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Great Eliza Dushku quote re: the complexity & interconnectedness of "Buffy" eps -- Rob, 10:14:10 05/10/02 Fri

"Dushku's refusal to admit that she's a famous face is a testament to her modesty. Hell, her role on Buffy alone made her a known quantity, the kind that magazines beg to have gracing their cover. Her stint on the show was not only invigorating to viewers, but was an experience Dushku has long thought about rekindling. "It's hard because the storylines are so intricate and they're so well thought out. I don't even think you know how much. Basically they'll say to me, 'We'd love to have you back on Buffy could we schedule you for like a September episode?' They go that far back to start adding in little things. Every show is so planned and every moment is so researched that they have to plan out that far ahead. And it's hard for me to say, 'Yes, I'll be available in September.' If a script comes along tomorrow that I'm just nuts about I may have to be ready to start it in 2 weeks. So it's hard to schedule that. But I'd love to go back. I love the people, I love Joss."'

Read the whole article h ere.

Rob

[> Cool! -- Masq, 10:40:38 05/10/02 Fri

I love Eliza and Faith. On either BtVS or AtS!

[> [> Ditto! (NT) -- Goji3, 10:59:24 05/10/02 Fri


[> I'd love to see another Faith episode! -- Traveler, 11:01:31 05/10/02 Fri


[> Re:" If a script comes along tomorrow that I'm just nuts about " -- wiscoboy, 13:12:56 05/10/02 Fri

She's not working on Buffy due to the 'just got to do' roles she's been doing in film? Who's she kidding? I think it's called 'it's just the money stupid'. She's been doing nothing but crap designed to stimulate the young male adolescent. Maybe Joss needs to start thinking of making some serious money creating a series of Buffy movies with the current cast(they would certainly be much better than the original, which, IMHO, was a piece of junk). This could include characters such as Faith, which at least would give Eliza the money she craves plus a viable art form to be a prt of.

[> So we're not imagining things!!!! (not that it would matter.) -- yuri, 18:07:12 05/10/02 Fri



Willow, Tara & Amy - a tale of three witches (spoiler to SR, long!) -- shadowkat, 11:46:28 05/10/02 Fri

Willlow, Tara, and Amy – the tale of three witches

Quotes from Psyche Transcripts. (Spoilers for Seeing Red..)

Fifteen years ago, while I was at Colorado College, studying myth, folklore and English lit, a coven of Wiccans came to speak with us. People came expecting fortune telling and tarot card readings and were sadly disappointed. Men and Women from the coven explained that Wicca is a religion that celebrates the earth and unlike the more patriarchal religions, is interested in the reaffirmation of life and the natural balance of all things. In Wicca you obtain power from mother earth and return it back to her. Whatever you take must be returned. When we die we return to the earth and she brings us forth in a new form. We are all a part of her and she is part of us. The moon and the earth and tides are intricately connected and create a positive energy matrix in which we can all draw strength. Negative energy throws it out of wack, causes chaos, which we see in the form of tornados, violent storms and volcanoes. You must respect the mother and trust her to provide. You must respect the boundaries, because if you ignore them, push them or twist them to your own ends, you reap the results.

Tara is Wiccan. She represents the earth and all it provides. She is mother, lover, and friend. She accepts without judgment. She leaves when raped, but can provide forgive when atonement is made. Of the Scoobies – Tara has ascended to the realm of adulthood. She is a complete personality. Mature. Forgiving. Able to deal to handle her world with respect and trust, which was probably why she like Buffy in The Gift, was killed. In the Buffyverse – ascension tends to lead to the afterlife.

When we first meet Tara – she is uncertain, stuttering, shy. But when she uses magic, it is white and pure and usually gentle. Only once does she misuse it and this in reaction to the prejudice and disdain her family shows her. Her family represents the cruel unbending judgment of the patriarchal world, where everything is black and white, the harsh world of the sun. Women must be kept in line. Magic is wrong. As her father, Mr. Maclay states in FAMILY(Season 5, Btvs): “You can't control what's going to happen. You have evil inside of you and it will come out. And letting yourself work all this magic is only going to make it worse. Where do you think that power comes from?”

It’s fitting that Tara’s family calls Tara a demon and considers her magic “evil”. Demon’s come from the earth – Riley and the Initiative even categorize them as “subterrean creatures” or earth dwellers. And as such, they are below us, beasts of burden that should be used or killed. Tara’s family decides that her use of magic, her ability to tap into the power of the earth, makes her their beast of burden, an animal that must be kept in line.

We do not deal well with people who use unfamiliar techniques to heal others or practice religious rites that contrast with our own. In the early part of our country’s history, we burned witches at the stake, because we saw them as evil. Paganism is still considered by many to be the same as devil worship. If you practice magic or do something outside of what is considered “acceptable behavior” you are demonized. Tara has been demonized by her family and peers her whole life for her beliefs and her sexual orientation.

Tara: "I thought maybe we could do a spell - make people talk again. I'I'd seen you in the group, the wicca group you were... you were different than them. I mean they didn't seem to know..."
Willow: "What they were talking about."
Tara: "I think if they saw a witch they would run the other way."
She smiles and laughs. (HUSH , Season 4, BTvs)

Tara knows all about hiding. Her whole life she has had to hide. Her religious practices and her practice of magic. When she first meets Willow, she is desperately trying to find a place to belong. She stutters and she is shy. As Tara’s brother Donny tells her upon being introduced to her friends: “What, uh, all of you hang out? Wow. That's more people than you met in high school.” Just prior to that scene, Tara had attempted to tell her new friends a joke and was rejected, they didn’t get it.

GILES: Yes, uh, we'll, we'll, uh, find her weaknesses, and then, uh-
TARA: Yeah. You learn her source, (grins) and, uh, we'll introduce her to her insect reflection. (Everyone looks at her in confusion. Tara stops smiling.) Um ... that, that was funny if you, um, studied Taglarin mythic rites... (softly) and are a complete dork. (FAMILY)

We meet her family and realize that not only has she felt the need to hide her magic, she’s also felt that she has to hide being a demon. She’s not a demon of course, but her family believes she is. And so she believes it too. How often do we accept someone else’s interpretation of who we are as the true one? In Tara’s case, her father, whom she trusted, had an ulterior motive for labeling her a demon. As Spike states, after he proves that Tara is human, “There's no demon in there. That's just a family legend, am I right? (Mr. Maclay looks angry) Just a bit of spin to keep the ladies in line.” (FAMILY, Season 4, Btvs.)
Willow’s problem is somewhat different from Tara’s. They are alike in the sense that they have both been cruelly rejected by peers. Willow was treated as the nerdy geek, constantly pushed aside. Cruel comments such as Cordelia’s “nice to see you’ve found the softer side of Sears” seem to be the rule until Willow meets Buffy and begins to blossom into her own. No longer taking the views of her peers as gospel. But the pain is still there, deeply imbedded inside her. It is in reaction to this pain that Willow turns to magic, while Tara has been practicing all along.

Tara’s use of magic has to do with her love of her mother. Her mother used magic and taught Tara how as well. When she practices, Tara feels a connection to her mother and to her mother’s beliefs. To Tara – magic is a reaffirmation of life and the love she feels for her mother.

Willow: "How long have you been practicing?"
Tara: "Always, I mean, since I um, was little... my, my mom used to,
She um, she had a lot of power, like you." (HUSH, Season 4, Btvs)

Interesting what Tara says to Willow – her mother had natural ability. The power was there bubbling beneath the surface. Willow – Tara senses also has natural ability. The ability attracts Tara – partly because it reminds her of her mother, it also frightens her.

WILLOW: S-O-R-T of. (Tara frowns) I mean, I just feel like the-the junior partner. You've been doing everything longer than me. You've been out longer ... you've been practicing witchcraft way longer.
TARA: Oh, but you're way beyond me there! In just a few- I mean ... it frightens me how powerful you're getting.
WILLOW: (frowns) That's a weird word.
TARA: (nervous smile) "Getting"?
WILLOW: It frightens you? *I* frighten you? (Tough Love, Season 5, Btvs.)

We don’t know how Tara’s mother died, just that she was sick for a long time and finally it ended. But I have always wondered if magic had something to do with it, particularly based on her father’s words. “Demon. The women in our family... have demon in them. Her mother had it. That's where the magic comes from.”

But Tara’s relationship with her family and with her mother is very different from Willow’s. If Tara learned magic as a means of becoming closer to her mother and honoring her mother’s memory, Willow learned it as a means of garnering her absentee parents affections. In the beginning, magic was Willow’s way of rebelling. Against her mother, against her friends, against her world, while for Tara – magic was way she melded with her world, celebrated it, loved it.

Willow: (stands up) No, Ma, hear this! I'm a rebel! I'm having a rebellion!
Sheila: (smiling) Willow, honey, you don't need to act out like this to prove your specialness.
Willow: Mom, I'm not acting out. I'm a witch! I-I can make pencils float. And I can summon the four elements. Okay, two, but four soon. (her mother doesn't react) A-and I'm dating a musician. (Gingerbread, Btvs Season 3)

Compare this with Tara who tells Willow that she was practicing magic with her mother. Tara received affection through magic. Even with Willow – magic is a source of love. When they first join hands and combine their talents it is as if they are making love for the first time. Tara’s magic comes from acceptance, confidence, love and kindness. Willow’s comes from pain, rejection, fear, and uncertainty. In Dopplegangland – Willow reacts to rejection she perceives from friends and teachers by practicing dark magic with Anya. As a result, she accidentally brings EvilWillow back from an Alternate Universe. In Something Blue – Willow casts a dangerous spell to help her get past the pain of OZ leaving her and places all of her friends in jeopardy as a result. For Willow – magic is a drug that she can use to make herself feel better to alter the world to her liking. To Tara, magic is a religion, a way of communing with the earth.

WILLOW: (to Tara) Then what? This isn't something that's gonna be fixed by a video club. I know I messed up, okay, and ... I wanna fix it.
TARA: I can't believe that we are talking about this again. You know how powerful magic is, how dangerous. You could hurt someone, you ... you could hurt yourself.
WILLOW: (shaking head) I know a spell that will make her forget she was ever in heaven.
TARA: (angrily) God, what is wrong with you?! (Tabula Rasa, Season 6 Btvs.)

Another difference between Willow and Tara, Willow believes magic can fix everything including their relationship. Giles and Tara both assumed that Willow’s power came from a deep respect for the natural forces. It doesn’t. Tara’s power comes from that because she was taught to respect those forces. Tara is Wiccan. Willow only joined a Wiccan group in college to learn spells. The meetings bore her. Even Oz, before he leaves, cautions Willow about her increased dependence on magic. He senses that it comes from a dark place inside her just like his power does. “I know what it’s like to have power you can’t control. I mean, every time I start to wolf out, I touch something –deep – dark. It’s not fun..” (FEAR ITSELF, Season 4, Btvs) Tara doesn’t start to sense this until much later and Giles doesn’t appear to sense it at all. Perhaps that’s part of the problem, Giles, Willow’s mentor, never really took magic that seriously, when he is stripped of his memory, he calls it chicanary and balderdash in Tabula Rasa. Oh don’t get me wrong - he has a respect for it, but not a deep one. And this view, he may have inadvertently passed on to Willow, who whether Giles likes it or not has adopted him as her role model and father figure to replace the ones that ignore her.

If Willow believes magic can solve everything – a belief that has been reinforced over five seasons, is it any wonder she attempts to use it to solve her problems with Tara? Yes – what she does to Tara is wrong. But in Willow’s head – she’s just fixing things. Like she did way back in Season 3 when she helped Buffy and the others fight the mayor, or like she did in Season 4 when she joined their essences with Buffy to fight Adam or like she does in Season 5, by entering Buffy’s brain to snap her out of her catatonic state. How, Willow wonders, is this really any different? It’s not “rape” to Willow, it is controlling the situation, fixing it, so that things work out the way she wants them to.

WILLOW: Violate you? I ... I-I didn't ... mean anything like that, I-I, I just wanted us not to fight any more. I love you.
TARA: If you don't wanna fight, you don't fight. You don't use magic to make a fight disappear.

Willow doesn’t realize that she’s violating more than Tara’s mind here, she’s violating her trust. Tara trusted Willow not to hurt her the way Glory did. But Willow did and as a result, Tara leaves no longer able to trust Willow. Their love was built on trust – without it there is nothing. But it’s not just Tara’s trust Willow breaks when she uses magic, she also breaks the trust her world of the sacred order of the universe, she breaks the trust of the earth from which she pulls her power from and as a result her power is dark and consuming not light and healing like Tara’s.

Enter Amy the rat. Poor Amy – she is also the product of bad parenting and neglect. In the third episode of Btvs, Witch, we are introduced to Amy and her mother Catherine Madison. Catherine is a bit like Willow is now. She uses magic to twist the world into the version she wishes to experience. In Catherine’s case that is reliving her glory days as a high school cheerleader. She goes to extremes to accomplish this, including switching bodies with her daughter, mutilating the other cheerleading candidates and almost killing Buffy. Catherine believes she’s justified that she desires a second go. As she tells Amy: “How dare you raise your hand to your mother! I gave you birth. I gave up my life so you could drag that worthless carcass around and call it living?” Poor Amy – her mother rejected her in the worst way possible – is it any wonder Amy begins to go down the same path? Amy like Willow starts using magic to make her world work for her. But instead of accessing the power of the earth, she accesses the power of the hellmouth, of darkness, just as her mother did before her. Magic eventually becomes Amy’s drug – she goes after more and more of it, until she messes up on a spell and turns herself into a rat. It’s not until three years later that Willow is able to undo it. Something Amy resents her for. This is made clear when Amy visits Willow in Double Meat Palace. In this episode, Amy has given a recovering Willow a taste of magic. Willow furious with Amy for doing this tells her never to visit her again.

WILLOW: You don't get it. What you did to me was wrong. Do you have any idea how much harder that makes, just, everything?
AMY: You know what I notice? You're not denying that you had fun.
WILLOW: Shut up.
AMY: Oh, yeah. Sharp argument you got there. Were you on the debate team? I forget. I forgot a lot while you were failing to make me be not a rat. (DMP, Btvs Season 6)

If Tara represents Willow’s light side and the ways magic can be used to heal the world. Amy represents her dark side or the ways that magic should not be used. Amy uses magic to make herself feel better just as her mother used it before her. In Bewitched Bothered and Bewildered, Season 2 Btvs, Xander discovers Amy using magic to lie to the teacher about her homework. He blackmails her with this knowledge, causing her to cast a very dangerous love spell which causes every woman Xander meets to fall madly in love with him. The next time we see Amy is in Gingerbread where she and Willow are almost burned at the stake for practicing magic. At this point their spells are harmless incantations used to protect those that they love. But it is in this episode that Amy turns herself into a rat. Now three years later, de-ratted Amy, visits a magic den, steals sage from the Summers house and attempts to pull Willow into her addiction. Magic is fun, a trip to Disneyland – Amy tells Willow. “You're telling me that you didn't have a genuine blast? Come on, that was a sweet spell. That was like a trip to Disneyland without the lines.” (Doublemeat Palace).

But magic is not just a drug to Willow. Magic is a little bit more. As Willow tells Buffy in Wrecked:

WILLOW: I mean ... if you could be ... you know, plain old Willow or super Willow, who would you be? (looks at Buffy) I guess you don't actually have an option on the whole super thing.
BUFFY: Will, there's nothing wrong with you. You don't need magic to be special.
WILLOW: Don't I? I mean, Buffy, who was I? Just ... some girl. Tara didn't even know that girl. (Wrecked, Season 6, Btvs.)

As far back as Becoming Part II, Season 2 Btvs, Willow has relied on magic to help the team. She believes that it makes her important. A superhero. She can wreck vengeance. Kill the bad guy. Without magic, she’s just that geeky nerd who found the softer side of Sears. A nerd that no one in their right mind could ever love. What does she say in Doomed, after OZ has left – “Percy called me a nerd. I’m not a nerd anymore. I dated a musician.” How does Amy get her to go out and wreck havoc on the Bronze in Smashed?
“Maybe ... you'd rather sit home all night, alone, like in high school.” Willow doesn’t use magic as a drug, she uses it to hide the person she hates inside. She uses it to wreck vengeance on those who hurt who she loves – such as Glory in Tough Love. I always found the scene in Tough Love to be very frightening. After Tara gets brain-sucked by Glory, against everyone’s advice, Willow goes after the hell god. She actually manages to inflict pain on Glory – which Buffy later comments on in The Gift. “Will, you're the only person that's ever hurt Glory. At all. You're my best shot at getting her on the ropes…”
And Willow’s magic didn’t stop there – when we return to Btvs in Season 6, Willow is running the SG. She is in telepathic communication with all of them. She is also working on a spell to raise Buffy from the dead. This is way past stealing sage or visiting the local Warlock for a energy fix. Willow has delved into the darkest magic and she has found a way to bend it to her whim, use it to make the world work the way she wants it to. Tara was right to be frightened. The power lodged inside Willow is not connected to the earth or from the same source as Tara’s, it runs counter to it. It resides in chaos, from the hell mouth Willow has lived near her entire life. Willow’s power is not like Buffy’s , a gift from the Powers That Be, nor is it a celebration of Wicca. It is dark and it howls deep inside her. The only thing that has kept her power in check up to this point may have been Tara.

If Amy is the dark, mischievous side of Willow’s personality, Tara is the light. Tara is Willow’s spirit, what keeps her grounded. Without Tara, Willow would be lost. And that is not a good thing. When we grow up – we have to learn how to deal with the world and all its challenges. We can’t rely on outside sources like partners or magic to handle our reality or hide from ourselves. Tara left Willow because she correctly saw Willow relying on her as a crutch. She may have returned to Willow too soon, but as she states in Entropy, she missed Willow and just didn’t want to spend all the time trying to build it all up again. She wanted to skip over that stage. She wanted to move on. But Willow hadn’t changed, not really. She hadn’t learned that magic isn’t the way to handle emotional strife or deal with emotional issues. You have to handle them the hard way by going through them.

Willow: I just can't stand feeling this way. I want it to be over.
Buffy: It will. I promise. But it's gonna take time.
Willow: Well, that's not good enough.
Buffy: I know. It's just how it is. You have to go through the pain.
Willow: Well, isn't there someway I can just make it go away? Just ‘cause I say so? Can't I just make it go ‘poof'? (Something Blue, Season 4, btvs)

Therein lies the difference between our three witches. Tara pushes herself through the pain, she returns to Willow eventually, but she doesn’t use magic to control the relationship or handle her pain. Amy uses magic like a drug to deal with pain, to deal with the changes in her world, to have fun. And Willow? She uses magic to make the pain go poof. Her solution to problems is to wave a magic wand and make them disappear. That as Tara has mentioned on more than one occasion isn’t what magic is for.
But Willow hasn’t learned that yet – she still believes she can make the pain go poof, that she can bend reality to her will, that she can hide. As a result, her magic unlike Tara’s will always reside in darkness and will always cause misery and pain most of all to Willow herself. Wiccans believe that the pain you send out comes back to you three- fold, hence – Amy being turned into a rat after casting her dangerous spells. Catherine, Amy’s mother, was sucked into the dark heart of her own trophy while trying to kill Buffy. One can only hope a similar fate does not await Willow due to her desire to make pain go poof.

Thanks for reading. Feedback appreciated as always.

:- ) Shadowkat

[> Wow...Great post! -- Belladonna, 12:54:05 05/10/02 Fri


[> Great Analysis! -- DickBD, 13:07:44 05/10/02 Fri

But I'll be that coven of wiccans that came to talk with you was like the group where Tara and Willow met!

[> worshiping at the alter of Shadowkat's genius....KABOOM! -- Kitt, 13:20:39 05/10/02 Fri


[> Re: a tale of three witches and two quibbles, but no spoliers... -- redcat, 13:21:48 05/10/02 Fri

Another wonder post, shadowkat!! Sometimes its like you’re inside my head. I’m working on
an essay about the way the “threes” (triads, trios, triple deaths) have been working lately in the
series and your post has really spurred me on. However, I have two quite minor quibbles and one disagreement.

The first quibble is your comment that for Wiccans, the balance inherent in the earth energy means
that “The moon and the earth and tides are intricately connected and create a positive energy
matrix in which we can all draw strength. Negative energy throws it out of wack, causes
chaos, which we see in the form of tornados, violent storms and volcanoes. “

I’ve been a Wiccan for about thirty years and have never heard any witch express the idea that natural
earth forces like storms, volcanoes or tornadoes are expressions of “negative” energy. Their
EFFECT on humans, often experienced as tragedy or loss, may very well be seen as the
karmic response to our own need for lessons, or as part of the principle that one gets back
three times the negative and positive energy one puts out. The storms and volcanoes
themselves, however, are made of wind and rain, fire and earth, time and history, sacred and
secular processes. They are neither “good” nor “evil.” They simply are, expressions of the
balance, part of the process, cleansing, revealing, rejuvenating, creating. I say this as
someone who lives on a live volcano on an island in the middle of the Pacific, and who has
been through two class 5 hurricanes (!!! this is HUGE, people. Andrew in Florida was a class
4...) in the last twenty years, as well as tropical storms that can drop as much as 31 inches of
rain in 30 hours. This is why Wiccans are such good dancers. We remember that we might
have to dance in a raging wind storm while the lava flows down the mountain all around us. :)


Second minor quibble: you said: “In the early part of our country’’s history, we burned witches
at the stake....“

I’m assuming you’re American. If so, please do a quick check on your history. No on was ever
burned at the stake in the British American colonies or later during the American national
period. During the Salem “Witch” trials of 1692/3 to which you most likely refer, nineteen
people were hanged by the neck until dead, one was pressed to death and at least two died in
prison awaiting trial or hanging. Persons accused of witchcraft or heresy were hanged in
England (the parent country of American law), burned in Scotland, drowned in Ireland, burned
in parts of France, the Basque region of Spain, and in most of Germany, but also were hanged
in other parts of France and Germany, tortured publically without burning in at least several
celebrated cases in both countries, and generally were strangled (considered
“compassionate”) in non-Basque Spain. The Netherlands and the seven cantons of
Switzerland also present complicated regional cases, with variations across both time and
space. (Geez, sorry for the lecture, but hey, I used to teach this stuff, and old habits die
hard... )

As for the more serious issue I respectfully disagree with you that Willow's power is pulled from a different source than Tara's, because, for me, the earth energy that I see both of their powers coming from contains within itself all light and all shadow, all clear and all dark, all life and all deeath, all yin and all yang. But I do agree completely that Willow's APPROACH to the power comes from a different place than Tara's, and the rest of your analysis is SO RIGHT ON, that even tho I disagree with you about the source concept, you've made me think through it in order to clarify why I disagree, and that's the gift of great writing and analysis.

