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Sophomoric (spoilers for Origins) -- Cactus Watcher, 05:19:55 04/22/04 Thu

My favorite thing about this episode is the faithful continuation of Wesley's character. The man should be known as the Great Sophomore in the literal sense of ìsmart fool.' In terms of role playing games, Wes has high intelligence, but low wisdom. His loyalty factor is always in question, as well. Wes always means well, but one way or another he always gets isolated from those he works with most closely. He ceases to trust them and 'wackiness ensues.' This time it was his fixation on Fred/Illyria that's taken him out of the loop. It's interesting that Illyria specifically mentions that Connor is physically attracted to her, as if Wes by contrast is not. It would seem Wes' fixation is based on something else, something more cerebral and less connected to the reality in front of him. This time it appears that Wesley's lack of trust has only hurt himself. Connor seems content with his new life. Angel has long since resigned himself to letting Connor live that life. In fact, I think, it's supposed to be ambiguous whether Connor actually knows about his old life; whether he was close enough when the box broke; whether it was really memory or visceral instinct that ended the fight. For now it makes little difference. Wes on the other hand has to deal yet again with the fact of his disloyalty and lack of wisdom in making decisions for himself. His insistence on dealing with Illyria alone was a bad idea, and now she's comfortable with him. Not many episodes left, but lots of possiblilities for Wes ahead.

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[> Old One's Great Debate -- CW, 10:21:40 04/22/04 Thu

Spilling over from elsewhere.

Did anyone except Masq and I see, that it's possible Connor did not get his memory back?

[> [> Re: Old One's Great Debate (spoilers "Origins" -- Tyreseus, 10:46:24 04/22/04 Thu

Well, I can see how Drew Goddard wrote it where there's the possibility that the memories did not come back. If I had nothing but the script to make my call by, I could be confused or left in the dark. But I think it was clear from the acting (VK and DB) and direction that the memories returned. The little dodge of eye movements during final exchange, the final glance filled with secret understanding... Nor can I understand Connor's eagerness to leave "right now" if he doesn't know that there's enough emotional baggage to fill up the Pacific between himself and Angel.

I suppose I can't rule out the possibility that he did not get his memories back, but I'd say that the directing and acting lead me to be 90% sure he did.

Ty

[> [> [> Re: Old One's Great Debate (spoilers "Origins" -- Ann, 11:04:57 04/22/04 Thu

"But I think it was clear from the acting (VK and DB) and direction that the memories returned. The little dodge of eye movements during final exchange, the final glance filled with secret understanding."

Yes, exactly I think. When Connor gets his memories back, his face changes immediately. I thought of a vamp out. Like father, like son. It was so well done, especially after the great show of "happy" Connor. The contrast was beautiful. The final movements, almost music like, were a true love between father and son. I remember the walk out of the office in slow motion. Did it really happen that way?

The montage of memories was a great flashback to the early seasons where they intercut location changes with those fast montages. I have only seen one listing so far of all of the scenes montaged, and they are the most brutal, sexual, and the highest and lowest points in the series. Everything a young boy would need to know to make the decision he eventually did.

[> [> [> [> Re: Old One's Great Debate (spoilers "Origins" -- CW, 15:04:46 04/22/04 Thu

Haven't watched it again, but I'm pretty sure the montage was Wesley's memories.

I agree that most likely Connor did get his memories back. But everything in the acting and the dialog was done so carefully, that I think we should keep open the possibility that his memories were not returned. Old One was joking last night, but it is true that Connor with his old memories might, in fact, still not consider Angel his father as much as Holtz, which would make that last scene a lot less poignant. If in the last scene Connor is talking about either Angel or about his new 'adoptive' father he's still proven that Angel made the right choice at the end of last season, at least as far as Connor's life is concerned.

What happens next week is always another story. ;o)

[> [> [> [> [> Re: Old One's Great Debate (spoilers "Origins" -- Rook, 17:26:44 04/22/04 Thu

>>Haven't watched it again, but I'm pretty sure the montage >>was Wesley's memories

One of the shots in the montage was of Holtz jumping into the portal with baby Connor. Of the people present when the box smashed, only Sahjan, Angel and Connor were also present during the portal jump scene. Since Angel and Sahjan were unaffected by the memory wipe, it would have to be baby Connor's memories that were being shown.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Old One's Great Debate (spoilers "Origins" -- Jay, 17:42:32 04/22/04 Thu

I think the montage belonged to the collective memories of all four present who had memories to restore -- Wesley, Connor, Fred's memories in Illyria, and Sahjahn's memories of infant Connor. That, or it was just for the benefit of the audience.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Old One's Great Debate (spoilers "Origins" -- CW, 18:03:14 04/22/04 Thu

It's certainly evidence. But how else could you show Wesley's knowledge of what happened, even though we know he wasn't there? It's certainly an important piece of his memory. I remember no shots of Connor's relationship with Cordy, nor his confrontations with Angel (There could have been some in the rapid flashes at the end of the montage), which would not only be Connor specific, but occurred when Connor was old enought to remember them, and when Wesley was in exile.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Old One's Great Debate (spoilers "Origins" -- Rook, 02:34:15 04/23/04 Fri

>> I remember no shots of Connor's relationship with Cordy, nor his confrontations with Angel


They did show the shot of Connor returning to the Hyperion through the portal - An event at which Wes was not persent, but since Fred was, it could have been her memory resurfacing in Illyria.

They also showed the shot of Coonor sealing Angel into the box before dumping him into the water, which further narrows it down to being either Connor or Angel's memory.

So at least it seems to me that there are really 3 options for the montage:

A) It was showing the returning S4 memories of the different characters in the room (Illyria/Fred, Wes, Connor).

B) It was visual shorthand summing up the S4 storyline so we'd understand Wesley's memory had returned.

C) It was an amalgamation of the memories relating to S4 of the characters closest to the box when it was destroyed (Wes, Illyria/Fred, Angel)

Now, to me, C) Seems kind of pointless, story-wise. Only A and B are really necessary for the plot to move along. The fact that there was very little (if any) Fred specific stuff (Seidel, Shooting Jasmine, Breaking up with Gunn, Shocking Connor with the stun gun) Does make a case against it being A (or C for that matter). However, when coupled with the performance of VK during the fight (Not so much the physical stuff, as the look on his face. IMO that was pure psycho-Connor) and at the end when he's leaving W&H, I have to go with A.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Cyrus said the box's purpose let him see the past as it once was -- Finn Mac Cool, 08:59:38 04/23/04 Fri

Returning removed memories is only one of its functions; as such, there's no reason it couldn't show Illyria, Wes, and Angel events they weren't actually present for.

[> [> [> Taking the "no memories" stance -- Finn Mac Cool, 21:00:16 04/22/04 Thu

Here's how I see it:

1) Connor got that savage look for the exact reason he said: he doesn't like having his neck touched.

2) He didn't remember ever killing anything before, so his first kill (especially against a talking, slightly amiable, sentient being) could very well shake him up a little.

3) Actually, it could be Goddard's script was written entirely with Connor not regaining his memories in mind. I imagine the ep in script form, and I can easily see the writer imagining Connor's closing father line to be something which means a lot to Angel without Connor knowing it (like the "older women" line). Remember in Season 6 when James Marsters played it as though he wanted the chip taken out, but really he was trying to get his soul all along? Granted, he was told to act that way, but it's possible the director took an incentive of his own which isn't necessarily what the story intended.

[> [> [> [> Re: Taking the "no memories" stance -- MaeveRigan, 06:21:48 04/23/04 Fri

That's the way I see it, too. The inclusion of Connor-specific experiences in the memory montage muddies the waters. The memory-montage returns to Wesley's face, though, as if these memories have primarily run through his mind.

I ran through it frame by frame this morning--almost everything in it is Wesley's POV, with a few exceptions that seem to be exclusively Connor's, unless they were things that Angel witnessed & told Wes about.

So there's some ambiguity in the script, and more was added in the filming.

[> [> Oh, gee! -- Old One, 16:42:09 04/22/04 Thu

I took a nap and almost missed the Great Debate.

I will allow that there is room for discussion. The very fact that Vail devised a one-way wall for Connor to fight behind gives at least the possibility that he was protected from the release of his memories.

But VK has such subtle talent, I SAW him become the old Connor. It took over his face. Even his joking around with Angel at the end (about his father being pissed with Angel)was a little subdued and strained, because he was no longer Amnesia!Connor. After the now-famous last line, his face as he walks to the elevator is definitely not Amnesia!Connor--it's older, more worldly-wise, more cynical--but it's not the original Connor, either. He retains at least the effect of his false memories, if not the memories themselves.

;o)

[> [> [> Re: Oh, gee! -- CW, 17:47:26 04/22/04 Thu

The very thing that made me suspicious, was the moment where he becomes Old Connor during the fight. As soon as Wesley's montage was over I expected some reaction from Connor. To me it seemed like a long time after (probably less than 90 seconds!) before there was any reaction from him. Then we got the Old Connor look. But, we have to remember there is only the Old Connor. When he really gets pressed and mad, what is sweet-suburban Connor going turn into? Old Connor, of course, that's who he is, memories or no.

Because of that pause before Connor turned into Old Connor, I kept looking for confirmation that, he had indeed regained his memories. There was none! There was absolutely nothing to refute that he had his memory back. That's why I mostly think he did get it back. But, if you assume the opposite as Masq did, there was absolutely nothing to refute that either. Which ever way you interpreted the initial Old Connor moment you would not find your inital impression changed. I thought the very ambiguity made the episode that much better as it ended.

