quentin Collins, 04:39:48 11/06/02 Wed

Good question. I was wondering the same thing. I guess there are some possible (if not plausible explanations). RJ may not have been wearing it for that long. The weather was likely too warm in Sunnydale to get much use out of it this autumn until recently. The female Scoobies probably acted so decisively because . . . they are the female Scoobies. They are certainly "out there" compared to the typical high school girl. Buffy is fairly aggressive in sexual matters and does tend to solve most problems by resorting to violence. Willow does tend to use a spell as a shortcut for every problem. Even Dawn's histrionics only seemed about a notch or two higher than usual. The fact that Willow and Anya have recently been heartbroken, Buffy seems destined to spend the rest of her life yearning for a good lover, and lonely Dawn hasn't had as much as a kiss since "All the Way" might make them more susceptible as well.

Wood's comments seemed to indicate that the high school girls had been doing a lot of things for R.J. of late. I got the impression that he did not know that the jacket had magical properties. I wouldn't feel too sorry for him, though. He did make the football team on his own (as the coaching staff is certainly male), and it looks like with the other quarterback down with an injury, he will again be the first string quarterback. From what his brother said, R.J. does seem to be more intelligent and well rounded than the typical Sunnydale student/athlete.

[> Re: The jacket (Spoilers from "Him") -- ponygirl, 12:29:52 11/06/02 Wed

I had the same quibble myself over the relative calmness of the school's female population in contrast to the Scoobs rapid freakout, and rather than the simplest explanation: it was convenient for the plot, I'd suggest that the Hellmouth energies, most likely getting ready for some major badness, are being directed, and that direction is towards the Scoobies. So my wild and groundless speculation is that the Hellmouth gave the jacket's powers a massive boost, but only with regards to the female Scoobies. With the flashback to BB&B, ME seems to be acknowledging how a love spell gone wild should work -- with every woman being effected in equal measure -- so I'm hoping this was indeed a deliberate move.

[> [> Ok, but -- Sophist, 12:55:20 11/06/02 Wed

what about all those years when Lance and the father wore the jacket? How come we never noticed it in S1-3?

I think we just have to overlook some plot holes, especially in the more comedic episodes.

[> [> [> Re: Ok, but -- ponygirl, 13:39:52 11/06/02 Wed

Well, my point was that the Hellmouth is juicing up for something (perhaps November sweeps!) and it gave RJ's jacket some extra mojo, but ONLY for the fem Scoobies. It's just spec, or possibly spackle over a hole.

[> [> [> Glamour, Charisma, beyond Predestination, Freedom, Dignity subject to Irony -- Cleanthes, 17:55:15 11/06/02 Wed

what about all those years when Lance and the father wore the jacket? How come we never noticed it in S1-3?

I think we just have to overlook some plot holes, especially in the more comedic episodes.


Plot received its defining from Aristotle, that old soft determinist. He made up all that stuff (I want to say ousia, but I'm restraining myself, because I don't want to wax metaphysically Eleatic) about plot holes and plot devices and unity of blah, blah.

"Plot" imagines that cause and effect control everything. Fooie. Phooie! Somethings are just senseless. That's free will! And that's why there's no dignity in love spells.

So, I'm in complete agreement with regard to comedy episodes and "plot holes" and, for that matter, in regard to dramatic episodes too, because unlike Cause, Irony can apply recursively to itself. (eg. what's the cause of cause? Don't even think about it - you'll not have enough aspirin. But feel free to be as ironic about irony as you like. I betcha can even beat me!)

Meanwhile, R.J.'s ancestors had the good sense to use the jacket judiciously.

And Anya, Buffy, Dawn & Willow have too damn much glamour and charisma and other uncaused effects that the scientific method doesn't know squat about. So, naturally, they get bitten more assiduously than most by the glamourous, charismatic Epinician magic.

[> [> [> Re: Ok, but -- Isabel, 20:08:13 11/06/02 Wed

Xander did mention that Lance was a few years older than they were. So he could have graduated at the end of the gang's Sophomore year and the girls could have been so far down the social strata that they'd never have gotten anywhere near enough to Lance to fall under his mojo. This can also apply to Cordelia since I can imagine that while it looked like she ruled the high school, she may have only ruled their class. Can you imagine the reigning Senior B*tches bowing to a sophomore upstart? No way!

[> Re: The jacket (Spoilers from "Him") -- fresne, 13:00:14 11/06/02 Wed

Since I spent the morning documenting some fascinating statistics, I have a theory.

A theory of wild, epic, grandiose proportions.

The coat of the variable affects.

It’s an allergy thing. Or rather, the Scoobies have a higher sensitivity to the magic than the average Hellmouth living residents.

Buffy – Slayer
Willow – Magic is a part of her
Dawn – Key
Anya – cast spells, then demon, then magic shop owner, then demon, now Amilee.

Most of the women who come into contact with the wearer of the jacket (I feel a LOTR connection somehow) may just get fluttery crushes. Preen for his attention. Accidentally break legs. Do his homework. Questionable, but no meltdown. The longer the exposure, perhaps the worse it gets.

However, for those women who’ve been exposed to just a bit too much of the magic or perhaps are magic by nature, meltdown of epic proportions.

The alley catfight is a bit of a problem, what with the not fitting and all, but hey for all we know the girl is on the magic pipe or part quarkaldh fa’eohoier demon.

Anyway, that’s my theory and I may very well stick to it.

[> Re: The jacket (Spoilers from "Him") -- Shiraz, 13:38:38 11/06/02 Wed

While I don't know if CJ knew precisely the power of his jacket, but, in my opinion he was definately using its power to manipulate girls to his advantage.

For one, it certainly looked like he was using the cheerleaders to cement his place on the football team despite his poor game performance.

Secondly, when he was brought in to the office, Mr. Wood told him to "stop taking advantage of those girls and do your own homework for a change", implying that this had been going on for some time. That had to be intentional on RJ's part.

Finally, it looked to me like he was goading Buffy to do something about principle Wood. He must have mentioned how badly Mr. Wood was riding him five times in as many minutes - while Buffy was coming on to him! (Talk about misplaced priorities! :)

As to why the jacket didn't seem to have as extreme an effect when his brother was wearing it, I think its a combination of two factors:

1. RJ looked to be a bit smarter than his brother (who said he was in the chess club, model UN etc. before the jacket) and might have figured out how to more effectively use his mysterious powers.

and
2. How do we know that the jacket wasn't having a similar power back in the bad old days? After all, back in Snyder's reign of terror smart girls were expected to do the Jock's homework and mysterious accidents among Sunndale students were so common as to be unremarkable.

Just my take on things.

-Shiraz

[> Ghostbusters and a "twinkie defense" -- Steve, 14:50:19 11/06/02 Wed

The same problem of "mojo intensification" was explicity raised in Ghostbusters[1], when the crew wondered why they were getting busy all of sudden - (remember, Egon worked out that if the normal amount of psychic energy was the equivalent of a regular twinkie, the amount of psyhic energy then in NYC was equivalent to a twinkie the size of the Chrysler building, or somesuch) - Ray worried that it might be because the dead were rising as described in the Book of Revelations, i.e. an approaching Apocalypse.

In the same way, a jacket that for years worked at close range or only on a few people at a time, could have been given a huge power boost by the perturbed Hellmouth. This would explain why the cheerleading captain was also so affected as to attack Dawn in the Alley, and why the effect was so rapid. I agree that the Scoobie women would probably be even more susceptible to Hellmouth mojo after all their years wading knee deep in its magical pollution.

Also don't forget, they took pains to point out that there was very little overlap between the jacket's previous outing at Sunnydale High and the founding of the Scoobies.

[1] Can anyone remember the episode (or even the series!) where either Giles or Wes makes a reference to "Tobin's Sprit Guide", one of the HP Lovecraft inspired book titles in the Ghostbusters movie?


Farce, Spoof, Silly or Something else. the “Him” Justification -- neaux, 04:23:48 11/06/02 Wed

Farce, Spoof, Silly or Something else. the “Him” Justification


Farce. A light dramatic work in which highly improbable plot situations, exaggerated characters, and often slapstick elements are used for humorous effect. Sort of.. but not really.

Spoof: A gentle satirical imitation; a light parody. Sort of yes, maybe no.


Silly: Lacking seriousness or responsibleness;Yes it was silly.

Him. The objective case of he.
1. Used as the direct object of a verb: They saw him at the meeting.
2. Used as the indirect object of a verb: They offered him a ride.
3. Used as the object of a preposition: This telephone call is for him.

The last one was a joke of course.. and that was what “Him” really classifies as one big joke. But it goes further than that really. Lemme put tonight’s episode into the perspective of the general television series. Every series that has produced over 100 episodes has done the “obligatory rehash episode.” This is the episode that is commonly presented in the form of a montage of flashbacks to previous episodes. Usually in sitcom form, the group of characters sit around a table and reminisce over previous episode antics. This concept has been spoofed perfectly by the Simpsons but I can tell that the folks at ME wanted to put their own spin on it. The tried to create an entirely new episode using elements of all old episodes.

If you cant tell that “Him” is really going this route, they put it in your face when Xander has his flashback to “Bewitched, Bothered, and Bewildered” when of course he is thinking back at the Kitchen Table. The point I tried to make in chat last night is that every scene in the episode was a “flashback” or reference to previous episodes.

While I wont attempt to break down every scene and tell what episode it came from.. this is where you guys come in. If you wish to.. please use this thread to do so and hopefully if you look at the episode from this perspective you may enjoy the episode more.

[> Please read above post.. spoilers for Him -- neaux, 04:25:22 11/06/02 Wed


[> Re: Farce, Spoof, Silly or Something else. the “Him” Justification -- JM, 05:29:56 11/06/02 Wed

neaux, if you get a chance, I would love to hear an elaboration. I'm going to go watch it again with just that mindset. I remember seeing SP,ST much differently after reading sk's friend's essay on POV.

[> [> Re: Farce, Spoof, Silly or Something else. the “Him” Justification -- JM, 05:52:45 11/06/02 Wed

My bad, I see that there was a lot of metanarration stuff lower down on the board. Will go to work and then come back and watch.

[> Tillow -- Tillow, 07:26:27 11/06/02 Wed

There's the pizza uniform — practically the same one Xander wears in Doomed.

The rocket launcher from Innocence.

Willow calls on the Goddess Hecatae.. who Amy calls on in Bewitched and Gingerbread.

The Cheerleading maddness from The Witch.

Posessed dancing at the Bronze a la When She Was Bad.

And he's wearing THE COAT.. as per Intervention.

I haven't skimmed the board. And these are just a few off the top of my head to get the thread going. But you're absolutely right. And I think this is one of the funniest eps ever!! Loved the Charlie's Angels montage in the middle.

[> Bits, pieces, questions. "Him" spoilers. -- Darby, 07:47:27 11/06/02 Wed

Well, there's the classic Xander-finds-Buffy-straddling-someone shot, even though it was the Buffybot before. Can't have too many of those!

Friends consoling friends on the whatever-they-are parapet thingees outside the high school.

Is BtVS the only show that drops the viewers into the end of a fight, wraps it up and then explains what's going on?

The smoochies scene certainly was reminiscent of several Buffy-Angel no-self-control moments from way back when.

Buffy still drives the same way. And the same car, appaarently.

Xander "taking in" Spike, quite reluctantly.

Anya really interacting with the team again, including some abrasion with Willow.

Off this topic, exactly what does Him mean - it seems an odd choice for a title. I can see that it can imply an object with no particular identity, but is there more significance than that? Is there a reference here - other than an obscure Marvel Comics character - that I'm ignorant of?

And further off-topic, how much of the "in love with the trappings" plot was aimed at certain fans out here in the world? Were we being tweaked, too? There certainly was some element to that in addressing Dawn's "hotness." ...Yes, ME is saying, we understand it, but we know this girl and it's wrong, wrong, wrong.

- Darby, who didn't think much of this piece of fluff until I started reading the board, but is now looking for implications in the new hairstyles!

[> Inanimate Objects in “Him” and the Gestalt Theory of Advertising -- neaux, 08:00:05 11/06/02 Wed

Inanimate Objects in “Him” and the Gestalt Theory of Advertising

Gestalt follows the theory of “the part reflecting the whole”. Its commonly used in advertising rather than showing the actual product in question to show only part of the object. The idea is that the product is already recognizable and therefore showing a section of it still gets the point across of what is being promoted.

As can be argued is the case of “Him” where inanimate objects do the job of representing entire past episodes of Buffy. Yes “Him” is a fun episode, and heck I’m sure it will be used in party games and minutely analyzed in the “chatty” rooms and websites of all the cool references or shout outs in this one show. But the question to ask is why did the cast do this? Did they really do this for fun for the viewers to “catch” these references or did they use this as a tool to advertise their show? As in “this is what you are missing out on.. buy our past episodes on DVD or watch FX for old eps?”

its something to think about.

and while you do that here a list of objects and places to create your own game.
Here are some starters, some of which have already been mentioned in this forum.

The Angel figurine:

The Jacket:

The cheerleading outfit

The Rocket Launcher:

The Robbery Mask:

The Upstairs Bed:

Not only inanimate objects but places:

The Bronze:

The Bronze alley:

The Bleachers:

The Stairway of the school:

The Classroom:

[> [> Re: More than that. -- DEN, 08:29:22 11/06/02 Wed

Another reason to look beneath "Him's" surface is the pattern of escalation in the Scoobies' responses. Dawn begins with a crush explainable in "natural" terms. Then she escalates to violence that causes injury. Buffy in turn raises the stakes to an overt sexual encounter, inappropriate in almost any conceivable context. From that the script takes its women to, respectively, dark magic, murder, robbery, and suicide. All but the last are played somewhat for laughs--but all are "real." (A bit OT: there's a really good W/T fanfic in which a Willowspell goes wonky and she winds up with a penis for 24 hours--kind of an inversion of that Madonna song, "Do You Know What It Feels Like?")In any case, there's more here--I'm still working on what it is.

[> [> They did it for November Sweeps, so yes it is advertising. -- Deb, 09:09:47 11/06/02 Wed


[> Re: Farce, Spoof, Silly or Something else. Disagree -- DEN, 08:02:52 11/06/02 Wed

Far from being just a collage of flashbacks, "Him" stands, in conception at least, with the best of the "high school" eps of s1-3. Its focus is the letter jacket as a magical object--and who among us has not had that experience one way or another?! The jacket is, moreover, truly magic in that its powers are independent of the possessor. That is what makes the ep different essentially from BBB and the similar "spell-based" eps of yore. Note Willow's frustration when she can't find a cognate spell anywhere.A good part of the fun is RJ's virtually affectless behavior throughout--as though somehow all these good things came to him because, like Figaro's Count Almaviva, "he took the trouble to be born"--again a classic BtVS "take" on a universal high school type.(We KNOW the actor playing the role is not THAT bad!)

The catch, of course, is why the Scooby women are so susceptible. On the most obvious level, the jacket cannot have that extreme effect universally, or it would fail in its "object" of enhancing the wearer's life by making him too conspicuous (cf.BBB et. al). That in turn puts three Scoobies beyond the jacket's "useful range," for what seem obvious reasons of age and sexual orientation.

There are some fine explanations below. I might suggest that perhaps the Scoobies have been exposed to magic so much, they are vulnerable, in the way of some people who have often been stung by insects. And of course shadowkat and others make a great case for the plot line as a framework for deeper character developmental issues. No quarrel there--I'm only trying to make a case for the story itself.

[> [> Not a disagreement.. good points -- neaux, 08:30:57 11/06/02 Wed

I totally believe it is MORE than just a collage of flashbacks, but for some people to catch the full humor of the episode its good to look at it at a basic level. And as a "best of high school eps" still supports my theory.

dont really see a disagreement here. See my other post on the Gestalt theory for some more breakdown.

[> [> [> Re: Not a disagreement.. good points -- DEn, 08:35:09 11/06/02 Wed

Thanks--neither this nor my other post were meant as flames.But my initial reaction to the ep was along Rob's lines, and today I'm seeing it as more "PROFOUND!"

[> [> [> [> Cool!! =D -- neaux, 08:40:07 11/06/02 Wed


[> I did what you suggested...but there's no arguing about taste. -- Caroline, 11:27:35 11/06/02 Wed

I watched it again and was still so distracted by the weird sound and visual editing and the silly inconsistencies in the plot (and usually I have no problem with those) that I really think this is just an average episode. When they made a reference to a past show - Witch, Band Candy, BBB, SB, WSWB, Innocence, etc - I got it. I've seen the DVDs and FX reruns so many times it's hard not to get it. Lots of funny lines and situations but ultimately not satifying. Got the point about the parallel between Spike and RJ, the meaning of the jacket, how the differing responses of each of the 4 women to their love for RJ said about them etc. The idea was a good one but it was not well executed. It was wasn't good enough especially following on from the excellence of Selfless.


The joke is on us -- Cactus Watcher, 04:48:39 11/06/02 Wed

My primary internet service is down so this waill be shorter than it deserves.

You loved silent Buffy. You loved Buffy the musical. Now we have Buffy the classic theatric farce. It's too bad the episode wasn't a hair funnier on first viewing, because on second viewing as JBone said earlier, it's a scream. You have to smell something fishy when Rob hates a Buffy!

Highlights - Dawn the drama queen. She goes through so many soap opera poses, you'd think they were going out of style.
Xander figures out what's wrong almost before the episode starts.
The big fight starts the main part of the show instead of ending it.
The other fight is a cat fight.
Buffy, as usual, starts out trying to 'counsel' her way through the problem, fails and then goes out and tries to kill something.
Willow doesn't care what sex R.J. is, but decides to turn him into a woman because that will prove her love to him?
Anya expresses her love of him by expressing her love of money.

[> SPOLIERS for HIM above! sorry! -- CW, 04:51:55 11/06/02 Wed


[> Re: didya notice... -- JBone, 07:26:01 11/06/02 Wed

This probably means nothing, but was last night the first time since Band Candy that we see Buffy drive? Just a thought while I have a minute.

[> Re: The joke is on us, continued (spoilers for Him) -- CW, 09:25:21 11/06/02 Wed

I really think this episode was about us fans taking the show too seriously, our over analysis of everything, our hanging on every possible sexual relationship, even our concern about Willow's sexual orientation. I know part of the reason it took me two times viewing to start enjoying the jokes was that I kept expecting it to get serious the first time I watched.

More fuel for the flashback theories below.
Dawn's 'slut dance' is a parody of Buffy dance in When She Was Bad, right down to the grusome music playing and bright lights instead of the sexy stuff and dim lights in WSWB.

How many times could Spike's words "Buffy, I'll go. This can't work." fit into last year our two? Who would have thought it could be about moving in with that other basement escapee?

[> [> That explains it! -- HumanTales, 13:41:40 11/06/02 Wed

I don't like farce. I enjoy most Buffy episodes (even the "bad" ones), but I spent a good part of this one with the TV on mute or in the other room. Now, I feel better.

[> [> Scarily enough, I've seen pretty much everything in "Him" in a fanfic at one time or another... -- Juliet, 18:17:24 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> Re: The joke is on us, continued (spoilers for Him) -- Slain, 19:08:48 11/06/02 Wed

There's definitely a very strong fan-referencing element in this episode - the coat, Willow's up and down sexuality is (is she straight, is she bi, oh, she's gay after all! phew!), Dawn's caricature of herself.


Oh! One more argument for my thesis in thread 10 things. (Spoilage "Him") -- Deb, 04:56:47 11/06/02 Wed

Dawn: "Nobody ever expects the Spanish Inquistion!" This alludes to Monty Python of course, but in this case it was an allusion to the film "Sliding Doors." To make a long story short, it is a verbal "password" where if the other person understands the meaning (within this context) they have found their soul mate. The fact that the dude didn't know what Dawn was talking about (her execution was lacking admittedly) told the audience that early on the guy was an enchantment, and not the "Soul Mate" kinda love.

Check out the movie if you haven't seen it.

[> And one more thing. Really. (Spoilage "Him") -- Deb, 06:05:17 11/06/02 Wed

"Sliding Doors" is a film about a young woman's two "possible" lives hinging (or sliding in this case) upon fate. The two storylines evolve from whether or not she catches the subway. In one version, she catches it. In the other she misses it. It is also thematic regarding how we perceive our lives; that what is apparant could simply be window dressing as an "ends", and the real story, though not as pretty and full of conflict, is the "means" to a better "ends."

[> [> Sliding Doors and Cordy in "Birthday" -- Rahael, 06:19:08 11/06/02 Wed

Now you've reminded me why the plot of "Birthday" struck a cord! Two different paths in life - but at the end, a similar conclusion, though one was more torturous than the other..........

[> and also on Principal Wood -- ponygirl, 06:34:45 11/06/02 Wed

The Inquisition line was also another vaguely Knightish association with Wood. We had the bastinada line in Lessons, now he's said to be holding Inquisitions. It's probably just a throwaway line, but I've said it before and I'll say it again -- I don't trust that guy! He sure looked good in this episode though...

[> [> He is much too civil to be a real principal -- Deb, 08:33:45 11/06/02 Wed

So there probably is a great deal to what you say. Probably has a chip in his head that will activate his pure souless, hysterical evil when the planets are aligned just so. He'll be stopping all students in the hallways and checking them for passes, and when they don't have passes, he will send them to the chip factory to mass produce a generation of uneducated, illiterate zombies.......or not. Sorry, I'm in a good mood today. The Northwest returned our sun!

[> [> [> Re: He is much too civil to be a real principal -- ponygirl, 08:54:08 11/06/02 Wed

I know! And he's far too well-dressed for a principal, with the earrings, and the shirts, and the shirtsleeves rolled up revealing the arms... sorry drifting, heard some Summer Place music for a moment. See? Don't trust him!

[> [> [> [> Alright. Let's keep our eyes on him. He's just too good to be real. -- Deb, 08:56:44 11/06/02 Wed



If [XXX] wrote Angel (humour, not spoilers) -- KdS, 06:05:34 11/06/02 Wed

M John Harrison - Cordy's visions would leave her totally unable to communicate except in mystic metaphors a la Dru. The entire guest cast would die in every episode, and each episode would end with the AI crew arguing whether they'd done what they were supposed to. Every episode would climax with Angel killing Holland in an entirely different manner and situation, as in South Park.

Michael Moorcock - Every episode would start with Angel having a nightmare about a black sword that wanted to make him eat Buffy and Cordy. Cordy, Skip, Wes and Lilah would be secretly plotting to destroy Wolfram & Hart and then knock off the PTB as well. Everybody would be portal hopping at the drop of a hat. Lorne would play electric blues guitar instead of lounge singing. Other than that, identical.

Terry Goodkind - Every episode would end with Cordy locking herself and Angel in a bedroom and shooting him full of MDMA for some seriously twisted comshukking.

Anybody else got ideas?

[> Re: If [XXX] wrote Angel (humour, not spoilers) -- pr10n, 07:09:23 11/06/02 Wed

JRR Tolkien -- We'd need four more characters, for starters. And more poetry, about ancient vamps and slayers and the nobility of their wars. Gunn would keep track of the heads he lops with that ax of his. Fred would accidently embibe the waters of a mystical tree and grow to the... what's that? She already is the size of Bullroarer Took? Wesley = Gandalf, Angel = Aragorn, Cordelia = Legolas, and sorry, but I think Connor is Boromir. Bring on some Glory minions for hobbit fodder!


Changing Rooms: Questions on who's living where, and why (spoilers S7) -- yez, 07:22:42 11/06/02 Wed

I was thinking about how there seems to be a lot of moving boxes in these S7 eps. Maybe somebody has already done some symbolic analysis of it. I'm still just trying to get the facts straight before trying to make sense of it.

In Lessons, we see that Spike has moved into the Sunnydale High basement. "Moved into" might be wrong -- I guess he's just living there. I think people have pointed out the connections with the id, etc.

Selfless opens at the Summers House with the gang amid boxes, presumably helping Willow settle back in. So am I right in thinking that over the summer Buffy packed up Willow's stuff and switched rooms with her? Something gave me the impression that Buffy had taken over her Mom's room. Can anyone confirm this? If this is true, I thought it was a little odd that Buffy would want to move into a room where a good friend has recently been killed. On the other hand, if she did it to spare Willow the pain of having her live in a room where her lover was killed, that's very touching. I was always uncomfortable with the idea that Willow and Tara had moved into Joyce's room -- the master bedroom -- after Buffy's death, though I can understand the desire to preserve Buffy's room as is, especially since they were planning on bringing her back. Anyway, there's the obvious connection with Buffy now being serious about taking on the "mom" role -- the caretaker, the person in charge, etc.

Now Him opens with Spike being moved into Xander's apt., and we also see Buffy rescuing Anya amid boxes, presumably packing boxes. I didn't notice those boxes in Selfless when Willow storms in on Anya and Halfrek, but maybe I missed them. If they weren't there, then are we supposed to assume that Anya was planning on leaving Sunnydale before Buffy pulled her back "into the [Scoobie] fold"? So, what, Anya was going to go off in search for her identity -- to get away from a group of people that she felt she was just adapting to and not able to be herself with? And Buffy brings her back in? Hopefully, she will still have emotional room to figure herself out without the roar of Buffy's personality and mission.

And Spike -- are we supposed to just forget the fact that Clem was supposedly living in Spike's bachelor crypt to hold it for him for the sake of pairing up Xander and Spike again? Are we supposed to assume that either Clem screwed up and lost the space or is now refusing to give it back to Spike? And that Spike is too messed up right now to take it back? I found it odd that this was never referenced -- it's kind of sloppy. Or did I just miss it?

And Spike and Xander -- this is a circle back to Hush when Giles pawns Spike off on Xander and they are uneasy roommates for the first time. So is this a step back for Xander from "grown up" (working guy with live-in girlfriend)?

So, does anyone have any answers or thoughts on this?

yez

[> Re: Changing Rooms: Questions on who's living where, and why (spoilers S7) -- Vickie, 07:31:22 11/06/02 Wed

Maybe the Scoobies just think "people with souls don't live in crypts"?

[> [> Re: Changing Rooms: Questions on who's living where, and why (spoilers S7) -- Sablehart, 07:44:35 11/06/02 Wed

Or perhaps they want to keep an eye on Spike for a while, now that he's slightly nuts.

[> [> I'm with you on this one -- Deb, 08:53:48 11/06/02 Wed

The crypt is just not an option anymore for Spike, though I must say I miss Clem.

Is Xander taking a step backward? No. He's actually taking a few steps forward in my book.

As for boxes. There have always been a lot of boxes because everyone keeps moving around like regular college students, etc. Do they have some kind of symbolic significance? Pandora's box? Beginning over?