Thank you for all the work, here and in other posts. I always really enjoy reading your take on the show.
redcat

[> [> Re: a tale of three witches and two quibbles, but no spoliers... -- shadowkat, 13:31:55 05/10/02 Fri

Well you caught me...apologize for the bad tornado/volcano
metaphor - had a feeling someone would call me on that.

It's been a while since I studied the salem witch trials - so was sort of trying for the Gingerbread metaphor...last
time looked into it was well...twenty years ago. So thanks
for the info. ;-)

Not sure about Willow though - her magic spiraled much quicker than Tara's and as someone pointed out elsewhere - she's the only one who isn't a natural born witch. Her power really started with the Becoming PArt II spell which was a curse. So i think I'll stick to my Willow arguement
for now.

Thanks for your response though - it was wonderful!

[> [> [> Oh dear, I'm up to 3 quibbles and 2 considerations... -- redcat, 15:32:55 05/10/02 Fri

Aloha, shadowkat -
Well, you’ve certainly pushed me to think about this source- of-power issue. You say in your
original post, “The power lodged inside Willow is not connected to the earth or from the same
source as Tara’s, it runs counter to it. It resides in chaos, from the hell mouth Willow has lived
near her entire life. Willow’s power is not like Buffy’s , a gift from the Powers That Be, nor is it a
celebration of Wicca. It is dark and it howls deep inside her [dear goddess, I love the way you
write, even when I disagree with you]. The only thing that has kept her power in check up to this
point may have been Tara.” You follow this in the second post with the argument that Willow is
not a “natural born” witch, that her powers really start with the curse she performs in Becoming,
Part II, and that they have spiraled much more quickly than Tara’s [with which, by the way, I
absolutely agree].

Hmmm.....

Some points to consider:
1) Do we, in fact, know that Willow is not a “natural-born” witch? We don’t know what her
lineage is; her mother’s lack of witch-sense is no indication that if we went back a generation or
two, some red-haired, Russian-Yiddish-German healer-witch- midwife hasn’t passed on some
innate ability to connect with the unseen powers to our girl (all hail the evolutionary biologists in
the crowd ;). On the other hand, does it matter whether she is or not? Within Wiccan culture and
community, and certainly within many Wiccans’ understandings of ‘how things work,’ the fact
that many a powerful practitioner does not come from any long line of “natural-born” witches, but
from long lines of farm wives and fish merchants, would suggest that this is not important either
within Wicca or ME’s use of Wicca within the metaphorical frame of the story.

2) The curse Willow performs in Becoming, Part II, is done for a positive reason. Willow should
still have to pay the (triple) price for performing such a curse, but her cost should reflect her
intentions. [side-note: I’m not sure whether or when Willow ever does have to deal with her
action in this case. Any ideas?] For a good example of this, albeit in a case where a fictional
woman uses an extremely negative curse to actually hurt someone, but does so for the good of
the women and others in her community, see the film “Antonia’s Line,” wherein the matriarch
curses the village rapist, but then becomes ill and quickly thereafter dies herself, at least partly
from the energy drain it took for her to do the curse and partly because the powers ALWAYS
make you pay the price -- usually with a pretty hefty tax (gift with purchase?) on top.

3) I think about Tara’s statement from the scene in “Forever,” when she tells Dawn, and by
extension Willow, that “witches can't be allowed to alter the fabric of life for selfish reasons.
Wiccans took an oath a long time ago to honor that.” She is not denying that the dark force -
which she calls the power of life and death - is something Wiccans can’t access, she’s merely
stating that, historically and in most cases, they choose not to. The dark, chaotic force on which
Willow increasingly draws is available to all Wiccans, all witches, all people, because it exists and
is part of the balance of energy and power of the “IS” - whatever you want to call that (it goes by
600,000 names in the Native Hawaiian pantheon of gods and goddesses, by 1,000 names in the
contemporary American neo-pagan movement, by uncountable names in cultures ancient and
living...) Tara chooses not to access the dark side of the power very often, but she collaborates
with Willow to raise Buffy from the dead. And if she’s like most Wiccans, she honors the dark
side, her own dark shadow, and the necessary power of death and decay on every Samhain
(Halloween) and Winter’s Solstice eve.

4) If Willow’s power is from some place other than the site of both Tara’s and Buffy’s power,
then please expand on where it comes from? I know this is probably way off topic from where
you thought this essay was going, but it seems to me that a portion of your claim here rests on a
re-reading of the canon. The hell-mouth is, after all, clearly located in the very flesh of The
Mother, nestled deep inside her own bones. The extraordinarily well-visualized relationship
between the powers of light and dark is a major part of what has always drawn me to the show. I
think especially after the first season, Joss and ME have rally been taking us on an exploration of
that link. Are you suggesting a new theology of the Buffyverse? If so, please flesh it out for me
(no pun intended).

5) I still think that the main thrust of your analysis is absolutely brilliant and I agree with you
whole-heartedly on the ways in which the three witches approach and use their powers. I hope
you realize that I’m only responding at such length because I really value your thoughts and
insights – your posts are worth reading carefully and thoughtfully, and inspire what I hope you
read as respectful, intrigued and intellectually-excited comradeship.

ke welina,
redcat

[> [> [> [> Amazing response! Thank you...now I'm thinking -- shadowkat, 19:45:57 05/10/02 Fri

Author: shadowkat
Subject: Thank you so much for this! Excellent quibbles!

Wow! Well now you have me thinking...must say this baby was hard to write, because I have gone a little over my own head
on some of it. But your analysis does enrich it.

1.O"n the other hand, does it matter whether she is or not? Within Wiccan culture and
community, and certainly within many Wiccans’ understandings of ‘how things work,’ the fact
that many a powerful practitioner does not come from any long line of “natural-born” witches, but
from long lines of farm wives and fish merchants, would suggest that this is not important either
within Wicca or ME’s use of Wicca within the metaphorical frame of the story"

On point one - I didn't think it was important at first, but a lot of people have mentioned how it odd it was that Willow's magic grew so quickly with no training, while Amy and Tara had apparently been practicing for years. Tara even mentions how much further Willow is than her in response to Willow's comment that Tara has more experience and training. It's also important to note that the council asks if they are even registered. So my question is - does Willow's magic have a dark source? Or is it the way she uses it giving it that taint? From what I remember of druid
rites (I actually studied the ancient druid/Celt religion more than the Wiccan one - while the two have similarities they are very different in some respects.), it's how you use
the magic not so much where it comes from that is important - because it comes from the same source - the earth. The druids and ancients really didn't split stuff
into black and white like the Christians did. Their religion also wasn't linear. They believed in cycles. It wasn't good and evil so much as order and chaos and balance.
So - that said, I think the problem with Willow's power may be balance as opposed to source. If she had been trained
like Tara she may have been able to find that balance - but she's so chaotic inside so her power reflects what is inside her - red and chaotic. (Actually I think that may be the problem with the interpretations of all the characters - it's not good vs. evil so much as it is striving for balance between the two and calm...because as you so aptly pointed out in your previous response - we need the hurricanes as much as we need the sunrise, both are necessary in our world.

Sorry I sort of rambled there - let's see, it's only important that she isn't natural to the extent that she doesn't understand or know how to control the chaotic energy within her. This is clearly shown in Fear Itself - when she angrily creates a location spell without thinking it through first or determining the purpose.

2. "The curse Willow performs in Becoming, Part II, is done for a positive reason. Willow should
still have to pay the (triple) price for performing such a curse, but her cost should reflect her
intentions. [side-note: I’m not sure whether or when Willow ever does have to deal with her
action in this case. Any ideas?]" I was discussing this with
cjl tonight - and we wondered about that. She didn't intend it as a curse - like Jenny's family did, but the spell itself was a vengeance spell - so is the intent important?
ME seems to like the whole "road to hell is pathed in good
intents" idea. By deciding to do that sort of spell while in a weakened state - did Willow grab hold of something that
she couldn't control? Giles mentions how dangerous the spell
is on more than one occassion and oddly does not attempt it himself. I'm not sure...but I remember her eyes glowing red when it took hold and her voice changed speaking a language she didn't know. Also it's interesting that a good majority of her major spells since that time - have tended towards the dark side. Willow even states on more than one occassion that she "likes the dark magics". Was Becoming the
beginning of that arc? cjl suggested to me tonight that maybe Willow would never have become a witch if Jenny Calendar had lived?

3." The dark, chaotic force on which
Willow increasingly draws is available to all Wiccans, all witches, all people, because it exists and
is part of the balance of energy and power of the “IS” - whatever you want to call that (it goes by
600,000 names in the Native Hawaiian pantheon of gods and goddesses, by 1,000 names in the
contemporary American neo-pagan movement, by uncountable names in cultures ancient and
living...) Tara chooses not to access the dark side of the power very often, but she collaborates
with Willow to raise Buffy from the dead. And if she’s like most Wiccans, she honors the dark
side, her own dark shadow, and the necessary power of death and decay on every Samhain
(Halloween) and Winter’s Solstice eve. "
I agree with your points about tara. I think she does honor the shadow side of magic. It goes back to the view of balance - a major theme this season. We see so many characters struggling for it. In fact Tara is the only character who appears to be in balance. All the other characters aren't. It's been suggested that Dawn (the key) is causing them to be out of wack. But I'm wondering if this
is just a natural state of growing up. Seeking balance?
Yes - we have to honor both death and life, light and darkness to be able to walk in the world. I think Tara sees that. As demonstrated by her acceptance of what Buffy told
her in DT. In Bargaining she agrees to help - but as she puts it - it's not the same as raising Joyce from the grave, Buffy was killed by mystical energy not natural causes and that counts as an exception in her mind. I wonder
if she would have done it if Buffy had died of a gunshot wound?

4."If Willow’s power is from some place other than the site of both Tara’s and Buffy’s power,
then please expand on where it comes from? I know this is probably way off topic from where
you thought this essay was going, but it seems to me that a portion of your claim here rests on a
re-reading of the canon. The hell-mouth is, after all, clearly located in the very flesh of The
Mother, nestled deep inside her own bones. The extraordinarily well-visualized relationship
between the powers of light and dark is a major part of what has always drawn me to the show. I
think especially after the first season, Joss and ME have rally been taking us on an exploration of
that link. Are you suggesting a new theology of the Buffyverse? If so, please flesh it out for me
(no pun intended). "

No - not suggesting a new theology. I guess in my mind, I considered the hellmouth as separate from the mother not a natural source. But you are absolutely right - if we go back to the first episode of the series, Welcome to the Hellmouth - it is most definitely part of the earth. After all Giles says the world was made for demons first, they were the first inhabitants, driven beneath the ground when humans arrived or evolved. And they yearned to take back their kingdom and have chaos reign once more.

Therefore - maybe a better way of putting it would be to say that Willow's power comes from chaos - or the dark part of the earth - the hellmouth. While Buffy's comes from the sky - the PTB? No - doesn't work - she has darkness in her
too, the first slayer represented that. How about - Buffy's
power is balanced between earth and sky - it's order. Tara's
is also balanced. Willow's derives from the same source that
Spike and Anya's comes from the emotional underbelly of chaos. Or the howl of the wolves? OZ certainly saw it as a darkness in Willow - since he had one as well - it was I think part of the reason they were attracted to each other - both had a chaotic beast inside them struggling to break free?

Just some late night ramblings. Hope they made sense. I really love your responses to my posts redcat - they make me
think. (Particularly on this topic - since it hooks into this novel I'm revising..;-) ) BTW - what have you come up with on that Innanna myth? I'm unfortunately unfamilar with Polyesian mythology and would love to hear it. Yep, i'm
a myth/folklore addict at heart.

best shadowkat

[> [> [> [> [> hey, I’m supposed to be grading final exams! but this is just too delicious... -- redcat, 01:27:16 05/11/02 Sat

to stop yet. We agree on so much and I find some of the developing insights really fabulous. I
think we are actually thinking along very, very similar lines about these issues. As you
note, the real question is not about the source of power, but rather HOW the characters go
about doing what they do and WHY -- what has brought them to the place where they use that
particular portion of the available power spectrum? I think this discussion is helping us both
clarify our thoughts and find new ways of writing about them – which is totally cool and
exciting, so thanks! Any one else want to join in?

I especially like the way your last post talks about the notion that Tara has been taught the
proper ways to approach the power and how to control it within herself, while Willow has not.
Traditionally, that training comes from an elder relative or mentor, both in many indigenous
cultures and in western pre-christian and christian europe. But without that training (including
a required course on ethics and usually some sense of protocol) Willow is like an amazingly
talented but dangerous orphan, the type of cultural “outsider” who (as in so many myths and
legends) can send the balance out of whack without really realizing that they are doing it. The
control of young adepts like this is at least part of the rationale behind many of the “rules”
passed down in lineage-based traditions. Paying attention to the rules keeps you alive long
enough to learn the wisdom behind them on your own. (These same rules are also often
reflected in modern, generally syncretic neo-pagan practices, at least in America, and in fairy
tales like “The Sorcerer’s Apprentice.”) They “work” as rules because they’re based on the
wisdom of long-term practitioners, i.e., 1) if you fuck up because you’re being selfish or
impatient or arrogant, it WILL come back to bite you in the ass, and 2) it will do so in perfect
triple proportion to your own fuck-uped-ness, and 3) not being well-trained is not an adequate
excuse for doing poorly in the test of life, since the rules themselves are always your greatest
teachers.

And I, too, have always been surprised that Giles didn’t step up to the plate on this one,
especially after the death of Jenny Calendar. But I think our favorite red-head would have
become a witch one way or the other. She is drawn to it, both the dark and the light. (Excellent
insights in your post about Oz and the dark aspects they share, BTW.) Willow will have to heal
her inner wounds, and probably do that at the same time that she will have to become
humbled in her approach to her gift (especially if ME stays true to angsty form), and especially
if she is ever going to understand the true nature of her power. She has always had the
potential to live deeply in both the light and dark simultaneously, as the most powerful witches
(and Slayers) can. As you say, “Willow even states on more than one occasion that she "likes
the dark magics.” My favorite example is her standing on the roof of of City Hall (“Choices”)
with Buffy and Angel after she has successfully removed the protection spell from the mayor’s
big box of hairy critters with a spell of her own. She says with great glee and satisfaction, “I’m
bad!” The scene is funny because our lovely young Willow is rarely naughty, so that on the
surface we intellectually see the irony of her statement and emotionally feel the pathos of her
insecurities and struggles as she says it. But underneath that surface, and only because Joss
is both God and evil ;) three seasons later we look back and go, “how could we not have
seen it coming??!!” when her eyes go all red for real. Then finally, if we’re REALLY careful,
we fast-forward to the end of that same ep and see Willow make an impassioned argument for
using witchcraft on the “good” side. “It’s a good fight, Buffy, and I want in,” she proclaims, and
at that moment, we want to believe her, having conveniently forgotten the rest of what she
wants “in” on. Sigh... Such is the power of the narrative...


You also ask if Tara would have helped with the resurrection spell in Bargaining “if Buffy had
died of a gunshot wound?” Excellent question! I don’t know, but I doubt if she would have
been so willing to go along with it. She didn’t try to raise her mother or help Dawn raise Joyce,
so I suspect not.

Reading your responses and then going back to read your original post [what a delight, even
the third time around] makes me need to say, once again, that your sense of things often
makes me take that "aha!" breath. It is fairly late at night now as I write this, and thinking all
this through has taken me to a rather interesting place, filled with powerful images. Sometimes
I think better in metaphor, image, geo-graphic/-logic/- spatial terms than in linear ones, so
please bear with me on this. Anyway, I offer this image to you and the rest of the board as a
sort of nightcap, and hope that it might be a useful way to think about the difference between
the source of power that includes both light and dark, and the differing ways Tara, Willow and
Amy (and Buffy?) approach, access, use, understand (insert appropriate verb here) different
aspects of that power:

Imagine a strong, clear bright energy, surrounding you equally on all sides, available to you
equally at all angles, shining from an ever-present source. Each person is sort of a set of
lenses through which that energy can be focused, kind of like a kaleidoscope but without the
repetitive patterns. (..wait, maybe WITH the repetitive patterns? Most people I know, me
included, tend to repeat each and every pattern of our parents that we explicitly told ourselves
at age 16 we would NEVER repeat...) Anyway, which lens we choose to focus the energy
though will determine what part (what ray) of the energy we “see” and can use. Willow’s lens
is red and black now, chaotic and disconnected, like a wounded animal’s. She is refracting
power from the darkest side of the spectrum, through a lens she has used (perhaps too
often?) before. But the problem with BEING the lens is that lenses can crack. They can
shatter and disappear into dust (like Sam’s South American shamans), lenses can shiver into
nothingness under too much pressure. And both pure good and pure evil can cause lots of
pressure. Both saints and dark witches tend to go crazy, but one from ecstacy and the other
from despair. Crazy-from-ecstasy can result in great poetry (and, one assumes, an e-ticket
ride to heaven) while crazy-from-despair seems to lead to other, not-so-pleasant things and
possibly long lines somewhere very disagreeable. I hope my favorite motherless young witch
will be able to grow up soon and I wish that could happen without too much of the pain I see
coming for her. But we get that grace far too rarely, so I will chant (metaphorical) prayers for
her and her world, and for her pain, and for the pain she seems set on causing her world
because of it.

Then I will go to sleep. Honest.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: hey, I’m supposed to be grading final exams! but this is just too delicious... -- Rufus, 02:29:06 05/11/02 Sat

And I, too, have always been surprised that Giles didn’t step up to the plate on this one,
especially after the death of Jenny Calendar. But I think our favorite red-head would have
become a witch one way or the other. She is drawn to it, both the dark and the light.


It's too bad that ASH went back to England, I think we would have seen a different story had he stuck around. I think Giles big problem is that he overestimated Willows maturity. He assumed like everyone around her that she was as dependable as a Timex. Too bad they all didn't get to see her dream in Restless when we got to see just how afraid she is of who she is. That fear changed the sweet Willow we first met into someone that needed to appear powerful, but was afraid they still had none. Giles did warn Willow about dark magics in B1 and Flooded, but he was ignored because Willow always thought she was the one in control. Willow was always seen as a light in all the darkness surrounding her, one that reminded everone what good was all about, her leanings into darkness are he attempts to be like everyone else, unhappy with herself because she can only see her faults, not what her friends have come to love.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> ooh, shivering with delight and agreement (spoilers/speculation based on SR & promo for Villians ) -- redcat, 13:48:43 05/11/02 Sat

"Too bad they all didn't get to see her dream in Restless when we got to see just how afraid she is of who she is. That fear changed the sweet Willow we first met into someone that needed to appear powerful, but was afraid they still had none."

You just made me think of the scene in Willow's dream in Restless when Buffy pulls off her "costume" to reveal Willow dressed in the same clothes she wore in the first ep. Chills running up my spine, I contemplate what this means for the aftermath of Willow's eyes turning red, then black, during her obvious turn to the dark side after Tara's death. The promo shows B standing in her "slayer-as-hero," shoulders-squared, righteousness-embodied way. Throw in a big dash of impatience and this stance is eerily reminiscent of the attitude she had in the scene in Restless as she ripped Will's clothes off. I can't even begin to imagine what might be to come (and don't want to know, so please don't spoil me), but if Buffy has to strip away the dark in order for Willow to find her light, what will that look like?

Thoughts?

PS - I think that at least one part of what Buffy will have to strip away is her own conception of Willow as (as you say) "always ... a light in all the darkness surrounding her". Even after Willow hurt Dawn and after all she's seen Willow go through lately, Buffy still says to Willow that she has always been there for her or that she can always depend on her or something like that ..(sorry, can't remember the exact quote). It seemed odd to me when she said it, but if it's supposed to be some sort of signal or foreshadowing, then I guess it should seem odd.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Shivering.........spoilers for Seeing Red and Villians -- Rufus, 17:09:13 05/11/02 Sat

One concept Buffy had of Willow in season five was that of the big gun.....an innanimate object that can be used to destroy.

From The Gift...

BUFFY: Will, what do you got for me?

WILLOW: Some ideas. (Buffy goes to sit on the stairs leading up to the loft) Well, notions. Or, theories based on wild speculation. Did I mention I'm not good under pressure?

BUFFY: I need you, Will. You're my big gun.

WILLOW: (alarmed) I'm your - no, I-I was never a gun.Someone else should be the gun. I, I could be a, a cudgel. Or, or a pointy stick.

BUFFY: You're the strongest person here. You know that, right?

WILLOW: (frowns) Well ... no.

BUFFY: Will, you're the only person that's ever hurt Glory. At all. You're my best shot at getting her on the ropes, so don't get a jelly belly on me now.

WILLOW: Well ... I, I ... do sort of have this one idea. But, last few days, I've mostly been looking into ways to help Tara. I-I know that shouldn't be my priority....


At the worst of times in The Gift, Willow was preoccupied with saving Tara, the only one that she could think of, the only person she has loved so completely.

WILLOW: Well, I've been charting their essences. Mapping out. I think ... if I can get close enough, I may be able to reverse what Glory did. Like, take back what she took from Tara. It might weaken Glory, or ... make her less coherent. Or it might make all our heads explode.

There is a big irony that the same thing Willow had to do with Glory may be what the gang may be forced to do to her.

