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Giles and Malone -- Kim, 10:17:18 07/01/01 Sun

I saw the Untouchables on Superstation WTBS today.

The Malone character reminds me a lot of Giles. Especially the type of advice he would give and his actions (telling Ness how to get Malone, Shooting the dead guy).

Both Malone and Giles knows that to fight evil you must employ evil methods.

I liked it when the mountie said "I don't approve of your methods". Ness responded "you don't live in Chicago."

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[> Re: Giles and Malone -- Andy, 11:03:15 07/01/01 Sun

Ooh, interesting comparison, but it rings true. Especially Malone's line, "What are you prepared to do?" And then Ness's speech to the judge later on about how he fallen to villains' level, become what he beheld, but was content that he had done right. He was a long way from being the rigid do-gooder that he was in the first half of the film.

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[> [> Re: Giles and Malone -- Sue, 15:40:52 07/01/01 Sun

Giles was prepared to kill an innocent (Ben) to protect the world. In a way, he became the enemy, breaking the rules (protecting the innocent) he was sworn to behold. But he knew he was right. He knew he did what he had to do.

Evil can't totally be defeated without Good people using evil methods.

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[> [> [> Re: Giles and Malone -- Max, 16:01:50 07/01/01 Sun

Giles did evil to defeat evil.

Ness finally realized that the only way he could defeat Capone was to become like him, and break all the rules (which as a law man he was sworn to uphold) in order to bring him down.

Giles speech to Buffy about the lengths he would go to in order to protect the world, and Ness's speech to the judge seemed very similar.

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[> Re: Giles and Malone -- Rattletrap, 12:57:10 07/01/01 Sun

" I liked it when the mountie said "I don't approve of your methods". Ness responded "you don't live in Chicago." "

That scene is especially reminiscent of the conflicts between the SG and the Watchers' Council. Quentin and the crowd in their offices and libraries in England don't approve of the Scoobies' methods, but they also don't fight vampires, demons, and apocalypses every day. One can almost imagine Giles saying "That's the Sunnydale way" just like Malone did.
1st Anniversary Fun: You're Favorite BtVS Scene -- Sebastian, 21:01:42 07/01/01 Sun

I hope its okay for me to go ahead and launch this thread - please feel free to reprimand me if I'm being rude by doing this.;-)

Last week's thread about eye candy was fun to read - and it was great to see those pics that Masquarade posted.

I thought this week we should do our favorite "scene" It can be a conversation, fight scene, confrontation, etc.

I'm going to go ahead and name two from this season. The first was the last five minutes of "Forever" with the arguement between Buffy and Dawn that strips down their insecurities (especially Buffy's) layer by layer. I thought the emoting both SMG and MT did were beyond stellar. It took me back to a similar argument I had three years ago when I lost my own mother and gave me goosebumps the entire time.

The second - and more humorous - was the intervention in "Intervention."

"I am NOT having sex with Spike. But I'm starting to think you might be." was the jewel in the comedy of that entire scene.

The flow of wit and caustic humor that SMG, AH, EC, and NB showed was just beyond hysterical in a fantastic comedy scene.

At least for me.... :-)

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun: You're Favorite BtVS Scene -- Wiccagrrl, 00:56:40 07/02/01 Mon

Oh my gosh- so many possibilities.

From Prophecy Girl: the "I'm 16 years old. I don't want to die" scene.

Sword fight in/ ending of Becoming 2.

Spike's "Your not friends" speech in Lover's Walk

Extra flamey candle scene in NMR

Buffy's "Power" speech in checkpoint.

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[> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun: You're Favorite BtVS Scene -- Rattletrap, 06:07:25 07/02/01 Mon

Gotta agree with you about the "Power" speech in Checkpoint. Buffy throwing the sword at the watcher guy made my season.

Another great one was the confrontation with The Judge in Innocence. I've always found something incredibly sexy about that shot of SMG with a rocket launcher. (is that normal?...)

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun: You're Favorite BtVS Scene -- Slayrunt, 03:05:30 07/02/01 Mon

I agree with Wiccagirl, there are many but ... here goes.

Buffy going to the Master flanked by Xander and Angel in her nice dress with the theme music from the last show of season 1.

Spike and Joyce in the livingroom. "Do I know you" "Yeh you hit me with and axe, 'stay away from my daughter'" Season 2.

Faith's speach to Spike in the Bronze while in Buffy's body season 3.

Spike speaking to the Buffy manniquin with candy and then hitting it. season 4

Buffy expaining about Dracula changing to a bat, thinking "ah a bat" season 5.

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[> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun: You're Favorite BtVS Scene -- Morgane, 05:00:21 07/02/01 Mon

Don't have time to think about it now, but one just came came suddenly in my head while reading.

The "Out...For...A...Walk...Bitch" scene made me so much laugh each time.

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[> [> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun: You're Favorite BtVS Scene -- Rob, 08:32:15 07/02/01 Mon

My favorite scene is the one from "Hush" where Giles is using the overhead projector to explain things to everyone. That whole scene was absolutely brilliant, especially the misunderstanding Buffy and Xander had, when Buffy was trying to ask Giles if she could stake the Gentlemen. Her...um...hand gesture and Xander's face were absolutely priceless.

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[> [> [> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun: You're Favorite BtVS Scene -- Humanitas, 11:26:26 07/02/01 Mon

Too many great scenes to pick a favorite overall, but...

Favorite fight scene: Harmony and Xander's slo-mo slap fight. I fell off the couch laughing!

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun: You're Favorite BtVS Scene -- vampire hunter D, 13:33:16 07/02/01 Mon

My favorite scene was from "Who are You?" when Buffy (in Faith's body) was trying to tell Giles who she really was. The dialog was funny ("Your inching! Stop inching!") and the acting was excellent. This scene more than any other shows off ED's talent as an actress, to be able to pull of another actress' character flawlessly.

btw: stevedor (stee'-ve-dor") n, one who loads or unloads ships.

I'd also like to nominate just about any scene with Wllow and Tara togther. Those two are the cutest couple ever. And no, this is not coming from some perverse fascination with lesbians, those two really are cute together.

One question: Are any of these posts going to be put up on a website like the Character posts. I think it would be really cool if they were.

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[> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun: You're Favorite BtVS Scene -- Deeva, 22:53:11 07/02/01 Mon

I absolutely love the whole second act of The Gift especially the scene between Buffy & Spike at the her home. The following lines are just stuck in my head.

Spike: I know you'll never love me.

She turns, says nothing.

Spike: I know that I'm a monster. But you treat me like a man, and that's...(stops himself) Get your stuff. I'll be here.

Then, of course there's Fool for Love. The whole bit where Buffy says to Spike that he is beneath her. I could barely watch the pain on Spike's face. It was heart wrenching.

Deeva

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[> Re: bewitched, bothered, & bewildered -- JBone, 16:10:22 07/02/01 Mon

I loved this scene

XANDER I have a plan. We use me as bait.

BUFFY You mean, make Angel come after you?

XANDER No I mean chop me into little pieces and stick me on hooks for fish to nibble at cuz that would be more fun than my life.

BUFFY I heard about you and Cordy. It's her loss.

XANDER Not the popular theory...

Buffy runs her hand through his hair, looking into his eyes.

BUFFY You know what I'd like? Why don't you and I go do something tonight. Just us.

XANDER Really?

BUFFY Yeah, we can comfort each other.

XANDER Would lap dancing enter into this scenario at all? 'Cause I find that very comforting.

BUFFY Play your cards right...

XANDER Okay. You do know that I'm Xander, right

BUFFY I don't know... I heard you and Cordy broke up, I was surprised how glad I was.

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun: You're Favorite BtVS Scene -- Millan, 00:10:36 07/05/01 Thu

I would like to draw everyone's attention to an (in my opinion often underrated) episode from season 4: Beer Bad.

I like that episode, and it has one (of many) of my favourite scenes:

Willow goes up to Parker. She's angry and confused, both at Parker for Buffy's sake and at Oz for her own sake. They talk and it seems as though she's slowly warming up to him, just up until he reaches out for him and we see how she really feels: 'Parker, can I ask you something? Just how gullible do you think I am?!'

It's absolutely priceless! :)

/Millan

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[> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun: You're Favorite BtVS Scene -- Millan, 00:12:45 07/05/01 Thu

Sorry for the typo. "They talk and it seems as though she's slowly warming up to him, just up until he reaches out for him..." should obviously be "They talk and it seems as though she's slowly warming up to him, just up until he reaches out for her..." /M
Monsters in the Buffyverse -- Marie, 06:29:56 07/02/01 Mon

Reading the Glory thread below, and thinking over the earlier 'Cheekbones' thread, has made me think about the various monsters and Big Bads over the past 5 seasons, and what frightens me.

Take vampires, for example. When I started watching BtVS, about halfway through the first season, the first vampire I saw was the Master, and I thought, oooh, horrible! But I've noticed that I've become hardened, so to speak, when it comes to vamps - Buffy and the Gang seem to be almost casual in their vamp-killing these days, like swatting away a pesky fly. Personally, I've always been more scared of what might be around the corner, the things you can't see that go bump in the night. Take the Mayor. A brilliant, spooky villain all the way along, partly because he looked so normal, until you noticed that gimlet stare that chilled you to the marrow....and then he turned into the Worm! Not the greatest special effects ever seen in Buffyland! For the eeew! factor, give me the Bug Man, Kookookatchoo! A normal-looking, average guy, and suddenly Mr. Maggots. Urgh!

Angelus in vamp-face form was far less frightening to me than Angelus smiling after he'd done something - I've mentioned in a previous post his look through the window at the effect of Jenny's death on Buffy and Willow.

Adam I didn't find scary at all. I don't know if it's just because the Mayor was a hard act to follow, or because he (Adam) just wasn't around often enough or killing horribly enough - actually, now that I've typed that out, I think it was because he wasn't a personal threat to the people I care the most about. That is, the Mayor took Faith and captured Willow and walked in and made a nasty little speech about Buffy and Angel, etc., Angelus - well, needn't add much about who he threatened, whereas the only real personal threat Adam was, was to Reilly, about whom I am ambivalent.

As for Glory - she also didn't make much impact until the last few episodes. I found her rather naive in her attitude to killing, in that she took it as her due - she was a god, after all, and people were as nothing to her, so killing them didn't matter, did it - in fact they should be glad to die for her instead of whining about it. Would I have found her more scary if she metamorphosed into something disgustingly ugly instead of Ben? I suppose so. Doc was scarier to me because he looked like a grandad, and then his eyes turned black and evil - so unexpected!

Just a few reflections, really - sorry if it turned into a ramble!

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[> Re: Monsters in the Buffyverse -- rowan, 18:19:57 07/02/01 Mon

Not to hijack your post, but the next logical question is: what would really scare us next? You started off your post describing what really frightens you. I'm definitely in agreement with your sentiments. I feel hardened towards the vamps as well. They seem to be less and less of a threat to Buffy and the SG. It's hard to imagine Buffy actually losing to a vamp at this point (except through boredom, inattention, or that pesky death wish as we saw in FFL: and I think her rebirth will put paid to these notions).

The Master represented a traditional evil of vampire lore: the vamp with a master plan, who needs to kill their heroine to bring it into being. He was the stuff of prophecies and dark nights. His defeat (and that of the Annoying One) essentially ushered in the age of the modern vampire, Spike, who basically justs wants to enjoy the sensation of destruction for as long as possible.

Angelus (who IMHO is the great evil of the Buffyverse to date) was devastating in the sadistic, psychological, imaginative, and almost intellectual approach he took to crafting his evil. He was a very personal evil with potential to do harmfully apocalyptic ill.

The Mayor was a less personal evil (although connected through Faith), but creepy in what you point out as his good guy surface/demony-desirous underneath. He was like a nurturing father gone very, very, bad. Truly the authority figure from hell. He also ironically symbolized the evil of bureaucracy (hey, he wasn't a politician for no reason, right?)

Adam represented the evil of soulless technology. Boring. Enough said.

Glory was a god like the pagan gods of old. She was like a force of nature clearing a path in front and behind. Her malice was only personal because somebody had her property. But she had strength and endurance not previously seen in the Buffyverse.

But where do we go from here? Speculations anyone? Who would frighten us? What great evil have we not seen yet in the Buffyverse? The only evil left might be...the evil inside us all, the evil of a friend turned foe, the evil we do when we try to do good...

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[> [> Re: Monsters in the Buffyverse -- Ben/Glory, 21:48:22 07/02/01 Mon

I don't know how I feel about this but..

We are all having good thoughts about Buffy. For good reason. She was a great human being, wonderful friend, loving daughter and sister. The represented what all of us could become if we tried hard enough. And of course she made the ultimate sacrifice, in the name of love, and saved her sister, her friends and the world.

So how would we feel about someone coming back with Buffy's face, outward mannerisms, etc, and be truely evil? Have sex with Xander to break up his relationship with Ayna. Tell Dawn that she isn't real, never meant anything to her as a sister, and is now very sorry that she didn't push her off that tower. Tell Giles that he is a silly old man. A better watcher could have saved me. Attack Willows relationship with Tara. Tell her that she thinks she is a powerful witch, but the truth was that Buffy was just pitying her by being her friend, and she is the same pathetic geek she was in high school. Etc.

Basically talking every good memory we have of Buffy and perverting it.

I don't know how I would feel about that. I want to keep my good memories of Buffy. And while this would give SMG a great part as the Anti-Buffy similar to Angel turning evil, I don't know if I want to have my memories of Buffy tarnished in that way.

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[> Re: Monsters in the Buffyverse -- Rufus, 18:42:50 07/02/01 Mon

Monsters of the unreal kind can be spooky like The Gentlemen, in Hush, but they don't really scare me. It has been the evil that humanity can cook up on it's own that I find far more frightening. I've already mentioned Kralik from Helpless, he is truly scary because he is very much the man he was as a vampire, down to needing the same drugs to calm him. He just carried on with his killing of a specific type of target. Kralic was still after dear old scissor wielding mom, even when his heart no longer beat. Giles said something in Pangs that I remember "vengeance is never sated", I think of the vampire when he said that. You have a person who upon becoming a demon hybrid goes about getting vengeance on the people who wronged them in life. They now have a physical power to destroy their opponent, but they still can never change how that person made them feel about themselves. That makes for one scary monster like Kralic, Angelus,Darla ect. Some vampires just kill you, some vampires are attempting to settle some long past score that compells them to forever look to change the past through detroying the image of it they see in a victim. Now, that's a monster.

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[> Re: Monsters in the Buffyverse - what's next? -- KendratVS, 19:38:24 07/02/01 Mon

Since the end of season 5, I have been racking my brain, desperately trying to envision what Joss could throw at the gang for the next season that would really have an impact and stir up some fear. Giving us a god as the latest Big Bad really did seem to represent the ultimate in an externalized villain, and I tend to agree with many of you that the next foe will have to be something drawing its fear and menace from within humanity, namely the SG or someone close to them.

Following are some of my silly ramblings and postulations, just for fun, as to what could possibly stand as villains in next season (omitting the likely ones such as Willow, who have already been discussed)-

-The Watcher's Council decides having 2 non-cooperative slayers is getting a bit tiresome, so shortly after Buffy returns, they perform some ancient rite designed to "wipe the slate clean" and bring upon the next calling of the chosen one. This could involve the manifestation of something big and nasty that acts on the Councils orders to seek and destroy active slayers. Think along the lines of the ritual Ben did to bring the Queller and cleanse the crazies, but maybe some little known spell that served the council in the old days when it was geographically too difficult to hunt down rogue slayers. A bit far-fetched, but hey, just speculating...

-One of Glory's fellow hell-gods decided the hell they hailed from wasn't so hot and when the Key was used, jumped ship into the Buffyverse. That portal was open enough time to let some nasty stuff into the Buffyverse, so maybe this hell-god would be a major departure from Glory and rather than the sheer tank-mentality she embodied, would rely on more of the traditional tactics of villains in the series (could possibly be the catalyst to entice Willow into a descent into darkness...think magical mentor/protege).

-Along the same portal-theory, perhaps in the demon dimensions there exist a sort of anti-slayer, an otherwise normal girl or human whose sole existence is to do the behest of the evil powers-that-be. It would be sort of fun to see a reciprocal version of Buffy (i.e. young, often unsure, but otherwise powerful instrument for a higher power) doing harm but with the same faults and dilemmas the slayer faces. I know Faith sort of embodied this, but I am imagining if the whole slayer-mentality were flip-flopped for eons with the completely opposite purpose. Perhaps anti-Buffy even brings her evil Watcher on some sort of mission to quell the rising good in the Buffyverse. This could also give Joss much latitude in unraveling more of the slayer mythos.

OK, I know some of these are just silly, but I am truly dying to know what the next season holds for Buffy and the SG. Anyone else have any wild speculations?

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[> [> Re: Monsters in the Buffyverse - what's next? -- Andy, 10:07:53 07/03/01 Tue

I think those are some very fun ideas, actually :)

One thing that occurred to me is that now that we've seen Buffy versus a god, how about Buffy versus THE God? Not in the Christian sense of the word, I mean, but I'm thinking more in the Lovecraftian sense of the word (I'm thinking of that Authority storyline here...). Something that is just hugely powerful and indestructible and, unlike Glory, something that absolutely can't be related to on any human level. Just a big, cosmically abstract thing which can't be understood but whatever the hell it's all about isn't good for humanity :)

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[> Re: Monsters in the Buffyverse -- gds, 20:23:13 07/02/01 Mon

What is truly frightening is when the world doesn't seem to make sense any more. When the rules you use to perceive & interpret things don't apply. When things happen for no apparent reason. For this reason the most deeply frightening (as opposed to sickening & disgusting) thing I've ever seen was Hichcock's "The Birds". They eventually realized 'what' was happening, but they never had even a clue as to 'why', or 'was it over' or 'would it happen again'. I doubt Joss will use this 'world goes inexplicably insane' approach on a TV show, but he likes to do the unusual, so who knows.

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[> [> Re: Monsters in the Buffyverse -- anom, 21:52:50 07/08/01 Sun

What really scares me is something that happens all the time in the Buffyverse: having your mind & body taken over. A spell, a cursed costume or candy, a lobstery thing that taps into your motor control system...leaving you totally powerless over your own body & decisions. You know it's happening & you can't do a damn thing about it. Or you find out later, or maybe not at all, but there are still consequences of what you did & you have to deal w/them (did Sunnydale have its own baby boom 9 months after "Band Candy?"). I'm amazed Sunnydale-ites cope with it as well as they do. Maybe they're in some kind of denial about how it feels. Maybe Xander's "no more butt-monkey" outburst was what happened when he couldn't deny it any more. Me, I'd freak. At least the 1st time, & a few more.... I'm glad it's not something that happens in real life.

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[> Re: Monsters in the Buffyverse -- spotjon, 20:29:25 07/02/01 Mon

Personally, I thought Glory was a pretty good villan for this season. I liked this season for the fact that they didn't focus so much on the bad guy as they did last time. In the fourth season, they spent too much time building up to a bad guy that wasn't all that bad in the end. The focus of this last season wasn't so much on the bad guy, but was more on how the upcoming crisis affected Buffy and her friends. I guess Whedon & Co. learned from the last season how to balance the two, especially when the big bad isn't spectacularly evil and intriguing. I personally thought that Glory was rather freakishly scary because we didn't know a whole lot about her or what she could do. She was the great unknown, a force of nature that would sweep your life into eddies of disarray. She wasn't really evil, at least not in the same way that Angelus was sadistic and just plain wicked. She was simply extremely selfish and didn't see any other living beings as being worth the time of day. She is what happens to a person with no conscience and power over others: an unsympathetic tyrant.

I liked Glory as the big bad of this season because she made us focus more on the Scoobies, and she made them focus on each other. We were able to learn more about the Scoobies because of her presence, even though she wasn't much to look at herself, except for when she was in that tight red dress... rowrrr.

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[> Know what scares me? -- Wisewoman, 20:55:11 07/02/01 Mon

Serial killers. Real ones. They're out there.

Now imagine a serial killer in the Buffyverse just lucky enough to be vamped. Imagine, say, Hannibal Lecter (or Jeffrey Dahmer, or one of the other real ones) as a vampire with the same motivation and predilections he had in life.

Now that's scary!

;o)

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[> [> Re: Know what scares me? -- rowan, 21:03:34 07/02/01 Mon

Wouldn't that be Angelus?

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[> [> [> Whoops, you're right! Been there... ;o) -- Wisewoman, 21:06:21 07/02/01 Mon

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[> [> [> Actually... -- Masq, 14:16:12 07/03/01 Tue

Liam of Galway had no killer predilictions in life. The example on BtVS is Zachary Kralik, a bonafide serial killer of women in human life who was vamped. They sent him after Buffy in "Helpless"

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[> [> [> [> Re: Actually... -- Rufus, 15:36:29 07/03/01 Tue

I agree that Liam had no killer predilictions in life, but he had some dark emotions about his family that I think he dealt with using alcohol. He said in Amends the man he was had always been weak. When he became a vampire all he did was act out all the things he thought but never expressed as a man. His confrontation with his father was so sad because he just didn't get the fact that his father actually loved him but was lousy at showing it. Everything Angelus did was born out of how worthless his father made him feel. With Kralik, you had a serial killer who was an abused child who grew up to wreak vengeance on all women for the sins of one. He was a monster alive or undead. He changed little when he became a vampire. That makes me think what happens when the soul is removed, with Angelus it made all the difference, with Kralik there was nothing to corrupt.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Actually... -- rowan, 18:19:56 07/03/01 Tue

The aspects of Angelus that reminded me of serial killers were his ritualized killing of Jenny and his relentless, stalking pursuit of Buffy and the SG. I'm not saying he was a serial killer, but he did share some traits.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Actually... -- Rufus, 18:26:55 07/03/01 Tue

Not just Jenny but his stalking of Dru, his methodical way of wiping out her family to wipe out her mind. Liams mind was a dark place, would he have acted out any of his thoughts, I don't know. Lots of people have dark thoughts that they never act upon, becoming a vampire let Liam express his anger and insecurity without the consequences of feeling any guilt about his actions.

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[> [> Re: Know what scares me? -- Ben/Glory, 21:54:47 07/02/01 Mon

Been done way too many times. (Profiler, Millennium, X-files, the movies you mentioned).

Almost to the point of being Cliche.

Perhaps though, if the big surprise is precisely that the big bad beast who we thought to be demon, was actually human.

For example when they slay him, expecting him to turn to dust, he just bleeds to death.

A slayer would know the difference (though Faith didn't), so it would have to be one of the SG.

Surprise, not a Vampire. Just a very evil guy who likes to go around drinking human blood.

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[> [> [> Re: Know what scares me? -- Rufus, 22:04:47 07/02/01 Mon

There are a few serial killers who got into the drinking blood thing cause they got it into their heads that they needed blood to survive. Some of the stuff the real killers do you can't put into any movie or book(including Silence of the Lambs). We don't like to think that other human beings are so capable of dreaming up such horror. Movie monsters are safe predictable, human monsters are another matter.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Know what scares me? -- Sean, 22:37:50 07/02/01 Mon

Actually I find human killers quite predictable (at least how they are protrayed on tv)

Killer gets fixated on some aspect of the victim (hair like mom's whatever). Goes around killing women with that aspect.

Calls the Detective who is charged with catching him. Taunts her (or him, but often her). Quotes nursery rhymes. Mails in clues. Riddles.

More killing. More taunting. More nursery rhymes.

They think they have gotten the guy. Detective goes home. Gets ready to take a shower Phone rings. It's the killer. He quotes nursery rhymes. Hickery Dickery, Doc, the Mouse ran up the clock. The Clock strikes 12 (the time the killer usually strikes, which is 5 minutes from now) Phone hanges up. Detective traces call. It's from next door. Oh no, I left the window open.

At the end they go to the killers house. Sees a picture of "mom" when she was young. Looks like the victims and perhaps even like the detective.

Boring. Been there Seen that. You can only rewrite Silence of the Lambs so often before it becomes stale. Ask Chris Carter.

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[> [> [> [> [> ROFLMAO! ;o) -- Wisewoman, 09:41:40 07/03/01 Tue

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Know what scares me? -- Rufus, 15:39:37 07/03/01 Tue

If you want to get picky, all murder is just a re-write of all murders past. People are pretty consistant in the reasons they kill, money, sex, escaping detection. I think if you read on many serial killers they share many traits it's just in how they carry out their crimes does the difference show.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Know what scares me? -- Brian, 05:38:15 07/04/01 Wed

How about something from outer space? After all, Joss made the robot work in terms of the Buffyverse, and he's already planted the seed with the quiller demon. This "alien" might have the power to control minds, turn the Scoobies to do evil things, make Willow's magic really bad? Who knows?

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[> [> Re: Know what scares me? -- Scout, 15:06:25 07/06/01 Fri

Ted Bundy. Vamped.

I won't be able to sleep tonight now, thinking about it.

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[> my weird idea -- vampire hunter D, 12:20:49 07/03/01 Tue

I've kind of had an idea for a villain in my head for a while, and so I'd like to take this opportunity to show you some of him and and seewhat you think.

The villain (actually, this guy would be an apparent villain, but I'll explain that in a minute) is very powerful and evil. However, unlike most evil forces in the Whedonverse, he doesn't have any interest in hurting our heroes. Just the opposite, he wants to HELP them. Of course, he goes about doing this in the most disturbing and evil way possible, but in his mind he is still helping. But his motives are still evil. He doesn't care about the forces of good, or in stopping evil. But, due to a series of circunstances, the best way to achieve his agenda (whatever it is, I'm still working on some of the details) is to help the Slayer(s). Of couse, Buffy and the Scooobies don't know what he wants. All they know is that some force is out doing evil (and not realizing he's doing it for their "benefit"). This causes a series of encounters where they try to stop him doing whatever he is doing, and unintentionally making a bad situation worse.

I doubt this is like anything that Joss has ever planned. I'm just putting it here to get your opinion. I just really like the idea that the apparent Big Bad is not really the Big Bad. So, what do you think? And feel free to be brutal.

btw, this is kind of related to my idea on how to bring back Buffy. Maybe I'll post more in another thread if you guys are interested.

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[> [> Yes - post the rest of your idea, please! :-) -- Solitude1056, 12:38:36 07/03/01 Tue

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[> [> [> ok, I'll get to it sometime over the weekend (maybe) -- vampire hunter D, 11:20:21 07/04/01 Wed

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[> [> Re: my weird idea -- Max, 00:17:44 07/04/01 Wed

A villian who does good for evil sake. Kind of a mirror of Giles who did evil for good's sake.

Here is a related idea. I have often thought that Willow (or Dawn) might become addicted to magic. At first the effects of their magic might be good and useful, which of course encourages them to continue.

But as they continue, they find themselves unable to stop. And the effects of their magic begins to instead of helping the ones they love, hurting them. But again, they have gotten in too deep, and can't stop themselves from doing the magic.

They don't intend to harm others, but again they are addicted, and are powerless to stop themselves.

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[> [> Re: my weird idea -- Marie, 02:05:45 07/04/01 Wed

Actually, doesn't this sound a little like the 'Willow-goes-bad' theory that's been posted recently? (I don't mean that Willow's motives would've been evil, just misguided).

Myself, I'd quite like to see a sorcerer-type villain - I'm thinking Black Wizardy, with, preferably, goblins! (And I mean really nasty Lord of the Ring-types - not silly minions!).
Gift + I will Remember you -- Mav, 07:51:45 07/02/01 Mon

recently I resaw I will remember you, and in it there was this whole thing with Angel loseing his mortality to save Buffy, so I was wondering if any of you think this maytie in with Buffs reserection?

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[> no -- vampire hunter D, 12:45:03 07/02/01 Mon

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[> Doubtful Angel will be directly involved, if simply because... -- Wiccagrrl, 19:16:28 07/02/01 Mon

with Buffy moving to UPN and Angel staying on WB, with apparent bad blood about how things went down, I'm doubting any big crossovers are in the near future. Now, I am wondering if maybe Buffy will remember the events of the lost day...but they'll probably wait to bring that up again until they can have a crossover as well.

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[> [> Re: Doubtful Angel will be directly involved, if simply because... -- gds, 20:09:03 07/02/01 Mon

True, we can (unfortunately!) rule out much in the way of crossovers for a while, but there is nothing to stop someone giving information about how something Angel had done had paved the way for her resurrection. There are at least 2 Angel episodes which could be referenced in bringing back Buffy. In the first of these episodes he decides to return to being a vampire & in the second he uses his vampire strength to earn a resurrection for Darla which she is unable to use. The Oracles said that the Slayer would die sooner if he were human. Since that time we have seen nothing he has done to save her life, so his ordeal for Darla may have been what they meant. Of course they could have meant she would have died in a situation which never even materialized because Angel had changed history - which is a tricky business in an infinitely interconnected universe. E.g. maybe she would have died protecting Angel, so merely by removing the need for her to protect him she lived longer.
father figures in BtVS - revisited -- purplegrrl, 12:07:02 07/02/01 Mon

((I got on this train of thought after thinking how differently Superman was portrayed by Christopher Reeve in the movies and by Dean Cain in the TV series, "Lois & Clark: The New Adventures of Superman." The movies follow the comic book story -- Superman's biological and adopted fathers are dead. In the TV series Superman's adopted father is still alive, giving him a role model and a sounding board.))

I have some thoughts on why it appears that Joss has "father issues" in BtVS and AtS.

We know that Joss is a big comic book fan. We've already discussed the influences of Batman (Angel) and Superman (Riley) in the Buffyverse. Besides the whole crime-fighting, superhero gig, what do these two comic book characters have in common? Their fathers are no longer living. This is also true of Spiderman. (I'm sure there are others. Perhaps some of you can supply the names of other characters.)

With no father in their life, these characters are forced to become their own father. In effect to raise themselves, develop their own code of right and wrong, etc. In most cases, they also develop a stronger bond with the mother figure (mother/aunt). Because of the extreme "maleness" of their chosen calling, they seem to need the nuturing influence of the mother. (I'm not trying to be sexist here. It's just that most of the original superheros were male.) Even when they are well past the point of *needing* a mother.

Also, with no father there is none of the traditional father-son rivalry. Granted, the hero/superhero has no one to look up to, but neither does he have anyone with whom to compete.

In the Buffyverse we have two fatherless heroes -- Buffy and Angel.

Buffy "lost" her father when she was 16. Although Buffy's father is alive, he might as well be dead. She hasn't seen him or, as far as we know, spoken to him in several years. And now he is living in Spain with his secretary. Buffy became the strong protector, needing the nuturing figure (Joyce) but also protecting her (not telling her mother she is the Slayer -- similar to Spiderman not telling his aunt he is a crimefighter/superhero).

Angel may have "lost" his father at about the same age, at a time when he would have wanted to strike out on his own but his father had other plans for him. Angel/Liam rebelled against his father, further alienating father and son. His father was not positve influence in Angel/Liam's life. Of course Angel/Liam's rebellion leads him to Darla and his siring as a vampire. He then kills his father. Like Batman, his father's death eventually leads him to become a hero, but he is constantly fighting the memory of his father and his death.

Where I'm heading is that it is sort of "traditional" for the hero/superhero to have father issues. Either because their father is dead and can no longer give them the advice and support they need/desire. Or because they are rebelling against what the father stands for.

Would Buffy's father accept that she is the Slayer? Or would he have a similar reaction to Joyce's first reaction -- that maybe she can give this up to be a "regular girl"? Would he blame Giles for having "done this" to his daughter?

Would Angel's father approve of his son's chosen path? Or would he continue only to see the mistakes he has made -- being sired as a vampire, heading down the dark path for a while, his inability/unwillingness to stake Darla and Drusilla, etc.? If he could, would Angel even *want* to be reunited with his father?

Other thoughts??

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[> Buffy's dad -- vampire hunter D, 12:41:12 07/02/01 Mon

I'm sure Joss has already asked those questions about Buffy's father already. Which is why we havn't seen much of Hank recently. I remember Joss saying in an interview that bringing Hank in would make things too complicated. That's why he's been AWOL at the one time his daughters need him most.

I find your thoughts on Angel's father interesting. Maybe that's somthing Joss should consider for an upcoming episode.

One thing you seem to have missed in your post is that noone on these shows seems to have a good relationship with their fathers (see the "What does Joss have against.." page on this site).

Before I close this, I have one question. Have we ever seen Hank other than that brief scene in Buffy's memory in "The Weight of the World"? I can't think of any other time He's made an appearence (but, then again, I missed a lot of the first two seasons).

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[> [> Re: Buffy's dad -- Rahael, 14:36:09 07/02/01 Mon

Yes, Hank has appeared at least twice - in 'When she was bad' you see him help Joyce unpack Buffy's clothes, and they talk about how distant Buffy is. He appears as a fairly decent person.

He also appeared in Buffy's nightmare version of Buffyverse in S1 - he turns up to tell her that he doens't love her - how could he love someone like her. All grist to the mill methinks!

But just one point - isn't Gile's a great father figure for Buffy?

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[> [> Re: Buffy's dad -- Scout, 02:20:34 07/04/01 Wed

It was in an Entertainment Weekly interview on May 8 that Joss explained why Hank wasn't around:

EW: Why didn't Buffy's father come back for the funeral? He seems pretty heartless.

JW: We see him as being increasingly far away and awful mainly because I wanted to keep things simple. Buffy's father figure is Giles (Anthony Stuart Head). That's not to say the father might not appear again, but it complicates things enormously.

It seems to me that Hank has undergone this apparent personality change for no other reason than Joss simply doesn't want to deal with the character anymore. I think it's a pity because it would be interesting to explore Buffy's relationship with her father.

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[> What do we expect from fathers? -- Lurker Becoming Restless, 12:48:35 07/02/01 Mon

At the risk of leaping into some trashy pop-psychology, I think that both Buffy and Angel could be looking for approval from their fathers. This is common but, importantly, in the case of these two heroes (and the other characters you mentioned) they can never get it.

From the little we have seen of Buffy's father and Angel's father, they are unusually (for Buffy) boring, stereotypical characters. I think this emphasises the fact that we can never really tell what they would want from their children - they are simply figureheads, almost abstract ideas. This could be something that is driving the heroes on - they can never know the answers to the questions you posed (and often they assume the worst rather than acknowledging this).

One other important thing about the absence of their fathers is that they never got to see their flaws in the way most people do (unless you take Hank Summers' absence as his major flaw, but that's kinda different). This could enhance their need to prove something even more, since they are trying to prove it to an ideal that was never destroyed.

Maybe I'm only looking at this from a male perspective, but I certainly think that they are trying to prove something to a missing father figure rather than rebel against them.

For the best example (IMO) of a father-son superhero relationship, see 'Unbreakable', which features an extremely clever reversal in which the father is the hero and the son is trying to get him to acknowledge this rather than garner his approval.

Better than last time?

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[> [> Re: What do we expect from fathers? -- Steve, 18:57:19 07/02/01 Mon

(unless you take Hank Summers' absence as his major flaw, but that's kinda different).

Buffy stayed with Hank over the summer (between season 1 and 2). Hank couldn't help his absence as he was divorced from his wife and she had custody over Buffy.

Hank was a good father.

Season 5 Hank was odd. It wasn't the type of behavior from him that we had come to expect. It leads me to think something has happened to him (like being turned into a vampire).

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[> [> [> Re: What do we expect from fathers? -- Solitude1056, 20:40:00 07/02/01 Mon

Season 5 Hank was odd. It wasn't the type of behavior from him that we had come to expect. It leads me to think something has happened to him (like being turned into a vampire).

Buffy had never mentioned her father having an affair with his secretary as the reason for her parent's divorce, for starters. I often wondered if this new absentee style of Hanks was less that he *was* an absent father, and perhaps more due to Dawn's inclusion. Perhaps the only way to make sure that Dawn's solution wasn't to run to her father was to instill memories that Hank didn't want his kids. I'd always understood Hank to love his children as much as his wife, and Buffy spent summers with him (and, as pointed out at Buffy's birthday, so did Dawn) - but in the battle with Glory, sending Dawn off to be with Hank had to be out of the question and not just from Buffy's point of view.

IOW, it seemed making Hank unavailable was another deus ex machina on the level of the chip.

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[> [> [> [> Re: What do we expect from fathers? -- Max, 20:51:44 07/02/01 Mon

I think Dawn is going to have to slay her father (well the vampire who her father became).

This will be quite difficult as Dawn really, really loves her father. And also because her father was the last member of her family. (But if he is a vampire, then Hank is already gone).

Buffy had enough difficulty in slaying an ex. She just couldn't do it, even though Angulus was different from Angel. But she never had to slay a family member. Poor Dawn.

Hankulus might be next year's big bad. Joss must have had a very poor relationship with his own father, as he sure presents them in a bad light.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: What do we expect from fathers? -- Steve, 20:56:27 07/02/01 Mon

Wait until Hankulus and Spike meet up.

Talk about "meeting the parents."

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: What do we expect from fathers? -- Sue, 21:30:33 07/02/01 Mon

I wonder if Hankula will tell Dawn that he blames her for what happened to Buffy.

"Too bad it wasn't you Dawn. Didn't you know, I always loved her more than you?"

No one can hurt you more than those you love the most. Buffy had it real tough being the slayer and all that happened to her, but poor, poor Dawn. She never seems to get a break.

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[> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- Coral Cat, 17:58:34 07/02/01 Mon

I'm not comic book literate enough to have a good sense of the conventions in that genre, but I know that Joss is, so your theory is a good one.

But Hank has been a more attentive father than most fans give him credit for. It's only been since "Helpless" that the writers have intimated that he's been negligent in any way, and they have yet to come out and actually say that he is. Maybe that doesn't matter; the point is perhaps that Buffy perceives him as negligent.

BtVS is, also, a coming-of-age/hero's journey type of story, so I also see a certain amount of parental/authority figure issues involved as well. Buffy and her friends have always occupied a position of special knowlege: The adults and parents in their lives literally do not understand them and the problems they face. Giles doesn't count in this equation because he's always been more 'us' than 'them'; he's the mentor who treats his students like equals, the token elder who's still the rebel.

Buffy herself also has some major abandonment issues that center around most of the major male figures in her life (and perhaps the female figures as well now that her mother is gone).

Joss has said that S6 will focus more on the theme of growing up and on making the same mistakes that your parents did, so I expect that this will turn around somewhat and we'll see a more sympathetic portrayal of parenting next season, if only because Buffy will have to be doing some of it herself.

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[> [> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- Wiccagrrl, 22:07:56 07/02/01 Mon

The girls have been trying to reach him for months- since Joyce first got sick. The numbers they have for him aren't working, he apparently didn't contact Buffy on her birthday. He missed his ex-wife's (the mother of his two daughter's) funeral, for gods sake. If he's not dead (which in the Buffyverse is a possibility) then I'd say he's been pretty neglectful, especially as portrayed in the last year.

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[> [> [> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- Sean, 22:15:17 07/02/01 Mon

Got to believe he is either dead (vamped) or captured by some sinister forces as part as some yet to be revealed scheme against our Sunnydale gang.

I am not going to condemn a man as a Father because ONCE he was unable to take his daughter to the ice capades. That happens to the best of fathers. And Buffy was able to stay with him over that summer.

Season Five Hank was totally out of character. Got to believe that there were forces out of his control keeping him away from his family at the time they needed him the most.

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[> [> [> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- Coral Cat, 22:17:21 07/02/01 Mon

As far as we know, Buffy's failed efforts at reaching Hank were restricted to the time immediately after Joyce's death. She mentioned that he was off in Spain during her mother's illness, but we don't know if she ever actually talked to Hank then. In any case, at that time she seemed determined (typical Buffy) to take care of her family herself. We don't know how much effort she put into reaching him.

And why was Hank unreachable? And why wasn't Buffy more concerned about his unreachability? If Hank were my father, I would have been making all kinds of calls to hospitals and the authorities in Spain. Given the nature of her life on the Hellmouth, I'd expect Buffy to at least be worried. Joss could have easily established Hank as a bad father by having him talk to Buffy and telling her that she's old enough to take care of things on her own. Instead, Hank seems to have dropped into the Twilight Zone. (Frankly, I think Joss is keeping his options open about Hank.)

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[> [> [> [> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- Sean, 22:24:02 07/02/01 Mon

"Joss could have easily established Hank as a bad father by having him talk to Buffy and telling her that she's old enough to take care of things on her own."

Oh, but would that be Hank she would be talking to or Hankulus (Hankula)?

I hope Joss doesn't make Hank "the bad father". I hope that he hasn't been vamped, and instead Dawn can save him from the evil forces that have captured him.

After Season Five the Sunnydale Gang needs some pure wins under their belt. Especially Dawn. She has had more suffering than Job. She will be in a mental hospital before she reaches 20 the way she has been going.

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[> [> [> [> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- Wiccagrrl, 22:26:26 07/02/01 Mon

I think she mentions in one of the early eps when Joyce is sick (Family?) that she's been trying to call him and he hasn't called back. In Forever it's made pretty clear that she and Giles have been trying everything they knew to get ahold of him. But, I am perfectly willing to believe something's happened to him. This is fairly out of character, he seemed like a caring, if busy, father before. If he is alive and well, then I'd say he has been a fairly neglectful father. But I'm thinking something did happen to him- that he's either dead or vamped or something.

As far as Buffy not being more worried about him, I think she was just a little overwhelmed with taking care of Joyce and Dawn and dealing with Glory. And He hadn't been a big part of their lives recently. She seems to have been somewhat concerned, somewhat irritated, and eventually just decided the hell with him.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- Coral Cat, 23:11:07 07/02/01 Mon

Double checking the scripts, I think Buffy called Hank at least twice. The first time, when Joyce was sick, he didn't call back (she must have left a message), and the second time she couldn't get a connection at all. She seems ready to believe the worst of him, which given the situation may have been easier for her than having yet another thing to worry about. I don't blame her, but in her shoes I would've at least wondered. As far as I can tell, we simply don't know if Hank ever got any of those messages. Could have been some weird interference from the monk's spell too.

I do hope that Hank makes an appearance S6, and I hope that he and Buffy manage to reconcile to some extent. She has abandonment issues out the wazoo, and she's never going to have a healthy adult relationship until she starts dealing with them. Hank would make a good start, and if next season is going to be about making the same mistakes your parents make, Buffy's confronting him with his perceived bad fathering could make for an eye opener, especially if Dawn turns out to be a handful.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- Wiccagrrl, 23:20:18 07/02/01 Mon

From the Shooting Script:

BUFFY I'm phoned out. Can you? I mean, unless it's Dad.

GILES Of course.

Giles gets it. Buffy and Dawn listen attentively.

GILES Hello? Yes... They did. Thank you... The service is tomorrow at three. Do you know the Brown Brothers Mortuary?...

Giles trails off as he moves into the living room. Buffy's agitated now.

BUFFY I can't believe he hasn't called yet.

XANDER Your Dad's still AWOL, huh?

BUFFY (nods) The number he left for us in Spain is no good. And I've left messages all over the place.

DAWN We should try his girlfriend's place-

BUFFY I don't have that number. I told you.

DAWN But we could ask one of his friends at work or something.

Buffy's getting irritated, but tries hard to maintain.

BUFFY Dawn. I tried that. Okay? (to Willow and Xander)



A lot of that didn't make it to the ep, but the part about the number(s) he left her not working, and her leaving messages all over town did, if I remember right. Something's up there.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- Sean, 00:48:18 07/03/01 Tue

Doesn't sound like Hank.

But it does sound like what you could expect from someone who has turned into a vampire.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- Malandanza, 08:38:32 07/03/01 Tue

"Doesn't sound like Hank."

I do think that Hank has been a bad Father -- we've only heard about him a handful of times during the show. However, the complete disregard for his family this season has been a bit out of character. I would suggest that the monks altered enough of the past to propel Hank into a different path than he might have otherwise followed. After all, the first we heard of Hank cavorting with his secretary was this season. And, perhaps, the monks had to make him less attentive since the introduction of Dawn into Hank's and Joyce's life would have necessarily changed the dynamic between them.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Exactly my points - but much better said! :-) -- Solitude1056, 12:33:53 07/03/01 Tue

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> As it relates to reality....... -- AngelVsAngelus, 22:33:36 07/03/01 Tue

I must ask you all, who seem to have some background in psychology and philosophy, especially Masquerade, is a good relationship with your father really required to be a healthy individual? If your answer is yes, then I must worry... my relationship with my dad is non-existent, due to his being a condescending, dogmatic, domineering person. He and my mother divorced before I can remember (when I was three I believe), and since then he's been like a blurred silouhuette in my life.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: As it relates to reality....... -- Solitude1056, 23:05:15 07/03/01 Tue

IME - there's your disclaimer - it's not necessary that the biological father play the role of "parent". Being a parent, above the financial responsibilities, is a multi-tasking deal that can be shouldered and shared by non-blood folks. Bear in mind that when we're discussing the Buffyverse, we're talking about a universe created by a guy who's deep into comic books... and many of those comic books call on a long-standing tradition dating from the 20's of father equals authority, mother equals love. Housewifey and all that. Ok, so that's oversimplification maybe (and the more modern comics aren't so cut & dried), but the tradition is there - Batman and Superman are two examples already cited.

All that aside, the issue of parents isn't whether you have two parents, or whether you get along with them. It has its biggest impact on our lives as adults because our relationships with our parents were the first major relationships we've probably ever had. My mother the developmental psych professor always used to say that if you wanted the measure of how a man would be in marriage, look to how he interacts with his mother. After all, his first and longest relationship with the opposite sex was via his mother, and vice versa if it's a woman and her father. If he patronizes her and belittles her behind her back, that's a bad sign. If she takes her father for a fool and plays him for all he's worth, another bad sign. Granted, relationships are more complex than that, and get even more so as we gain experience, but it's a warning that under it all may still lurk the quiet belief that "all men are pigs" or "all women are simpering idiots." These sentiments, based on our initial relationship with a parental figure, can be just as damaging as "my father is the perfect man" or "my mother loves me like no one else ever will." All of the above are ways to stulify one's growth, but the parental relationship is a good way to measure one's starting point. It's not necessarily where one will end up.

It's hard to gauge whether Joss considers such psychological issues when developing a character - as a former writer, I know all too well that sometimes characters develop independent of the writer's intentions. But each character's relationship with the opposite and same sexes is impacted by their understanding of such relationships as seen through the lens of their first relationship, with their parental figures. So it could be a grandparent, uncle, aunt, long-term next door neighbor, family friend, or even older sibling who imprints on a person how that person is going to react later to that gender. We do un-learn such reactions, as we get older (such is part of growing up), but the instinctive reaction may always be there, under the surface.

And while Joss has a thing about fathers, as has been noted, I also wonder if he doesn't have a thing about mothers, too. Look at Joyce: she'd been divorced how long, and only just prior to her death was finally going out on a date? The only other time we've glimpsed Joyce having anything close to a normal interaction with her peers was that fiasco with Ted. After that, Giles and the band candy was as close as she got. For that matter, Angel may have issues with his dad, but his mother is practically non-existent. (I think she was dead by the time he was vamped, but I'm not sure. Even if she was, he's never expressed any sign that he even thinks of her, and certainly not nearly as much as he thinks of his father, these hundred years later.)

So to bring it around to your question, A/A, if there's a man in your life, somewhere, who's been your primary male relationship for the majority of your childhood years... there's your father figure. Even if this person is no longer in your life, studying how you feel about that person may reveal undercurrents that still reveal themselves when you're dealing with the male gender now. The part played by a biological father who's absentee is pretty much null, IME, and the child will effectively replace that parental figure with someone else as soon as possible. The child may never consider that new person a father, or even anything remotely similar, but the new person is fulfilling one aspect of the parental role by providing a relationship which the child will later use as a basis as s/he grows up.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Angel's mom........ -- Rufus, 00:20:59 07/04/01 Wed

One thing you brought up that caught my eye is Angel's mom and her role in his life. Angelus came back and killed his family taking relish in the fact that he had won the contest with his father. The stuff with dad is easy to understand but it's the mothers role that is a bit more complicated. At the very least Liams dad was verbally abusive, she where was mom when all this happened? The gender roles would have been pretty specific back then where the man calls the shots in the family. But why show mom as non existant? Usually when I look at an abusive situation the mothers role again can be a bit fuzzy, going from "I didn't know about what happened" to "I had no choice in the matter". You never get a sense that Liam experienced any love in his life other than the unconditional love of his sister(makes me think of Dru). So where is Mom in the Buffyverse? Dads may be getting taken to task but moms aren't faring much better. Look to Amy the rat's mom who took over her daughters body so she could have the youth she missed. Willows mom who only seemed to exist in Gingerbread. Xanders mom was a voice and that was it. The only mother that had any impact is dead. Parents are made fun of in Band Candy. But for the most part they don't exist much and the Scoobies have had to make up the missing family parts with each other. I see this happen in real life. Is Joss trying to tell the older generation something or is he just writing a good tv series?

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> The Scoobies & Peanuts & Ponderings -- Brian, 05:25:08 07/04/01 Wed

I once made a comment to a fellow Buffy fan that the show reminded me of Peanuts where the adults(parents) are off stage, perhaps only a voice.

Almost all young people go through a rebellious stage with their parents as they try to establish a separate idenity from them, from the family. If they are lucky, after they find out who they are, what their idenity is, the family ties are reestablished. Unfortunately many times, once those bonds are severed, they are never reestablished.

I wonder and worry about the Scoobies:

Xander's parents are fighting alcoholics. Until they get help, I can't see him getting back with them. Makes you wonder what the wedding will be like?

Willow's parents seem so remote and over-intellectual. Do they even know about their daughter's sexual choices?

Buffy's Dad is definitely AWOL. I can't believe that the father I saw in the first seasons is the same one in season 5 without some explaination that "something happened" to him. Vamped? Monked? Mid-life crisis? Aliens?

Anya's parents are long gone. Will she miss having them at her wedding, the happiest day of her life?

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Angel's mom........ -- Wiccagrrl, 09:42:25 07/04/01 Wed

Ok, I don't know why, but I always assumed she was already dead (childbirth with Cathy, maybe?) I know it's conjecture, but something about the family dynamic and particularly her absence made me think she was no longer in the picture.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Angel's mom........ -- Rufus, 13:11:25 07/04/01 Wed

Nope, I saw her in the Prodigal. I just went to the transcripts and she is mentioned in there as well. She never said anything, but she was there. Liam spoke to his sister and father and that was it.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> I apologize if... -- AngelVsAngelus, 22:35:31 07/03/01 Tue

I apologize if anyone is offended by that post. I don't really mean to turn the forum into a personal therapy session or anything, I'm just curious, since we're on the topic of fathers.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: I apologize if... -- Rufus, 00:26:11 07/04/01 Wed

Don't worry about your question it is valid. Sols answer kinda sums it up. Family is who cares about you, are people you can count on. Biology does not a parent make, loving involvement does.

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[> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- rowan, 18:05:26 07/02/01 Mon

Hmmm...this is very interesting. I don't know much, but I'm always game to share my ignorance for you to mock. ;)

The first thing that naturally comes to mind when discussing father figures is authority (and feel free to psychoanalyze me -- I know you already are because of the whole Spike thing anyway). Comic book heroes often have to deal with authority and in particular, the relationship of authority with justice and vengeance. These heroes often fall into two camps (with all the wackiness that ensues as the dimensional walls bleed): those who rebel against authority (e.g Batman) and those who establish authority (e.g. Superman). Perhaps the absence of the hero's main authority figure symbolically sets up the internal conflict within the hero as s/he must either rebel against the paternal authority to establish identity or become the paternal figure to establish identity. It's basically the battery that makes the hero run like a little Energizer bunny. The whole identity crisis: am I good or am I bad? am I just or am I vengeful? Without the paternal figure there to tell the hero (i.e. give the authoritative judgement), hijinks ensue.

In BtVS, of course, Hank is absent. Who represents paternal authority for Buffy? Well, let me hijack Rufus's thread and say that it is Giles and the CoW. But over the course of five seasons, we've seen that authority essentially be revealed for the sterile bureaucracy at its heart. Giles has steadily distanced himself from it to in some ways take on the more nurturing role of mother or neutral role of mentor. Finally, in Checkpoint, we see Buffy establish her authority (the authority of the power of action) over the CoW, neatly reversing the tables.

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[> [> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- Coral Cat, 00:58:16 07/03/01 Tue

Hmmm, I like! I have to mull this over for a while, but I think you might be on to something. My first impulse was to put Buffy in the Batman camp, and I think S3 & S4 Buffy did belong there, but on second thought I'm not so sure S5 Buffy is still there. "Checkpoint" she asserted her authority over the council, and they essentially acquiesced.

If there is any authority over Buffy at this point, it would have to be the First Slayer -- the very essence of the primal feminine -- who reassures Buffy that she is love, but also tells her that her gift is 'death'. Buffy can challenge that power, but she seems to also hold her in awe. In any case, she gave the First's judgement authoritative weight.

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[> [> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- purplegrrl, 14:08:23 07/06/01 Fri

***the relationship of authority with justice and vengeance***

Rowan, this is pretty much what I was trying to getting at with this thread.

That, and not so much that Joss actually *has* father issues (although he may, and that's something else all together), it's that because a lot of the traditional comic book heroes had absent fathers. And despite all the psychological quirks we read into that condition, that is one of the reasons for the absent fathers in BtVS. Also, BtVS is not about adults or traditional nuclear families. It is about a group of teenagers growing up and meeting real life head on, with demons and what not as the metaphor/simile/reality of that grown-up world.

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[> [> Re: father figures in BtVS - revisited -- Rattletrap, 06:46:42 07/08/01 Sun

an interesting thread . . .

BtVS is a show that has always been largely concerned with growing up. The Scoobies are their own family unit, though united by something other than heredity (Family). Giles acts as a father figure all the way through. For the first several seasons he is the father of a group of teenagers, but by S5, the relationship has changed, they are now young adults. Just like real life--we grow up under the authority of our parents, but eventually we have to strike out and make our own decisions and exert our own authority, just as Buffy does in Checkpoint and the rest of S5. It's not that the parental figure are gone, it's that the kids have grown up. Giles remains friend and mentor, but realizes that he no longer has authroity in the classic sense. He becomes the middle-aged parent that we visit a couple of times a year and call once a week. In some ways, Giles going down to recurring next year is quite fitting.
Buffy or the Buffybot? -- Jessica, 14:51:59 07/02/01 Mon

In the episode the gift that I recently watched for the 100th time (I know I'm obsessed), I was left wondering, when Buffy tells the gang before they leave the magic shop that if the ritual starts everyone will die and that if anybody gets close to Dawn she will kill them; is it Buffy or the Buffybot. In the beginning Buffy is wearing the leather jacket and the leather pants but when the fight begins the Buffybot is wearing them and it seems that she didn't have time to change after she told them that and before the fight; so did Buffy programmed the Buffybot to protect Dawn at all cost.

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[> Re: Buffy or the Buffybot? -- Slayrunt, 16:07:20 07/02/01 Mon

Hi Jessica,

It was Buffy who said that she would kill anyone who got near Dawn, but I know what you mean. I think Joss & co did that clothes thing to fool people, so when the Buffbot is beheaded it is a little surprise.

That is an interesting question about programming the Buffbot though. Unless Willow changed the program, the Buffbot's main concern would have been Spike, unless Spike told her to do that for him.

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[> Re: Buffy or the Buffybot? -- rowan, 18:23:51 07/02/01 Mon

I think it was Buffy who delivered that line. She hung back from the group a little (they left before her), and I assumed this was to give her time to change clothes. Glory had seen Buffy in those clothes in Spiral (need laundering much?) so it probably was part of the bait and switch.

As for the BuffyBot protecting Dawn, I think that was part of Spike's programming of the BuffyBot. She had all the slayer programs. In Intervention, we saw the BuffyBot participate in a mission essentially designed to go kill Spike to keep him from spilling the beans to Glory about The Key (granted, she got distracted alot by his hot, tight body, but hey, who wouldn't?). So the BuffyBot I think had all the basics to take on Glory.

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[> [> Re: Buffy or the Buffybot? -- Nina, 19:07:04 07/02/01 Mon

The way I see it I think that Buffy told Xander and Anya that their idea of using the Buffybot was good. We don't hear the word "bot" but it's obvious that they are talking about it. While Buffy and Spike were away, Willow probably just fixed the bot. She said in "Intervention" that it would be an easy fix. I am quite sure she didn't have time to reprogram anything (which means that protecting Dawn was part of the original programing).

Buffy comes back to the magic shop with a black bag on her shoulders (probably containing her new clothes), she then heads for the basement while the others head for the tower. The switch was pretty quick, but they wanted us to be surprised! Didn't work with me though. Right when I heard Willow talking about an easy fix, I knew the bot would be back. At least I hoped so. It was cleverly done. Enough confusing to leave fans doubt how it was done even after lots of screening! :)

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[> [> [> Re: Buffy or the Buffybot? -- Rufus, 19:23:10 07/02/01 Mon

I guess that meant that Willow had to take out the make Spike happy programs so the Bot would be able to focus on Glory......:):):)

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[> [> [> [> Re: Buffy or the Buffybot? -- Nina, 20:41:53 07/02/01 Mon

Hmmm.... maybe. But in Intervention the Buffybot helped Giles over Spike. The slayer part of her was stronger than the "make Spike happy" part. The slayer had a file to her name. She was even programed to go slay even when Spike was asleep, so maybe, just maybe, it wasn't that important to reprogram anything! ;)

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Buffy or the Buffybot? -- rowan, 21:01:17 07/02/01 Mon

I think Spike deserves some credit for not having made the BuffyBot a one dimensional SexBot. He gave her all the connections to the SG as well as her Slayer roots. Even if he didn't intend for her to get out of the crypt (bad Spike!), he apparently gave her enough "free will" so that she could choose to help the SG hunt Spike down with the intention of killing him to keep him from spilling the Key beans (granted, she got confused alot...darn his sinister attraction...and that coat...and that hot, tight body...and have you seen him naked...sorry, Evil Hand got away from me there for a minute).

