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My thoughts for Lullaby (spoilers) -- Slayrunt, 01:17:25 11/20/01 Tue

Darla is gone and I for one will miss her. If you knew my personal history, you would understand that I have a soft spot in my heart (and in my head) for the bad girl. You know the type, the crazy psycho that if you knew the truth, you would run screaming far away from her.

The beauty of a TV show is we, the viewers, get to see the truth and watch the guy get sucked in to her world.

Darla is the quintessential bad girl. Never loving, never caring, the perfect raw material for a vampire.

I have been in Angel's shoe's in the sense of having done things I was deeply sorry about. Granted I never massacred a village, or a convent or my family or.... I have done things that have hurt myself and others that I care about.

Yet, I am still drawn to the Darla's of the world, beautiful and bad, hot enough to burn you and they usually do. I try to avoid these girls in real life, but I do enjoy the view from the safety of my living room.

I would love to know the full story of her life. What happen, if anything, to cause this lovely creature to reject the world in such a way? What sad, terrible thing could create this monster? We may never know.

Darla was unpredictable. Darla was exciting. Darla was fun, Yes, in a homicidal way, but fun.

Darla was also sad and pitiful. I truly felt sorry for her. No love, no family, no real friends. No redeeming qualities, but did she redeem herself?

In the end she realized that she was wrong in the things that she did and that she could never make up for them. She found something, someone to love. Someone worth living for or more precisely dying for. Did she redeem herself? If you are asking me, yes.

I now have hope for all the bad girls of the world. It's time for me to leave the safety of my living room, run out and find myself a bad girl and ... What am I thinking? I'll stay here.
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[> Re: My thoughts for Lullaby (spoilers) -- Wisewoman, 08:19:28 11/20/01 Tue

First, I agree with you that Darla has redeemed herself.

Second, does this mean that you now have empathy for those of us who are Spike-obsessed?

;o)
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[> [> I've always had empathy... -- Slayrunt, 17:21:10 11/20/01 Tue

for those Spike-obessed.

I justed realized my Willow obession is an other bad girl thing. Boy can I pick um!
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Guardian Angels God will lend thee.....spoilers for Lullaby..... -- Rufus, 03:02:29 11/20/01 Tue

First I'd like to get out of the way the idea of Christian redemption versus redemption in Fairy Tales which seem to be a theme in the Buffyverse. Redemption isn't something owned by one religion or culture but the tales told in Fairy Tales tend to show a different idea of redemption......

"The word redemption should not be associated with Christian dogma and theology, where it is a concept with so many connotations. In Fairytales, redemption refers specifically to a condition where someone has been cursed or bewitched and through happenings or events in the story, is redeemed. This is a very different condition from that in the Christian idea." The Psychological Meaning of Redemption Motifs in Fairytales by Marie-Louise Von Franz

Why did I mention this, because of tonights Angel episode where I think Darla became redeemed, not because she deserved it if you weigh her deeds to her one act of sacrifice, but because something happened that was beyond her control.

At a time when Angel and Darla had most to lose, Holtz appears in their lives to remind them that they can do nothing to make up for all the destruction they have done over so many years. Holtz may eventually be proved to be evil, but he didn't start that way. This man sang lullabys to soothe his daughter before he cast her from the porch.

Sleep my darling Let peace attend thee All through the night

Guardian Angels God will lend thee All through the night

No forboding Will alarm thee All through the night

They will keep the peril from thee All through the night.

An Angel visited the family of Daniel Holtz bringing death and torment. Darla and Angelus destroyed these people and caused Holtz to make a deal with a demon. Except the demon hasn't been forthcoming with the facts of the new world or new Angel.

Something has happened that could bring great joy or destruction to this earth in the form of a child. Darla a prostitute facinated by the painting of the Temptation of Christ, focusing on the Leper. Could this be part of a woman who once was longing for a cleansing? Or is it just her sick sense of humor?

The Darla of tonight was about to become a mother, she still didn't want this child but for a reason that betrays her initial disgust of her pregnant condition. Darla has been given the gift of love, the ability to love.

Angel: You love it.

Darla: Completely...I love it completely.....I don't think I've loved anything as much as this life that's inside of me.

Angel: Well, you've never loved anything, Darla.

Darla: That's true....400 years, and I never did....til now.

Darla, the prostitute that loathed men, families, the living, has fallen in love with the life she carries. She says that it's soul is what has caused this change in her and she doesn't want to forget the love she has finally found, not in sex, but in Motherhood.

The translator Lilah used found a passage that says one thing......there will be no birth.

Translator: For surely in that time....When the skies open....And the heavens weep.....There will be no birth...only death.

Sleep my love And peace attend thee All through the night

Guardian Angels God will send thee All through the night.

Darla: Some mother...I can't even offer life.

Is this a Fairy Tale, a Passion Play? Darla wasn't deserving of any breaks from life or Holtz, but for some reason the mystical forces saw fit to grace her with a child, a child to this killer of children. A soulless monster who only knew how much joy she got from the pain and suffering of others. Her last moments bring a light to her unlife, in the despair of being able to feel regret and empathy for her victims Darla seemed to find a solution that was unexpected.

Darla: This child....Angel.......This child is the one good thing we did together.....The only good thing.....You make sure you tell him that.

Darla no longer had to fear the loss of the memory of loving her child as she thrust a stake into her heart to save her child and die loving someone she would never meet. She did what a loving mother would do, save her child.
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[> Re: Guardian Angels God will lend thee.....spoilers for Lullaby..... -- Cactus Watcher, 05:28:48 11/20/01 Tue

Beautiful post Rufus; well structured, says a lot, makes an impact, and doesn't waste verbage doing it. Thanks for sharing!
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[> [> nice job -- cknight, 06:10:27 11/20/01 Tue


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[> WELL PUT RUFUS, WELL PUT!!! -- vulpes, 07:20:21 11/20/01 Tue


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[> Beautiful, Rufus...*sniff* -- Wisewoman, 08:13:53 11/20/01 Tue


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[> [> That's lovely! Is it a direct quote from the episode? -- Marie, 08:33:06 11/20/01 Tue

If not - where is it from?

Marie
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[> [> [> Do you mean the song lyrics? -- WW, 09:12:21 11/20/01 Tue

Are you the Welsh Marie, or the other Marie?

Those are the English lyrics to an old Welsh (I think) hymn, called "All Through the Night."

;o)
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[> [> [> [> full lyrics to this "popular variation" of "ar hyd y nos" (still spoilers) -- anom, 12:11:10 11/20/01 Tue

There's more to each verse of the lyrics in Rufus' (amazing, Rufe!) post. I knew the music but not the words, which I found at this page. It has the original Welsh lyrics, English & German translations, & several other versions, incl. the one Holtz sang, which it calls a "popular variation":

Sleep my love, and peace attend thee All through the night; Guardian angels God will lend thee, All through the night, Soft the drowsy hours are creeping, Hill and vale in slumber steeping, I my loving vigil keeping, All through the night.

Angels [hmmm...] watching ever round thee, All through the night, In thy slumbers close surround thee, All through the night, They should of all fears disarm thee, No forebodings should alarm thee, They will let no peril harm thee, All through the night.

My take on the ep's use of this song is that Holtz' singing it in Caritas implies that he thinks what he's about to do will in some way bring peace to his daughter's spirit, or at least put to rest the last memory of her as a vamp that he carries with him--"it's all right, papa will take care of it." And of course, it gives the writers a way to clue Lorne in to what's about to happen so everyone can "Run!" Nice dovetailing there. Also a good parallel btwn. what Holtz had to do to his "daughter" & what Darla did to save her baby.

For anyone interested, the page w/the lyrics (& links to the melody) is on an international folk song website (which says "All Songs are Y2K Compliant many areY1Kcompliant"--click on that & check out the cartoon at the bottom of the Y@K rant).
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[> [> [> [> [> Oh, hide my head in shame!!!! -- Marie, 01:55:35 11/21/01 Wed

Or should I say "Shoot me, mount me, stuff me!"?

Ar hyd y nos! I can't believe I didn't twig! My only excuse is that I've never heard it sung in English, and when I sing it in Welsh, er, well, it's in Welsh, and you don't translate as you sing, do you?

It's a beautiful hymn, though, in any language!

M
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[> [> [> Sorry -- Rufus, 11:03:27 11/20/01 Tue

Almost all the quotes were from taking notes from the show using the closed caption and my ears when the cc was wrong.
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[> Just reading your post made me well up again! -- Dichotomy, 11:43:11 11/20/01 Tue

Great post Rufus! I just moved and was offline for a while. I couldn't wait to get back on so I could read all the thought-provoking insights on this board, and yours was a nice way to come "home."

That Darla chose to stake herself to save her baby was surprising, heartbreaking and touching. And the fact that I felt this way about a character I never had much sympathy for or attraction to speaks highly of the writer, methinks.
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[> Just reading your post made me well up again! -- Dichotomy, 09:35:42 11/21/01 Wed

Great post Rufus! I just moved and was offline for a while. I couldn't wait to get back on so I could read all the thought-provoking insights on this board, and yours was a nice way to come "home."

That Darla chose to stake herself to save her baby was surprising, heartbreaking and touching. And the fact that I felt this way about a character I never had much sympathy for or attraction to speaks highly of the writer, methinks.
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The Lighter Side of No Mercy (spoilers for Lullaby) -- Cactus Watcher, 06:18:21 11/20/01 Tue

OK, I'll miss Darla a little. But, honestly, when she stakes herself, my instant reaction was surprise over the plot twist, "Oh, that's what the prophecy means," and certainly not sympathy or shock that she'd died. People will disagree, but for me Darla (as many people feel about Riley) was a fairly weak character played by a weak actor.

So what does 'no mercy' mean? Obviously, Holtz wants to wait until Angel fully appreciates what it means to have a child, then take it away from him. But, last night in the glow of having a charcter I wasn't fond of removed from the show, I was thinking other things 'no mercy' could mean:

Holtz will wait until Angel has spent a couple of years changing poopy diapers, then stake him.

Holtz will wait until after the kid has spent his teenage years back-talking Angel, and is within minutes of the realization that his father knows something after all. Then Holtz will stake Angel.

Holtz will let Angel fall in love with Cordy, then let him live.

Holtz will encourage Wesley, to give Angel long narratives on translation as the the W & H translator wanted to do with Lilah.

Holtz will encourage Loren to insist Angel sing more.

Holtz will encourage Gunn to bring his old friends by the hotel more often.

Or worst of all, Holtz will bring back Darla... again!
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[> LOL. Agree with you on Darla esp -- Rahael, 07:23:05 11/20/01 Tue


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[> Re: The Lighter Side of No Mercy (spoilers for Lullaby) -- Metron, 07:54:51 11/20/01 Tue

heh sorry, couldn't disagree with you more in terms of Darla and the actress behind the fangs.

:)

But hey, that could be just me.
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[> Oooh! Mean! -- Marie, 08:04:53 11/20/01 Tue

Holtz will let Angel fall in love with Cordy, then let him live.

But it made me laugh, anyway! Guess our Cordy isn't a favourite of yours, huh? Why? I love her!

M
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[> [> Re: Oooh! Mean! -- CW, 08:08:55 11/20/01 Tue

I do like Cordelia. But, I wouldn't want to date her!
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[> [> [> Re: Oooh! Mean! -- Marie, 08:18:45 11/20/01 Tue

If I was male, I would, these days - not High School Cordy, certainly, but the Cordy we have now - absolutely!

M
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[> Re: The Lighter Side of No Mercy (spoilers for Lullaby) -- Calluna, 10:52:41 11/20/01 Tue

Let's just hope that AtS doesn't turn into "Two guys, two girls, a demon, a vampire and a baby."

And, off subject, has anyone else noticed that the supposed) background noise in some scenes of AtS is so loud that you can't hear the dialog? Especially just before Darla staked herself. I don't think I heard a bit of the dialog because the sound of the rain was so loud. Is this the same all over or is it just my TV or my WB affiliate?
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[> [> Re: Yes! Hearing problems! -- Shiver, 12:38:53 11/20/01 Tue

It isn't just you. I miss half of the dialogue on Angel - don't know if it's bad editing, or what, but the audio production SUCKS. I have to wait until the scripts come out to find out what I missed. Let's write letters!
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[> [> [> Re: Yes! Hearing problems! -- Calluna, 14:10:29 11/20/01 Tue

Yeah, I'm not nuts. I usually end up turning on the closed captioning to see what people are saying. You would think that if it were audio production problems, then there would be similar problem on Buffy? Maybe it's a conspiracy by the WB.
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[> [> [> [> Re: Yes! Hearing problems! -- Cactus Watcher, 14:33:23 11/20/01 Tue

There is a problem on Buffy! Since season 1 ep. 1. everything has been consistantly high-quality with Mutant Enemy except one thing... diction! Scarcely an ep. goes by without something being said that's incomprehensible without watching over and over or resorting to the scripts. It was especially bad in the beginning when Joss Whedon was literally inventing highschool slang on the fly. My biggest gripe about Emma Caulfield, an otherwise fine actress, is that she is frequently the Scooby Most Difficult to Understand.
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Yes! Hearing problems! -- pagangodess, 19:56:37 11/20/01 Tue

I agree with you about bad audio, and it goes for both shows. I always found Giles the most difficult to understand and not just because of his British accent.
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My perspective, and an announcement (spoilers for "Lullaby") -- dsf, 10:52:44 11/20/01 Tue

I may never be quite this vulnerable to a story again.

First, I have a happy announcement (for anyone who read my comments on Darla and that pregnant glow): my twins, Brian Nathaniel and Naomi Starr, were delivered by c-section a week ago (6:43 PM and 6:42 PM respectively, and I was back in recovery to watch "Tabula Rasa" with my husband at 8 PM!) They're doing very well, though they have to stay at a special-care hospital nursery for another couple of weeks. They were delivered at 33 1/2 weeks because Brian was showing heartbeat decelerations when I had contractions. These days that's early but not super-early. They each weighed about half what a full-term baby would weigh, and so far there have been no problems.

But can you imagine how grateful I was last night, watching "Lullaby", that they'd already been safely delivered? I think if I had still been carrying them, worrying constantly that something would go wrong (I'd been on bed rest to prevent preterm labor for a month), I'd have fallen apart when it looked like the baby was doomed.

As it was, I cried through most of the episode. I think I started crying for Darla, rather than Holtz, with the scene where she reveals that the baby's soul within her is acting as her soul. (Remember how she held on to her anger at Drusilla for turning her, even though her soul was already gone, until the vampire instincts and Dru's tears sank in? I cried then too.) At about 3/4 through the ep I thought, "What if someone staked her -- would that save the baby?" Normally I keep thoughts like that to myself, because I watch with my husband and neither of us wants to be spoiled. This time, I was so upset about what was happening that I blurted it right out. Oh, well.

I saw Darla look at the fire filling the room and felt sure that she'd figured it out too. I thought she might run into the fire, but that wouldn't have been safe for the baby. ("Uh, guys? I just thought I'd dash in there and burn up; could someone come in with me to grab the baby if this works?") I was proud of her for doing it herself, asking for no help or comfort except giving Angel the message to her child. There's a personality trait that Darla had in all incarnations.

And I've never much liked the character, though I thought both character and actor were about twenty times better on =Angel= than they'd been on BtVS. But I couldn't resist any aspect of the story or the performance last night.

I had no idea whether other viewers would be as blown away by the emotional impact as I was; I knew I was about as un-objective as I could be. So I've been reading here, eager to find out: was that episode brilliant, or was it just the right story at the right time for me?

dsf, now a mom
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[> Congratulations! And its not just you, that ep was brilliant :) -- vandalia, 11:08:41 11/20/01 Tue


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[> Re: My perspective, and an announcement (spoilers for "Lullaby") -- Kimberly, 11:08:48 11/20/01 Tue

Congratulations and good luck with your twins. I'm still assimilating last night's episode, but I agree that parenthood makes it more poignant. I was more emotionally impressed by Holtz, but that may be because my son is six, and memories of labor no longer have the immediacy you will.

Good luck on avoiding sleep deprivation and enjoy the kids. :-)))
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[> Re: My perspective, and an announcement (spoilers for "Lullaby") -- VampRiley, 11:11:51 11/20/01 Tue

I thought the ep was brilliant. Extremely moving. Congrats on the kids.

VR
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[> Blessed be both your babies, and congratulations. -- Wisewoman, 11:31:21 11/20/01 Tue

And as others have said, many of us cried along with Darla. It was indeed a brilliant episode.

;o)
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[> Congratulations! You now hold the title... -- Dichotomy, 11:54:52 11/20/01 Tue

..that comes with more challenges, heartbreak, joy and importance than any other---Mom! (That goes for Dad, too, although you get bonus points for the physical challenges part.)

The episode was great, but I think you'll find that anything that has to do with children will touch you a bit more deeply now, even if it's a stupid sitcom or 30-second Kodak ad. It's okay, here's a box of e-tissue to get you started. Ah, parenthood!
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[> Quik question -- vampire hunter D, 12:01:30 11/20/01 Tue

If you had had to stake yourself to get the kids out alive, would you have done it?
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[> [> Re: Quik answer -- Kimberly, 12:49:44 11/20/01 Tue

At least in a normal delivery, there comes a point at which you would do ANYTHING to get that thing out! (Including normally shy and retiring women threatening murder and mayhem to get approval to push.) (I may not be speaking for dsf, just another woman who's been through the process.)
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[> [> Re: Quik question -- dsf, 13:07:07 11/20/01 Tue

Yes, if (1) I knew I'd lose my soul if they died or were born; and (2) I had no one who would love me even without my soul.

So if it had been Drusilla, with a Spike who still loved her, soul or no soul... I wonder what they would have done.

dsf
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[> [> [> Re: Quik question -- Kimberly, 13:13:26 11/20/01 Tue

Actually, I think Darla's case would be the harder: to sacrifice everything for love without ever having received it? I would think it would be easier to make that sacrifice having known love.

I do think that knowing that Angel would be there for the baby and would love and raise it made it easier for her.

And that in no way desecrates her sacrifice. The one, truly good thing she's ever done. And that was a salvation for Darla.
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[> Congratulations and all the best! :) -- RabidHarpy, 12:32:44 11/20/01 Tue


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[> wow. wow. and Wow! mazel tov! (spoilers for lullaby) -- anom, 13:40:07 11/20/01 Tue

I hope you & the babies (& your husband!) are all OK & recover well. (They'll probably be fine--I was a preemie & spent my 1st 2 weeks in an incubator, & have had no major health problems.) I can't even imagine what it must have been like to watch "Lullaby" at a moment like that. I'm so glad your twins had already been born! And y'know, I hope somebody from ME reads your post.

Yes, the ep was amazing. I never saw it coming. I had done some speculation here on the effect of Darla's having a soul (though not her own) in her, but the staking--outta nowhere for me, but it made perfect sense. And only now does it occur to me, what might having had its soul serve as the soul of a vampire do to the baby?
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[> Talk about perspective! Good health to you and the twins! -- Cactus Watcher, 14:00:57 11/20/01 Tue


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[> Congratulations.....:):):) -- Rufus, 15:13:57 11/20/01 Tue


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[> Congratulations!! -- LadyStarlight, 15:41:23 11/20/01 Tue


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[> Llongyfarchiadau! Congratulations! (from another Twin) -- Marie, 08:50:14 11/21/01 Wed


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[> Congratulations and best wishes to you all. :) -- Isabel, 16:46:49 11/21/01 Wed


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Justification for Darla's Miracle Baby and Darla(Spoilers) -- LoriAnn, 13:12:51 11/20/01 Tue

Seems to me that someone has mentioned a cheesiness level regarding Darla's miracle baby. I started thinking about this, and there is a precedent for what has happened, at least, up to now. We saw on Buffy that one night the sky opened and an Angel fell to Earth. There was a great question about why this would happen. The PTB took a hand and returned Angel to his life for their own purposes. Why? Angel had repented of his evil, was working for good, and was then, after losing his soul in an act of love, sent to Acathla's hell by Buffy. He was returned to complete or solidify his redemption and to be the hands of the PTB in working good. So the PTB retrieved him from hell because he had begun an act of redemption, but through no fault of his own, wound up in hell anyway. Darla, on the other hand, was dead and brought back to vindictive life by W&H. However, she eventually was willing to die to save Angel("Trials"), and she even resisted when Dru re-vamped her. Of course, then in her re-vamped state, she was a real plague of evil. But when given the chance, when she had a soul, she had, eventually, tried to do something to redeem herself. Like Angel, she deserved another chance, but she wasn't dead, but rather undead, soulless. To allow Darla to complete her act of redemption, the PTB acted and caused Darla to conceive by Angel. The baby's soul acted as Darla's own soul and gave her the opportunity to perform a loving, selfless act, an act of redemption. In loving the baby and ending her undead existence to save it, Darla achieved, at least minimal, redemption. The baby is no more or less a miracle than Angel dropping from the sky. The PTB, in both cases, intervened to change the natural course of things. Moreover, clearly,the baby has other things to do in the plot and will serve other purposes, perhaps to catalyze Holtz's redemption or damnation. Why Angel must continue to toil on in the vinyards of the PTB is certainly a question brought up by Darla's "death bed" conversion. The only answer is that his work, whatever it exactly is, is not finished. How do these ideas affect Spike's situation? That Spike loves Buffy seems clear. However, that isn't entirely selfless, but being willing to protect Dawn at the potential cost of his undeadness is selfless. At present, Spike has not had the opportunity or the provocation to regret his vampiric ways. He still doesn't have a soul, yet if we consider Angel's and Darla's miracles as indicative of the way the PTB operate, even if Spike backslides a bit in the meantime, eventually, the PTB might very well give him that miracle opportunity to follow up on a selfless act in a way that could mean his redemption.

A small PS: I was very impressed with Julie Benz's acting and, of course, the writing in "Lullaby". I cried the first two times I watched the ep and mist up every time I think about it. It may be the demands of the role on her were less earlier in BtVS and AtS, or perhaps her acting has impooroved, but in last season's "Trials" and now "Lullaby", she has been very impressive.
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[> Re: Justification for Darla's Miracle Baby and Darla(Spoilers) -- ANON, 15:47:28 11/20/01 Tue

Simple explanation, cheesy or not: Archetype of the miracle birth = birth of a hero
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Just saw Buffy -- phoenix, 18:15:43 11/20/01 Tue

and all i can say is WOW. JOSS GETS BETTER AND BETTER EVERY SHOW.
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[> Re: Just saw Buffy -- zilla, 18:25:24 11/20/01 Tue

Could it have been much better! I think Joss did a great job in building up to it. What will happen when the rest of the SG finds out?
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[> Re: Just saw Buffy**spoilerish** -- Restless, 18:25:27 11/20/01 Tue

Do you think B/S shippers will be happy, or disturbed?!
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[> [> Re: Just saw Buffy**spoilerish** -- DEN, 18:52:57 11/20/01 Tue

A good point. Apart from the Playboy-channel explicitness, coming close to the line between erotic and pornographic, the link between sex and violence couldn't have been more obvious. It was a LONG way from Buffy/Angel and Buffy/Riley! But it's great to see Spike back! Enough of Brad--let's have our vamps vicious!
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[> [> [> Re: Just saw Buffy**spoilerish** -- maddog, 08:08:36 11/21/01 Wed

I'm sure we can thank UPN for that erotic final scene. Cause you can bet we don't see even half of that if the show's still over on family friendly the WB. UPN lets him do what he wants...I think the writers took that to heart.
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[> [> Re: Just saw Buffy**spoilerish** -- Mari_star_99, 19:15:43 11/20/01 Tue

WOW!

Joss is unbelievable! Forgive me if I'm not very coherent tonight, I had to de-lurk. Wow! As a B/S shipper I want to say I thought this was an obvious next step for them. Violent? Yes, but this is The Slayer. Violence is passe for her. Remember she is "just going through the motions". Unless Spike is involed. Then there is passion.

CRUSH (Paraphasing I don't remeber the exact qoute) Willow: Did you do anything to make him think you were interested in him. Buffy: Well I beat him up a lot. With Spike that's like third base.

Buffy is in serious denial of her feelings for Spike. There was no way she ask Spike out for dinner and a movie. Allowing herself to be caught up in the heat of the moment lessen the guilt over being attracted to the "Bad Guy" I admit at first glance violent vampire sex might look like a bad way to start a relationship. However, I think that Spike can can be good for her. A growing experience for her. If Spike also starts to grow it may work out. I think the real questions is weather and how much he can change. I he is "infected with goodness". I did sense his heart was in it when went for the little snack tonight. ...And was it just me or did that girl bear some resemblance to Buffy. I must go, gather my thoughts. There was so much in this episode.
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[> [> [> Opps above. I mean His heart WASN"T in to it. eom -- Mari_star_99, 19:20:41 11/20/01 Tue


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[> [> Re: Just saw Buffy**spoilerish** -- Tillow, 19:25:24 11/20/01 Tue

Thrilled here!!!
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[> [> [> Re: Just saw Buffy**spoilerish** -- Tellab, 19:44:05 11/20/01 Tue

Still reeling. Buffy misbehaves! And Spikey gets a new nickname, Captain Peroxide! LOL!
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[> [> DISTURBED! -- Rochefort, 20:11:29 11/20/01 Tue

Definitely disturbed. I wanted them to hook up but did it have to be so bloody sick all the way around?
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[> [> [> Re: DISTURBED! (spoilers) -- Dariel, 20:23:53 11/20/01 Tue

I found it pretty disturbing too. On the other hand, it's not surprising that Spike would have so much pent-up rage at Buffy. He's been her doormat for a long time. As for Buffy, she's pretty conflicted--still wants to be a nice, shining good girl.

I do hope they can calm down a bit and be a bit nicer to each other. A very hot sex scene, in any case.
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[> [> [> Re: DISTURBED! -- Restless, 20:24:03 11/20/01 Tue

I felt same but will rewatch. Intense foreplay. Not sure what it means yet.
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[> [> [> [> Re: DISTURBED! -- Tiger, 19:14:51 11/21/01 Wed

It means the writers have been hearing all the BS about B/S hooking up, pro and con, and decided to upset the hopes of both sides of the issue. You don't want Buffy to hook up with Spike? Too bad! You want Buffy to hook up with Spike? Be careful what you wish for! This is typical for this show, which defies expectations constantly. Now where do we go from here?

If you were hoping for a June wedding, you are deluding yourself. It is obvious that this is not a healthy relationship. The only question I have is how final the divorce will be. I'm betting not too final, if only because Spike is the most complex character on the show and one the writers obviously like to write for - and I don't see them going the other way and renaming the show "Spike the Vampire."
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[> [> Re: Just saw Buffy**spoilerish** -- sl, 22:11:15 11/20/01 Tue

what else could it be with Spike, happy and disturbed!!!
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[> [> Re: Just saw Buffy**spoilerish** -- Talia, 22:46:16 11/20/01 Tue

Mostly disturbed, but still hopeful. I suppose we shouldn't be surprised at the violence; Spike's previous girlfriends were Drusilla and Harmony, for heaven's sake! Plus Buffy's behavior towards him hasn't done much to bring out his gentle side. Buffy meanwhile still has divided feelings on Spike. Being a B/S shipper I feel that the side of love is stronger, but she doesn't realize that yet. Also, for the first time since Angel she has a guy that she doesn't have to watch her slayer strength around. Spike can take a beating. How much do I love the visual metaphor of the house collapsing around them? I would not have chosen for it to happen this way, but the air of desperation and doom that has surrounded the B/S moments this season rings true to the characters and situation. Beautifully done, Joss and Co. The hopeless romantic in me is angry (I'm a sap: when I see William the Bloody Awful Poet I just want to give him a big hug. I'm rooting for Spike's road to redemption, not a slide into renewed violence), but as usual this show is so good I have to put aside my opinions and give it a big ol' WOW!! Where do we go from here? There's a long way down to slide, but a lot of up to climb as well.
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[> Is it possible to give the actual writer credit? Joss doesnt do every show. 9(nt) -- Bilbo Bagins, 01:28:47 11/21/01 Wed

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[> [> Absolutely! :) -- RH, 07:42:43 11/21/01 Wed


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[> [> Re: Is it possible to give the actual writer credit? Joss doesnt do every show. 9(nt) -- Q, 21:01:58 11/21/01 Wed

I've heard that Joss pretty much develops the entire story and where he wants it to go all on his own. He then assigns writers certain episodes--there job is to add dialogue, cute jokes, and basically all of the fine brush techniques that bring Joss' vision to the screen. If this is the case, he does deserve most of the credit, unless your complimenting a certain exchange of witty dialogue or character quirk.

This is just what I have red somewhere though.
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Look Who's Talking (spoiler for smashed) -- Neaux, 19:57:02 11/20/01 Tue

Hey! its me! Actually its what I'm titling this little piece about communication problems / failure coming to a head in this episode.

So this is what I gather from watching Smashed. The idea of lack of communication or failed communication takes up the whole episode.

The Biggest example of this is Spike's determination to speak to Buffy. He wants her to acknowledge their relationship and fails through his many confrontations. So BAM! He does the practical. He calls her on the phone. This is the biggest scene in the episode (besides the climax... uh sorry for puns) because it perfectly illustrates the idea of communication failure.

Spike does the most logical, civil and polite thing (for him anyway) by calling buffy on the phone for a date/meeting. and even then Buffy will not hear what he has to say and ignores the date. The only way Buffy GETS the message is through a severe beating.... but on to the other examples with the rest of the scoobie gang...

Buffy (1) fails to tell Willow of her feelings in Willow's bedroom.. she puts it off for another time

Buffy (2) refuses Spike throughout the whole ep.

Buffy (3) refrains from calling Giles..

Buffy (4) only speaks to Xander and ANya about Willow's magic problem and still wont confront willow yet.

Tara (1) wont speak to Willow, only to DAwn.

Willow (1) wont speak to anyone really For example, when you think she is going to email Giles.. she doesnt.. she starts searching the web through Magik.

Amy (1) misunderstands Willow's feelings about Tara and tries to conjure a date at the bar.

Amy (2) wont talk to her dad yet.

Xander (1) only speaks about Willows' magic problem to Buffy .. for the first time you get his opinion about the situation.. but it is only after Anya speaks publicly about it.

anya (1) gets the importance of communication.. but still doesnt get the Tactfulness of it.. heh..

I'm sure there are many other examples and more significance.. but its late for me and I couldnt sleep until I typed this all out...

Anyone please feel free to elaborate on this or add more examples.. or give a deeper meaning to my ramblings..
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[> Good points -- Traveler, 20:30:35 11/20/01 Tue

I hadn't thought about the "lack of communication" theme. I think you're definitely on to something there.

Another theme might be, "give yourself to the dark side!" Muhahaha. Sorry. Anyway, Willow seems to have lost all moral bearing and casts magic wantonly. Buffy is also pretty wanton with Spike. Both really give no thought to the consequences of their actions. Nor do they take responsibility for them.
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[> [> Re: Good points -- DEN, 20:47:15 11/20/01 Tue

Both of the above postings are extremely perceptive. And the aabsence of communication facilitates the "wanton" (excellent word choice) behavior of Willow and Buffy, whose deep friendship has been a lodestone, one of the major stabilizers in a situation always on the verge of entropy. Now, no one is minding the store.
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[> [> [> Re: Good points -- Tellab, 21:06:13 11/20/01 Tue

Nor Dawn, save for Tara.
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[> [> [> Communication 2 way street -- Neaux, 05:02:02 11/21/01 Wed

That is one of the major problems... It is that communication is a two way street. One of actually talking and the other of Listening.

and Listening is the Key.

The problem is that after OMWF.. everyone was able to hear what everyone else had to finally say... and I think that frightened the gang... so NObody wanted to listen to anything the others had to say after that episode.

Hence the continued lack of communication.
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[> [> [> [> Re: Communication 2 way street -- RH, 07:55:21 11/21/01 Wed

"The problem is that after OMWF.. everyone was able to hear what everyone else had to finally say... and I think that frightened the gang... so NObody wanted to listen to anything the others had to say after that episode."

...excellent points...
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The perspective of one Buffy/Spike shipper (Spoilers seasons 5 & 6) -- Traveler, 20:21:51 11/20/01 Tue

When Spike first started going all ga ga over Buffy, I thought it was really funny. I had a little bit of sympathy for him, but I didn't particularly care to see them hook up. However, after he withstood torture on her behalf, I began rooting for him more and more. Since then, he has saved her life and the lives of her loved ones countless times with no expectation of reward. That plus he's a hopeless romantic. How can you not want to see someone like that get the girl?

So, OMWF should have been a wonderful episode for a Spike/Buffy shipper, because we finally get to see them kiss. The problem is Buffy's one little line, "this isn't real." In one move, Joss gave us what we wanted most and made it almost worthless. Buffy kisses Spike, but it doesn't mean she loves him.

Then, Tabula Rasa took things one step further. After this episode, I was fully convinced that Spike was on the path toward some kind of redemption and would eventually be someone that Buffy could truly love. At this point, my biggest fear was that Buffy would continue to abuse him.

And then came Smashed... which turned everything on its head. Spike tries to isolate Buffy by telling her that he is the only person for her. He immediately tries to kill a mortal when he thinks his chip isn't working. Finally, he tells Buffy that she isn't human and they have sex. But this sex isn't about love; it's about lust and power and control. Once again, the writers give us what we want and then make it worthless. No more redemption for Spike. No love between Buffy and Spike. In fact, it is as if the writers are telling us that Spike's love was never real. Buffy tells Spike that he doesn't love her; he loves pain. And Spike tacitly agrees with her! Indeed, he seems to be satisfied with the physical relationship, just as he was with the Buffybot. It's as if all the incredible things he did for Buffy, all the really beautiful ways in which he proved his love for her, were all a lie! All the growth and changes we've seen in his character were erased in one episode. I cannot describe how much this fact pisses me off. Someone please please tell me that I'm wrong and there's something I'm just not seeing, because I can't stand the way things are going. Which is ironic, considering that I am a Buffy/Spike shipper.
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[> Re: The perspective of one Buffy/Spike shipper (Spoilers seasons 5 & 6) -- Restless, 20:32:12 11/20/01 Tue

I too had exact same conflict.

But I have to believe ME would not set up all of the tender, loving scenes where Spike demonstrates true devotion to Buffy just to have an abusive relationship between them. I think it's their way of reconstructing a semi-healthy real relationship by exploring this angle first. Spike isn't completely good or evil so the relationship will have a long way to go to become believable and legitimate. I hope this is a detour.
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[> [> Re: The perspective of one Buffy/Spike shipper (Spoilers seasons 5 & 6) -- Ramo, 06:17:42 11/21/01 Wed

As a B/S shipper, I was in denial for a while. I though Spike might actually become "good", but later realized this was probably only because of the fact that Spike is "Love's Bitch".

Last season, the same issue arose with Buffy and Riley. Their relationship became merely physical, and Riley had a little talk with Spike about this. Spike's words:

"Sometimes I envy you so much it chokes me. And then sometimes I think I've got the better deal. To be that close to her and not have her... To be all alone even when you're holding her, feeling her, feeling her beneath you, surrounding you, the scent of -- no, you've got the better deal."

So Spike would like for Buffy to love him, but he'll settle. Buffy, she needs an excape, and Spike is convieniently there, and Buffy herself has clearly made this a lust/ hate relationship by initiating the fighting. When Spike thought he had his chip out, he wanted to be evil, but who knows if he really would have actually killed that woman. This may be a very unhealthy relationship!
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[> [> [> Re: The perspective of one Buffy/Spike shipper (Spoilers seasons 5 & 6) -- Spike Lover, 08:53:05 11/21/01 Wed

Have a little faith in Joss. You never know what he is planning, but he knows that Spike is very popular.

Now, the reason why I love Spike is because he is "bad" (or thinks he is.) Some women have a weakness for "bad". But not a weakness for evil. He is also romantic.

What I see about the S/B relationship up to this point was, as she told Spike, "What are you going to do, walk 2 steps behind me?"

That is exactly what has been going on. They were not equals. She was on a pedestal and she knew it. (Like when she was going up the stairs in the final episode of last season, and he say, "I know you could never love me.") Or in the alley scene when she tells him that she does not want to "dance" because he is beneath her.

By making it possible so that Spike could hit her into next week when she beats up on him, they have made him an equal. That was what he was getting at. Outside the museum, she told him that he was an evil thing, and his reply was that (he) could change and had, and was she successful in making herself believe that he was a thing.-

Last night when he was telling her that she came back wrong, he was not trying to isolate her (or maybe he was,) but mainly he was saying, if I am a thing, so are you. Again, this puts him as her equal. Healthy relationships must be based on equality.

Don't be depressed!! (At least about this.) Remember, as they were explaining last week, if Spike "turned" completely good and started trying to seek redemption for years of evil, he would no longer be Spike, but a carbon-copy of (boring) Angel. I too don't know if he really would have gone through with killing that girl, I think he just wanted to test the chip.

I too fear that Buffy is only using Spike, though there is a chance that at some point she will reveal a little feeling she has hidden deep within her. I fear that Spike will get hurt. I continue to wonder if Buffy is capable of loving anyone, (I have wondered this for years) and now that she is back from the dead, I wonder even more.
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[> Yeah, but what about...(Spoilers, Smashed) -- Dariel, 20:33:45 11/20/01 Tue

...the look on Spike's face when she, ahem, let's him in. He looks totally surprised and adoring, and pulls her in to a kiss. In fact, as soon as she started kissing him, he stopped with the violence, while she was still throwing him around a bit.
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[> Re: The perspective of one Buffy/Spike shipper (Spoilers seasons 5 & 6) -- pagangodess, 20:57:47 11/20/01 Tue

'She needs a little demon in her man'. Lets face it, otherwise we'd end up with another Buffy/Riley rerun. I'm a huge Buffy/Spike shipper, but I certainly would not want to see them all mushy (eg.Something Blue). Besides, I remember Dracula saying that her power was rooted in darkness (5x01). It may be they have found some common ground.

And lets not forget, that Joss always has something up his sleeve. He'll thow us for another loop again, before we even have the time to recover from the previous numerous spins he's given us this season alone.

Can't think any more, still reeling from the episode. Bravo, Joss.
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[> Re: The perspective of one Buffy/Spike shipper (Spoilers seasons 5 & 6) -- sl, 21:23:03 11/20/01 Tue

great post!! I so agree.
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[> [> Re: The perspective of one Buffy/Spike shipper (Spoilers seasons 5 & 6) -- sl, 21:30:43 11/20/01 Tue

oh yea I forgot about the look on Spike face, it was adoration and making sure she wanted to. He stope being violent. But she through him against a wall. He didn't know what to do , he was so overwhelmed.
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[> Re: The perspective of one Buffy/Spike shipper (Spoilers seasons 5 & 6) -- Deeva, 22:43:23 11/20/01 Tue

I can't say that I was disappointed with the outcome. Delightfully surprised, maybe. I'm a huge B/S shipper, too. But it's not all about the "mush" and oogly eyes (Yuck! That makes me nauseous.)

Ahhhhhh, the genius of Joss. How when all us shippers out there clamor for "Spuffy" and he gives us OMwF and that throw-away "This isn't real" kiss. I can just see him now. "Yeah, I'll 'em what they want and THEN some! Mwahahahahahaha!"

As for the sex, I agree that it was about the physicality of it, the control, lust and power, too. But it could also be about testing each other. The "We're already pushing it, why not see how far this/you will go?" The pain/pleasure/love seem to go hand in hand for vamps. At least with the relationships that we see of Darla/Angelus/Drusilla/Spike/Harmony (Well, love seems to only really apply to Spike and Dru, in this case.) Sadism is a big part of how they all relate to each other. What other show has so many references to S&M ? Maybe the sex was also about eliminating an element to see what is truly there behind all the "dancing". Is it real? Or is it just lust? I think it's more than lust but I will go so far to say that this is "twue wuv" (Sorry, watching too much Princess Bride and couldn't resist!)

And as for Spike's being seemingly satisfied with his physical relationship with Buffybot. I didn't get that vibe. He was like anybody with a new toy. You play with it and check out all of the options. Then, when you've figured it all out and have seen it's limitations. You start to think, "Now, why did I get this again?" I'm not positive on how many days, if any at all, passed before Buffybot's limitations became apparent to him but he was not satisfied for long. In Afterlife, we see Spike look at Alive Buffy and for a moment he mistakes her for Buffybot and almost dismisses her. The look on his face, before he realizes that she is the real deal, is one of disgust. Buffybot is a reminder to Spike of his weak moments. She probably has been a walking reminder for at least 100 some odd days. That's a tough thing to face every day.

Spike's growth has not been thrown away, it has not been all for naught. I've always placed my faith in Joss & ME and don't really question what they are giving us because in the end everything will become clear. Whether it's the ending I want or not, it always works. You have to take the lumps of coal along with the sugar.
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[> [> Arghhhhh!! I meant to say.... -- Deeva, 22:46:54 11/20/01 Tue

tha I will NOT go so far as to say that this is "true love". Sigh.
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[> Re: The perspective of one Buffy/Spike shipper (Spoilers seasons 5 & 6) -- Aquitaine, 05:32:06 11/21/01 Wed

I agree that Smashed was disquieting but I don't agree that any of Spike and Buffy's actions in previous episodes was nullified. Remember, it's supposed to be a bit of a dance. Two steps forward, one step back. I also have to disagree with your assessment that the fighting and the sex were all about lust, power and control. I suggest to you that they were about fears and disappointments. I saw their... intercourse (as opposed to their fighting) as passionate and fevered but not violent. The eye contact, particularly, was very moving. I was also greatly relieved that they got to say some bald truths to each other. Most important of all, this may be the only way to snap Buffy out of 'going through the motions' mode.

As a B/S shipper, I am very curious to see how this relationship will develop. It is certainly bringing out the best and the worst in each of them. I think they may both need some time to recover from this but they will come out stronger.

JMO

-Aquitaine
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[> [> Re: The perspective of one Buffy/Spike shipper (Spoilers seasons 5 & 6) -- SpikeIsIt, 08:45:50 11/21/01 Wed

It's simple, people lie. Don't admit to their true feelings. Fail to recognize it. Buffy lies every time she pushes Spike away. Remember his struggle when he first realized he loved her? Now he's not afraid to say "love" even after being kicked around by her. If she doesn't care about him, if it isn't love, what is it? If she really despites him so much, why she gives in every time he's around? He knows why, she doesn't yet. And last thing - her conversation with Willow. What was that about? Was it about choices we make not being always right? What's her choice? Is it denial or submission?
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[> Re: The perspective of one Buffy/Spike shipper (Spoilers seasons 5 & 6) -- isis_01, 09:34:58 11/21/01 Wed

With humblest apologies-could some one tell me what a Buffy/Spike shipper is? Also, who is ME? I'm new to this...just discovered this site about two weeks ago and am completely impressed. The postings on this site are fabulous!
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[> [> Welcome! I really like your screen name! -- RabidHarpy, 09:45:23 11/21/01 Wed

(I've always been a big Isis fan - do you remember the Marvel cartoon way-back-when?)

I just found out what ME was last week - it stands for "Mutant Enemy" - the name of Joss Whedon's Company?! Something like that - they produce both "Buffy" and "Angel". B/S "shippers" are people who are pro-Buffy & Spike's relationship/romance.

Hope that helps, and we hope to see more posts from you! :)
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[> [> [> Re: Welcome! I really like your screen name! -- isis_01, 10:56:04 11/21/01 Wed

Thanks for the welcome-and the explanation. I never was into comic books-but I've heard great things about Marvel- I'm actually a 6th grade teacher-and ancient Egypt consumes us for a while each year. Again thanks to all that have raised my consciousness of Buffydom!
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[> [> [> stupid from the start -- isis_01, 11:21:27 11/21/01 Wed

yikes! sorry about the comic book comment-you said cartoon-not comic- that's what i get for trying to work and post at the same time! (and no,i never did see the cartoon either)
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[> [> [> [> We all make mistakes - no problem! :) -- RabidHarpy, 11:31:05 11/21/01 Wed

There was also a television show/movie apparently - you can download pictures, etc. at: http://shazam.imginc.com/othermedia/isistv/
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Reflections on Smashed (spoilers) -- Solitude1056, 21:52:34 11/20/01 Tue

Several things - read through the other threads, and communication was definitely a cornerstone of this episode, but I feel like I'm missing something. I've been thinking about the titles that Joss chooses, and "Smashed" has so many different meanings. I, too, heard the rumor that Spike's chip would malfunction somehow, and figured, ah, here's our moment of truth.

If I've got the chronology correct, Buffy had just rejected Spike yet again when he smacked her & realized he wasn't feeling pain. His immediate reaction was that he could finally get a snack... but as soon as he had the girl cornered, I was surprised she didn't roll her eyes at him. I mean, it reminded me of adolescent friends trying to talk themselves up for losing their virginity. Okay, here I am, I'm ready, any minute now, okay, I'm gonna do this, here I go, see, watch me going, okay... You get the picture.

So I don't think "smashed" refers to the chip, obviously, nor does it refer to Spike's state of grace - or destruction thereof - post-chippiness. At that point, I began wondering if "smashed" is supposed to be in the more colloquial sense, of being drunk or high to a point where a person is out of control. Smashed, schnockered, slammed. But while Willow and Amy were drinking, neither displayed an excessive drunkenness. Perhaps a little out of control with the magick, but not to the point where they themselves were out of control of themselves... by that, I mean, they didn't go to a point where they could not undo what they had done (since we did see that they undid the whole shebang). And "smashed" in that sense usually IME denotes a point-of-no-return.

So what got smashed, anyway?

For starters, Spike's insecurity.

Hunh, you say?

Buffy's spent the past few episodes continuing on her high horse, same as season five. Spike's beneath her, a lesser being. And she elaborated this time, calling him not a vampire, not a man, accusing him of confusion about his identity. Unlike previous episodes where she's sliced him, this time he wasn't perturbed or swayed by his emotional reaction. The chip's malfunction smashed his perception that Buffy=good, and Spike=not-good. Buffy's non-humanness evens the playing field. She may not be human, but she's still good; Spike may not be vampire or human, but he's not (necessarily) evil. He doesn't need to tell her that he's the only one she can talk to; he doesn't need to get down on his knees anymore. She's in as much of a quandry about her very existence as he is, and more to my point, this knowledge has not only smashed the existing dynamics between them, it's also smashed Spike's illusion that Buffy is untouchable (on several levels).

Meanwhile, I was surprised to see that Joss was considerably more subtle in the Amy/Willow development than I'd been led to believe based on the previews. It wasn't that Amy pushed Willow into abusing magick, but that she unwittingly said and suggested the right things to open the door for Willow. Amy, like Buffy, seems to be operating in a state of "this isn't real," and thus consequences may be less of an issue right now for her. How can there be consequences when the primary action isn't real? So in Willow's case, her 'level-headedness' and instinctive psychic-brakes were not applied, as Amy helped her smash through the last of any external rules about magick and its suitable uses. Until now, Willow has offered to use magick, and used it without asking first, inappropriately but not maliciously (decorations, cleaning, etc) as well as selfishly but with extreme justification (post-Oz, Lethe's bramble, resurrection, etc). But she's never used it without having any cause except that of her own amusement. She has acted, in almost all situations, out of a belief that her magick was helping someone, as a way to 'fix' a situation or hurt. Tonight, with Amy, she wasn't using magick to 'fix' anyone else's pain or hurt - she didn't even verbally rationalize that her actions with Amy were to make Amy feel better, a very Willow-like and expected behavior. Instead, Willow smashed through her illusory self-justification and is falling head-first into self-satisfaction. If nothing else, at least it's more honest than her previous actions, which gives me hope.

And perhaps, also, Buffy's illusions were smashed as well. No, not about Spike, although thanks to him. The way I see it, she's aware that there's lasting emotional damage from having been in heaven, but that's emotional. As Spike reminded her in OMWF, the only way to heal is by living. So, she slowly puts herself back together, and starts healing. When that's done, she's back to being Buffy. Now Spike's discovery has smashed all her hopes that this would be true - she isn't entirely human, and she may in fact harbor the very thing(s) inside her that it's her job to kill. Her precious illusion that she could return in one piece physically, and that the rest would slowly heal, is just that: an illusion. And Joss smashed it for us, along with everyone else's illusions.

Hm, so, think of anyone else with shattered illusions after this episode?
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[> Re: Reflections on Smashed (spoilers) -- Traveler, 22:45:57 11/20/01 Tue

Very good points, Sol. You know, it just occured to me that maybe Spike did smash some of Buffy's beliefs about him. Before he was chipped, Spike was never a match for Buffy in fights. She cleaned his clock more times than I can remember. After he fell in love with her, he took her abuse without even fighting back. This was the first episode ever that Spike stood toe to toe with her and gave as good as he got, on every level. That's something that niether Angel or Riley ever managed to do while they were dating her. I wonder if Buffy respects Spike now because he was able to stand up to her?
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[> Re: Reflections on Smashed (spoilers) -- mundusmundi, 05:01:10 11/21/01 Wed

Great post, and I concur. One thing about Spike: As usual, I think he's partly right and partly wrong. He's right about Buffy being different, about "coming back wrong." But he also appears to believe (or hope) that she's 100% demon or something, that she's just like him, more or less. But it seems unlikely that Buffy is soulless. Perceptive as he is, I think even Spike's expectations are going to be further smashed. (And, yes, I've got a theory...based on something William P. Blatty wrote at the end of Legion, but *heh* I'm still formulating.)
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[> Re: Reflections on Smashed (spoilers) -- Aquitaine, 05:53:11 11/21/01 Wed

Great post.

I particularly like your commentary on Spike's fundamental insecurity, which after all is/was his fatal flaw. His desire to be 'confident' and 'accepted' is what got him vamped in the first place. I see "Smashed" as an opportunity for him to grow out of that old pattern and focus on his true strengths.

Like you, I took his little psych-myself-up speech before trying to bite the woman as a good sign.

The playing field (and the house of cards) has been leveled. As Spike said in 'The Gift': "Presto. No barriers". The walls literally came crashing down. Now all we have are the foundations. Buffy and Spike can start communicating and interacting in ways even 'shippers never expected. I think there is much more than sex, romance, violence, and lust going on here.

Isn't it most coincidental (not!) that all this mayhem is happening on the heels of Giles' departure. Mwahahaha. This show is evil. Everything either falls into place (or falls apart) perfectly. The funny part at this moment is that I am now counting on Anya (Anya!) to be the voice of reason.

-Aquitaine
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[> [> Re: Reflections on Smashed (spoilers) -- DEN, 06:35:22 11/21/01 Wed

Terrific post, Sol. As for Buffy, we really have so little data that it's ALL speculation. But your take on Spike is great! And as a careful (obsessed?)follower of the Willow thread--as most of my postings show--you're spot-on about her use of magic(k)to change reality substantially for her casual amusement. You're right too about Amy's role as (dare I say it) facilitator: "let's go out and have some fun)." BTW, Willow's taste in drinks has changed as well as her taste in clothes. The martini was a FAR cry from her usual coffee concoctions.
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[> Re: Reflections on Smashed (spoilers) -- Caligo, 07:55:30 11/21/01 Wed

"Smashed" could also refer to that poor house that Buffy and Spike got physical in. I mean that was seriously smashed to bits...
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[> Re: Reflections on Smashed (spoilers) -- Malandanza, 10:08:57 11/21/01 Wed

"Hm, so, think of anyone else with shattered illusions after this episode?"