[> [> [> [> Cyvus Vail -- Old One, 18:02:56 04/22/04 Thu

I thought the very ambiguity made the episode that much better as it ended.

With you 100% on that one.

On another topic, the name Cyvus Vail has been driving me crazy, until I remembered there was a US politician (Secretary of State?) named Cyrus Vance. Don't remember much about him. Any connection there?

[> [> [> [> [> Either that or.. -- CW, 18:18:39 04/22/04 Thu

Cyvus Vail was the evil inventor of the ski resort. ;o)

Vance as I remember was a fairly important member of the Johnson and Carter adminstrations, generally more liberal than his bosses, but not a lunatic like Attorney General Ramsey Clark. Don't remember any warlock connections.

[> [> [> [> [> Cyvus Vail -- AT&T's Vail was Theodore -- Fred the obvious pseudonym, 15:55:18 04/27/04 Tue

Only other Vail I can think of in history was Theodore Vail who actually turned Bell's telephone into the world-bestriding monolith that lasted into the 1980s.

"Theodore Vail was one of AT&T's most far-sighted presidents. He oversaw the building of the first American coast to coast telephone system ,and it was his dedication to basic science that initiated a new research arm for AT&T: Bell Labs." from http://www.pbs.org/transistor/album1/addlbios/vail.html

As for Cy Vance, he was Secretary of State for Jimmy Carter; he resigned in April, 1980 over moral issues; he disagreed with Carter's effort to resolve the Iranian hostage crisis with a military action.

[> [> Re: Old One's Great Debate -- annonymous, 18:54:12 04/22/04 Thu

I just like to point out, for the sake of argument, that when Vale was creating Connors memories he had a vested interest in Connor being able to kill Sahjan later on, and that Connor made a comment about not liking having his neck touched (like a trigger or something perhaps)
perhaps Vale's cautious optimism about Connor bein able to kill Sahjan without reainin his memories stemmed from having an ace up his sleeve
even thouh when watching the episode I had no doubt that Connor had regained his memories

[> [> [> The viewer's needs -- Tyreseus, 10:33:21 04/23/04 Fri

After reading the many arguments on both sides of the debate, I have to concede that I can't know for a certainty whether those memories came back or not. I assume that Drew Goddard made it ambiguous on purpose.

For myself, when interpretting the message of the show, I like the idea that Connor could not fulfill his destiny until he understood and could let go of the past. It has greater symbolic interpretations for Angel, Wes, Gunn, etc. that way. But I have to admit that I'm doing what all of us do when we interpret literature - we interpret the evidence and make a case that supports our understanding of the deeper meaning.

So, where I'm not liking the idea that he did not get his memories back is this: what is the greated symbolic importance of that? How does perpetuating ignorance of the past allow for true character growth? To me, that's reinforcing the cowardice of Gunn's self imposed amnesia. I Bet Angel and Spike would like to forget their pasts, too, but the past has a way of defining who we are (as Wes and Illyria discuss). Maybe it's Christian upbringing talking here, but how can we reach atonement/salvation if we forget our sins of the past? What stops us from repeating those past mistakes?

For me, I want and need to believe that Connor has his memories back, and that he made a choice to be happy in his new world instead of clinging to the old hatred of Angel. Because I want and need that, does it automatically make it so? No. But when I watch the episode again and again, I am given more (personally) if I believe that Connor made his goodbyes with full knowledge of what and who he was saying goodbye to. If this is to be Connor's last appearance in an ME plot (which it very likely is), then that's how the character has closure.

If Connor may come back come day (loose end: Vale!), then it might serve the plot to have him still ignorant of his true nature and his relationship with Angel. If Connor never does come back, I have my closure.

[> [> [> [> You said it, buddy! -- Masq, 11:07:27 04/23/04 Fri

That sums up a lot of my feelings as well, although I think Connor still has a hard road ahead of him if he got his memory back. I mean think about it. Even the most well-adjusted kid is going to be given major pause when he remembers a violent, uncertain childhood in a hell dimension with a man who both loved and hated him, when he remembers that he himself is part demon, the child of two vampires who were once brutal killers, when he remembers that he aided and abetted in the murder of an innocent girl.

Connor can smile politely at his natural-born father as he heads out the door of W&H, but he's got a lot of brooding to do in the future as he incorporates the very real memories of his past with the more comforting, but actually false memories he was given. I think he's got the emotional strength now to do it, but it will take time.

[> [> [> [> [> Duel Memories -- Tyreseus, 15:44:52 04/23/04 Fri

You know, this idea of duel memories reminds me of one of the early books in Stephen King's Dark Tower series. A young boy (surrogate son to the main character) dies in the first book, but the past is changed in the second book so that Jake has two sets of memories - one in which he dies, and the other in which never leaves New York and doesn't die. The dual reality memories had him questioning his own sanity and losing his grip on reality. The difference between Jake and Connor, though, is that the conflicting memories for Connor are all in the past - while Jake was remembering things "as they happened" in the alternate timeline.

Assuming his memories came back, all the horrible "real" things you mentioned that Connor must now remember also include the most horrible final memories... the bombs, the hostages, his father slitting his throat in the moment the mojo takes place ("I don't like people touching my throat"). Does he remember being "killed" by Angel? Does he wonder what became of Cordelia? Does he feel guilt about it?

Connor must have a difficult path of nightmares, self-examination and coping to do if those memories were returned. It's almost sadder that way. If I ever decide to dabble in fan fiction, I may have to write stories about the new Connor in Stanford trying to piece together the two pasts. Plus, what a great spin-off idea.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Duel Memories, Dual Memories -- Masq, 16:02:32 04/23/04 Fri

I'm assuming since you started spelling correctly half-way through your post that you *meant* to do that. Because it will be a case of dual memories dueling. And I find that fascinating. And necessary. Connor made some bad choices in his real life, like helping Evil!Cordy kill that girl in "Inside Out". He knew the right thing to do, he didn't do it. He had a horrible childhood and overpowering needs, but that only explains his behavior, it doesn't redeem him from it.

I see Connor's new life and the strength he gained from it helping him recover from his old life like therapy. And helping him go on to make better choices and find some sort of redemption from his past.

And I would LOVE to see that in a spin-off, especially as he learns he really *does* love a good demon-butt-kicking after all and becomes the Champion his father wished him to be. Alas, we probably won't see that.

But some of us are talking about doing it ourselves... group fanfic, maybe this summer.

[> [> [> [> A forgotten past ceases to matter -- Finn Mac Cool, 17:23:42 04/23/04 Fri

"Maybe it's Christian upbringing talking here, but how can we reach atonement/salvation if we forget our sins of the past?"

If we, and everyone who has an effect on our lives, forgets our sins, then, for all intensive purposes, they never happened. The past is made solely of memories and leftover evidence. Change those, and you change the past. Think of it like Schroedinger's cat. You put a cat in a box that blocks all attempts at finding out what occurs inside and leave a poison gas in the box that has a fifty percent chance of killing the cat. According to Schroedinger, until we open the box and observe what happened to the cat, it is neither alive nor dead; it is a potential cat. Some other people have gone on to theorize, though, that if people believe strongly enough that the cat in the box is dead, then their belief of that fact actually makes it dead (which would explain affirmations, a process of taking an event you want to happen and saying it numerous times; this is supposed to make the event far more likely to occur). Likewise, as soon as the memories of Connor's past were wiped away, that past ceased to exist. As soon as new memories were created, that past came to be the reality. I'm not sure whether I believe this in the literal, reality altering sense, but I do in the practical sense. If a tree falls in the forest, and nobody's around, does it make a sound? My reply to that would be, if no one was around to hear it, then it doesn't matter whether the tree made a sound or not. Likewise, I feel that, if all memory of Connor's original past is gone, then, for all practical purposes, that past is no longer important.

[> [> [> [> Here's the problem (unspoiled speculation) -- CW, 06:50:01 04/24/04 Sat

Closure for Connor was never the big issue, in the main story. If it had been VK would have been a regular this year. It's about 'closure' for Angel. Notice that whether Connor got his memories back or not, Angel got exactly what he wanted from Wolfram & Hart in his deal, a strong, happy, well-adjusted, son. Who else can say they got what they were looking for in moving to W & H? I don't know what ME will do with this story. But, I know what I'd have to do. Don't breathe a sigh of relief for Connor yet.

[> [> [> [> [> I'm not -- Masq, 06:56:16 04/24/04 Sat

Don't breathe a sigh of relief for Connor yet.

I'm still worried. But I was worried before you posted this. It was all a little too pat and happy for my credulity. (but then, so was "You're Welcome")

[> [> [> [> [> [> Who says it's too pat and happy? -- Rufus, 18:40:25 04/25/04 Sun

I think there was no end, but a reconcilliation between Angel and Connor that leaves whatever happens next open to speculation. Most of what happens in the last scene is body language and emotions we can read through the characters eyes. It was a new start for everyone concerned. Wes said that at least they know what happened now, but there is consequences and payoffs to knowledge. Just you wait....you'll see...;):):):):):)

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Not me, not anymore -- Masq, 09:34:57 04/26/04 Mon

You big friggin' tease!

Just tell me episode 22 isn't "And then everyone dies!" (ala "Forever Knight") or that there aren't any more long-time characters dying. I know it's supposed to be angst-filled, that's what I hear, but I am weary of all the death the past few years of both shows.