What I want to know is where Spike's wardrobe is. It's not like he ever travels with luggage. Leaving wet towels on the bathroom floor in comforting. I was concerned that they would turn him into sometype of compulsive neat freak. I can see it now: "The Odd Couple"

[> [> [> Re: I'm with you on this one -- Pilgrim, 09:28:38 11/06/02 Wed

I thought last year that Spike was awfully neat, especially for a rebellious, eternal-adolescent, id-type vamp. His bed was always made, no clothes strewn around the floor, candles neatly placed, no books piled around (we see him reading at least once, so there must be books somewhere), no cig butts overflowing ashtrays, no empty liquor bottles by the door. Except when he and Buffy were in the throws of passion, when the orderliness was messed--but his crypt was always neat again next time we see it. Wet towels on the bathroom floor sounds more like Xander to me.

[> [> [> [> Xander was projecting his evil upon Spike. Agree. -- Deb, 10:09:29 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> [> [> I'm not -- Sometime Lurker, 10:31:28 11/06/02 Wed

It is Xander's house. Spike can't do the entirely mean or evil thing anymore on account of the raging guilt, but he sure as hell can drop a few wet towels on the floor and do that impish Spike-smirk while he watches Xander get fustrated and pick them up.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: I'm not -- Sarand, 12:03:00 11/06/02 Wed

And I would love to see that scene. (And I mean Xander picking up wet towels while Spike, fully dressed, smirks, not Spike dropping the wet towels).

[> [> [> [> [> [> Disagree -- alcibiades, 12:17:31 11/06/02 Wed

Except that in this episode, Spike's personality was totally deconstructed to the point where he is an empty shell taking order from Xander, and keeping in eye contact approval with him, for just about every move he makes.

It is completely out of character the way this episode presents Spike now for him to be doing the annoying and smirking routine. He's way too deconstructed and vulnerable. He can't even bare for the angels to see him.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Disagree -- Sarand, 15:35:48 11/06/02 Wed

Oh, I wasn't saying that he would have been smirking now. I agree that it would be completely out of character for how he was portrayed in the episode. I was just expressing a wish that he could get some of that attitude back in the future.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Disagree -- JM, 16:15:03 11/06/02 Wed

He probably did it out of abscent mindedness. I doubt he's really focused on the external. But Xander probably thought he was being passive aggressive, because that was how he acted last time they were roomies.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Well, I DO want to see the one where he drops the towels -- luna, 17:37:57 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Such an honest person to admit to "sweaty naughty" thoughts...:):):):) -- Rufus, 21:17:13 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> Re: Changing Rooms: Questions on who's living where, and why (spoilers S7) -- JBone, 10:03:28 11/06/02 Wed

Spike's almost a newborn with a soul, and mom and dad (Xander and Buffy) are finally bringing the little bloodsucker home from the hellmouth nursery.

[> Re: Changing Rooms: Questions on who's living where, and why (spoilers S7) -- Sophie, 08:53:25 11/06/02 Wed

I've been wonderin' where Willow was moving to myself. I assumed that she left her stuff at buffy's. Hmmmm.... If Buffy is moving into her mom's room, it may be symbolic of her becoming Mom?

S

[> [> I think so. -- Deb, 09:05:45 11/06/02 Wed

SMG said on "The View" that Buffy was living the life of a single parent now. Slayer and single parent: Extra-Strengh, Superduper, Superhero! It is rather disturbing to me though that she can keep such a clean house.

[> Cryptless -- yez, 12:46:36 11/06/02 Wed

Well, I guess I can see the merits of mainstreaming Spike -- integrating him further into a "normal" human life by having him room with a human instead of live in a crypt. But I still wish we would've been privy to more of that discussion, even just a mention of the crypt being no good for the soul or somesuch.

And while Xander does express his opposition to the idea, it's still hard to believe that he would go along with it at all, seeing as how he recently tried to kill Spike for sleeping with Anya.

As for Willow's move, like Buffy moving into the master bedroom and becoming the mother, we get Willow relegated to daughter status, maybe -- another "child" that Buffy needs to look out for.

I really wish they would make reference to Willow paying rent or something. One, it would help explain how the hell Buffy affords that house, and two, it would dispel that freeloader taint.

On a side note, something of another room change has been the library being replaced by the laptop -- even after the actual school library left the building, so to speak, we had Giles' collection and then the collection at The Magic Box. Now, it seems they're always just online. And we know how unrealiable THOSE sources can be... ;)

I'd like to see an ep. where they start trying to track down some demon they read about online and it turns out it was just part of one of those trivia lists people fake and mail to see how many times it'll come back to them.

yez

[> [> Perhaps his crypt is now completely overrun with kittens? -- leslie, 13:34:50 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> [> You think Clem is on a diet? -- Sophist, 13:41:39 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> [> [> Well, he was gone during prime kitten-producing season. They get out of hand quickly. -- leslie, 14:48:36 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> [> [> [> Leslie.....we all know that Clem DOES NOT!!!!!!! eat Kittens...bad girl....;) -- Rufus....channeling dub, 17:06:05 11/06/02 Wed



When did D'Hoffryn turn into Tony Soprano? -- cjl, 08:55:20 11/06/02 Wed

Sending a minion back to Sunnydale to "whack" Anya, after that whole speech in "Selfless" about "never go for the kill when you can go for the pain"? What a creep.

He slips yet another three rungs on my ladder of estimation. Funny thing is, I used to really like D'Hoffryn, especially during "Something Blue" and "Hell's Bells." Oh, sure, I knew he was a pimp, but he seemed to be a fair and somewhat honorable businessman, and I thought he actually had some affection for his vengeance 'hos.

Then he parbroils Halfrek. (Before we could find out if she really was Cecily or not, dammit!) And now this.

He really is just a sleazy demon pimp. I hope Buffy or Willow or Anya take him out later this season. (Or at least do some damage to his horns...)

[> Maybe he didn't -- alcibiades, 12:30:14 11/06/02 Wed

You did notice that the demon doesn't talk during that scene -- he's too busy trying to kill the slayer -- it's as though Anya is providing both sides of the dialogue.

So we only know that D'Hoffryn tried to kill "Anyaka" with this demon because of her convenient monologue while Buffy is fighting.

Hmmm.

Seems like a bizarre choice for D'Hoffryn to make.

So if Buffy choose to impress RJ with her killing skills because she is so good at it, and Willow choose to her her magic skills to turn RJ into a girl because she is so good at magic, then why did Anya turn bank robber for the first time EVER to impress RJ?

I'm kind of wondering if the demon we see in the beginning wasn't a demon Anya summoned to help her figure out who she is now -- and if one possibility she was trying on wasn't bank robber. She tells Buffy she is an excellent strategist. But that is a rather unexplored aspect of her personality to date.

Anya does have all those boxes lying around her apartment -- reminds me a bit of all those new toys the trio acquired last year after the heist with the M'Fashnik demon.

OTOH, for a completely different explanation of the boxes, in STB and Supersymmetry, Cordelia's "room" is filled with packed boxes. This is a symbol for her amnesiac condition -- she can't unpack her personality, or she can only unpack it to a certain extent, little by little. But the major stuff is still boxed up and hidden in boxes.

So, here too, Anya doesn't know who she is -- she's experimenting -- and her apt is partially boxed up too, because she doesn't know what is the real Anya. It's interesting though, that she kept the huge triange symbol on the wall.

[> [> Anya's boxes -- yez, 13:12:48 11/06/02 Wed

I agree it seemed a odd choice for D'Hoffryn.

I'd assumed Anya's boxes signalled that she was packing to move, possibly to go "find herself." I just remembered, though -- or think I remember -- that wasn't Anya carrying a box out of The Magic Box (har-har) when Willow approaches her looking for Buffy and Xander in STSP? Your comment about the dastardly trio's boxes brought that up for me. If that memory is correct, then maybe Anya's been moving undamaged inventory out of the shop (and into her apt.). Though... I think we get a shot of Anya's apt. in Selfless, I don't remember any boxes.

yez

[> Definitely not Cecily . . . -- d'Herblay, 16:26:23 11/06/02 Wed

I was surprised when Halfrek was immolated without any explication of the "William?" remark in "Older and Farther Away," and, in fact, had just a week before stated that I thought there would soon be an admission by Halfrek that she had been Cecily. However, with the benefit of 20/20 hindsight, I can now categorically state that Cecily and Halfrek were not the same person. Being out of town during the original airing, I had missed the significance of Halfrek's "Listen, Anya. I know I've always been a little competitive with you, I mean, there was that thing in the Crimean War, we laugh about it now . . . " The Crimean War ended in 1856; Cecily was still Cecily in 1880. Therefore, making the assumption that Halfrek wasn't pretending to be a human in 1880, and with the assurance that Mutant Enemy always scrupulously strives for historical accuracy, I can assure you that Halfrek was never Cecily. (Ok, that's a slight assumption and a slightly misplaced assurance . . . )

[> Actually, your desire has to be phrased as a "Wish".......:):) -- Rufus, 21:20:02 11/06/02 Wed

I believe that the First Virture should be able to multi-task....or is that sub- contract..;)

[> Fool for Love Commentry -- Rahael, shamelessly plugging herself, 04:32:04 11/07/02 Thu

In the above, which I transcribed last week, Petrie commented that the writers have no clue how Cecily became Halfrek!


Why I enjoy watching Buffy (spoilage of HIM) -- Deb, 10:05:15 11/06/02 Wed

in 500 words or less:

When they say things, I remember other things. When they do something, I see something else in my head. For every action, and speech is an action (Burke), I have an equal and totally off the wall association that associates with something else, etc. etc. All the allusions keep my mind jumping like a bag of popcorn. Then by the end of the show, I have constructed an entirely new version of the episode with many strange "bedfellows." The best allusion last night:

"No one ever expects the Spanish Inquisition."
1. Monty Python
Gypsy Song
"When I was young my family was so poor we lived in a shoebox in the middle of the road."
British comedy
Joan and Randy
Who would name their kid Randy these days?
My sister-in-law
Thanksgiving Day in Hell
November Sweeps
All new Buffy episodes.
Him
"No one ever expects the Spanish Inquisition!"

2. "Sliding Doors" -- film
The Soul
Fate
subways
basements
closets
need to do something with my hair
Buffy, Willow and Dawn all have Bette Davis hair
Does Gwyneth P. have Bette Davis hair too?
Is Bette Davis hair the new Gwyneth Parthlow hair?
Why can't I spell GP's name correctly?
Why can't I spell period?
My thesis is driving me crazy.
I hear a little voice inside my head telling me to work on my thesis.
Is Spike still crazy or merely emotionally stifled?
Can Spike sleep at night or day?
I wish I could get five straight hours of sleep.
Maybe I should get a clock so I know when to go to bed.
Is Spike sleeping in the closet?
Strange roommates


3. Columbus Day
What a joke celebrating Columbus Day is.
Crusades
Evil
wet towels
s/m
closets

That's probably enough to demonstrate the concept.
Could have been the name of the ep. (or at least the name of the ep. I reconstructed in my head.)


Hating "Him" -- Spike Lover, 11:15:47 11/06/02 Wed

It was a farce. Well- that explains everything -I guess.



I hated it also, but for different reasons of course.

Some neutral comments:

1)Buffy has the 'Joyce' hair again. -Ick.

2)At the Bronze, Dawn had 'Faith' hair? By the way, how come Dawn never mentions Faith? Was that not programed into her memories as well?

Inconsistencies:

1)WHY would X allow Spike to move in? The last time they were even in close proximity for more than a minute was when he was trying to kill Spike for doing his X- Anya.

2) Why not have Spike move in w/ Anya? (You could have a sort of Will and Grace thing go on.)

3)Why can't he go back to his old crypt? Or room w/ his friend, Clem? Clemency might be exactly what Spike needs right now.

4)Last week, Buffy is trying to kill Anya, and now she suddenly calls her a 'friend'. You have got to be kidding me.

5)As already mentioned, WHY is D'Hoffryn trying to suddenly kill Anya?

NOW FOR THE ABSOLUTE HATE. PREPARE YOURSELF.

1) Buffy the Slut.
2) Dawn, lacking in moral fiber, and the embarrassing goofus. (I think I will try out for cheerleader without practising.)
3) Buffy the ineffectual parent.
4) X the wise, father figure.

Buffy the Slut.
A) I suppose that Hollywood just loves to make fun of the real world or something. It bothers me that this show, which we are suppose to take routinely seriously pokes fun at something so serious. I am not sure if there is any other job in America where the employees are under more strenuous scrutiny than in the school environment. A couple of weeks ago, Buffy barges into a parent's home and basically accuses the alcohic father of being a risk to his daughter. This week, BUFFY IS TRYING TO SEDUCE A STUDENT.

She would quickly find herself unemployed and possibly headed for jail. So much for my suspension of disbelief.

It is one thing if Ginny Calendar wants to take a bite out of Xander. (It NEVER got that far.)

B) Buffy actively pursues a guy her sister claims she loves. (Boy, this struck a nerve with me. I did not think it was funny at all.)

DAWN, LACKER OF ANY MORAL FIBER

A) The liar. Why take her word for anything? Of course, Buffy is a liar too.

B) Pushing someone down the stairs? Is this the start of evil? I mean, the shop lifting stuff started out small too, didn't it.

ONE SAVING GRACE

I finally did laugh, when Buffy had the Bazooka outside the principle's office and they showed Spike wrestling her to get it. By the way, is it not Federal law that you can not have any sort of weapon on school property?

Ok, I am ready. Rip it to shreds.

[> Uhm... they were under a spell. That's why they did those things. -- Apophis, 13:42:23 11/06/02 Wed


[> Re: Not hating "Him" at all (Spoilers for 7.06) -- grifter, 14:12:59 11/06/02 Wed

"Inconsistencies:"

1. Xander DID seem quite reluctant to let Spike stay with him. But Buffy can be quite convincing I guess, and the guy would do anything for her. Also, maybe he figured that this way he could keep an eye on Spike.

2. Anya? Nah, the two ex-evils wouldn´t be good for each other. Plus they slept together recently, so it would probably piss Xander off majorly.

3. I think Buffy doesn´t want Spike to be alone, that´s why he´s not going back to his crypt (and his former "life"). As for Clem, that would be a good idea I guess, but he doesn´t seem to be around anymore...

4. Last week, Anya was killing innocents by the dozens. Then she was ready to sacrifice herself to bring them back. With that she has redeemed herself to Buffy, and she can let her back into the group.

5. No idea, really. It will be explained eventually, I hope.

"NOW FOR THE ABSOLUTE HATE. PREPARE YOURSELF."

1. What show have you been watching? She was under a love spell!

2. Love Spell!

3. Love Spell!

4. Love Spe...no, wait, what did you mean with that?

[> [> Re: Not hating "Him" at all (Spoilers for 7.06) -- JM, 16:07:48 11/06/02 Wed

I also imagine that no one is particularly comfortable with the idea of Spike staying with a human woman. Buffy does think that it was a big deal that he understood the assault was a big, bad deal and that the fact he has a soul means something important. But it's still giving her a lot of uncomfortable moments. But at the same time, she wants someone to look after and take care of him. I thought it was a remarkably thoughtful, if awkward solution.

And kind of in line with how she approached Anya. She feels like it's important right now that she take care of all of her friends, even the ones she doesn't always like. She was sad about having to kill Anya, and not just for Xander's sake. Killing Anya was all about her being demony, probably soulless, and pretty dangerous. And not making an Angel- league mistake again. I bet she was pretty releived that she didn't have to ultimately do it. This week she finally decided to do for her two re-soulees what she did for Angel immediately out of love.

I kind of liked that the sister's vibe survived the love spell. It informed their jealousy and was also an undercurrent to the attempts to relate. Dawn still focused on feeling betrayed because she trusted and admired Buffy, and Buffy was concerned about Dawn's pain and delusions. And would have picked her over RJ in the end.

[> Did you like any of the episodes this season? - - Robert, 16:42:45 11/06/02 Wed


[> Sorry, SL, I'd be wasting my time. -- Rufus, 17:11:42 11/06/02 Wed


[> Loving "Her", so it all balances -- Cleanthes, 20:52:19 11/06/02 Wed



significant spike observation?..."HIM" spoilers and spec -- Adrianna, 12:02:36 11/06/02 Wed

Hi all,

I was surprised to see no one else here mentioned this, so maybe I am just making something of nothing, but....Spike had a reflection last night. A great big honkin' obvious one - twice!

The first one is in the glass of Lance and RJ's pictures at their house, and the second one is in the storefront window just before Spike and Xander grab the jacket from RJ.

At first I thought it was just sloppiness on the editors' part (or maybe on the director's part, staging them in front of a large glass plate), but then I figured not even the ME people ("Gee, DB's standing in an awful lot of sun there, d'you think we should pull the blinds down a little more?" "Nah, who'll notice?") would be that sloppy.
My other reason for thinking it was purposeful was the amount of time spent on "spike needs an invitation in" at Xander's apartment.

So, am I nuts, or does anyone else think this means something? Like maybe Spike last night wasn't really Spike, but was the shape-shifting basement monster? (would explain lack of quips n' insanity) Or something else?

[> Wow -- totally missed that. Thanks. -- yez, 12:27:55 11/06/02 Wed


[> I saw that too.. but I assumed it was a lack of funds for post editing -- neaux, 12:47:11 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> You're probably right...(NT) -- Adrianna, 12:57:40 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> [> Re: You're probably right...(NT) -- Cougar, 13:50:20 11/06/02 Wed

When Dawn leaves the principals ofice she leaves her bag on the chair, but is shown a moment later in the hall, carrying it. So perhaps the reflections were also overlooked.

[> Re: significant spike observation?..."HIM" spoilers and spec -- Wisewoman, 13:30:40 11/06/02 Wed

I dunno, I think you might be on to something there...I noticed that too.

[> Even if not a post-production SNAFU, it's Spike all right -- Steve, 14:00:34 11/06/02 Wed

Who else would carefully turn the little angels around, or roll his eyes at the mention of amateur poetry? Or even leave wet towels on the floor?

[> It was intentional at least with the plate glass window. -- Deb, 16:38:53 11/06/02 Wed

According to folklore, a soul casts the shadow. Did you notice what was in the store behind them? Televisions, many, many, many viewing screens. This is why I came up with a silly, silly, silly association with Batman and Robin, which was re-enforced when, after mugging the dude of his jacket, they ran toward backstage in the same pose that Batman and Robin were seen in often during the 60s campy version.

Back to reflection. The reflection could mean what you think is means, but it also could be an allusion that reflects the tone of the scene. It also could reinforce the fact that Spike/William is a "good" guy now, and his teaming up with Xander, who has no magical power, was an adventure in the direct, non- tech., non-magic, male method of directly dealing with a problem with common sense, which is something Spike will need to learn. In this case we have Robin mentoring Batman (who's a big sczitzed himself.) It simply self-reference itself for that matter.

[> [> But what about Angel? -- yez, 11:07:28 11/07/02 Thu

"According to folklore, a soul casts the shadow. "

If this is what they're going for (assuming the reflection was deliberate), then wouldn't Angel have a reflection, too? Just a couple of eps. ago, the lack of reflection was brought up pointedly as he snuck up behind someone who was looking at their own reflection.

yez

[> Same thing happened in Beneath You -- oboemaboe, 21:38:32 11/06/02 Wed

when he's stalking the rat.

[> he had one in Beneath you..."HIM" spoilers and spec -- luvthistle1, 00:32:55 11/07/02 Thu

When Spike is in the basement in the beginning of Beneath You you can clearly see his reflection in a piece of glass for like at least 5 seconds. it's his whole body. I do not think those are mistake. They had went through to many season with only making that mistake one, in season 2 with Angel. But you have never seen that mistake again. They have a bigger budget to fix it. So why would they make the mistake 3 times?

[> [> He had one in OAFA also -- Etrangere, 05:13:50 11/07/02 Thu

They can be sloppy you know.

[> Re: significant spike observation?..."HIM" spoilers and spec -- Isabel, 17:14:10 11/07/02 Thu

Hmm, maybe? But since we all know Spike and Angel have both had accidental reflections in the past, I recommend not reading too much into it. 1977-Really EEEVIL Spike in the subway had a reflection, if you looked carefully.

Now, if we hear Xander exclaim one morning, "Evil Dead! You've got a reflection!" Then we've got something.


Odd thing about the title of 7.6 -- Sophist, 12:21:47 11/06/02 Wed

In the LA Times, the title was "Hunk", not "Him". Anyone know why the title change?

[> Well, maybe -- HonorH, 13:06:36 11/06/02 Wed

TPTB simply wanted to give a nod to the classic AtS episode "She".

Hey! Stop throwing things at me!

[> [> I wondered -- Arethusa, 13:27:34 11/06/02 Wed

if it was a nod to H. Rider Haggard's "She."

[> Re: Odd thing about the title of 7.6 -- Darby, 15:17:24 11/06/02 Wed

Was "Hunk" too close to Lilah's "Hulk smash!" comment in Supersymmetry?

Would Lilah really make a "Hulk smash!" reference??

[> Re: Odd thing about the title of 7.6 -- leslie, 16:11:54 11/06/02 Wed

You're trusting the LA Times tv guide? As far as I can tell, a) they've fired all their fact checkers, and b) you now have to *fail* the spelling test in order to get hired there.


"Him": The Super-Evil Review -- Honorificus (The Truly Irresistable One), 13:04:49 11/06/02 Wed

If you came in here not expecting spoilers, you're even dumber than the average denizen of this board, so don't whine to me. See a K'v'Lagnath demon about a brain transplant.

Well, I've mixed feelings on this one. There were good things, there were bad things, and I'm not sure which outweighed which. But, as usual, we must have our priorities. Therefore:

Fashion Statements
The Good
Precious little in this episode, I'm afraid. We did have the lovely Principal Wood, and I've yet to see him in something unflattering. I've also yet to see him shirtless, which does leave me feeling somewhat unsatisfied, but we can work around that.

Xander was unusually good this week, however. The dark shirts really quite flatter him, and the turtlenecks reduce the Puffy Xander look somewhat.

The Bad
Where to start? What possessed the costuming director this week?

Buffy--not one, but two white Granny Blouses this week. What in hell's name is that about? Is she dipping into Anya's wardrobe?

Topping that off, though, was her Catholic schoolgirl getup. What, she's channeling Darla now? Right down to the bangs!

What *was* that eating Willow's top half? Sort of brown and see-through and glittery--if I didn't know better, I'd say a Bog Demon had smeared itself all over her torso.

RJ and his stupid letter jacket. I hate those things. They bring back unpleasant memories of the time when--through no fault of my own, mind you--I teleported smack into the middle of a high school pep rally. Yeek!

The Iffy
Anya's wardrobe was thoroughly unremarkable. This could be a good thing.

Dawn. She was certainly all over the board this week, wasn't she? The autumn-leaves camo shirt she wore in the opening scene was certainly bad. Her next shirt, the dark fluttery one, was a great improvement. Then there was her channeling-Faith slutwear, which she admittedly looked hot in. And finally, the beige--honey, it's just not your color. One final word to the makeup person: stop giving her peach and coral lipstick. The girl needs something in a cool palette.

Plot in a Nutshell
High school boy has enchanted jacket. Girls go ape over him, leading to lovely things like assault, betrayal, murder, and suicide. Then Xander has to go and interfere.

Demonic Quibbles and Comments
*Sigh* Sadly few this week. There was the very authentic-looking Keplac assassin demon D'Hoffryn sent after Anya, and I more than suspect the doe-eyed hanger-on of RJ's was played by a Weft, but other than that, nothing. Except that Willow was right: Spellus Interruptus really does irritate Hecate.

Highlights
Seeing Buffy and Dawn finally act like real sisters. There were the unfortunate smooshy scenes at the beginning and end, but other than that, the whole episode rang with true sisterhood--screaming matches, subtle and blatant betrayals, the calculated stripping away of dignity and hope. Brings back so many memories of Beltane feasts with my family. *Sigh!*

Xander and Spike forced to live and work together. I can think of no finer punishment for the both of them.

The logistics of a gay woman getting caught in a boy's love spell. You know, it would have served that boy right if Willow had completed her spell to turn him into a girl.

Dawn experiencing the true, brutal torture and calculated humiliation that is high school. I'm so glad they aren't letting the Twerp off easy.

Willow to Anya: "You'd kill for a chocolate bar!" Well, who wouldn't, honey?

Dawn shoving the boy down the stairs. Moments like that make me think she really does have potential.

Spike keeping Buffy from killing the principal. Pretty men don't grow on trees, you know.

Xander and Spike stealing the Jacket. It made me laugh.

Lowlights
Sisterly bonding. Bleah.

Buffy showing concern for both Spike and Anya. Double bleah.

Xander saving the day. Triple bleah.

Buffy's wardrobe. Bleah to the nth power.

The drawn-out train sequence. What, they had time to kill? It was stupid!

The Immoral of the Story
High school boys are the worst kind of evil and should be avoided at all costs, even by demons. Unless you're killing them, in which case, go right ahead.

Overall Rating
As I said before, I've mixed feelings on this one. Therefore, it'll be a kumquat in purple over 9 on the Non Sequitur Scale.

(Disclaimer: HonorH disavows any responsibility for the above views.)

[> Re: "Him": The Super-Evil Review (spoils yada yada) -- Sophomorica, sucking on a purple lollipop, 13:31:25 11/06/02 Wed

Topping that off, though, was her Catholic schoolgirl getup. What, she's channeling Darla now? Right down to the bangs!

That's exactly what I thought! Buffy under RJ's spell reminded me of Darla. Except Buffy immediately went for the kill, er, tried to go all the way. Darla would have used the guy for her ultimate gain and led him into thinking he was going to get some, but give him none. I guess that's the downside of having a soul.

[> [> being all soul-having... -- Le Fey, 10:58:59 11/07/02 Thu

"I guess that's the downside of having a soul."

Yes, and I found it simply delicious of our boy Drew Greenburg to have those disgusting "Scoobies" virtually ignore Spike's soul. Serves the little peroxided twerp right for thinking anyone would care. Ha!

[> Please to offer Your Advice, oh Fashion-Victim- Eater -- pr10n, 14:00:47 11/06/02 Wed

[start obsequious fawning]

In my limited and mortal experience I have assumed that a man's tie must at least reach his belt buckle to not look doofy, yet Principal Wood (may he never shave or at least not his face) consistently wears his tie so it hangs to about his (taut) abdomen.