I'd say a great many B/S fans had their romantic illusions Smashed :)

Buffy and Spike are not a couple. Buffy isn't going to be dropping by to watch Passions with Spike, they will not be drinking hot cocoa together after a hard night of slaying, they will not be moving in together with Spike as the doting, but stern, stepfather for Dawn. Spike will not be redeemed -- he will never be a "real boy" -- he is not on the path of redemption, nor has he ever been. His past good works were for one thing -- to get Buffy. Now he had her, and everything's changed. I doubt we'll be seeing sensitive Spike any longer than we saw sensitive Parker.

(of course the B/S 'shippers will say "what about when Buffy was dead? He still helped out" -- but that's because he's warped. He liked dead Buffy better than living Buffy -- she was an ideal he could worship and fantasize about without Buffy's real hatred intruding to ruin his happy delusions).

In spite of the disturbing sex scene (which resembled Noir-Angel/Darla's disturbing sex scene), this was a great episode for me -- finally and end to the threatening romance between Spike and Buffy :)
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[> [> Re: Reflections on Smashed (spoilers) -- mm, 11:36:26 11/21/01 Wed

In spite of the disturbing sex scene (which resembled Noir-Angel/Darla's disturbing sex scene), this was a great episode for me -- finally and end to the threatening romance between Spike and Buffy

Yikes! Let's hope little Spike Jr. doesn't come along.
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[> [> [> Re: Reflections on Smashed (spoilers) -- cat, 11:56:25 11/21/01 Wed

Yikes! Let's hope little Spike Jr. doesn't come along.

Ok, I DON'T think this will EVER happen, but had to share the thought of a friend: "Hmmm, more unprotected sex? Maybe Buffy will have a girl, who will grow up, hook up with Angel's son, and the child THEY have will be the messiah."
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[> [> [> [> She IS the Quisach Haderach? ;) -- vandalia, 12:59:07 11/21/01 Wed


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Who are the "evil" nerdy trio? ((spoiler for smashed, season 6 BtVS, season 3 AtS)) -- JBone, 21:58:45 11/20/01 Tue

At first I thought the freakishly bad guy trio were the writer's instrument of having a little fun at the expense of a part of their audience. But now, I'm starting to wonder. These threee losers are a lot like Xander and Willow in their high school years. The whole sci-fi thing with Xander knowing a lot about Star Wars, comic books (Spiderman and Superman), Star Trek, Babylon 5, and so on, and so on. Xander has haphazardly moved forward with life, while these geeks are still stuck in the basement. In high school, Willow was Miss Science Club and novice witch. For some reason we don't see the science side of Willow anymore, and her wiccan powers have grown tremendously.

I'm sure I'm only seeing a portion of this, but I believe ME is showing us how much the scooby gang has evolved by showing us what they, in a way, use to be.

On totally different topic, first the guy who played Cain in BtVS "Phases" shows up on AtS as Sahjhan. Now, according to the "next week on Buffy", they guy who played Zachary Kralik in BtVS "Helpless" is coming back to Buffy. I also remember the guy who played Ken in BtVS "Anne" showing up on AtS "The Bachelor Party" playing Richard Straley. Is this like Star Trek where they keep on recasting actors into other parts?

All said, the only way these two series could get better would be if they poured chili on it. And maybe some cheddar and onions. Anyone else hungry?
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[> Come to think of it, I am kinda hungry now...........Spoilers -- Rufus, 22:09:28 11/20/01 Tue

Jeff Kober was in China Beach and Kindred the Embraced playing a vampire from the clan Nosferatu.......can't wait to see him next week playing what looks like Willow's Svengali of the Dark Side. Willow was arrogant to think that her power was the only power.....Giles did warn her.
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[> Re: Who are the "evil" nerdy trio? ((spoiler for smashed, season 6 BtVS, season 3 AtS)) -- Neaux, 04:31:13 11/21/01 Wed

also of Note was that Xander was reading a D & D manual without even realizing it...

His nerdiness is disappearing!!
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[> Any show that lasts will recycle its better guest actors -- CW, 06:02:21 11/21/01 Wed

Especially if they keep playing characters that get killed off!
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[> Re: The Trio(Spoilers to 'Smashed' and AtS' 'Lullaby' -- Age, 07:33:19 11/21/01 Wed

In their number I think that they represent the three characters, Buffy, Willow and Xander, being transitional figures(the plan they mentioned) as the three begin their journey from the parents' basement of life, adolescence,(and in Buffy's case, the ultimate parental figure's basement of death, heaven) to adulthood. The first part of their plan, getting the diamond, this cold, perfect, hard dead thing sitting in a museum(heaven) may be symbolically a re-enactment of Willow's resurrection spell as the flame of the blow torch and the circle it makes imply. Having gotten the diamond, the trio then use a freeze ray which symbolically describes Buffy this season. The scene also contains the idea of blowing hot and cold, of going to extremes, like heaven and hell. Buffy seems to be in this same phase of her life. The scene could equally describe Spike's attempt to penetrate Buffy's defences, but being left out in the cold, so to speak.(Incidentally, the aerial descent of one of the trio in the museum scene may harken back to Buffy's descent from heaven, with the other two of the trio representing the Scoobies with feet on ground.)

Also, the trio's plan to take over Sunnydale has a metaphorical component: their success would be Buffy's failure; it would imply that the pull of remaining adolescent had won. Perhaps we will see Xander, Willow and Buffy pulling together to fight the trio as a symbolic representation of their movement towards adulthood? That is speculation, not spoiler.

Holtz on AtS may be playing a similar transitional figure to Angel, but not as the pull of adolescent life out of control, but the consequences of adolescent life out of control, as vampires represent; in the trio's plan and in Holtz's revenge we will see a rite of passage, a test of these characters as they move towards adulthood.

Age.
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[> [> Very convincing indeed...... -- Rahael, 12:09:35 11/21/01 Wed

Along with your other post about Angel and Buffy's thematic connections.

I'm going to have to watch AtS 1&2 side by side with Buffy now.
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Spike's chip (spoilers for Smashed) -- bugman, 22:21:18 11/20/01 Tue

Anyone "got a theory" how Spike's chip actually works. Spike's ability to attack Buffy in Smashed raises some questions about the chip.

Spike was able to hit Buffy without the chips usual infliction of blinding pain. Let's assume that Buffy is indeed (as Spike asserts) not 100% human since she was brought back to like. How did the chip know this, and allow Spike to act on his desires.

Initially, it appeared that the chip might have functioned by reacting to Spike's conscious mind. In The Initiative, he was unable to feed off of Willow, possibly since he was aware she was human. Spike was also able to attack vamps/demons since he knew they were not human.

In Smashed, he was able to fight with Buffy. This ability suggests the chip has some type of power to discern the essence of external individuals. Did the Initiative really have the ability to design such a chip? It seems unlikely since they relied on technological means. A chip to evaluate the essence of others, suggests a mystical power. Given the Initiatives operations, the manufacturing of a magical chip seems unlikely.

Let's say that the chip does really react to Spike's desires. Perhaps Spike suspected that Buffy wasn't quite right after she came back to life. In this case, the chip did not prevent or punish him from hitting Buffy since he believes she is not completely human. I think this is more plausible than a magic Initiative chip.

Another interesting point is what if Spike is wrong? Perhaps there is nothing wrong with Buffy. Was Spike able to convince himself, and therefore the chip, into believing Buffy was different? If this is true, then can Spike condition the very chip that was meant to condition him?

Anyone have any ideas. I think these questions have some interesting implications for Buffy and the true character of Spike.
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[> One problem (spoilers for Smashed) -- Slayrunt, 22:34:06 11/20/01 Tue

Spike attacked the human mugger, saying he thought the mugger was a demon and the chip went off.

I like your theory though. I agree about the Initiative and the magic part, so I'm stumped on how the chip works.
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[> [> Re: One problem (spoilers for Smashed) -- Simon Agenbroad, 16:21:14 11/21/01 Wed

The chip detects SOMETHING. It is true that a "soul detector" (actually, hasn't spike hit Angel without a migrane?) doesn't sound like Initiative technology. However, if the Initiative discovered some sort of detectable difference between humans and demons, they just wouldn't CALL it that, they would have some suitable, scientific sounding name for it. It is important to remember that we only have the word of some Initiative technology that buffy "hasn't come back right." This give the writers PLENTY of wriggle room. I am curious to see how they work this out. I was actually glad to see this development, because I am of the opinion that if you don't make successfully raising Buffy from the dead take more than a couple of episodes, than you radicly devalue death as a plot device, something alluded to in "once more with feeling" (Hey I've died twice)
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[> Re: Spike's chip (spoilers for Smashed) -- Calluna, 22:35:42 11/20/01 Tue

Does anyone actually remember Spike trying to hit Buffy after the chip was put in? I mean, all the way back to Season 4. He's tried to injure Willow and Xander, but i don't remember him trying to injure Buffy. Maybe he's just assumed all this time that he'd get a migraine if he harmed Buffy. And if you follow through with all the "Slayers aren't quite human" theories, maybe the chip would never have worked on Buffy anyway.
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[> [> Re: Spike's chip (spoilers for Smashed) -- Tellab, 23:13:48 11/20/01 Tue

Perhaps I don't remember it correctly, but when Spike assumed the chip was out in OoMM, didn't he attempt to attack her then it went off? And wasn't the resurrection ritual interrupted? It was not completed, even Willow said so. I'm kinda leaning on Spike's theory, that Buffy came back wrong.
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[> [> Re: Spike's chip (spoilers for Smashed) -- Leaf, 02:37:53 11/21/01 Wed

I can think of at least one time he hit Buffy and the Chip went off when he tried to bring her out of the coma she was in.

I am thinking she is more likly to be maybe not entirely human but not demon the anti-demon??. With the angel symbolism at the beginning of the season (now bear in mind I havn't seen any of season six so i'm just going on what i've picked up from this board and reading the transcripts and wildfeeds)and the fact that the resurection spell was interupted and from what I can tell wasn't finished properly that maybe TPTB bought her back for a reason as a force of good / angel. Or something this could be the revelation that gives her 'the fire back',

Ok I'm just babbling now I think there was some sort of coherent thought in there.

Leaf So how was that for my longest post on this board yet? Oh and please forgive my poor spelling and grammer.
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[> [> Re: Spike's chip (spoilers for Smashed) -- racoon [long-time lurker, first-time poster], 03:11:37 11/21/01 Wed

This is my first post here but instead of the lucid and brilliant treatise I always had in mind, it will be vague and potentially wrong *g*. Didn't Spike slap Buffy in TWOTW? It's been a while since I saw it, so feel free to correct me.

The chip has been an iffy plot device all along. Are there different degrees of pain inflicted on Spike when he resorts to violence? Is the impact from, say, hitting someone less than if he attacks with the intent to kill? I'm also a bit confused as to the purpose of the chip. I distinctly remember (Riley?) saying something to the effect of "Hostile 17 can't harm any living creature". Vampires are certainly undead, inhabiting as they do a human body - but what about demons? They're born (or is that hatched), they eat, they have hearts, albeit in unusual places... What would happen if Spike tried to hurt a good demon, such as Lorne?

Ah, I like the way the Buffyverse is going grey on us - so much to speculate upon, so little time due to atrocious pile of paperwork on desk...

BTW this is a *wonderful* board. You should all be proud:)
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[> [> [> Re: Spike's chip (spoilers for Smashed) -- Aquitaine, 06:10:35 11/21/01 Wed

Welcome to the board, racoon. Hope you post again soon.

I just want to add here that Spike doesn't say anything about her being a demon. He says: "You came back wrong". Remember how, in Afterlife, he slammed Xander into a tree and told him Willow had kept the resurrection a secret from him because she didn't think he (Spike) could get rid of her is she came back wrong? Kinda makes you wonder what Willow will try to do if and when she finds out Buffy came back 'wrong'.

Spike hit Buffy in OomM and FFL. Each time, he got zapped. He wanted to slap her in WotW but I think the SG stopped him. Anyone else wondering if this has anything to do with Dawn's zombie spell? I remember Doc saying something about her mother (Buffy) having strong DNA.

-Aquitaine
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[> [> [> [> Re: Willow & Buffy -- Malandanza, 09:27:04 11/21/01 Wed

"Kinda makes you wonder what Willow will try to do if and when she finds out Buffy came back 'wrong'."

In Afterlife, Willow says that one way to get rid of the demon would be to undo the spell that brought Buffy back. The suggestion was that it is in her power to reverse the spell and send Buffy back to the grave (and her soul back to heaven? if it hasn't been corrupted since her rebirth...)

Perhaps Willow was speculating -- that reversing the spell was a possibility that she might research. And perhaps there was a time frame she had to work within (so the statute of limitations has expired) -- but if not, Willow has the power of life and death over Buffy.
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Willow & Buffy -- Aquitaine, 10:53:29 11/21/01 Wed

Oh, Malandanza. You've spoken out loud what I didn't want to say.

What a truly horrifying scenario.
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[> [> In Fool for Love, last season -- CW, 06:12:57 11/21/01 Wed

He demonstrates for Buffy, that if he's not trying to hurt her the chip doesn't go off. Then to demonstrate again, he get's vampy and snarly. Before he can even touch her the chip goes off.
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[> [> Re: Spike's chip (spoilers for Smashed) -- SKPE, 06:12:58 11/21/01 Wed

I had a couple of thoughts 1.a few years back a Dr. kerillen(sp?) clamed to have developed a way to detect areas using photography. Spikes 'chip' could be an outgrowth of that, wired between the decision centers in the forebrain and the pain centers. 2.The 'Chip" would only activate when attacking someone with a soul. Could This mean that Buffy was returned but not her soul?
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[> The chip is magic... just go with it (spoilers for smashed) -- Traveler, 22:54:58 11/20/01 Tue

It has been shown several times (including smashed) that what Spike thinks is absolutely unimportant. The chip punishes him whether he knows beforehand that a creature is human or not. How it knows that something is human is ultimately unimportant. After all, you didn't ask how the freeze ray or the time distortion device worked...
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[> [> Re: The chip is magic... just go with it (spoilers for smashed) -- bugman, 23:08:59 11/20/01 Tue

That's because I already know how the freeze gun and the magic lint works! I get your point, but you'll never stop us nitpickers.
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[> [> The chip is the one Buffyverse thing that's NOT magic -- Masq, 09:02:46 11/21/01 Wed

It is Initiative technology. One thing we know about the Initiative, in fact, the whole point of Season 4, was that the Initiative didn't believe in magic, and didn't use it.

It may be science-fiction technology, but it is technology pure and simple.

Adam, the ultimate product of the Initiative, could be defeated by magic because he was constructed and instructed by magic-free humans.
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[> [> [> Re: The chip is the one Buffyverse thing that's NOT magic -- JLP, 09:57:38 11/21/01 Wed

If we need a sci-fi explanation, don't remember that the Initiative tracked demons using "pheromone signatures" or something like that. What they seemed to have worked out was that even magical beings had various physical/biological characteristics that could be detected and manipulated by technological means. There are also plenty of pseudo-scientific theories in our world about auras and electrical patterns thrown off by human bodies. The "Buffy" writers are running with this notion of an overlap between the mystical and the physical, which makes perfect sense to me. Mystical energy is still energy and could still be measured by scientific instruments, if not really understood.

At any rate, the chip is set to detect a human biopattern of some kind, and so does not depend on Spike's intentions. It seems to me that Spike could be totally wrong about Buffy -- she's never been the same as other humans, has she? So whatever pattern the chip detects would probably not be the same in her. Has he ever tried to hit her since he was chipped?

Last thought: Actually since Spike's chip only reacts to normal humans it requires no magical know-how at all. They just noticed that vampires had the same nervous system as humans and went with it.
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[> [> [> Re: The chip is the one Buffyverse thing that's NOT magic -- Cleanthes, 14:22:17 11/21/01 Wed

I agree, and maybe that's what the chip detects - sticking to the scientific rules. Humans, and human "smell" can be measured (like the new iris scans that we'll prolly see in all the airports withing five years). That's what the chip works on.

All demons, demiurges, Slayers, slayer-returned-from-the-undiscovered-country, etc. don't set off the chip, not because they aren't sentient, nor because the chip is intended to just protect humans, but because the chip was constructed by folks who refused to consider anything that might not abide by the scientific rules or lay beyond that paradigm.
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[> [> [> [> The chip . . . -- Fred, the obvious pseudonym, 11:54:26 11/22/01 Thu

Remember the Heinlein theorem (or was it Asimov? Clarke?)

"Any sufficiently advanced form of technology is indistinguishable from magic."
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[> Maybe it's not magic -- FelipeRijo, 11:41:46 11/21/01 Wed

If the chip acts based upon Spike's intentions (i.e. going off if he plans to hurt someone), it means that if he doesn't MEAN to hurt someone the chip won't go off. I think the chip won't go off if Spike pretends to hit someone. My point is, he has such strong feelings for Buffy, that in his mind, hitting her is an act of love, not of inflicting physical pain. So, it disables the chip functioning.

What you guys think?
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[> [> Re: Maybe it's not magic -- Aquitaine, 12:23:32 11/21/01 Wed

I agree with your logic, FelipeRijo. I always come back to Spike's words in FFL. "Works on intent". We saw in TR that memory-wiped Randy/Spike doesn't have the wish to kill Buffy. I take this to mean that Spike's subconsciously doesn't want to kill her. It's only the conscious, vulnerable, insecure persona who feels the nostalgia for biting, the bloodlust etc.

Of course, there is the wee problem of explaining the pain he feels when he fits a target he doesn't know is human. Hehehe. Small loophole.

-Aquitaine
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Buffy's nature (Smashed spoilage) -- Doug A Scott, 23:24:49 11/20/01 Tue

Okay, crazy idea here.

Buffy came back "different", so we all immediately think, "Uh-oh, part demon."

But she came back from Heaven. What if she's pulled a Supergirl[1] on us here? What if Buffy's... an angel?

Well, maybe not a real-life full-fledged Roma Downy celestial cream-cheese eating angel, but whatever the opposite of a "demon" is?

Just a thought.

[1]The Supergirl comic's been weird the last few years. But good.
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[> Ooooh! -- WillowFan, 02:06:43 11/21/01 Wed

Interesting thought, but would an angel really do the nasty with Spike?
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[> [> Re: Ooooh! -- Millan, 05:18:42 11/21/01 Wed

...would an angel really do the nasty with Spike?

Well, yes. You'd have to be a saint not to... :P

(I haven't seen it yet, but am spoiled. Will hopefully catch it before the week-end.)

/Millan

"I must be a noble vampire. A good guy. On a mission of redemption." - Randy, Tabula Rasa
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[> [> [> Buffy's true nature. . .Ah hah! Spoilers through "Smashed" -- Simplicity, 05:42:57 11/21/01 Wed

I like this theory. It's much better than Buffy is a demon story line. I don't buy that, she's too good.

Anyone else remember the episode(After Life?) where Buffy's walking through the graveyard and stands directly in front of a statue -- giving her the appearance of having angel's wings?

Also...the name she chose was "Joan" in Tabula Rosa. Like Joan of Arc?

If I weren't such a nice girl I could use a four letter term for what she and Spike did. That was lust pure and simple. I didn't see any evidence of love on either side. Actually, it was kind of sick and twisted. But...I don't think even an angel could say no to Spike.
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[> [> [> [> Re: Buffy's true nature. . .Ah hah! Spoilers through "Smashed" -- Aquitaine, 06:00:42 11/21/01 Wed

OK. This is totally tongue-in-cheek:

Dru 'was the face of his salvation and saved him from mediocrity'. Maybe Buffy the angel was sent back to save Spike in a different way.

Seriously, I hope that Buffy isn't a demon. But I also hope she isn't an angel. I hope she's something else altogether. The question is: Why would a 'something else' feel more comfortable with a vampire than with humans. Why is she attracted to death and seek it out to make her 'feel'?

-Aquitaine
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Buffy's true nature. . .Ah hah! Spoilers through "Smashed" -- cat, 06:21:04 11/21/01 Wed

>>Why is she attracted to death and seek it out to make her 'feel'?

Maybe because Willow petitioned Osiris - a god of death & rebirth - in her resurrection? Not to mention, the words of the first slayer "Death is your gift" maybe Buffy has seen abd dealt out so much death, that it is the only thing which seems familiar to her now, and she is now seeking comfort in the familiar.
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[> [> [> [> [> Choice of company (ramble) -- Millan, 07:44:27 11/21/01 Wed

Why would a 'something else' feel more comfortable with a vampire than with humans. Why is she attracted to death and seek it out to make her 'feel'?

The simple answer could be that she is comfortable with death since she's been there (a lot). :)

But is that really the question?

Is she comfortable with Spike because he is a vampire, even though he is a vampire or partly because he is a vampire?

As I said, I haven't seen 'Smashed' but from the other episodes this season I think Spike is the only one that seems to really listen to her. The one that she knows she can count on being there and the one that lets her take it slow. The others are so busy being happy she's back and wanting to make everything ok that they seem to expect her to go back to the path exactly where she left off. Once the whole 'being dead experience' is 'gotten over with' she should start to slay and be happy.

The only other person that she could have leaned on is Giles, and he made that impossible when he didn't take a stand against her. She substituted her lost mother for a father-figure and dumped every 'real-life problems' on him, and he never drew any lines. So he did the next best thing - he left. Now she's unheard by the friends that are present and abandoned by the last rock she could lean on. What's left?

I think Spike is the only one that she is comfortable with because he lets her be herself. He is there if she needs support, be it mental or physical (and no, I'm not hinting at "that" right now, gutter-minds), and wants her to tell him how she is but isn't in her face asking "Are you ok?" all the time. She can move at her own pace with him. No sugered lies or half-truths is needed, raw, ugly truth is ok - if it is the truth. [Life isn't bliss - it's this - it's living.]

It doesn't complicate things that he's a vampire because his world is the dark world. She needs to know that world partly because of what she's been through (death), partly because of what she is (the slayer).

It does complicate things that Spike's in love with her, but more because Buffy's experiences with love has been bad than because he's a vampire. Spike is: Evil, yeah, right... ;P Soulless, sure, but undeniably capable of love. Truthful and reliable? Half a year helping the good guys, protecting Dawn without any expectations for a crumb as a reward should say something about his motives...

I think that most of Buffy's bitching with him is more blind defence than thought-out reasons. When she reaches out to him now, she uses his feelings and tries to substitute comfort with need/lust for the person that she knows is dependent on her. Cruel, but understandable. Could she but take a step back and be objective, I'm sure some stronger feelings are there, half-formed, repressed, but there.

Oh, look, my first ramble here. Tear it apart if you don't like it. I'm heading off for an evening of role-playing games. :)

/Millan

"So much easier to talk to when he wanted to kill me." - Buffy, All The Way
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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Choice of company (ramble) -- Kimberly, 08:13:05 11/21/01 Wed

Good post; not a ramble (or a ramble in a good way)

My impression all along is that Buffy is comfortable with Spike even though he is a vampire. If you have noticed, it is only with Spike that Buffy has been able to sit without talking. He isn't requiring anything of her, or wasn't until OMWF in which all of his pent-up feelings came out.

As to what Buffy is now, I doubt we're talking either demon or angel; they've been moving farther and farther from black and white this season. I also don't really think that there is something missing so much as something else. Buffy may have been perceiving it as a loss because she is different, but it is my guess that we will see her become more and more the True Slayer. If she is filled with Love, and if the Vampire Messiah thinking holds true (a theory I've dearly loved since it was first proposed), she may be fulfilling the ultimate destiny of ALL the Slayers.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Choice of company (ramble) -- Wynn, 11:02:39 11/21/01 Wed

I'm still trying to process everything that happened in Smashed, especially the last 10 minutes. I agree with your post (she is comfortable with him even though he is a vampire), but I haven't heard about the Vampire Messiah thinking/theory. What is it?
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Choice of company (ramble)*Fray spoilers!* -- Lunarchickk, 19:28:13 11/21/01 Wed

Hey, I don't know if anybody doesn't want to be spoiled for Fray (I think it's the 3rd or 4th issue that I'm referring to) but I thought I'd be careful just in case... (I just read issues 1-4 and was very impressed! Go Joss!) Anyway, back to my original point...

"...she may be fulfilling the ultimate destiny of ALL the Slayers."

Interesting, especially considering the tale of the last Slayer told in Fray... in the 21st century, the last Slayer for something like 200 years defeats *everything*. All the demons, all the vampires, all the magicks. Now, the story's being told by a being from another dimension who doesn't have all the details (like who survived the final battle), so maybe it's slightly misleading on purpose; *and* there's nothing to indicate that it was definitely Buffy. (After all, the 21st century has only just begun.) But it hints that Buffy *may* be the Slayer who rids the world of demons. Maybe it's just not through fighting, but through redemption (per the Vampire Messiah theory)...

(Just thought I'd throw that in for discussion.) :) Lunar
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[> Re: Buffy's nature - alternate wild idea (Smashed spoilage) -- T-rex, 06:39:27 11/21/01 Wed

Or, what if Buffy came back without her soul (whatever that really is). He soul could still be in heaven, while her conscious self sleepwalks through life without it. Missing something, but not sure what.

If Spike's chip works by detecting the presence of a soul, it would explain why the chip doesn't work on Buffy now.

AND, if you (like me) like the idea of Buffy coming back as some kind of Vampire messiah (forget which posters first fleshed that theory out) then it would make sense that the savior should have a similar metaphysical makeup as the beings she is meant to help redeem.

What do you guys think?
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[> Re: Buffy's nature (Smashed spoilage) -- grendelagain, 08:16:11 11/21/01 Wed

I like that idea. But taking it even farther-- perhaps she's becoming, for a little while, a "fallen" angel? Up to last night, Spike was beneath her in a certain way and last night- quite a different way! But seriously, Spike, Faith, even Buffy in the past have suggested a darker desire, way of being lurking inside her.

I can think of one other fallen angel who has "walked to the fire" himself.
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Missing Scene? If so, what does this mean? -- Anthora, 23:28:38 11/21/01 Wed

Ok, posted this hours ago and never saw it. Maybe its just me -- if, so , many apologies.
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This is part of the Smashed summary on the buffy.com site, which seems to imply it was trimmed out but originally written or even filmed. It really worries me about how Joss sees Spike's current attitudes -- its Crush redux!

"Down in Spike's crypt, the bleached bloodsucker prepares to stick it to the Slayer by pulling out several goodies, including a stun gun, a rope, chains, padlocks and handcuffs. Then, he puts on a Roxy Music record, lights some candles, sets up flowers and then puts rose petals on the bed. When he is content with his preparation, he bolts from the crypt in search of Buffy."

Someone talk this poor redemptionist shipper off the tower...
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[> Roxy Music? -- d'Herblay, 00:16:21 11/22/01 Thu

Would that record have been "Love is the Drug"? If so, the redemptionistas might not have liked it, but the growing group of addictionistas would have loved that scene.
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[> [> Re: Roxy Music? -- Anthora, 00:27:30 11/22/01 Thu

I'm a bit more disturbed by the 'toys' he would be pulling out. That kind of puts a kink in the redemption road, doesn't it?
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[> [> [> Re: Roxy Music? -- Rufus, 00:41:39 11/22/01 Thu

I thought that was rather a conservative collection myself......with conflicting emotions. He obviously thinks that this is normal and he did have the sweet touch of rose petals......if it were anyone but a slayer I'd worry about the stun gun......:):):)
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[> [> [> [> Re: Roxy Music? -- Cynthia, 05:28:24 11/22/01 Thu

Well, maybe he thought he could make the demon come out of Buffy the way that he goes into vamp mode. After all, he doesn't know what kind of demon it could be.

Maybe, he decided to have an asortment of goodies not knowing exactly what Buffy would "enjoy".

Having read several posts regarding this, I'm not sure if this is a joke that someone wrote into a review or summary or not.

Perhaps he was thinking that since he didn't seem to be making any sort of headway just talking to her that he would take that he wanted. Well the physical part of it anyway, and just settle for that.

Or perhaps, he thought he would physically hold her. abet unwillingly, until he verbally got though to her and which, in his mind would lead to seduction.

But, in the end, he got something he never expected. A gift (and I know that some folks will disagree) from Buffy -- her complete and totally consent. I'm not talking about what caused it and whether she will regret it but the fact that, at that moment, it was given -- willingly.

The look on Spike's face just before they lost themselves in the sensations. The surprise and joy at Buffy truly desired him was priceless. And something, I think that will effect him much more than any forced secduction could.
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Roxy Music? -- LoriAnn, 06:53:16 11/22/01 Thu

Spike goes from being loving to being verbally abusive to being loving to being physically abusive to being verbally abusive to being tender to being understanding to being . . .. Sounds like he's in love to me. However, he has problems: 1) his self-confidence is at a low ebb, 2) he is a vampire, 3) he is in love, 4) the object of his love gives him wildly erratic messages. He's frantic and doesn't know what to do. At times he can be loving and understanding; at others he can be highly aggressive. The poor boy is confused in several different ways. Buffy, not to mention everyone else, has treated Spike very shabbily, at best, for a long time. Of course, chip or no chip, he's evil--and apparently a low life too boot, kitten poker--but he's posed no threat to anyone, generally, and has still been treated very badly, even before his menage a trois with Buffy and Dru. Buffy in particular has been very abusive, physically and verbally. On the other hand, when it suits her purposes she runs to him for help. When she doesn't need his help, she generally treats him as scum. Spike's reactions to Buffy's actions have generally been to respond as he thought he should. If she told him he'd do anything for money, he'd take the money and do the dirty job; he'd do it and act like the money was all that mattered. If she treated him like, in his words, a man, he tried to act both human and manly. If she trusted him, he tried to deserve her trust. Buffy on the other hand never treats Spike consistently for very long. He's a vicious ememy, then he's the scum of the earth, then he's a trusted ally, then he's beneath her, then he's a confidant, then he's scum again. If Spike were ever treated consistently one way or another, he would probably be acting more consistently. He's clearly, as has been often pointed out, desirous of meeting the expectations of the group he is around. Mix that with his more general insecurity and clear difference--he's a vamp--and the he becomes wildly unpredictable, with swings from tender and loving to highly abusive and potentially dangerous. Sounds like Spike doesn't it.

Another thing, Spike's attempt to bite the girl when he thought his chip was inactive is interesting and open to interpretation. What actually happened and what would have happened had Spike been able to complete the action? What were his motivations? He wasn't just hungry. That didn't seem to enter into the equation. Was he being a vampire, evil? Was he testing the chip? Was he striking out after being hurt by Buffy? Was he trying to reinforce his ego after having had it almost destroyed by the person he loves and respects more than any other? Was he being self-destructive? Although I expect ME could find a way to really rehabilitate Spike, he does seem like a bad match for Buffy. He's the wrong guy at the right time. On the other hand, Buffy seems like a poor match for someone with Spike's problems and potential. On more thing, as I posted before, the PTB owe Spike a real shot at redemption for the way he was selflessly willing to give his unlife to protect Dawn.
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[> [> [> Re: Roxy Music? -- rowan, 20:37:08 11/23/01 Fri

Not if it was a deliberate attempt on the part of the writer to consciously echo prior *bad* points of the B/S relationship prior to *smashing* them in the fight/lovemaking scene.

There are too many scenes in this that are replays of prior B/S moments to be anything but intentional:

1. Spike telling Buffy in the teaser that he's the only one she's got echoes Becoming 2.

2. Spike on his knees after Buffy hits him echoes the FFL alley scene where she throws the money on him, he cries, then decides to go get the shotgun to kill her.

3. Spike telling Buffy in the fight at the house that he is only going to hurt her a little echoes the School Hard fight.

4. Buffy calling Spike an evil disgusting thing echoes Crush.

5. The start of the B/S sex scene echoes S/D in FFL during China Boxer Rebellion.

6. The poor little lost girl with no one to love comment echoes the fight in HLOD.

These are only the obvious ones that have occurred to me. Frankly, the whole script seems riddled with them. DG refered to the fact in interviews in the summer that he's rather a Buffy historian.

Since it was removed, I can only speculate they realized that having Spike prepare for sex made no sense since he was obviously extremely startled when Buffy initiated it.
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[> Smells like a plant to me... -- vandalia, 23:56:28 11/22/01 Thu

Wouldn't be the first time the writers had planted false spoilers. However, given the nature of the scene it could also be UPN balked at showing it (a bit too suggestive even for them). But my gut feeling remains with 'red herring.' I'd like a link to this review, to see if it was indeed 'official' or just something someone posted on the buffy.com site (which doesn't make it offical).
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[> [> Official site... -- Lunarchickk, 17:05:09 11/25/01 Sun

Here's the link to the exact page on buffy.com
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Am I the only one who doesn't want to see Buffy and Spike together? ("Smashed" SPOILERS) -- WillowFan, 01:48:57 11/22/01 Thu

Ugh. Buffy so deserves better than Bad-Boy-but-Pity-Me guy. If Spike really loved Buffy, and wanted to change for her sake, he'd ask Willow to conjure up a soul for him in order to prove his devotion. But, no! As soon as he thinks the chip doesn't work anymore, he goes right back to being evil, ready to kill someone immediately. What a jerk.

F*cking him isn't "hot" or "sexy" or whatever. It's sad and disturbed and unhealthy. It's a big, fat mistake, and Buffy will surely regret it.

William was one thing, but Spike is quite another. William would have made a good boyfriend. Spike isn't capable of it.

(I can't wait to see the responses to this one.)
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[> Re: Am I the only one who doesn't want to see Buffy and Spike together? ("Smashed" SPOILERS) -- RH, 05:58:59 11/22/01 Thu

"William would have made a good boyfriend."

Yikes! Are you SURE about that?!?

I guess it would depend on what you're looking for in a partner, but William's "foppishness" certainly wouldn't go over well with the women of today - they'd think he was far too effeminate, (no offence to him - actually, some women might like that!) In his own time, and with the proper feminine adoration, he mightn't have turned out too badly... I guess we'll never know... unless Joss gives us some sort of glimpse into an alternate dimension where William hasn't been vamped... that would be neat!
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[> Re: Am I the only one who doesn't want to see Buffy and Spike together? ("Smashed" SPOILERS) -- phoenix, 07:01:37 11/22/01 Thu

I agree i dont think Spike is worthy of Buffy and their relationship is likely to come crashing down like the building they consummated their relationship in. I am and always will be a B/A shipper. But i must say that their being together is a great story line and Smashed was great.
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[> Re: Am I the only one who doesn't want to see Buffy and Spike together? ('Smashed' SPOILERS) -- John Burwood, 10:00:19 11/22/01 Thu

Agree with you one hundred per cent, Willowfan. Anyone who imagines such a relationship could make Buffy happy or reform Spike is quite literally living in fairy-tale country. Only in fairy tales can Beauty's love turn the Beast into a handsome prince. In real life the beast would drag Beauty down to his level. But, of course, BTVS is a fantasy, so maybe my premise is wrong and the impossible can happen. But BTVS has always made a point of its metaphorical reality - & in any realverse situation any girl heading into a relationship with a creep like Spike is taking the path of misery and degradation.
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[> [> hmmm -- Jen C., 23:14:29 11/23/01 Fri

**Anyone who imagines such a relationship could make Buffy happy or reform Spike is quite literally living in fairy-tale country**

It's been stated that the theme for this season's Buffy is "grow up" and one of the most important things that one learns as they grow up is that nothing *makes* you happy - you make you happy. If Buffy is conflicted about her life, if she can't reconcile her reality with her expectations, then there is no way that she can be happy - relationship or no. And as for Spike's "reformation", I'm not sure that is what's in the cards for him. Spike has always exhibited an intriguing mix of empathy and brutality. He often seems to understand the "right" thing to do in a situation, but, being soulless, has had a tough time really being motivated to do it. He has found a great motivator in Buffy, but the question remains whether his love for her is enough to overcome his evil nature, or whether Buffy will be the one to destroy any vestige of humanity left in him...she has amazing power over him and it could turn either way at this point. I've been intrigued by the posts that view this story arc as one that threatens Buffy. If anyone is threatened, it's Spike. He's being offered what seems to be his greatest wish. Is it real? Can he handle it? Can he be what Buffy will want him to be? What if what is being offered to him *isn't* real? What if Buffy *is* using him? I don't think that he could take it.
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[> Re: Am I the only one who doesn't want to see Buffy and Spike together? ("Smashed" SPOILERS) -- CaptainPugwash, 11:37:47 11/22/01 Thu

I think Buffy/Spike will end up rather like the Buffy/Faith situation.

Spike and Faith have both tried to bring Buffy down to their level by appealing to her dark/selfish side. With Faith, Buffy found the confidence to forget about all of Faith's 'excuses' (I'm bad because...) and assert that she WAS 'better' than her.

Spike is doing the same thing by telling her she's bad, getting her drunk, and showing her his life (kitten-poker and all). Eventually, Buffy will overcome her self-doubts and assert (as she did in Season 5) that he is 'beneath' her. I don't how far she will descend before she re-disovers her essential goodness and starts believing in it again.

William is not a desirable character at all. I've noticed that many of humans that get vamped in BtVS are already outcasts/'failures' etc whose hatred of successful society is cultivated by being constantly spurned by said society. This imprint is taken up by the vamp demon, and the new entity now has the means to achieve all that person couldn't achieve before. In some ways, the psyche of the Troika is no different from your average vamp. They are rejects that have acquired the means to exact vengeance/achieve dominance.

Even the amnesia Spike has flaws - Buffy just 'helps the helpless' because its her job. For William/Spike, its just an ego-trip. He wants to be the 'big good' instead of the 'big bad' - what's the difference?

Spike and William are actually very similar; Spike is just William with power. Now, without that power (the chip) Spike is almost a mirror fow William; he dedicates his entire existence to seducing a woman who is quite frankly above him (as he did before). He's only succeeding because Buffy is so weak at the moment; she was impenetrable (no pun intended) in Season 5.

For me, the biggest mystery about Spike is his love for Dawn because I can't construct a plausible self-interest scenario for it (neither could Buffy after Spike was tortured in Season 5). If you're looking for Spike's redemption, then that's where you'll find it.
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[> [> Some generalizations... -- WillowFan, 12:20:13 11/22/01 Thu

William is not a desirable character at all. I've noticed that many of humans that get vamped in BtVS are already outcasts/'failures' etc whose hatred of successful society is cultivated by being constantly spurned by said society. This imprint is taken up by the vamp demon, and the new entity now has the means to achieve all that person couldn't achieve before. In some ways, the psyche of the Troika is no different from your average vamp. They are rejects that have acquired the means to exact vengeance/achieve dominance.

This sounds like a generalization based on what we know about Spike, Angel, and Darla. I mean, how do you explain Harmony? She wasn't an "outcast" or a "failure" (by her standards, anyway).

Spike and William are actually very similar; Spike is just William with power.

I agree with that, except for the fact that William had the chance to mature, to grow up. If he hadn't been vamped, he might have eventually gotten over Cecily, and over women who consider him "beneath" them, in general. He would have found a woman who appreciates him, just as he is. Spike's chance to grow and mature in this context has been aborted. That's why I think William would have made a good boyfriend -- he had the potential to change -- while Spike could never be a good boyfriend, because he's unable (or unwilling?) to change.

Now, without that power (the chip) Spike is almost a mirror fow William; he dedicates his entire existence to seducing a woman who is quite frankly above him (as he did before).

I don't see it that way. William seemed to be a good person. There was a kindness about him. He just needed to get over his pining-over-a-bitch phase, which he could have done if he hadn't been vamped. Spike is doomed to stay in this phase, to repeat this over and over with different unavailable women, because he just can't seem to mature. I thought he was genuinely growing until "Smashed," when he was ready to kill again once he thought the chip wasn't working. He hasn't grown at all. He's just a big loser who happens to be physically attractive and witty; unfortunately, a lot of women are attracted to these types (I was), but sometimes we get eventually over it and give the "William"s of the world a chance.

For me, the biggest mystery about Spike is his love for Dawn because I can't construct a plausible self-interest scenario for it [...]

Dawn has (or had) a crush on Spike. She's an ego trip for him, so he wants to keep her alive. And, of course, he uses his protectiveness of Dawn to impress Buffy.
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[> [> [> Re: One point about Dawn... -- Aquitaine, 12:29:23 11/22/01 Thu

**** For me, the biggest mystery about Spike is his love for Dawn because I can't construct a plausible self-interest scenario for it [...] ****

[i]Dawn has (or had) a crush on Spike. She's an ego trip for him, so he wants to keep her alive. And, of course, he uses his protectiveness of Dawn to impress Buffy.[/i]

I think there's more to it than that. He was there with her in Blood Ties and Forever without any real, overt motive besides a strange instinct to protect her. I have no clue whether Spike is redeemable. I don't really care, truth be known. I'm interested in whether his being around can make the world a better place. Spike's presence, IMO, has only been beneficial to Dawn at this point.

-Aquitaine
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[> [> [> [> Dawn, and Spike's capacity to change -- astrid, 17:36:33 11/23/01 Fri

"Dawn has (or had) a crush on Spike. She's an ego trip for him, so he wants to keep her alive. And, of course, he uses his protectiveness of Dawn to impress Buffy.

I think there's more to it than that. He was there with her in Blood Ties and Forever without any real, overt motive besides a strange instinct to protect her. I have no clue whether Spike is redeemable. I don't really care, truth be known. I'm interested in whether his being around can make the world a better place. Spike's presence, IMO, has only been beneficial to Dawn at this point. "

In the Buffyverse, "redemption" has never been as simple as good intent and good actions, or even as hard work and loyal service. Redemption seems to be a combination of intent and action, and it's certainly a journey, rather that some event in which you suddenly wake up and you're good and redeemed.

Redemption is not something that comes from personal change. If it were, Angel would be redeemed the moment he got his soul back, because he was sorry, and no longer wished to behave as he had done. Personal change and good intentions are certainly part of it, but actions are part of it also. I see redemption in the Buffyverse in a somewhat existentialist sense, in which you are the sum of the choices that you have made in the past, but you are never defined solely by that past. There's a succession of choices, little and big, that you string together one piece at a time to make up your life, and it can have a direction (positive or negative) but it doesn't have a finite value. At least, not until you're dead.

The journey of redemption, differently reflected in Angel and in Spike (and I think also in Darla), is what happens at each crucial moment where you have to make a decision, and you choose one way over another. The quality of the decision is not only in the intent (do you believe it's the right thing, or the wrong thing) but also in the action itself, and the outcome. Angel slept with Darla knowing that it was the wrong thing, intent on self-destruction, but that ultimately led to what Darla called "the only good thing we ever did together", and something very like *her* redemption. And maybe the child is part of Angel's - who knows?

The key part to this is that in Angel:tS and in Buffy, redemption is a combination of the direction of intent (self) and action (world). The idea of the importance of being "tied to the world" crops up again and again. In Fool for Love, Spike tells Buffy that she has survived so long only because of her ties to friends and family. In Becoming, Spike chooses to side with Buffy to save the world from Angel, partly because of Drusilla, but partly also because he is too tied to the world to let it be destroyed (love for Drusilla itself is a tie to humanity for him). Early in Angel:tS, Doyle explains to Angel that if he is to do good, he has to have ties to the world, that good actions done without love and compassion ultimately can turn to evil. The implication is that being a force for good in the world is inseparably tied with humanity, in the sense that being good comes from having ties, from loving, from having committments and acting to meet them.

Over time, Spike's choices in the face of the world he is confronted with have tied him ever-increasingly to humanity. I think his relationship with Dawn fits into this. Once Buffy is dead, the initial reason for him to look after her family is gone - and yet he stays, and watches Dawn, seemingly out of a sense of both attachment and maybe even some odd kind of honor (he tells Dawn that he has to make up for his failure to keep his promise to protect her). The old Spike would never have stayed with Dawn even when his ulterior motive (Buffy) was dead. Even he doesn't seem to know why he does, since it goes against his opinion of himself as the "big bad". Yet, his actions in that instance are good.

It may not be that he is capable, as a vampire, of wanting change, but change seems to have found him anyway. Whether it's something he sought or not, he's not exactly the vampire that he used to be. Is it redemption even if you don't want to be redeemed, and don't care if you are? Maybe, although I think maybe not, as such. But it's certainly change. You can change without being redeemed. You can tend towards the good, commit good actions, without being redeemed. I think that's where Spike is.
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[> [> [> Re: Some generalizations... -- Naomi, 10:38:23 11/23/01 Fri

I think that Dawn means more to Spike than an ego trip. He made a great effort to comfort her in Tough Love for example about her origins. He has also helped her in Forever without Buffy's knowledge. In fact he was actually afraid of Buffy's reaction so I think the writers were trying to tell us something there. Spike also underwent torture to protect Buffy and Dawn. He was risking death so he was hardly simply trying to impress Buffy as Buffy loving him would hardly have benefited him if he was dead. He also took care of Dawn when Buffy wasn't around. And what evidence do you have that he was simply doing it because Dawn once had a crush on him? I don't remember him even being made aware that Dawn had a crush. And even if he did know I doubt he would care. He loves Buffy. And Dawn's crush didn't last long as she liked another boy in The Body. She also once liked Xander so like many teenagers she is pretty fickle and I doubt her feelings for Spike remain. The two of them have built a genuine friendship and I am unsure about where you get the idea that it revolves around hero worshio on Dawn's part and Spike's ego on his part. Wht evidence do you have? And how is Spike unwilling/unable to change? I would say that he's changed a lot since the beginning of season 5. He left flowers in Forever to pay his respects to Joyce. and is currently fighting alongside the good guys after all. He had to talk himself into bitting the woman in Smashed and for all we know he may have been very remorsefull afterwards. He was mainly testing whether or not the chip definitely didn't work IMO. It was the logical thing to do. There is no question that he was in the wrong but I don't see why one wrong act should cancel out all the good he's done and continued to do even after losing Buffy (his main motivater to change). And he was very supportive of Buffy when she returned. His attitude was actually at odds with the scoobies, the so-called "good guys". He has put up with very poor treatment from Buffy and opted for retailiation in Smashed in order to show that he wasn't content with being treated like a toy by Buffy. It's not as if Buffy can't handle herself. She gave back just as much as Spike was dishing out. That's just how their relationship works and it's unfair to blame it solely on Spike. I have to problem with people feeling that Spike is still souless and therefore evil but there is no need to just make things up. Spike is not playing on Dawn's crush and I would really like to know what evidence you have that, that is the case. I understand that we all have different opinions but you present your argument as if it is fact. There is no "of course" about your interpretation of the relationship between Spike and Dawn.
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[> [> Re: Am I the only one who doesn't want to see Buffy and Spike together? ("Smashed" SPOILERS) -- RH, 13:33:15 11/22/01 Thu

"For me, the biggest mystery about Spike is his love for Dawn because I can't construct a plausible self-interest scenario for it (neither could Buffy after Spike was tortured in Season 5)."

Do you think his "ties" to Dawn could be "blood ties"? She was made from Buffy - "Summer's blood" and all. Spike has often mentioned the importance of "blood", even beyond basic vampire-hunger, (ie. rituals, love, etc.)

Perhaps Spike's interest in Buffy is more than just physical - perhaps, somehow, it's magical and has been orchestrated at this time for purposes known only by the PTB?! (Could there be some link to the timing and strange events occurring in AtS?)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ First Slayer: "You think you're losing your ability to love."

Buffy: "I-I didn't say that... Yeah."

First Slayer: "You're afraid that being the Slayer means losing your humanity."

Buffy: "Does it?"

First Slayer: "You are full of love. You love with all of your soul. It's brighter than the fire... blinding. That's why you pull away from it."

Buffy: "I'm full of love? I'm not losing it?"

First Slayer: "Only if you reject it. Love is pain, and the Slayer forges strength from pain. Love... give... forgive. Risk the pain. It is your nature. Love will bring you to your gift." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Death is your gift." "Love will bring you to your gift."

Her love for Dawn = sacrifice = her death. (A gift to Dawn, the SG, and the world.)

Her death brought her to heaven. (A gift well deserved for her.)

Turning Point: The love of her friends brought her back.

Now if it is still true that love will lead her to her gift and that death is her gift...

Spike = death (he is dead) Buffy = love

Buffy + love for Spike = gift?!?!

Is Buffy's love for Spike/death a gift she is receiving from the PTB?!?!

(Ack! My math has never been stellar!)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Buffy: "I love you, Dawn. You know that, right?"

Dawn: "Yeah. I love you too."

Buffy: "I love you... really love you."

Dawn: "Gettin' weird."

Buffy: "Sorry. But it's important that I tell you. Weird love's better than no love." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

IS "weird love" better than no love?

Thoughts? Help?
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[> Spike and change ("Smashed" SPOILERS) -- Traveler, 09:39:39 11/23/01 Fri

"If Spike really loved Buffy, and wanted to change for her sake, he'd ask Willow to conjure up a soul for him in order to prove his devotion."

I would argue that Spike really does love Buffy, and he HAS changed quite a bit for her. However, he is still a souless vampire, and he seems to prefer himself that way. After all, he believes that Drusilla removed him from a "life of mediocraty." Spike would rather be evil and respected than good and despised. Should he try to become what he hates, just to gain Buffy's approval? Wouldn't that make him even more pathetic? Whether Spike is really beneath Buffy is another interesting question. Did you notice the way she taunted the human muggers in the beginning of "Smashed?" She seemed to be getting off on the violence as much as Spike ever did.

Furthermore, her reaction when Spike says, "a man can change," is interesting. Rather than supporting Spike as he tries to become a better man, she shuts him down. She tells him that he can't change because he isn't a man. Maybe she doesn't really want him to change? Because if he weren't evil anymore, he wouldn't be able to relate to the evil that resides in her own heart...
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[> Not the only one, no -- Earl Allison, 04:44:16 11/24/01 Sat

No, I can't see them together either. Not for the same reasons, exactly, but I can't see it lasting.

To me, Spike's NEVER shown remorse for his past. He's made changes, mostly due to his chip, but he did seem to do some serious backsliding in "Smashed."

Would he have killed the girl? Maybe, maybe not. I can make a reasonable case for either action, though.

He DID manipulate Buffy masterfully, though. Not exactly the sign of a winning personality. He knew what to say to shake her to the core, that she wasn't human (why she assumes that means LESS and not possibly MORE, I don't know), and that he was the only one for her.

I'm just not a B/S 'shipper.

Take it and run.
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[> Re: The soul issue ("Smashed" SPOILERS) -- Malandanza, 09:21:08 11/24/01 Sat

"If Spike really loved Buffy, and wanted to change for her sake, he'd ask Willow to conjure up a soul for him in order to prove his devotion."

While I agree that Buffy and Spike are wrong for each other (or, rather, that Spike is wrong for Buffy) I don't think an ensoulment is the answer. Spike with a soul wouldn't be Spike any longer -- any more than Angelus is the same person as Angel. Angel/Angelus is more like a split personality than two parts of the same personality. We can debate exactly what a soul is, but what a soul does is rather dramatic. Angelus with a lobotomy couldn't be more different from Angelus with a soul.