Thankfully, the whole BuffyBot incident was not what I spent several weeks dreading it would be.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Buffy or the Buffybot? -- Rufus, 21:22:35 07/02/01 Mon

The Bot did offer to draw Willow sketches.......:):):)In the fight the bot had with Glory I could just imagine her saying "have you seen Spike naked?" could have won the fight that teeny bit faster.......:):):)

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Buffy or the Buffybot? -- FanMan, 00:58:53 07/03/01 Tue

Bad Spike? Yes Spike is a bad boy, however keeping the Buffybot in the crypt was because he was embarrassed.

Maby it was because he did not want Buffy to find out and take away his substitute...that would be selfish and bad.

Two options? I go with the first.

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[> [> [> [> [> are you guys kidding? -- anom, 21:52:22 07/05/01 Thu

C'mon, folks. Ro-Buffy had a total personality transplant. As in having one at all, let alone some semblance of intelligence. Warren's version was a lot like April, with the extremely limited responses & knowledge about her friends. Everyone who knew the real Buffy could tell something was wrong, but they attributed it to a vision hangover. The ro-Buffy that faced Glory sounded and acted like the real one, & knew stuff about how to fight her that Spike could never have had programmed into the fake. Sure, April had fighting skills, but she *growled*. Nothing like the running commentary ro-Buffy came up with. Willow had to have done some major reprogramming. (Plus it seemed like all the "Oh, Spike!" programming was gone.)

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: are you guys kidding? -- Rufus, 00:42:50 07/06/01 Fri

That would be a ghost in the machine that made April *growl*, I must admit that when Intervention came on I thought if April *growls* what the heck will the Buffybot do?

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: are you guys kidding? -- anom, 23:11:08 07/07/01 Sat

"That would be a ghost in the machine that made April *growl*, I must admit that when Intervention came on I thought if April *growls* what the heck will the Buffybot do?"

Huh? They were never in the same episode.

But I was quoting Buffy in "I Was Made to Love You." Was I the only one who heard those asterisks (or italics, or whatever) when Buffy said, "You made her so she *growls*?!"

(not to mention the "?!")

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: are you guys kidding? -- Rufus, 00:23:46 07/08/01 Sun

I was pretty spoiled by the time that Episode with April aired and at the end Spike gave Warren his order. So I thought if the Aprilbot *growls* what the heck could a Buffybot do......plus I saw the episode twice that night and could reflect upon what I already knew when Buffy asked about the Bot growling.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: are you guys kidding? Good points and a question... -- KendratVS, 14:49:01 07/08/01 Sun

(ROFLMAO remembering the part about April *growling* and Buffy's reaction when she confronted Warren! Damn, that series has some great humor interspersed with all the other goodness!)

My question is fairly trivial, and maybe not worth too much thought, but right before Glory knocked the Buffy-bots head off, she (Buffy-bot) was saying "You're about to..." Was the Buffy-bot alluding to real-Buffy being behind Glory with Olafs hammer, or was it just part of her fight-banter routine? Until the camera pans back and we see Buffy, the viewer didn't know, so I am just wondering what would have come out of the Buffy-bots mouth if Glory hadn't knocked her block off.

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[> [> No Dawn programing. -- vampire hunter D, 11:33:21 07/03/01 Tue

I don't think Spike gave it any real programming to protect Dawn. When Buffy (pretending to be roboBuffy) offered to tell Glory who the Key was (to stop her from hurting Spike again), he didn't seem surprised by it. He was obviously mad and affraid at the possibility, but no surprised. If protecting Dawn had been part of hte original programming, this slip up by Buffy would have given her whole act away. But that's just my take on it.

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[> [> [> Re: No Dawn programing. -- Solitude1056, 12:12:19 07/03/01 Tue

That would've involved telling Warren that Glory was bad guy who was after Dawn, I'd think. And Spike knew the less folks who know, the better. I didn't recollect that Buffybot had too many details about Glory other than she's "another bad guy," at most.

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[> [> [> [> Re: No Dawn programing. -- AK-UK, 14:48:59 07/03/01 Tue

I assumed that the Buffybot was programmed to go into a default mode when not around Spike; she would act like the real Buffy insofar as her limited programming would allow.Thus she might well protect Dawn (as long as it didn't conflict with her overiding wish to serve Spike) I don't think Spike would have been stupid enough to tell Warren that Dawn was the key, so I'm guessing that Spike thought the "Buffybot" found out about Dawn's true identity when she met up with the SG.
Need some technical assistance -- LadyStarlight, 06:02:35 07/03/01 Tue

OK, so I'm writing this new fic and Wisewoman (shakes fist in air & says "Damn you, Wisewoman! Now I must neglect housework to write more...oh, right, that's not really a bad thing, is it?) brings up this little niggling point: Do vampires show up in photos? Angel proved that they show up on videotape (twice, I think), so would a photo be the same thing?

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[> Re: Need some technical assistance -- Marie, 06:24:23 07/03/01 Tue

When Wesley was trying to prove to the rebels of Pylea that he knew the 'Princess', he showed them a clear picture of himself, Cordelia and Angel, so I guess the answer is 'Yes'.

(Begs the question of why Angel was so fascinated by his hair in the mirror, though - hadn't Wes showed him the picture??).

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[> [> Re: Need some technical assistance -- Shaglio, 07:25:09 07/03/01 Tue

This question was brought up a while back (maybe it's somewhere in the archives). I beleive it has to do with the type of camera being used. Back in the old days, cameras used to work using mirrors, which wouldn't be able to take a picture of a vampire for obvious reasons. I don't know much about the inner workings of modern cameras, but I'm pretty sure they don't use mirrors anymore. Can anyone else verify this?

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[> [> [> Re: Need some technical assistance -- Solitude1056, 07:55:34 07/03/01 Tue

Yes and no. Depends on the camera. Most 35mm more-than-one-use cameras still use mirrors, which bounce the image up to the viewfinder. That mirror then flips out of the way, blocking the viewfinder and revealing the unexposed film for the duration that the shutter is open. So technically, while framing the picture, you wouldn't be able to see the vampire because it's a reflection into the viewfinder. But once you take the picture, it'd be an image going straight through the lens and onto the film. (Ok, so maybe not all cameras. This is ignoring those that have a viewfinder that goes straight through the body of the camera, and doesn't actually show you the picture through the lens - most point-and-clicks and digitals are like this, in which case... no mirrors.)

To confuse issues more, though, I recall an image of Darla from season one, where Giles shows Buffy what appears to be a reprint of a daguerreotype. Last time I checked, many of of the older large-format cameras (pre 35-mm) didn't always have a focusing viewer, which would usually use a mirror to reflect the image from the lens up to the viewfinder. The oldest cameras you just had to guess, but with the long sitting times, the depth of field was going to be large enough that a great deal of the picture area would be in focus anyway (just like a pinhole camera now-a-days). The optics hadn't really caught up to the point where in-focus and not-quite-in-focus were instantly obvious.

I don't know if there's anything in Joss' schema which has ever stated explicitly that vampires would or wouldn't show up on film. If the argument's that mirrors in cameras would prevent us from seeing the vamp in the final image, then I'm thinking that this assumption may result from just a lack of knowledge about how cameras work, for the most part. (And not surprising; it's an arcane science to many.) In that case, if I were doing a vampire's portrait, I'd just open it up to a greater depth of field and put the camera on auto-focus. Just because I can't see the vampire through the view doesn't mean the camera can't focus on its own, since the camera's lens-eye has no problem seeing the vamp, even if the mirror is negating my view.

So basically: old or new, there's only a few cameras which would involve mirrors within the exposure process itself, and that design is so rare I'd consider the risk negligible. Consider vampires as photographable and videotapeable as anyone else... and then you can start dealing with that old tradition about witches not showing up on film. :-)

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[> [> [> [> Re: Need some technical assistance -- Marie, 08:23:15 07/03/01 Tue

I recall an image of Darla from season one, where Giles shows Buffy what appears to be a reprint of a daguerreotype.

I'd forgotten that, but you're right, though this was actually Drusilla, I think, in 'Lie to Me' (after Buffy had seen Angel talking to her in the park).

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Need some technical assistance -- Humanitas, 08:49:43 07/03/01 Tue

Angel also appears in a picture from the 50's in "Are You Now or Have You Ever Been."

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Need some technical assistance -- Andy, 09:48:01 07/03/01 Tue

I believe what Whedon said on the matter of cameras is that vampires can be photographed because a camera simply isn't, in a metaphysical sense, the same thing as a mirror, or reflecting pool or whatever. So even though mirrors are part of a camera's overall mechanism, they can indeed be photographed or filmed.

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[> [> [> [> Oh, we do too show up! I've been filmed many times... ;o) -- Wisewoman, 09:29:39 07/03/01 Tue

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[> There you go, LadyS. You were right! (I knew they'd know)... ;o) -- Wisewoman, 09:31:33 07/03/01 Tue

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[> a technical description -- vampire hunter D, 11:24:19 07/03/01 Tue

Alright, I know this has nothing to do with Buffy, but the following appears in Vampire: the Masquerade Lasombra Clanbook (Lasombra being the only vamps that don't appear in mirrors): "We do, in fact, partially appear in mechanical media for recording images (as opposed to those based on capturing reflections). Videocameras, colorphotography, security monitors, motion sensors, and any other forms of mechanical surveillence pick us up, aln=beit as shadowy flickers. Black and white photography is the exception to this rule. Perhaps because this form of photography is based on the absorption of light by a silver based compound (a form of reflection, perhaps?)."

Don't know if this helps any, but it's interesting(I've always liked White Wolf's vampires better than Joss'. Maybe Joss should use this as a basis for his own vampire's weeaknesses.)

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[> [> not the clearest... -- Solitude1056, 12:10:25 07/03/01 Tue

"We do, in fact, partially appear in mechanical media for recording images (as opposed to those based on capturing reflections). Videocameras, colorphotography, security monitors, motion sensors, and any other forms of mechanical surveillence pick us up, aln=beit as shadowy flickers. Black and white photography is the exception to this rule. Perhaps because this form of photography is based on the absorption of light by a silver based compound (a form of reflection, perhaps?)."

It's not clear to me whether the WW variant on the tradition is saying they do appear on b/w film (as opposed to color) - or that they do not.

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[> [> [> clarification -- vampire hunter D, 12:31:16 07/03/01 Tue

It said that Lasombra do not appear in black and white photography. Sorry or the confusion.

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[> word from a photographer -- Solitude1056, 12:30:56 07/03/01 Tue

And now for something not quite different, I asked my housemate, the aforementioned Peanut Gallery, who's also been a pro photographer for for uh, a lot longer than I'm gonna say here. His response:

1. All photographic film is based on the interaction of some range of electromagnetic wavelengths with chemicals that have been designed to be sensitive to that range. True IR, for instance, is a different set of wavelengths than visible light. There are X-Ray films, etc. as well.

2. I've yet to hear a non-superstitious explanation of something you can see with your eye but not with a mirror. The origin of the "no-reflection" rule had to do with the idea of seeing one's spirit or soul in the mirror.

3. There are, of course, situations that are the other way 'round: things you "see" but that don't show up on any recording device, because they're not really "there" in the visible sense -- ghosts, for instance (spirit photography notwithstanding).

Now, if you posit a being that does not reflect light at all, then I suppose it would only be visible, whether to the eye or a recording device, by the negative space or shadow effect. [Anything] that could let light pass straight through [itself] would be completely invisible. There are such things, and much sci fi -- and religion! -- is based on the idea that some could be sentient [such as] angels, etc. Depending on which rationalization you accept, an angel is either only visible because your mind translates the presence into visual stimulus, or it vibrates at such a high frequency that it only partially intercepts and reflects light, the rest passing straight through. I like the second, myself, as far as angels go, though it's not necessarily an either/or for all creatures. So first, if vampires didn't have a physical body, they wouldn't be visible. They do, so that's out. Second, if vampires didn't reflect light at all, not only would the camera not be able to see them, but our own eyes would effectively be unable to see them, because our eyes don't work by "seeing" an object - our eyes actually interprete the lightwaves bouncing off an object, and our brain extrapolates this into "seeing" an object. So if vampires didn't reflect light, we wouldn't be able to see them in the first place.

To which the Peanut Gallery replies:

Of course, no bounce at all + absorption = shadow; no bounce + transmission (ie, straight through) = invisible. So my stance would be that vampires are photographable, videographable, etc. It's possible vampires wouldn't show up on Kirlian (sp?) photography, which measures low level electrical fields. It's touted as "aural photography" but in fact all bodies generate an electrical field as a result of the molecular activity going on - but we're getting away from my and my housemate's knowledge of photography and into some murky scientific waters, there. So if you posit that vampires don't have an electrical field due to the braindeadness of their bodies, they wouldn't show up on Kirlian. But if the demon's making the body work - regardless of the power source - then they'd still show up, perhaps a bit quieter on the print than most humans. Or perhaps just as vividly.

(If you're wondering, "infrared" film does not measure how "hot" something is. It's film that's supersensitive to certain wavelengths outside the normal visible spectrum, but it doesn't pick up that the person is "hotter" than the sky - it only picks up which is bouncing back more of a certain wavelength at the camera.)

And lastly: I don't know about that no-soul or no-spirit as the justification for witches not showing up on film. Seems to me that this wouldn't be something to boast about.
1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angelus -- Rendyl, 23:30:28 07/04/01 Wed

"Well, judging by the outfit, I guess it's safe to come in. Evil Angel never would've worn those pants." (Cordelia, "Eternity")

Oh, how we love to drool over the leather pants of evil and the sexy vampire wearing them. As long as we don't have to get any closer of course, since the vampire wearing them is not our sweet brooding Angel but instead is Angelus, The Scourge of Europe, and a legendary evil even among vampires. Cruel, violent, and sadistic, he is the epitome of a demon.

The question (discussed on many a forum) is how did Angelus evolve from Liam? As we saw in 'Over The Rainbow' and in 'There's No Place Like Plrtz Glrb' the demon inside Angel/Angelus is nearly a mindless animal, with no thought but to kill, eat, and kill again. It even goes for the blood Fred lures it with, rather than attack Fred. There are no indications of the cruelty we see in Angelus.

As Greta from this board put it so well,

"...it makes clear that the it's the vampires' human nature that makes them "evil." I.E. when Angelus killed Jenny, it was the beast that let him catch her and snap her neck, but it was the soulless MAN whose twisted artistic vision arranged the body in Giles' bed" (Greta, 8:28 5/18/01).

We have Angelus; famous not so much for how many humans he killed but for how painful and inventive his torture of them was. How do we get Angelus from Liam? The newly risen Liam is a typical vampire. He rises, has his first meal, and then slaughters his village. No grand plans or involved torture here, just some good (or rather evil) old-fashioned killing and mayhem. Then his memories begin to influence him.

"What we once were informs all that we have become." (Darla - 'The Prodigal')

Time to turn on his family. He saves his father for last. He seems to enjoy the pain his father feels at seeing the family dead and bloody but he seems most happy at having beaten his father.

"You told me I wasn't a man. You told me I was nothing. - and I believed you. You said I'd never amount to anything. Well, you were wrong. " (Liam- 'The Prodigal')

He kills his father and for a few minutes he is happy. Then Darla speaks the words I believe created Angelus.

Darla: "This contest is ended, is it?" Liam: "Now I've won." Darla: "You're sure?" Liam: "Of course. I proved who had the power here." Darla: "You think?" Liam: "What?" Darla: "Your victory over him took but moments"... "But his defeat of you will last life times." Liam: "What are you talking about? He can't defeat me now." Darla: "Nor can he ever approve of you - in this world or any other."

With a few words she reduces Liam, who had been feeling frisky and fine, likely almost high on his new found power over life and death, back to the drunken worthless son. He not only lost, he can never win.

My husband tells me that being accepted as an adult by your father is an important part of growing up. Liam will never have this. His father never acknowledged him as an adult or as a man worthy to be his son. Now he never will. Because of this, Liam becomes Angelus, a vampire who thrives on making his victims suffer, proving (at least to himself) that he holds power over them. The more helpless his victims appear, the more powerful he feels.

Angelus never fights a battle he cannot win. In 'Fool For Love', Spike wants more danger, bigger challenges and the possibility of losing. Angelus only wants a soft bed, fine clothes, and innocent victims to torture and eat. If Angelus cannot win a fight he avoids it, and in doing so he avoids the possibility of failure. As Liam he failed at most things, including revenge on his father. As Angelus he is going to make sure he never fails again.

"Eternal torment. - Am I learning?" (Angelus, 'Dear Boy')

There is a certain amount of speculation on whether Drusilla was a success or a failure. Angelus was obsessed with her, with making her believe she was evil. He succeeded in breaking her, but not (I think) in the way he intended. Ultimately she was able to escape him by going insane. She was still tormented but the essence of who she was died when she did. He created an insane demon that is tormented, rather than a human girl who willingly embraced evil.

Then we have his obsession with Buffy. There are several similarities to Drusilla. Buffy is young, innocent, and beautiful. She has a supernatural ability that sets her apart from her friends and family. She is uncertain about what she is and where her gifts come from.

Not enough just to kill her, he wants to torment her, and to completely destroy her. He tells Spike "to kill this girl you need to love her" but that love becomes the root of his inability to kill her. Even without a soul he still loves her. He hates her for it, but he still feels it. He spends hours watching her sleep, making sketches of her. He looks for reasons to fight her, excuses to touch her and be near her, but never takes complete advantage of her inability to kill him. He kills Jenny and leaves her as a morbid present for Giles instead of choosing someone closer to Buffy. He torments her friends but he never leaves them dead on her doorstep.

Angelus knows if he kills Buffy it is all over. The same applies if he pushes her too far and it drives her insane. His fun ends and she wins. So he struggles with wanting to be close to her while at the same time wanting to hurt her.

In the end his need to be in control, to be powerful, and to win overrides any thought or reason. He cannot bring himself to kill her (or to admit that he cannot kill her) and he cannot win if she is still alive. Enter Acanthla and suddenly Angelus has the ability to suck earth into a hell. Eternal torment for Buffy seems like the perfect solution. It is big, showy, and tailor-made for his reputation. Her pain never has to stop and he insures he will never lose her, or lose to her.

(Of course he does lose and regains his soul but that is another topic, for another poster.)

************************************************************ Morning all! My take on 'he in the leather pants of evil' is posted. Question, comment, ponder, or dissect him at will. Just don't invite him in. ;) -Ren ************************************************************

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angelus -- Rufus, 03:27:54 07/05/01 Thu

Rendyl....leather pants, gotta be evil.

Angelus is the worst of vampires, he is what the old ones would have had in mind when they created the vampire. He is the venus flytrap of lust in leather. The face of and angel that even fooled his sister.

I take the villiage to be the practice session, his family the main event in Angelus/Liam's quest for the big win over his father. Total destruction for his feelings of worthlesness. Darla sure knew how to pick a monster. Angelus is all about power, he also sees love as an enemy of power with the ability to drain strength as it makes him feel vunerable again. The influence of the demon is that of trickery, fooling Angelus into thinking he is a winner by killing others. With every victim Angelus loses again as he is forever stuck, eternally searching for the fatherly approval, love, he will never get. The more he kills the more he feels that loss. When Angel fell in love with Buffy then lost his soul, Angelus became enraged knowing that Buffy could never approve of him just like dad. The act of killing only giving Angelus power for that moment before he realizes that his victim has escaped him just like his father did. Dru escaped by insanity, his other victims by death. Buffy had the most power over Angelus of anyone, she is the one person he had ever loved, a power over him that the ego of Angelus couldn't take. Angelus is a homicidal Peter Pan, the only thing that stopped him was the return of his soul. Only then could Angel begin the slow process of growing up.

Great post Rendyl, love the subject.

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[> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angelus -- Wisewoman, 17:45:53 07/05/01 Thu

Really insightful on the role Darla played in turning Liam into Angelus. Like Rufus, I want now to see the process of Liam/Angelus growing up into Angel...

Great post, Ren!

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angelus -- Slayrunt, 06:20:45 07/05/01 Thu

Rendyl, great post, I have been a fan of the show for years but, now that I have found this board and you fine people, I see new and interesting facets that I would not have on my own.

I can't wait for season 7 to start so I can read all of your ideas and insights. Thank you all.

I believe that Darla lead Liam to the scene above from 'The Prodigal'. She is the Col Parker of the vampire world, molding and refining the rough gem she found in Liam.

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[> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angelus -- Rendyl, 08:25:49 07/05/01 Thu

***She is the Col Parker of the vampire world, molding and refining the rough gem she found in Liam.***

Rofl Slayrunt...no special comments - just thought your idea of Darla as the Col deserved being in print again.

(my sick-at-home hubby listened to my laughing and now thinks I am demented, but I am hoping to pass it off as him being delirious-grin)

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[> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angelus -- Sophie, 13:14:16 07/05/01 Thu

I know the obvious reply to this is - but he has got his own series - but the story of Angelus is one thing that Joss is constantly revealing and with a lot of focus. Despite the obvious contrast to Angelus, courtesy of the soul, Joss and co. have not IMO ever really dealt the issue that this creature came from Liam. The idea that Angelus needed fatherly approval and reacts like a petulant child (albeit an evil one) in true 'they f@?# you up your mum and your dad' style, is an appealing one. However, it is his extreme sadism that I feel is never really reconciled with Liam. I know the demon is supposed to take the natural instinct of the individual to logical extremes but I am not sure I can see this in Liam. I too think Darla must have had a lot to do with what Liam became. Immature just does not do evil that well! Anyway that is just my opinion and thanks for listening - Sophie.

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[> I was quoted:) -- Greta, 06:39:11 07/05/01 Thu

I'm flattered.

*He kills Jenny and leaves her as a morbid present for Giles instead of choosing someone closer to Buffy.*

I never considerd that aspect too much before, but now it adds a whole new dimension to that arc. Do you think that if Angelus had killed, say, Xander, Buffy would have been as willing to forgive Angel?

I also really liked your thoughts on Angelus still loving Buffy but nonetheless unable to endure the thought of defeat. It's interesting, and very telling, that he equates love with defeat, perhaps because love (in any sort of healthy way) involves a certain surrender of control.

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angelus -- spotjon, 10:30:00 07/05/01 Thu

Nice analysis, Rendyl! It's given me some food for thought for my "Angel" post, which won't be up until later tonight. I already have the outline done for the post, but I haven't started writing it, yet. It'll be up by midnight tonight, Central Time, I swear! ;-)

In other news, I just picked up the second issue of Fray, and I have to say that this series is very very cool. I love the characters and plot, and there are some promised revelations concerning why the Slayers stopped being called in the next few issues, so what's stopping you from picking this up? :) I won't spoil any of the specifics of the story, but perhaps I'll write one of these character analyses for her once the series is over.

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[> Simple question. Is Angelus a sociopath or psychopath??? -- Emcee003, 12:35:39 07/05/01 Thu

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[> [> Re: Simple question. Is Angelus a sociopath or psychopath??? -- Brian, 13:21:01 07/05/01 Thu

Not so simple a question. I always thought that a socipath is someone who could function in society at large, but was a monster with his family/friends. A psychopath is someone who can not function in society on any level for very long.

So Angelus, I think,is neither. He is a predator who stalks human prey. In his vampire world he is fully functional and admired for his abilities to torture, maim, slaughter on physcial and psychological levels.

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[> [> Simple question. Is Angelus a sociopath or psychopath??? Neither -- Brian, 13:36:38 07/05/01 Thu

I think a sociopath is someone who can function in society at large but is a monster with his family and friends. A psychopath can not function in society for any length of time without breaking down. Angelus is neither. He is a demon, a stalker of human prey. In his vampire circle he is admired for his abilities to maim, torture, kill, and destroy people on the psychological level as well as physical.

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[> Fantastic post! Thank you. :) -- rowan, 14:37:12 07/05/01 Thu

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[> [> Grin and thanks! -- Rendyl, 13:35:49 07/06/01 Fri

*Blush*

Actually you need a thanks for organizing this whole posting party. So far it has been a lot of fun, Masq needs a thanks because..well just because it is her board, (grin) and everyone else needs a thanks cause their replies have been very cool.

I would have jumped into the discussions more (for Angel and Angelus) but I seem to have caught (sigh...I hate feeding Solitude's ego but here goes) a stomach bug. So instead of waxing philosophic I have been stuck on the couch watching cartoons and soaps. Hmm, maybe I posting partied to hard? ;)

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[> [> [> Stomach Bug -- Brian, 15:50:19 07/06/01 Fri

YOu have my sympathy and best wishes for a speedy recovery. I had it for about ten days, no fun, but it has only slowed me down, not stopped me from missing work. Rats!

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angelus -- sollig, 14:56:38 07/05/01 Thu

Okay, I don't mean to be dim, but I still don't quite understand the Angel/Angelus dichotomy. On another posting board I once asked why it was impossible for Buffy to love Spike, yet she could love Angel. (And by that I meant, in regard to her morals, what allowed her to love Angel.)

Most replies said that Angel is worthy of her love because he has a soul, and that Angelus is really a separate entity sharing the same body. Angel is therefore "good" and not responsible for the actions of Angelus. Spike, on the other hand, is just plain evil and only does good deeds because of his chip. (I feel this is debatable and fodder for other discussions; I'm really not trying to turn this into a Spike thread!)

Huh? Is that the general consensus here? Or was I just terribly mislead about the nature of Angel/Angelus? Help me out here!

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[> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angelus -- Rufus, 15:08:05 07/05/01 Thu

Buffy fell in love with the Angel that had time to consider his actions via the gypsy curse. He was never meant to be happy, he was supposed to be in torment. And tormented he was until he saw Buffy. I think that was the intervention of the PTBs through Whistler to goad this unpredictable character onto the side of light. The Scrolls say that it's not certain exactly which side Angel is on when the final battle happens. It's ironic that a curse was Angel's start to redemption. The reason that Buffy finds it hard to love Spike is that to contemplate loving a soulless being starts a paradigm shift in the vampire situation, and these shifts aren't easy and are hotly contested as it's hard to go against all you have been taught to feel and believe.

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[> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angelus -- Liquidram, 01:37:09 07/06/01 Fri

I believe Buffy justifies her love for Angel because she loves him which is not that much different than a mother believing her child can do no wrong regardless of ample proof because of the unconditional love she has for her child.

The Spike/Buffy storyline is more than likely a prologue into Joss' Season 6 Grow Up theme. Buffy is older and presumably wiser, yet she still refuses to acknowledge feelings for Spike (which I believe she has).

We, with the privilege of knowing more about Angel and Spike than Buffy does via those flashbacks that she is not privy to, understand that Angelus was far more evil than Spike. We also know that if Angel loses his soul, he instantly becomes Mr. Super Evil whereas Spike potentially will remain good even if the chip is removed because of his ever increasing feelings for Buffy, Dawn and the SG because he has chosen goodness. It has not been forced upon him.

Buffy's analogy of the serial killer in prison was clever, but not really applicable since Spike could still be very evil by association with other demons and chooses not to be.

Back to the Grow Up theme. Buffy and the SG must now acknowledge that things are not always black and white. This has been discussed in previous threads, so I won't repeat everything here. The main point being that all humans are not necessarily good, and the demons ain't always bad. Buffy can no longer justify that killing demons is automatically acceptable because they are all evil. Her love for Angel and her acceptance for Anya (and even for Tara before Spike punched her (and was his pain real or did he fake it for a person(s) he respected and cared about?) show that she is willing to look beyond the past. Her refusal to acknowledge feelings for Spike or even accept that there is a possibility of feelings will hopefully be addressed as part of her growth in Season 6.

I really hope that Joss can find a way to work a few crossovers into the new season with the UPN move. Angel and gang are a very big part of the Buffyverse and it will be pathetic and sad if we lose that.

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[> Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Wisewoman, 17:58:19 07/05/01 Thu

Okay, I'm getting confused here...we have Liam, a human being with, presumably, a soul, who becomes Angelus when he is demonized, and Angelus has no soul. Then Angel, while still demonized, gets his soul back.

Well, how come Angel, with both soul *and* demon, seems to be a *better* human being than Liam was? I take the point that Angel had lots of time to become who he is today, but did he get a different soul than Liam had originally, or what?

Would Liam, had he remained undemonized, eventually have grown into the sort of *good* man Angel is? It wouldn't appear so.

What's the deal here?

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[> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Slayrunt, 18:32:33 07/05/01 Thu

Would Liam, had he remained undemonized, eventually have grown into the sort of *good* man Angel is? It wouldn't appear so.

I don't think so, Liam would have continued to be the kind of man his father wanted, which was worthless. IMO he would have gone through his life as a drunken whoremonger trying to live down to his father's expectations. It is doubtful that Liam would have ever been as evil as Angelus and I think that evil was the thing the soul rejected.

IMO family can really screw with your mind and if you become a good person, it is in spite of it, not because of it. But when Angelus got his soul back it was the evil acts he committed that made him seek redemtion not the cause of the evil act which were Darla and his father.

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[> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Rufus, 19:08:40 07/05/01 Thu

Actually I think that Liam could have become a better man if he got out of the pubs. He was young enough that the intervention of the right type of influence could have made all the difference. Unfortunately he met up with Darla.

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[> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- AK-UK, 19:29:18 07/05/01 Thu

Wisewoman, I think the answer lies with the demon. Let me explain: it has been said time and again on BtVS that when a human becomes a vampire, the demon that enters their body warps aspects of the human's personality and forms a new personality. What we tend to overlook is that the "demon" probably had some personal characteristics of it's own. So, I'd say that the demon was probably more intelligent, more insightful than Liam. Liam appeared to me to be incredibly self centred. Therefore I'd say that Angelus's ability to pyschologically torture his victims, preying on their fears, etc etc, came from the demons ability to look beyond itself; it's ability to see and understand other creatures hopes and fears. So, when Angelus's gets Liam's soul back, the soul warps the demon's "personality" and Angelus becomes Angel. Angel is now able to look beyond his own desires. He has a greater understanding of what makes people tick, but now, because he has a soul, this new found awareness leads to empathy, rather than hate.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Rufus, 20:18:58 07/05/01 Thu

In the eps that occured in Pylea it became clear that the demon was quite primative. It needs the personality and memories of the host to function. What happens is that the soul of the human is gone taking with it the natural tendancy to favor good, feel good about doing good. The demon gives the vampire the desire to create chaos. The thing that makes a vampire act is the personality of who it was/is. Liam may have changed his name to Angelus but he is still Liam, still insecure, weak, with an extreme need for approval. As the worst vampire around he got that approval by the reputation he got. When he got his soul back Angel is what remained of Liam and Angelus. The demon is still in the man, but it's clear that it's the man the makes the choices be them good or evil. What Liam was missing was the ability to love. For whatever reasons Liam was incapable of love, he was too busy in the contest with his father. When Angel found Buffy he found out what love was, he was finally acting on another emotion other than pride. He told Buffy it was the man that was weak, the man that was the problem. Having a soul made it less likely that he would do evil, but not a guarantee, as he needed an Epiphany this season. "What we once were informs all we become"(Darla the Prodigal). You may be able to kill the person but you can never get rid of who they were, they are all who they once were with a demon inside directing them to act out on all of their past hurts, and grudges, their moral compass no longer giving them the preference towards good.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Wisewoman, 20:48:04 07/05/01 Thu

"What happens is that the soul of the human is gone taking with it the natural tendancy to favor good, feel good about doing good."

I guess my point is, even with his soul Liam didn't seem to have the natural tendency to favor good or feel good about doing good. That seems to have come, paradoxically, as AK-UK points out, from his demon!

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Solitude1056, 21:52:04 07/05/01 Thu

I guess my point is, even with his soul Liam didn't seem to have the natural tendency to favor good or feel good about doing good. That seems to have come, paradoxically, as AK-UK points out, from his demon!

I'd say it came not from the demon, but from experience.

Liam's been on this planet now for almost 250 years... that's a long time by anyone's standards. And our glimpses into post-soul, pre-Whistler show a guy who doesn't want to kill but doesn't know what he wants to do instead. The guy who left those folks in the hotel with the paranoia demon isn't exactly someone I'd want to meet in a dark alley, soul or no soul.

I've gotten the impression that few on this board qualify as youngsters without much experience, so I don't think I'll be leaving most in the dark when I say that many slackers I knew in high school have turned out to be quite productive folks. At some point, something happened and they decided to move along to a different way of being - it's called growing up, I hear. The first catalyst of this sort that Liam ever met just happened to be Darla, but it could have easily been any of a number of other things, like joining the military, getting thrown out of his house, or falling in love.

Frankly, no matter how much I love this life and this world, eternity sounds like a pretty grim thing. I recall the characters in Johnathan Swift's novel, in the land where certain people are born with some sort of signifying mark that identifies them as immortal. They've grown old from seeing so much, and are pitied by the mortals, because everyone is aware that the immortals are doomed to watching their loved ones eventually die, and all that they knew will pass away... and they don't even get the release of a long sleep at the end of a full life. Knowing they'll live forever, there's no reason to do anything but mark time, which they have plenty of. A vampire, to me, seems like that - something to be pitied, because there's no eventual goal, no destination: just mark time, another victim, another night, another decade.

But I digress... point is, Liam's inside Angel (and you can hear it at times, when DB lets a soft lilt into his voice when the character is especially comfortable), and he's grown as much as those slackers I knew in high school. Anyone can change, given time, and it doesn't take a demon (or 200 years) to do it.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Rahael, 03:08:10 07/06/01 Fri

There's something that has always puzzled me.......when the Gypsies restore Angel's soul, which presumably was Liam's, where had it been all that time? Heaven? or Hell? Or was it just in a peaceful nothingness?

What happened to it when he lost it again?

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- LadyStarlight, 05:52:03 07/07/01 Sat

Something I've always thought interesting: when discussing Angel's soul (or the lack thereof) the term used is always "a soul"; not his soul. This sort of makes me think that perhaps souls are interchangeable.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Cynthia, 11:56:34 07/07/01 Sat

Maybe the soul isn't lost just deeply buried under tons of resistance.

I pasted a stone wall the other day and between the layers was a young tree sapling sticking out, growing despite the rock and concrete.

Perhaps, Liam's soul, (and Spike's also as another example) although greatly influence by the presence of the demon and the experiences of both Angel and Angelus, is growing and gaining strength despite the length of time it took or the adversity it faced. Perhaps it not soul or demon but a intergration of both? Sorta like the blending of two personalities in split personality cases, two halfs become a new whole.

In one case, the growth is forced by external forces (gypsy curse) and the other it seems to be coming from within. It would be interesting to see if the different reasons make for different outcomes; like is one stronger and more likely to survive adversity than the other?

One could argue that this is rarely seen since most vampires not last to long. Either thru lack of intelligence and/or bad luck. And the passage of time doesn't always allow the opportunity for soul to find a footing (i.e. The Master). But given an opportunity (curse/chip/major emotion) and time, it could sometimes happen.

Of course, I could be completely wrong. :)

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Rahael, 10:34:53 07/08/01 Sun

Thanks Cynthia!

I think your right about the soul being present all the time. After all, it would make Angel's remorse all the greater, if he had been a horrified onlooker the whole time. And when Angel came back after a brief episode of angelus in AtS1, he did remember everything that happened. It makes for more moral culpability.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Malandanza, 19:00:38 07/08/01 Sun

"Maybe the soul isn't lost just deeply buried under tons of resistance...Perhaps, Liam's soul, (and Spike's also as another example) although greatly influenced by the presence of the demon and the experiences of both Angel and Angelus, is growing and gaining strength despite the length of time it took or the adversity it faced. Perhaps it is not soul or demon but a intergration of both? Sorta like the blending of two personalities in split personality cases, two halfs become a new whole."

The biggest problems I see to the human soul still being present in vampire are 1)the curse (what did it restore if not a soul?), 2)other vampires (like Darla) are able to sense a "soul" in Angel 3)Angel didn't combust when the judge touched him (if the good in him was merely buried, why didn't he burn -- or at least smoulder a bit?) 4)why is Angel so different from other vampires?

On the other hand, just what was Angel trying to save in "Reunion"? From becoming a vampire? Why was it so urgent?

Angel: "I can save her." Wesley: "Save whom?" Angel: "Darla." Wesley crouches down beside him while Angel continues to frantically search through the cabinet. Wesley: "Angel, if what you've been saying is so there's no saving Darla. It's too late." Angel: "It's not too late!" Wesley puts a hand on Angel's shoulder: "It is! She's dead already and come nightfall she will rise again." Angel: "She won't. (He stands up spinning a big wood stake in his hand) I can save her from that." (Psyche's Transcripts)

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Cynthia, 04:42:23 07/09/01 Mon

"The biggest problems I see to the human soul still being present in vampire are 1)the curse (what did it restore if not a soul?), 2)other vampires (like Darla) are able to sense a "soul" in Angel 3)Angel didn't combust when the judge touched him (if the good in him was merely buried, why didn't he burn -- or at least smoulder a bit?) 4)why is Angel so different from other vampires?"

Humm, let's see, for the fun of it.

1. The curse might have released the buried soul so that it could flourish.

2. Haven't seen the entire series but could Darla sense a soul in Angel when he was just Angelus, or just after he obtained one? If it was buried as Angelus, she wouldn't have sensed one. Not until its presense was detectable after the curse.

3. Don't know about the judge, wasn't watching then. I would have to see the episodes in order to comment. So you got me on that one, for now :)Plus, I didn't say good, I said the soul, which is not nessarily a perfect one. The debate on Liam, and whether he is the source of Angelus's evil, is another thread. Although I would like to think that it is not as tied into Liam's memories,experiences and emotions as the demon seems to be.

4. As I wrote, Angel is special, not only because he has lived so long but also becauses the opportunity (conditions)for the buried soul to grow presented themselves. Something that does not happen very often.

and

5. I could be wrong. :)

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> The term "restoration" -- Shiny Special One, 06:15:09 07/09/01 Mon

I always think of the Restoration in England. When Charles II came back to England as king after Oliver Cromwell died, the idea the monarchists presented was that he hadn't now become king, he had always been king. But now he had been restored to power.

So, in vampires, the soul could very well be there, exiled or drowned under human blood (remember what Darla said about needing to feed to take away the "bitterness?"), with a curse restoring it to the control seat.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- AK-UK, 21:07:30 07/05/01 Thu

Gah! Pylea! I think I must have been blotting out those episodes when I made my last post. Bang goes another pet theory.

Can I just go o/t here and say how much i hated the last four episodes of Angel, and how disappointed I was to see that the vampire demon was just a variation on a werewolf?

I do have problems with this whole Liam/Angelus/Angel thing. I don't buy for one second the idea that Angel is just a well adjusted Liam. Angel is a demon with a human soul, so surely the demon part of him has added something to his personality -- maybe some natural instinct/insight into other creatures mentalities?

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Rufus, 21:34:10 07/05/01 Thu

The demon gave Angel immortality, strength, the drive to kill to consume blood. How the demon creats chaos is totally up to the mind of the host. The vampire is a demon/human hybrid. The thing that strikes me most from the season one explanation was if the demon that bit the human making the first vampire was primative then the infection it passed on stayed constant, the mind of humans, however have evolved. When a new vampire is created now, the infection is the same, it changes the body and influences the mind to desire chaos and the creation of evil, but needs the hosts mind to carry that drive out. In Pylea we were shown that the pure demon part of Angel was still primordial, but Angel has a mind that has evolved far beyond that. The contribution of the demon in the mind department is just a primative drive to kill and do evil, the human mind makes up the rest.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Soul vs Demon vs Demon/Soul? -- Malandanza, 15:35:12 07/07/01 Sat

The mindless demon from Pylea was foreshadowed throughout the show when we witnessed just-emerged vampires. None of these vampires have been sentient -- merely mindless killing machines that Buffy easily destroys. It is not until the vampire first drinks (human?) blood that it becomes capable of assimilating its host's thoughts and memories.

I prefer the Freudian view of vampires, with the soul acting as the superego and the demon replacing the human's id with a new and stronger set of drives. When the soul departs, the ability to distinguish between right and wrong is lost and the vampire acts merely for its own pleasure. With the gypsy curse, I have thought that the gypsies did more tham just restore Liam's soul -- that they also included an industrial grade conscience to make sure Angelus felt guilty, but Solitude1056 brings up a good point -- 200 years of atrocities might well have been enough to make an impact on Liam and make him see the light. Indeed, we saw the same thing happen with Darla (presumably, sans curse) where 400 years of evil did finally have an impact on her pysche.

So I believe that the reason vampires resemble their former victims so closely is as Rufus says: "The contribution of the demon in the mind department is just a primative drive to kill and do evil, the human mind makes up the rest." Stripped of its inhibitions and any moral sense, the human mind is certainly capable of great evil.

Vampires, then, seem more akin to animals (killing on instinct) than to any sentient creatures -- so it is no wonder that real demons look down on them. The vampires cannot really be held responsible for their natures and, conversely, their can be no resonable expectation of reformation (as we have seen with Harmony). Attempts at saving them remind me a little of a passage from the ancient bestiaries where Christian monks, believing monkeys to be "wild men of the woods", undertook to educate them but found that "however kindly they were treated it was impossible to civilize them, because they refused to recognize law and order."

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Collective unconcious and the Vampire -- Rufus, 16:16:44 07/07/01 Sat

I go back to what OnM said about holographic memory storage in the brain. When a vampire is created it displaces the soul and attempts to rewire how the demon acts. But if as it was said before the memory is not localized but like a hologram, throughout the brain, the only way the the infection of the host by the demon can totally control the body would be by the total destruction of the brain. Darla said "What we once were informs all that we become" I think that can also mean that we are all connected by the collective unconscious. Most vampires are happy with the status quo, but we now have Spike who has been greatly affected by first the chip, which seemed to allow Spike to access the collective unconscious(through his human memory) to be able to act upon his love for Buffy. I see the holographic memory not only to be about who the person once was but who humanity was and is. I think that as Spike has only interacted with vampires until now he was tuning into the collective unconscious of the demon part of the vampire. Spike's continual interaction in addition to his love for Buffy may have caused Spike to break the connection to the collective unconscious of the demon and reconnect to the collective unconscious of humanity. This would be another good reason why the vampire tries so hard to distance itself from any genuine contact with humanity. Vampires may be on a continual hunt, but for Spike the hunt was ended with the chip forcing him to access parts of his mind he hadn't while distracted by killing and living in vampire society.

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[> [> [> [> [> It's all rowan's fault -- Slayrunt, 01:15:06 07/06/01 Fri

Actually I think that Liam could have become a better man if he got out of the pubs. He was young enough that the intervention of the right type of influence could have made all the difference. Unfortunately he met up with Darla.

Yes, he could have. Sorry I let my inner distrust for humans show through.

As the worst vampire around he got that approval by the reputation he got.

I think he got his approval from Darla. Sorry I'm on such a Darla kick these days, but I got Darla for the posting party and I seem to have Darla on my mind a lot, Darla. I see Darla as the Darla behind the monster, Darla. Darla was the Darla with the leash and, Darla, Angelus was the pitbull, Darla. Not that Angelus, Darla, wasn't artist in his torments, Darla, but he had to be, Darla, to keep getting the, Darla, approval of Darla, Darla.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Liam's Soul? -- Cynthia, 04:50:12 07/06/01 Fri

I'm confused. Why do people believe that Angel's soul is Liam's soul.

I always thought it was Liam's memories, demon's possession, and a new soul placed on top of (inside of) both.

Otherwise, wouldn't Angel still be Liam and view himself as such as well as call himself Liam?

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Using Joss' Metaphor -- Solitude1056, 05:52:22 07/06/01 Fri

I always thought it was Liam's memories, demon's possession, and a new soul placed on top of (inside of) both. Otherwise, wouldn't Angel still be Liam and view himself as such as well as call himself Liam?

For starters, calling oneself by a name from long ago, no matter how much you relate to your past Self, just doesn't work for everyone. It'd always seemed to me that calling Angelus "Liam" once he'd gotten his soul back would be sort of like me moving back to my hometown and reverting to using a childhood nickname. That ruffian is still part of me, but not the whole part, and the name used then just doesn't work anymore. Hence Angel not going by "Liam," because he'll never be Liam again, same soul or different soul.

There's been a few notes here and there that make me suspect that we're working on a one-soul-per-person rule. Darla, Angel both being folks who've gotten second shots at their souls... and folks like Dawn who may or may not have a soul in the first place.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Sol, you were a what? You can tell us your nickname......:):):):) -- Rufus, 12:51:00 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> I'd say an "angel," but that might get miscontrued in this group... -- Solitude1056, 15:41:28 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Only if you are into wearing black trench coats, and start to brood.....:):):) -- Rufus, 16:03:40 07/06/01 Fri

Start cutting off peoples hands and I'm outta here.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Liam's Soul? -- Rattletrap, 06:20:18 07/08/01 Sun

Perhaps a soul doesn't have to be inherently personal. Most of what I've seen of the BuffyVerse sees to equate soul with conscience. People are shaped by their history (i.e. their actions in the past) and by the way their conscience responds to those actions. It follows, then, that Angel, a demon attempting to atone for a couple of centuries of evil would have a very different perspective than 25 year old Liam. Whose soul doesn't seem to be an issue, I think a soul is a soul is a soul.

*drops 2 cents into the proverbial jar*

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[> [> [> [> [> [> *WHO* are you doing your post on? ;o) -- Wisewoman, 11:32:55 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Wait, let me check... Oh, yeah, Darla -- Slayrunt, 21:18:26 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Oh, yea, blame the girl hosting the party... -- rowan, 17:30:29 07/06/01 Fri

I mean, I didn't even get to DO a post because I had to give everyone up that I wanted to someone else....

*sob*

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[> Danger! Danger! Will Robinson! Circuits overloaded! Arggh!! -- rowan, 18:00:00 07/06/01 Fri

There is too much goodness in this thread. I'm (like Anya) on overload and feelin' guilty about it. I'm going to consolidate all my responses in this one reply.

It's.All.About.Grey

Notice how we love discussing these characters who straddle the good and the evil? (Spike, Willow, Giles, Angelus).

Liam/Angelus/Angel

Well, I'll go right out on a limb here and say that I think what Joss is showing us is that Angel is NOT Liam. To grossly oversimplify Sol's point, Angel is Liam plus Angelus's experiences. But I think it also may go further than that. We have the imprint of Liam's experience (which we know can be filtered strangely through the demonic vampire intelligence), plus Angelus's own nasty demonness, plus the soul (and good point -- whose soul? I always assumed it was Liam's). So these have now created the new mixture of personality that is Angel. We've also seen Angel do things in S2 that demonstrated that Angelus is still in there somewhere. So as time marches on, we see that the vampire is not a separate entity from the human; they are a messy blend. This begs the question -- shanshu who? Is Angel minus the demony part still Angel? Or will he be, like Joss has predicted for Buffy, a little off?

Buffy Love

I liked Rufus's point in an earlier post about the theory that Angel's love of Buffy made Angelus's demon go insane (serves him right for the whole Dru thing). I like Rendyl's point that Angelus still loves Buffy, and that his obsessive actions are the outgrowth of that love. He has to continually reject it. His plan to not kill her, but torment her eternally, can be viewed as a response to Darla's point about Liam's father. Angelus killed Liam and can never be truly satisfied; but he planned to continue torturing Buffy for eternity.

Since ATLtS, notice how Angelus's obsessive stalking of Buffy compares to Spike's. This bolsters the argument that Angelus still loved (or felt) the imprint of Angel's love. However, notice how much less violent Spike's stalking is. Angelus cannot face his love, so it becomes violent. Spike can, so it becomes a sham of violence.

Now, about Buffy. Someone asked: Why can she love Angel and not Spike? Well, the jury's still out on Spike. ;) But seriously, she met Angel before she was confronted with Angelus. Because he had a soul, because he was tormented, because she did not directly experience his acts of evil, she could love. Then, even the horror of experiencing Angelus could not truly kill that love. Soul restored, love back. Angel/Angelus proves that Buffy can love a morally grey person.

Then what's up with Spike? First, Buffy is bringing her Angel baggage to her Spike trip. Who wants to be hurt like that again? What does it say if she can love two evil undead? Plus, Buffy met Evil Spike first and saw his acts firsthand. It's hard for love to grow under those circumstances. But as time progresses, and Spike begins doing more "good" stuff and less "evil" stuff, we see Buffy begin to soften.

Ah, I feel better getting all that off my chest.

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[> [> rowan remember what happened last time there was talk of straddling...:):):):) -- Rufus, 18:58:11 07/06/01 Fri

Well, I happen to thing that Angel is Liam who became Angelus who became Angel who became Angelus(again) then back to Angel. All the same guy at a different phase of his life or unlife. I'm the same person who was born many years ago but I'm no longer the teenager I once was. All still me just at different times of my life. It's important to realize that the demon that infected Liam resulting in Angelus is quite primative and couldn't have contributed much, as it needed the mind of the host to function. All the stuff that Angelus did came from a dark part of Liams mind. Say you dislike someone enough to consider (in your mind) ways they could be dispatched to the beyond, you won't act on it because your conscience would tell you you're a bad dog. Angelus was Liam without the brakes on, an imaginative lad with very dark thoughts about family and love. He was obsessed with control and went into despair when he thought he had no options to exercise control in his life. Then Darla flitted into his life promising him "fun". Liam was at a part of his life where he was very suggestable and Darla looked good so what the hell?? The result was that all those thoughts that Liam had for years about his father, the constraints of duty to the family unit, were gone. Angelus not only killed the villiage but saved his father for the final victory. I'll show you how a true monster was created. The Prodigal.

Darla: "This contest is ended, is it?"

Angel has his feet up on the table playing with his father's pipe. His family lies dead around him.

Angel: "Now I've won."

Darla: "You're sure?"

Angel puts his feet down and picks up a mug of ale: "Of course. I proved who had the power here."

Darla: "You think?"

Angel: "What?"

Darla: "You're victory over him took but moments."

Angel looks over at the body of his father and gets up: "Yes?"

Darla: "But his defeat of you will last life times."

Angel: "What are you talking about? He can't deafeat me now."

Darla: "Nor can he ever approve of you: in this world or any other. -What we once were informs all that we have become. (Angel looks at his father's body) The same love will infect our hearts : even if they no longer beat. (Angel looks at his mother's and his sister's body) Simple death won't change that."

Angel: "Love? - Is this the work of love?"

Darla steps closer and smiles up at him: "Darling boy. - So young. Still so very young."

Angelus was Liam striking out at what he thought was an enemy...his family. Because he had no idea of what unconditional love was like(his sister loved him-how did he see her?)he saw it as a foe to defeat to get the power he craved. Angelus hated love of any kind, struck out at people who had the potential to make him love. Mother, sister, Dru, Buffy.....all because he thought love took power and control away from him making him trapped, confined. The Gypsies saved Angel with a curse to torment the demon, but is the demon the only one to blame for the carnage caused by Angelus? Angel knew what it was like to be able to live without caring about his actions, the curse of the Gypsies ended that, he has the same feelings, he only can care about what he does with them. Epiphany was a start of an Angel who not only cares about what he did and what he now does, but understands why love is not an enemy.

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[> [> [> Re: Liam/Angelus -- rowan, 19:38:19 07/06/01 Fri

"All the stuff that Angelus did came from a dark part of Liams mind."

Then Liam's mind must be a very dark place indeed. Even if I were vamped tomorrow, I could never come up with the unbelievable cruelty of Jenny C.'s murder & artistic arrangement in Giles' bed. Some people's minds are inherently much darker than others.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Liam/Angelus -- Wisewoman, 19:44:57 07/06/01 Fri

That was kinda my point, earlier. If the "arrangement" of Jenny in Giles' bed was devised by Liam's mind, then I really don't see how Angel ever came to be. To me, the equation Liam+Angelus+soul (+time and life experience) just does not equal Angel. It's as if Angel is something new and completely different that has no relationship to Liam except a physical resemblance.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Liam/Angelus -- Rufus, 20:34:41 07/06/01 Fri

Where do you think the ideas would have come from. Read any murder mystery, the author didn't do any of the murders but the idea came from their mind. Liam was angry and repressed all his negative feelings, when vamped they came out. The demon just changes the moral compass to encourage evil, the rest comes from the mind of the host.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Liam/Angelus -- Wisewoman, 20:38:38 07/06/01 Fri

I'm agreeing with you! I believe that evil did come from Liam's mind under the demonizing influence of the vampire in him, but I don't see how Angel could have come from Liam, no matter how long he had to ponder his past deeds.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Liam/Angelus -- spotjon, 10:38:20 07/07/01 Sat

I think that Liam's mind was a pretty dark place. He hated his father, and bore bitterness against his family for years on end. When you have that much hatred, and no way to act on it, your mind can come up with some pretty twisted thoughts. I'm certain revenge had been on his mind for a very long time, but he had too many things holding him back. But with his ascension from the grave, he had nothing holding him back, plus he had an extra desire to kill and destroy on top of that. Not a good combination.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Liam/Angelus - My question -- Rahael, 10:30:13 07/08/01 Sun

I had always assumed that the demon that set up shop in a vampire was an amoral force that simply wanted blood. This in turn inevitably led to evil actions that further turns the vampire into an irredeemably evil agent in the world. The initially amoral demon would also be overlaid with, and encouraged by the darker sides of the former human being.

I thought that the whole point of staking the newly made vampire was partly to protect the human from the evil that it would do, what it would be forced to become.

So perhaps, Spike, forced to stop killing and feeding can have a chance to reform. After all, the Buffyverse has stopped being a place where demons are automatically evil. Most seem to be able to have and make moral choices cf Doyle.

But most people seem to agree here that vampires = evil. So maybe I was wrong!

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[> [> Futher condensing -- AK-UK, 19:18:48 07/06/01 Fri

Liam = human with soul.

Angelus = demon + (Liam - soul)

Angel = Angelus + soul

So, as I see it, Angel isn't Liam with a hundred years of experience under his belt. He is a different creature entirely.

Guilty admission: I find Spike's journey far more compelling than Angel's. The exchanges between Spike and Buffy in Crush (as well as the look on Spike's face before he bit into that dead girls neck) told me more about the inner conflict of a vampire trying to be good then 2 seasons of Angel.

Argh. This thread is not about Spike. Must. Stay. On. Topic.

I'm not sure I fully buy the idea of Angelus having any feelings for Buffy, other than hatred. i like it, but surely if he had residual attachment to her, the Judge's touch have destroyed him? The Judge actually says Angelus is pure, contrasting with Spike, who feels love and is therefore tainted.

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[> [> [> Re: Futher condensing -- Rufus, 19:26:57 07/06/01 Fri

Angelus resents the ability Buffy had to make Angel love for the first time. Angelus sees love as an enemy as it has the potential to contol him. You strike out at what you fear or hate.

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[> [> [> Re: Futher condensing -- rowan, 19:39:50 07/06/01 Fri

"So, as I see it, Angel isn't Liam with a hundred years of experience under his belt. He is a different creature entirely."

Yes, that's the conclusion I was fumbling towards.

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[> [> [> [> Me, too. -- Wisewoman, 19:49:45 07/06/01 Fri

And as I tried to point out above, before reading AK-UK's equations.

In particular, the goofy, fun-loving Angel of the last few episodes of last season (however much one might have reviled him) just could not have come from Liam IMHO.

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[> [> [> Re: Futher condensing -- Rufus, 22:12:23 07/06/01 Fri

Okay

Liam = human with soul

Angelus = demon = Liam - soul

Angel = Angelus (demon + Liam - soul)+ restored soul

Without Liam you have no Angelus or Angel. Angel references his memories before and after vamping. The personality and memories have always been intact. Angelus is a continuation of Liam as a demon hybrid. Angel is the hybrid with a restored soul.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Liam -- Malandanza, 15:43:26 07/07/01 Sat

I'm not sure Liam is really an important factor(well, term actually :) in these equations. When Darla returned, she could not even remember her name from her previous human existence. I would say that after 200+ years as a vampire, and several decades as a souled vampire, Liam is a very insignificant part of the equation -- orders of magnitude less significant, in fact -- something that could be lost with rounding error.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Liam -- Rufus, 16:20:29 07/07/01 Sat

Oh I think Liam is the most important part of the equation. "What we once were informs all we become". Liam is the base for all that Angel has become. When Angel went into complete despair in Reprise it was a return to the way that Liam felt so many years before. Angel has the same attitude problem he has always had. It is Liam that is weak and Liams mind is what informs the vampire how to act out and why. Without Liam there is no vampire and no Angel.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Liam -- Malandanza, 20:24:47 07/07/01 Sat

"Oh I think Liam is the most important part of the equation. "What we once were informs all we become". Liam is the base for all that Angel has become. When Angel went into complete despair in Reprise it was a return to the way that Liam felt so many years before. Angel has the same attitude problem he has always had. It is Liam that is weak and Liam's mind is what informs the vampire how to act out and why. Without Liam there is no vampire and no Angel."

Well, yes. Initially, Liam was important. Angelus was (Demon + Liam - soul). But, if you accept that vampires change over time (and the Spike Girls seem to accept change as an established fact -- even drastic changes in short periods of time) then 200 years is an awful lot of change.

Compare Liam, pre-vamping, with Human Angel from "I Will Remember You." They are not the same person -- he did not go out drinking and whoring upon becoming mortal. Yet, if we look at the equation: ([Angelus + (Liam - soul)] + Soul) - Angelus, everything cancels but Liam.

The conclusion I reach is that the experiences of the last 200+ years have far more to do with who Angel is now than the 26 years of experiences of a spoiled, rich boy.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Liam -- Rufus, 22:11:23 07/07/01 Sat

I'd agree if it weren't for the fact that Angel remembers his life so clearly. He is still impacted by who he was, that part of him is who he remembers when he was in similar situations like Kate and her dad. It's all part of why he needs redemption, if he weren't weak he wouldn't have been open to Darla in the first place. For it to come up at all shows it's importance to why Angel is who he is now.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Great post, Rendyl! -- Marie, 03:17:28 07/09/01 Mon

Bit of a late response, due to a weekend of shenanigans in the Lake District!

These posts are all so interesting! I'm wondering why, though, you folk seem to be mostly of the opinion that Liam was a terrible person. I'm wondering if you are looking at him through twentieth-century eyes, when he should be looked at as a man of his times. He was obviously the son of a fairly well-off, middle class family (we aren't told, but I get the impression that his father is not an aristocrat, but more the 'local squire' type). They have a servant, so they aren't poor, and obviously have enough that Liam can indulge his really rather pathetic vices. Drinking and whoring wasn't unheard of among the lads of his age - and it certainly wasn't surprising that he rebelled against his father's autocratic ways. Not many sons don't, in one form or another. I think that, had Darla not come along, Liam would have eventually married some local girl, had several children, and settled into stolid, middle-class existence.