I wrote the above post after watching the episode only once, and being quite confused by the ending (it was very subtle, I was a little tipsy) and then talking about it for two days straight after that. There were a number of ATPoers who saw the ending in a rosy light, "Connor remembers, he's unfazed by that, he forgives Angel, he walks off to his happy new life, birds sing, flowers bloom!"

*Sheesh*. I rewatched the episode Saturday, and then in pain-staking detail again on Sunday, and the end just makes my heart break. Of course, I'm fully in Angel's point of view, just wanting a crumb of my son's acknowledgement, a moment of his company.

And then he walks away, off to a life where he calls another man "Dad".

*Sob*!!!!

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Oh, and -- Masq, 09:38:49 04/26/04 Mon

Connor isn't smiling when he walks away. That I finally noticed the second time through, too.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh, and -- angel's nibblet, 01:57:59 04/27/04 Tue

Connor isn't smiling when he walks away. That I finally noticed the second time through, too.

There is a very quick, subtle smile in Angel's direction as he's getting on the elevator though...

Atleast I'm hoping it wasn't wishful thinking.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Oh, and -- Arethusa, 04:46:48 04/27/04 Tue

Yes, just a tiny little smaile, and not a happy one either. But it's there, and he's looking at Angel when he makes it. So maybe there's hope for them.

[> [> [> [> Re: The viewer's needs -- JM, 17:53:13 04/25/04 Sun

I think the thing that's different this time is the one that's most important to Connor. Family. He's got it. And he has to be their protector, just like he wanted to be to Cordy and their offspring. The dual/duelling memories will be challenging but I think he'll gladly step up to it for the good people whose happiness he holds in his hands. Like his father, he finds peace and atonement through suffering for others.

And he's had some practice in the family he built on foundations of deceit that summer with Gunn and Fred. This time he just has much better motives and much improved manners. I really think he's going to be OK and even enobled.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: The viewer's needs -- Jane, 20:47:54 04/25/04 Sun

I agree that Connor's "false" memories have given him the tools he needs to deal with the "real" ones. In a sense, he has been given the life he could have had if he hadn't been raised in a hell dimension. I think he can reconcile the memories of his old life because his new family loves and believes in him, and needs his protection. In protecting his family he will find the strength to forgive himself for his past actions, and move on. Can I just say how much I loved this episode?


Issue #1 of Supermoppet is already worth $250.00 (a quickie review of--and spoilers for--"Origin") -- cjl, 11:45:08 04/22/04 Thu

From-the-gut feelings about last night's ep:

THE GOOD:

1. The title. As I saw mentioned on TWOP, "Origin" is comic book geek shorthand for an origin story, i.e., the birth of a superhero. He discovers his powers, finds a mentor to train him, realizes his raison d'etre for superdoing, etc. In this case, the superhero was Connor, and we saw a lot of the episode through his eyes. What a wonderful place W&H can be when viewed through the wide-eyes of a happy teenager! A place where supercool vampires like Angel and Spike and superhot demon babes like Illyria ("older women"--heh) fight the forces of evil on a daily basis. Of course, Happy!Connor doesn't see the pain behind the facades, but we get enough pain in the course of this series, thank you. It's another twist on the M.C. Escher perspective we've been dealing with all season long, and for once, it's a view where the sun is shining, and all is well in the world. Nice to have a happy ending of sorts every once in a while.

2. VK and DB. They've been great together since "A New World," and they were great together here, too. Maybe it's DB's fatherly instincts bubbling up to the surface, but he seems especially "on" whenever Connor's life and/or welfare is at stake, more emotionally vested in the proceedings. And what can I say about our Formerly Psycho Moppet? Waltzes on to the set after a full season away, and acts the living s**t out of Ultimate Drew's script. The switchover from Nu!Connor to Old!Connor in an eyeblink, his grin-inducing, leisurely tour of W&H, his matter-of-fact acceptance of his new abilities and the duel with Sahjahn, the final goodbye to Angel--VK definitely made some new converts last night, even amongst the most hardened Connor haters. (Is that it, though? One and out? Awww. He's gotta come back!)

3. Gunn. See my comment in Masq's summary of "Underneath" about Gunn's martyr complex and the moral ambiguities of his current round of self-torture. Still, JAR continues his stellar work in late S5, easily the pinnacle of Gunn's four years on on the series.

4. Marcus Hamilton. Damn, he IS well-dressed. More interesting in five minutes than Eve has been in all of Season 5. Adam Baldwin seems to climb the evolutionary ladder in each genre appearance. (Killer automaton on X-Files, slow-witted mercenary on Firefly, and now, urbane and even slightly prissy W&H liaison on Angel.) Do you get the feeling Joss, Bell and Co. are experiencing buyer's remorse about Sarah Thompson? (I know I am.)

5. Sahjhan! They actually wrapped up one of the prophecies. Dry and sarcastic as ever. Wish they could have kept him around a bit longer, but we've only got four episodes left....

6. Illyria/Spike. Spike, as usual, brings the funny. (Illyria's request to keep Spike as a pet would be cute if it weren't so disturbing.)

7. Wes screws himself--again. It's grimly amusing how Wes constantly searches for the villain of the story, and inevitably, winds up finding him in the mirror. (Cool SFX for the breaking of the Orlon Window.)


THE NOT-SO-GOOD:

1. The events of this ep could have easily been spread over two or three episodes, giving the cast time to chew over the enormous implications.

2. Cyrus Vail. Too much talky-meat. The exposition in Act II slowed a fun, fast-moving episode down to a crawl.

3. After Angel went WWE on Vail's demon henchmen, he didn't do much for the rest of the episode, did he? Fortunately, Boreanaz is good at reaction shots.

4. Harmony and Lorne. Regulars in name only.

OVERALL: OK, Masq, I'm fully on-board with the Connor-love. (A little late, I know.) 9 out of 10.


P.S. As to the debate about whether Connor got his memories back and if so, why the restoration didn't send him over the edge:

Connor knew.

I think the shock of finding out the truth was lessened by the events of the episode. Superpowers, demon assassins, vampires with souls, wizards, prophecies--Happy!Connor had time to absorb all this BEFORE the Orlon Window shattered. The only thing missing from the picture was WHY Connor is how he is, and he got that explanation. Granted, the truth turned out to be nothing he could have possibly expected or wanted, but he got it--and that was how he could absorb the shock so quickly.

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[> Re: Issue #1 of Supermoppet is already worth $250.00 (a quickie review of--and spoilers for--Origin) -- Rob, 12:05:15 04/22/04 Thu

The events of this ep could have easily been spread over two or three episodes, giving the cast time to chew over the enormous implications.

Actually, I thought that was one of the coolest things about this episode, and a testament to how brilliantly it was written and structured (not to mention acted, which is a different issue): the fact that so much plot, and so many emotional and thematic issues were covered, and yet none of the major players to this particular story, at least IMO, felt shortchanged. For example, Marcus Hamilton's scenes were so great and substantial, as well as Gunn's, that although they only appeared for a few moments each, those moments mattered. I will admit that Lorne and Harmony were window dressing this week, but Wes--man, oh, man! And Illyria, even in her in-the-background role this week was also given meaty stuff. The episode felt so right to me, because it actually addressed so many things that we wanted it to address. The fact that they actually followed up on Sajhan was absolutely incredible. Connor was able to fulfill his destiny, and still emerged un-screwed up. A great deal was covered in this episode, and the writing had the effect of making it seem longer than it really was, and definitely not in a bad way.

Rob

[> Re: spoilers for--"Origin") -- Pony, 13:12:33 04/22/04 Thu

I'd forgotten Adam Baldwin was on X-Files! I'm with you on the Marcus love, though I really don't think Eve was ever particularly well-presented. Marcus has interesting contradictions built right in - he's a huge beefy guy in a perfect suit with a helpful, polite manner. Eve looks like a girl who's out of her depth and that's pretty much what she turned out to be. I remember when the desriptions for Eve came out at the start of the season and she was being called perky evil. I'm wondering if it would have worked better if they had had her play the cheery corporate team-builder from hell more, rather than the knowing manner that made her come across as Lilah-lite. Of course, I'm not convinced she's enough of an actor to manage any of it.

[> It's only Supermoppet if he has his moppet!hair -- Masq, 13:57:31 04/22/04 Thu

Sahjhan! They actually wrapped up one of the prophecies. Dry and sarcastic as ever. Wish they could have kept him around a bit longer, but we've only got four episodes left....

Sahjhan seemed lacking. He seemed less snarky. The whole thing was too staid and too "set up" for me. Throw Connor in the room with a weapon. Have Connor release Sahjhan himself. We get none of Sahjhan's intrigue/history brought back. He's a plot device set up for the slaughter. Little drama there.

But what *really* didn't work for me was the venue of the big Connor/Sahjhan show-down. I will love and kiss ME's toes forever for giving the show-down to me, don't get me wrong. If I could have had one thing only in a Connor returns episode, that's what I would have wished for. But they had their fight in this tiny little room with a table in it. No room for fancy maneuvers and snark-filled pauses.

Last May, I had a whole outline for a fic I was going to write to help me get over the trauma of "Home". In it, I set it up WAY cooler than ME did in this episode (I mean Drew Goddard? He's a Buffy writer! He doesn't know my Connor! Fury originally pitched the Connor's parents bring super-power-boy to W&H story last summer. Or Tim Minear!).