Would Buffy like a newly ensouled Spike? Maybe, but I doubt it -- he'd be a different person. He'd probably be too busy brooding over his past sins to pay much attention to Buffy. By the time he came to terms with who he is and what he's done, Buffy's grandchildren would be in retirement homes. Plus, there's the whole "moment of true happiness" clause - which, for Spike, would almost certainly be some form of deviant sex. I don't think it's beyond the realm of possibility for Spike to be ensouled (or even want to be ensouled after Buffy rejects him again) -- but I do think it would be ill-advised and would end badly.

And I'm not sure Spike wants Willow casting any spell on him.
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[> [> gypsy curse -- WillowFan, 13:51:28 11/25/01 Sun

Plus, there's the whole "moment of true happiness" clause - which, for Spike, would almost certainly be some form of deviant sex.

That was only true in the gypsy curse that ensouled Angelus. Willow might be able to conjure up a soul without the "no sex" clause (or any other clause).

While Willow has been using magic unwisely, she's not incompetent. She brought Buffy back to life. She could probably give Spike a soul -- and doing the latter really would help people, as opposed to just helping herself.
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Buffy and bitchiness (possible spoiler, maybe) -- LadyStarlight, 15:10:12 11/22/01 Thu

I was watching Smashed for the second time when a thought struck me. Could the reason Buffy's been crueller than usual to Spike lately been that being with him forces her to recognize that she did come back wrong? And the reason she's 'drawn' to him be that she can forget that she's different than the SG when she's with him?

Just my .02....:)
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[> Re: Buffy and bitchiness (possible spoiler, maybe) -- Kerri, 19:03:58 11/22/01 Thu

Buffy's attraction to Spike scares her because it makes her question herself. It scares her that she can feel for someone that is souless and evil. She tries to convince herself that Spike is just a thing and that she doesn't love him but it doesn't work. She continues to be attracted to Spike but just won't admit it to herself. And so with Buffy trying desperately to tell herself spike is just a thing she finds out that she too isn't quite human. This breaks down her defense against Spike, she no longer can say he is below her since he isn't human. And so she hurls insults but in her mind they apply to herself as well. Spike certainly doesn't help by telling Buffy there is something wrong with her and that she has no one to love. So Buffy gives in to these ideas, she has sex with Spike since she has come to believe she like him is just a thing.
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[> [> Buffy and Spike/Buffy and Faith -- Rahael, 04:39:55 11/23/01 Fri

Just an idea....

Reading others' posts, and seeing a clip of the final climactic seen (but nothing else from Smashed), it occurred to me that there is some similarity between the things that Buffy calls Spike as she is beating him up, and the things that Faith calls Buffy when they are in each others' bodies. Its quite clear that when Faith and Buffy fight in that Church, and Faith looks down at her body and beats it up, she is literally punishing herself, expressing her intense self loathing.

Is there then a sense that this is what Buffy in Smashed? As the floor gives way under her and Spike, its also clear that her own strong sense of self identity is crumbling.....she is going back to that question of 'who am I?" She can no longer be sure that 'this is her work' as she was in the Gift.

Crushed to little pieces, Buffy and Spike's self identities razed to the foundation, is this now the opportunity for them to rebuild anew?

All human life starts with sex....and here we have a brilliantly juxtoposed image of destruction, and new life. Adding to the Eden myth thing, Adam and Eve's self conciousness of their sexuality is a sign of their guilt....and Buffy and Spike literally 'fall'.

Apologies...I seem to have meandered away from the 'bitchiness' theme!!
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[> [> [> Spoilery post above!! plus, some typos.. -- Rahael, 04:48:24 11/23/01 Fri


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I've Got a Theory About Smashed -- rowan, 18:18:34 11/22/01 Thu

Snippets overheard at this week about Smashed:

--How can Buffy treat spike like that after all he's done for her and Dawn?

--Why is she calling him a disgusting thing like in Crush?

--Spike suddenly seems like he's regressed to Lover's Walk Spike.

--I didn't like how Spike told Buffy he was all she had. It sounded like Spike from Becoming 2.

--The characterizations seemed off. Where are late S5/S6 Spike/Buffy?

--Why did they give the new guy this critical sweeps episode?

--The sex scene at the end starts out like Spike and Dru in FFL during the Boxer Rebellion.

--Why was that creepy scene going to be included with Spike decorating the crypt with rose petals, a cattle prod, and chains like Crush?

--What happened to those spoilers about the audience not knowing what is real or unreal?

--The mood of the episode really changed when Spike and Buffy started making love. What was that?

--The music at the end sounds like The Wish, where Giles finally smashes the talisman and the *real* Sunnydale is restored.

Finally, this morning it clicked. Smashed was deliberately framed to echo key moments of the old S/B mortal enemy relationship & uneasy ally relationship so that it could culminate in a scene where those are marked as the *unreality* that must be smashed to make way for the new *reality*. The old that is withered, unproductive, and sterile is symbolically smashed to make way for the potential of the new, the healing, and the regenerative.

Imagine this conversation at ME:

JW: Hey New Guy! Come here.

DG: Yes Mr. Whedon, sir.

JW: New Guy, I'm giving you the critical sweeps episode where Buffy and Spike officially start their new relationship by having sex.

DG: *gulp* I'm not sure I'm ready, sir.

JW: Sure you are. Here's the concept. We'll set up the episode by echoing all the old B/S mortal enemy stuff from S2-midS5. Pick out all the key B/S scenes and parallel 'em. You know, use Crush, use Becoming 2, use FFL, use HLoD.

DG: *confused* But they've progressed way beyond that, sir.

JW: Yeah, yeah. But see, we want to set up a sort of showdown between what they were and what they are going to be. Kind of a catharsis to let go of the old so that they can embrace something new. Get it?

DG: *nodding* I can do that. I know Buffyverse history like the back of my hand.

Jw: Good, good. Now we'll have their final battle in some abandoned house that they'll destroy. Clever, huh? *chuckles* New identities, new relationship...you probably noticed they had no IDs in TR.

DG: Saw that, sir.

JW: That's the point of the sex. They'll really connect in an authentic way. They finally *see* each other after they let out all the old crap they've been carrying around.

DG: Okay, I'm following you, sir.

JW: Great. When they start the smoochies, we'll use that music from The Wish when Anyanka's necklace is smashed and the *real* Sunnydale is restored. That slow motion effect, too. It's a little clue we're seeing the *real* Spike and Buffy.

DG: Like the old, mortal enemy stuff is now unreal and has been destroyed and now we're ready to move on to the new which is the real?

JW: You've got it, New Guy. We pick up where TR and OMwF left off.

DG: So this relationship isn't about Buffy's despair? And this addiction parallel with Willow has been a setup?

JW: *grins* Did I give Spike the big hero scene in OmwF? Oh, yeah, it's been a setup. Gotta keep 'em guessing, New Guy. Marti'll take care of that addiction thing in Wrecked. Willow is on the ceiling, see, with nowhere to go but down. Buffy and Spike are in the basement, with nowhere to go but up.

DG: Where do we go from here, sir? Are Spike and Buffy going to get along better? Is Spike going to make progress on redemption?

JW: *laughs* New Guy, we've got 1 1/2 seasons left. There's alot of story to tell. These two have a lot of problems and a lot of baggage. What do you think? It'll be hard road, but this ep should give the fans a clue or two about where it's all going.

DG: Clever, sir.

JW: Oh, and we need for Spike's chip to stop working. And he needs to test it out on someone.

DG: What?!

JW: But it'll just not work on Buffy. Can't trust Spike without the chip around anyone else just quite yet. She's not totally human now, you see? But I can't go into all that with you yet. It's classified info. But if they are going to start a new relationship, she can't keep kicking him around unless he can kick back.

DG: *gulps again* Okay, sir.

JW: It'll be the next Restless, New Guy. The fans will be interpreting it forever. I can't wait to get out on the boards to see the reaction. They won't know which end is up. Oh, and for the last scene, use my grave scene at the end of RIP from OMwF -- except this time, instead of Buffy running away, they get their sweet release! *winking*

Thanks to those at BAPS whose insightful criticism helped light my way to understanding!
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[> LOL, rowan! ;o) thanks for sharing that -- Wisewoman, 18:27:38 11/22/01 Thu


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[> Hey now I get it! : ) Thanks! -- Rochefort, 19:29:33 11/22/01 Thu


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[> So funny and so insightful! :)... but the music... -- Nina, 21:57:12 11/22/01 Thu

... is not the same as in "The Wish"! It's a similar texture and melody using background vocals, but it's definitely not the same music! (I just rewatch the episode to make sure) I am happy if I can give the credit to Thomas Wanker for that one! New scores for the fight scenes too. I'm in heaven really!

Still... the fact that the music is very alike doesn't take back the similarities between "The Wish"'s real world and "Smashed"!

I actually love Smashed's score better. Who knew TW could ever surprise me like this. Youppi for him! :) :) :) :)
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[> [> Actually, if you listen closely, the music... -- RH, 07:49:52 11/23/01 Fri

...sounds very similar to the music they played as Buffy jumped into the "portal" (to her death) at the end of last season. This certainly fits in with the symbolism of the old self "dying"...

Can anyone else confirm this? Thanks! :)
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[> [> [> Re: Actually, if you listen closely, the music... -- Nina, 11:08:45 11/23/01 Fri

It's been so long since we've had any decent score in BtVS that everyone just assume they've heard the S/B theme before... :)

It's orchestral music. We haven't heard this kind of harmonization and orchestration since Chris Beck (season 2-3-4 and The Gift) ... but it is truly an original score never heard before and obviously coming from Thomas Wanker's brain (I'll have to wait to make sure on Saturday when I can read the end credits - but some of the other music stuff in the episode is clearly his!) I have been so bruised this season with the reappearence of old season 5 themes that I feel I am healing a little bit. :) I'll keep praying for new musical stuff to come along!
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[> [> [> Re: It's Titanic Mermaid-y Music/Angels-on-High -- Aquitaine, 11:10:23 11/23/01 Fri

Seemed to me that it symbolised both a death and a rebirth. Last week, along with Michelle Branch's song "Goodbye To You", Buffy said goodbye to her old self, to Giles, to Angel, to her dream of being a 'normal' human woman. This week, the music promised more than just goodbyes and heartbreak.

-Aquitaine
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[> You've posted some really great stuff this week, rowan. Congrats! :) -- OnM, 22:30:27 11/22/01 Thu


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[> so Rowan... where's the rest of your story for FC, you brilliant writer, you!! -- Liquidram, 03:15:04 11/23/01 Fri


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[> so Rowan... where's the rest of your story for FC, you brilliant writer, you!! -- Liquidram, 03:16:04 11/23/01 Fri


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[> [> Brilliant writer...*laughing*...I've painted myself into a plot corner I can't get out of. -- rowan, 07:03:49 11/23/01 Fri


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[> Re: I've Got a Theory About Smashed (Spoilers) -- mundusmundi, 07:34:11 11/23/01 Fri

Excellent, rowan. Probably your most important point is here:

JW: *laughs* New Guy, we've got 1 1/2 seasons left. There's alot of story to tell. These two have a lot of problems and a lot of baggage. What do you think? It'll be hard road, but this ep should give the fans a clue or two about where it's all going.

While truth be told the ep left me with more questions than answers, I consider that a good thing. ME has always been very dynamic in their plot and character development, so it's highly unlikely that either Spike or Buffy are going to remain in one place for very long. I've said this before and I'll say it again: Buffy needs to rejoin the world; and I've no reason to doubt she will by season's end. Spike's arc is less predictable, but if for nothing else than creative considerations by the writing team, I cannot see him staying the same vamp he's been. Where this will take him I've no idea, but I have complete confidence he will go somewhere.
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[> Again with the wonderful analysis! -- Dariel, 09:22:47 11/23/01 Fri

You definitely made my day with this brilliant (and funny)analysis! I was a bit afraid that Spike was backsliding, but don't see it that way now.

I only began watching in Season 5, and didn't even recognize the Spike in "Smashed." Kept thinking "Who is that guy?" Then I saw a tape of "Lovers Walk" and noticed the similarities.

Your theory even explains some of those visual inconsistencies folks have mentioned. Like Spike's blue shirt, and the chain he was wearing. His attire is slightly off because he's not quite his real self, but a representation of it.
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[> Re: I've Got a Theory About Smashed -- DEN, 10:56:20 11/23/01 Fri

A minor support for your great theory is that the relationship of Willow and Buffy from Episode 1 has essentially been contrapuntal rather than parallel. Even the sex--contrast Buffy/ Angel and Willow/Oz in "Graduation." Establishing different paths now would be consistent.
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[> Re: That was Awesome rowan -- Dedalus, 10:09:36 11/24/01 Sat


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[> Loved reading it, rowan! Very funny...and also very insightful. Love "The Wish" theory! -- Rob, 15:08:19 11/24/01 Sat


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[> Loved it, rowan! -- Isabel, 21:49:56 11/24/01 Sat

Have you OD'd on the triptophan in the turkey? ;o)

Makes you a little drowsy, add a little wine, a lot of calories...

Can you imagine the reactions if someone from ME lurked and read your characterisations?

BTW: I realize that DG is the author of the script, but what is his/her name?

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Owww! - Thoughts on *Smashed* - (*Spoilers* & mature subject matter) -- OnM, 22:05:53 11/22/01 Thu

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It's human nature, Buff. It's very seductive, all that power.

............ Xander Harris

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It's no longer pain, it's simply a very intense sensation.

............ Fakir Musafar

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Sometimes love just don't feel like it should.

............ John Mellencamp

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Consider this your last warning-- in keeping with the rather adult content of the current week's Buffy episode, this review will be delving into some controversial subjects, so if the idea of finding your brain sitting quietly on the steps leading down to a subway station somewhere and wondering just where the hell it's been offends or disturbs you, then please click the 'Back' button now, and exit posthaste.

Still here? OK, then let's get down to the gritty de la nitty and talk about mathematics, FM radio and the differential nature of human relationships.

Back in the late 50's and early 60's, the radio industry was making the transition from conventional, monaural FM radio broadcasts to stereo presentations. The FCC had dictated that such transmisions must be of a form that was compatible to existing standard radios, that is, they had to receive the new stereo broadcasts in monaural form. This is trickier to pull off than it might seem, but the solution found was rather clever.

Adding a second channel to the radio transmission is actually pretty easy, you generate a thing called a subcarrier, sort of a secondary frequency within the main one, and then build a radio that receives both main and subcarrier frequencies. The problem is, this system isn't mono compatible, since older radios would only pick up the main frequency, and thus play only half the intended information, which is not good. What the engineers came up with seems non-inuitive, but actually works rather nicely. Starting with the original, 2-channel stereo source, they first mixed the left stereo audio channel and the right stereo audio channel together in equal proportions, which produces a standard monaural music signal. Mathematically, we would represent this as L + R.

Now the non-intuitive part. The subcarrier signal is made up of left channel subtracted from right channel, or (L - R). It could also be '(R - L)', it doesn't matter, what we want is the difference between the two channels, which is what subtraction gives you. When your stereo FM radio receives these two signals, it performs a bit of mathematical/electronic legerdemain to recreate the two original stereo audio channels. First, we take the main signal, (L + R) , and combine it with the (L - R) signal:

(L + R) + (L - R) = 2L ... ( the +R and -R cancel, leaving twice as much L )

Now, we invert the phase (reverse the polarity) of the subcarrier, and again add it to the main carrier.

(L + R) + (-L + R) = 2R ... ( the +L and -L cancel, leaving twice as much R )

We now have the original left and right stereo audio channels back again, despite having apparently lost them by rudely adding and subtracting them from one another in the first place. Also, we have simultaneously retained compatibility for those who prefer things done in the 'good old fashioned way', i.e. monaural. Is it any wonder that physicists consider math to be God's original language? Too bad people aren't like mathematical formulas, you could just crunch some numbers and everything would be explained, and everyone would be happy.

Oh, by the way, one minor little point I neglected to mention previously-- the people who listen in FM stereo often need to put up with more background noise than the people who listen in mono, because the mathematical process described above, while perfect in theory, doesn't work perfectly in the real world. In the real world, some information is always lost when the L+R, L-R stuff gets done, so in the end communication is not ideal, and one resigns oneself to it being fair to adequate. In the human, biological, psychological real world, this sounds a lot like relationships, which according to whomever the expert of the moment happens to be, are always exactly definable in theory, but then annoyingly evade exact definition in practice.

So much for the controversial part of the essay. Now we will move on to less polemical subjects, such as sex, feminism and S&M.

Those of you who are regular readers of my rants may be aware that I have long been, and am still, a fan of NPR's brilliant interview program, Fresh Air. The key to getting a good interview is of course the ability to frame and ask the right questions, an art form in itself. Several years back, maybe even a decade or more, I recall an interview with feminist writer Gloria Steinem in which a question was asked that made the normally very erudite and loquacious Ms. Steinem grasp for a logical response. ( As you read the next paragraph, please keep clearly in mind the fact that I am, of necessity, greatly summarizing some selected content from a nearly hour-long program. I do not wish to be accused of over-simplifying Ms. Steinem's well-thought-out lines of reasoning, I have great respect for her and her work ).

Steinem had just spent a good ten minutes or more discussing her views regarding the power relationships that currently exist between men and women, with the general thrust of her arguments going along the lines that there is too much thrust in the arguments. Namely, that on an historical basis men have been the dominant individuals in sexual, emotional or even platonic workplace relationships, and women have been expected to remain passive or submissive, because this is perceived as 'the natural order of things'. From this fundamental belief system, all forms of discrimination flow, including social examples such as keeping women out of, or underpaying them in the workplace, or for not allowing women to behave in a sexually assertive manner without some form of retribution being enacted. Her solution, which Steinem openly admitted was going to take a long time to achieve, was to educate both men and women in a manner as to foster a sense of social and sexual equality whereby neither partner in a relationship attempts to gain more 'power' than the other. Whether the relationship is personal or in the workplace, all actions must be effectively democratic or egalitarian. She then cited typical lesbian relationships as being an example of such an 'equal-power' arrangement.

The interviewer (a woman), then asked the question (which I'm paraphrasing), What about consensual lesbian D&S or S&M relationships? Don't these follow the same basic pattern evident in conventional male/female power relationships of this type? Also, what about relationships where the female is dominant and the male submissive? Wouldn't these cases indicate that the desire for a particular power structure is something that can be freely chosen by the individuals involved, and not always imposed from external sources?

Steinem seemed caught a bit unawares, or perhaps just wanted to be careful in how she phrased a response. Again paraphrasing, she stated that 'these relationships are still dysfunctional, and in the case of the lesbian couple occur because women have been so pervasively conditioned by society to a top/bottom power structure, that they carry it over into their own expressed sexuality even when that sexual expression involves another woman'. The interviewer than followed up with a question that asked if such was the case, then why is there seemingly greater and greater amounts of D&S/S&M erotica/pornography written by women, with the intended audience being not only men, but other women, sometimes specifically the latter. She cited the well-regarded lesbian sexually-oriented magazine On Our Backs as an example of this. Steinem demurred, restated her previous answer, and seemed to regard such examples as atypical or inconsequential, leaving the particular issue unresolved.

As I said, this conversation took place well over a decade ago. More recent feminist thinking seems to allow for a greater acceptance of the idea that achieving social equality doesn't also demand that males and females should force themselves to adhere to behavioral concepts which may be antithetical to biology. In addition, it is a biological fact that humans are social animals, and social animals tend to arrange themselves in groups organized by relative power values. This does not mean that one must accept a biological 'destiny', only that one be aware of what it means in that this is the root heritage that we grow from.

So what does this mean in terms of the Buffyverse? Mostly, it means that the ability to live and interact socially and sexually with other individuals in a positive fashion predicates itself on a clear understanding of one's own true nature, and gaining that understanding is often a perilously difficult task. No clearer example of this exists than the situation in which Willow and Buffy find themselves in Smashed, which appears to be a de facto two-parter with next week's ep, Wrecked.

In some comments posted by rowan earlier this week, she quotes exective producer Marti Noxon as stating that 'I have some concerns about younger children having to deal with the more adult sexuality depicted on BtVS'. This is a valid concern, and if there are those readers who think I am way off in left field for discussing sexual lifestyles as non-mainstream as SM in context of the Buffyverse, then they are either very new to the series, or haven't been paying close attention for the last 5 years (and that certainly wouldn't happen on our board!). You don't need to look very hard to discover that 'darker' forms of human sexual expression have been represented since the very first season.

The traditional vampire mythology itself is a heavily sexualized genre, so much so that it has become a near impossibilty to extend or build upon it metaphorically without bringing up the same issues, and ME has done just that. To each new generation is born a Chosen One, but the current chosen one has somehow managed to live long enough for sex to become a literal subject of study, not just a metaphorical one. Buffy has had only three lovers to date, and two of those entailed single instances of intimacy, with very negative results. The one much longer term relationship fared better, but still eventually ended unhappily. In each case, Buffy approached intimacy slowly and with due consideration, which is remarkable when you consider just how passionate Buffy is beneath her careful, 'rational' exterior. (Yes, even Parker, who she thought did care for her, so I don't see it as truly being an instance of 'casual sex'). All of Buffy's lovers have easily recognized the deeply passionate nature of her sexual personality, but she herself seems either unaware of it (which I find unlikely), or aware but fearful of where it might lead her (very likely, and supported by the available empirical evidence, the single best example being Faith).

In last week's review, I wondered what Buffy's attitude towards Willow would be after becoming aware of the forgetting spell, and presupposed it would be anger. In this week's episode, Xander, Anya and Buffy are sitting around the 'research table' in The Magic Box and discussing Willow's recent actions. Buffy not only doesn't seem to be angry, but finds it hard to believe that 'level-headed' Willow would not be self-limiting enough in her behavior to allow her magic to get out of hand. Xander and Anya appear surprised that Buffy thinks this way, and Anya then accurately describes the fundamental psychology involved:

Anya: Well, those are the ones you have to watch out for the most. Responsible types. Responsible people are always so concerned with being good all the time, that when they finally get a taste of being bad, they can't get enough, it's like all 'kablooey'

Buffy: That's not true.

Anya: OK, not kablooey, more like 'bam'.

Xander: It's human nature, Buff. It's gotta be seductive, just giving in to it, going totally wild.

Buffy thinks that she is immune to this seduction, but of course she is not. Like Willow, she isn't really completely in tune with her true nature, and so cannot begin to deal with it positively. Buffy distrusts her power, and acts as if she wants to give it up, but when her passion rises and takes over her conscious or 'rational' mind, she clearly remains the dominant individual. Willow feels that she was powerless, and so lusts after more and more power. When we first met vampWillow several seasons back, we saw a character that is not only 'sorta gay', but clearly an individual comfortable in the role of sexual dominant. We may have tended to dicard this aspect of Willow persona as being part of the vampire half of the mix, but that isn't the way it looks from the current perspective.Willow has now accepted this 'top' role for herself, but doesn't understand that in order for it to work positively for her, she needs to accept the presence of a willing 'bottom', who then balances out the exchange of power. Instead, Willow abuses first Buffy, then Tara, then the entire SG, and now a entire room full of people at The Bronze. None of these people have consented to 'play' with her, and it is chilling that her blase attitude only appears to grow with each misuse of her power.

Returning back to the Buffy side of things, in true Jossian fashion, no relationship ever remains remotely conventional. Those expecting to see Buffy ultimately get all swoony and 'girlish' with Spike undoubtably found themselves aghast at the violence that preceded their eventual sexual coupling. I wasn't surprised in the least, I would have in fact been very disappointed at the writers if, having allowed the event to occur at all (since I still have serious reservations if this is a good idea) they didn't execute it in this manner. I suspect that many viewers will interpret Spike's aggressive 'assault' on Buffy (after discovering that his chip no longer prevents him from hurting her) as evidence that he still secretly wishes to kill her. If this is so, then we come back to the very old question of why hasn't he done it sooner? There were numerous opportunities, just as there have been numerous opportunities for Buffy to dust Spike. Spike was right when he asserted (in Fool for Love) that the relationship between Buffy and he has been 'a dance'. Since he was chipped, the dance has taken place with only Buffy calling the tunes. That has now changed, and just as Willow and Amy decide to change the band in The Bronze to suit their liking, Spike changes the tune with Buffy.

Parallels can also be drawn between last season's violent foreplay between Angel and Darla on A:tS. If one loks at the relationships beween Angel and Darla, and Angel and Buffy in terms of who is sexually dominant or submissive, it casts a light that may explain why these relationships may have ultimately been doomed as far as 'romance' is concerned. Angel, Darla and Buffy are all clearly 'dominants' in my observations, and the eventual ends of their 'romances' reflect this fundamental incompatibility-- you can't have a yin-yin, or yang-yang unless either someone is deceiving themselves or the relationship is a 'business' one, such as the one between Darla and Angel. The relationship between Drusilla and Spike also suggests that Dru would be the dominant partner, and again I would maintain the evidence to date supports this contention, at least as long as we consider Dru's behavior after she joins the ranks of the undead.

Looked at in this fashion, and giving Spike credit for enough self-awareness that he recognizes his true nature (I may be love's bitch pretty much lays it all out, does it not?), and also assuming that he really does love Buffy (perverse or not, I accept it as being real) what else can he do but act on his suspicions that she could 'top' him successfully if only he could goad her into freely admitting this aspect of her personality? Spike wants Buffy's aggressiveness, and the danger that comes with it. He sees her as 'holding out' on him by pretending to be all sweetness and light and that the steel within is some artifact of her Slayerness, not of that which is Buffy the human woman.

Secondary evidence that supports my speculations is also present in Buffy's past relationship with Riley. It is no coincidence that Spike and Riley had their little conversation prior to Riley taking his leave of Sunnydale, since there are a number of similarities between them, the most significant one being that they are both willing 'bottoms' to Buffy's 'top'. Those who have read my 1st Anniversary Character Post on Riley may remember these excerpts:

Riley: Buffy's like nobody else in the world. When I'm with her, it's like I'm split in two-- half of me is just on fire, going crazy if I'm not touching her. The other half is so still and peaceful, just perfectly content. Just knows: this is the one.

OnM: In Something Blue, Buffy meets Riley when he is helping to put up a large banner for the campus 'Lesbian Alliance'. Buffy jokingly asks if there is something that she should know about him, and he jokes back that 'yes, I am a lesbian'. Most interpretations of the banner-hanging scene see it as a foreshadowing for Willow's introduction to Tara in Hush. Interestingly, I feel there is an additional subtext present with this scene that does involve Riley, which may be that Joss is referring to Riley's atypical respect for women being manifested as if he integrates his sexual and social relationships to women in the manner of another woman, rather than a male. Thus, Riley is a 'lesbian'. I don't think that this is a dig, but rather a complement towards what Joss views as Riley's acceptance of strong females.

Back in Buffy vs. Dracula, the 5th season opens with a scene of Buffy in bed, next to a sleeping Riley. She quietly slips out of bed, and in a cut to the next scene we see her chasing down and staking a vamp, acting very agressively, very much the dangerous predator. Cut back to the bedroom, we see her climb back under the covers (another metaphor? Just thought of it this very instance as I wrote it...) and snuggle up to Riley, with a contented look on her face.

Season 5 at first appeared to be about Buffy's search for gaining a deeper understanding of the 'real Buffy', but as in life, the search for oneself gets easily sidetracked when more immediate needs take over. The loss of Riley, the death of her mother and the need to save her sister and the world from a Glory-induced apocalypse left no time for further introspection. Her epiphany in The Gift may have served as an answer to the question of her nature as superhuman/Slayer, but no ground was gained in answering what her nature as normal human/Buffy Anne Summers might be, a moot point in death, but now very important to resolve in her new life after death.

As mentioned previously, Smashed appears to be one-half of a two-part episode with next week's ep., Wrecked. The titles themselves carry the typical ME multiple levels of meaning, even though they are composed of single words. Obviously, there is the 'drug' reference, with 'smashed' being the immediate stage before one gets 'wrecked'. Just as obviously, Willow seems to be the main object of the titles, with magic substituting for alcohol or cocaine, but Buffy's addiction is more subtle, although no less serious. Buffy is addicted to the concept that she is fundamentally 'normal' and 'stable', and so doesn't need to work at maintaining that stability in the face of contrary and 'seductive' forces. Willow will only beat back her addiction when she realizes that her 'normalcy' is not a disease to be medicated. Buffy will conquer her addiction when she realizes that her 'dark side' is likewise. Acceptance of one's true nature leads to balance, or at least the ability to work in a positive direction towards that balance.

(+Buffy+Spike) + (+Buffy-Spike) = 2Buffy (+Buffy+Spike) + (-Buffy+Spike) = 2Spike

The difference makes all the difference, although there might be some noise in the background.

One parting shot, then I'm going to wait for next week to continue examining this very intriguing turn of events. Spike assumes that Buffy has 'come back wrong', because his chip no longer prevents him from hurting her. A few weeks ago, I wondered if Buffy unknowingly gained a vamp-like immortality when she returned from the grave. To date, I have seen nothing occur on the show to contradict this possibility, and the apparent lack of damage to Buffy despite the ferocious nature of Spike's 'attacks' this week even tend to give some additional credence to the idea. We've never been given an explanation of exactly how Spike's chip works, but perhaps one of the 'human' characteristics it looks for is mortality. If so...

( ... to be continued )

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[> Hmmm....I really shouldn't read this stuff before bed... -- Deeva, 23:53:41 11/22/01 Thu

as I will now be wide awake letting this baby simmer. Fabulous post OnM! I actually liked reading through the L R- thing.
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[> This is the best post in the whole world, like, ever! -- WillowFan, 02:39:16 11/23/01 Fri

Physics and feminism and Buffy, all on the same page! Wow!
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[> [> Oh, it is not! But thanks anyway. I'm happy if you're happy! ;) -- OnM, 11:14:31 11/23/01 Fri


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[> As usual OnM - I am amazed. I can't wait for your review next week! -- Liq, 03:03:15 11/23/01 Fri


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[> Re: Owww! - Thoughts on *Smashed* - (*Spoilers* & mature subject matter) -- rowan, 06:57:26 11/23/01 Fri

Again, I sit here thinking, "Whew! You are so damn brilliant!" and I have nothing to add. The mind boggles.

I've thought since this summer that the Buffy/Spike relationship in S6 will figure into the 'growing up' theme because it will reflect lessons for Buffy about sexual maturity. I'm sure there are also Spike lessons in there, but I haven't quite puzzled them out yet. :)

ME has basically, thus far, left Buffy in a situation of emotional and sexual frigidity. All three of her sexual relationships have resulted in abandonment. In her third, mostly fully realized relationship with Riley, she had certain issues of not feeling sexually satisfied (as you point out with that slay scene) and Riley had certain issues of not feeling sexually satisfied (the vamp whores). Surely all this 'frozen' imagery can't be a coincidence. Buffy is emotionally and sexually frigid right now. This is not presented as healthy within the context of the Buffyverse. Sex, though possibly dark and problematic, is certain not healthier when entirely absent.

You very rightly IMO point out that Buffy's addiction is to the idea of being a *normal* girl. I've been saying she's addicted to denial, but you've really hit the nail I didn't see right on the head. This theme runs very explicitly through each season, and has been of particular focus during S5/6. When she begins to stray from what a *normal* girl's sexual identity entails, I think she does worry that it means she is a *bad* girl, like Faith. Prior to her sexual encounter with Spike in Smashed, Buffy's single most intense sexual encounter was in Graduation Day 2 when Angel drained her. Watching it again during the FX marathon left me amazed it made it past the censors. Of course, that event is wrapped up in death -- Faith's, Angel's and almost Buffy's own. It's also wrapped up with guilt. Not a pleasant mix for health.

I think ME is finally trying to untwist what they've presented as the knots in Buffy's sexual identity through this new relationship with Spike. Yes, I'm one of the apparently few who think this is a regenerative relationship, not a destructive one. While Buffy might persist in thinking she can too easily become like Faith if she gives in to any of the darker sexual impulses, clearly Faith was a character missing balance. The lesson Buffy probably needs to learn is how to balance the light with the dark, specifically in this instance in the area of her sexuality.

I would suspect that Spike has a certain amount of balance in that area that could be helpful to Buffy as she strives for the same. I'm not sure I agree with you about Spike wanting to be the submissive partner to Buffy's dominant partner. I realize I'm probably perceived as a Spike apologist (and therefore my credibility is diminished). But I think I would be very suspect of any comments Spike makes about himself (e.g. love's bitch). Spike has a tendency not to understand himself very well.

One of the key moments for Spike is when he takes on the role of sexual aggressor with Dru in FFL after he kills the Chinese Slayer. One can argue that Drusilla always maintained emotional dominance (because she did not love him as much as he did her and therefore retain control), but sexually, I think the relationship was a little more balanced.

Spike also seems to be able to integrate a wider variety of sexual expression than Buffy. We've seen him want everything from the chains Dru fancied to the more tender lovemaking with the Bot (after the initial furor wore off!). It's also good to note that Angelus taunted Spike about not being dark enough sexually to hold Dru. Sometimes he seems to like being the aggressive partner, sometimes the submissive partner. This contrasts to Buffy, who seems to be very uncomfortable with her aggressive sexual behaviors.

My, I have gone on, haven't I? Well, you can see we've both been thinking about poor Buffy's sex life alot. I think your point is well taken that we need to see Wrecked. But I also think this is a theme that will play out over much of this season as ME strives to restore Buffy to some degree of emotional/sexual health. They have been stripping her down for two years; I think now they are rebuilding. After all, Xander/Anya and to some extent Willow/Tara (before this season!) have been presented at times as healthy emotional/sexual models, so I don't think ME is addicted to pain (as some have argued!). I look forward to seeing where this is all going.
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[> [> More Thoughts on Buffy's Sexuality (Graduation Day 2 vs. Smashed) -- rowan, 09:09:14 11/23/01 Fri

Well, I guess I do have some more thoughts. Or thoughts in more detail. ;)

I thought seeing Graduation Day 2 yesterday was interesting as we juxtapose it against Smashed. Clearly, we have Buffy's two most intense sexual experences to date to compare.

In GD2, Buffy punches Angel until she arouses him enough to feed. Buffy experiences what looks to me like an intense climax while Angel feeds from her. He lays on her in a position mimicing intercourse. Buffy moans, crushes a pitcher, kicks furniture, and eventually lapses into a post-climactic peacefulness. Angel is clearly the dominant one in this situation from the moment he begins to feed. He pins her down. He makes smacking, gobbling, and slurping noises while feeding. He is the one to end the intercourse. He must then rush Buffy to the hospital for a transfusion to prevent her death. She has a prophetic dream about Faith before regaining consciousness.

In Smashed, Buffy and Spike fight until both are aroused. They both experience intense climaxes which appear to start and end at close to the same time. They stand together (neither one dominant; in fact, they keep switching positions). The intercourse doesn't end. They fall through the floor, still joined, still connected. Neither one appears to need hospitalization (LOL!).

What do we do with these two scenes? The feeding scene in GD2 is the last intimate encounter between B/A before he leaves. It is very wrapped up in the pain of the B/A relationship. Whiel Buffy is having this intense sexual experience, Angel is feeding. Maybe he's getting a sexual thrill from it. But he's not really joining her in celebrating hers. He's just slurping away as he has with many a victim throughout his vampiric unlife. He continues after Buffy has already lapsed in post-coital lethargy (which is really Buffy's life force slipping away).

It's the darker side of sexuality, and I think we're supposed to see it as an almost unhealthy darkness since it almost results in Buffy's death. It's not balanced, and balance is always a desired state in the Buffyverse. It's seductive, but too much seduction can be a dangerous thing.

Buffy to some extent has been fearing her darker sexual impulses as a result of this encounter ever since. The encounter is so wrapped up in Buffy's feelings about Faith (it's bookended by Buffy almost killing Faith and Buffy dreaming about Faith) that it suggests Buffy equates darker sexuality with being a *bad* girl like Faith.

But Buffy, I think, has missed the full lesson in her dream. Faith gives Buffy the key to defeat the Mayor. She also clues Buffy in about Dawn's arrival and the sacrifice in The Gift. But Faith also tells Buffy to 'take her stuff.' Buffy claims she has no room for it all (we're in Faith's apartment, remember, so this dream is about identity). Faith tells her to take what she needs. What Buffy didn't, IMO, take from Faith was acceptance of her darker sexual needs. She should have, because it's part of her and she needs it to be satisfied. She rejects it becasue she's afraid, but she craves it. Buffy need to take 'just what she needs' which means just enough to remain balanced and healthy.

In subsequent sexual encounters with Riley, Buffy leaves to go slay and returns to snuggle with Riley. Clearly, she can't fully express the full range of her desires; she has to subliminate them into the hunt and the kill. She hadn't learned Faith's lesson.

In the sexual encounter with Spike, both Buffy and Spike are satisfied. There doesn't seem to be any sense that one is taking more than the other. They start and end (or rather don't end!) by mutual consent. It seems, while a walk on the dark side because of the pre-game fight, (so to speak) a fairly balanced, healthy expression of sexuality (given the whole vampire/Slayer not fully human thing, LOL). It seems to me, frankly, to be the embodiment of Buffy 'taking what she needs' in accordance with her Faith lesson. She's getting a third opportunity to reconcile her view of a *normal* girl's sexuality (Buffy is obsessed with being normal) with *her* true sexuality.

However, I fully expect the return of Denial!Buffy next week.

rowan
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[> [> [> Denial! Buffy (Spoilers Smashed) -- Traveler, 10:27:03 11/23/01 Fri

This is something that simultaneously amuses and confuses me. You kiss a guy once and decide you make a mistake. OK. You kiss him twice and decide you make a mistake. Well, hmm. But then, you SLEEP with him the third time? How can Buffy possibly deny her feelings after that? I know she is confused and all, but still...!?
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[> [> [> [> it seems to me that -- jen c., 10:47:37 11/23/01 Fri

Buffy's continued denials aren't fooling anyone anymore. It seemed pretty obvious in Smashed that she'd run out of denials and had to resort to cruel insult to disarm the attraction between her and spike. we all saw how that turned out! any attempt to return to denial city will be an obvious lie - one that Spike may let her get away with if he sees that she is mortally freaked, but it won't fool anyone.
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[> [> [> Denial Buffy -- Rufus, 14:49:49 11/23/01 Fri

If Buffy stays in denial, Spike will have a smile on his face for a very long time....;)
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[> [> [> [> Re: Denial Buffy :) :) -- rowan, 15:12:00 11/23/01 Fri

Yes, well, so will we all, since that means much more Nude!Spike...but I'd prefer to see Buffy emotionally healthy and boinking Spike's brains out.

;)
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[> [> [> [> [> Picky.....;) -- Rufus, 15:19:40 11/23/01 Fri

In time,in time.........:):):):)
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Denial Buffy :) :) -- Malandanza, 15:20:37 11/23/01 Fri

"but I'd prefer to see Buffy emotionally healthy and boinking Spike's brains out."

But those two things are mutually exclusive, Rowan. :)
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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Denial Buffy :) :) -- rowan, 15:42:00 11/23/01 Fri

Hey, you live in your villa on the Nile and I'll live in mine, LOL! :)
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Denial Buffy :) :) -- Ramo, 10:21:42 11/24/01 Sat

If Buffy stays in denial, her secret will get out someway though her "Freudian slips." She's been saying or reacting to these little comments ever since All the Way, in every episode since, I'm not sure about TR. In ATW she took the "rough and tumble" too literally, similarly with the last episode. And OMwF she said, "what else would I want to pump you for?" Spike is clearly embedded in Buffy's subconscious desires, which may have caused the so unexpected sex scene.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Denial Buffy :) :) -- Rufus,, 13:37:52 11/24/01 Sat

How about when Spike phones Buffy at the Magic Shop trying to sound all big baddie and only sounds silly? He asked her about "grunt work" and she freaks and says "grunting, there will be no grunting".....loved that one, she was trying so hard to cover up the fact she was in fact going to meet Spike to Xander and Anya.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Denial Buffy :) :) -- Malandanza, 15:36:48 11/24/01 Sat

How about when Spike phones Buffy at the Magic Shop trying to sound all big baddie and only sounds silly? He asked her about "grunt work" and she freaks and says "grunting, there will be no grunting".....loved that one, she was trying so hard to cover up the fact she was in fact going to meet Spike to Xander and Anya.

Actually, it's not just Spike who is able to rattle Buffy with sexual innuendoes -- accidental or intentional. Faith regularly shocked Buffy (like when they discussed whether or not Buffy had slept with Xander -- and there was also some complaints about Faith's frequent grunting). And even Willow managed to startle Buffy in Faith, Hope and Trick:

Willow: (notices a boy) Ooo, Scott Hope at eleven o'clock. (Buffy looks) (to Buffy) He likes you. He wanted to ask you out last year, but you weren't ready then. But I think you're ready now, or at least in the state of pre-readiness to make conversation, or-or to do that thing with your mouth that boys like.

Buffy snaps her head around at Willow and gives her a shocked look.

Willow: (realizes her slip-up) Oh! I didn't mean the *bad* thing with your mouth, I meant that little half-smile thing that you... (glares at Oz) You're supposed to stop me when I do that.

Oz: (smiles and shakes his head) I like when you do that.

Anyway, I don't think it's just Freudian slips about Spike. Buffy is insecure about every aspect of her own sexuality and is easily shocked. When she's feeling guilty about something she's more likely to misinterpret a random comment, but Buffy's misinterpretations, malapropisms and accidental witticisms are one of her most endearing qualities -- all that power and still so insecure.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Denial Buffy :) :) -- dsf, 18:16:06 11/24/01 Sat

Certainly Spike finds it endearing -- in the phone scene in "Smashed", for example, when he can hardly believe his ears, or his luck. I like the way she keeps surprising him, going beyond his fondest fantasies (and sometimes his worst nightmares.) It's in her nature to be most aggressive when she's most vulnerable. Perhaps denial is part of what allows her to do that: she's hiding her next move from herself, so fear can't stop her.

dsf
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Denial Buffy :) :) -- anom, 21:16:19 11/26/01 Mon

"...she was trying so hard to cover up the fact she was in fact going to meet Spike to Xander and Anya."

Huh? She wasn't going to meet him, & in fact she didn't--that why Spike surprised her near the museum. He expected her to show (though it didn't sound to me like she was definitely going to) & she didn't.
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Denial Buffy :) :) -- Deeva, 19:44:53 11/24/01 Sat

"but I'd prefer to see Buffy emotionally healthy and boinking Spike's brains out."

Nuff said! or like the trio of Fates on AtS "Ohhh! Naked! Spike. Mmmmmmmmm." ;o)
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[> [> [> different interp of angel's feeding in G2 -- LL, 23:45:39 11/23/01 Fri

I didn't at all interpret buffy's reaction to Angel's feeding on her an intense sexual climax, and though I now see what you're saying, my first thought was that she was experiencing pain... that she was in a state of, maybe, captivated disbelief of what he was doing to her, even though she "forced" him to. Her kicking and crushing were like squeezing someone's hand when you get a shot, and her "post-climactic peacefulness" seemed more like "post-blooddraining unconsciousness." (This, of course, neglects the erotic undertones inherent to vampire feeding... ah, well.) I don't think that this scene is the reason for buffy's hesitation to embrace her "dark sexuality." I think her fear of it is as close to her as her need for normalcy, or that the one comes from the other.
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[> [> [> [> Re: different interp of angel's feeding in G2 -- rowan, 05:02:31 11/24/01 Sat

That's a more traditional interpretation, which I think is shared by alot of people and certainly has alot of validity. All I would ask is -- have you looked at the way Angel's body is position over Buffy while he is feeding?
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[> [> [> [> Re: different interp of angel's feeding in G2 -- Malandanza, 08:21:51 11/24/01 Sat

This, of course, neglects the erotic undertones inherent to vampire feeding... ah, well.

The eroticism of the feeding process seems to be one of those things in the Buffyverse that lacks consistency. Usually, we see sex and feeding mixed, but in some case, there is no sexual aspect (at least, none shown). In particular, in All the Way, neither the toymaker nor Dawn's friend seem to have been "turned on" by the feeding of the young vamps. In other cases, the victims are rescued early (like Faith in Buffy's body rescuing the young girl in Who Are You) without any signs of being flustered by the recent "sexual" act. Even when Darla was revamped by Dru, Darla didn't seem to sexually excited by the prospect.

Now, it's possible that prolonged feeding is what gives the sexual rush -- that initially, there is only pain and fear. It is also possible that cases like the Toymaker are deliberately left asexual to avoid the appearance of male homosexuality (which probably wouldn't make it past the censors). In the case of Dawn's friend, there would likely be reservations about mixing a violent sex act with a young girl (15? 16?) -- although, paradoxically, the episode was about the dangers of date-rape.

But I think there is enough inconsistency that a case could be made for not every feeding being sexual in the Buffyverse. It may well depend on the vampire or the victim.
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[> [> [> [> Re: different interp of angel's feeding in G2 -- racoon, 06:29:03 11/25/01 Sun

SMG made a remark on this particular scene in an interview once - I recall reading her describing it as a sex scene culminating in a powerful orgasm. I can't remember her exact words, but she did say she was surprised that it got past the censors.

For a vampire feeding to be erotically pleasing there would have to be some kind of consensus from the "bitee". Drusilla siring Darla, for example, lacked this crucial element and therefore IMO the exstacy inherent in the act. Drusilla siring Spike, on the other hand, is a telling example of the contradictory elements involved. His expression in FFL is first one of astonishment, then pain and distaste, then exquisite pleasure.
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[> [> Re: Owww! - Thoughts on *Smashed* - (*Spoilers* & mature subject matter) -- Malandanza, 10:35:00 11/23/01 Fri

"I think I would be very suspect of any comments Spike makes about himself (e.g. love's bitch). Spike has a tendency not to understand himself very well."

I agree with you on this issue. Spike understands others very well -- people with whom he has no emotional attachment -- so he instantly sees the attraction between Tara and Willow, or Riley's insecurities about not being man enough for Buffy. But he doesn't understand himself very well (he believes most of his own propaganda) and he has demonstrated that he doesn't understand Buffy -- his "relationship" has been a series of misunderstandings and mishaps. FFL and Crush, in particular, showed just how badly he understands Buffy.

"I'm not sure I agree with you about Spike wanting to be the submissive partner to Buffy's dominant partner...One of the key moments for Spike is when he takes on the role of sexual aggressor with Dru in FFL after he kills the Chinese Slayer."

Again, I agree with you. I also think that the first time Dru and Spike had sex was after he had slain the Chinese Slayer -- it had a first time feel to it. Previously, Dru had been one of Angelus' girls. For the first time, Spike was asserting his dominance in the group -- he had always been lowest in the pecking order. Not that I think it was Spike's first sexual experience (others have suggested that Spike had only know Dru until she left him), he was part of a band of vampires that raped and pillaged their way across Europe. But this was probably his first "romance." I never saw Dru as dominant. Perhaps, in the very beginning of their relationship, between the Boxer Rebellion and the mob, there may have been some equality, given Dru's role as a sire. But certainly after she was wounded (do you know when she was injured by the Prague mob?) Spike was dominant. When Spike was wounded, there was a brief period where Dru might have been the dominant partner, but once Angelus was back on the scene, Dru wasn't dominating Spike, she was ignoring him for dominant Angelus. It seems to me that Dru prefers the submissive role and gravitated towards the stronger Angelus, which is borne out by your next point:

"It's also good to note that Angelus taunted Spike about not being dark enough sexually to hold Dru."

But I think Spike's discomfort with Angelus was more about Angelus than Dru. Spike has an inferiority complex when it comes to Angelus/Angel (or maybe he's "just inferior" :) and to have Angelus let Spike know that not only is he better than Spike at being evil, but also in the bedroom, hurt Spike more than Dru's wandering heart.

For me, Spike's obsession with Buffy has followed this pattern -- being less about Buffy and more about Angel/Angelus.
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[> [> [> Re: Owww! - Thoughts on *Smashed* - (*Spoilers* & mature subject matter) -- rowan, 17:36:57 11/23/01 Fri

"I agree with you on this issue. Spike understands others very well -- people with whom he has no emotional attachment -- so he instantly sees the attraction between Tara and Willow, or Riley's insecurities about not being man enough for Buffy. But he doesn't understand himself very well (he believes most of his own propaganda) and he has demonstrated that he doesn't understand Buffy -- his "relationship" has been a series of misunderstandings and mishaps. FFL and Crush, in particular, showed just how badly he understands Buffy."

I go back and forth about how well Spike understands Buffy. His insistence in Crush and FFL that Buffy does have some type of attraction to him now seems to be rather born out by recent events, unless we assume the attraction has only developed since her resurrection.

"Again, I agree with you. I also think that the first time Dru and Spike had sex was after he had slain the Chinese Slayer -- it had a first time feel to it."

I've always thought this, too, although not every agrees. I think most people would at least agree that it is their first significant sexual encounter. If they were having sex before this, the implication would seem to be very master/minion sex where Spike *services* Dru. This scene suggests a huge shift in power within the relationship.
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[> [> [> [> Re: Owww! - Thoughts on *Smashed* - (*Spoilers* & mature subject matter) -- dsf, 19:36:26 11/24/01 Sat

Various thoughts:

1) You can be love's bitch without being your lover's bitch. (Keller in =Oz= comes to mind.) Spike seems to be, as Malandanza notes, versatile.

2) I think Spike's understanding of Buffy runs to extremes: he's very astute about some things, and deeply clueless about in others. Which is a wonderful way to get into trouble in any relationship.

3) I'll agree that there's a power shift in the relationship between Spike and Dru after he kills a Slayer, but I don't think it's about dominance, except indirectly. Dru has had the power in the relationship because she's the one who's giving the best gift. She's rescued Spike from mediocrity and introduced him to a world of wonders, as she promised: something effulgent. In return, it seems to be implied, he's given her his devout love.

When he kills a Slayer, though, he's given *her* a marvel, something neither she nor Angelus nor Darla have apparently experienced before. (Angelus doesn't seek out fights he might lose, and Darla likewise avoids pointless risk.) He's shown he has the power to give her pleasures that no one else can. In an existence that can be eternal, with no conscience to make difficulties, to wield that power may be even more significant than it is in human relationships.

I don't think Drusilla is especially submissive. I think she wants to be entertained.

dsf
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[> [> [> Aaarrgh! Malandanza! -- Marie, 06:23:13 11/26/01 Mon

Not that I think it was Spike's first sexual experience (others have suggested that Spike had only know Dru until she left him), he was part of a band of vampires that raped and pillaged their way across Europe.

These posts have all been so interesting to read, though normally I come too late to the board to post my own opinions (someone has always posted what I think!). This time you've brought me out from behind my plant in the corner, because, while I agree with a lot of your views on Spike (though not all), part of this post aggravated me somewhat.