At the time he met Darla, he was quarrelling violently with his father, and hot-headed enough to wish him dead, certainly, but how many things are yelled at parents in anger, and then bitterly regretted?

I agree that Angel is a composite of Liam+Angelus - the demon bringing out the worst of the man, etc.. Giles, in the first season, pointed out that vampires may retain the host's memories, but that they are not the humans, but the thing that killed them. When Angel got his soul back, wouldn't it have been that part of him that remembered Liam, and his family, that was most tortured?

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Great post, Rendyl! -- Rufus, 03:31:41 07/09/01 Mon

I'd go for the soul having the memory of Liam except for in FFL, Spike clearly remembers what it was like to be William. So to me the memories are all part of what makes the vampire who he/she becomes, you can't get away from what the person started as. What they started as, the good and the bad informs all that they become.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> That's what I meant! -- Marie, 03:43:53 07/09/01 Mon

Maybe I didn't explain myself clearly enough. Yes, Spike remembers what it was like to be William, just as Angel would have memories of his life as Liam - but Angelus ate his family! Imagine having to keep remembering that!

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: That's what I meant! -- Rufus, 11:50:47 07/09/01 Mon

I think the horror for Angel is not just the amount of people he killed but why he killed them. He wanted the most distress he could get out of a victim. As Angelus he said something to Spike in FFL that caught my attention. Spike confronted Angelus about only getting involved in fights he could always win. Angelus replied that a kill a good kill takes artistry, that without that they were only animals. I found that statement an interesting excuse for his killing style. He was not in it to be a champion of vampires but to do his art in the form of death. Spike wanted recognition so he went for the battle he may not win. Both were killers that killed at whim but still had different motivations for what they did.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: That's what I meant! -- Rahael, 15:33:52 07/09/01 Mon

Angel's attitude that a good kill took artistry - isn't there a correlation here with the first slayer - the art of death?

Also, for 18th century perspectives for Liam what about Lovelace (in Clarissa)which perfectly fits his pursuit of the innocent and chaste Drusilla, who he rapes. Or there's Fielding's Tom Jones, for a more sympathetic interpretation!

What about Don Giovanni? Also had father issues.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: That's what I meant! -- Rufus, 16:01:18 07/09/01 Mon

That, and the fact that even as a vampire Angelus and the other vampires frequently try to give their unlife meaning. Angelus didn't want to be just an animal...he wanted to be an artist.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: That's what I meant! -- Slayrunt, 17:07:12 07/09/01 Mon

I think the horror for Angel is not just the amount of people he killed but why he killed them. He wanted the most distress he could get out of a victim. As Angelus he said something to Spike in FFL that caught my attention. Spike confronted Angelus about only getting involved in fights he could always win. Angelus replied that a kill a good kill takes artistry, that without that they were only animals. I found that statement an interesting excuse for his killing style. He was not in it to be a champion of vampires but to do his art in the form of death. Spike wanted recognition so he went for the battle he may not win. Both were killers that killed at whim but still had different motivations for what they did.

Rufus, I agree to a point, but as I look at the development of Angelus, I see a different source.

Angelus kills his village saving his family and his father especially for last, then he and Darla cut a bloody path through northern England. After leaving the Master, they go to Italy then France, where they are hunted by the vampire hunter. He and Darla have a running conversation about living in the finest hotels and killing the bellboys etc. Angelus wants to go to Romania, they know how to treat you there. Darla says that's what you said about France.

The point is, IMO, that Angelus kills big in the beginning and that causes problems for them, much like Spike after he was turned. Darla broke Angelus of the habit and turned his desires to the artistic kills, often giving or picking the victim then watching him work. Angelus is trying to depart the knowledge to the new guy in the group, but Spike was not Dru's, Angelus' or Darla's dog like angelus was Darla's

different motivations of the diferent people

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[> [> [> Re: Futher condensing -- Mindtrekker, 14:33:10 07/07/01 Sat

If I may belatedly add a thought. I think this discussion has been overlooking the influence of Darla.

I would argue that without Darla as his sire, the drunken whoremongering Liam would merely become a drunken whoremongering bloodsucking Liam as a vampire. Darla gives him focus. She tutors him into a more sophisticated, almost aristocratic class of vampire with a larger vision of the world and an understanding of people that he can use to control and terrify them even further. I agree with Rufus that Angelus is motivated to become more than his previous self by the desire for approval, but not the vague, distant approval of the crowd afforded by a reputation--although that's a plus. No, it is Darla's approval that serves as his reward and it is for her that he performs. In fact I seem to recall in one of the more recent Angel episodes one of the characters commenting that with Angel, "it's always about Darla." (Wish I could remember what episode that is)

Beyond that I don't think the small glimpses we've been given of Liam really allow us to conclude that the character of Angel is inconsistent with him. I would remind people that one can be a drunken insensitive whoremonger and still be deeply affected and appalled at finding you're responsible for the death and torture of dozens of people, including your own family. I would also note, that in flashbacks in recent episodes we've seen that Angelus's transformation into Angel was not really as automatic as we'd previously thought. Some flashbacks have shown Angel not doing what we would necessarily consider the right thing even after having acquired a soul. And I would argue that the end of this season suggest that until now, he's never really understood right and wrong. He's seen it simply as a matter of what side you're on in some big cosmic battle.

There's a lot more I could say to that but that's enough for now. Got to go to a wedding. I'll be interested to see how badly you all tear up my theories. :>

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[> [> [> [> Darla the power behind the monster -- Rufus, 16:33:48 07/07/01 Sat

Darla is more complex than some have given her credit for. She is a hooker so she tends to be seen as just a sex toy. She is a lady that is full of rage at her powerless life. When she was dying she had been deserted by everyone left to die alone. She said to the master that God had never done anything for her. She was someone that was trapped by her profession stuck forever on the outside of society, scorned by the very men that would have partaken of her services. If you notice, Darla took an extra effort to kill the family unit, down to the children. Made me think that she was in a revenge loop acting out against the johns of her life and the society they would not let her join. Darla didn't remember her real name because she didn't want to. Her life a reminder of her powerless nature. When she found Liam he was first a toy for her then he became the monster of her dreams. When Angel got his soul she rejected him, taking him back long enough to discover that he couldn't be her monster, her dear boy any more. A newly human Darla still had no connection to humanity, just a desire to go back to what she was as vampire. But her exposure to an ensouled Angel made her feel unconditional love for the first time in any life, only to have that snatched away. Darla is now stuck with the residual feelings of love. Darla was a hooker without a heart, now she is a vampire out to get even with Angel for making her miss it.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Darla the power behind the monster -- Malandanza, 20:47:27 07/07/01 Sat

"Darla is more complex than some have given her credit for...She said to the master that God had never done anything for her. She was someone that was trapped by her profession stuck forever on the outside of society, scorned by the very men that would have partaken of her services."

I agree that Darla is a very complex character. In particular, I would point out that although she had a "curse God and die" attitude at the end of her human life, after her return, she had some reservations about religion:

Darla: "I have question. Where was I? I don't remember anything. It's a great big nothing. Could it be there is no hell?" ("Darla")

Additonally, in "Dear Boy," we see her kill a lord because she hates "cheap royalty" that would haggle over prices with a streetwalker -- but she also kills the prostitute, about which Angelus asks her and she gives no satisfactory response:

Angelus: "Why'd you kill the streetwalker?" Darla: "Oh - I just liked her.

Killing a prostitute -- seems like Darla had some self-image problems :)

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Darla the power behind the monster -- Rufus, 22:13:12 07/07/01 Sat

No kidding.......:):):):)Must have been tough to be a Missionary in the part of China Darla was in during the Boxer Rebellion.

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[> [> Re: Danger! Danger! Will Robinson! Circuits overloaded! Arggh!! -- spotjon, 10:46:02 07/07/01 Sat

No, Angel is not Liam, at least in the same sense that I am no longer the same person I was during my high school years. He has grown up a lot, and he is very different. I like what the Host at Caritas said in Epiphany:

Angel: "I'm still not sure I understand what happened." Host: "What's to understand? You think you're the first guy who ever rolled over, saw what was lying next to him and went 'Guyeah!' And you're not. Believe me. - It's called a moment of clarity, my lamb. And you've just had one. Sort of appalling, ain't it? To see just exactly where you've gotten yourself?" Angel: "I don't know how to get back." Host: "Well, that's just the thing. You don't. You go on to the new place. Whatever that is." Wise words from a man with horns growing out of his brain.

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angelus -- purplegrrl, 07:50:36 07/11/01 Wed

Rendyl, I wanted to compliment you on a great post. Angel/Angelus is my favorite character (or is it that I just lust after hunky DB?!? -- ***Oh, how we love to drool over the leather pants of evil and the sexy vampire wearing them.***).

Unfortunately, I have nothing pithy to add to the above discussion. I've been saving all my pithiness for job hunting so I can have continued access to computer, Internet, etc. so I can discuss philosophy, cheekbones, and cyber-chocolate with all the other BtVS-philes on ATPoBtVS.
Something on the silly side... -- Solitude1056, 14:46:07 07/05/01 Thu

I've been watching the posts & thinking back to that discussion about Tara & what her name means... and it got me thinking. What can we tell about a person from hir screen alias? Hmmm... so I present for your perusal a list of my first impressions of screen names, in no particular order. Feel free to continue the silliness with any of your own! Disclaimer at bottom of post. :-)

Coral Cat: at night, all felines are peach. FanMan: "if only I had air conditioning..." Humanitas: "Yeah, I like people. No, really." OnM: almost gets the Buddhist thing, but not quite. Nina: has a stash of old german punk rock vinyl tucked away in the back of the hallway closet, behind the rolls of toilet tissue. Wiccagrrl: is sometimes surprised when people think she's an Adult. Purplegrrl's evil twin. LadyStarlight: space cadet. Wisewoman: used to be blonde, but defected. Probably now a redhead. Sebastian: British, definitely. vampire hunter D: harbors a secret love of retro 80's. Andy: knows how to whistle like nobody's business. Malandanza: kind of like "abracadabra," but different. Manoon: say "man on the moon" ten times, really fast. Scout: Boo Radley, come out and play! Rendyl: was aiming for Renfield but just couldn't groove on the bug-eating parts. purplegrrl: a devotee of the artist formerly known as an unpronounceable symbol who was formerly known as the artist named Prince. Slayrunt: card-carrying member of Petite Killers, Inc. mundusmundi: tends to croon old Mommas & Papas songs at the dentist's office, but translates them into latin first. Rahael: one letter short of being an angel. voyageofbeagle: darwinist with itchy feet. Lurker Becoming Restless: chooses long alias due to minor inferiority complex from having a one-syllable first name. Emcee003: understudy for the master of ceremonies at a Spy Novel convention. KendratVS: doesn't care much for Druscilla. Dedalus: wax and feathers. or is that tar and feathers..? Liquidram: Taurus, with Cancer rising. spotjon: sometimes only bleach will do the trick. Aquitaine: prefers bottled water, thank you. rowan: would've gone for "sassafras," but it's too hard to spell when slightly tipsy. Rufus: wasn't that the big red dog from the children's books? oh, wait, that was Clifford. Hmm...

and last but hardly least:

Masquerade: "who was that masked philosopher?"

- = - Disclaimer: This post is intended to impart a sense of humor. Given the web's inability to carry inflections, tone and facial expressions, it may fail miserably in its intent. The sender acknowledges the limitations of the technology and assigns to the software in which this message was composed any ill feelings that may be returned.

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[> ROTFL, especially mundusmundi's -- Masqued philosopher, 15:09:20 07/05/01 Thu

If I ever get a FAQ up for this board with all the various rules and conventions for newbies, we could introduce the regular posters with this.

*snerk*

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[> Oh yeah, and you "Alone ten years before the Norman Invasion" -- Masq, 15:11:59 07/05/01 Thu

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[> [> I prefer to think of it as being ahead of my time. :-) -- Solitude1056, 21:41:29 07/05/01 Thu

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[> Having another giggle fit here........:):):):) -- Rufus, 15:17:26 07/05/01 Thu

Sol, you are closer than you think about Rufus. The current Rufus is a blue eyed siamese(well half siamese)who my husband has nick named...bag of hammers, for her intellect. The original now RIP, Rufus was a very large dog.

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[> You're about a week off :0) -- Liquidram, 16:29:31 07/05/01 Thu

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[> Actually, it's brown now, but I still have "Blonde Moments" ;o) roflmao! -- Wisewoman, 17:41:04 07/05/01 Thu

So now I can't get, "Mundus Mundi, can't trust that day..." out of my head...thanks!

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[> Re: Something on the silly side... -- Slayrunt, 18:15:49 07/05/01 Thu

Did I see you at the meeting? I was told to keep the group secret, did I miss a memo? (LOL)

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[> [> Actually I'm 5' 11" with long brown hair... -- Slayrunt, 06:00:03 07/06/01 Fri

a beard and moustache

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[> [> [> Uh, yeah, and I meant to say that you're an HONORARY member... :-) -- Solitude1056, 06:14:54 07/06/01 Fri

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[> I'm confused..... -- AK-UK, 18:59:03 07/05/01 Thu

Should I be unhappy at being overlooked, or profoundly grateful :) ?

The most striking name I have come across on this board is Dream of the Consortium. It makes me think of empty skyscrapers at night, peaceful and at rest, silent offices, images flashing randomly on computer monitors, slices of electronic dreams.......

Whoa......I've really got to lay off the felt tips, or stick to using them in a well ventilated room :)

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[> [> Alex Kingston - wishes she had taken Joss' call -- Liquidram, 19:20:31 07/05/01 Thu

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[> [> Dream of the Consortium -- alternative rock band or 80s one hit wonder? ;) -- rowan, 19:28:33 07/05/01 Thu

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[> [> Hey, I'm working my way around... -- Solitude1056, 19:33:59 07/05/01 Thu

Never fear, your turn comes soon...

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[> [> [> Good save Sol.... hehe -- Liquidram, 00:26:31 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> Re: I'm confused..... -- Shaglio, 05:45:18 07/06/01 Fri

AK-UK - a British machine gun?

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[> [> Re: I'm confused..... -- Dream of the Consortium, 14:09:45 07/09/01 Mon

Hey - thanks! The name comes from the title of a wonderful short story by Steven Millhauser, who is a tremendous writer and sadly underread. The story combines elements of the mundane and the fantastical, so I figured it would be appropriate for Buffy-inspired musings. Except, of course, in Millhauser's story, the mundane is a department store in Middle America probably circa 1955, whereas the mundane in Buffy is sunny California 2001. Anyway, I recommend his short stories highly.

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[> Re: Something on the silly side... -- Sebastian, 19:23:06 07/05/01 Thu

That was absolutely great...and I needed a good laugh after today!! :)

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[> There's 2 trees you don't mess with...the willow & the rowan. :) -- rowan, 19:26:26 07/05/01 Thu

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[> Silliness, part II: son of silliness -- Solitude1056, 20:11:57 07/05/01 Thu

alrighty now, continuing with other posters... I didn't include some of these last time since I wasn't sure y'll would groove with my bizarre mental connections, but hey. You ask, I'll continue. (You did ask, didn't you?)

AK-UK: Echolalia, misspelled. Rattletrap: drives an MG. Morgane: suffers from headaches, hair loss, & a tendency to plot about being queen of England. JBone: vegetarian. verdantheart: 1/3rd of an evil law firm who's a closet green thumb. fresne: oh, like totally tubular...! dream of the consortium: "I am angst." Rosenberg: still looking for Guildenstein. Little One: actually six-foot-two. Etoile: not quite chenille. heywhynot: an accountant whose idea of a thrill is putting in a quarter... and taking out two newspapers. Anthony8: wanted to be Eve6, but it was taken. sollig: "It's my last six tiles, and yes, it really is a word!" Olympia: Not everyone can be the Himalayas. Jarrod Harmier: real name, Bob Smith. squireboy: not quite a knight. more like a late afternoon. darkpoet: "no, I am angst!" Lucifer Sponge: "One day I'll be satan's loofah. You'll see. I'm going places." Newbie: Masquerade, in disguise. Virgill Reality: dwells in the ninth circle of Microsoft.

Enjoy! :-)

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[> [> Re: Silliness, part II: son of silliness -- AK-UK, 20:44:04 07/05/01 Thu

AK-UK: Echolalia, misspelled.

HEY! I RESENT THAT THAT that

AK-UK firmly believes that the obvious jokes are always the funniest :)

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[> [> [> AK-UK -- Scout, 05:45:09 07/06/01 Fri

For some reason, AK-UK is just fun to say. A-K-U-K. It sticks in my head like a mantra. A-K-U-K, A-K-U-K.

Oh God, now I'll probably find myself murmuring "A-K-U-K" under my breath this afternoon while waiting on the playground for my son to get out of school, making all the soccer moms (or the British equivalent thereof) wonder what I've been smoking.

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[> [> time to join in -- anom, 21:21:38 07/05/01 Thu

..that is, I finally have some. This is a great board, & this seems like a good thread to introduce myself, especially since I have a framed quote from Horace (that's what it says) on my wall: "How lovely it is to be ~silly~ at the right moment."

Any takes on my name are welcome. I'll letcha know the real story later.

I think I can manage to scroll farther down the list for one more tonight. Lookin' forward to chiming in more often. That is, as time permits.

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[> [> [> Oooh... -- Solitude1056, 21:39:30 07/05/01 Thu

I wonder how many other lurkers are waiting in the wings... perhaps Silliness Part III: "This Time It's Personal" shall be only for lurkers who've just now delurked. Come one everyone, and expose - err, introduce - yourselves to our rerun madness! Share the love! :-)

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[> [> [> [> I have another poster name on this board, but it's not Newbie... -- Masquerade, 22:06:26 07/05/01 Thu

But since I haven't seen this "Newbie" post yet, maybe it's my First Good alternate personality...

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[> [> [> [> Re: Oooh... -- Javoher, 13:38:04 07/14/01 Sat

Posted here several times, but I usually lurk. (Still have server problems updating this board.) Got a real kick out of your sense of humer, Sol! Feel free to whack at mine if you like!

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[> [> [> Re: time to join in -- Shaglio, 05:58:29 07/06/01 Fri

Now that I think about it, I never did officially "introduce" myself as a delurker. I just started posting one day and that was that. No grand entrences here. I usually don't post too often because I'm not very deep and philosophical, but I enjoy reading the posts of those who are. But sometimes my fingertips get ahead of my brain and start typing before I can stop them. I _have_ been posting for almost a year now :)

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[> [> [> [> Re: time to join in -- Solitude1056, 06:00:22 07/06/01 Fri

I'll put you on the list for the next go-round. Actually, I don't have everyone memorized so what I did was use names I found on this page for the first set... for the second set I went back another page. Will probably keep going back because there's more names in there, along with yours (and all those lurkers we're trying to coax out). :-)

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[> [> Dead on, give or take a foot! -- Little One, 06:32:39 07/06/01 Fri

Well, take a foot actually (like pulling a leg only different) I'm really 5'2". But I talk big! (or is that my alter moniker Canadificus Terriblis? *waving to Wisewoman*)

Thanks, Sol, for giving me a major chuckle with a minor in guffawing!

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[> [> [> what's this "dead on" stuff? it's pretty clear you're a live one! ;-) -- Solitude1056, 06:42:57 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> [> "Dead" to keep with the Angel/Angelus theme! ;-p -- Little One/Canadificus Terriblis, 07:36:28 07/06/01 Fri

A live one? Who, Moi? ;-)

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[> [> [> *Waving back!* ;o) -- Wisewoman, 11:19:43 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> Re: Silliness, part II: son of silliness -- fresne, 07:26:59 07/06/01 Fri

Oh, my gawd! Like, like how did you know, that I was like toootally in the Valley when like it was rad to go hang out at the mall. Like gag me with a spoon, you're like totally psychic.

fresne ponders her own tubularity as the breeze gentle drifts through the ash trees.

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[> [> Bwa-ha-ha -- oops! Got to water the African violet .. -- verdantheart, 07:43:07 07/09/01 Mon

Thanks for remembering me!

- vh

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[> Whew - you're all being really good sports... glad you enjoyed! :-) -- Solitude1056, 21:33:38 07/05/01 Thu

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[> [> Don't worry Sol, I only cut down trees, not solitary, very old Norman Invaders..:):):) -- Rufus, 21:35:44 07/05/01 Thu

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[> [> Re: Whew - you're all being really good sports... glad you enjoyed! :-) -- LadyStarlight, 19:14:53 07/10/01 Tue

Hi Sol,

Would have posted sooner, but Wisewoman & Liquidram twisted my arm & I wound up writing another fic.

I prefer to think of myself as "a sometimes skewed version of reality" rather than a space cadet. Phhbbtt's to you ;)

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[> [> [> Disregard above message--see end of post -- LadyStarlight, 19:42:21 07/10/01 Tue

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[> Brilliant! These need to be added permanantly to Masq's site somewhere... -- OnM, 22:07:19 07/05/01 Thu

..perhaps an index to the board regulars, or something. We could have little mini-bio's about who we really think we are so as to help confuse visitors. ;)

Sol, what's really scary is that not only is your take on my netname really funny, but it's pretty accurate. I first started posting way back last year because this really great Buddhist poster, Ryuei, inspired me to give it a go.

They're all great, but my faves among your takes are: mundusmundi, Coral Cat, spotjon, Slayrunt and Rendyl-- esp. inspired.

BTW, I always thought Masquerade was Lemonade's secret identity, but whadda I know... certainly not any of the really juicy details.

I also thought Emcee003 was just trying to one-up Einstein, and clearly stated before that Leora was just 'Lion in the Sun'.

;)

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[> [> Re: Brilliant! These need to be added permanantly to Masq's site somewhere... -- Solitude1056, 22:30:57 07/05/01 Thu

If you go look at the Not So Legendary Journeys fanfic site, my favorite part of it is the bios of the writers. Some of them are hilarious, and I was thinking of suggesting we have that on the archives/fanfic site(s). Problem is that I couldn't think of a single funny thing to say, let alone come up with a decent example. (Yes, can you tell, it's dead at work this week with everyone on vacation?) A'course, that was part of what got me thinking about people's aliases...

Besides, I figured it was enough to encourage folks to start archiving their own past threads... we could do the bios at a later date for those who volunteer. Then again, I was also thinking of taking various threads & comments from the boards & creating an archive that's just "newcomers" or something. Kind of like what Masq is talking about, but more just quotes from the board folks themselves to newcomers, from advice to banter.

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[> [> [> Awww! Now I wish I'd made up a name! -- Mariebutnotforlongsothere!, 01:16:24 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> [> Re: Awww! Now I wish I'd made up a name! -- Solitude1056, 06:17:10 07/06/01 Fri

Well, if you switch, let us know so we don't say to ourselves: "gee, where did that Marie go? she just up & left one day!" and read the new-name posts going, "oh, this one reminds us soooo much of Marie... pity Marie's not here so we could introduce them, they'd get along great!"

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[> [> Re: Brilliant! These need to be added permanantly to Masq's site somewhere... -- Masquerade, 09:44:57 07/06/01 Fri

OnM,

Actually I was thinking of adding it to a FAQ for the board--it would have posting rules, board customs, board slang, and intros to regular posters.

What do you think?

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[> [> [> FAQ -- Solitude1056, 11:31:02 07/06/01 Fri

OnM: please put "ATLtS" and "ATLtR" on that list - those had me confused for the longest time, until someone spelled them out! :-)

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[> [> [> [> Who's R? and why would all threads lead to him/her? -- Masq, 15:08:16 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> [> [> uh... "Restless"? -- Solitude1056, 15:39:55 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> [> [> [> *Ack* shoulda known. Sssh don't mention that word -- Masq, 16:39:58 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> Cool! Would we get a little membercard w/ a hologram & the words 'Thinking too much since (year)' ? -- OnM, 20:41:05 07/06/01 Fri

Please show us a sample page when you get a chance! Along with the board slang & stuff could be a question/answer type of bio for regulars, like:

1 > BtVS watcher since-- 2 > Hanging out at ATPo since-- 3 > Origin of posting name 4 > Age / species / day-job 5 > Favorite philosopher 6 > Most memorable BtVS quote 7 > TTMQ (Think Too Much Quotient, scale 1-10) 8 > Strangest thread topic ever posted 9 > Coolest thread topic ever posted 10> Why I love this board more than unlife itself

Just some ideas, please take or leave as needed!

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[> [> [> [> The Proust Questionnaire, a la ATPoBtVS! ROFL!! ;o) -- Wisewoman, 17:48:05 07/07/01 Sat

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[> Re: Something on the silly side... -- Rahael, 03:01:17 07/06/01 Fri

Thanks for that! very honoured to be included what with me being such a new poster, and liable to go wildly off topic at all times!

My name is actually much more prosaic than it sounds.....its the Tamil version of Rachel - and its my mother's middle name. But she died when I was young, so I guess that thing about angels is very close to my true feelings...........

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[> Re: Something on the silly side... -- Scout, 05:35:03 07/06/01 Fri

Strangely enough, Scout really is my name. Good thing I wasn't a boy or my father probably *would've* called me Boo Radley.

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[> Re: Something on the silly side... -- Humanitas, 05:41:08 07/06/01 Fri

Hey! You - I - um - ...

OK, ya got me! :P :)

Very funny stuff, Sol! Thanks for making me laugh at myself, along with everyone else.

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[> how could you possibly know... -- Manoon, 05:53:26 07/06/01 Fri

that is precisely where the name Manoon comes from?!

methinks u r displaying a certain psychic awareness in your humour... you need to get yourself a costume, and call yourself something like "Psi-Sol Man"

hey, why doesn't Buffy have a costume? I can just see her now in Wonder Woman-type threads :)

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[> [> Re: how could you possibly know... -- Solitude1056, 05:58:33 07/06/01 Fri

Woah! Dunno, most of them just came to me. I take no blame for any 'genius' that showed up - I read y'll's posts and maybe something sank in. (Hey, with a skull as thick as mine, that's worth commenting on!)

;-)

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[> [> [> credit where credit due, Sol! -- Manoon, 06:18:12 07/06/01 Fri

you know, you should try writing for real. i've thought for a while now that you should get together with some of the other more frequent 'heavyweight' posters, and come up with original stories of your own (completely un-Buffy related), with a view to writing a brand new series. new characters, new heroes, villains, new settings.. not FANFIC.

with your insights and your humour, you might surprise yourself how well you could do!

(this time zone thing does my head in.. i was just thinking 'what on earth is Sol doing posting in the middle of the night' but of course, it's not anymore, is it! DOH!)

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[> [> [> [> awww, shucks :) -- Solitude1056, 06:26:28 07/06/01 Fri

I used to write short fiction & some poetry, but I've finally come to grips with either my secret Aries or my ADHD tendencies & recognized that I do best on short short short and as for example, short, stories. I'm flattered, but I'll stick to essays - my favorite form of communication, and an art in itself IMNSHO - but collaborating might be a fun thing to try... you volunteering? :-)

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[> [> [> [> [> I'd love to, only -- Manoon, 06:34:27 07/06/01 Fri

the logistics kind of get in the way.. me fast asleep when u wide awake, normally!

But then if other people up for it, I'd certainly like to be involved in some form.

Mission - to create a new series (to rival Buffy!)

I would think that most of the people who contribute to this board have some desires/fantasies about writing their own material, but maybe a lack of confidence/motivation prevents them... a group effort might be just the thing to inspire us all??

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: I'd love to, only -- Liquidram, 07:42:17 07/06/01 Fri

I would totally be into this. I have been sketching out ideas for ages now and have notes tossed aimlessly all over my desk and crammed into various purses. Count me in!

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: I'd love to, only -- rowan, 15:08:26 07/06/01 Fri

I'm the queen of finished scenes that don't add up to a coherent whole. I have a great bit on what happens to Dru in the end (which also, as a matter of fact, is tied up with Spike finally realizing that Buffy will never truly love him), and about a dozen other vignettes, but I can never see the whole picture...

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Vignettes -- Solitude1056, 14:13:30 07/07/01 Sat

Why not have a corner of the fanfic for "incomplete works" or "vignettes," - the kind of moment-in-time short fiction that's quick enough that even those of us with lives have the time to write. :-)

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Vignettes -- rowan, 19:09:51 07/07/01 Sat

That's a good idea. Perhaps someone who can really write (unlike me) a coherent whole might like to make use of a vignette or two.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: I'd love to, only -- Little One, 07:49:33 07/06/01 Fri

Count me in as well. I keep writing short stories but then my interest peters out around the mark where it is too long for a short story and too short for a novel. This sounds like just the thing.

Hmmmm....desires/fantasies, huh? I take it there'll be cheek bones and leather pants in our Collective Effort? ;-)

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[> Re: Something on the silly side... -- mundusmundi, 07:24:33 07/06/01 Fri

"mundusmundi: tends to croon old Mommas & Papas songs at the dentist's office, but translates them into latin first."

You're right on about the dentist's office -- been spending way too much there lately, first with a root canal, followed by accidentally chipping off my temporary filling -- but usually I just take to screaming, which fortunately gets muffled over the drilling sounds. (As for Latin, well, 'bout the only other words I know are in vino veritas, but let's not go there. ;)

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[> [> Re: Something on the silly side... -- Nina, 09:24:28 07/06/01 Fri

Yeah, right! :)

You got the German part covered! I learned it in school! But no punk group in my house! :) I came with the name Nina by default. It was the name of an unimportant character in a script I wrote. The last charcater I wrote for before posting here in January. Let's say that Nina has covered a lot more grounds here than in my script! ;) (in which she wasn't a punk fan either!!!! :) :) :)

Fun, fun, fun!

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[> [> Lacking knowledge of Latin . . . -- Shaglio, 10:48:19 07/06/01 Fri

. . what does "in vino veritas" mean? I assume it has something to do with wine? I only ask because I saw that in someone's autosigniture in the Civilization Fanatic Forum Discussion Board. That wasn't you was it?

P.S. I'm looking forward to Season 6! (Just thought I'd throw that in there so my post would have some Buffy content).

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[> [> [> Re: Lacking knowledge of Latin . . . -- rowan, 10:58:55 07/06/01 Fri

In wine there is truth. Or in musical eps -- take your pick (see spoilers above).

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[> [> [> Re: "In wine there is truth...." -- mm (i.e., mundusmundi, history geek ;), 13:10:03 07/06/01 Fri

..I also know "Carthago delando est," or something to that effect, which a Roman senator used to say at the end of every meeting, meaning "Carthage must be destroyed." And so they did.

There was also a "stupor mundi," the nickname of Frederick II, a remarkable Holy Roman Empire during the Middle Ages(not the later Prussian king) whose talents couldn't keep him from getting embroiled in endless struggles with the Church and dying a failed ruler on his island kingdom of Sicily. His nickname meant "amazement of the world," which from the POV of most Europeans wasn't really a compliment.

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[> Yep, you got that right -- Lurker Becoming Restless, 11:46:04 07/06/01 Fri

But maybe that's just what I want you to think. Maybe I'm an elderly Dutch lady...

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[> [> Re: Yep, you got that right -- Solitude1056, 15:37:05 07/06/01 Fri

With comments like that, I'll start suspecting you're actually Masq's hidden half. Hmmmm.

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[> [> [> Masq's Dutch??!! -- Wisewoman, 16:16:39 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> [> Actually, yeah. Pennsylvania dutch. *snerk* -- Masq, 17:58:24 07/07/01 Sat

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[> [> [> [> [> So, lessee, you're a half-Canadian Amish lady who uses Macs? -- OnM, 21:04:26 07/07/01 Sat

I sense a fanfic coming on! BtVS meets Witness...

"I'm so very sorry, sir, but I simply can't be Slaying any demons at the moment, the cows need milking, and Amos is out helping to raise a barn, so he'll be gone most all day, and I'll need to watch over things at the vegetable stand."

"Uhh, what about tomorrow then? We might, uhh, get away with that, since the apocalypse isn't due until Monday?"

She seems rather taken aback, and affixes him with a steely (but not *too* steely, sort of a look up, look steely, look down kind of) stare.

"Tomorrow's Sunday, good Watcher, and there are *no* Sunday Slayings here!"

Rachael the Vampire Slayer turns and heads over towards the barn. Chickens scatter as she approaches.

(Jonathan Zook, the Watcher, played by Harrison Ford, glumly leaves the Chosen One to her chores, and walks back down the long dirt farm lane out to the highway, and takes a train back to Philadelphia, wondering *what on Earth* the PTB were thinking).

;)

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[> [> [> [> [> [> There's a vignette for ya... I think. -- Solitude1056, 21:23:19 07/07/01 Sat

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: So, lessee, you're a half-Canadian Amish lady who uses Macs? -- Maskuraide, 21:52:37 07/07/01 Sat

No, not Amish. Just the great great grandaughter of a German man name Jakob who lived in Pennsylvania. His son decided to seek greener pastures in Nebraska, and then Jakob's grandson decided to seek golden pastures in Los Angeles. That's my dad's side of the tree.

Doncha just love hearing my own personal "Roots"?

Mom's side is all Canuks. That's why Mom just got back from vacationing on Vancouver Island with her bro and is bringing me *kilos* of Macintosh's Toffees. Which, BTW, have nuthin' to do with Apple Computers. I eat the Macintosh's and work on the iMac.

Or is it the other way around?

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Oh please, let's publish this ! ROFLMAO!!! -- Wisewoman, 12:02:49 07/08/01 Sun

It's so inspiring...I'm envisioning BtVS meets Working Girl, Joan of Arc, Ripley, Sarah Conner, Private Benjamin, Erin Brockovitch, etc, etc.

;o)

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[> Re: Something on the silly side... -- vampire hunter D, 13:05:49 07/06/01 Fri

Wow! I'm actually included. I didn't think anyone on this baord noticed me. As for being into retro 80's, I can tell you that I was out shopping today and was listening to Motley Crue and Slayer in the car.

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[> Re: Something on the silly side... -- purplegrrl, 15:20:55 07/06/01 Fri

LOL!!!

Although I like Prince, I named myself for my favorite color. By the way, I like the idea that Wiccagrrl is *my* evil twin!!

;-)

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[> Re: Something on the silly side... -- Coral Cat, 02:02:20 07/07/01 Sat

LOL! Well, it is night, and there's a cat on my living room floor, and she's got peach spots (and black). That's it. You've nailed me.

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[> [> Do you think enough lurkers have appeared... -- Solitude1056, 14:17:38 07/07/01 Sat

.. that it's time for part III? :)

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[> [> [> Oh, please, may we have some more......:):):):) -- Rufus, 16:35:30 07/07/01 Sat

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[> [> [> Just so you know.... -- rowan, 19:12:17 07/07/01 Sat

I'm taking credit for all lurkers becoming posters (until someone loses an eye after running with scissors, and then it's all Rufus's fault). I feel it's the First Anniversary Party that's drawing them out. Either that or the "going insane until the next new ep of BtVS" factor.

;)

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[> [> [> [> No, it isn't just the insanity... You're definitely having an influence! -- OnM, 20:39:04 07/07/01 Sat

Reckon its because it's that vacation time o'year that things have slowed down a lot this last week, but I'm sure things will get hot'n'heavy again real soon after all the mad money runs out and the newly sun-broiled ATPosters return to our midst. ;)

I'm sure there are still any number of potential de-lurkers waiting in the wings. Was doing the same over at the C&S a while ago, and saw a thread where AK-UK was trying to get sassette (a C&S regular who posts very thoughtfully) to come visit us. She replied that she does lurk here occasionally, but hasn't posted yet. Maybe you can get her to do one of the remaining Anniversary Character essays.

You out there sass? You are most welcome to become visible, I like your stuff and I'm sure the other crazies here would also!

:)

P.S.-- I never run with scissors. I have the Evil Clone do that!

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: No, it isn't just the insanity... You're definitely having an influence! -- Rufus, 22:23:04 07/07/01 Sat

We could have scissor relay races.......the winner gets Canadian Candy......:):):)

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[> [> [> [> [> Sassette, where are you? -- rowan, 07:41:47 07/08/01 Sun

Yes, I keep waiting for her to show up her, too.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Sassette, where are you? -- AK-UK, 18:13:25 07/08/01 Sun

I was talking to Sassette on BCAS yesterday. Had a lively debate with a third poster about Spike, paying special attention to such themes as egoism, abstract morality, predeterminism, and redemption. Midway through debate I did ask why Sassette doesn't post here. Apparently, she prefers to lurk.

Bad Sassette!

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[> [> [> [> Well, get more to show up! Get on it, girl. :-) -- Solitude1056, 21:21:13 07/07/01 Sat

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[> Silliness, Part Thirty-three & a Third: "This Time It's Personal." -- Solitude1056, 20:04:45 07/08/01 Sun

Ok, for all the lurkers who are (finally) appearing, and those who weren't in the last roll call...

Shaglio: "The landlord says I can't rip it up, but I figure it goes with the lava lamps." John Burwood: real name, Herbert Finkelstein. Lazarus: That's no excuse for being late for work. cknight: the dark side of C++. marta: hello farta, here I am, at camp grenarta... Victor Enfante: "Yes, I'm the crowned & conquering child. You called?" darrenK: the cosmetic line you've never heard of. Shiver: Frequently seen in company of Vishner and Brahmer. dy: skip It, and just Do Yourself. Astar: but low in nicotine! Lyra: the third Gershwin brother. Clueless: uh... macadam: frankly, my dear... gds: "Yes, Pat, I'd like to buy a vowel." SingedCat: Coral Cat, after making dinner. Umbriel: debuted in that movie about Cherbourg. Halcyon: couldn't afford prozac. Cleanthes: "Starched, or just pressed?" Age: Is that Bronze or Iron? Tanker: You're welcome. thisbe: brought to you by Whamm-O (TM). Javoher: Javoher? I hardly know her. Marie: Real name, Nefaria DarkAmber. Deeva: I can hit that note in one, uh, note. Cactus Watcher: Pointless. Brian: Last name, Damage. Anom: used to be aeretS. Mindtrekker: Join the Army, sweep your mindfield. vulpes: A little penicillin will clear that up. Mishka: bear with me, I'll think of something. The Godfather: Give him a pseudonym he can't refuse. change: "Gimme two quarters, I'll give you three dimes." Wilder: Even crazier than Oscar.

Ok, folks, you take over from here: I'm named out! :-)

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[> [> Shiver, Vishner and Brahmer! lol!! ;o) -- Wisewoman, 20:17:44 07/08/01 Sun

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[> [> Tee-hee-hee! -- Mariea.k.a.NDA(but why?), 02:06:50 07/09/01 Mon

Just back from a weekend in Wordsworth country to find so many interesting posts! This is the one that's made my morning, though, so thanks Solitude - the Lazarus one made me laugh out loud, and I had to do some quick thinking for my boss's benefit!

And how did you know I love Amber?! You have cameras on us, don't you? I always knew this board was too clever for our own good.....

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[> [> [> NDA -- Solitude1056, 11:54:36 07/09/01 Mon

"No Discount Analysis"?

oh, wait, no, ok. I got it. (hehe.)

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[> [> Re: Silliness, Part Thirty-three & a Third: "This Time It's Personal." -- anom, 10:48:30 07/09/01 Mon

"Anom: used to be aeretS."

Huh? I don't get this one at all. Does it refer to someone who stopped posting on this board before I started reading it?

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[> [> [> There's a logic for everything. Really. Somewhere. Ok, it was here a minute ago... -- Solitude1056, 11:44:42 07/09/01 Mon

Anom was a name that I stared at for awhile, but my housemate nailed in 2 seconds... the meaning, though, requires being a little brainwhacked to "get" it. (Well, that goes for many of the more obscure and esoteric references, like the Crowned & Conquering Child comment.) Anom, backwards, is a singular word. Now go backwards with aeretS. Now think about it.

(Btw, if you got dy's meaning, then you're doing better than my housemate - he had to take a few minutes to figure that one out. So we're all even.)

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[> [> [> [> OK, I got it-- and being who I am, shoulda got it before. I am deeply shamed! ;) -- OnM, 20:53:50 07/09/01 Mon

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[> [> [> [> [> And I was guessing OnM would get it - must be his day off. Hmm. Does he get those? -- Solitude1056, 21:24:00 07/09/01 Mon

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[> [> [> [> Re: There's a logic for everything. Really. Somewhere. Ok, it was here a minute ago... -- anom, 21:13:49 07/09/01 Mon

Ah yes. A doubular word. It did take a bit of thinking about, even w/the hint. Actually, I tried backwards the 1st time I saw it, but my name's not Mona, so that didn't help.

I guess we are even, 'cause I had no problem figuring out dy. (The capital letters helped.)

OK, I guess now it's time for the real story. Anom is short for anomalous. As in my sometime tagline, "I prefer to remain anomalous." I also have it on a button. (The buttonmaker is a friend of mine; she sells 'em at sf conventions. Is it OK if I post her website's URL on the list? What's the policy?)

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[> [> [> [> [> No idea - ask Masq. -- Solitude1056, 21:34:57 07/09/01 Mon

Tho' if your friend does buttons for philosophers, like, oh, that one OnM suggested ("Thinking too much since ____") - that'd be especially cool. :-)

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[> [> [> [> [> [> O.K. with me -- Masq, 09:03:58 07/10/01 Tue

But here's the official policy: Ahem. I'd prefer this board not become a big haven of the evil capitalist military-industrial-entertainment complex advertisement.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> button website -- anom, 20:40:39 07/10/01 Tue

[if you just want to know the URL, scroll down to the end]

Sol: "Tho' if your friend does buttons for philosophers, like, oh, that one OnM suggested ("Thinking too much since ____") - that'd be especially cool. :-)"

She does (not that one specifically, but you could custom order it). One of my favorites is "Metaphysics 5¢ The philosopher |is|" (The formatting doesn't come across in email. That should be a cents sign after the 5, the 2 lines should be centered, & "is" has a box around it, like "in" on the sign "The doctor is |in|.") It looks a lot better on the button.

Masq: "But here's the official policy: Ahem. I'd prefer this board not become a big haven of the evil capitalist military-industrial-entertainment complex advertisement."

That's Anom, not Ahem! Don't worry, Nancy is none of the above. (I'm not at all surprised if several people reading this are now thinking, "Oh, *Nancy's* buttons!") She has a small, nay tiny, business--capitalist yes, evil no. It's not military or industrial, though it is quite entertaining, & not all that complex. Advertising is mostly word of mouth (or in this case, word of mouse). Her website is at nancybuttons.com.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> That was me clearing my throat for an official pronouncement. *Ahem* -- Masq, 09:24:18 07/11/01 Wed

Or possibly channeling Farsi. I'm not sure.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: That was me clearing my throat for an official pronouncement. *Ahem* -- anom, 22:14:06 07/11/01 Wed

I knew that, I was joking! To quote Tweety Bird, "She don't know me vewy weww, do she?" Y'see, I originated the "Master of Pun Fu" button--you can tell because mine, unlike all but one of the others, has the telltale black belt on it. (I gave the other one to my Pun Fu sensei.)

The button site, btw, doesn't have all that many buttons directly related to slayage, but like I said before, you can always order custom ones.

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[> Credits, Additions & Corrections -- Solitude1056, 09:17:44 07/09/01 Mon

Should've mentioned this before, but my housemate proved invaluable on some of the name meanings. Probably should also mention that my bizarre way of attaching meanings didn't start with you guys - I first met my housemate a few years ago through an elist where he was using the moniker "cor flammae," which I promptly turned into "heartburn."

So take a look at the following, and let me know if they measure up better than the first time around... hopefully some not quite as obscure, and not quite as, uh, ambiguous (since I do like the intelligent convos here, and don't want anyone misinterpreting this teasing as being anything but complimentary in my usual INTP way). Ah, the disclaimer again.

Jazz: Zip's younger sibling. dream of the consortium: 80's one-hit goth band Victor Enfante: you'd be surprised how far a temper tantrum can get you. Lady Starlight: The softer side of astrophysics. dark poet: "I'll wear black til they come up with something darker." Umbriel: The patron saint of parasol manufacturers. Andy: slightly raggedy. Virgill Reality: sells condos in the ninth circle of Microsoft. macadam: only 77% nut.

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[> [> Brillant! My co-workers keep shushing my hysterics. (N/T) ;p -- Wilder, 21:09:38 07/09/01 Mon

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[> [> Re: Credits, Additions & Corrections -- LadyStarlight, 19:40:44 07/10/01 Tue

Aww, sniff, snurfle.

Memo to self: read to the END of posts before replying.

I take back the Phhbbtts and send cyber-chocolate kisses.

(except I failed the one Physics course I took in high school. I really think the only reason I passed was the teacher kept looking down my shirt.)

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[> [> [> Hey, at least you passed. -- Solitude1056, 20:19:57 07/10/01 Tue

I failed physics utterly - I was too busy cracking jokes under my breath. Not that you'd ever guess that, would ya. Nawww. :-)
spoilers for Buffy S6? -- Deeva, 16:44:39 07/05/01 Thu

Has anyone been to Harry's site yet and seen hte possible spoilers there? I read them and some of it sounds plausible. Here's the link to it.

http://www.aint-it-cool-news.com/display.cgi?id=9473

Deeva

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[> Re: spoilers for Buffy S6? -- AK-UK, 20:21:28 07/05/01 Thu

I have a really hard time believing any of it. Well, that's not quite true. I believe that someone has took information that already exists about season 6 (Giles becoming a recurring character, Emma Caulfield having to shoot scenes as Anyanka) and used it to provide foundation for some wild theories of their own. One of the posters at AICN points out 8 or 9 problems with these spoilers, all of which I agree with. I'll be charitable and say that someone has fallen for a bit of disinfo spread by Joss and Co.

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[> [> Re: spoilers for Buffy S6? -- Manoon, 00:53:20 07/06/01 Fri

I have mentioned various times the telephone number advertising the next Buffy season here in the UK (on Channel 5 teletext AK), and have always resisted cos a) i'm not sure i would believe what is predicted and b) i hate the idea of having to pay premium rates (i know, i know, I'm a tight git!)

but the interesting thing at the moment is the headline for this number states somethng like "new slayer to rival Buffy"... he wouldn't... would he???

chew on that one, guys!

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[> [> [> Re: spoilers for Buffy S6? -- AK-UK, 05:52:35 07/06/01 Fri

Manoon, you don't need to ring that number. You just need to go to the BCAS site: I guarantee you that some weak willed poster will have rung that number and posted the info there :)

Aren't those C5 lines a bit of a fiddle anyway? They tend to just recycle information on the latest US episodes, rather than give out real scoops.

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[> [> [> [> reckon so -- Manoon, 05:57:36 07/06/01 Fri

they prob are a fiddle ALTHOUGH

I used to check out the headlines on the adverts each week just to see what was going to happen in the sunsequent episode.. it was obviously based on episodes already released in the States.

Which makes me wonder whether there MIGHT possibly be some truth in the pre-season adverts... dunno

(By way, I'm bit thick today, what you mean by BCAS site?)

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: reckon so -- AK-UK, 06:14:06 07/06/01 Fri

Buffy Cross And Stake. Not a bad site, although the B/A S/B shipper fights can get a bit tiresome.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: reckon so -- Manoon, 06:24:02 07/06/01 Fri

I'll definitely check it out just for curiousity value

thanks

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Spoilers for season 6 -- Brian, 08:57:00 07/06/01 Fri

I have a hard time accepting these spoilers. I guess I expect more from Joss & Co. I want them to "up the stakes" like they have done for the past five seasons, to move towards the final episodes in season 7 to knock my socks off, and leave a lasting impression that won't fade until "Fray" actually happens.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> UK spoiler line info is up on BCAS -- AK-UK, 14:08:27 07/06/01 Fri

You see, patience is the key.

And, suprisingly enough, they sound an awful lot like the AICN spoilers.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> I thought Dawn was the key... :-) -- Scout, 14:37:41 07/06/01 Fri

I just felt the irrational need to throw an ellipsis in there...

OT here, though, for Sky One viewers in the UK, have any of you had truly, sucky, words-fail-me problems with your sound lately? I have, especially on Sky channels (plus the History channel, Paramount & others) but I'm having trouble discovering the fault. The good people on the Sky helpline are being less-than-helpful. If any of you are having the same problems (or even if you're not), I'd appreciate feedback from you.

Sorry about clogging up board time about this, but it's driving me nuts.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: I thought Dawn was the key... :-) -- verdantheart, 07:52:20 07/09/01 Mon

Don't know if this applies, but this is a really bad season for sunspots, which has made reception of digital channels via satellite difficult for me lately.

- vh

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Patience? Is she related to Faith? (NT) -- anom, 21:45:33 07/10/01 Tue

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[> Stupid spoiler -- vampire hunter D, 12:57:48 07/06/01 Fri

That is one of the dumbest spoiers I've ever seen. Not only is this too amaturish to have come from Joss, but there are some points of logic that would make this scenario fall flat on its face. 1. Buffy's dead. They had a funeral and have a headstone marking her grave. So why have the Buffybot pretend to be Buffy if everyone knows she's dead? 2.No court would givve guardianship of a minor to a lesbian couple, especially ones who don't have jobs (If anyone in the group would get Dawn, it would be Xander and Anya. They're engaged and both have steady employment). 3.After what happened in "forever" I don't see willow reviving Buffy, if for no othr reson than that Tara would stop her

And these are just the problems I found. Some guy on AICN had a top ten list.

As for the other episodes, some of that stuff sounds believable. Not all of it, but some. I could see Buffy's house falling apart as the basis for humor in one episode. And Dawn out joyriding on Halloween would be interesting (you can't convince me that we've seen the last of Dawn's rebellious streak). But, as I swore I'd do in a previous post, I hace saved this, and will post it when we have the spoilers edition of the Anniversery Posting PArty.

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[> [> Re: Stupid spoiler -- mundusmundi, 13:42:36 07/06/01 Fri

"If anyone in the group would get Dawn, it would be Xander and Anya. They're engaged and both have steady employment)."

Frankly, I can't even see them gaining custody. Can you imagine the interview? Xander nervously telling one lame joke after another, and Anya saying, "Why, yes! I love Dawn. But not as much I love money, which can be used in a capitalist system for goods and services."

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[> [> [> Spoilers -- rowan, 14:59:35 07/06/01 Fri

I found these spoilers depressing, more than anything. A few of my own thoughts...

1. The whole custody issue is sticky. None of the SG are good candidates (in the eyes of the bureaucracy) because of singlehood, sexuality, and/or economic status. Joss also said after The Gift that he wanted to avoid the whole Hank & custody-messiness issue. Using the Buffybot to impersonate Buffy to keep the authorities away could be the way to do it. Plus, how long would they expect to keep up the charade? Maybe it's just a cover-up while they try to find Hank. However, it's hard for me to imagine that any of the SG could tolerate being around the BuffyBot after Buffy's death. That would be a big obstacle to the truth value of this spoiler.

2. The Buffy/Spike ship spoilers are a little hard to swallow, too. Joss has revealed that the musical ep demonstrates what it's like to live in a world where people burst into song at the drop of a hat -- perhaps revealing what conversation normally would hide. So I can believe quite easily that Buffy might reveal some heretofore hidden feelings about Spike. The whole kiss thing sounds a little too "early" for me. It would be a very quick turnaround on Buffy's part.

3. Willow raising Buffy from the dead depresses me the most. I guess the whole concept that the SG would negate Buffy's sacrifice by bringing her back (and thereby overriding her free choice of death) just seems wrong. Personally, I'm hoping this isn't true.

4. Willow using magic to "influence" Tara and then realizing consequences feels right to me. One of the traditional "magickal no-nos" is using magic on other people and thereby interfering with their free will.

5. Xander jilting Anya is going to require a big turn on Xander's part after the "long silly life with you" speech (which was touching). I guess it's possible and EC has let slip a couple things about having to wear the demony contact lens...this is another spoiler that bothers me on a personal level. If they made the committment to get them engaged, then leave them alone so they can get married and live happily ever after. However, Xander may have a few unresolved issues regarding Anya's ex-demonness, since the SG never really seems to equate her situation with Spike's. Maybe the lack of remorse stuff will be at the root of Xander's problem...that could work.

6. Rumors have been running rampant about Jonathan's return. Seems right that he'd get sucked into a bad crowd.

7. Off camera crossovers just seem cheesy to me.

Well, it's early -- it will be interesting to see what Wanda comes up with after her visit to the set.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Spoilers -- Solitude1056, 15:51:54 07/06/01 Fri

Somewhere I read that since Marti Noxon's going to have more control this upcoming year, we're going to probably see Jonathan back. Why? What's the deal behind that? Jonathan served his purpose as the Faceless Everyman of High School (which Xander also provided, until about the Zeppo) - but sheesh. Again? If he added anything to the cast, Joss would've kept him around for more than just a few random episodes, he would've found a way to work him in like he has with other characters who originally were only 3-episode appearances (Tara and Cordy come to mind).

If anyone's got any clue, would love to hear it...

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[> [> [> [> [> Re Jonathan -- mundusmundi, 06:19:35 07/07/01 Sat

Marti may just be overly fond of the character, but it may also fall in with Joss's whole M.O. about never forgetting a character or situation, however small, and bringing them back from time to time. Which is why a one-or-two-ep Riley return also seems a likely bet to me, probably the second half of the season, where he has a more likely chance of blowing a gasket over Lord knows what Buffy/Spike are doing by then.

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[> [> [> [> A logical possibility? -- Liquidram, 15:55:59 07/06/01 Fri

The only way I have been able to imagine this happening is that Willow and Tara may be able to cast a spell that turns back time (while also allowing Dawn, Spike and the SG to retain their memories of that night), therefore allowing Spike to knock Doc off the platform before he cuts Dawn. I think that the only reason Doc was able to best Spike was because Dawn had screamed out his name, warning Doc that he was there. If Spike had the luxury of a surprise attack, he may have been able to to strike first and get Dawn off the platform before Buffy arrived.

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[> [> [> [> [> or even... -- anom, 21:34:39 07/10/01 Tue

Willow could have told Buffy where Dawn was, & she could have gone up & freed her while ro-Buffy kept Glory busy. (& then they could've told Buffy it was Willow's witchly powers that found Dawn, although we know how lousy the gang is at keeping secrets, especially big awkward very personal ones.)

In fact, I've wondered why this didn't happen in the actual episode--there was certainly enough commotion below that Dawn could've heard it & screamed for Buffy before Glory knocked ro-Buffy's block off. I know, it had to go the way the plot called for, but Joss & co. are usually better about providing reasons for it to go that way.

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[> [> [> [> Bogus internet rumors? Get out! ;) -- mundusmundi, 13:15:14 07/07/01 Sat

"I found these spoilers depressing, more than anything."

Personally, I found them hilarious, a mix of truth, half-truths, and utter ludicrousness. Looks like Joss is once again filtering out a grain of truth in a pack of lies, with the less discerning unable to tell the difference.

"1. The whole custody issue is sticky. None of the SG are good candidates (in the eyes of the bureaucracy) because of singlehood, sexuality, and/or economic status. Joss also said after The Gift that he wanted to avoid the whole Hank & custody-messiness issue. Using the Buffybot to impersonate Buffy to keep the authorities away could be the way to do it. Plus, how long would they expect to keep up the charade? Maybe it's just a cover-up while they try to find Hank. However, it's hard for me to imagine that any of the SG could tolerate being around the BuffyBot after Buffy's death. That would be a big obstacle to the truth value of this spoiler."

This may be one of the most intriguing of all the expected developments (and not just b/c Dawn's my character on the anniversary post ;). I see no way for any of the SG to legally gain custody of Dawn; and unless Joss intends to make some half-baked "A.I."-ish point, the notion of using the Buffybot seems a tad...creepy, to say nothing of the logistics involved. The only remaining possibilities, then, seem to be A) Dawn's in an orphanage; B) Dawn's in a foster home; or C) Hank comes to Sunnydale. Yeah, Joss has pooh-poohed Hank's return, but he's lied before, and there seemed an awful lot of foreshadowing last season that would go to waste. Still, this one's a tricker.

"2. The Buffy/Spike ship spoilers are a little hard to swallow, too. Joss has revealed that the musical ep demonstrates what it's like to live in a world where people burst into song at the drop of a hat -- perhaps revealing what conversation normally would hide. So I can believe quite easily that Buffy might reveal some heretofore hidden feelings about Spike. The whole kiss thing sounds a little too "early" for me. It would be a very quick turnaround on Buffy's part."

Agreed. Kiss/schmiss. November sounds premature. Maybe February, if ever.

"3. Willow raising Buffy from the dead depresses me the most. I guess the whole concept that the SG would negate Buffy's sacrifice by bringing her back (and thereby overriding her free choice of death) just seems wrong. Personally, I'm hoping this isn't true."

It would definitely be upsetting, but it's not out of the realm of possibility. Willow was the most open to helping Dawn raise Joyce in "Forever," and we didn't see her learning anything from the experience, as Dawn and Buffy did. Negating Buffy's sacrifice may be wrong from an ethical standpoint, but not necessarily from a dramatic standpoint. Joss likes to upset people and he isn't afraid to make his characters unlikable now and then. Still, we are talking Buffy: Resurrection here, and nobody wants that.

My hunch, though, is that the Willow angle is a red herring, along with most everything else reeled in so far.

Apt quote from Claude Rains's character in Lawrence of Arabia: "If we've told lies, you've told half-lies. And a person who tells lies, like myself, merely hides the truth. While a person who tells half-lies, has forgotten where he put it."

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[> [> [> [> [> Naive (?) and delurking -- Dariel, 17:32:45 07/07/01 Sat

Finally delurking here after reading this wonderful board for a couple of months. . .

I' m curious here--Joss and gang really circulate rumours to keep us off the track?! How do they do that--post things on various boards under fake names?

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Naive (?) and delurking -- Rufus, 17:56:29 07/07/01 Sat

Welcome to the board...........writers or staff posting under assumed names.....pretty much how I'd do it to keep everyone off track, or at least confused.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> assumed names & red herrings -- wilder, 20:51:46 07/09/01 Mon

"Welcome to the board...........writers or staff posting under assumed names.....pretty much how I'd do it to keep everyone off track, or at least confused."