Willow half-walks, half-crawls over to where Tara lies unconscious in a pile of debris.

WILLOW: Tara?

Tara's eyes open. She looks at Willow.

WILLOW: Tara?
TARA: W ... Willow?
WILLOW: (smiles hopefully) Tara?
TARA: (tearfully) Willow ... I got so lost.
WILLOW: (smiling) I found you.

Willow kisses Tara all over her face, then hugs her. They both smile happily.

WILLOW: I will always find you.


With the death of Tara, Willow has ceased to be the strong one, the one that everyone can depend upon. Willow has lost the person she loved above all else, the person who kept her grounded. Love and compassion has been the essence of Tara, Willow is lost without her. I feel that what Willow will do is a result of such despair that no one can reach her. All I can say is look to the symbolic use of black and white for the finale. I don't see Willow as a bad guy, or someone so lost that they can never be found again. At the core, Willow is a loving woman, one with compassion. We have to look at the situation as a whole to finally get a feel of how someone that was once so dependable can lose control, there is stress to being the perfect one.

Giles said it best to Willow in Flooded...

GILES: (over his shoulder) You're a very stupid girl.

Willow pauses chewing, slowly stops smiling and frowns.

WILLOW: What? Giles...

GILES: (turns to face her) Do you have any idea what you've done? The forces you've harnessed, the lines you've crossed?

WILLOW: I thought you'd be ... impressed, or, or something.

GILES: Oh, don't worry, you've ... made a very deep impression. Of everyone here ... you were the one I trusted most to respect the forces of nature.

WILLOW: Are you saying you don't trust me?

GILES: (intensely) Think what you've done to Buffy.

WILLOW: I brought her back!

GILES: At incredible risk!

WILLOW: Risk? Of what? Making her deader?

GILES: Of killing us all. Unleashing hell on Earth, I mean, shall I go on?

WILLOW: No! (stands) Giles, I did what I had to do. I did what nobody else could do.

GILES: Oh, there are others in this world who can do what you did. You just don't want to meet them. (turns away again)

WILLOW: No, probably not, but ... well, they're the bad guys. I'm not a bad guy. (upset) I brought Buffy back into this world, a-and maybe the word you should be looking for is "congratulations."

GILES: Having Buffy back in the world makes me feel ... indescribably wonderful, but I wouldn't congratulate you if you jumped off a cliff and happened to survive.

WILLOW: That's not what I did, Giles.

GILES: (angry) You were lucky.

WILLOW: I wasn't lucky. I was amazing. And how would you know? You weren't even there.

GILES: If I had been, I'd have bloody well stopped you. The magicks you channeled are more ferocious and primal than anything you can hope to understand, (even more angry) and you are lucky to be alive, you rank, arrogant amateur!


Giles made a mistake in assuming that Willow was a mature, dependable, adult. All Willows mistakes ended without much damage, but her lucky streak can't last. Giles does understand that Willow has crossed a line, did he take the time to consider just how far she would go? He could never have anticipated the death of Tara, the one person that Willow has been willing to fight, even the gods, for to avenge a wrong done to her love. If Willow loses that much control when Tara has been harmed but alive, what will be unleashed when the powerful witch has to deal with the death of love and hope and future happiness?
Like the Butterfly effect and the Law of Chaos, all the past actions have converged to this point, none of the results could have been predicted. Is there an element that can rise above the power of destruction and avert entropic chaos?

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Quibble me this.. -- SpikeMom, 14:45:43 05/11/02 Sat

Regarding Giles:

I think the reason why he did not perform the Soul Spell for Angel (aside from from the broken fingers/torture angle)may be found in the Primeval episode. One of the reasons that they must work together is that Giles cannot reach the levels of majicks required and that Willow can, while Giles can read and pronounce the Summarian etc., etc. He did more than just dabble in his Ripper days but that was done as a group with other practioners who may have been more advanced/talented/aggressive/insert adjective here than he was.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: Amazing response! Thank you...now I'm thinking -- O'Cailleagh, 06:23:51 05/11/02 Sat

As a Witch myself, I have to agree with a lot of what you both said, although I tend to view Buffyverse Wicca as something quite different to what we practise. As to Willow's current evilness, I feel it to be a combination of living on the Hellmouth, former geekiness, and a healthy dose of corruption from Moloch, way back in s1.

[> Very nice, thanks. -- yez, 14:17:57 05/10/02 Fri


[> [> To Masq: thanks for the fast work; sorry for the problem. -- Fred, the obvious pseudonym and deservedly- chastened dolt., 14:38:10 05/10/02 Fri


[> It's always a good day when one of your essays is up! -- ponygirl, 14:38:10 05/10/02 Fri


[> Re: Willow, Tara & Amy - a tale of three witches (spoiler to SR, long!) -- DEN, 16:11:25 05/10/02 Fri

Great analysis--a credit to your undergrad education! You have it exactly right. Magic for Willow is not about power as such. It is about power to fix things. And fixing things is a way for Willow to heal--or scab over for awhile--the hole in her soul. Such a hole is not of itself a dark place- -but it is an emptiness darkness can all too easily fill. Remember CS Lewis and the faces evil wears!

I also think it worth adding that entirely apart from Giles's influence, Willow's fundamental view of the universe is scientific, rationalist, and pragmatic. Magic to her is something to be intellectualized: understood and then applied. In that she is part of a "demystification" process going on in the West at least since the Enlightenment. If a thing can be done, Willow will at least consider doing it-- along the lines of today's advocates of cloning and yesterday's nuclear researchers. As a "magickal technocrat," Willow stands apart from not only Giles and Tara, but from the Buffyverse itself. How will she react to the Rule of Three as expressed in the technical artifact, the nine- millimeter bullet, that ruptured Tara's heart and shattered Willow's as well.

[> Re: Willow, Tara & Amy - fabulous Post -- Dochawk, 23:25:58 05/10/02 Fri

Shadowkat,

you are quickly becoming my favorite poster. these are fabulous. I would like your opinion on a couple of things that may flesh it out even more:

1. What about the influence of Jenny Calander? She started Willow down teh road and she had a great respect for the earth's balance.

2. I have always thought the reason that Willow advanced so rapidly was her intelligence. Because she was brighter than other practioners she had more "brain" to interact and therefore more powerful.

3. Which leads me to point 3, what about the warlocks, Giles (more about him later), Rack and most importantly Jonathan. jonathan has become a pretty powerful user of magic, his spell in Superstar and then all this year he has been the magic brains behind the Legion of Doom (without him Warren would have been nothing and not been able to pull off anything he created). Do Warlocks ahave a different relationship to the earth? Does the power come from a different place?

4. Giles. This is the only place in your post where I differ with you. I do not think you give Giles enough credit for understanding magic:

GILES: (over his shoulder) You're a very stupid girl.

Willow pauses chewing, slowly stops smiling and frowns.

WILLOW: What? Giles...
GILES: (turns to face her) Do you have any idea what you've done? The forces you've harnessed, the lines you've crossed?
WILLOW: I thought you'd be ... impressed, or, or something.
GILES: Oh, don't worry, you've ... made a very deep impression. Of everyone here ... you were the one I trusted most to respect the forces of nature.
WILLOW: Are you saying you don't trust me?
GILES: (intensely) Think what you've done to Buffy.
WILLOW: I brought her back!
GILES: At incredible risk!
WILLOW: Risk? Of what? Making her deader?
GILES: Of killing us all. Unleashing hell on Earth, I mean, shall I go on?
WILLOW: No! (stands) Giles, I did what I had to do. I did what nobody else could do.
GILES: Oh, there are others in this world who can do what you did. You just don't want to meet them. (turns away again)
WILLOW: No, probably not, but ... well, they're the bad guys. I'm not a bad guy. (upset) I brought Buffy back into this world, a-and maybe the word you should be looking for is "congratulations."
GILES: Having Buffy back in the world makes me feel ... indescribably wonderful, but I wouldn't congratulate you if you jumped off a cliff and happened to survive.
WILLOW: That's not what I did, Giles.
GILES: (angry) You were lucky.
WILLOW: I wasn't lucky. I was amazing. And how would you know? You weren't even there.
GILES: If I had been, I'd have bloody well stopped you. The magicks you channeled are more ferocious and primal than anything you can hope to understand, (even more angry) and you are lucky to be alive, you rank, arrogant amateur!

From The Dark Age:
Giles: Yes. One of us would, um... (nervously pours a drink) go into a deep sleep, and the others would, uh, summon him. It was an extraordinary high! (smiles nervously) God, we were fools.


from Becoming 1(giles warning Willow about using magick): Giles: (very concerned) W-Willow... channeling... such potent magicks through yourself, it could open a door that you may not be able to close.


Giles is clearly aware of the power and the cost of using magic. He would have been a much better guide for Willow, if he had realized the extent of her problems from the beginning, because as he stated, he expected a better understanding from her.

[> [> Re: Willow, Tara & Amy - fabulous Post -- shadowkat, 07:26:23 05/11/02 Sat

Assuming my system doesn't kick me off before I finish writing this...sigh.

1. What about the influence of Jenny Calander? She started Willow down teh road and she had a great respect for the earth's balance.

I think Jenny may have started Willow down that road, although I agree with redcat who says Willow may have gone there anyway and it started with Moloch - which was the episode where jenny was first introduced. I think, Jenny's dying may have upset any balance that Willow may have gained and unfortunately - Willow took over Jenny's position and the computer - which means she had access to all of Jenny's files, files that Giles either did not know about or hadn't considering looking through. It's interesting that Willow is the one who figures out that curse spell not Giles.

2. I have always thought the reason that Willow advanced so rapidly was her intelligence. Because she was brighter than other practioners she had more "brain" to interact and therefore more powerful.

I agree - it has been posted elsewhere that Willow looks at magic and nature as a scientist or rationalist would not as a mystic. There is a BIG difference. Mystics like Giles and Tara appreciate that there are forces beyond our comprehension or understanding - things that cannot be rationalized, examined or explained but must always be respected. Willow is extraordinarily bright, but has had 0
guidance from Giles, her parents, anyone - which often happens when the student outdistances the teacher. Unguided
she has delved into areas that are outside her capacity to understand, but her intelligence makes her arrogant, so she thinks - she does.

3. Which leads me to point 3, what about the warlocks, Giles (more about him later), Rack and most importantly Jonathan. jonathan has become a pretty powerful user of magic, his spell in Superstar and then all this year he has been the magic brains behind the Legion of Doom (without him Warren would have been nothing and not been able to pull off anything he created). Do Warlocks ahave a different relationship to the earth? Does the power come from a different place?

I don't know, interesting question. I would think their relationship with the power has to be different in some way or come from a different place. Of the male characters on the show - the one who comes closest to the feminine is understandably the vampire - washed in blood, from the earth, demonic - all metaphors that myths have used to discuss the anima or female side of us. The other male characters - are from the sky, harsher, more strong, not emotional, not chaotic. Even Jonathan who has used magic to his own ends - is not in any way chaotic - the magic is controlled and often appears to injure him. Notice how often he burns himself. I think these magics tend to be less from the earth or the source of life or maybe they are from outide the circle? Not sure - I just sense more linear
logic from the male characters than female magic practicers.
Just feels different to me

4. Giles. This is the only place in your post where I differ I do not think you give Giles enough credit for understanding magic.

Oh I agree - he understands it. Sorry had troubles expressing what I meant about Giles - you're right, he didn't seem to see the extent of the problem. It's not that
he doesn't appreciate magic, he does. No the problem with Giles is he doesn't want to be involved in it. He would like to leave all of it behind. Giles is reluctant. He also is a bit self absorbed by the time we reach Season 6 - Buffy
was his responsibility, he feels he failed her and its time to move on with his life. Willow, as much as he loves and cares for her, he does not consider a responsibility, just a friend. I honestly think he ignored what she was doing because it was easier to do so, her spells helped him out. He is about to pay for that - big time.

My question - why didn't Giles do the Primeval Spell instead of Willow? Why didn't Giles try the curse first?
Why didn't Giles do the truth spell? Why did he need Willow?

ME hints that Giles doesn't have any power - just rudimentary knowledge like all watchers when it comes to magic. He's a mystic not a warlock. He played with magic in his twenties but that's as far as he went. Like Spike and
Ethan Rayne - he does respect it. Rayne went further with it. Giles stopped after Eyghorn incident. Magic scares Giles. But clearly not enough to have reigned in Willow - assuming he could have...hmmm, got me thinking about Giles
again. Feel another essay coming on...must think on it.

[> [> [> Spike & Willow, Tara -- alcibiades, 08:17:07 05/11/02 Sat

"ME hints that Giles doesn't have any power - just rudimentary knowledge like all watchers when it comes to magic. He's a mystic not a warlock. He played with magic in his twenties but that's as far as he went. Like Spike and
Ethan Rayne - he does respect it."

It's interesting to think about the Season 2 story arc this way -- that a lot of what occurred in it, Spike being wheel chair bound, losing Dru to Angel and then forever, etc. came about as punishment for the dark magic he invoked on Dru's behalf when he started draining Angel's blood into Dru (forgot the name of the episode).

I suppose one could even say that that is when Spike learned viscerally that dark magic always has bad consequences for the practitioner.

It is interesting in that case that in Lover's Walk, Spike wants Willow to perform the love spell on Dru. He doesn't want to perform it himself, because by then he knows that if he performs it himself, it is sure to backfire in a really painful way just when he is happy with Dru again.

Speaking of which, is Tara's death the price that Tara pays for helping to raise Buffy? Or the price that Willow pays? Or the price that both of them must pay?

Anya and Xander of course have been paying a price recently, but that doesn't seem related to Buffy in the way that Warren coming after Buffy and shooting Tara incidentally does. Well except the extra little bit of pain added by Spike sleeping with Anya because of how Buffy has trifled with his feelings this year.

[> [> [> [> Tara's price -- Dochawk, 09:09:17 05/11/02 Sat

totally new tangent here, but I think Tara is paying the price for raising Buffy. A death was taken away, a death is owed adn only a death would even the score. Tara's fate was sealed when Willow killed the fawn. And she is paying the price for all of them, not just Willow. I think that debt has been paid, problem is, seeing Willow, what will she do now and what will be the cost? Is Willow risking something even more grave then her life? meaning her soul?

[> [> [> [> [> Re: Tara's price -- DEN, 13:54:43 05/11/02 Sat

Spike is both "trickster" and Cassandra: his fate is to tell the truth and not to be believed. He said "there's always a price." Four were complicit in the raising; four are paying. Anya and Xander have a smaller bill because they were on the margin. Tara and Willow, now---.

What impresses me about the Buffyverse is how HARD it is, compard even with the Angelverse. There is no mercy, no slack for ANYONE. The laws of karma are harsher in Sunnydale than in any of the nightmare universes of orthodox horror fiction. Check shadowkat's recent posting for corroboration.

[> Could it be that this season is about CONTROL? a.k.a. Red=Redemption (spoilers) -- Joie (d V), 00:10:19 05/11/02 Sat

Shadowkat you sparked something in my mind with your talk of Willow's continued propensity to use magic to control/change her reality. It struck me that perhaps this is what all the main characters are dealing with. All season has been about the various ways of not letting nature take its course...trying to manipulate or change reality...trying to avoid dealing with reality.

Here are some of the controls and reality avoidances we've seen this season:
-Bringing Buffy back to life (a decision made by all the scoobies)
-Willow's use of magic
-Xander leaving Anya at the alter. (First he avoided dealing with his doubts, then he literally ran/left and didn't bother to clean the mess he made.)
-Dawn's stealing
-Buffy hiding her relationship with Spike (She went so far to hide it that she poured out the antitode in NA rather than deal with Spike telling her friends)
-Tara wanting to skip the steps of a natural reconciliation.
(she wouldn't have been there and gotten killed if this hadn't happened...yet ironically she was killed due to Warren's manipulation of reality)
-Spike blaming his dealings with Buffy on the chip when it doesn't even work on her.
-The Troika's multitude of ploys to control and change reality....from making Katrina/any woman a sex slave (leading to death), to the orbs used recently, to Warren's desparate gun toting.
-Spike attempting to force himself on Buffy in the bathroom.
-Anya's bent to make Xander pay.

I'm sure there's plenty more.
As often stated, I do think this season is in general about growing up, but I think there is far more depth to it than meets the eye. This season has been a chain of cause (due to control) and effect.
Control is such a big issue in life (perhaps more than we care to realize) and we are constantly dealing with the repercussions there of.
I'd even dare say that the with the exception of natural disasters and illnes, the majority of life's problems are due to someone controling/manipulating/avoiding reality. Its usually these things that create the need for forgiveness. And once that forgiveness is dispensed, true renewal or redemption can occur. This is what all of our characters are so desparately in need of right now.

For centuries and in different walks of life, red has symbolized redemption. Did anyone happen to notice all the different people that were in contact with red last Tuesday? I noticed Willow andTara in the Red sheets, Johnathan had on a deep red/burgundy sweater, Spike's drink and bedspread (I think), Buffy's blood, Buffy's blood on Xander, Tara's blood on herself and Willow, and I even thought Willow's hair looked more red than usual.

The ramifications of manipulating destinies can be huge like Warren's murder(s) and Buffy's painful life after death. Or they can be small like Dawn's shop lifting. Though all of these manipulations are done selfishly by the manipulator (they think only of what they want and need) it touches others. As a result, lifes and relationships need to be renewed and the manipulator needs to be redeemed or condemned. I think the scoobies will be redeemed...

~Joie (d V)

[> [> Re: Could it be that this season is about CONTROL? a.k.a. Red=Redemption (spoilers) -- shadowkat, 07:41:59 05/11/02 Sat

Great comments. I agree. I wrote a post earlier in the week on reality and how we deal with it - it's on my website
if you want to check it out. (Links are mentioned on ATP
board).

You've managed to expand on the theme brillantly - I wrote
the essay before I saw SR. Didn't know "red" symbolized redemption - always thought it symbolized anger. Hmmm
interesting. We have 6 characters in search of redemption?
6 characters who are trying to handle difficult shifts and nasty realities by either ignoring, avoiding, forcing change or controlling? What's interesting is that instead of controlling their own reactions or making a choice about themselves - they are asserting control on factors outside themselves.

It makes me think of that old 12 step quote, which I can't for the life of me remember the exact phrasing of - something like: "God grant me the ability to change the things I can, the ability to accept what I can't change, and the wisdom to know the difference." Our characters haven't figured out the difference yet. Spike took the first step at the end of SR when he got on that motorcycle and left town to determine who the hell he is - he finally figured out that the only reality he had control over was what was in his head - who he was. He had to go and find himself before he dealt with anyone else. (Actually I think Spike may have been the only character last night that made a first positive step - possibly b/c he shocked himself into an epiphany?? Don't know - please - this is a digressing, don't want to turn this into yet another S debate they are giving me a headache.) Back to willow - she hasn't taken this step. She wants to control reality outside herself instead of controlling what's inside. Tara
I think is closer - but you're right, she came back too soon. Tara took control - in the sense, I miss you, lets move this forward. Not sure...anyway just a few ramblings.

Thanks for the response - got me thinking! Have decided this is my favorited board.

[> [> [> CONTROL? a.k.a. Red=Redemption (slight B7 spoilers) -- MaeveRigan, 08:51:07 05/11/02 Sat

Of course there's no reason that Red can't symbolize both anger and redemption, depending on the dramatic situation. In fact, given that we're talking about ME and Buffy, nothing's more likely.

Great point about control, how crucial it is for the scoobies (and all of us, of course) to learn what we can and cannot legitimately, realistically control in our lives, in others', in the world. Where are the lines between hope and despair, between megalomania and helplessness? We've seen all the characters negotiate these, stumble, trip and fall.

What's exciting, what keeps me watching, is that one by one they're getting it.

Although B7 has been telegraphed as "Back to the beginning," I really think it's going to be *so* much more exciting than that, because the characters will know so much more, have so much more control--but in a good way.

[> [> [> [> Red=Redemption, a question -- alcibiades, 09:32:21 05/11/02 Sat

Redcat (interesting spin on your name),

In which cultures does red symbolize redemption?

[> [> [> [> [> Re: Red=Redemption, a question -- redcat, 10:32:00 05/11/02 Sat

Great questions and comments, folks, all 'round on this thread!! Yeah, shadowkat, for getting
us started!

Am having a bit of trouble with the posts. I tried posting part of this earlier but it doesn’t seem
to have gone through, so, sorry if I wind up repeating myself.

O'Cailleagh: nice to see there’s another pagan on the board. Blessed be! And I agree with
you totally that magick and Wicca work differently in the Buffyverse than they do in the “real”
world, and I don’t think we should expect them to, really. Buffy isn’t about Wicca, it’s about
Joss getting to play with myth and culture and our heads in the process. I’m willing to let him -
he does it pretty well.

alcibiades: I find Joie (d V)’s idea that red=redemption really intriguing, but don’t off-hand know
of any culture/s where the color works like that. Usually, red is associated with much more
“strong” emotions and processes, i.e., sex, death, birth, love, anger/rage, pain, etc., or with
“socially big” issues like royalty, ascension, succession, power. Redemption seems to me to
be a transformative concept, just like many of the emotions/processes listed above, and so it
might be a good metaphoric fit. But redemption also seems to include a certain quality of
“grace,” which I think of as the Great Gift (in Tarot, signified by the Star card) willingly given by
the forces of love, compassion and forgiveness to the generally-undeserving-but-hopeful
mortal who is at least trying to get things right. Grace is therefore somewhat similar to what
the Spirit Guide in the guise of the First Slayer tells Buffy: “Love. Give. Forgive. “ I don’t see a
similar metaphoric fit between this part of my understanding of redemption with the other types
of emotions/processes generally associated with red. But it’s a very intriguing concept and we
all may want to keep pushing the consideration further. Thanks, Joie, for suggesting it.

[...and BTW, I’m redcat ‘cause I was born with flaming red hair (now somewhat assisted by my
friend in a box) and obviously have a significant smattering of kitty-cat DNA (oh, look, she’s
taking a nap again; and there she is looking bored and insouciant when she feels she’s being
ignored; hey, watch out with those claws!!; what do you mean you live on a tropical island and
don’t go in the water?...)]