[toady toady] I bet I missed an announcement about tie length somewhere, but I'm certain that Your Graceful Yumminess will know the truth. Or perhaps one of Your minions might know, and contribute to this poor business casual dresser's sad life?

[end obsequious fawning, for now]

[> [> Stepping in for the fashion victim eater... -- Devilish, who never tires of mocking a poorly dressed mortal, 21:14:44 11/06/02 Wed

as She-Who-Eats-the-Haplessly-Dressed seems to have had her fill for the evening (Those calories do add up. And she ain't getting any younger and you know what that does to the old metabolism.)

If you prefer to stick to the Fashion 101 rules, yes your tie should ideally reach your belt buckle. Now for all you rebels out there (and you know who you are, rabble-rousers, you) it can be shorter, it's all in the attitude. Principal Hottie has the 'tude, not to mention the body, to carry it off. But for Gracknar's sake, whatever you do, don't have your tie extend too far past the belt buckle. You'll look like you're wearing your Daddy's tie and are playing Dress-Up. Unless, of course the situation calls for it and if it does then much luck to you .

[> [> [> Watch. Yourself. -- Honorificus (The Unaging and Eternal), 22:15:05 11/06/02 Wed

For your information, I haven't gained a single pound since 1820, and I lost those very quickly. It's not like that party of nabobs was missed, anyway, and I was in heat.

However, you do happen to be correct about the tie thing. Principal Wood can wear his that way simply because it looks frankly fabulous on him, like everything else he's worn. One should never be confined by fashion rules, especially when one is male and a hottie. A little rebellion is a good thing. Particularly when it emphasizes one's taut, muscular tummy.

[> [> [> [> Weeping for joy at the brief attention. Indeed, molting! Thanks. -- pr10n, 22:27:47 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> [> [> Re: Tie length -- Brian, 06:07:09 11/07/02 Thu

I was taught that a correctly tied tie has the two ends as close to each other as possible, and let those tips fall where they may.

[> [> [> [> [> Agreed -- Spry-(for a corpse)-kovsky, 03:08:57 11/08/02 Fri

True.

But preferably with the tie tied so tightly around the neck that it does unmendable damage to the trachea. Haven't had as mellow a high after a killing as my infamous Tie Deaths of 1971. Death by strangulation can seem so easy- but it's one of the classics

[> The Inescapable Torture of Love and other happy thoughts -- The Unclean (back from vacation), 14:02:40 11/06/02 Wed

I have finally returned to my hive after an unexpectedly extended vacation at my mother-in-law's pit of horrors, where I was consistently berated for my low kill ratio, my failure to elevate myself in the Priesthood of Belial, and the lack of hatchlings for the ghastly, withered creature to feed upon. It was sometime during the second week, when I wistfully looked out at the bubbling pool of sulfur just beyond her living room window, and wondered: how in the name of all that's unholy did I get into this mess?

Love, as the Slayer and her fellow miscreants like to say, makes you do the wacky.

It was somewhat comforting for me to watch the latest episode of the Slayer's adventures and realize that Love Is Pain is the working model for sentient creatures throughout the multiverse, including the infernal Scooby Gang. No matter how much they profess to be paragons of morality and desire to do "good," the primal urges and desires that fire all creatures, demon and human, drive them to acts of madness they cannot possibly justify to themselves. And yes, Dawn- whelp--eventually, you will be driven to further acts of hormone-crazed insanity, and there will no spell upon which to shift the blame.

(Excuse me--evil, maniacal laughter coming through...)

Mwhahahahahahahaha.....

The most splendid Honorificus covered most of the irritants in the episode, but I was especially annoyed by the relative even-headedness of the Harris boy, who showed an uncommon resistance to the temptations of magic this episode. I'm waiting for him to commit his annual screw-up, but it's been six episodes and he's been disgustingly noble and mature all the way through. I'm concerned, to say the least.

I was cheered by the ghastly foreshadowings of next week's episode, and the portents of dark evil descending over Sunnydale in the weeks to come. However, I'll be spending the rest of the week unpacking, as my mate decided to do "a little shopping" during vacation.

(What I wouldn't do for one of D'Hoffryn's assassins right now...)

[> [> *So* very glad to have you back, dearest! -- Honorificus (The Single-and-Happy One), 23:05:14 11/06/02 Wed

Your mate's matriarch sounds like a horror indeed. It reminds me of why I've never married (or the like). The one time I came even close, I discovered that my Preferred One's primary mother was a harpy, and his secondary mother was a half-breed gargoyle with a foul temper. I told him not to get his tail caught in the door when he left.

But I digress. Wonderful thoughts! Yes, indeed, I am looking forward to the day when the Twerp discovers the true horrors of love on the Hellmouth, as her sister and friends have time and again. It should prove to be a wonderful distraction for the Slayer.

As for Xander--you and I are quite in the same circle on that being. I find it absolutely disgusting, the way that boy has turned from being a relatively-inocuous irritant to a serious threat. And he's only a mortal! What kind of message does this send? Personally, I'm outraged, and I'd write a poisonous (literally) letter to the Joss Being, but he apparently has *protection*. My first two certainly didn't help matters any. I'd swear he takes them as encouragement.

Oh, and dear, I do know where you can engage assassin demons of all kinds. What method do you prefer? Immolation? Evisceration? Defenestration?

[> [> [> The demon Talks Big, but he'll never go through with it.. -- cjl (a friend of the family), 07:02:48 11/07/02 Thu

You have to understand the kind of pressure my demon-brother is under: he can't get anywhere in the Priesthood because he won't suck up to the Heresiarchs (who are in it for the Perks, and not the carnage), and that's keeping his kill count low. (How can you rack up victims when the High Priests are scheduling keggers every weekend?)

As for the fertility thing...well, he and his mate are sensitive about that, and I don't blame them. But if they didn't have a real attachment to each other, she would have eaten him decades ago.

So, holster the assassins for awhile, O Luminous One. (But he'll give you a call the next time he has to visit his mother-in- law's house. Maybe the old crone can take an "accidental" dip into the sulfur pit?)

[> [> [> [> oh poop -- Sophomorica, 12:43:24 11/07/02 Thu

So, holster the assassins for awhile, O Luminous One.


There hasn't been a good defenestration since 1816! And I was getting all excited!

[grumbles off to the subway to look for something yummy for dinner]

[> [> [> [> [> double poop - make that 1618!!!!! -- Sophomorica, chewing on naughty keyboard, 12:44:51 11/07/02 Thu


[> [> [> [> [> [> Defenestrations throughout History (spoilers for cjl's European vacation) -- cjl, 13:01:19 11/07/02 Thu

Actually, guys, gals 'n' demons, defenestration has been a part of the history of the Czech republic since the first Bohemian tribes settled in the valley. The most recent example was in the post-WWII era, when the commies and the social democrats(?) were sharing power, and a key SD official "mysteriously" plunged to his death from his office window, opening the door to forty-plus years of repressive communist rule.

You can't make this stuff up.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> That's why smart demon politicians live underground -- Lebasi, 17:18:39 11/07/02 Thu


[> Re: "Him": The Super-Evil Review -- leslie, 16:08:24 11/06/02 Wed

"Topping that off, though, was [Buffy's] Catholic schoolgirl getup. What, she's channeling Darla now? Right down to the bangs!"

Oh, I thought that was quite deliberate. She puts it on as soon as she starts seducing high school boys who think they're the ones in control (exactly what Darla was up to) *and* as soon as she starts trying to explain about how she isn't *really* all that much older than a high school boy. She's deliberately trying to look young, and we're supposed to note the inappropriateness. (Unlike the "Mom" look she's been going for, which, yuck.) The bangs, I admit, were already there, but frankly, I liked them--they make her look less gaunt.

[> You missed a highlight, oh strangely coiffed one -- Devilish, slipping on the stilettos, 17:24:12 11/06/02 Wed

How could you miss the cat fight? Those sharp (some say beady but I think they're just being mean) eyes of your's miss that? It seems that Dawnie has forgotten the training that Buffy gave her over the hiatus.

[> [> How little you understand me. -- Honorificus (Whose Hair Is Perfection), 17:35:14 11/06/02 Wed

Certainly, the catfight was somewhat fun. Overall, however, watching a mystical teenager and a Weft (I'm really quite certain that other female was one--she certainly wasn't human) pull each other's hair holds little interest to me. I was more intrigued by the Twerp helping the annoying dark-haired boy down the stairs. I mean, really, what's more impressive: a deliberate attempt at murder or disablement, or a girly-fight?

And what do you mean about my hair? Do you think just any powerful, immortal entity can carry off multi-colored dredlocks?

[> [> [> Dreadlocks? -- Devilish, looking for her minion a.k.a. the boyfriend, 20:17:11 11/06/02 Wed

I thought you were trying flatter Medusa or soemthing to that degree.

You are right, Folically Impaired One. Dawnie helping the boy is infinitely more noteworthy than a girly cat fight. But it's not often that you see one of those on this show. How do you know she's a Weft and not a Warp?

[> [> [> clarifying -- SpikeMom, 21:46:44 11/06/02 Wed

Wefts in the Buffyverse

Warps in the ATPverse

[> [> [> [> *lol* that was oh so very good. -- devilish, 09:03:59 11/07/02 Thu


[> Re: "Him": The Super-Evil Review -- ponygoyle, 18:20:51 11/06/02 Wed

Another monstrously delightful review! I salute you (and I assure you among my people that finger gesture is a sign of respect)!

I for one have grown weary of the "no spell is stronger than Buffy's love for Dawn" shtick. Obviously no one's been trying the right spells-- I've got a few that would have Buffy not only leaving Dawn on the tracks, but encouraging the train to back up over her. How about The Invocation of a Stell McCartney Sample Sale? No, I think Buffy's used that one a few times. Okay how about the Charms of Naked Spike? Well, I guess she's already walked away from that one (weird). Ooh, this is interesting, a Spell to Fix Angel's Soul, No Matter How Often He Makes With The Hot Monkey-Love, While Restoring His BtVS S2 Physique Yet Retaining His AtS Sense Of Humour. Still not enough? Okay, let me flip over to the good stuff-- The Spike/Principal Wood Tasteful Nude Wrestling At The Neiman Marcus Shoe Sale Incantation...ahem... I think I need some alone time with my spell book. See ya.

[> [> What wonderful suggestions! -- Honorificus (The Fully Delightful One), 19:12:27 11/06/02 Wed

Inspired by you, I've been spending some time with my own spellbooks. I've come up with a few spells that could conceivably turn our Slayer into a super-horny, sister- ignoring, demon-jumping uber-slut. To wit:

1.) The Eros-Lambada Spell: An oldy but a goody. Now, you'd have to substitute mountain goat horn for rhino horn (damn poaching laws), and then add some wolfsbane to punch up the potency, but it would work nicely.

2.) The Sisters-Three Disco Diva: A more recent invention. Given the Slayer's constitution, you'd have to mix it with copious amounts of alcohol to give it the best advantage. Just mix her a rum-heavy margarita or whatnot, and be sure to add a touch of powdered marnac root to guard the spell's ingredients against the alcohol. You think Dawn's little dance was hot? Watch this one, and lock up your daughters, because the Slayer will be coming for them!

3.) The Effulgent Tantric Stiffener: This is normally used on men, but given the Slayer's elevated hormone levels, I believe it would work perfectly. Add in a bit of liquid moonlight to adjust for her gender, of course, but this spell would have her jumping Snyder if he was the only male available.

If Joss really wanted to make Buffy miserable via love spell, he'd have asked us. I guess he, like every other male on the planet, prefers talking big to actually doing something. Hmph!

[> [> [> It's a crying shame that you don't live in NYC -- Sophomorica, chewing on a Neiman Marcus Shoe, 20:10:54 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> [> [> Neiman's? Was Bergdorf's or Barney's closed? -- Devilish, admiring some divine Jimmy Choo sandals, 20:22:07 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> [> [> [> You're right, next time I will go to Pravda's. -- Sophomorica, spitting on Neiman Marcus Shoe, 20:27:12 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> [> Excellent! Most usually forget the key ingredient to love spells - tequila! -- ponygoyle making with the margaritas, 06:08:28 11/07/02 Thu


[> BANGS! -- Slain, 19:14:08 11/06/02 Wed

Buffy with bangs looks like she's just walked out from her trailer to see if her husband is back with the beer. They do not suit her, damnit!

[> [> Re: BANGS! -- Devilish, fluffing her done undone sexy bed hair, 20:57:56 11/06/02 Wed

The bangs are an abomination! They strangely harken back to S1. Buffy the sophomore had bangs with less plucked brows. And who could forget all those push up bras?

[> Re: "Him": The Super-Evil Review -- Rufus, 01:10:10 11/07/02 Thu

We did have the lovely Principal Wood, and I've yet to see him in something unflattering. I've also yet to see him shirtless, which does leave me feeling somewhat unsatisfied, but we can work around that.

Yes, the others can have their Spike(I may like the character, but ewwwww it would be like kissing my brother)so that leaves me precious little...and Principal Wood is a nice looking fellow....wonder how tall he is and if he does windows...with Riley gone I have to think about a replacement.

[> The hair was the worst ever! On everybody but Wood. -- luna, 08:05:53 11/07/02 Thu



Why now and not then? (spoilers for "Him") -- Cougar, 14:09:25 11/06/02 Wed

Hi, today is the first time I've posted (anywhere, ever) so I hope I get the protocol right. I found this board a few months back and thought "Wow, I've found my people!"

I'll start with something fairly concrete and practical. If R.J.'s brother wore the jacket when in Highschool with Zander, why didn't Buffy or Willow fall from him then? And Why were the Scoobies so infatuated when most girls (save a few) at the school seemed uneffected?

[> Welcome. Take a look at Earl Allison's thread below for some thoughts on your questions. -- Sophist, 14:16:20 11/06/02 Wed


[> [> Sorry I missed that -- Cougar, 14:22:55 11/06/02 Wed

Thanks. Sorry, I just noticed that below, I missed that thread somehow.

I think I'll try out for cheerleader next.

[> [> [> LOL -- Sophist, 16:20:31 11/06/02 Wed


[> Re: Easy answer -- Pamela, 15:53:53 11/06/02 Wed

In one part of the episode Xander mentions that he was a Freshman when RJ's older brother was a senior.

As Buffy/Xander/Willow are all the same age...Buffy was still in Los Angeles the year RJ's older brother wore the jacket. As for Willow...back then she was most likely with her head in the books or computer club.


Understanding Willow's Sexuality (Caution: S7 Spoilers, Speculation, and Mature Themes) -- ZachsMind, 15:55:41 11/06/02 Wed

With the episode "Him" I think it's now a proper time to explore this question of Willow that has been a great debate among the Buffy fan community for years. Is Willow bisexual? If ever there were questions about Willow's sexuality before this week, hopefully now they can all be fully answered. Despite the magic spell which seemed to have no 'saving throw' and caused all four major female characters to lose their common sense, Willow STILL felt a need to convert this mystically forced amour to her specifications, by turning the guy in the letter jacket into a female. Personally I wish she'd been successful. That woulda been hilarious! However, my point here is that had Willow truly been bisexual, the magic spell would have been strong enough to make her settle for a male over a female. That's not what happened. So now. Today. We can say she's definitely GAY NOW.

Or can we? I used to concur that Willow was bi. However, it's much more complicated than that. Willow may require a new term be invented. She was straight at first, with Xander & Oz. Then Tara arrived on the scene and all bets were off. She tasted the other white meat and found that she prefers it. However, it wasn't just that Tara was physically alluring (dare I say huggibly delicious?). It was WHO Tara was, and how multi-faceted and deep she was on very subtle, almost imperceptable levels. One could say Tara's an "old soul." Someone with much more to her than what meets the eye. Oz may be an old soul too. We can say she knew there was something mysterious about him that turned her on, but Willow liked Oz before he became a werewolf. So it wasn't that. It was something deeper.

Willow is affected by certain individuals on a near spiritual level. She felt that way towards both Oz (male) and Tara (female). She's very selective in that area. This alone is proof that gender is not a major factor in Willow's selection process. As she pointed out in the episode "Him" when it was brought to her attention that Jacket Boy was male. "I can work around that." The physical stipulations of the reality she senses are not as important to her as what her own soul desperately needs on a level that the mere physical world claims to limit but truly does not.

Willow's early interest in Xander was just out of their deep rooted history together. He was like Linus' security blanket to Willow. Xander represented security and an unchanging island amidst the flurry of change elsewhere in her life. Even now, Xander offers a grounding to Willow, a power that no other person has over her. An intrinsic mutual trust. Xander thinks it was the Crayon Breaky Willow speech that stopped Dark Willow. His words. In fact it was just his presence and his steadfast refusal to let her destroy the world without taking him first. There's a love there between them, but it transcends mere physical affection. In fact sex would somehow demean what they mean to each other. Not because sex is wrong. It's not. It's because sex between them would be like playing a virtual card game on a super computer. You can do it, but why? It's kinda pointless and a waste. In season one Willow was unhappy to find herself in Xander's "friends zone." Today, the opposite may be true. Or they may simply have a mutual understanding. She is his Best Man. They've known one another longer, and they know each other more intimately and intrinsically, than any others who know them.

Notice that they have NEVER explored the possibility that Willow finds Buffy attractive. This is for similar reasons regarding why she no longer finds Xander physically interesting. Willow could just never see Buffy in that manner, any more than she could see Dawn in that way. It'd be almost incestuous to her, and neither character affects Willow deep down in the way that she needs in order to be physically involved.

In season six, when Amy magically called over a random female from the crowd at The Bronze to be Willow's rebound from Tara, Willow declined the idea. She can't just have anybody randomly, male or female. It's not the gender alone that matters. Although now that she's tasted the fruit of the Yoni Temple, she's obviously not interested in the old and tired bunch of bananas that social culture dictates she should prefer. It can be argued that at one time she was straight or at one time she was bi. If a male witch came along with the physical appeal of Angel and the wise maturity of Giles, Willow could possibly still find herself attracted to him. Would she act on it? Possibly, but ultimately she'd find herself unfulfilled. UNLESS the male witch was also an OLD SOUL that did the same things to her innards that Oz & Tara did.

Whether the writers' next love interest for Willow is male or female, it shouldn't matter so long as they know to focus on the fact that it's the 'soul of the person' Willow loves. Not the plumbing. That's what turns her head. Something deeper and more majestic than mere biceps or breasts. Something that isn't just friend and isn't just lover but both and other things that can't quite be put into words. Something special that defies conscious understanding and yet makes her world somehow make sense, just by being in that special person's presence.

In that one regard Willow's very mature. She may not consciously know what she wants, but she knows it when she senses it on an unconscious level. If only she could approach the rest of her life with such sensibility. That is perhaps the most fascinating irony of her character.

[> Re: Understanding Willow's Sexuality (Caution: S7 Spoilers, Speculation, and Mature Themes) -- Apophis, 17:23:34 11/06/02 Wed

Okay. Last year, I got yelled at for commenting on Willow's sexuallity (though I honestly don't remember if it was here or elsewhere, so I apologize for any misplacement of blame). So did some other people. Despite this, I'm gonna try again, because deep down, I hate myself.
I always figured Willow for being bisexual. I thought it was about the person, not the equipment (Willow said something like this last night, though she was under a spell). She didn't fall for Tara because she was so damn hot (not that she wasn't); she loved her for being Tara.
Anyway, apparently Joss himself stated recently in an interview that Willow is 100%, no holds barred, GAY. I didn't read the interview, but I have no reason to doubt it. I got this information from AintItCool.com (not in the TalkBack section, though, so it's trustworthy), in case anyone's curious. Now, according to the posters there (who have, in the past, been... let's call it "overzealous"), Joss got yelled at by some gay organization or another for A) killing Tara and B) allegedly planning to have Willow date a guy again. I don't know if it's true and at this point it's rather moot.
Last year, I said it would be somewhat callow of ME to change a storyline/character simply to appease a special interest group. I said this would somewhat compromise their artisitc integrety. Again, I got yelled at for being a bigot and a fool. Some people believe there is evidence that Willow was gay all along. I read their evidence and found it compelling, but inconclusive. It occurred to me and to others that her being gay from day one would invalidate her attraction to Xander and Oz. Maybe I just don't understand the psychology behind the emotional development of a homosexual, but that's what I thought, and I wasn't alone.
Now, to sum up, I always believed that Willow loved Tara, who was a woman, not A Woman, named Tara. I thought it was about loving a person, not a gender. Maybe I was wrong, but that's what I thought. Anyway, none of it matters if Joss did indeed say what he said. I stand by my belief that, if ME was in fact influenced in this decision by the outrage of an outside source, this is a comprimise of their integrety. If they did it because they honestly wanted Willow to be gay, not bisexual, then I'm okay with it. That's their choice. I don't have a problem with any character (or person, for that matter) being gay. I honestly don't see Willow getting into a relationship this season, anyway.
It occurs to me that I'm getting dangerously close to rambling, so I'll conclude here. The comments herein are just what I thought/think. I'm sorry if I've missed something, failed to understand something, offended someone, or am out and out wrong. Please don't yell at me.

[> [> Re: Understanding Willow's Sexuality (Caution: S7 Spoilers, Speculation, and Mature Themes) -- Wolfhowl3, 19:52:39 11/06/02 Wed

I have also read that same interview, (but I can't remember where.)

Basically, it said that the desicion to make Willow Gay, instead of Bi was made long before Tara was killed (around the time they made W&T a couple). Thus it was not done to appies any interest group.

Wolfie

[> [> [> I don't see why, it kind of makes me sad...Willow was a big crush -- Charlemagne20, 20:58:08 11/06/02 Wed

I mean why exactly did Joss feel the need here? I mean Xander/Willow was a great thing I wanted them to keep hope for exploration but instead they just basically say "Siyanorah....no chance here". I understand perfectly why they would want a character gay and even why they would have such but to ignore the established history...

I never liked the last episode with Oz because it humiliated the poor man as well as made him out to be a villain.

[> [> [> [> I'm right there with ya, (NT) -- Shiraz, 14:00:22 11/07/02 Thu


[> [> [> [> [> In an interview I read during that time, Joss said the opposite.... -- Briar Rose, 23:25:30 11/08/02 Fri

[paraphrasing here] That Willow was a "bi- at most" and that she wasn't "gay" in the normal meaning of the word to many. That was right at the beginning of the whole "How dare you kill Tara" thing.

I have a feeling that Joss did as Joss is prone to do - He's EVIL.*LOL He says what he thinks the target audience of the perticular interview wants to hear and if he gets in trouble, he just changes his mind on what to say. Not that that's a bad thing and that's what keep us all guessing no matter what the spoiler sites post. It is never "exactly right" but not necessarily wrong.

In truth, I agree with the posters who say that Willow is actually not able to be pigeon holed into any one "lifestyle" at all. She is drawn to the inner self and if it has breasts or biceps doesn't matter. She fulfills herself through her relationships with others and that doesn't matter if it's though friendly relationships or sexual ones.

[> [> Re: Understanding Willow's Sexuality (Caution: S7 Spoilers, Speculation, and Mature Themes) -- Miss Edith, 20:26:47 11/08/02 Fri

I remember Joss and Marti were interviewed shortly after Tara's death and they confirmed Willow was going to remain gay. Joss said if Tara had left in happier circumstances they may have been able to play with a more fluid sexuality. But they had a debate after Tara's death over whether Willow was experimenting or gay and realised they would be "eaten alive" if Willow began dating men again.

[> Re: Understanding Willow's Sexuality (Caution: S7 Spoilers, Speculation, and Mature Themes) -- DEN, 22:32:55 11/06/02 Wed

The "soul-mate" argument you make in the body of your posting is eloquent and convincing. To place the weight you do on Willow's literal gender-bending, however, seems problematic. By that logic Buffy is a murderer, Anya a criminal, and Dawn a suicide junkie. In other words the enchantment of the jacket drove each woman to distorted , not fundamental, behaviors, Willow's being not sex-changing but dark magic. The jacket did not strip away masks and allow essential identities to emerge--unless ME is insulting us by telling us we have become vested in a clutch of sociopaths! (That last being, IMO, all too possible!)

[> [> "By that logic..." Yes and..? -- ZachsMind, 14:39:01 11/07/02 Thu

"By that logic Buffy is a murderer..."

Buffy kills demons and vampires on the average one or two per episode. She killed Adam who was part human. She has threatened to kill humans before, and has even used lethal force on Faith, who barely escaped Buffy's wrath with her life on more than one occasion. Also, lest we forget Buffy sacrificed her lover Angel in order to save the planet. Though her actions are noble and understandable, she has murdered before.

"..Anya a criminal.."

She's been a vengeance demon off and on for a millenium. She helped instigate the communist uprising in mother Russia. As Willow put it last episode, "you'd kill for a chocolate bar." At best, Anyanka is amoral, and has done her share of criminal behavior in her time.

"...and Dawn a suicide junkie..."

She was going to sacrifice herself when Buffy chose to use herself to close Glory's portal instead (both Summers girls are suicidal). Dawn slit her own wrist to prove to herself she could bleed when she found out she was the key. Dawn has shown violent and self- destructive tendencies in the past two years. She mopes and plays the dutiful martyr. She often believes no one notices her and commits acts like kleptomania or self-abuse in order to be noticed. And any shrink will tell you: attempting suicide is the ultimate cry for attention. So she has a death wish. She is a suicide junkie.

So I do still argue that though the spell did distort their common sense, acting in a vaguely similar way to alcohol in that their inhibitions went out the window, each character did respond fundamentally each to their own character traits.

"unless ME is insulting us by telling us we have become vested in a clutch of sociopaths! (That last being, IMO, all too possible!)"

Hope for the best but expect the worst, I always say. =) If this were real life, Buffy would have been put away for sociopathic behavior years ago. Yes friends, we have become emotionally invested in a bunch of crazy psychos. Viva la difference!

[> [> [> You do realize... -- MaeveRigan, 18:43:48 11/07/02 Thu

...that some watching BtVS seriously feel that they have "become emotionally investing in a bunch of crazy psychos" and they're not happy at all?

Some may have forgotten that "Life's a show, and we all play our parts / And when the music starts / We open up our hearts..." and "You'll get along / The pain that you feel / You only can heal by living," i.e., by letting the season unfold.

[> [> [> [> All the world's a stage... -- ZachsMind, 07:52:54 11/09/02 Sat

Shakespeare said the same exact thing centuries ago.