Anyway, in my fic, Wesley comes to Angel at W&H and tells him that a demon called Sahjhan (who he's forgotten) is loose. Someone let him out. He does research on Sahjhan and discovers a strange prophecy: "The one sired by the vampire with a soul will grow to manhood and kill Sahjan".

Wesley naturally assumes the VWAS is Angel, because in my version of season 5, there's no pesky who-will-Shanshu mess. But he's puzzled because he interprets the word "sired" as a vampire making another vampire: how can someone sired by a vampire "grow to manhood"?

Wesley goes out hunting for Sahjhan's prophecied killer not knowing who he is to Angel. Then, in an ironic reversal of season 3 "Sleep Tight", Wesley brings Connor to Angel instead of taking him away. One thing leads to another and the memory wipe is reversed.

The story climaxes with Connor going out searching for Sahjhan, taking on a wary and leery responsibility for his "destiny" out of a sense of honor he'd picked up from his new parents. Connor and Sahjhan meet in an alley at night--snark, snark, kapow! thud!--a fight goes on for five-ten minutes of episode time, cutting periodically to Angel running frantically to find where Connor went, convinced he's going to die because he's lost his training. Connor uses all his cool moves he got back with his memory, like the way he can walk halfway up a wall and then launch himself at his opponent.

Angel gets there just in time to see prophecy fulfilled.

Cut to commercial, come back to the big angry Angel-Connor confrontation scene I wanted to see.

[> [> Re: It's only Supermoppet if he has his moppet!hair -- Darby, 08:04:23 04/23/04 Fri

Couldn't the prophecy now be applied to Spike, who "grew" until he sought a soul? Siring has always included any direct lineage (the writerwank from School Hard). That would have been a meaty misdirect to the characters!

[> [> [> Re: It's only Supermoppet if he has his moppet!hair -- Masq, 10:58:15 04/23/04 Fri

That interpretation still makes Angel "The Vampire with a Soul", though. And besides, I don't think that was Spike wailing wild on good ol' Sahjhan. That was my boy!

[> [> [> [> Re: It's only Supermoppet if he has his moppet!hair -- Darby, 06:15:29 04/24/04 Sat

True, true. I was just sticking in a potential detail to the breaking story. Unlike when you first thought about it after Home (or not clear, at least) would have been Spike's integration into the group. But by Origins, I'm just sayin' that the group had been given another possible interpretation of the prophecy - a reach, but it is one of these Buffyverse fuzzy prophecies. It would have been interesting for us, the audience, to know (along with Angel) the real subject of the passage while Spike tries to sell himself and everyone else that it has to be him. It would also underline the difficulty of applying these things to real circumstances. Plus, a fun Spike-gets-his-butt-kicked scene...

[> [> [> [> [> OK, now you're just trying to push my buttons -- Masq, 06:39:03 04/24/04 Sat

If Spike had killed Sahjhan and fulfilled the prophecy in an emotional-manhood sort of way, I would have committed hari kiri and my guts would have spilt all over the board and there would have been a mess you guys would be cleaning up for months!

Isn't it enough they swapped out VK for JM in season 5? You have to take everything Connorific away from me and replace it with.... shudders that overexposed S**** person?

*sob* *sniff* *wail*

;o)

[> [> [> [> [> [> No, no, no! -- Darby, 09:25:21 04/24/04 Sat

I guess I'm not explaining this well - this is all plotting detail, trying to put together a variation on the story told, now that Spike's in the mix.

Connor would still be the subject of the prophecy, Connor would still be the only one who could take out Sajhan, but in the process of a bunch of memory-wiped, Connor-less folks trying to sort out the prophecy, they could think for a while that Spike should do it. Then, instead of Illyria beating the bejesus out of Spike, Sajhan could do it in a preliminary fight to the big showdown with your boy.

I like misdirects that the audience knows are misdirects, if they set up an interesting situation (and don't go on too long). I just thought that a bit of time with Wes et al. thinking that it must be Spike would be a fun subplot. And wouldn't you like to see Spike take the first shot and fail, knowing that they would ultimately need Connor to save the day?

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> OK, I get it -- Masq, 15:40:11 04/24/04 Sat

You're fleshing out my plot bunny. Which, btw, I still think would have been a way cooler way to do "Origin".

Of course, if your addition was added, the episode would be a 2-parter with the Spike mislead first, and there would be a big discussion between Wesley and Angel and Spike about Spike "growing to emotional manhood" (the whole s. 4-s. 7 of BtVS trajectory), with Wesley and Spike arguing on one side ("I have too grown!) and Angel arguing on the other side, ("Spike? Grown? Pfft!), with Angel seeming to just be his usual stubborn self in not acknowledging Spike's growth but in actuality hiding his secret knowledge that the prophecy does indeed refer to his biological son, not his grand-vamp-childe.

Which would, of course, spark a raging debate in fandom for the entire week afterward, with the Spike-Angel wars reigniting and the board going up in flames, people running screaming, dogs and cats living together, the apocalypse of Wolfram and Hart landing squarely in our living rooms, chat rooms, and Live Journals.

Chaos, chaos!

[> Second thoughts, re: C vs S -- Masq, 15:54:53 04/22/04 Thu

While I still think the whole confrontatation between Connor and Sahjhan was too artifically "set up" for my taste (by Angel and the demon), rather than being the more "this is my (Connor's) choice" kind of meeting/kill I would have prefered, someone on Live Journal made an interesting point about the S-C confrontation.

They put it in terms of a male rite of initiation into manhood. "You think you're a man, little boy? Here's your test." Connor only passes the test, of course, when he's given back his real childhood. I find that interesting as well.

[> another big clue was a little gesture -- anom, 13:42:19 04/25/04 Sun

"I think the shock of finding out the truth was lessened by the events of the episode. Superpowers, demon assassins, vampires with souls, wizards, prophecies--Happy!Connor had time to absorb all this BEFORE the Orlon Window shattered. The only thing missing from the picture was WHY Connor is how he is, and he got that explanation."

Part of that was his original Origin--not the (real) events of his life but the fact that Angel was his father. Angel gives him a big clue to this: Just before he goes over to the table to open the urn, Angel calls him over--& straightens out his collar! Who would do that but a parent?

I think this was unconscious on both sides. Angel didn't mean to clue Connor in; he was just looking for something he could do for his son. And any understanding of the truth on Connor's part probably wasn't on a conscious level either; if anything, it would've just seemed like one more little weird thing in the midst of all the other weirdness, including the way this cool super-strong guy who's such an awesome fighter has been taking a personal interest in him all along.

[> [> Re: another big clue was a little gesture -- CW, 20:24:51 04/25/04 Sun

Who would do that, but a mother? It was a cute scene, but really overly coy when you think about it. Connor barely knows Angel at this moment. What the heck would he actually think about Angel after this incident (and before he gets his memory back)? Connor's not exactly a ten-year-old, and he wasn't exactly headed to the prom.

[> [> [> Re: another big clue was a little gesture -- angel's nibblet, 01:17:30 04/27/04 Tue

Who would do that, but a mother? It was a cute scene, but really overly coy when you think about it. Connor barely knows Angel at this moment. What the heck would he actually think about Angel after this incident (and before he gets his memory back)? Connor's not exactly a ten-year-old, and he wasn't exactly headed to the prom.

Well, if I was in his situation I would certainly be more concerned about my surely impending doom since he was about to fight Sahjan to the death. I didn't even catch that little gesture the first time I watched. But that could because my Mum kept trying to talk to me.

My family should know better than to try to communicate with me whilst watching Angel :-|!


What has the truth set free....spoilers for Origin -- Rufus, 01:48:58 04/23/04 Fri

I'm going to focus on a few scenes that gave me what I needed to understand what I saw in Origin.

Connor is back in Angels life in a way unexpected. A warlock, Vail has sent his demons to get Connor to fight like he once would have and Connor's parents take him to Wolfram and Hart on the advice of a policeman. Angel is freaked but he goes and finds Vail to make sense of what he has to do.


Vail: I wasn't trying to kill your son, you know. I simply needed him to understand what he is capable of.

Angel: How do you know Connor?

Vail: I built him.



So, Vail is the entrepreneureal form of the Monks who created memories for Dawn in Buffy season five. In this case, Vail is strictly a contractor, not someone looking to do good works. Connor was already created so he only had to alter Connors memories, all as a result of a contract Angel has with Wolfram and Hart. Lorne and Wesley found part of the puzzle out....

Lorne: Here we go...Vail listings under accounts paid.

Wes: Wolfram and Hart did business with him?

Lorne: Yeah, looks like he was one of their go-to Warlocks when it came to the magical mojo. Specialized in memory restructuring, mind control, temporal shifts....oh boy.

Wes: What is it?

Lorne: You coult buy Bolivia for what we paid him on this one.

Wes: Not just him, he supervised some of the most powerful sorcerers on the West Coast.

Lorne: Man, power like that, I'm guessing he wasn't just doing card tricks.

Wes: Some sort of REALITY SHIFT, and it...oh.

Lorne: What?

Wes: It happened the day we took over Wolfram and Hart.



The puzzle is beginning to make some sense of a sort for Wes. He knows that something is wrong about the day they joined Wolfram and Hart, the thing is to find out what that is. Angel has found Vail, killed his guards and spoken to him and found out that Vail built Connor, at least the alternate Connor, the happy one.

Vail: When Connor was 5, he got lost in a department store. He wandered off while his family was shopping. It scared the poor child nearly half to death.