Also, wanted to say that I’m particularly intrigued by the questions about Jonathan's use of
magic, which I've also been thinking about lately, especially within the context of shadowkat's
original post on the 3 witches. No thoughts clear enough yet to post, but my fellow Short
Person has definitely set up shop in the old brain pan, so perhaps a post soon?

And I agree that Giles is more a scholar and a mystic than a witch/warlock [note: I don’t
personally use differently-gendered names for practitioners. Magick is magick, will is will, spirit
is spirit, and witches are witches -- no matter what kind of stones they have. (Mine are mostly
amber and garnet...) But if it’s the accepted use on this board, then I suppose I’m arguing that
Giles is NOT a warlock.] I do think he recognizes that Willow is a natural adept, but he
dismisses her because she’s “just” Willow, just a kid, until it’s too late, and only after he
realizes how powerful she’s become (Flooded). But then she frightens him, I think, and
instead of dealing with that, he just walks out and leaves the Scoobs to their own devices. I
hope he comes to his senses and uses HIS gifts of maturity and wisdom and what I believe is
his true love for her, to help her find her way back from the dark side.

On the topic of Spike's use of dark magicks, I see a metaphysical/philosophical question: why
would a vampire have to "pay" (in a negative sense) for using dark magic? Isn't he/she
"supposed to be treading on the dark side," as Spike reminds Buffy on "Smashed"? I'm not
sure how this all works out in any "real-world" sense of magicks and Wicca and un-named
chthonic powers and (generally) no-vampires-allowed reality, but in the Buffyverse, the price
for using magick seems to depend on the needs of the writers for (gasp!) dramatic character
development. And if Spike has to “pay” for using dark magick, shouldn’t he then get some
good mileage out of the “good” things he’s done? Or is it all reversed with a vamp, and his
punishment of being wheelchair-bound after the spell to restore Drusilla using Angel’s blood is
really because he’s NOT monster enough, as we keep being told by ME over and over again?

Anyway, Hope this isn’t too ramble-y. Hey, it’s Saturday morning here and the sun’s shining. What’s it like where you all are?

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Red=Caritas/Charity and Cupiditas/Amor * Spoilers -- fresne, 19:54:19 05/11/02 Sat

Well, blood red is associated with Caritas. Basically, in an Augustinian sort of way, everyone has love which wells up within them. It is "how" we choose to love which makes our love noble or ignoble, i.e., an act of Cupiditas (self centered love) or Caritas (open giving love, also known as charity.) Keeping in mind that Cupiditas and Caritas are two sides of the same coin (which has more sides/words than I'm to go into right now), because they derive from the same source, the desire to and for love.

And depending on who you read, Cupiditas is the same thing as Amor, which means "pull, attraction, being driven together." It's not bad. It is after all what keeps the species going. In a way it is what Spike (and no I don't want to turn this into an ATLtS either, I'll be heading back to Willow country soon.) describes when he discusses passionate burning love.

Caritas isn't passionate in that way. I think the best explanation that I've heard is that it is a calm clear light towards which all things are attracted, but from which we sometimes turn away because it is so very bright. It is the flashpoint of mercy, as Giles would say, not because someone deserves it, but because they need it. It is both the opposite and the same thing as desire. Thus they are both (Caritas and Cupiditas) symbolized by the color red.

And for a brief moment, I drift into color theory, which I hopefully will not butcher. I wonder if the black of Willow's eyes (or Amy, or Catherine, or insert black magic mojoer here) are a reflected CMYK color or a shining black RGB.

RGB (pretty shiny light like the sun or the computer screen you're looking at right now) is an additive color system. Black is the absence of light and therefore the absence of color. When you add all the colors together, you get white.

CMYK (pretty reflected light on a surface, like a red dress) is a subtractive color system. White is the absence of color. When you add all the colors together, you get black.

So, here we have Willow (to get back to the subject) who has always yearned towards the light. The light being approbation from her peers. The light being her mother's respect/attention. The light being love from a partner. She has satisfied this desire by doing. She does magic. She fixes things. She seeks out information.

Tara also yearned for the light. Lived her life in shadows. Felt isolated from the warmth of the sun. I loved the color saturation in Willow and Tara's musical number in OMwF. Then she met Willow, whose light illuminated her. How Tara satisfies her desire for the light is a bit harder to peg, because it isn't as action oriented as Willow's "let me help." When Tara shows love, it appears to be enfolding. She embraces Willow, she talks quietly with Buffy, reaches out to Dawn. I find myself thinking of her role in the Body.

We talk about the earth as a source of magic. The earth is the dark of (well, it's not shiny like a monitor so I guess the winner is) CMYK. Secret, enclosed, enclosing. The dead returning to dust, feeding the grass that grows up from the dark soil into the sun's light. I believe we've already discussed entropy in relation to sunlight, so insert other's more insightful comments on entropy here.

So, in Entropy, Tara, drawing knowledge and a sense of magic from a long matrilineal line, living in shadows, you can practically see her roots at the earth's center, in an act which was both Caritas (give, forgive, love) and, well, Amor (can you just be kissing me), goes to her source of light, Willow.

For a moment I have a sense, which I can't really express in any sort of argument or example, of Willow as the sun, bright illuminating science, ideas, excitement, energy, spinning, burning and Tara, as the cool dark forgiving, giving earth. Both being necessary for life, but in completely different, but equally important ways. Needing to be in balance.

In a non-trinitarian sort of way, I'd like to throw Anya as another witch into the mix. Not doing spells, and yes a demon, but she once cast a curse which brought her to D'Hoffran's attention. Just as Anya seems to be turning away from vengeance as a be-all solve all, representing an idyllic time in her life (immortal, powerful, confidant, knowing her place in the universe), Willow seems about to step up to the plate.

As we saw in the preview (spoiler I guess), when Willow's eyes go black, when she draws on chaos or the Darkest magics or whatever, it's not just black as evil. It's black as a lack of the light that should naturally shine forth. Light extinguished in a turning away from Caritas and towards Cupiditas. I hurt. I want. I need.

Leaching the red from her hair. The color from her eyes. Dressed in black. Extinguished. Shhh…

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> ah, fresne, what a graceful gift this post is! flashpoint of mercy, indeed... -- redcat, 21:28:19 05/11/02 Sat


[> Colorado College Spawned Shadowkat? -- RelativeGirl, 23:16:10 05/11/02 Sat

I don't think I've ever been so proud of my alma mater as when I learned that Shadowkat went to CC too! Apparently I should have spent more time in the English department and less in the Religion department. I'm class of '86 which means we were there at the same time. Hmmm, Shadowkat drop me an email sometime.


Comparing a couple of storylines just for fun (SPOILERS for SR and really, really old GH soap) -- verdantheart, 13:15:43 05/10/02 Fri

Just for comparison's sake ...

"That scene" in "Seeing Red" reminded me of something I experienced many (OK, I'm feeling old) years ago. When I was a teen my sister tended to watch some soaps so I had some fragmentary (which would explain any gaps in memory) exposure to a soap called "General Hospital." You may know where I'm going with this.

In that show an adult bar owner rapes a teenage girl. But as the girl's trauma progresses, we find out that she's in love with her rapist. As far as I remember, it was her first sexual encounter (though I could be wrong ...) and it seemed to me she barely knew him though she might have been attracted to him. I thought that the storyline was rather unrealistic and might even encourage some boys to push their girlfriends. I found the whole idea disturbing rather than romantic, but it seems I took the minority viewpoint, since Luke & Laura turned into the great romance of the soap and (from occasional ads I run into) appears to have endured to this day ...

I found the treatment in SR more realistic from a character point of view (didn't see it as out of character on either side). I also saw the following differences: there was no actual rape; any love on Buffy's side (and I'm not necessarily saying there is any) could not be associated with the rape attempt; I didn't feel that rape was being romanticized in spite of the fact that a popular character is involved; the situation was a complex one in which the participants had previously engaged in rough sexual play and no-means-yes doubletalk; it seemed clear to me that Spike's actions were (I can't stress this enough, apparently) wrong.

I don't remember much complaining about the GH storyline (maybe there was some; there wasn't an Internet forum to rant on at the time), but I thought it was rather surprising to see a rape rewarded and viewed as romantic (on TV, yet). I don't think that's how rape was portrayed on BtVS and, interestingly, I don't think anyone's really complained about that so much as some fan's defense or even understanding of Spike's actions.

I don't know if this really adds much to our discussions, but I found stepping back and comparing somewhat interesting.

[> Re: Comparing a couple of storylines just for fun (SPOILERS for SR and really, really old GH soap) -- old GH fan, 13:19:21 05/10/02 Fri

no, I remember when Luke and Laura were just becoming an item, and there WAS lots of upset over Laura 'falling for' the man who assulted her.

[> [> That storyline was really creepy -- dream of the consortium, 13:49:01 05/10/02 Fri

Laura would flashback - oh, pretty much every other episode - to the rape in a weirdly dreamy way. It was as if she was reminiscing about a first kiss, except of course, it was a clearly brutal rape. It was deeply, deeply strange. I remember finding it so even at the time, and I must have been about 10.

[> [> [> Re: That storyline was really creepy -- Agree-- and then some!, 18:09:35 05/10/02 Fri

I never watched soaps, and I was in high school when that whole "Luke & Laura" thing happened. My family-- mostly New York women-- were scandalized that such an event could take place in that time-- that the gushiest romatic couple on TV got started by a televising of the primal rape fantasy. (My aunt is an NYC therapist-- forgive the psychospeak)

I'll agree that it creeps me out-- but not so much as discovering that there is such a thing as the primal rape fantasy in psychology.It reminds me once again that Nature is not a feminist. Bitch. :P

[> Re: Comparing a couple of storylines just for fun (SPOILERS for SR and really, really old GH soap) -- Rendyl, 16:42:00 05/10/02 Fri

Laura was married at the time of the rape (to Scott Baldwin) and refused to tell him or anyone else who had raped her. At first it seemed because she was upset, but then later writing made it seem like she felt she needed to hide what happened because she did have feelings for Luke.

I suspect the original idea was to have him rape her then ship him off the show after suitable angst and suffering.
What happened was the actor turned out to have great chemistry with several other actors, including Genie (Laura) and the storyline had to be altered so he could continue to work on the show.

(This happens a lot on soaps. It seems like the writers have no clue that putting people into these very intense scenes often results in mind blowing performances. And, the audience gets hooked on the characters. They do it with other bad guys as well and then are forced to resort to the twin brother or sister ploy to keep a popular character on the show)

There are actually some similarities. Both in the GH storyline and in SR the writers chose to blur the hard lines. Laura and Luke had been flirting for quite a while. They had not slept together, but they had kissed.

Luke and Spike were both bad boys. Luke was there to help his sister (which originally meant hurting Laura) and Spike to cure Dru (which of course meant hurting the slayer.)

Luke (like Spike) was drunk, stressed, and confused. Unfortunately for Laura she was not a Slayer and Luke did not stop.

I have always thought Laura simply told herself the rape was not important. That she pushed it away and refused to accept that it happened. That pretending it wasn't really rape -was- her way of dealing with it. That being with Luke afterward somehow made it okay in her head.

(I know, I know, but this was a woman who had repeatedly run away from home, been in trouble with the law, had sex with her much older boyfriend, and accidently killed her mothers lover, all by the time she was 16. I expect a little unsteadiness from her)

I did not like the retroactive PC'ing of the rape done a few years ago. If your storyline won't stand then don't write it. But then I don't write the show. (grin)

I did think the way One Life to Live handled Marty's rape was well done. Throwing out the angsty-soapy standbys (like donating blood to save your rapist-sigh) it becomes a decent storyline. And for a while Todd Manning was the most compelling character on daytime television. His stalking of Nora when she was blind was just too creepy. The later explorations of whether or not he could actually be redeemed were good writing as well.

Ren


Seeing Ahead (Spoilers for SR and the future BtVS) -- Vegeta, 14:04:25 05/10/02 Fri

I have to say that "Seeing Red" may be the most telling episode of Season 6. So many of the storylines that ME has created for S6 have finally come to a head. In my opinion, it also seems that SR is also giving us a glimpse into the future of BtVS.

Would it seem likely that the Spike you all know and love is going to finally get that chip out? It seems that was certainly his intention when he left Sunnydale near the end of SR. If so, are we getting a glimpse of a/the "Big Bad" in Season 7?

Xander and Buffy seemed to definetly reconnect in SR. When Buffy and Xander reconciled at the end of SR, I found Tara's comment about them very interesting... "Making up is the best part". Even though I know the comment was in relation to Willow and Tara's rekindled love, I think ME may have been throwing us a little wink. I think it's entirely possible that we may be seeing a much closer Xander and Buffy in the future. ie "You know I love you..." (the last thing Buffy says before Warren's most fatal interuption).

Last but not least, are we seeing a exit of Willow's character. The sneaky peak for Villians clearly shows Willow going back down the path of Dark Magics. Will she be consumed by magic as Riley's wife (don't remember her name) described the shamans in South America were? I personally hope not, but it's a definite possibility to consider.

I know I am kind of babbling, so I leave y'all with this thought. How is it that Warren's jet pack still worked after that ton of rocks fell on him?

[> Re: Seeing Ahead (Spoilers for SR and the future BtVS) -- pr10n, 14:19:58 05/10/02 Fri

From the "I haven't seen it on the board but I may have missed it" Department:

Is there a little d'Hoffryn amulet action happening in the Villains trailer?

I know folks on the board have mentioned they are waiting for that little plot point (Something Blue) to come home to roost. Maybe Willow is less/more than human, and therefore won't be consumed by her power.

[> [> Re: Seeing Ahead (Spoilers for SR and the future BtVS) -- LittleBit, 19:47:16 05/10/02 Fri

I certainly thought so.

[> Re: Seeing Ahead (Spoilers for SR and the future BtVS) -- Robert, 15:56:34 05/10/02 Fri

>> "How is it that Warren's jet pack still worked after that ton of rocks fell on him?"

Apparently, despite Warren's amorality, he is a good engineer.

[> Re: Seeing Ahead (Spoilers for SR and the future BtVS) -- Ishkabibble, 17:22:06 05/10/02 Fri

"How is it that Warren's jet pack still worked after that ton of rocks fell on him?"

It used rock(et) fuel? Sorry, I couldn't help myself.

[> Re: Seeing Ahead (Spoilers for SR and the future BtVS and Angel) -- Calluna, 17:39:40 05/10/02 Fri

I'm glad I'm not the only one to notice the Buffy/Xander thing. Ever since Joss said that the next season would go back to the beginning, I've been thinking that B&X might finally get together. Especially now that Willow's gay (her crush is no longer an issue), Spike's gone and Anya's a demon again. For the first few years, I was totally against the whole B&X thing because of Willow's crush. Been through that too many times, felt sorry for Willow. But now, I think Xander might be the best thing for Buffy. Nice guy who knows all her secrets and issues. And Buffy knows all Xander's issues too. It would be a nice counterpoint to what they're supposedly setting up on Angel with Cordy and Angel. Interesting that. We start out with Buffy and Angel/Cordy and Xander and end up totally reversed. Weird, but interesting none the less.

[> [> Re: Seeing Ahead (Spoilers for SR and the future BtVS and Angel) -- Dariel, 10:34:13 05/11/02 Sat

But now, I think Xander might be the best thing for Buffy. Nice guy who knows all her secrets and issues. And Buffy knows all Xander's issues too.

I don't see it. For one thing, there's no hint of a romantic undertone in what Xander says to Buffy. In fact, it's just the opposite. "I don't know what I'd do without you and Will."

Xander hardly knows all of Buffy's secrets and issues, or vice versa. What they've revealed to each other so far is just the tip of the iceberg.

And isn't Xander supposed to represent Joss in a loose kind of way? If that's so, Xander and Buffy becomes, well, kind of ewwww. Like the whole show has been about Joss's teenage fantasy about getting the girl.

(Okay, I'll admit to bias, being something of a B/S shipper. But, B/X just turns my stomach--too incestous. I'd even take Riley over Xander!)


A Buffy Tarot -- Etrangere, 15:54:28 05/10/02 Fri

This is some stuff I've been working on during the May sweep mostly, inspired by an old discussion on the board :
Buffy Tarot

Don't hesitate to comment and criticise.

[> I might have chosen a few differently, considering S6, but overall it's extremely well done -- anjee , 16:25:47 05/10/02 Fri


[> Very interesting! Thanks for sharing! -- Nina, 17:40:43 05/10/02 Fri


[> Re: A Buffy Tarot -- yuri, 18:35:29 05/10/02 Fri

I don't know tarot enough to comment on your matchings, but good job with your first time in Photoshop! I could recommend you as a web designer to many friends who seem to think they understand photoshop and intenet aesthetics.

[> [> Re: A Buffy Tarot -- MaeveRigan, 19:42:59 05/10/02 Fri

I really love this idea, Etrangere! And your choices of characters & quotations for the major arcana are really beautifully apropos.

The only one that struck me as possibly limited to seasons 1- 5 is Willow as Temperance. She certainly seems to have lost touch with it in season 6. On second thought, it still works. Temperance is the very thing our Willow needs most; in season 6 she's Temperance, reversed.

Sooo...now for the lesser arcana. I guess the wands become stakes? You'll still want swords, of course.

[> Re: A Buffy Tarot (comments, longish) -- Just George, 01:04:11 05/11/02 Sat

When I saw how much work you put into making your Tarot, I figured it was only fair to put some work into commenting on each one. BTW, I'm glad that you used the main characters as the major arcana. I also appreciated the quotes as fitting the needs of the cards and positively positioning the characters.


My comments are:


Buffy as the Magician is cool. The look fits as well.

For the High Priestess I might have used Tara in diaphanous dress from Buffy's dream in Restless. However, the current Amber pic is very pretty.

I didn't get Anya as The Empress until I read your text. Now I get it. And I can see why you used the pic, the flowers fit. However, I think this is one of the less flattering pics you used. It doesn't seem very BTVS.

Xander as The Emperor is great. The pic is great. The quote is great. I realy liked this card!

Giles as The Hierophant is a natural. The writing is a bit light, but the quote is great.

Spike IS The Lover. I'm glad you put him there. I love the two women in the background.

Cordelia's car didn't come across in The Chariot card. It seemed like it was faded out too much.

You choose my favorite Jenny pic for The Justice. It is haunting.

I might have gone for a "sick" Riley pic from "Goodbye Iowa". In the show he was feverish and had strangely hair. It might fit the Hermit.

I might have done a montage pic for The Wheel of Fortune. But I'm a sucker for Buffy with a sucker!

I like Oz as The Strength. This is also a cool pic. I might have used the quote that goes something like "I know what it's like to have something powerful, something dangerous, inside me."

Angel pic as The Hanged Man was perfect. The quote was less so, but I can't think of a better one.

The Master IS Death. The quote is perfect.

The Willow pic is a bit too racy for The Temperance. Also, my spell checker suggests it should be " Temperance " with an "a". I love the quote.

I love Faith as the devil. Her pic is a bit too dark. She is hard to see on my monitor.

I think you made the right choice to have the Council as The Tower. They are more important than the Initiative.

I love the quotes on the Star. I think I would have just used the fire pic from Intervention. But it is a beautiful card in any case.

I love Ethan as The Moon. Pic + Quotes = All Good.

I like the family pic, but should the "Sun" pic be just Joyce? If so, you would need a new quote.

I loved the Mayor and his quote in "The Judgement".

Dawn as the world? Great choice!

I loved Jonathan as "The Fool". I have always been a fan of Jonathan's character, and I am glad that he made it into your Tarot.


Congratulations on producing something beautiful, thoughtful, and interesting. I hope you get much enjoyment from it.

[> Ete, that's really beautiful. -- Lilac, 05:46:24 05/11/02 Sat


[> Re: A Buffy Tarot - truly beautiful! -- recdat, 10:50:16 05/11/02 Sat

I also might have made some different choices (not sure about Riley as the Hermit or Willow
as Temperance), but can see your reasoning in each card and think some choices are
particularly apt. I really like Spike as the Lover and Giles as the Hierophant, although I would
have perhaps taken his quote from Season 1 (can’t remember it exactly now) that goes
something like this (talking to Xander and Willow, I think): “Vampires exist. Buffy is a Vampire
Slayer. That’s all I think you need to know.”


But all the quotes and images are really wonderful!! Thanks so much for sharing your work.


Verizon Wireless vs. Sunnydale (minor spoils) -- neaux, 16:41:36 05/10/02 Fri

Verizon Wireless vs. Sunnydale

As I contemplate the lack of communication throughout season 6, I cant help but wonder what life would be like in Sunndale if Cell Phones mattered. To be honest I cant recall seeing a cell phone in Sunnydale, but as I watched "The I in Team" today, I noticed Riley had a cell phone. As he made contact with one of his initiative boys, he suffered massive static problems. Is Sunnydale's hellmouth to blame for cell phone problems? Is that why we dont see them being used?

We know that Angel's team in L.A. can afford them. Gunn and Angel keep a heads up on things with their cellies. They have the money to do so as well. But Angel Investigations thrives on teamwork. The cell phone is just as important as the Axe or sword.

Season 6 on Buffy has shown that the Scooby Team has been fragmented. So maybe cell phones arent needed? That I'm not so sure. Remember Xander trying to reach Buffy when she was all Invisible? Damn a cell phone could have been handy. Xander could have said, "Hey Buffy!! Get your butt over here or you'll be pudding!" Cell phones could be a LIFESAVER. But there is the money thing too. Xander could afford a cell phone bill. So could Anya. It might not be in Buffy's budget. But keeping tabs on Dawnie is pretty damn important too. Does Dawn have a cell phone? I cant recall. I thought all teenagers had cells. hmmm.. (Someone please respond to this ponderance)

I assumed this has been discussed at length in the forums, but since Verizon has made its way into Sunnydale this season, we should think that the Mighty Verizon has found a way to solve this problem. Willow is frequently on the internet, so lets assume Verizon supplies the lines in Sunnydale. Now whether Willow uses Cable or DSL, I'm not quite sure, but I believe that Verizon provides both. If Verizon has set up good internet connections, then I guess they know the layout of the town pretty well. They probably have seen the sewers and the sewer inhabitants and know they have their work cut out for them. But I think that their desire for United States domination requires them to break into the Sunnydale market. I can see the Verizon crew at their headquarters scratching their heads wondering why cell phone use in a town in California is at an all time low. Well the good news is that they have made the first step by setting up that dandy payphone in town.