All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,
And one man in his time plays many parts,


Jacques is one melancholy and despicably slothful and worthless dude, but one of my favorite Shakespeare characters. One can become emotionally invested in an anti-hero or even a villianous character without becoming one. It's called walking a mile in someone else's shoes. We empathize with Spike, hope he learns from his mistakes. We understand why he is the way he is but that doesn't mean we agree with those actions. We can hate the sin yet love the sinner. "There are more things in heaven and earth, than are dreamt of in your philosophy." As Giles might say. We feel for these characters, and may not understand why, but perhaps at least partly it's because we see a glimpse of ourselves in the funhouse mirror. Oh but for the grace of God go I...

[> Willow's Sexuality and the Dangers of Romanticizing Homosexuality -- yez, 11:48:16 11/07/02 Thu

From the mouth of Whedon:

(http://www.tvguide.com/newsgossip/insider/021030b.asp)

Buffy Star Dead Again

Wednesday, October 30, 2002

Another setback for poor, lovelorn Willow (Alyson Hannigan) on Buffy the Vampire Slayer. The recovering witchoholic's deceased love Tara (Amber Benson) will not be resurrected this season after all. According to series creator Joss Whedon, Benson — who was slated to be brought back to life as a different character — failed to reach a deal with producer 20th Century Fox.

"It was a question of negotiations, as it sometimes is," he tells TV Guide Online. "It's sad, because I love Amber. But that's between her and Fox." Adds Benson's rep: "She's very proud of her work on the show, but ultimately, we couldn't work out the right deal."

Well, Benson's comeback, like her alter ego, was shot down, but that doesn't mean Willow won't fall under the spell of another enchantress. Whedon reveals that the sapphic Scooby "is going to meet someone" new. "I can't say whether or not it's going to work out, but she's definitely not joining a nunnery." Another definite: The onetime hetero won't be going back to boys. "This I will tell you without any equivocation," he says, "Willow's gay."

Well, there was that whole Oz (Seth Green) phase... "It takes a while for some people to realize it," reasons Whedon. "Truthfully, when we first started the [Willow-Tara love story], we were like, 'Is [Willow] bi? Is she gay? What do we want to say? What do we want to do?' "We decided it would be unfair of us, particularly considering the circumstances of Tara's controversial death, to say, 'Oh, now Willow's over it.' Or, 'Willow's bi so we can have more storylines,'" he continues. "So, we do have somebody in mind that Willow will meet in the future who might shake up her world just a little bit — and it'll be a girl." — Michael Ausiello Is this Buffy's final season? Read what Joss Whedon has to say by clicking here.


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Not that I pretend to be representative of or speak for our teeming masses, but I self-identify as a lesbian. Like Willow, I had romantic and sexual relationships with men through my early college years -- even after I'd acknowledged and acted upon my attraction to women. There are a lot of reasons why I had relationships with men: because I was truly fond of and/or attracted to them, and also, honestly, because pairing up with guys after parties or whatnot was just what was done -- not so much peer pressure but a long-standing tradition in our small town where there wasn't anything else to do.

That said, I've never fallen in love with a man -- only with women. And THAT said, I haven't been in love with every woman I've slept with.

My own personal belief is that sexuality isn't a knob with just 3 settings: heterosexual -- bisexual -- homosexual. I believe that sexuality is a dynamic continuum; people fall wherever they fall, and that can change -- and change back - - over the course of their lives. And I think that there's a lot that influences where people fall on that continuum as well as what behavior they exhibit, which isn't always the same thing. Those influences include how you're born, how you're raised, the experiences you have in your life and the opportunities you get.

So what's my point... My point is that while I believe it's true that people can have soul connections, I think it's also true that chemistry can bubble up between bodies and spark physical attraction. And I don't think it's fair to people who identify as homosexual -- or to the character of Willow -- to romanticize the relationships as being all about soul connections. I used to think that when I first got involved with a woman, that it was all about soul and body was irrelevant. That was the only way I could explain what was happening to myself; because the thought of homosexuality was so foreign and unacceptable to me, I had to mythologize what was happening.

I don't think I'm explaining this right... I guess basically what I'm trying to say is that having Willow's connection to Tara -- or any other woman or man for that matter -- be *all* about soul *all* the time denies Willow's sexual self. I, for one, would like to see Willow have some great casual sex (with one or more women -- personal pref) so she can get in better touch with her body and her sensuality.

Well, I don't actually have to SEE it... not that I would complain too much.

yez

[> [> Spoilers for future eps above -- Sophist, 13:05:17 11/07/02 Thu


[> [> [> Oh, dammit ... Sorry and thanks. :( -- yez, 14:09:03 11/07/02 Thu


[> [> Of course, casual sex is something frowned upon most of the time by the BtVS writers. -- Finn Mac Cool, 13:55:39 11/07/02 Thu


[> [> Compelling points -- Rahael, 16:39:47 11/07/02 Thu


[> [> And a great post... -- aliera, 18:30:05 11/07/02 Thu

I am in the middle of (a trying to refrain from reading whilst I should be sleeping) the great new book by Ellen Kushner and Delia Sherman. Very different than my own experiences (well, it's a fantasy world.. sort of)but completely enthralling read...

"My own personal belief is that sexuality isn't a knob with just 3 settings: heterosexual -- bisexual -- homosexual. I believe that sexuality is a dynamic continuum; people fall wherever they fall, and that can change -- and change back -- over the course of their lives..."

And I agree. Tara's a complicated and loaded subject and so are gender issues (as any search reveals.) Yet intriguing. And I think your point is well taken... and not just in regard to Willow.

[> [> [> Thanks for info that the new Ellen Kushner book is out... -- alcibiades, 20:12:53 11/07/02 Thu


[> [> [> Re: And a great post... -- akanikki, 21:47:51 11/07/02 Thu

Ok this is 2nd hand - but some friends were describing a recent show they were watching and how sexuality was described as a continuum on a scale of 1-10, with 1 being attraction to males and 10 to females with 5 being an equal attraction to either. So a true "heterosexual" would be a 1 or 10 depending on gender - as would a true "homosexual". The point made in the show is that most people really fall in the midranges but with clear preferences, being attracted to both sexes at various times for different reasons (and usually accompanied by strong denial).

I will try to get more info - whether it's based on a book (probably)or not and if it's just more pop psychology or has a science-based, studies-supported premise.

[> [> [> [> The Kinsey Scale -- Masq, 06:17:50 11/08/02 Fri

A very well-known study done many years ago now. If you do an internet search on it, you will get lots of info.

[> [> [> [> [> I thought there were serious problems with Kinsey... -- KdS, 06:27:23 11/08/02 Fri

In particular that he spoke to volunteer subjects. It's been suggested that (especially in the 1950s-60s) people who were willing to talk in great detail about their sexual activities might have been more experimental than average.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: I thought there were serious problems with Kinsey... -- akanikki, 10:45:45 11/08/02 Fri

Thanks, Masq and KdS - my reading material tends more towards the business and fiction best seller lists, so it was all new to me. Interesting concept, whether or not it is particularly valid...

[> [> [> Re: And a great post... -- vh, 13:18:33 11/08/02 Fri

I agree. I think that's why so many people seem so very uncomfortable with the whole subject of homo/bi/sexuality.

[> [> Kinsey scale, other research and general comments -- yez, 13:48:45 11/08/02 Fri

Thanks to those who commented on liking the post.

Re: Kinsey scale --

That's right, I thought I'd read something about that controversy as well. I do think the continuum theory is right, though, and that belief is based on my personal experience as well as what I know of my friends'. So, whatever that's worth...

I don't have time to see if I can find anything online about this -- or to try to find my notes -- but a couple of years ago, I went to a social health conference presentation on outreach efforts and sexually at-risk populations, and the presenter talked about surveys and research being done that indicated that, at least with younger generations today, the way people self- identify and self-report about their sexuality is kind of complex. For example, when asked if they were homo- or bi-sexual, you'd get x number report they were. But when asked if they had ever engaged in homosexual acts, the numbers were surprisingly different. The point was that you can't just target, say, HIV outreach efforts at gay men because there's a lot of people who aren't identifying as gay or bi and who will disqualify themselves from your campaign, even though they may engage in those sexual acts every once in a while. "Gay? Bi? No, not me." Conversely, some younger people *are* self-identifying as gay or bi even though they haven't yet engaged in associated sexual behaviors yet. So this also pointed to more people not just associating their sexuality with actual sexual acts -- avoiding labels.

Just fyi, if my memory can be trusted.

Reminds me, had an interesting conversation with my father once -- he was trying to puzzle everything out about my sexuality, I guess. And he said that when he was young, he was aware of a certain teacher who would trade sex with young men for money and gifts. Now, I don't know if my dad was involved in this (and I didn't ask) but my dad said that he and his friends had this attitude that unless you were the one *giving* a blow job or *taking* anal sex, being involved in something like that had nothing to do with being gay. Anyway, just an interesting anecdote re: attitudes/beliefs about sex and what it means or doesn't mean. Kind of like Clinton, I guess, and his "blow job doesn't equal sex" attitude, which I think it probably pretty common, actually.

yez


Not as silly, but somewhat serious at times take on "Him" Spoilers -- Deb remembers why stopped posting b4. Why is she posting now, 17:09:18 11/06/02 Wed

Allow me to self-reference my post at the very, very bottom of "10 Things I Hate About Him."

But I saw a story here.

First of all, (not having seen any eps before season 4) I ran into the house, turned on the tube, and was getting ready to pounce on the couch. I saw that Spike was moving in with Xander. I was so shocked that I missed the couch, but anyway..

This is what I picked up:

First Spike moved in with Xander, then Dawn and Buffy are talking on the bleachers. Dawn asks Buffy is she loves Spike. She says something that really is quite ambiguous, but she then says she "feels for Spike." -- She is actually feeling emotions for Spike that he cannot feel right now. (His wearing all black tonight made him her shadow, [his closet is as good of a unconscious for Buffy as the basement was.] and he also shadowed Xander in a different way by allowing him to lead.) -- (Ah Angel was the brooder. I miss Spike's witty lingo and acute sardonic insight.) Then she says she doesn't know how she feels about Spike, but she does have feelings. She speaks for Spike here too.

Dawn is then enchanted by the letter jacket and thinks she is feeling this guy's soul, because it feels so real.

Dawn brought up the "attempted rape" and Buffy tells her that he realizes that it was wrong, that's why he left and got a soul. Her attitude while saying this felt like she was saying to herself 'Cool! He went and got a soul just for me.' -- To Dawn and others re. RJ: "He loves me!" -- You know, the brushing off of the matter. (Okay, she's at least apparantly forgiven Spike.) Dawn asks what difference did the fact that Spike has a soul and hurt Buffy, because Xander had a soul and he hurt Anya. (It is quite evident that Buffy has a need to be loved by Spike, and well, he hasn't really expressed his love this season, though he has been considerate of her feelings. 'Does he still love me? Oh God, I don't know how he feels. I don't know how I feel. I only know I feel something.' As my daughter told me, it is that feeling that makes you want to throw up. I concure from my experience. If you feel like throwing up, then something is going on inside that you are not heeding.

In summation: (yeah!) Buffy is telling us that Spike has feelings for her (and vice versa), but he doesn't know what they are so she doesn't either.) William never got beyond that first crush on C. before he was turned, and his relaationship with Dru was romanticized, not true love. (It was that "wild" love that comes after "first" love. Wild love is crazy making.) He's never felt "true" love so he probably doesn't know what he feels.

This is one of the thesis questions of the show. How does the possession of a soul differ from not having one when it comes to love, and what is soul love?

Just the moral of the story please:

Outward appearances such as wearing letter jackets and cool leather dusters, etc. are just masks, and they are enchanting, but it is the soul that makes decisions regarding true love. "No soul" or a "confused" soul can both hurt the people around them, but in the end it is the soul that loves and is loved.

General observations:

Freud said that sometimes a cigar is just a cigar. Well that rocket launcher thingy was not a rocket launcher thingy, which makes the following comedy that much funnier. The look on Spike's face while he's holding that thing and staring at Buffy was a mixture of relief and little bit of fear I think like 'Oh my God. That was a close one!' My daughter was laughing so hard she fell off of the couch during this one.

I also find the fact that she was pointing the think at the principal in the principal's office, which is directly over the Hellmouth, as foreshadowing. (but not in the same manner as with Spike.)

I loved the teamwork of Spike and Xander in mugging the kid for his letter jacket and then running like hell. I don't know why, but I had vision of Batman and Robin running off into the night. I thought the show was funny. Xander could work out a nice "good cop, bad cop" thing with Spike.

The angel thingy with Spike was interesting. Possibly saying that Angel if out of sight is out of mind? Or, like someone said, what does he not want the angel to see? His unworthiness?

The poetry thing feels like foreshadowing of some sort.

Questions: What did Xander say that Spike said when asked if he wanted to get a pizza? Visions of "The Odd Couple" dance in my head.

Okay, what's the hair thing? Is the "waved hair" the new "straight hair"?

[> Re: Not as silly, but somewhat serious at times take on "Him" Spoilers -- Rufus, 17:31:14 11/06/02 Wed

This season is all about revisiting themes of the past, but seeing them through a different perspective, one of being that bit older and maybe wiser. I loved this ep and was killing myself through a good part of it. I've been watching the show since it began and found going back to highschool and seeing that experience for what it is instead of how one felt at the time can be illuminating at the very least.

How many people have had the experience of getting to see a "Golden One" a hero in High School, the perfect looking one, the one with all the breaks....exposed as just being a regular guy or gal. Xander has always felt like a nerd and he found High School a torturous experience, he never felt like he belongs and had been bullied. Now Xander is in a place where he is successful but still unable to see how far he has come. Going to the home of the former "Golden Boy" one who had tormented him, and finding an overweight, underachiever, who once stripped of his "costume" reverts back to just a regular guy, one that is happy being a couch potato. He and his brother never being a bright enough bulb to figure out that it was the "jacket" that earned the adulation and now with that gone he now can be lost in the crowd. I think that mirrors a similar experience many formerly big fish in the High School pond go through when they get out into the real world. In the Real World, the costume may be a factor, but what you actually do makes the difference. Xander is moving ahead and becoming successful, the guy with the crutch of the costume/jacket removed, is just coasting.

Also, why is everyone so surprised that Xander allowed Spike to move in? He has done it before in season four when Giles dumped Spike on Xander....and laundry shrinkage ensued. Now we are getting to revisit that time with the change of the ensoulment of Spike, and the fact that Xander no longer inhabits a basement. Spike seems content to let Xander take the lead for now, I feel he is realizing that he now has to start his way from the bottom and work his way to the top where he may be valued and trusted...this will have to be earned. Spike is a new man, he is different, a period of adjustment will be needed. And I agree I see the Spike and Xander as a definate Odd Couple.

I already mentioned the penis like weapon that appears to be the rocket launcher Buffy used on The Judge....that scene was hilarious. Brings a new meaning to Spikes statement "Every night I save you".....now he should be saying "It looks like every night I just may have to save you from yourself".

I just had to mention the "Daddy Like" statement from both Xander and seconded from Willow......it was a trip to the past introduction of Faith....actually it reminded me of that dance Buffy had with Xander in season two. Watching those two backpedal and attempt to wash their lusty minds out with soap was worth a rinse and repeat.

[> [> Re: Not as silly, but somewhat serious at times take on "Him" Spoilers -- JBone, 18:31:08 11/06/02 Wed

actually it reminded me of that dance Buffy had with Xander in season two.

Ah, it has been quite a while since someone has brought up the dance that Buffy would never live down. I do agree with most of your points, but I'm a little hesitant to put much faith in Xander. Even after all his recent heroics. It just seems like the evil writers are setting us up for a big fall with all this. But you're the spoiler trollup, not me. Maybe you are just misleading all of us, just for fun. Hmmm?

[> [> [> Re: Not as silly, but somewhat serious at times take on "Him" Spoilers -- Rufus, 19:22:39 11/06/02 Wed

Me? Virtuous Me?:):):):):):):):):)

[> [> [> [> Help. Please. Anyone? -- JBone, 20:34:54 11/06/02 Wed

I've had an evil week. I've accused Rob of abandoning Buffy and now Rufus of using her trollop powers for evil. Yeah me. Is there anyone else I can question or challenge?

[> [> [> [> [> Re: Help. Please. Anyone? -- Rufus, 21:15:17 11/06/02 Wed

Don't worry unless you feel a new liking for Cat Nip and the Kitty Litter isle in the grocers keeps calling out to you.......;)

[> [> [> [> [> Well... -- Wisewoman, 21:21:32 11/06/02 Wed

I'm particularly sensitive to suggestions of brain-damage and memory-loss right now, and I haven't come up with anything interesting to post in yonks, so...have at me, varlet!

dub ;o) (actually, I think I might also be the Second Virtue, and I'm definitely Evil, Grabby Clem Hands)

[> [> [> [> [> [> Oh no, a new set of Grabby Hands has been born......;) -- Rufus, 01:04:43 11/07/02 Thu

You will have to keep us posted on any news of Clems return....Second Virtuous One.

[> [> [> [> [> [> So which? -- Masq, 03:22:00 11/10/02 Sun

Do you want to be the Second Virtue, or Evil Grabby Clem Hands?

Or both??!! Oh, the moral ambiguity!

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Oh, heck I say both......as long as her Grabby hands stay off my chocolate..I share..;) -- Rufus, 06:28:22 11/10/02 Sun


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Oh wait! -- Masq, 09:54:17 11/10/02 Sun

According to the FAQ, dubdub already is Evil Grabby Clem Hands! Wonder when I did that? Had to be September or before (I've lost my memory for pre-vacation stuff).

Well, now she's the Second Virtue as well...

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Yay! I am large. I contain multitudes! -- dubdub, 19:10:25 11/10/02 Sun


[> [> [> Also hesitant -- Tchaikovsky, 02:36:36 11/08/02 Fri

Don't put any faith in Xander for two reasons, both of which I've posted on recently:

1) Xander is always drawn back to the Basement, (metaphorically). Don't expect that to stop.

2) [cribbing Shadowkat's thoughts and my extension of them]. This season is about a failure of heart, saved by hand. Giles and Willow were the 'bosses' of Seasons 5 and 6 respectively, representing mind and its failure, and spirit and its failure. This season's about heart. Heart failure for Cassie. Love a disease of the heart in 'Him'. This season it's Heart's (Xander's) turn to fail, to be saved by Buffy, (Hand), and to return the Scooby Gang to its original pre-Restless equilibrium

[> Oh my, does anyone ride that broncing bull of a couch you have? -- JBone <- suspiciously eyeing the davenport, 18:14:11 11/06/02 Wed


[> Why 'Him' is better than 'Help' -- Slain, 18:48:12 11/06/02 Wed

Well, not really, but I thought I'd experiment with the spicy titles!

This is a longer post than I intended, and those looking for the vital "why this is a brilliant episode" part should skip to the last two paragraphs! I do think I enjoyed this more than 'Help', for three reasons - because it goes towards proving my theory about Season 7, because it was funny, and because is progressed the characters without causing lasting mental damage.

Firstly, I predicted, after watching the first episode of this season, that Spike redemption would come through his being reabsorbed into a lighter, postmodern generic world, through his character no longer being all about the pain. So his redemption wouldn't involve many emotional scenes, as in 'Beneath You', where he and Buffy discuss things (not that that scene wasn't necessary - but only once). That mock- scene we saw last episode, where Buffy and Spike talk about their problems? It won't happen for real - not just because Buffy isn't that person, but because that's not the way the show is being written any longer. Rather it would be through the kind of things were saw in 'Him' - comedy, action, his decidedly non-angsty relationship with Xander. Spike has been physically taken away from his character in Season 6, by being taken from the basement, and plonked right back into his character from Season 4-5, living with Xander. It's also worth pointing out that a very similar thing is being done with Anya.

The episode was, as has been said very well already, about the show reinventing itself. It's postmodernism - it reinvents the world around it, and it looks back on itself, too, reworking old episodes and old relationships. Xander, Buffy and Willow were recast in their high school roles. There is an issue here about how much the show will work for those who haven't seen Season 1, 2, or 3, but I think the intention is that the episode should still work for new viewers, in the same way that these ideas worked first time round.

Secondly, I don't subscribe to this idea that there are 'filler' episodes, not any longer. I agree it's been done in the past, most noticably in Season 2 and 3, but I don't think I've seen any episodes which I'd consider filler. Bad episodes I've seen, but they were bad (in my opinion) because they concenrated too much on the character development, too much on content over style. 'Him' does what I think BtVS does best - to explore themes fairly covertly, while remaining entertaining. I always think of BtVS as the new Shakespeare, pitching to the whole gallery.

As for the meanings in the episode, I think there was one main strand; like the numerous everyone-act-strangely episodes, 'Him' is about reverting to a different, earlier, idealised or nightmare self. However, the twist put on this episode is the selves which the characters revert to; it's selves that we the viewers have seen in other episodes, and both Xander and Spike, to an extent, are also affected. This returns me to my original point; Season 7 is about reestablishing the ground rules of the show, but in a way which reinvents these rules.

The characters, in this episode, return to their pre-Season 6 selves for a time, which lays the groundwork for the rebuilding of their personalities after the emotional calamity of Season 6. It certainly does move the characters forward. At the end of 'Selfless', where do we see Anya? Crying, alone, humourless, friendless. At the end of 'Him', things are totally different. I think Dawn's reaction at the end of the episode was very significant - she was mature, didn't hold a gruge for the things Buffy had said and, most importantly, took blame herself (which is something teenagers rarely do, I can recall!). Spike has not just moved out of the basement, he's moved back into the Scooby Gang, into their world; he's no longer the outsider, and if anything is closer now to his state near the end of Season 5.

[> [> Re: Why 'Him' is better than 'Help' -- Pilgrim, 03:16:54 11/07/02 Thu

Although I agree with much of what you said, I'm not sure I agree that Spike's journey is going to be as non-angsty as you imply. I think, and hope, the writers will move Spike along without large amounts of heavy talk between Spike and Buffy and more through action, but I think (unspoiled spec) Spike's story itself, and the other characters' stories too, are going to get pretty heavy and dark before we're done.

I don't see the story as re-inventing itself so much as casting old stuff in a new light (very postmodern of the writers, I agree). But the old stuff is there, and the tug- of-war between the romantic, the gothic, and the real, and bringing on the pain, is so embedded in the show that it isn't going anywhere, imho.

I see this episode as a cap to the first third of the season. It's an episode that forms a little plateau. Everyone now has been re-integrated into the group. The group is functioning as a team, the dynamic among the characters has been fairly clearly established. I think you're right that as of this episode they each now stand on a new spot from which to move forward.

Which direction will the writers take the show from here? Who knows. But there was lots of stuff buried in this lighter show that made me really uneasy: suicide (we don't ever get very far away from that theme do we), jealousy, Dawnie deliberately hurting a fellow student to get what she wants, lying about it even to Buffy and showing no remorse (I sort of wanted to see a confession of that behavior at the end of the show, confession being good for the soul), Buffy's denial that she could be under the spell too and her quick jump to sex and violence, counselor Buffy having sex with a kid. I know all this bad behavior was done while under the spell, and I agree it was all funny, but at the same time it was funny, it also made me uneasy. Which is good.

[> [> [> Nice post! I agree -- Rahael, 04:26:30 11/07/02 Thu

Have to say, Beneath You was very angsty stuff!

[> [> Metaphor of the way Buffy is coping, not postmodernism -- alcibiades, 08:38:25 11/07/02 Thu

Firstly, I predicted, after watching the first episode of this season, that Spike redemption would come through his being reabsorbed into a lighter, postmodern generic world, through his character no longer being all about the pain. So his redemption wouldn't involve many emotional scenes, as in 'Beneath You', where he and Buffy discuss things (not that that scene wasn't necessary - but only once). That mock- scene we saw last episode, where Buffy and Spike talk about their problems? It won't happen for real - not just because Buffy isn't that person, but because that's not the way the show is being written any longer. Rather it would be through the kind of things were saw in 'Him' - comedy, action, his decidedly non-angsty relationship with Xander. Spike has been physically taken away from his character in Season 6, by being taken from the basement, and plonked right back into his character from Season 4-5, living with Xander. It's also worth pointing out that a very similar thing is being done with Anya.

The episode was, as has been said very well already, about the show reinventing itself. It's postmodernism - it reinvents the world around it, and it looks back on itself, too, reworking old episodes and old relationships. Xander, Buffy and Willow were recast in their high school roles.
There is an issue here about how much the show will work for those who haven't seen Season 1, 2, or 3, but I think the intention is that the episode should still work for new viewers, in the same way that these ideas worked first time round.


Well this is interesting. But my gut reacted to it in very strong disagreement last night when I read it, and overnight, I suddenly understand why I disagree with it so strongly.

I've been really unhappy with Him -- despite realizing as I was seeing it that it was laugh out loud funny in many spots. I just didn't like the show at all to the extent that it set my teeth on edge -- I have since seen some scenes over for analysis, but not the entire episode, thus resisting Ponygirl's no doubt excellent advice. I guess in some way I have been holding onto the pain, but also I wasn't quite ready.

But now I think I have finally figured out what is going on on the metaphorical level. Or at least it satisfies me.

In my own mind, since I think what Spike did was enormous in every way, and Buffy was being in total denial about telling it to others for weeks, I had built up the expectation that the revelation of the soul episode was going to be a HUGE dramatic moment on the show.

And then we get this...fizzling nothing. Xander could care less. Spike is still evil, he is still nothing, just an annoyance. Dawn turns into a spokesteenager of the female variety for a Carol Gilligan treatise and pipes out that morality is important only in terms of love and how the people near to you treat each other in love, not in terms of absolutes. She references Xander's betrayal of Anya as great evil done with a soul, as opposed to the world destroying uber evil that souled Willow intended, which was so much more devastating and obvious. Clearly what Xander did to Anya impressed Dawm more in terms of its injustice than what Willow did. Further, Dawn can't see that once having committed the AR, redress is possible for Spike -- what does a soul matter in the equation? He betrayed love. This attitude is downright stunning in its wrongness.

Willow's big contribution to this discussion is that Spike will feel guilty over dropping towels on the floor.

[Only Anya -- who is kept away from Spike by hook and crook in this episode, reacted in BY by seeing and commenting on the enormity of what Spike did. He did what shouldn't be possible.]

Buffy throughout this first scene is calm and patient and explains everything. She is putting on a very good act as compassion Buffy -- she may even feel herself to be sincerely in the moment. Acting all compassionate -- because it is right.

But then we see just how much of a FACADE that is the two times she actually interacts with Spike in this scene. He touches her once and she jumps a mile. And he looks at her sincerely trying to figure out why she is helping him, why this is neither mollycoddling nor coddling and she can't support his gaze trying to read what is really going on. Humiliatingly, as his sole support in that totally hostile situation, she orders him to his closet, turns her back and sweeps out of the apartment.