Angel: That never happened.

Vail: Yes...but HE remembers it happening. He remembers screaming in the middle of the store. He remembers his mother rushing towards him, and he remembers his father sweeping him up into his arms.

Angel: You built his memories.

Vail: I did, he is some of my finest work.



Vail needs Connor, needs him to kill the Sajhahn in the bottle/urn. Urns break, and this one wants a permanent cure to his fear of death. Connor is in the prophecy and it's Connor who is the only one who can kill Sahjahn. His bargaining chip is the Orlon Window that houses the memories of everyone who had their memories altered. Wesley is onto the game but doesn't know why.

Illyria: You are so concerned with names, dates, times.

Wes: Reality's been changed.

Illyria: Define change...The world is as it is.

Wes: Not necessarily.

Illyria: You are a summation of recollections, each change is simply a point of experience.

Wes: We are more than just memories.

Illyria: And yet Fred changed the moment her memory did.

Wes: Fred's memories were changed?

Illyria: In places.

Wes: Can you see what they were before?

Illyria: No, they're gone. Does this change your view of Fred? Is she still the person you thought she was.

Wes: No, none of us are.


We see the contract that Angel signed the day they entered Wolfram and Hart and Wes is out to find the truth. Angel is watching unable to help Connor who is battling Sajhahn. The Connor without the past burden and memories has no real experience in fighting. He does think the idea of being a super hero is on the "cool" side. Everything around Angel and his friends is new to Connor, and his lack of a past with fighting experience may just kill him, or not.

Wes: You changed the world.

Angel: Wes, what are you doing?

Wes: You sold us out to Wolfram and Hart.

Angel: Be careful.

Wes: Is this (the Orlon Window) your 30 pieces of silver?

Angel: Wes, give me that.

Illyria: (punches Angel who lands across the room) He doesn't follow you any more.


Sajhahn is wiping up the room with Connor. He takes the time to crow about it too.

Sajhahn: These prophecies are turning out to be pretty overrated. I gotta tell you kid, you're making a good case for the whole concept of free-will.

Talk about wasting time talking when the past it about to bite you in the ass.

Wes: You changed the world.

Angel: He's my son Wesley, Connors my son.

Wes: Did you trade her? Did you trade Fred for your son?

Angel: What?

Wes: Everything that's happened since we took over Wolfram and Hart, everything that's happened to -- her. Did you know? Was Fred the price?

Angel: No Wes, I can explain, just put that down.

Wes: Why are you so afraid of this? He said it would bring back the past. Will it undo what you've done?

Angel: No, it won't bring her back.

Wes: Let's find out.

Angel: No! Please, you have to trust me.

Wes: I can't, not anymore.



Wesley smashes the Orlon Window and the memories come back. We see Angel and baby Connor, Angel handing Connor to Wes, "The Father will kill the son", Wes taking Connor and having his throat slit, Sajhahn opening the Quor toth dimension...faster and faster the memories come back. Lilah, Jasmine, Cordy, The Beast, Connor killing Jasmine....Connors last moment before Angel takes him out in that department store. Then we see Connor, he knows everything, he remembers how to fight, and Sajhahn has no chance.

Memories, they are something that we pick and choose to remember like well worn pages in a book. Some stuff we forget, some stuff is replayed over and over. Connor now has the memories of two lives, Wes remembers what he had done. Angel goes to Connor who has put down the axe and no longer looks so enthused about being any kind of super hero.

Angel: Connor?

Connor: Whoa! You see that? I went a little hard core there for a second. That guy made me really cranky.

Angel: Are you okay?

Connor: Yeah, I guess I don't really like people touching my neck.

Angel: Connor.

Connor: Hey, can we get out of here? I'd like to go back, see my parents. This whole fighting thing I'm not, I'm not sure it's for me.


So, did Connor forget who he was as suddenly as he remembered it? I wonder, and it's what Wes says that made up my mind about what Connor remembered, or not.

Illyria: You betrayed Angel, you stole his son, he tried to kill you.

Wes: Yes.

Illyria: Are these the memories you needed back? Does this now make you Wesley?

Wes: At least I know what happened.

Illyria: Do you? There are 2 sets of memories, those that happened and those that are fabricated -- it's hard to tell which is which. (interesting thing for Illyria to say about memories)

Wes: Try to push reality out of your mind. Focus on the other memories. They were created for a reason.

Illyria: To hide from the truth.

Wes: To endure it.



I think Wesley explains exactly what Connor has done to cope with who he has been. Vail created a healthy person and the memories of that healthy person soothe who Connor has been. Doesn't mean that Connor will stay with Angel, but it can mean he now understands his real father just a bit more, like Wes now does.

Connor: I thought the sunlight burned you up?

Angel: (laughs) Special Glass.

Connor: Cool, you should like, make a whole suit out of it - like the Pope has.

Angel: How's your dad?

Connor: He's fine, they're releasing him now. I should warn you, he's pretty pissed. I told him you took me out demon fighting and, uh almost got me killed. He wants to have a talk with you.

Angel: (uncomfortable) All right....I'll...

Connor: I'm kidding. Man, you've gotta lighten up. He thinks we spent the whole night doing tests. I told him I could bench press like, a 1000 pounds.

Angel: What are you going to tell them about...who you are?

Connor: The truth, more or less. I'll tell them that I'm different. I'll tell them it's actually a good thing. I'll tell them to stop worrying so much.

Angel: Well, they're parents.

Connor: Yeah, I know. They'll feel a lot better knowing you're looking out for me.

Angel: We still haven't found Vail...but we will.

Connor: I'm not too worried about him, nothing he can show me I already haven't seen anyway.

I just want to say goodbye. I've gotta go back to my life now.

Angel: Oh, do you really have to leave? I mean right now?

Connor: I kinda think I should. I need to take care of my parents. This isn't their world, they really don't feel safe here. You gotta do what you can to protect your family....I learned that from my father.



Connor went from coming to LA because his parents wanted to protect him, to becoming the protector of his family. This family may not be the one he originated from but his memories tell him they are as real as Angel is. Connor can't live in Angel's world, but now he understands what his father did to give him a second chance. His new memories help him endure his past. His new family give him the love he never got in Quor toth. His family only know him as their son. He knows the truth, Angel knows the truth and the truth is something that Connor seems to be able to cope with now. He may never become a super hero like his father, but he has the chance to graduate from Stanford, the chance to have a future family of his own. He has also let Angel know that it's okay to look out for him, but their relationship can never be more than one of knowing that you can be loved even by someone you may never see again.


PS: Don't you wonder what's floating around in Illyria's head now?

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[> Thanks, this was good -- Masq, 11:24:03 04/23/04 Fri


[> [> Why thank you......inside a non-spoilery comment about spoilers. -- Rufus, 23:55:58 04/23/04 Fri

Connor: I'm not too worried about them, nothing they can show me I already haven't seen anyway. (I know I changed the words a bit)


These are the times I'm glad to be an unashamed Trollop. Watching the minefield of posts that spoil others just have me mumbling...."that's right, or, interesting way to interpret things but that's not right". There is nothing out there I haven't already seen or made up myself (j/k).

[> [> [> I'm sure it makes life easier in some ways! -- Masq, 06:33:14 04/24/04 Sat

I've heard very little about the season finale, but there was one specific thing I heard that has me very worried. I'm reading my own issues into it, probably, but I will have to wait until the ep airs to know for sure.

It'll have me all tummy-rumbly for a few weeks, but I've found that I enjoy the episodes so much more when the surprises come to me during the actual airing of the ep.

[> Freds memory -- Rufus, 06:08:55 04/26/04 Mon

There were a few things I noticed about the episode that had me wondering what the heck. Illyria noted that Fred's memories had been altered. Considering Freds memories were supposed to be gone does that mean that Illyria is referencing the information left after Freds memory was gone? Add on the fact that now that the Orlon Window has been smashed we may just have a new deal here. Fred's memory has had an impact upon Illyria but will there be a difference in Illyria now that Freds memories from the past have been set free? Did Illyria get them and if so what will she/it do about them?

Before the smashing of the Orlon Window Illyria says this:

Illyria: You are a summation of recollections, each change is simply a point of experience.

After the Orlon Window is no more....

Illyria: Do you? There are 2 sets of memories, those that happened and those that are fabricated -- it's hard to tell which is which.

I ask the question, even though Illyria is an Old One is she/it having an identity crisis brought on by Freds memories? She says that the 2 sets of memories are hard to tell apart. Makes one wonder if she is someone with 3 sets or memories...those as Illyria, god of gods, and Fred, both sets of memories from Fred.

[> [> Yeah, about that -- JM, 18:46:44 04/26/04 Mon

I am starting think that Illyria either lied or underestimated the fragments. They seem to be a lot more than fragments. I also thought it was intersting that she was so intense about Wes maybe changing his opinon about Fred if she was changed by the memory spell. (The conversation in the basement, where he never does answer her.)

I was getting the impression that she seems to have invested in him as her guide and thinks that his commitment to her resides largely with his memory of Fred (probably accurate). She seems threatened by something that would impact his memories of Fred. I thought that was intersting.


The Origin of the Apocalypse (spoilers Underneath) -- Lunasea, 12:37:20 04/23/04 Fri

I really do need to finish my essay on "Underneath." Since I won't have time to do that until next week, here is the conclusion. It is important for when I am talking about "Origin." I also need it for other essays I want to do.