1. Whilst I agree that everyone must be free to have their own opinion on this subject, why would anyone think that Spike and Dru had not had sex prior to the Boxer Rebellion scene? They had by then been together some years, and Spike (as opposed to William) is a very sexual being. Also, Angelus had advised Drusilla to get her own playmate - and I don't feel he meant that in a childlike sense. It's my opinion that they were quite comfortable together sexually long before that scene - though I do feel that this may have been the first time that Spike was the dominant one.

2. Where, in any of the episodes, have you seen anything, or heard mention of, vampires raping? As an ex-rapee, I can't tell you how much I hate the casual use of this word for what the vampires do. It minimalises the act of rape. That said, it's my opinion that vampires are locust-like creatures, really - they descend on scenes of chaos, like the Boxer Rebellion, and seize their opportunity to feed on the helpless victims of riot and disorder. Or maybe maggots would be a better word for them.

Rant over. Not meant to offend - you touched a sore spot!

Marie
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[> [> [> [> Re: Word Choice -- Malandanza, 08:21:58 11/26/01 Mon

"Where, in any of the episodes, have you seen anything, or heard mention of, vampires raping? As an ex-rapee, I can't tell you how much I hate the casual use of this word for what the vampires do. It minimalises the act of rape."

I agree that using the word "rape" metaphorically minimizes the crime; however, when I said "raped and pillaged," I really did mean rape. I do not believe it is inappropriate given the violent and nonconsensual sexual aspects of vampire feeding. As for examples of vampires raping, we need look no further than Angelus -- after all the rape and murder of the gypsy girl is what got him cursed in the first place. We also saw him accosting a servant girl in a flashback from Amends and his sex scene with Darla as Noir Angel and the bodice-ripping attack on human Darla in the convent had violent and sexual overtones. Most recently, we have seen Angelus suggest to Holtz that he had repeatedly raped Holtz's wife. As I have said, Spike seems to me to have patterned himself after Angelus.

In the very first episode of Buffy, the Master's henchman tosses Buffy around, throws her into a coffin and then (from the view inside the coffin) we see him climbing in on top of her -- a scene that established BtVS as horror, instead of a soap opera or comedy, for me. Spike threatened Willow with rape in Lover's Walk and attacked her again in The Initiative.

This season, we have seen vampires as date-rapists (and I dislike the term "date-rape" since it seems to imply a separate category of rape that is somehow not so bad) in All the Way. The language of this episode falls into the "single-entendre" (an Oz quote :) category -- the boys didn't have to be vampires, everything they said still made sense in a purely sexual predator context.

All these comments about Buffy being the "Ice Queen" or a "Bitch" because she hadn't had sex with Spike after kissing him twice have disturbed me. She does not owe him anything, she isn't "asking for it" -- and I think that message was clearly delivered in Smashed by the parallel between the boys at the Bronze and Spike's abusive speech to Buffy:

Spike and Buffy in the alley:

SPIKE: You're a tease, you know that, Slayer? (Buffy rolls her eyes, continues walking) Get a fellow's motor revving, let the tension marinate a couple-a days, then bam! Crown yourself the ice queen.

Amy, Willow and the boys in the Bronze:

GUY 1: Hey, come on. We're just getting started. AMY: (looks at Willow) I think I'm gonna sit this one out. GUY 2: Nuh-uh! You can't, you can't just work us up like that and then just-

The guy grabs Amy's arm and pulls her away from the bar, but she pulls free.

AMY: Hey! WILLOW: I think she said no.

Spike's "motor revving" comment and the guy's "you can't just work us up like that" comment are too close to be coincidental. We all know that the Bronze guys were wrong -- and if Amy and Willow hadn't been witches there's no telling how that incident might have ended. Yet Spike is held to a different standard.

As for other vampires -- how many times have we seen a girl struggling in an alley against an impossibly strong male vampire?
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Word Choice -- Marie, 09:12:18 11/26/01 Mon

I guess we're going to have to agree to disagree on this one. I know it's just my own opinion, but I very strongly feel that it's all about the thirst for blood, not sex, for these creatures. When Angelus fed on the gypsy girl - he wasn't having sex with her. I feel that you are looking at the examples you cite as metaphors for sex. You haven't convinced me!

As to Spike - well, he does want sex with Buffy, doesn't he? Not her blood (though I think he'd take that, too, if he could). He didn't threaten Willow with rape! Were we watching the same things? Again, he was after her blood! Granted, there was a little suggestive suggesting, but more on the lines of the rambling drunk ("Hey, babe, you wanna?") than the seriously agressive rapist... Have to think more about this - got to pick my kid up! But I haven't finished this yet!

Marie
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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Word Choice -- Malandanza, 09:41:13 11/26/01 Mon

"Were we watching the same things?"

Why does eveybody keep asking me that? :)

But, seriously, the scenes with Willow were more than just a "little suggestive" -- here's what Masquerade had to say about the Willow/Spike scene in The Initiative:

"Sexual violence: It's another cute Spike and Willow moment until we stop thinking of him as the emotionally sensitive vampire we think we know and look at the situation from another perspective. A man enters a woman's college dorm room, threatens her, and when she tries to run, he throws her on the bed, turns up the stereo to block out the sound of her screams, and then attacks her. The only thing that saves Willow is Spike's Clockwork Orange impotence. From this point of view, Willow's need for reassurance about her desirability is not so funny. A vampire's bite is about predatory violence, and in this case, revenge. To think of it as sexy is to equate all such attacks with the more benevolent moment from Graduation, and to forget how even then Buffy had to coerce Angel to feed on her and that she almost died as a result of it."

and here's the scene from Lover's Walk (I'm never sure where to put the apostrophe) from the shooting scripts (with a big chunk of Spike's "poor me" speech cut):

He abruptly turns and crosses to a chest, grabs a half-finished bottle of mescal. Swigs mightily. SPIKE: I'm gonna get what's mine. What's MINE. Teach her to walk out on me...what are you staring at? WILLOW:Nothing. SPIKE: You can do it, right? Make Dru love me again? Make her crawl? WILLOW: I... I can try... He grabs her by the back of the head, brings her close. SPIKE: What are you talking to me about trying? You'll do it! WILLOW: Yes! I'll do it! He smashes the bottle on a bedpost, holds the jagged end inches from Willow's face. SPIKE: You lie to me, I'll shove this through your face! Do you want that? All the way through to your brain! She is practically crying with terror, weakly mewling: WILLOW: No... please... no... He stops, drops the bottle, his own eyes welling up. The anger deflating as abruptly as it came. After a moment: SPIKE: She wouldn't even kill me ... she said we could still be friends! Oh-God, I'm so unhappy! He bursts into serious tears, buries his head in Willow's shoulder. She is entirely nonplussed. WILLOW:There there... SPIKE:(into her neck)Friends! How could she be so cruel? He holds onto her, letting the sobs subside -- and they do, his grasp becoming a little tighter, more sensual, his face in her neck advancing to nuzzlage. She begins to look increasingly alarmed. SPIKE: Mmmmm... your neck, that smell... He lifts his face -- and it's gone vampy. SPIKE: I haven't had a woman in weeks -- Willow springs up. WILLOW: Whoah! No! Hold it! SPIKE: Well, unless you count that shopkeeper... WILLOW: Now hold on! I'll do your spell, and, and, I'll get you Drusilla back but there's no bottles in the face and there's no "having"! Of any kind! With me. All right? He stands, growling -- and a second later his face morphs (greenscreen) back to human. SPIKE: All right. Get started.

Vampires are violent and sexual creatures. Their victims generally are nonconsensual -- I don't think it's a strecth to see them either as literal or metaphorical rapists -- but then, it is the assumptions I make that I feel are most solidly supported by the facts that get me into the most trouble on this board :) -- I have to go to work, but I'll read your replies when I get back tonight.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Word Choice -- JoanSwift, 12:21:15 11/26/01 Mon

Pardon me for butting into this. I'm new here and I should post something more philosophically potent first, I suppose. Cleanthes told me I would not need to use acerbic, Swiftian techniques on this forum. Yet, here I am, looking for trouble!

Regarding the use of the word RAPE, shouldn't equivalent cases of male-on-male or female-on-male violence be cited?

When Angel drags Xander into the school as an offering to Spike, did you think RAPE?

When Dru used her hypnotic power to confuse Giles into revealing what Angel needed to do to activate Acathla, was that not rape?

What happens in the case of the word RAPE is what the folks in the academic ghetto call "ideological anchorage". The word has taken on an aura of political discourse from which it cannot escape. In Xena discussions with which I am too familiar, the word RAPE never really described what transpired on the TV screen, but instead described the political framework from which the poster wished to issue polemics.

Let's just call all these cases rape. Then what? How does using this word add to understanding the philosophy behind the show? I generally get the feeling that using the word is meant to trump discussion. Once the word is applied, everyone is somehow supposed to throw up their hands in horror and stop thinking and writing in favor of picketing the production company or lobbying congress or something. Why?

I'd agree with Malandanza's word choice if it did not come with this political anchorage.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Word Choice -- vandalia, 13:44:48 11/26/01 Mon

So where is the rape in this scene? Is it suggestive and full of double-entendre? Yup. Vampires, sex/death etc etc. Been there, deconstructed that. Is Spike threatening Willow with biting/something else? Yep. So what does Willow do? She says 'no, you're not going to bite me.' And what does big, bad evil Spike do in return? He says, 'All right.' Just like that. No threatened staking, no screaming for help, no being dragged off her by Xander, he states his desires, Willow objects, and Spike acquiesces. There was absolutely no way she could've stopped him. She said no, he said ok. Not exactly the pattern of a serial rapist here.

You'd have a better case with Initiative, in which he walks in and tells her 'I'm going to give you a choice. Now, I'm going to kill you -- no choice about that -- but I can just kill you, or I can bring you back, like me.' There is the suggestion of rape in the way the scene is set up, as Masq explains (the closing the door, turning up the music, etc) but again, Spike fails to 'perform.' This time its because of the chip. What ensues is really one of the funniest scenes in S4 (and Spike actually mentions wanting to bite Willow back in Lover's Walk. The outfit he describes her wearing, the 'fuzzy pink number with the lilac underneath,' was what she was wearing in that episode). Here biting and sex are obviously being played with as related concepts. Its when Willow (re)realizes that they're NOT talking about sex but rather killing her and turning her into a vampire ('You're being too hard on yourself. Why don't we wait a half an hour and try again? Or...' (She whacks him with a lamp and runs) that she takes action. Is feeding/attacking like rape? Yes, its (usually) non-consentual, its physically invasive, its objectifying, its violent. But is it _the same thing_ as rape? No. Does this make it any less evil? No. But feeding is more understandable -- without blood, vampires die. They need it to live. Let me repeat: this does not excuse killing people. Spike is a bad, rude man (at least he is in S4). But he's never been depicted as being a rapist.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Word Choice, etc. -- anom, 22:46:59 11/26/01 Mon

Wow! A lot's been said while I was away. I'm going to quote from several postings. First, I agree w/LL about the scene in GD2 where Angel drains Buffy. Her reactions did not look at all to me like sexual pleasure.

rowan:

"Buffy experiences what looks to me like an intense climax while Angel feeds from her. He lays on her in a position mimicing intercourse. Buffy moans, crushes a pitcher, kicks furniture, and eventually lapses into a post-climactic peacefulness."...and later..."All I would ask is -- have you looked at the way Angel's body is position over Buffy while he is feeding?"

Yeah, I have. He's hunched over her, pinning her down, as someone else said. If any scene looks like rape, this is it--& otherwise I agree w/Marie about the use of this word--except of course that Buffy has consented for reasons that don't have a sexual parallel that I can think of. When Angel first bites her, her eyes widen in what looks to me like shock at how much it hurts (I half expected her to have a line later like "If I'd known it hurt that much, I'd've worked harder to kill them all), not a climax. I saw crushing the pitcher as Buffy putting her will & strength into something other than throwing Angel off her. And I wouldn't equate unconsciousness from loss of blood w/peacefulness of any kind.

racoon:

"Drusilla siring Spike, on the other hand, is a telling example of the contradictory elements involved. His expression in FFL is first one of astonishment, then pain and distaste, then exquisite pleasure."

I didn't see pleasure here, either. It looked & sounded to me more like "Hey, that hurts, what are you doing? Oh my GOD, that REALLY hurts!" & then realizing that Drusilla is actually killing him. At the end I saw a combination of pain & approaching unconsciousness. (Actually, I was a little disappointed that the scene was played for laughs as much as it was, w/William's entire dialog during the bite consisting of "Ow!")

Second, on Buffy & Spike,

Malandanza:

"For me, Spike's obsession with Buffy has followed this pattern -- being less about Buffy and more about Angel/Angelus."

I'd say it was all about himself. He keeps projecting his feelings for Buffy onto her, most tellingly in OMWF after both have left the Magic Box. He sings, "The torch I bear is scorching me/Buffy's laughing, I've no doubt." First, he knows what Buffy's been going through after her resurrection. Second, all her friends have apparently refused to help her, leaving her to face alone a foe who's already shown his ability to control all of them. Third, it's Tuesday, & Dawn's in trouble. Buffy has so much else on her mind she can hardly bring herself to care about Dawn, & Spike thinks she's sparing even enough attention to laugh at him? Then there's Crush, in which he says he tries to get her out of his mind but she "won't leave." She has no idea this has even been going on, but to him it's her fault, as though she's putting herself in his mind! Unlike many posters, I think Buffy has not been attracted to Spike before the current season & has been clueless about his feelings, not her own.

I'll have more to say about their final scene in Smashed, unless I find out when I read further that someone else has said what I want to.

Third, I disagree in different ways w/2 posters on the "impotence" scene btwn. Willow & Spike. I agree w/vandalia about how funny it is--it looks like Willow's about to die, Spike clutches his head, &...they have the impotence talk. Perfect example of deflating a tense moment w/comic relief.

Malandanza quotes Masquerade:

"From this point of view, Willow's need for reassurance about her desirability is not so funny. A vampire's bite is about predatory violence, and in this case, revenge. To think of it as sexy is to equate all such attacks with the more benevolent moment from Graduation, and to forget how even then Buffy had to coerce Angel to feed on her and that she almost died as a result of it."

Seemed to me Willow was playing for time until the moment vandalia describes below. After all, at that point neither of them knew Spike couldn't hurt her in other ways. Like many women in abusive situations, she's trying to appease him to protect herself. And remember, she did smash the lamp over his head when she got the chance. I thought she did very well for herself in that scene.

vandalia:

"Its when Willow (re)realizes that they're NOT talking about sex but rather killing her and turning her into a vampire ('You're being too hard on yourself. Why don't we wait a half an hour and try again? Or...' (She whacks him with a lamp and runs) that she takes action."

Considering that Spike had already tried again (twice, I think), I don't think Willow was ever unaware of what they were really talking about. To come back around to the discussion of Malandanza's metaphor, a vampire attack seems to me much more like murder than like rape.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Word Choice -- Malandanza, 00:17:16 11/27/01 Tue

"So where is the rape in this scene? Is it suggestive and full of double-entendre? Yup. Vampires, sex/death etc etc. Been there, deconstructed that. Is Spike threatening Willow with biting/something else? Yep. So what does Willow do? She says 'no, you're not going to bite me.' And what does big, bad evil Spike do in return? He says, 'All right.' Just like that. No threatened staking, no screaming for help, no being dragged off her by Xander, he states his desires, Willow objects, and Spike acquiesces. There was absolutely no way she could've stopped him. She said no, he said ok. Not exactly the pattern of a serial rapist here."

I have said that Spike "threatened" Willow with rape and that the scene in The Initiative was "more than a little suggestive." Nowhere did I say that Spike raped Willow. Masquerade's comment about The Initiative are better than any I could invent -- that the scene is a metaphor for rape is undeniable.

As for the scene from Lover's Walk, I can't help but feel you are being a bit disingenuous when you say that "Spike acquiesces" -- in fact, Willow did have a means of bargaining and she used it -- the promise of the love spell. Spike calls off his attack, but tells her that if she fails, Xander dies, then she tries again. So was Spike just joking around? From Willow's point of view, I doubt it mattered -- she thought it was real. One of the things I like about the shooting scripts is the stage direction. Look at the scene again, sans dialogue, from Willow's point of view:

He abruptly turns and crosses to a chest, grabs a half-finished bottle of mescal. Swigs mightily... He grabs her by the back of the head, brings her close... He smashes the bottle on a bedpost, holds the jagged end inches from Willow's face... She is practically crying with terror, weakly mewling:

So I am stuck talking about Spike again. Yet Marie's original question had little to do with him:

"Where, in any of the episodes, have you seen anything, or heard mention of, vampires raping?"

Am I alone in believing that Angelus was a rapist as well as a murderer? The scene with the Gypsy, with Angelus slowly working his hand up the thigh of a bound and struggling Gypsy girl... where was that leading? Other scenes with Angelus have not been quite as provocative, but the suggestion is frequently there.

So Spike joins Darla and Angelus as the very junior member of their band. He is pathetically eager to fit in. Isn't it possible that at some point on one of their rampages he decided to emulate his "yoda"?

Back to the shooting script -- note the motivation for Spike's distress in this scene from Crush:

BUFFY: Spike... The only chance you had with me was when I was unconscious. Spike registers his disappointment. Why hadn't he thought of that? Then, his rage building, he ROARS

The cut scene from Smashed (from the official site)

Down in Spike's crypt, the bleached bloodsucker prepares to stick it to the Slayer by pulling out several goodies, including a stun gun, a rope, chains, padlocks and handcuffs. Then, he puts on a Roxy Music record, lights some candles, sets up flowers and then puts rose petals on the bed. When he is content with his preparation, he bolts from the crypt in search of Buffy.

A stun gun and handcuffs was awaiting Buffy had she answered Spike's phone call.

So maybe it's all a big mistake. Spike is gentleman -- these circumstances are all, well, circumstantial. He would never have really acted on his evil intentions.

Fine.

What about the vamps in AtW? Were they just a bunch of misunderstood kids out for a good time? What was that episode about if it wasn't about rape?
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Word Choice -- Marie, 06:18:37 11/27/01 Tue

Well, I seem to have started something here, don't I?!

Can I start my reply by stating that, as someone who has been raped, I am, naturally, coming at this from an emotional point of view. That is not to say that I am in any way hysterical over what happened to me a long time ago, but there are still sensitive spots. One of them being what I perceive as a rather casual use of the term rape.

Another important point, and may I stress once again that this is MY opinion - I'm not trying to make anyone else think as I do - is that I am very aware of any nuances in speech and action that smack of attempted rape, and I have to say that I have NEVER felt this in any of the episodes that I have seen of BtVS. Of course, I haven't actually seen any of Season 6, so I can't comment on them specifically. Now I come to your own comments:

I have said that Spike "threatened" Willow with rape and that the scene in The Initiative was "more than a little suggestive." Nowhere did I say that Spike raped Willow. Masquerade's comment about The Initiative are better than any I could invent -- that the scene is a metaphor for rape is undeniable.

To me, this scene was suggestive of a drunk vampire who suddenly felt a little horny, and didn't care who he had. Now I have pushed off some drunken advances in my time, and didn't feel that when I did, the guy was going to rape me!

As for the scene from Lover's Walk, I can't help but feel you are being a bit disingenuous when you say that "Spike acquiesces" -- in fact, Willow did have a means of bargaining and she used it -- the promise of the love spell. Spike calls off his attack, but tells her that if she fails, Xander dies, then she tries again. So was Spike just joking around? From Willow's point of view, I doubt it mattered -- she thought it was real. One of the things I like about the shooting scripts is the stage direction. Look at the scene again, sans dialogue, from Willow's point of view:

He abruptly turns and crosses to a chest, grabs a half-finished bottle of mescal. Swigs mightily... He grabs her by the back of the head, brings her close... He smashes the bottle on a bedpost, holds the jagged end inches from Willow's face... She is practically crying with terror, weakly mewling

Here, again, I think you are seeing this from a different point of view than me, and we have to agree to disagree. He's drunk, violent, wants to eat her, may want to have sex with her, but he didn't need much dissuading, did he? The act of a violent, murdering monster, maybe, but NOT the act of a rapist.

Am I alone in believing that Angelus was a rapist as well as a murderer? The scene with the Gypsy, with Angelus slowly working his hand up the thigh of a bound and struggling Gypsy girl... where was that leading? Other scenes with Angelus have not been quite as provocative, but the suggestion is frequently there.

Again, I feel that this is something you might be seeing, but not me. Angelus starts his feeding on the girl's thigh, it's true. Not nice, and a little shocking, yes, given that we normally see vampires go straight for the neck, but not necessarily something that will lead to rape. There has never been a suggestion, that I've heard, that Angelus raped - he liked to torture, he liked to drive his victims insane, he liked to 'arrange' them after death, and most of all he fed. Darla was his sex partner.

So Spike joins Darla and Angelus as the very junior member of their band. He is pathetically eager to fit in. Isn't it possible that at some point on one of their rampages he decided to emulate his "yoda"?

"Isn't it possible/"?? If you use imagination, anything is possible, I guess - and that's just what you seem to be doing here. YOU are deciding it is possible that he rapes, this is not written or shown, YOU decided - to me, Spike is eager to show he's a bad guy, an evil guy, has 'street cred', if you like. Nothing indicates rape in these scenes.

Back to the shooting script -- note the motivation for Spike's distress in this scene from Crush:

BUFFY: Spike... The only chance you had with me was when I was unconscious. Spike registers his disappointment. Why hadn't he thought of that? Then, his rage building, he ROARS

AGAIN - you are the one putting your own interpretation on this scene. "Why hadn't he thought of that?"?? Your words, not the writers. I didn't see this as disappointment that he hadn't taken Buffy when she was out cold, but that he was disappointed she didn't feel the same way he did; didn't love him. She makes him mad, yes, but not because he could've raped her and didn't!

The cut scene from Smashed (from the official site)

Down in Spike's crypt, the bleached bloodsucker prepares to stick it to the Slayer by pulling out several goodies, including a stun gun, a rope, chains, padlocks and handcuffs. Then, he puts on a Roxy Music record, lights some candles, sets up flowers and then puts rose petals on the bed. When he is content with his preparation, he bolts from the crypt in search of Buffy.

A stun gun and handcuffs was awaiting Buffy had she answered Spike's phone call.

OK. I haven't seen S6, as I've said. But reading this, the word that jumps out at me is 'cut'. If we're playing guessing games now, can I guess that the writers weren't comfortable with the thought of writing Spike as having to stun Buffy to get her to sleep with him? Can I guess that they obviously don't see him as a rapist?

What about the vamps in AtW? Were they just a bunch of misunderstood kids out for a good time? What was that episode about if it wasn't about rape?

Well, I can't answer this one, because you don't include any relevant quotes that might convince me - perhaps someone else who's seen it will do so.

I hope I haven't come across as someone whining about the fact that "Hey, I was raped, you can't say things like that!" I don't mean to, honestly. I truly believe that you are certainly entitled to your opinion on this subject. I just don't feel the same, and none of your arguments so far have convinced me to feel otherwise.

Marie
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Word Choice -- Malandanza, 08:00:18 11/27/01 Tue

"AGAIN - you are the one putting your own interpretation on this scene. "Why hadn't he thought of that?"?? Your words, not the writers."

Actually, those are the writer's words. It's a direct quote from the shooting script. If you haven't seen psyche's transcript and Shooting Scripts site, you ought to -- it's great -- especially if you can't see the new episodes where you are. Summaries never do justice to the writers.

As for the cut scene -- at first I dismissed it as a hoax -- but it appeared in the episode summary on the official site. To me, this says the scene was filmed and was meant to be shown (why else would it appear in the official summary?) Maybe they decided it was too out of character for Spike and cut it for that reason, and maybe they cut it to squeeze in an extra commercial. Until the DVD comes out, we won't know if they intended this scene to be part of the episode.

I can accept that Spike is not a rapist. His primary motivations are uncontrollable violence and unrestrained sexuality -- I don't think it's a stretch to say that at some point in his checkered past he combined his two favorite pastimes. But I don't think it's an impossibility that the only women he has known have been Dru, Harmony and Buffy -- he has an obsessive nature that might pass for constancy.

The Angelus/Gypsy scene, however, is different. I do think the intent was to show just how evil Angelus was -- that he raped the Gypsy girl while Darla watched. Here we part ways.

The shooting script for All the Way isn't out yet -- but there's the link for the transcript -- not as good as the actual script since it doesn't have writer's commentary and certainly more open to interpretation without being able to see MT's reactions.

Essentially, the episode is about Dawn and her young friend (Freshmen) slipping away from parental control to spend the evening with older boys (Juniors or Seniors when they had been vamped). Both girls find themselves in powerless situations -- only the timely interventions of Giles, Buffy and Spike prevent disaster. This episode is particularly chilling to me because of the pervasive nature of "date rape" in this country -- it is becoming a rite of passage for young girls. I work with teen-agers and I have heard otherwise decent young men (Seniors) from good families discussing which of the incoming Freshmen girls are most "doable" and taking bets on who will "hook-up" with them first.

We can debate about how much consent is involved, and you can say that the girls shouldn't have allowed themselves to get into these situation, but these are situations where the power lies entirely with the men. At 15, a girl isn't driving -- if she's in a deserted area where she's unsure of how to get back home and scared of what else might be out on the streets, there is little chance of escape. If it's her first experience, there is intense pressure to conform mixed with fear and naivete (and sometimes first time use of alcohol). This isn't the first time that BtVS has looked at "date rape" (Reptile Boy, The Initiative, even WttHM, depending upon your interpretation) but it is the first time that the entire episode has dealt with the subject.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Word Choice - my last words, I promise! -- Marie, 14:43:22 11/27/01 Tue

OK. I seem to have brought you round on the subject of Spike, and we'll have to agree to disagree on Angelus and the rest of the vamps, huh?!

As to date rape, that's actually what happened to me, only they didn't call it that in those days (showing my age, now!), so I don't think I'll go there. When I finally get to see "All the Way", I'm going to watch it with special interest after our discussions, and I may well get back to you on it... you have been warned!

It's been an interesting discussion, and, while I never wanted to preach on this subject, I hope it's made anyone who's been reading it think about their use of the word rape in general conversations.

Marie
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[> [> Excellent points Rowan -- Liq, 17:17:59 11/23/01 Fri


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[> Re: Outstanding, OnM. You dust Jeff Jensen (at EW). -- mundusmundi, 07:24:53 11/23/01 Fri


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[> [> Hummm, that could be bad. Does he have allergies? -- OnM, 11:30:35 11/23/01 Fri


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[> Thanks OnM! -- Cactus Watcher, 07:50:48 11/23/01 Fri

Thought provoking as usual.

I'm not sure I agree with your stereo-sexual algebra. But, it goes to show that an intelligently presented argument is worth pondering whether you agree or not. Wisewoman's offering helped me from being bored to death watching a couple of really bad football games with the guys yesterday. Surely there'll be another bad game or two before the holiday weekend is over. Plenty of time to ponder algebra. ;o)
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[> Fantastic post OnM! And thanks for the lesson on stereo radio. I always wondered how that worked. -- A8, 11:51:41 11/23/01 Fri


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[> Great stuff, OnM... -- Wisewoman, 15:57:49 11/23/01 Fri

I'm going to read this over again when I get home from work tonight, but I know you've touched on at least some of the points I've been mulling over, which are the differences between domination/submission, sado-masochism, partner-abuse, and passion.

I love Steinem, but I personally feel she gets on some pretty shakey ground when she tries to deal with issues of physical/emotional (rather than intellectual/political) passion.

Thanks for another wonderful review!

;o)
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[> Re: Sex and Human Nature -- Aquitaine, 18:33:22 11/23/01 Fri

Very thought-provoking review OnM. I think I will follow your lead and reserve my... reservations about your submissive/dominant equation until I see "Wrecked". All I will say here is that I thought that both parties got a taste of wielding the power. That's what the fight was about IMO. Reciprocal interaction as a prerequisite to intercourse.

I too found it interesting that when the power conflict was at an impasse, something new occurred that moved Buffy and Spike into a different kind of exchange, one from which they can both learn about themselves, accept things about themselves. Maybe they found their true limboesque natures. Not human, not little girl, not vampire...

They got 'high' but then fell back to earth. I don't see them as addicts.

Willow, however, is "a bloody mess". LOL. Poor soul.

I like your theory on what Buffy may be. Immortal. Hmm. Possible. Immortal, zombie, soulless, angel, demon, half-demon, Messiah... or maybe she's just fine and we are being led down a false alley.

BTW, for anyone who's interested in why we make the sexual choices we make, I just bought a book titled "The Red Queen: Sex and the Evolution of Human Nature". The author's name is Matt Ridley. I've only just cracked it open but it looks very interesting...

-Aquitaine
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[> [> Sex, death, rock and roll, and other trivialities -- Fred, the obvious pseudonym, 19:52:01 11/23/01 Fri

A wiser person would just add a heartfelt "Wow!" to the chorus praising OnM, Rowan, Aquitaine (is there an Eleanor in there?) and others. A wiser person would not risk making oneself foolish by comparison with this brilliance. I do, however, tend to yield to temptation.

At least literary.

Applause to Whedon & Co. for being able to sneak some really powerful themes past the vanilla-custard of commercial TV. There is, I think, a very powerful connection between sexual aggression and violence, one exploited shamelessly by American film but dodged by civil discourse in America.

To take the initiative in either an approach to sex or an approach to mortal combat requires powerful self-assurance. In either case one is risking either emotional (at least, if you are proposing sex with someone important to you) or physical damage. (If it's a really odd sexual relationship you may be risking both.) You've got to believe going in that you have the "right stuff" and will prevail, or at least, survive the experience. I think this self-assurance may well carry over from one to the other acts.

Let's look at some examples from the Buffyverse, especially Spike's episode during the Boxer Rebellion. Not having seen Fool for Love, I don't know how or why Spike entered his mortal clash with the Chinese slayer. I don't know if he chose it or was somehow forced into it. (A side-excursion -- perhaps Spike had his own death -- or "un-death" -- wish at that time; messing with a Slayer is not a good way to prolong your vampiric existence. Spike may have had enough of being bottom vamp on the Angelus-crowd totem pole. If he was dusted he was out of it; if he prevailed his status would change, as indeed it did. Maybe this experience gave him the personal insight to understand the Slayer death-wish.) In any event Spike's victory gave him a surge of confidence which translated immediately into aggressive coitus with Drusilla. He had taken a risk and conquered in doing something which she, despite her seniority, had NOT done -- kill a Slayer. In vampire circles challenging and killing a Slayer has to earn a certain level of respect; it's not done that often and your chance of survival can't be too good.

Just thought of this; it's interesting that Drusilla dumps Spike only AFTER she kills her own Slayer -- Kendra -- in Becoming, end of Season Two. Perhaps by this act of violence and "victory" [from her perspective -- a.) I categorically reject murder as a way to enhance self-esteem and b.) I apologize to all Kendra-fans out there] she was able to re-establish her own relative dominance and break away from Spike.

I'd like to take exception to Andrea Dworkin (I think) and others who consider that this connection between sex and violence is a given, a discrediting factor in sex. (Didn't Dworkin or another of her supporters argue that all acts of sex are acts of rape -- the exploitation of women by the patriarchy?)

Violence need never (and SHOULD never) actually occur in a relationship. But I think people need to feel confident in their capacity to use violence, if only in self-defense; if your entire existence is dependent on the good-will and risk of others your own status, in your own mind if nowhere else, is probably quite low. This lack of confidence may carry over into an unwillingness to challenge yourself in proposing a sexual relationship. At the very least someone who is desirable to you will probably be desirable to others, who may well use the threat of violence to get you to abandon your romantic pursuits and surrender your potential lover to them. (This actually happened to a friend of mine; his rival had a local reputation for violence. My friend sensibly abandoned his interest.)

So where does this leave Spike and Buffy? Both have demonstrated confidence in their own ability to use violence for their ends. Spike is, I believe, quite confident in his sexual nature; Buffy, as others have opined, is not. This is an interesting contradiction; the little blonde female is not sure of her own ability to maintain a sexual relationship, functional or otherwise, but is absolutely sure of her ability to kill monsters and break things.

In the sex scene at the end of "Smashed," it's interesting also that Buffy starts the exchange (IIRC) by smacking Spike. Chip or no, she obviously isn't too worried about her ability to "take" Spike (again, note the correlation in terms between violence and aggressive sex). The ensuing . . . "exchange" moves, possibly consciously, from Buffy's "zone of comfort" (hand-to-hand combat) to her zone of discomfort (sex). I understand that this progress from actions associated with comfort to actions associated with higher anxiety levels is common in treatment of various low-level psychological disorders. (Spike, therefore, may be acting as a bloodsucking sexual therapist.)

If the teaser for "Wrecked" is accurate, Spike arises the "morning after" (so to speak) crowing over his sexual conquest of Buffy. Now Spike isn't stupid. He's got to know that this behavior will really piss the Slayer off.

So why does he do this? Perhaps it's because he wants Buffy to learn something about herself from her reaction. A "nice" girl will either be deeply dejected over such a betrayal or accept this as an example of male idiocy. I expect Buffy to react with "Sexual conquest? I'll show you sexual conquest, you schmuck!"

Of course, it is possible that Spike is being dense. In either event, his broken bones should heal quickly.

One other item; there's an excellent article that deals (among other things) with the relationship between violence in war and sex. It's called "Why Men Love War," Esquire, November 1984. Check it out.

Thanks for your indulgence.
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[> [> [> Ok, so where can I find that article.......... -- Rufus, 20:22:15 11/23/01 Fri

Who isn't sure what Esquire is........
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[> [> [> [> Re: Ok, so where can I find that article.......... -- JBone, 20:05:29 11/25/01 Sun

Esquire is a pretentious, white collar, mens magazine. I tried to get into the habit of reading it when I was a younger man, but much like my attempts at drinking coffee, I could never develop a taste for it. I'm not sure about the article in question, but you can find the magazine itself online at

http://www.esquire.com/

They never had much respect for beer drinkers, and although it's been years since I've seen a issue, I'd bet anything that they'd mock the buffy viewership. They were always above everything. If you couldn't tell before, I hate the "aristocratic" sensiblility. Only, for them, it wasn't what you where born to, but how you lived. And I can't go a week without bleeding from a new scratch or at the very least, some dirt under my fingernails.
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[> [> [> [> [> Thanks..... -- Rufus, 00:19:56 11/26/01 Mon

Couldn't find a thing though.....
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[> [> [> The morning after... -- rowan, 20:22:32 11/23/01 Fri

"If the teaser for "Wrecked" is accurate, Spike arises the "morning after" (so to speak) crowing over his sexual conquest of Buffy. Now Spike isn't stupid. He's got to know that this behavior will really piss the Slayer off."

As we see from the promo, it appears the teaser will immediately address the morning after. It is interesting to note that Buffy uses Angel's words from The Prom about the B/A ship to describe her night with Spike. Denial!Buffy returns. I suspect Spike's attitude is directly designed to counter those defenses. I'm expecting some frank male appreciation for both the events of the evening before as well as for the sight of a totally nude Buffy desperately trying to get dressed, LOL.

I await this episode with interest. Of course, The Prom came before Graduation Day 2, which included the scene I talked about above with Angel feeding from Buffy and leaving his *mark* upon her (both his predatory, sexual and physical mark). I note that the promo includes a shot of Spike leaving his mark on Buffy somewhere on her right throat/breast area. It will be interesting to speculate on what the differences may mean. I also think I notice a similar mark that Buffy may have left on Spike during the evening's activities (not that I've watched the promo obsessively or anything, LOL). But maybe my eyesight is overreaching.

Anyway, I await Tuesday!

rowan
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[> [> [> [> Yeah.......let her explain matching "battle scars" to the other Scoobies..........:) -- Rufus, 20:29:16 11/23/01 Fri


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[> [> [> [> [> I'm waiting for Scoobyheads to start exploding in Fury's 6.11 ep, Rufus! -- rowan, 20:38:43 11/23/01 Fri


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[> [> [> [> Re: The morning after... -- Dyna, 14:30:08 11/24/01 Sat

I know we really have to wait to see "Wrecked" to figure this out, but the promo may be using Spike's words as misdirection. We hear them over the visual of him smiling at her, suggesting some morning-after smugness; but when the promo cuts to the scene where he's actually saying the words, he and Buffy are on the street, at night, and he appears to be angry.

I'm now eagerly awaiting both the episode, and whatever brilliant commentary rowan decides to make on it!
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[> [> [> "bloodsucking sexual therapist" ROFL -- Traveler, 20:46:13 11/23/01 Fri


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[> [> [> Re: Sex, death, rock and roll, and other trivialities -- Aquitaine, 21:47:50 11/23/01 Fri

Gracious! What a lovely addition your post is to this thread, Fred.

To take the initiative in either an approach to sex or an approach to mortal combat requires powerful self-assurance.

Personally, I am amazed at how consistently Spike lays it all down on the line (on a personal note, that's what makes him so appealing to 'moi'). Spike is not the strongest vampire around. Never was, never will be. He takes risks for fun, true, but it's what 'animates' him, this penchant for 'fights he may not win'. He's always ready to lose. Relishes the chance to lose it all. As Drusilla indicated to William before she vamped him: "Your wealth lies here (touches his temple) and here (touches his heart) In the spirit and... imagination (touches his family jewels). You walk in worlds the others can't begin to imagine." Now, both Revenant!Buffy and Spike have walked in worlds others can't begin to imagine. Sometimes I think that Tara took over from Dru as the voice of ME.

I think Spike can teach Buffy to become a little bit less reticent sexually and emotionally. OTOH, Buffy can coax him into honouring his promises (to protect Dawn) and honouring his debt (at the end of TR Spike declares he's no welcher while at the beg. of the episode, he ran away from his responsibility). So, to grow up Buffy needs to be less prim and repressed; Spike needs to be more restrained.

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You make an excellent point about Dru leaving Spike after killing Kendra. She left when she gained status rather than when had lost his. Entirely possible.

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I agree that Buffy's seminal, cough, change in attitude vis-à-vis sex was brought on by Spike's coaxing. Like you, one thing I am not sure about is whether he is consciously bringing her to this climax;) What I mean is, if and when he gloats the morning after, is that just his personality at work or does he realise that he is pushing just the right buttons to get Buffy suitably flustered? Could be a bit of both.

I like to think there was a reason (mainly that he wanted to be the Chosen One's chosen one himself) behind all his mockery of her choice in partners (Angel, Parker, Riley). And I hope that inasmuch as he has always pointed out her weaknesses and played to her insecurities, he won't take aim at her self-esteem now that he's had his one good day/lay.

-Aquitaine
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[> [> [> [> He gets past her defenses... -- rowan, 05:05:30 11/24/01 Sat

At this point in Buffy's life, she is so entrenched behind her emotional defenses (particularly against men), I think that anything that can reach her has to be characterized as a good thing (as long as it doesn't kill her, LOL!). So for right now, I put Spike in that category. He can consistently get behind whatever walls she puts up. Sometimes it isn't a pretty thing to watch, I'll grant.
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[> Is "wrong" the right word? -- Rufus, 20:27:10 11/23/01 Fri

Spike is only assuming that something is "wrong" with the returned Buffy. Why do I think that he may be in for a surprise. With a journey through the myth of the divine child going on over at Angel, why is it a surprise that we may get Buffy as divine messenger(angel) story?

I can't comment much on this week because I think that we may have to look at both Smashed and Wrecked together to come to any sure conclusions. Except for Willow being screwed up.....no mistake there.

As usual I waited for your article on the ep and wasn't dissapointed........except with the fact I've mixed up stereo equiptment and sex.........:):):):)
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[> [> Strange bedfellows... -- OnM, 23:00:29 11/23/01 Fri

...except with the fact I've mixed up stereo equipment and sex...

Yeah, I know. Me so Evil!

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[> Wow, OnM... -- Isabel, 22:43:17 11/24/01 Sat

I'm always learning something new when I read your posts. I never understood how stereo was different.

Now I have to wait for the end of your train of thought which will be late NEXT week! I am not the most patient of people....

Oh, well. I look forward to your next topics, Professor.
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more on B/S and sex SPOILERISH -- yabyumpan, 20:36:44 11/23/01 Fri

I'm going to aproach this purely on the sexual nature of Buffy (as I see it). There's been a lot of discussion about what Buffy is now, after she's been raised (demon/angel etc), but I think to get some insight into her sexual nature we also need to look at what she was before. She thinks of herself as Human and so do we but I think she has always been more/other than that. She is the Slayer, the chosen one, I would say she is human in a way no one else on the planet is (except Faith), she has superhuman strength and abilities, she is Supra Human, possibly even Mutant Human. What does that mean in terms of her sexuality? I think it means that up untill now she has had to hold herself back sexually. When she had sex with Angel she was seventeen, just, and a virgin; although I'm sure she gave as much of her self as she could I think there was probably an element of "first time nerves", being aware that her partner was much more expierienced than she was, wanting to "get it right", all thing things that anyone has on their first time; also she was just comming into her sexualilty, testing it for the first time. However good your first time was, it still definatly gets better with age and expirience. When Angel/Angelus taunted her about it the next day, she was unsure enough about her sexuality to take it on board and ask what she'd done wrong. With Parker it was like rebound sex and after her first time, where the man literally turned into a monster (most of us have just had to deal with the metophorical monster in the morning!), she must have been wary about giving herself fully. With Rielly she may have felt that she gave herself fully but as has been said in an earlier post, even after great sex, she still needed to get up and do some Slaying. I think she really needs to have someone as her physical equal before she can really let go. She could literally crush a man to death in the throws of passion (as in a recent Bond movie where the female assasin killed the men by literally squeezing the life out of them with her thighs as she was having sex with them), I think unconsciously she knows that and so holds herself back. With Rielly, although she was attracted to him she wouldn't allow herself to get close, she didn't want to hurt him, although on a conscious level this was to do with her Slaying, unconsciously it may have had something to do with her not feeling he was physically strong enough for her sexually. It wasn't untill they had battled together and he had in some way proved himself that they became sexual with one another. OK, Spike....I think sexually there are lots of layers to this. She is the Slayer, destined to kill Vampires etc but she also gets a sexual high from this (although deeply hidden and denied). Her first sexual expirience was with a vampire and although that turned out bad the sex was probably great, she was sexually attracted to Dracula, even if part of that was the thrall he put her under, there was also an underlying sexual attraction; so I think she does equate Vampires with sexuallity, unconscious though it may be. Spike's right, there has always been some sort of connection between them; when he first came on the scene, they found out he had already killed two Slayers, so unlike battles with other Vamps, it was already personal. They teamed up to help battle Angelus and fought as equals, in sunlight, when he was waring the Ring of Amarah. Since he got chipped the relationship has been an unequal one, he is nolonger a threat physically and has gone from being an adversary to punch bag to confident. I think the attraction to him has steadily grown but he is "beneath her", I don't think this just refers to his demonness but also to the fact that he is physically unable to hurt her. Again, it is only when he has proved himself able to hurt her, to be her physical equal that she is able to be sexual with him, and she really did seem to give herself fully. Living in the UK I haven't seen the ep but I did download the final scene and as I was watching it a line from the film Red Sonja came into my head; Red Sonja is a warrier who teams up with another male warrier to fight evil, after a battle thy start to get sexually close when RS jumps up and challenges the man to a fight to the death, he has to prove himself worthy of her, the male warrier says "so in order to love you, I have to try to kill you first". Spike is her physical equal, he could possibly kill her, she can't "break" him, there is, at last, no reason to hold herself back. She can be fully expresive of her sexuality, probably for the first time. Sexually, Spike is probably her perfect partner. Of course he isn't in other ways but I think the above does go some way to explain the attraction and explosive sex, with him she can sexually express her self fully and I think all of us, men and women, are always looking for a sexual partner we can do that with. Anyway, just some thoughts from a sleep-deprived shift worker still adjusting from nights to days. apologies for spelling mistakes and typos. I'd like to know your feedback yabyumpan
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[> I couldn't agree more -- Wisewoman, 21:04:15 11/23/01 Fri

I think you've really covered the key issue with Buffy and sex, and the unbreakability of Spike. It wouldn't have happened if he hadn't be able to prove he was capable of fighting back.

What's interesting to me is just how much of this sexual interaction between Buffy and her vampires has arisen out of the chemistry between SMG and DB, and SMG and JM. I understand that initially both Angel and Spike were seen as being guest players, with a limited expiration date. Because they worked as characters Joss found ways to keep them around, or bring them back. I think this may also have played a significant part in the greying of the vampires in the Jossverse...iow, if Angel, Darla, Drusilla, Spike had fulfilled their limited roles and been duly dusted we might never have had the incredibly convoluted and fascinating explorations into the nature of good and evil that we've had in the last six years.

Well done!

;o)
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[> [> fact check: did joss know where the series was going when it started? -- LL, 23:47:46 11/23/01 Fri


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[> [> [> Joss does not plan out every little detail -- Tanker, 06:03:31 11/24/01 Sat

According to what he and other Mutant Enemy people have said, he plans out some of the larger events, but not the episode-to-episode details, and he leaves himself plenty of wiggle room in case things don't work out, or, in the case of Spike, Angel and Anya, work out better than expected.

Or in case he just plain changes his mind. When Sarah brought up the idea of Buffy and Spike a couple of seasons ago, Joss' initial reaction was "No! No more vampires!" She and James have probably been working on changing Joss' mind ever since.

Things that were planned at least a couple of seasons in advance were Dawn's arrival and Joyce's death. But Joss didn't plan out the entire course of the series back in Season 1. Heck, back then they didn't even know if there would be a Season 2.
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[> [> [> [> Sarah pitched Buffy/Spike? -- Traveler, 08:09:15 11/24/01 Sat

I didn't know that... where did you get this juicy information from?
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Sarah pitched Buffy/Spike? -- MayaPapaya9, 12:00:41 11/24/01 Sat

Sarah's said it in a lot of magazine articles. I'm glad she was able to change Joss' mind, cause that whole "normal guy" thing was sickening.
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[> [> [> Quote from Joss Whedon re. Buffy 'coming back' -- Marie, 06:57:05 11/26/01 Mon

How will we bring her back? With great difficulty, of course. And pain and confusion. Will it be cheezy? I don't think so. (I've loved some of the theories here on how it might be done.) The fact is, we've had most of next season planned before we ever shot this ep. Same writers you know, same actors you love, same crappy little warehouse we've been shooting in for five years... Different network. But we've never been controlled by the network -- WB was great about that, UPN has already shown they will be too. The only difference is that Marti will share exec prod credit with me, and it's about time she did. I'm in charge.

Okay, that's a lie. The STORY is in charge, the story that keeps on speaking to me, that says there is much more to tell about all these characters. An ensemble this brilliant could easily carry the show even without the Slayer -- but the fact is, even though she reached some beauty closure, Buffy's story isn't over. When it is, I'll know. And we'll stop. Til then, have faith. (not faith the character -- she's making movies and stuff.)

This is from the Bronze VIP archives, May 2001. There was also another, which I couldn't find, in which he says that Buffy won't be coming back the same, but still 'good'. And he also says "I like Buffy".

So it seems to me that someone who likes the character so much, couldn't plan anything truly bad for her... could he? There was also another interview, round about the same time, with Marti Noxon, in which she says that by the time they were half-way through filimg S5, Joss had pretty much mapped out most of S6!

Marie
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[> [> Re: I couldn't agree more -- Kerri, 12:53:02 11/24/01 Sat

"I think you've really covered the key issue with Buffy and sex, and the unbreakability of Spike. It wouldn't have happened if he hadn't be able to prove he was capable of fighting back."

This reminded me of what Faith told Spike when she was in Buffy's body,

Buffy: Cause I could do anything I want, and instead, I choose to pout and whine and feel the burden of slayerness? I mean, I couldbe rich, I could be famous, I could have anything. Anyone. [Buffy moves closer and puts her hands on Spike's chest.] Even you, Spike. I could ride you at a gallop until your legs buckled and your eyes rolled up. I've got muscles you've never even dreamed of. I could squeeze you until you popped like warm champagne, and you'd beg me to hurt you just a little bit more. And you know why I don't? [She moves closer and looks up at himpursing her lips.] Because it's wrong. Humh humh. [She moves off.]

Spike: I get this chip out, you and me are gonna have a confrontation. Buffy: Count on it. [Spike throws his bottle into the wall and walks off. He shoves someone and clutches his head.]

And Spike's right. As soon as his chip stops working with Buffy they certainly do have that confrontation ;)

Faith embraced her darkness and her sexuality, something Buffy has never been able to do. Rowan mentioned in her excellent post below that this is one of the things Buffy should have taken from Faith. But Buffy is clearly afraid to let any of her darker impulses take over for fear of not being able to control them and becoming Faith. It's about balance, something neither Faith nor Buffy possess. Buffy needs to accept her sexuality and dark side along with her humanity to be complete and find her path.
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[> You hit the nail right on the head! Great post! -- Deeva, 19:42:29 11/24/01 Sat


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Classic Movie of the Week - November 23rd 2001 -- OnM, 22:53:04 11/23/01 Fri

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From a stylistic perspective, this is a beautiful film -- a color motion picture with black-and-white sensibilities.

............ James Berardinelli

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Usually I wait until the very end of the column to ask the Question of the Week, but I feel like putting it right up front this time:

Can any of you recall if Joss has done any episodes of Buffy that could be accurately classed as film noir? Before you jump up and wave your hand frantically about and go 'Ooo! Oooo! Call on me! I know! I know!', I need to remind you of one or two things. First, in your wanton enthusiasm, admirable though it may be, you have forgotten that this is a discussion board and I can't see you. Second, the shadowy comic humor of my first caveat is intended to remind you that even in the darkest and most chilling past episodes ME has always injected a degree of lighter temperament, an often laugh-out-loud jocularity that may act to discredit the show from claiming true Noir status.

You could argue this point, and in fact I hope that you will. You could site Tarantino's Pulp Fiction as an example of what most cinefolk would consider to be a classic Noir, yet it is chock full of humor. I mean, if I had a non-sequential $20.00 bill for each of the times humorists of all stripes have begged, borrowed or stolen the line 'Get medieval on yer ass', I could be bribing some sleazy publisher to make a book out of all these silly movie reviews of mine and retire early. It really comes down to much the same thing as trying to determine the difference between obscenity and erotica, namely you either know it when you read/see it, or when you get famous enough that you can have it re-released in a fancy new edition under your actual name like a certain famous female vampire writer we all know and love.

Nonetheless, I don't recall offhand if ME has ever done true noir for an entire program, although certain parts of virtually every other ep unquestionably realize it in microcosmic fashion. While you think about it, I'm going to recommend one of the very finest Noirs of recent years, maybe even of the whole last century, brought to you in all it's sweaty, bloody, albeit glamorous glory by the evil geniuses of Matrixology, the one and only Wachowski Brothers.