There is a chasm a mile wide separating the way Buffy is acting with how she is feeling. She is only pretending to be compassion Buffy. What she is doing is compassionate, but she is not actually there inhabiting that role fully -- she's acting it for her audience of Scoobs and Spike has put his hand on her playacting. Since this is as uncomfortable for Buffy as it always has been when he points out a home truth to her, she lays him out with a quip, not a blow this time. Doesn't matter, it still flattens him. let alone argue or question, he says barely a word in the rest of the episode. He understands his role in the group. He's still dirt -- though useful dirt. He turns the angels away from him even as he points out to Xander the solution to the love spell. The soul has availed him little enough -- Buffy now feels it is her duty to get him out of the basement, but it is an intellectual response to his situation not a felt one. She can't summon up the cajones for a felt response -- because that would open the abyss at her feet.

So why present the incredible drama of the soul this way, as though it is an annoying mundane detail in an episode which is a comedy?

It's a perfect metaphor for the way Buffy is assimilating her knowledge of Spike's soul quest.

We learned last week that Buffy still believes herself madly in love with Angel, to the extent that she has never loved anything on this earth so much as he -- words which are pretty much belied this week by the fact that she snaps out of her enchanted love to save Dawn who is on the point of suicide. Words which Buffy has also belied in the past. She never came close to dying for Angel -- she did die to save Dawn and the world.

But this is the myth of self that Buffy has constructed about herself. She can't bear for it to be deconstructed -- that hurts too much. So she has got to repel anything that encroaches on it.

In fact, the only way that Buffy can deal with the knowledge of Spike's soul quest, turns out to be by Buffy succeeding in making light of it in her own mind.

So, it turns out that presenting the "great drama of the soul" through a comedic episode is the perfect metaphorical vehicle for Buffy's state of mind. It can't be dealt with dramatically, because she cannot deal with it that way -- she wants to make light of it, laugh it off because otherwise it infringes too closely on the deconstruction of Angel her mythological love. So this great drama of the soul is used, not in support of a great dramatic story line, but to service Buffy's rampant self delusions, her current unhealthy frame of mind. And thus fizzles into not much at all.

Surprising? Hell yeah. ME managed to surprise the hell out of me with this twist. However, the point in drama should not always be that there is a twist. Not every twist of the unexpected is great drama -- and sometimes drama rather than metaphors should carry the day.

But of course this is BTVS. So everything has to be about Buffy. All the other characters are just vehicles for explaining things about Buffy's state of mind. And we see over and over writ large in Him the extent to which Buffy denies things even when others point it out. She sees very clearly the specks in others eyes, and cannot see the log in her own eye. Only the imminent death of Dawn snaps her out of these kinds of delusions.

To me, the great drama that did not happen in Him will alway feels like a great dramatic outlet wasted, in my mind "leaving behind the uneasy silence of those who have watched a keg of gunpowder explode without a sound."

[> [> [> Incisive as usual -- Rahael, 09:54:23 11/07/02 Thu

Very interesting.

Obviously, usual qualifiers of not having seen the ep/read dialogue, yadda yadda yadda.

You make some observations about the morality of Love in "Him" - do you think that this is a subvertion of the idealistic love of Buffy/Angel?

Also, dislike Carol Gilligan a lot. Did Dawn really mean it in that way? Or is it just that for her, Love and Abandonment are triggers for her worst feelings? Dawn, who doesn't even have a real mother or sister, but who simply existed as some kind of light in the universe before she took form - who doesn't even know whether she is 'evil' or 'good'.

Wasn't she 'abandoned' by love? By her mother and her sister, through death?

And as for morality through love, rather than absolutes, how does this relate to Spike's history? And doesn't Buffy put the morality of Love below the morality of absolutes in Selfless? Or maybe I'm just misunderstanding a complex point. Quite likely

[> [> [> [> Re: Incisive as usual -- alcibiades, 19:28:21 11/07/02 Thu

Thanks Rahael.

Also, dislike Carol Gilligan a lot. Did Dawn really mean it in that way?

That's complicated because it is just a comment thrown out - -
but that seems to be the way Dawn is constructing the world at this unpressured moment -- as opposed to last week, where Buffy choose absolute morality and Xander chose love in a highly pressurized situation. Dawn here is trying to make sense of a situation and these are the terms she puts forward to analyze it. To me, it completely resonates with Gilligan. Which, I suppose, is somewhat typical of a teenage girl. Maybe someone on the ME staff has read Gilligan -- it wouldn't be at all surprising.

Or is it just that for her, Love and Abandonment are triggers for her worst feelings? Dawn, who doesn't even have a real mother or sister, but who simply existed as some kind of light in the universe before she took form - who doesn't even know whether she is 'evil' or 'good'.

Wasn't she 'abandoned' by love? By her mother and her sister, through death?


Of course, as you point out love and abandonment are huge triggers for Dawn. Still, despite Dawn's teenaged immaturity, I find it odd that what has made more of an impression on her than Willow's attempt to destroy the world out of a vengeance wish born of the murder of Tara, is Xander leaving Anya at the altar and now saying he loves her.

She lived through both, but Xander's behaviour is the one she cites as being an egregious example of doing wrong even with a soul.

And as for morality through love, rather than absolutes, how does this relate to Spike's history?

Good point. He did as a vampire without a soul -- who knows what he'll do as a manpire.

Of course, we never got to see Season 5 or 6 Spike made to choose between helping to save the world and love, although it is hard to see him killing Buffy, frex, to save the world.

And as you point out below, Buffy does put the morality of (other people's) love below the morality of absolutes in Selfless, she definitively did not do that in The Gift. She was willing to sacrifice the world if that meant not killing Dawn.

It's really Giles who best puts the morality of absolutes above love.

And doesn't Buffy put the morality of Love below the morality of absolutes in Selfless? Or maybe I'm just misunderstanding a complex point. Quite likely

Of course, of all of them Dawn thought Spike was all right before he got the soul. So she doesn't care about the soul now, she never saw that it was necessary.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: Incisive as usual - - Rahael, 03:52:34 11/08/02 Fri

I wonder whether this dichotomy (which really has been starkly highlighted for us in the Gift, and in Grave) relates to Buffy's own internal dichotomy - Slayer vs Girl. The Slayer is duty, the girl is love. In the Gift, her final decision, I feel is a unified one, incorporating both - her choice is both moral, and full of love.

Maybe this season, we'll see Buffy finally deal with this dichotomy that has troubled her life - perhaps the things you've been noticing relate to her struggle to stand on top of a faultline which is starting to fissure. I mean, it seems as if she's helping Spike out of her sense of duty and responsibility but she also has these feelings for him.

It's interesting that you point to Dawn's attitude - didn't Gilligan do work with teenage girls? Or am I imagining that? Perhaps Buffy is trying to work her way through to the passage of adulthood, but hasn't realised that it doesn't have to mean that she should dampen down the fires, and turn her heart to stone.

Stern Buffy almost always surfaces when she's trying to be the parent/authority figure. She's always warmer and more dynamic when she's working against authority.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Incisive as usual -- Arethsua, 07:10:20 11/08/02 Fri

"Maybe this season, we'll see Buffy finally deal with this dichotomy that has troubled her life - perhaps the things you've been noticing relate to her struggle to stand on top of a faultline which is starting to fissure. I mean, it seems as if she's helping Spike out of her sense of duty and responsibility but she also has these feelings for him."

I'm sure you're right. ME often sets up a situation just to subvert it later, like when Tara's return to Willow leads to her death. Buffy's coldness to Spike and her ambiguous feelings towards him are very evident, but look at the result-Spike is now part of the group again, and he is rooming with Xander, his most vocal critic. The more she represses her feelings, the greater the chance that she will be forced to face them later, since ME usually shows repressed emotions have a way of forcing themselves out, one way or another.
(Does this make sense?)

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Incisive as usual -- alcibiades, 09:05:07 11/08/02 Fri

Rahael wrote:

"Maybe this season, we'll see Buffy finally deal with this dichotomy that has troubled her life - perhaps the things you've been noticing relate to her struggle to stand on top of a faultline which is starting to fissure. I mean, it seems as if she's helping Spike out of her sense of duty and responsibility but she also has these feelings for him."

I think that is exactly what is happening. Of course, ME has underlined this by their constant changing of B's clothing only into black or white, each time with the personality change.

But as you point out, there are fault lines.

And most of all, Buffy doesn't really understand her motives in acting the way she does with Spike. She didn't last year, but last year she blamed them all on Spike. This year, at least she is able to articulate that she doesn't understand why she is acting with him the way she is -- it is clearly not sex, since they are not having any, so she can't dump it all on him.

For Buffy, her simple admission that she doesn't understand her own motives must be seen as progress. Of course, it is also not something she asks herself. It is first Spike then Dawn who asks her why she is acting this way. She responds to Spike with nastiness. She responds to Dawn by trying to be honest.

But of course Spike is only one fault line in her personality. The other major one is the basic split in her personality over being a slayer and the two halves of her personality.

I don't know if anyone else found the total disjunction in Buffy's behavior to Anya jarring, but I found it terribly so.

First she dresses in black and is set to kill Anya.
Then she dresses in white and wants to be friends.

There is no discussion or anything.

But she is dressed in white this week, not black, so it is okay.

I find it bizarre. And, as I said, deeply jarring.

And I am not entirely sure it is good for Anya to return to the fold so easily, like a salivating puppy after Buffy rings the Pavlovian Bell and says "friend," especially without any work done on either side of the equation. Or any talk or anything. Where is the resolution? What happens the next time there is a crisis? Is Buffy going to try and kill Anya again since that is her strength and it is what she resorts to in times of crisis? (Him was certainly making fun of the inefficacy of Buffy's preferred way to solve problems, so did Selfless to some extent.) How will Anya react next time?

Anya has work to do -- and some of that work really needs time and space. She is still frightfully vulnerable to anyone who says friend to her (shades of Moria) or who appears to like her. There are real boundary issues on her side.

So Buffy got Anya back into the fold -- but I don't think any problems were solved. Not Anya's and not Buffy's.

Arethusa wrote:

The more she represses her feelings, the greater the chance that she will be forced to face them later,
since ME usually shows repressed emotions have a way of forcing themselves out, one way or another.


I hope you are right, but Buffy has been repressing some of these emotions for a very long time, years. I am less sanguine this year than last year that Buffy will have time or inclination to deal with them or that ME will wrap everything up that neatly.

If this is the last season, some of them may very well lead to her downfall.

Greek Tragedy and tragic flaw and all that.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Incisive as usual -- Arethusa, 11:03:37 11/08/02 Fri

Emotions are often repressed for years, decades, lifetimes. Consciously or not, people tend to wait until they are strong enough emotionally to face their biggest fears, unless something forces them out into the open. I'm optimistic that Buffy will face them this year because it's probably the last year with her in the show, and I'm hoping that Whedon cares enough about his titular character to let her achieve some happiness at the end.

Buffy tried to kill apparently unrepentant demon Anyanka. Buffy tried to make friends with human Anya, who turned her back on murder. Anya tells Buffy she needs to be alone to work on her issues, but Buffy tells Anya, "Something bad is happening. I don't want my friends out there alone right now, okay?" Anya replies, "I guess you guys could use my help."

The funny thing about life is that problems frequently aren't solved, issues are left dangling, people go from being friends to enemies to friends again. Friends and family disappoint you, hurt you, even betray you. You can cut them out of your life, or deal and forgive, if not forget. It doesn't bother me greatly that Buffy and everyone else has so many flaws, because everyone has flaws, does terrible things, and needs understanding and forgiveness. Buffy's a work in progress (as is the tv show, of course). That's what makes her seem so real.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> papering things over on Buffy. -- alcibiades, 09:33:56 11/09/02 Sat

Buffy tried to kill apparently unrepentant demon Anyanka. Buffy tried to make friends with human Anya, who turned her back on murder. Anya tells Buffy she needs to be alone to work on her issues, but Buffy tells Anya, "Something bad is happening. I don't want my friends out there alone right now, okay?" Anya replies, "I guess you guys could use my help."

The funny thing about life is that problems frequently aren't solved, issues are left dangling, people go from being friends to enemies to friends again. Friends and family disappoint you, hurt you, even betray you. You can cut them out of your life, or deal and forgive, if not forget. It
doesn't bother me greatly that Buffy and everyone else has so many flaws, because everyone has flaws, does terrible things, and needs understanding and forgiveness. Buffy's a work in progress (as is the tv show, of course). That's what makes her seem so real.


My problem is not the forgiveness but the way the Anya/Buffy was papered over as though it was a non issue on last week's Friends. On Friends or Charmed or something mindless, if I watched it, I would expect it. (In fact, the way these things are NOT dealt with seriously is one reason I don't watch shows like that.) Here, I find it disappointing.

Although, I think I finally figured out what is going on -- at least to my satisfaction.

Buffy naturally confronts things physically.

But when it comes to emotional confrontations or arguments, she hates them, because it reminds her of the meltdown of her parents marriage before the divorce. So she doesn't deal with well with emotional confrontations with others at all, she avoids that at all costs -- instead she papers things over so that eventually they will explode or implode later on.

Obviously people bounce back and forth in their friendships -- but in my experience, no talkee leads almost inevitably to circling back to the same old problem surfacing again.

This did at least come up with Willow in STSP -- so kudos for that, although I thought that was slim pickings at the time.

But here with Anya, nothing. And I think there were issues on both sides, not just Buffy's.

Let's make up and be friends with no words on either side makes it seem like 7 year olds getting over a snit to me. Yet it was kill or be killed and deep self realization and self sacrifice that went on last week, not a temper tantrum. To me, that deserves some discussion.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Incisive as usual -- Slain, 17:26:40 11/08/02 Fri

The impression I got was that Season 6 was about Buffy's flaws - there, she was hiding things from her friends as well as herself. In the BtVS group dynamic, I'd argue that hiding things from the rest of the gang is in some ways worse than hiding from yourself, as it breaks down the group.

But I don't feel that Buffy's current putting aside of her feelings is anything like as damaging as her repression in Season 6 was - now, she's deciding not to confront what she feels, not completely trying to escape from herself and her life. In Season 7, she seems stronger, and more capable of dealing with repression (as she has been in the past); she's repressed before, in order to be the Slayer, and I think that's what she's doing now.

I agree anything that's repressed is going to ulimately come to the surface, and cause some kind of conflict, but I don't see the Buffy has an achillies heel in this way. If anything, I'd say being able to put aside her feelings is one of her strengths.

Buffy may not understand Buffy, but Spike definitely doesn't. He seems to think he sees into her soul, and has more insight into her than she does herself. I don't think he has - rather, he projects his own personality and desires onto her, assuming she has feelings for him and that she's a creature of the darkness with him.

In the past, Spike's deep insights are his telling Buffy what he wants her to be; the girl with a deathwish who loves pain and darkness more than life. Or, in other words, a vampire. Spike has always wanted Buffy to be like him, and wanted her to want this. Clearly these things are an aspect of Buffy's personality, as they are of anyone's, but I don't think they're a major force in her life.

The question for me is how much Spike has changed - aside from the Bronze fight scene in 'Beneath You' (which could be completely his outer mask), I'd argue that Spike no longer loves darkness, violence or death, and abhors these things. He seems to recognise in 'Helpless' that his projecting of his desires on Buffy, in the form of the hallucination conversation, is not real; he doesn't, I think, believe that he sees into her soul any longer, and that his vision of Buffy was the truth about what she feels.

My impression, particularly from the church scene in BY, is that Spike no longer feels that he understands Buffy. He did what he thought she wanted; now, he doesn't seem to understand what's expected of him - hence his flipping through his different roles in BY.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Gilligan and self- involvement (2 different topics!) -- leslie, 16:11:06 11/08/02 Fri

Carol Gilligan did do work with teenage girls, but as I recall, _A Different Voice_ was based on work with people of all ages and genders. (As it happens, her oldest son was a very good friend of mine in college--ironically, she is the mother of three boys and no girls--and she certainly seems to have been checking her girl-related findings against her boys!) And her conclusion was not "female" ways of knowing were better--or worse--than "male," but that they were *different,* and that difference should be acknowledged as valid (since most previous research had considered the "female" moral stance to be inferior to the "male").

But returning to Buffy--somehow all this discussion of Buffy's overwhelming love for Dawn keeps tweaking this liitle voice in my brain that says, "But Dawn *is* Buffy-- Dawn was made from Buffy." Although Dawn is strenuously trying to distinguish herself from Buffy, trying to establish her own identity, I think Buffy still sees Dawn as, to some extent, herself, and so I am not sure how much of her protectiveness of Dawn is protectiveness of someone else and how much of it is protectiveness of what she sees as herself, unChosen.

There's this on-going joke on the series about Buffy's tendency to self-involvement, which seems to me to be something that pre-dates her Slayer role. (Isn't this being Chosen kind of the ultimate nightmare for a self-involved person? A "be careful what you wish for" deal: yes, you *are* the most important person in the universe; you have to give up your normal-girl life, spend your nights killing vampires, and repeatedly save the world from the Apocalpse-- how's that for "important"?) But the thing about self- involvement is that you don't really perceive other people as being separate from yourself; you see them as only reflecting aspects of yourself. In idealistic, dreamy- teenage romantic love (Buffy-and-Angel love, also Spike-and- Drusilla love) there is this expectation that you and your lover are simply two halves of the same person, that you are identical, and this expecation is always defeated; part of what changes in a more mature and long-lasting love is realizing that you and your lover are completely different people, and loving someone *for* that fact. Buffy does not want to go there; Spike seems to be being forced to that realization (I would say it's been happening ever since Dru left him); Xander does not seem to have realized this--it certainly seems to be why he just does not get why Anya was so devastated by his leaving her--Anya seems to know it, though her years as a vengence demon, but does not see how it can lead to love rather than hate. Not really sure where Willow is on this question--her reaction to Tara's death would indicate that she was completely in the two-halves-of- a-whole mindset at that time, but what has she realized in the interim? Part of what the coven was teaching her was the infinite interconnectedness of things, but the lesson she would presumably have to gain from this insight is the importance of respecting the individuality within that connectedness (not using your connectedness--i.e., magic--to dominate others), and all her talk of not being ready to leave--does that mean that she doesn't think she *has* learned that lesson?

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Excellent post. -- shadowkat, 20:21:51 11/08/02 Fri

And thank you for finally telling me who the heck Carol Gillian is - I had no idea. (Just not up on psychology, I'm afraid - so was scratching my head over several of these posts.)

I like these points:

1."I think Buffy still sees Dawn as, to some extent, herself, and so I am not sure how much of her protectiveness of Dawn is protectiveness of someone else and how much of it is protectiveness of what she sees as herself, unChosen."

This is interesting. And I think very true. It's why Buffy sacrifices herself in The Gift - so that her UnChosen self can live on. She even tells Giles - I can't kill her, she's me, a part of me...- what she doesn't say is what she says in the very beginning sequence of the Gift.

boy: But you're just a girl
Buffy: That's what I keep saying

Buffy in the Gift saw Dawn as her chance to live a "normal" life. Something she keeps wanting for Dawn, but mostly I think as an extension of herself.

2."But the thing about self-involvement is that you don't really perceive other people as being separate from yourself; you see them as only reflecting aspects of yourself."

This point is driven home in Normal Again. Where Buffy believes herself to be in a mental ward and that Sunnydale and all her friends are figments of her imagination pulling her back to fight the good fight. It is telling that in Normal Again - the only people from Sunnydale in the ward are her parents, everyone else? She made up. Then she does the heroic thing - she chooses to save them from the monster and leave the mental ward. Yet in her head? They still exist because she chooses to let them exist, they don't save themselves in that basement. She saves them from herself and the monster.

Same thing with Spike - in SR, Spike says prior to the attack - "This isn't as much about you as you'd like to think it is." And later in BY, her reaction:"You thought you could just come back and be with me?" She doesn't seem to see him outside of his relationship to her.

She has the same problem with Riley in Into The Woods - when she discovers him with the Vamp trulls - she wonders
how he could do it her.

3."In idealistic, dreamy-teenage romantic love (Buffy-and- Angel love, also Spike-and-Drusilla love) there is this expectation that you and your lover are simply two halves of the same person, that you are identical, and this expecation is always defeated; part of what changes in a more mature and long-lasting love is realizing that you and your lover are completely different people, and loving someone *for* that fact. Buffy does not want to go there; Spike seems to be being forced to that realization (I would say it's been happening ever since Dru left him); Xander does not seem to have realized this--it certainly seems to be why he just does not get why Anya was so devastated by his leaving her-- Anya seems to know it, though her years as a vengence demon, but does not see how it can lead to love rather than hate."

I think this is also true about Buffy. And I keep wondering what Buffy and Angel talked about in that scene that took place between Flooded and Life Serial last year.
Whatever it was...Angel seemed to realize immediately afterwards that he was completely over Buffy.

In Selfless Buffy remarks on Angel and their past idealistically : "I loved him more than anything..."
Angel in Deep Down states: "then again my ex-girlfriend
sent me to hell for 100 years.."

Angel has moved past the idealistic love. Buffy hasn't.
What interested me in HIM was the fact that of the four women, Buffy kept mentioning how RJ loved her, but she only felt lust for RJ. That of course RJ loved her best. And she'd show him that it was justified, by killing the principal for him. It felt odd to me - that Dawn, Willow and Anya kept stating how much they loved him and the love was real and Buffy kept saying they were under a spell, she wasn't and RJ loved her.

One more thing that just occurred to me as I'm writing this and is probably completely off base as such random thoughts can be when they pop into one's head at 11pm at night after seeing the wonderful flick Spirited Away - in Superstar, isn't it interesting that Jonathan constructs his fantasy world as revolving completely around him. And Buffy states, people aren't happy with you because they feel like supporting players in your show? Then in Fear Itself?
Willow is annoyed at being referred to as Buffy's sidekick.
A line that repeats itself in Two-to-Go where she says pretty much the same thing. And Buffy in Two-to-Go and Grave finds herself exiled to the sidelines - the final battle for the world being between her two sidekicks, while she's battleing a bunch of dirt below them??

The fun part about the show is it's so multilayered that you can read it any which way, I guess. I keep coming to the posting boards to figure out which way makes the most sense.

Thanks again for shedding a bit more light on it,leslie.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Gilligan and self-involvement (2 different topics!) -- alcibiades, 08:28:10 11/09/02 Sat

Carol Gilligan did do work with teenage girls, but as I recall, _A Different Voice_ was based on work with people of all ages and genders... And her conclusion was not "female" ways of knowing were better--or worse--than "male," but that they were *different,* and that difference should be acknowledged as valid (since most previous research had
considered the "female" moral stance to be inferior to the "male").


That is how I was taking it. And of course, normally I agree with that conclusion, because emotional knowledge and a certain degree of moral relativism based on the emotional reality of the situation, not just the cold hard facts, or the cold hard moral construct, often make a whole lot of sense to me in particular situations.

But, here, I find Dawn's reading of this situation quite strange. She seemingly finds hurting someone you love much more perturbing than attempting to destroy the world and destroying your friends. This POV is strengthened when one considers that in Crush Dawn was not in the least perturbed by Spike's personal horror stories and was only bothered that "he gave the girl to a good family," because that was lame.

It seems as though Dawn is deriving her moral sense of the world from Buffy. Because Buffy is constantly fighting against evil, she seems to find it easier to forgive her friends when they turn downright evil and want to destroy the world and kill her in gruesome ways. What Spike did, a breech of trust she never admitted to having, is something else again.

In so far as we know what Dawn thinks (which is not much), she seems to use this as her worldview. You can forgive friends who try to kill you, but there is no sense at all in people who betray love -- and Dawn includes Xander and Spike both in this category -- something which Buffy never did.

It seems odd in a way, because last year Dawn was the most sensitive of the tribe, after Tara. She always read people from the heart. She had emotional knowledge of them, tuned into their feelings. I liked that about her a great deal last year. Now she seems to be using her emotional viewing framework not to read the situation from the heart, but as a forcefield to keep people out. If Dawn could forgive Riley for his double betrayal of Buffy in much less than an episode last year, I find it surprising she can't even begin to see that Spike has repented and that she is completely clueless about how the addition of a soul is supposed to help matters.

I suppose through a lot of this, Dawn is taking clues from the so-called adults. Xander worshipped Riley despite what he did to Buffy, and Buffy seemingly ended up blaming herself for the Riley fiasco, not Riley, so Dawn read those cues and followed along.

As for the writers using Dawn as a projection of a part of Buffy (as they do with all the characters), in Him, Dawn is portraying the part of Buffy that has never recovered from the blow to love sustained by the entire arc of the Angel relationship -- that he went evil, that she had to kill him/send him to hell, that he came back and she forgave him and he left her despite that, even the part she doesn't know about -- that he couldn't except a place at her side as a human because it meant he couldn't help her as much as when he was a vampire, which translates into Angel wanting his own alpha male self identity, not to be Buffy's little helper.

Rather than deal with the enormity of this problem, Buffy has in effect sacrificed herself to love over it, she has martyred herself to that train wreck of a relationship, and as a result lives trisected. She is black Buffy and white Buffy and a frozen heart. She may think no man is worth killing yourself over, but hasn't she very effectively stilled her own beating heart over love.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Gilligan and self-involvement (2 different topics!) -- leslie, 12:41:21 11/09/02 Sat

First of all, I just need to get this off my chest--it's one of my pet peeves--I think you're using the word "enomrity" wrong here--it means "1. an outrageous, improper, vicious, or immoral act... 2. the quality or state of of being immoderate, monstrous, or outrageous, esp. great wickedness... 3. the quality or state of being huge... 4. a quality of momentous importance." Websters goes on to give a whole paragraph on those who think that the word should be limited to the first two meanings and chides us (for I am indeed one of them) for overlooking "the subtlety with which 'enormity' is actually used." However, it seems to me that given the implications of the first two definitions, and especially in the context of BtVS, where those definitions are so incredibly apropos, the word should be used for wicked things, and things that are huge and overwhelming in a bad way, not just packing an emotional wallop.

There, now I feel much better, and can get back to Dawn, who is much more important than vocabulary.