Here is the bad news. Verizon has one guy going through the sewers saying "Can you Hear Me Now?" He is probably going to get killed without backup. Does Verizon have an Army of "Can you Hear Me now?" Guys? Well, they are going to need it if they really want to service the Sunnydale area. Actually, Verizon might want to tap into the seance market. I bet the seance market is really big in Sunnydale. Live people wanting to talk to Dead relatives.

anyway these are my random thoughts at this time.. and thank you anyone who took the time to read them. Please anyone with anything to add, please do!!


-neaux

[> ROFL ! at least there's one thing the Hellmouth is useful for -- Ete, 16:55:33 05/10/02 Fri

I can't stand those devil's devices called cell phones :p

[> Re: Verizon Wireless vs. Sunnydale (minor spoils) - - Veronica, 17:24:55 05/10/02 Fri

Your message was a funny coincidence because my roommate, who rarely watches Buffy, thought that the "Can you hear me now?" guy WAS Xander!

[> [> Re: Verizon Wireless vs. Sunnydale (minor spoils) - - Dochawk, 17:39:01 05/10/02 Fri

then how the heck did the wireless cameras work? With all those feeds?

And doesn't the "can you heare me now" guy do a commericial in Angel's alley?

Think of the potential product placement!

[> [> [> Re: Verizon Wireless vs. Sunnydale (minor spoils) - - Talia, 23:11:04 05/10/02 Fri

rotfl, neaux. You're on to something!

Maybe the Trio put magical feeds in in the cameras along with the technological ones.

Verizon can follow their lead and issue special "cell phones" for Sunnydale. The special Sunnydale-only commercials will feature the guy waving incense, chanting, and then opening up his cell phone with arcane runes all over it and saying "Can you here me now?"

[> Cordy carried one in HS - remember Homecoming -- gds, 22:08:59 05/10/02 Fri


[> [> Re: Cordy carried one in HS - remember Homecoming - - neaux, 06:55:05 05/11/02 Sat

Thanks for the heads up.


But where did she end up going? somewhere with better reception I guess.

[> [> [> Cordy even had one in WttH/H and it worked in the basement (?) of the Bronze -- Sophist, 08:25:21 05/11/02 Sat



Classic Movie of the Week - May 10th 2002 -- OnM, 21:27:35 05/10/02 Fri

*******

Such questions... become infinitely more interesting than the questions in simple-minded commercial
movies, about whether the hero will kill the bad guys, and drive his car fast, and blow things up, or whether
his girlfriend will take off her clothes. Seeing a movie like (this one), we are reminded that watching many
commercial films is the cinematic equivalent of reading Dick and Jane. The mysteries of everyday life are
so much deeper and more exciting than the contrivances of plots.

............ Roger Ebert

*******

Blue, liberty; White, equality; Red, fraternity... We looked very closely at these three ideas, how they
functioned in everyday life, but from an individual's point of view. These ideals are contradictory with
human nature. When you deal with them practically, you do not know how to live with them. Do people
really want liberty, equality, fraternity?

............ Krzysztof Kieslowski

*******

As I was driving home from work tonight, I suddenly became aware of the special color of the light. It was
about 20 minutes after 8 PM here in southeastern Pennsylvania, and as the sun was preparing to settle
down below the horizon that long, graceful wavelength type of light was casting a gracious, moody glow
over the street, the houses, the people and whatever else it happened to caress.

I’ve seen this type of light any number of times before, and it always tends to evoke some manner of
emotional response. The exact same city street that seems terminally seedy and run-down by the harsh light
of midday looks somehow less derelict and more inviting even though it is only the illumination that has
changed, not the subject being illuminated. I let my mind detach from the demands of reason, and
embraced the moment, because I knew it was one that was short-lived. Light changes fast at dusk, as it
does in the early morning scene that mirrors this one in reverse. The clock may count the minutes as if they
are all the same, but the moment can be stretched if the soul is willing to be alive in it.

Then the reasonable demands begin to return, and I stop at a mini-market a few blocks from home to pick
up a few minor items I needed to complete my planned evening repast, and by the time I exited the parking
lot a mere five minutes later, the glow was gone, and the mood it had induced along with it. I felt no
particular remorse; moments come and moments go. I started the engine of my car, and made my way the
last few blocks to home, thinking about an interesting intro for what I was going to write in the movie
column tonight.

The visual look of this week’s Classic Movie might best be described as what would occur if you could
take that period of a few brief minutes where some rose-hued light over the world relaxes into realms of
possibilities-- and then sustains those effects for a period of days. Real, yet dreamlike. A place where the
individual lines of choice and chance bring about a destiny that becomes perfection without ever seeming to
actively try to do so. Like, fate happens...

Trois couleurs: Rouge, (Three Colors: Red, or more simply as it was released in
the US, ‘Red’), is the final film in Polish director Krzysztof Kieslowski’s trilogy of expressionistic
thoughts on the meanings behind the colors of the French flag-- Blue, White and Red. Symbolically, blue is
meant to represent ‘liberty’, white speaks to ‘equality’ and red to ‘fraternity’, or ‘platonic’ love. As
Kieslowski aptly ponders in the quote I opened the column with, are these ideals contradictory with human
nature? What happens when we try to employ them in our everyday lives?

Based on his cinematic efforts, Kieslowski seems to argue that much of what appears to drive our lives
from one day to another is really a matter of fate, or chance. We may have a core group of friends,
acquaintances and co-workers that we interact with on a daily or regular basis, but how many do they
number out of all the other people in the world? People who may live out their entire lives without ever
once coming into contact with you or I. Lives that play out in ways that may be parallel or divergent, in
ways major or minor. Events that seem unconnected turn out to have deep common roots.

The color Red is all about fate, and intersections, and fraternity. It is about blood, and fear, and
warmth, and of course passion.

The story opens with a phone call made by a young woman named Valentine (Irène Jacob) to her
boyfriend. We see the camera follow what appears to be the electronic path of the call until we hear a ring
at the other end, and see a man pick up the receiver. But it is not Valentine’s boyfriend, nor is it a wrong
number. What has actually happened is that there are two seperate phone calls, each taking place at the
same exact instant. The camera has tricked us-- the man who has answered is speaking with his
girlfriend, who is not Valentine. He is named Auguste (Jean-Pierre Lorit), and is a law student. He
lives in an apartment right across the street from Valentine’s, but we will soon discover that they have
never met one another. From this beginning, it seems reasonable to assume that these two will soon
interact and become a part of each other’s lives, but Red doesn’t follow the obvious course.

Instead, we follow Valentine through a day in her life. She is Swiss, a model; her boyfriend is named
Michael, and she also takes ballet classes and plays one roll on a slot machine in a cafe nearby her
apartment each morning. She seems strangely satisfied to lose this tiny daily game of chance, as if winning
would be a bad omen or portent of some kind. She seems to have a certain blend of forthrightness and
innocence that mirrors the rosy spectrum of hues that appear all over the screen at regular intervals, some
muted, some intense.

One night while driving home, and momentarily distracted by trying to tune the radio, she accidentally runs
over a dog, but it is only hurt, not killed. Unsure what to do at first, she finds the name and address of the
dog’s owner on it’s collar, and after gingerly carrying the injured animal to her car, drives to the owner’s
home. What she finds when she apologetically confronts the owner shocks her. The man, a retired judge
named Joseph Kern (Jean-Louis Trintignant), expresses no particular interest, and suggests that whatever
she cares to do is fine with him, including keeping the dog for herself if she so wishes.

She takes the dog to the vet; fortunately the injuries are not serious and she subsequently takes the animal
home. It seems to bond with her, yet when she takes it for a walk a few days later, it cheerfully runs away.
Unable to shake her memory of the strange, lonely-looking old man who seemed so rife with indifference,
she takes a chance that the dog may have returned home to him, and so pays another visit. Sure enough,
the dog is there.

Valentine also discovers that the judge is engaged in the act of eavedropping on his neighbor’s telephone
conversations. When she appears openly dismayed at this, he invites her to turn him in to the police, or
even just walk across the street and inform the man whose conversation with his lover was just overheard
by both the judge and Valentine. Baffled yet again at Joseph’s apathy, she decides to do just that-- and
discovers that all is not quite so simple as it first appears.

She returns to visit the judge several more times, her initial repulsion at his behavior replaced with
increasing curiosity of what is driving this strange man’s psyche. In between, she continues her phone calls
to Michael, but we do not see them together, we don’t even know if they are going to continue as lovers or
not. We are left with the impression that this distance is somehow mutually desirable, that both want to end
the relationship, but seek to avoid the ‘personal’ nature of doing so.

Meanwhile, August and his girlfriend Karin (Frédérique Feder) are having troubles of their own. Auguste
discovers that Karin is having an affair with another man, and is devastated. He is in the process of
becoming a judge himself, but it seems to hardly matter to him in light of his personal loss.

These are just a few of the threads that gradually weave themselves into the overall tapestry that is
Red. I can’t recommend this beautiful, evocative film too highly. While there are a few shared links
between it and the first two films of the trilogy, each part can stand completely alone, which seems to be
intentional and reinforces Kieslowski’s central idea of parallels and intersections and the degree to which
chance plays a role in the way events unfold.

This movie may be hard to locate at your local video shop, but do make the effort if you can-- this is one of
the best movies ever made, anywhere, by anyone. You won’t forget it anytime soon, and the next time the
light spills long and low over your evening’s journey home, this can be one more pleasant association to
help your soul expand the moment.

Color me fraternal.


E. Pluribus Cinema, Unum,

OnM


*******

Technical lifeblood:

Trois couleurs: Rouge (‘Red’) is not available on DVD, according to the Internet Movie Database,
which is a cryin’ shame, sez your humble reviewer, but it is purportedly available on VHS. (The review
copy was on laserdisc). The film was released in 1994, and running time is 1 hour and 39 minutes. The
original theatrical aspect ratio is 1.85:1, which was preserved on the laserdisc copy, but probably is not on
the VHS version, which is an even greater cryin’ shame if so, because every square inch of the screen is
duly exercised to paint the glorious visuals that go on frame after frame throughout this entire film.

Screenwriting credits go to Krzysztof Kieslowski and Krzysztof Piesiewicz. Cinematography was by Piotr
Sobocinski, with film editing by Jacques Witta. Production Design was by Claude Lenoir. Set Decoration
was by Pierre Agoston, Paola Andreani, Marc Babel, Jean- Pierre Balsiger, Patrick Flumet, Patrick
Lehmann Daniel Mercier, David Stadelmann and Patrick Stoll. (Once you see this film, you’ll know why it
took all of these people!) Costume Design was by Corinne Jorry. Original music was by Zbigniew Preisner
with additional music by Bertrand Lenclos. The theatrical soundtrack mix was in standard Dolby surround.
The US release of the film is presented in French with English subtitles.

Cast overview:

Irène Jacob .... Valentine
Jean-Louis Trintignant .... The Judge
Frédérique Feder .... Karin
Jean-Pierre Lorit .... Auguste
Samuel Le Bihan .... Photographer
Marion Stalens .... Veterinary surgeon
Teco Celio .... Barman
Bernard Escalon .... Record Dealer
Jean Schlegel .... Neighbour
Elzbieta Jasinska .... Woman
Paul Vermeulen .... Karin's Friend
Jean-Marie Daunas .... Theatre Manager
Roland Carey .... Drug Dealer

*******

Miscellaneous:

If you find the general themes Kieslowski is examining in Trois couleurs: Rouge to be as intriguing
as I do, you might also wish to check out his earlier film The Double Life of Veronique, or of
course the other two ‘Colors’ in the trilogy.

A personal note from your humble movie man: These review- bracketing sections may continue to be a bit
on the shortish side until either summer gets here and so reduces my Buffyverse analytical workload, or I
finally get a break from my far more annoying Realverse workload, which is equally analytical much of the
time, but far, far less fun! (Pays the bills, though, more or less.. ~sigh~.)

So hang in there, OK? Odds are I’ll be back to normal any year now! (O, ye of little fate...)

*******

The Question of the Week:

What is your favorite ‘mood-inducing’ film? You know what I mean, the ones where you leave the theater
and find you are carrying with you this sorta ‘glowy’ feeling, like you just spent the last two hours in some
dream-like universe that you were very averse to leave.

Post ‘em if you’ve got ‘em, dear friends, and I’ll see you next week.

Take care!

*******

[> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - May 10th 2002 -- Vickie, 21:44:51 05/10/02 Fri

Chocolat

A beautiful fairy tale of a film, where joy triumphs over the greyness of life.

Hey! a board theme and a Buffy theme!

[> [> Yeah, very good choice-- I love that one, too. -- OnM, 22:52:29 05/10/02 Fri


[> [> [> Wouldn't it be nice... -- Cactus Watcher, 07:10:25 05/11/02 Sat

to have the heroine tell each of us our favorite... I saw Chocolat in the past few weeks. Sweet in more ways than one. ;o)

[> [> good movie - but for triumph over grey don't forget Pleasantville -- gds, 08:55:48 05/11/02 Sat


[> [> [> Ah, Pleasantville! One of my very favorite movies of all time! :o) -- Rob, 11:29:19 05/11/02 Sat


[> [> [> [> agreed. -- trap, 13:16:31 05/11/02 Sat


[> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - May 10th 2002 -- Lumina, 00:34:56 05/11/02 Sat

Les Enfants du paradis - the most magical movie ever made.

[> [> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - May 10th 2002 -- SLF, 03:14:39 05/11/02 Sat

"Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Cafe".....Towanda!!!

[> Region 2 DVD is available -- Terry, 05:38:24 05/11/02 Sat


[> Absorbing movie -- SingedCat, 07:20:59 05/11/02 Sat

"What is your favorite ‘mood-inducing’ film? You know what I mean, the ones where you leave the theater
and find you are carrying with you this sorta ‘glowy’ feeling, like you just spent the last two hours in some
dream-like universe that you were very averse to leave."

And the runners up are:

Shawshank Redemption

The Green Mile

Big Night

And the winner is...

The Milagro Beanfield War

Like Big Night, I was impressed, if not struck, the first time I saw it, but for some reason months later I watched it again. Now periodically I return to visit the little community of Milagro, New Mexico, and her eccentric, willful, inspired populace.

It's hard to choose a winner, save by sheer seniority, but all of these movies take me immediately into their world, I shut off the lights, my popcorn sits unnoticed and abandoned on the couch as I move to the floor in front of the set and pay attention to the story.

[> Before Night Falls directed by Julian Shnabel -- yuri, 15:18:56 05/11/02 Sat

There are many many that I could have chosen, but I just rewatched this the other evening and I was just as completely engulfed by the movie as I was the first time, so it's still swimming around in my body. It's a beautiful movie, in the intense and wondrous sense of the word, and funny, too. Schnabel's other movie, Basquiat, is great as well, in case anyone likes his work, but I favor this one.

[> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - May 10th 2002 -- mundusmundi, 16:26:56 05/11/02 Sat

Rouge casts quite a spell indeed, especially the final scene. Don't want to spoil it, but the climax is even more poignant if you've seen the first two films. Trust me on this one.

Last night on Bravo was Boys Don't Cry, probably the last movie to leave me thoroughly mesmerized. Directed by Kim Pierce, it's one of the greatest debuts I've ever seen, filled with pathos and wry humor and compassion for all its characters, even the most vile. Pierce creates a "magic realism" kind of atmosphere, frequently cutting to shots of an evening skyline filled with rolling clouds and crackling with lightning. The first night I saw it, about a year ago, there was a thunderstorm outside, and it was as if the atmosphere of the movie had spilled out of the TV set, the night was so cracklingly alive.

[> [> Boys Don't Cry -- CW, 17:51:49 05/11/02 Sat

That movie left me with many contradictory impressions. As mundus say it's compassionate with all the characters, but I was left disgusted with all of them. The main character is so far from being heroic, that you'd never turn your back on her/him. Yet when things go seriously wrong you can't help, but feel sympathetic. These were definitely people I'd avoid like the plague in real life, but I couldn't stop watching. Greek tragedy among the lowest of white trash. There is little I can say good about any of it, but it was a darn good movie. I did say contradictory, didn't I? ;o)

[> Terry Gilliam's The Adventures of Baron Munchausen -- Rob, 19:59:59 05/11/02 Sat



The Character issue (SR Spoilers) -- Jaques Regnier, 23:41:51 05/10/02 Fri

I've went through virtually every post on this board and I know that my opinion probably doesn't matter but I think that above all else the writers were trying to remind the viewers exactly what Spike is. He's evil. He was evil when we first met him and he's evil now. The only diffrence has been his lust and obsession (not love) easily confused by the way with Buffy. Her death was what brought him to the state he's at now. That was the main catalyst. Prior to that he was trying to work through theses feelings and deny them, but when she died she was imortalized to him and these feelings grew stronger. I refuse to believe that they are or ever were love. He's felt for unstable women before. Dru anyone. His obsession grows stronger when Buffy turns to him after the ressurection and it escalates from there. I think what were seeing is the evil that has always been there coming back. Why now, because the writers want it too? Thats the real reason but the main reason is Spike is getting closer to dealing with what he thought was love. Buffy isn't turning out to be the GF he thought she would be after her death. Those few months without her were agony for him because he had no way to get over her without defiling her memory. He is selfish. He wants things to go his way. Andf before you say that I'm picking on him I do not condone or agree with any of the actions taking by well virtually any of the other members of the Scooby gang. I just think that everyone missed the point. Spike is evil. He is a vampire without a conscience. He doesn't have a soul. He wants what he wants and thats it. He wants Buffy so he thinks he can have her. The mistake he made that won the viewers over was trying to get her in a way that would make her willingly come to him. He played by the rules he remembered from his human side. How to woo. When these didn't work the demon took over. Spike's all about getting what he wants. If it means saving lives or taking them in his words NO biggie. I know the audience thinks its noble and all that but its not its for purely selfish reasons and Buffy being weak confused and messed up in the head tokk it hook line and sinker. That is the opinion that the writers wanted to get across but it backfired. I didn't like Buffy for this but not because she was mean or cruel to him but because she was dumb enough to use danger to feel something. They are not right together because Spike is an evil vampire. He was only doing good to get Buffy because he needed something to pass the time. He couldn't kill anyone. I am all for the return of evil Spike. Mad cause Buffy didn't go for him and ready to exact revenge on her in a way only he knows how. Why because she slept with evil and it knows her innermost secrets. If Spike comes back he knows how to hurt her and I think it will be a hell of a fight.

I also want to state that Buffy being shot was a plot device used by the writers to get her out of the way for Willows transformation. If shes there to stop her bafore the transformation then Willow wont have time to turn evil so Buffy had to be put out of commision for a time. Give Will some revenge time Buffy free.

[> Willow's Choice -- Dochawk, 09:29:47 05/11/02 Sat

What if the reason Buffy is shot is that Willow is given a terrible choice, save Tara or save Buffy? Your lover or your best friend in the worst way possible.

[> [> Dochawk, you have an evil, evil mind. (Is ME hiring?) -- redcat, 10:52:44 05/11/02 Sat


[> [> Re: Willow's Choice -- shadowkat, 11:58:29 05/11/02 Sat

Actually I thought the same thing...if maybe that's the
choice she has to deal with.

The girl she raised from the grave is shot along with her lover. Who get's to live?

Maybe she doesn't get to make it? Maybe that's the choice made by the powers and the reason she can't bring back Tara.

Sorry - could only bring back one and we picked this one.

Whoa. Who wants to bet what goes through Willow's mind next?
"if I never brought Buffy back none of this would have happened?"

Oh and a side note to redcat - it a sunny afternoon here in NY and why oh why am I not out enjoying it?? LOL!

[> [> [> Re: Willow's Choice -- DEN, 13:45:32 05/11/02 Sat

'kat, I agree that part of Willow's grief is likely to spill onto Buffy, right or wrong. It will be an ultimate test of the relationship, I think--in line with the "test to destruction" approach ME has been taking with every relationship in s6. Any bets on the outcome?

(In the old days, armies thinking of introducing a new cannon would keep putting more and more powder in the barrel until it exploded: "test to destruction." like Willow. And Spike. And Anya. And---

[> [> [> Willow's Choice (spoilers for S6 {inc. future} & especially SR) -- Fred, the obvious pseudonym, 17:10:11 05/11/02 Sat

There is no question; Willow's resurrection of Buffy was the cause of Tara's death. Price for price.

1.) Willow resurrects Buffy.

2.) Some months after resurrection, Warren shoots at (now- living) Buffy.

3.) Stray bullet hits Tara. Tara dies.

4.) Without a living Buffy, Warren would have had no reason to arm himself or fire wildly, certainly not at that address.

5.) The price is paid; the circle is closed.

This was really well none, in my opinion. No contrivance or obvious supernatural involvement necessary past the original resurrection. The Powers that Be have spoken; Tara's death was a logical, ordered consequence of Willow's act in Bargaining.

Willow is intelligent. Whether she admits it or not she will have to figure it out. So what will she do with her awareness of her own guilt? Will she admit it or will she lash out at everything BUT herself to try to conceal her responsibility from herself? High risk in all cases, I think.

[> [> [> [> Re: Willow's Choice (spoilers for S6 {inc. future} & especially SR) -- shadowkat, 17:47:17 05/11/02 Sat

"Willow is intelligent. Whether she admits it or not she will have to figure it out. So what will she do with her awareness of her own guilt? Will she admit it or will she lash out at everything BUT herself to try to conceal her responsibility from herself? High risk in all cases, I think." (BTW - how do you guys do italics??It never works
for me, sigh.)