Which just makes me wonder if any of them have been posting here. Def. by now, Whedon & Co. would have gotten wind of this unusual and most thoughtful board.

It's like a classic murder mystery : " One of you in this chat room is really .... Joss!" The rest mumble ahh, it all makes sense now, etc.

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[> [> [> ROFL! you nailed Xander & Anya, totally! -- Solitude1056, 15:34:39 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> Re: Stupid spoiler -- Malandanza, 21:22:50 07/07/01 Sat

"Frankly, I can't even see [Xander and Anya] gaining custody. Can you imagine the interview? Xander nervously telling one lame joke after another, and Anya saying, 'why, yes! I love Dawn. But not as much I love money, which can be used in a capitalist system for goods and services.' "

I think you are being too hard on Xander -- we have seen him as Xander Suave and he is the most mature of the Scoobies. He might be able to pass the interview -- even with Anya making the occasional odd remark. However, I doubt they could get custody as a merely engaged couple. Perhaps they could start the season off with a marriage -- but even then, there would be a long bureaucratic process before Xander and Anya would be approved as foster parents, let alone being allowed to adopt (even in California, the state authorities will not give teen-age girls to anyone who asks for one). Also, Hank is alive. No one should be able to get custody of Dawn without either his permission, or the courts first determining him to be unfit. Either way, we would need a return of Hank.

Perhaps a way around this problem would be to make Hank truly unfeeling. So callous that he is eager to get rid of his youngest daughter by any means available -- so he could give custody to Xander and Anya, making them her legal guardians, without involving Child Protective Services.

Less appealing routes might be to have the Watcher's intervene and flex their bureaucratic muscle (but, honestly, why would they care? Buffy is dead). Or to have Willow cast a spell to insure that whoever wants Dawn, will get her.

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[> [> [> [> or.... -- Liquidram, 22:43:49 07/07/01 Sat

"Perhaps a way around this problem would be to make Hank truly unfeeling. "

A spell could be performed to erase his implanted memories of her being his daughter....

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: or.... -- anom, 18:57:22 07/08/01 Sun

"'Perhaps a way around this problem would be to make Hank truly unfeeling.' A spell could be performed to erase his implanted memories of her being his daughter...."

Assuming he has them. I've been wondering if there might be limits to the "reach" of the monks' spell. If it's powerful enough to turn energy into a human being, with all the biological/emotional complexity we have, maybe it can remain in effect throughout the world for the rest of time, or at least Dawn's natural (I hope) lifetime. But maybe not. What if people outside...Sunnydale? California? USA? Some unspecified radius?...aren't subject to the spell? Hank Summers wouldn't even know he had another daughter. Would the memories associated w/Dawn snap into place once he "crossed the border"? Would they remain in place if he left? We know Dawn remembers Angel, but is the vice versa true? There's been no indication one way or the other on his show that I can think of. It could be pretty interesting to have Hank think--know--he'd lost his entire family & then trying to be there for Dawn, as if it'd always been that way. Or maybe the memories wouldn't snap in. How awful would it be for him to show up, mourning for Buffy & Joyce, & not even recognize Dawn. Actually, I hope Joss & co. wouldn't do that to her....

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[> [> [> [> [> [> On a swingset. Spike and Giles will watch Dawn (long, sorry) -- darrenK, 22:19:46 07/08/01 Sun

All of the speculation about the spell that created Dawn is interesting, but these monks were way too thorough to think that they left Hank, or even Angel, out of the spell.

In Blood Ties, Dawn talks about the summer that her and Buffy visited Hank and walked on the beach picking up shells.

In Weight of the World, Joyce and Hank come home from the hospital.

My suspicion is that if Dawn and Buffy share memories of Hank, that the monks took care to give Hank the same memories. It'd be unlike them for that not to have happened.

The only indication that the spell wasn't seamless is that moment at the end of the Dracula episode when we see Dawn for the first time. Buffy seems to be just as startled as we are. And I've always wondered if that was the moment the spell hit?

More importantly, whoever made that statement about the Watchers Council pulling bureaucratic strings for Dawn brings up a good point. Rarely on Buffy do the writers go to great lengths to make a point without following it up. Just tonight, watching the Replacement they suggested that the other Xander could be a "robot" no less than three times. The first time it aired we, the audience, had no less than 4 months to wait to find out that they were foreshadowing I Was Made To Love You and Intervention.

I think the Watcher's council would be more than obliged to pull the strings to make sure that Giles was named as Dawn's guardian. The council might have seemed adversarial towards Buffy, but she was still their Slayer and she never shirked her duty. She died ridding the world of Glory and the council has to be grateful. Protecting Dawn would be a matter of not only pride, but a way to assure that the Key doesn't fall into the wrong hands.

But what will they pull strings to do? They will make sure that Giles is her legal guardian. Whether he likes it or not, Giles will allow Spike to live with him and Dawn as well.

Why do I think this?

More foreshadowing. In the Gift Giles tells Buffy that "he loves Dawn, but he's sworn to protect this lousy world." In I was Made to Love You, Giles tells Buffy that Dawn is too old for a babysitter and "the situation has to be changed." This of course sets up the funny, touching premise that situation does get changed with Giles as Dawn's seemingly permanant babysitter. Along with the foreshadowing, there is also the emotional logic of it. Giles will be filled with remorse at Buffy's death. He was responsible for Buffy as her watcher. He pushed her to kill Dawn out of necessity. She killed herself instead. His guilt will lead him to put his responsibility for Buffy onto Dawn. Dawn is also still the KEY and though Glory is dead, there has got to be some evil purpose the key can be put towards. Giles will feel responsible for protecting it.

He'll probably also feel some responsibility to Joyce's memory and, of course, he's the only real adult in sight.

As for additional foreshadowing there is plenty. Spike swore to protect Dawn "until the end of the world." in the Gift. He's already demonstrated a serious love for Dawn.

But most importantly, there was that scene in Restless: Giles and Spike, both in the suits of Watchers swinging on a swingset together. Why were both dressed as Watchers? Because both had sworn the same oath? Why on a swingset? Because they were to be responsible for a child. Remember in Blood Ties when Dawn passes the swingset and remembers Buffy pushing her on it? That was no frivolous memory. It was a direct reference to Restless meant to associate Dawn with the swingset that Spike and Giles were swinging on.

So, Giles and Spike both love Dawn and both have either sworn to protect her or the world, and of course she's still the Key, so protecting her is protecting the world.

No one else was asked to swear anything. And no one else did.

Spike and Giles will watch Dawn.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: On a swingset. Spike and Giles will watch Dawn (long, sorry) -- mundusmundi, 04:56:35 07/09/01 Mon

I like your theories, and picking up on all the foreshadowing is very astute.

The only kink I see in this is...Giles is leaving, at least part time. And his feelings of responsibility for Dawn wouldn't jibe with his going back and forth to England all the time. One possible way out of this would be to have him looking out for Dawn until Buffy's unexpected return. Then, seeing no need to hang around anymore, he leaves. (Of course there's still the problem of *how* he would gain custody of Dawn, which isn't possible outside of some major trickery.)

In "Restless," wasn't the Giles/Spike scene on the swingset from Xander's dream? I don't see all the dreams as being prophetic; only Buffy gets the occasional prophecy. For me, that scene was a sign of Xander's insecurity at the time, his fears of getting passed over and left behind. (And if it were a prophecy, why tell Xander, if he has nothing to do with it?)

As far as the writers telling viewers something about Giles and Spike in that scene -- and the one in "Blood Ties" -- I'm with you there.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: On a swingset. Spike and Giles will watch Dawn (long, sorry) -- Cynthia, 05:34:45 07/09/01 Mon

"In "Restless," wasn't the Giles/Spike scene on the swingset from Xander's dream? I don't see all the dreams as being prophetic; only Buffy gets the occasional prophecy. For me, that scene was a sign of Xander's insecurity at the time, his fears of getting passed over and left behind. (And if it were a prophecy, why tell Xander, if he has nothing to do with it?)"

In addition to your points about Xander, perhaps he was fearful of being replaced by Spike, especially in regard to Giles. I believe that even more so than Buffy (whose father although currently absent seems to have been an active father in her childhood), Xander looks upon Giles as a father figure. Xander's father although physically there is a awful father due to his addiction. Xander admires Giles, perhaps wants to be somewhat like him. The smart, learned, resourceful one that people come to for information and advice. A brainy heroic guy. Especially since fighting is not Xander's strong point.

Spike becoming a watcher and getting alot of Giles attention because of it could mean for Xander that Spike may be looked upon favorably by Giles. He knows that Spike is more experienced than him, more secure (well, as least on the surface) with himself and is probably perceived as smarter too. Ten years from now, Xander wouldn't be this insecure, but at the moment he is still finding himself.

As for the dream being prophecy. It could be. Xander may have been chosen for the dream as a revealing of a truth that he may have already unconciously known before anyone else had.

If Spike does become a watcher to Dawn and/or Buffy it should be interesting to see who in the group brings it up for discussion.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: On a swingset. Spike and Giles will watch Dawn (long, sorry) -- darrenK, 07:02:47 07/09/01 Mon

While you're right it is technically Xander's dream, Restless takes place after the core Scoobys have joined together in Primeval to augment the power of the Slayer.

The prophetic dreams of Restless are a consequence of this joining. And though it isn't typical for Xander or Giles and Willow to have prophetic dreams, in this case it is possible because prescient awareness is a power of the Slayer to whom they have so recently joined.

I believe the real clue to this is the Cheese Man. Joss has declared that he has no symbolic value and he doesn't, but this seemingly random non-sequitur does appear in each dream. Such a thing wouldn't happen if their minds weren't still linked on some level. So that they are able to share imagination as well as prophecy.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: On a swingset. Spike and Giles will watch Dawn (long, sorry) -- mundusmundi, 15:21:09 07/09/01 Mon

"While you're right it is technically Xander's dream, Restless takes place after the core Scoobys have joined together in Primeval to augment the power of the Slayer."

Interesting point. But the question remains: Why reveal it to Xander? Though the Fab Four were joined and obviously shared some of their subconscious states (good call on the Cheese Man), each dream was still pretty specifically tailored to each person. Do you or does anyone else remember what Spike told Giles during his dream, when he was getting photographed in B&W? (And, has anyone wondered what Spike's dream might have been like, had he been a part of "Restless?")

Fascinating discussion. You've made me want to see the ep again.

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[> Re: spoilers for Buffy S6? -- Andy, 17:33:12 07/07/01 Sat

To paraphrase an old friend of mine, these spoilers "smell like butt." I didn't think it was possible, but these are actually even more fannish than the "everyone who's ever been on the show comes together for an EPIC BATTLE^TM VERSUS GLORY~!!!" that was rumored to be the finale this past season. That didn't happen at all and I agree with the others who are saying that these spoilers are unlikely.

Oh well. Back to vacation for me :)
1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angel -- spotjon, 22:25:22 07/05/01 Thu



The Many Lives of Angel

"Vampire living in a city known for its sun, driving a convertible... Why do you hate yourself?" - Faux T'ish Magev

"That's who you were, not who you are. You don't know who you are anymore. You can't." - Teddy, Memento

Why does Angel hate himself so much? Low self-esteem? Guilt strickenness? Broken heart? Perhaps a little of all of these make up what Angel is today. Let's take a look at Angel's life and death and undeath to try and get a comprehensive view of who he is.



"Liam, Beloved Son 1727-1753"

The vampire with a soul that we now know as Angel was born as Liam in 1727, to a fairly well-to-do family in Ireland. For whatever reasons, Liam was a rowdy, unmotivated, thrill-seeking, lazy boy. His father was never extremely abusive, though he never failed to express his disapproval towards his son's actions and attitudes.



Liam's father: "Up again all night, is it? Drinking and whoring. I smell the stink of it on you." Liam picks himself up: "And a good morning to you, father." Father: "You're a disgrace." Liam: "If you say so, father." Father: "Oh, I do. I do say so. Have you not had enough debauchery for one night? Must you corrupt the servants as well?" Liam: "Servant, father. We have *one* servant. Anyway, - everyone gets corrupted, - but I find some forms of corruption - are more pleasant..." His father hits Angel hard across the face, making him spin around. Father: "I am ashamed to call you my son. You're a lay-about and a scoundrel and you'll never amount to anything more than that." - The Prodigal Driven by his father's disapproval, Liam fell deeper and deeper into the bottle, living a life of drunkenness and whoremongering. After so long of failing to receive any sort of love from his father, perhaps Liam simply gave up trying, and decided to go all the way.



Liam: "You'll want to move away from the door now, father." Father: "Go through it, but don't ever expect to come back." Liam: "As you wish, father. Always, *just* as you wish." Father: "It's a son I wished for - a man - instead God gave me you! A terrible disappointment." Liam: "Disappointment? A more dutiful son you couldn't have asked for. My whole life you've told me in word, in glance, what it is you required of me, and I've lived down to your every expectations, now haven't I?" Father: "That's madness!" Liam: "No. The madness is that I couldn't fail enough for you. But we'll fix that now, won't we?" Father: "I fear for you, lad." Liam: "And is that the only thing you can find in your heart for me now, father?" Father: "Who'll take you in, huh? No one!" Liam: "I'll not lack for a place to sleep, I can tell you that. Out of my way." Father: "I was never in your way, boy." Liam opens the door and storms out. Father: "If you'll go courting trouble, you're sure to find it!" - The Prodigal Liam does indeed find trouble at the fangs of Darla, a seductive woman he eyes at the local tavern. Thinking perhaps that he will indeed have a place to sleep tonight, he follows the blond beauty into an alley behind the tavern. He uses the best line he can think of, given his drunken stupor.



Liam: So, I'd ask myself... What's a lady of your station doing alone in an alley with the reputation that this one has? Darla: (still facing away) Maybe she's lonely. Liam: In that case, I'd offer myself as escort to protect you from harm and to while away the dull hours. Darla: You're very gracious. Liam: Hmm. It's often been said. Darla: (turns to face him) Are you certain you're up to the challenge? Liam: (approaches her) Milady, you'll find that with the exception of an honest day's work, there's no challenge I'm not prepared to face. He stops in front of her and looks into her eyes. Liam: Oh... But you're a pretty thing. Where are you from? Darla: (smiles) Around. Everywhere. Liam: I never been anywhere myself. Always wanted to see the world, but... Darla: I could show you. (smiles) Liam: Could you, then? Darla: Things you've never seen, never even heard of. Liam: Sounds exciting. Darla: It is. And frightening. Liam: I'm not afraid. Show me. Show me your world. Darla: (closes her eyes) Close your eyes. - Becoming, Part 1 Munch.



"There's mention some two hundred years ago in Ireland of, of Angelus, the one with the angelic face."

"She thought I returned to her - an angel."

A hand breaks through the earth in the graveyard, and a man-like figure climbs out from the ground into the starry night. A fair and frail-looking woman awaits him beside his grave. A new sensation fills the dead man, newly arisen.



Angelus: "I could feel them - above me - as I slept in the earth. Their heartbeats - their blood - coursing - through their veins." Darla smiles: "Yes." Angelus: "Was it a dream?" Darla: "A dream for you. Soon, their nightmare." - The Prodigal As a hapless groundskeeper disturbs their conversation, he finds himself as the first human meal this undead man-like creature consumes. This new sensation fills the creature with a thirst and desire for more.



Darla: "You can do anything, have anyone in the village. Who will it be?" Angelus: "Any one? (Darla nods) I thought I'd take the village." - The Prodigal For 143 years, Angelus and Darla cut a swath through Europe, killing not with simple hunger, but with great pleasure and skill. Angelus takes great joy in distilling despair in his victims before they die. Why does Angelus become such a sadist? Is it because, in the face of every victim, he sees somebody who hated him or whom he hated in life? Perhaps it is.



Darla: "Your victory over him took but moments." Angel looks over at the body of his father and gets up: "Yes?" Darla: "But his defeat of you will last life times." Angelus: "What are you talking about? He can't defeat me now." Darla: "Nor can he ever approve of you - in this world or any other. - What we once were informs all that we have become. (Angelus looks at his father's body) The same love will infect our hearts - even if they no longer beat. (Angelus looks at his mother's and his sister's body) Simple death won't change that." - The Prodigal Maybe this psychoanalysis of Angelus' motives is too simplistic, though. He was not driven only by his hatred of others, but also by his desire to seek a new thrill, and a disdain for authority. He refused to join the Order of Aurelius when given the opportunity, instead opting for a "life" of freedom to kill and have luxury. He's not quite ready to let go of all those billions of happy meals with legs.



Angelus: "This is no place for you - bound to the likes of him." - Darla For whatever reason, Angel was one of the most feared vampires of his era, until one night when Darla gave him a little present in the form of a gypsy girl. The family does not take kindly to the death of their daughter, so the clan finds the perfect curse for the vampire with the Angelic face - a soul.



"You got a real addiction to the brooding part of life. Anyone ever tell you that?"



Gypsy Man: It hurts, yes? Good. It will hurt more. Angel: (confused) Where am I? (pants hard) Gypsy Man: You don't remember... everything you've done for a hundred years. In a moment, you will. The face of everyone you killed... our daughter's face... they will haunt you, and you will know what true suffering is. - Becoming, Part 1 Suddenly, Angelus is left with no place in the world. He is wracked with guilt over his past sins, so he cannot go back to his past life, though he tries.



Darla: "What do you want?" Angel: "A second chance." Darla: "What?" Angel: "I want things to be like they were. - You and me - together - Darla. - I miss the view." Darla shakes her head, still with her back to him: "That's impossible." Angel: "It's not impossible." Darla: "You still have a soul." Angel: "I'm still a vampire." - Darla This desperate attempt to find a meaning in death ultimately ends in failure.



Angel looks down at the baby in the basket. Darla: "What do you mean you can't? You won't!" Angel: "I can't seem to be able to uhm, I'm sorry." Darla shakes her head ever so slightly: "You disgust me." Angel grabs the baby and runs out on Darla, crashing through some glass doors. - Darla Angel spends the next 96 years in the Americas, wandering without a purpose or goal. He cannot eat humans anymore, though he doesn't have much sympathy for them, either. Finally, in 1996, a friendly demon known as Whistler finds Angel living in filth, and offers him the opportunity to make something of himself. Whistler takes Angel to Sunnydale, where he witnesses Buffy's call to be a Slayer. In this mission, Angel finds a new meaning in life, and somebody other than himself to live for



Angel: I wanna help her. (Whistler looks at him) I want... I wanna become someone. - Becoming, Part 1 Angel has always been selfish, in his mortal life as well as his afterlife. He's tired of it. He doesn't want to be a nobody that people laugh at behind their backs, anymore. He has the opportunity to grow and become. And he does. He helps Buffy, falls in love with her, and becomes a real man, if only for one brief moment.



"One moment of true happiness, of contentment, one moment where the soul that we restored no longer plagues his thoughts, and that soul is taken from him."

Rule number one: don't boink the undead. Angel loses his soul and the demon asserts itself with great intensity. Angelus lashes out at the ones who would be his friends, and the one he loved, and perhaps still does. He no longer cares about the world he once defended against the Master, and instead decides to finish what the Master started. Angelus is plagued, not with a conscience, but with a memory of love and hate, and he cannot take it anymore. Destroying the world is much easier than trying to live in it. Unfortunately, Spike takes Angelus' old position concerning the fate of the world, and manages to help Buffy stop Angelus before the whole world is doomed to do math homework forever.

Too bad Willow found an inopportune time to save Angel's soul.



"Lasa orbita sa fie vasul care-I va transporta sufletul la el!"

The restored Angel is sucked into hell for 300 years of torment. And then, one day in hell, a small portal opens up, allowing the vampire with a soul passage back to earth. He is found and tended to by Buffy, but he is alienated from those who were closest to being his friends before he tortured and killed some of them. This alienation and mistrust and guilt brought back from ages past causes Angel to lose all faith and hope. He does not believe he is fit to live after all he has done.



Angel: I want to take comfort in you, and I know it'll cost me my soul, and a part of me doesn't care.... Look, I'm weak. I've never been anything else. It's not the demon in me that needs killing, Buffy. It's the man. - Amends He tried to make something of himself, and the one time he really tried it blew up in his face. Without hope, he tries to end it all, but cannot. Something, or someone, has better plans for him. The snow falls like hope to the ground and covers the dirt with a fresh whiteness.

Ultimately, of course, it does not work out with Buffy. They both know that their relationship is impossible, and only creates too much pressure on them both, so he leaves for the city of angels. He wanders there for a while, trying to find a solid footing, but is unable to until a fellow Irishman with a link to the powers that be finds him. Finally, Angel has a purpose, and he knows that it is not purely selfish anymore. He does pretty well for himself, fighting the cause of good, and even finding out that he has a big reward coming to him somewhere down the line. Unlife is good, and his promised reward seems closer than ever. That is, until an old lover makes a sudden reappearance in his life.

Darla is brought back as a human, not as the vampire she was. With a soul and no demon inside her, she creeps her way into Angel's life with the hope of returning to what she once was. She hated her life, and treasured every moment of the power she held as a vampire. Now she is reduced to a syphilis-ridden ex-prostitute with no chance of survival save what Angel can do for her. He tries everything except that. He tries to save her by every means he knows of, but he cannot. But just as he is about to save her soul, that is ripped from her violently.

Darla is killed and raised again as a creature of the night. Angel realizes that he has failed again. He ceases to care anymore. He allows humans to die and becomes darker in his actions. He finally decides on a kamikaze mission to kill the Senior Partners at Wolfram & Hart, but is brought to a shocking reality.



Holland: "Welcome to the home office." Angel: "This isn't..." Holland: "Well, you know it is. - You know *that* better than anyone. Things you've seen. Things you've, well - done. You see, if there wasn't evil in every single one of them out there (Angel watches as some people in the plaza start yelling at each other) why, they wouldn't be people. - They'd all be angels." - Reprise Angel loses it. He finally hits rock-bottom and decides to lose it all in a night of passion with Darla. This is worse than when he was suicidal. At that point, he was simply disappointed in himself. Now, he feels that there is no reason or purpose to anything at all. Since it doesn't matter what happens anymore, he decides to lose his soul so he doesn't have to care. It doesn't quite work the way he expects, though. Last night was perfect, but not perfect enough.



Angel: "Yeah. And it *was* perfect, Darla. - It was perfect despair." - Epiphany He summarizes what had been going on quite nicely.



Angel: "And you were the reason. You've always been the reason. You were the thing that made me what I am, and - I thought - if I could save you, I'd somehow - save myself, but - but I was wrong. And when I failed...." Angel: "I fought for so long. For redemption, for a reward - finally just to beat the other guy, but... I never got it." - Epiphany He still believes that there is no purpose in anything, but that doesn't stop him from finding one, anyway.



Angel: "Not all of it. All I wanna do is help. I wanna help because - I don't think people should suffer, as they do. Because, if there is no bigger meaning, then the smallest act of kindness - is the greatest thing in the world." Kate: "Yikes. It sounds like you had an epiphany." Angel: "I keep saying that. But nobody's listening." - Epiphany So now we are left with a fairly chipper Angel, with no purpose in the world save those "small acts of kindness." He manages to reconnect to his friends and starts to build a real life, for perhaps the first time. He faces the demon within at Pylea, but manages to control it and accept it as a part of him, but a part that he has power over. He actually smiles how, and is a fairly happy camper. Too bad he had to come home to the bad news of Buffy's sudden demise.

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[> Fairly Chipper Angel...ROFLOL -- Little One, 07:16:42 07/06/01 Fri

Great post, spotjon. I find Angel fascinating with his blend of man and monster. Mr. Tall, Dark and Broodiness seems to make it all work though. He is charismatic and memorable to all who meet him. Not many people have a chance to become part of a legend in this world but he is part of two, as Angel and as Angelus, the split personality taken to the extreme.

As Angel, he keeps giving of himself, trying to fill that great swirling void of regret and angst. He gives himself over, body and soul, to the mission of battling evil. But if he keeps giving and giving, what is going to be left but a bigger void? And even if he can come to terms with himself (which perhaps his epiphany accomplished), he is still denied ever having that one moment of true happiness. So, knowing the price of total surrender to happiness, he keeps a part of him in reserve at all times. Adding to his pain, but protecting himself. The one person he gave himself completely too has died. I don't relish watching him come to terms with Buffy's death. I should start stocking up on Kleenex and Visine in preparation for S6!

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[> [> Re: consolation for Angel in S6 - spoilery suggestion -- John Burwood, 00:09:25 07/07/01 Sat

My guess is that Angel will find consolation for Buffy's death in a new love interest - Fred! She is obviously smitten with the handsome stranger who saved her, seems to cope with the demon in him, and has an almost Buffy-like mixture of innocent vulnerability and resourceful strength that should appeal to Angel. Plus it will give Angel dramatic angst when Buffy returns, a reason not to dashback to Sunnydale, and a running threat of finding a happiness and cursing Angelus back into being. It would make dramatic sense IMO - does anyone else agree?

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angel -- Wisewoman, 12:04:07 07/06/01 Fri

Well done, spotjon!

"Because, if there is no bigger meaning, then the smallest act of kindness - is the greatest thing in the world."

This is indeed an epiphany, and one that we all might envy. I only hope Angel is able to retain some of the impact of this revelation in the light of Buffy's death.

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[> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angel -- spotjon, 10:26:09 07/07/01 Sat

Well, I disagree with this philosophy for various reasons, but it should be enough to get Angel by for a while. I think that Angel will come to a full realization that there is a higher meaning, and that not everything is ultimately meaningless. The fact that he's receiving supernatural messages from on high should have tipped him off by now.

I look forward to seeing how he reacts to Buffy's death in the upcoming season.

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angel -- Rufus, 13:07:01 07/06/01 Fri

Loved you post, good job.

I see Angel as a fellow that has been in a state of despair that started long before Reprise. As Liam he didn't want to be who he was and longed for more but for whatever reason couldn't or wouldn't change his situation. It isn't clear about just how abusive his father was but I do suspect he didn't spare the rod when it came to child rearing. They have a new history of Angel section up at the WB and there are a few details that don't seem to be in the series.

http://www.thewb.com/angel/index_history.shtml

I don't remember the detail about Liam returning home to steal silver. They have a part two coming out next week to cover his years in Sunnydale and LA.

I liked Epiphany and Reprise as Angel was finally jolted out of his despair and into the world...took long enough.

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[> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angel -- Masquerade, 13:12:20 07/06/01 Fri

It was briefly mentioned in "Becoming, pt. 1"

Liam and his buddy are tossed out of the pub shortly before Liam meets Darla.

Liam says to his pal that they should come back to the pub when they get more cash-money. He suggests they go steal some of his father's silver.

"He'll never miss it," Liam adds, "he eats with his hands, the pig."

His friend promptly passes out on the cobble-stone street from drinking too much.

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[> [> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angel -- Rufus, 14:55:18 07/06/01 Fri

Thanks, don't have copies of B1 so I'll look for it when it starts in the fall.

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[> [> [> [> Now what channel&when exactly are the old Buffys supposed to be re-airing? -- Masq, 15:03:41 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Now what channel&when exactly are the old Buffys supposed to be re-airing? -- Rufus, 15:56:24 07/06/01 Fri

For Canada it will be the Space chanel at

http://www.spacecast.com

go to the monthly FAQ section for the details.

Starting around the second week in September Space will air the series I think from the first ep to the end of season four. I have forgotten most of the first three years so I look forward to September. I don't know anything about the American station.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Now what channel&when exactly are the old Buffys supposed to be re-airing? -- gds, 18:50:21 07/06/01 Fri

FX has been advertising it though they have been skimpy on details

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Now what channel&when exactly are the old Buffys supposed to be re-airing? -- Brian, 20:26:45 07/06/01 Fri

I've been reading that Buffy will be on FX twice a day, at 4 pm and 7 pm EST, starting on Sept 24th, and that the episodes will be in order. Whether they will be cut for more commerials, I haven't heard a murmer.

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[> happiness clause -- Solitude1056, 19:50:56 07/06/01 Fri

It seems odd to me, reading your post for the second time, that the curse specifically states "one moment of happiness" implying that it's one moment of forgetting one's past deeds, I suppose. What's preventing a lifetime of "being aware, but willing to enjoy living despite that"? A truly chipper Angel may have an ability to finally accept that life can be good even if the past isn't. Do you think, based on your study of the character, that this is possible for him? Or are we doomed to see him go through this whole epiphany nonsense once a season?

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[> [> Re: happiness clause -- spotjon, 06:48:46 07/08/01 Sun

I wondered the same thing during the first Pylea episode, where Angel was walking around in the suns, having the time of his life. It seemed to me like he was coming to grips with his past, but he was no longer letting it drag him down. It made me wonder whether or not he could have happiness just by everyday living, and if so, whether that would revert him back to Angelus. I always figured that his "one moment of happiness" was a moment of contentment unfettered by everything else that was happening and had happened. If Angel could be content with his life and not be tormented by his past any more, would he lose his soul again? Maybe we'll see the issue discussed this next season. I certainly hope so.

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[> [> Re: happiness clause -- Sean, 12:17:30 07/08/01 Sun

"Angel may have an ability to finally accept that life can be good even if the past isn't."

We tend to want to ignore past deads of people because they are cute or because the person is so romantic (whatever).

For example the whole Luke raping Laura thing. Forget it like it never happened.

We are starting to do this with Spike. Forget all the people he has tortured and killed. After all he is so cute. And he did help Buffy at the end.

Can even the most heroic deeds wipe out an evil past? On Xena she ultimately had to pay for her past.

Now with Angel there is some justification to "forgive and forget". After all it was Angelus not Angel who did the evil? Angel had no control did he?

Only by separating Angel from Angelus can I ever justifying him accepting that life can be good even if the past isn't. For if it wasn't so, then he deserves no happiness. After all the people he killed and tortured he deserves nothing but pain and suffering himself. He should never forget his past deeds. Not ever. They should haunt him forever.

It all depends on how you view Angel as it relates to his culpability for Angelus's deeds. If you don't think he is culpable, then he should free himself of the guilt (for it is misplaced) and stop trying to make up for sins that aren't his to make up for.

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[> [> [> Re: happiness clause -- Morgane, 06:15:14 07/09/01 Mon

I'm sorry to say that I totally disagree with you. The reason why Angel, and even Spike, should forget about their evil past isn't because their cute or because they did nice thing after but because, if there's no redemption there's no reason to do good. I mean, if you do evil things all your life (or un-life) long and suddenly you stop to do these things because you realize their wrong or because of any other reason, no matter, I agree that nothing can undo what you did, but it's too late... If you keep thinking that whatever you do, you'll never be good, and you don't deserve pardon because you were evil, then you have no reason at all to do good, but plenty to do evil.

"What is done can not be undone." "What is not yet done can be avoided." so the Oracles said... (I Will Remember You)

The reason to do good isn't to change the past, but to change the future. And the only way to do so, is to draw a line on what you did before and start to go forward. It won't change any of what you did, but it will change what you will do.

Nobody deserves pain, no matter what they did, if they're not a danger for anyone anymore. I believe I'm not much of a revenge person.

And as first evil/Jenny said: "You're sorry? For me? Don't bother. I'm dead. I'm over it. If you wanna feel sorry for someone, you should feel sorry for yourself. Oh, but I guess you've already got that covered." (Amends)

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[> [> [> [> Re: happiness clause -- Coral Cat, 19:13:12 07/09/01 Mon

I agree. Taking my cues from Giles here:

Season 2 "I Only Have Eyes for You" GILES: To forgive is an act of compassion, Buffy. It's not done because people deserve it. It's done because they need it.

Giles was, at least in part, addressing Buffy herself in that episode, letting her know that she could forgive herself for what happened to Angel. Part of redemption is being able to forgive oneself for one's past mistakes. You should never forget those mistakes -- they will always shape who you are -- but if you desire to be other than what you were, you can't let your guilt paralyze you to whom you can be in the future (as post-soul Angel did before he met Buffy).

And:

Season 3 "Beauty and the Beast" BUFFY (talking about Angel after Angel returns from hell in less than perfect psychological condition) He'd be a monster. A lost cause.

GILES Maybe... Maybe not. In my experience, there are two kinds of monsters. The first type can be redeemed. And, more importantly, they want to be redeemed...

BUFFY And the second type?

GILES The second - is void of humanity. It can not respond to reason. Or love.

The point is not whether the monster is a monster or not, but whether he has the capacity to move beyond that, or to even desire to move beyond that. Post-souled, pre-Buffy Angel had not started on his path to redemption yet for that reason: at that point he hadn't let go of his guilt enough to want to be redeemed.

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[> [> [> [> Re: happiness clause -- verdantheart, 07:15:49 07/11/01 Wed

I largely agree with you. However, I don't agree that "if there's no redemption there's no reason to do good." If so, how do we then explain Spike (sorry, ATLtS)? He hasn't changed his behavior because he's seeking redemption, but because he loves Buffy. He sacrifices his prediliction toward evil acts out of his regard for her. And as he moves forward, these initially hollow acts take on real meaning as he begins to see and adopt Buffy's point of view (do good because it's the right thing to do--what you want to do). (And because Spike doesn't expect Buffy's love in return for his actions, the actions take on a certain nobility in the eyes of the audience.) Whether he eventually seeks redemption from tPtB is a good question. It seems to me that Angel can have some hope for his human soul that Spike, a demon in a human shell, does not.

- vh

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: happiness clause -- Morgane, 13:09:16 07/11/01 Wed

Well, sure, there's probably no redemption from anyone for Spike, but one thing is sure, he doesn't worry much about what he did in the past. His new and old behaviours has nothing to do with good or evil and redemption, simply because he doesn't care. I believe that I shouldn't have included Spike in this thread, it's more about Angel, and maybe Faith too. Still, scoobies shouldn't keep saying that Spike isn't able to do good simply because he was bad, it's more what I meant. Whatever he did in the past, the only thing that matter is how he's acting now, more that kind of redemption than the Angel kind.

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[> [> [> Re: happiness clause(slightly OT) -- Rendyl, 07:55:46 07/10/01 Tue

Normally I would pass this by but it seems to come up lately on a variety of discussion boards so here goes. When the Luke/Laura rape occurred it was done very ambiguously. The writers were never clear exactly what happened that night, even in the middle of the storyline. Luke was never written as though it was a rape, (in fact he was instructed to play it as a romance) and Laura refused to tell anyone it was him. At best it is an example of storyline and character being tossed aside because of chemistry and at worst it was just a very bad idea.

Fast forward nearly 20 years into the era of PC and suddenly the soap writers decide to address the issue. They change some facts to add more tension and angst than the story originally had and toss it in to disrupt everyone's life. (again done at the expense of characterization) I could go on about the emerging trend to cast all women as weak victims but I will spare everyone my ranting. (grin)

As for Angel, I think the important point is not whether he needs to atone for the sins of Angelus, but that he is able to feel guilt and long for redemption from those actions.

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angel -- Coral Cat, 21:15:41 07/07/01 Sat

Great insights on the character of Angel. I never cared too much for him when he was the resident hunk and love interest on BtVS, but once he was off on his own show he started developing in all sorts of endearing ways. What I seem to like best about him is his uncertainty, his social awkwardness, his creaky and geekiness. He is a deeply lonely person, I think, and not too certain how to open himself safely to people who care about him. "Chipper" Angel (LOL) is just beginning to think that maybe he can.

An Angel-Buffy exchange in "Gingerbread" says a lot to me about Angel:

ANGEL: Buffy, you know I'm still working things out; there's a lot I don't understand. But I know it's important to keep fighting and I learned that from you.

BUFFY: But we never --

ANGEL: We never win.

BUFFY: Not completely.

ANGEL: We never will. That's not why we fight. We do it 'cause there's things worth fighting for.

He's known this, at least since BtVS S3, yet it is still a lesson that he's absorbing. The battle isn't about winning, about the destination. It's about the journey.

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Angel -- Marie, 03:38:48 07/09/01 Mon

Wow! Great post, Spotjon!

One of the most interesting moments for me was when Angel fired his staff. I remember at the time having a lot of arguments with friends because I disagreed wholeheartedly with their thoughts that Angel was 'turning evil', when I saw it as him wanting to safeguard the people he most cared about from danger (including any coming from himself) - an opinion validated at the end of the season. (I had a smug moment, there!).

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[> Angel's mind -- Sssaaammm, 08:12:48 07/10/01 Tue

Great post Spotjon!

Having seperate posts for Angel and Angelus seems to have worked very well.

In the same way that a human's personality will influence the personality of the vampire when the human is vamped, I think we can explain alot about Angel in terms of his vampire mind.

Although the drive for good/evil is reversed when he changed, there seems to be many superpsychological (is that a term) attributes to his mind (used here to mean his psychological framework without etherial forces of good/evil).

Existing for so long would surely alter personality beyond that of a human, carrying so much guilt for so long would make someone 'a little nuts' - not just sulky, and going through torture for perhaps the equilvalent of hundreds of years whilst in hell would make a human mind twist apart until unrecognizable permanently (not just for a few weeks - BtVS S3).

To endure so much psychological pressure Angel would possess a robust (made for a long personal history) Vamp "mind" with the human soul. Although he lost the plot a bit mid S2, Angel still seems to be keeping it together.

The insanity of Drucilla pulls at the axis of this arguament but can be seen as another level of what makes the mind and personality. Her human mind was crazy as the basis for all that follows.

Would this mean that perhaps reincarnated 'human' Darla had a vamp mind? Maybe this could explain why she held no attachment to being human again when she only changed her mind (decision) as a way of choosing good over evil (not human over demon).
Death is her gift -- Metron, 10:24:20 07/06/01 Fri

thought I posted this last night, but it seems not to be here. hmmmmm

Just thought I'd share my own feelings about the meaning of Death is her gift. It seems to me that with her death at the end of the last season, another Slayer will come into the world. This will make three slayers existing at the same time (albet Slayer#2 - Faith, is incarcerated at the moment). I'm fairly sure this is the first time this has happened.

My own feelings are that her "gift" is the creation of new Slayers, brought about by her deaths/rebirths. Each time she dies, the forces of good have a chance of gaining a new champion in their eternal fight with the dark. I say 'chance', because being a Slayer doesn't necessarily mean you're going to be a good guy (look at Faith who is, granted, working on redemtion).

Met

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[> sorry but no -- vampire hunter D, 12:20:31 07/06/01 Fri

Unfortunatly, Joss and CO. have already said that there will be no more Slayers called until Faith dies. I know this sucks, and I too would like to see another one, but that's the way it is.

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[> [> Re: sorry but no -- Sue, 18:20:20 07/08/01 Sun

I see Dawn becoming a Slayer, but I don't think it breaks the "one slayer" rule. Just bends it again.

Since Dawn was created from Buffy it would be "Buffy's" power she would share.

Other than that, I believe that it is correct to say that the line has to be passed on by Faith. She has to die for another Slayer to be called.

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[> Re: Death is her gift -- chuk_38, 15:15:06 07/06/01 Fri

wait just a minute. Sorry if i have this all wrong but i thought that a new slayer would only be called when the 'current' slayer is killed. If this is true then a new slayer would not be called because buffy is not the current slayer,she has not been since she died at the end of the first season. So for a new slayer to be called, then Faith would have to die,right??? i think

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[> [> Re: Death is her gift -- AK-UK, 15:32:31 07/06/01 Fri

Based on what Joss has said, yep. You're right.

But this whole slayer death/calling thing is a bit of a mess. In what sense is Faith the current slayer? More to the point, in what sense isn't Buffy the slayer? What does being the current slayer entail? Is power transfered on the death of a slayer? Where does the slayers power come from? All these questions and more will (fingers crossed) be answered in season 6.

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[> [> [> Re: Death is her gift -- anom, 23:03:47 07/07/01 Sat

Apparently the "current" slayer means the latest slayer. I had assumed there'd be a 3rd slayer after Buffy's 2nd death, but if Joss says no, then I guess not. Which also eliminates the idea I had after Faith first showed up: the 2 slayers could be flatlined & revived at a hospital under those rare-in-Sunnydale controlled conditions, 2 new slayers would be called, they'd undergo the same process, etc., & eventually an army of slayers would be created! Buh-bye vamps. (Of course, also buh-bye excuse for the series. I told this idea to a friend at a science fiction convention, & she said she knew someone who was writing a fanfic piece in which somebody decided to do just that...without that pesky detail of obtaining the slayers' informed consent.)

Ah well, it was a nice idea while it lasted.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Death is her gift -- AK-UK, 06:22:14 07/08/01 Sun

Funnily enough, I had a similiar fanfic idea, but it works on the principle of only one slayer being called at a time. It was a very creepy story.

I do hope season 6 delves into the origins of the slayer. Fingers crossed.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re:origins of the Slayer -- darrenK, 21:13:46 07/08/01 Sun

Supposedly, Fray will contain info as to the origin of the Slayer as will the anthology of Slayer comics that Joss is putting together to be published in November.

In other words, the history of the Slayer is very obviously on the minds of Joss and the other writers. They started down that road at the beginning of Season 5, then they were diverted by Joyce's tumor and Glory's Key.

I think we're going to get back on that road.dK

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1st Anniversary Posting Party Update -- rowan, 17:16:55 07/06/01 Fri

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[> 07/05/01 - Get yer red hot Angelus & Angel below (or above) ;) -- rowan, 17:18:25 07/06/01 Fri

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[> Upcoming Character Posting Schedule -- rowan, 17:26:00 07/06/01 Fri

Schedule:

07/12/01 Riley OnM 07/19/01 Spike Aquitaine 07/19/01 Drusilla Marie 07/26/01 Faith Brian 08/02/01 Dawn mundusmundi 08/09/01 Buffy Nina 08/16/01 Anya Wisewoman 08/23/01 Cordelia Solitude1056 08/30/01 Xander Lurker Becoming Restless 09/06/01 Oz Sssaaammm 09/13/01 Darla Slayrunt 09/20/01 The Host verdantheart 09/27/01 Joyce Shawn Carter

Still Not Spoken For:

Gunn Wesley Kate Doyle Lindsay Villains (The Master, The Annointed One, Adam, etc.) Minor or recurring characters (Jonathan, Amy, etc.)

Guidelines:

1. One thread per character please, so that we can keep our great thoughts in one place and reduce board traffic.

2. I (rowan the perilous) am the coordinator of the event. Behold me and tremble (sorry, I've been reading The Lord of the Rings again, and I really think it's affecting me).

3. Originators of a character thread are selected based on who volunteers first by e-mail or post to rowan (with all attempts to resolve conflicts peaceably).

4. A thread can address any aspect of the character that you find informative, illustrative, illuminating, invigorating, and/or irritating. Analysis based on sound research into eps and shooting scripts preferred.

5. One character thread will be posted per week, to stretch the chewy philosophical goodness as far as possible. rowan will publish a schedule periodically so we all know what's going on.

6. The naming convention for posts is: Character Name: 1st Anniversary Character Posting Party.

7. Masq will immortalize your posts on the website for posterity's enjoyment.

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[> Potential Upcoming 1st Anniversary Fun Postings -- rowan, 17:28:56 07/06/01 Fri

Favorite Theory for Buffy's Rebirth Most Revealing BtVS Funniest BtVS Episode Best One Liner Funniest BtVS Scene Who Would You Want to Be Stuck on a Desert Island With & Why? If You Had 15 Minutes to Inteview Joss, What 1 Question Would You Ask & Why? Episode that Needs a Do-Over Interpret Restless - What Happened in Season 5 and What's Still to Come? Which Character Would You Want to Interview and What Would You Ask? Most Emotional BtVS Moment Character Who Hasn't Lived Up to Potential Yet Character Who Has Exceeded Potential Set the Stage for the Start of Season 6 If You Could Have One Thing Happen on BtVS, What Would It Be? Season 6 Spoiler Zone: What's True and What's False

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[> [> Re: Potential Upcoming 1st Anniversary Fun Postings -- James, 15:25:02 07/08/01 Sun

I realize you want to do a thread on these topics separately but I really feel the urge to comment on some of these now.

Sorry.

Character Who Has Exceeded Potential

Spike of course. (He's a souless vampire)

Anya (the vengence demon)

Character Who Hasn't Lived Up to Potential Yet

Dawn. Not her fault. Actually quite compliment. She has so, so much potential within her. She just needs to stop stealing other people's stuff.

Buffy. Yes as incredible as it sounds, she still hasn't lived up to her full potential. She is so incredible. What she did this year was so incredible, yet there is still even more, though I can't imagine what could top this.

Jonathan. Sorry, I like the guy. He has a very, very big heart, it is sad no one has ever recognized it in him.

Who Would You Want to Be Stuck on a Desert Island With & Why?

Buffy. But not for the reasons you might think. She really is an incredible person. Not perfect, mind you as no human is, but love flows from her in waves. Just to be around her would be incredible. She has such power (and I am not talking about her Slayer strength).

Most Emotional BtVS Moment

GLORY (duh) People. How do they function? Here. Like this, in the world, with all this bile running through them. Every day, it's ...

She runs her hand up and down, "rollercoaster" style.

GLORY (cont'd) Whooo... you have no control they're not even animals they're just these meatbaggy slaves to hormones and pheromones and their, and their... feelings. (beat) Hate 'em. (beat) I mean really, is this what the poets go on about? This? Call me crazy. But as hard core drugs go, human emotion's just useless. People are puppets, everyone getting jerked around by what they're feeling - am I wrong? Really, I want to know.

Glory waits for an answer. Dawn, holding her throat, doesn't say a thing.

GLORY (cont'd) Gonna bleed you either way.

DAWN It depends on the person.

GLORY So, you're saying some people like this?

DAWN Some.

GLORY Funny, 'cause I look around at this world you're so eager to be a part of, and all I see's six billion lunatics looking for the fastest ride out. Who's not crazy? Look around - everyone's drinkin', smokin', shootin' up, shootin' each other or just plain screwing their brains out because they don't want 'em anymore. I'm crazy? Honey, I am the original one-eyed chicklet in the kingdom of the blind 'cause at least I admit the world makes me nuts. Name one person who can take it here. That's all I'm asking - Name one.

DAWN Buffy.

(I am not moved to tears often, but that certainly came close).

Second Place

GILES Buffy, if the ritual starts, every living creature in this and every other dimension imaginable will suffer unbearable torment and Death. Including Dawn.

BUFFY Then the last thing she'll see is me protecting her.

(one of the most beautiful scenes ever, never loved Buffy more than at that moment.)

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[> I could attempt Doyle or Lindsey -- Liquidram, 17:48:05 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> Pick your poison partner. Both are available. -- rowan, 18:01:12 07/06/01 Fri

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[> [> [> Ok, Doyle it is ... & Lindsay too if no one else chooses him -- Liquidram, 18:30:14 07/06/01 Fri


Classic Movie of the Week - July 6th 2001 -- OnM, 20:00:42 07/06/01 Fri

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"If you can't tend to your own planet, none of you deserve to live here."

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In last week's column, I mentioned that I wasn't the greatest fan of Westerns, that in terms of escapist entertainment, outer space was the place for me. Genenerally speaking, this is still the case, but the thing that I dislike about so many Westerns-- that the genre is so often ultra-cliched and repetitive-- also applies equally to science fiction. SF writer Theodore Sturgeon once made the very dead-on comment that '90% of everything is crud'. (A quote which subsequently became known as 'Sturgeon's Law'). And of all the possible sub-categories of science fiction, none shines darker as a more exemplary example of this principle than the '***Aliens are Invading!!!***' story.

The beginnings of this particularly noxious sub-genre are often ascribed to the paranoid 50's, when 'Commies and furriners' were supposedly hiding under every rock, just waiting to crawl out and destroy our beloved American way of life. The simultaneous advent of the modern technical age made it very easy to morph those terrestrial political demons into evil aliens from other planets, who also wanted to steal what was 'rightfully' ours, and furthermore do so with weapons far more powerful than any that we might have available to defend ourselves.

Why do this? Isn't the usual means of political discourse via newspapers, radio, magazines, books, etc. sufficient? Isn't it a ludicrous form of overkill to make genocidal Martians into the metaphorical stand-ins for our natuaral xenophobia? Not at all...

Recall that on several prior occasions your humble movie-man has made the statement that movies are the common language of Western society, and for sure no country on Earth produces more of them than the good old U.S. of A. One of the key elements of establishing your homeland as a global superpower is to be sure you can dominate all the other countries of the world not just economically or militarily, but to go beyond such brute physicality into the realm of the human pysche, to control others by controlling their culture, their very thoughts. There are several ways to do this.

If you are a really boring and stupid country, you will print up lots of little books and pamphlets and distribute them en masse in order to teach all those impressionable little minds the correct way to think. After all, if a person in the government puts something down in actual *print*, it has to be true, right? Putting lots of posters of the current grande benefactor up on walls in busy public places is a favorite tactic, too. Smiling dictators make a much better impression on the public gestalt. Finally, you take over all the radio and TV stations and make sure folks don't get distracted by anything that involves those most prized and most distracting of all human concerns, namely food, sex, cars, money, clothes, dancing, sex, and beer.

Well, scratch those ideas. Americans figured out a long time ago that the way to get corrupt pols off our backs is to pretend that we're listening to them, pay them lots of money and give them lots of perks, and let them do their schtick. It's expensive, yes, but still much cheaper than prison, and they always know really good lawyers anyway. As for food, sex, cars, etc., we pretend to be all moralistic and righteous and affect disdain for them, but on the other hand we just can't get enough of them. And how do we know that this is the case? Is it the billions in collective advertising the marketplace spends every year? Is it carefully detailed research obtained by highly paid consultants? It is Oprah?

Naahhh. It's simple. We make movies and see who goes to them. Then we make new movies that draw in even more viewers by pandering to whatever they seem to like best. The practice is self-enabling and ongoing. You don't need to alter the collective psyche by preaching to your flock about the dangers of whatever. If you are really, really clever, you can do it by getting them to engage in a practice they enjoy, and seek out-- like going down to the local theater to see a movie. And it works. It works so well that sometimes you don't even need the visuals, just ask Orson Welles. Visuals are better, though.

Where was I now? Oh, yeah, politics, movies, Martians, apocalypse. Collective psyche. All good and true, yea. Except for one little problem...

There are these people out there who *don't* make movies to corrupt our minds and instill hapless obedience. They don't write, produce or direct down to the lowest common denom. They seek a higher purpose, to inform, enlighten, root out socio-political evil, and oh yeah, entertain the hell out of you in the meantime. They are people like Mr. David Twohy, who make films like this week's Classic Movie, *The Arrival*.

You know, BtVS shouldn't work. It's a member of an extremely tired, supremely overworked genre. Vamps, horror, evil, blah-blah-blah. But it does, because the people behind it are creative, and clever, and they don't talk down to us, or try to misdirect our minds so as to build up the powerful in the world at the expense of the rest of us. They teach us that *we* are powerful, sometimes individually, sometimes collectively. They teach us that the king is no better or no worse a being than we are, that there is no 'divine right' based on birth. That respect must be earned, not handed out with a golden crown and a jeweled sceptre.

We just finished celebrating Independence Day here in the USA, and back in 1996 that was also the name of one of the summer's biggest movie blockbusters. And hey, it was alright, lotsa good explosions and stuff. But if you craved more than lots of sound and fury in your movie diet, then you would have been ill-advised to miss Twohy's superb Alien Invasion flick. This film brought me back to what used to go through my head visually when I was reading the very best literary fic of my younger days, images that had a sense of wonder and originality to them. I have gotten so tired of SF universes where the aliens look like us except for some funny ears and odd colorings, and all conveniently speak perfect American English through handy universal translators. I want aliens who look like aliens, and I don't want them phony-weird, I want them *strange*-weird.

Furthermore, I want them to be like Twohy's aliens in *The Arrival*, where they have an actual reason for wanting to take over our planet, and have that reason be one that makes us nervous wondering if they are right. A reason that makes the film's main protagonist, Zane Zaminski (Charlie Sheen) ask "Why didn't you come to us and ask for help?" and know the answer to it as soon as he speaks it-- they didn't because we're idiots who live on a giant shining jewel of a planet and we piss on it at every opportunity so long as it suits our baser motives. It may still be necessary to defeat these creatures, because after all, we were here first-- but that's still a pretty weak defense.

Politics and economics and ecology aside, this is a marvelous looking film. After it was released on laserdisc, I used it for several months afterward to demo our big theater system at the store, usually showing the opening scene with Lindsay Crouse in a field of flowers in the midst of the arctic snow. This scene segues in stunning fashion into the mother of all pull-back shots, and then into a cross-fade edit that, if it doesn't make the hair stand up on your arms, you are probably dead. (My condolences!) CGI and other special effects are solid, realistic and convincing throughout the entire film.

There are a number of homages paid to past efforts in the SF continuum, the acting is first rate all around, and the script is intelligent and scientifically credible to such an extent that one almost never has to suspend disbelief. For BtVS fans, there is the additional treat of seeing Lindsay Crouse play a non-bitch-monster-from-hell scientist, Ilana Green, who is searching for an answer to the odd global warming effects she has discovered while doing research in the above-mentioned arctic regions. Veteran actor Ron Silver also plays a beautifully understated and scary role as Zane's primary nemesis.

If you missed this in '96, then it's time to see one of the best films of that year. Go forth, just don't multiply too much-- recall the words of the Martian king in Tim Burton's *Mars Attacks*:

"Nice planet-- we'll take it!"

E. Pluribus Cinema, Unum,

OnM

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Technical Invasion Force:

*The Arrival* is available on DVD. Running time is 1 hour 55 minutes. The DVD is double sided with the widescreen version (1.85:1 aspect ratio) on one side and the pan'n'scan (1.33:1 standard TV) version on the other side. Sound is Dolby Digital 5.1 (English & French). The screenplay was written by David Twohy, cinematography by Hiro Narita. The music score is by Arthur Kempel (and is very well done). The film was produced by Thomas G. Smith and James Steele.

Main cast members include:

Lindsay Crouse, Charlie Sheen, Richard Schiff, Ron Silver, Teri Polo, Phyllis Applegate, Tony T. Johnson, Alan Coates, Leon Rippy, Buddy Joe Hooker, Javier Morga, Catalina Botello, Georg Lillitsch and David Villalpando

Note: If your TV is on the smallish side, and you happen to have a friend with a good quality large-screen home theater system, consider bribing them to borrow it for viewing this flick. It's not as outrageously dynamic and showy as *The Matrix*, but it nonetheless deserves a more cinematic presentation if you can swing it.

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*Castaway* is now out on DVD. Tom Hanks. 'Nuff said.

Next Thursday, it will once again be time for a brand spankin' new ATPo Anniversary Celebration Character Study Thang, and I'll be posting my own eminently well- researched Riley treatise (ahem-- ~cough~, ~choke~). So, I thought as a possible neato complimetary item, on Friday night I'd do a Classic Movie that has some similarities to the Riley zeitgeist.

Your question of the week, should you decide to accept it, is:

What movies can you think of that have characters in them which speak eloquently to that which is the 'essence of Riley', and why?

(This CMotW column will self-destruct in seven asterisks).

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(Well, actually, it's still here, it just kinda, like, stops).





(You're still here? Show's over-- Go home!)

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[> Nope, aint seen this one either :( -- AK-UK, 21:01:38 07/06/01 Fri

But I did catch the Ferris Bueller (sp?) line at the end, so I don't feel completely left out :)

Man, what exactly is the "essence of Riley"? I'd say that Riley was essentially your All American Solider, who is brought face to face with the grim realities of life. So, Platoon is one film that immediately springs to mind.

Charlie Sheen's character goes down a fairly dark path before getting in a helicopter and flying away. Things unravelled for both characters when they realised that the war they were fighting in wasn't as clean cut as they had been lead to believe. The good guys could perform acts of incredible evil, and the enemy might just be harmless civilians caught up in something they couldn't control (I'm thinking about Riley watching the torture of Oz, and Charlie Sheen's witnessing the killing of Vietnamese villagers as turning points in the lives of both characters).

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[> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - July 6th 2001 -- Rufus, 13:49:15 07/07/01 Sat

On quote from Angel, Bachelor party

Cousin: "Yeah, who want a wife who's knees only bend the one way?"

I laughed when I heard that quote as it made me think of The Arrival. It is a movie that I enjoyed quite a bit. The Buffyverse is the same in that you never really know anyone until you can see their demon self, some actually have a physical manifestation of this self like vampires and other demons, and humans who only act upon their inner demon. When I heard that comment on Angel I wondered if any of the writers had seen The Arrival. It also brings to mind the season one ep The Harvest where we learn that Demons were here first losing their purchase on this reality to man. Humanity has been in constant conflict with demons ever since. Who has more rights? The beings who were here first, or the ones who will respect the planet they inhabit?

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[> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - July 6th 2001 -- anom, 21:46:14 07/07/01 Sat

"There are these people out there who *don't* make movies to corrupt our minds and instill hapless obedience. They don't write, produce or direct down to the lowest common denom."

This list being what it is, & me being the punslinger I am, I hafta ask--is that last word short for denominator, or did you try to type "demon" too fast? Which then raises the question, which is the lowest common demon in the Buffyverse? Hmm, I think I'll start by (de)nominating Barney's species of empath demon. Although I don't know if they're all as low as he was.

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[> Re: Classic Movie of the Week - July 6th 2001 -- Wilder, 21:22:58 07/09/01 Mon

Wow. Neat - that you picked this flick. My brother was a either a set decorator or asst. art director for this movie and I often wonder if anyone saw it.
how come when vampires get staked their clothes dissolve aswell??? -- ronzey, 02:14:59 07/07/01 Sat

juss wonderin', how come when vamps get staked thru da heart their clothes seem to get dusted too. U would think that there bodies would be dusted and their clothes will still remain behind!!!

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[> Re: how come when vampires get staked their clothes dissolve aswell??? -- cknight, 09:32:23 07/07/01 Sat

I think they combust from the inside out with like a mystical flame that consumes them and the clothes.