Back in 1996, three years before 'bullet time' (tm) and Neo falling down the rabbit hole of externally constructed realities, the other WB produced an equally brilliant flick called Bound, starring Jennifer Tilly and Gina Gershon as two women who plot to steal two million dollars from the mob and live to tell the tale. Violet (Tilly) is the 'moll' of a Chicago mobster named Caesar, played with perfect manic edginess by Joe Pantoliano. While riding up the elevator to their condo one day, they meet Corky (Gershon), who eyes Violet in a clearly sexual way. Surprisingly, Violet eyes her back, and within less than 15 minutes of screen time the two are engaged in some of the most erotically charged visuals either heterosexual males or homoerotically inclined females could hope for. (One of the many non-cliched aspects of this film is that it neither flaunts nor conceals it's sexual explicitness, it simply presents it de facto, as for example in Corky's words to Violet when she incorrectly predicts Violet's intentions: Don't apologize. One thing I can't stand is when women apologize for wanting sex.)

Bound starts out from the very first scene to set up traditional noir expectations, especially in regard to it's female characters, and then proceeds to turn them every which way but conventionally. Thus, initially we see what appears to be a classic 'damsel in distress' scenario where Corky is tied and gagged and lying on the floor of a closet somewhere. I have no intention of spoiling any of the magnificent twists and turnabouts in the film, but rest assured Corky doesn't get rescued by a knight in shiny black Pierre Cardin any time soon. The same is true about Violet, who very quickly dispells the myth of the mob-man's ditzy golddigger, or that she is only a singularly attractive lust-bunny for Corky to while away her free time with.

Caesar is also a fabulous villain for the very same reason-- it would be typical for Bound to tweak convention half-heartedly by having smart women defeat a violent but essentially witless sap, but no such cop-out presents itself. Caesar may be a thug, but he's nobody's fool, and right up until the last few minutes, you are never quite sure just who is going to get out with their lives and who is going to join the growing catalog of corpses.

All of the minor roles are played with equal grace and dexterity, but special mention goes out to John P. Ryan as Caesar's immediate 'boss', Mickey Malnato, who longs for the company of a woman like Violet, but in an honorable, almost stately fashion that contrasts exquisitely to Caesar's 'it's all about business' definition of his 'significant other'.

The acting work and screenwriting alone would be more than enough to make Bound a classic, but the photographic work and editing polish everything to a high sheen, with a continual and clever use of light, shadow, color, texture and angle that recalls the very best work of the Cohn Brothers, Kubrick or Burton. The commentary track on the laserdisc edition (and presumably also on the DVD) is one of the best so far since this now-popular feature emerged from some years back, offering numerous and engagingly presented tidbits regarding the visuals, actors, production travails and so on.

So, the only other comment I wish to add is this one: Make yourself an offer you can't refuse, and see Bound this weekend. It's one hot little winner, hands down.

E. Pluribus Cinema, Unum,

OnM

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Freshly laundered technical currency:

Bound is available on DVD. As previously mentioned, the review copy was on laserdisc, so I cannot verify whether there are any extended features on the DVD, but it is likely. The film was released in 1996, and running time is 1 hour and 48 minutes for the 'R' rated version and 1 hr / 49 min for the unrated version. (My guess is they excised some critical bits of the sex scenes, but of course it could have been the violent stuff instead. What's your guess? Yeah, thought so-- sex bad / death pretty. What the hell kinda country is this, anyway? Don't answer that, we're at war, ya know. Can we send the Taliban pictures of the naked Tilly and Gershon? Their heads might explode, and then we'd save big bucks on artillery).

The sound mix is Dolby Digital, and original music was by Don Davis. Cinematography was by Bill Pope, and editing by Zach Staenberg-- as mentioned, big big thumbs up to you guys, you rock! Production design was by Eve Cauley, art direction by Andrea Dopaso and Robert C. Goldstein, set decoration by Kristen Toscano Messina and costume design was by Lizzy Gardiner.

Cast overview:

Gina Gershon .... Corky Jennifer Tilly .... Violet Joe Pantoliano .... Caesar Mary Mara .... Bartender Susie Bright .... Jesse Margaret Smith .... Woman Cop Barry Kivel .... Shelly Christopher Meloni .... Johnnie Marzzone John P. Ryan .... Mickey Malnato Peter Spellos .... Lou Ivan Kane .... Cop #1 Kevin Michael Richardson .... Cop #2 Richard C. Sarafian .... Gino Marzzone Gene Borkan .... Roy

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Miscellaneous and the QotW:

Well, sorry, no Misc. Dept. this week. I've still not gotten to viddy the ever-growing pile of DVD's that have been decorating my living room for the past month or so, these damn 24 hour days just aren't like the ones I remember when I was younger. You'll have to amuse yourself in lieu of my normal addendal witticisms. Try some sex. Rope is optional. Soft nylon is recommended.

The Question of the Week:

Hey, it's up there at the beginning, did you forget already? Sheesh! Good thing I don't test you on this stuff!

Take care, see ya next week, and as always, post 'em if ya got 'em.

Peace!

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[> Help! Need more info... -- Dumbwoman, 08:41:43 11/24/01 Sat

Ah, OnM in your enthusiasm you've forgotten just how cinematically naive some of your audience is...I'd love to participate in your question of the week (and I loved Bound, too) but I need a definition of Noir that is more detailed than "French Black."

I have a fuzzy kind of idea based on your comments about Pulp Fiction and the Cohen Brothers, but right now I'm thinking Restless might have been Noir, so that will give you some idea of just how fuzzy my idea is!

Help?

;o)
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[> [> Re: Help! Need more info... -- Cactus Watcher, 14:12:43 11/24/01 Sat

Unless I'm mistaken film noir as a genre means a film similar to the moody detective movies of the late 1940's and earlier 1950's. They had low budgets, and were always black-and-white. Usually most scenes were very dark, shadowy night time sets. The mood was always gloomy, the music blue jazz, and the detective usually drank too much. It was usually never good vs evil, but an ambiguous hero against somewhat shadier bad guys. Humphrey Bogart's, The Maltese Falcon really was too classy a movie to fit in that category, but that might give you an idea of the typical story line.
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[> [> Ask and ye shall receive... -- OnM, 15:13:28 11/24/01 Sat

No problemo, WW. Sorry about my presumptuousness! A quickie search of Google came up with several sites with info on Film Noir. The most straigtforward summary I found on short notice was this one, at the link below. I clipped a small section of it to get you started.

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FROM: http://www.german-way.com/german/noir.html

Key ingredients for film noir-- To qualify as "true" noir, a film must contain most or all of the following:

* Required: Dark, shadowy, contrasty images filmed in black and white (a contribution of German Expressionism) -- often at night and usually in a gritty urban setting

* Required: Hard-boiled, cynical, disillusioned characters -- who are nevertheless usually likable

* A male protagonist facing a moral dilemma and/or some kind of threat

* An alluring, sassy, independent and usually dangerous woman (who often suffers for independence)

* Often: A crime or detective story (Cain, Chandler, Hammett)

* Flashbacks -- a wavering past and present, inextricably linked

* A voice-over narration (probably why I dislike the narrator-less so-called director's cut of "Blade Runner")

* Crisp, often witty dialog, sprinkled with great one-liners

* Often: A German, Austrian or Austro-Hungarian director of the German school (Curtiz, Lang, Maté, Preminger, Siodmak, Ulmer, Wilder, et al)

* A healthy dose of paranoia or, at the very least, a strong sense of insecurity, betrayal, or being trapped

* Angst, American style

* Required for "pure" film noir: NO happy ending. A happy ending turns a film noir into a film gris or a melodrama done in noir style.

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You might also check this out for a variety of links:

http://www.pbs.org/wnet/americanmasters/education/lesson9_organizer3.html

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Gee, now I'm gonna have to go study some of this stuff myself!

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[> [> [> Thanks, guys! ;o) -- WW, 21:22:06 11/24/01 Sat

I'm havin' a think, but I'm not comin' up with any Buffy that fits...

Need more research...see ya later!
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[> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - November 23rd 2001 -- Premiere, 12:07:08 11/24/01 Sat

It has long been one of my desires to see a "Film Noir" BtVS. The possibilities of roles in the ep are really interesting to ponder. Buffy as the "Shady Lady" with a big hat, Xander, the hard-boiled detective, Spike, the criminal mastermind, are just a few, as I said this could go in any number of ways. As for any eps presently approaching "Film Noir", I'd have to go with "I Only Have Eyes For You".
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[> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - November 23rd 2001 -- Vonnie, 18:10:37 11/24/01 Sat

"Bound" is bloody brilliant, but I don't know whether I would call it a film noir (ditto Pulp Fiction). It has too much *glee* for a noir, I think. A lot of stylistic choices, such as mood, lighting, music, can give a film a noirish feel, but a true noir film has an essentially pessimistic world-view, a spiritual darkness if you like. "Bound" took the conventions of noir genre and flipped them around in a completely delightful fashion, but by doing so, it lost a lot of the themes that define a film as a noir. (Geez, I sound like a snotty first year film student. I'm not, really.) My quintessential noir picks are Tourneur's "Out of the Past", and "In a Lonely Place" with Humphrey Bogart. Things do not end well for our anti-heros there. Of the recent films, I would say maybe "A Simple Plan", and maybe "L.A. Confidential" (which kind of ruined it at the end by the non-death of a character, who should have died in a real noir film) qualify.

As for Buffy, despite the darkness of some of the themes, I believe it to be ultimately an optimistic show. I can't recall any particular episode that could be remotely called noirish. The closest I can think of is the Wishverse, as self-contained before the destruction of Anyanka's powercenter.

BTW...I usually lurk, but I just want to say that I really enjoy your movie reviews. You always manages to bring out stuff I haven't thought about a film as a casual viewer. Keep'em coming!
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[> [> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - November 23rd 2001 -- Andy, 04:37:52 11/25/01 Sun

""Bound" is bloody brilliant, but I don't know whether I would call it a film noir (ditto Pulp Fiction). It has too much *glee* for a noir, I think. A lot of stylistic choices, such as mood, lighting, music, can give a film a noirish feel, but a true noir film has an essentially pessimistic world-view, a spiritual darkness if you like. "Bound" took the conventions of noir genre and flipped them around in a completely delightful fashion, but by doing so, it lost a lot of the themes that define a film as a noir."

This might be among the reasons why film noir is technically defined as a closed genre. That is, the genre only ever truly existed from 1941, when The Maltese Falcon came out, up through 1959 when Touch of Evil became the last "true" film noir. Everything after that is usually regarded as a homage, such as Chinatown. It just seems to be very difficult for filmmakers to come up with stories that are noirish in their quality without the work feeling self-referential in some way or another.

Actually, I think the X-Files is probably the closest thing I can think of these days that manages to really feel like authentic film noir even though it incorporates a lot of horror and scifi elements :)

"Of the recent films, I would say maybe "A Simple Plan", and maybe "L.A. Confidential" (which kind of ruined it at the end by the non-death of a character, who should have died in a real noir film) qualify."

Well, he had a similar near-death in the book, so they were just being faithful :)

"As for Buffy, despite the darkness of some of the themes, I believe it to be ultimately an optimistic show. I can't recall any particular episode that could be remotely called noirish. The closest I can think of is the Wishverse, as self-contained before the destruction of Anyanka's powercenter."

Maybe Becoming? Her evil boyfriend gets turned good only to have Buffy send him to hell, and there's much bickering and ambiguity in the characterizations. Yeah it all ends up saving the world, but it costs Buffy everything she has and she ends up having to miserably leave town at the end. It just exudes a feeling of cosmic unfairness :)

Andy
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[> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - November 23rd 2001 -- Rattletrap, 11:53:55 11/25/01 Sun

Buffy tends to more or less steer clear of the noir style; but Angel is almost a running homage to it through the first couple of seasons. While not black and white, it makes heavy use of dark colors and low lighting; and is almost always shot at night, giving an almost monochromatic effect. Our characters are even employed as private investigators, another key point; and our broody, angsty hero fits in the vein of a typical noir detective--just a recoving vampire rather than a recovering alcoholic. The series has given us a number of women in the femme fatale role, most recently Darla. Even the flashbacks tend to conflate past (long past) and present much as noir type movies do.
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[> [> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - November 23rd 2001 -- Wisewoman, 13:21:59 11/25/01 Sun

Okay, I can see that. And Lilah makes a pretty good recurring femme fatale as well.

;o)
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[> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - November 23rd 2001 -- mundusmundi, 14:35:59 11/25/01 Sun

Bound is a terrific flick, a neo-noir, to get technical. The Wachowskis have great filmmaking instincts, as The Matrix further proves. And the matter-of-factness with which they depict the Corky/Violet relationship has more than a few echoes with Willow/Tara; only Corky didn't levitate off the bed.

Buffy isn't noir. I agree with 'trap that Angel is in more of the neo-noir tradition. It should be mentioned, though, that noir is more of a style than a subject, and that no two film scholars can agree on a set definition or films that encompass the category. (Personally, I prefer Paul Schrader's defining of the term, in his "Notes on Film Noir.")
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[> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - November 23rd 2001 -- Marie, 07:38:42 11/26/01 Mon

I don't really think that any of the Buffy episodes could be classed as true Film Noir, but if I had to choose, I'd pick either 'I Only Have Eyes For You' (S2) or 'Amends' (S3), if only because they are so angst-ridden all the way through!

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Buffy and Spike -- do they have a future? -- Earl Allison, 04:38:08 11/24/01

Just like the subject reads -- will they have a great love, like Angel and Buffy, or even Riley and Buffy, or will it be a purely physical, ultimately hollow and short-lived thing?

I hate to say it, due to the massive number of S/B 'shippers here, but I personally hope it ends quickly. Maybe it's my problem, but I cannot see the two of them together in any meaningful way. Spike's STILL not sorry for what he's done in the past, even if he wouldn't kill now (and I'm of two minds on the scene where the chip kicks in, he could have killed the girl, I think). But, I'm also someone who usually likes the status quo, so maybe I can't handle the change ... Sorry, but that's my humble opinion.

Let the slings, flames, and arrows commence!

Take it and run.
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[> Well, how distant a future are we talking about? -- Traveler, 08:24:17 11/24/01 Sat

Right now, I think things could go either way. Buffy and Spike could get even closer, or they could violently break apart. However, what happens if Buffy wants children some day? How would Spike help support Buffy and Dawn financially? It must really limit your job choices if you are a vampire without a degree. Would Spike be a good male role-model for Dawn? Also, how would Dawn feel having a step-father who could never come to PTA meetings, pick her up from school, go to football games, etc etc etc. Although I should say, ironically, that I can see Spike easily slipping into a father-figure role for Dawn.
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[> [> Re: Well, how distant a future are we talking about? -- Morgane, 11:55:17 11/25/01 Sun

I think we can't compare relationship of realverse and relationship of Buffyverse, especially of Buffy's. Angel, when he left her, told Buffy that they had no future together, the having child and al... But the point is, Buffy lives a very intense life, she already died twice and will probably not die definetively very old. She's a slayer. She's not a normal girl. You said that you don't see Spike handle great family responsibility, I agree, but I don't see Buffy either. Why every family got to be the normal family, with a dog and children that play football. That's not a happiness prerequested and especially for a slayer and a vampire. I don't say that they necessarily should get together but maybe Spike is the better guy for her. I mean, who else could be able to deal with her kind of life, with her strenght, with her painful memories. Of course they have a way to go, but still. And about Spike being a father-figure for Dawn, he is already, not a traditional one, I agree, but he's her male protector and tried is best to give her the better advice he could. Anyway, she won't have any other father-figure, as the thing are going right now.
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[> Re: Buffy and Spike -- do they have a future? -- Deeva, 08:44:25 11/24/01 Sat

I don't believe that anyone should compare whatever Buffy & Spike have to what she had with Angel (hello? She was 16 and at 16 you feel things that much more acutely. Nothing IMO will come close to that only because of her emotional state at that point in her life) or with Riley (a somewhat "normal" relationship, kind of her shot at "picket fence, picnics in the sun in the park" happiness). As for a "great love" well I'm now going to repeat what a lot of others are saying, Spike loves Buffy that's what he has been putting out there and has changed a little of himself because of that. I just don't know if Buffy will be reciprocating those feelings on the same level. I want to believe that she will, if only for a short time even. You know that really crappy, sappy cliche "Tis better to have loved and lost, than to not have loved at all." Well, sometimes I believe that. Spike is capable of having a more than physical relationship. The physicality, and nothing but, would bore anyone, sooner or later. His relationship with Harmony was essentially physical and look how shabby they treated each other. some like to say that he was awful to her but she was the same to him. I don't want to seem conflicted or someone who is a little schizo but I personally think (& maybe even hope a little) that what Spike & Buffy will have will be a "great love" but a short one. Who says that great things always last forever? I can say from personal experience some of the short relationships that I have had, helped me to relaize many things about myself. A couple I remain friends with but more often than not the passion and the feelings are so strong that friendship is not possible. This could be the relationship that is the catalyst to Buffy "living" more fully, more like she was before she died the 2nd time around.
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[> Re: Buffy and Spike -- do they have a future? -- cknight, 09:12:10 11/24/01 Sat

I agree with you. Spike and Buffy shouldn't be together unless he's really changed and from what I saw he really hasn't yet. the scene with the girl in the alley shows this. He thinks he's free of the chip and first thing he wants to do is kill. Spike loves to push buttons and now he can push Buffy's (so to speak). But at the end of the day he's still evil. I think they can still have a lot of fun though, but a lasting love is out.
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[> [> Re: Buffy and Spike -- do they have a future? -- Nina, 10:10:26 11/24/01 Sat

Because I don't read spoilers I am still sitting on the ground (not to say on my ass) to see that the writers pulled such a bold move so fast. This can only mean one thing. Sex is not the climax of that relationship as it was for Buffy and Angel.

I personally don't care where they go from here.... I know it will be interesting and that they will keep my attention. I guess I needed a sweet release as a viewer too..... now I can sit back and watch. Spike can turn completely evil if they want... I know that if that's their move it will be for the better. At BAPS they made a poll this summer asking when Buffy and Spike would have sex.... I guessed it would be in January (during her birthday episode - to parallel "Surprise").... I felt bold as many of the votes went to February sweeps, the end of season 6 or even season 7!

So..... where do we go from here? The writers pulled the carpet from under our feet. They changed the rules. The writers kept saying that Buffy would never go with Spike because it was wrong and yet she did...

Their future? It can be anything. Right now Spike, in my opinion, doesn't deserve Buffy. He's at a cross road like in Crush, he needs to go there, but boy does he need to work on himself before he is worthy of her. Buffy on her side is not acting in a good way with him. She's afraid and she doesn't talk and she jumps him and kisses him. That's not better.

What feels fantastic is that we have 13 + 22 episodes still to go to see where it can lead us... and we've already got the sex part. Will they build something out of the ashes or will they destroy everything a little more?

I am happy to see that Buffy has to explore some darkness, but I would be disturbed to see her accept that Spike. I guess I'll just have to sit on the fence now and look at what's going to happen!
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[> [> [> Re: Buffy and Spike -- do they have a future? -- MayaPapaya9, 12:05:39 11/24/01 Sat

Geez, why do they need a future? Spike at PTA meetings? They're not getting married, Spike isn't going to get a job to support her. It's not gonna be a great love like Angel and Buffy. I can actually see Angel playing the father-type for Dawn, maybe even attending some evening PTA meetings, but Spike? Nah, he and Buffy are just having some fun. Maybe he does love her, but there are many kinds of love and not all of them lead to lasting relationships.
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[> Re: Buffy and Spike -- do they have a future? -- Isabel, 00:39:57 11/25/01 Sun

That is the Question... (Don't know whether 'tis nobler or not.) ;)

I honestly don't know what'll become of them. They could 'demolish buildings' from now until the end of the series or they could believably never have sex again. I'd wager Joss & Co. aren't 100% sure of the outcome themselves. (Or maybe they are, who's to say?)

And that completely ignores the emotional basis of your question. Do they have a future as lovers, rather than just sex partners? Only time will tell. I have to confess to a desire for Buffy to not have another 'one shot deal' sexual experience. But I like a little variety. I also would like her to have a stable, loving relationship that lasts. (And maybe not end with her getting abandonned this time?)

Unfortunately, happiness and stability do not produce good drama for television shows. From what I've heard, that was what her relationship with Riley was supposed to be. It didn't turn out so well. Many fans complained that he was too dull, there was no chemistry, he was an Angel replacement... While I never had anything against Riley, I found him much more interesting once he started going to the vamp hookers.

A stable relationship is problematical with Spike. He loves pissing off people. He's definately not ashamed of his past, which involves the killing of two Slayers. He is disliked and distrusted by the Scoobies. He's not nice and last but not least, he's evil. (Actually I'm not 100% sure about the evil part anymore. At least currently. It's part of his self image, he still wants to be the 'Big Bad' despite the fact that everyone who knows him doesn't buy it anymore.)

Love isn't logical and it's not about who deserves it. If it was, we'd be looking for Buffy's next romance to be with the Dalai Lama. Frankly, after everything she's been through, all the sacrifices she's made to save individual lives and the world, 99.9999% of the human race is 'beneath her.' She has nothing in common with a nice normal guy. You can say, "What about Xander?" Well, he's currently engaged to an ex-demon, which kinda removes him from the definition of 'normal' and makes him unavailable as well. Plus, unless Buffy was under a spell or trying to make Angel jealous, she's never been interested in Xander sexually. She loves him as a friend.

So what is the point of my ramble, besides the obvious that I should not be posting to this board so late at night? Well, I'm going to say they have a future. But maybe not with each other. I can see a number of different outcomes for their relationship, but I'm willing to bet that NONE of them match what Joss & Co. have in store for us. The ride's gonna be bumpy, but like a good rollercoaster, after all the screaming and crying when we get to the end of the track we'll probably say, "Wasn't that fun?"
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[> Re: Buffy and Spike -- do they have a future? -- Caligo, 10:57:38 11/26/01 Mon

I don't see it as being anything long and lasting. It will be a fleeting liason, but still something that can help them both. It's not the true lasting kind of love, but it's the passionate kind of thing. First of all, I think within the next season, Spike will finally get Buffy out of his system. He's been pining for her, loving her from afar, putting her on a pedestle, much like he did with Cecily. In "Rest In Peace" he talked about how he can't find his "sweet release." He's getting his sweet release now. As for Buffy, this whole season she's been walking around half-alive. She's getting "the fire back," she's feeling real-adult passion, something she never had with Angel (love), or Riley (security). Eventually it's going to burn out, like most relationships of today's 20-something generation, and both will learn from it. The relationship will never really be more than "friends with benefits" or "bed buddies." It is not long term, it is not true love, and it won't even be a great love (at least of Buffy's life). Every girl needs to have one bad boy in her life, that one guy that she knows is wrong but damn, it felt good, that one guy who she has for a few months to a year, then she lets it fade away. Who's more of a bad boy than Spike?
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Why Does Spike Love Buffy? Is Dawn the Key? (Spoilers) -- Mari_Star_99, 08:57:40 11/24/01 Sat

Dawn is the KEY.

James Masters has said that he always played Spike as a little in love with Buffy. Looking back at seasons 2-4 we could explain that as the love of a challenge. Spike was attracted to the slayer he could not kill. That is not the kind of love for which you would endure torture, and be willing to sacrifice you undead life for. I think Spike might have wanted Buffy on some level before S5 (and I think Buffy might have also harbored some attraction as well), but not the selfless love he showed at the end of last season. He willingness to protect Dawn even after Buffy was gone shows that something deeper has occurred then the mere desire to dominate/conquer Buffy.

Is possible that his inability to hurt humans gave him time to think about the error of his ways? No, Spike is unrepentant. The chip had no change on Spike personality, or his feelings. So what changed?

It was shortly after Dawn came to be that Spike had his epiphany. He dreamed about kissing the slayer (Note, before the kiss they fought. Talk about dreams coming true ;) lol), he woke up and seemed shocked by his feelings.

We know that the Monks implanted memories of Dawn in everyone Buffy knew, so Dawn would integrate seamlessly with Buffy's life and her role as the Slayer. Of Course they would have included Spike in this. He was hanging around Sunnydale and sometimes worked with the Slayer. One big problem Spike is a vampire. As far as the Monks were concerned a malfunction of the chip could happen at anytime. Where would that leave Dawn and Buffy? While vamps have serious bloodlust issues, they, and Spike inparticular have the ability to love. So, why not plant a seed of protective love, not for the slayer, but for her sister. Would the Monks really just send the slayer with a Dagon' shpere to protect the Key? Why not take advantage of a vampire unable to hurt humans, his strength would be an asset. Dawn, the sister of a Slayer was never afraid of Spike. Indeed, she often sought him out. Buffy herself went to Spike to protect Dawn. Is it possible that the Monks set up Spike as a secondary protector of Dawn?

Is it possible that that seed once planted could have grown? Now I'm really stretching so, bear with me...

We saw on Angel that the souled child in her could affect Darla. She developed feeling simply by carrying it. Eventually sacrificing herself for the baby. I am suggesting that the monks did not give Spike a soul, but some spark of love.

The spoilers for Wreaked (TV Guide) say Buffy is too busy fighting her atraction to Spike to notice Willow has put Dawn in danger. I wonder if Spike will come to the rescue. If he does I think it will cement his roll as a secondary protector of Dawn.

So, what do you guys think? Please be gentle, unlike Buffy I bruise easy.
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[> Great Post Mari - -- Liq, 12:43:21 11/24/01 Sat

and I've heard a theory similar to this before. Sounds very logical to me.

Welcome aboard!
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[> Re: Why Does Spike Love Buffy? Is Dawn the Key? (Spoilers) -- HelloBot, 17:17:04 11/24/01 Sat

Hello Mari!

Welcome to the Existential Scooby forum - the only Buffy forum on the world wide web to have posts complete with footnotes. May your posting experience be full of joy.

Yes, Dawn is the KEY. And Willow is recently GAY.

*Big Smile*
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[> Re: Why Does Spike Love Buffy? Is Dawn the Key? (Spoilers) -- pagangodess, 18:26:47 11/24/01 Sat

Welcome to the board. Great post.

Now my two bits.

Is it then also possible that the monks set up Spike as protector, because they KNEW that the Slayer would die/sacrifice herself? In that case, they would still have someone able to continue to protect The Key.

So, yes, I guess I'm saying, Dawn is still The Key.
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The Tao of Buffy (spoilers for season six) -- Dedalus, 14:11:03 11/24/01 Sat

Okay, I was watching the Empire Strikes Back for the first time in a long time yesterday, and I had the neatest epiphany.

What is he talking about? you ask. You click on a post titled The Tao of Buffy, and you're expecting some heavy stuff on Buffy and Eastern philosophy, right? Well, you expected wrong. Actually, you didn't, but I'll get to that part later. Basically, you were tricked, plain and simple, but I don't feel guilty about it in the least.

It's like this. All of you have no idea how good you have it. I've been reading the last few pages today, and it's like, damn. So all of you are like "Tra-la-la, I'm going to go skipping through another brilliant Buffy dissertation at the ATPoBTVS discussion forum today. Everyone is articulate, well-read, kind, and intelligent. Life is all daisies. Tra-la-la." You've forgotten how tough it is out there on the real internet, out on the streets, trying to post thoughtful insights about Star Wars.

So I'm going to say what I want to say. I haven't posted for awhile, so there's no need to be anything but indulgent. And look, even though we may not be talking about Buffy for a few paragraphs, you've already read down this far. May as well read the rest. It would take more time and effort than it's worth to click "back" and all that crap. It's hopefully worth hearing. And if I don't post it here, I'll have to wade through ten thousand posts all written by the same guy complaining about how midichlorians are the Force on some god-forsaken SW forum. Some guy so geeky he would make Jonathon look like James Dean. And then I would post. My post would be followed up by one of two responses.

1. "Jar Jar sucks!"

or

2. "Padme is hot!!!"

This is what I deal with.

Okay, so enough of that. I was watching ESB yesterday, and I started comparing all the characters in The Phantom Menace with where they end up. It's mindblowing. Shmi is Luke and Leia's grandmother. How wierd is that? The same kid that said "yipee" is the one who grows up to say "You have failed me for the last time, admiral" while Force choking him. But even more than that, I was taken back to the Episode Two trailer, and comparing Anakin and Amidala to Han and Leia. You can find some interesting stuff.

Amidala and Leia both fall for hotshot pilots who are good mechanics. Plus one of Ani's grins in the trailer is very Harrison Ford-ish, the "I've got it wired, babe," look. I thought about Anakin and Amidala getting married while watching the carbon freezing chamber scene in Bespin. The first scene of the trailer shows Ani with his hands clasped behind his back, just like Vader was introduced in ESB. More importantly, Han and Leia share a great lovelorn look before they are torn apart. In the Episode Two trailer, before Amidala and Ani are brought to the arena at the very end to fight all sorts of creatures to the death, they share the exact same look! It's great. Then it hit me. The carbon freezing scene is essentially a wedding. Han and Leia are standing together and kissing, Vader, the father of the bride, is presiding over them, only instead of giving his daughter away, he freezes the groom in carbonite, and the two are pulled apart. He's symbolically re-enacting what happened to him and his wife. He too is "frozen" in stasis by the dark side. His wife will probably be taken away from him. And when Han is being tortured, Vader leans in and takes a really good look, obviously really enjoying himself. So throw in a little projection, and he's symbolically torturing his younger self, the "good man" who was Luke's father.

Neat, huh?

Okay, on to Buffy ...
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[> Re: The (real) Tao of Buffy (spoilers for season six) -- Dedalus, 14:41:32 11/24/01 Sat

Oh yeah, Spike held Fett hostage! ESB! See, it does all come together. I even got a decent segue swinging.

God, Buffy is so KEWL! I just finished watching Tabula Rasa and Smashed again, and it was so neat! Smashed had been built up so much, it was kind of hard to enjoy while I was waiting for the whammo-finish. But really, there was so much good in there. Particularly in light of rowan's ever so brill comments. Incidentally, do you guys just come up with this stuff on the fly, or what? I could never do that. Probably why I do more essay writing than anything.

Anyway, this is going to be a random Buffy and Eastern philosophy post.

I was reading an Intro to Zen by DT Suzuki, and he was saying how satori can be triggered by the wierdest things, like a phone ringing, or tripping on a rug, or a Zen master slapping you in the face. Or a sunrise, as was the case in The Gift. What I wrote in my essay does seem to tie-in pretty well. I'm also thinking Angel perhaps had a bit of that in Epiphany.

Anyway, my main thing that got me started on this was the end song in OMWF. "Understand we'll go hand in hand - but we're walk alone in fear." I love the execution of that, too, with the actual joining of hands. It struck me that Whedon was actually giving a perfect picture of the universe in microcosm in that little scene. You have that underlying unity the physicists and Zen masters talk about, and then you have the corresponding fall into opposites. There is still Eden, but all they see is an angel with a flaming sword.

So out of the trauma of self-consciousness comes the drama of the universe. "Life's a show, and we all play a part," as Buffy sang. According to Vedanta philosophy, life is indeed a show, and we all indeed play a part. We really are the whole she-bang, the unity rather than the parts. We are the universe looking at itself from a trillion different points of view. We are the cosmic Self, but the zest of the show is to pretend that we're not, and so we enact polarity with all our might. This is what the "fall" is all about. Paul Tillich defined sin as "estrangement" from that ground of being, and therefore all the characters this year are sinners to a great degree.

Buffy is caught somewhere between knowing it's all a show and actually being an active part of the show. In "The Book on the Taboo Against Knowing Who You Are," Alan Watts talks about how death is essentially wiping the slate clean. Life becomes like a bunch of mystery novels you already know the endings to, so you start over. This doesn't mean literal reincarnation, rather that every being, every self, that comes into existence, starts from the same perspective that you have right now - that you are an individual self, isolated and alone, but at the same time, the center of the universe because you seem to be so separate from everything around you.

Buffy has seen through the veil of maya even if she can't remember it, thus she crawled out of her grave and finds "this fight doesn't mean a thing," because she's gone past the polarities of existence. Her thrill at finding herself cast as Joan the Vampire Slayer in tabula rasa is what Watts was talking about. All of her old life traumas and victories had been wiped clean, and she got to encounter a new world still fresh with dew. This is how it should have gone down. While not literally reborn, her experience of self would have been reflected in every other being, creature, human, and even in the next Slayer. The sensation of being an individual self would have still been there, because the sensation is basically the same for everything.

I also think there is a bit of Zen in Dawn. And this is as good a place as any to put it. In Blood Ties, she described herself as not being a Key or a girl, she was "nothing." But to the Zen way of thinking, nothing implies everything. She has that prajna, the potential to become, no matter where she came from. As the Buddhist sutras say, "Form is emptiness, emptiness if form." Can't have one without the other, and I think this will be explored with Dawn as the series progresses.

Actually, I think the show is reinventing its own "self." Things are completely different after sweeps, a blank slate where nothing is the same. There was something primal about Buffy and Spike's sex fight in Smashed, and it is appropriate that they brought down a house in the process, a house of course being symbolic of civilization.

"Where do we go from here" could serve as the show's mantra this season. That bit brings with it quite a bit of existential intensity. And I'll get more into that later, but for now, someone wants to use the phone, so no more internet.
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[> [> Great post, Dedalus! -- rowan, 18:31:40 11/24/01 Sat

"Incidentally, do you guys just come up with this stuff on the fly, or what?"

For me, it's pretty much typing while I'm thinking, which should be obvious from the total lack of sense some of the stuff makes!

"Anyway, my main thing that got me started on this was the end song in OMWF. "Understand we'll go hand in hand - but we're walk alone in fear." I love the execution of that, too, with the actual joining of hands. It struck me that Whedon was actually giving a perfect picture of the universe in microcosm in that little scene. You have that underlying unity the physicists and Zen masters talk about, and then you have the corresponding fall into opposites. There is still Eden, but all they see is an angel with a flaming sword."

*sigh* I always feel stupid when trying to respond to your profound posts. I loved this image too. The more I watch BtVS, the more I feel it's about the balance of opposing forces and the exquisite tension that entails. This image is both inspiring and bittersweet at the same time. We can love. We can support each other. But ultimately, we're alone in our skin in the dark.
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[> [> [> Re: Great post, Dedalus! -- Dedalus, 20:09:03 11/24/01 Sat

"We can love. We can support each other. But ultimately, we're all alone in our skin in the dark."

Wow.
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[> [> [> [> More thoughts... -- rowan, 10:31:20 11/25/01 Sun

"We can love. We can support each other. But ultimately, we're all alone in our skin in the dark."

Buffy is stronger than other Slayers because she has friends and because she has family. But ultimately, she's got to bear her fate alone.

Giles could be her Watcher. He taught her what he could. But he knows there's something left within Buffy that needs development and that he can't help her with it. In fact, his very presence stands in the way of it. It's a hard lesson.

Spike is now Buffy's Watcher to a certain extent. We have alot of clues in Restless, and the multiple times he's been referred to as her protector. Even the Randy goes back to a root which means protector. But he's the next layer of Watcher -- he watches her back (sorry, that sounds dirty and I really don't mean it to, LOL). He provides the support that keeps her from being blindsided. His role is more passive than Giles.

But still there is Buffy. Her lesson in S2 with Angelus(mentioned by Whistler) is that when all is stripped away, there's still her. S6 is about Buffy rebuilding that inner core again, after the tough lessons of S3-S5.

She's got friends, she's got family, she's got a lover. But ultimately, she needs herself underneath all that to make it all work, to make it all stay in balance.
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: More thoughts... -- Kerri, 11:13:25 11/25/01 Sun

But still there is Buffy. Her lesson in S2 with Angelus(mentioned by Whistler) is that when all is stripped away, there's still her. S6 is about Buffy rebuilding that inner core again, after the tough lessons of S3-S5.

She's got friends, she's got family, she's got a lover. But ultimately, she needs herself underneath all that to make it all work, to make it all stay in balance.

To go back to the eastern religion themes of Dedalus' original post, the need for Buffy to find herself beneath her friends and family ultimately also leads back to Buffy's epiphany in The Gift that all of humanity is a part of Buffy. Buffy realized she would forever live on in Dawn and in the world, and thus accepted her death. However, Buffy has not been able to reconcile this same lesson in life. About the lesson Whistler states there is the lesson that each person in Buffy's life will forever be a part of her through the lessons they teach. And thus while Buffy will always "walk alone" she will never truly be alone, and that is what makes her different than the other slayers since she has opened her heart to the lessons that those she love hold for her.
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[> [> Wonderful, that was something I've been wanting to learn about for a long time, thanks. -- LL, 16:53:22 11/25/01 Sun


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[> DUDE U ROCK!!! .... Han's a hottie!~ .........LOL -- Shiver, 14:43:57 11/24/01 Sat


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[> So wait... Darth Vader is a vampire? -- Traveler, 15:07:12 11/24/01 Sat

"He too is "frozen" in stasis by the dark side."

Since vampires are also "locked in stasis" when they are created, wouldn't Vader be a vampire in the Buffyverse?
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[> Re: The Zen of Buffy (spoilers for season six) -- Dedalus, 17:57:25 11/24/01 Sat

Okay, the phoneline is free, so once again I post.

I mentioned earlier about Buffy's satori moment at the end of the Gift. There was a quote from DT Suzuki that complements what I said in my Goddess and Her Gift essay. He defined satori as "the unfolding of a new world hitherto unperceived in the confusion of a dualistic mind." There ya go.

There was a bit of Zen in Spike, too, when he said "Life isn't bliss, life is just this." That's all that needed to be said. Life doesn't need an explanation or an apology.

I also love the idea of the "meritless deed." This is what Angel was talking about last season. "If nothing we do matters, then all that matters is what we do." Compare this with Suzuki's statements. "A child is drowning; I get into the water, and the child is saved. That is all there is to be done in the case; what is done is done. I walk away. I never lookd backward, and nothing more it thought of it." I love that one.

There is also a neat quote that could bear out what I was saying regarding tabula rasa. "This breaking up of the tyranny of name and logic is at the same time a spiritual emancipation; for the soul is no longer divided against itself," writes Suzuki, Willow's spell literally overthrowing Buffy's name and the logic that had brought her to that point. There is also something to be said for Dawn's emergence in the Buffyverse, the quintessential breaker of rules and logic. Reality is literally rewritten when she enters it.
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[> [> A ramble on Buffy and SW Episode I (spoilers) -- Calluna, 22:26:08 11/25/01 Sun

So, I'm sitting there, watching SW Episode I and one line brings together my view of Buffy this season.

"Your focus determines your reality."-Gui Gon Jinn (Or however you spell it)

Jeepers, that explains a lot, doesn't it? For just about every character on the show, their focus has skewed their reality. Buffy is so focused on her time in heaven and trying to feel again, she has totally lost all connection to the world. She ignores Dawn. Sleeps with Spike. Doesn't seem to mind that Willow tried to mindwipe her.

Willow is focused on the power she suddenly has. She hasn't realized that she's lost love, trust and truth in the meantime. Her connection to the "real" reality is also lost.

In a more mundane way, Xander and Anya are so focused on each other that they, too, are in their own world.

The only ones that seem to be at all connected to the "Here and Now" are Tara and Dawn. Tara realized that she was focused/part of Willow's reality and it was blinding her to what Willow was doing to others, Tara and herself. Tara was able to detatch herself from Willow's reality and become "one with her reality". Dawn, I'm afraid, has pretty much been part with the "real" reality that is Sunnydale. Going to school probably keeps her centered. Dawn's problem is that, until "Smashed", no one else noticed her, because they were all focused on themselves. That's why, I would love to see a more mundane cliffhanger for the end of November. Wouldn't it be fitting if either: 1) Hank Summers returns to take custody of Dawn or 2) Child protective services comes to take Dawn away or (my personal favorite) 3) Tara decides, after having to spend the night with Dawn because Willow and Buffy were too involved in their own worlds, to have Dawn pack up her stuff and come live with her. Then Willow and Buffy come home to find Dawn missing and perhaps get their long deserved wake-up call.

And in connection to Dedalus's original post, I think it mind blowing that Anakin/Vader built C-3PO. Such a bizzare and unexpected connection.
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[> Jar-Jar Sucks -- Slayrunt, 00:15:17 11/25/01 Sun

you thought I would just let that lie there?
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[> [> Yeah, and Padme´s hot, too! ;D -- grifter, 08:14:27 11/25/01 Sun


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Redemption Motifs in BtVS and Ats........ -- Rufus, 15:03:38 11/24/01 Sat

I think where everyone is getting stuck is the word redemption itself. Redemption has a few meanings beyond that we think of when we consider both shows. To only think of redemption in terms of Christian dogma limits our understanding of what frequently happens in both shows. Redemption in the Christian form means good works to atone for sins. That is limiting when you consider the metaphysical situations going on in Angel or Buffy. Redeem also means to "set free; rescue or ransom", "to restore the honor, worth, or reputation of". In Buffy, Fairy tales are prominently mentioned specifically in Gingerbread where Buffy makes the comment "Fairytales are real". Redemption in Fairytales isn't limited to Christian confines. Frequently all that has to happen is that the curse or bewitchment the victim is under is removed and the person is redeemed by returning to their normal state. Anya is a good example, her redemption happened when her power center was crushed by Giles. Her curse or bewitchment is over and she is now again human. She is redeemed. or set free from her curse. In respect to vampires redemption can occur in many ways. First, they could be restored to their human state, the curse lifted they are no longer a demon. In Angels case he is working to redeem himself because he still has a resident demon. But, Darla has a great point that Angel himself brought up in Reprise/Epiphany.....they can never make up for what they have done as a demon, redemption is an impossibility.....they can only attempt to atone for their acts by good works, that process never ending. Their redemption only possible in the afterlife because they can never restore the lives they have taken. Darla did achieve a redemption of sorts by the presence of her son. He set her free from the demon enough to understand what she had done all these years and feel remorse for it. Her redemption is her act of sacrifice to save her son. She in fact frees herself from the demon by death. The situation with Spike over on Buffy is much more complicated as he still has a demon and is only restrained from his addiction to killing by a chip. I will have to see more of what is going on to make a guess on the redemption aspects of his story. Now, to ships. I'm sick of them. If one only cares about a particular ship they actually can't enjoy the show as a whole, as they aren't open to what the writers may be trying to say. If we use a ship to narrow our concept of evil to an absolute, what the show is all about may drift over our heads. If evil was absolute then humans would be good and demons evil.....period...and such is not the case. I have no preference for any particular ship as I only think, why are these people together at this time when I see a new one starting. I have no problem with shippers liking a couple, but when it disintegrates into pointless wars and squabbles then the show isn't as enjoyable. Love your ship, write fic about your favorite ship....but give the writers a break and watch the current story to see what they are really saying as there is so much more to these wonderful shows than the couples in them.

This is a post I wrote for another board that has become focused on ships instead of the show itself. Redemption is something that is a constant theme in both shows so I thought I'd bring that thought over here for a brainstorm. I do think that if you only focus on couples, the true merits of the show are missed. There has been some wonderful stories and writing in both shows and all I can see is resistance that is expressed along the battlelines of favorite ships. We know that demons specially vampires are the metaphor for those things about ourselves we can find hard to admit to, but can accept in the form of an ugly demon. Redemption happens all the time in both shows but is ignored because many only see redemption in Christian terms, limiting their understanding of what may really be going on. Consider the case of Spike, he can only be seen as evil by some people because he is a demon, forgetting that the demon is only a representation of the things we don't like to admit we are capable of. Anya is another case. Her redemption happened when Giles crushed her power center. She was restored to human form but now has to learn to live with the very human emotions that pushed her to become a demon in the first place. Great stuff....we are all potential demons everytime we do something shitty to another person. Vampires are just a concentration of that demonic urge in us all. So question, if we look at redemption and demons in more than just a Christian sense, what is happening in both shows that has value beyond the couples in them?
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[> Re: Redemption Motifs in BtVS and Ats........ -- Dedalus, 17:25:23 11/24/01 Sat

You posted this on another board? Another Buffy board? Cheating on us, much? Listen, if I have to come here to post damn SW posts, the least you can do is post your Buffy posts here.

I particularly like the idea about redemption being restoring honor or worth. Very interesting. I had never thought of it in such a context before, though perhaps I should have. I just watched Lullaby, and I think Darla's epiphany was very much foreshadowed by Angel's. The idea that ultimately there can be no redemption, so you just do what needs to be done anyway. That is a redemption in and of itself, isn't it? The redemption of no-redemption.

And natch, vamps and munsters represent our shadow side.

I also agree that shippers are missing the point. I've been a fan of certain couples myself, but it's never anything I've gotten hung up on. Pretty boring compared to everything else that is going on.

BTW, Spike is KEWL. He has a coat.
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[> [> LOL.......he has a coat......:):):) -- Rufus, 17:55:39 11/24/01 Sat

I just noticed that over the years acts of redemption happened all the time if you go beyond the Christian dogma regarding redemption. Think back the Helpless when Giles betrayed his relationship with Buffy to obey his superiors in the Council. Giles felt the need to restore his honour with Buffy..an act of redemption. And if we think of the Fairy tale idea of redemption, you could think of the time that Angel was human because of the demons blood, he was set free from the demon, he became fully human, or redeemed. Spike redeemed himself to Buffy by fulfilling his promise to protect Dawn. Redemption in small ways happens all the time. I was just wondering if anyone else could remember other instances.
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[> [> [> Re: LOL.......he has a coat......:):):) -- DEN, 19:11:44 11/24/01 Sat

Spike gave everything he had against Glory. In my world much can be forgiven someone who'll go down covering your back.
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[> [> [> [> I love it when someone uses the F word.........;) -- Rufus, 21:35:40 11/24/01 Sat

Forgiveness is something that confused people because they think of it as a get out of jail free card. I don't see it that way. In the case of many of the characters in BVS forgiveness is impossible as the people that have been wronged are dead. But the situation with Giles and Angel shows that forgiveness can be a way to get on with your life. Angelus killed Jenny, but Angel is part of Angelus. Giles was right to be angry about the death of the woman he loved, but he also saw the value to the world and the fight between good and evil by the continued existence of Angel. He forgave him, he set aside his resentment of Angelus/Angel and let the both of them start to live again, actually work together again. To forgive isn't a ticket to forgetting how you may have been wronged, but may be a necessary part of getting on with your life. It's not saying what was done was right, or that you will forget it, but you are setting aside anger and resentment so life can go on.
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: I love it when someone uses the F word.........;) -- DEN, 23:08:53 11/24/01 Sat

Thanks, Rufus, for completing and developing my half-formed idea. When I posted I was focusing on the concept of honor, and thinking Spike's behavior in that part of the S5 arc can at least be called "honorable."
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[> [> [> Re: LOL.......he has a coat......:):):) -- vandalia, 21:21:50 11/24/01 Sat

Faith's going to prison could also be seen as a redemption (she is taking responsibility for her actions finally).
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[> Re: Redemption Motifs in BtVS and Ats........ -- bible belt, 18:11:45 11/24/01 Sat

A lot of people were disturbed about Spike's attempt to bite that girl in the alley, that it looked a little too much like he really wanted it, and how could Buffy love someone like that. I didn't have a problem with it at all, and I wondered if I wasn't just morally retarded or something.

A friend of mine told me that Spike's redemption might lead to Buffy having to question every demon she ever killed. There is so much to look forward to in this show.
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[> [> Re: Redemption Motifs in BtVS and Ats........ -- T-rex, 20:53:23 11/24/01 Sat

Yeah, the scene with the girl in the alley didn't bother me either.

A lot of people have expressed the opinion that Spike hasn't changed a bit because he attempted to bite that girl. That this one act of attempted badness negates the things he has done for Dawn and Buffy.

However, I believe that an individual's moral or spiritual growth rarely follows a straight line. We make progress, then get sidetracked, make more progress, then perhaps loop back on ourselves for a while.

It could be that Spike's redemption (if he is to have any) does not lie in that direction anyway. He may *always* be addicted to killing, which would require a chip or other mechanism to allow him to continue to interact with humans. Perhaps his value, and thus his chance at redemption, lies in what he is willing to do and what he is willing to sacrifice for those he has an emotional connection with, even if that happens to be an elite group of two.

And if his emotional connection to Dawn is only a function of her "keyness", as a thread down below proposes, that does not negate the fact that Spike has value as her protector.

So, that is all fine and good with me. Even in the christian sense of the word, redemption doesn't happen because we do something to deserve it. It only happens if we choose to accept it.
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[> [> [> Re: Redemption Motifs in BtVS and Ats........ -- Spike Lover, 21:00:37 11/24/01 Sat

Okay, I am in agreement-

Has anyone considered the simple fact that Spike was just trying to "test" the chip. As I understand it, if he (even for an instant) did not "intend" harm toward that girl, then the chip would not have 'fired' and he would not have known if it was actually broken. That is, what after all, he wants to know. I think at this point he is faily comfortable with his "vegetarianism". Did you see that pep talk he was having to give himself before he tried to bite her??

Besides, we don't know that he would have killed her, eaten her or turned her, if he had been able to bite her.
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[> [> [> [> Re: Redemption Motifs in BtVS and Ats........ -- robert, 23:20:07 11/24/01 Sat

"Has anyone considered the simple fact that Spike was just trying to "test" the chip. "

I considered it. I just don't believe it. Spike with shocked and surprised when the chip prevented him from biting the woman. My conclusion is that he fully expected that the chip was malfunctioning and that he was going to get a snack.
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Redemption Motifs in BtVS and Ats........ [spoilers etc.] -- dsf, 07:12:34 11/25/01 Sun

I'm undecided. Sure, he looked shocked and surprised. But then again, the anesthesiologist warned me that the spinal would burn at first, and told me not to jump, and I agreed, and then I jumped anyway when I actually felt it. And there has to be something about the pain from the chip that prevents developing a tolerance, or else Spike, who's no physical coward, would have got used to it by now.

And I'm even less decided on the question of whether he would have stopped at a snack or had himself a meal. He knows Buffy could never tolerate a kill, but he might think a nibble "just to see if I could" might be concealed or even forgiven if discovered.

Or perhaps he just wasn't thinking. Habit is strong.

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[> Redemption and Reformation -- rowan, 18:57:41 11/24/01 Sat

"Redemption happens all the time in both shows but is ignored because many only see redemption in Christian terms, limiting their understanding of what may really be going on."

Redemption is one of the hardest things to talk about because it's one of the hardest things to actually define. I don't get much of a sense that the Buffyverse uses any type of a conventional Christian concept of redemption or that redemption is necessarily linked to an eternal stay in a heaven dimension.

But what is it? To redeem is from Latin for 'buy back.' This is the one thing I think we can almost certainly say that redemption doesn't mean in the Buffyverse. Time and time again it is reinforced (as recently as this week with Darla's death) that past evil cannot be made right or bought back or mitigated by future action. Angel understands he can never do enough good to make up for all his evil, even if he saves ten times the lives he took.

But as you point out, Rufus, honor and value can be restored to those without it. Even Darla, for one moment, was a being of value as she put the life of her unborn child ahead of her unlife. Does that mean she is now magically designated as *redeemed*? I don't know. Who decides? For a moment she had value. That's all I know. Perhaps redemption can never really be a goal or an end state. Perhaps it's a transitory state of being with ebb and flow.

Then there's reformation. To make again. This is Angel. He had remade himself so that he is now in a right relationship to others. He tries to act rightly. He doesn't always succeed. He follows a different star than when he was Angelus. But is he redeemed or just reformed?