This made me think of OAFA - where Xander, Buffy and Tara are doing the release spell in the kitchen while their SO's Spike, Anya and Willow are trying to get out. Psyche/Control
in the kitchen - while Emotion/Chaos trying to break free.

Interesting - Spike appears to be blaming the chip for being unable to be a monster, he did take responsibility for his evil act, but only to extent he realised the conflict inside him was so bad - that he had become neither monster nor man and left to figure out if he can at the very least go back to being a monster.
Anya appears to have taken responsibility, she couldn't make it as human and win Xander, so tried to be the vengeance demon but just isn't getting back to it. She can't seem to do it the way she used to.
(red herrings one and two??) Now we have Willow - who I can't imagine taking responsibility...because she never has up to now. Re-watching earlier episodes made me aware that Willow has in some ways been the BB since Bargaining. Yet
has never truly taken responsibility for it. Or paid.
Except in one way - loss of Tara. (Tabula Rasa, ATW, OMWF,
and Smashed/Wrecked). When she goes off magic she gets
Tara back. Now she loses Tara - goes back to magic - doesn't
get Tara - does she get forever lost? What Willow failed to see - was you don't get rewarded for doing the right thing.
That's not how life works. Buffy knows that all too well.


Inside Cameos -- West, 04:15:25 05/11/02 Sat

Yet another in my series of completely non-insightful questions...

I remember quickly skimming over some mention of cameos that the writers have done on Buffy. Of course, I'm too lazy to go back and hunt those posts down... So does anyone know who it was and where they appeared, and if there were any other inside cameos?

[> Re: Inside Cameos -- chuk_38, 07:46:42 05/11/02 Sat

well off the top of my head, i can only think of two, these being.

1/ joss whedon as numfar
ANGEL episode (um, not too sure but it was in the pylean trilogy storyline)

joss plays the hosts cousin(or brother), not too sure, but it was really funny

2/ marti noxon as 'bad parker'
BUFFY episode 'once more with feeling'

she is the poor driver who is singing to the parkning attendant, while anya, xander and giles walk by.

any more? i cant think.
but i am glad i could help

chuk :)

[> [> Re: Inside Cameos -- hoping, 08:19:31 05/11/02 Sat

David Fury as the mustard man and also as the teacher who plays hangman in Graduation Day.

[> [> [> Re: Inside Cameos -- Rattletrap, 13:20:19 05/11/02 Sat

Fury also shows up as one of Wolfram and Hart's hired goat sacrificers in an S2 Angel episode ("Reprise" maybe, not sure).

[> [> [> [> Re: Inside Cameos -- Grant, 15:34:44 05/11/02 Sat

Not a writer cameo, but an interesting one. Eliza Dushku has a cameo in the season three episode "The Wish." She plays a victim being drained by a vampire. You can spot her in the scene where VampXander and VampWillow are going back to the Bronze after their encounter with Cordelia.


The problem of S6? spoilers up to SR -- Juliette, 06:30:34 05/11/02 Sat

I've noticed that there have been a lot of discussions over the course of series 5 and 6 on why hundreds of female fans are attracted to Spike, including the one below. Personally, I have always found Spike the most attractive man on the show, but, luckily for me, I stopped watching somewhere around Gone, as I certainly would not be attracted to a would-be rapist.
The debates don't seem to have started until S5. I started watching in S4 so I may be wrong, but it seems to me that in S2 it was perfectly OK to fnd Spike, the sexy, funny vampire, attractive, just as I have known people find Angelus more attractive than Angel (mostly due to the leather pants...!)
But in S5 the B/S debates started, and Spike was labelled a 'serial killer' not a vampire, which I think is an important difference. The show stopped being a funny SF show about vampires as metaphors and started trying to be more literal - the vampires became kilers, plain and simple, not metaphors. It was no loger acceptable to find a vampire attractive, and so those who were attracted to Spike had to contend that he was no longer evil. The debate over whether Spike was evil or not became more and more heated until, eventually, the writers who believed he should stay evil created a situation they thought would prove it once and for all. (That so many, worryingly, defend his actions due to his apparent remorse and that Buffy behaves much more like a normal woman than a superhero when attacked are indicative of the ever deeper hole the writers have dug for themselves in using such an emotive subject.)

My point, which I think I lost somwhere, is this. I loved Spike because he was funny. It didn't matter that he was a vampire because the whole show was, for the most part, quite light hearted, and he clearly loved Dru and would never hurt her. I think that the show began to lose its way when it began to take itself too seriously. But then, I am one of the few who hated The Body because when I sit down to watch BtVS, I want to be entertained, not traumatised (that episode gave me panic attacks for a week, but perhaps I'm biased as my mother has a degenerative illness). Anyone agree?

[> I understand your feeling about The Body -- Cactus Watcher, 07:34:12 05/11/02 Sat

Many years ago when my father was dying, generally I tried to go on living as if nothing were happening. But, Glen Campbell had a very emotionally-charged hit song, that I couldn't stand. There was nothing wrong with it. It was just far too emotional for me to listen to, then. I had to turn off the radio every time it came on.

Now is not the time for raw emotions on screen for you. Don't torture yourself with trying to watch that kind of thing now. I hope a time will come when you can see The Body in less stressful times. I think it will seem much different to you.

[> [> Re: I understand your feeling about The Body -- Juliette, 12:38:29 05/11/02 Sat

Luckily for me, my mother appears to have MS (no firm diagnosis) which is not fatal, yay! But its not certain and I tend to panic sometimes! I guess maybe The Body just isn't for me. I've heard that it was a very cathartic experience for some people so I guess it just deends how if affects you personally.

[> Sorry, can't agree at all. -- Sophist, 08:21:10 05/11/02 Sat

The Body was one of the greatest hours in television history. The moral grey you see today on the show perfectly mirrors the transition we (I hope) make as we move from the black and white views of high school to adulthood. The metaphors are still there, but on a deeper level.

I understand that many people share your view about wanting only to be entertained. My wife feels that way; I don't. That's ok, she can watch Friends and I can watch Othello. And Buffy, which, notwithstanding my criticisms, remains the best television show I've ever seen.

[> [> Entertainment -- Juliette, 12:34:23 05/11/02 Sat

I'm quite happy to watch Othello. My current favourite shows are The West Wing, which often features depressing or morally grey storylines, and 24, which is terrifying! That's just not what I look for when I watch Buffy. I feel that the show's tone has changed completely over the seasons, becoming ever more depressing and losing all of its humour, and I think that's rather sad.

[> [> [> Entertainment, humour, and art -- matching mole, 13:14:49 05/11/02 Sat

My feelings about season 6 are a peculiar mixture of admiration and dismay. Stepping back from S6 for a moment I'll start by saying that I really liked the Body which I consider the best episode of season 5, although S5 is my least favourite season. But I certainly wouldn't want to watch an entire season of BtVS that was like The Body not because it would be too depressing but because it is too focused on an extreme moment in time. It doesn't offer balance and perspective. It doesn't have any humour. For me humour isn't frivolous, it isn't escapist (at least not necessarily) it is an important part of life. And I think that in general humour doesn't get enough respect. You laugh when you see something in an unexpected way. And in many cases that means that you see it more clearly and more completely than you did before.

Now I don't expect The Body to be a laugh riot. Nor do I expect every film I see and every book I read to include humour. But one of the things that I valued most highly about BtVS seasons 1-4 was the really skillful intermix of humour and seriousness. Not just because it was really entertaining, which it was, but because it seemed like a really great commentary on the characters and their world (i.e. our world) told with a deft and light touch. It seemed really true to me. The earlier shows seemed to be about the inside of the character's heads *and* the world and S6 in particular seems to be about the inside of the character's heads alone. It seems to me that season 6 is an original and honest (in some ways at least - I do have certain reservations about some things the characters have been made to do) look at the inside of the charcter's heads. And I admire it for that. But I do feel the lack of perspective that I think made the early BtVS so great.

I wasn't really going to post this now but rather wait until the end of the season. However this thread seemed like a good place to think out loud for a moment.

[> [> [> [> Re: Entertainment, humour, and art -- aliera, 14:41:26 05/11/02 Sat

I don't think you're alone in that and I think that has been heard. I'm looking forward to the remaining episodes this season for some clarification on a few questions that still elude me (the answers that is). But I'm looking forward to next season also for the reasons you mentioned above and some others.

Mainly, Buffy. I miss the strength of character from previous seasons. I am still avidly watching this season and this remains my alltime favorite show. But it seems revealing to me that most of the posts I read about Buffy are about her relationship to the other characters.

Espenson said that this season has been about Buffy focusing on her *nature* meaning the dark, possibly demon based, side of herself. But Joss said 'next year she won't be dead' when talking about changes for Season 7, which was even more interesting. He also mentions a return to more humor and the basic premise of empowerment.

[> [> [> [> [> The Root of Buffy's Power -- Darby, 16:45:26 05/11/02 Sat

The kitty's free of the sack - Jane Espenson specifically refers to the Slayer's power as demonic in the interview at

http://www.darkhorse.com/news/features/pg_feview/z_buffy/sku _00586/item_00586b/index.html

I'm assuming that a regular writer on the show would have the inside info on this, and it's not a slip.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: The Root of Buffy's Power -- aliera, 20:26:30 05/11/02 Sat

Thanks, I read it. I keep feeling the strongest urge to hedge my bets tho'. That's why I put it that way. I very much hope they will explore this next season. In the meantime, I'll have to explore the comics too now.

[> [> [> [> Re: Entertainment, humour, and art -- mundusmundi, 16:14:28 05/11/02 Sat

Comedy is always underrated -- just look at the Oscars. What was great about "Seeing Red" was that beguiling mix of comedy and tragedy that Buffy used to do -- and is hopefully returning to form -- so well. "Mahatma!"

[> Re: The problem of S6? spoilers up to SR -- Goji3, 07:31:19 05/12/02 Sun

My quibble is not with Spike, I like his character too!

However, my and most of the other quibles come from the disgust of B/S and not understanding why people can miss its distructivenes and unhealthyness.

The double-standard being set for Spike vs. the rest of the scoobies and other things that aren't very logical stemming from it.

See, We like Spike, we just can't understand why people can't see the B/S relationship as destructive and/or unhealthy.

Spike, Good
Spike with Buffy, Bad

[> [> B/S and tv relationships -- Juliette, 15:16:40 05/12/02 Sun

ITA that the B/S relationship as portrayed is completely destructive and unhealthy, on both sides. I think that's a shame, as I believe it could have been played differently as a really sweet relationship, maybe even leaving Spike's love unrequited but developing a friendship between them. Unfortunatly, it seems to me that as far back as Crush the writers were seeing the relationship diffrently from each other, or from me anyway! - a relationship with the Spike from Crush would pretty much always be a bad idea as he's clearly a sicko! I felt that Fool For Love really struck the best balance between the sweet, in-love Spike who can't kill Buffy but comforts her, and his vampire nature which is evil and violent.

OTT and completely irrelevent, but my other fav couple is Josh and Donna from the West Wing, and my flatmates think I'm crazy. As far as they're concerned, Josh undermines and sexually harrasses Donna. I always saw the relationship as being one of friendly banter. My point is, it seems to be impossible for eveyone to see the same thing ina relationship even when the guy isn't an evil vampire!

[> [> [> Re: B/S and tv relationships/ Josh/Donna -- Dochawk, 23:23:28 05/12/02 Sun

Nice to see another WW fan onboard, there seem to be suprisingly few of us given that these are teh to best written shows on television.

West Wing has been very careful to give its opinion about sexual harassment earlier this year when the intern accuses Sam. The relationship between Josh and Donna is flirtateous, but nothing close to harassment.

[> [> [> [> Re: B/S and tv relationships/ Josh/Donna -- Juliette, 10:49:38 05/13/02 Mon

That's what I thought. I've had several relationships like that. I was quite surprised when they couldn't see why I didn't have a problem with it!


What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR -- Sophist, 12:13:18 05/11/02 Sat

There’s a long thread below on what it means to be out of character (OOC). That got me thinking about why people had such wildly disparate reactions to the bathroom scene. Since I’m one who thought the scene was OOC, I want to explain why in more detail. I want to thank Ete for helping me think through some of this. Of course, she is not to blame for my conclusions.

The Dalai Lama says “There are no evil people, just evil deeds.” I agree with this. I also agree with the other side of this coin: “There are no good people, just good deeds.” What I mean by this (and I’m not binding the Dalai Lama to my corruptions of his insight) is that evil comes in packages, separately wrapped. For those with a science background, it’s quantized. Some people commit rapes, others robbery, others murder. But these weaknesses are discrete; if you do one, it does not mean you will do the others. Someone who steals your pension funds does not thereby become more likely to rape you. These misdeeds arise from 2 separate and distinct human weaknesses (money on the one hand, power/sex on the other).

If this were not true – if good and evil came packaged together – people would be far too predictable. Those who did one bad act could be expected to do another, regardless of whether they involved different weaknesses. Those who did one good deed would inevitably do others. If we knew that Hitler was a mass murderer, we would automatically know that he abused his dog. Trouble is, he was and he didn’t.

What makes people infinitely variable is that they are an unpredictable mix of strengths and weaknesses. John Doe may give to charity and abuse his wife. Richard Roe may steal from the pension fund and go to church every Sunday. Having one weakness does not imply that you have others; having one strength does not mean you have others.

When I see a post that says, “Spike totally would have done that, he’s evil”, that’s not persuasive to me. What I need to know is, is he evil in this way? Spike has done many evil deeds that we’ve seen. He’s murdered, he’s lied, he’s manipulated. What he has not done, ever, is rape anyone. Or even attempt to (pace shadowkat and leslie). How is he evil in this way?

When I think of an act as OOC, I mean that the writers must give me some reason for believing that it is plausible for this particular character to act in this way. So, what is the background here? There is, I take it, no disagreement that we have never seen Spike rape anyone. There is one bit of suggestive dialogue from Lover’s Walk, but even that was ambiguous and did not lead to any act. What we have seen instead is a character who is submissive and empathetic to women. He uses that submissive posture and his empathy to seduce them. But for all the posturing of the big bad, we don’t see him physically force anyone for sex. Even Harmony (!) shoves him away.

Look at it this way (I’m going out on a limb here; Mal or EA will probably catch me). We’ve seen a large number of posts criticizing Spike on this Board. He’s been denounced as evil, as a murderer, as a manipulator. But before SR, did anyone ever say “Hey, that Spike is evil, he’s a rapist”? I’d bet not.

Spike has weaknesses. He has done evil deeds. But there is nothing in BtVS to show him evil in this particular way. To me, it was OOC.

[> My answer's above, I pressed "mew msg" instead of replying :) -- MayaPapaya9, 13:45:49 05/11/02 Sat


[> Re: What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR -- Lilac, 14:25:28 05/11/02 Sat

I agree that this was an OOC action. I think that it was important that it was. It shocked us, it shocked Buffy, and most importantly, it shocked Spike. I think that his doing something that is so clearly not acceptable to his own self image is what was needed to spur Spike to make some kind of change -- what kind of change remains to be seen. He didn't do this because he is just EVIL and nothing better should be expected from him -- he did this because he was desperate. It was a terrible act, it was OOC for this character, and it was the moment of hitting bottom for him that needed to happen in one way or another eventually, since things clearly could not continue as they were.

[> Re: What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR -- Dochawk, 15:01:24 05/11/02 Sat

I respectfully disagree with your conclusions Soph. First, teh easy answer is there is 100 years of Spike the vamp we haven't seen, but he was with Dru most of that time, so I don't know. I do know that Spike was very close to the line many times this season. Buffy caved multiple times (which makes the line he crossed more difficult, but not impossible), but he pushed her often. Shadowkat in her wonderful essay last week, predicted Spike could do this based on where he was going. I find his action totally within the character as ME has built him.

[> Re: What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR -- yuri, 15:12:31 05/11/02 Sat

This weird thing has happened to me, and I think it's because my reaction to the show have begun to get so mixed up with my analysis of it. I am really unable to state things like whether or not I feel a character's actions are OOC.

But really, that's another issue. I just wanted to state that I'm not trying to prove with this post the OOC-ness of Spike. However, I do not agree with your proof of why he was OOC in Seeing Red.

I think one of the biggest problems is the ambiguity of the word rape. I do not think that Spike is the kind of evil that would pick some girl up at random and then force himself upon her, with her trying to fight him off the whole time. Neither do I think that he is the kind of person who would shove an intoxicated girlfriend's hands away and ignore her mumbled no's and go right along with what he wanted to do. So no, I never would have said “Hey, that Spike is evil, he’s a rapist.” However, I would not have put past him the ability to retaliate physically against Buffy if the circumstances were right, and if he thought what he was doing may make her love him in some way, and I have long been weary of the intensity of his obsession (or love, or whatever) and, even more so, his dispair.

All criminal acts have circumstances that make them different from one another, even if they are referred to with the same word. Just as someone who steals mayn't be any more likely to murder, a person who rapes one way would not be any more likely to rape in another way.

I guess after this post I have more to say about my personal take on the OOC thing. I was shocked, I went in to the commercial break with my mouth gaping and it didn't close for several ads. I was totally suprised and stunned. However, I don't think this means it was out of character. If I had gone into the commercials with a confused and dubious feeling, and a "wait something's wrong" feeling, then I would think it was out of character. I think some people really did feel that way, but I also think many were just incredibly shocked, and therefore assumed it wasn't in character. (Looking back I guess it's obvious what my opinion is with the rest of the post! That is how it goes, then, isn't it?)

[> Re: What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR -- lulabel, 18:20:12 05/11/02 Sat

I'd agree with your assertion that Spike is not a rapist. In addition to the points you've made about his past behavior with women, we've seen clear indications that he's not into torture. (Yes, I know it's a different crime, but arguable there are similar motivation of control and anger involved with both. Both acts are means of emotionally destroying the victim.) In S2 where Dru tortures Angel, Spike says it's not his scene. In Angel S1, Spike gets a flunky to torture Angel since he doesn't have the taste for it.

So yes, Spike is not a rapist. However, I don't think the scene was OOC. I would argue that what Spike almost did would probably be better described as "attempted non- consensual sex", as the word "rape" is so loaded. It's loaded because the usual parameters of rape involve hate, and the intent to annihilate the victim. This is clearly not the case here. Spike is desparate, while he's attacking Buffy he says over and over "I can make you feel it" He's trying to force her, through sex, to love him, not trying to force sex upon her to reduce her or victimize her.

I see this behavior as a shocking but logical extension of what he did in "Crush" which was pretty damn high on the stupidity scale. "Crush" at the time seemed OOC, until we remember back to "Lover's Walk".

[> [> Doublespeak (SPOILERS for Seeing Red) -- Robert, 21:17:56 05/11/02 Sat

>> "So yes, Spike is not a rapist. However, I don't think the scene was OOC. I would argue that what Spike almost did would probably be better described as "attempted non- consensual sex", as the word "rape" is so loaded."

From Merriam-Webster's dictionary comes the following relevant definition of "rape".

"sexual intercourse with a woman by a man without her consent and chiefly by force or deception"

So how is the dictionary definition of rape different from your definition of non-consensual sex? I cannot help the fact that some people hold connotations and meanings for the word beyond its authoritative definitions, but connotations don't change the fact that Spike attempted rape, by definition. If I attempted the same act on my wife, I would be sitting in a jail cell awaiting trial. Actually, I would be dead. My wife is a tough lady and I love her for it.

>> "It's loaded because the usual parameters of rape involve hate, and the intent to annihilate the victim."

Yes, but hate and violence are not always the motives. I would add that Spike has hated Buffy in the past. The fact that Spike can flip from hate to love (and possibly back again) should be very chilling to Buffy and rest of the team.

>> "He's trying to force her, through sex, to love him, not trying to force sex upon her to reduce her or victimize her."

If this isn't rape, then does this mean that should I force sexual intercourse on a young woman, that I will be exonerated so long as my motive was to force her to love me? I don't think so!

I sat in a jury box for two extremely painful weeks in a rape trial. I stuck with it to make sure that the victim received the justice she was entitled to. It has been 15 years since, but the trial made a lasting and horrific impression upon me. It acquainted me with things I had absolutely no desire to know about. Please forgive me, but I am finding your doublespeak to border on the tragic.

[> [> [> Re: Doublespeak (SPOILERS for Seeing Red) -- lulabel, 21:39:27 05/11/02 Sat

I'm sorry if this offended you so. I was not attempting to doublespeak here. I was trying to point out that there are certain qualities that are commonly associated with the word "rape" which don't necessarily apply to all instances of rape. The same with murder - it's not some strange accident that there are many grades of murder which distinguish between intent/non-intent, pre-meditation, etc. Likewise, not all rapes are the same - the use of rape as a form of genocide in recent wars has a very different aspect from non-consensual sex between sexual partners.

I'm certainly not trying to justify anything here. My intent was to point out that the "out of character" problem may be with trying to compare Spike's behavior to what is typically considered to be the behavior of a rapist.

[> [> [> Re: Doublespeak (SPOILERS for Seeing Red) -- redcat, 21:59:01 05/11/02 Sat

Thanks, Rob, for responding so clearly to the concept that “non-consensual sex" is something
less than rape. I have so far stayed completely out of the discussions about the bathroom
scene, for various reasons, all of them valid and most of them personal. But the statement
that rape is “too loaded” a word to describe non-consensual sex is frightening!

While I've never served on a jury in a rape case, as you have, I have worked in women's
centers and women's shelters off and on for more than twenty years. Several years ago, I
served on a faculty committee (at a small college on the east coast) that was responsible for
investigating and adjudicating all charges of student misconduct, including sexual assault. We
had a very serious case in which a young woman had been rather brutally assaulted by a
classmate during a frat party. All the usual circumstances applied - she'd been drinking, he
had a history of violence, after the event she ran immediately to the shower, etc.
Unfortunately, she also made a comment to a friend, which was then repeated to the
investigating officer, that she had taken the shower because she “felt dirty, like a whore” after
the rape. One of the older male faculty members on the committee decided that that comment
“proved” no rape had occurred because he believed it showed that while the sex might have
been non-consensual, if the girl felt like a whore afterwards instead of a victim, then it couldn’t
really have been a rape. Luckily, his opinion was resoundingly voted down and the male
student was expelled from the college. I hope that lulabel reads both of our responses and
thinks about her/his assertion. I have no intention of engaging any of the Buffy-related topics
that the bathroom scene has engendered on the board, but like you, I feel that some things are
too important to ignore and this is one of them.