I think the scene in which Dawn asks Buffy to explain her feelings about Spike actually marks a change in her understanding of love. She's starting to question what the hell it is that is making all these people that she cares about, and whom she has seen caring about each other, behave in such a decidedly nonrational manner. She's also starting to see that there is a difference between the kind of love that family members have for each other and sexual love--I think that's what is disturbing her. She seems to have felt that if people love each other, they will be a family. She does *not* understand all the tensions and confusions of sexual love. And to a certain extent, she is right in asking "what does a soul have to do with it?" That kind of love--as Spike and Drusilla certainly illustrated--is completely possible with or without a soul. The thing that Buffy evades answering is Dawn's question of why Spike thought getting a soul would make him "a better man" and, implicitly, why he thought that would make things better with Buffy. He thought that because Buffy kept explicitly telling him, "You can't love me because you don't have a soul." The soul question doesn't really have anything to do with Dawn's conception of morality and does have everything to do with Buffy's conception of love.

In this light, it really is interesting that Dawn, Willow, and Anya keep saying that they can see RJ's soul and Buffy doesn't. On the one hand, it says something about their conceptions of what love is, and Buffy's complete disinterest in RJ's soul parallels her inability to perceive Spike's love for her, souled or not, but at the same time.... Dawn, Willow, and Anya *aren't* seeing into RJ's soul, they are deluded by the spell into a false sense of imtimacy, and on that count, Buffy isn't.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Gilligan -- Rahael, 06:07:05 11/11/02 Mon

Oh yes, I understood that she wasn't necessarily claiming superiority, I just don't agree that women have a different way of knowing. In fact I don't think women have a different moral stance. I think there are moral stances which are culturally contingent, but I don't think that women from entirely different cultures will share a way of knowing or an understanding of morality simply because they are women.

I guess I can see how those who believe most of our behaviour coming from a certain amount of hardwiring would be more amenable to Gilligan's line of thought than I am.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Gilligan -- leslie, 08:35:25 11/11/02 Mon

Well, I don't think Gilligan claims that these different "ways of knowing" are exclusive to either sex as well, just that one is culturally labelled as "female" and the other as "male." However, her work certainly has been used by others to claim as much, so it's a valid objection. And I think her work is also a standard case of work that is probably best applicable to Americans and yet is somehow cast as being universal, which is a pretty common failing.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Oh, I see - yes, good points. -- Rahael, 08:45:01 11/11/02 Mon


[> [> [> A few things to add -- Spike Lover, 10:44:38 11/07/02 Thu

Your analysis of Buffy is interesting and compelling.

If we go back to the analysis of the last ep, and combine it with this one, I get the following.

Someone said this season was about "Heart". If that is so, (and I believe it), there was none of it in this ep, although it dealt w/ a love spell.

The love the girls feel for the wearer of the jacket is not real and it is not even a "love" spell. It is more like a desire spell.
Dawn has always wanted attention. She was getting it.
Anya has always desired money.
Willow has desired companionship- and is willing to change the wearer into what she wanted/ (a woman).
Buffy- goes straight for the sex.

I agree, the ep was a flashback to previous eps in previous seasons. Buffy was back to Season 6, seeking sexual gratification. She had RJ pinned on that table like she had Spike pinned so many times. By the way, was Buffy & RJ doing it when Dawn and later RJ came in or just making out?

On the bleachers, Dawn is asking what Buffy feels about Spike. Flashback to conversation w/ Tara. I agree, that the conversation on the bleachers may be what Buffy is asking herself in her own head, but I sort of doubt it.

Although your argument is compelling, that Buffy is secretly searching her feelings regarding Spike, I am not buying it.

I was burned last year when Buffy told Spike & Tara and whoever else that she was using Spike for sex. I just knew she really loved him and refused to admit it. No, the writers tell us it was just sex. Buffy tells Spike as much in the bathroom scene last year.

So when I see Buffy on top of RJ, I see that Buffy really has not changed. She can lie to herself, and to the audience, but she has not changed.

I really wish Spike would fall in love with someone else. - Someone worthy of him.

Something else sort of interesting. As bad as Spike supposedly wants Buffy's love, he does not try to wear the jacket. (Admittedly, it was the end of the ep-). --That would have been a real 'Warren' thing to do.

This is pretty choppy. But going back to your point that the writers are making lite of Spike getting his soul back- I think you are right. They are making it pretty much of a non- issue, when really the media ought to be alerted. I feel like they are trying to avoid (or postpone) another relationship w/ Spike. They know that the more time the characters spend together, the more likely they are going to have to address the problem. They may even be trying to make the storyline less about Spike or a Spuffy relationship and more like Season 1 & 2. And it may be why they continue to play the rape card in EVERY EPISODE.

You know, some of us had hoped that the 2nd ep with the giant worm and the talk in the church was going to be the last time the AR was mentioned. 'Well, they have to get it out in the open and then they can go on,' posters said.
Well, they are stalled. They keep bringing it up, and I repeat, no one really knows what happened in that bathroom except Buffy, Spike and the audience. I don't even think Buffy knows- she loves to lie to herself. X & D are being allowed to judge Spike because of the AR, and yet neither of them were really privy to the warped relationship S & B were engaged in.

Heck, they have not even bothered to mention the A/S tryst, even when X moved in.


This show is so dysfunctional. I am not even certain the writers are even aware of how dysfunctional Buffy comes across but I seriously doubt as eps go by that Buffy is going to have a real serious soul searching of her own (pun intended). But if the writers surprise me, I promise, I will post: I Was Wrong on this board.

I am beginning to wonder what will happen with Nov sweeps.

[> [> [> [> Being Love's Bitch -- Spike Lover, 11:01:03 11/07/02 Thu

Not so easy, is it. I was reading another post and was reminded of what Spike said a long time ago.

Would he kill for Buffy? Yes- Dru. Would he die for Buffy- yes. Would he steal for Buffy? -probably. Would he change her to suit him better? -some will say he tried.
Will he try to seduce w/ sex? or something like that? - yes.

I don't know what this means. Just an observation.

By the way, I really disliked the way Buffy told Dawn that her love 'only felt real'. It was a flashback to what she told Spike and to what Joyce maybe told her.

[> [> [> [> self awareness or lack thereof (spoilers him) -- fresne, 12:41:34 11/07/02 Thu

While I enjoyed the episode, I did have an odd moment of really being annoyed when the AR was brought up again.

Then I realized that I didn’t want to hear about it because we’ve discussed it ad nauseum for six months now.

I somehow wanted to interject into the text, “Look guys, < hands over twenty pages of discussion > and here < hands over fifty pages of discussion >, oh and this < hands over thirty pages of discussion >. Now go read these. There’s more where that came from. See you same time next Tuesday.”

While, Buffy’s recoil from Spike did not bather me in the same way since it flowed from an on-going (i.e. new) response to their past history.

It also occurs to me that for all that we are compulsive dissectors or we would not be here, the Scoobies aren’t really the most self aware group of people. They act. They angst. They come undone.

I may contemplate what it means that Dawn attempts to put on Buffy’s metaphoric skin, her old cheerleading outfit, which hangs loosely (this must be on purpose given the relative sizes of the actresses). However, I’m not sure that Dawn will.

It occurs to me that one of the reasons Dawn asks Buffy if she and Spike are getting back together is Dawn’s fear that the person who loved her enough to die for her will once again ignore her. A fear that finds expression in Dawn’s own urge to die as the ultimate expression of love.

As I consider that not only does the lettered jacket not fit Xander, too small, but he tries it on. Earlier in the episode he expressed nostalgia for high school. Somehow, he shellacked a rosy glow onto a mob scene. That in the season opener, he expressed nostalgia for high school. I think about it, but does Xander?

I speculate if Buffy, in her new role as a Councilor, will begin to think about not just the act, but the root causes for the act. No idea.

I wonder if dropped towels are signs of evil action, what does the mildew in my shower symbolize? Or perhaps I’m over analyzing. No wait, I’m not,

http://www.ivyweb.com/btvs/board/archives/mar2_p.html
All Things Philosophical about Mildew in the Shower

I’d link, but I’m getting a runtime error.

[> [> [> [> [> LOL, fresne, and agree. -- alcibiades, 13:42:44 11/07/02 Thu


[> [> [> [> [> Mold, mildew, and evil -- Masq, 15:45:26 11/07/02 Thu

It's in the "Building a 'bot" thread from March of '01

The philosophy of mildew

[> [> [> [> [> Re: self awareness or lack thereof (spoilers him) -- Malandanza, 23:33:15 11/07/02 Thu

"I wonder if dropped towels are signs of evil action...
"

I think the towel remarks are more significant than just a joke about Spike living like a slob (but a clean slob).

Back in Crush saw Dawn and Buffy discussing the soul -- for Buffy, the soul was everything, for Dawn, it was not:

BUFFY: Angel was different. He has a soul.

DAWN: Spike has a chip. Same diff.


Tara's reply to Willow's romance novel suggestion that Esmeralda ought to marry Quasimodo suggests that Buffy's interpretation is the correct one:

Tara: No, see, it can't end like that, 'cuz all of Quasimodo's actions were selfishly motivated. He had no moral compass, no understanding of what was right. Everything he did, he did out of love for a woman who'd never be able to love him back.

Obviously, all about Spike. Without a moral compass (soul), none of his good actions matter. He doesn't get credit for good deeds -- done for selfish reasons -- and, conversely, he isn't held to as exacting a standard as souled people when he does evil.

In Him, Buffy and Dawn again discuss the soul -- for Buffy, the soul is still everything. Spike with a soul is not the Spike who tried to rape her any more than Angel is Angelus (although Buffy recoiling at his touch shows she hasn't quite accepted this position herself). Dawn's reply is a big so what?

The towel debate -- that a soul won't keep Spike from leaving wet towels all over the house, but will make him feel guilty about it -- suggests that Dawn was right. There isn't much of a difference between the chip and the soul -- instead of a jolt of pain from the chip, Spike receives a jolt of emotional pain from his soul. If anything, the chip is more constraining than the soul since it can prevent further mayhem with an incapacitating pain (and, ironically, Spike would have gone to Africa to pick up a redundant soul).

It does seem as though Xander, Dawn and Willow have adopted the opposite viewpoint of the soul -- that it doesn't make that much of a difference (if any) while Buffy, alone, clings to the Jekyll and Hyde version of the soul. Maybe it's nothing, but maybe there's been a shift in how ME sees the soul.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Great points -- Sophist, 09:09:24 11/08/02 Fri


[> [> [> [> [> [> I think there has been a shift -- Spike Lover, 10:48:45 11/08/02 Fri

It was very apparent on "Angel" - when Gunn's old crew are reprimanded for killing demons that don't cause trouble. It was implied, that although they were soulless, they were not necessarily evil.

YOu had to look at their actions for that.

(Note, Conner coming from the Hell dimension first tries to jump on Lorne, and then Cordy because they are not human.)

I am pretty confused about the whole soul issue, because (as I have posted before) soul and Moral conscious do not equal each other. To me, a soul is what lasts after death. It is a permanent imprint of the person. It has nothing to do w/ their behavior. (And as a Christian, I believe in the Final and General Judgements, where the soul (and resurrected body) will reap the rewards of the life.)

I suppose in watching the original Bram Stoker's mythology, I never thought that the vampire was not the original person. (That is what made it frightening.) It was a corruption of the soul, by a vampire, forcing you to be like it. (LIke Aids, today.) The victim's soul did not escape to Heaven; it became subverted into a creature of evil, even death was not a safe haven. After 'dusting' a vampire, the soul, now tainted and utterly corrupted was now sent to Hell forever. They were a victim in both lives: this world and for all eternity. It was quite terrifying. And the victims were always the pure, devout, sweet girls...

I understand that Joss wrote a different story w/ different mythology, but I am just saying I am not following it.

I thought the vampire trying to reinvent himself and live a good life (via technology) was an interesting and compelling story. Fighting his impulses and nature, it is an uphill and likely impossible battle. When it came down to it, would Spike be able to be something different- Would he be able to stay the path? Would he continue to be 'good' when there was no chance he would ever receive any eternal reward for it? After Buffy's eventual death, and Dawn's (if Spike survived the centuries) would he continue to develop because of a love he once had for a woman a long time ago. A love that tried to make him a better man? When he is faced w/ all the choices in the world, he would have to stop and try to figure out the 'right' thing to do. Then decided every day, every moment, whether he wanted to continue his path of light.

This would have been a very compelling story- For a long while I thought this was where this was going, but apparently it is not.

Then as a Christian, I really got controversial. Would Spike if he remained soulless but somehow managed to repent for his past deeds and somehow learned to love mankind (and not as a happy meal), and somehow wanted to connect w/ God again (as he supposedly does at the end of the worm ep), would there be a way for him to obtain forgiveness in the Christian sense from God? Would an exception to all the vampire rules on his account be made by the Creator- to whom nothing is impossible?

This would have been radical. But potentially very interesting. But CLEARLY this was never the writer's intention- but I have to admit, that for me, the story of a soulless, but sorta nice vampire trying to do the right thing for love's sake is a much more compelling story than a girl, chosen to be mankind's protector against vampires in LA is.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: self awareness or lack thereof (spoilers him) -- Freki, 13:06:21 11/08/02 Fri

I don't think there has been a shift in how ME sees the soul, there's just some more light being shed on it. In season 2, there wasn't much examination of what the soul really meant. Angel was good with the soul, and evil without it, and that's all the attention it got. Now the idea of what a soul really means in the Buffyverse is being addressed.

What I'm seeing so far is that a soul is a necessary but not sufficient condition for being a good person. Having a soul does not mean that a person cannot be evil. Even without the example of DarkWillow and Warren last year, I don't think anyone really believed that humans in the Buffyverse were incapable of evil.

The chip is indeed a more effective deterrent from committing evil deeds than a soul is, but it's not the equivalent of a soul because the chip could not give Spike empathy for others or the desire to do good because it was the right thing to do. Having a soul doesn't automatically make him good, but it gives him the recognition of right and wrong that he needs to become good. We'll have to wait and see what he does with that recognition now.

Just because Dawn and Xander don't think the soul is important doesn't mean it isn't. Xander didn't think Angel's soul was important either, when he tried to get Faith to kill Angel in season 3. Dawn's never thought a soul was important.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: self awareness or lack thereof (spoilers him) -- leslie, 16:22:16 11/08/02 Fri

"What I'm seeing so far is that a soul is a necessary but not sufficient condition for being a good person. Having a soul does not mean that a person cannot be evil. Even without the example of DarkWillow and Warren last year, I don't think anyone really believed that humans in the Buffyverse were incapable of evil."

Just a thought here--presumably, Mayor Wilkins was, at some point, a normal human who decided to sell his soul for long life and power, and ultimately "ascension" to demon status. (Always interesting that demons are consistently described as being somehow higher on the Great Chain of Being than humans.)

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: self awareness or lack thereof (spoilers him) -- Freki, 16:09:12 11/09/02 Sat

He, or at least the shapechanger in the mayor's persona, said as much in Lessons. There has also been reference to the Wolfram & Hart lawyers having sold their souls. This is of course completely screwed up by Gunn not becoming evil when he sold his soul for a truck in DorN. Presumably there's more to the bargains made by the mayor and lawyers than there was to Gunn's deal.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: self awareness or lack thereof (spoilers him) -- rose, 22:48:12 11/09/02 Sat

a soul is important to Buffy. but only cause it allows her to draw a nessary line in her job.
warren's soul didnt cause him any pain ever his crimes?
1 abndoning his robot
2 mind rape of katrina
3 attempted rape of katrina planned
4 murder of katrina
5 framing attempted of buffy
6 theft
7 murder tara
8 attempted murder buffy
not on once of guilt only faer of retriibution

meanwhile the souless vampire spike feels imeadiate guilt to the point he retrives his lost soul VOLENTARILY
over an unplanned Atemmpted rape that stopped AS soon as he realised what he had almost done

to me warren is the evil on not spike based on actions alone

[> [> [> [> [> [> Souls, Stars, the rain makes me think of the sea -- fresne, 17:06:04 11/08/02 Fri

Well, on one hand your argument is quite persuasive in a “the world is a gray ambiguous place sort of way.”

However, given a choice, I always go for the ineffable. I’m going to digress, but trust me I’ll head back to souls eventually.

Becoming – what do you have when you’re all alone? Yourself. The lesson that Anya is currently wrestling. Who is that individual? Not that that person does not already exist. But the knowing. That kilning into shape. The hardest, bestest (I’m a professional. I make words for a living.), weirdest part of becoming an adult. Becoming yourself.

Perhaps kilning makes you a little hard, but it can also help make you strong enough to resist the vagaries of the world. The little pressures of your community that try to re- mould you away from your most comfortable you.

However, for all that the Slayer may stand alone, all I am the law, but over and over the lesson is that Buffy’s community supports her. Connects her to the world. Connects each other to the world. They like, we, this community, form a lattice of connecting, disagreeing, supportive thought. Lifting each other higher than they could on their own because they are connected.

Perhaps, the soul is a guiding star. “All I need is a tall ship and a star to steer her by.” That star does not guarantee that shoals and winds and fog will not ground the journey. Or even that I will follow the star.

However, if this is the final season, I don’t think ME will abandon souls at all. I don’t really have enough data to form a theory, but I’m not a scientist, so I will anyway.

I think souls form constellations. That the soul can help light the giddying leap from people as happy meals on legs to people as art.

“What a piece of work is man! How noble in reason! How infinite in faculties! In form and moving, how express and admirable!”

The chip could prevent Spike from killing a person, but it could not enable him to emotionally understand why Buffy was distraught at killing a strange girl in the woods.

Once again I reflect that we speakers of English have been gypped when it comes to words for love. I want a hundred, a thousand words to express what I perceive Spike to have understood and what I believe was perhaps beyond his soulless perception. The longing for which brought him to this mid voyage shift. A sea change from bones and coral, plastic and lying electricity to the ineffable spark.

Whether he follows his star, whether he can see free from fog and wind and steer clear of shoals, whether he can form a part of a communal constellation, is anyone’s guess.

As we head into November, we can only speculate at the stormy weather that lies ahead for everyone. Well, except for Spoiler Trollops. They’ve got like satellite maps and sonar.

And since I always try to have three hands, another point of view in keeping with my Thank God it’s Friday mood (I’m just in such a good mood that I couldn’t take the 2nd Coming all that seriously). The line about towels did inspire me to virtuously scrub the shower this morning. As I scrubbed, I was given to drawing a parallel between Spike acquiring a soul and myself scrubbing my shower. I too was not moved by virtue’s sake alone, but for selfish reasons. My mother will be visiting this weekend. Although, hopefully, not entirely like Spike. The shower didn’t look altogether different when I was done. I need stronger cleanser and a new set of rubber gloves and a minion to do this for me.

Oh, and purely tangentially, I have to mention that when I read Hunchback, I didn’t want Esmeralda to go off with Quasimodo. My romance novel solution: I wanted her to go off with the priest. He had such big attractive brains. It’s the result of an early Jeremy Brett/Sherlock Holmes crush thing. Anyway, the entire conversation stuck me as hilarious. If Spike is deaf, virtually blind, illiterate Quasi, is Riley Apollo and who then is the dancing goat? Dawn?

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Souls, Stars, the rain makes me think of the sea -- aliera, 22:30:26 11/09/02 Sat

Well, of course, Spike "was" Dionysis, silly. But, no more....sigh. The whole soul thing. That is the question now....what is he? And another query, I guess, what does Quasi excite? Other than changing Desidemona? mini-demon-a? Heart/shadow self demon? These things never end well.

Yet, there's Spike. Marathon man indeed. And there's Buffy...off on a different journey now? The priest? Now that would disturb people. Guess we could use Sherlock here.

Speaking of disturbing. You've caused me to re-evalate my shower and my dogs. My mother is afraid of dogs. I hate to clean the bath. I have three dogs. Hmmmm.

"Once again I reflect that we speakers of English have been gypped when it comes to words for love. I want a hundred, a thousand words to express what I perceive Spike to have understood and what I believe was perhaps beyond his soulless perception. The longing for which brought him to this mid voyage shift. A sea change from bones and coral, plastic and lying electricity to the ineffable spark."

And again hmmm...and what we perceive, no? And was it longing? Or disatisfaction... to put it in it's mildest form? But, sadly, that spark burns.

As an aside, I love your posts.

[> [> [> [> [> LOL! agree and very well said fresne! -- shadowkat, 08:14:32 11/08/02 Fri


[> [> [> [> Re: A few things to add -- rose, 22:35:12 11/09/02 Sat

Spike would not have worn the jacket BECAUSE it would be a warren thing to do
spike was not trying to hurt her that night, he realised after what Dawn said she must care and tryed to get her back. between them no had never ment no before why shou;ld it now?
this doesnt excuse it but buffy had aslo preforemed serouis abuse on him for trying to help her so shes preaching off a moral toad stool.
(rember how he said he was going to get dru back?) No one has even bothered to try to teach him how to act and he was trying.
Also he is a VAMPIRE and he showed more guilt imeadiatly after an acidental AR than warren a souled human ever did for a planed rape and acidental murder.
or when he shot her buffy for that matter actuly he never showed any guilt or remorse and he did far worse things than "evil souless vampire" Spike.
also i belive just by right of holding the internal rules consitent Spike is now forgiven all sins angel was not held to angeleus's crimes and his soul was a curse. he actully killed trying to prevent it. so why should soike who SOUGHT IT OUT OF HIS OWN FREE WILL be held to his crimes?

[> [> [> Re: Metaphor of the way Buffy is coping, not postmodernism -- Slain, 10:48:36 11/07/02 Thu

This is a very well-put argument. I don't really agree with it as a whole, but there are some points I would agree with.

I do think, to an extent, Buffy is hiding her feelings about Spike. However I honestly can't say what those feelings are - love, hate, both? I definitely agree that her compassion is an intellectual response - she defaults to the Slayer role, looking after all people in need, regardless. Buffy clearly shuts out others, and I think the way her character is written shuts out the audience, too. I don't think any viewer can say authoratitively what Buffy was feeling in Season 6, or what she's feeling now - I don't think that the show exists to reflect Buffy, but rather to reflect the core characters (of which Spike is infrequently one).

The lack of drama, and flippancy of the Spike soul issue is what I mean by the postmodern aspect of this episode; I do agree that this expected great drama was deliberately fizzled away, but that's the point. I think the part we disagree on is that I don't see that 'Him' is a metaphor, specifically, in which the show effectively criticises Buffy for not opening up, emotionally. Rather, and you can it seems to me to be saying that the way Buffy is dealing with it is working - after all, aren't things better for Spike now than they were at the end of 'Beneath You'.

But, writing this, I do feel that I'm contradicting some of the show's most basic ideas. Postmodernism, yes, but also the Gothic. Season 6 was the Gothic, but so is every Buffy episodes, to an extent. Which would suggest to me that repression, while perhaps viable in the short time, doesn't work in the long run, and that issue which are buried will always reveal themselves. "Jeez, get over it already" won't work, because It won't allow Itself to be got over.

So, to contradict my original point, I don't think Season 7 is going to be about postmodernism. I've been very keen on this idea recently, but it does ignore other significant strands in the show - mostly the gothic, and the 'serious' psychological side to the show. Perhaps ultimately a better way of looking at the show is in terms to an interplay between different, often contradictory, strands.

Specifically, the conflict between postmodernism, which generally favours surface and not self-consciously constructed depths, and the gothic, which insists that depths inevitably manifest themselves on the surface. I don't agree that either one mode is dominant, at least not so far, but it does seem more and more likely that Spike's journey/redemption/whatever will involve less of the sweepy under the carpet and more the return of the repressed. Pain, in other words.

[> [> [> [> Re: Metaphor of the way Buffy is coping, not postmodernism -- Slain, 11:58:57 11/07/02 Thu

By the very surreal sentence "Rather, and you can it seems to me to be saying that the way Buffy is dealing with it is working", I think actually meant to say:

Rather, the episode seems to me to be saying that the way Buffy is dealing with it is working - after all, aren't things better for Spike now than they were at the end of 'Beneath You'?

I'd check through my posts, but then they wouldn't be as funny.

[> [> [> I've really got to disagree with you. -- HonorH, 11:51:43 11/07/02 Thu

Buffy isn't just acting compassionate for an audience--she *is* compassionate. She "feels" for Spike, as she tells Dawn, and I think, unless given strong evidence otherwise, that we have to believe her. Her feelings are greatly mixed, yes, but she does have compassion for him.

As for her mix of emotions, I'd say they're similar to: residual lust, anger, attraction, fear, pity, regret, and even some lingering warmth from the beginning of S6. The scene in which she talked with Dawn was Buffy being as honest about her emotions as she could be. She's taking care of Spike because she "feels" for him--not because she's somehow performing for the Scoobies, who don't even care if she's compassionate toward Spike.

As for her jumping away, can you blame her? She still does have Issues with the AR, even though, as evidenced by her words to Dawn, she's trying to get past it. She wants to believe Spike has changed, not least because it'll make him less fearsome to her.

Buffy is trying to deal with Spike even-handedly, even as she's trying to deal with Anya and Willow. She gave Anya a chance to not be evil, and only went after her when the situation warranted it. Besides which, now that Anya's human again, Buffy's offered her an olive branch of friendship. Buffy had to suspect Willow, and must be wary of Willow's powers, but at the same time, has to give her support to help Willow recover. And now, though things are even more mixed with Spike, she's trying to do the same. I call it character growth. Buffy's really stepping into her responsibilities this year, and I'm loving it.

[> [> [> [> I agree, well said. -- Arethusa, 12:10:59 11/07/02 Thu


[> [> [> [> Yes, Buffy IS compassionate, but given that...(Vague S7 spoiler) -- cjl, 12:15:49 11/07/02 Thu

You can't deny there's still a lot of denial in her reaction to Spike and the reclamation of his soul. She was stupefied at the end of "Beneath You," and I don't think she's even close to working out her feelings about the new and improved Spike. So we do get the downplaying of Spike's remarkable journey at the end of last season, and we may not see the topic raised again in a significant fashion until there's another major development involving our bottled blond vampire...

[> [> [> [> [> "Denial" -- HonorH, 16:09:04 11/07/02 Thu

Can we just have done with this word? It seems like a reflex when discussing B/S, and I don't think it even means anything anymore.

I agree, though, with the other part of your statement: Buffy's hardly even begun to figure out what Spike's ensoulment means. For him, for her, for everybody. It's something that she can't spend every minute of every day on, so of course she pushes it to the back of her mind for the most part. However, I don't think she's in active denial about her feelings--she just hasn't worked out exactly what they are yet.

[> [> [> [> [> [> And let's lose "whiny" while we're at it! -- Slain, 16:22:21 11/07/02 Thu


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> I'll second that. -- HonorH, 16:51:57 11/07/02 Thu

Especially as concerns Dawn. You might as well just slap "Button Alert!" on that one and watch me dig out my talons and fangs.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Thirding -- Finn Mac Cool, 18:59:13 11/07/02 Thu

I also suggest that terms used in reference to Buffy that should be dropped are bitch, bitca, biatch, sociopath, soulless, and speciesist.