The ultimate goal of depth psychology is not to deconstruct a dream or in this case a television show. The ultimate goal of depth psychology isn't even to aide the process of individuation. Underneath these is something much broader. The symbolism of location/setting, characters, objects and themes (this is what the essay goes into. I still have the last part to do. I have the first three done and can post that) is ultimately part of a greater story. Underneath every story every told, every symbol ever dreamed is our humanity. For five years on Angel, Joss has explored just what this is. It isn't about Angel's quest to be a real boy. It is an exploration of just what it means to be a real boy. Then armed with that knowledge, real boyness/humanity can better be expressed.

Angel's conflict appears to be between man and demon, good and evil. The entire mythology of the slayer is built on fighting demons. Some groups see this in a very black and white manner. Demons are evil, the heroes are struggling to be good. Some see the universe as very grey. This is still looking at the Buffyverse along a continuum of good and evil. This is furthered by the importance of the soul, which determines with a character is oriented to good or to evil.

The demons, for the most part, inflict harm on others. This harm is the typical standard that good/evil is measured by. This is why demons, with some exceptions, are considered evil. It is also why they are said to be soulless and oriented to evil. The evil of the demonic word is not harm for harm's sake though. Demons in the Buffyverse mirror the issues of the characters. Those demons cause harm because those issues harm the characters. They cause harm because they live in the dark subterranean world of the unconscious. As the characters deal with their issues, they physically defeat the demons.

In "Underneath," what is underneath each character is shown. This is not necessarily evil, even in the case of Illyria. The bad guys this season have been human for the most part. The show is moving away from good/evil as represented by demons and darkness. Illyria is an Old One who is being incorporated into the team. Angel and Spike are protected by necrotempered glass and alternate realities so they can go into the light.

Angel's conflict between man and demon has been transformed. "Underneath" doesn't just show what is underneath the characters. It shows what is underneath the Buffyverse at this point. According to Lindsey, the apocalypse has already begun. Angel says he can philosophize all night. They have been, for eight years. It is time to get underneath that. A season about corruption involves the characters being corrupted. Lindsey explains how a hero is corrupted. (this will be elaborated on in another essay about what a hero is)

The harm to others that gets labeled good/evil has been transformed to the harm done when we conform/work with the system. The hell that is underneath Angel isn't the Hellmouth. It is Suburbia. Lindsey's perfect family covers up his punishment in the basement. It shows the wrath people inflict on themselves living in Suburbia. When the spell is broken by Angel, Lindsey's "family" turns on him, much as Sharon Stone did on Arnold Schwartzenegger in Total Recall. What is necessary to become part of this perfect world is to forget, but even that can't protect us against the Wrath in the basement.

The memory wipe that Angel did on the gang did not rob them of feelings or growth. Their cookies still baked. What it did was make them vulnerable. Lindsey feels that he shouldn't go in the basement. He doesn't know why. Gunn could not remember and therefore learn from the mistakes Wesley made season three. Instead the gang got caught up in the day-to-day of running Wolfram and Hart. When people get caught up in the day-to-day that makes up Suburban life, they forget about what is important and lessons they learned. From this the apocalypse forms.

Holland in "Reprise" tells Angel that Wolfram and Hart are in the hearts of everyone. They were there when the first human clubbed his neighbor. That sounds like they are involved in the clubbing. Equating the Senior Partners with evil and therefor harm to others supports this. Evil is now being equated with conformity itself. As such Holland's words need to be reexamined. There are three parties involved in an attack. There is the attacker, the victim and the witness. It is the reaction of the witness that forms society.

Illyria is dismissive of the Senior Partners. To her, they are a second rate power. They are not an Old One. They have risen in stature greatly since the Old Ones walked the earth. They are now the ones driving the apocalypse. They have becomes greater as the witness who works with the system, thus fostering a particular system.

This is not something completely new to the series. Season one, Lilah tries to get Angel to work with the system in "The Ring." In "Blind Date," Lindsey questions whether to work with the system. In "Dead End," he decides that the price to himself is too high to stay with the system. This makes him the perfect foil for Angel. Season two as Angel is going through is "dark" phase and is breaking completely from any sort of system good or evil, Lindsey is working with that system. When Angel rejoins the gang and tries to conform to a system of good, Lindsey leaves and advises Angel on how to beat Wolfram and Hart.

Much of Lilah's arc rests in her ping-ponging between working with Wolfram and Hart and working against their plans for Angel. Season three, she is willing to work with Sahjan. Season four, she allies herself with the gang after Wolfram and Hart are destroyed by the Beast. This results in her death. In "Home," Wesley tries to free her, but she has committed herself to the system with an eternal contract. Lilah's commitment to her own ends is used to bring her into Wolfram and Hart/the system and keep her there. When Lindsey leaves, he recommends they promote Lilah because she really know how to work the system. Lindsey know this is what the Senior Partners value because he is capable of seeing the big picture.

All the symbolism of "Underneath" is to set up this message about the evil of conforming to the system. The evil of the system isn't the overt harm of people like Fries who was willing to destroy LA. The evil is the harm done to the individual by conforming and playing a game that isn't your own. Wolfram and Hart win and the Senior Partners gain in stature every time someone agrees to their rules at the expense of himself and what he believes. Even if Angel does manage to help more people with the resources of Wolfram and Hart, the Senior Partners have won because he is now part of the system. He hasn't become overtly evil, but he has been corrupted.

What is underneath the characters can be considered selfish and that is labeled evil by some. Illyria is heartless and cannot sympathize with Wesley. Wesley who makes the hard decisions is drowning in his grief. Gunn who is dedicated to the mission is feeling the effects of his selfish decision to get lawyered-up. Lorne is admitting that he wants to be selfish. Typically this attitude is seen as evil. Angel needs to reconnect with others. Building a family is an important theme to the Buffyverse. Being selfish would hinder this.

This idea can be taken to extremes. A table is something to gather around. It unifies a group. It also allows people to maintain some space from each other. This gives them a work space. The goal of individuation isn't for everyone to be the same It is to becomes who people are. Conforming to how society is does not allow this. Selfishness can be taken to an extreme. It can also be used to protect our identity.

Because Lindsey is out for himself and sees nothing wrong with going against either the Senior Partners or Angel, the Wrath cannot hurt him much. We see in "Life of the Party" the toll everything is taking on Lorne. Gunn will be at the Wrath's mercy (or lack of it) because he suppressed this side and it exploded causing his friends a lot of harm. Angel cannot achieve balance without this side. Before he can ask out werewolf girl, he has to believe that he deserves some happiness. The gypsy curse has had a similar effect that Spike's chip had. It conditioned him. Like's Spike's conditioning, it can be undone by taping into what is underneath him.

"Underneath" through location/setting, characters, objects and themes starts a more overt exploration of what is underneath the Buffyverse. It is not the harm that we do to each other that has driven five seasons. It is the harm we do to ourselves by pushing things underneath. One reason is to conform to the life we believe we are told we should have, the hell of Suburbia. Angel's enemy isn't Spike or Lindsey. It is Everyone Loves Raymond.

(continue for Origin)

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[> Re: The Origin of the Apocalypse (spoilers Origin) -- Lunasea, 12:39:21 04/23/04 Fri

So that is just the conclusion for what I wrote about "Underneath." Taking perspective that with only a few shows of Angel to go ever, how does "Origin" flow from this?

It should be well known that I am a title junkie. Almost all my analyses revolve around the title somehow. I had trouble writing this at first because last week showed what was underneath the characters. This week did not show their origins. They were back to their standard personas, but that was about it.

Then it hit me. I didn't want to talk about what the title referred to. It was darker than anything Joss has ever shown or done. Underneath the sunny message of hope, love and friendship that runs the series lies something very scary. In this episode that was one of the most beautiful ever written was a very dark message, hidden in one word, the title.

Lindsey dropped a bomb last week. THE apocalypse has already began. This episode didn't refer to this bomb. Instead the negative space this created was filled by a beautiful story that easily distracted us from this. It was a story about the power of love, everything beautiful about the series. There is still that nagging title, though.

What went through my mind as I was typing up my original analysis was "Origin of the Species." Claudia has made the accusation that this episode blames Angel for the Apocalypse. Not exactly. What this episode did was show an example of what starts the apocalypse. It isn't Angel accepting the Senior Partners offer that does. It is why he did, namely that he loves his son. The Senior Partners tried to entice Angel several ways. They tried to use the good in Angel against him. The only thing he couldn't resist was his love for his son. He wasn't interested in anything that could be construed as selfish, such as necrotempered glass or a motor pool of cool cars. He wasn't interested in being able to help the masses better. He had accepted that the best thing he could do was live in the world the way it should be, thus doing exactly what he was supposed to be. He wasn't interested in saving Buffy. He trusted she could save herself. He was even OK with not locating Connor and Cordy. He believed he'd find them eventually. It was the immediacy of the situation combined with love for his son, that put him where the Senior Partners wanted him.

The secondary characters explored other themes. Wesley explored the theme of loyalty. One of my favorite linse this episode was when Illyria says "He no longer follows you." It is Wesley's loyalty to Angel that places him at Wolfram and Hart. He turns down his "father's" offer to come back to the Watcher's Council because of this. Gunn explored the theme of personal responsibility. It was a beautiful moment when he places the necklace back on, but by doing so, he remains in Wolfram and Hart's waiting room, under their control. Spike is finally being a team player. He had a briefcase in "Underneath" and now he is playing flunkie and testing Illyria.