[> [> [> [> Re: Doublespeak (SPOILERS for Seeing Red) -- Robert, 22:35:51 05/11/02 Sat

>> "But the statement that rape is 'too loaded' a word to describe non-consensual sex is frightening! "

I read George Orwell's 1984, not has a school assignment, but for personal edification. It has made me sensitive to the use of words and of euphemisms. My initial gut reaction is that this was an attempt to make Spike's act something less serious than rape, maybe even something that was Buffy's fault. How is this for a slippery slope?

[> [> Reminds me of a trail once... -- Goji3, 07:23:07 05/12/02 Sun

Where some head jock-guy had rapped his girlfreind and his testemony was something along the lines of "She wanted it"

Doesn't make it right, and, as you can guess, he got the book thrown at him.

I believe this is they "type" of rape Spike committed. Fits in well with his character, actually

And most OOC arguments do tend towards "My Poor Spikey Would Never Do That" kind of arguments. No where near as litterate as Sophists.

Anyway, I'm agreeing with Dochawk on this one. It was in character for Spike to do that, the fact that it goes against a part of his character is even portrayed in that scene!!

Although, he later asks himself "Why DIDN'T I do it?"

Obviously he still thinks she wants it...Spike's not too smart about women is he!

He currently has "Pathetic Dilusions of Complex Affections" (Wobbley Headed Bob Quote!!) about the situation.

[> [> [> D'OH! Sorry, Ment Vahallah! I Feel Stupid now... -- Goji3, 07:45:47 05/12/02 Sun


[> Re: What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR -- Valhalla, 18:55:15 05/11/02 Sat

I have to respectfully disagree that Spike's actions were OOC, also, mostly for the reasons brought up by MayaPapaya9 and yuri. In one way, the question whether Spike is evil in the way a rapist is evil is not quite the right one. As you said, there are no evil people, only evil deeds. I think the question is, is Spike capable of the particular evil deed he did in the bathroom? I think the answer is yes, and I think ME has been planting the seeds for such actions by Spike for a long time.

Others have discussed how Spike elevates passion above other emotions and principles (Spike spoke of it himself in that scene), and how Spike's attitude toward his relationships with women may have led to the bathroom scene, how desperate he was to make Buffy listen to him, etc., so I won't go into that. But one thing I haven't seen discussed (and maybe it has been and I just missed it) is the creepy elements in Spike's pursuit of Buffy which laid the groundwork for that scene.

For most of season 5, Spike is Buffy's stalker. If you strip away the played-for-laughs aspect of his scenes, here's what you have:

Spike's obsessed with Buffy, first with killing her (season 2), then with her in a slightly different way: back in 1998, Spike and Dru are fighting over Dru's infidelity in South America, when Dru says 'I can still see her [Buffy] floating all around you, laughing ... You can't blame the ghoul, Spike. You're covered with her. I look at you – all I see is the Slayer.' (flashback in Fool for Love, falls chronologically between end of season 2 and the 8th episode of season 3). Spike dreams of Buffy and realizes he's in love with her. (Out of My Mind). Spike starts lurking outside the Summers house at night (No Place Like Home, Into the Woods, Blood Ties). Riley catches Spike in Buffy's room, smelling Buffy's sweater; Spike snatches a pair of Buffy's underwear as Riley throws him out (Shadow). Buffy catches Spike in her basement with photos of her (Listening to Fear). We see later that Spike has built a shrine of Buffy in his crypt, complete with photos and another of Buffy's sweaters. We see Spike fondling the sweater (Crush). Spike puts a blonde wig on a mannequin and talks to it as if it were Buffy. (Family, Triangle). Spike and Harmony play Slayer sex games with Harm as the Slayer. (Crush) Later, Spike custom-orders the Buffybot, and plays Slayer sex games with it, too. (I Was Made to Love You, Intervention). Spike offers to kill Dru to prove his love to Buffy (Crush). Dawn even calls Spike on his stalking of Buffy ('Spike, I'm not stupid. You're, like, stalking my sister', Forever).

A lot of these scenes were played for laughs, or pathos on Spike's part. But it doesn't mean they're not also pretty creepy. In my book, this all pretty much screams 'permanent restraining order' at least. (Of course, Buffy can't exactly go the RO route). And while not all stalkers become rapists, and not all rapists start out as stalkers, many rapists do start out as stalkers and then escalate to sexual assault. Enough, anyway, for Spike's attempted rape to not be OOC. For most of a season, Buffy rejected Spike wholesale, but Spike imposed himself on her, even if by proxy (the Buffybot, the photos) and without her knowledge (lurking outside her house). Spike imposed himself on her when they had no relationship. Is it so surprising then, that in the bathroom scene, now that they have a history that includes not just sex, but some real confidences – he'd impose himself on her again?

(As a small aside, when Buffy brings the TriDork(1) camera to Spike to accuse him of planting it, his indignancy made me laugh – what, he'll lurk outside her bedroom at night, sneak into her room to sniff her clothes, play sex games with Slayer-proxies, but he would never stoop to watching her with a spycam?)

I have always liked Spike, and continue to like him, specifically because his character is neither all evil or all good. We've seen him do evil, do good, suffer, make others suffer, take charge, hang about pathetically, in love, hostile, greedy, generous, protective, synpathetic, remorseful, manipulative – just like the rest of the characters on the show. Just like real people. But if I heard that a friend had someone hanging around outside her house at night, stole her clothes and photos of her, built a shrine to her, and had not one but two life-size replicas of her that he chatted and had sex with, and then tried to assault her, it wouldn't surpise me.

What we've seen of Spike is just what you pointed out – good and evil don't come in separate packages. He is exactly what you said – an unpredictable mix of strengths and weaknesses. Many discussions have centered around whether Spike is inherently evil, has become good, or is redeemable. On BtVS, as in the real world, any one is possible. But while one type of crime is not a predictor of other types of crimes, there are some transgressions that are sufficiently similar to others that it's unsurprising to hear that one person has committed them both.

(1) 'TriDork' – someone used this phrase during chat – not my creation!

[> [> That was EXCELLENT, Thanks -- Dochawk, 19:01:32 05/11/02 Sat


[> [> These are excellent points -- Sophist, 20:34:25 05/11/02 Sat

I completely agree with everything you said about Spike. But he was obsessed with Dru before he was with Buffy, yet there is nothing to suggest he ever tried to force her to have sex with him (he did talk about torturing her to force her to love him, but that's not the same). There is lots of evidence that she rejected him, though. Had there been some background of similar behavior with Dru, I'd have no problem. When the obsession was there, but the behavior was different, I see it as OOC.

I'm not sure I'm really able to assess your equation of stalking with propensity to rape. I guess it depends on how close you think the boundary is between rapist and stalker. My (limited) experience is that stalkers are obsessed with one person. They typically follow that person for obscure motives, but (at least in my knowledge) not to rape them. Kill them, sure; that has certainly happened.

Rapists seem to have the problem not with one particular woman, but with women generally. I can say it this way: with a stalker, Buffy alone is at risk. With a rapist, all the women in the SG would be at risk.

Someone more familiar with these crimes may be able to add some expertise here (don't mean you're not Valhalla, but you didn't say you were).

[> [> [> More doublespeak (SPOILERS for Seeing Red) -- Robert, 22:26:10 05/11/02 Sat

>> "But he was obsessed with Dru before he was with Buffy, yet there is nothing to suggest he ever tried to force her to have sex with him (he did talk about torturing her to force her to love him, but that's not the same). "

Oh really? You don't think that rape is torture? The Bosnian women might disagree.

Even beyond that, I would argue that Spike was obsessed with Buffy nearly from day one (that being "School Hard" of course). Spike's obsession with Buffy was perfectly evident to both Drusilla and Harmony during season 5. Drusilla rejected Spike because he was already demonstrating a greater passion for Buffy. Spike's passion initially manifested as hate and later as infatuation. I don't believe that Spike's non-rape of Drusilla can be taken as evidence for "Seeing Red" being out-of-character.

>> "With a rapist, all the women in the SG would be at risk."

Oh, so you believe that all rapists want to rape all women?

[> [> [> [> Re: More doublespeak (SPOILERS for Seeing Red) -- Ronia, 23:16:51 05/12/02 Sun

Tiny note...not taking sides here, but watching interestedly, Spike tortured Dru because SHE liked it, not because he liked it. It was an afterthought to him.

[> [> [> Re: Definitions -- Valhalla, 23:51:21 05/11/02 Sat

Well, I wouldn't call myself an expert by any means, although I have done rape counseling, and been involved in other activities relating to violence against women (ok, that sounded horrible - I wasn't taking part in violence against women, but in activities against violence against women, like the domestic violence clinic in law school, blah blah blah).

I think you've really put your finger on something, though, which is what is meant by the word rapist. Ok, everyone has to bear with here, because I'm finding this very hard to articulate. There's an implication that if someone is a rapist, then that describes something significant about his relationships with women generally, and something essential about his character. This is definitely true of some men (I'm just going to stick with the flawed but traditional gender split here, please forgive) who have forced women to have sex with them; they deal with women primarily through a prism of dominance and control. (can't believe I just used the word 'prism', but there it is). But there are also many, many situations where sexual assault is highly contextual, just as it was with Buffy and Spike, where the attacker acts in a way that is not how he normally acts in all of his relationships.

Ergh. Not putting that very clearly. Years ago, I read an NYT articple reporting on some really large study done on thousands of college-age kids about sex and sexual assault. One very interesting result was when asked if they had ever raped a woman, an incredibly low percent of men said yes. But when the question was rephrased to ask if they had ever used what would constitute force (a la the legal definitation of rape) to get a woman to have sex with them, some astounding percent, like 25 or 30%%, said yes. (sorry, I don't know what the exact percent was).

And I remember thinking that this was shocking -- such a high percent, but not really surprising. Because to say you've raped someone is to say something truly monstrous about yourself, about your essential character, something which no one considers themselves, but to say you've used force to make someone have sex with you describes your actions (bad) but not your character. And while I'm on my soapbox, I think the disgusting but traditional 'she asked for it' or 'she wanted it' defenses are not simply legal or moral defenses, but often partly also a genuine rationalization for one's actions in forcing someone to have sex with you; because who the hell wants to admit they made someone have sex with them against their will? It's easier to believe that the other person really did want it.

Take the difference between a murderer and a serial killer. If you kill your spouse, you're a murderer, but people don't automatically assume you're about to go on a killing spree. We accept that there's a distinction between being a killer and being a serial killer. Both are reviled, but serial killers are more reviled. But if you're a rapist, the implication is that you're a serial rapist, that raping women is part of your nature. Maybe it's partly because of the 'ist' ending - there's a difference, I think, between saying you're an artist, which implies something about what you do and what you are, and saying you're a painter, which says mostly something about what you do, and less about what you are. (but maybe that's getting off track). In any case, it does happen, quite often, that someone uses force to have sex with someone in particular situations while at the same time, using force is not their only or even primarly way of engaging in sex. This actually goes along with what you said about no evil people, only evil deeds.

By the way, I'm not saying that you, Sophist, think this way, or that everyone thinks this way. And in fact I think this has become less true over time; most people have long given up the idea that rape is committed only by psychotic, obviously dangerous men prowling the streets for victims every day.

Back to Buffy, and Spike's stalking behavior. Almost all serious violence between people who know each other starts small and escalates into something big, with the exception of violence for profit or money. That is, people who beat their spouses don't just come home one day and start pounding away; long before the physical violence starts, there's many small instances of control or threats or verbal abuse etc., which grow in intensity until the hitting starts. It's often the same in relationships with sexual assault. (note! that's not to say that every instance of controlling behavior will lead ultimately to physical violence, but that of relationships that include physical violence, most of them started out with 'lesser' instances of abuse. To say that B is preceded by A doesn't mean that A always leads to B). Not to mention that violence and sexaul assault often take place as part of relationships that also include many loving and genuinely affectionate acts.

Which is why Spike's stalking Buffy lays the foundation for the bathroom scene. The equation isn't stalker = rapist, it's that rapist often = started out as a stalker. My interpretation of the bathroom scene was that Spike's desperation to be with Buffy and for her to show that she has feelings for subsumed his other sensibilities. I don't think he intended to use force to make her have sex with him. His sin was that for a few minutes he was so wrapped up in himself that he was utterly blind to her feelings. In fact when he realized that she really didn't want him, that it wasn't a replay of previous encounters, he looks stunned and horrified. And I don't think he was horrified simply because Buffy would never get close to him ever again, but because he realized that he had almost forced her to have sex with him because he was so wrapped up in his own thoughts and needs.

Ok, back to word 'rapist'. It's true that there's not much evidence (none, really) to show that sexual assault is Spike's primary way of relating to women. In that sense, it's not right to say Spike's character is that of a rapist. But there is evidence to show that Spike, when his obsession with Buffy is running strong, will ignore the usual stricture defining acceptable behavior, to be close to her. And I'm not sure that the fact that we never saw Spike force Dru to have sex with him is dispositive; first, I don't read Spike's intent in the bathroom as being an intent to force himself on Buffy. Second, Spike may never had forced himself on Dru, but we certainly saw that he went to great lengths to keep her (conspired with Buffy to get her away from Angel, eg) or get her back (followed her down to South America). His behavior with Dru may not have foreshadowed that with Buffy, but nothing about his relationship with Dru is actually inconsistent with what he did later.

Ok, off the soapbox, putting it away.

[> [> [> [> This is going to sound really odd, but -- Sophist, 08:55:38 05/12/02 Sun

I was lying in bed last night thinking about your original post (too much information, I'm sure), and I was wondering if I could reconcile your views with mine. You new post expresses almost precisely what I was thinking (in part; I'm still not buying the stalker point):

My interpretation of the bathroom scene was that Spike's desperation to be with Buffy and for her to show that she has feelings for subsumed his other sensibilities. I don't think he intended to use force to make her have sex with him. His sin was that for a few minutes he was so wrapped up in himself that he was utterly blind to her feelings. In fact when he realized that she really didn't want him, that it wasn't a replay of previous encounters, he looks stunned and horrified. And I don't think he was horrified simply because Buffy would never get close to him ever again, but because he realized that he had almost forced her to have sex with him because he was so wrapped up in his own thoughts and needs.

Ok, back to word 'rapist'. It's true that there's not much evidence (none, really) to show that sexual assault is Spike's primary way of relating to women. In that sense, it's not right to say Spike's character is that of a rapist. But there is evidence to show that Spike, when his obsession with Buffy is running strong, will ignore the usual stricture defining acceptable behavior, to be close to her. And I'm not sure that the fact that we never saw Spike force Dru to have sex with him is dispositive; first, I don't read Spike's intent in the bathroom as being an intent to force himself on Buffy. Second, Spike may never had forced himself on Dru, but we certainly saw that he went to great lengths to keep her (conspired with Buffy to get her away from Angel, eg) or get her back (followed her down to South America). His behavior with Dru may not have foreshadowed that with Buffy, but nothing about his relationship with Dru is actually inconsistent with what he did later.


I think I understand this and agree with it, but I want to make sure we're on the same page. I'm going to re-state part of it; please let me know if I understood you correctly.

What you're saying is that Spike was obsessed with Dru and then Buffy. In both cases, when he lost the woman's love, he tried to force her to love him. In Dru's case, that started with a spell and then a suggestion of torture (not to have sex, but to make her remember why she loved him). In Buffy's case, he first tried to do something he thought would please her (staking Dru). At the end, the only connection he could think of that worked was sex. His behavior was a way of saying "Please have sex with me. That way you'll remember the good times when we loved each other." In that sense, it's parallel to his promise to torture Dru to make her love him (doing what he believed the woman wanted to see in him).

If I have this right, then I agree with you and I can see this as in character. However, there is a serious consequence to this view that may arouse some strong feelings (judging by the posts above).

You say "I don't think he intended to use force to make her have sex with him. His sin was that for a few minutes he was so wrapped up in himself that he was utterly blind to her feelings." If so, then there was no attempted rape. I'm speaking as a lawyer here. The legal definition of attempted rape is that the perpetrator specifically intend to rape the victim. Spike's behavior, as I understand you to describe it, does not fall within this definition.

This is a very sophisticated and nuanced view of the scene. I'm not at all sure that ME intended it this way. If they did, it was an extraordinarily bold decision. If they didn't, hey, we can still adopt our own interpretation can't we?

Please let me know what you think.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: This is going to sound really odd, but -- LittleBit, 10:17:28 05/12/02 Sun

"This is a very sophisticated and nuanced view of the scene. I'm not at all sure that ME intended it this way. If they did, it was an extraordinarily bold decision. If they didn't, hey, we can still adopt our own interpretation can't we?"

And herein lies the crux of the entire problem for ME. Having believed they created a recognizably evil character to contrast with an equally recognizably good herione, they found themselves with a very charismatic 'Bad Boy' and a heroine who is unsure of her entire identity. By putting the two together and allowing each to play off the uncertainties of the other, they created a relationship dynamic that while clearly unhealthy never fully painted itself as impossible. Even an event that should have been absolutely clear on its right/wrong good/evil aspects is colored by both the previous interactions and the subsequent reactions of both parties. Intent is as significant as the action. Given the characters as developed to this point, the event that transpired was never an intended outcome for either.

Whether or not ME can overcome this problem remains to be seen. They overcame the obstacle of Angel with the introduction of a new romantic interest for Buffy, who regardless of whether he may or may not have been the 'right one' served the purpose of helping her to move past Angel. In Spike's case it is Buffy herself who has allowed him to move past Drusilla. It will be interesting to see what road each takes to regain a self-identity independent of the other.

[> [> [> [> Wonderful posts! Exactly what I was trying to say, but much more thought out. -- yuri, 13:26:39 05/12/02 Sun


[> [> Re: What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR -- Rufus, 01:59:39 05/12/02 Sun

What we've seen of Spike is just what you pointed out – good and evil don't come in separate packages. He is exactly what you said – an unpredictable mix of strengths and weaknesses. Many discussions have centered around whether Spike is inherently evil, has become good, or is redeemable. On BtVS, as in the real world, any one is possible. But while one type of crime is not a predictor of other types of crimes, there are some transgressions that are sufficiently similar to others that it's unsurprising to hear that one person has committed them both.

I agree that the attempted rape wasn't OOC given Spikes established habits concerning Buffy. Spike isn't very good at love. He talks about it but in the end had a juvenile vision of love that as Buffy said, burns out and becomes nothing. Spike scoffed at Buffys idea of love being for old married couples. She also said that even though she had feelings for him she couldn't trust him. He thought she was just telling herself a lie. The only one who was deluded in that scene was Spike. He couldn't have Buffy, he knew that and decided to try to convince Buffy that she was wrong. I don't think he entered that bathroom intending to rape Buffy, he certainly doesn't want to hurt her, but when he lost it, he almost raped her, and certainly hurt her. He indeed violated her trust in him, first by sleeping with a friend of hers(I know they were on a break, but it sure is no turn on), and then trying to take her by force. As Buffy is the slayer the ball is in her court. The only way for her to get a permanent restraining order is to kill Spike. I don't see any evidence that Buffy will kill Spike unless he forces the issue.

Evil and good are potential for all, vampire and human. But the overwhelming evidence of what Buffy and the gang and the research from Giles proves that they aren't in a battle between good and evil for nothing. It is clear in Seeing Red that Spike is in a battle of his own. The only way to resolve the internal struggle of the vampire is to either do what comes more naturally and make Buffy a bloody toothpick, or make a change that ensures that Buffy nor any other human need ever fear his motives again.

[> [> Re: What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR -- abt, 06:22:48 05/12/02 Sun

Spike did not stalk Buffy in the way Angelus did.
When Angelus stalked Buffy, he made damn sure she knew about it. The intention was that she should know he was watching her, following her. He wanted to frighten her.

When Spike was following her around, whenever he got caught he'd come up with some lame unscary excuse. He didn't even want to admit it to himself, let alone try to frighten Buffy with his attentions.

re the Buffybot. In IWMTLY, Giles tells Spike to 'Get over it'. We next see Spike assembling the things he intends to give Warren as a guide, with the words 'Bloody right, I'll move on.' This would indicate Spike's intention is to work out his lust on the Buffybot so he can indeed move on.

[> I respectfully disagree, Sophist...Dochawk's statements pretty much sum up my opinion. -- Rob, 19:34:26 05/11/02 Sat


[> [> I meant Valhalla's statements...Oops! Sorry, Valhalla! :o) -- Rob, 19:35:54 05/11/02 Sat


[> [> [> Actually, I agree with just about everybody who responded here who disagreed w/ you... -- Rob, 19:42:02 05/11/02 Sat

...But, since I like ya, Sophist, I'm sending you now some cyber-hugs and puppies to make up for it. :o)

Rob

[> [> [> [> LOL. Rob, you're like VampWillow in The Wish: You love all the parts. -- Sophist, 20:38:30 05/11/02 Sat


[> [> [> [> [> Heh heh...Exactly. ;o) -- Rob, 11:58:01 05/12/02 Sun


[> He's just an Exciteable Boy -- Malandanza, 21:31:55 05/11/02 Sat

I can't add much to this thread, since Valhalla said everything so well, but I will address this comment:

)"We’ve seen a large number of posts criticizing Spike on this Board. He’s been denounced as evil, as a murderer, as a manipulator. But before SR, did anyone ever say “Hey, that Spike is evil, he’s a rapist”? I’d bet not."