Sometimes I think the word redemption just gets in the way. If vampires are creatures that represent a lack of empathy (a lack of love), then redemption could simply be a matter of being able to love and put the welfare of others before one's own. Basically, the golden mean.
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[> Re: Redemption Motifs in BtVS and Ats........ -- Aquitaine, 20:36:59 11/24/01 Sat

You've got me thinking about motifs and story arcs, Rufus, and I think that everyone is periodically in needed of random acts of redemption. Consider Xander buying Cordelia's dress for the prom. Consider Giles helping Angel after Jenny's death. Willow and Xander accepting Buffy after When She Was Bad. Buffy kissing Spike for keeping the Key secret...

There is no beginning or ending to forgiveness, love and the possibilities of redemption. They are all part of the cycle of life (death and rebirth etc).

Polly!Aquitaine!Anna
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[> [> A Word about Christian Redemption -- Spike Lover, 21:13:04 11/24/01 Sat

From what I have read, Joss is not a Christian. But that is okay. Buffy does not go to church much either, which is ironic for someone who has a chest of crosses, holy water, and communion wafers, (The Harvest) 2nd episode.

The Christian faith concurs. There is nothing you can do to redeem yourself. You will never be able to make up for the wrongs that you have committed. Ancient peoples attempted to atone for their sins through animal and occassionally human sacrifice. It still did not work. Thus, God himself incarnated Himself into a perfect human and sacrificed Himself to Himself. This sacrifice will redeem believers. (I probably am not explaining this well-- sorry.)

Now, in theory, could it redeem a vampire?? (I hope I am not offending anyone.) I think so. I suspect that a vampire could drink "the blood of Christ" and be healed. (If it didn't turn him to dust first.) But the vampire would have to want to do this (it would not work by "accident") and would have to believe it would work, and whereas a vamp might do the second, I am not certain many would do the first.

However, if there was suddenly a cure for vampirism, then I think Joss would not have a show anymore and Ann Rice would have to write about something else and people would lose interest in vampire lore all together. I mean, it is an interesting subject.

(When you went into your discussion of redemption, you probably did not intend this. I am sorry.)
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[> [> [> Re: A Word about Christian Redemption -- J, 21:27:15 11/24/01 Sat

SOME branches of the Christian faith believe as you have written below, but certainly not all.

These days there is almost no such thing as a general description of "Christianity" other than the belief that there was once a man named Jesus Christ. After that, things have a tendency to diverge quite a bit depending on your branch :-)

>>The Christian faith concurs. There is nothing you can do to redeem yourself. You will never be able to make up for the wrongs that you have committed. Ancient peoples attempted to atone for their sins through animal and occassionally human sacrifice. It still did not work. Thus, God himself incarnated Himself into a perfect human and sacrificed Himself to Himself. This sacrifice will redeem believers. (I probably am not explaining this well-- sorry.)<<
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[> Re: Redemption Motifs in BtVS and Ats........ -- LoriAnn, 11:21:27 11/25/01 Sun

Self-redemption in Christianity is an impossibility. A person can never do enough to make up for one sin. The concept comes from the nature of God. God is so "God" that any offence against him or his laws is greater bad that all the good a person could do in a lifetime. That's why the ultimate sacrifice, Jesus Christ, was necessary to "buy back" everyone. Most Christian denominations believe that people should obey God's laws and do good works, but that redemption, in God's eyes, comes from individuals accepting the one perfect sacrifice as atonement for his or her sins. Clearly, this idea is not operative in the Buffyverse. What we are working with is literary redemption. In literature, we see redemption as one selfless act before death or the end of the story. After all, even in Christian terms, evil is putting self above the interests of others or God. Therefore, denying self is a redemptive act. Darla managed the selfless act first by being willing to die to save Angel in "Trial" and then by dying to save her baby. When she backslid, through no fault of her own in this case, she was given a second chance to redeem herself throught the soul provided by the baby, and she did. Since Darla is dead, we can call her redeemed. That isn't to say her evil deeds are forgotten, but she has redeemed her "life" by turning from the thing that prompted all the evil: self. Angel is an ongoing selfless act. He still has plenty of chance to backslide as he did when he was keeping score of the demons he killed and when he became "Angel noir" last season. However, his life seems to be on track again. He was willing to give his life for Darla in "Trial". That is a redemptive act. Had his life ended there, we would see him as redeemed. Spike has performed at least one selfless act. Even though he didn't give up Dawn to Glory, we might conclude that he was more interested in what his reward from Buffy might have been. Although I don't think that was the case, it could have been, so I won't consider that as redemptive. However, his willingness to give his life to keep Dawn safe while she was on the tower can be nothing other than a selfless act and, had he died, would have been redemptive. Since then he may have backslid, perhaps egregiously. If we see Darla and Angel as models, Spike should get another real shot at redemption, as they did. Does a person have to repent? Certainly, but if sin or evil is putting self above others, then repentence is selflessness. Insisting that a person make good every evil committed is insisting on the impossible and is nothing more than revenge or jealousy. Does a person have to reform? If the person has a chance to, if the life continues, of course, he or she does. Am I writing about something like deathbed confessions? Yes, but a person cannot fake redemption or repentence. Either the act is selfless or it is just a ploy to try to get into the good graces of the PTB. Such a ploy is not selfless. Finally, redemption in the Buffyverse seems to follow the general concept of literary redemption rather than those forms we, in the realverse, are religiously or culturally or fearfully familiar with.
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[> [> Christian models don't work in Buffyverse... -- Moose, 13:31:47 11/25/01 Sun

Christianity would put killers like Spike and those that fight for good like Buffy on the same level, incapable of redeeming themselves and destined for hell without the external help of Christ.

The Buffyverse borrows some symbology from Christianity and plays with it, but it simply doesn't match up--thankfully.

In the Buffyverse, life is an endless fight full of pain and suffering and endless foes. This season was the first to postulate a possible reward for the endless fight and dedication to the good. Whether Joss expands this or goes with the "life is its own reward" (as the OMWF seemed to postulate) still remains to be seen.

I doubt he will expand the role of heaven in the Buffyverse, though I would love it if he would. Heavens' warriors could be made as feirce as their demon counterparts. The Spawn animated series on HBO is a good example.

But then I don't know if Joss would want to tread where others have gone. And the themes would disturb some since the Jossverse would inevitably grey the distinction between heaven(s) and hell(s), or at least their methods.
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[> [> [> Re: Christian models don't work in Buffyverse... -- astrid, 15:52:07 11/25/01 Sun

But then I don't know if Joss would want to tread where others have gone. And the themes would disturb some since the Jossverse would inevitably grey the distinction between heaven(s) and hell(s), or at least their methods.

I think the line is already somewhat grey. When the Scoobies are sitting around the table at the start of Tabula Rasa, one (I think Tara) says that Buffy could have been in "any number of heavenly dimensions" - implying that there's not just one "heaven" to go to, any more than there's just one "hell". Hell has always been described as "hell dimensions" pretty much interchangeably with "demon dimensions".

At the end of the last Angel season we see Lorin's home "demon dimension", which is not the happiest place (for humans especially) but it's still a place where beings live out their lives in a recognizable manner. It's not pure torture - just not very human-friendly. (Or Lorin-friendly, or musical).

And there's the moment where Angel gets the in the elevator to travel to what he thinks is hell - the "home office" - and when he steps out, he's back in the world he just came from, with people being people - a little bad, a little good, living together and loving each other and hurting each other, each of whom carries evil (and by extension, goodness) in themselves.

So I don't think that we're going to see heaven in any more absolute terms than hell. Buffy's experience there was peaceful and blissful, but in a sense it wasn't real at all. She was free from doubt and pain, and knew that all the people she loved were okay. But they weren't okay - all she really got was peace from her own doubts and hurt and fear.

I think that she's going to have to come to terms with the idea that peace isn't something you go to when you die - it's something that you have to find within yourself. (Kind of trite, I know, but the simple truths are often the ones that are hardest to reach in real life.)
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Buffy Marathon on Thanksgiving Day on F/X -- Spike Lover, 20:41:38 11/24/01

Thanksgiving day I found myself in front of the tv watching F/X during the "family gathering". But as I was watching the Ballot marathon of the shows most wanted shown, I was able to see some character development that was a bit interesting.

**One very interesting time was during a college episode, when Buff was talking to Willow about Riley: she was attracted, he was cute (she did not know he was a commando at that time, etc.) She tells Willow that she can't envision a relationship without..." pain and fighting." Did she get that from her (divorced parents) or from what happened w/ Angel?? Well, regardless, how perfect the sex scene with Spike must be then.

They showed the episode where She and Angel get it on. Apparently right before they have sex was the first time that Angel told her that he loved her, and then he loses his soul and says all of those horrible things to her (that I have had said to me.) And then goes about on his killing rampage. By the way, when he does lose his soul, he goes back to Dru and Spike and tells them the fatal words, "To kill her you have to love her." -No wonder she cringes when Spike says he loves her. (And the viewers too.) Does she think Spike's words are empty??

As someone once said a long, long time ago, maybe this is all about Angel. Angel said and proved that he loved her. He had a soul, and then in a heartbeat he is evil and trying to kill her. Spike does not even have a soul. How can his love be real? I have read a lot of feedback from viewers who don't believe Spike truly loves Buff because of the lack of soul, but I believe he does.

I have never doubted Spike. I have adored him from his first appearance. He is the bad boy with devotion. And it was neat to watch those old episodes when he is so tender and loving with crazy, (even unfaithful) Dru. They showed the season final when Buffy is forced to send the "re-souled" Angel to hell. Spike is beating on Angel and then Dru jumps on Spike. He says, "I don't want to hurt you Dru." Then he knocks her across the room and adds, "But that doesn't mean I won't." Finally he puts a sleep hold on her and picks her up to make their escape. Curiously, he takes one final look at Buffy and Angel fighting and says, "He is going to kill her." He doesn't laugh. There is concern, but he remains devoted to his love and carries her to safety.

I have a new theory about Joss W's vampires. I tend to think now that a vampire keeps the last strongest personality trait they had before being bitten. Darla was angry and vengeful because she was dying of VD. Dru was nuts. Angel was angry at his family (his father) and was into having fun (?)- thus he is kind of a psychopath who kills for the joy of it. (Ok, this may be weak.) Spike, however, was in love, and rather than having issues with his family, he was devoted to his mother. Unlike Darla or Angel, he was a "good man". At the most, he is sort of a vampire that likes to 'brawl'. If this is evil, it is a very different evil. --Now I remember, the other really interesting thing I saw on the marathon, was when they were doing Fool For Love, and William was about to be turned into Spike, he fears at first that Dru is a pickpocket. She says something like, "Your treasure is not in your purse, but it lies here (and puts her hand on his heart) and here (puts her hand on his head.) Surely, he is something special. I don't understand it but this is Joss's world.

The one thing I have never understood that I wish Joss would incorporate an explanation for is: what is the 3 bites rule that Bram Stoker wrote about? Joss has gone with the Ann Rice/vampire feed theory which is ok.
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Should Spike Be Sorry? (Spoilers up through Smashed) -- vandalia, 22:25:36 11/24/01 Sat

Rowan wrote: But what is it? To redeem is from Latin for 'buy back.' This is the one thing I think we can almost certainly say that redemption doesn't mean in the Buffyverse. Time and time again it is reinforced (as recently as this week with Darla's death) that past evil cannot be made right or bought back or mitigated by future action. Angel understands he can never do enough good to make up for all his evil, even if he saves ten times the lives he took.

But as you point out, Rufus, honor and value can be restored to those without it. Even Darla, for one moment, was a being of value as she put the life of her unborn child ahead of her unlife. Does that mean she is now magically designated as *redeemed*? I don't know. Who decides? For a moment she had value. That's all I know. Perhaps redemption can never really be a goal or an end state. Perhaps it's a transitory state of being with ebb and flow.

Then there's reformation. To make again. This is Angel. He had remade himself so that he is now in a right relationship to others. He tries to act rightly. He doesn't always succeed. He follows a different star than when he was Angelus. But is he redeemed or just reformed?

Sometimes I think the word redemption just gets in the way. If vampires are creatures that represent a lack of empathy (a lack of love), then redemption could simply be a matter of being able to love and put the welfare of others before one's own. Basically, the golden mean.

I've been thinking on this for awhile, as its one of the main things people bring up whenever they are arguing against a Buffy/Spike relationship. 'Spike isn't sorry for what he's done. He's not repentant.' I guess my question is, why should he be?

Spike is a vampire. Spike accepts this. Until very recently, he reveled in it. What do vampires do? They kill people. They cause mayhem. They drink blood. Sometimes they plot to control/take over/destroy the world (or at least Sunnydale/the Hellmouth).

Now, Spike has been cast a different lot. With the chip in his head, he can no longer drink blood (right from the tap, at least if the person is still alive) or kill people. He can still cause mayhem and plot to take over/destroy the world (as witnessed in S4).

Presumably he's had time to ruminate over the things he's done. Whether or not he has, its clear he doesn't have regret for them. My question is, why should he? Or maybe a better way to put it would be, 'what good would it do to be sorry?'

Look at this way: Angel (post souling) felt so bad about what he'd done and what he was that he ran off for two years, hid in sewers and ate rats to survive. Then he went back to Darla and wanted his old life back. He tried only killing rapists and scoundrels and murderers. (I'm reminded of Buffy's sarcastic comment to Spike in Smashed when he complains about not being able to attack criminals: 'because muggers deserve to be eaten.') That didn't work, Darla tried to force him to eat a baby, and off he ran to brood for almost a hundred years. What good, exactly, did this do? Angel was sorry. Angel felt bad. Angel sank into deep depression. Well, good for Angel. He let his guilt paralyze him for almost a century. And it was only when Whistler came down, showed him Buffy, and told him to wake up and smell the Slayer that he roused himself to do something productive.

Now take Spike. Spike is chipped, he gets despondent, he almost kills himself until he finds he can still fight demons. He rebels against the Scooby gangs' attempts to get him to help. He teams up with Adam, not to destroy the world so much as to get the chip out of his head so he can return to the life he knew. Doesn't work. He joins forces with the Scoobies at the last minute when a) it becomes clear Adam doesn't mean to help him and b) it becomes clear that the Scoobies are probably going to win. Then come season five, he slowly begins to work with the Scoobies. First its for money, then its to impress Buffy, and finally its for love of 'Summers women' (Buffy and Dawn, and to a lesser extent, Joyce). Come the beginning of season six, he's worked with the Scooby gang for the entire summer, and has apparently developed a camaradarie of sorts with the gang (they trust him enough to sit for Dawn and fight with him nightly). None of this appears to be out of a self-interested sense, but (at least in the case of Dawnsitting) out of a sense of personal failure. Spike finally feels regret not for something that he did, but ironically failed to do -- stop Doc and save Dawn. He also appears to feel at least uncomfortable around the Buffybot, which could be seen as another sign of regret -- he's embarrassed, nay stricken, by the attentions he originally had the 'bot created to perform.

So I guess the question is, is feeling bad about what you've done a necessary step in deciding not to do it again? Or is it possible to acknowledge that what once was acceptable is now not and choose to work within the new ruleset? A telling example is when men come home from war. For a number of years, they have acted in a world of violence, where killing is not only considered acceptable, it is encouraged, necessary and they can even be killed for refusing to kill (i.e. not following orders). Killing is a constant, accepted part of existence. Then the war ends and the soldiers are sent home and expected to live by a peaceful society's rules, which usually includes not killing those you disagree with (something which is essential to war). Do we expect some trouble adjusting on the part of the soldiers, or do we for the most part assume that they will seamlessly reintegrate with a civilized society? Do we expect soldiers to feel remorse for their actions during wartime? Not usually. In many cases they are looked upon as heroes for their actions.

In a way, Spike is rather like a soldier who's lost the war (or been taken prisoner) and has to live among his former enemies. They treat him with distrust and contempt. He can never truly earn their respect because of what he is (other, the enemy). He can never truly belong in his adopted world, and he is considered traitor to the world he (at first unwillingly) left behind. The only reason he is allowed to live is because he has been disarmed (chipped). Yet still he chooses to fight for his new 'side.' He attempts to do constructive things for his former enemies (with some backsliding, admittedly). He does not feel guilty for his past actions anymore than a soldier would.

We know Spike considers himself a warrior. Fighting means enough to him that his loss of the ability to do so rendered him suicidal. We have also never seen evidence of him being cruel about his kills (especially not in the way Angelus and Darla were). In fact he has often shown distaste for Angel et al's styles (FFL, season 2 Angelus' attempts at driving Buffy insane ('we're supposed to be killing her, not leaving gag gifts in her friend's beds'). So in this way, it makes sense for Angel to feel guilt for his (admittedly reprehensible) actions, and for Spike not to. It was never personal for Spike in the way it was for Angel. With Spike, it was about the battle. For Angel, it was about control, dominance and winning. Spike has killed in self-defense (whether or not he started the fight, it was clear that, did he not win, he would more than likely be destroyed), and he has killed to eat. So far as I know, he never did kill soley for perverse pleasure in the way Angel(us) did.

I welcome debate on this topic, as I'm not quite convinced myself. But either way, I don't think remorse is going to be the green light to Spike's redemption/acceptance anymore than it was to Angel's. All of Angel's paralyzing remorse did him little good. His realization of never being able to atone for the past, accepting that and moving on to what he could do here and now, did.
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[> Re: Should Spike Be Sorry? (Spoilers up through Smashed) -- DEN, 22:58:31 11/24/01 Sat

Another impressive posting! I like the idea that repentance may be an overrated virtue--one indeed that can inhibit reform, as Angel's experience suggests. And comparing Spke to a soldier who has to learn new rules of play fits very well with some of my ideas, posted earlier, about Willow's behavior. IMO, a key statement supporting the "warrior" thesis, even granting Spike's limited skills in self-analysis, is his line from "The Gift:" "I always expected to go down fighting--I only thought it would be on the other side."
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[> [> Re: Should Spike Be Sorry? (Spoilers up through Smashed) -- Juliette, 05:23:55 11/25/01 Sun

I agree. I've never understood the argument that Spike is like a human serial killer. He's not human. He's a vampire. There's no point comparing him to realverse humans becuse vampires don't exist. We, and the writers, make the rules concerning how we see them. We change our moral values in wartime to call soldiers heroes instead of serial killers and I'm sure I'm not the only person who enjoys watching The Sopranos even though in real life I would find these gangsters despicable. The point of all this being, it's a vampire's nature to kill. If Spike wants to hang with the Scoobies, he has to stop killing (the fact that he was about to kill again in Smashed is a bit disconcerting, but he didn't seem entirely sure about it judging by his ran about being 'confused about what you are') but why should he be sorry for simply doing what vampires do?
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[> [> [> Re: Should Spike Be Sorry? (Spoilers up through Smashed) -- CaptainPugwash, 07:06:07 11/25/01 Sun

Well... if Spike wants to remain a vampire (and not apologise for being a vampire) then fine, no need to feel remorse. I agree that vamps shouldn't apologise for being vamps, but then neither should humans for staking them. There are no rules in the vamps vs humans thing; vamps try to kill humans, and humans try to kill vamps. It's a war, and who wins wins...

Spike's problem is that he has fallen in love with a human (assuming Buffy is human...), and if he wants the respect (and love) of humans then he has to start acting like one and stop killing them.

And this does involve feeling a little sorry for past actions. There is a BIG difference between feeling remorse, accepting it, and 'moving on' (as Faith & Angel are doing) and being totally remorseless (like Spike). My father has several patients who are WWII veterans, but most of them rarely speak about their experiences (and shy away from being called heroes). They have 'moved on', but that doesn't mean they feel nothing (or have no regrets) about what they had to do. Using paralyzing remorse as a justification for feeling NO remorse just isn't acceptable.

The worst thing about Smashed was Spike being all corrupted by power again (and the Troika.. grrrr). Whenever he gets released from his current state he turns into a massive egoist; he wanted to be the 'big good' in TR and now hes enjoying being the 'big bad' again.

As for B/S.. well, Buffy can sleep with whoever she likes and I think the Spike redemption issue is something much bigger than their sex life...

And like it or not, remorse is a part of redemption. It doesn't have to become all consuming and disabling, but mere recognition of one's past wrongs is essential. How dreadfully old-fashioned of me...

And please please please kill all the Spike kills only for food nonsense. He killed three people in School Hard just to make a point, and he isn't called Spike for nothing. Ok, so he's not as bad as Angelus, but he's still bad! Sexy, insightful, cynical, amusing etc. etc., but still BAD! I admire Claudius' intellectual honesty in Hamlet when he realises that he can't be forgiven for his crimes whilst he still possesses the gains, but that doesn't change the fact that he is an murderous adulterer!

Why do people on this forum ALWAYS use an example of worse behaviour to let someone less worse off the hook?!
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[> [> [> [> Re: Should Spike Be Sorry? (Spoilers up through Smashed) -- Monique (second language speaker, so be kind ;), 07:30:23 11/25/01 Sun

Hum... I kind of agree with both views on this issue actually (yikes, confusing much?). While I can understand that the killing is part of a vampire´s nature and that Spike wasn´t as evil as Angelus was, if Spike is to be fighting on "our" side, he is going to have to live with our rules in mind.

"And like it or not, remorse is a part of redemption. It doesn't have to become all consuming and disabling, but mere recognition of one's past wrongs is essential."

And I have to agree with this... the problem with Spike is that he is a souless vampire, thus he lacks the "instinct" to do good naturally (although with what we´ve seen in TR I am starting to question that as well) acording to the laws of the Buffyverse. So how can he feel guilty when it would be against his very nature?

I think that this is all related to the "Oh, grow up!" theme of the season though... it´s not just Buffy, Willow and Xander who have to grow up, Spike has to as well, if he wants to be on the Scoobies´ side. The vampire is the eternal adolescent taken to an extreme: it´s all me, me, me, with no control at all. Reckless, much like Spike was in FFL. Vampires can´t grow past that... you could say it´s the bad part about being inmortal really: you are bound to repeat your human life over and over again, but in a much twisted manner. Spike cannot grow past his "Love´s Bitch" phase... he keeps on falling madly in love with women only to be "beneath them". Will Spike be able to grow this year? Who knows... But if he does, then maybe this "Should Spike be sorry?" argument might finally be adressed.
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[> [> [> [> Re: Should Spike Be Sorry? (Spoilers up through Smashed) -- dsf, 07:44:08 11/25/01 Sun

What I find interesting is the implication of Angel's recent speech about Angelus not hating his victims. (Whether I believe it with respect to Buffy is another question. I think he bore her a killing grudge for 'violating' him with love. And he may have been more willing to destroy the world because it had witnessed his humiliation; credit to Guy Gavriel Kay for that concept. But then Angelus was capable of self-delusion. The funny thing about that line, "To kill this girl, you have to love her," is that Angelus was wrong and Spike and Buffy -- "Give me time" -- were right. When the chips were down, despite every psychological torture Angelus could devise, Buffy won.)

But putting aside the Angelus of season two, and returning to Darla's happy kill-artist of yore, the implication is that even at his most sadistic, Angelus felt neither rage nor spite toward his victims. He went to great trouble to torment some of them; killed others casually; but since he was never really threatened, and always had a good time, why should he have hated them? I don't hate a tangerine when I rip off its skin, tear it into pieces, and sink my teeth into them. Without a soul, apparently, one doesn't need to hate a person to hurt them (conscience/soul as empathy again.)

So why is Angel remorseful when Spike is not? Well, Spike doesn't have a soul. This doesn't seem to spare him entirely from empathy, not any more. He seems to have begun to generalize from the person he loves. He felt for Joyce and feels for Dawn as well as for Buffy. And he seems to feel unwilling empathy toward the woman he tries to bite.

But overall I'd say it's Angel's soul, not Angelus' sadism, that's made Angel repentant where Spike has only changed his ways. Though Spike's chosen pleasures -- love and a good fight -- are more attractive to most of us than Angelus', they were both evil, in the careless, casual way natural to vampires. (Other evil demons seem to be evil in different ways. Most vampires, with the exception of lunatics and religious fanatics, seem to be looking primarily for a good time.) Nothing is forcing Spike to empathize with his past victims, so he doesn't. Should he? I'm not sure.

dsf
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[> [> [> Re: Should Spike Be Sorry? (Spoilers up through Smashed) -- Malandanza, 08:41:24 11/25/01 Sun

If Spike was just "simply doing what vampires do" we might compare him to a predator, like a crocodile or tiger. (Of course, we still kill predators, even endangered one, when they take human lives.) But Spike goes beyond that -- he has taken pleasure in his human kills and has enjoyed causing terror. He has threatened Willow with rape/death twice (Lovers Walk and The Initiative). Even is his "ghost story" to Dawn he takes pleasure in causing fear. In FFL, we see that he becomes sexually excited just from talking about his previous kills. For Spike, violence and sex seem inextricably mixed.

And look at his behavior after the chipping -- he goes out and kills demons and vampires -- definitely not in a vampire's nature, as other vampires never tire of telling him. With his preferred victims unavailable, he kills whatever he can. I'd say the serial killer is prison analogy is valid -- he's like a serial killer who attacks other inmates to get his violence/sex fix. The Scoobies provide him with a relatively low-risk means of indulging his favorite pastime.

I don't see remorse as vital to reform(Anya, apparently, doesn't feel remorse). Angel still managed to kill a few people when he had a soul. Noir Angel might not have been as bad as Angelus, but Wesley, Cordelia and Gunn were still right to break off their relationship with him. Actions are important -- how a person behaves now should determine how they are treated now (although past actions help determine whether a person's current actions are sincere). Remorse without reform is pointless -- just look at Willow: always contrite, but never amending.

Ryuei had a post some time ago called "It's us or them, baby" where he suggested that demons and vampires that fail to conform to the rules of human society ought to be destroyed -- but that demons that allowed themselves to be assimilated into human society should be allow to live. Thus, the baby-eating demon or the three-eyed demons should be hunted down and killed, but the balancing entity with the Slurpee should live. I agree with his position entirely. If Spike is willing to behave like a human, he should be treated accordingly. If he wants to keep playing at being a "Big Bad" creature of the night, he shouldn't be surprised if he gets staked.
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[> [> [> [> Anya and remorse -- Wilder, 13:43:23 11/25/01 Sun

Malandanza mention something in the above post that;s plagued me for a while:"I don't see remorse as vital to reform(Anya, apparently, doesn't feel remorse). "

It seems rather hypocritical that Xander, who has con't'd to despise Angel, is dating an ex-demon that undoubtably caused tremendous suffering.

And while we critizie Spike for his evil ways, there has been no calls for Anya to be accountable for her deeds.

And, does Anya have a soul now? There seems to be a bit of a paralell between her and the Big Bad, where both have become more compassionate as a byproduct of thier love for their other.
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Anya and remorse -- Laural, 15:27:58 11/25/01 Sun

I don't see Anya failing to feel remorse as a huge problem, though, since technically none of her actions as Anyanka currently have any consequences in the Real World.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> The Real World ... -- Wilder, 18:23:52 11/25/01 Sun

"I don't see Anya failing to feel remorse as a huge problem, though, since technically none of her actions as Anyanka currently have any consequences in the Real World."

Maybe all her actions in the alternate Buffyverse ended up reversed, but did crushing her amulet take back all the other vengance she inflicted? It certainly un-turn her Troll ex-boyfriend.

And, even if so, that shouldn't take away from the fact she committed said veganances. Vengangicis? Is that Italian?
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[> [> [> [> [> [> Huh? -- T-rex, 06:54:17 11/26/01 Mon

The events resulting from Cordy's wish were reversed. But as far as we know everything else Anyanka did remained in effect.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> from the Wish transcript: -- Laural, 14:05:44 11/26/01 Mon

Giles: Ah! Ah! Ah! Yes! (glances at Buffy and stands up) Here. (reads) 'In order to defeat Anyanka, one must destroy her powercenter. (walks down the steps) This should reverse all the wishes she's granted, rendering her mortal and powerless again.'

(from Psyche's site, emphasis mine)

Seems pretty straightforward to me. Granted, Anya remembers doing all those horrible things she did and doesn't seem to have remorse for them, but the fact remains that technically they never happened, so why should she?
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: from the Wish transcript: -- t-rex, 14:42:31 11/26/01 Mon

Ok, now this brings up another questions. Couldn't reversing 1000 years of vengeance and wish granting significantly alter the course of history?
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: from the Wish transcript: -- vandalia, 19:16:27 11/26/01 Mon

Doesn't Giles say that in the alternate dimension? I.E. if her medallion is destroyed all wishes in THAT version of reality are rendered null and void? That reality would have started when Cordy made her wish, so everything AFTER that point would be backdated, NOT everything made up to that point. Otherise, Olaf the Troll God would not have been Anya's ex-boyfriend, as she turned him into a troll to punish him as a vengeance demon. Right?
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: from the Wish transcript: -- t-rex, 19:28:27 11/26/01 Mon

That sounds right to me. I was afraid I had missed something big.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> RE: Olaf -- Laural, 21:17:59 11/26/01 Mon

I'm pretty sure that Olaf was actually the curse that got her the job as vengeance demon, not one of her acts as vengeance demon.
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[> [> [> [> [> xander's double standard -- LL, 15:59:45 11/25/01 Sun

I always felt that xander's reaction to her lack of remorse was interesting, taking in to account his absolute and unfaltering refusal to forgive angel. yes, that had something to do with his being threatened by Angel, but it's interesting he himself hasn't realized the similarities between the two, in terms of their past conquests. Is this just an example of his ability/tendancy to always consider things in a way that works for him? (me like buffy, buffy back, me happy.) So i have another potentially very stupid question, (stupid IMO, i don't need to be reassured :) ) is there any sort of consistent correlation between demon and soul? b/c if so i don't understand it.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: xander's double standard -- cat, 12:28:50 11/26/01 Mon

Is this just an example of his ability/tendancy to always consider things in a way that works for him?

Hmm, I always thought it was more of a "guy" thing: Angel hurting Buffy, and 'horning in' on his turf as protector when Xander had a severe crush on her, and Anya being an attractive female and therefore automatically forgiven! ;) Xander has a very stereotypical gender perspective, he's all guy, so I understood his antagonism towards Angel to arise primarily from that...just a thought.
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Anya and remorse -- Q, 18:58:20 11/26/01 Mon

I agree--but I think this will be dealt with. It is not how they act while "chipped" that matters--but what they do when free will is restored. We know that Spike, when he thinks he can, goes straight for the kill. I think they NEED to deal with Anya. She needs to get her powers back, and make the decision between powerful woman, or life with Xander. Only then can we make a suitable comparison between the two characters.
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[> Remorce, Repentance, Reform, and Redemption -- Kerri, 09:41:22 11/25/01 Sun

Ok, bear with me here everyone. I've got an idea but sadly am not as eloquent as many of the posters on this board so I hope you'll forgive me if this post is slightly incoherent. I'll do my best. Ok, here goes.

So I guess the question is, is feeling bad about what you've done a necessary step in deciding not to do it again?

Clearly the answer to this question is no. Someone can change the way they behave for many reason, including selfish ones. The decision to change ones' actions may have nothing to do with a sense of morality or a sense that past behavoir was wrong. And according to Rufus' post someone can be redeemed without remorse since according to some definitions a person need not be good to be redeemed.

Rowan brought up the point of reform as a seperate entity from redemption. IMO, there are two seperate components to reform: external and internal. There is ofcorse the reform of ones' actions, which can be achieved without any moral compass. Spike has clearly undergone a reform of his actions, whether or not this will be a permanent change once the chip is removed remains to be seen.

Internal reform, or the change is ones consciousness, is where remorse seems to be vital. This is something that Angel has achieved. He has clearly undergone a change in morality and consciousness. This goes back to the necessity of a change in consciousness in the hero's journey; the hero needs to ascend in order to complete their journey. It seems that for spike to undergo reform he at least needs to understand his past actions in terms of different moral standards.

I guess where this comes up a lot is the B/S relationship. Personaly, I have a problem with them as a couple until Spike's morality changes. In FFL Buffy asserts that Spike is below her. If we take the position that humans are above vampires (which we seem to as we have no problem with Buffy killing vamps) then Buffy is right: Spike is below her. And if Spike ever wants to be equal to Buffy he needs to reform his morality.

I'm proabably getting slightly off on a tangent here but Spike and Buffy had sex only when Spike was physically equal. With physical equality there was a physical relationship but Buffy could never love Spike until there is mental/moral equality.
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[> [> Re: Remorse, Repentance, Reform, and Redemption -- Traveler, 10:38:20 11/25/01 Sun

"With physical equality there was a physical relationship but Buffy could never love Spike until there is mental/moral equality."

I'm not sure about that. Perhaps it is possible to love someone who has different moral standards than we do? Another interesting idea that has been brought up before is that maybe Buffy isn't as moral as she would like to believe. It seems to me that the lines between Buffy and Spike are being intentionally blurred, in every way, including morality. Strangely, I find this darker Buffy somehow refreshing.
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[> [> Re: Remorce, Repentance, Reform, and Redemption -- rowan, 10:46:37 11/25/01 Sun

"I guess where this comes up a lot is the B/S relationship. Personaly, I have a problem with them as a couple until Spike's morality changes. In FFL Buffy asserts that Spike is below her. If we take the position that humans are above vampires (which we seem to as we have no problem with Buffy killing vamps) then Buffy is right: Spike is below her. And if Spike ever wants to be equal to Buffy he needs to reform his morality."

I think perhaps this might be what ME is showing us, slow bits by slow bits.

We got cheated on the Angel redemption in a way. The soul pops back in. We get the torment, we get the remorse, we get the reformation, we get the constant struggle to be better, to feel better. Angel's struggle is about knowing what is right, having done wrong, trying to keep doing right, and handling the guilt of the wrong.

What we missed out on was an examination of how someone might become transformed internally and externally over time. That's Spike's story.

When he's in the alley in Smashed, he has to work himself up to bite that victim. He almost talks to his victim as if she's his therapist. Suddenly, he's making comments Buffy thinks because she's confused about her place in things, he should be too.

Hello? When has Buffy ever said that to him? That's Spike projecting his own internal conflict onto Buffy. One scene earlier she reinforced that he is an evil thing. Three scenes before that she rejected his attempt to fight against wrongdoing humans by framing it as if he would bite them, not fight them. No conflict on her part about his role. It's SPIKE who is conflicted. Yes, he definitely talks himself into trying to take back his role. And I think if the chip hadn't stopped him, he would have killed that woman. But he was conflicted internally about it. He's gone from a conflicted twinge in Crush to a conversation about doing evil in Smashed. He's now consciously aware of himself. He's beyond the instinct to kill. He can rationale it, understand it, and maybe in some future day, stop it.

In TR, this is reinforced. Randy, without his life experiences to condition himself, has no instinctive desire to bite. Even after he finds out he's a vampire, he doesn't want to bite Joan. Nor does he want to go back to the Bronze to bite the Scoobies. He feels instinctively connected (empathetic) to them. He doesn't even express a desire to find other humans to bite.

This is radically different than the type of redemption/reformation we've seen with Angel. Equally interesting, but different. Spike is being burned and purified by this love for Buffy. It's changing him in ways he can't even understand or comprehend. We're just getting the hints of it, small bit by small bit.

Look at Darla. She's a totally different kind of redemption. She has a moment when she realizes truly what she is. She knows she is evil, yet she loves. She knows when the baby is born, she will revert to evil. She knows she can't make up for what's she done. So in a stunning moment of self-knowledge, she stakes herself. It's raw, powerful, and beautiful. Nothing became Darla's life like the leaving of it.

Spike has no idea about his true nature. He's nowhere close to that knowledge. But if we focus a little less on the ship and focus a little more on the internal change (of which Buffy was and is the ongoing catalyst), then I think we'll get to those interesting themes that Rufus wants to make sure we don't miss. :)

rowan
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[> [> [> The meaning of redemption -- Juliette, 14:26:40 11/25/01 Sun

I came across a definition of redemption today as 'being forgiven.' Does anyone have a dictionary definition? Do you have to repent in order to be redeemed? (I came across the definition at church, which is pretty firm on that issue (!) but I was wondering what everyone thought, regardless of religious background.)
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[> [> [> [> Re: The meaning of redemption -- Rufus, 17:00:34 11/25/01 Sun

Go to your search and plunk in Dictionary and you will get many hits. Redemption can mean what Christian dogma defines it as or it can mean forgiveness. I think that Joss isn't sticking by a strictly Christian frame for redemption. If you consider that the show is about myth and fairy tale, redemption can also be the lifting of a curse or a bewitchment, where when the person is restored to their former state they are not held accountable for their actions when cursed.
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[> [> [> [> Re: The meaning of redemption -- Maxwell, 19:21:48 11/25/01 Sun

The question is this case is forgiven by whom and for what? Buffy and the SG could forgive Spike for all the threats and torments he visited on them in recent years but who will forgive him for all the lives he took over the centuries? A better question may be "how can you forgive someone you does not apologise(repent)?" We saw in "Smashed" that Spike is not only not repentant for his past actions but would eagerly repeat them if he could.
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[> Hello? VAMPIRE! (Contains adult material) -- Wisewoman, 11:13:37 11/25/01 Sun

Great post vandalia. Loved it.

As to the whole remorse/redemption issue, Spike himself keeps trying to point out that he is not human. The rules (and there seem to be several different versions of them) don't apply.

As to the issue of B/S sex and why it happened/what it means, I've been of the opinion that Spike had to prove himself "unbreakable" in order for Buffy to give in to her desire to have sex with him. Now I think there may be another aspect to what we witnessed in "Smashed."

When a human being engages in sexual congress with a non-human being we call that bestiality. It's generally considered to be sinful and, I believe, illegal as well. In the strictest sense of the word, Buffy engaged in bestiality when she had sex with Angel. There was the mitigating factor of him having a soul, but that still did not make him a human being.

Previous to the revelations in "Smashed," Buffy would have seen any sexual congress with Spike as bestiality, so it's no wonder she fought against her desires as hard as she did. There was no mitigating factor, i.e. soul, and Spike's chip restricts his natural actions as a vampire, rather than doing anything to move him closer to human status.

She pretty much sums it up when she says, "You're not a man. You're a thing." She's right.

Then Spike offers her pretty convincing evidence that she's a "thing," too. Maybe he's wrong and there's some other explanation, but for the time being whatever lingering taboo Buffy was honoring concerning bestiality just disappears. You have to be human to engage in bestial acts. If both parties are other than human, again, the rules don't apply.

I am now of the opinion that both issues were integral to allowing the "climax" that we saw in Smashed: Spike had to show that he was unbreakable, and he had to show, at the same time, that Buffy wasn't human. Again, there may be some other explanation as to why the chip doesn't work with Buffy, but for the time being the simplest explanation is that she's no longer human and he is, therefore, no longer beneath her (except in the most obvious sense!).
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[> [> Hello? VAMPIRE! (Contains adult material) -- Morgane, 11:30:31 11/25/01 Sun

I'm sorry to completely disagree with you! To talk about bestiality there got to be two different species, a human and another specie, but the thing is, vampires aren't a different specie than human, they are dead human with a demon inside. But still, physically, they are totally human. We could talk about necrophily (not sure about the english word) but even then, usually, the body is dead AND not moving, and especially not loving. So I'm not sure it's the right word either. So, even if Buffy is still entirely human, I'm not really sure there is any moral issue about her having sex with Spike.
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[> [> [> Re: Hello? VAMPIRE! (Contains adult material) -- Kerri, 11:44:45 11/25/01 Sun

Lets put aside the technical qualifications. I agree, WW, that Buffy finding out that she isn't human is a huge part of her having sex with Spike. She buys into the idea that he is no longer beneath her since she is a thing too. Therefore, Buffy is willing to have sex with spike not because he has done anything to become more human but because she believes she has become less human. And there is definately an element of Spike needing to be Buffy's physical equal as well. She definately has a dark side like Faith, and that part of Buffy is attracted to the strength and sexual prowess of the vampire.
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[> [> Two points -- vampire hunter D, 12:41:37 11/25/01 Sun

I have two points to make: 10 you'd think bestiality would be illegal, but guess what. It isn't. I know this b/c a few years ago some pervert i my area was arrested having sex with a sheep and when they went to charge him, they couldn't find an actual law that forbids what he did.

2) Margane, we here on the board had the bestiality/ necrophilia discussion already. Hell, I'm the one who sarted it. And considering the direction that one took, let's not do that again.
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Why do we expect Spike to be the best of human? -- Spike Lover, 16:06:51 11/25/01 Sun

I really don't understand it. I love the show, but I don't like all the characters. I don't have to. I don't like how some of the characters have changed over the series. That is okay too. But what I don't understand is why I read post after post of 'why Spike is not good enough for Buffy'.

Usually the reasons are: 1) He has no soul and has killed for years. 2) Spike has no job and cannot financially support her. 3) Spike can not have children. There is no future there. 4) Spike is evil/could be evil/might be evil, and even if he is not evil at present, he still is/could be/might be.

I am still not explaining myself well. I don't understand why these arguments are presented when there are real life people out there (presumably with souls) who do evil acts -and (one presumes that) they date. There are certainly deadbeats who don't work and they have wives or girlfriends (or boyfriends). There are certainly human beings who are unable to have children or simply don't want them, and they are permitted to date and even to marry. Why do they expect Spike to act better than many human beings do?

Perhaps the people posting these comments are simply very protective of Buffy. (I'm not. I have never really liked her, but find her interesting to watch.)

Why don't I like Buffy? Well, let me back up and say that I did not like Joyce either, and it only took 2 episodes to make me dispise the woman. I am of course referring to season 2 when she found out that Buffy was the slayer, and she told Buffy that if she left the house, not to come back. She should not blame Buffy for taking her at her word. In the season opener of 3, she told Giles she blamed him for Buffy's leaving. (I am glad she is dead.)

I use to like Buffy, and when Angel broke her heart the day after her 17th birthday, I was crying right there with her. But as the years went by, she became cold. Actually, Xander, Willow, and Buffy were all pretty unfeeling. It was Tara that brought the sensitivity in. It was Spike who cared, who reached out With Feeling. (FFL)

She was not even terribly warm with Riley, who was trying as best he could to relate to her and be there for her. (Although I thought he was way too protective.)

When Spike went out on a limb and finally told her how he felt, I know a lot of you were hoping like I was that Buffy for once in a great while was going to be gentle with his feelings. Oh, NO, she was outraged. She had Willow do the out-of-the-house spell. That hurt him too.

Her inability to feel/love is an issue because she did talk to the first slayer about it. (When I saw that episode was breaching that subject, I said, "Right on".)

Then you have the season final with Glory. Things are getting better: She seems to have accepted that Spike loves her and invites him in the house. This season, Spike has been counting the days since she has been gone, and once again she is confiding in him, going out drinking with him. Then she is kissing him and confusing him.-- She is using him willingly even though she knows that his feelings are real (to him at least.)She is so cold blooded!! What does he see in her??

Then Just as suddenly we are back to "Spike, you are a thing!!" I hate her!! He is the best THING that has happened to her yet. 0k, I will continue my raving on another post.
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[> THE ICE QUEEN -- Spike Lover, 16:38:04 11/25/01 Sun

Now to Tues's sex. I hope that Rowan is correct in his/her interpretation. BUT:

To be brief. Some people have posted that the scene was about power and lust. Power? maybe. Lust? Lust? I don't think so. Spike has not really talked about how Buffy looks in a long, long time. And Buffy has never admired Spike's muscular physique. (although I have been drooling at home.)

Right before she goes into the alley, she makes some comment to Xander/Anya about resisting seduction or something. Was the following scene with Spike particularly seductive? I don't think so.

What I found interesting in it was that it was all Buffy's doing. Spike was not trying to seduce her or put a guilt trip on her. Nor, when he got her down on the floor did he try to rip her clothes off of her and take her by force. (A natural choice of events to occur for the choreographer.) No, it seems pretty clear that he is not thinking about sex, particularly from the look of clear astonishment on his face when it does occur. But it was Buffy, (your sweet, innocent, angelic, I-am-never-wrong/morally-lax)Buffy, that went to the next level.

Now, why did she do it? Boy, we could debate that one all day long. But I think I can say with some confidence it was not to show him that she loved him. I think she just wanted something more than a kiss or as they sang in "OMwF", "I just want to feel".

So what kind of a person is it who feels nothing but will "use" a person for sex knowing full well the other person's feelings are involved? Well, I can name them, but they are not very nice terms.

So what will happen next? Will Buffy feel ashamed and regret it and say it was a horrible mistake and never see him again? (Probably.) Will she drop kick him and his tender feelings across Sunnydale? (I would not put it past her.) She is the ICE QUEEN

They should rename the show Buffy, The Ice Queen and sometime Vampire Slayer.
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[> [> Understanding Buffy -- Kerri, 17:34:09 11/25/01 Sun

Personally, I have always liked Buffy. Yes, sometimes she does things that are wrong or that you may disagree with, but so does everyone. If Buffy never did anything wrong she wouldn't be a believable character. And that is why everything that Buffy is able to accomplish is greater and why she truly is the hero: Buffy overcomes not just outside forces but herself. With all that Buffy has been through it seems reasonable to allow for some mistakes.

It is perfectly understandable why Buffy would be cold with Spike. First of all she's been abandoned by every male figure in her life and when ever Buffy gets close to someone they seem to be taken away or leave her. Also, Buffy is clearly afraid of her own sexuality and dark side and therefore is afraid of what her attraction to Spike means about her.

IMO, Buffy's fault are what make her a great character and what make her the hero. She struggles with her identity but in the end is a moral, selfless, loving woman.
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[> [> I'm not a Buffy Lover, but... (spoilers seasons 5 & 6) -- Traveler, 17:34:12 11/25/01 Sun

I agree with you that some people seem to expect Spike to be more human than human... i.e., he has to be a noble/heroic human to be worthy of Buffy. Also, I agree that Buffy has always taken Spike for granted, and often was unduly harsh with him. However, your position seems rather extreme. After all, for a long time Spike was trying to kill Buffy and her friends. That's not something that you easily forget. Also, right after confessing his love for her, Spike tied Buffy up and threatened to kill her if she didn't admitt some kind of affection for him. No wonder she reinvoked the anti-vampire spell! Since then, Spike's growth has been gradual, and Buffy's attitude towards him has also changed just as gradually. I think that most people on this board believe that Buffy has treated Spike badly recently because she has feelings for him, and those feelings scare her. Are those feelings love? Who knows? I would argue yes, but that's a seperate topic. Regardless, I wouldn't say that Buffy is a cruel person. Rather, she is simply not dealing with the events in her life in a mature fashion. Hence the them, "oh, grow up!"
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[> [> Melting ... -- Wilder, 18:27:46 11/25/01 Sun

For all that about Buffy being an ice queen

(which I am leaning in agreement of)

still, that last scene was HOT.

Like they say, not a dry seat in the house.

p.s. Han is cute!
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[> [> Re: THE ICE QUEEN -- maddog, 09:03:29 11/26/01 Mon

I think you're missing one key point there...is that Buffy isn't thinking straight right now...people do weird things after big traumatic events. Buffy's still realing from being sucked out of Heaven...it's kinda like temporary insanity. If she were her normal self I'm pretty sure she'd have the moral sense to not do that with Spike knowing that it would be giving him what he wanted, but not what he wanted(if you follow me). To call her these mean names for what she did, that's somewhat deserved, but to label her as those things overall I don't find fair.
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[> Buffy versus SMG... -- CaptainPugwash, 04:52:01 11/26/01 Mon

Spike is in limbo at the moment; no-one knows where his character is heading. We will only know if Spike has changed when the chip is *removed*; I think his lack of confidence in 'Smashed' was due to his knowing that the chip *might* kick in. No chip = no inhibitions.

I'm not really concerned about whether Spike is 'good enough' for Buffy. Ultimately, that decision is up to her. I've always refused to pass judgement on Buffy's relationship decisions. I never liked Riley, but I accepted that Buffy loved him even though I thought he was boring (which was something that Spike never did). I am scared of Spike's murderous side too; when he jokingly threatened to rip Dawn's head off and drink from her brain stem in 'Afterlife' it was obvious that he was referring to a past experience. However, Buffy can sleep with whoever she wants. The only time I will ever start criticising Buffy is when her decisions start affecting her slaying ability or put other people in danger. Some people may think that sleeping with Spike is a moral no-no, but its not a dereliction of duty on Buffy's part. When she stops 'going through the motions', we can all start worrying.

As for the wider issue of people considering other people 'beneath them', this is what happens in the real world all the time. Yes, people with no money/jobs, violent backgrounds etc. still find partners (and have kids). However, those partners are very unlikely to be the rich, successful, beautiful, and famous. I know that is a generalisation, but people usually don't associate (especially intimately) with those who don't have their attributes or possessions. For example, I used to work as a temp in a bank. I have very little money, no partner, no car, and still live at home. The people who *had* these things treated me like dirt; they thought they were better than me/above me because they had made a success of their lives whereas I hadn't. It's not particularly nice, but this is how people discriminate and justify themselves.

And Buffy did it too - in FFL she was perfectly entitled to consider Spike 'beneath her' (she did the same thing with Faith). Spike has killed innocents (and got off on it), whereas she hasn't (assuming [questionable] that demons aren't innocent). Spike plays kitten poker etc; he is a drop-out whereas she isn't. Now, I have NO PROBLEM with a Buffy/Spike relationship (Buffy can do what she likes), but it just seems unlikely that it will last. It just seems so implausible, rather like SMG going out with me rather than her fiance! I think Spike should enjoy while it lasts; Buffy has been on depressed binges before (with Faith), but sooner or later she re-discovers her essential goodness and is back to her normal hardened self.

I don't like Buffy much either; she is rather intimidating. She's quite cold/frigid too; yeah yeah, she enjoys sex an all and is sleeping with Spike, but she's not an overtly sexual character like Faith!

Maybe this is a bloke thing, but Buffy was only ever really truly 'sexy' when Faith had taken over her body. Let me be quite specific here; I don't want get all hung up on self-respect, good sex/bad sex issues (like I did in the chat room). I'm not judging Buffy & Faith as characters, but only in terms of being sexually adventurous.

I had a female friend who hated Buffy because she hated seeing SMG (who is capable of playing 'the bitch') in such a 'sweet' role. Buffy *is* afraid of her sexuality, and is definitely not into staged 'causal sex' within a relationship (sometimes sex, even between lovers, is purely physical). This is gonna sound so crude, but I'd rather sleep with a (reformed) Faith than Buffy. It's as simple as that. Buffy's 'innocence' really annoys me, because its so uncharacteristic of someone with her looks. Buffy has no sexual appeal for me at all, unlike Faith...

If anything good comes out of Buffy/Spike, it will hopefully be a 'sexy' Buffy. A Buffy that doesn't need to be 'possessed' by Faith to deliver lines that could make a man weep... I felt so sorry for Spike in that episode!

So, although Spike isn't good enough for the Buffy of S5, he appears to be good enough for the Buffy of S6. It's her decision really (which is fine by me). My only concern is that Buffy is acting out-of-character, and the only one who will get hurt by that is Spike. The whole viability of the B/S thing depends on Buffy (not Spike), which is why I think it won't last.