These all seem to be "good" things. Their hearts are in the right place for the most part. Because of this, their hearts can be ripped out. Perhaps that is what Wolfram and Hart want. They perpetuate the system that destroys our humanity. They use everything they can do to this, including our own humanity.

Connor leaves telling Angel that he has to protect his family. How much evil do people let slide because of the ramifications to our families? Every time we keep silent about something because we don't want the fall out to hurt those we love, we are perpetuating the system as the silent majority. We conform to what we think is the majority opinion rather than speak out. This robs us of our individuality, what THE apocalypse is about.

Wesley is very loyal to those he loves. He is willing to do whatever is necessary for them. His theft of Connor is both a betrayal and an act of love, comparable to Buffy in "The Gift" or Angel in "Home." If he had succeeded, Wesley would have lost everything he valued in this world. He was willing to do this to protect Angel. This was used against him by Holtz and then by the Senior Partners. Once Angel accepted their offer, Wesley was going to go along. He ignores his reservations which are part of his individuality.

Gunn's corruption seemed to be more overt. He accepted the deal with the devil to get lawyered-up. What made him special, changed him. His specialness was a divergence from who he was as an individual. Gunn is not stupid, but he is not lawyer guy. He likes to get his hands messy. He gives this up to be what he considers more valuable. Then when he makes a mistake, he takes full responsibility for his choice. This is very honorable, but this honor is used against him.

Spike is getting beaten up by Illyria. What makes Spike such an individual, namely love's bitch, is being used against him to get him to contribute to the team. He loves a good fight and that is just what testing Illyria is. Wesley tells him they have mechanical methods of testing her. That isn't what Spike wants. He wants to get his hands messy. Spike loves something else, even if he won't admit it, Angel. His love for Angel is even greater than his love/obsession for Buffy. This is why he is still in LA.

All these wonderful, honorable things are the origins of THE apocalypse. Connor is actually saved in this episode, making the episode truly beautiful. Gunn choses torture over more corruption, making the episode even more beautiful. It seems to be a nice sunny episode, even in its pain. That covers up something more sinister, just like the Hell dimension did. The episode itself was an example of the origin of the apocalypse. None of us are immune to it. Every time we give up our individuality, even for "good" reasons, we further the creation of the Hell dimension where there was no individuality. Lindsey and Gunn had the same life, as did everyone who went out to get their papers in the morning. Every house was the same. Every day was the same. Every line was the same. That is THE apocalypse that Joss is fighting against.

And lost. Angel will be no more. Even though Joss made the changes requested and changed the story to fit the WB's image of what they wanted, he was still canceled. Because he didn't play their game as much as they wanted, his voice will be silenced. Hell!Wife and Hell!kid aimed their guns at him and opened fire.

Long may Serenity fly.

[> [> Interesting perspective, although I hope that you are wrong -- Bjerkley, 14:18:42 04/23/04 Fri

I grew up, and still live, in surbubia, and while it bored/s me to tears, it's by no means hell. Or maybe it is hell, but only to those comfortable enough to envisage something different or are able to change their situations. But really, there are things far worse on this earth than living a routine existence.

Interesting aside - centuries ago, the Christian Church's vision of hell was that it was dirty, smelly, overcrowded, full of sexual acts and violence. And while this horrified the more gentrified elements of society, it really didn't have the same effect on the poorest, mainly because it sounded an awful lot like their lives as they were. So hell subtly changed until it became something that all could fear.

Anyway.

I would be very disappointed if the underlying main theme of this season, and perhaps the show, was basically about resisting the man, not giving in to homogenity, and perpetuating the idea that there is nothing worse than to live in a world of surbuban houses. Because while individuality and creativity are all essential facets of life, to me at least, to be railing against conformity seems slightly sixth-formerish. It fails to recognise that behind closed doors there lies a wealth of individuality, of pain, of hapiness, of possibilities. Who we are doesn't have to be defined by our surroundings. Or so I like to think - it's only if we choose that ourselves.

While the surbuban hell and conformity has similarities with the Jasmine storyline, the important distinction lies in that in Jasmine's world, free will was non existent. Whereas can it be said to be a hell if people choose conformity to protect the ones they love? Their choice, their lives, their potential happiness. And I would be a little leary if Joss was railing against this, given his rather staid lifestyle of working hard, and living with a wife and kid in a nice big ole house :-)

Protecting the one's you love doesn't have to be mututally exclusive with being an individual, living life as you choose, nor is it necessarily a given that evil can be created by this happening. I would say that this is only the case when you allow something bad to happen, or ensure it does, for your own family. And is that that common?

For me, the theme of Angel that I prefer is that in which Angel helps the helpless, sees the way in which life can be harsh and cruel, yet still makes an attempt to alleviate the worst of it for those who can receive no help elswhere. Giving up on that, to me, is the first step towards hell, and that's not even a metaphor.

[> [> [> Hell and heaven compared (spoilers Underneath) -- Lunasea, 09:09:56 04/26/04 Mon

The worst hell imaginable was Quor-Toth, not Lindsey/Gunn's Suburbia. Other Hell dimensions we have seen or had referenced are where Buffy was in "Anne," where Angel came back from in "Faith, Hope and Trick," Oden Tal from "She," and Pylea. All of these places have one in thing in common, they rob the individual of their identity. This has been consistent from season 3 BtVS on.

In Anne, we see our first Hell dimension. The defining moment of the show was when Buffy reasserts her identity (as she does every season premier). Ken says "What is Hell but the total absence of hope? The substance, the tactile proof of despair?" This leads him to be able to rob them of their identities and make them slaves. "No. But... I know you... *Anne.* So afraid. So pathetically determined to run away from whatever it is you used to be. To disappear. Congratulations. You got your wish." The guards make people even relinquish their names, a very powerful symbol of identity.

The next hell dimension we learn about is where Angel was sent to. Giles describes this in "Beauty and the Beast" as "a world of... brutal torment. ...It would take someone of extraordinary will and character to survive that and, uh, retain any semblance of self. Most likely, he'd be, be a monster." When we see Angel, he is a monster who has lost his identity. He even attacks Buffy. Angel is able to recover because of who he is. Just like Buffy in "Anne," he ultimately reasserts who he is in one of the shows most powerful moments when he recognizes Buffy and falls to his knees. Hell tried to take away his humanity, his reason and his ability to respond to love.

Oden Tal is where the female demons are fleeing from in "She." Marti got to pen another hell dimension (she also wrote "Beauty and the Beast") because men are trying to take away their Ko. This is where "what you call personality ñ our passions ñ those impulses - sit."

The black and white world of Pylea is where Lorne is from. Humans are slaves referred to as cows. They aren't even allowed to talk much. There is no music on Pylea, even though there is dance. The entire population is under the control of the Priests. We see this hell dimension over several episodes. Fred is a slave. Cordelia is a figure-head princess. The Grusalog is a Champion controlled by the Priests. Angel becomes the Angel!beast, the pure form of the demon inside of him. Each of these roles tries to rob the character of who they really are. Lorne is hated by his own mother because he won't conform to what his society wants.

Sahijan rips the fabric of time and space to Quor-toth the worst hell imaginable. This hell dimension robs Connor of everything. There he is brainwashed by Holtz so that unlike Angel season 3 of BtVS, he can't respond to love. Because of this, he is iredeemable. Connor wants to know who he is and even goes to Lilah to find this out.

Another Hell dimension was Illyria's temple. It has been destroyed by time. Even her statue is no longer standing. After traveling here, she is lost. She has no army. She has no world.

That last hell dimension we have seen is Suburbia. What makes this a hell dimension is 1) the total uniformity of everything. The houses are the same and everyone gets their paper at the same time. Are those people also waiting for Wolfram and Hart's decision on what to do with them? 2) it doesn't change from day to day. Gunn just slips into Lindsey's place, even saying the same lines. 3) the amulet that makes you forget and thus traps you there. According to Darla, it is our memories, our feelings that make us who we are. That amulet robs the wearer of these, thus making them nothing. 4) lots of punishment by the Wrath. This punishment is ripping out our hearts, feelings, what Darla says makes us who we are.

The unifying thing to all the hell dimensions, and this has been consistent on both series, is how they affect identity. We can add Spike's experiences with Pavayne to this. The torture either leads to loss of identity or that is the torture itself.

This can be contrasted with heaven. Buffy describes where she was after she died in "After Life" as "Time ... didn't mean anything ... nothing had form ... but I was still me, you know? And I was warm ... and I was loved ... and I was finished. Complete. I don't understand about theology or dimensions, or ... any of it, really ... but I think I was in heaven."

Buffy describes the return to earth as hell. It has robbed her of those feelings she had in heaven. She no longer has anything to sing about. She has lost her identity so much, that Spike can convince her she belongs in the dark with him. She turns her back on the things that are important to her and seeks escape from everything with him. Until Riley helps her remember who she is and that "none of this touches you," Spike can control her.

Another character has been to heaven/higher realms, Cordelia. Her little bitch sessions the first episodes of season 4 show that she has retained her identity. She is still Queen C, perhaps even moreso than she was on earth season 1-3 of AtS. Angel described what he saw using the Axis of Pythia in "Ground State" as "There was all this light around her, and the light seemed to be made up of ... pure joy. And warmth." and "Finally I find her, and I realize she already is home. Where she belongs." (this ties to the season finale "Home")

The important part of Suburbia as hell is the conformity it represents, the pull to give up your identity and live with Hell!wife and Hell!kid that covers up the Wrath in the basement. Hell!wife sends Lindsey/Gunn to the basement to face the Wrath. When he remembers, Hell!wife and Hell!kid turn on Lindsey.