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[> Re: how come when vampires get staked their clothes dissolve aswell??? -- vampire hunter D, 11:57:52 07/07/01 Sat

because it's easier for the special effects people to do it that way

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[> [> Re: how come when vampires get staked their clothes dissolve aswell??? -- Sssaaammm, 16:32:02 07/07/01 Sat

I read somewhere that the reason it's set up like that is as it helps the story flow more in that there isn't the need to dispose of a body every few minutes (apart from the odd non-vamp demon). The vampires in the original film didn't combust at all. Metaphysically, it could be tied in with spontaneous combustion. Alternatively, the clothes might get sucked into a demon dimension (a recall to hell for the demon soul after the death process picks up the unnatural presence) along with the vampire's body (like with Angel e.o.S2) with any dirt particles on the vamp's body falling to the ground (belonging to this dimension) which appear as ashes. I've noticed loads wrong with that idea as I typed it but I'll let the pros pick it apart

(Please attach any cool baby names you can think of as my wifes pregnant and won't let me call the baby Buffy or Angel :( lol )

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[> [> [> Baby Names o/t -- Wisewoman, 17:30:19 07/07/01 Sat

Well, a woman at work actually named her little girl Kendra a couple of years ago, from the show. That's actually quite a nice name for a little girl (but I'd stay away from Faith!)

;o)

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[> [> [> [> Re: Baby Names o/t -- Solitude1056, 19:07:02 07/07/01 Sat

I vote for Kendra, but it's my sister's name, so I'm partial. In case you're wondering, it's an old gaelic name, allegedly remotely related to Kenneth, but means "knowing woman" or "wise woman."

WW, hush. :-)

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Baby Names o/t -- rowan, 19:14:59 07/07/01 Sat

I went to school with a woman named Kenetha. How about Liam? Cordelia? Willow? (or Rowan, for that matter *snicker*) William? Cecily? Anne?

Mr. Pointy? That might be appropriate if suction is required. I hope this isn't your first child, or that remark may not be as funny to you as I intended. :)

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Baby Names o/t -- Sebastian, 15:08:36 07/08/01 Sun

Elayne Madeleine Cassandra Natalie Maeve Rosamund Mirelle Valentine Monet Diana

Severin Adrien Sebastian :) Luke or Luc Matthieu Rand Simon Adam Christian Batholomew

Sorry...I'm a huge name freak. :)

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Thanx all ( lol Mr Pointy) -- Sssaaammm, 10:09:04 07/09/01 Mon

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[> [> So I'm walking along... -- Marie, 04:19:55 07/09/01 Mon

..minding my own business, doin' what I'm paid to do...that is, general cemetary dogsbody, sweeping up the leaves, clipping the grass, when....what's that I see? A pile of old clothes?! Where's the person that should be in them?! And what's that? Another one - wow! Flowered bell-bottoms and love beads! What happened here last night? And why wasn't I invited?!

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[> [> [> LOL! -- Solitude1056, 05:50:43 07/09/01 Mon

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[> Re: how come when vampires get staked their clothes dissolve aswell??? -- Sean, 12:28:58 07/08/01 Sun

Because it is easier from the story tellers sake, as it leaves no evidence.

You have to cut them a little slack (just a little though, we shouldn't cut them much).

I am still trying to figure out what MacLeod on the series Highlander did with all the headless bodies of all the immorals he slayed week after week.

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[> Re: how come when vampires get staked their clothes dissolve aswell??? -- Millan, 23:59:05 07/08/01 Sun

Apart from the why and the how I have noticed a detail in regards to this. When a vamp is dusted with a stake (or something stakish) that remains embedded in him/her and *not* still held by the-one-that's-doing-the-staking, the stake is dust as well. But if the stake is still held by the "staker" it remains solid. Well, most of the time anyway... :)

/M

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[> [> Re: how come when vampires get staked their clothes dissolve aswell??? -- anom, 15:41:27 07/09/01 Mon

"When a vamp is dusted with a stake (or something stakish) that remains embedded in him/her and *not* still held by the-one-that's-doing-the-staking, the stake is dust as well. But if the stake is still held by the "staker" it remains solid. Well, most of the time anyway... :)"

Seems to me most of the time the stake drops to the floor/ground when the vampire goes to dust. I distinctly remember hearing stakes clack onto the floor several times.

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[> ..and their clothes and what they hold doesn't show up in mirrors -- Sssaaammm, 10:12:05 07/09/01 Mon


how come there are only female slayers and no male slayer????? -- cordie, 22:38:55 07/07/01 Sat

how come only females can be slayers??? i haven't seen one male slayer except 4 angel and wesley ,but there not considered as official slayers. i little sexist isn't it!!!!

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[> Because.... -- mundusmundi, 11:06:56 07/08/01 Sun

In an interview on the video of "Welcome to the Hellmouth/The Harvest," Joss discusses how he always felt sorry for the pretty blonde girl who gets killed by the monster in horror movies, so "BtVs" was his way of turning the tables and reinventing that scenario.

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[> [> Re: Because.... -- Sean, 12:22:36 07/08/01 Sun

A good point though.

When one goes too far one way to compensate that is just as bad as what they were trying to compensate for.

But as it relates to Buffy, it doesn't bother me that much.

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[> [> [> Re: Because.... -- Wiccagrrl, 19:04:36 07/08/01 Sun

It's an interesting question. Like people have said, if you want to look behind the scenes, Joss had a story he wanted to tell- examining the power and coming of age of a young woman. He did this by showing a chosen one as *she* copes with her new powers and responsibilities. And part of this comes from knowing there is a lineage of strong, brave young women who have gone through the same experience. OTOH, she is usually paired with a watcher, who (at least until recently) was probably usually male, so there is some balance there.

If you want to look within the story, it's a bit harder. We know little of the source of the slayer's power. But I would assume there was something about it that either a) could only make the right "connection" with a young girl or b)was tapping into something primal and inate about a woman coming of age. Her energy, a protective/maternal instinct, I dunno (they haven't elaborated much on this). But it has been stated that Slayers are, as far as we know, always girls. Not sure even the Watcher's Council knows why. They don't call them, they just find the chosen one once she is "called". In the framework Buffyverse, no human force is deciding this is a girl-only thing. For whatever reason, it's just always been a female.

Also, don't forget- until Kendra showed up, we were told that there "could be only one". These rules can change.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Because.... -- Niamh, 03:01:02 07/09/01 Mon

interesting then that Dedalus suggested the power of the Slayer comes from the Key, and the key made in human form is also female. I'm sure that nothing in Buffy is an arbitrary choice...

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[> Re: how come there are only female slayers and no male slayer????? -- LadyStarlight, 17:51:44 07/09/01 Mon

Because Joss is deconstructing the patriarchal myth of feminine powerlessness as typified in the popular culture; which, as we all know, permeates every part of our daily lives. ;)

It's waayy too hot here today!!! Makes my brain do funny things!

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[> [> What she said and he likes blondes.........:):):):) -- Rufus, 22:33:35 07/09/01 Mon

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[> [> Including... -- Masq, 06:18:31 07/10/01 Tue

"Because Joss is deconstructing the patriarchal myth of feminine powerlessness as typified in the popular culture; which, as we all know, permeates every part of our daily lives. ;)"

Including, can I just say, "Angel"? Kate the Cop is gone, and I know Cordy's supposed to be struggling with the visions that are "wearing her out" and all, but the women on BtVS--Buffy, Willow, Dawn, Tara--are all strong, gung-ho women who take on the dangers around them. Cordy just kind of waves a hankerchief out the window of the hotel as her three macho men go off to fight the evil she's seen. And when they come home from the battle, she's dutifully typing.

"Make's me wont to heave!"

She used to fight with them, and she used to have the personality for it... remember Queen C who never took shit from no one?

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[> [> [> Re: Including... -- Rufus, 00:14:16 07/11/01 Wed

Is interesting that the power structure in Angel is very testosterone driven.......Cordy needs to take charge. She wields a mean axe...

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[> [> [> Cordy and some ramblings on gender balance. -- Humanitas, 05:25:07 07/11/01 Wed

Of course, she was pretty impressive with her "crossbow in each hand" look near the end of "Disharmony." I was watching that Monday Night, and I thought "Now that is bad-ass! I want to see more of this Cordelia!" And she does fight monsters sometimes ("The Dead Blue Line" comes to mind), so we know she's capable. I agree - more fightin', less typin' for CC.

Hmm... Having said that, I think that the more "traditional" female role that she got relegated to in the last few eps of this season was effective for the story that Joss was telling. That was sort of a classic fairy-tale structure, and was fun to explore. I saw it as sort of a last gasp of the old self-centered Cordelia, necessary before this new, more compassionate (in the heroic sense of having compassion for the world) side of the character fully emerges. Now that Our Heroes are home, though, let's see Cordy be more involved with the hunt.

Another thought (if you'll forgive the ramble): At the moment, the two shows are each a little heavy on one side of the gender line or the other. BtVS is very female-oriented, and AtS is very male-oriented. In a sense, they balance each other out. Granted, in the context of the wider male-dominated culture that balance is less significant, but looking at the Jossverse in isolation I can certainly see how Joss might want to play with both styles.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Cordy and some ramblings on gender balance. -- Masq, 10:01:36 07/11/01 Wed

Other Cordy toughness (off the top on my head, but check out http://home.4w.com/pages/btvs/good.html#co

· Staking a vamp at graduation · staring down Spike with a cross-bow (In the dark) · Joining the boys in fighting vamps and Deevak the demon and being Gunn's body guard with her lady-smith battle ax (3rd ep of ATS s. 2) · Joining the boys to fight the robe-wearing slime demon devotees ("Darla")


1st Anniversary Fun Post: Which Character Would You Like to Interview -- rowan, 07:45:59 07/08/01 Sun

Okay, fellow philosophers and BtVS-obsessives. Here's this week's question. Let's say you're suddenly a world-renowned journalist who is so powerful, you can even get interviews with fictional characters. Which character in the Buffyverse would you interview, what would you ask, and what answers do you think you'd get?

P.S. Help save the trees...

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun Post: Which Character Would You Like to Interview -- Wisewoman, 11:49:20 07/08/01 Sun

In light of recent discussions, I'd like to interview Giles and ask him if he has any fatherly feeling toward Buffy, and I'd like to interview Angel and ask him if he feels there's anything of Liam left in him!

Giles would stumble and mumble and clean his glasses and try to explain to me the difference between a watcher and a father, and Angel would say he can't even remember who Liam was, but that he doesn't think he liked him very much...

;o)

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[> I'd like to interview a few people......... -- Rufus, 13:57:12 07/08/01 Sun

Number one I would like to interview Riley and ask..."what the hell were you thinking????" Not that I'd get an answer that would make sense, but for a guy with all that psychology training and military training under his belt he was awfully easy to turn into an insecure puddle of goo.

Giles, of course I'd interview Giles(are there refreshments with this job?). I would also make sure he had a few drinks in him so I'd get something close to the truth. It is ethical to let your victim....errr....subject have something to calm their nerves. I would be for his own good.

Spike.......I'd have to have a few words with Spike. First I'd have to ask if he knew that there are some women who have obtained plastic figures in his image and he is on the desks of many an academic lass. Even grief stricken I think his ego would have to puff up a bit knowing this. I would tell him that I would like to ask a few questions and if he didn't tell the truth I'd do a Maggie Walsh on him and the next chip would do more than inhibit his killing impulse.........:):):):)

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[> [> give Riley a break -- cknight, 18:33:25 07/08/01 Sun

Give the guy a break. I don't care how much training you have in whatever. when your in love the IQ takes a drop. Also the person you love does gain the magic power to rip your heart out and show it to you. :)....just a little rant. I have issues :).

I was the "Riley" to this one girl and she put me through the spin cycle in the end.

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[> [> [> Re: give Riley a break -- Rufus, 18:57:29 07/08/01 Sun

Actually if you read in the archives I like Riley very much, in a milk and cookies way of course, but I like him. OnM will be doing a post on him on Thursday that I think you will enjoy. I do agree that love does tend to drop the I.Q. points as it makes all logic float away. BTW I married a "Riley", I haven't as yet been tempted to rip his still beating heart, and never have contemplated placing him in the spin cycle. Give me time anything can happen...jk..:):):)

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[> [> [> [> Re: give Riley a break -- cknight, 19:03:34 07/08/01 Sun

:)

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[> [> [> In just one more day, you'll know more about Riley than you ever wanted to know. Trust me..... -- OnM, 21:25:35 07/10/01 Tue

..and be afraid, very afraid.

Evil Clone: Stop that. That stupid phrase is so overused I'm just about ready to choke on it.

OnM: Well, it fits, so natuarlly...

EC: I'll fit it somewhere you won't want it, if you don't stop right now.

OnM: Boy, you're cranky today, even for someone who's perpetually, well, evil and all.

EC: Just 'cos you identify with Cap'n Cardboard doesn't mean you have to write 28 pages on him you know. They'll all be asleep before they get halfway through!

OnM: It's not 28 pages! Where'd you get that figure?

EC: How long is it, then? You've been researching the damn thing for four weeks now, it must be some kind of minor novel.

OnM: I owe it to my fellow Buffyphiles to be thorough and professional. They dig this stuff.

EC: Nobody's that professional. Get a life already.

OnM: What little life I have, I dedicate to Buffy. No, wait, that sounds like I'm dying or something...

EC: You will be when they read this. Great satan's ghost, an outline! You never use outlines! It's Alzheimers, isn't it? Great. Next you'll forget to feed me. Damn.

OnM: I need to work. Hie thee to the basement, fiend!

EC: Boy, you guys are in for it. And he calls me evil...

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[> [> [> [> Oh, no, get the saw out I'm cuttin me a tree........:):):) -- Rufus, 00:11:47 07/11/01 Wed

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[> [> Uh hunh. -- Solitude1056, 18:56:58 07/08/01 Sun

I would be for his own good.

Your freudian slip is showing, Rufus.

;-)

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[> [> [> Re: Uh hunh. -- Rufus, 18:59:32 07/08/01 Sun

Slip....I'm not wearing a dress......:):):):)

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[> [> [> Then, again, I would be for his own good......:):):):) -- Rufus, 19:01:28 07/08/01 Sun

In a milk and cookies way of course, just like Riley of course......:):):)

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun Post: Which Character Would You Like to Interview -- KendratVS, 14:31:35 07/08/01 Sun

I think it would be a great interview to delve a little deeper by asking Mayor Wilkins some questions about what led him to the whole ascension/governing a town on a hell-mouth and encouraging the demonic influx. I mean, at some point in his life (I believe he was purely human early on in his existence) he made the choices that led to his path. What possesses someone to opt for a demonic political (redundant?) existence as his, with the ultimate goal of attaining the status of a purely demonic entity? We always saw some of his idiosyncrasies and methinks there would be some great backstory into all the factors that led up to how we knew him as the big bad of season 3.

My actual first choice to interview though would be Glory. I know I carry an odd fascination with ye old hell-god, but I think some of the scenes, such as her speech to Dawn in Weight of the World about humans being crazy/hating emotions/etc., hinted at some really disturbed but also interesting insight on the human condition. I think what would be the most fascinating would have been to follow Glory around a la Barbara Walters on a "normal" day for her, meaning not in Key-seeking mode. Obviously she had a thing for shopping, but I'm wondering what the magnificiently-scented one did on a standard day on this marble, besides suck-brains out of hapless humans and hunt down her precious Key with extreme prejudice. Or possibly get her take on a number of typical activities we humans engage in on a daily basis to get her interpretation of what is going on. An added perk would be to get to interview Ben as well and get their thoughts on each other - the material would probably be as tawdry as something from a Jerry Springer show or a Fox special (i.e. "When hell-gods attack...").

Just my two-cents.

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun Post: Which Character Would You Like to Interview -- Marie, 04:29:51 07/09/01 Mon

Hey, Rowan, I know you think I'm going to say a certain blond bad guy, but, No! I'd actually like to interview Faith, and find out what made her tick (a-tick-a-time-bomb!) and maybe give her a hug, because I think she needs one.

(And I'll try not to make my boy too tired for interviews, just for you!).

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[> [> :) -- rowan, 19:21:27 07/09/01 Mon

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun Post: Which Character Would You Like to Interview -- purplegrrl, 09:41:51 07/09/01 Mon

The first character that came to my mind was Wesley. He has hidden depths.

Also, I think he could use the ego boost that being interviewed by a "world-renowned journalist" would give him.

I asked him about his demon research, his feelings about the Watchers Council, and his working relationship with Angel. I'd also have my photographer take pictures of him in his black leather "rogue demon hunter" clothes.

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[> [> "What's a Rogue Demon?" ;-p -- Little One, 06:45:27 07/10/01 Tue

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[> [> [> Re: "What's a Rogue Demon?" ;-p -- Brian, 15:10:45 07/10/01 Tue

I think Wesley meant that he is a rogue, demon hunter. Rogue in the sense that he is no longer working for the Watcher's Council.

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[> [> [> [> Re: "What's a Rogue Demon?" ;-p -- Little One, 06:37:54 07/11/01 Wed

Sorry, that was just one of my favourite Cordy lines. After Wesley, trying to be a manly man in front of Angel, said he was a rogue demon hunter, Cordy's flippant "What's a 'rogue demon'?" and Wesley's glare still cracks me up!

giggle giggle snerk

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[> [> [> Well, my boy Spike's... -- Marie, 01:08:44 07/11/01 Wed

..a bit of a scamp, but a rogue? Mmmm.

(Actually, I think it's comparable to 'rogue elephant' - i.e., one that is separate from the crowd, gone bad, etc.).

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[> [> [> [> Spike...rapscallion, rascal but -- Little One, 07:24:00 07/11/01 Wed

surely no rogue. Though rogues do have a certain attraction themselves. The outrageous Okona from Star Trek:TNG comes to mind. Very much a rogue and, well, humina humina!

And he didn't even have those delectable, um, cheekbones, yeh that's it, cheekbones!

Sorry, I didn't mean to take this thread on a Spike tangent.

Hmm...character I would most like to interview? I would have to say Drusilla (though perhaps after getting tattoos of crosses on my jugular for safety). I would sit her on an overstuffed chesterfield and, with her legs tucked up, a knit afghan spread over her, and a steaming cuppa warming her cold hands, I would begin the interview. My pocket recorder would be a definite asset so that I could replay the tapes over and over to retrieve every lip-smacking morsel of prophecy and lunacy. We would discuss her daddy and grandmama. I would get the inside scoop on her ex, Spike and her feelings about his affection for the slayer. And I would find out how she feels to be her grandma's mother, her daddy's grandma, and her own great-grandma ("I'm my own grandpa", everybody sing-along!).

Everytime she would get overly disturbed and fluttery, I would gently lead her back to the discussion (as some gallant souls lead us back when we go astray on Cheekbone sighings *cough-OnM-and-Sol-among-others-cough*).

After our interview, I would give her a down-filled duvet for her and her dolly to snuggle into, dim the lights and let her get some rest away from her tortured thoughts. You can be sure, though, that I would not be there at dusk in case she wakens famished.

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[> It's gotta be Giles -- rowan, 19:19:10 07/09/01 Mon

Yes, all you smarty-pantses, you don't know me as well as you think you do. I'm interviewing Giles. All that esoteric knowledge, that hidden Ripperness, the stiff, British upper...er...lippishness is too irresistible a package.

I think I would want to ask Giles how he thinks the world will end -- basically, how's it all going to turn out? Where does he think we're headed (e.g. the human species). I'd also like to ask him about the nature of evil and what he thinks its source is.

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[> [> Me and my slip got him first.....talk to the plastic doll......:):):) -- Rufus, 19:42:36 07/09/01 Mon

I mean Action Figure.....:):)

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[> [> [> Re: Me and my slip got him first.....talk to the plastic doll......:):):) -- rowan, 22:02:27 07/09/01 Mon

You're just jealous because you don't have any action figures. Right Action!Spike? Action!Spike agrees. ;)

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[> [> [> [> Mmmmm hmmmmmm............:):):) -- Rufus, 22:39:42 07/09/01 Mon

I bet you found him a soul too.......:):):):) Plus it's a hard choice..action Giles or action Spike...there is always Captain Cardboard...:):):):)

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[> [> [> [> [> Ack! My ears, my ears! -- rowan, 20:52:53 07/10/01 Tue

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[> [> [> [> [> no cookies for Rufus...........:):):) -- purplegrrl, 07:04:13 07/11/01 Wed

Now, Rufus, you're going to give poor Riley a complex by calling him names like that -- even if you do seduce him into doing your housework with milk and cookies.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: no cookies for Rufus...........:):):) -- Rufus, 12:25:19 07/11/01 Wed

Oh yeah, milk and cookies.......Captain Cardboard is a valid pet name.......just like boo boo(which really fit Spike after Glory got her hands on him). :):):):)

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Fun Post: Which Character Would You Like to Interview -- bess, 19:56:03 07/10/01 Tue

a bronze booth, over a flowering onion....

me : so... do you remember a lot about your human life ? like, when you think of that time, can you remember what you felt, do things strike you the same way, or have you changed that much ?

spike : eh ? what are you yappin' on about ?

me : never mind. uh...

spike : if this is twenty bloody questions i'd rather not play.

me : m-hmm. so...

spike : (picks idly at nail polish)

me : alright. desert island - one album. pick one - sex pistols or ramones ?

spike : are you insane ? you can't pick one !

me : touchy, touchy.

spike : you're a bloody yank, that's what you are.

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[> [> Hey, Bess! You could expand on this for the fiction site!! ;o) -- Wisewoman, 21:36:22 07/10/01 Tue

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[> [> [> Re: Hey, Bess! You could expand on this for the fiction site!! ;o) -- bess, 11:02:38 07/11/01 Wed

thank you! i had to do it... i'd love to submit stuff, (maybe an interview !!!) to the fiction site, i just don't know how. i'm not any good at html or anything, so if you're willing to take plain text or help me out... i'd love to be a part of the site !!! (grins wickedly to self -"self, you might get to have an audience for your spike ramblings !")

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[> [> [> [> Basic Instructions for Fiction...I think ;o) -- Wisewoman, 18:06:11 07/11/01 Wed

Hi Bess:

Up there near the top of the board Liquidram is writing about archiving posts. I gather from her comments that the way to submit fiction is to e-mail it to her (find a post where her name is highlighted and underlined [like mine is in this one] for her e-mail address) as a plain text file. I think all the htmling gets done later...(Liq, please bail me out if I'm wrong on this!)

Good luck! Wisewoman

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[> [> [> [> [> here's the email address! (and you are correct) -- Liquidram, 00:41:50 07/12/01 Thu


Just a mention -- Cynthia, 08:36:36 07/08/01 Sun

This is just let you know that ASH's series has been confirmed. Production will probably start as soon as ASH's as enough of his Buffy episodes in the can, combined with how quickly JW can set up production i.e. scripts, castings, etc.

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[> Re: Just a mention -- KendratVS, 14:35:51 07/08/01 Sun

Pardon me for the silly question, but what does ASH stand for? I have been racking my brain here and cannot seem to recall...

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[> [> Anthony Stewart Head.......:):):) -- Rufus, 15:20:35 07/08/01 Sun

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[> Re: Just a mention -- cknight, 18:19:21 07/08/01 Sun

This great news...but where did you hear this?

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[> [> Re: Just a mention -- Marie, 03:52:57 07/09/01 Mon

This has been mentioned on UK Teletext service. It's also been 'officially confirmed' that Anthony Stewart Head has left BtVS for good, now, after completing work on some S6 episodes. ("...really enjoyed working on the series....sorry to go, but...wanted to be with my family...." etc., etc.).

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[> [> Re: Just a mention -- Cynthia, 04:17:58 07/09/01 Mon

For me, it was the new wire service that I get on my internet connection. They run news topics on different subjects i.e. international, science, entertainment, etc. This was under the entertainment section. I thought it interesting that they deemed this worthy of headline.

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[> [> Re: Just a mention -- Deeva, 23:02:07 07/09/01 Mon

It's also mentioned over at eonline.com. I hope that they show it here in the States on BBC America.

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[> any fact and spoilers welcome -- Emcee003, 16:16:27 07/11/01 Wed

Okay, so maybe asking for facts is stupid.

Does anyone know anything about this? Like how many Eps? What is it about? Or what it is going to be called? All this talk and the thing has yet to get a nickname, an A.k.A. for ASH's spin off of BtVS. Maybe we here sould be the first to give it one ASAP before some one else does? Don't I always seem to ask way to many questions? Okay the A.D.D. in me is taking over. Later

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[> [> Re: any fact and spoilers welcome -- Slayrunt, 18:32:15 07/11/01 Wed

It's working title the "the Watcher" there are 6 ep's scheduled and it is going to be more on mystery that demon's (ghosts etc.). Suppose to be more adult and British, ASH said "there are a lot of ghosts in England"

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[> [> [> Re: any fact and spoilers welcome -- Cynthia, 19:12:18 07/11/01 Wed

With the possibility of crossovers from Buffy and Angel. Right now it sounds like an idea they have that might not come through due to production conflicts and/or decisions on basic premises.
Demon soul question -- Mindtrekker, 17:54:56 07/08/01 Sun

Have there been any statements by Joss or characters in the Buffyverse to specifically indicate that the process of creating a vampire involves a demon entering the body from outside? I know Joss has specifically said that when a vampire is created the human soul leaves the body but I don't recall any statement that a demon soul then enters the body. I think he also said that once the human soul departs, the body is "posessed" by a demon. But does that mean it entered from outside the body.

It seems to me that posession could also occur if the demon were ALREADY PRESENT in the body, but deeply sublimated by the human soul.

Consider that when Angel tries to go to the source of demons to destroy them all, Holland returns him right back to the world of humans, telling him that the evil he fights is in every one of them.

This would certainly explain why vampire personalities are so greatly affected by the personalities of their former human selves.

This is something I've wondered about for a long time. Any thoughts?

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[> Re: Demon soul question -- Wisewoman, 19:01:29 07/08/01 Sun

Very thought-provoking question, IMHO. We had quite the discussion a while back about the possible source of Buffy's slayer powers and the idea that they could come from the same original source as the vampires' powers, and that that source might, in fact, be The Key (i.e. Dawn).

At present this is still just conjecture, but if it turns out to be the case then I, for one, will be left wondering exactly where to draw the line between human and demon. When we saw Angel's demon in Pylea it appeared as a mindless, instinctive, killing machine. The suggestion that all humans in the Buffyverse might have one of those lurking inside them doesn't seem too terribly far-fetched to me, in light of some of the goings-on at Wolfram and Hart.

And, as ATLtS, this would give the Bleached One a formidable edge in the quest to prove to Buffy that he's as capable of being as "good" as anyone else.

Don't know if you've posted before, but, if not, welcome! And thanks for the food for thought.

Wisewoman

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[> Re: Demon soul question -- Rufus, 19:24:22 07/08/01 Sun

Season one, The Harvest, Giles told the gang how vampires were created:

Giles: "The books tell the last demon to leave this reality fed off a human, mixed their blood. He was a human form possessed, infected by the demon's soul. He bit another, and another, and so they walk the Earth, feeding...killing some, mixing their blood with others to make more of their kind. Waiting for the animals to die out, and the old ones to return.

So, we have a "human form" infected, possessed by the soul of the last demon to leave this reality. But in this human form though the soul is gone the mind is still there. So you have the personality and memories of the person the host was. So does the person that was exist? Or are they gone forever? Possession suggests to me that you have something of the person left as the demon didn't take over the body as much as infect it, possess it only kicking out the soul. In Pylea we saw that the demon part of the vampire is very primeval, not so much a personality than an instinct to kill. So to exist the demon soul needs a place to live (human body) and a mind to function. So how much of the person is the vampire and how much is the demon soul?

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[> [> Hehehe- knew you'd have that one handy ;) -- Wiccagrrl, 19:26:37 07/08/01 Sun

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[> [> Pylea's not the best example -- Solitude1056, 05:57:29 07/09/01 Mon

The only vamp we've seen in Pylea, after all, had a human soul along with a demon's. So it's hard to tell if Angel's reaction to Pylea is true of all vampires - I would think it's more likely that all other vampire, upon entering Pylea, would promptly turn into that instinctive killing animal. Angel's "human" half, it seemed to me, was due entirely to the human soul.

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[> [> [> Re: Pylea's not the best example -- Rufus, 11:39:05 07/09/01 Mon

I'm not just going by Season one but what Joss said about the soul at the Paley festival.

Audience member: "I'd like to know what your definition of a soul is? And what distinguishes Angel from the other vampires, because it becomes clear from both Buffy and Angel that vampires have human emotions and human attachments. So is that a conscience? And then what separates vampires from humans if it is a conscience?"

JW:"Um, very little. Essentially, souls are by their nature amorphous but to me it's really about what star you are guided by. Most people, we hope, are guided by, "you should be good, you're good, you feel good". And most demons are guided simply by the opposite star. They believe in evil, they believe in causing it, they like it. They believe it in the way that people beieve in good. So they can love someone, they can attach to someone, they can actually want to do things that will make that person happy in the way they know they would. The way Spike has sort of become, an example is Spike obviously on Buffy, is getting more and more completely conflicted. But basically his natural bent is towards doing the wrong thing. His court's creating chaos where as in most humans, most humans, is the opposite, and that's really how I see it. I believe it's kind of like a spectrum, but they are setting their course by opposite directions. But they're all sort of somewhere in the middle."

I think that what that means is that in Pylea you would get the same results with any vamp that you did with Angel. The difference would be that you would see a difference in how the human side acted with no conscience. If Joss had said that the soul was the spark of life or something more than he did I'd agree with you, but he didn't. Pylea separated the physical characteristics of the man and vampire. Angel didn't come off that sympathetic at first because he always had a bit of a problem personality wise. He always said it was the man that was weak and we saw some of that in Pylea. His wake up call was just how savage the demon side was, with just the instinct to kill if it felt threatened. But even so, Fred was able to subdue it. So my feeling is that if we put another vamp in Pylea you would get the same reaction but the human side would have no conscience. As this is an infection a possession there would still be a separation of the demon and human self. Just an opinion.

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[> [> Re: Demon soul question -- Morgane, 12:34:53 07/09/01 Mon

That would mean that every vampire come from the same demon, no? So, if the essence of a vampire is the demon inside them, then every vampire has the exact same essence, and the difference between them would be their human side.

It's strange, vampires have been my obsession for some time now, and I've never seen them this way before. I mean, a single demon that take place in every vamp body. So their ability to love, to do good, or evil would have nothing to do with their vampire personnality but with their human's. If I get the Buffyverse deal well, then every vamp has the same blood inside them (started by the Master) a bit like a virus or something. And more it's far from the original demon, more the demon blood is diluted (not sure about the word though), and that would explain the level of power and evilness in different vamp especally in the Master-Darla-Angel-Drusilla-Spike line.

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[> [> [> The Master? -- vampire hunter D, 13:13:43 07/09/01 Mon

When you say "the Master", do you mean that to be the original vampire or the character by that name. I doubt those two would be one in the same. In fact, based on some things said in the show, it's obvious that some vampires were around before the master.

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[> [> [> [> Re: The Master? -- Morgane, 05:31:14 07/10/01 Tue

Possibly, I guess I meant more the first vamp. If it isn't the Master (and you're probably right) then it doesn't change anything only that another vamp is the master in the first-one way. A bit as Dracula in Bram Stoker's novel.

Don't you think Buffy should meat him once. After meeting the first slayer, the first vamp would be a great suite.

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[> Re: Demon soul question -- Wiccagrrl, 19:25:19 07/08/01 Sun

It's an intriguing possibility, but I do think there is something that enters from the outside, and that the vampire is not just "human minus soul"

For one thing, I believe Giles makes the comment in one of earlier eps that the first vampire was created when one of the last demons bit a human host and "infected" the host with it's demon soul. Rufus will remember the quote, I'm sure. I know she's quoted it before when the subject of the soul came up.

Second, if it were just an inate part of human nature, then why the physical changes, and more importantly, when Angel was cursed to have his soul back, why was he still a vampire?

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[> [> The Mohrah Clinic -- Sssaaammm, 08:24:44 07/10/01 Tue

If this is true and the demon 'pseuo-soul' is just an infection, then when someone is vamped and the human Soul is ejected, would a vampire be sentient?

If a Mohra demon farm can be cultivated and the orb of ephesala (something like that) re-employed, perhaps the scoobs could open up a clinic where they can treat vamps who have conflict about their vamp-positive status such as Harmony. The Initiative could be re-grouped to section unwilling 'patients'.


question on the season 5 finale???? -- anya, 03:58:01 07/09/01 Mon

juss wonderin', on the season 5 finale "the gift", when Anya pushes Xander out of the way from the falling concrete, does she die in the process???? ( i haven't watched it yet, and i'm dying to find out). Also, isn't it cruel that buffy dies, after all the good things she's done. It's a great storyline , but give buffy some credit and maybe some slack. Moreover, when buffy returns in season 6, what storyline are they gonna use to bring her back to life??? I'm really curious on whats gonna happen from now on!!!

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[> Re: question on the season 5 finale???? -- Jessica, 04:16:32 07/09/01 Mon

Anya doesn't die when she pushes Xander out of the way, she'll be back next season.

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[> Re: question on the season 5 finale???? -- Lyra, 12:31:23 07/09/01 Mon

Hey Anya!

Join the club!! I dont think there is a single buffy fan who isnt curious about wots gonna happen from now on! As for how Buffy is commin back; rumours and gossip! Only one person knows for sure and thats Joss!!!!

:)

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[> Re: question on the season 5 finale???? -- mundusmundi, 15:27:06 07/09/01 Mon

"Also, isn't it cruel that buffy dies, after all the good things she's done."

I agree with you. But it also shows life isn't fair, which is a good reminder for everyone now and then. (Ever see NYPD Blue? Sometimes I've thought they've gone overboard on poor Sipowicz, especially last season, which began with the death of his partner and ended in the death of his wife. As Cordy might say, "Overkill much?" :)

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[> [> Re: question on the season 5 finale???? -- gds, 15:41:43 07/09/01 Mon

But it also shows life isn't fair

One of the lines from Babylon 5 that I'll never forget is Marcus talking about this issue. He said that it used to bother him that life was unfair, until it occurred to him how much worse it would be if people actually deserved the bad things that happened to them. After that he took great comfort in the fact the universe was unfair.

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[> [> [> Too true -- Humanitas, 05:10:30 07/10/01 Tue

"Let every man be used after his deserts, and who shall 'scape whipping?" --Shakespeare

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[> [> [> Great insight. -- mundusmundi, 10:18:50 07/10/01 Tue

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[> [> No, life isn't fair...(o/t) -- Wisewoman, 18:46:41 07/09/01 Mon

..as I was reminded today listening for the first time to the cd "Songbird" by Eva Cassidy, who died of cancer at the age of 33, in 1996. She was an accomplished artist, as well as a phenomenal musician, but she supported herself by working as a gardener and was almost too shy to appear on stage.

Her voice is only now becoming known outside of her stomping grounds in Maryland, and, for some reason, her amazing posthumous success in the UK.

Find it. Buy it. Listen to it. ;o)

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[> [> [> Re: No, life isn't fair...(o/t) -- Rahael, 16:21:54 07/10/01 Tue

The fact that so many unfair things did happen in the Buffyverse, that happiness was such a rare commodity was one of the reasons I kept watching. Born and grew up in a war torn country - I have never considered 'fairness' a useful category for looking at life. I guess most of us here haven't known what it is to starve, or to be tortured, and that's all through an accident of birth. This is not true for far too many people in the world.
fate of the key -- vampire hunter D, 13:05:13 07/10/01 Tue

Alright, a question has come to mind I wanted to run past you guys: If Dawn dies a natural death, would the Key just cease to exist? Because if the monks goal was to preserve the Key, making it Human was the worst thing they could do because, no matter what, it will only last maybe 100 years at the most. It could be that if she dies from natural causes, she'd revert back to her raw state, but then the Key would have no keepers or guardians.

And what happens if she has children. Would they inheirit the powers of the Key? thoughts. comments.

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[> Re: fate of the key -- cknight, 17:25:11 07/10/01 Tue

I think she would change back to a being made of pure energy, but her experience as a human would make her different in that she'll have a will. "I think there for I am", before she was a tool, now she'll be a lot more.

Dawn can't be killed. her human form can.

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[> [> The KEY: More than an inanimate object, but does it have a soul? -- darrenK, 07:19:08 07/11/01 Wed

IMHO, this question touches on a future plot point.

As far as we know, the monks made the KEY human so that the Slayer would protect it, but they also gave the KEY free will.

But what if they also made it able to harness its own power?

We'll soon find out. There's at least two more seasons left and there's that pesky HellMouth to close.

A related question:Dawn was made human, but does she have a soul? Any opinions?

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[> [> [> Re: The KEY: Has it a soul? Does it have Faith? -- Simplicity, 09:52:43 07/11/01 Wed

"A related question:Dawn was made human, but does she have a soul? Any opinions?"

IMHO, the key does not have a soul. Which is why I think the writers have gone out of their way to pair Dawn up with Spike (both are without souls and both seem to be able to perform good acts as well as bad ones).

There have also been hints at Buffy finding out where she comes from. Then, Dawn appears on the scene. I think that maybe Dawn and Buffy share the same power source or one provides for the other, etc.

Also, we've heard that Dawn was made of "the slayer". However, there were two slayers at this time. Buffy says that Dawn was "made out of (her)". But, have you noticed that she has long dark hair, has quite a temper, and has a tendency to make morally questionable choices. Does that remind any one else of Faith?

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[> [> [> [> Re: The KEY: Has it a soul? -- Marie, 01:22:00 07/12/01 Thu

'Fraid I have to disagree, here. No, the 'key', as energy, wouldn't have a soul, but the monks made the key human, with human faults, idiosyncrasies, likes and dislikes, and a soul. And why wouldn't they? They were monks, after all, presumably with some sort of religion and god (by that I mean not necessarily our God - whoever or whatever He may be to any of us), so above all they would think of giving their new little human not only physical protection (Buffy), but afterlife protection. Anything I've ever read about various Brotherhoods leads me to believe that these men are dedicated to (their) God, prayer, doing good works, etc. I'm certain that Dawn has powers we haven't been shown yet, but what makes anyone think that the monks wouldn't ensure, as a top priority, that she also got a soul?

This is only my opinion, of course, and I'm sure some of you will let me know if you think otherwise!

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: The KEY: Has it a soul? -- Humanitas, 05:49:20 07/12/01 Thu

I'd say that Dawn definitely does have a soul, just based on her behavior. Accoding to Joss, the soul is what predisposes someone to do good. Dawn's behavior seems to be in keeping with having a soul, in that it is no more morally questionable than any other teenager's. She certainly hasn't exhibited any tendancy to want to hurt anyone, the way most vampires (for example) do.

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[> [> [> [> [> Hmm -- Greta, 13:45:27 07/12/01 Thu

I agree that the monks undoubtedly wanted to give their human creation as much protection and guidance as possible.

But maybe the question is COULD they give her a soul? The Rom restored Angel's soul; what that means is up for debate but clearly it implies they worked with something already in existence. So we don't know if it's possible to create a soul out of thin air or even out of pure energy.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Considering Dawns reaction in The Gift........ -- Rufus, 15:21:23 07/12/01 Thu

Does it matter if she has a soul? The soul as Joss has defined it sure is no guarantee of good behavior. So as the soul isn't the only thing needed to make a person good then does it matter if Dawn has one? Her first move was to jump into the portal because she knew that the world would be destroyed and she wanted to prevent that. Her actions were unselfish and she thought of the consequences to the portal opening. To me it matters little how she started and if she has a soul, her actions are what counts.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Considering Dawns reaction in The Gift........ -- Greta, 13:53:17 07/14/01 Sat

To me it matters little how she started and if she has a soul, her actions are what counts.

I completely agree. But if it is revealed that Dawn does not have a soul, would the Scoobies agree? Probably Willow, certainly Anya (another question mark in the soul-having category) and Spike would stick to the actions-only criteria. Buffy, most likely, would agree if only because this is her baby sister, though she might shy away from any larger implications.

But Xander and Tara tend much more towards black and white views of the universe. And Giles has spent a lifetime studying ways to counteract and destroy soulless creatures based on a foundation that, by definition, they need to be fought and killed.

It could be interesting.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: The KEY: Has it a soul? -- darrenK, 15:14:26 07/17/01 Tue

The only thing I doubt about this situation is the thought that the monks have the ability to "make a soul."

The Gypsies didn't make a soul for Angel. They just put back the soul that was there to begin with.

To make a soul is to be GOD.

dK

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[> [> [> Re: The KEY: More than an inanimate object, but does it have a soul? -- anom, 14:31:00 07/16/01 Mon

"As far as we know, the monks made the KEY human so that the Slayer would protect it, but they also gave the KEY free will.

But what if they also made it able to harness its own power?"

I wondered: in The Gift, when Dawn wants to talk to Glory instead of Ben (or just gets disgusted w/Ben) & says, "Be her!" & then screams Glory's name 3 times, she appears. Is this part of the Key's power--to call Glory forth? Or would she have shown up at that point anyway? Could the Key have sent Glory back inside Ben, but Dawn didn't know it? Does the Key have other powers? Only over beings from Glory's dimension? Or more widespread?

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[> [> [> [> Calling forth Glory -- vampire hunter D, 13:57:09 07/17/01 Tue

Actually, if you watched the show, you'd realize that what happened was that the barrier separating Ben and Glory had become so weak that theythemselves could consciously control the change. (As Ben said "Alright, just stop yelling!")

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[> [> [> Re: The KEY: More than an inanimate object, but does it have a soul? -- Cynthia, 16:21:00 07/16/01 Mon

Is it better to trust a soul that has no conscious. No a no-soul with one?

We have seen characters on the show who were born with a soul and yet are totally devil. Yet those who suppose to have none act honorably.

Perhaps conciousness (empathy) is what Joss feels is more valuable, or what actually make a person human. Maybe the soul is just the container which can be stolen, or lost, or tossed away, pushed aside or damaged by outside forces.
Identifying slayers -- Masquerade, 11:45:00 07/10/01 Tue

Hi all, I just got the following email:

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I was checking out your Buffy site looking for some info that may have never been given out by Mr. Whedon. Do you or anyone you know, have any idea just how it is that the Council of Watchers is supposed to find the "new" Slayer once she has "manifested"? I would assume they use some sort of magic, but am not at all sure.

The reason I'm asking is that I'm considering putting up a not-for-profit site that has White Wolf character variants, and want to use Slayers. ===

Now, to the best of my knowledge, Joss has never made any definitive statements on this, on- or -off-camera. If he has, do tell! But I don't think so. Any interesting speculations how this process occurs? Good theories will probably end up on my site, 'cause I'd love to have them.

Just plllzz keep in mind that the watchers don't "call" slayers; the PTB's do. Watchers just find'm... somehow.

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[> slayer characters -- vampire hunter D, 12:20:49 07/10/01 Tue

i don't know how they find the slayers, but I do have Vampire: the Masquerade versions of Buffy and Faith if hte guy wants to use them (I've also been working on Mage: the Ascention versions of Willow and Tara).

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[> [> Vampire: the Masquerade -- cknight, 17:14:55 07/10/01 Tue

Vampire hunter D, I used to play Vampire: the Masquerade & Mage. There isn't any games in my area is there a online place to play?

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[> [> Re: slayer characters -- malmorra, 09:42:30 07/11/01 Wed

Sounds cool. I haven't bothered making direct W.W. characters for characters on the show, because most of my players watch the show. One of the players is running a Slayer named "Muffy" (nickname from Millicent) who is more like the movie Buffy than anything else. Once I actually get the time to put the site up, I'll post here to let y'all know where it is.

Oh, and I'd make Willow a Mage, definately. But Tara? I'd almost have to make her a Sorcerer according to the revised rules. If you haven't gotten your hands on a copy of Sorcerer Revised, do so! It's much more rules oriented and has a COMPLETE listing of Psi abilities and the rules for them. It rocks!

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[> Re: Identifying slayers -- Liquidram, 14:55:36 07/10/01 Tue

The book "Spike & Dru Pretty Maids in a Row" has a very definitive explanation of how Slayers are chosen, but I don't know if it is Joss sanctioned or not. Christopher Golden wrote it and he is usually in the loop.

Each Watchers Council member identifies potential slayers in young girls from all over the world and trains them for the possible selection. (Remember when Merrick was stunned that Buffy had never been trained?) These girls were usually taken from their families when they were young, around 10 years old.... (can anyone say Jedi or Harry Potter?) When the present slayer dies, the new slayer is chosen in some mystical way that is never clearly explained.... she suddenly develops her slayer strength and powers and becomes the new Slayer. None of the Watchers or candidates know who will be selected until it happens.

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[> [> Re: Identifying slayers -- Masquerade, 15:54:36 07/10/01 Tue

That's not the question, exactly--the question is, how do the watchers identify these girls among the millions of girls out there of slayer-calling age?

In the movie, they had a mole in a particular place, and Buffy had it removed and hence hadnt been identified before her powers were manifest.

Obviously, they don't go around taking girls at random from their homes and training them *just incase* they should develop slayer powers. There has to be some way to know in advance.

Hairy mole? Magic spell?

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[> [> [> I might have to read the book again now -- Liquidram, 17:54:09 07/10/01 Tue

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[> Re: Identifying slayers -- malmorra, 09:35:19 07/11/01 Wed

Masquerade, thanks for posting my question so quickly and for letting me know where to find this board!!

I knew that in the movie, Slayers have a mole that identifies them, and that there is some "mystic force" that empowers the Slayer, but have not been able to find out just how the Council finds the Slayer. Since Joss (everyone seems to referr to him by his first name) has made it evident that there are sorcerers (wizards, magi,etc.) in the employ of the Council, I've been assuming that they have a ritualistic spell that they use to locate the new Slayer, wherever she may be. Probably somthing along the lines of the "demon energy locating spell" thingy that Willow tried to do with Tara last season.

Does anyone have any better ideas?


Oil is the lifeblood of your car! -- Dedalus, 16:51:50 07/10/01 Tue

Okay, so I haven't posted here in a couple of weeks. Still, I can't get rid of this image. Remember when I was on pain pills after my really long root canal? Well, during that, my aunt kept on talking about taking her car to Jiffy Lube, and how oil was the lifeblood of your car. Then I watched the Gift. So this is what we have ...

Some have complained that making the Key into a defenseless fourteen year old girl was not a very good decision on the part of the monks. Despite how well it worked mythically, they should have transformed the Key energy into something else. Maybe even an inanimate object. But I insist it would not have worked except how it came down. I mean, for instance, how would it have worked dramatically if they had transformed the Key into say ... a car? Probably a Chevrolet Cavalier. I don't know why, I just see Dawn as a Chevrolet Cavalier.

How would the season have gone down? Who would have cared about the car? I suppose it could have been used as a metaphor for Buffy having to take care of her Mom's car and getting into all these wacky adventures, but for some scenes, it simply wouldn't have worked. For instance, when Joyce was going into surgery, would she really have been talking about the car? "I know I shouldn't think like this ... but the car ... it's not mine, is it? But somehow ... it belongs to us, doesn't it? It's important to the world ... precious ... "

And you would have had no adolescent angst when the Chevy found out it was the Key. It just wouldn't have cared.

I suppose it would have been useful when the Knights of Byzantium got after them, and Buffy would have been faced with the dilemma of whether or not she should use the Key as a weapon, and aim "for the horsies."

And then Glory would have kidnapped ... well, stolen, the car - even if Buffy had put one of those safety rod things on the steering wheel, she would have just broken it off - and learned that the ritual would have to be started using the Key's lifeblood. In other words, its oil.

And then she would have had to build a REALLY big tower to get the Chevrolet above the hot spot, and then start draining its oil down to open the portal. And then Buffy would have made it up there, and it just wouldn't have been the same. Unless she really, really liked the car, she would have just held the accelerator down and let it zoom down into the portal. On the other hand, if she could not bring herself to sacrifice the car - say it reminded her of her mom or something - it still would not have worked.

Picture this - Buffy is standing up there, the portal is opening, dragons and demons are all over the place ... then she has her epiphany as the sun begins to rise - "Of course it's oil. It's always got to be oil. It's what makes your car run. It's what makes it other than stalled." "The monks manufactured it out of me ... " "It's motor oil ... it's just like mine." "Death is your gift" "Death ... " " ... is your gift." Then Buffy pulls out two bottles of 10W-40 and leaps off the tower into the energy portal.

I don't know. I just feel bad if I don't contribute here. These are the kind of thoughts I have when I'm on heavy medication.

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[> ROFL - and I thought *I* needed a vacation! :-) -- Solitude1056, 17:31:35 07/10/01 Tue

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[> ROFL, too! Missed you, Dedalus!! ;o) -- Wisewoman, 18:08:03 07/10/01 Tue

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[> Re: Oil is the lifeblood of your car! -- Sebastian, 20:19:34 07/10/01 Tue

I drive a gold-colored Chevy Cavalier (I call it, to the ridicule of my friends, "Buffy") that just had an oil check - so that was ULTRA cool to read. :)

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[> So now do I feel inspired to do a post on 'Electrons are the lifeblood of your stereo'? -- OnM, 20:40:38 07/10/01 Tue

Uhhh, not really.

Good'un though, D. Great imagery.

:-p

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[> You haven't been talking to Action Spike have you??? -- Rufus, 21:16:05 07/10/01 Tue

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[> Glad your feeling better, Dedalus! -- Little One, 09:28:52 07/11/01 Wed

It's not "do androids dream of electric sheep" but do Chevy Caveliers dream of oil-changes

Spike would have called Dawn not L'il Bit but L'il Dipstick.

I drive a white chevy cavelier named Mookie (Ferengi School of Business bumper sticker on rear window) and it recently leaked oil. Your post made me picture little portals opening on the asphalt with every drip,drip,drop of oil. And we thought potholes were bad this year!

Thanks for the giggle and guffaw!!

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[> Re: Oil is the lifeblood of your car! -- mundusmundi, 09:32:56 07/11/01 Wed

Or, Dawn turned into a jelly donut: "Of course it's jelly? It's always got to be jelly!" Or a can of dedorant: "Of course it's Old Spice! It's always got to be Old Spice!" The possibilities are endless.

Hilarious, Dedalus. Thanks for the bellylaugh.

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[> No, gas is the lifeblood -- vampire hunter D, 13:38:10 07/11/01 Wed

It's what makes the car go. That's why it cost $2 a gallon (thanks George W.)

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[> [> How about petroleum? That covers both of 'em. ;) -- OnM, 21:28:59 07/11/01 Wed

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[> Re: Now I've contributed ... and I'm feelin' mighty good :-) -- Dedalus, 18:43:39 07/11/01 Wed


Is the prophecy wrong? Is angel realy the Vampire with a soul? -- Ardyn Majere, 21:27:48 07/10/01 Tue

A freind of mine brought this up, and I beleive it merits more discussion. Is Angel realy the vampire with a soul? I beleive that Angel as we know him is a soul inhabiting a Vampire body, and that he isn't the one who will fufill the prophecy. If you look closely into Spike's character development, you'd see that now (well, close to the end of the season with glory running amok) he is starting to develop a soul. I beleive that even if he didn't have the chip, he'd stay where he is now amongst the Slayer's group, and that perhaps HE is the one the prophecy speaks of.

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[> Re: Is the prophecy wrong? Is angel realy the Vampire with a soul? -- Wiccagrrl, 21:42:50 07/10/01 Tue

It would be rather Jossian to do a switcheroo like that- and they made a point of the fact that the prophecy didn't mention Angel by name. But Spike does not have a soul. Whatever he's developed, it's not that. Doc even mentions not smelling a soul anywhere. So, I'm not thinking Spike. But is it possible that both W & H and the Fang Gang are jumping to some unwarrented conclusions? Oh, yeah.

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[> Wait and see, There is more to come I beleive. :) -- Ardyn Majere, 04:57:08 07/11/01 Wed

I beleive that we shall see Spike develop more humanity (at least, he'll care more about what happens to people, I'm not idealizing humans here. ;) in the next season.

Oh, off-topic question, are there many wiccans on the list? :)

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[> I've long wanted to see another vampire with a soul -- Greta, 09:51:17 07/11/01 Wed

whether it's Spike or not. I don't think it would make Angel less unique, in fact it would only deepen his characterization to see another ensouled vamp as sort of a control.

It would help us take a look at what was in Liam/Angelus/Angel's personality, experience, etc. that made him TPTB's candidate for a warrior. What is in him, uniquely in him, that made him destined to get that soul?

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[> [> Re: I've long wanted to see another vampire with a soul -- LadyStarlight, 10:52:02 07/11/01 Wed

Wasn't it sort of an accident that Angel was ensouled? Darla brought the gypsy girl to him as a gift, right? Were the PTB working through Darla, or did they just take advantage of the situation? Albeit, 100 or so years after the fact. Obviously, no-one got the memo.

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[> [> [> Re: I've long wanted to see another vampire with a soul -- Rufus, 14:02:04 07/11/01 Wed

The restoration of Angel's soul was an act of vengeance by the Gypsies who had lost a favourtie daughter. They wanted Angel to be able to care about what he had done and the demon to be tormented by this new conflict. Angel still killed for awhile humans he thought were criminals, eventually finding even that was too much. He was then trapped by his conscience,while his mind replayed the tapes of all the death he caused, remembering everything from the enjoyment of the kill, the blood, to realizing what his art had made him into. I think the PTB's took advantage of a new potential warrior of light, it's still not clear in the scrolls which side Angel is on in the final battle, telling me that he is still tempted by evil.

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[> [> [> [> Re: I've long wanted to see another vampire with a soul -- Sssaaammm, 15:31:47 07/12/01 Thu

How did the Gypsy's know it would work? Did they know? Perhaps they have used the same revenge many times but the vamps have committed suicide to avoid the guilt. Perhaps they have lost their soul again more quickly. Angel is often classed as unique but that is only as far as the records show. Did Jenny ever mention anything about it being the first time they've used that revenge curse? Sorry about writing this all in questions but it's been one of those days.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: I've long wanted to see another vampire with a soul -- Rufus, 15:47:06 07/12/01 Thu

They seemed to understand that the spell had the limitation of making Angel lose the soul if he was ever happy, that's why Jenny was there. I was under the impression that they had lost the ability to do the type of magic that spell required. When Willow did the spell it looked like she got a power boost from another source that wasn't Willow. I guess it's like being a good at anything, if you don't use it you could lose it.

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[> [> [> [> [> Angel's curse........ -- Rufus, 16:32:29 07/12/01 Thu

First I'll give you the curse and why Angel was given it.

Uncle Enyos: "To the modern man vengeance is a verb, an idea. Payback. One thing for another. Like commerce. Not with us. Vengeance is a living thing. It passes through generations. It commands. It kills."

Jenny: "You told me to watch Angel. You told me to keep him from the Slayer. I tried. But there are other factors. There are terrible things happening here that we cannot control."

Enyos: "we control nothing. We are not wezards, Janna. We merely play our part."

Jenny: "Angel could be a help to us. I mean, he may be the only chance we have to stop the Judge."

Enyos: "It is too late for that."

Jenny: "Why?"

Enyos: "The curse. Angel is meant to suffer, not to live as a human. One moment of true happiness, of contentment, one moment where the soul that we restored no longer plagues his thoughts, and that soul is taken from him."

So with the curse ended in Innocence, Uncle Enyos tells Jenny that Buffy has to now kill Angelus. Angel was never meant to live as a man, he was meant to suffer, watch the lives of others he could never join. Angel was never meant to become human, humane, he was meant to suffer, forever. These people of Jenny's took vengeance seriously, they wanted eternal torment for Angel and were prepared to offer up the lives of future generations to make sure vengeance was served. To the Gypsies that cursed Angel, vengeance is never sated, never over, never is one forgiven. If Angel could no longer suffer, then he was to die. They just never considered Angelus would take another daughter and her uncle with him. Buffy asked Jenny if the curse could be redone. This is the answer.

Buffy: "Curse him again."

Jenny: "No, I-I can't. I mean, those magicks are long lost even to my people."

Before she died Jenny was able to leave the spell needed to recurse Angel and Willow eventually found it and did the spell, but I think she got a little help.

Without warning Willow's head snaps back and she looks up with her eyes wide open. Her head snaps back dosn and her eyes stare into the Orb. She begins to chant steadily in Rumaninan as though possessed.

It never says for sure in Becoming 2 if Willow was possessed but it sure looked and sounded like it. I only wonder what helped Willow, could it be the spirit of vengeance that won't die even if the Gypsies do? Or is it somehow Jenny who has found a way to help from beyond, feeling that vengeance came at too high a price.

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[> [> Re: I've long wanted to see another vampire with a soul -- Liquidram, 00:32:34 07/12/01 Thu

I agree with you to an extent, but I am also enjoying Spike's evolution arc. Things are no longer black and white. The demon without a soul is doing good. Whatever Joss has in store for him is bound to be dynamic.

Before, we may have been intrigued by him, but I doubt many actually cared about what happened to him. Who now could easily deal with Spike getting dusted in the Season opener?

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[> [> [> Re: I've long wanted to see another vampire with a soul -- Greta, 09:02:40 07/12/01 Thu

Who now could easily deal with Spike getting dusted in the Season opener?

The shrieks from BAPS members across the country alone would probably split open the heads of the Emmy committee. Although, with any luck, that could lead to re-voting during their incapacitation;)

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[> Another, related theory -- Greta, 09:16:20 07/12/01 Thu

someone over on the Angel's Soul board noted a few weeks ago that maybe the shansu has already come and gone. The Prophecies of Aberjian said after a plague, great battles with demons and an apocalyptic situation, Angel would become human. -Angel/Angelus was around during the Black Death and smallpox plagues -There've been any number of great battles with demons, and some apocalypses as well (Acathla, Ascension, etc.) -Angel has become human (IWRY).

Just because it didn't stick doesn't mean it didn't happen.

Granted, it's far-fetched, but an interesting train of thought. Even it this didn't turn out to be the case, it would be fascinating to watch Angel deal with the ramifications if he BELIEVED it. As it would be to watch him deal with possibly not being the vampire with a soul in question. Either way, he'd still be looking at an eternity. He might not be consciously focusing on the shansu post-epiphany, but I doubt it's completely gone from this thoughts.

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[> Dirty Weekends In Pylea -- Sssaaammm, 04:45:13 07/13/01 Fri

Why was Angel's curse lifted when his body was regenerated in IWRY? Would the regeneration actually class Angel as human? The only explanation I can think of is that the curse was directly attached to the vapiric aspects of Angelus.