I'd also like to say how much I enjoy your posts, HonorH. You're one of the few posters that I seem to agree with almost everything one. In fact, your responses are the only reason I continue to read these "Buffy's a bitch! Spike's so mistreated!" threads.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> A request -- alcibiades, 20:06:36 11/07/02 Thu

While we are getting rid of useful words, could I also ask you to refrain from labelling threads publicly in insulting and reductionalistic ways.

The point of this thread was not Buffy's a bitch! Spike's so mistreated! You are free to read it that way of course, but labelling it that way is rude and a discourtesy to your fellow posters.

If you want to attack the thread on the merits, please go ahead.

But egregious rudeness seems uncalled for in the situation simply because you dislike a certain point of view.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> But some people (well, me) like "whiny Dawn" -- Dariel, 19:15:47 11/07/02 Thu

Instead of being upset when someone calls her whiny, I think the correct response is "Yeah, so what?!"
Dawn is a teenager--she should be a bit of a pain. It gets boring when she's being all mature.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Having done more than my share of time with teens-- - - HonorH, 20:05:49 11/07/02 Thu

I have to say that Dawn's not nearly as whiny as the grand majority of teens. Which is realistic, considering her life. She's had to grow up a bit too quickly. I like it, too, when she has those definite "teenage" moments. Shows she's not being all Mary Sue and perfect.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: "Denial" -- shadowkat, 08:30:56 11/08/02 Fri

Actually I think you're wrong here. "Denial" is one of the Buffster's biggest flaws and always has been. For years she denied that being the "slayer" was her calling - she kept wanting to be a "normal girl" often putting herself and others in danger as a result.

Remember Buffy has some critical flaws - flaws which actually intrigue me. I think I'd find her less interesting as a hero without them.

What is more ironic than a self-absorbed former cheerleader more interested in clothes and boys being made into the Chosen One - the only thing standing between humans and the vampires?? She loses the cheerleading, the boys, the great clothes for the calling. But as Jane Espenson put it IWMTLY commentary - they've consistently written Buffy as self- involved and often in denial over things. So it's not bashing her - when these are clear character flaws.

Now I agree calling Dawn whiney - sets my teeth on edge too.
But dissecting Buffy's tendency to deny things - is legitmate and is a pivotal part of her character and has been a tragic flaw. Whether she is in denial regarding her feelings towards Spike, I don't honestly know. I've seen evidence that can support either arguement. But whether she is denial regarding her other feelings? Well yeah. Look at how she dealt with the spell? Everyone else was under a spell in the Buffster's opinion but Buffy. It made me laugh because she did exactly the same thing in Something Blue.
Buffy's never been very perceptive or self-aware. She can see other's issues far more clearly than her own. But who among us can say we don't have some of the same flaws? We also see others' issues often better than our own. It's this flaw that makes Buffy real to us, makes it easier for us to relate to her, I think, even though there are points in which we'd love to shake her silly.

But I think fresne's point is well taken - the characters aren't nearly as aware of their flaws and mistakes as we are. After all they don't have the ability to rewatch themselves in the old episodes ad nauseum.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: "Denial" -- Sophist, 09:27:22 11/08/02 Fri

But as Jane Espenson put it IWMTLY commentary - they've consistently written Buffy as self-involved and often in denial over things. So it's not bashing her - when these are clear character flaws

I'm sure JE is sincere in saying this (the writers do lie, but this doesn't seem to be one of those times), but, in all honesty, I have never seen Buffy as self-involved and I would rarely, if ever, describe her as "in denial". I suppose that's just my own limited perceptions, but I truly and honestly don't see it. Never have.

JMHO, but I would never describe as self-involved someone who puts up with as much from her friends -- and saves them and the world as often -- as Buffy does. And I never saw her as in denial, but only as uncomfortable with her dual life.

I used to think Dawn was whiny though. :)

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> What about the shop lifting thing? -- Spike Lover, 11:12:23 11/08/02 Fri

At the birthday party ep, when she gets a jacket that her sister can't afford that still has the 'security tag' on it.

Then Anya finds the box of contraband, and Buffy actually says: "Dawn tell her there is some mistake."

I call that denial.

In fact, I think she denied most of the signs around her last year- denying that Willow has a problem until 'she endangers Dawn'.

She denied Spike's feelings were real (replayed w/ Dawn in Him)- (pun intended).

She denied that Spike had changed. That there was anything going on between them., etc.

She is denial queen, IMHO.
And she is denying that she had any part of that warped thing that happened in the Bathroom scene that I hate and despise so much.

When the principal is talking to Dawn about the guy 'falling down' the stairs, Buffy is right there, tacitly denying that her sister has a history of lying also.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> What you call "denial" -- Sophist, 12:38:50 11/08/02 Fri

is, mostly, what I would call giving people the benefit of the doubt. Which, I think, charity requires us to do.

I do agree with the use of the term "denial" when it comes to her relationship with Spike in S6. That's why I used the word "rarely" rather than "never" (as I did for self- involved).

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Also. . . -- Finn Mac Cool, 13:30:00 11/08/02 Fri

During Season Six, the characters were all so wrapped up in their own problems that they didn't pay attention to those of the other Scoobies. Buffy wasn't in denial about Dawn's shoplifting; she just never took the time to read what appeared to us as very obvious signs.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> The very last words I'll say on the AR -- HonorH, 16:21:40 11/08/02 Fri

(and I'll probably be eating those before long)

Buffy "denies" she had "a part" in the AR? If she truly felt that it had come out of the blue, that she'd never given Spike any reason to think "no" means "yes", that she was faultless in their relationship, Spike would be dust by now. As it was, Buffy stopped Xander from going after him and very noticeably didn't attack Spike the moment he was back in town.

And nothing, nothing, nothing excuses what he did. Buffy has every right to be "skittish" around him.

The End

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: The very last words I'll say on the AR -- Rufus, 04:54:06 11/09/02 Sat

Buffy "denies" she had "a part" in the AR? If she truly felt that it had come out of the blue, that she'd never given Spike any reason to think "no" means "yes", that she was faultless in their relationship, Spike would be dust by now. As it was, Buffy stopped Xander from going after him and very noticeably didn't attack Spike the moment he was back in town.

First let us get the Attempted Rape out of the way.....Spike tried to force Buffy into loving him by the force of the penis....she said no....he should have stopped...he was wrong. But that said Buffy does feel a responsibility for Spike because she hasn't staked him, has slept with him, does care for him (even if she can't figure out why)and that is what kept him alive past the AR....Buffy used the exact amount of force to stop Spike, and if he was an absolutely evil guy he would have kept trying and could have ended up dust. But because they do share a very complex history, Buffy did what was needed to stop him and left it at that. The Attempted Rape happened and to blame Buffy for it is letting Spike off the hook when even his character made it clear his actions repulsed even him in his soulless state. I look at a few things...was Spikes initial intent to rape Buffy when he went uninvited into her home and bath? No. But he attempted to do just that and there were consequences for that violation of trust that follow him even with a soul. Buffy is reacting skittish with Spike because she is no longer sure she can always trust him and until he proves he can be trusted she will still continue to act that way.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: "Denial" -- shadowkat, 20:26:13 11/08/02 Fri

Read leslie's post on self-involvement and Gillian above
- she states it far better than I ever could.

But if you want to see an example of denial and self- involved Buffy? Check out Normal Again.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Ok, I read it. -- Sophist, 12:47:57 11/09/02 Sat

But I still don't see it. I agree with HH below -- being unsure about your feelings is not the same as denying them. For me, it's a good thing that Buffy is often unsure or waits before reaching a judgment. The last thing the world needs is a shoot-from-the-hip slayer (see Faith in Revelations).

I'm afraid I don't get the connection you're making with NA. Buffy was under a poison that made her delusional. I don't see that as demonstrating self-involvement.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Ok, I read it. -- shadowkat, 15:32:33 11/09/02 Sat

I think you're reading Normal Again too literally. It's all in the metaphor. Buffy has a tendency to see the world as revolving around her = self-involvement. In Normal Again the poison took Buffy to her ideal reality - a place where she could deny her existence as the slayer and be comforted by family - the fact that reality is an aslym is very interesting metaphorically. It shows partly the guilt involved.

I'm not saying she's "denying her feelings for Spike". I have no clue about that. What I am saying is Buffy has always to some extent denied what she is - the dark demonic force that's the slayer. She looks away from it. And no I'm not saying you need to accept your dark side and get it out in the open...that's not it. Buffy tends to like to see the world through a certain type of glasses - her love with Angel is overly romanticised, she has never come to grips with the fact that Angel is responsible for Angelus and was not completely good with a soul. To Buffy you can't love without a soul - because Angelus didn't appear to love her.
She denies the possibility of anything else - because it's painful for her. If you watched HIM and the other episodes carefully - you'll catch something very interesting about Buffy - the only character who cares whether Spike got a soul or not is Buffy. She's the one who mentions it continuously as making a difference. Buffy also is in denial
over what happened with Willow - she sees Willow's magic as being the cause, not Willow as being it. This is subtly mentioned. But most of all? I think Buffy is denying where the slayer gets it's power from, she still paints the world in black and white...But it's hard to see this if you are watching the show "literally" as opposed to metaphorically, because the writers subtly show Buffy's denial.

The problem is everyone keeps using the word "denial" in association with her feelings towards Spike and ironically enough? That's the one place I don't see it. I don't see her denying how she feels about Spike - I think she's being honest on this one. She has no clue what she feels for him except whatever it is? It's pretty darn powerful since it has kept him alive. Truth is? I don't think Buffy knows what she feels about anything right now.

The denial I'm getting is the whole chosen one thing. And again I think what keeps confusing people and pushing buttons is "she denies her darkness" line. I don't think that's it exactly. She is well aware of the fact that the slayer is a dark being and a killer. What I think she struggles with is who she is and what being a slayer means for her. And yep there's a tad of denial going on there.
I also think she denied her responsibility in the whole thing with Spike. "Why do I let HIM DO THESE THINGS TO ME"
instead of "why do I do these things with him or do these things to him". She blames him for the relationship and denies to some extent her role in it. This is brought out slightly in HIM where she denies that a)she's under a spell (I'm not under a spell, I'm the slayer, you guys are under one) and b) RJ loves me. (I don't love him). She says somewhat the same things about Spike. a)This is real to you not to me. b)you can't be in love with me. You don't know what love is. c)Why would you get a soul. (Well duh Buffy, why do you think?) She isn't denying her feelings for him exactly, she is denying what he tells her, her attraction to him, and what this might mean. Because of Angel. If Spike the soulless demon can love her enough to go after a soul for her, what does that say about Angel? Her one true love? The writers haven't answered this question yet.
At any rate...just from watching past episodes, it becomes increasingly clear to me that Buffy is in denial over numerous things - many that go as far back as Angel and Faith and the whole speech Giles makes in Lie to Me.
To Buffy - high school and Angel was the best time in her life, the best love of her life. Xander has realized it wasn't. Buffy I think is just beginning too. And I think the denial - is that she hasn't figured that out yet.

Not sure any of that made sense to you - so much of this is on a gut level so it's hard to really describe or explain to someone else.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Adding a few points -- alcibiades, 16:23:07 11/09/02 Sat

Kendra points out Buffy's denialism (tm) to Buffy in Season 2 when she says Buffy deals with the whole chosen thing as though it is a job she can get fired from not who she is.

It also re-emerges in Season with Faith and Buffy desire to go to college, here curiously supported by Giles.

And then there is Buffy's darkness that Dracula points to in Season 5. Buffy thinks the thing to do is rein it in, control it, not confront what it is first. Although it is hard to control an internal mechanism, imo, if you don't first have an understanding of what it is.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Ok, I read it. -- Arethusa, 16:48:47 11/09/02 Sat

"To Buffy - high school and Angel was the best time in her life, the best love of her life. Xander has realized it wasn't. Buffy I think is just beginning too. And I think the denial - is that she hasn't figured that out yet."

Which makes the whole episode highly ironic, since it is Xander who seems throughout the episode to be nostalgic for high school, when in fact we see he has moved on, and Buffy, who appears to have moved on, is partially still stuck in high school.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Angel(us) vs. Spike - I'm totally blown away!!! -- Sara, 18:48:56 11/09/02 Sat

I love the concept of Spike's quest for a soul reflecting on the Angel/Angelus relationship. Wow, I'm going to have to chew on that for a while, what a great twist! (still chewing...so cool...hmmmmmm...no haven't fully grasped the implications yet, but gonna chew some more...)

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Responding to Shadowkat and alcibiades -- Sophist, 08:14:30 11/10/02 Sun

I'll try to address both of your points here. I've already said that I agree Buffy was, in S6, in denial about her feelings about Spike. I agree with S'Kat that her current feelings about Spike demonstrate not denial but ambivalence.

Having read both your posts, I still do not agree that she is in denial about anything else, and I can't agree that she is or ever was self-involved.

I think you're reading Normal Again too literally. It's all in the metaphor. Buffy has a tendency to see the world as revolving around her = self-involvement. In Normal Again the poison took Buffy to her ideal reality - a place where she could deny her existence as the slayer and be comforted by family

The problem I have with this argument is that the Asylumverse is hardly what I would call an ideal reality. In fact, it was horrifying (as insane asylums are wont to be). I therefore can't see that universe, as portrayed, as demonstrating self-involvement.

However, I do think the concept of denial was in play in that episode. What we were shown was not Buffy's actual ideal reality, but her potential ideal: normal girl, mormal home, two loving parents. The critical point, though, is that Buffy rejects the opportunity for this life and accepts her reality as slayer. NA shows us, IMHO, the opposite of your claim -- that Buffy is not in denial. Deep down, she knows she is the slayer and accepts that role, however much she struggles with it.

What I think she struggles with is who she is and what being a slayer means for her. And yep there's a tad of denial going on there.

I think this demonstrates ambivalence, not denial.

To Buffy - high school and Angel was the best time in her life, the best love of her life. Xander has realized it wasn't. Buffy I think is just beginning too. And I think the denial - is that she hasn't figured that out yet

As you might predict, I wouldn't accept Xander's view of anything as true. In any case, the fact that Buffy struggles to understand her relationship with Angel and how it relates to Spike now (and maybe in S6) does not show denial but uncertainty. Nothing wrong with that.

The show has always dealt with the concept of power. How do we deal with the darker impulses within us. Do we ignore them? Control them? Repress them? Accept them? Give into them? Or deny that they exist? Buffy has often chosen the denial option. Vampires = evil. Humans=good. No demonic force in me.

Buffy is fully aware that the world is not so simple as Vampires=evil, humans=good. that's Xander's simplistic view, but it's not Buffy's. That lesson was clear even as early as Angel, and has been driven home many times since (e.g., Phases, NMR).

Buffy is also fully aware of her potential darkness. She tells Willow in S3 that she could be Faith. She knows the dark side is there, she just refuses to let it out. To me, that's a good thing.

Moving on to alcibiades:

Kendra points out Buffy's denialism (tm) to Buffy in Season 2 when she says Buffy deals with the whole chosen thing as though it is a job she can get fired from not who she is.

Love the neologism.

I see Kendra's comment as evidencing Buffy struggling with her dual identity, not that she denied half of it. Buffy's desire to lead both a normal life and be the slayer is simply the usual reaction of a teenager: I want it all. That's not denial, however unrealistic it might be.

And then there is Buffy's darkness that Dracula points to in Season 5. Buffy thinks the thing to do is rein it in, control it, not confront what it is first. Although it is hard to control an internal mechanism, imo, if you don't first have an understanding of what it is.

I think what we have here is a fundamental disagreement about psychology. I do not believe, and never have believed, that the way to rein in dark impulses is to bring them up and examine them thoroughly. To the contrary, I think the best approach is to recognize the potential but then leave them untouched and unexamined in order to make sure that you never act on them and that they don't tempt you.

This is also my basic view of how to deal with problems. Many people say "Talk about it." I don't. I find that talking about it makes the problem worse. It reinforces the painful memories and lengthens the healing process. It works much better, for me, to deal with it internally. This is just a different coping mechanism. It works better for me, which is not to say that it works better for everyone else. But vice versa on the talk it out strategy.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Just to supplement -- Sophist, 12:20:51 11/10/02 Sun

my flip comment about Xander:

Xander's view of B/A is hardly objective. He was jealous of Angel and hated him irrationally. The fact that Xander does not view B/A the same way Buffy does is not evidence that Xander is right.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Just to supplement -- shadowkat, 14:46:35 11/10/02 Sun

"Xander's view of B/A is hardly objective. He was jealous of Angel and hated him irrationally. The fact that Xander does not view B/A the same way Buffy does is not evidence that Xander is right."

Nor is it evidence that he is wrong. I wasn't using Xander as my mouth piece here. Truth is my take on B/A isn't Xander's. I think Xander saw Angel as Buffy's one true love as Willow does. I just don't think the writers believe they are right. It's not what I think - I liked B/A btw. I'm trying to interpret something that I'm sensing in the show...both shows actually...which has been lurking underneath the surface for quite some time.

I think - and I'm hesistant to say this because of flames,
that ME is making a cynical comment on teen true love.
That that "I could die for you, I love you more than life itself" romance is the one that wasn't real - it's the high school romance, the R&J view of love, that happens in high school. And it's The one Buffy believes was her one true love - the one she overly romanticized. That in truth she never saw Angel clearly at all. And because we the audience are seeing it through Buffy's pov - we haven't either? On Ats - Angel is portrayed far more complex than he was on Btvs. Souled - he goes bad from time to time, and on that show we are seeing the world through his eyes.

Now don't misinterpret this to mean that I'm saying this means Spike is buffy's one true love. Not at all. Because I don't think that's true either. I think what the writers may be saying is there isn't a "one true love". It does not exist. That love isn't quite that romantic or simple. It's messy. And the more lasting, better type of love is actually the one between friends and family - that's real. Not the romantic passion and fire and I'll die for you...that is stuff of romance novels and teen romance a la The Summer Place with syrupy theme music, it's not real. (I could be wrong, it's just something I'm sensing underneath the surface of Whedon's shows right now.)

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Now this is a GREAT point -- Sophist, 16:02:05 11/10/02 Sun

I never even thought of that, but of course -- Dawn's crush on RJ is a comment on B/A. And Buffy's comments to Dawn reflect on her own views of B/A. I must be really dense not to have realized that; thanks for pointing it out.

Notwithstanding that, B/A could be different. I'm not saying Buffy's highly romanticized view in Selfless is right either; just that Xander's view is only his view and that we don't need to accept it as ours.

Just to be mischievous, I'll add that clearly Spike is Buffy's one true love. Heh Heh.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> LOL! what do you know? I agree entirely with this post. -- shadowkat, 19:45:40 11/10/02 Sun

although I'm terrified to touch that last little mischeivous comment (you are a devil aren't you??)...since it is a secret hope of mine and by admitting it's a possiblity, I'll jinx it. ME likes to hurt me and masochist that I am - I seem to enjoy letting them. ;-)

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Responding to Shadowkat and alcibiades -- shadowkat, 12:40:36 11/10/02 Sun

Well you make some very good points...I don't know if she's still in denial or not. I'm not really sure if its just ambivalence - which Espenson notes in a recent essay she wrote on how to write a Buffy episode - or if there's some denial there.

I don't see "denial" as necessarily a bad thing. I keep seeing that tag line in yours and HonorH's posts. Don't confuse me with some of the other posters out there. I'm hesitant to put the word "bad" next to words like denial or self-involvement. I don't see them as necessarily always bad. At times we use denial to protect ourselves from things we can't deal with. I think right now Buffy is dealing with some huge issues that would render a normal person catatonic, like the true nature of her first love, what her calling really means, and are Vampires truly evil.
There's ambivalence here but a little denial as well - not on things like "do I love Spike" or "the slayer comes from a dark place" - more things like her love for Angel, what true love is, and other murky stuff. I think you are right that she is less in denial now than she ever has been in the past...and that's where I find myself a little on the fence, because I'm not sure she's accepted everything and the denial has turned to ambivalence or if she is still in denial about a few things. I'll have to see a few more episodes this season to find out - I think it's too early to be sure.

I'm also not completely sure where the writers are going with the whole darker impulses theme. I do know from the commentary Rah posted above that the writers have always explored how the characters handle the darker impulses inside them and the consequences of that. Spike often went with his - and well that was not of the good. On the other hand when Willow refused to acknowledge she had any - it burst out like a bomb. Faith acknowledged and explored and tried to use hers - also not of the good. Xander - seems to see his but attempts to run away from it or like you said internalize. Buffy of the three has actually dealt with it the best - by acknowledging it's there but consciously choosing not to go there and patrolling that line with constant vigilance. And we see her struggle with it this continuously. So I don't see Buffy as denying she has dark impulses - she seems to know she does. I see her denying maybe that others do? Don't know. I sense denial of some sort and can't put a word to what it is. I did like Sara's post below - I think that's a good one. Maybe it is somehow related to Spike, maybe she is still denying what it is she feels for him? And perhaps you're right and I'm sensing something in the show that simply isn't there, certainly wouldn't be the first time. So I'll put the debate aside for a while and take a wait and see approach.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> De rain in Spain falls mainly on de Nile -- Sophist, 13:15:04 11/10/02 Sun

Or something equally whimsical.

I suspect everyone who uses the word "denial" uses it in a different way. When I deny seeing Buffy "in denial", I am, of course, putting my own gloss on the phrase. I certainly do not believe we ought to ban the word as HH (facetiously, I assume) suggested. Everyone is entitled to his/her own view, and I am not criticizing anyone for seeing Buffy as "in denial", just saying I don't agree.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> The syntax game -- Darby, 08:02:48 11/11/02 Mon

Would "resistance" be better than "denial"? Buffy, like everybody, resists ideas amd realities that she doesn't like, tries to find alternate takes (the letter jacket spell) that allow her world view to persist.

Remember, if you resist this suggestion, you're all in denial.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Responding to Sophist responding to Shadowkat and alcibiades -- alcibiades, 12:18:39 11/11/02 Mon

I wrote:

And then there is Buffy's darkness that Dracula points to in Season 5. Buffy thinks the thing to do is rein it in, control it, not confront what it is first. Although it is hard to control an internal mechanism, imo, if you don't first have an understanding of what it is.

Sophist answered:

I think what we have here is a fundamental disagreement about psychology. I do not believe, and never have believed, that the way to rein in dark impulses is to bring them up and examine them thoroughly.

I agree entirely -- I was thinking much the same before you posted and clarified.

To the contrary, I think the best approach is to recognize the potential but then leave them untouched and unexamined in order to make sure that you never act on them and that they don't tempt you.

Depends on the depth of the problem, no?

If the problem exists only in potential, then you may very well be right. If it is a problem which is actually effecting you at a deep level, and creating tangible self- destructiveness, then I can't buy this as a solution.

To reduce this to the level of an Oprah discussion, the triggers of things like obesity or alcoholism need to be examined, because without examining them in detail, you won't find out what painful or traumatic event caused those destructive defense mechanism to begin their initial operation.

People are so sensitive when they are youth, that these shields often go into place and are raised reflexively everytime they are needed in later life. Everyone has got them. Whether they are more destructive than self-protective though is the important point.

Last season, when Buffy was sunk in the pit of despair, to give an egregrious example of something she did, she beat up Spike then claimed to Tara she was letting him do things to her. A lot of this had to do with an irrational fear that if in the middle of a fight with another person Buffy had unintentionally killed someone, she would immediately turn into Faith and be subsumed by darkness. Yet it is noteable that this is not what Faith did. Faith intentionally killed the deputy mayor, although at the time she thought he was a vampire.

A lot of this also had to do with B's deep depression and post resurrection trauma. A lot of the beating also had to do both with her self hatred and her still vital anger at Angel for not loving her enough when he was a vampire that he could love her soulless. (At least, that is how she mythologized the experience in her head.)

Buffy represses emotions of all sorts -- so she was never able to admit to herself just how angry she was when it turned out that Angel didn't love her enough to love her when he was soulless. Seemingly he didn't love her enough to stay with her either. And we also all know that he doesn't love her enough to still love her lo these several years later. That's a lot of anger against Angel Buffy has swallowed down whole, but being Buffy she repressed it and took it out on things like her nightly violent fights and her violent sex with Spike and on Spike.

Her explanation to herself all last year of what was going on was Spike loved her but she didn't feel much for him at all. She never examined it beyond that because --- geez staring into the abyss. Way too scary.

So, in my estimation, Buffy completely failed to understand her own behaviour out of fear last year. But it had consequences. I think her lack of understanding of herself and the mixed messages she was sending Spike because of it, her simultaneous attraction and repulsion to him, and her being really unclear what she wanted, where her body gave one message and her mind gave another, seeking him out and then hounding him to move on quickly one minute, berating him for moving on to sex with someone else too quickly another, was a causitive factor in his mental breakdown that resulted in the attempted rape. Obviously not the only one, he's responsible for his own actions, but it helped push him into a tailspin that she got caught up into.

Here's an example when refusal to examine yourself -- a self defense mechanism -- results in something very destructive happening.

And this is a pattern Buffy may be doomed to repeat until she has a bit of a handle on it. Or she may just avoid it -- and that is a fear mechanism as well.

This season, we have seen Buffy move in alternate episodes into either black or white clothing and each time there is a clothing switch, an absolutely different part of her personality is functioning at the fore.

I don't think that is natural. I don't think Buffy in the past ever acted with such huge personality swings. Buffy did not have such a schism within her basic personality. You could see caring Buffy in the slayer and the slayer in caring Buffy. She was callous at times, but her concern was also unforced and natural.

Many people on this list evidently still believe that is what they are seeing -- although Shadowkat, frex, on several occasions has made a point of stating, that on later viewings of an episode, she has reassessed her initial negative perspective and this time she can see compassionate Buffy again. Shadowkat is also firmly convinced that when Buffy seems off, it often means we are seeing scenes from someone else's POV. To her, that presents a solution to buttress the problem of the more subtle picture of compassionate Buffy we are getting this year. SK believes -- that part of Buffy is not to the fore in the way say Xander or Willow or Dawn sees Buffy.

OTOH, her posts on POV can also be seen as her way of solving her unease with the picture of Buffy she is receiving -- thus she satisfies herself that these views of Buffy that seem off are not Buffy herself, but an edited Buffy seen from the POV of another. Because the portrait of Buffy she is seeing doesn't resonate with her former knowledge of Buffy. Ergo, this is Buffy, but seen from another perspective this time.

OnM has dealt with this difference in Buffy by positing an alternate universe.