I did once suggest that Spike probably had prior sexual experience to his night with Dru amid the ruins of China (and was chastised for using rape metaphorically, although I meant it literally). I do think that we have evidence that Angelus was a rapist -- the scene with the gypsy girl was highly suggestive of rape before murder. Recently, the Holtz episodes confirmed that Angelus had raped Holtz's wife.

Spike was running with Angelus -- he emulated Angelus, Angelus was his Yoda, he cried himself to sleep at night wishing he was Angelus (okay -- maybe not the last one). Why wouldn't he follow Angelus' example? He desperately wanted to fit in. So I don't think it is a stretch to say that at some point in the past, Spike may very well have raped a girl -- especially when you consider how closely violence and sex are associated in Spike's mind. (and I think part of Spike's obsession with both Dru and Buffy is that they had been Angelus' girls)

But what puzzles me about this debate is that people have no problem accepting that Spike is a cold-blooded murderer, but balk at his being a rapist. Like the scene from The Initiative -- the standard defense is that Spike wasn't trying to rape Willow, just kill her. Why is that better?

[> [> Here, Here...and have a response -- shadowkat, 21:57:10 05/11/02 Sat

"But what puzzles me about this debate is that people have no problem accepting that Spike is a cold-blooded murderer, but balk at his being a rapist. Like the scene from The Initiative -- the standard defense is that Spike wasn't trying to rape Willow, just kill her. Why is that better?"

This has been bugging me too. On one thread someone actually said that vamping her would be kinder. Threw me for a loop. Just as it throws me that having your memories ripped from you, so you have no clue who you are - isn't anything close to an attempted sexual assault? Uhhh...
why? Is it because one bugs us more on a visual level?

On the vamping - is it because we know it's not real - so
feel safe?

On the ripping of memories - is it because it feels impossible so you don't take it seriously?

I think it might be...I think subconsciously we can deal with violence that is laced with metaphor or is hidden but when it's thrust in our face in a way that we've either experienced ourselves or we know can be experienced, it's something we turn away from. In The Body - Joyce died in a normal way and we sobbed, we couldn't handle it. It was too REAL. But had she been killed by vampires and Buffy kicked their butts, I think we probably would have shrugged it off, just as we shrugged off Kendra and Jenny's deaths. I think the bathroom scene was too real for some people - they felt it viscerally, they may never have seen one depicted on tv before or it echoed their own experience...I don't know. But Spike or Angelus biting girls or having it referred to past rapes is not because it doesn't affect us in the gut. And I think that may be why we react the way we do. Isn't it interesting how easily we can be manipulated and influenced by an image? An angled shot? Lighting and scene? Would we have reacted in the same way if it had been filmed like the scene in The Initiative? Or the scene in The Pack or the scene in Epiphany in Ats or the scene in Consequences? From what i've seen - no.

So - I think the knee jerk reaction is due to how it was shot, just as our reaction to Joyce's death was...it felt
too "real". The writers forced us to look at something from two points of view, then they did something really interesting, they echoed the violence in the head of Spike not Buffy. How you interpret the reactions of the actors
and the scene is up to you...but how they filmed it is the reason it will stay with you and possibly affects you more
than Xander's attempted rape of Buffy in the Pack or Faith's
attempted rape of Xander or Spike's attempted murder of Willow.

[> Re: What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR -- Simone, 01:42:31 05/12/02 Sun

For the record, I do not perceive Spike's actions in SR as "out of character" (except in the sense that HE hadn't thought himself capable of doing something like that. At least not to Buffy). Valhalla has pretty much covered the reasons why.

That said, I am troubled by something. If Spike's actions, especially when coupled with his history of trying to force admissions of "feeling" and stalkery, obsessive behaviour, make him a rapist, does that mean that Buffy's actions in DT, especially when coupled with her long history of dealing with her issues through violence in general and treating Spike like her personal (un)living punching bag in particular, make her an abuser? I'm trying to wrap my brain around this, because I really didn't think so at the time when DT aired and now I'm no longer sure why.

[> [> Re: What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR -- shadowkat, 08:00:43 05/12/02 Sun


"If Spike's actions, especially when coupled with his history of trying to force admissions of "feeling" and stalkery, obsessive behaviour, make him a rapist, does that mean that Buffy's actions in DT, especially when coupled with her long history of dealing with her issues through violence in general and treating Spike like her personal (un)living punching bag in particular, make her an abuser? I'm trying to wrap my brain around this, because I really didn't think so at the time when DT aired and now I'm no longer sure why."

Interesting question. Outside of the soul thing and moral
compass - there is a key difference between Buffy and Spike.
Buffy really only hits Spike - no one else. Why she hits him has more or less been set up - he represents what she hates in herself and outside herself. I don't believe her abuse of him is truly that of an abuser and for those of who read my two essays on this - yes, I changed my mind regarding Buffy's abuse of Spike at least on that point.

What ME is attempting to do is extraordinarily complex for a television show and part of the reason I've become utterly obsessed with it this year: They are asking us the audience some difficult questions and not providing any answers.

1. Is it okay to beat up on the harmless villain repeatedly? Taking your agressions out on him? Even if he is the villain? Isn't this a bit like beating up a dog - and who do you have to blame if the dog suddenly turns on you? Or what happens if your abuse turns the dog on?

By beating up Spike and doing what she has done with Spike, Buffy has played a dangerous game. Does this make her an abuser? No, because outside of Spike and the demons she fights, she really doesn't hit anyone. Does this make what she is doing - right? No. But as Tara pointed out - it is not that simple. Nothing about their relationship is. Having just finished re-watching OMWF - beginning of Wrecked - certain items that I hadn't seen before shouted out to me.

1. Spike will do anything to get Buffy. He has no moral compass to tell him what would be a good or bad way of doing it. And when he finds out she came out wrong - the only thing that was holding him back -his view that she was on a higher plain then he is - ie. the whole I know you'll never love me, I know I'm a monster speech from the gift,- changes. May have even become null and void from his p.o.v. Riley is absolutely right when he states that Spike is opportunistic, amoral and deadly. Spike doesn't disagree with this. He just believes that Buffy should be able to deal with it, because now she's dark too. In Smashed, He even states the rules have changed. In his
p.o.v - not only can he hit her back, but the reason he can do so is she's on his level now. She's like him. They can be dark together. He does not realize that this is NOT true until Seeing Red. Why? Because of Buffy's own actions towards him.

2. Buffy - Spike is a weird character for her to deal with. She can hit him, show him the darkest part of herself and he doesn't care, he still loves her for it. That must be incredibly intoxicating. Imagine being able to let loose, to hit someone repeatedly, to do whatever you wish, to have them tell you your wonderful - wow. Part of the reason she beats him to a pulp in DT is that he represents that part of her nature, that darkness, what she hates. HE accepts it, she can't, it disgusts her. When she is beating him up - she is beating up the slayer - that part of herself, just as she did in her dream.

ME is trying to do two things at once here - tell a story about a young woman exploring the dark side of herself and struggling with issues of responsibility and control & a metaphorical/mythic story about how you need to accept and somehow deal with that dark side. They go out of their way to show us how spike represents her left hand, her shadow, or the primal force of the slayer - in Tabula Rasa, a left
hand palm down is under the glass next to Spike, in Smashed
a left hand palm down is shown next to Spike. Buffy is stronger - can beat the crap out of anyone while she is involved with Spike. When she breaks it off, she's weak, keeps getting injured, and finally is shot. What is brillant and possibly confusing to some of us - is that they are trying to do both at the same time: the metaphorical and the literal side by side. Telling the difference between the two can be tough for the casual viewer.

I know this sounds a bit off the topic of your question - but I'll try to bring it around again. No - I don't think she's meant to be seen as an abuser - I think her abuse of Spike is more metaphorical than literal, the metaphor is
the literal beating up of the dark side, fighting it down.
What is going on in Buffy's mind at this point? She thinks she killed Katrina. But who did? Buffy the normal girl?
No - her slayer persona, the left hand, the dark part of her. What does she say before she finds Katrina in danger?
Thank you. Thank you for giving me a distraction from the evil bloodsucking fiend. She beats him up because he represents the part of her responsible for Katrina's death.
And he echoes the same things that part of her is telling her: "she's just one girl, you didn't know her, it was an accident, and look at how many people you saved?" Buffy
is hearing that voice inside her head and Spike echoes it, Just like Faith did in Season 3's Bad Girls and Consequences. So Buffy beats it up in an attempt to silence it, to get it out of herself. Unfortunately - when she looks down at him, she realizes that all she's done is make it worse. That she has hurt "Spike" not the voice. By beating up Spike- she proves the voice inside herself right.

Hope this made sense.

[> [> [> Re: What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR/Buffy the Abuser -- Dochawk, 12:28:06 05/12/02 Sun

In "the Prom", Buffy tells us, "the nice thing about being a slayer is kicking ass is like comfort food" (from memory not a script), I think Buffy does get some perverse pleasure from beating up on Spike. But then I think Spike gets some pleasure out of it to. This has never been a healthy relationship for the reasons many other people point out. But, remember in Dead things, Spike can fight back, he can say stop, he doesn't (and they have the advantage that without a stake she can't won't kill him). So is Buffy an abuser? I don't think so. Is there more violence in her sexual relationships than normal? Absoutely. BTW on a side note: in an interview earlier this year MN talks about how interested she is in S & M and since she suggested both scenes, I wonder if this reflects that bias.

[> [> [> [> Re: What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR/Buffy the Abuser -- Simone, 13:27:53 05/12/02 Sun

>>But, remember in Dead things, Spike can fight back, he can say stop, he doesn't.<<

a) I don't know how capable he was of stopping her after the first few punches, even had he wanted to (which I don't think he did).

b) He put on vamp face when he invited her to take it all out on him. I thought slipping back into his human face was a sign that he'd had enough, that she was crossing a line. She kept hitting him.

c) He offered to be her punching bag in an attempt to stop her from taking her guilt and rage out on herself and turning herself in to the police. She took him up on it even though she had no intention of letting him change her mind.

d) We are talking about different transgressions here (abuse vs. rape) and their entire context will be different. Buffy fighting back in SR aggravates Spike's actions. His not fighting back in DT does NOT mitigate hers. Just because someone is messed up enough to be willing to put up with abuse (on account of they see it as a sign of love, they're under the impression that if they'll only take enough then the abuser will finally realize how much s/he needs and loves them, etc., etc.) that does not make it OK. The "he asked for it" excuse carries no more weight with me than the "her no usually means yes" excuse.

[> [> [> [> [> And yet again, WHERE was this concern when it was Harmony? -- Earl Allison, 14:46:13 05/12/02 Sun

I don't excuse Buffy's beating of Spike, but I also don't see it as a mitigating factor.

And again, AMAZING how the post title reads "Buffy the Abuser" -- with no mention, and no recollection, of SPIKE the Abuser -- does his being soulless make it okay?

Hell, Spike abused Buffy with words, REPEATEDLY, this Season, from things like "you came back wrong" to "you belong in the dark with me." Of course, no mention of that either.

Let me again say, I don't excuse what Buffy has done, but I am SICK and TIRED of it cropping up in context to Spike's actions from "Seeing Red," as if to say "See! Buffy is guilty here, too!"

I'm sorry if this came on strong, but the overwhelming lack of consistency here (and I might well be guilty of it as well) is really getting to me.

Take it and run.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Nevermind, calm now. -- Earl Allison, 15:10:53 05/12/02 Sun


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Oh, good. :) -- Simone, 15:29:22 05/12/02 Sun

In that case, I hope it's safe for me to point out that I actually MENTIONED Spike's abuse of Harmony in my post below. And the discussion was about Buffy's status as a PHYSICAL abuser in light of her past history and the beating in DT vs. his status as a rapist in light of his past history and the assault on her in SR.

Yes, they have both also been hurtful and, I guess, emotionally abusive towards each other. I didn't think that was relevant here.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Buffy vs. Spike as abusers -- Dochawk, 16:10:12 05/12/02 Sun

Earl,

I think you know that I think Spike has been far less healthy in this relationship than Buffy, who really does know its just for convenience. And I think Spike has been an abuser his whole life(even as far as sending Cecily unwanted love notes), I don't think Buffy has been.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> I know and understand -- Earl Allison, 16:49:46 05/12/02 Sun

Dochawk,

None of the venom was directed at you :)

I know, I just needed to vent because, calm or not, I'm tired of the "Dead Things" issue because frankly, it has precious little to do with Spike's behavior (IMHO) from "Seeing Red," and intentional or not, it seems like it's being used to either mitigate Spike's actions, or at least to cast Buffy in unfavorable light.

I merely wanted to point out that Spike has had abusive behavior in the past, even with the chip -- and that conveniently gets forgotten in some cases (not you).

I don't know, by defending Buffy I may well be as guilty as those I condemn/accuse, but frankly, Spike is NOT a good person. He can be non-evil, but good, good for goodness' sake, seems to currently be beyond him.

I'm still not being clear, so I'll leave it at that.

Take it and run.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: I know and understand -- Rufus, 20:35:29 05/12/02 Sun

I don't know, by defending Buffy I may well be as guilty as those I condemn/accuse, but frankly, Spike is NOT a good person. He can be non-evil, but good, good for goodness' sake, seems to currently be beyond him.

I agree, Spike has done good things, but his conflict is about why he is doing them. He knows what he has done for Buffy is against everything he is about, but he has done them. We saw in the alley in Smashed that it didn't take long for him to talk himself back into attacking humans again. So, Spike has two things stopping him from reverting back, the chip, and his love for Buffy. Buffy has told him she can never love and trust him, the chip he may be off to take care of....or is he after something else? I see that the writers are going to stick with the basic canon of the soul being the only guarantee that at least vampires as hybrids will be more likely to persue goodness as something that makes them feel good.

[> [> [> Re: What does it mean to be OOC? Spoilers for SR -- Simone, 12:36:13 05/12/02 Sun

See, at the metaphorical level, I don't think what Spike did is about rape any more than what Buffy did is about abuse.

I completely agree with your contention that Buffy's behaviour towards him is about the fact that he's her "shadow," everything that that she hates, fears and is ashamed of in herself, everything that she feels like she must reject, repress and punish. I've held the same theory myself since S5. But it works both ways. If he's her "shadow," she's his, uhhh, "superego" (yes, I realize I'm mixing Jungian and Freudian terminology here. Leave me alone ;)). The controls he has accepted on his own behaviour, his driving force for the last 2 seasons, are All. About. Buffy: what Buffy thinks, what Buffy wants, what Buffy feels. But when control over one's subconscious is exercised as mercilessly as Buffy has attempted to do here, things fester, resentment builds up and, sooner or later, all those things you tried to deny and repress blow up in your face in the most unexpected and damaging way possible. Sooner or later, your subconsious takes over and makes it all about what IT feels, what IT wants.

Now, I'm very keen on looking at things from this perspective, because it allows me to avoid passing judgement on anyone's moral culpability, at which I am TERRIBLE (I can't get much further than "Buffy hurt Spike. Spike hurt Buffy. They both suck. Gee, that's sad. I hope they work it out somehow"). But if we're going to discuss things on a more literal level, it should apply to both incidents (DT and SR).

So what are the facts? The fact is that Buffy has dealt with her shame, anger and frustration at herself and her life by playing "kick the Spike" for a long, long time. The fact is that we have seen her, on more than one occasion, let off steam by kicking some thoroughly confused vamp ass. The fact is that we have seen her channel her personal rage into killing vamps who were not an immediate threat to human life (ITW), which she DOESN'T normally do. The fact is that she does tend to only express intense emotion through physical violence - she punched Angel in the face a few times too and it's telling that Riley was disappointed when she refused to punch him (perhaps it's also telling that, while Spike was certainly abusive towards Harmony, none of his "I'll make you" behaviour was in evidence there either). This is what hit me like a ton of bricks last night while I was going through Valhalla's list of Spike's transgressions: Buffy has every bit as much of a history hinting at abuse as he does hinting at rape.

Now, one could argue that kicking vamps around while ranting about your nasty history prof doesn't count as abuse because they're the enemy. She's SUPPOSED to beat them up. So what if she enjoys herself and lets off some steam while she's doing it? Fine. I have no problem with that. But then, all the sexual undertones in Spike's violent behaviour towards his prey (like the attack on Willow in "Intervention") should also be dismissed as him just doing what vampires do and not an indication of his underlying nature as a rapist. We are then left with their behaviour towards each other and a couple of - perhaps questionable - instances of similar behaviour towards the other people they loved intensely: Angel and Drusilla. The way I see it (and I would welcome arguments as to why I'm wrong), they're about even. At a literal level of interpretation, if he's a rapist, then she's an abuser.

[> [> [> [> The difference is we live in a human world not in a vampire world -- Dochawk, 16:12:52 05/12/02 Sun


[> My conclusions after that discusion with Sophist : a theory about Spike's unconcious motivations -- Etrangere, 08:01:29 05/12/02 Sun

Ok. This is in no way a post trying to condone or apologise for what Spike did to Buffy in SR, just an attempt to understand what looks for Sophist like an Out Of Character move (thanks to him for helping me going through the idea). Character analysis, here, no question of responsability.

Others have said it, rape is about control. Rape is about power. Rape is done by people angry at women trying to assert their power on her.
For those reasons, it looks like Spike makes for a very unlikely attempting rapist.
On contrary, Spike's relation ship with women is more about being submissive to them. He, like Buffy accused him, is in love with pain. In the same way he seeks the challenge in his fights, he will always look for the "upper" woman to be in love with. If anything, he puts her on a piedestral, he doesn't try to drag her down, contrary to Warren who wanted to assert his control on the girl who rejected him in Dead Things, Spike begs Buffy to give him a crumb in Crush. The fact that she was chained only served to underline how she was still in power over him.

And that's the way Spike wants it. That's how he understands love. He never knew anything else. His love for Cecily never got beside the worshipping point, his love for Drusilla was all about serving all her wishes, and when he fell in love with Buffy, that was because he admired her for he could not kill her. She was stronger than him, above him.

Spike never felt he was worthy of Buffy or of her love. After his panicked attempt in Crush he accepted very easily to be loving her from afar. "I know that you will never love me. I know that I'm a monster, but you treat me like a man, and that's..."
A death and a resurection later, Spike comes to realise that Buffy treats him too well. Like he isn't worthy of. She makes him feel like he was still alive.

This...

You know
You've got a willing slave
And you just love to play the thought
That you might misbehave.
But till you do I'm telling you,
Stop visiting my grave
And let me rest in peace.

could be read as a plea to be treated like a "willing slave". Not like a man. Not like a friend. Which is what Buffy was doing prior to OMWF.
And that's actually what Buffy starts doing, in reason of her own inner turmoil. She starts using Spike, nearly abusing him.
Spike wants to be treated well, of course, but being treated as a man confuses him too much, so he must remind Buffy how evil he is. How he is not worthy of her. "Hello, vampire here ! I'm supposed to be treading on the dark side ! What's your excuse ?" So he can't keep his mouth shut and makes that "the only thing better than killing a slayer would be to f-" comment.
The only way he could understand that Buffy would starts being attracted to her was saying she came back wrong, remember ? Because she could never lower herself that far.
Dead Things makes certainly sense then. The more she trusts him (accepting being handcuffed), the more he tries to make her see him as evil, unworthy of it (Bronze scene) But when she hits him, he invite it gladly, it recomforts him, it's going in a form of relationship he can understand : "you always hurt the one you love". In other words, as long as you hurt me it means that you love me. The reasonment of someone who's been abused. (I think it makes sense that he would have been in the past by Angelus)
Comes As You Were. Buffy breaks up with him because he finaly managed to get his point across : he is evil. But she tries to respect him anew. "I'm sorry, William". He can't stand that. He can't stand her niceness in Hell's Bells and he runs away.
Many were struck in the Bathroom scene how it started very well. Too well. Buffy actually admitted to have feelings for him. That she couldn't let Xander kill him. You remember his reaction after Drusilla left him ? "She just left. She didn't even care enough to cut off my head or set me on fire. I mean, is that too much to ask? You know? Some little sign that she cared?"
Spike isn't able to, deep-down, understand how Buffy can care for him and treat him with respect in the same time. So he has to screw things again. Like in Smashed, like in Dead Things, like in As You Were with the eggs right in the place where Buffy and him spend most of their time. He thinks he has to provoke Buffy's anger so as to be able to connect through the violence directed at her. Like saying to her, I'm bad, I'm evil, hit me. (Any similarity with an AtS episode is not coincidental :)
Except Buffy doesn't. Even in that situation, she's expecting him to stop when she asks him, and when she uses violence to stop him, it's only that. And then she refuses to send Xander after him.
So Spike is let to deal with his reaction of disgust about what he did alone. (well, Clem's with him) He has to deal with the idea that he might not be as bad, evil or unworthy that he though, since even the worse act he could think of was unable to convince Buffy of the same.
Since the beginning, I believe that at least part of the reason that he loved Bufffy was to give him a good excuse to fight for the good. Remember his spontaneous reaction in Where the Wild Things Are ? He thinks to help them, then convince himself not to. Because it makes no sense for him, a vampire helping the white hat. But a vampire who, for love, does anything to please his love, it makes sense for Spike.
For the first time Spike question this.

"SPIKE: Why do I feel this way?
CLEM: Love's a funny thing.
SPIKE: Is that what this is?"

We see Seeing Red ending with Spike choosing to blame his all new feelings of guilt on his chip before leaving Sunnydale. Will that idea last long ? What will he do if once the chip removed he realised that those feelings have not changed ?

[> ITA... (spoilers SR) -- Juliette, 16:07:37 05/12/02 Sun

Ironically, the entire time I was a B/S shipper, my chief defence of Spike was that while he might eat people for sustenence or even randomly kill them due to his lack of conscience, he was not a rapist. He was good to his girlfriends (well, not Harmony, but that seemed to be mostly played for laughs. He cetainly didn't rape her). The scene with Willow in The Initiative disturbed me more than anything else because of its overtones of rape, but it was not rape. It was a vampire trying to eat someone, not a sitation likely to occur in real life! As you can imagine, I'm not a big fan of Seeing Red!

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