If in Pylea Angel's human and vampire part are alot more seperate (e.g. when in human face mode he can go in the sun and in vamp mode he shows all the demon) then maybe the curse is not present there unless he vamps.

What I'm leading to is.....If the potential romance I've read on previous posts between Angel and Fred takes place....and with the control they have over the portals and the possible safety in Pylea now, Angel and Fred could use the dimension as a "nooky room" to dissappear to for the odd weekend.

Sorry for the superficialness of the eventual conclusion but it did have a metaphysical basis........honestly! :)
A Nietzschean Mustache -- BobR, 09:36:49 07/11/01 Wed

This week I finally got to see all of the Angel episode "Disharmony." Of philosophical interest is the mustache worn by Motivational Speaker turned Vampire Doug Sanders. It was just like the one worn by the German philosopher Nietzsche.

Another echo of Nietzsche, though distant, is that Sanders talks of "Self-actualization" a lot, a bit of terminology which came from long-dead psychologist Abraham Maslow, though in contemporary psychobabble it's used in ways that Maslow wouldn't have recognized. The Nietzschean echo is that Maslow was himself influenced by Nietzsche and "Self-actualizers" (in Maslow's own writings) seem to be clones of Nietzsche's "Uebermenschen." (Sorry about the lack of umlaut!)

I don't know if any of this was deliberate, but I wouldn't put anything past the writers on Buffy and Angel. Intellectual history is a can of worms, especially when philosophical concepts become a part of trendy popular drivel, which describes contemporary psychobabble perfectly. (I myself think that the Ultimate in being Trendy is the Lemming--a suicidal rodent!)

I know this forum is devoted to Buffy and Philosophy, and I'd guess that a mustache can have a philosophical signficance.

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[> All of todays "New" ideas can be attributed to dead philosophers and economists. -- Uberphilosopher, 09:55:12 07/11/01 Wed
Buffy the movie and continuity -- vampire hunter D, 13:28:46 07/11/01 Wed

Why does everyone think that there is some continuity between Buffy the Vampire Slayer the movie and the tv show? Are they supposed to be linked? It was my impression when I first started watching that the two were separate, linked only by being based on the same concept. Therefore, the events in the movie never happened to our Buffy and therefore are irrelevent to our discussions of the show. But whenever we talk abou Buffy's past, people keep adding stuff from the movie. So did I miss something or is everyone else confused?

Actually, there is evidence in the show that the events surrounding Buffy's calling didn't happen the way they did in the movie. Remember Angel's flashbacks in Becoming? He was there. Yet none of the stuff he saw matched the movie. Plus the fact that all the metaphysics are different.

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[> Re: Buffy the movie and continuity -- Cactus Watcher, 13:50:33 07/11/01 Wed

It has been published, (in the Watcher's Guide, etc.) that the movie was a compromise between what Joss wanted and what the studio wanted. Therefore it is a titanic mess, good only if you like to see a really lousy movie once in a while. While there obviously is some continuity between the movie and the TV show (Joss did have a hand in the movie), it's probably best to forget the movie existed, as far as the canonical Buffy story. But, if someone likes exploring the relationship, between TV Buffy and movie Buffy, I'm not going to say I won't listen.

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[> [> Re: Buffy the movie and continuity -- Andy, 14:46:44 07/11/01 Wed

As I understand it, the tv show is *roughly* based on Joss's original film screenplay, not what actually became the film. It's not exactly the same because Joss is older and wiser than he was when he wrote the screenplay and since it wasn't produced and seen by the public he felt free to tinker with the smaller details as he developed the show.

Dark Horse Comics actually did an adaptation of the screenplay a couple of years back which was okay (unimaginatively called "The Origin"). It's kind of bizarre in that the writer and artist didn't bother to truly conform the story to the show continuity because some of the vampires look much different and the setting is 1992 and not 1996, but the creative team added a short epilogue featuring Buffy telling the tale to Xander and Willow anyway. Overall, it fits the main events that we've seen on the show, though, and the tone is similar. Might be worth looking at for curiosity's sake :)

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[> [> [> Re: Buffy the movie and continuity -- Humanitas, 06:36:49 07/12/01 Thu

My impression has always been that the basic events of the film happened, but not necessarily as portrayed. I love the film (for different reasons than I love the series), and it's always interesting to me to see the seeds of some of the things that have come up in the series. True, the metaphysics are different, but the basic themes of identity and growing up are still very much present. Also Buffy's relationship with Merrick provides some good comparisons and contrasts with her relationship with Giles.

Inconsistancies over time are always an issue when looking at a body of work from any artist or philosopher. I remeber a great discussion on this board about how Sartre expressed some very different opinions at various stages of his writing (this was back during the Noir Angel eps this season, before we changed board hosts). So if we're looking at Joss's work as philosophical texts, it's entirely reasonable for there to be some lack of consistancy, especially when there are huge time lapses between the creations, as there is between the film and the series. IMHO, that doesn't mean that we shouldn't look at the film, just that we may have to deal with some tensions between the film and the series.

Disclaimer: I have no idea how Joss thinks about this (or even if he thinks about this :). This is just the impression that I've gotten from the ep's that I've seen and the transcripts that I've read.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Buffy the movie and continuity -- Brian, 08:59:14 07/12/01 Thu

The only two consistencies I can think of are:

Merrick was Buffy's first watcher, and he got killed. She got blamed for burning down the gym.

So, there was delicious irony in that she blew up Sunnydale High at the end of Season 3.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Buffy the movie and continuity -- vampire hunter D, 12:56:17 07/12/01 Thu

I know it's been a while since I've seen the movie, but Buffy didn't burn down the gym. In fact, I remember the principal going around the gym giving detention slips to the vampires.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Buffy the movie and continuity -- malmorra, 12:07:48 07/14/01 Sat

There actually is some continuity between the movie & the series. As stated in earlier posts, the metephysics are different, and Buffy starts of younger and more virginal in the series opener than she was in the film. Basically, if you consider the film to be set during her freshman year, it fits in fairly well with the series.
1st Anniversary Posting Party: Riley ( Part 1 of 3 ) -- OnM, 20:58:37 07/11/01 Wed

*************************************************** Reconstructing Riley - Duty, Love, Perception and Reality - Part I

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It was late June and I was thinking about this essay, just pondering some general thoughts and outlines, when this song by Peter Himmelman came on the radio. Almost immediately this vision appeared in my imagination, where these words well up from Riley's soul and pass through his conscious mind, as he lies beside Buffy in bed, silently watching her sleep. It just seemed to sum up some of the essence of the man, reflected in his feelings towards the woman he loves:

With you I can see / past the lies and greed in this burned out city With you I can run / from the shell-shocked demons dancin' in my head You give me strength / when my legs are tired You feed my soul / when I'm uninspired

With you I can speak / in a voice that rings with love and mercy With you I can stand / no matter where the howlin' wind of change may blow I lie in bed and I watch you sleep / There is no dream that I would not keep with you

There is no face that I love as much / There is no dream that I could not touch / with you

With you I can love / with a heat that defies explanation With you I can sleep / like an infant held up in its mother's arms I know you well / and you know me too There's no hope so lost / that it can't be touched with you

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The scene is in Xander's basement. Finally possessed of a decent job that he seems to have a genuine talent for, Xander is bidding the much-despised digs farewell, as he and Anya ready their new apartment. It's moving day, and the Scoobies are gathered to help.

After piling her up with boxes, and getting a 'Fine-- I'm just your slave' comment from Anya, Xander and Riley are alone in the basement. Xander turns to Riley, and gives a wry smile. The following conversation ensues:

X: How is it that she can always make me feel that Suave Xander has left the building?

R: You two have your friction, but she digs the whole package. It's obvious.

X: Still, I do envy you sometimes. I mean, for the sanity. Not that I'm still into Buffy. Not that I ever was.

R: (smiles): Hey, I'm well aware of how lucky I am. Like, lottery lucky. Buffy's like nobody else in the world. When I'm with her, it's like I'm split in two-- half of me is just on fire, going crazy if I'm not touching her. The other half is so still and peaceful, just perfectly content. Just knows: this is the one.

R: (pauses in his reverie, turns to Xander): But she doesn't love me.

He says it without bitterness, merely with quiet acceptance. Xander doesn't know what to say. Buffy and Dawn reenter, Dawn goes for a nearby box as Buffy moves to Riley.

B: You got more for me to carry?

R: You can help me pack this.

B: Sure.

Buffy gives Riley a quick, casual kiss and then they pack the box together. Xander watches.

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Such is the manner of Riley's body language, and the forlorn look on his face, that even though we are shocked to hear these words actually spoken aloud, many of us instinctively feel that they are true, and at the time I counted myself among them. There is little doubt that Riley believes this sad aphorism with all his heart, a heart that has just spoken so eloquently of the degree of love that he feels for Buffy. But is it true? Furthermore, if it is not true, why does Riley feel with such certainty that it is, and what does this say about Riley's perceptions of himself as reflected in his relationship with Buffy? After all, he gives not the slightest indication that he intends to break up with her-- love him or not, he seems to define his total self-worth at this stage in his life by his love of Buffy.

So after starting near the beginning of the end, we will now go back to the beginning itself and try to outline just how this strange state of affairs came about, and then follow it to its ultimate(?) resolution when the two finally do seperate their entanglements, at least for the moment. In doing so, I will attempt to define just who I believe Riley is, and how I feel that he is misunderstood, for part of the problem with defining Riley is that there is no possibility of doing so without also involving Buffy. This is because the man we speak of today did not truly exist before he met the love of his life-- Riley was only a potential waiting to be realized, and as with so many others whose lives Buffy has touched, what they once were is not what they are now, or what they are becoming.

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Part of the overall richness of the Buffy universe is that the writing carries a scope beyond that necessary to simply define a given episode, plotline or character. When we view an ep for the first time, we are caught up in the moment, and so often don't see clues that predict or expand upon the ultimate destination of the story arc. Such is the case when we first meet the character of Riley Finn, which takes place in the first outing of the fourth season, 'The Freshman'.

Buffy and Willow are on the campus of UC Sunnydale, having met up after wandering about seperately for a short while. Willow is so excited about her new adventures in gathering knowledge that she describes the occasion (humorously, and rather unintentionally) in terms of a sexual release. Buffy, on the other hand, is overwhelmed and feels distinctly out of her element. As they are gathering books and supplies for the coming term, one book that Buffy requires for her psych class is stacked atop a set of very tall shelves. She has to stretch to reach it and in doing so manages to knock the books over onto the head of a very tall, and very handsome upperclassman, whom we shortly discover is one 'Riley Finn'.

This first meeting seems to tell us more about Buffy and Willow than it does Riley, for he appears to be nothing more than a pleasant, reasonably intelligent, but otherwise average student. Such is not the case, however, with the benefit of hindsight.

The reactions to the book-dropping incident are predictable-- Buffy is flustered and apologetic, her clumsiness (as always, supremely ironic in terms of the physical gifts of her Slayer alter-ego) an expresssion of just how out of place she considers herself in the college environment. Willow, on the other hand, gets to be suave and charming, and Buffy's already wounded ego deflates further when the very attractive man in front of her latches on to Willow's obvious scholastic self-assurance, and interacts with her in a slightly flirtatious manner.

We don't realize it at this moment, but a significant clue has just been presented as to what makes Riley Finn tick. Behind the hunky-looking, solidly masculine exterior is a man who carries several deep and well defined character traits. One of these is a sense of duty, and a solid feeling of having a place in the world, a purpose. The other is less conventional, but more interesting in many ways-- Riley respects authority in general, and loses none of that respect even when it's presented to him in a person of female gender.

In a better world, this wouldn't be a contradiction, but in our conventional, early 21st Century realverse, it certainly still is perceived as such. Men carry authority, women do not. Men who have respect for women of power are seen as being less masculine, regardless of the personal merits of the woman whose authority they respect. Later on, as the season progresses, we will see this expression of our society's 'conventional wisdom' played out in the interactions of Riley with the other members of his paramilitary group, 'The Initiative'. When push comes to shove near the end of season four, 'Initiative-Riley' will be viewed as a traitor to both his duty and his gender for choosing to follow the authority of his 'girlfriend' rather than that of the other men about him.

The fact that he is eminently correct in doing so continues the Buffyverse tradition of putting a stake through the heart of 'conventional wisdom', but this doesn't mean all will turn out rosy for the newly enlightened. Making the correct choice doesn't guarantee freedom from pain. Sometimes, many times in fact, it precipitates it, and the best you can do about it is to minimize the hurt and get on with your life.

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In the popular quote by Robert Browning-- 'A man's reach should exceed his grasp, or else what's Heaven for?'-- we are presented with a key to one of the primary subtexts of the initial meeting between Riley and Buffy, and I'd like to go into this a bit because I think it frames the events that come after with an essential perspective.

If one considers the Biblical creation mythology of Adam And Eve, it seems that the primary interpretation would be that some types of knowledge should not be sought out and investigated. God gives Adam and Eve a paradise to live in, free of age, suffering and death. In return, God asks only that his creations not partake of the fruit from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. Satan then tempts Eve to disobey God's will and partake of this fruit. Eve does so, tempts Adam, and so causes their fall from Grace (and, metaphorically, of course, all of humanity's).

I have a big, big problem with this concept, and my guess is that Joss does also. Why does the act of striving for knowledge guarantee that evil will result, or at minimum a fall from a 'Grace' that is essentially imposed, not chosen freely. If one does not know the difference between Good and Evil, then there is none. A sentient being acting without this knowledge is merely another animal, who acts on instincts, and thus garners neither credit nor blame for any actions they may persue. It could be reasoned that this was exactly Satan's point-- and even if he's evil, that doesn't mean he can't speak a truth.

Buffy is symbolically reaching for knowledge when she stretches out to grasp the psych textbook. Conventional wisdom (God's wisdom?) might have been interpreted that she should concentrate on her main purpose in life (slaying) and not go to college, not take Psych 105 with Professor Walsh, not open herself to the world beyond her 'duty'. Buffy is very fearful about taking this next step, but she takes it anyway. In doing so, in the scene with the book, her attempts to become less a creature of instinct and more a being of self-actualization have the consequences of initiating her personal involvement with the 'real' Adam of the story, not the false one to come later.

Initially, Riley is not tempted, because he does not see anything particularly special in Buffy. As this changes over the course of season four, we see that he does eventually accept the offer she presents, and in so doing leaves the safety of his 'paradise' of secure belonging to an predetermined, externally created worldview. This causes him great pain, which also reflects back from him onto Buffy. The difference in this Jossian 'creation' mythology from the Biblical one is that the pain is deemed necessary because it brings growth and freedom, and that on balance it is better to willingly choose to do good than to be directed to do so by others.

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After 'The Freshman', Riley pretty much disappears for several episodes to allow some other, more Buffy-centric elements of the season's story arc to be put into place. First, she must deal with a nearly-literal 'roommate from hell' ('Living Conditions'), then a new boyfriend who will betray her in a pedestrian and demoralizing fashion (Parker in 'THLOD' & 'Fear, Itself'), the general scholastic stress of college life, and the changing relationships of her friends in the SG. Looming on the horizon is yet another betrayal from another 'lover', Maggie Walsh and the Initiative.

During this time, what we do see of Riley reinforces the notion that he is a decent, caring individual with a solid sense of self. In 'Fear Itself', he gives Buffy excellent advise in telling her that she must try to balance her work and her life. While he means schoolwork (having no idea at this point who Buffy *really* is), the message is right on. The contrast between his mature Superego and Parker's nominally-functioning Id is quite revealing, and as Buffy gradually gets over her loss of self-esteem from her well-intentioned but misguided fling with Parker, Riley's increasingly apparent 'normality' becomes more and more of an attraction.

The scholastic year progresses, and Buffy gains more confidence. She even eventually wins praise for her mind from Professor Walsh, and in turn becomes less fearful and more admiring of this intense and demanding adult figure. Riley seems to sense this growing self-assurance on Buffy's part, and in keeping with his tendencies to be attracted to powerful women, finds himself becoming increasingly drawn to her. A critical turning point in this regard occurs in 'The Initiative', when Willow, who is despondant over Oz leaving town to try to gain control over his inner wolf, attempts to explain to professor Walsh that Oz will be returning. The professor is unmoved:

"Riley. I noticed you left off a name today in roll call. Osbourne, Daniel Osbourne, Oz?"

"He's not in this class anymore. I hear he dropped out," replies Riley, who, unknowing of the backstory, thinks this is an innocent question.

Willow looks very distressed. "Oh, well you heard way wrong then. I mean, he's not gone. He--he left temporarily to work out a few things. I know that sounds lame in its vagueness, but I assure you, Oz will be back."

Walsh strides up to where Willow and Riley are. Her demeanor is cold enough to drop the room temperature several degrees. "Not to my class, he won't. An educated guess. You know the rules, you know I hate exceptions, and yet somehow you feel your exception is exceptional."

"Oh, but-- "

Walsh cuts her off abruptly. "It is. To you. But since I'm neither a freshman nor a narcissist, I have to consider the whole class. If your friend can't respect my schedule, I think it's best he not come back."

Willow, looking even more hurt and miserable, walks off. Buffy, who's been watching from the sidelines, and who now looks very angry, fixes Walsh with a steely glare.

"You know, for someone who teaches human behavior, you might try showing some."

Walsh seems neither particularly amused nor perturbed at this obvious challenge. Riley seems stunned.

"It's not my job to coddle my students," Walsh answers evenly, returning the challenge. Buffy's glare continues, unfalteringly and intensely, her face tightened in obvious disgust..

"You're right. A human being in pain has *nothing* to do with your job."

Buffy stalks off. Riley, still in abject disbelief over what he's just heard take place, looks at Walsh, unsure what to say. Walsh looks over at him, and her upbeat response only serves to confuse him further.

"I like her."

Riley, grasping for a truly cogent comment, can only come up with, "Really? You don't think she's a little-- peculiar?"

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In just a few short minutes, Riley has radically evolved his opinion of just who this strange young woman is, and begins his quest to know her better. It has been obvious since we first met him and Professor Walsh that he admires, respects, even slightly fears her, considers her a powerful individual who could/should never be challenged in such a manner, but here is this harmless looking, petite little blonde woman doing exactly that, and never backing down for a second. The first offering of forbidden fruit has just appeared before him, and he will spend the rest of this episode trying to segue into meeting with her socially, finally doing so the next morning after the commando raid on the dorm in an attempt to capture Spike. This time the interaction goes more positively, with Buffy expressing some interest in Riley, although admitting to him she finds him 'peculiar'.

Next we move on to 'Pangs' & 'Something Blue', where respectively Buffy and the SG have to fight Hus, the Native American vengeance spirit, and Willow casts a 'work my will' spell that goes very wrong. Riley has only short interactions with Buffy in these eps, but his meet-ups with his new and peculiar girlfriend only serve to confuse him more, in particular as Buffy falls under Willow's spell and plans to marry Spike.

Two things do occur that set the stage for future eps-- one, the overall theme of ambiguity in determining just what constitutes true evil-doing and what is instead possibly justifiable anger on the part of those who have been wronged and are seeking justice or retribution. This will relate to Riley's difficulties in seeing the demon world in other than black and white, either/or terms. Two, the apparent unity of purpose of the Initiative will be revealed as far more fractious, with various members, including Riley's friend Forrest, acting against Riley's wishes and indeed against the supposed high moral purpose the Initiative attempts to honor.

One example foreshadows this clearly, as Forrest, Riley and Graham are out on patrol, and are also making plans for the Thanksgiving holiday. Riley feels duty-bound to achieve Maggie Walsh's goal of capturing Spike. His friends are more willing to let things slide a bit, rationalizing that Hostile 17 is not that much of a threat. The conversation:

R: We'll do one more sweep, then cash it in.

F: I gotta pack tonight. You got a flight?

R: Wednesday night. Professor Walsh wants me here for the debriefing.

F: That's a pretty short thanksgiving.

R: Hey, with a hostile on the loose, we're lucky to be going home at all.

F: It's neutered. The implant works great. He can't hurt a single living thing.

R: As long as he knows about the initiative, he's a threat. We do this the professor's way.

F: (coughing the words): Mama's boy.

R: That's a nasty cough. You might need to spend the weekend in quarantine.

F: Oh, no. I'm done coughing.

R: I just don't want anyone getting sick. (he pats Forrest on the arm)

*******

Riley still ardently believes in his cause, and in Maggie Walsh's leadership. You could argue that this is a foolish and naive position to take, but first, we as the viewers are privy to information that Riley doesn't have, and second, it is a part of Riley's belief system at this point in time that the people who lead him and the others are in this position because they both deserve and earned it.

In 'Something Blue', Buffy meets Riley when he is helping to put up a large banner for the campus 'Lesbian Alliance'. Buffy jokingly asks if there is something that she should know about him, and he jokes back that 'yes, I am a lesbian'. Most interpretations of the banner-hanging scene see it as a foreshadowing for Willow's introduction to Tara in 'Hush'. Interestingly, I feel there is an additional subtext present with this scene that does involve Riley, which may be that Joss is referring to Riley's atypical respect for women being manifested as if he integrates his sexual and social relationships to women in the manner of another woman, rather than a male. Thus, Riley is a 'lesbian'. I don't think that this is a dig, but rather a complement towards what Joss views as Riley's acceptance of strong females.

The B/R 'ship sails into warmer waters as Riley invites Buffy to a picnic, and also sincerely impresses her by referring to her as mysterious and beautiful. He admits to feeling a bit unsure as to how to deal with her (the mysterious aspect, that is) and that he 'rehearses' before speaking to her. Later when Willow and Buffy talk, Buffy tells Willow that she feels good about Riley, that he is a good man and wouldn't hurt her. Unfortunately, she betrays her limited dealings in the realverse of love when she also wonders whether the hurt is part and parcel of the intensity of the relationship, and if so, will her time with 'Joe-Normal' Riley lack that wild intensity and passion she's experienced previously.

Of course, during this same episode, Spike is hiding out from the Initiative with some reluctant help from the SG-- Buffy is even feeding him blood while he's chained up in Giles' bathtub-- ironically begging the question of whether Buffy is getting enough 'intensity'in her life. She, along with the rest of the SG are also missing the fact that Willow is still devastated by her breakup with Oz, and as Spike accurately declares, is 'hanging by a thread'. Thus we should take with several grains of salt just how experienced Buffy is in predicting whether a relationship will be a good one or not, and for what reasons.

Near the end of the ep, Buffy reassures Riley that her bizarre behavior in supposedly dating/marrying Spike was all just a game she was playing to get his attention. That he accepts this questionable theory and is still as smitten with her as ever is important in that when he finally comes to discover just who Buffy really is in the following ep, 'Hush', taking that next-- and very huge-- step in his relationship becomes reasonably possible.

*******

We arrive at the events in 'Hush' & 'Doomed', and these become pivotal eps of the entire season in many more ways than I'll take time to detail here, so as to keep the main focus on Riley. Suffice it to say that the mainly seperate twin story threads of Initiative and Scooby Gang finally meet, and the result will dramatically change many lives, some for better, some for worse.

The Initiative relies on science, technology and 'reason' to underpin it's works in defending the world against the HST's. Buffy and the SG are not unwilling to use these tools, but they are also aware that such means have severe limits in a universe where magic and mysticism are real, something the Initiative doesn't recognize or even believe in, summed up nicely in Forrest's comment that the HST's are 'just animals'. At the point in time where he makes this comment, Riley is starting to have a few doubts, having just been introduced to the concept of Vampire Slayers, and that his new girlfriend happens to be this 'Chosen One'. The offered apple of Knowledge of Good and Evil has been accepted, and bitten into, and while Riley doesn't realize it, he has just acted to cast himself out of 'paradise'.

I will reiterate here that I do not see this as a bad thing, in fact it is necessary for this to occur for Riley to grow, a process that will take the rest of the season to seek some resolution. I would suggest that Joss reveals this alternate take on the Adam/Eve mythos in unmistakable terms when in the beginning of 'Hush', Riley states "If I kiss you, it'll make the sun go down", and Buffy comments "Fortune favors the brave".

Ironies continue in that while Buffy may have offered Riley the apple, she isn't too pleased with the results of the bite either. Still wary of her past tumultuous/doomed relationships, the shock of finding out that Riley isn't 'normal' makes her anything but delighted. When they meet up by accident out on the streets of Sunnydale as the ep progresses, Buffy tries to break up with Riley, certain that the 'ship is 'doomed':

B: I really thought that you were a nice, normal guy. R: I *am* a nice, normal guy. B: Maybe by this town's standards, but I'm not grading on a curve.

Riley is having none of it, though. His desire for this strange young woman has only been fueled by her now obviously supernatural nature, and the strengths and dangers it portends. Far later on, during season five, Riley is accused by the SG of wanting to be 'danger man', but this is an element of Riley's basic nature, a way to let himself feel he's both alive in the Id sense and serving the forces of good in the Superego sense.

Mystery is usually a preface to danger, and the mysterious quality Buffy possesses is what drew him to her in the first place. Riley has in fact done exactly the right thing in understanding this element of himself, and the need to harness it for constructive purposes. While the Initiative turns out to be corrupt and unworthy of his innate desire to do good and 'have an adventure', that does not negate the instinct. Buffy possesses many of the same instincts, but she pushes them away rather then trying to accept and divert them in useful ways. Riley accepts his 'danger man' needs, Buffy resents hers. Their close personal relationship is one means to deal with this very non-trivial issue, and each learns from the other things that will make them more balanced individuals, although this largely will not occur for Buffy until season five.

Buffy does finally relent, and decides to stay with Riley, whose assertive and self-confident behavior acts to reassure her. The SG, now aware that Riley is one of the Initiative soldiers, accepts him as one of the 'good guys' who will work by their side, after some initial fears that the Initiative may have been acting to evil ends, which of course turns out to be true as the season progresses.

*******

'A New Man', 'The I in Team' & 'Goodbye Iowa' form a sort of trilogy within the overall story arc of the season. Riley wants Buffy to join the Initiative, certain that her demon-fighting talents will be of great use to the cause. When she does join, tests run to determine her strengths and capabilities both impress and unnerve Maggie Walsh, who finally gets to see just how formidible Buffy actually is in combat situations. She realizes that not only does Buffy have the ability to distract Riley from what she sees as his destiny, but is in fact strong and capable enough to become a very serious enemy to the Initiative if she were to decide it's motives were questionable or could possibly cause harm to Riley.

Riley, of course, knows nothing as to what Walsh's Project 314 entails, or his eventual role in it, and is ecstatic that Buffy has proven to be everything he claimed her to be. His awe of her keeps growing as he learns more and more of her past accomplishments as Slayer, aptly summed up in his statement:

"I suddenly find myself needing to know the plural of apocalypse."

To his credit, he continues to accept the challenge she presents to him, becoming more and more assertive with her despite a situation that should intimidate the hell out of any normal human male.

R: I'm not even sure that I could take you. B: That depends on your meaning.

When Ethan Rayne shows up, Riley gets to see firsthand what will soon become a pattern when Buffy and the Initiative cross paths-- Buffy takes charge, and expects him to follow or get out of the way. This is disconcerting to him not because he distrusts Buffy's judgement, but because it means that he must decide whether to follow the orders of the Initiative or not when they conflict with Buffy's plans. This situation is entirely new to him, and he also is starting to pick up, at least subconsiously, on the fact that Walsh doesn't like having her golden boy pulled in two directions at once.

The matter comes to a head when Walsh, upset that Buffy asked too many awkward questions at a mission briefing, and later that night, while watching them make very passionate love (via an obviously hidden camera planted in Riley's room) , realizes that if push comes to shove, Riley will almost certainly choose Buffy over her, an intolerable option. She plots to have Buffy killed, and claim to Riley that it was all a tragic accident.

The plan itself was well crafted, but Walsh severely underestimates Buffy's abilities, and she not only survives, but Riley returns to the Initiative and hears the 'news' that Buffy is dead at the worst possible time-- as the reputedly dearly departed reappears on the security monitor and makes it plain that Maggie is in for some very serious heartache in return for this nasty little treachery. Riley, seeing Buffy alive, realizes that there are things worse than evil HSTs afoot, and stalks off angry and confused. Walsh calls out to him, but there is no way to repair the damage-- Riley has left his 'mother', and there's no going home again. She goes back to room 314, and presents a vitriolic speech to some unseen individual in the room, stating that 'some little bitch isn't going to destroy everything I've worked for', but the unseen entity turns out to be her other 'son', Adam, who promptly kills her without compunction or even the slightest hint of emotion.

When Buffy informs the SG about the attempt on her life, they assume that Riley may be involved, but Buffy is skeptical, pinning the blame on Walsh. As they are debating the issue, Riley comes in and tries to figure out what happened. Even though the evidence damning Walsh is overwhelming, Riley refuses to accept that the Inititive itself is up to anything evil-- his sense of duty and loyalty to his brothers in arms is too strong to sway him, and he leaves, walking alone throught the long night, trying to cope. Riley finally arrive back home at the frat house and meets up with Forrest. When he explains what has happened, and that Professor Walsh tried to have Buffy killed, his friend's reaction startles him-- Forrest suggests that if Walsh thought Buffy should die, then there was probably a good reason for it. Thus, betrayal follows betrayal. Graham then bursts in, informing them that Walsh has been murdered.

In Walsh's laboratory, they find her body, obiously impaled by something very stake-like. Forrest sees this as more proof that Buffy is responsible, and confronts Riley with increasing agression. Riley sticks to his guns, although he is getting wound tighter and tighter. Everything he believed in, trusted, loved, stood up for and defended is falling down around him. He is as certain as he has ever been of anything in his life that Buffy could not have done this, but the alternative is nearly as bad-- the Initiative is corrupt, his friends and leaders are turning against him, and for what? His love of a woman?

Riley would be even more upset if he knew that part of the anxiety besetting him at this moment was due to withdrawal effects from the drugs planted surreptitiously in his food by Walsh to prepare him for his 'ultimate destiny'. Thus, the insults continue to be piled upon injury, as Riley, still seeking answers, locates Buffy in Willy's Bar, where she is prodding Willy for info on the whereabouts of Adam. He is becoming seriously unhinged as the collective effects of drug withdrawal and the death of his idealism combine, and threatens Willy, then Buffy, then a harmless human woman trying to run out of the bar to escape the crazy 'army guy' who is brandishing a gun and shouting.

I find it odd that some BtVS fans refer to Riley by Spike's derogatory appellation, 'Captain Cardboard', implying that down deep he isn't made of very stern stuff, when despite everything that is happening he regains enough control of himself in the bar to stand down from his threatening behavior and allow Buffy to help him. *This is not the act of a weak person*. Even though this moment is unquestionably the emotional nadir of his entire life, a part of him remains rational enough to realize that he's irrational. One could argue that he didn't shoot because Buffy gave him a reason not to, but that isn't the way people act when they are truly out of control-- *nothing* gets through to them, not love, not logic. I find it sad that people see a good man who attempts to keep himself on an even keel, and then decry his 'lack of passion'.

Buffy and Xander break into the 314 lab, trying to find out what Walsh was doing to Riley. Adam shows up, and injures Riley in the fight that ensues after Adam reveals at least some of Maggie's plan, and Riley's part in all of it. Buffy and Xander are expelled from the lab, and Riley is taken to the med center. He is shaking uncontrollably, and his wounded hand clutches Buffy's scarf, desperately hanging on to the one and only thing left in his life that he feels he can trust.

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( Continued in Part II )

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Riley ( Part 2 of 3 ) -- OnM, 21:07:35 07/11/01 Wed

*************************************************** Reconstructing Riley - Duty, Love, Perception and Reality - Part II

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The next two episodes, 'This Year's Girl' & 'Who Are You' are primarily organized around the conflict between Buffy and the rogue slayer Faith, and the havoc she wreaks upon waking from her long coma. Riley's character seems to be in the background, but in reality he is one of the key players in this particular drama, and this occurs because of his basic nature, and because the love that Buffy has given him gets passed along to another in a very unexpected way.

Faith awakes from her coma, and upon finding that Mayor Wilkins is dead, goes gunning for Buffy. She lays low for a period of time, gathering information on the current status of B. and the SG, finding out among other things that Buffy has a new boyfriend, which does not sit well with her, since Buffy's attempt to kill her was purportedly to save Angel, and now he seems to be out of the picture.

Meanwhile, Riley is feeling somewhat better, although still weakened by his Adam-inflicted injury, and attempts to leave the Initiative to go and see Buffy. His friend, Forrest, again objects strenuously at this, making it plain his hatred for the person he clearly sees as causing the Cause to unravel. Riley defies him and leaves anyway, making it equally plain where-- and with whom-- his loyalties now lie. Riley has evolved to a point where he now differentiates between the collective actions of a group, and the individuals that make it up, realizing for the first time how his blind sense of duty and loyalty to an otherwise righteous cause has in fact allowed him to be shamelessly used and manipulated merely to serve the ulterior motives of his so-called 'superiors'.

Placing a possible feminist spin on this is intriguing. Typically, male heroes who find themselves in Riley's position seek solace or advice from other alpha males. Any aid, comfort and advice from the women in their lives-- should they even have women in their lives, since nearly all of these stereotypical men become 'lone wolves' after breaking apart from their former associations-- is limited to some random and generally meaningless sexual interaction. Even then, this sexual interaction is often seen as a negative value, inevitably reminding them that comfort will lead to betrayal, and so repeat the cycle. It is therefore better to pull away from society completely, write your own rules, do your own thing, beholden to nothing and to no one.

Does this sound familiar? Yes, in this mythology the 'lone wolf' isn't Riley, it's Faith, who was previously allied with a supposedly righteous cause that eventually betrayed her, causing her to pull away from society and trust only herself and her own instincts. Thus, she and Riley share an immense commonality without ever realizing it, and the final resolution of this mini-arc occurs in a transfer of power from Riley to Faith that effectively saves her from her downward spiral into the clutches of darkness and evil.

All this happens because Riley has the good sense to realize that Buffy, having allowed him to taste the apple of knowledge, is now leading the way in showing him how to deal with the consequences. He sees through his fear and trepidations that this 'alpha female' is worthy of trust, while the 'alpha males' in his former company are either not trustworthy, or suspect at best. He again defies the gender role of his creation, and puts his faith in 'Eve'. This is doubly significant in that he previously trusted and respected Maggie Walsh, also a powerful female who sought to 'enlighten' him, and found that hers was the highest betrayal of all, yet this does not poison him towards relating with women of power.

Going back to the story, Faith and Buffy have now switched bodies, and Riley moves into the background again for the moment. Faith, finally getting what she wants more than anything in the world (though she would never admit it even to herself), is now 'Buffy', the one, the only, the respected and admired Chosen One. Many BtVS philosophers have wondered at whether there was ever a subliminal lesbian context existant between Faith and Buffy, that Faith may have even loved Buffy, whether she thought of it consciously or not. I'll not get into that subtext here, it's a whole essay in and of itself, but I will note that it is hard to deny that Faith admires Buffy on at least a subconscious level, that her own lack of self esteem which she tries to make up for with arrogance and bravado covers up for this simple fact.

Stop and think-- of all the gifts that Mayor Wilkins could have bequeathed to Faith, why the one he chose? Why not just give her some form of Buffy-specific Slayer Kryptonite, and let her kill Buffy and be done with it? Because, whatever great evil the Mayor was capable of, there is no doubt that his love for Faith was genuine, and his insight into her psyche allowed him to realize that the only way his 'daughter' would be truly happy (barring his success in becoming fully demonic and taking over the world in the Ascension) would be for her to become the one thing she desires more than anything else-- to be admired, respected, gifted with love-- i.e., Buffy. Knowing this truth causes him to present the perfect weapon to her in order to defeat her nemesis, by becoming her.

Just as prophesies are 'tricky things', fate can turn aside even the best laid plans. Faith's original strategy to get the hell out of Dodge fall prey to her desire to exact some revenge on Buffy and the SG. The final coup de grace occurs to her after Willow innocently suggests that she go visit Riley. What could be better retribution for betrayal than to victimize Buffy by sleeping with her new boy-toy? It's perfect.

Except the unexpected happens, and Faith is totally unprepared. She assumes that Riley is just like all the other men in her past life, either victimizers, users or simply clueless (such as Xander). She attempts a seduction intended to not only give herself some orgasmic jollies, but to prove, once again, that all men are beasts. But Riley won't play this game.

F: You're hurt.

R: I'm not that bad. I guess those drugs the professor was feeding me really did make me stronger. I'm healing pretty quick.

F: Well, why don't we give you a test drive?

R: Wouldn't say no.

She crawls back onto the bed, back to him as she says, "How do you want me?" She turns and sits, waiting for him to follow.

"How do I..." He sits close to her. She comes in close to him.

"What do you want to do with this body? What nasty little desire have you been itching to try out? Am I a bad girl? Do you wanna hurt me?

He sits back a bit, eyes her curiously, not entirely happy. "What are we playing at here?"

"I'm Buffy."

"Okay, then I'll be Riley"

"Hey, if you don't wanna play..." She is starting to get up as she says this. He grabs her arm.

"Right. I don't wanna play." He kisses her with tender passion. She responds in kind.

At this point we cut to Tara's room, where she and Wilow are doing the spell to locate Buffy. Willow is making the transition into the netherworld, Tara serving as her anchor to reality. She falls backward, and seconds later is gripped in what appears to be the throes of sexual release. The scene cuts back to Riley and Faith-as-Buffy in bed, where they appear to be in the aftermath of that climax. Uncharacteristically, Faith is on the bottom, Riley is on the top. The only light now is the moonlight pouring in through the window. They are both breathing heavily, slowing down. He is looking into her eyes, hands by her head, stroking her hair, her face, completely focused on her. She looks at him with equal focus. Riley speaks first, very softly:

"I love you."

A reaction swells within her-- surprise, confusion, almost panic as she suddenly is struggling, fighting to get out from under him, barely forming the words, "No... No... Get--", as she scrambles out of bed, crossing the room to the window, standing there silhouetted, freaking out.

"Buffy... what? What's wrong?"

Riley sits on the bed, uncomprehending. (...that he has just stated the words Faith has never before heard uttered with such obvious, undeniable sincerity...) (the addition in ellipses is mine)

F: Who are you? What do you want from her? ( she is anxious, almost muttering it )

R: Should I not have...

F: This is meaningless.

R: You're shaking...

He comes to her, pulling the blanket with him, and wraps it around the both of them. A moment, and the shaking subsides.

R: What happened?

She rests her head on his chest. Stares at nothing.

"Nothing."

He holds her, kissing the top of her head.

*******

Later, Riley's gift begins to have an effect on Faith, despite her best efforts to disregard what happened. When she meets up and argues with Forrest as she is leaving the house, she angrily snaps at him that "I'm not a killer! I'm a Slayer. You don't know the first thing about me." Later still, at the airport, she is dressed in soft, Buffy-at-her-most-feminine garb, and hesitates to board her plane when she hears about the vamp hostages being held in a Sunnydale church. There is no good reason for her to respond to this crisis, she isn't really Buffy, but... she goes anyway, missing her plane.

She meets Riley at the church-- he happened to be going there anyway for the normal reasons, and stumbled into the vamp attack-- and she makes the very revealing comment when he attempts to help her go after the vamps, "I can't use you." No, she can't. Riley can be tricked into being used by others, but he isn't a user, and Faith now knows this. Riley is a good man, a creature she didn't believe existed. And if Riley exists, and this good man loves Buffy, then Buffy must be a good woman. This being the case, and now that she effectively *is* Buffy, there is simply no alternative but to do the right thing.

Of course, the glory is short lived. Even possessed of both her Slayer-strength and her new conviction of finally belonging to a world that will care for her, the one vamp, Adam's 'first', is surprisingly strong and is beating her. She is struggling to keep up when suddenly the real Buffy (in her old body) appears and stakes the vamp. They fight, the bodies get switched back, Faith runs away in despair.

Buffy informs Riley of what took place, and here we learn that Riley seems to understand what happened better than Buffy. Buffy is stunned that Riley wouldn't recognize 'her,' meaning Faith, meaning that it wasn't Buffy he was making love to, despite the body switch. Buffy has had some valid disagreements with Riley before, but here she is clearly off the mark in her presumptions. Riley has had only minimal exposure to magic-- a mere few weeks back, he didn't even know that it existed. It is patently unreasonable for him to assume that someone who looks like, feels like, smells and tastes like, and except for some minor quirky behavior (which of course Buffy *never* exhibited before!) acts in all regards like his beloved is, in fact, some other woman entirely. Yet Buffy seems unable to get over the fact that he slept with her 'enemy'. This will cause them some friction until after 'Superstar', when Jonathan gives her advice that causes her to reconsider her thinking and move forward, that she and Riley have something too good going between them to get hung up over this issue, and that it is really her own insecurity talking.

Because what really gets Buffy unnerved about Faith sleeping with Riley is that if Faith could pull this off, then Faith is far more like her than she cares to admit. Buffy is also unaware, and probably remains so to the current day, that Riley is the one whose innate decency and caring saved Faith from a fate truly worse than death-- the loss of her soul.

*******

In 'Where the Wild Things Are' Riley seems to be back in Buffy's good graces again, certainly if the amount of sexual activity they engage in is any indication. This ep is really about the results of sexual obsessions, and how attempting to frustrate or vilify this natural human need leads to all sorts of problems, some of which can become quite serious. Speaking via metaphor, B/R's loss of their seperate selves into a physical/spiritual unity to the exclusion of the outside world is an indication that no matter how much they love one another, they have a higher calling to meet. It is interesting that they are ultimately rescued from themselves by the couple that we normally expect to behave in an over-sexualized manner, namely Xander and Anya. As jenoff notes in his review of this ep, (see my references list at the end of the essay) it seems that only hidden or secret sex brings out the poltergeists. Hummmm.... but onward, now, to 'New Moon Rising'.

Riley seems at least partly back in the good graces of the Initiative, but only partly, what with both Forrest and some of the Ini. leadership still watching him suspiciously. Things get stirred up when Oz returns to town, having managed to cure himself of his full-moon wolfiness. While walking on patrol, Buffy fills Riley in on Willow's past relationship with Oz, and Riley perturbs her with his take on demonic types mixing it up with normal humans:

R: Oz is a werewolf and Willow was *dating* him?

B: Well, yeah. Hence the high emotion.

R: Man. You're kidding me.

B: (growing defensive): It wasn't like he was bad all the time. He only changed three nights a month. I mean, besides the wolf thing, Oz is a great guy.

R: That's a big 'besides', Buffy. Gotta say, I'm surprised. I didn't think Willow was that kind of girl.

B: (offended): What kind of girl?

R: Into dangerous guys. She seems smarter than that.

B: Oz is *not* dangerous. Something happened to him that wasn't his fault. God, I never knew you were such a bigot.

R: Whoa! How did we get to bigot? I'm just saying that it's a little weird to date anyone who tries to eat you once a month.

B: (angrily): Love isn't logical, Rye. People can't just be Joe Sensible about it. God knows I haven't been.

R: We're not talking about you...

B: How 'bout we don't talk about it at all. Let's just patrol.

Riley soon finds out that Buffy's point should be well taken, after Oz, in wolf form, gets captured by the Ini. and taken into the lab for 'medical testing'. Riley wants to kill the wolf creature, certain that it is the one that attacked his men, but the wolf morphs back into Oz just as he points a gun at the beast. Riley's bloodlust subsides at the sight of the naked and defenseless human sitting inside the cage. The Ini doctors are unmoved, just simply more curious than ever. Riley again finds himself on the outside looking in as he tries to dissuade the doctors from torturing Oz to find out what makes him turn into the wolf. He later attempts to help Oz escape, and fails, causing himself to be arrested by Col. McNamara, the current head of the Initiative who was sent to replace Maggie Walsh. McNamara is much like Riley used to be, all loyalty and by-the-books, but without Riley's common sense or compassion. He has no interest in hearing Riley's defense of his actions, and states that he cannot fathom why a promising soldier such as Riley would throw his career away for, as he puts it, a 'bunch of anarchists', meaning of course Buffy and her friends.

MacNamara gets his answer when Buffy, Xander and Willow sneak into the Ini complex and rescue Oz and the now imprisoned Riley.

R: How did you...

B: Talk, later. Stealthy escape now.

R: Buffy, I leave now, I can't ever come back.

He pauses, thinks.

R: Just wanted to hear it out loud...

They go.

As they complete the retreat from the Ini, Riley is the last one to leave the elevator. McNamara glares at him, barely able to suppress his rage at this flagrant disloyalty.

"You're a dead man, Finn."

"No sir, I'm an anarchist."

He punches McNamara and drops him, walks away.

*******

Riley and Buffy are setting up a hideaway in the least damaged part of the old high school, figuring the Ini. is less likely to find him there. After settling in a bit, they talk:

B: Quite a day. Woke up to a big bowl of Wheaties, now you're a fugitive.

R: Could be worse. At least I've got a hottie girlfriend to keep me warm on the lam.

B: True, but...

R: Seriously? I don't know. I'm sorry it had to end that way. But I'm glad to know where I stand, finally. (Pauses) I was wrong about Oz. I was being a bigot.

B: No you weren't. You we're thrown. You found out Willow was in kind of an unconventional relationship and it gave you a momentary wiggins. (She thinks of Willow and Tara) It happens.

R: Still, I was in a totally black and white space. People vs. monsters. Ain't like that. especially when it comes to love.

Buffy pauses, considers something.

B: I gotta tell you some stuff. About my past. It's not all stuff you're gonna like.

R: You can tell me anything.

B: I think so. I think I can.

*******

Col. McNamara is speaking via a video hookup with a Mr. Ward, obviously a bigwig in some oversight group that keeps tabs on the Inititive. Ward is generally supportive of McNamara, but can't resist a little dig at him nonetheless:

Ward: The incident with Finn was unfortunate.

McN: Fell in with the bad crowd. Quite frankly, I don't think he was ever the soldier you all hoped he was. The boy thinks too much.

*******

We now come to the season's end with 'The Yoko Factor' and 'Primeval'. Riley is still a fugitive from the Initiative, Adam's evil plans are proceeding with the sometime aid of Spike, who is doing a respectable job of planting the seeds of dissention in the ranks of the SG. Buffy has returned from a visit to L.A., where she meets with the aftermath of the conflict between Angel and Faith, and is none too pleased, even though Faith has finally done the unthinkable, and turned herself in to the police.

Xander tells Riley about Buffy and Angel, filling in a portion of the story that Buffy left out, fearing to upset Riley. Those fears soon prove valid, as Riley runs into Angel while out trying to surreptitiously help his previous comrades-in-arms fight off a large group of HST's. Thinking Angel's gone bad again-- and why that would have occurred-- Riley launches into a ferocious battle with him. Angel beats him down momentarily, not realizing this is Buffy's new squeeze, and goes off to the dorm to find her. When he does, he no sooner starts a conversation with her than Riley runs in. The fighting begins again, but Buffy seperates them. After retreating to the hall to speak to Angel privately, she returns to her room and the very chagrined Mr. Finn.

Riley is sure that Angel has turned evil again, and is distraught about what he thinks has caused this to occur. Buffy is equally shocked and dismayed that he would think for even one second that she would do such a thing, old boyfriend or no. She eventually reassures him that Angel is *not* evil again, and that he has nothing to fear from Angel in the competition department. She wonders why he is acting this way, asks if she has ever given him one reason not to trust her. He answers no.

Buffy: "Then why with the crazy?"

He lays it all on the line...

Riley: "Because I'm so in love with you I can't think straight."

She takes all this in, blown away, touches his face tenderly. They embrace for a long time, feeling the intensity of the moment. Then Buffy's face clouds-- Forrest. She is going to have to tell him that Forrest has been killed by Adam. She pauses, then does so, as gently as she can.

Although Riley and Forrest have been seriously at odds since Buffy came into his life, Riley still is shocked, and obviously grieves for his former friend. He softly moans, holds his head in his hands. Buffy does what she can to reassure him, tells Riley that they will find Adam, destroy him. Then, Riley stands up abruptly and states that "I have to go." His expression is blank, as if he was suddenly transformed into some kind of emotionless machine. He repeats his last words, and quickly exits the room.

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Riley finds himself in Adam's cave, face to face with his 'brother', as Adam insists on referring to him. Adam reveals that professor Walsh did indeed 'chip' him, and that he is now under Adam's control. Riley attempts to fight the invisible force that is restraining him, but to no avail. Adam delivers a speech on how 'mother's' vision came to bring about this turn of events. The speech is revealing not only for explaining the immediate questions of how and why, but in subtext says quite a bit about how 'mother' views the world around her and her 'children', including, and especially, her favorite son Riley:

"Demons cling to old ways and ancient feuds, and they're hopeless with technology. Unworthy. Disappointed by demonkind, we turn to humans. Smart, adaptive, but emotional and weak. Blind. There is imperfection everywhere. Something must be done. Who will deliver us?

"Mother. She creates me-- demon strength, human will, high-grade titanium. Evolution through technology. I am the new standard for all living beings and our mother knew that. She saw our future, yours and mine. She saw that you were necessary. She saw the role that you will play by my side. Stand up."

Riley stands, having no choice.

"You see, we *are* brothers, after all."

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Of course, Riley is about as much like Maggie's Adam as a normal human is like a vampire, except there is more latent humanity in most vamps than there is in the entirety of Adam. Riley has never been aware until this very moment just how supremely accurate Buffy's long ago accusation was that "For someone who teaches human behavior, you might try showing some." Maggie, in many ways, is worse than Adam. Adam, the vampires, and many other demons are largely 'programmed' entities, mostly primal in their instincts, blindly following their DNA. They exhibit no sense of morality because they are, like Parker, are Id-creatures. Adam is sentient, but is rather mistaken in thinking he is the next upward level of that sentience. He really doesn't have a clue as to the nature of what will eventually defeat him. He says he sees all, but he shares Maggie's characteristic blindness.

Maggie was human, and possessed of a soul, which in the Jossverse is intended to impel one to embrace the cause of good. Yet to her, any means necessary to achieve a goal was justifiable if that goal could be met, even if it caused pointless suffering for all the innocent bystanders who crossed her path. All of the truly noteworthy misanthropic tyrants of history would have been proud of how her 'vision' cut through the meaningless emotionality of her fellow, non-visionary humans, yet in the end that which she discredits as being of no value in her fellow humans is her downfall, as Riley and Buffy and all the other 'anarchists' in the SG exemplify those 'weaknesses'.

The SG has been driven apart by Spike, who manipulates their latent fears and self-doubts. This action is a temporary setback, for love and caring-- those sentiments Walsh and Adam do not understand in any intrinsic sense-- abound among the Scoobies. They really cannot be kept apart for very long, the ties between them are too solid. They overcome their self-doubts and band together, and it is also significant that the idea that ultimately saves the day comes from Xander, who, like Riley, is sometimes criticized by fans as being 'dull and ordinary', but whose quick wit enables him to often draw connections among disparate ideas that the others don't see-- any standup comedian will tell you that improvisation is the hardest thing in the world to pull off successfully.

One last time, the SG breaks into the Ini complex, but are captured by Col. McNamara and his troops. The subsequent verbal sparring in his control room shows just how painfully out of his depth he really is, his foolish and pig-headed behavior illustrating again that Riley is far too intelligent and emotionally deep an individual to have remained in the service of the military, or at least this part of it. McNamara sees things in terms of total black and white, as Riley recently claimed that he did, and will not listen to Buffy as she tries to clue him in to what is actually happening and what needs to be done to solve it. The argument is barely finished as things dissolve into chaos when Adam begins the real 'Initiative', executing his variant of Walsh's grand plan.

Buffy first goes to save Riley, who remains under chip control. She is having a hard time defending herself again the newly 'enhanced' Forrest, and in a supreme effort of will enabled by seeing his beloved in mortal danger, manages to cut his chest with a shard of glass and pull the chip from his body. Some viewers have claimed that this is a near impossibility, and therefore an example of a 'plothole', but they are missing the point, which is that it *is* a near impossibility. If it isn't, then it has little meaning symbolically. Riley's love for Buffy is so strong, that for at least this short, crucial moment in time he inherits the ability to execute a superhuman feat, one which Adam would have assured him is beyond the abilities of 'emotional, weak' humanity. Whether the momentary 'gift' was granted by the PTB, or emanated from Riley's own soul does not matter, it is still the stuff that defeats monsters.

Buffy leaves Riley with Forrest, knowing that Riley will not have closure unless he destroys the thing that has taken over the body of his friend, much as Gunn (in A:tS) knew that he and he alone had to destroy the vampire that was once his sister. She and the SG then unite to cast the enjoining spell that will draw on the power of the Primitive ('The First Slayer') and create an 'UberBuffy' to defeat Adam. After one of the most creatively visualized fight scenes in the history of the series, Adam stands uncomprehendingly as Buffy pulls the 'source' from his chest and destroys it-- stating "You could never hope to grasp the source of *our* power."

This action also mirrors the one where Riley himself pulls the chip out of his chest, in that the former action saves Riley-Adam, and the latter destroys Maggie-Adam. In my earlier Biblical creation analogy, I spoke of Riley as being a metaphorical Adam to Buffy's Eve. I have sometimes conjectured that this traditional mythology could be alternately interpreted as God presenting his creations with a test-- offer them the choice between 'paradise' and lack of will, or free will and the terrible and wonderful responsibility that comes with that freedom. God's original Adam failed that test, but Eve did not, and thereafter convinced her mate that the pain was worth the gain. Riley's 'Adam', having experienced firsthand the moral consequences of 'just following orders', and the amoral ends to which that can be taken, rejects the influence of the 'divine right' and thereby establishes that if he is going to die for somebody's sins, then they need to be his own, or for someone that he cares about. The analogy continues in that at first, he was happy to remain in the 'paradise' of the Initiative, doing good things (or so he thought) and following God's (Maggie's) advice. Buffy (Eve) presents him with a plan 'B', which after some trepidations, he ultimately accepts.

Thus, we grow.

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[> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Riley ( Part 3 of 3 ) -- OnM, 21:15:28 07/11/01 Wed

*************************************************** Reconstructing Riley - Duty, Love, Perception and Reality - Part III

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We are now finally near the last episode of season four, and Riley is being rewarded for his efforts by Mr. Ward and the oversight committee, who now realize that the Ini project has been a horrible mistake, and that it must be shut down:

"This was an experiment. The Initiative represented the government's interest in not only controlling the otherworldly menace but in harnessing it's power for our own military purposes. It is the considered opinion of this council that the experiment has failed.

"Once the prototype took control of the complex our soldiers suffered a forty percent casuality rate, and it seems that it was only through the actions of a deserter and a group of civilian insurrectionists that our losses were not total. I trust the irony of that is not lost on any of us.

"Maggie Walsh's vision was brilliant, but ultimately unsupportable. The demons cannot be harnessed, cannot be controlled. It is therefore our recommendation that this project be terminated, and all records concerning it be expunged. Civilians will be monitored, and we have the usual measures prepared should they try to go public. We don't think they will.

"The Initiative itself will be filled in with concrete. Burn it down, gentlemen. Burn it down and salt the earth. That's all."

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Now, I am aware that the season officially ends with 'Restless', and that Riley appears in it, but I won't discuss his role therein, since by it's nature the whole episode is so wildly open to different meanings, and has already been discussed extensively. Feel free to post any new thoughts you may come up with on that still ongoing discussion, should you feel influenced by any of the things I've written here so far.

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A bit of a preface is in order, before we launch into That Which Is Rileyness, S5. One of the unusual things that Joss has done with both BtVS and Angel is that, at least from S2 Buffy (the first full, 22 ep. season), the shows have appeared to occur in more or less real time, according to the calendar year. What this means is that while we, the fans, see the previous season's ender splicing neatly into the next season's opening ep, in the Buffyverse, three or four months of the summer have passed-- think back, and you will realize that this is always the case.

I mention this because I would like to point out that taking this into account for S4/S5 means that Buffy and Riley have enjoyed at least 3 or 4 months of what must have been a reasonably joyful relationship, if we are to judge by how they first appear to us in the S5 opening act, 'Buffy vs. Dracula', where they are playing on the beach, with Xander, Willow and Tara also present. Naturally, there is no drama without conflict, and just a commercial or five before this happy scene, the show's teaser presents us with Buffy and Riley in bed, Riley sleeping, Buffy getting up to 'hunt' and kill a vamp, then returning to bed with a satisfied look on her face.

This first 5-7 minutes of the program pretty much sets up the dynamic for the B/R ship for the remainder of season five. Both characters will undergo some transformational experiences, mostly as victims of circumstances beyond their respective controls, but also partly as personal attempts to gain greater understanding of themselves and their place in the world.

In 'B vs. D', we see a return of some of Riley's old insecurities when Drac pays a visit to the 'renowned killer' Buffy Summers, who is just a little too impressed with Drac's general famousness. He isn't entirely off base, since Drac does manage to get Buffy in his 'thrall' to some extent, even getting to bite and drink from her neck, where he notes the scar left by Angel. While of course she eventually resists and dusts (?) the Dark Prince, the incident does set things up for further difficulties as the season unfolds.

At the very end of 'B vs D', the character of Dawn is rather mystically and mysteriously introduced, and so some of Riley's interactions with the Summers' women expand to include her. Dawn sees him as being nice, but generally indifferent to her, treating her pretty much like the 'kid sister to his girlfriend', which of course is exactly what she is. Much later in the season, some well-meaning but misinterpreted comments that Dawn will make to him regarding 'how much better he is for her than Angel' will end up having a profound effect on how his relationship with Buffy ends, or at least radically changes form. By and large, however, there is not too much going on between them for most of the season. While it seems obvious that Riley should end up as a sort of protector/big brother figure to Dawn, that role is taken over by Spike, of all (un-)people, and there is a steadily increasing dynamic between Riley and Spike that forshadows Riley's eventual exit from Sunnydale in 'Into the Woods'.

This excerpt from the shooting script for 'Real Me', actually gives away quite a lot of things, with mid-summer 2001 benefit of hindsight, naturally:

R: Morning, Mrs. Summers. You look great.

J: Thank you, Riley. (Buffy goes and greets Riley as Joyce exits upstairs)

B: Suck up.

R: What, it's a nice outfit. Besides, 'I'm here to violate your firstborn' never goes over with the parents. Not sure why.