I'm less sanguine that this is the solution than Shadowkat. And I'm less suspicious than OnM.

I assess that Buffy feels off to me in several episodes because her personality is fractured in an important way.

And the film medium, I believe, is supporting this conclusion because each time we see Buffy she is either white Buffy or black Buffy -- not gray Buffy, not colorful Buffy, not color integrated Buffy -- but white Buffy and black Buffy.

I don't think the camera is lying.

And IMO when someone is fractured to such an extent, it strongly suggests that the center will not hold.

And that is a psychological problem that needs to be probed in detail in order to fix it.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Metanarrative response -- Sophist, 12:57:06 11/11/02 Mon

Whew! That subject line was a lot shorter than trying to write "Response to alcibiades responding to etc."

I agree with much of what you say. I completely agree with your view about Buffy's treatment of Spike in S6, but I don't necessarily reach the same conclusions about the origins or psychology of that behavior.

To reduce this to the level of an Oprah discussion, the triggers of things like obesity or alcoholism need to be examined, because without examining them in detail, you won't find out what painful or traumatic event caused those destructive defense mechanism to begin their initial operation.

This is a good example. I don't see these as psychological problems. I see them as physical/medical ones. And I don't think self-analysis will be successful in solving them.

A lot of the beating also had to do both with her self hatred and her still vital anger at Angel for not loving her enough when he was a vampire that he could love her soulless. (At least, that is how she mythologized the experience in her head.)

Buffy represses emotions of all sorts -- so she was never able to admit to herself just how angry she was when it turned out that Angel didn't love her enough to love her when he was soulless. Seemingly he didn't love her enough to stay with her either. And we also all know that he doesn't love her enough to still love her lo these several years later. That's a lot of anger against Angel Buffy has swallowed down whole, but being Buffy she repressed it and took it out on things like her nightly violent fights and her violent sex with Spike and on Spike.


I can't agree with this assessment of Buffy's reaction to Angel. To the contrary, I think it's Xander who would have the problem explaining why Angelus didn't love Buffy -- he saw them as the same person. Because Buffy saw Angel/Angelus as 2 different people, she was able to get past this very point.

I might agree that Buffy has, to some extent, repressed her feelings about Angel, but I don't agree that that's what caused her to beat up Spike. I think there were much more immediate causes related to her depression and anomie associated with her resurrection.

This season, we have seen Buffy move in alternate episodes into either black or white clothing and each time there is a clothing switch, an absolutely different part of her personality is functioning at the fore.

I don't see as many personality switches as some do. I have said here on the Board that Spike deserves more compassion than Buffy is giving him (the episodes seem disjointed on that score). But that's the extent of my concern about her compassion. I don't buy s'kat's POV theory in part because I don't see any need to. I also don't entirely agree with some of her suggestions about whose POV is dominant at relevant times.

You haven't used the word, but it seems to me that you are suggesting what amounts to a case of schizophrenia for Buffy. If so, and recognizing that no one fully understands that disease, it is my sense that schizophrenia is a medical/biological problem, and cannot be cured by "probing" (to use an AtS word du jour).

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Problem is, it's inexact. -- HonorH, 10:45:05 11/09/02 Sat

Buffy's not "in denial" about being the Slayer, and with a few exceptions (WttH, Prophecy Girl, Anne), she never has been. The word is "ambivalent." She knows she's the Slayer, but she doesn't want to give up everything being the Slayer dictates she must.

Just like she's ambivalent about Spike. She's not "in denial" of her emotions; she can't figure out what they are. Ambivalence means there's a war going on inside you; denial means you don't think there is.

Now, having said that, I do think there are and have been times Buffy's been in denial. I think that she constantly has a little thread of denial running through her about her aspirations toward normality. There's a little voice that says she really CAN have a "normal" life, when clearly, she can't. It's not as strong now as when she was younger, but it's there. I also think that sometimes, it's the only thing that gets her through the day. Hey, everyone's in denial about something, after all.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Look at my response to Sophist and Restless -- shadowkat, 21:11:15 11/09/02 Sat

It's not that she is in "denial" about being the Slayer.
It's that she is in denial about what the slayer means and what it is and where it comes from and what to do about the power.

The show has always dealt with the concept of power. How do we deal with the darker impulses within us. Do we ignore them? Control them? Repress them? Accept them? Give into them? Or deny that they exist? Buffy has often chosen the denial option. Vampires = evil. Humans=good. No demonic force in me. Her dream in Restless is all about her denial.
She denies the hands in Restless three times.

1st time: Tara gives her the Manus Card - Buffy says I don't need that.
2nd time: the first slayer tries to hand it to her - Buffy denies the first slayer
And I'm sure there's a third but I'm drawing a blank - it's probably in my essay on it.

It's not ambivalence - while she certainly has a great deal of that - it's also denial. Xander's dream is about running away, Willow's about hiding, Giles about making up his mind, and Buffy's about denying her calling, a part of who she is, her power. She accepts that power to some extent in Season 5. Then she rejects it again in Season 6, seeing it as dark and wrong, the chopped off hand images in connection with the disconnected spirit. Now she's struggling with her heart - wherein lies her calling to slay the demons, her love of family, etc.

She's not ambivalent about the slayer. She believes - that the slayer means killer of demons. But is not demonic itself. Not dark. From the get-go she has denied what Spike has said about slayers, what Faith has said about them.
And there is no ambivalence in her comments.

Hope that clarifies it a little better.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Remember the sources -- Finn Mac Cool, 07:27:20 11/10/02 Sun

Consider this: the three people who have said that the Slayer is dark/demonic at the core are Dracula, Spike, and Faith. Two of them are (or were when they said it) soulless vampires. The other, Faith, was led to the dark side and became a murderer. If I were trying to investigate what being a Slayer really means, I wouldn't trust them too much as sources. They put too much of their own personal slant on things.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: "Denial" (S5, 6 spoilers) -- Sara, 18:36:19 11/09/02 Sat

I'm with cjl here - I think Buffy was actively in denial about her relationship with Spike from the time she confided to him about Joyce on the back steps. She tells him things before she'll tell anyone else, and yet won't admit he's a friend. She's clearly drawn to him, is even disappointed when she finds Clem in the crypt who doesn't know when Spike will be back. There's also a connection when you see them together, but I'm not sure how much is supposed to be there, and how much is the actor's natural chemistry with each other. I think the denial is actually pretty purposeful, although she would probably be in denial about being in denial...

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: "Denial" (BY spoilers) -- alcibiades, 20:42:38 11/09/02 Sat

I'm with cjl here - I think Buffy was actively in denial about her relationship with Spike from the time she confided to him about Joyce on the back steps. She tells him things before she'll tell anyone else, and yet won't admit he's a friend. She's clearly drawn to him, is even disappointed
when she finds Clem in the crypt who doesn't know when Spike will be back.


I agree.

Another example is in BY, when Spike tells her:

"There is [a change]. But we're not best friends anymore, so too bad for me -- I'm not sharing."

...

"Spike walks past Buffy. She stands immobile, her face sad and unsure what to do with Spike."

And the way SMG plays this -- she illustrates sad and unsure what to do with Spike by the fleeting chin wobble of deep unhappiness.

And that, like the episode with Clem, is after the AR.

Interesting pattern too, in one case he has left her and gone away -- in the other case, he's telling her they aren't best friends anymore and walking away from her.

[> [> [> [> That's par for the course, we always argue this point -- alcibiades, 13:15:53 11/07/02 Thu

Buffy isn't just acting compassionate for an audience-- she *is* compassionate. She "feels" for Spike, as she tells Dawn, and I think, unless given strong evidence otherwise, that we have to believe her. Her feelings are greatly mixed, yes, but she does have compassion for him.

I didn't say her actions weren't compassionate. I said her compassion was intellectual rather than felt in this scene, that she wasn't in the moment emotionally with those feelings. To expound a bit, she is righteously doing the right thing in this scene. For herself, because that is her standard. But it doesn't feel natural.

Too, as Slain points out, whatever lies behind her behavior, it does serve the purpose of helping Spike, as far as she or the audience knows so far (I'm very suspicious about this, because there may be a reason Spike has to be in the basement but that is not something she could know about nor her intent)

I also think she feels a lot for Spike but she is way too terrified ever to examine that looming chasm.

We always have completely different takes on the show so it is no surprise we disagree now. So I am sure you will disagree with this as well.

To me, Buffy's scenes with Spike and Anya both were filled with Noblesse Oblige. In point, the patient little smile she wears throughout the scene with Anya.

She's the welcome wagon committee come to repatriate the demon others back into the community of the scoobs.

She's also got an agenda there -- for the evil that's coming up she needs the entire team in some semblance of working order.

As for her jumping away, can you blame her? She still does have Issues with the AR,

Buffy touched Spike twice on his naked chest with no problems at all until she found out about the soul. That is a much weirder and much more intimate touch if she still has such issues with the AR that she jumps a foot when he casually touches her on the arm. I'd say once again, the problems are not with the AR, those are Dawn's problems. The problem is the fact that Spike now has a soul.

For the record, I do think that the two times she touched him, in Lessons and BY before she found out about the soul, she was being naturally compassionate -- in the moment. Just in case you think I think Buffy is never compassionate.

As for her mix of emotions, I'd say they're similar to: residual lust, anger, attraction, fear, pity, regret, and even some lingering warmth from the beginning of S6. The scene in which she talked with Dawn was Buffy being as honest about her emotions as she could be. She's taking care of
Spike because she "feels" for him--not because she's somehow performing for the Scoobies, who don't even care if she's compassionate toward Spike.


Buffy being as honest about her emotions as she could be.

Now there is a statement full of irony.

The point is that Buffy is completely unable to be honest about her emotions because she loved Angel more than she will ever love anyone else on this earth and ever since then she has been frozen.

She can't get past that point, so she can't be honest about her emotions.

So for Buffy she was being honest about her emotions.

But that is not saying much -- because she has very little emotional clarity.

Being stuck on her feelings for Angel and refusing to let herself move past them is her psychological addiction.

[> [> [> [> [> alcibiades and cjl - very insightful -- Caroline, 13:58:45 11/07/02 Thu

I was wondering I wasn't laughing and enjoying this show like everyone else, why I was ultimately dissatisfied. And now I know. Thanks alcibiades for your eloquent posts.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: That's par for the course, we always argue this point -- Sarand, 14:57:09 11/07/02 Thu

Nothing to add except that you have eloquently expressed, both here and above, many of my feelings about this season. Nicely done.

[> [> [> [> [> I see what you're saying -- HonorH, 16:16:40 11/07/02 Thu

Doubt there's any point in us arguing, since as you point out, we have completely different takes on the show and on Buffy. No, I don't think her motives are completely clear, or completely compassionate, necessarily, but I think there is more compassion than not. And with Anya, I saw a genuine hand of friendship. There's no reason to believe it wasn't, IMHO.

One more point: In "Lessons" and BY, Buffy touches Spike and doesn't flinch. In BY and this ep, Spike touches Buffy, and she does flinch--and in BY, it's before she knows about the soul. That's the difference. It's who's in control of the situation. As long as Buffy's the one doing the touching, she's okay. If Spike's touching her, especially without her expressed permission, she's not okay.

[> [> [> [> [> Hey! Where'd my post go? -- HonorH, 21:41:59 11/07/02 Thu

I swear I had a post. A good post. It's gone, now. Oh, well.

I didn't say her actions weren't compassionate. I said her compassion was intellectual rather than felt in this scene, that she wasn't in the moment emotionally with those feelings. To expound a bit, she is righteously doing the right thing in this scene. For herself, because that is her standard. But it doesn't feel natural.

Which is really a hard thing to argue for or against. You can call it either way from the script and SMG's performance. Suppose we'll have to call it a matter of interpretation and leave it at that.

Much of the rest is, too, so I won't drag this out arguing minutiae, when, let's face it, neither of us will ever argue the other around to our respective points of view. Celebrate diversity and all that rot.

However, I will set my stand against you on a few things:

1) Buffy's flinching. In BY, she flinched away before she knew about Spike's soul when he gave her the flashlight. Here's the difference: When Buffy touches Spike--and that's not much--Buffy doesn't flinch. When Spike touches Buffy, she does. It's a matter of control. When Buffy's doing the touching, she's okay, more or less. When Spike's doing the touching, especially without Buffy's expressed opinion, she's not okay. Which is natural. I think we'd have to be naive not to believe the AR still affects her, much as she's trying not to let it.

2) I don't think Buffy's full emotional life is frozen by Angel. I think her romantic life is, however. She's become a mother-figure to Dawn, which is a hard thing to do without getting your emotions into the swing of it. Her friendships with Willow and Xander have only grown closer thus far this season. Romantically, as far as man/woman relationships go, however, I think Buffy will always have Angel Issues (and yes, they do encroach on the rest of her life, but not nearly to such a degree). Whether or not she'll be able to get beyond those Issues really depends on if she lives long enough. Our first loves often dictate a great deal in our future love lives, even when they're not as traumatic as B/A.

3) I saw a genuine hand of friendship to Anya. If I'm not mistaken, you're not saying there absolutely isn't friendship there, but that Buffy feels more obligation than friendship now. That may be true. Buffy was really the only one who could offer the olive branch after last week, the only one who could bring Anya back into the fold. But there's genuine liking for Anya as well as obligation and perhaps guilt.

Finally, just to be clear: the reason I'm so dead-set against the word "denial" lately isn't anything personal to *anyone* on the board. It's just that it's become such a cliche, and it's really a conversation-stopper. "She's in denial" is thrown out like a trump card whenever B/S is so much as referenced, and the radical B/S 'shippers are so promiscuous in their usage of the word that I've started to get an eye-roll reflex whenever I see it. Buffy telling Spike he disgusted her last year, and she'd never be with him? That was denial. "Willow? What problem?" That was denial. "I'm not sure what exactly I feel for Spike." That's not denial. It's uncertainty.

Anyway, call it personal preference from a wordsmith who hates to see verbal inflation reduce any word's value.

[> [> [> [> [> [> I'd say it's an improvement, actually -- vh, 06:53:40 11/08/02 Fri

re: "I'm not sure what exactly I feel for Spike."

She used to be pretty adamant about her feelings.

[> [> [> [> [> [> The mixed message -- alcibiades, 08:04:37 11/10/02 Sun

1) Buffy's flinching. In BY, she flinched away before she knew about Spike's soul when he gave her the flashlight. Here's the difference: When Buffy touches Spike--and that's not much--Buffy doesn't flinch. When Spike touches Buffy, she does. It's a matter of control. When Buffy's doing the touching, she's okay, more or less. When Spike's doing the touching, especially without Buffy's expressed opinion, she's not okay. Which is natural. I think we'd have to be naive not to believe the AR still affects her, much as she's trying not to let it.

You may be right about this.

But here's a point.

Last year, Buffy spent the entire year sending Spike mixed messages about their physical relationship -- to the very end. On the very same day, she chastised him in a humiliating way about not moving on quickly enough to suit her, then chastised him in a humiliating way about the fact that he moved on too quickly which said oh so very little about his loyalty.

All of this deeply mixed emotions ended up in a sexual assault. Where she learned in a really horrible nasty brutal way that even if she denies other peoples emotions to their face, she won't always be able to control what they feel and do. And denying the reality of something doesn't make it go away. She doesn't have that control over others. Unlike Willow, she can't just go zap and have it actually go away, and even Willow may have internalized after last year that trying to have this level of control over other people is wrong.

Now Buffy is still sending the mixed emotions this year to some extent.

She doesn't think twice about twice touching Spike on his naked chest when she is doing the touching. It is a natural instinct, even a compassionate one but certainly an intimate one. She'd never have done it if they hadn't been lovers for months and she didn't felt comfortable touching his body intimately.

She also touches him when she fights with him. This episode she's got her arms around his neck.

But if he touches her on the arm or hand, she is skittish about it and jumps or has a flashback.(Note that he doesn't touch her in the fight, he just grabs the bazooka.)

And she touches him on the naked chest at least once after she has an AR flashback.

The difference is as you say a matter of control.

Huh?

Even the completest idiot has learned in HS sex ed these days that sending mixed touching signals to a person who you are skittish about being touched by because of a former sexual assault is a really stupid thing to do.

Don't touch people you don't want to touch you. Learn to control your reactions. This is just a very simple lesson in life that all girls/women learn. Unfortunately.

[> [> [> [> Re: I've really got to disagree with you. -- Freki, 13:36:39 11/07/02 Thu

I find Buffy's compassion towards Spike pretty minimal. Yes, she moved him out of the school basement. That's pretty much all she's done, and it took her several weeks of making fun of his smell, snapping her fingers in his face, and telling him to get off his ass before she did that much. Spike is not getting the same kind of support that Willow and Anya are.

And it looks like they're going to continue using Spike for extra muscle when they need it, and send him to his closet the rest of the time. He was noticeably not included in the jacket-burning at the end of the episode.

Being used is admittedly a hot button for me, because it's something that I had a really hard time with in high school. I have experienced a lot of the same treatment Spike was getting from the Scoobies last year, so he has become the character I identify with the most. I had to learn that the people whose acceptance I wanted who would use me for help with their homework or whatever, and ignore me the rest of the time, were not worthy of my respect in order to stop letting myself be used. It's made it hard for me to maintain my respect for the Scoobies when I see them treating Spike that way.

Previously, treating Spike that way could perhaps be justified because he was just an "evil, soulless thing". Well, he's no longer soulless, and the most evil thing he's doing now is leaving wet towels on the floor. Is he still just a thing? Is it still okay to be asking for his help, and ignoring him when they no longer need it? Spike feels that he doesn't deserve any better treatment now, but I don't think that justifies it.

[> [> [> [> Re: I've really got to disagree with you. -- Slain, 16:18:08 11/07/02 Thu

The way I see it, it's not a case of blame, or of condemning Buffy for not going all Florence Nightingale on Spike, and nursing him back to redemption. I don't think Buffy owes Spike anything, because she never asked him to get a soul (though clearly he thought that was what she wanted). But I do think Buffy is shutting out her feelings about Spike, whatever they are - she's treating him like he's an impoverished distant relative who's come to stay unexpectedly, which I don't think sums up all her feelings about him.

In contrast I feel she's being honest with Willow and Anya, that she isn't holding anything back with them. Of course, I agree that she's being fair with Spike, that she's being as even-handed as she can be, but the point I'm making is that she isn't being honest and tackling the 'issues'. Which, as I said somewhere above, I prefer, as I think the show works best when Buffy represses, and doesn't chat about her feelings.

I said in my above post that I thought the season wasn't going to be about postmodernism - which was a typo, because I meant to say it wasn't going to be just about postmodernism. Or, in other words, Spike might well get reinvolved with the lighter, monster-fighting side of things (not as muscle for hire, but really as part of the group), but that there are a lot of repressed issues which are going to cause some kind conflict, later on.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: I've really got to disagree with you. -- vh, 07:42:37 11/08/02 Fri

It's interesting that you say "the show works best when Buffy represses." Perhaps, but I only agree to a point. I think the series works better when the audience has some insight into the characters -- especially Buffy. When she represses to the point that she becomes a complete cipher and her actions become indecipherable, we are left scratching our heads. Aren't at least some of us in the audience supposed to identify with Buffy? It's hard to identify with someone who is this difficult to see.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Yes, agree -- alcibiades, 09:27:45 11/08/02 Fri

It's interesting that you say "the show works best when Buffy represses." Perhaps, but I only agree to a point. I think the series works better when the audience has some insight into the characters -- especially Buffy. When she represses to the point that she becomes a complete cipher
and her actions become indecipherable, we are left scratching our heads. Aren't at least some of us in the audience supposed to identify with Buffy? It's hard to identify with someone who is this difficult to see.


I agree with everything you say here. My biggest problem with Buffy this year is that I can't identify with her anymore. I also can't follow (with my heart, not my mind) the complete personality changes that occur with her role changing --

Buffy just like Spike, needs some kind of healthy integration, but she seems as fractured into Black and White as he does with his demon and his soul. I suppose in the ME template in which all characters are mirrors of Buffy, that is the storyline Spike is reflecting from Buffy.

And I think her severe facture will make her vulnerable in the upcoming confrontation with evil, just as it will make him vulnerable.

But I think we now have our biggest clue about why she is so opaque to "readers". For years, Buffy has been living frozen away from the source of her emotional strength Her actions have been deeply disconnected from, dissasociated from the seat of her passions, so that none of her actions really make sense to her. She can't understand the motivations for many of her actions because she is frozen. As she told Kendra so confidently in Season 2, it is her emotions which make her strong, which give her the edge. That is no longer true. Buffy is much stronger than she has ever been, but she is strong despite being disconnected from her essential source of strength.

So the fact that a sizeable part of the audience find Buffy difficult to read reflects the fact that Buffy has little understanding of herself or her own feelings or her own motivations -- she doesn't dig at her motives, that's too uncomfortable. She simply reacts. That is what she is best at -- it does the job well in a fight, but is detrimental in other situations.

So our lack of understanding and consensus about Buffy may be really a reflection of Buffy's own unclarity. Like a vampire, in an essential way she has no reflection, just the stoic face. She's built a castle wall around herself too scary for even herself to try to breech.

[> [> [> Disagree with some of your facts -- Robert, 19:26:04 11/07/02 Thu

>>> We learned last week that Buffy still believes herself madly in love with Angel, to the extent that she has never loved anything on this earth so much as he ...

This is not exactly what Buffy said. In Helpless she said;
I killed Angel. Do you even remember that? I would have given up everything I had to be with ... I loved him more than I will ever love anything in this life, and I put a sword through his heart because I had to.

She does not say that she is still madly in love with Angel, though it is apparantly still a great source of pain for her even after all these years. I agree with you that she exaggerated a little when she stated that she loved him more then she will ever love anything in this life; Dawn being the obvious exception.

>>> words which are pretty much belied this week by the fact that she snaps out of her enchanted love to save Dawn who is on the point of suicide. Words which Buffy has also belied in the past. She never came close to dying for Angel -- she did die to save Dawn and the world.

I have a problem with this statement. Please recall Graduation Day. First, she fought Faith, to provide Angel the blood of a slayer, to cure him. Faith could have been victorious in this battle, with the likely result of Buffy's death. Second, Buffy allowed Angel to suck her own blood to the point of her passing out. If Angel had not regained his control, she would likely have died. Third, due to blood loss, she landed in the hospital where she was nearly murdered by Mayor Wilkins. Thus, she came very close to dying three times, all for Angel.

So who did she love more? Buffy aptly demonstrated that she was willing to die for Dawn. Would she have also been willing to die for Angel? I think so, and I believe that Graduation Day sufficiently demonstrates this. The difference is that the scenario in The Gift provided Buffy with no acceptable alternatives to sacrificing her own life, whereas the scenario in Graduation Day was not nearly so bleak.

[> [> [> [> Re: Disagree with some of your facts -- alcibiades, 19:40:46 11/07/02 Thu

>>> words which are pretty much belied this week by the fact that she snaps out of her enchanted love to save Dawn who is on the point of
suicide. Words which Buffy has also belied in the past. She never came close to dying for Angel -- she did die to save Dawn and the world.

I have a problem with this statement. Please recall Graduation Day. First, she fought Faith, to provide Angel the blood of a slayer, to cure him. Faith could have been victorious in this battle, with the likely result of Buffy's death. Second, Buffy allowed Angel to suck her own blood to the point of her passing out. If Angel had not regained his control, she would likely have died. Third, due to blood loss, she landed in the hospital where she was nearly murdered by Mayor Wilkins. Thus, she came very close to dying three times, all for Angel.


True, I totally spaced Graduation Day when I posted -- but I don't think Buffy ever thought that letting Angel drink her blood would result in her death -- I don't think she would have done it in that situation, with the fate of the world in her hands, if she had been pretty clear that it would result in her death. This seems very different to me than preventing a willing Dawn from jumping and jumping to her death in her stead. So while it was possible that Angel would not regain control and would kill her, I don't think that Buffy seriously believed that would happen.

As for Faith, while Buffy did risk her life fighting her, I think she believed she was going to win - that she could kick Faith's butt. It was a very, very hard fight, but she believed truthfully she had the edge.

I accept your correction about Angel -- I was speaking loosely there.

And my point was really more about the fact that B was stuck in this moment, hadn't gotten over it, not that she was so madly in love with Angel still.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: Disagree with some of your facts -- Robert, 17:30:55 11/09/02 Sat

>>> I think she believed she was going to win - that she could kick Faith's butt.

I would interpret these scenes a little differently. I think that Buffy knew that if she lost her battle with Faith that she would die, and so would Angel. Since she was already motivated to risk her life for Angel, this is a double motivation for her not to lose the battle. Regardless, she had no real expectation that she was sufficiently better than Faith to come out of the battle victorious.

>>> but I don't think Buffy ever thought that letting Angel drink her blood would result in her death

From the shooting script;

BUFFY: It'll save you.

ANGEL: It'll kill you.

BUFFY: Maybe not, if you don't take all...

ANGEL: You can't ask me to do this.

BUFFY: I won't let you die. I can't. The blood of the Slayer is the only cure.

It is not clear from this dialogue whether Buffy expected to die or not, but she knew it was very big risk. I think that in order to take your interpretation, we would need to believe that Buffy was very confident about her abilities and her future. I don't think this was true. Ever since Prophecy Girl Buffy has been very aware of how dangerous her work was, and how likely she could end of dead at any moment.

[> [> [> [> Re: Disagree with some of your facts -- leslie, 16:40:15 11/08/02 Fri

"She does not say that she is still madly in love with Angel, though it is apparantly still a great source of pain for her even after all these years. I agree with you that she exaggerated a little when she stated that she loved him more then she will ever love anything in this life; Dawn being the obvious exception."

I don't know, I think she's speaking pretty honestly and truely--and poignantly--when she says she loved Angel more than she will ever love anything in this life; she seems to be seeing that time as the time when she could love without fear or restraint, her last innocent love. Ever since then, she has been all too aware of the price of loving someone-- it's the reason she is so emotionally frozen, and it's also *why* she is so willing to die for Dawn. I would hope that she was *wrong* when she said it, that some day she will be able to get past that fear, but I think that one statement pretty much sums up how she thinks and feels about love.

[> In regards to the hair-- -- Honorificus (The Follically-Gifted), 10:35:36 11/07/02 Thu

Straight hair is becoming passe, dearest. Nowadays, girls aren't afraid to let their natural wave show--or to help it along, when necessary. With Dawn's new length, a little experimenting with loose waves (or vagrant slutty curls) is most welcome. It shows the child moves with the times, which I can almost respect.

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