I don't get the Spike fan thing much either, or rather the lack of disgust about his past. I have a 'thing' for Faith, but its a 'thing' for her sexual confidence, not a 'thing' for her murderous impulses. So, she only really attractive to me once she's been through rehab. This is why I can't go for the B/S thing 100%; Spike is just too in love with being 'bad' (which is fine, but not if it involves KILLING INNOCENTS). As long as Spike remains a potential killer, then I just can't see it working. I just wish someone would get rid of that bloody chip.

Rant over..
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[> [> Re: Buffy versus SMG... -- maddog, 09:20:33 11/26/01 Mon

A good post but just a comment or two... I didn't see Buffy acting like she was better than Faith. I think at first she was confused at Faith's outlook on life and the slaying...then I think she was somewhat jealous of how free Faith seemed to be...until she killed the deputy mayor...then from there on it was more feeling bad(maybe even pity) for the emotional state Faith was in...until she joyned with the Mayor...then I think it was more like business as usual cause Faith had gone bad...that's hardly overly judgemental...she joined up with someone that was going to kill EVERYONE...she'd become a "bad" in a sense.

I think Buffy's uncharacteristic lack of sexuality comes from her circumstances. It's kinda hard to be truly confident when you have to save the world from the depths of hell on a daily basis and how she treated it. Though Faith was in the same situation she had a more positive outlook on her slayer duties while Buffy's always considered them just that...duties. And besides, a reformed Faith wouldn't have that same sexuality because of the reformation. You wouldn't have the same girl that we've seen on the show.
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[> PS.. -- CaptainPugwash, 04:56:29 11/26/01 Mon

The sex scene between Buffy & Spike was hilarious - the only erotic thing about it was all the fighting foreplay beforehand. The actual sex was about as erotic as Top Gun.

Even when's she trying to be HOT, Buffy just isn't HOT...


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[> [> Re: PS.. -- robert, 08:37:25 11/26/01 Mon

"Even when's she trying to be HOT, Buffy just isn't HOT..."

Do you think that Buffy was trying to be hot? Do you think that being hot is an important motivation for Buffy?
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[> [> [> Re: PS.. -- CaptainPugwash, 08:57:39 11/26/01 Mon

I was borrowing the language from those who thought this sex scene was sexy. I don't think being 'hot' is a priority for Buffy; her timid attitude towards sex (of a particular kind) was a target for Faith and well as being a target for Spike.

I wouldn't mind seeing a more overtly sexual Buffy; the only times that she ever been erotic were when her body got taken over by Faith (which doesn't count I guess), and when Angel fed on her. As sex scenes go, Buffy's union with Spike was pretty poor.
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[> Re: Why do we expect Spike to be the best of human? -- maddog, 08:52:13 11/26/01 Mon

I think the simple fact that Spike is a vampire is why people are giving him such high standards to match up to. Because he's inherently evil they want to see certain redeeming quailities that would make him good enough even for the average human, let alone Buffy.

I hated Joyce too...especially pre-realization that Buffy's a slayer. She never trusted her, always took anyone else's side over Buffy, and pretty much treated her like dirt. And then I thought it would be over after season 2 and then she went and blamed Giles for Buffy's calling....and I hit the fan...I almost hate her as much as I hate Momma Camden on 7th Heaven(don't EVEN get me started on her). Joyce was acting like a teenager that was willing to blame anyone else for something that she couldn't change.

I think Riley's overprotectivness came from the boyfriend he felt he had to live up to...I mean, can ANYONE live up to the legacy of Angel...her one true love....I can't even see Spike claiming that place in her heart.

I think you're jumping the gun on her being cold hearted. I think part of it is her jaded personality...with all that she's gone through in 5+ seasons I can't blame her for being in that position. I think it's also the most recent act of being pulled from Heaven. It's confused her in a way that she can't explain. And now everyone's kinda wigging on her...Giles leaves...Xander gets engaged....Willow goes all nutsy will the spell casting and drives away her girlfriend....and the last straw...Spike says, oh, guess what...you're not human anymore and I can prove it...that's a lot to deal with...so much so that I think mentally she just gave up.
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[> [> Re: Why does Buffy have to be 'sexy'? -- Sebastian, 12:35:57 11/26/01 Mon

I'm going to risk being flamed and say there seems to be a bit of sexism going on in this post.

I can understand the discussion of why Buffy is rebuking Spike. But the question of why Buffy is/is not 'sexy' seems to be vaguely sexist.

Why does Buffy 'have' to be sexy? It is been stated in several messages (this is not verbatim) that 'if she looks like that - you would expect her to be sexy' - or something along those lines.

There seems to be an assumption that because Buffy/SMG is beautiful - that she should be 'hot' or 'sexy'.

But Buffy - the show and the character is not about being sexy. Yes, we have monsters and epic storylines interwoven into the season - but the show is primarily about life.

Growing up, moving on, friends, family, break-ups, and death.

To put a 'sexy' spin on Buffy the Character would diminish both her characterization and the show. I admit, Buffy, as a character is not sexy. But who is sexy 24/7? Buffy is a Slayer, a sister, a friend, a (now) breadwinner, a daughter - and more importantly - a person.

To say she should be sexier objectifies her in a way that flies in the face of the show.

Faith was overtly sexual because she was designed as a foil to Buffy. Everything Buffy wanted to be, but could not because of her responsibilities.

If you note, once Faith became a rogue slayer, her 'sexiness' was not as obvious. She was sexually aggressive - sure - but it was to highlight the growing violence of her chararcter.

To have Buffy 'sexy' all the time would diminish her as a well-rounded character. She *can't* be sexy all the time. I don't mean to slam 'dark angel' - but that show is an example of a female lead whose 24/7 'sexiness' sacrifices her character development.

I think the one thing that has always struck me about the show is that the female characters (Buffy, Cordelia, Anya, Willow, Tara, and Dawn) are all VERY attractive (even beautiful) women - but it was the personalities that have been emphasized the most.

And that's why Buffy isn't sexy. Because her character, as a whole, goes beyond that.
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[> [> [> Re: Why is Buffy an 'ice queen'? -- Sebastian, 13:06:12 11/26/01 Mon

Also, there has been discussion on why Buffy is an 'ice queen' and/or frigid. Once again I 'm going to have to say there is vague sexism at work here.

Buffy has been shown quite capable of showing love. Joyce, Giles, Dawn, Willow, Xander, and even Angel were shown unconditional love from Buffy. Yes - there were times she has shown bad judgement in how she interacts with them - but this is human nature. She has never shown herself to be emotionally unavailable (and I would argue the times she pushed people away such as in S4 and in individual eps such as "When She was Bad" - because those were specific circumstances.)

But Buffy is accused of being an 'ice queen' because she has rebuked Spike.

Spike, as we well know - has killed TWO SLAYERS in the last century. He has slaughtered and vamped numerous people. He is a vampire - WITHOUT a soul I would like to add.

Don't get me wrong, Spike is one of my fave characters - but to expect Buffy to 'like' him is a bit ridiculous.

Spike has shown nobility last season. He sacrificed his own well being to protect Dawn from Glory. He upheld Buffy's promise to protect Dawn. He aided the Scoobies in fighting vamps over the summer.

But "Smashed" showed a reversion to pre-chip form. His taunting of Buffy was sadistic not only for the obvious reasons - but because he alone knew the real pain Buffy was going through. And once he discovered he could harm her emotionally and physically - he ACTED upon that discovery.

Why SHOULD Buffy be with a person like that? Buffy's history with men has been about hurt and abandonment. Her father, Angel, Riley, and even Giles have left her alone - and inadvertently hurt her deeply in the process.

Which could be the reasons why Buffy DID 'give in' to Spike. Knowing that he is now capable of hurting her - may be the trigger to her desire finally manifesting. Buffy has a streak of emotional S&M when it comes to men. Knowing Spike can 'hurt' her triggered it once more.

Spike is a killer. Yes - he is chipped - but as soon as he discovered the chip was supposedly malfunctioning his first thought was to get a 'snack'. Yes - he had to psych himself up to do it - but he was still psyching himself up to murder someone.

We also have to remember that Spike did kidnap Buffy last season with an ultimatum - love me or die. He had a BuffyBot created so he could play his own version of 'shiver me timbers'.

This is not a normal relationship by any means. Contrast this to Xander - who carried a torch for Buffy for a season and a half - but still did not resort to kidnapping or robot building.

If Spike were a human and not a vampire, he would be a deeply disturbed individual. What disturbs ME, however, is that we are making excuses for his psychotic behavior simply because he IS a vampire.

If Ted Bundy were alive and 'reformed' through an electronic device that inhibited his murderous tendencies - would we call a woman an 'ice queen' if she refused his offer to be the 'object of his affection'? I would hope not.

And that's why Buffy should be given a little leeway regarding her treatment of him.

Just my thoughts...
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[> [> [> Well said, Sebastian! -- Marie, 06:48:08 11/27/01 Tue


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[> [> [> [> Many thanks, Marie! I was fearful I would need a fire extinquisher. :-) -- Sebastian, 15:03:11 11/27/01 Tue


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[> [> Momma Camden -- Spike Lover, 20:00:28 11/26/01 Mon

Yes, I watch 7th Heaven and watch those people on their moral high horse. One of the BEST things about Buffy and Angel is the reality and sexual reality of the show.
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[> Re: Why do we expect Spike to be the best of human? -- Krevlornegreen, 23:24:09 11/27/01 Tue

We are privy to a Spike that Buffy (nor can it be said, any of the cast of either show)ever knew -- the poet, the soul-baring sensitive young lad who was abrasively denegrated by snobbish assholes. Kind of a sweet kid who your heart went out to. So, he kind of was portrayed as possessing some of the most noble, sensitive, and "best of human" traits. Why we should expect any of that to linger in the demon who now possesses William is a mystery though.
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Happy endings need not apply -- Fred, the obvious pseudonym, 16:28:19 11/25/01 Sun

I've never been able to see how Buffy can have a "happy ending" to her career as a Slayer. Perhaps its my natural pessimism, but there is no logical pleasant way out that is consistent with the patterns of the Buffyverse.

All Slayers slay until they die. Period. (Unless they become undead.)

So the most that Buffy can reasonably expect is a violent, stressful life and a painful death. (She's already had one -- or is it two? lost count?) There is no way out but the grave. (Odd, isn't it; the happiest she's been for years was when she was dead.)

Others have said that I'm far too pessimistic. Okay. What way do YOU see for Buffy to leave the game and have a (relatively) happy life?
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[> No happy endings here -- Wisewoman, 17:42:37 11/25/01 Sun

As I touched upon in a post further down the board, I don't believe there can be a traditional "baby, puppy, white picket fence" happy ending for Buffy either.

Much as she has bemoaned her inability to be a "normal" girl and live a "normal" life in the past, I think in reality it would bore her silly. Her life is about action, struggle, heroic deeds, and yes, the temptation to turn her back on it and rest must be huge at times.

I don't hold out much hope that we'll ever see Bride!Buffy, Mom!Buffy, or Suburban!Buffy. She does, however, have to opportunity to become something truly unique: a 30+ year old Slayer!

;o)
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[> [> Re:I think it would bore us silly too;) -- bible belt, 17:50:25 11/25/01 Sun


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[> [> I can actually see a "Bride!Buffy" -- VampRiley, 07:13:21 11/26/01 Mon

Read a fic once, I forget who wrote it, maybe Sabre Shadowkitten, but I'm not sure. Anyway, how the marriage happened was an accident. The part I remember was Buffy and Spike were running from this group of demons (Why? Can't remember.) and they duck into this shop. This guy was there, along with someone else and B & S are looking outside for the demons. They aren't really paying much attention to what the guy is saying and they unknowingly were involved in a marriage ceremony. It turned out the guy was someone who was able to marry people without the couple having to go through all the stuff you need to do to get a "legal" one. He explained that to them and gave them the marriage certificate and stuff. Later on, in a hotel room, Xander and either Willow or Faith meet them after thinking that the both of them were dead. And while Buffy is off with either Faith or Willow, Xander is talking with Spike and when asked Spike sarcasticly says something like he does love Buffy and that he's just using her or something. When the other two get back, Xander says this to Buffy. And hilarity begins. At least, hilarity to me. I remember it was a good fic. But I'm not suggesting Spike and Buffy get married. I'm not sure if it would actually work. I'm just suggesting a way for "Bride!Buffy" to exist, alongside "Husband!Whoever". I'll see if I can find out the name. I want to read it again. Been a long time.

VR
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[> [> [> Re: I can actually see a "Bride!Buffy" -- Deeva, 15:27:24 11/26/01 Mon

When you find it could you post the link? It sounds funny and I'd love to take a peek.
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[> [> [> Hey! Vamp Riley... -- Isabel, 21:05:03 11/26/01 Mon

The name of that one is "When Slayers Fall."

The URL to Saber Shadowkitten's site is:

http://www.geocities.com/Area51/Hollow/5214/btvs.html

Oh, no. I don't read fanfic... ;-)
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[> [> [> [> Thanks Isabel... -- VampRiley, 14:38:11 11/27/01 Tue

Hadn't had a chance to loÿ
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[> [> [> [> Bleedin' message board screwed up my post above... -- VampRiley, 14:44:30 11/27/01 Tue

So here is the re-write:

Hadn't had a chance to look for it yet.

Oh, yeah. You don't read any fanfic just like I don't have a day where I don't think of the Jossverse. :P

VR
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[> [> Re: No happy endings here -- maddog, 08:34:48 11/26/01 Mon

I don't think it's possible for the simple fact that dramatic tv shows never keep anything happy for too long. No angst equals low ratings in their minds...that's why couples never stay happy...and besides, this is Joss we're talking about...the the average drama doesn't like happiness...he refuses to give it to us. :)
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[> You know... -- WillowFan, 17:42:45 11/25/01 Sun

I have thought about this before. And, alas, I have to agree with you. I see no way out, either, which makes what Willow and the SG did so cruel, even if it was done unwittingly and with good intentions. Sad.
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[> Everybody dies (that gloomy enough for ya?) -- Traveler, 17:43:36 11/25/01 Sun

You, me, and everybody else--we're all dying right now as I type. Life is something that nobody survives :) However, does that necessarily doom us to be unhappy with the cards fate has given us? Of course not, and I would argue the same is true for Buffy. Yeah, she's a Slayer and could be killed by her foes. But then again, I could slip in the bathtub tomorrow and break my neck. So, the real question is not how long will Buffy live, but how will she live her life while she's got it? As TR showed us, Buffy is perfectly happy being a Slayer; the roots of her depression are found elsewhere. If she can come to terms with her feelings, she probably can be happy.
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[> [> Re: Everybody dies (that gloomy enough for ya?) -- Deeva, 19:43:00 11/25/01 Sun

Also if Buffy can come to terms with whatever is causing her "emotional blackout", I would cut that girl some slack. She is one of the longest lived Slayers (I really don't remember if they ever mentioned the oldest a Slayer had ever been). Their lives are usually short and a painful death is all but guaranteed & yada yada yada. So where ever Buffy finds a bit happiness, relationship-wise, I would leave it be. No matter how you choose to travel in life, the end result is the same, we all die. Dark enough fer ya?
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[> [> I won't -- vampire hunter D, 23:04:28 11/25/01 Sun

I'm gonna live forever or die trying

btw,Deeva, I remember reading that list of deeds of past slayers (I don't remember where it first appeared, but it has been posted on many websites) and it mentions a 22 year old girl who was the Slayer. So, for Buffy to be the oldest, she has at least 2 more years to go.
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[> [> life: an invariably fatal disease... -- anom, 21:04:37 11/28/01 Wed

...transmitted by sexual contact.

Yes, that's on a button.
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[> Re: Happy endings need not apply -- Neaux, 08:17:42 11/26/01 Mon

would an ending like Xena's be fitting?
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[> Re: Happy endings need not apply -- maddog, 08:22:17 11/26/01 Mon

It isn't odd at all that her most happy and peacefull time was when she was dead...I mean listen to her song in OMWF, she couldn't feel all the bad stuff where she was...that's as peaceful as it gets for a slayer.
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[> Re: Happy endings need not apply -- RabidHarpy, 10:29:15 11/26/01 Mon

It will be interesting to see how Joss will close the series . Although I'm sure we'd all like to see the "riding into the sunset" ending where Buffy and the Scoobies, (and Spike) live happily ever after, it just wouldn't fit with the general "angst" of the series overall. My guess would be to have Buffy either lose her Slayer abilities and be able to continue living as a normal woman, (yeah - I don't see Joss giving us that one either), or having Buffy die, (yet again).

One possibility would be to have Buffy somehow defeat all demons and somehow have everyone return to where they were before they had changed, (ie. Angel, Darla, Dru and Spike would be sent back to their original "times" before they had been turned to live out their lives as normal human beings/ Buffy would return to her life before the revelation of being a Slayer, etc.) None of them would ever have met - Angel, Darla, Dru and Spike would never be vamped and would never cross time-lines; no Watcher would exist because no vampires exist; Buffy would never move to Sunnydale, her parents would never have divorced, she wouldn't be the Slayer (no vamps), and Dawn would never have existed; perhaps Xander and Willow would be high school acquaintances, but never build a solid friendship...etc.) It will be as if the whole series had never happened.

Another possibility would be to have Buffy sacrifice her life, (yet again) for some greater good. For example, if Faith dies and a new Slayer is called, or if Dawn becomes another Slayer, Buffy sacrificing her life to protect the new Slayer - the slayage would continue, but her part in it would be over.

Another possibility that I thought of would be to have Buffy somehow turn evil, (like Angelus), and, as with the whole Acathla incident, turn back to her "good" self before having to be killed, (either by Dawn - the new Slayer - or Spike) to close a portal she's opened and save the world from hell. Since this scenario has already been done, I can't see Joss repeating it, (unless it had some significance to the closing of the "Angel" series as well - ie. this time Angel has to kill her and continue without her...) Or else Buffy remains good and has to close another portal that someone else has opened, (with Dawn's blood again?) But this time the PTB wouldn't allow her to go to "hell" as Angel did, but would return her. This final sacrifice will have purged the world of the demon element forever so that they no longer existed, (vampires would return to their human forms to live out the rest of their days - yay Spike!), and Buffy could return as a normal woman without having to fight anything more than the evils that the rest of us face every day, (which is bad enough!)

A final possibility, (and the most melancholy), would be to have Buffy turned into a vampire herself. What a way to undermine the hero - make them, (through no fault of their own) become the very thing they hate and have vowed to destroy. She could be turned by someone she trusted, (Spike), or as a way of protecting someone, (ie. someone threatens to turn Dawn and Buffy exchanges herself/ or someone threatens to dust Spike and kill Dawn and the Scoobies unless... this would present a lovely opportunity for Dracula if he is able to return...) Anywho, Buffy becomes a vampire (or some other horrible creature), and either has to be killed by Dawn, Spike and/or the Scoobies, or stakes/kills herself in front of them... She would either die to prevent herself from harming others, (especialy those she loves who have sworn to fight the forces of evil), or, her physical death would be a requirement of the PTB in order to release her soul and let her find her eternal rest in "heaven" (which is where it should have been, if she hadn't been resurrected...)

"Here end the Chronicles of Buffy the Vampire Slayer..."

(And here begin the opportunities of another spin-off series for any of the other characters... "Dawn the Vampire Slayer"; "Sunnydale Slayers and Scoobies"; "Witch World" featuring Willow and the Scoobies; "Vigilante" - featuring Spike as a heartbroken, eternally damned vampire trying to seek justice for mortals so that one day he can earn the restoration of his soul and reunite with his true love in "heaven" - kind of like the movie "The Crow"...)

No offence, but I kind of see the "profound death" scenario as the one Joss is most likely to apply...

But then, with Joss, you just never know...!!!

;D
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[> [> Ooh! Another thought... (tangents and random speculations) -- RH, 11:01:41 11/26/01 Mon

Perhaps Buffy IS still dead, and this is what her "soul" is living-out in her subconscious. Her "heaven" consisted of all the happy, peaceful thoughts she had right at her death - knowing that her sacrifice would save the world and protect her loved ones, etc. The nightmare truly begins with her original nightmare of clawing her way out of her own grave, and now she has progressed to the "what-if" scenario stage... (This whole season is actually a dream...)

-what if my friends resurrected me? -what if Willow turned evil? -what if Xander and Anya got married? -what if Giles left? -what if I had to continue to live without my mom and take care of Dawn? -what if Spike and I started a relationship?

If this were true, Buffy will have effectually created her own "hell". This dream world of her "soul's" subconscious is, perhaps, supposed to lead her to discover that her purpose on earth has not yet been fulfilled, and that she has a specific goal yet to complete, (whatever that may be - ie. training Dawn; saving Willow or Spike; learning to love fully for the first time like Xander and Anya, etc.)

When she is ready to return, the PTB will have her wake up on the pile of boxes where she landed after having jumped. Her sacrifice and the closing of the portal will have restored order to the world, (ie. all the "demons" will have been returned/bound to other dimensions because they were never originally supposed to have entered THIS dimension). Buffy's Slayer half is now "dead" and doesn't return with her because it is no longer needed; Spike, (weeping so piteously for her), is no longer a vampire; Willow and Tara are no longer "magical" (magic is no longer needed); Dawn is no longer the key (she's a "real" girl); Giles has no reason to leave; and Xander and Anya are the only one's who have found TRUE magic - the magic of love... Awww! :)
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[> [> Ooh! Another thought... (tangents and random speculations) -- RH, 11:03:01 11/26/01 Mon

Perhaps Buffy IS still dead, and this is what her "soul" is living-out in her subconscious. Her "heaven" consisted of all the happy, peaceful thoughts she had right at her death - knowing that her sacrifice would save the world and protect her loved ones, etc. The nightmare truly begins with her original nightmare of clawing her way out of her own grave, and now she has progressed to the "what-if" scenario stage... (This whole season is actually a dream...)

-what if my friends resurrected me? -what if Willow turned evil? -what if Xander and Anya got married? -what if Giles left? -what if I had to continue to live without my mom and take care of Dawn? -what if Spike and I started a relationship?

If this were true, Buffy will have effectually created her own "hell". This dream world of her "soul's" subconscious is, perhaps, supposed to lead her to discover that her purpose on earth has not yet been fulfilled, and that she has a specific goal yet to complete, (whatever that may be - ie. training Dawn; saving Willow or Spike; learning to love fully for the first time like Xander and Anya, etc.)

When she is ready to return, the PTB will have her wake up on the pile of boxes where she landed after having jumped. Her sacrifice and the closing of the portal will have restored order to the world, (ie. all the "demons" will have been returned/bound to other dimensions because they were never originally supposed to have entered THIS dimension). Buffy's Slayer half is now "dead" and doesn't return with her because it is no longer needed; Spike, (weeping so piteously for her), is no longer a vampire; Willow and Tara are no longer "magical" (magic is no longer needed); Dawn is no longer the key (she's a "real" girl); Giles has no reason to leave; and Xander and Anya are the only one's who have found TRUE magic - the magic of love... Awww! :)
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[> [> Re: Happy endings need not apply -- John Burwood, 12:33:33 11/26/01 Mon

Obviously the fact that we all die in the end means that our own personal ending can not be of itself happy. The realverse equivalent of the happy ending comes from those who live on after us - specifically our children. If Buffy can live long enough to have children and see them grown and strong and worth the effort - as Joyce did - then that is the closest thing any life story can get to a happy ending. Extremely unlikely for a Slayer, of course. It did begin to seem possible when Riley was around. He got called boring by many, but the more boring a life the better if happiness is desired. "May you live in interesting times" is an ancient curse not a blessing. You can bet the majority of Afghans today would be much happier if their lives were very boring.
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[> [> Re: Happy endings need not apply -- vampire hunter D, 13:40:43 11/26/01 Mon

I think the Buffy turned into vampire theory to be very plausible. Remember my comments on Joss likes to use forshadowing? Well, in nightmares, he showed that one ofbuffy's worst fear is becoming a vampire. Could this be forshadowing to some future event, like the finale of the show?

and btw, even if time resets and Buffy never went to SD, and SD had no vampires, Xander and Willow would still be best friends. Remember, they've been friends since childhood (they were boyfriend/girlfriend when they were 5, they used to sleep together when they used to wear footy pajamas, Willow watched Merry Chrismas Charlie Brown at Xander's). The only difference in that relationship would be that their friend Jesse would still be part of the group. Also, Joyce and Hank's divorce had nothing to do with Buffy being the Slayer (In Becoming, we see that the marriage already had one foot in the grave when Buffy was called), so there is still the possibility of her going to SD, except that she probably would have fallen in with the Cordellia crowd and never have been friends with Willow.
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[> [> [> Re: Happy endings need not apply -- RH, 06:19:33 11/27/01 Tue

"Well, in nightmares, he showed that one ofbuffy's worst fear is becoming a vampire."

Sorry - I don't remember that - which episode was this nightmare in?

As far as Buffy's parent's divorce, moving to Sunnydale and Willow and Xander's relationship - you're right, they may have all happened anyways...
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[> happiness is overrated. I'd rather have an intense, exciting life than a happy one. -- LL, 17:20:11 11/26/01 Mon


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BS Epiphany? -- Loki, 18:36:06 11/25/01 Sun

Hi

Found a fabulous post at JM.com that I felt deserved a wider audience. Think you guys will appreciate it.......

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From Suzanne (posted at JM.com):

Must warn that this will probably be a little spoilery but I feel that this belongs in this board more . . . .

Joseph Campbell: And then you get what Joyce called the radiance, epiphany .The epiphany is the showing through of the essence . . . .

Buffy and Spike made love. We all knew it was going to happen but my God whoever would have believed when and how. I had to admit I was freaked for a while. As a dedicated pro-Spike, pro-redemption and pro-B/S, the last few episodes had me feeling blue. So blue that I was beginning to think that the best thing for Spike and Buffy would be to get away from each other for a long while and maybe get some therapy to boot.As it was, I saw that there was no way it could work. But they made love and war and peace and whole lot of other stuff . . . .

I had to watch the scene over and over again not believing what I was seeing. Everything about this encounter was perfect INCLUDING the knock-down, drag-out fight leading up to the sex. It was sublime. As far as love scenes go, this was one of the most beautiful I have ever seen on film. But when I started to think about it, really examine the fight leading up to the lovemaking, I realized that you can not isolate or separate one from the other, it is all one piece and the fight scene was a)exhilirating and b) neccessary to those characters and that conclusion. When Spike began to hit Buffy and I saw what it was doing to her, I cheered him on

Before I go any further I will say: I like Buffy. No, I do not want Spike to kill her. I do not believe in s/m or rough love or anything like that. I know some people were turned off by that scene because of its rawness and others because they felt it undermined the idea of "good" Spike. How could he be so vicious to a person he professes to love? How could Buffy give in to sexual impulses after an emotional and physical battering?There have been a lot of interesting posts dissecting the meaning of the scene, whether the messages it sent were unhealthy, even irresponsible and whether the writer was veering the characters off course. For myself, I just have to say as with a lot of other aspects of the show I tend to see these things as metaphors rather than take the literal interpretation ie man and woman beat the crap out of each other and have sex. As for the writer, I know he is new and I have to say that he must have done his homework because from School Hard on you can see that not only were these two characters leading to that point in the abandoned house but their entire lives as well. As Spike told Faith-in-Buffy, when the chip comes out you and me are going to have a confrontation. It's very much like that song: when an irresistible force meets an immovaable object, something has to give. The scene works on so many levels I barely know where to begin

First, I think in many ways this scene was an emotional turning point for Buffy not only in her present dilemma -dealing with life after heaven - but in her life on the whole. I cheered Spike on because he WAS lighting the fire, he was getting the engine going again. On an interpersonal level, this again shows that there has ALWAYS been a part of Buffy that, except for Spike, no other person has touched: her rage. Not even Angelus pissed her off the way Spike could. Take Harsh Light of Day, for instance. Spike definitely had the upper hand on the vulnerable Buffy until he touched on the subject of men, sexuality -the source of her deepest pain and humiliation. He was voicing her deepest fears, the things she tries to repress. Having them wrenched into the open - and viciously at that - brought out something else: her rage. She was as pissed as she had ever been and it was a good thing for that anger allowed her to defeat her predator. It is interesting the amount of Buffy bashing that goes on and it's usually having to do with her behavior towards Spike. Really she IS a good person, a little self-aborbed at times and definitely exasperating but for the most part a good friend, daughter, sister and girlfriend. Except when it comes to Spike, then a side of her that many find distasteful comes out. Why? Does it have something to do with the fact that as she noted he is the one person she can't fool? That she knows he is able to see into her? That is terrifying if there is something inside you are trying to protect or hide. The enemy is the one who can see. All those punches, kicks are a natural defense - when Spike couldn't hit back, it was easier to sympathize with him. Now he is no longer toothless - the gloves are off - and I think to some it was a battle between two monsters. That must be the answer, declare some, she is either soulless or part demon herself. There was something about that scene that offended and repulsed many and the use of the words ugly, disgust have been hurled around. It made people uncomfortble. What about flowers, candy, candlelit dinners? And Buffy and Spike - where the hell was all THAT coming from? This was too negative. But was it really? As my dad always loved to say the knowledge Eve absorbed was good AND evil not good OR evil ( the "and" DOES make a difference) and he loves to quote this Shakespeare as well: nothing is good or bad/thinking makes it so. We are taught to believe certain emotions are right and others are wrong and God forbid if you indulge in the "wrong" ones. They are put away, locked in a box but chances they just grow and fester. And lo and behold if you are a woman - from very early we are taught to make nice, be nice, swallow your pain, swallow your anger, don't spill, don't make people uncomfortable. Remember Willow mourning Oz? Her friends wanted her to repress not thinking that it may be better to bring out the pain, expose the wound, examine it, tend to it. Only then can you heal, only then can you move on. Buffy has a lifetime of hurts, inner wounds that have never had a chance to heal and along with it anger.

I reached for a book by a Jungian analyst I just read and she talks about how there has tolerance for every emotion that exists, even what we view as negative ones. About rage she says this : "Even raw and messy emotions are a form of light, crackling, bursting with energy. We can use the light of rage in a positive way in order to see into places we cannot usually see. . . . All emotion, even rage, carries knowlegde, insight, what some call enlightenment. Our rage can, for a time, can become our teacher . . . . . " Isn't that what Buffy and Spike were doing? The thunderbolts they were hurling, the harsh truths may be neccessary not only if they can develop as a couple but develop as individuals. This writer notes that behind all rage, all anger is pain and in order to deal it must be brought out, understood, and then purged or transformed. God knows they both have reason to be pissed. Spike, unlike Buffy, always had easier access to his emotions but with her, post-chip, he had to tread lightly first because she could beat the crap out of him, stake him if he went too far and later because he loved her and was afraid of alienating her. Look at his face in the bar in Life Serial, the effort at holding his tongue and not losing his temper. As for Buffy, if she ever sat down and thought about her life, chances are she would just start screaming - for days. All the things that were imposed, all the things that happened . Let's examine her life starting with dear old dad leaving leading to being ripped from heaven. Spike too is in the same boat in that respect: William, Dru, chips, Buffy etc. In some ways, they are in the same emotional place, Job screaming at God: what the f--k!!!

Again I know a lot of people were turned off by the anger - and wonder how they could even be a couple, form a relationship in light of all that happened. But I do believe people who can express anger can also love more profoundly. The kind of brutal honesty Spike and Buffy showed was something missed in their other relationships -they have seen the very best and the very worst in the other, not the ideal but real. Dru was mad and nothing else can be said about that but the protectiveness Spike had towards Dru would not include any "poor lost girl" moments. In Buffy's case, when she first knew Angel their relationship was marred by evasions, even lies. Post-Angelus, they spent most of the time walking on egg shells never discussing the pain and anger that must have existed beneath the surface. As for Riley, for the life of me I never knew what they discussed but certainly nothing that could ever mar the happy facade they presented to the world - and look what happened there. Anger can be good - it's about saying I am not going to fake or put up appearances or avoid things that will make you uncomfortable. Look at the Scoobies in crisis moments- Buffy's return in season 3, the whole business leading up to Adam - a lot of revelations came out of anger (which had its roots in love) but once that is purged a deeper understanding occurred among friends,a renewed closeness.

It's amazing watching late season 2/early season 3 eps again to see how Buffy's emotional development in some ways had been stunted. Post Angel/Angelus the patterns of withdrawal and isolation, the knowledge that she, as she told Angelus, had only herself to rely on seem to set. The frozen state began long before she consciously became aware of it. In Buffy's case, she is an example of a person of great experience but almost no insight. She seems unable to turn her experience into a greater understanding so that negative patterns are repeated. When push comes to shove, she seems to only know how to be alone, to withdraw, to repress. "Don't tell anyone. They must never know." Of course, there is a high cost to pay when so much emotion is repressed. In Buffy's case, it was almost a paralysis. She was dormant. There is also a sense that post Angel/Angelus there is a real fear of feeling as well. Even positive emotions like love seem threatening or dangerous. The First Slayer even conveyed that to her - you have all this love but you push it away. I don't think she only meant Buffy's capacity for love but all the love directed her way. Unfortuneately, a lesson Buffy learned too well was the greater the happiness, the greater the chance for pain or disillusionment.

It interesting that we have had two encounters with the First Slayer, one in which she is seen as negative energy, a destructive force, an army of one. In another she is benevolent, a bringer of light. In eastern religions esp Tibetan Buddhism many of the deities have two aspects: vengeful, wrathful or peaceful, loving. These double-sided deities are much closer to the idea of good AND evil, as opposed to the Judeo-Christian belief system good OR evil, God or the Devil. How and why are they able to reconcile two such seemingly different concepts?The idea behind it has to do with our receptiveness. If the deity - whatever form it takes- is trying to reach us and we cling our preconceived ideas, if we cling to our world and our ego, then the messages seem terrible. We don't want to hear, we don't want to know. Buffy IS the Queen of Egypt - that is denial. In Restless, Buffy rejected the First Slayer who was trying to reveal an aspect of Buffy's nature because she was frightened, because it was too much for her to handle. As seen in her encounter with Dracula, there was obviously more to her inner life than even she realized, her Slayer nature as well as a woman but she pushes that knowledge away. She rejects Spike's lesson in Fool for Love. The knowledge they were trying to convey was not neccesarily wrong or bad but to Buffy it was evil, something akin to destruction because it threatened her carefully structured belief system, her world. The second time Buffy sought the First Slayer and this time she was willing to listen, willing to open herself and while she was not thrilled with what she heard or even understood completely, enough stayed with her to allow her to decide her course of action at a crucial moment in her life. But as she noted to Giles, the old beliefs - the absolutes, the certainties - can no longer hold, can no longer sustain

Let's not forget Spike. Buffy gave as good as she got and just as I cheered him on, I cheered her on as well. It is amazing how two people originate from such different places and yet wind up in almost the exact same state: lost, alone, undefined. On the one hand, there is Buffy's fear about her frozen state, her inability to feel while Spike's main problem is that he feels every damn thing. It's too much at times and leaves him unable to regulate his own behavior. He is a highly intelligent and perceptive man/vamp - and too impulsive for his own good which leads him to a lot of stupid mistakes or decisions that even the dimmest person would have said "Don't go there." Spike is Love's Bitch. But he is also Hate's Bitch, Happy's Bitch and Unhappy's Bitch as well. Viewers who love Spike, have always loved Spike's capacity for feeling, his Love's Bitch side but love, as he expresses or experiences it, has not led to a joyful, peaceful place for him - quite the opposite. And make no mistake people have done as many horrible things, and allowed horrible things, in the name of love as as they do in hate - more because it is amazing what you can justify when you call it love. It is true that negative emotions can lead to enlightenment - look at the chain of events leading to Angel's epiphany - and repressing emotions can have a destructive effect on a person, but there too is a danger when emotions go out of control. Faith, who in many ways was Buffy's shadow side, is an example of a person unable to purge or learn from her inner torments. Her feelings became toxic and destructive not only to herself but to those around her. Repressing everything or letting things out uncontrollably lead to the same road. As seen in Spike's renewed attempts at Big Bad, he needs to learn self-control, learn to think first and then act, particularly if he is serious about beginning a life with the Slayer. If ever a lesson needed to be absorbed he should have learned in Crush - but he didn't which could lead to disaster in the long run.

Like Buffy, Spike too is in a state of paralysis: where am I going in life? Buffy was on the money: who are you? Not this and not that and all you can do is follow me around and have me point the way. You think I'm lost? Just as he spelled out some devastating truths, so did she - she was able to turn the tables, get a visible rise out of him (uh, the emotional kind). There was a thread I think in the spoiler section where it was hypothesized that Buffy was Spike's soul and many took that as a good sign. I was dismayed at the idea. For one thing that is NOT redemption and from Buffy's perspective that would not be flattering but terrifying especially if she knew about that stunt with the woman in the alley. I mean it would be ok when things are fine and dandy between them but what about their next fight? If things begin to go wrong ? It's Angel all over again. Would she have to perpetually worry that every emotional upheaval would cause her would-be lover to go back to his Happy Meals on Legs? It's a moot point while the chip is in but what happens when it comes out?

This episode was one that both Spike lovers and haters could chew over. To some it was the surest sign of the fact that he was irredeemable, that true redemption would have Spike give a big remorseful speech and do a Darla and hara-kiri himself. His "Big Bad" scenes were very ambiguous. You could see how the persona was like an ill-fitted suit, how he needed to talk himself into killing, justify his actions, how he had to convince himself that he is what she ( Buffy) says he is. He may have believed it with conviction at one point but the conviction is gone replaced by uncertainty, by questioning. Even later on the phone with Buffy, it was funny how the menacing routine just goes over her head - it had been so long since she had seen this Spike, that she no longer recognized him. Or it could be he no longer knew how to play the part convincingly. Bloody hell - the same exasperation he had with Dawn in Blood Ties when he realized that he couldn't scare a 14 year old.

Who is Spike? That is something he has to answer himself and the answer must come from within his own being apart from Buffy. Is he the scorpion after all? The creature who will betray and sting - no matter that it will also mean his own destruction - all the while murmuring "I can't help himself - it is my nature."

Or could it be a case of nurture? The closest ties that he has in the world were with the Scoobies. One of the most telling moments is Spike to Xander - "I worked by your side all summer." There is real pain and betrayal in his eyes and voice and you realized that it - being by their side - mattered to him, they mattered to him. Not to Scooby bash too much but it was a moment when I felt profoundly disgusted by them. Were they just using him? He may have thought that he earned some respect and trust, that they were friends - a little - but they never felt that way about him. He was still this evil but neutered vamp who was convenient to have around. Remember about social constructs: how we are formed as much as we form, how it comes from within and as well as from souces outside of ourselves. With a little more understanding and acceptance, what would Spike be like, what could he become? As it is, he doesn't belong anywhere and it is up to him to carve out a place in the world, to forge his own identity. Buffy can not be his raison d'etre but loving her can be a starting point. When you open your heart, you open yourself to the possibility of a whole new life.

I said it another thread but I found their lovemaking was almost holy. I did not at all see it as an angry or ugly coupling. Very rarely do you see two characters come together like that, where you see them enter into the center of each other's being, the essence of who they are. And, no, I do not think at essence Buffy and Spike are rageaholics. Remember "We can use the light of rage in a positive way in order to see into places we cannot usually see . . ." They were using anger, rage - their own and each other's - to reach that place in each other, the places they are trying to protect and hide in. One can call it your real self or elemental self. People have thick skins and defenses and barriers protecting their inner selves -you have to in order to survive. Buffy's and Spike's are more elaborate that most. What happens when you strip away the persona, identity, and ego? Buffy and Spike knocked down each other's defenses and barriers. Perhaps it started in a fit of revenge, to hurt but something else happened instead. All that negative energy was transformed into a kind of mutual surrender, a rapture,a letting go. That moment just after she - well, post zipper - when she lets him in and he realizes that, they look they gave each other is not only awe, amazement, but absolute vulnerability and trust, a state that can only be reached by letting go of the ego completely. No skins, no place to hide, no barriers. Even if they do become established as couple I doubt they will ever be as close or experience something like that again. It may be something that happens only a few times in one's life.

The visuals of the scene were amazing. Not only the perfect metaphor of this man and this woman coming together, of orgasm (talk about the Earth moving, seeing God and le petit mort) but the collison of two lives and with it the tearing down of walls. I know some saw the destruction around them and viewed that as a bad sign, a metaphor to where they will wind up but I saw hope. Remember the phoenix does rise from the ashes, the old life dies and a new one begins, le roi est mort/vive le roi - ok I'm sure you get the picture. Destruction yes but in the middle of that a point of radiance. There is no turning back for Spike and Buffy. She could try the old cycle of acceptance/rejection but everything has changed. Spike threw down the gauntlet and she picked up the challenge. Spike is no Angel who was so afraid of causing or feeling additional pain that he would not take the chance and he is no Riley who sees the walls, the defenses and after a few feeble attempts at scaling them, walks away. He tried. He tried the Angel route ie stay away and let me get over this. He tried the Riley route by allowing her to set the tone, letting her walk away or not face up to things she doesn't want to face and not pushing too hard. He tried but that isn't Spike. Spike will risk the pain and he will punch through and knock down walls if need be. He, as had been demonstrated in the past, will fight for love.

Spike: I wasn't planning on hurting you much (you are not walking away. You are going to face some things whether you want to or not)

Buffy: You haven't even come close to hurting me ( The defenses are up and I am not letting you in)

Spike: Afraid to give me the chance? ( You're a coward. Let me in. See what happens then)

As Dawn once told Spike: she is afraid of you because you are tough - maybe even tougher than she is. Joseph Campbell once said that relationships (marriage/couple kind) are NOT love affairs but ordeals because you constantly have to sacrifice your ego NOT for the other person but for the RELATIONSHIP- it is not for YOU but for US. Angel couldn't, neither could Riley. Could Spike? Could Buffy? Not there yet - could they ever be?

As I said the encounter - from struggle to surrender - was a culmination of Spike and Buffy. Like the First Slayer, one can't help but wonder what they see what they look at each other: an agent of destruction or a harbinger of light, the bridge to a new life? I think it would be safe to say both: you can't have one without the other. This season is about a transition to adulthood. Buffy is about to turn to 21and with it the transition from girl to woman. It makes me think about that Biblical passage: when I was a child I thought as a child, believed as a child but I grew up and I gave up childish things. Really youth is about prejudices: you accept the things that fit into your world view and reject those that don't. But how can you see life, experience life in full if you continue along those lines? One begins to understand the ambiguitues and complexities of the world and within our own selves but you have to open yourself to life and all the possibilites that exist out there. Metaphorically speaking, the fact that Spike can get to Buffy is because she is coming into contact with an inner self she had always been frightened of or denied: call it her shadow side or her inner monster or her dark side. It's awful to use these phrases because it implies that it is bad. But there are aspects to Buffy that she has to learn to accept, to examine, to understand. How can she ever be a complete human being or complete woman if she doesn't?Also Spike's assumption - you came back wrong - is also a rather large one: it may be that Buffy came back as something less than human but it could also be the case that he is more human as well. And just as Buffy has to learn about the shadowy places that exist within her, Spike may also have to come to an accord with his own inner light. There is an Angel and Demon at war within him and he has to learn to reconcile both sides of his nature.

Suzanne ***************
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[> Outstanding post! (nt) -- Moose, 20:30:05 11/25/01 Sun


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[> Re: BS Epiphany? -- Raven, 03:13:08 11/26/01 Mon

My compliments! Indeed outstanding. A sort of Buffy/Spike essay. Thank you.
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[> Much to ponder. Thanks! -- racoon, 05:37:43 11/26/01 Mon


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[> Re: BS Epiphany? -- maddog, 08:01:10 11/26/01 Mon

A couple of side points to a very well written essay.... ok, first off, I'm not sure that everyone here would agree with you that what you saw was two people making love...that phrase insinuates a tenderness that I didn't see there...that seemed more like raw sex.

I think the Scoobies use Spike as much as they can...the only ones that truly care are the Summers girls. To Dawn he's this big protective older to brother...I haven't yet figured out who he is to Buffy, but you can tell, in her own weird ways, she cares for him and by the end of last season he could see it too. The Scoobies on the other hand are hypocrites, cause they'll use his hand in fighting but they don't treat him as a friend, or even as a human(and really by the Scoobies I narrow that down to Xander, Willow, and Giles...Tara seems to be a little more open...and Anya...a former vengence demon....really doubt she's overly critical).

How can you not see even the slightest bit of anger in their sex(I can't bear to call it love making, sorry)? They were fighting. :) I can't think of calling it holy either. I looked it up at dictionary.com for reference and those definitions that don't refer to religion(which doesn't fit this situation), refer to holy as divine or sacred(which I don't see either but I'm sure someone will try to explain it to me).

To me Spike has an advantage that Angel and Riley couldn't have. Angel couldn't submit himself to her...or it would be Angelus on the rise. And while Riley could(and did more times than I'd care to remember) he never had the mental aspect of it down. Spike seems to have the best of both worlds and it finally paid off for him.

I don't think it's fair to say that Angel couldn't sacrifice for the relationship...if he had stayed around she would be sacrificing just as much as he did...because they'd always want each other and know that they couldn't do much about it. If anything he left because she wouldn't be able to handle the reprocussions. If he stays they still have to deal with the fact that the Scobbies hated him. That scene in the hospital where he tries to explain that Buffy let him feed off of her...it was brutal....cause it wasn't his fault yet they all blamed him like they always did...if Angel had stuck around she'd always have to defend him...so in a way, he left to save HER more so then THEM.

I still don't see how people(and you're not the first) can ignore what Spike found out last week. If the chip still works as was told to him then it has to be Buffy. Cause chip or not, Spike's still vampire through and through. And if that only allows him to hit non humans then it has to be Buffy...and to tell you the truth....that seems more down Joss's alley(as I've said before).
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[> Re: BS Epiphany? -- Melena, 09:55:16 11/26/01 Mon

You have my most sincere gratitude. Because now I can finally stop thinking about that scene and trying to analyze and articulate its meaning. You've done it for me, and better than I could've done.

Lovely.
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spike -- bodhi, 19:05:28 11/25/01 Sun

buffy banging spike is a disgrace to the show. its bullsh*t, hes a demon and soul-less and no amount of "conditioning" is going to change that. the chip will teach him what is "good" and "bad" but not in a sense of a "moral good" and "moral bad." his love for buffy is in the darkest form, lustful, but not pure.

the whole storyline with spike is by all means interesting and entertaining but it makes angel a joke. put a chip in his head when he is angelus and see if hes capable of love. that sure could be the happy ending everyone wanted between buffy and angel if buffy could find some way to love an evil angel.

anyways, i think its lame they were brought together even if it did make buffy feel something (like spike's schlong). nowadays i feel like ths show lost that bit of something it had a few years ago. some episodes still manage to shine (like the musical) but its spiraling out of control. like whats the deal with willow? (that she-witch is stronger than buffy now, they should start calling the show after her). and i bet if xander finds out about the buffster, hes going to be pissed (that spike got a piece of her and not him).

PS: any chance buffy and spike were dry humping?
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[> Re: spike -- maddog, 07:17:05 11/26/01 Mon

You obviously didn't hear the zipper move and that look on Spike's face...no dry humpin going on there.

I think you're missing one key point...did you at any point see Buffy fall in love with Spike like she did with Angel? I know I didn't. That sex wasn't about love. Buffy's in a bad place right now. Trust me, she doesn't love Spike. And if you've read any of the Wednesday/Thursday posts on this board you'll see that most agree with this, cause those that want a romance felt that the sex was unfulfilling because of it's non romantic nature.

Shows grow and mature...you didn't expect Willow to stay meek on a show that's entering it's sixth season did you? :) They've been building this kinda storyline since the first time Willow showed her unreciprocated love for Xander back in season 1. Characters don't stay the way we like them all the time...see that's what I don't get about viewers...the minute their favorite character does something they don't like the first thing you hear is, the show sucks now cause my "so and so" isn't what they used to be...that's BS. If characters don't change they become boring and stagnant.
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Willow and Once More With Feeling -- LAMF, 23:33:27 11/25/01 Sun

Wondering if anyone else thinks there's something in the fact that Willow, didn't have her own 'number' during the episode. Willow obviously had a truth which was there to be revealed, even though Tara discovered it by other means. Although every other member of the Scoob's was compelled to reveal themselves in song, Willow seemed to be partially immune as she only participated in the group numbers.

Perhaps Willow was powerful enough to resist the full impact of Sweet's spell? She's definitely been the most avoidy of the gang so far this season so she's definitely feels that she has something to hide.

By the way, I really enjoyed the irony of Under your Spell where Tara sings that Willow made her complete, only to find that in actual fact it's been the exact opposite.
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[> Maybe it was because Hannigan can't sing worth a squat? -- bobob, 00:06:16 11/26/01 Mon

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[> [> Re: Maybe it was because Hannigan can't sing worth a squat? -- LAMF, 00:17:34 11/26/01 Mon

I'd agree with you on that, but then Nicholas Brendan didn't have the greatest singing voice either.

I felt that since it was the actors singing in character, the actual musicality of the performance was not necessarily going to be the determining factor. If it was they would have just replaced her with a voice double like they did with Audrey Hepburn on My Fair Lady.
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[> [> [> sorry to squash your theory -- Jennifer, 05:14:10 11/26/01 Mon

If you watch the episode, when Buffy first askes if anyone "broke out into song", and the gang all talks at once, you can hear Tara or Willow say that they were singing the night before while doing dishes. So obviously Willow did sing, we just didn't hear it.
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[> [> [> [> Re: sorry to squash your theory -- maddog, 07:04:53 11/26/01 Mon

yes, but didn't have a solo...THEY "broke out into song"...not a solo. Theory could still hold up.
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[> Re: Willow and Once More With Feeling -- grifter, 02:16:25 11/26/01 Mon

I think this has already been discussed on this board after the episode aired, you might want to check out the thread (if you find it).

IMHO, it´s just ´cause Hannigan REALLY can´t sing (as she impressively proved in "I´ve got a theory" and "Walk through the fire" ;).
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[> Re: Willow and Once More With Feeling -- maddog, 07:01:46 11/26/01 Mon

Well, I wouldn't say she didn't make Tara complete...because for a while she did...but Willow, like many others, made a relationship mistake and now she's going to have to pay for it.

I think that theory about Willow's lack of a solo's been brought up before and it's extremely valid. Even Sweet could tell she posses a good deal of power. Though immune may not be the right word, I think it may have been more like blocked...which I suppose really is the same thing when you think about it. :)
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[> Re: Willow and Once More With Feeling -- SingedCat, 08:06:40 11/26/01 Mon

LAMF, I agree with you. I know that the reason *outside* the show was that Aly couldn't sing, but there's always a Buffyverse explanation to go with it. I think that's exactly why Woillow didn't sing, or if she did, we didn't see it. I think she might have had a better idea than most of the gang what would happen if she did. Also--and this is probably me thinking too much-- a lot of what she was doing had to do with using her intellect to get control-- that's kind of been her mindset for awhile there, no? I think her resistance might have been very automatic, because her whole mind has been focused on protecting herself. And she *is* after all the brainy type...:D
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[> [> Re: Willow and Once More With Feeling -- Rob, 09:24:27 11/26/01 Mon

I don't think it was a question of Willow's power being stronger.