D: (in voiceover): Riley, my sister's boyfriend, is so into her. They're always kissing. And groping. (pause) I bet they've had sex.

R: (noticing Dawn watching ): Hey, kid.

D: I'm not a kid.

B: This is a surprise of the nice kind.

R: Now it's my turn to be surprised. Thought we had plans today.

B: Plans? We planned plans?

R: Well, you said 'come over and we'll hang'. Then I said ''kay'. Not the invasion of Normandy, but still a plan.

B: Oh, right, uh...

R: We're not hanging, are we?

B: Giles is on his way to pick me up.

R: (understanding): Slayer training.

B: Slayer shopping, actually. (defensive) But it's just as important.

R: I've no doubt. Okay, we'll hook up later.

B: You're not mad?

R: No, no, I'm plotting your death, but in a happy way.

B: (teeny bit worried): Oh, good...

R: (sincere): Buffy, I know what this means to you. I think it's great you've got this new mission. (he kisses her on the cheek and exits) See you tonight. (calls out) See you, kid!

D: I'm *not* a *kid*.

(REVERSE ANGLE ON BUFFY, in doorway, watching him go and feeling somehow guilty)

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OK, you might want to go back and read that again. Yes, this is the second episode of the season, and this one little four-way conversation (Buffy/Joyce/Riley/Dawn) has just laid out about half of the main events of the rest of the season, and the comments that are most relevant are those that Riley makes, by the implications of what Dawn really turns out to be, that he complements Joyce who then 'exits upstairs', that he had plans with Buffy that get deferred, that he respects her 'new mission' and that he is 'plotting her death, but in a happy way'. Either this show's writers are having their keyboards possessed by the Buffyverse PTB, or they had the whole year planned in exacting detail before 'Real Me' was written. (Your call).

On to 'The Replacement', a mainly Xander-centric ep, but where several key scenes occur that involve Riley which have great significance for future B/R relations, one of which comes at the very end of the ep and is a bombshell if ever there was one. This scene establishes the beginning of a pattern whereby Buffy will increasingly distance her inner self from Riley, out of the best intentions (to protect him, just as it is her job to protect others) but to ultimately tragic consequences:

(Riley and Buffy are alone again)

B: I guess I should go. I'm thinking maybe the guy actually likes smelly places. So I'm going to do a whole tour de funky, starting with the sewers.

R: I'm coming with you.

B: Um...

R: I've never told you this about me, but I love the sewers. Probably get a place when I retire. B: Riley, this Toth guy walks softly and carries a big blasty rod. He almost hurt Xander-- I'm not going to let him hurt you.

R: I don't know. I don't like you facing off alone with these creeps who come gunning for you. I mean, first it was Dracula...

B: Dracula wasn't the first guy to come Buffy Hunting. Lots of baddies want the Slayer trophy kill. I can handle it.

R: I know... and if you want me to stay out of it, that's cool. But you can't blame me for worrying. Your job makes you a target. I mean, who knows how many bad guys are out there just waiting for a chance.

Later on, in act four, Buffy and Riley are in his car, racing to Xander's apartment:

B: Can't this thing go any faster? Ultimate Driving Machine my ass.

R: We're pushing 70.

B: Hey Riley. Do you wish... . R: No.

B: No? You don't even know what I was going to say!

R: Yes, I do, You wanted to know if I wished you got hit by the Ferula-gemina. Got split in two.

B: Well, you have been kinda rankly about the whole 'Slayer' gig. Instead of Slayer Buffy you could have Buffy Buffy.

R: I *have* Buffy Buffy. Being the Slayer is part of who you are. You keep thinking I don't get that, but...

B: I just know how unfun it can be. Bad hours, frequent bruising, cranky monsters...

R: Buffy , if you lead a perfectly normal life, you wouldn't be half as crazy as you are. I gotta have that. I'm talking toes, elbows, the whole bad-ice-skating-movie obsession, everything. There's no part of you I'm not in love with.

( Buffy thinks about his answer. After a quiet beat, she allows herself a little smile.)

B: We better get there soon. If Xander kills himself, he's dead. (thinks) You know what I mean.

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So there it is-- just how clearly, and in how many ways can he state it? Riley has never been shy about expressing his innermost feelings to Buffy. It seems impossible that she could miss the message that he's sending and I don't think she does, yet other than the time in L.A., when she did say to Angel that she loves and trusts Riley, I am still not sure she has ever stated it out loud to him, the man that she exhibits all the normal signs of love with. Why the holding back? It seems unlikely to me that it would be fear of commitment, so the only remaining emotion that I can see playing a role in this recitience would be fear of being unable to protect Riley from harm, and indeed the above excerpts suggest just this scenario. Riley accepts that Buffy has a dangerous job, one in which she could be badly hurt or even killed, which considering the conventional protectiveness most men feel towards their mate, is astoundingly adaptive and mature of him, to grant her this degree of space and not try to impose on her that which he knows she would resent. Buffy, however, seems afraid to grant Riley the same consideration, and he begins to sense this, and chafe at it, even though he understands intellectually why she feels this way.

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So we are back to where I started at the beginning of this essay, with Riley in Xander's basement shocking us all with the remark that 'Buffy doesn't love me'. Is this true? No, I have come to believe that he was wrong, and that Buffy does love him, still loves him, but simply let her fear get in the way of her actual heart's desire. There is nothing harder than living through and then beyond the death of a lover or loved one. Buffy finds this out first hand when Joyce dies, and Buffy has to deal, knowing that there was nothing she could have done, but torturing herself anyway with '...if only I had'.

Buffy has dealt with death on a daily basis since she first answered her calling, but these deaths did not directly involve a loved one. Buffy is still very young and inexperienced in many ways and her only serious longer-term romantic relationships (Angel, and to some extent, Faith) were with people possessed of superhuman strengths and responsibilities, exactly like herself. She expected that they could look out for themselves and survive life on the hellmouth. Riley is different, or at least she perceives him as such, and since Riley is extremely capable for a human in term of slayage duties, he begins to resent this attitude. He doesn't see that he difference between him and the SG is that Buffy see them as friends and helpers who complement her skills and abilities, that they are a 'team', much like the one Riley fought beside when he was in the Initiative. The death of a brother (or sister) in arms, a friend, is devastating enough, but the emotional entanglement with a lover is several orders of magnitude higher. Buffy simply wasn't prepared to deal with this, yet. Her mistake was not in feeling this way, it was in not communicating it clearly to Riley by telling him why she was carrying these fears, and allowing him to help her deal with it as he did with his own fears of losing her. Riley does understand, as he says to Buffy in 'Out of My Mind':

"Loving you is the scariest thing I've ever done."

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The rest, as they say, is history. The early signs of her illness are becoming apparent to Joyce, and with the tremendous emotional stress of dealing with the possible loss of her mother, Buffy never gets a chance to pursue working out what at this point are eminently solvable relationship problems with her lover. Riley gives Buffy the space to deal with this crisis, but in return he is not given the opportunity to care for her with the only thing he has that he can give, himself, and so provide a place for her to seek solace in her time of need. Buffy has always felt that it is part of her duty to be strong, to look out for all others first, a cause that she and Riley share, and one of the greatest reasons they are such a great potential match for one another. Whether it is just random circumstance or fate, the result is the same. Riley needs Buffy, and knows it, and accepts the consequences. Buffy needs Riley, but is afraid it will show weakness on her part, or that she will let him in only to see him die, and that is just too much to handle. All of which ends things with the age old musical question,

"Don't it always seem to go, that you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone?"

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Final thoughts:

As you have undoubtably noted, I've concentrated mostly on the events of season four in this essay, since they are further out of mind for most of us (they certainly were for me, as I began to play back my tape collection, study the scripts, etc. etc.) I found that while I have always regarded both the character of Riley Finn and Season 4 of BtVS as representing high levels of the Jossian art form, my admiration has only been increased by reviewing it all again. I disagreed before, and now disagree more strongly so than ever, with those fans who decry this season, or Riley, as being a poor representaion of the worth of the series.

Everyone has their favorites, their likes and dislikes among characters. This is only natural and there is nothing wrong with any of these impressions, except when they are based on trying to cite specific reasons that come down to accusing the creators of the show of 'not doing their job' or doing 'sloppy work'. This is nonsense. Some people may not have liked this particular story, but the story was *extremely* well told.

You will also notice that I have omitted detailed discussion of the endgame of the B/R 'ship, including the involvement of Riley with vampSandy and later the vamp hookers. This topic has been extensively discussed fairly recently, and nothing I have read so far in terms of comments from other fans dissuades me from my original thinking on this matter, which is that Riley was desperate, and like other desperate people, he did foolish things. I consider this aberration just exactly that, similar to any otherwise healthy person who experiences physical or emotional difficulties and takes to drinking, drugs or other negative behavior as a refuge. Riley needed help, and if circumstances hadn't been what they were, I have no doubt he would have gotten his act together, and that Buffy would have eventually forgiven him. In a way, his taking off for Belize with the ex-Ini demon-hunting guys could be seen as another kind of 'drug', but at least it doesn't *have* to be a negative experience for him, and that is encouraging in itself.

As to Season 6, as always, I'm along for the ride. I'm hoping to see Riley again, maybe not right away, but I feel there is too much spark present for this fire not to burn brightly again.

Captain Cardboard? I say anyone Spike will sit down and share a beer with after getting a plastic stake in the heart can't be all bad.

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References and resources used to help create whatever the hell this thing was/is:

1. The OnM personal off-air original-broadcast videotape collection of BtVS S4 & 5, and Angel S1 & 2.

2. Rayne's Buffy Shooting Script website (www.mustreadtv.com/buffyscripts/) Bless you, my child!

3. jenoff's TV reviews. (www3.sympatico.ca/jenoff/tvrev.htm) This is an incredible collection of summaries/analyses for the last 3 seasons of BtVS and Angel. Like any other Buffyphile, jenoff doesn't always get it exactly right, but he gets it right so often that it's scary. Amazing insights into the subtexts of the show and its characters. Download 'em, print 'em out, stick 'em in a 3-ring binder and read 'em. I guarantee it's worth your while.

4. The Buffy Cross and Stake, Buffyguide.com, Buffy News Wire, Above the Law, Little Willow's Slayground, The Council of Watchers (the site, not the one Quentin Travers heads) and a number of other websites for dropping interesting thoughts into my brain over the past year.

6. Last, but certainly not in the least, Masquerade, ATPoBtVS, and the other wonderful Buffyfreaks who hang out on the discussion board here. Bless you all!

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[> [> [> Bloody hell...get the fire extinguisher.....somethings happened to my printer.....:):):) -- Rufus, 23:01:20 07/11/01 Wed

I in a calm manner waited for your post(specially since you never delivered on my Rileybot). Captain Cardboard was first spoken by Spike along with other terms such as "giant hall moniter" and "what's his height"...I don't take them as insults but as exactly the opposite. To have come up with those terms, Spike had to have given Riley a lot of thought. Riley intimidated Spike, Riley was the one who had Buffy. The only reason Riley is gone is because he let his insecurities get the best of him. I always liked Riley. Spike is the type of bad boy that women gravitate to because of his complex nature, but give me a Riley every time. Buffy called him the God of boyfriends, and maybe that was part of the problem, Buffy wasn't ready to trust love in any way, she had been burnt and still hurt. If the situation with Joyce hadn't happened I wonder if Riley would be gone today, but he is gone. Captain Cardboard isn't a bad name it's an indication of just how threatening perfection can seem, and not just to certain blonde vampires.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Bloody hell...get the fire extinguisher..... -- OnM, 19:38:35 07/12/01 Thu

I thought it strange that a lot of fans who didn't care for Riley remarked that 'You know, he left the show just when he was getting sorta interesting...'.

We seem to concentrate quite a bit on the dark sides of the characters on the show. Obviously, that enhances the dramatic aspects, but you can't have absolutely everybody brooding and kvetching all the time, that gets tedious fast. Riley never was 'perfect', he was just a lot 'less dark' than many of the regulars and because of that people tuned him out.

I think I may write a little more about this in answer to another post below, but I eventually noticed that as I was putting the essay together that I was utilizing the concept of 'negative space' in a way that applies to writing. That is, I described the character by describing the people around him (particularly Buffy, of course) and when I was done, hopefully, there was Riley.

Riley was hard to get a handle on because he was so much a character that was 'becoming' for most of his 1 1/2 years on the series.

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[> [> [> [> [> Rileys change of perspective........ -- Rufus, 03:17:59 07/14/01 Sat

Being able to see things from different perspectives isn't just a trait that Buffy has alone. Riley showed that he could change how he felt towards different issues. One of the most difficult changes was in how Riley saw demons. In an exchange with Forrest they discuss how demons are just animals, not to be considered capable of feelings or thoughts like humans. That brings me to the Initiative practice of vivisection. The Initiative experimentation of demons raises ethical questions of just how far were Maggie Walsh and her cronies willing to go to make the perfect soldier. In Restless, the mortal looking "Adam" can't remember his name...was he a victim or a volunteer? It was clear that Walsh was willing to experiment on more than just the demons. Riley had to first overcome his feelings that demons were animals. Funny but the word animal comes from the word anima or soul. But being able to label the demons animals, the Initiative doctors were able to do experiments that were clearly torture. Riley was onboard with all that until he was forced to see demons from a different perspective. Oz was Rileys wake up call. Riley was ready to shoot dead the "animal" that he thought killed one of his men. No questions asked, Oz resembled the demon that killed so who cares if maybe they were wrong. The gun is ready to fire until Oz reverts back to his human form. Riley recognises Oz, he can no longer see the demon as just an animal but a guy he had spoken to and liked. Riley was so upset about what the doctors were doing that he attempted to help Oz escape and was put in a cell himself. So from his different perspective Riley could see that he could no longer support a system that experimented on beings that could have feelings and understand what was happening to them. Riley was a very brave man who was ready to be courtmarshalled as an anarchist because he knew that the Initiative was wrong in what they were doing. I don't think that Riley got enough credit for going further than just verbally protesting vivisection. Riley took action and tried to free someone he knew, not just an animal. His perspection changed and he could never go back. The question is how many others were capable of the same change of heart?

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Rileys change of perspective........ -- anom, 12:21:45 07/15/01 Sun

"Riley had to first overcome his feelings that demons were animals. Funny but the word animal comes from the word anima or soul. But being able to label the demons animals, the Initiative doctors were able to do experiments that were clearly torture."

I think in order to hurt or kill anyone, people first have to think of them as not human. That's how racism works--"those people" are portrayed as a lower form of life. That's why when a government wants to whip up sentiment among its population for war, it demonizes (interesting word, huh?) the leaders &/or the people of the supposed "enemy" country.

Did you read "Marathon Man"? (I didn't see the movie, because of this very scene, but I hope they kept the line in.) The main character asks the evil dentist (Laurence Olivier in the movie) torturing him how he can do this, & the dentist actually has to think a little before he replies, "You see, for me you are not quite human." It's a lot easier w/people you don't know personally, at least for most people.

BTW, about "animal" coming from a Latin word for soul, a term in Hebrew for animal is "ba'al nefesh," basically meaning (as Spike once called Angel) "soul-having." In this case "soul" is used in the sense of "life" or "life-energy"--Hebrew has several words that can mean "soul," all w/different nuances.

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[> [> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Riley ( Part 3 of 3 ) -- Wiccagrrl, 23:24:03 07/11/01 Wed

Wonderful post. I have to admit, Riley wasn't always one of my favorites, but I think he could have been very good for Buffy. I also found the reversal of some of the expected gender roles in the Buffy/Riley relationship very interesting. He was definitely the one more emotionally invested, even needy. She was somewhat emotionally unavailable. She threw herself into her job, she had the mission. He felt himself at risk of losing himself in this relationship, and the fact that he was at risk of becoming just "mission's boyfriend", of losing his own identity, is brought up by Graham.

I have been wondering since ITW (maybe even before) if we were intended to see B/R as Doomed from the start. One of the biggest gripes I've heard about this character is that the writers tried to shove him down the audiences throats- he was given so much screentime, seemingly Mr. Perfect at first. But, I dunno...did those things fail, backfire? Or, as is implied in the title of B/R's first big ep, were they "Doomed"? Did they try to make him Mr. Right, or were they setting him up to look that way so they could peel away the layers and show the problems in the 'ship later?

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[> [> [> [> Re: Doomed from the start? -- OnM, 20:05:10 07/12/01 Thu

Your last paragraph brings up a very good point, especially since I have read posts by quite a few fans who felt that Riley's role was originally intended to be a much shorter one, and Marti Noxon somehow 'coerced' Joss and the other writers to give 'her boy' more air time.

Now, Joss has stated on a number of occasions how much respect and admiration he has for Marti, so I find it hard to believe that there would have been any arm-twisting involved if Marti thought that Riley needed a longer story arc, but I really don't think this is the case. The writers have a fair amount of freedom, but the basic series' outline is always Joss'. If Riley got more air time or a longer story arc, then that was the master plan. I don't think it had anything to do with fan opinions one way or the other, or Marti having to 'prove anything'. So, your conjecture about 'peeling away the layers' may be exactly right, it would make sense. These people write for the long haul, not just for the individual ep, or even for just one season.

***He was definitely the one more emotionally invested, even needy. She was somewhat emotionally unavailable. She threw herself into her job, she had the mission.***

Yep, that is the nutshell, and I love the gender reversal involved, because it's there all along, but we are just so conditioned to see it in the 'normal' terms of female=needy, male=distancing that it doesn't register.

Also, it was even harder for Buffy to deal with Riley's 'need' because she has several missions, not just one-- her Slayer duties, taking care of her mother, protecting Dawn, everything all piled together. Weight of the world, indeed...

I also think that Riley knew this intellectually, maybe even to a certain extent emotionally, but just how much can you really feel if you don't have actual first-hand experience? Isn't this the essential dilemma of the Scoobies when Joyce dies, they want to help, and be recipients for Buffy's needs, but just how much can they really do? Unless I'm mistaken, all of the SG's parents are still alive, except for Tara, who was the one who could really connect with Buffy.

No matter the degree of his sincerity, Riley isn't the Slayer, so it is impossible to really, truly know what Buffy's emotional burden is.

The final answer to Buffy/Riley is that there is no final answer. It's just plain old messy reality. You do what you can at the time and move on, just as the Host said to Angel.

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[> [> [> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Riley ( Part 3 of 3 ) -- anom, 20:41:13 07/12/01 Thu

"I have to admit, Riley wasn't always one of my favorites, but I think he could have been very good for Buffy. I also found the reversal of some of the expected gender roles in the Buffy/Riley relationship very interesting."

Seems to happen a lot w/Buffy, most clearly, I think, in--lemme think, I don't have all the episode titles down yet--I Only Have Eyes for You, when the ghosts take her & Angel over.

"Did they try to make [Riley] Mr. Right, or were they setting him up to look that way so they could peel away the layers and show the problems in the 'ship later?"

Well, it's like they say (on a button at least): There are no normal people, just people you don't know very well yet.

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[> [> [> [> [> So good, it's delish! -- Deeva, 00:08:08 07/14/01 Sat

Congratulations on a such a bang up job on Riley! I always felt that most fans weren't giving poor Rye a chance because of the good soldier, Iowa farm boy, Captain Cardboard thing. I couldn't stop reading, I finally had to stop and print it out to read (was still at work and boss was starting to wonder why I was so quiet).

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[> [> [> wow... that's all.... just wow -- Liquidram, 23:27:36 07/11/01 Wed

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[> [> [> I prostrate myself at the altar of The Misspelled Buddhist. -- Solitude1056, 06:51:07 07/12/01 Thu

Wow, wow, hold on, woah, wow, wow. I'll manage some coherent compliments any minute now. Woah. Lemme re-read that. Again. Wow. More wows. Kudos heaped on your head, OnM, along with a few muttered curses for raising the bar so high! I willingly and happily concede to a true character analysis master!

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[> [> [> [> Um, what Sol said. Great job, OnM! -- LadyStarlight, 07:00:00 07/12/01 Thu

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[> [> [> [> The 'Misspelled Buddhist'? That's my 'altar'-ego? -- OnM, 20:15:22 07/12/01 Thu

Oooooo, I really like that!

I put quite a lot of thought (gee, how unexpected! (*snark*)) into my OnM-ness, but should I ever decide to retire it, I will accept most gladly your extremely delicious appellation.

10-Q veeery much for your kind comments, I miss you too!

By the way, remember, my Neo-Phyte-- There is no bar...

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[> [> [> Can I also say -Wow- -- Rendyl, 09:46:58 07/12/01 Thu

Wow...I said that already didn't I? Bah, I will say it again. Wow.

I now have to be embarrassed. I see the gender switching the writers have used with Spike (most notably his willingness at one point to change to whatever Buffy wanted just to try and make her love him) but I completely missed it with Riley. I also wanted to thank you for your even handed treatment of him. It is very easy to get caught up in his flaws (and he does have them-poke) and miss the stronger, better parts of his character.

I do want to mention the Faith incident. If I were in the same situation as Buffy I would have been devastated. I know it sounds unreasonable but I would have expected my guy to be able to tell the difference. (truth be told my guy was annoyed that Riley was unable to tell it was not Buffy-grin). I suspect the incident would have colored my thoughts and feelings on every aspect of the relationship from then on. And Buffy was able to forgive him, but forgetting is not quite as simple.

As for the rest....OnM...wow...(grin)

Rendyl -who is just...wow

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[> [> [> [> You can, but you should know the Evil Clone is already very unhappy... -- OnM, 20:36:39 07/12/01 Thu

.. that he was off by only one page, so don't depress him too much more. When he gets depressed he starts raiding the fridge and eating up all my frozen fruit bars-- bummer!

***I do want to mention the Faith incident. If I were in the same situation as Buffy I would have been devastated. I know it sounds unreasonable but I would have expected my guy to be able to tell the difference.***

You're giving us way too much credit, my child. Men are just not all that perceptive. As I said in my essay, if she looks, talks, tastes and smells like Buffy, she is Buffy. Even Willow didn't pick up on her odd behavior at the Bronze, and Willow is what, her best friend? It took Tara to point out that something was wrong, and Tara had never met Buffy before.

Nor did Spike, and he's supposed to be the 'perceptive' male of the group?

Also, recall my comments as to what really made Buffy angry and hurt was the idea that if Faith could pull this off, and fool Riley in this manner, then Faith must have more in common with her than she cares to admit, and that is truly scary for her to think about. Buffy has every right to despise Faith, but she also knows deep down that Faith is more seriously misguided than genuinely evil, but 'seriously misguided' is a lot harder to deal with emotionally than 'evil', it's just so damn grey.

Thanks for your thanks! :)

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[> [> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Riley ( Part 3 of 3 ) -- Rattletrap, 20:09:25 07/12/01 Thu

Wow, an amazing essay OnM, good job. I've always found Riley a fascinating character, and now see him even more so.

I do have a question about one statement. In part III, you say: Buffy has always felt that it is part of her duty to be strong, to look out for all others first, a cause that she and Riley share, and one of the greatest reasons they are such a great potential match for one another.

I agree with your premise that Riley and Buffy are both protective types, but I had always come to the opposite conclusion: this is why their relationship didn't and couldn't work. Both of them needed to protect more than to be protected. They could reconcile this so long as they were both protecting others from an outside menace. After OOMM, when Buffy tries to keep Riley from patrolling is when things take a real turn for the worse. Thoughts?

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[> [> [> [> Opposites attract, but do they stay together, or just fight all the time? -- OnM, 21:56:47 07/12/01 Thu

A good question. My short answer is that I think that for the long haul in relationships, you need to have people who mostly share one another's goals and ideals, with enough complementary differences to strengthen the relationship-- one has qualities the other lacks, and so the whole is greater than the sum of the parts.

I personally feel that the concept of 'opposites attract' leaves out the basic problem that unless the inevitable fighting over differences that ensues is part of what the couple sees as 'passion' and they use it for stimulus to the relationship, that the 'ship is ultimately doomed. And when it dies, it's usually really, really ugly.

I might have some more to say on this later, it's a good topic, but for tonight, I'll leave it at that. It's nearly 1:00 AM here in the East, and soon time to hit the hay.

Anyone else wants to run with this topic, go for it!

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Opposites attract, but do they stay together, or just fight all the time? -- Nina, 15:09:29 07/14/01 Sat

Okay, now I find the time to read all the posts! (gee, I have for more than 24 h worth reading here!)

"After OOMM, when Buffy tries to keep Riley from patrolling is when things take a real turn for the worse. Thoughts?"

I found that they were patrolling quite well together around the end of season 4. Buffy didn't mind his presence and they were fighting well together. She even liked him to be there. In OomM, something is off since the beginning of the episode (actually since the beginning of the season). Buffy doesn't want Riley to patrol even when he is strong.

The big change occured when Dawn arrived. Actually when you look at it, Riley and Spike switch places right about that time. Whatever people say, I really didn't see any interest from Buffy for Spike in season 4. She wants to kill him until he's neutered. She merely ignores him everytime they are together. All her attention is on Riley. Comes Dawn and everything is different. Suddenly Riley is off patrol, off her emotional circle and Spike gets all the attention (be it with punches or not)

I expect we'll have more information about what Dawn appearence really provocked. Buffy and Riley had their fights and difficulties, but it could well have worked. I think that the fans did the job here and decided for Riley's fate more than Joss did.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Opposites attract, but do they stay together, or just fight all the time? -- Cynthia, 16:01:52 07/14/01 Sat

Well, it has been noted that Dawn seems to have an effect on people. Perhaps exposes things or feelings that are deeply hidden and/or separated (i.e. Riley's overwhelming need to be wanted and Glory's feeling of Ben's feeling) etc.

My impression was: Angel put Buffy on a shine. Kinda looking up at her as something so perfect that he could never be worthy, perhaps even with redemption.

Riley, even with his complete admiration and respect for her strength, still wanted to be the dominant one. She could do all the things that The Slayer needed to do (after all, who better to admire a warrier than another warrier) as long she was emotionally dependent on him. That he be the first one that she tells everything she's feeling to regardless of the fact that she has long standing relationships with her friends or that circumstances caused others to be in the know first. He had to be the stronger one (the hero)in someway. The first to console her. The first to get advise. The first one to try and help her.

He didn't understand that perhaps Buffy was being too overwhelmed with the events and feelings that came from them to even be able to fully articulate them. Especially when they involve such overwhelming emotions as the illness of a parent. Nor did he give it the time for her to get to the place where she would have articulated them to him. It can be very hard to tell someone about a problem, even a loved one, when you can't even describe it to yourself. Perhaps if he had toughed it out, they would, as you say, worked.

Spike seems to be a strange combination of both. With his own flaws as well. While he may not be the best fit for Buffy, he is yet a different one.

But I have to disagree with you regards the fan's deciding Riley's fate. I seriously doubt the show would be so consistantly good if Joss was so easily swayed. It's his baby and he's the boss.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Opposites attract, but do they stay together, or just fight all the time? -- Nina, 19:10:48 07/14/01 Sat

"But I have to disagree with you regards the fan's deciding Riley's fate. I seriously doubt the show would be so consistantly good if Joss was so easily swayed. It's his baby and he's the boss."

Okay, then we can say that Joss finally saw that JM was worthy of having a better time screening! ;)

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[> [> [> Egads! -- JBone, 20:47:22 07/12/01 Thu

As a somewhat casual visitor to this posting board, and an avid fan of BtVS, I must say this was the first post I was worried about. I have a certain kinship for Riley, unlike previous subjects. I have about zero in common with Tara, and other than an appreciation for Giles, that's about it. I do share some Irish heritage with Angel, but never felt much empathy for his part in Buffyverse. I see myself as more of a Xander guy, but I have more in common with Riley since he grew up in Iowa corn country. I hail from South Dakota corn country, basically the same thing but colder. I just feel we come from the same place.

Anyway, not knowing the individuals volunteering to do the character essays, I was worried that whoever ended up doing Riley would do the hatchet job on him that most fans end up doing. Thank you OnM. I will concede you had an advantage over someone doing an essay on, say, Giles, since Riley was a season and a half character. You did a unbelievable job of breaking it down.

I want to say I loved season 4. This was a time before I knew about spoilers and whatnot, so everything that came down was a complete and total surprise. And I intend to live spoiler free for now on. As great as season 5 was, it let me down just a little how much I knew ahead of time. I just remember in "The Initiative" when we first see Riley, Forrest, and Graham get in the secret elevator going down into the Initiative with my mouth hitting the floor. And I thought that Buffy and Riley really had a Selina Kyle/Bruce Wayne thing going on until the end of "Hush."

Rambling now, loved the essay.

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[> [> [> How we got trapped by Vampire Hookers from the pen of Joss.......... -- Rufus, 23:34:47 07/12/01 Thu

I remember the first time I saw that Riley had gone to the vamp hooker, I knew that it would be the only thing some people would see. The sex aspect completely eclipsed the addiction Riley fell prey to. I find it was fun to watch people demonize Riley yet still be able to find good in both Angel and Spike. If we did a balance sheet on these three men Riley would still come out looking pretty good. He made a mistake, he lost control. Vengeance cost him everything with Buffy. He paid a big price. The relationship with the hookers was interesting in that the Hookers were Vampires both considered predators. My conversations with hookers gave me a more clear picture of just how not about sex their life is, but, survival. The Vamp hooker looked like a hype, skinny, sad looking, but in Vamp face appearing all the predator. A closer look showed a beaten defeated girl, who had no fight in her when she was staked in the alley by Buffy. She wasn't someone that Riley wanted sexually, her bites in his arm however kept him coming back, risking his life every time. His situation was exactly what Giles described and ambiguous evil. Riley made a bad choice, but he became an addict, just like Spike and Angel are addicts in respect to human blood. Many hookers are just as defeated as the Vamp hooker, their lives meaningless to many because their profession disgusts people. The hooker ended up like so many of her sisters in real life, prey that appears to be a predator. Riley made a mistake, he found out that being "the lucky guy" was meaningless when Buffy didn't love him. Joss showed us a guy that seemed to be perfect then proved to us that there is no such thing as perfection.

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[> [> [> [> Re: How we got trapped by Vampire Hookers from the pen of Joss.......... -- OnM, 06:04:37 07/13/01 Fri

Correct me if you think I'm wrong, Rufus, but I always assumed that there was no sex taking place between Riley and the vamp hookers-- the exchange was about blood for the vamp vs. a thrill for the human, sort of a 'I'm cheating death' rush. (And we already know that Riley is predisposed to be a 'danger man'). I don't think Riley ever had actual sexual intercourse with the vamps.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: How we got trapped by Vampire Hookers from the pen of Joss.......... -- Solitude1056, 20:55:44 07/13/01 Fri

I agree - I never got the impression that it was even remotely a sexual thing, at least not in the physical sense. It was something else, it was just how & what Riley described in his last scene with Buffy: a sense of being desperately needed. I didn't get the feeling that this passion was something that he felt came just from sex, or he would've already been satisfied with Buffy. Nope, that desperate unbridled passion comes through all the time, not just when your clothes are off, and Riley seems to have known that... and thus known it wasn't coming from Buffy.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: How we got trapped by Vampire Hookers from the pen of Joss.......... -- Rufus, 23:12:51 07/13/01 Fri

When I wrote the post A Different Perspective, I was thinking about Riley, but as there was an existing post I left it out. Riley and Buffy had a lot of sex, sex was never the problem with the relationship. There was insecurity on the part of both parties. Buffy was preoccupied by her family problems, some (Dawn)she never told Riley about. Riley sensed that Buffy wasn't being honest with him about something and Buffy was not in a trusting mood. Buffy took Riley for granted, not because she is an awful person, but because she got comfortable in the relationship. Riley had many problems plaguing him. Riley had done nothing but lose in the last year. He lost his trust of the government he worked for. He became addicted to a steroid type drug he never knew he was taking. He lost a mentor, first by finding out she(Walsh)was a monster, and then by the mentors death. Riley never got to resolve his conflicting feelings about the woman who had cameras in his room. Riley is loyal and even though he did the right thing, leaving the Initiative had to be very frightening. Then he met Buffys old boyfriend Angel. First Riley lost the borrowed power he got from the steroids then he met someone who had power beyond what the steroids could give, Angel had Buffys love, something Riley didn't feel he ever really had. Season five was worse, the incident with Dracula made Riley feel that indeed Buffy needed a monster in her man. Or at the very least someone who wasn't considered weak and kitteny. Buffy was so confident in her relationship with Riley she never asked him how he felt. She kept things from him, and never let her guard down. Both parties did things that were wrong. But sex was never a problem with them, communication was. If Buffy had listened or paid attention, she would have noticed that Riley wasn't happy being turned from the man to the kitteny liablility. Riley saved Buffy in a few spectaculor ways. He was there for Buffy in Fool for Love, saving her from that vampire, he then went all lone wolf and blew up the crypt the nest of vampires were in. Not before he personally killed the vampire that was bragging about staking the Slayer. Throw out saving Buffy's life and go to where Riley punches out Parker when he compared a freshman Buffy to a toilet seat......I loved Riley for it. Riley was set up for an addiction, he already had become an addict once(doesn't matter he didn' know), he lost his identity in the Initiative, he lost physical strength, the woman he loved didn't love him back. His first bite with Sandy was a desperate act partly out of revenge......he never had a chance.

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[> [> [> [> Re: How we got trapped by Vampire Hookers from the pen of Joss.......... -- Rufus, 21:28:18 07/13/01 Fri

The whole vamp bordello was actually closer to a shooting gallery where the hypes go to fix. Riley had his shirt off but there has never been any indication that there was more than the high of the bit involved with the transaction between hooker and john. Even Giles said it was an ambiguous situation. Riley had become a "drug addict", his sex life with Buffy had always been fine. The fact that he knew that she didn't love him made him feel empty enough to look for something to fill the emptiness he felt. What he did was stupid but it wasn't motivated by sex.

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[> [> [> [> [> Well, yeah, I see your point, but... -- Masq, 15:22:29 07/15/01 Sun

Would he have let a boy vamp bite him to get his "high"?

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Well, yeah, I see your point, but... -- Rufus, 18:03:56 07/15/01 Sun

I think it's an innate gender bias to do with wanting to stay on top. He also wanted that feeling of being needed, not by a man but by a woman. I do wonder,what would happen if there were no available women vamps if Riley could still enjoy the high of the bite given by a man?

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[> [> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Riley ( Part 3 of 3 ) -- Malandanza, 07:16:22 07/14/01 Sat

"Now, I am aware that the season officially ends with 'Restless', and that Riley appears in it, but I won't discuss his role therein, since by it's nature the whole episode is so wildly open to different meanings, and has already been discussed extensively. Feel free to post any new thoughts you may come up with on that still ongoing discussion, should you feel influenced by any of the things I've written here so far."

I do think it is a mistake to ignore Buffy's dream in Restless. Mundusmundi posted elsewhere: "I don't see all the dreams [form Restless] as being prophetic; only Buffy gets the occasional prophecy. For me, that scene was a sign of Xander's insecurity at the time, his fears of getting passed over and left behind." This is the interpretation of the dreams that I adhere to -- that they showed us each of the characters' insecurities and gave us insight into how they see themselves and how they see each other.

In Buffy's case, we saw Dream Riley refer to her as "killer." He also tells Buffy that he's "Oh, we're drawing up a plan for world domination" because "we're the government. It's what we do." Since season one (with the invisible girl), Buffy has had issues with the government. Her conflict with the WC and Professor Walsh's attempt to kill her have strengthened her uneasiness about authority. Riley's involvement with a corrupt (but incompetant -- "coffee makers that think"? -- getting pillows to build a fort?) government contributes to Buffy's unease and helps keep Riley at arm's length.

Also interesting in this dream is Buffy's self-image. She is a "killer" and questions the source of her slayer abilities. "we're not demons," she tell Adam -- to which he replies sardonically, "Is that a fact?" As Buffy prepares to fight off the escaped demons, she reverts to a more primitive mode -- covering her face in mud. Dream Riley sees her -- sees what she really is -- and abandons her as a result ("If that's the way you want it baby, I guess you're on your on your own.") So even with the perfect guy, Buffy fears being left -- because there is something in her that she does not fully understand and cannot completely control.

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[> [> [> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Riley ( Part 3 of 3 ) -- Nina, 14:22:11 07/14/01 Sat

Okay I confess I didn't have time to read all the answers to this post, so sorry if some of this stuff has already been said.

First of all, very good job OnM! (okay, now I am being repetitive!) I just received all the episodes of season 4 two weeks ago (one of the many reasons I am not on this board as often!;) I watched the whole thing in two days! 11 episodes each day. Okay, I was in need like a junkie, but to watch the whole year in two days made me realize a lot of stuff I never saw while reading the scripts.

Season 4 was a very strong season. And Riley was some very nummy treat as a boyfriend. I think if Joss made a mistake (if mistake there was) it was to crossover Angel and Buffy just before establishing the Riley/Buffy relationship. I think the fans who were still mourning Angel didn't accept the new guy. And for a reason. We see Buffy and Angel happy ever after for an episode and BAM it's over and BAM the new guy is rushed in. Even though I am aware of I Will Remember you, I didn't see it and the overall result is that I found the Riley interactions with Buffy very sweet and loving. As a matter of fact I found them very much in love.

Riley is a deep character with many layers. Everytime I hear someone saying "I don't like him, so I'll do as if he didn't exist" I don't understand. Riley/Buffy wasn't about passion, but it was about sweet love. How love doesn't have to hurt. And it's not until season five that things really started to go sour in their couple (even if they had a couple of drawbacks over season 4). It's weird, but now that I've seen what Buffy has had with Riley I am not sure at all I want to see a Buffy/Spike relationship. To go back to the "Bad boy" fantasy would feel a lot like regressing to me. (sorry completely O/T here)

Anyway, I should have written all my thoughts while reading your post because I seem not to recall half I wanted to say...so later! :)

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[> Oh, boy! -- Marie, 03:13:31 07/12/01 Thu

Just want you to know that I haven't done a stroke of work yet today, and it's all your fault!

What fabulous posts! I have to admit that I've always been ambivalent about Riley. I wasn't a season 4-hater, just didn't enjoy it as much as the others, but when I re-watched it, I realised that this was probably because I missed Angel and Riley just didn't cut it for me. I never hated Riley; in fact, I pretty much sympathised with him - Angel was never going to be an easy act to follow, although at least Xander was always going to be on his side! You didn't touch much, as you said, on the end of the relationship, and this is where my sympathies with Riley more or less vanish. I've lost both my parents and if my partner-of-the-time had behaved like Riley did, I'd have been most upset. You're concentration is 100% on the sick parent, and you just trust that your lover is going to be understanding, not getting upset that you're not leaning on them more, for goodness sake! And as for the whole 'Sandy' bit! Puh-lease! He couldn't just insist that Buffy listen to him, he had to turn to 'another woman'?! And all the reasoning and interpretations of these actions just don't work for me - after all, this wasn't a one-night-stand, he went back for more, regularly! And after their big fight, he gives her hardly any time before he just takes off! Sorry, can't sypathise here, Riley! Should've stayed and fought for her love, if her love was worth fighting for.

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[> [> Experience is a wonderful teacher... -- OnM, 21:02:07 07/12/01 Thu

Because it allows you to recognize a mistake when you make it again!

Seriously, your points about Riley's behavior are well taken, and, as I said, I didn't get into the endgame situation too much because it is still somewhat of a fresh discussion. It might be time to look at it again and see if anyone's viewpoints have morphed with the passage of the second half of the season.

One thing to keep in mind is that Riley's 'crimes' against his relationship with Buffy were relatively minor compared to the damage Angel, Faith and Spike (or even on occasion, the Scoobies) inflicted on her. Buffy is by nature a very loving person, she eventually realizes whether the hurt inflicted was a forgivable hurt or not, and usually it is. Also, Riley left before we could see whether his negative behavior was going to be a repetitive thing. (I lump all the 'vamphooker' incidents together as I would someone who start drinking a beer a night and then ends up on a binge. The question is, do they wake up with the mother of all hangovers and say, and mean it, that 'I'll never do *that* again! Or do they do it again next week, and the next, and the next, etc.) In other words, a temporary lapse of reason, or an ongoing declining spiral?

The call to join the Ini mission to Belize was what made the timetable so short, it forced Riley's hand. No, it wasn't fair to Buffy, but there it was. Riley is the kind of guy who normally doesn't brood or ponder, he wants to make a decision, and go with it. (His military training would only have reinforced this innate tendency). I'm like that myself, I may take a long time to come to a decision, but I don't linger over the decision itself, or go back and forth and back and forth.

Again, not excuses, just explanations. It's a tough call, for sure.

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[> [> [> Re: Experience is a wonderful teacher... -- anom, 13:43:52 07/15/01 Sun

"One thing to keep in mind is that Riley's 'crimes' against his relationship with Buffy were relatively minor compared to the damage Angel, Faith and Spike (or even on occasion, the Scoobies) inflicted on her."

Yeah, but it might have hurt more that, unlike Angel(us), Faith, & Spike, he didn't do it *in order to* hurt her. It was more of a betrayal because of that.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Experience is a wonderful teacher... -- OnM, 19:57:19 07/15/01 Sun

Could you elaborate just a bit? I'm not sure I get what you are trying to say, which as I'm reading it, is that someone who deliberately intends to hurt you is better than someone who does it out of carelessness or because they are in the grip of some addiction or dependency? I don't think that's what you're getting at... (???)

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Experience is a wonderful teacher... -- anom, 21:47:22 07/15/01 Sun

OK, I'll try. I think the things Angelus, Faith, & Spike did to hurt Buffy didn't hit as close to home because she wouldn't have expected anything else from them (except Angelus right after he turned, before she was on to him). Maybe not the specific actions, but in general they were out in the open as enemies & behaved accordingly. For Riley to go behind her back the way he did, not because he had "turned against her" but when he still supposedly loved her, was not carelessness; maybe dependency, but Buffy couldn't see that at the time. I can see how Riley's betrayal--"sleeping with the enemy" in a way that's at least analogous to having sex w/them--might hurt her more deeply than anything her enemies did.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> OK, now I gotcha. That makes more sense. Valid point, anyone else agree? -- OnM, 04:33:58 07/16/01 Mon

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Experience is a wonderful teacher... -- mundusmundi, 05:51:55 07/16/01 Mon

"I think the things Angelus, Faith, & Spike did to hurt Buffy didn't hit as close to home because she wouldn't have expected anything else from them (except Angelus right after he turned, before she was on to him). Maybe not the specific actions, but in general they were out in the open as enemies & behaved accordingly."

Your point reminds me of a passage from Havana Bay, the latest of Martin Cruz Smith's terrific Russian detective novels, in which the main character, Arkady Renko, experiences the loss of a loved one due to a doctor's carelessness. "Since then he had become more tolerant of killers," Smith writes. "The carefully planned ambush, colorful wiring, the car packed with Semtex, the trouble they went to. At least they killed deliberately."

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Experience is a wonderful teacher... -- anom, 08:09:41 07/16/01 Mon

Interesting. I haven't read his stories. But there's still a difference. The doctor didn't choose to make a mistake. Riley did choose to go to the vamp hookers. If he had done something by mistake (not sure what that might be--certainly not in the same category as vamp hookers), that might have been more forgiveable.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Experience is a wonderful teacher (o/t)... -- mundusmundi, 09:07:07 07/16/01 Mon

"But there's still a difference. The doctor didn't choose to make a mistake."

Very true. I didn't mean an exact correlation. But it is interesting to compare Whedon and Cruz Smith's POV's: they work in different genres (horror fantasy/detective reality), yet both work from a similar dark romanticism (and strong female characters, and a grim wit, and a knack for seeing the humanity in even their "villains") that shine through.

Smith wrote Gorky Park, if that rings a bell. Nearly all his stuff is good.

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[> Thank you all for your responses so far - I'm pleased if you're pleased! :-) -- OnM, 07:38:06 07/12/01 Thu

Alas, I really want to comment on some of the responses, but I have to log off and hie myself workward. I will be back tonight, so keep the board warm for me in the meantime! :)

Masq, if this thing is too big to post on your site, I can try to produce an edited version, though I don't know if I can squeeze it down to 10 pages or so or not-- the writing style really doesn't lend itself to much compression. My work scheduling is such that I doubt I could do it before Sunday, and I still have my usual CMotW to do for Friday.

Lemme know, 'k?

See ya'all!

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[> Adam/Eve issues -- Solitude1056, 09:15:54 07/12/01 Thu

Just finished reading a triology that's pretty amazing - been a loooong time since I've come across an author who really does rival CS Lewis or Tolkein or L'Engle, and not just cause some hack was paid to say so in large quotes on the back of the book. OnM, go look these books up, get them, and READ THEM. Seriously. I suspect (if you've not already read them) that you'll just get totally eaten up in them. I myself was up all night several nights in a row cause I just couldn't put them down... and that's pretty rare for me these days. (Oh, yeah, and read them in order, too.)

His Dark Materials triology by Philip Pullman (available in paparback, quality, and audiotape from Amazon)

Book One: The Golden Compass Book Two: The Subtle Knife Book Three : The Amber Spyglass

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[> [> Re: Adam/Eve issues -- Rufus, 13:19:57 07/12/01 Thu

Hey Sol, I just picked those books(The Golden Compass ect.) up and added them to the pile of books to read......I also was shamed into getting The Hobbit and the rest of the Lord of the Rings..my board friends were shocked I managed to get this old and never cracked open a Tolkien book.

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[> [> [> Forget Spike, all roads lead to Tolkein! :-) -- Little One, 13:45:23 07/12/01 Thu

ok, don't forget Spike (as if we could!), but I have noticed that quite a few threads lead to Tolkein as well as to our Spikey who brings new meaning to the phrase dead heat(incidently, JM is on Hollywood Squares this week..humina, humina).

You'll love LotR, I'm sure! I was 9 the first time I muddled through the trilogy (I had the 3 books in one that I lugged around, it was almost bigger than I was) and I've read it 14 times since. Not that I'm obsessed (really, I'm not). It's just that every year or so, I pick it up, dust it off and cozy up with my old friends, Pippin, Merry and others.

Sorry to be o/t, just couldn't resist replying to anything vaguely Tolkein related.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Forget Spike, all roads lead to Tolkein! :-) -- Rattletrap, 19:56:45 07/12/01 Thu

Total agreeement on LotR. JRR Tolkien and Joss Whedon have always struck me as two of a kind. Both have developed these fabulously intricate fantasy worlds that almost work on their own. There is always the feeling that there's so much more story out there than could ever be contained in a few books or a TV series.

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[> Too busy applauding to type anything sensible :-) -- Little One, 12:41:55 07/12/01 Thu

Truly phenomenal, OnM. I must admit that prior to reading your post, I didn't pay much attention to Riley. I think I just saw him as a representative of the stereotypical "good guy" (as shown as Cowboy Guy in Restless). Now I'm going to have hunker down and re-watch S4 and S5 paying attention to the many nuances and intricacies of Riley that you have pointed out. Thanks for showing me there's more than meets the eye to Riley Finn.

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[> [> Re: Too busy applauding to type anything sensible :-) -- John Burwood, 14:36:26 07/12/01 Thu

I too am sore from applauding. I had my own ideas ready to post, but have been forced to see my own insect reflection instead. I would only like to emphasize my own perception that Riley is a guy who does not love himself as himself. His self-esteem came from applying himself & getting it done. Significantly - & in total contrast to Parker, he did not know how to dance or chat Buffy up, & had to research & rehearse the latter. He loved himself for what he did, not what he was, so when his ability to do got stripped away - andespeciallly his ability to help & protect Buffy (primeval instinct of any man for a girlhe loves) all his self-love went with it -and if you can not love yourself, it is natural to believe others can not love you. With Buffy too inhibited to prove otherwise, Riley left himself wide open to Spike's lies &insinuations about not being the long haul guy. He set himself up - tragically for both him & Buffy.

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[> [> [> Jonathan and Spike -- Malandanza, 16:15:17 07/14/01 Sat

"I would only like to emphasize my own perception that Riley is a guy who does not love himself as himself. His self-esteem came from applying himself & getting it done. Significantly - & in total contrast to Parker, he did not know how to dance or chat Buffy up, & had to research & rehearse the latter. He loved himself for what he did, not what he was, so when his ability to do got stripped away - and especially his ability to help & protect Buffy (primeval instinct of any man for a girl he loves) all his self-love went with it - and if you cannot love yourself, it is natural to believe others cannot love you."

I think you make some valid points about Riley's insecurities. I think that the problems in Buffy & Riley's relationship really began with the Faith/Buffy body swap. In "Superstar," omniscient Jonathan has a talk with both Buffy and Riley (in his role as world's greatest relationship councilor):

BUFFY: It's all Faith's fault. She's like poison. No, worse, like acid that eats through everything. Or maybe a bomb. The point is, everything's going great with Riley and then she comes along and messes it all up.

JONATHAN: Buffy, you know what I think? I don't think this is about you being angry with Faith. I think you're angry with Riley.

BUFFY: Riley?

JONATHAN: Sure. I mean, you have this amazing connection with him. And then at the one moment when it matters most, he looks into your eyes and he doesn't even see it's not you looking back at him.

BUFFY: Oh. But... but he couldn't have known. I mean, you don't just go, "hey, that's not your body. Get out of that body with your hands up."

JONATHAN: I know you know that. But you have to believe it. Buffy, if any part of you is blaming Riley for what happened, well then, it seems like there's a part of you that needs to forgive him.

I am inclined to believe that Jonathan is right, both in this advice to Buffy and his subsequent advice to Riley. After all, he had a spell on him that made him perfect. We have seen villains (if you can call Jonathan a villain) giving good advice before -- the Mayor and Spike both lecture Angel and Buffy, for example. But they have ulterior motives -- they see the weaknesses of their hated enemies and try to exacerbate them -- playing upon Buffy and Angel's own subconscious fears. In Jonathan's case, he has a genuine desire to help, and, thanks to some black magic, the ability to do so.

He further advises Riley:

RILEY: She's not the only one feeling that way. I feel like I should've known. I feel terrible.

JONATHAN: She's ready to forget it. I think you'd better be ready, too.

RILEY: I don't know. I mean... I don't know if she's really ever gonna forget it. Every time I try to touch her...

JONATHAN: She's scared.

RILEY: Scared of me?!

JONATHAN: Scared of what you're thinking about her.

RILEY: What do you mean?

JONATHAN: She knows that Faith is... experienced.

RILEY: What are you saying. Experienced? Oh God. Does she think I'd...what? That I'd be comparing? She knows she's the one I... I care about.

JONATHAN: Have you let her know that?

RILEY: I think I -- haven't I? She has to know...

JONATHAN: People can't always see what's right in front of them.

Unfortunately for the Buffy/Riley romance, Jonathan's altered reality comes to an end and everyone begins to forget about what happened. At the end of the episode, Jonathan and Buffy talk again, and, although neither of them can remember the specifics of his advice, Buffy agrees to put Faith behind her and begin the relationship again. Riley never has this second talk with Jonathan and when he tries to talk to Buffy, she is too...um...distracted to carry on a conversation. My feeling is that Riley never resolved his "betrayal" of Buffy and carried the knowledge that he had failed her with him.

"Riley left himself wide open to Spike's lies & insinuations about not being the long haul guy. He set himself up - tragically for both him & Buffy."

Again, I think you are right on target about Spike's role in the Buffy/Riley breakup. The first part of season six had Spike doing a reprise of "The Yoko Factor" as he tried to drive a wedge between Riley and Buffy. He successfully convinced Riley that Buffy has a fascination with vampires and Riley wanted to know why... which ultimately led him to the vampire brothel. When Buffy found Riley with the vamphooker (thanks to Spike), Riley's reaction was interesting. He knew that Spike had led him astray -- yet rather than blaming Spike entirely (as would have been the case if he had staked Spike with a wooden stake) he was willing to accept the responsibility for his own moral failing. Again, the problem with his self-image comes into play -- he had failed Buffy once before with Faith and now he had done so again. He had had his second chance and had thrown it away. His flight from Sunnydale was necessary, to rebuild his shattered ego (maybe he'll find some nice young girl from Belize to settle down with).

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[> As Glory would say -- Fantabulous -- mundusmundi, 13:50:29 07/12/01 Thu

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[> [> Re: OnM as Killer -- Brian, 16:57:07 07/12/01 Thu

Great job, OnM - your post reminded me of a certain Rock & Roll singer who earned the name "Killer" as any one who came after him looked pale and wane. I pity those poor bastards. Hey, wait a minute, I'm one of them. Oh, well, like Riley, I'll try to rise to the challenge.

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[> [> [> I can see it now - Rufus will refer to me as OnM the Tree Slayer. ;) -- OnM, 21:17:28 07/12/01 Thu

I was going to write a little something about this, but it's getting late and so I'll give the short form for now.

I do my best to make my posts interesting, but my style is my style, and there is no need to emulate it if it isn't what *your* style is. There is no right way to write, in that you don't need to be long or short or fancy or simple, or whatever. You just need to get your point across and try not to lose too many readers along the way.

I tend to write in a sort of 'straight descriptive narrative' way most of the time, and so that tends to lead to lengthiness. I admire poeple who are succinct and still tell a good story or impart information clearly, but that is an advanced skill. I do it when I can, but the muse isn't always there, so I then do my fallback method.

I have enjoyed all the character posts so far, regardless of length or style of writing. (I would have commented more on them if I wasn't currently so darn busy at work, and then working on the Riley thing in some spare time, which really did take a lot longer and involve far more research than I first thought. I hope to post a few thoughts on the other character posts in the coming weeks). So do your thing, whatever you are happy with is cool.

Remember, trees are a renewable resource!

;)

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[> [> [> [> OnM is a Killer!.....that felt good......but I have this paper taste in my mouth now.....:):):):) -- Rufus, 23:10:19 07/12/01 Thu

I also ran out of ink......trees, ink....you fiend....what next? They already have me reading the Hobbit....:):):):)

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[> [> [> [> Re: I can see it now - Rufus will refer to me as OnM the Tree Slayer. ;) -- Rendyl, 21:40:25 07/13/01 Fri

It wasn't the length so much as the content. Any post that can get us all seeing a character in a completely different way is a good post. Riley is an easy character to bash and you managed to not only avoid that but to actually showcase him and his strengths. That is worth a few 'wows' tossed your way.

Ren

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[> [> [> [> tree slayage -- anom, 15:28:51 07/15/01 Sun

"Remember, trees are a renewable resource!"

For once I'll restrain myself from eco-comment (coughrecycledpapercough) & just recommend that anyone who hasn't yet, read damon knight's "Eripmav." It's a short (very--it's been printed on both sides of a T-shirt, w/a note at the bottom of the front saying "Please turn person") story w/a big & a little twist on vampire stories. The little twist is at the very end, & I doubt any of you will see it coming. The story was first published in "Fantasy & Science Fiction" magazine in 1958, & it can now be found in "100 Great Science Fiction Short Short Stories" or "The Best of Damon Knight." (He spells his name w/no capitals, but I guess when it's part of the book title it gets capitalized.)

Enjoy!

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[> Re: 1st Anniversary Posting Party: Riley ( Part 1 of 3 ) -- Rahael, 18:00:40 07/14/01 Sat

I really liked the way you pointed out the whole Adam/Eve issue that was going on in Season 4.

Having thought about it, the analogy could be extended even more. It could be Buffy and her friends leaving innocense/childhood behind forever - leaving high school for University/Knowledge.

And there is also the rebellion against authority in the shape of the Initiative, the Government and Maggie Walsh. These are the people who created Adam. (Who thirsted after a different kind of knowledge.)

Perhaps I have strained the analogy!
Should Dawn and Spike become Romatically Involved Next Season? -- Kirstin, 22:34:29 07/11/01 Wed

I happen to think not, but I don't want to be too judgemental on the issue.

Would love to hear other people's opinions on the subject.

If they are really in love with each other, whom am I really to say, as much as I might personally not like it.

I hope others don't think me harsh. I am not saying they shouldn't. I guess I would have to accept it, and grow into acceptance of it. My first gut reaction was no, and I am embarrassed that I was so intolerant. If they are in love, I have no right to be so Authoritarian.

Still it bothers me. I guess that is just a poor reflection on myself. I am sorry. I know I will learn to accept it in time.

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[> Re: Should Dawn and Spike become Romatically Involved Next Season? -- Ben, 22:49:51 07/11/01 Wed

Sure would push the envelope.

Would be a courageous move on Joss's part.

Would make television history.

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[> [> Re: Should Dawn and Spike become Romatically Involved Next Season? -- Ben, 22:51:02 07/11/01 Wed

I wouldn't want to judge one way or the other.

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[> No.. -- Rufus, 23:02:30 07/11/01 Wed

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[> [> Re: No? -- Ben, 23:09:32 07/11/01 Wed

Please explain your reasons.

You are seeming very absolutist here?

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[> [> Agreed.... His love for her is fraternal ... -- Liquidram, 23:34:34 07/11/01 Wed

.. seeded by his love of Buffy, but evolved into feelings for her as a child he must care for as well a person who treated him as a friend.

Chemistry isn't there; would seem to much like a plot device.

and, last and definitely not least, the age difference between MT and JM would make it a big Ewwwwwwwwww.

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[> [> [> Re: Agreed.... His love for her is fraternal .. -- Kirstin, 23:46:17 07/11/01 Wed

..definitely not least, the age difference between MT and JM would make it a big Ewwwwwwwwww."

Why?

I mean if they are really in love, who's to say?

Just because you don't like it, or I don't like it?

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[> [> [> [> Are you kidding? !? -- Liquidram, 23:50:17 07/11/01 Wed

We are talking about a 14 - 15 year old CHILD (Excuse me, I'm a mom) and a 30+ man (let's forget that 126 year old vampire thing for a minute).

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Are you kidding? !? -- Kirstin, 23:55:11 07/11/01 Wed

"We are talking about a 14 - 15 year old CHILD (Excuse me, I'm a mom) and a 30+ man?"

So?

I mean if they are truely in love, what does age have anything to do with it?

This bothered me at first as well, but at least I was able to recognize how wrong I was.

The Authoritarian Nature of this board has become quite frighting. I honestly didn't expect such a hostile response.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> No hostility intended toward you Kirstin -- Liquidram, 00:13:00 07/12/01 Thu

Just strong parental belief system.