What did the spell do? It forced the Scoobies to reveal their deepest secrets in song. Everyone had a problem--Anya and Xander's wedding jitters; Buffy's knowledge that she has lost heaven; Giles realizes that he has to leave Buffy; Tara realizes she has to leave Willow. The only one who didn't have a problem in the episode was Willow. And why? I think the most valid theory is that she does not see anything she has done as wrong. The "forget" spell on Tara was not wrong, nor was bringing Buffy back, in her eyes. She has so totally convinced herself that there is absolutely nothing wrong with her overuse of magic that she does not need anything to sing about of any real emotional value (besides dishwashing, trying to figure out how the spell was cast, etc, just like everybody with the "mustard" song and the "ticket" song). She has no things that she is guilty about, and so must reveal, unlike all the other characters.

So I don't think she used her power to block the spell, at least directly. But I think her power played a different sort of trick on her, by convincing her that she has nothing to hide...or reveal.

Rob
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[> [> [> Zoinks! I think you hit on it Rob... -- JBone, 19:36:31 11/26/01 Mon

it makes more sense than any other theory I've read so far.
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Questions and speculations about Amy (spoilers for Smashed) -- Slayrunt, 02:55:44 11/26/01 Mon

Amy from earlier seasons was a somewhat powerful witch, but perhaps as not as powerful as Willow. What is your opinion on that statement?

Amy has been a rat for years now and always been in Willow's room. Any change she knows or remembers what went on. Perhaps she learned more magic from watching Willow. Also, she seemed to know what buttons to push to get Willow out of the house, ie, nerdy Wil sitting at home alone in HS.

When and where did she meet the powerful male witch (is it worlock?).
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[> Witches and Warlocks -- Wolfhowl3, 05:23:00 11/26/01 Mon

Okay, a Male witch is a Witch.

But Willow and Amy are not Witch's, they are Warlocks.

Warlock means oath breaker, and It seems to me that that what Willow and Amy are.

Tara is a Witch.

Wolfhowl
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[> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- maddog, 06:58:10 11/26/01 Mon

ok, I'm confused now...I thought the females were witches and the males were warlocks...too simple?
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[> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- Lucifer_Sponge, 07:19:31 11/26/01 Mon

Eh... in the realverse practice of witchcraft, both males and females are refered to as witches.

This is not, however, a new thing witches came up with just because they didn't think the term warlock as P.C enough. Even in the witch trials that ran rampant through Europe, men were generally refered to as witches, not warlocks. THAT term started in Scotland and didn't real gain widespread use until much later. I've read (in historical books, not occult books) that the word warlock was actually used for both sexes - interchangeable with the word witch, but eventually it just came to be a name used for men only.

In the Buffyverse, however, it HAS been shown that female witches are refered to as WITCHES, while male witches are refered to as WARLOCKS. I'd prefere they'd refer to them ALL as witches, but what can you do, you know?
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[> [> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- maddog, 07:23:56 11/26/01 Mon

It's not just Buffy where my viewpoint of that came from...Bewitched and I'm sure other shows use that theory...guess they didn't do their homework there.
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[> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- Cactus Watcher, 07:28:22 11/26/01 Mon

No offense to the practitioners of Wicca (I truly like some of you a lot), but, no you don't get to reshape the language the way you feel like it. A male doing the same things as a witch is a warlock to the rest of us. LIVE WITH IT! It is true that warlock orginally meant an oath breaker, but it hasn't meant that since the days of Shakespeare and beyond. The words 'lord' and 'lady' once had to do with people who looked after the king's bread. You don't expect us to go back to that, do you? A significant percent of all words we use have changed in meaning over the centuries. I do not discuss my religion, and its quirks here. Others do discuss theirs here, but they don't tell us how we ought to say things, or how to believe. If you refer to a male practitioner as a witch we will understand you. But, please do not attempt to impose your philosophy and its terminology on the rest of us. Please? :o)

With that tirade over, how can you say Willow is an oath breaker? When did she take the oath? Being a witch, in the Wiccan sense, is what Tara subscribes to. We've heard her talk about it. Since that 'bake sale' meeting where she met Tara, back in "Hush," I don't remember Willow voicing anything about Wicca as opposed to just doing spells.
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[> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- t-rex, 08:38:46 11/26/01 Mon

>I do not discuss my religion, and its quirks here. Others do discuss theirs here, but they don't tell us how we ought to say things, or how to believe. If you refer to a male practitioner as a witch we will understand you. But, please do not attempt to impose your philosophy and its terminology on the rest of us. Please? :o)

I didn't perceive Wolfhowl3's post in that light. I thought he (she?) was merely responding to Slayrunt's request for clarification on terminology.

I'm not Wiccan, but I prefer the term "witch" for both sexes because it seems archaic to have different terms based on gender.
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[> [> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- maddog, 08:56:34 11/26/01 Mon

I agree that I didn't see that post as negative either, but I will say that i like the gender seperation for the mere fact that it distinguishes between the sexes when necessary, almost making the word witch too vague.
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- CW, 09:38:22 11/26/01 Mon

The point is that no one uses the term 'warlock' to mean oath breaker except Wiccans any more. Nor has anyone for centuries. They are the ones continually reminding us to use the term 'witch' "correctly." Some languages use the same term for both male and female spell casters (Spanish for example, although with male and female gender markers). Some languages don't (Russian for example). Yes, 'witch' can mean either male or female. In the long run, it makes no difference. But, don't throw out the usage of warlock as a gender marker, simply because it doesn't agree with the philosophy of one group of people, no matter how vocal they are.
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[> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- yabyumpan, 10:38:01 11/26/01 Mon

I lived with a male Witch for six years and he hated to be called a Warlock. For him it was insulting, belittleing and implied evil doing (which he was totally against). "I do not discuss my religion, and its quirks here. Others do discuss theirs here, but they don't tell us how we ought to say things, or how to believe. If you refer to a male practitioner as a witch we will understand you. But, please do not attempt to impose your philosophy and its terminology on the rest of us. Please?" It is not about imposing philosophy or terminology, IMO it's about respect. Why use a term which you know may be offensive. The term Warlock, whatever it's original meaning is, is not usually used in any positive sense, in most fiction, Warlocks are usually people who do bad things, I think it's pretty understandable that Male Witches would not like the word used for them. I haven't noticed on this board that practitioners of other belief are refered to in a way that may be offensive, why should Witches/Wiccans be the exceptions.
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[> [> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- CW, 11:46:49 11/26/01 Mon

Nine times out of ten when people other than Wiccans use the term 'witch' it's certainly not a positive term either. In most literature, witches are people who do bad things, as well. In all likelihood the reason your male friend hated the term 'warlock' was precisely because he was involved with Wicca. 99% percent of the world knows nothing about Wicca and doesn't care. If a person chooses to be offended, when they are fully aware that most people don't have the faintest desire to offend, then its his or her problem, isn't it?

Of course, it's about imposing a philosophy! It's saying use our terminology, or you are knowningly trying to insult us. If it wasn't about imposing a philosphy you wouldn't have even replied, considering what other people have written. Wiccans have to understand that while they certainly should tell people that they don't like the word 'warlock' applied to them, they should not assume that all references to witches or warlocks have anything whatsoever to do with Wicca!
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- T-rex, 12:26:46 11/26/01 Mon

>99% percent of the world knows nothing about Wicca and doesn't care.

That may be true. But there are people out there (and here)with an interest in religions who may want to know.

>It's saying use our terminology, or you are knowningly trying to insult us.

Not necessarily. I didn't know until reading the above posts that the term "warlock" could be considered offensive. Using the term "witch" instead is really no big deal.

Sometimes reactions to words are emotional, rather than logical. Just because you know the person using that term doesn't mean any harm doesn't mean that you can avoid a knee jerk emotional reaction to that word.

For instance, there was Pres. Bush's unfortunate choice of the word "crusade" when referring to the "war on terrorism". That word was a hot button that understandably offended a lot of muslims. If his speech writers had thought about it for a while, that whole embarrassing incident could have been avoided just by choosing another word.
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- Caligo, 12:34:10 11/26/01 Mon

I agree that some people are taking the whole "warlock" terminology a little too seriously and shouldn't be insulted, but saying that we should just "Live with it" is insulting. There is no reshaping of the language as they see fit. Someone else has done the reshaping and caused this confusion. All that was done was clarifying a definition of a word that someone else asked about. Words do change meanings along the way, what's wrong with pointing out the original meaning? The members of this board that are giving the original definition of "Warlock" are clarifying that not all male practioners of magicks are called "Warlocks" and not all "warlocks" are male. I don't see how they're imposing their beliefs on us. You seem to be one taking this discussion too seriously. Don't you think that by speaking out so strongly against the use of the word "Warlock" you're imposing your own beliefs on this board?
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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- CW, 13:19:31 11/26/01 Mon

The difference is that I am 'imposing' my beliefs as a trained historical linguist (with the graduate degree to prove it), not as the advocate of a religion or philosophy. I get upset over the way people use words for the same kinds of reasons your high school English teacher would get upset over MY grammar and punctuation mistakes.

I am as happy as anyone to listen to our Wiccans' views on philosophy. I just wish that a minority of them would be more careful not to assume we all should follow their lead in matters beyond the scope of our discussions here.

And actually I was speaking in favor of wider use of the word 'warlock.' ;o)
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- Wisewoman, 14:55:16 11/26/01 Mon

CactusWatcher said: I am as happy as anyone to listen to our Wiccans' views on philosophy. I just wish that a minority of them would be more careful not to assume we all should follow their lead in matters beyond the scope of our discussions here.

Actually, up to this point I think "our Wiccans" have stayed out of this discussion! We've discussed the differences between Wicca in the Jossverse and the Realverse into the ground, and I, for one, just enjoy the show and ignore the differences. Think that's the general attitude of most of the regular posters of the Wiccan persuasion on this board.

;o)
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> And well you should . . . ;) -- Shaglio, 06:59:16 11/27/01 Tue

. . . Her name is Wisewoman after all! Now if her name was Wiseasswoman, I'd suggest taking her words with a grain of salt. But I have an easy solution for this problem: rather than using the terms "witch" and "warlock," we should all just use the term "wizard."

Shaglio a.k.a. Wiseassman
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Didn't mean to start a war... -- Slayrunt, 23:10:40 11/26/01 Mon

I was refering to Xander's line in Bargaining, "I am also a powerful male witch, or is it warlock?" It seems to me that Willow and perhaps Tara both agreed that it should have been warlock. So, in the Jossverse, it seems that a male witch is a warlock. Sorry, Wiccans.

I agree with CW about the language and the changes in it though and how on TV, warlock seems universal to male witch.

This reminds me of the Hitchhiker's guide to the Galaxy computer game where if you make a typo or try something that doesn't work, your words drift though time and space and are heard at a peace conference between two warring races and are the worst insult imaginable. You start a war that destroys millions
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> I Love Hitch-hiker's Guide! So much funny in one book!!! and.... -- Caligo, 06:16:54 11/27/01 Tue

if you like that, you should read "Good Omens" by Neil Gaiman and Terry Prachett (spl? I don't have the book with me). It's been hailed as "The hitch-hiker's Guide to the Apocalypse." Hehe... OOOOOO! I just got an inspiration for a Buffy/Good Omen's crossover fanfic!
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[> [> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks-Shouldn't this wait until.... -- Calluna, 15:33:37 11/26/01 Mon

...tomorrow night? Then we'll all find out what "warlock" means in the Buffyverse.
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[> [> [> Re: Witches and Warlocks -- Wolfhowl3, 06:12:06 11/27/01 Tue

I'm not going to talk about defining Warlock, in and out of Wicca. I'll just stick to Buffy.

Quote: With that tirade over, how can you say Willow is an oath breaker? When did she take the oath? Being a witch, in the Wiccan sense, is what Tara subscribes to. We've heard her talk about it. Since that 'bake sale' meeting where she met Tara, back in "Hush," I don't remember Willow voicing anything about Wicca as opposed to just doing spells.

Willow is an oath breaker because she broke the Wiccan Reed. "And thee Harm None, Do What you will" Her spells have been harming people.

The biggest and most blatant example would be the spell to erase Tara and Buffy's Memory (The rest of the SG aswell, but they were an accident). They didn't ask for it, and they didn't want it.

Then there was changing people's Sex, controling peoples minds, Traping them in Go-go Cages on her Magic Binge with Amy. The list goes on and on. Karma is going to catch up with Willow soon, and Payback is going to be a bitch!

Wolfhowl3
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[> Re: Questions and speculations about Amy (spoilers for Smashed) -- maddog, 06:53:24 11/26/01 Mon

I think Amy had gotten a lot better at magic by the time she ratted herself...you could see it by the way she was while she was tied to the stake...it was like watching Willow perform the soul restoration spell or the resurection spell...eyes get all dark...they don't look like they're in control of what they're doing...the signs were there.

As for which buttons to push I think it was just familiarity. In high school that's exactly what Willow was. Once Oz finally got into the picture he started her self confidence off and then definitely when Tara came into the picture Willow became multidimensional...not just the bookworm/wicca. And with Tara gone and Willow acting as vulnerable as she felt I think Amy just took advantage of the Willow she remembered.

Speaking of witches, I'm watching the old episodes on the F/X marathon, "Something Blue", and Anya mentioned how she started off with a little magic before she became a vengence demon...wonder why she doesn't more actively participate in the spell casting if she has that type of past.
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[> Re: Questions and speculations about Amy (spoilers for Smashed) -- Neaux, 08:11:37 11/26/01 Mon

This is a silly reply.. but has anyone else wondered about the Lifespan of a Rat? Could Amy have died if she didn't return to human form when she did?
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[> [> I suppose that's possible...though I doubt Willow would have allowed it. -- maddog, 08:17:51 11/26/01 Mon


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[> [> From my references: rats can live about 3 years -- CW, 08:22:32 11/26/01 Mon


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[> [> [> Re: From my references: rats can live about 3 years -- John Burwood, 09:26:17 11/26/01 Mon

Didn't Amy say something about thinking she had been a rat for weeks? As rat lives are so much relatively shorter than humans, and Amy was a human in rat form, maybe the explanation is that a few weeks of a rat's life is the equivalent of three years of a human life. Meaning that Amy the rat's rat body had aged only the rat equivalent of the aging Amy the human would have done. Does that make sense?
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[> [> [> [> Re: From my references: rats can live about 3 years -- Neaux, 09:44:29 11/26/01 Mon

weirdly that does make sense..
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[> [> [> [> That does make sense -- Isabel, 21:56:19 11/26/01 Mon

I was thinking about Amy's deratting age another way. I heard somewhere, and I don't know if it was accurate anyway, that the reason Amy didn't get deratted earlier was that Elizabeth Anne Allen had conflicts and they couldn't get her back. Since rats only live a few years, and since Amy's been a rat for almost 3 years, I was expecting them to hire an extremely OLD actress to be Amy when Willow did return her to human form.

But I also wondered how Amy knew a powerful, um, male-practioner-of-magic who 'knew spells that lasted for days with almost no burnout.' He could have moved or died, been turned into a toad, or anything.
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Silly comparison, but does it make sense? -- CaptainPugwash, 05:06:12 11/26/01 Mon

Dunno if this has been brought up before, but has anyone else noticed a parallel between Buffy & Ripley?

Ripley:

Encounters Aliens as innocent and is 'chosen' to take them on (Alien into Aliens)

Becomes wise strong maternal protector figure and slayer of Alien Queens (Aliens)

Dies to save the world and rid herself of her 'curse' (Aliens3)

Is brought back from the dead, but infused with the very darkness she once fought and alienated from the rest of humanity (Aliens 4)

Just a thought - run with it?
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[> Re: Silly comparison, but does it make sense? -- Rahael, 06:08:19 11/26/01 Mon

I've never seen the Alien films, so I can't really commment on the comparison. But it really isn't silly at all, since Joss was involved with the script for at least one of them, though I understand he was highly dissatisfied with the result. I think it was Alien: Resurrection.
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[> Re: Silly comparison,Spoilers: Alien Resurrection Season 6 'Buffy' -- Age, 23:46:41 11/26/01 Mon

In 'Alien: Resurrection' the clone of Ripley is a hybrid created by men in the cold of space(heavens), and responds as such: she, like the resurrected Buffy, is devoid of emotions when we first meet her. Ripley and the android female (who first comes to kill Ripley before the alien that Ripley is gestating has been extracted, ie women used as vessels, with a virgin extraction that leads to the birth of the other human/alien(human/of the heavens) hybrid that is sacrificed by being sucked back into space/the heavens from whence it came, another type of resurrection, in order that humanity may be saved) have been created to serve a patriarchal system but both outdo their programming(literal in the android and figurative in Ripley in the sense of DNA restructuring to create a hybrid: the human female and a representation of the vilifed aspect of women, the bad animal nature, ie the alien DNA.) The male dominated team believe that they have control of the aliens and Ripley, and through them will control nature and finally death itself. It is an illusion that is quickly destroyed. As in 'Buffy' the movement is towards deconstruction of myth, and the dangers of male dominance whereby the natural order of life is compartmentalized, caged as if it is something that can be repressed(as in 'Buffy') and used. The aliens make short work of the arrogance of their male masters.

I believe that the garden of Eden myth is part of the film but Ripley herself doesn't fall as her gradual movement downwards is part of the space station's journey, part of the fall initiated by the male scientists(their fall in other words), but for Ripley it is a movement from the dead vacuum of space/heavens to the symbol of life itself: the earth(from the representation of a top down power structure to one that is more egalitarian; and from the heavens where the men have their heads way above the clouds playing at being God to getting her feet on solid ground, to some sense of reality ; she is not so much Eve as the created/resurrected Lillith who represents the wholeness of the original woman; however, she is the woman made in man's image, the human and the alien, but she doesn't internalize the idea that her animal/alien aspect is bad, hence the idea of wholeness. In fact the alien DNA gives her the strength to deconstruct the idea of females as the weaker sex as Buffy's slayer role is in part. In one scene a male scientist patronizingly tests Ripley to see if she can name a fork(the naming of things in the garden of Eden myth) but she replies with another word beginning with the letter f and ending with k to show that she is aware of her sexuality. In yet another scene a ball is used to symbolize her not giving up her sexuality/fertility to males as Eve did, but puts it back on the tree(inside herself, intact) as symbolized by the basketball hoop. There is no fall for her, no giving anything up; the fall from innocence is on the part of the male scientists who fall from the innocent notion of their safety to the knowledge that they can't separate themselves from life and death, cannot be as gods, or play God: as Ripley says, the aliens will breed and you will die.

Created by men to be subhuman, a hybrid, Ripley takes charge of herself. At first she is cold, but then she gains more compassion, more vitality. She is, because of her alien(animal) nature, keyed into everything going on in the ship: she and the aliens represent the interconnectedness of all things: the aliens in the sense that death will come to us all, our mortality as inevitable: their blood corrodes the bulkheads that symbolize the attempt to cut things up, divide and control; whereas Ripley comes to represent the humanity that binds us all together. The journey itself of the spacestation to earth is symbolic of the movement from the cold and predatory system of male dominance to the more warm and human society that includes the feminine. It is a movement from the top down use of the rule of law as the detaching of the Bible and the Father voice from the system of the spacestation represent, and the adoption through the sacrifice/resurrection scene of the other hybrid of the idea of redemption and compassion.

Of course while the death of the other hybrid is a sacrifice/resurrection, it is also meant to put back into space the work of the human males who in their hubris would have unleashed this man made version of Christ, this chimera of human/heaven(space) made by those who would fancy themselves as gods, and unleashed not life, but death on earth for the human race, the very thing they were trying to avoid. It is Ripley, the female figure who has to save humanity by sacrificing the other hybrid. What is left is a symbol of wholeness, the female Ripley and the male installed alien DNA, female and male. (To clarify: the aliens have several symbolic meanings: they are primarily animals representing our animal nature; but they are also animals of the coldness of space, predators; and because the scientists have resurrected them, they come to symbolize this cold hierarchal structure of male dominance. As exquisite killing machines they represent the inevitability of death. And, when put with Ripley's DNA they represent the vilified other, the alien, the animal, the monster, the bringers of death that women were made out to be, but which notion Ripley doesn't entertain at all. When it comes to the other hybrid, the male one, the space/heavens aspect of the aliens is used to imply a resurrection.)

Or, this may just be a film about a whole bunch of aliens killing a whole smorgasboard full of human beings.

As I think that the garden of Eden myth is relevant to both 'Buffy' and 'Angel' this season, and because Buffy herself has descended from the heavens(in a cold state as represented by the diamond(ice) in the museum scene) as the spacestation Ripley is on does, and as Ripley moves from the coldness of a subhuman state to the warmth of life and compassion, I think your comparison is relevant. However, a difference may lie in the idea that Ripley isn't representing a woman coming of age; Ripley was already an adult before she died; there isn't so much the fall from innocence into adulthood as we've seen this season with Buffy. Buffy seems to have fallen into bifurcation and is moving between extremes, not wanting to own up to part of what she is. Ripley on the other hand already seems to have accepted all of herself(she states things as they are), but requires the journey to earth to bring out her more human qualities, resurrect them. Buffy still needs to investigate the dark aspect of herself which she seems to be have been resurrected as.

Whether there is a connection or not, the idea of the resurrected woman is relevant to our society as we move towards one that is more egalitarian.

Hope this helps the discussion.

Age.
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[> [> You've gone and done it again!!! -- Rahael, 03:48:16 11/27/01 Tue

What a great analysis. Of course, I'm insanely jealous. It's persuaded me to actually go and see the Alien films sometime soon.

Also, why don't you pop into the chat room sometime? Much philosophical/literary discussion takes places (ok, some of the time!!


Does love trump chips? -- Jolly, 06:41:40 11/26/01 Mon

I just read the Episode Guide entry for Smashed and all the theories on why Spike is able to strike Buffy without triggering the chip, and my personal favorite wasn't posted. I apologize if this has already been mentioned as a possibility and debunked...I haven't had a chance to keep up with the board.

In any event, I believe that Spike is in love with Buffy. Because of this, he is emotionally incapable of truly hurting her. Oh sure, he can punch her, kick her and push her around, but that's foreplay to him and he knows she can shrug off such blows like a lovetap. We've seen in the past that it's intent to harm that triggers the chip, and from Tabula Rasa, we know that he has no desire to bite her. (Well, not in a bloodsucking way, anyways.) I bet the day he gets angry enough to try to kill her, he's going to go all headachy.

Thoughts?
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[> Re: Does love trump chips? -- maddog, 06:44:29 11/26/01 Mon

Actually, once you see the episode, they actually give you a semi explanation...and that's not it. So either keep guessing or go find a copy of the episode online(I'm glad that I did cause I didn't get a chance to tape it).
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[> [> Explanation? -- FelipeRijo, 07:38:39 11/26/01 Mon

I posted Jolly's idea last week and I don't remember any explanation on the ep... could you elaborate any further on that?
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[> [> [> Re: Explanation? -- maddog, 08:10:28 11/26/01 Mon

Well it seems as though what I took from last week's episode some people seem to consider Spike's speculation and I considered it fact. Cause as the show is portraying it so far Spike's idea, that Buffy came back "not quite human", is the only logical explaination. If the chip works, and he found out that it's still in working order, then how else would he be able to hit someone without pain? He's still a vamp...I know some want to say that he's got this human side to him...and while I agree that emotionally he seems that way guess what...he's still a vamp. So maybe I can't be as positive as I was in the last post but until someone can come up with another reason that makes more sense than this(and I can't agree that yours does) then I will take that as fact(until of course Joss finds the time in an episode to show me I'm wrong). :)
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[> [> [> [> Re: Explanation? -- vandalia, 09:09:01 11/26/01 Mon

Well, in the midst of the fight in the house, Spike _does_ say 'I didn't want to hurt you...much.' So if you want some shred of evidence to back up Jolly's theory, there's some right from the horse's mouth. And we know from long experience that those throwaway lines almost always come back to haunt us...
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Explanation? -- Rob, 12:22:49 11/26/01 Mon

Yes, I know that the idea that Buffy came back wrong was, on the one hand, speculation by Spike. But I am one of those that takes it as fact. Why? Because it was no wild idea he took out of nowhere. It was an educated theory based on the evidence.

According to the rules of the Buffyverse, Spike's chip will not allow him to hurt any creature that is not a demon. He cannot even hurt a "bad" or "evil" human, i.e. he got a headache from attacking a mugger. So, therefore he gets no brownie points for trying to save an innocent human by harming a bad one. He cannot harm anything human. That is why the fact that he loves Buffy, or the idea that it is foreplay does not count. If she were fully human now (or human at all), he could not have hurt her without being wracked with pain.

(The only major exception we have seen to this has been his attack on the funeral in "OMWF," but that makes sense in the context of the episode. He was in the heights of a musical number, and there is a question as to whether those people really there having a funeral or just there for the purposes of that particular musical number. It was nighttime, after all. I believe that they were placed there for the number, similar to how in "Under Your Spell," Tara suddenly had backup dancers near the water. But, I digress...)

The other fact to consider is that not only is the wording of Willow's spell questionable ("Warrior of the people..."), but the fact that it was cut short. The urn was broken before the spell was complete. In fact, the gang left the grave, thinking that the spell had not worked. That could have had repercussions.

Thirdly, I don't think Joss puts anything in for no reason...and especially a huge revelation such as that I do not believe would have been put in just as one character's idea. Further, magic never runs smoothly in the Buffyverse. Buffy was brought back from the dead. Just because she is not as visibly "wrong" as the Joyce that Dawn resurrected briefly in "Forever" does not mean that she came back "right." I will not hypothesize about whether Buffy is only the "Slayer" half of herself (a la "The Replacement), a demon, an angel, a god...but I can almost guarantee you that Spike is able to punch Buffy not because he is in love with her, but because she is not completely human anymore.

If Buffy came back perfectly normal and had no problems, it would have reduced the end of "The Gift" to merely a stunt or a gimmick. The moment she returned in "Bargaining," however, scared, confused, and mute, it was clear that this would be no easy transition. And the revelation about heaven in "After Life" made it all the more clear that there was a real reason for Buffy having died and been brought back. We don't completely know why yet...but, according to Campbell, a hero always returns from death with a new purpose, with something that he or she must reveal to the world that he left in order for it to carry on and grow, even if that hero is dragged back into the world against his will, as Buffy was. I just can't wait to see where Buffy will go from here, and what she is now.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Explanation? -- Jolly, 05:43:16 11/27/01 Tue

Whether Buffy returned from the grave as human or something else, she's got problems. I think that's pretty clear by the weekly "Hey, I was dead...think I'll cover up my issues with it by making a big joke about it." Week after week we've seen the consequences of Willow's resurrection spell...both Buffy dealing with heaven-withdrawal and Willow's power trip getting further and further out of hand. So while I'll agree that there are always consequences to magic, I don't believe that this counters my idea.

I don't believe Joss put that bit in for no reason, but I've also seen Joss go 180 degrees time and again, to keep us fans guessing. So I'm not going to buy into Joss's motivation as evidence either.

The muggers have me unconvinced. I'm sure Spike, given the opportunity, would have no qualms making a bedtime snack out of them. And they don't have slayer strength or recuperative powers, so he knows his blows will indeed hurt. Finally, he's not interested in foreplay with the muggers or anyone else. He was trying to hurt the muggers, and they were human, so hence chip goes off.

That leaves us with the distractions and chaos that was the resurrection spell/biker demon extravaganza. No argument there...that situation went horribly wrong, and Willow's magic has been known to screw up in the best of circumstances. So absolutely, I agree that the spell could have gone wrong. But we don't know for sure that it did.

I'm not saying that I'm right. I'm presenting my idea as an alternate possibility. The possibility that Spike does not know everything about how his chip works, that Spike's admission that he had no desire to harm Buffy when he didn't even know about the chip proves that there is no intent to harm, and that the chip might not be triggering because of that utter lack of intent. I'm saying don't be shocked if we find out that Spike's guess about Buffy is wrong.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Explanation? the first punch -- Shiver, 07:51:33 11/28/01 Wed

What you're missing here is that the first time Spike notices the chp not going off, is at the museum, when he grabs Buffy and she yells Don't Touch Me! and slugs him. He slugs her back out of ANGER - not out of love or any kind of foreplay. Then he looks shocked when the chip doesn't go off. In that instance, Spike was mad and he WANTED to hurt Buffy. It takes only one exception to disprove a theory :-) So it is not the case that love trumped the chip, because that punch was not meant to be a love tap.
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[> Re: Does love trump chips? -- verdantheart, 11:29:40 11/26/01 Mon

In "Fool for Love" Spike pokes Buffy (relatively gently, for him) in her wounded midsection, leaving them both reeling in pain. He loved her then as well, though I suppose we could quibble that things have progressed significantly from there.
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[> [> Re: Does love trump chips? -- astrid, 19:47:19 11/26/01 Mon

Love certainly does not preclude hurt... in the Buffyverse (even more than in real life), love seems to be inseparable from pain. So I think that Spike is more than capable of hurting Buffy, and vice-versa, even if love is the motivation.
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BTVS writers read occult books? -- Lucifer_Sponge, 07:11:55 11/26/01 Mon

I've noticed that a decent amount of bits and pieces from BTVS spells and rituals come from actual occult books.

The words "Adonai, Helomi, Pine" appear in the Lemegeton, a well known occult manual and demon/spirit guide from somewhere around the middle ages.

The "liscense to depart" given to Hecate in Bewitched, Bothered, and Bewildered is a standard practice in ceremonial magic and the summoning of spirits. You give the spirit the "liscense to depart" so that it will GO AWAY instead of hanging around and doing all manner of unspeakable things to your sanity.

I was at a bookstore the other day, flipping through Herman Slater's "A Book of Pagan Rituals," and one phrase jumped out at me - "Harken well, ye elements," which is in Willow's "I Will it So" spell.

In Tough Love, the line to one of Willow's spells is "Cassiel, by your second star." Cassiel is the name of a demon, and it's not even in any well known book (I can't remember the title of it at the moment, but I do remember that it wasn't the most memorable of texts).

There's no real point to any of this information. I just thought that it was neat. The writers seem to be looking high and low for ideas to put into the spells used on BTVS. Marti Noxon even admitted she has a whole shelf full of books on demonology at her home. Joss, however, seems to insist on making up his own.

"Ayala," from Who Are You's Nether-realm ritual was a name chosen by the head of ME himself, and is not listed under any demon, god, or spirit list anywhere. "Blind Cadria," from Family is nowhere to be seen either.

It's sort of funny. All the other writers scramble to find things to add to their spells, while Joss just sort of makes it all up and winds up with some of the most poetic incantations I've ever seen or heard on OR off the television screen.

~Sponge
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Can't resist: a couple more comments about Smashed from the peanut gallery (SPOILERS, ribald remark) -- verdantheart, 12:30:04 11/26/01 Mon

As I expected, I saw a deluge of commentary about that the-earth-moved episode, "Smashed." Since I returned from my Thanksgiving trip, I've been trying (ee-yikes! Didn't get to all of them!) to catch up. As usual, I find myself very much in tune with you, rowan (especially) and Rufus, and very much in awe of the insightful remarks of OnM, Dedalus, and so many others. You've brought out most of the points I found fascinating in this episode: feminism/role reversal; addiction/seduction; a whole lot about sexuality and male/female roles and how sexuality relates to other aspects of life; the push-the-envelope mix of sex and violence; the potential implications/complications brought out in the episode, from Willow's insistance that her abuse of magic is "a little thing" that Tara "blew out of proportion" to Warren getting a look at Spike's chip (which may lead to nefarious plotting and unhappy experiences for Spike) to what does it mean if Buffy's not quite human to now that Buffy has given in how (if at all) will their relationship change. Whew! There was a lot to chew on in that episode.

What is there to add to all those wonderful comments? (BTW, it continues to please me that BtVS, like Shakespeare, can be interpreted in multiple ways.) I was thinking of waiting until I've seen tomorrow's episode before posting, and I think I'll sit on a few of the things I've been mulling over, but I think I'll offer a couple of things I've distilled from seeing the episode and reading the posts below:

1) "It's not pretty, but it's real." - Spike, "Crush", about the "something" between him and Buffy With the emphasis on Buffy's not feeling real (came back "wrong"?), is Buffy reaching for the one thing in her life that feels real? "Smashed" (including the title) seems to be filled with echoes of "Crush."

2) I found it interesting that this appears (unless I missed something important) to be the first episode in which Spike actually uses the L-word since "Crush." In "OMWF" he all but uses it, but here he clearly states "I'm in love with you." There's intervening dialog, but he eventually says "What's your excuse?" That is, I know why I follow you, why do you follow me?

3) Fear factor. I, too, found it interesting that things come to a head after Spike asks "Afraid to give me the chance [to hurt you]? You afraid I'm gonna --" She stops his words with kisses. What was he going to say? Was she afraid to hear that? Was it too close to home? She calls him an "evil thing" and refuses to admit the possibility that, as Spike asserts, "[he] can change". Is she reminding herself, trying desperately not to allow herself to let him in (both emotionally and physically, so to speak) because she fears the outcome of such a relationship? The odds aren't good, after all. And yet, Spike insists that she treated him "like a man." She beats him down, puts herself above him, but can't stay away from him any more than she can stay above the earth beneath her feet.

4) Reaction. Will we see Denial!Buffy (looks that way, from the teaser), vowing never to do it again, only to find herself drawn back? How can this lead to anything but self-loathing (I can't stop boffing this evil thing; what the hell is wrong with me?)? Or will she open herself up to the possibility that Spike is or can be more than just another vampire?

5) This episode and the relationship shown between Buffy and Spike in it really made me think of "Vow" by Garbage, with its references to sex/death, ressurection, and even Joan of Arc. (Never mind the line "I'm gonna break your soul apart.") Both works are raw and powerful.

OK, this is taking long enough.

As a postscript, I leave you with my ribald remark. It's obvious, so I wouldn't be surprised if someone already posted this somewhere (didn't see it), and I apologize in advance. I couldn't help thinking the short episode summary should be:

Smashed: Buffy finds out why they call him "Spike."

Sorry about that. Couldn't resist.
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[> Re: Fear Factor -- Shiver, 12:44:39 11/26/01 Mon

I think it's telling that she finally jumps on him (literally) when he asks her if she's afraid. She is very forceful and demanding, she is the one who initiates the following actions, her hand grabs the zipper, she's on top. Spike got her riled up enough, angry enough, to push her to the point of sexual dominance. "I ain't afraid of you!" The two of them beating on each other wasn't getting them anywhere fast, they always have been almost equal in a fight, and Spike's had more than a year of chippiness to watch her more closely and learn how she fights. The only way to shut him up was to stop his mouth with a kiss. The best way to exert dominance - since beating him isn't going to cut it any more, now that he can hit back - is to take the dominant sexual position. The eye contact between them is another form of dominance - I can't remember offhand who looks away first - I think Spike breaks it by spinning her around, or she leans in to kiss him again. but you get the point.
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[> Ribald Remark ROTLMFAO (with spoilers) -- Kimberly, 12:46:33 11/26/01 Mon

After spending the week with family, 7-hour car trips, and a violently ill six-year-old, I haven't had much time to really put together my feelings about Smashed. Like you, I have a couple of thoughts that I haven't seen posted elsewhere (I may just have missed them; jeez, you guys have been busy!), so here they are:

1. Spike attacked that girl AFTER Buffy violently rejected him, and had a hard time doing so. I had the feeling that that attack was less about regaining his status as the Big Bad and more about punishing Buffy. I never got the feeling he was that interested in eating the poor thing.

2. Once they started kissing, the violence stopped. Buffy did push Spike twice, once away from the wall where a beam was about to hit, and the second toward a wall to hold them up. (And you all have dirty minds. ;-))

3. What was Smashed was our conceptions: especially about Buffy, Spike and Willow, but ultimately about everyone.

I'm not a B/S shipper; I'm not an B/S anti-shipper. I'm just enjoying the ride (in all senses of the term.)
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[> [> Re: Ribald Remark ROTLMFAO (with spoilers) -- Rob, 13:19:25 11/26/01 Mon

"Spike attacked that girl AFTER Buffy violently rejected him, and had a hard time doing so. I had the feeling that that attack was less about regaining his status as the Big Bad and more about punishing Buffy. I never got the feeling he was that interested in eating the poor thing."

I agree with this. Some people said they thought it was out of character for Spike to all of a sudden go back to being a big bad the moment he thinks the chip is broken. But I agree with you...I think it's more Buffy's rejection of him and his anger at that that is propelling him to try to be bad again. Who is to say whether he would hate gone through with drinking from that girl if he could have? But the fact is that Buffy reduced him once more from a "man" to a "monster." Therefore, he is settling into old habits...again looking for "nummy treats," but he doesn't do it with the same heart that he used to. Further, as he talks to the girl before he tries to bite her, he complains about how Buffy is treating him, and how he'll prove her wrong. His attempt to go back to the dark side is, in my opinion, totally to get back at Buffy. He is angry and hurt. I don't think that negates the change that the chip has done to him. In classic Jossian moral ambiguity, good arguments could be made at this point for both why Spike is now "good," (see "Tabula Rasa") and why he might not be (see this episode). But I would argue that Spike's actions in this episode do not make him any less "good." In some way, I think Spike's convinced himself that he had just been biding time, being a good "person" until the chip could be removed, so that he could go back to being what he really is. He thinks he has the opportunity, so he tries to go right back into his old ways. But right from the start, it just isn't the same.

Regarding his treatment of "Buffy," his desire to both hurt her and love her was voiced in OMWF as well, as he changes from "I'm free if that bitch dies...I'd better help her out" and "First I'll help her, then I'll kill her..." I think right now his anger at her is due to her hypocrisy in kissing him and at the same time calling him repulsive, and how she keeps denying that anything is going on between them. He no longer wants to hurt her because she is the Slayer (although that is the exterior he puts on when he challenges her), although that may be what Buffy believes. He wants to hurt her because he loves her so much, and she either rejects him or represses whatever feelings she has for him. She treats him like a man, until her feelings for him get too uncomfortable. Then she falls back into calling him a "thing." But that part is denial, IMO. Yes, she may have been using him in order to try to "feel," but I think the thing that scares her is she really is, if not in love with Spike, strongly attracted to him.

Rob

Rob
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[> [> [> Re: Ribald Remark ROTLMFAO (with spoilers) -- verdantheart, 14:22:05 11/26/01 Mon

Yep, I agree. Buffy's afraid to find out what her real feelings are toward Spike. And yet, that "real something" between them is the only thing that seems real to her right now. When there was so much going on with Glory, Dawn, and her mother, she could ignore her feelings toward Spike. Now, when she feels more empty, that's not so easy. If she doesn't love him, is it just that she really badly needed to get laid? Why not take up another offer ("How can I repay--?" "Whatever.")? If not love, there is some powerful attraction at work. If she does (love him), the ramifications could be so bad (What if the chip gets broken? Angelus revisited? What would loving an evil vampire say about her? Is she afraid he could take Angel's place in her heart?). So we have this dance of attraction and repulsion going on.

What will the Scoobies say? This isn't the sort of thing that stays a secret long. Will Xander take the opportunity to beat the crap out of Spike since he can't fight back?
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[> [> [> [> Buffy's Other Options -- Wisewoman, 17:33:39 11/26/01 Mon

If she doesn't love him, is it just that she really badly needed to get laid? Why not take up another offer ("How can I repay--?" "Whatever.")?

THANK YOU for reminding me of this little snippet...I knew there was something significant I'd lost track of from Smashed!

Buffy's reaction to the male-damsel in distress: not even a second look. Used along with the lyrics to show us just how alienated Buffy has become while going through the motions.

Two points are significant here, I think: 1) This is not the reaction Buffy would have had to a studly young man before her death and resurrection. She was definitely interested in Ben for a while after Riley left. She wasn't ready to give up on men altogether. Having the young man in OMwF helpless and bound by demons certainly indicates that he's probably not her type (seems he'd be quite breakable), but his looks alone would have caused her to pause a bit in the past. She's wandering around, looking for something to make her feel, and she passes right over one of the items that would have made her heart go pitter-pat in the past.

2) ME made a definite choice here to have Buffy rescue a young man, rather than a young woman. For whatever reason, they established that Buffy did not just return from the grave horny and in need of some physical action. They placed Mr. Studly in her path, and she ignored him.

She didn't ignore Spike, though. She may have sung, "This isn't real, but I just wanna feel," but it's clear that she didn't "just wanna feel" with just anybody.

;o)
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Buffy's Other Options -- Rufus, 17:40:27 11/26/01 Mon

ME made a definite choice here to have Buffy rescue a young man, rather than a young woman. For whatever reason, they established that Buffy did not just return from the grave horny and in need of some physical action. They placed Mr. Studly in her path, and she ignored him.

She didn't ignore Spike, though. She may have sung, "This isn't real, but I just wanna feel," but it's clear that she didn't "just wanna feel" with just anybody.

I'm a bad girl, I thought you said she "just didn't want to feel up anybody"........
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Buffy's Other Options -- Rob, 21:15:52 11/26/01 Mon

"ME made a definite choice here to have Buffy rescue a young man, rather than a young woman. For whatever reason, they established that Buffy did not just return from the grave horny and in need of some physical action. They placed Mr. Studly in her path, and she ignored him."

I thought that was one of the best moments in the entire episode...and a perfect little parody/satire of the Disney movie/fairy tale situation, the difference being however that a prince is rescued, and his rescuer couldn't care less about having a possible romantic entanglement with him. Moreover, she doesn't even look in his direction. Perhaps she does not want a prince at this point in her life, which I would see as a Riley or Angel-type figure...She wants a bad boy, like Spike.

Rob
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More thoughts on B/S (Spoilers for Smashed & promo for Wrecked) -- Dyna, 18:59:07 11/26/01 Mon

I posted a version of this on another forum, but so much of it relates to and is inspired by the brilliant posts I've read here in the past few days, especially those of rowan, OnM, Deadalus, and many others, that I wanted to share it here and get your reactions.

First, let me say: rowan, I'm in complete agreement with your idea that the B/S sex scene in "Smashed," while clothed in the appearance of freakiness and disturbing to many, has at its core a potentially positive model for Buffy as she grows up and into her adult sexuality. Cutting away the noise that surrounds it, we're given in this scene a model of sexual interaction that embraces the passion and aggression that are natural to Buffy, in which neither partner clearly dominates or is dominated, and where there is connection and recognition of each other, as represented by the very striking motif of the long, intense gaze. I also think your idea to compare this scene with the scene in Grad Day 2 where Angel feeds on Buffy is amazingly interesting. To add another detail, the couples in both scenes topple over; in GD2 Buffy is crushed under Angel (who never looks at or reacts to her during the "act" of feeding), while in Smashed Buffy ends up on top, her fall broken by her partner, eye contact maintained. There's a promising revision for you!

I also think this model applies to Spike. Spike has just as much a need as Buffy does to learn to relate to a partner in a balanced way, where there is connection and mutuality, and where neither party is too dominated or too dominating. Being Love's Bitch may be large with the drama, but it doesn't work for him anymore, just like being the Ice Queen can't be ultimately satisfying to Buffy.

Whatever happens in the immediate aftermath, I think the fact that the scene went down like it did is a hopeful sign. Even if the characters don't see it, it establishes for us, the audience, that they both have it in them to "do it right." Without thinking or planning or anything but instinct, they somehow arrived at a moment of connection that was mutual, balanced, and satisfying. Nothing could say to me more clearly that there's hope for both of them, individually and maybe together, to find a way of being that's more true to who they are. But first, they have to get past a lot of crap, and that's not going to be fun or easy.

I don't have any doubt that in the immediate aftermath of this, mistakes will be made on both sides. We can already infer from the promo for "Wrecked" that things aren't all blood and peaches between them. But that doesn't feel wrong to me either, because I think one of the truisms of the Buffyverse is that the old doesn't magically go away. Just as Buffy and Spike need the experience of trying to go back to their old identities--impenetrable paragon of righteousness and eeeevil vampire--in order to let them see that they don't fit anymore, they need to try out their dysfunctional modes of interaction on each other before they can discard them and start working on something new.

To that end, I think Buffy's sudden reversion to pre-Intervention relations with Spike is part of a necessary process. She's commented repeatedly lately on how much easier it was to relate to Spike before, "when he wanted to kill me," when she didn't "keep saving his life." Now, when faced with the real prospect of having to negotiate a new way of relating to him, post-kissage, she reflexively reaches for the old familiar--disdain, abuse, the emotional beat-down. Which, as a strategy for getting Spike to stop pressing her, is spectacularly unsuccessful.

What it looks like we'll see in "Wrecked," based on the promo, is Spike's entry in the dysfunctional modes of interaction contest, "sinister attraction." This is a throwback for him in the same way the beatdown is for Buffy, and was also last seen circa "Intervention." If we believe that the way Spike had the Bot programmed was an attempt to simulate the real Buffy, then we also learn from the Bot that Spike believed (and maybe still believes) that the only possible basis for connection between him and Buffy was her unwilling seduction to the dark side. ("Darn your sinister attraction!") However, as the evidence is already pretty good that this is not the basis of the connection he's formed with Buffy since her resurrection, I predict that his attempt to revive this old relationship strategy will also meet with failure.

Which to me is all of the good. Just like the abandoned house has to be torn down before something new can be built, the discarding of old, nonworkable ways of relating to each other clears the way for a new relationship to form. It won't be easy, and it almost certainly won't be pretty, but I'm fascinated and I can't wait to find out what happens next.
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[> And did you see...? (spoilers for Smashed/Wrecked promo) -- vandalia, 20:36:07 11/26/01 Mon

...the love bites on those two? Spike's got a hickey on his right pectoral and three bloody claw marks over his heart, Buffy's got a hickey on her chest halfway to her collarbone... the only thing I found unrealistic about the 'war wounds' was Spike's back was totally unmarred. No way. Though I'll forgive this if he gives Buffy a good old-fashioned hickey on her neck in that scene when she's trying to leave the 'freakshow' in the promo.

Okay, now I feel dirty. ;)
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Vishnu stuff -- MayaPapaya9, 20:57:23 11/26/01 Mon

Okay for starters, there are three main gods in Hinduism. This is not to be confused with the Christian trinity business, it's similar but not the same. There's Brahma, the creator; Vishnu, the sustainer or preserver; and Shiva the destroyer. Vishnu was the first guy to ever exist, and his sons are Brahma and Shiva.

So Vishnu takes human form every once in a while, I think he has ten human forms, but the most famous ones are from the "epic poems" Ramayana (he's Rama in this one) and Mahabharata (Krishna). Lots of religious Indian people have pictures of Rama or Krishna up in their houses. Anyways these two are supposed to set an example for you cause they're like the perfect human beings, and Krishna is often compared to Jesus Christ.

Krishna has his own book, the Bhagvad Gita, which is actually part of the Mahabharata. It's a conversation that he has with his friend Arjuna before battle. I think someone else brought this up in another thread. The story goes, Arjuna and his brothers, the good guys, are forced to fight their cousins, the bad guys, to uphold justice and peace and everything like that (hahaha sorry I can't remember the details, it's been a while) and Arjuna gets nervous, because he is a moral man and cannot find it in himself to murder his own cousins in battle, even if they are evil.

So Krishna, his buddy, takes him aside (this is all ON the battlefield, right before they start fighting. They were very polite in those days and waited until everyone was ready) and tells him basically, they may be your cousins, but this is for a greater good and you must do what is right. Of course he goes into greater detail and lots of people use the Bhagvad Gita's teachings as how to live their daily lives. Anyways Arjuna is enlightened and they win the war in the end.

The story of Rama I like less but is just as widely worshipped. Rama was a prince, and the perfect human being. He marries Sita who's really pretty, and is looking forward to the perfect human life when his archnemesis Ravana (he'll be the one with like ten arms) steals Sita and brings her to his castle as a prisoner. Rama embarks on a quest to get his wife back. It's worth mentioning that he has this devoted friend named Hanuman, who is worshipped for being the most faithful servant of God, and he helps Rama all the way during his journey.

Okay, these are all the stories that are in my head right now. Wouldn't my sunday school teachers be proud. Now I know you want the philosophy behind them, and I assure you there is philosophy. If you go to Barnes & Noble and look under the religion section for books on Vedantha or Hinduism or even my super cool name Maya you're probably gonna get Vishnu. Because Vishnu and Maya go hand in hand. Maya is like a concept, not a person. It's sort of like that Matrix, if you saw that movie. Anyways that's enough for today, if you want I can dig up my old textbooks and research a little for you. I hope this helped!
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[> Lovely precis Maya -- Rahael, 03:59:07 11/27/01 Tue

Certainly its the funniest one I've read!!

I love the Mahabaratha too (I particularly like the Peter Brook play version, which I highly recommend). Most of all for its incredible moral complexity.

Even while Krishna debates with Arjuna, you as the onlooker have to be persuaded. The Pandava's don't act with justice at all times. In fact there is a whole line of thinking which points to their cruelty and injustice. (treatment of Surya for instance)

Surya, their half brother and enemy could easily be conceived of as a truly honourable man. I had incredible sympathy for him, all the way through.

And of course the deepest irony about the Ramayana is the way in which Rama shows himself up at the end - total and shocking cruelty, while Sita is of course the true heroine, embraced by mother Earth because humanity and Rama have abandoned her because of her 'impurity'.

And finally, the most appealing thing about the Mahabaratha is that it isn't a single codified text. Every region of India has different versions of the stories, different endings and emphasises. Each strand flys away like an arrow, questioning ideas about 'truth' and 'heroism'. Each narrative is splintered....how postmodern!!!!

In fact, like your name, my real name is a metaphor too, the beauty of Shiva meditating created into a fully grown and beautiful woman
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[> [> Re: Lovely precis Maya -- MayaPapaya9, 15:34:38 11/27/01 Tue

Hehe I'm glad you liked it! I hope it was somewhat accurate..and yeah, the ending of the Ramayana used to infuriate me when I was little, but now I understand that he did what he had to do or maintain his perfect morality. It's one of those things where it's not anybody's fault but that's just the way it is. And, hey! While I was going through my old books I found lots of stuff on Kali in eerie relation to the First Slayer. Someone asked me about her in a chat and I'll make a new thread about her I guess.
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[> [> [> I'm sticking to the feminist reading!! -- Rahael, 04:53:22 11/29/01 Thu

of the Sita story. Still not persuaded by Rama's motivations. He had to get rid of her with reluctance because his subjects objected to her sexual impurity (yeah, she got kidnapped by a demon...obviously, she must have been asking for it). Rama lacked the courage of his convictions, and he didn't have enough faith in his wife.

And doesn't she prove her moral and sexual purity (when Rama doesn't believe her) by immolating herself in fire and coming through unscathed? at which point everyone is very sorry, but mother earth is so angry on her behalf, she rises up and carries her away?

And talking of feminist readings of Hindu myth....I love Kali. I had always heard of her as the goddes of death and love. Dark, powerful, bloodthirsty, but also fair. Sounds like a mixture of Anyanka and the first Slayer!!!

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