You opened up an interesting vein of discussion (or can of worms, take your pick) which people have very strong feelings about. Let it flow and definitely don't take anyone's response as a personal attack on you.

You are obviously entitled to your opinion and luckily have the freedom to discuss it openly. I also have that freedom and will continue to express my opinions whether popular or not.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: No hostility intended toward you Kirstin -- Kirstin, 00:15:39 07/12/01 Thu

But it is.

I am personally offended by the rude and hateful comments coming from this board tonight!

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: No hostility intended toward you Kirstin -- Liquidram, 00:19:24 07/12/01 Thu

May I respectfully suggest you reread this thread.

I based by entire posting on my personal belief AS A PARENT. I'm not telling you what to do; I'm not telling Joss what to do. I am simply explaining my personal reasons against your suggestion.

Again, with all due respect, the only person slinging labels and names was you.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: No hostility intended toward you Kirstin -- Kristin, 00:24:07 07/12/01 Thu

Well maybe you as a parent are wrong.

I have some problems with it as well, and that is wrong.

You need to be more flexable. What makes you think your beliefs are any better than anyone elses?

Children need to be freed from their parents, and society's belief system. Otherwise our society is on the same path as Germany was in the 1930s.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Closure and an apology -- Liquidram, 01:33:01 07/12/01 Thu

I am about as flexible as it comes until my children are threatened.

Children need to be guided by their parents and the other significant adults in their lives until they are old enough and mature enough to be able to make their own reliable decisions.

If you believe the average 14 year old has this maturity level, you are probably 14 yourself. My 14 year old is mature enough to know that at this point in his life, he still needs mom and dad's guidance.

It has become clear to me that you and "Ben" came on this board strictly to troll a dispute and I am certainly sorry I fell into the trap and wish to apologize to the rest of the board for my participation in keeping it going.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Closure and an apology -- Ben, 06:34:02 07/12/01 Thu

I don't know what you are talking about.

Your closed-mindedness scares me.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Are you kidding? !? -- rowan, 21:03:39 07/12/01 Thu

Since sexual relations between a 14 year old and a 30 year old constitutes statutory rape, I'm voting no on the romance thing.

Societies establish social contracts comprised of boundaries that enable the individual to enjoy the benefits of living within society, but which also result in the individual ceding some personal freedom. We're at that line for me.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Are you kidding? !? -- Ramo, 19:19:39 07/15/01 Sun

I agree. Even though the character Spike remains the same age next season, the actor James Marsters gains a year just like MT, and it's just gross. They must be at least 12 years apart in real life. Though Buffy was 16 on the show just like Dawn will be at the time of Buffy and Angel's relationship, they were probably in real life only 4-7 years difference in age.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Are you kidding? !? -- vampire hunter D, 12:15:58 07/12/01 Thu

14-15 a CHILD? Says who? I don't see that as a child. Hell, in my opinion, 16 should be the legal voting age.

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[> [> [> [> Well, there's one thing, and there's other things -- Solitude1056, 08:14:17 07/12/01 Thu

Just so you know where I stand, I like the MT/JM (and Dawn/Spike) chemistry - and I don't think "chemistry" always translates as "let's go have sex!"

For starters, Spike's supposedly in love with Buffy. Small potatoes that'll mean if she returns to find he's taken advantage of her younger sister. Spike's more likely to cherish Dawn twice as much, but transferring his love to Dawn would be a slap against Buffy's memory (in some moral systems, not all), not to mention it might also offend Dawn, if she interpreted it as him asking her to intrude on her sister's memory, somehow.

Second, and independent of any plot line that Joss may or may not come up with, Michelle T. is 15. James M. is gives his age as low as 32, but there's word it may be as high as THIRTY-EIGHT! Yeah, he's damn fine looking, and most 18 year olds would give their eye teeth to date a man like that, even if he is nearing his 20th reunion for High School. But an 18 yr old is already worlds apart from a 15 yr old. No matter how mature that 15 yr old may be, their body is still flooding with hormones. It's a physical fact, and that can make things really confusing, especially when you add in that usually kissing=pleasurable, and when it's a good friend, things can get confusing through that midst of hormones, no matter how badly the 15 yr old tries to be professional about it.

Granted, we're not talking that to do "love scenes" (graphic or no) requires a relationship, but it's could make things rough for a bit - on the set, between the two actors, or just for one actor turning her own growing-up issues in on herself. Those who are more familiar with TVcraft can speak up if I'm wrong, but I've seen it on the stage & I can't see how it wouldn't be a factor on a set. This is not a slam against either actor, because I think they're both powerhouses. In three or four years, Michelle will be 17, 18 - and maybe doing a scene with a familiar co-worker along relationship lines would be comfortable.

The B/A relationship didn't bother me because on some level I was still aware that SMG was 21, and DB was what, 28? 29? at the time. But 15 and 38... uh, that's putting wayyyy too much pressure on the 15 year old, even in a working situation. Joss has spoken out repeatedly in defense of/and favor towards his young actresses, and I doubt he's likely to exploit the chemistry to any degree if it puts an actress' young heart in a questionable hormonal/emotional position.

(One other note: writing this, I wonder if Riley, then, was Joss' ode to his own perception of women - the whole "recognize & respect strong women" code.)

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[> [> Do not ask a question that you may not like the answer to..... -- Rufus, 00:27:14 07/12/01 Thu

Some questions have easy answers, you asked for a personal opinion and I gave it, now I see that extreme words are being thrown about because you don't like the answer. My answer is No. It will stay No. Telling me that I'm wrong or narrow minded or even hateful won't change my opinion. You have the right to your opinion, I have a right to mine.

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[> Re: Should Dawn and Spike become Romatically Involved Next Season? -- Alice, 23:22:05 07/11/01 Wed

I think it could be a beautiful story line if done right.

Those two would make a great couple. Could really be a great season opener!

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[> Ok, not trying to be mean, but...I *so* don't see this -- Wiccagrrl, 23:28:44 07/11/01 Wed

In fact, the idea kinda (ok, totally) squicks me. She's fifteen. I know, I know...B/A...but, Buffy's the Slayer, and emotionally older that Dawn comes across to me at this point, and besides, JM is what, like, twice as old as MT??? At least SMG and DB were much closer in age. I just don't see any kinda romance developing there. Friends, confidants, Big bro/little sis kinda thing? Sure. But lovers? Raise your hand if eww.

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[> [> Raised hand -- Sebastian, 23:43:07 07/11/01 Wed

Total "Eww."

Loved the use of the word "squicks", btw.... :)

A "romance" between Dawn & Spike? Totally INapprorpiate - and would be in COMPLETE violation of the promise Spike made to Buffy.

Even if Dawn still has a crush on Spike - I wholeheartedly doubt he would allow anything unseemly to happen.

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[> [> [> Re: Raised hand -- Kirstin, 23:49:14 07/11/01 Wed

Why INapprorpiate?

Whose to say?

Lots of Authoritarian thought going on this board tonight.

Scary!

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[> [> [> Unseemly -- fresne, 07:34:26 07/12/01 Thu

Okay, must compliment on the rare use of the word unseemly.

Pretty much sums it up.

I'd have to say no for the much same reasons that I now have a hard time reading romance novels in which the woman is 17/18 and he's 30+. I'm older now. I can see that the power relationship is off. Life experiences, common interests....unequal. Such stories don't entertain me. And that is what its all about. Entertainment.

What does not entertain me, I do not watch. Like (forgive me if I insult anyone, personal preference being expressed) 7th Heaven or Ally McBeal (which I used to like but then they made me stop watching with annoying plot lines, darn them).

I like Buffy because it stretches my mind. Makes me think. But mostly because I enjoy the experience of watching it. I couldn't get pleasure from two fictional people in an emotionally unstable/uncomfortable/ick-o-rama relationship.

Just remember Eww is either a three letter word or if strongly expressed, (Ewwwwww) a seven letter word. While Love, like hate, is always four.

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[> [> Re: Ok, not trying to be mean, but...I *so* don't see this -- Kirstin, 23:47:45 07/11/01 Wed

I hear a lot of judgemental people tonight.

I am disappointed to see how intolerant people are being.

Remember HATE is a four letter word.

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[> [> [> Re: Ok, not trying to be mean, but...I *so* don't see this -- Wiccagrrl, 23:57:34 07/11/01 Wed

It's not about being judgemental- it's about feeling that, under the circumstances, I don't see how this can possibly be an equal, healthy relationship. There is a major power differential. And a protective, looking-for-advice/ watching-out-for-the-kid dynamic. Dawn is still very much a kid- the events of this year may have made her grow up to some extent, but she was 14 going on five when the season started. Buffy/Spike, while I don't necessarilly love the idea, are at least on equal footing. I just don't see that with Spike/Dawn.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Ok, not trying to be mean, but...I *so* don't see this -- Kirstin, 00:00:07 07/12/01 Thu

Who are you to say what's "Healthy?"

Not to be mean or anything, but there are some real biases you must work out within you. I had problems myself with this, but if they are in love, others shouldn't say it is wrong.

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[> [> [> [> [> Sorry, but there is such a thing as an age of consent -- Wiccagrrl, 00:05:07 07/12/01 Thu

Dawn is not an adult. If two consenting adults are in love, I say more power to 'em. But we don't assume that children can consent, or are mature enough to make some of these decisions.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Sorry, but there is such a thing as an age of consent -- Kirstin, 00:09:49 07/12/01 Thu

So you are saying because some law says they shouldn't then we MUST OBEY THE LAW.

Now that really scares me. Obey every law regardless of how unjust.

Well, I learned in school where that thinking leads to.

This has been a very disturbing night for me. I didn't realize how close our country is to facism.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Ok, not trying to be mean, but...I *so* don't see this -- Ben, 00:07:19 07/12/01 Thu

If Pacey could have a mature relationship with his teacher on Dawson Creek I see no reason why Dawn, who I believe is very mature for her age, couldn't have a mature relationship herself.

I agree what I have read on this board tonight frightens me!

I learned in school where such Authoritarian thinking leads, and I for one don't want to go there.

I think if it is done right, it could be quite beatiful. I am not own to say that two people's love for one another is wrong. I REFUSE to be judgmental or engage in Authoritarian thinking.

If they are in love - More power to them. It is so difficult to find love, and when two people do, they shouldn't let anyone or anything stand in their way.

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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Ok, not trying to be mean, but...I *so* don't see this -- JoRuss, 21:34:45 07/15/01 Sun

Having a good time? Looks like the same person posting as Ben/Kirsten to me. Most people don't use the same speech forms, typos, and arguments. Certainly people are allowed their own opinions...on all sides. IMO, people who are forgoing argument in favor of bashing are in search of something other than discussion.

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[> [> [> Re: Ok, not trying to be mean, but...I *so* don't see this -- Liquidram, 00:04:39 07/12/01 Thu

Judgemental? Intolerant? Yep, with this issue - and not ashamed. Where, however, do you get hate from this discussion? I'm very curious as to your age.

A lot can happen in Buffyverse, but in real life, I seriously doubt Joss would put an adult and a child together for a storyline. SMG was over 18 when she began portraying the relationship with DB who was about 24-25 at the time. Both adults.

As a parent, I do not believe that it would ever be appropriate for a 15 year old child (one of my kids is 15 btw, so I speak from experience)to be involved with someone more than double their age. Period. My belief and I'm sticking to it with no further discussion.

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[> [> [> [> Re: Ok, not trying to be mean, but...I *so* don't see this -- Kirstin, 00:14:32 07/12/01 Thu

I don't know if I should even continue a conversation with such hatred out there.

You obviously have an Authoritarian Personally. Black is Black, White is White, Right is Right, Wrong is Wrong.

That was exactly the kind of thinking that led to Hitler. This Authoritarian personality. While I might agree with your opinion, your absolutism really frightens me, as I know what that leads to!

I don't know if I will be able to sleep tonight. This whole conversation is giving me nightmares.

I didn't realize how close we are!

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[> [> [> [> Re: Ok, not trying to be mean, but...I *so* don't see this -- Ben, 00:21:03 07/12/01 Thu

"My belief and I'm sticking to it with no further discussion."

That one statement sums up the Authoritarian Personality.

An obsessive belief system!

You must become more open minded and not so intolerant!

Hate is a four letter word. And lead to some very bad things!

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[> [> [> [> [> In all the months... -- Marie, 01:55:50 07/12/01 Thu

..I've been reading these posts, this is the first time I've come across this sort of bickering. 'Authoritarian'?! For the information of the two who keep using this word, the discussions on this board are always friendly, whether people agree with each other or not. The only people who seem to be upset here, are the ones who are being disagreed with! Doesn't that make you the authoritarian ones? Is everyone who disagrees with you wrong?

I don't suppose you care, but I agree with the others - both Dawn the character and Michelle the actress are too young to be involved romantically with Spike/JM.

We have a word for 32-year-old men who go with 14-year-old children, and it begins with a 'p'. Yuck!

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[> [> [> [> [> [> I agree, Marie. -- Solitude1056, 08:35:19 07/12/01 Thu

A friend was just commenting last night how envious he is that I've got an e-board full of intelligent, witty, erudite people where I can participate in intelligent, witty, not-always-on-topic philosophical, anthropological, sociological psychological discussions about Buffyverse and what it means to the Realverse. Oh, and the fact that this eboard isn't full of folks who must immediately spring to slippery slope, ad hominem, or any other fallacies the first minute their statements are questioned. Well, ok, so I guess that breed finds us every now and then, but this board has a remarkable security device that prevent such folks from sticking around for too long. It's called intelligent conversation. For some reason, they flee as soon as they find out we'd rather debate than fight.

And back on topic: I find it curious how our sociological backgrounds may have prompted us each to come to the decision that a D/S (non-platonic) relationship is "not for now" (if ever). I mentioned Michelle T's real age & situation, Wiccagrrl mentioned age of conset, and Liq mentioned parental concerns about children not yet being able to make such major decisions. But looking within the storyline, it seems there's just as many reasons (if not more) that each character hirself would balk at such a relationship. Joss may rule the Buffyverse with an eye towards his final vision... but he doesn't have characters jump hoops just so we can get a random gratification scene or plot device. The plot is character-driven, not characters are plot-driven... and frankly I can't see either character deciding to follow a relationship - and even less so in the wake of Buffy's death. I adore the JM/MT chemistry, and I intend to watch them both in anything they're in for as long as I've got eyeballs... but I also don't think (as I've said before on the boards) that it's necessary to get nekkid for two people to be soulmates on some other level. I think Spike and Dawn are being written as the brother-sister soul-bonded relationship to mirror the Cordy-Angel brother-sister soul-bonded relationship on AtS. I, I think, that's a good thing.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> I agree, Sol and Marie -- Little One, 09:17:23 07/12/01 Thu

I know what you mean, Sol. I have never taken part in a chat room or other posting board for the reason that inane, banal conversations irritate me and waste my time. Why spend time arguing over who has the better bum when one can be debating the finer philosophical elements which are portrayed on this high caliber program. As well, arguments are a waste of time (I'm right, you're wrong) without disclosing the whys and hows and wherewithals of your point of view. If one posts on this board, I love the fact that the topic is taken up with vigor, commented on intelligently and with open-minds thoughtfully examining the many facets of each new idea before discarding and proceeding to the next. If somebody posts a topic and refuses to hear any debate or disagreements to their topic, perhaps this is not the best posting board for them. This comment is not intended to put anyone down, but simply to say that everyone is different, with different preferences and viewpoints.

That said, *stepping off my personal soapbox and folding up for easy and convenient carrying* I would like to address the topic at hand. I agree with quite a few others about the high ewww factor involved in a Spike/Dawn sexual relationship. For a romantic relationship, both individuals involved have to share the same (or approx. same) level of maturity. While the argument might be said that Dawn's experiences have forced her into a deeper level of maturity than an average 15 year old, I find it hard to believe that she would be as mature as a several hundred year old vamp or indeed even as a 38 year old man. And I can not believe the flip side as well, that Spike only has the maturity of a 15 year old. There is too wide a gap between their emotional level, maturity level and physical level for them to be romantically involved in my opinion. That she is a minor, the younger sister of his true love-interest, and in an extremely vulnerable and fragile state right now are all other arguments for a D/S ship being wrong, IMHO. It would create a sham of Spike's past season emotional turmoil over his love for the slayer and would extremely disapoint me in regards to writing, plot and story development. I think Joss has more respect for his portrayl of Spike than to make him a dirty old vamp taking advantage of a young, troubled girl. Spike is honourable (though deliciously evil at times).

I agree with you Sol, the chemistry SM/MT share is breathtaking and is one of the many reasons I so quickly accepted MT as part of the cast. I wish I had a brother as gallant and protective as Spike is to Dawn.

And to everyone who made it through my whole rant and rave, thanks! (cyber chocolate xxx's all round)

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> We get them every blue moon... -- Masquerade, 09:17:29 07/12/01 Thu

Snippy threads. Or snippy-poster threads.

Remember the L.o.C. thread? (if you were here since early 2001, just think a few minutes).

I *brrr* to spell out the name of that thread. But people will have noticed I left it in the Oct-March archives.

We are priviledged here to have an fun, intelligent, civilized group of posters, but the internet breeds uncivilized behavior at times, and I don't have any "official policy" to exclude people (erase their posts on occasion, sure, mhah, hah, hah, this isn't a total democracy).

Like Sol said, a certain element wouldn't enjoy themselves here anyway and soon leave when they see how "dull" we are because we don't raise controversial subjects just to get a rise out of people, but to discuss them (*gasp*!) and we don't think the loudest shouter "wins".

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Awww, Masq...and I thought Kristin & Ben were YOU, trying to spice things up a bit! ;o) -- Wisewoman, 10:24:48 07/12/01 Thu

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: We get them every blue moon... -- rowan, 21:15:31 07/12/01 Thu

Actually, I think I remember Kristin from another board and I believe s/he did basically the same thing -- put up a controversal topic, then accused everyone else of hatred and intolerance. Obviously some attention-getting ploy.

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[> [> Re: Raised hand, ewww & yuck -- Deeva, 11:10:07 07/12/01 Thu

I sooo can't this happening also. It's the age thing and the maturity thing. Dawn is not mature for her age. I'm not against true love but hello? Didn't we just go through like a whole season of Spike being scarily and painfully obsessed/loving Buffy? Dawn most definately saw this in him and if he were to turn his attentions to her in this vein I think that she would be offended and rightly so.

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[> It would contradict season 3. -- change, 03:43:49 07/12/01 Thu

One of the themes in season three was that the Angel and Buffy relationship had to end. At one point, Joyce talks to Angel and points out that their relationship is a dead end and that he has to break up with Buffy. He's dead, he's hundreds of years older than she is, and can't give her a normal relationship.

Given that Angel has a soul and Spike doesn't, and that an unsouled Spike is much closer to his violent and demonic (i.e. evil) true nature than Angel, I don't see how the writers can purse a Dawn/Spike relationship after having said that Buffy/Angel was bad. It would be inconsistent, and the BtVS writers try to be consistent when they can.

Besides, Spike thinks of Dawn as a child. Any affection he has for her is fatherly. And Dawn's crush on Spike is a passing thing. During season 5 she also had crushes on Xander, Ben, and that kid in Art class (and probably the Back Street Boys too). The first boy who asks her out will make her forget about Spike.

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[> [> Re: Dawn/Spike relatioship -- Brian, 06:03:57 07/12/01 Thu

I was a high school teacher in boarding schools for twenty- five years, and during that time I witnessed many sad and disturbing situations. If a young girl (13-15) is sexually involved with an older man there is almost always a history of sexual abuse in that girl's history. Her sexual activity allows her to relate to older men in the only way she can understand by her past experiences. Ironically, she is looking for a satisfactory father relationship, which is why these relationships end badly. Dawn has no such history. Her memories of her father are as a loving parental figure. I believe, she looks at Spike as an older, "safe" figure who actually listens to what she has to say. Spike, himself, is a Romantic. As such, he is committed to Buffy as his love interest, and looks at Dawn as someone to protect. Her death will not change his feelings.

This is the third time since I joined this board that it has been "flamed" (right word?) As in the past, the members of this board kept their calm and responded with maturity. Makes me proud.

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[> [> How I think it'll *really* go down... ;-P -- Solitude1056, 08:46:55 07/12/01 Thu

The first boy who asks her out will make her forget about Spike.

You're assuming that Spike is going to let anyone get near Dawn! And even if she gets past Spike, he's likely to be waiting for her when she gets home, ready to interrogate the hell out of whatever poor soul had the nerve to ask her out. Dating's rough enough when you're 15 and wanting to ask out a cute girl - what a way to make it a nightmare, to have to deal with her over-protective "older brother," who's a 100+ year old vampire to boot.

But then, after Spike's roughed up the kid & sent him home, Dawn will finally get her voice back and get over the shock and outrage, and start hollering at Spike and maybe she'll get upset. And that would make Spike upset that she's now upset, and he'd feel guilty that he screwed it up for her, and not being sure how he can fix it, he might do something silly like find the boy and try to get him to come ask Dawn out again. If the boy refuses, Spike might end up beating the boy up again because now Spike's mad at the boy for not wanting to ask Dawn out again. Oh, man, talk about hijinks. It's all in there!

(Reminds me of a friend's father who sat down next to his daughter's date on the sofa, leaned over, and quietly told the boy: "whatever you do to her, boy... I'm gonna do to you." yeah, I can see Spike saying that.)

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[> [> [> Re: How I think it'll *really* go down... ;-P -- LadyStarlight, 11:10:26 07/12/01 Thu

I read through all the posts on this thread before deciding to reply. I can bring some personal experience to this 'debate', because when I was 16, I became involved with a 24 year old, married but separated man with a small child. He didn't tell me about the marriage/child thing until we had been involved for 8 months (and on Valentine's Day to boot...hate Valentine's Day), yet I continued to be involved with him. He used me sexually, deprived me of important parts of high school life, cheated on me, hit me, and yet I thought I was in love with this man. Had I stayed with him, I probably would have been a battered wife.

That said, no matter how mature I thought I was at 16, I couldn't see the power play that was going on. Even though "weird love is better than no love" is a truism in the Buffyverse, said love shouldn't hurt. A Spike/Dawn relationship would damage something inside of Dawn--her innocence, for lack of a better word. I think that Spike would want her to live life, and hopefully will help her to do so.

If you've made it this far, thanks for listening to my .02.

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[> [> [> [> Re: How I think it'll *really* go down... ;-P -- Solitude1056, 11:22:12 07/12/01 Thu

Yah, and I was 18 and involved with someone who was 37 - and I was pretty mature for an 18 yr old, in some areas. It's still going to be an unequal relationship, if for no other reason than that the 18-yr-old is still financially dependent on someone, and the older person most likely isn't. That alone is enough to upset a relationship's usual balance - hell, that element (finance) destroys many a relationship between people of the same age. We're not even going into the emotional, mental, and psychological aspects - just taking "financial" as metaphor for "dependent" and you've got an unhealthy paradigm right there. Once's got the money, one doesn't. *shrug*

And secondly, the other comment from the Peanut Gallery was that whomever is arguing that there should be a Dawn/Spike relationship might be a 14 yr old girl asserting her age group's maturity... but his first thought was that it could just as likely be a 50 yr old man hoping to justify wanting some nubile piece. And that, as the P.G. added, is statutory rape. Period, end of sentence - the younger party may have consented, and our laws may have a lot of errors, but this is one at least that pay some acknowledgement to our society's awareness that radical age differences are usually a warning sign of radical power differences... and that's a big warning sign for an unhealthy relationship.

That, and I think Dawn's just too bright to think it'd be okay for her to be "with" Spike, especially after hearing about his stalker-tendencies. And she's likely still grieving over her sister's death - she'll need Spike more for his counterpart non-human insight than as a romantic interest.

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[> [> [> [> Re: How I think it'll *really* go down... ;-P -- Shaglio, 13:08:16 07/12/01 Thu

When I was 20, my 14 year-old neighbor had the biggest crush on me. She flirted with me, whispered naughty things in my ear, and was convinced someday we'd get married. Now, 7 years later, I still see her from time to time and she always says how embarrassed she is for how she acted back then. At the time, she KNEW she loved me; but looking back she realized it was just a young girl's obsession/fantasy and that she was wrong. I hope I have a point somewhere in there - if not, then I'll refund your money.

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[> [> [> Re: How I think it'll *really* go down... ;-P -- Shaglio, 13:01:21 07/12/01 Thu

I serioulsy like that kid from Dawn's art class. He seemed like a nice fellow, and he didn't look down upon her for cutting herself. Plus the other girl thought he wanted her, too.

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[> [> [> Re: How I think it'll *really* go down... ;-P -- Rufus, 13:30:55 07/12/01 Thu

"Whatever you do to her, I'm going to do to you."

First...LOL.....I like this guy.....one my husband uses is "if you think of putting your hands on her think of my face".....of course the office which is part of our living room has a "top sniper" trophy....top gun plaques.....and my husband is a darkly quiet man who intimidates almost everyone he meets, not because he is trying but because he has a presence that makes one pay attention. All except for me of course.

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[> Re: Should Dawn and Spike become Romatically Involved Next Season? -- darrenK, 06:40:51 07/12/01 Thu

Yuck.

dK

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[> Won't happen -- darrenK, 06:43:54 07/12/01 Thu

Yuck.

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[> Re: Should Dawn and Spike, etc redux -- Rendyl, 10:34:04 07/12/01 Thu

Kirstin,

Your original post asked a question. Yes or no are perfectly acceptable answers to it. You and Ben have insulted most who responded. You called them names and belittled their answers. You insulted the forum as a whole calling it and the posters 'authoritarian' and 'facist'. You ordered the other posters to be more open minded. And yet on this supposedly intolerant board your posts (even the insulting ones) still remain. Your viewpoints and beliefs are still there, available to be read by any who frequent this board.

Tolerance is a two-way (maybe even three-way) street. If you want perfect tolerance and acceptance you must be willing to give it in return. You and Ben obviously are not. You toss out sound bites like "how scared you are at the views on the board" without ever realizing the true freedom of expressing your ideas IS that you can put them up here at all. People may agree with you, or they may disagree but the basic point is that everyone can do so freely here. You cannot censure one group and then call it freedom for all others. In order for your viewpoint to be valid, mine has to be valid as well.

Having said all that here is a news flash. It is okay to have an opinion. It is even okay to have a strong opinion. In some circumstances it is even okay to have an unchangeable (assuming that is a real word-grin) opinion. How can you have ANY strength of character if you have no beliefs, no inner guide to what you see as right or wrong?

Being open to new ideas and willing to see another person's viewpoint are important. Equally important is being able to take a stand on something you believe in.

My answer (assuming I am still entitled to it) to your original question will follow in the next message.

-Ren

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[> Re: Should Dawn and Spike become Romatically Involved Next Season? -- Wisewoman, 10:37:22 07/12/01 Thu

"If they are really in love with each other, whom(sic) am I really to say, as much as I might personally not like it."

Well, there's the whole thing in a nutshell. Spike and Dawn are NOT really in love with each other. Spike loves Dawn, as a sister or possibly a daughter, and Dawn loves Spike as a brother, as well as having a normal 14-year-old crush on him, which seems to come and go.

Nowhere and never have we ever seen any hint of them being "in love" with each other, so the whole thing is moot, as far as I can see.

And standing firmly behind Liq, Sol, Little One, Brian, etc, etc, there was absolutely no need to react in such an extreme fashion to people's clearly stated personal opinions. We're all entitled to 'em. There's never been anything approaching "authoritarianism" or "hate" on this Board, that I've ever seen.

As I said above, I was (somewhat naively) hoping that "Kristin" and "Ben" were actually alter-egos (not to say evil clones!) of some of the regulars here, just trying to save us from the summer doldrums. But then OnM has certainly done that with his "Life of Riley!" ;o)

Wisewoman

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[> [> Naw, "Glory" already tried that... -- Solitude1056, 10:46:59 07/12/01 Thu

And within 2 posts it became obvious that the plan had backfired when we all responding by discussing why we thought Glory was such a boring big bad. And now we're leading swiftly into a meta-debate called How to Argue Intelligently. I was telling the Peanut Gallery about this morning's amusing reading, courtesy the ben-kirstin trolls. And so far, I'd say our responses can all be summed up inside his one response:

"Go away, dears, the adults are talking."

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[> [> [> *snerk* -- Masq's good twin, 10:53:26 07/12/01 Thu

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[> [> [> Sticking my neck out -- -- Rendyl, 11:07:04 07/12/01 Thu

***"Go away, dears, the adults are talking."***

Okay, I know this was meant as a joke. I even snickered when I read it. (or did I snerk? snerkered? aghhh) But truthfully age is not the best indicator of maturity. Many posters on this board are in their 30's but we also have some teens who post intelligent and mature comments. I just did not want us to insult them.

Ren -maybe I snerked?

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[> [> [> [> being adult -- Solitude1056, 11:13:57 07/12/01 Thu

The age on your driver's license is no indication as to whether you are an adult, in my experience. I work with a great many folks who are no better than teenagers, just in larger-sized clothing. This board is full of adults, and I mean that in a maturity sense... not in an "older than thou" sense.

And yeah, I snerked too when he said it. ;-)

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[> [> [> [> [> Hey, Guys, new game.....Spot the logical fallacy...........:):):) -- Rufus, 13:10:01 07/12/01 Thu

These types hit the boards every so often and basically are trying to be a pain in the ass. When I see a question that is loaded but simply asks an opinion, I give a simple answer, that usually brings out the true reason for the post. As soon as someone uses a bullying tactic, or changes the subject and personally attacks someones morals, we know we have a troll onboard. I answer once or twice then ignore them, they have nothing valid to contribute.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> More fun: discuss anyway! ;-) -- Solitude1056, 13:19:41 07/12/01 Thu

I enjoy the way we intellectualize a debate - it's utterly boring to anyone hoping for an emotional reaction, but I also find the meta-discussion fascinating in what it tells us about ourselves. IE: noting each person's reaction, what does it say about our various perspectives when you look at the range of justifications/explanations (legal, emotional, psychological, character, plothole). But then, I always was an introspective kind of philosopher.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> As long as you keep your eyeball out of your navel. : ) : ) -- chronicNavelGazer Masq, 13:53:12 07/12/01 Thu

oohh... too much java today.

And I aint talkin' about coffee.

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[> Re: Should Dawn and Spike become Romatically Involved - my two bits -- Rendyl, 10:56:09 07/12/01 Thu

The age point has been made by many of the posters, both from a character and from an actor perspective. I would just like mention a few character age problems.

Buffy was 16 when she became involved with Angel. Angel was a 240-something ...man? vampire? Star-crossed, soul mates, forever love, etc etc. All that may very well be true. It does not change the fact that loving Angel nearly destroyed Buffy and she carries the scars from it even now. That relationship set the tone of all others that follow it and influenced every aspect of her life.

Angel was always the one in control. Buffy may have been the Slayer but in matters of their relationship he held all the cards. He came and went without warning. She saw him when and where he chose. He kept things from her to protect her, which further reinforced him as the adult and her as the child. The word 'healthy' was mocked earlier but it applies. As much as Buffy and Angel loved each other this was not a healthy relationship for either of them.

In this time of instant gratification and 'do whatever you want, whenever you want to do it' we sometimes forget that there are ALWAYS consequences for our actions. We forget that just because we have a choice, that doesn't mean we are compelled to make one.

Dawn (in life experience) is what 8-9 months old? Spike is over 120. There -is- no comparison. How could they ever possibly be equal? Even given this being Spike (who tends to let people make their own choices and mistakes) it is still so far a gap that it is not bridgable anytime soon. Dawn is still struggling to define who and what she is. A few years down the road it could become a possibility. A Dawn in her 20's would be on a much more even footing with Spike.

The phrase "just because we can do a thing, doesn't mean we should do a thing" keeps buzzing around my head. It does not mean we should be rigid or intolerant, it just means we should try and be responsible for ourselves.

-Ren

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[> [> Re: Should Dawn and Spike become Romatically Involved - my two bits -- Wiccagrrl, 20:19:38 07/12/01 Thu

humm...it's interesting, but I never saw Angel as being the one "in control" in the B/A ship. I know he was older than she was (well, duh) but I never really felt a major power differential. And, in a lot of ways I felt Buffy was the stronger/more mature/more focused of the two. I consider myself a B/A shipper, but I don't feel he ever made a truly mature, selfless decision until he decided to walk away from their relationship, fearing he'd never be able to make Buffy happy- to give her what she needed.

They both needed to do an incredible amount of growing up. I think part of that was Angel finding his own path. I think, up until he went to LA, the good he'd been doing was tied to his relationship with Buffy- she was such a clear force for good, and he wanted to be a part of that, follow her lead. I think he needed to find out what his role was in this world, and I'm not sure he ever could have done that if he had stayed with Buffy.

That said, I have hope that these two may find their way back to each other. The "kid" and her "cradle-robbing, creature of the night boyfriend" thing was never gonna work out- not really. But an Angel who had acheived his Shanshu and another chance at a "normal" life, and a slightly older, wiser Buffy could be a very good thing.

Oh, and just to be fair on the B/A age issue- rewatching Becoming the other day. How Lolita-esque was Angel's first view of Buffy? Complete with lollipop and everything.

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[> Re: Should Dawn and Spike become Romatically Involved Next Season? -- Lurker Becoming Restless, 11:49:00 07/12/01 Thu

Straight off: this seems to me like asking if Xander is gonna have a fling with Tara in Season Six - it just doesn't fit with the characters.

As for the age thing, I would never say never, but then I'm an idealistic, ingenuous 17 year-old and I guess my view could change over time.

Two other things:

Firstly, this post actually reminded me of W B Yeats. He was in love with a woman for years and years and eventually, after constant rejection married her younger sister (don't ask me how young!). And let's not forget about Spike's poetic past...

(no, it's still never going to happen)

Secondly, the only thing that always worries me when people talk about children and their vulnerability is how over-protective and even hysterical adults can get (see Gingerbread) since their emotions understandably get the better of them. It's clear that people with teenage kids would be concerned about this topic and I think it was mean and immature for Kristen and Ben to play with that fact.

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[> [> Re: Should Dawn and Spike become Romatically Involved Next Season? -- Liquidram, 14:41:33 07/12/01 Thu

"Secondly, the only thing that always worries me when people talk about children and their vulnerability is how over-protective and even hysterical adults can get (see Gingerbread) since their emotions understandably get the better of them."

Although I am by no means hysterical nor over-protective, this is an excellent point.

My daughter, as a baby used to jump around on the coffee table which was very low to the ground. I was constantly grabbing her off until one day my hubby finally insisted that I just let her do it.

"But she'll fall!" I cried.

"Only once." he calmly replied.

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[> My opinion on your responses -- vampire hunter D, 12:44:05 07/12/01 Thu

LIGHTEN UP!!! I've been looking at everyone's reponses to this question, and I think Kirstin was right in her take on them. I don't know if that justified her reaction, but she was right. Kirstin posted a question on our take on the relationship between two characters. But your responses were sort of mean, like you were belittling her for not coming to your conclusions on her own. It's almost like you were trying to give her a verbal smack upide the head or something. Also, this question was to me seemed to be more about the emotional disposition of the characters. But most of your reasoning is based on the age of the ACTORS. Lurker Becoming Restless (who I think gave the best response) was the only one who limited her reponse to just the characters.

I'm sorry if this makes anybody mad, but I just had to say it. And no, I am not Kirstin or Ben posting under another name (when I ask question, I am always vampire hunter D). And no, I not a teenager either (I'm old enough to buy beer, that's all Im saying).

And my opinion on the Dawn/Spike question: no. I think they love each other, but thay're not in love with each other.

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[> [> Re: My opinion on your responses -- Solitude1056, 13:31:36 07/12/01 Thu

I guess I wasn't very clear - I agree with LBR completely. The story doesn't support it, the characters don't support it. Joss is too character-driven to force a relationship line if the characters wouldn't naturally lead into themselves. That said, I do feel a tinge of pity at the broad age range between the actors, because it cuts out any possibility of a relationship for at least a few more years, from a pragmatic point of view.

But anyway, VHD: I didn't think you were either newcomer, and I never figured you for a teenager, either. Anyone who remembers Slayer & Metallica from the first time around must be at least [censored] years old. *cough* Hehe.

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[> [> [> Mine too -- Liquidram, 14:52:49 07/12/01 Thu

Actually, aside from my soapbox last night (and although I'll be the first to admit that I am somewhat obstinant when it comes to my kids I do not agree that I ever attacked her opinions, only her attitude) I think this thread has turned into a great discussion.

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[> [> Re: My opinion on your responses -- rowan, 21:24:40 07/12/01 Thu

I think it's perfectly acceptable when being asked about the likelihood of a certain event happening in the Buffyverse to question what RealVerse events might influence it. For example, alot of what happened with Buffy and Angel has been influenced by the RealVerse event (the spinoff AtS) and potentially the move of BtVS to UPN.

I believe as characters that Spike and Dawn could have a quite interesting and convincing romantic relationship when Dawn as a character has matured in 3-4 years. Despite Spike's obsession/love for Buffy, his personality is much more suited to Dawn's.

However, when I look at the likelihood of such a plot development, I have two thoughts: JM/MT are an impossible pairing because that age difference equals statutory rape in the RealVerse and the show probably won't last long enough for that to ever change.

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[> Re: This discussion is actually interesting ... -- Dedalus, 12:46:54 07/12/01 Thu

Okay, I don't think the said thesis is going to happen. Spike loves Buffy, and I think he thinks of Dawn as sister. As someone mentioned, I would LOVE to see Spike as the overprotective older brother, playing hell with Dawn's potential suitors. Much fun could be had.

ANYWAY, the initial question was, if two people, regardless of age, are in love, what is wrong with it?

Speaking from my own experience, I don't think I've ever actually been out with anyone my own age, lol. Okay, usually just a year or so off, a couple of times, more than that. It just amazes me that age could have that much of an impact ... I've always been the guy in these things, and I have never taken advantage of anyone, be she girl or woman. I just don't work like that. The whole relationship = power struggle is just strange to me. Then again, probably why I'm not in a relationship.

I find it a bit ridiculous, though, that age somehow naturally equates to wisdom. Cause, ya know, it doesn't in most cases. Do you guys live in the world? All I see are a bunch of people who just keep on repeating the same mistakes over and over and over again. Most never grow up. In one way or another, most people never do. And, sorry to say, but the last couple generations of parents ... well, put it this way, I look back and shudder to think those people had near complete control of our lives at one point.

I think Kirstin/Ben (or is it Glory/Ben) are funny, but they raise a good point. I don't think parents necessarily always know better than their kids. Heresy, I know, but that's just my opinion. Growing up is largely about learning to "go with the flow," much moreso than being a fully actualized adult. And you know, we go crazy in this society if people try to force their beliefs on another group of people, yet adults do it to kids everyday. I'm thinking specifically religious beliefs, before they even have a chance to start developing objective thought habits. It's not right, imo.

Am I being immature? Probably.

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[> [> Re: This discussion is actually interesting ... -- Shaglio, 13:25:11 07/12/01 Thu

"Am I being immature? Probably."

I don't think you are. I especially agree with your criticism of forcing religious beliefs on a child. I was born and raised a catholic (but I don't consider myself one) and I got into an arguement with my coworker, who was another catholic, about confirmation. She claimed that I chose to be confirmed of my own free will, but I argued that I really didn't have much of a choice. I was 13 years-old and in 8th grade, I certainly didn't care to be confirmed, but I knew that if I didn't my parents would kill me. My mom would never let me live it down that all the other kids got confirmed, but her son refused to do so. So for my own sanity's sake and peace within my household, I followed the flock and got confirmed. Sorry if I went off on a rant here or offended anybody, but I feel really strongly about this subject.

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[> [> [> religion - OT -- Solitude1056, 13:36:40 07/12/01 Thu

Parents have their own values, which they work hard to instill in their kids. Sometimes these values stick, sometimes not, and all can be good, or bad. Hard to tell, when it's too soon. And off-topic, but amusing: my younger sister was confirmed in the Episcopal Church at age 14. She made a clear point of telling everyone that she had been Conformed.

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[> [> [> [> Religion is a whole different story -- Liquidram, 15:04:55 07/12/01 Thu

I believe you should start your kids out with a basic belief system but then allow them to form their own path as far as religion goes.

I too was forced to go to church every day of the year except Saturdays until I was 12 and then every Sunday for as long as I lived in my parent's home. I moved out and stopped going yet still have very strong Christian beliefs. That's the best I can offer my children until they decide for themselves.

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[> [> [> [> Would that be Kendra, the *wise* woman? ;o) lol -- Wisewoman, 18:32:25 07/12/01 Thu

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[> [> [> [> [> No, that would be the Kendra "what color is my hair this week?" woman. (bwahahaha) -- Solitude1056, 20:39:19 07/12/01 Thu

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[> [> [> Re: This discussion is actually interesting .. -- Dedalus, 13:37:58 07/12/01 Thu

That's what I mean. Not to mention, inherited faith is largely worthless. It means nothing to you. It's not yours. It was your parents. Actually, it wasn't even theirs, it was just their parents', and so on ad infinity.

I just can't understand how more people don't have a problem with that. And I'm not being anti-religious, because I'm still quite religious (just in a very liberal way). Forcing an entire belief system on kids is just ... in the words of Kristin/Ben ... authoritarian and scary.

And so is a society/legal system that sticks its nose in people's personal relationships.

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[> [> [> [> Re: This discussion is actually interesting .. -- Rendyl, 20:11:38 07/12/01 Thu

It is impossible not to expose your children to your belief systems. You live them, you view the world through them, and you structure your behavior and responses to them. Your kids will pick up on this no matter what you do. I am sorry if you had a 'bad experience' with religion. It happens. Your parents also made you wear clothes, go to school, and possibly use certain manners at the dinner table. Life goes on. (unless you were sacrificed in some bizarre cult ritual in which case you would obviously not be posting here..grin)

The only thing to do with kids is to let them have a variety of experiences and decide for themselves. I can tell my daughter that stealing is wrong. I can explain all the reasons why it is wrong and hurtful. I can set an example by not stealing. (or cheating on my taxes, etc) I can even forbid her to steal. (grin) Ultimately, she has to make the choice whether to steal or not. The same applies to most things as we grow up.

Should your parents have forced you to church? Probably not. Religion is a very personal issue and it should be each individuals decision. Should you be thankful that your parents cared enough about you to even worry about your religion and character? That answer would definitely be a yes.

***And so is a society/legal system that sticks its nose in people's personal relationships.***

If you are referring to age of consent those laws are to protect children, not limit anyone's personal relationships. They exist to try and prevent children from being abused or exploited. If we are referencing Dawn (who is 14) then we are talking about children.

Kirstin and Ben came on to troll. (we have not seen them since the original posts which has me wondering if they stepped out into the sun and turned to stone, but anyway) The subject is still valid but the accusations of intolerance are not.

Ren

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[> [> Agreed .... I've had to grow up right along side of them. -- Liquidram, 14:55:42 07/12/01 Thu

And sometime I make the wrong decision for them. We all learn from it.

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[> Ok, now that it's a new day - my logical discussion -- Liquidram, 14:08:22 07/12/01 Thu

I think the relationship and platonic chemistry between the two characters (and actors) is amazing and I believe it will only strengthen. Sometimes platonic love becomes even stronger than romantic love because it usually never dies. If the series lasts long enough and Dawn sticks around until she's 18 or 19 she could develop romantic feelings; however, my guess is that if he remains in her life, she will think of him as a surrogate big brother or best friend.

My "child" comments were on a strictly personal level because I still hold my 5'7" 160 lb. son's hand and cry with him when he is crying and in pain at the hospital and I still toss his stuffed gizmo that he's had since he was two on his bed in the morning where it's fallen off during the night. I yell at him, ground him and make him do his chores. Duh - I'm his mom. Hey, I let him get his ear pierced when he was 8 and you better believe I took a ton of flak from all of his friend's moms!

I also treasure his intelligence and he is my best friend. I can sometimes whip him in Magic the Gathering but more than likely not.

I discussed this thread with him this morning. His first reaction was to agree with Kirstin until I mentioned him dating a family acquaintance who is 37. His response? "That's just gross." I think he understood my point of view after that. He has mentioned more than once that he thinks it's just weird that we discuss a tv show the way we do. Of course, if you mention Dungeons & Dragons in the same room with him, a bright aura will erupt over his head and he'll start developing a character for you.

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[> perhaps we forget the one in the middle -- Solitude1056, 17:48:06 07/12/01 Thu

Dawn, that is.

For all that some 15 yr olds are ready for relationships with people years their senior... I doubt Dawn is. Dealing with a relationship that crosses generations is just as difficult as one that crosses educational, cultural, financial, social, or racial lines - both people are coming to the relationship with different POVs, and in some cases these can be quite strong. In the case of age, the lack of knowledge can result in the same behavior that we'd attribute to thoughtlessness in an adult, but in the kid's case, it's a result of not-knowing. (I am thinking of the father's day card that said, "Actually, Dad, I really did think you were made out of money.")

And dealing with these lines, and crossing them, doesn't require any amazing qualities other than tenacity, trust (in self and Other), respect, and the willingness to at least attempt communication - even if it doesn't always succeed. Those qualities form part of what I'd identify as a certain type of maturity, since there are many different types, degrees, areas, etc. And frankly, dealing with such issues also requires a certain strength of self - in that sometimes one must realize that the other person's bias shouldn't be taken personally, but dealt with as a distinct and separate issue. Sometimes we identify strong self-sense as maturity, but sometimes it's wrapped up in an otherwise still naive package. I think Dawn's got an early sense of her Self, and her character's been given a solid background of love, trust, communication, and respect. She's got the tools. But she's still young enough in some ways to be crying in the bathroom because a boy called her "freaky."

Wiccagrrl, I believe, introduced the notion of "healthy relationships" being based on an equal power structure - right on. But it's not just age, it's all the other possible lines I mentioned, too. Sure, Joss could hand us a Dawn/Spike affair, and the chemistry between the actors might make it work. But it wouldn't be one I'd be comfortable watching - the power in the relationship would be so off, so uneven, knowing the eventual expected consequences would make watching the development just too agonizing. I don't like putting a relationship down without a chance, but sometimes ya gotta say, hey - this ain't healthy.

When one person in the relationship has money and the other doesn't - the one who doesn't is eventually either going to feel like a mooch, be intimidated, or feel inadequate because s/he never pays for dinner, can't purchase the movie tickets, etc. When one person has reams of education and the other doesn't, there's a risk that the one without may unconciously compensate in other ways. If one person has travelled the world, and the other's never been out of the state, the one who's always stayed home may belittle the traveller's inability to settle down. You see what I mean? When a person, on some level, suspects they're in an unequal balance, they'll seek to right it through communication and respect... or they'll seek to right it by building themselves up or bringing the other person down. And sometimes, they'll force the inequality to continue by forcing themselves down, in effect making it seem as though of course they're the less powerful one, aren't they the one who's worth less anyway?

That last point is the risk with a younger person and older person, in particular. "He always pays, he's so good about it, I'm really lucky, cause if it weren't for him, who'd be with me?" or whatever other self-defeating nonsense keeps a person in such a mindstate. Crazy thing is, the partner may be completely unaware of this - but the inequality is there, and it's got to be dealt with. We've already got a relationship that borders on the unhealthy (at times) between Tara's submissiveness and Willow's unintentional domineering qualities. It seems to me, though, that those two do work on it. Some have that maturity & tenacity - regardless of physical age - and some don't.

My point is that IMO, Dawn doesn't... yet.

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[> [> Re: perhaps we forget the one in the middle -- Rahael, 18:13:55 07/12/01 Thu

When I was 14-15 I was an emotional mess..... and I certainly needed protecting, and I didn't get it. I have met more girls my age (23) who have regretted early relationships than those who waited a while.

There's a difference between giving children intellectual and emotional freedom, and making sure that they understand risks. And as far as I can see, there is very little present in western culture at the moment which isn't telling young girls to be more sexualised, to become women at even earlier ages.

And I don't think "love" by which I assume Kirsten/Ben were talking about romantic love, can be used to justify anything and everything. Love can be selfish and destructive. Its not the euww factor so much with me, but as so many people have pointed out, its respecting the characters.

Final point/rant - I really hate it when people use the word fascist so casually. Firstly it has a historical context. Secondly, its hugely disrespectful to all the real victims of fascism.

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[> [> [> Re: perhaps we forget the one in the middle -- Dedalus, 18:44:53 07/12/01 Thu

But if love is selfish and destructive, is it really love?

That's curious ...

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[> [> [> [> Re: perhaps we forget the one in the middle -- Rahael, 17:20:40 07/14/01 Sat

I don't think love always acts positively - I love my family very much, and vice versa. We hurt each other more than we would someone we couldn't care less about.

Does that mean that we don't really love each other? Love can engender fear, and jealousy. And when those ugly emotions enter, anything can follow. Love isn't a cure for life.

I don't want to be negative. Love in all its forms is what makes life worth living. But the real, messy complicated version is much more interesting than the idealised one.

I like Robert Graves and Philip Larkin's take on it myself.

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[> Re: Should Dawn and Spike become Romatically Involved Next Season? -- Q, 00:38:47 07/13/01 Fri

Thought I better chime in before the thread is too long.

Obviously age of consent laws are in place for a good reason. Some people have claimed that following laws no matter how injust they are is not the way to form an opinion on the matter. But, I think that is a general statement, and the laws should be looked at individually. Statutory rape laws are not Jim Crow laws--they are about keeping predators from preying on vulnerable minds and body's. The biggest problems arising from laws that make it legal for adults to do something that kids can not is the seemingly arbitrary age that is always set. 18 is the legal age. Unfortunately some 18 year olds are still developing emotionally and mentally, and are no where near mature enough to be involved in adult situations, while some 14 year olds are more emotionally stable and mature than many adults. BUT...there is no way to distinguish, so an arbitrary date must be set.

With Buffy and Angel, I never felt the ick factor, because Buffy has always been very mature for her age. At 16 she was making major adult life decisions, and yes some mistakes. I always maintained that a slayers shortened life expectancy caused them to mature at a VERY accelerated rate. Meanwhile, Angel was obviously not an old predator. He was a very immature late-teen early twenty when his life ended. He then lived in another life, and was forced to pick up as that late teen, early twenty once his soul was restored. But even then he was slow to develop, as he was exiled from any real social or emotional attachments for many years--until Buffy. Buffy was perhaps his first serious "human" relationship, and she was obviously very mature and was not "seduced" into anything.

Dawn and Spike is another matter. Where Buffy was portrayed as a girl who wanted the teen life she should have but was forced into adulthood by a much accelerated maturing process, Dawn is obviously portrayed as a young, vulnerable, little girl. Check out the scene in the girls room in "The Body", or the burning the diary fit in "Blood Ties". Joss writes adolescent girls so well, and she is obviously not to an adult emotional maturation level. She is still HEAVILY dealing with hormonal changes, and is still a pre-pubescent teen not able to make a mature decision on issues of such magnitute. Spike/Dawn would be a typical "lolita" type predatory male, confused young girl relationship, where in another case, arbitrary dates aside, it might not.

I wouldn't rule it out though, because Spike is evil, and would possibly take advantage of the situation.

Oh--one other thing. I get tired of people bringing up Hitler and fascism every time a view isn't liberal enough for them--it is so cliched, please think of a better argument than--"ya, but that's what led to Hitler"--because what led to the holocaust could take volumes, it wasn't one simple reaction to social taboos, there were many factors, and that argument is getting pretty spineless as the years go on! Obviously if people are fans of Buffy they are nowhere near the level of intolerance that your drumming up. We are talking about a show that is very progressive in taking stands against established society, especially in gender roles and morality. Just because somebody shudders to think of a still developing girl having sex with an old pervert doesn't make them close minded. They are not on the rode to becoming Hitler.

Besides, I get an icky feeling when something as serious and on such a level as the holocaust is reduced to a cliche. It was much more horrible than anything we can possibly discuss , and should not be taken as lightly as that.

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[> Okay, I'm WAAAAY behind the eight-ball here... -- Javoher, 10:37:18 07/16/01 Mon

..but I gotta post. Too much of an opinion to let this go. I read every reply first before doing this, though.

To address the characters, and the original question: I think Dawn is far too intelligent to want anything romantic with Spike, really. She may be a raging bag o' hormones and make the kinds of choices a lot of 14-year-olds make, but underneath she has a canniness to her brain that I admire and expect more of. She understands things quickly, and even if she makes a mistake I don't expect her to make it a second time.

Spike IS evil, takes advantage of people's weaknesses and situations, but...I doubt that extends to pedophelia (and that's what he would consider it to be.) No evidence of it to date. His screwed-up brain knows the difference between right and wrong, like that his desire of Buffy was wrong. ("I'm not a *complete* idiot.") And all evidence points to a protectiveness of Dawn that may take interesting turns. He is indeed a western Romantic (yes, the cap R type) by birth and inclination. He's just as likely to take an idealistic attitude to the whole protection thing as he is to take advantage of the other Scoobies.

To address the actors and creators: I think there's almost 20 years between MT and JM. From reading his bio, JM's done too much to be any younger than me. (And I applaud his refusal to discuss his age, and all actors over the consenting adult age.) Even if Joss were perverse enough to write a relationship into the script, JM is professional enough that he would do his job and any objections would be taken up offline. And Joss isn't perverse enough. (Although I think perhaps he should address the question somehow, if only because it's raised such a ruckus. It would be an interesting side note, and Dawn IS a raging bag o' hormones. Would fit.)

To address the age of consent vs love question: My guy comes from a part of the world where 14 yr old girls/women are routinely married off to men 20, 30, 40 years older, usually as 2nd, 3rd, 4th or more wives. Love is never a reason for that kind of marriage, although the parties are often told they "will come to love one another." Equality of partners is also not a factor, and almost never becomes one over their lifetimes. The alliances are formed for financial/social/political advancement and to perpetuate complex familial ties. The girls, and sometimes the men, are pawns of their families. Once in a while true romantic love does emerge from this kind of union, but it's unlikely.

When I was 20, I dated a 48 yr old man. I enjoyed my relationship with him very much and it's one of the few I don't regret. I was not in love with him and had no intention of staying with him long-term. I didn't fancy taking care of an elderly partner while I was still in my prime. And 20 is not 14. I was preyed upon by a 40+ man when I was 14, and while nothing actually happened I was so unaware of what his real intentions were I would have denied they actually existed. But exist they did.

My point? The kind of love we expect in modern western cultures doesn't emerge from an inequality of life experience. The respect that love is founded upon can't happen easily. We have a sometimes idealized view of romantic love, which I believe is what the original poster was referring to.

And finally, to address the flaming and name-calling: I totally reserve the right to think and act in an Authoritarian manner. My actions must reflect my moral compass or I am not a good person, in my universe. My moral compass gives me the right to roundly condemn actions and beliefs I find to be extremely repugnant to myself and the standards of the societies in which I live. That is not fascism. That's freedom. You'll know you're in a fascist society when you can't call people names on a public Internet chat board and not expect that "knock-knock-knock" on the door at midnight.

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[> [> *very* well said. -- Solitude1056, 20:15:31 07/16/01 Mon

This is down at the bottom where some may miss it, but hell.

Others said it well, too, but I applaud the inclusion of the visual 'knock-knock-knock.' How right you are, how right all of you are.

As an aside, during my time in Sweden, I and my sister threw around a common D.C. joke. Instead of saying, "you've got to be kidding," we would respond, "you're on drugs," or "put down the crack pipe." Our gracious Stockholm host is not only our new cousin, he's also a policeman. He expressed constant shock and dismay at our joking, and was visibly uncomfortable. We asked him why, and his response was simply to remind us that Sweden is socialist. A joke about drugs can be considered reason for a search, or at least a stopping & a good talking-to. He wasn't interested in that, and he couldn't figure out why we'd tempt it. It had never occurred to us that a joke could be grounds for a search. Yeah, there's plenty wrong with the USA - and while in Sweden, we noticed people looking utterly shocked if we joked that "yeah, Bush is our president, but he's a moron," because, well... you don't go about saying such things in a socialist country. Sweden may have a number of liberal policies that leave the US in the dust, but there's still some elements verging on thought-police (from an American perspective) that left my sister and I just as vaguely uncomfortable ourselves.

All told, the internet is probably the least fascist of any society you could invent or find. That has a lot to do with the fact that the internet consists solely of its denizens, and what we decide - liberal or conservative, open or closed - becomes our society. As long as this board, and its cousins, counterparts, forerunners and descendents, continue the "information is free" philosophy, it's gonna be real hard for fascism to get its dirty fingers into this game. The US has good points, and bad, like any other country, albeit with less ability to swing freely towards fascism than other countries, because its citizens are allowed free speech. The internet, though, is the freest speech of all.

Ok, soapbox mode is off now...

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[> [> [> Re: "knock-knock-knock" (OT)(way OT) (not even Buffy-related) -- Javoher, 22:53:14 07/17/01 Tue

For those with an interest in music history...my visual comes from Shostakovich's 8th string quartet, written in St. Petersberg (Leningrad) during the Stalin era. This piece of music terrifies me like no other.

Shostakovich was one the U.S.S.R's (Mother Russia's) premier composers of the 20th century, and as such his music, behavior, and teaching methods were subject to rigid review and censure by the artistic review bureau (I've forgotten their name). He carefully did everything this bureau and the government told him, from writing for national events to obeying all stylistic "suggestions." On a tour of the U.S. in the 60's, he publically praised the Soviet system and told the press how happy he was with his life.

Shostakovich was awakened one night by a heavy pounding ("knock-knock-knock") on the front door of his small apartment. Terrified, he got up and crept to the front. He heard a door crash open and a man, his next door neighbor, begging for his life and his family. The knock was actually on that man's door. The man was dragged away and never heard from again. Shostakovich wrote the 8th quartet, nicknamed "the KGB", soon after. As a popular public figure, he lived out his life expecting that knock to come for him.

The Soviet artistic reviewers were artistic illiterates. Shostakovich managed to pour a depth and emotional intensity into his music that can define the word sublime, managed to lead and advance the cause of all music globally, all while following each stricture given to him. Legend has it the Soviets never caught on.

Yes I know I'm mixing communism and fascism. Different cause, same effect. 'kay, now I'm getting off the soapbox too.

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