Who we are doesn't have to be defined by our surroundings, but we have to resist it. Joss' story is created to help people resist it. Like the Book of Revelation which talks about the apocalypse, it is resistance literature created to meet a crisis. That crisis involves anything that threatens our individuality/identity, whether that is the "paradise" of Jasmine lacking free-will or anything that has been illustrated by the various hell dimensions. It deals with anything that tempts us not to be "finished" or be "home."

Put another way, Joss is writing for an audience that has met the lower levels of Maslow's Hierarchy, so he isn't addressing them. Instead he is working on not stopping at social/love and acceptance. He encourages us to move on to self-esteem, cognitive, and aesthetic and to settle for nothing short of self-actualization. He even encourages us to work on transcendent needs. That to me is the overall message of his shows.

Time in another interesting component in a Hell!dimension that I hope to revisit after "Time Bomb."

[> What is a hero? (mild spoilers Underneath and Origin) -- Lunasea, 10:36:56 04/25/04 Sun

Today's essay is about what a hero is in the Buffyverse and how it seems to have changed. I can't be sure it has until we get to the season finale. Just because Lindsey said something it doesn't make that gospel. He isn't a PTB or a conduit to them. He isn't a Spirit Guide. He is just a character that seems to have more of a clue than anyone else. Are his words a departure from the definition of "Champion" set down in IWRY or are they an expansion? Are they true, false or some combination?

When Greenwalt left the show, AtS definitely went in some new directions. He wrote IWRY in which the hero was defined based on what he gives up for others. Joss' definition of hero is set down in "The Gift." His hero is more than someone who will give up everything for someone. In "The Gift," Giles give another part of the hero definition. She is someone that can't do certain things. Lindsey's words in "Underneath" echo this.

There have been several interesting discussions on the board in the last few weeks. They aren't interesting in what is being said, but more that they are even being discussed. The glue factory that is racism in the Buffyverse has reared its head yet again, more than once. I find it fascinating that when someone give a voice to the voiceless, others demand that that voice speak for them as well. I think Joss does speak for them and he does it in a beautiful way. He's just not doing it how they want him to.

Joss lives in the world the way it should be to show it how it can be. That is how Joss writes his show. He did not spare Tara because she was gay. He wanted Amber Benson to come back and play the First before Tara was brought back. Tara is not a gay character. She is a character who happens to be gay. That is how things should be. He deals with racism the same way. Wood was black because Nikki was black. Nikki was black because Petrie wanted to write a Shaft-like Slayer and Shaft is black. They didn't think, "I want a black Slayer or her mean black son." They wanted a cool slayer and her avenging son. Race is treated the same way that homosexuality is, namely how it should be.

These issues were dealt with on the show, like everything is dealt with on the show, through the metaphor of demons. "Family" deals with homosexuality. Doyle's half-bred status is the subject of "Hero." Racial stereotypes are dealt with in "That Gang of Mine." Even if Gunn's gang is pretty much a walking stereotype themselves, those stereotypes are going after the metaphor. Should Joss have brought in black writers and had more characters of color?

Random wrote about social responsibility and the artist. I would say the artist has the same social responsibility that every human being does, namely to make this world a better place. There are all sorts of ways to do this. Social activism is only one way. Contributing something of beauty, to me, makes this world better. Being true to yourself, to me, makes this world a better place.

Social activism can be overtly served by what those that accuse the show of neglecting its social responsibility want. It is also served by what Joss does, namely showing the world what it can be. This is much more subtle. It is easy to overlook it or label it as not addressing the issue. These subtle messages speak to something more powerful though. They speak to our unconscious, the origin of everything.

Including the Apocalypse. Lindsey says that a hero doesn't work with the system. In "Life of the Party" we see the toll this is taking on Lorne. The hero is a metaphor for Self. The hero's journey is a metaphor for the process of individuation or the spiritual journey that Manwitch writes so eloquently about. Joss' hero isn't just about saving the world. He is also about saving himself. "In dying we are born to eternal life." (Prayer of St. Francis at the end of "Grave"). Through saving the souls of others, Angel saves his own. This doesn't mean he earns heaven points. Instead, every time he reaches out to others, he gives his heart a vehicle for expression. This allows him to get in touch with his own humanity and realize that he isn't a monster.

Joss' story is a wonderful dance between extrovert and introvert. The extrovert makes the world a better place by focusing on others. The introvert makes the world a better place by focusing on himself. Balance requires both perspectives. A hero helps others, but doesn't lose himself in the process. A hero can die for Dawn, but can't kill Ben. This all gets more complicated when practicality enters. If Ben didn't die, Glory would have returned to cause more problems. That is where Giles comes in.

LMPTM gets a lot of criticism. The cut scene where Giles talks about his feelings about killing Ben would have improved the episode greatly. Giles had to kill Ben because Buffy couldn't. That doesn't mean that he has no feelings about this. This can be compared to Fred/Gunn killing Professor Seidel. We do things that have to be done. That doesn't mean that doesn't eat us up inside.


So what do we do? What do we do when the only way to save our son is to agree to work with the system? Or was it? Angel agreed to take possession of Wolfram and Hart, LA Branch to do with whatever he pleased. In "Conviction" he was about to dismantle it. Can we work within the system, not to our benefit, but to dismantle or change it? "You don't kill and we won't kill you." Is that working with the system? When the new Liaison showed up, he said he had all these ideas and was looking forward to sharing them with Angel. Angel said "This is my house. The only ideas that matter are mine." If Angel can actually keep that up, is he working with the system?

Lindsey: Every day you sit behind your desk and you learn a little more how to accept the world the way it is. Well, here's the rub... heroes don't do that. Heroes don't accept the world the way it is. They fight it.

Can Angel fight the beast from inside its belly? The belly is traditionally the softest part of a beast. One well placed sword and many a mythological beast has gone down with a gut wound. That is where there is a spark of hope left in this series. Cordy got to play Higher Consciousness/Conduit to the PTBs this season. She is their messenger and her job was to get her guy back on track. She did that.

Cordy: But you're bigger than that. You'll win this in the end. ...We take what we can get, champ, and we do our best with it.

Resisting corruption means sitting behind the desk and instead of learning more how to accept the world the way it is, learning more how to change the world. This was part of Joss' definition of Slayer: Love is pain, and the Slayer forges strength from pain. Love ... give ... forgive. Risk the pain. It is your nature. Love will bring you to your gift. (Intervention). Translated to Angel, this means that because of love, Angel was placed in the belly of the beast where he was faced with self doubt. A Champion takes that doubt and uses it to fire himself up to fight the good fight. He uses that doubt to find out who he is and remain true to that.

Lindsey is very good at seeing in the heart of things. He is still too much of a rebel to see it completely clearly. To him, the hero avoids corruption by avoiding temptation or actively rebeling. A hero really is someone that forges strength from pain, strength from doubt, strength from temptation. The Hell that is Suburbia can only be undone in Suburbia. The door out is in the basement through the Wrath.

[> [> One size doesn't qiute fit all. -- Cactus Watcher, 19:29:39 04/25/04 Sun

I've stayed out of the social activism debate, but I'll chime in here to agree with you. Not everything has to 'carry the banner forward' to be good art. If an artist wants to make statements about the social issues of the day that's fine, but demanding every artist to do so, is, in fact, just another form of censorship. If those of you who think otherwise could read book after book of Soviet era Russian literature, you'd find, fawning paeans to Lenin and Stalin aside, very little objectionable in the philosphy espoused in the works. But you'd find whole classes of works crippled, by the onus of touching absolutely every one of the bases of what was considered a socially responsible work of art in those days in that society.

I have to disagree about Giles in LMPTM. Such an admission be out of place, putting Giles' inner emotions to the fore in an episode about Spike's and Wood's motivations. Further I'm not at all convinced Giles had the emotions you're ascribing to him. Personally I think once Dawn let it be know how Ben openly betrayed her, any second thoughts Giles might have would be gone. As you say he killed Ben because he had to. Once there was no reason to feel guilty over Ben's possible innocence, I would guess it was not something Giles gave much thought about again.

What did happen in LMPTM is related to what happened in The Gift, namely Giles trying to do something he felt Buffy could not do for herself. This time Giles reason's were based on Spike's past behavior, not on what seemed likely in the future. Imagine if Giles had taken Willow and Xander to the mansion and slain Angel as soon as he found out he was back in season 3. The situations were similar, but with Spike Giles felt the fate of the world might be at stake. I think this weakness in his approach is just as interesting, if Giles has no remorse over Ben as if he does.

[> [> [> Social activism -- Rahael, 01:34:47 04/26/04 Mon

excuse the lowercase typing. i have hurt my hand and it's too painful to press the caps key!

i don' think the race thread demanded that joss take a social activist stand on race. indeed i am reluctant to urge that on authors and artists. they need not have any political message.

we can all read things into the buffyverse - but the final thing is, in this arena, I think it's an arguable point, as to race. i think it's worth debating. of course, i have been instructed above that joss doesn't speak to me (so clear off, peasant!).

I just am interested in putting these works into their social context. not what the author *should* be saying, but what is the author saying? what are the implications for the entire content of the piece? these questions arise for me precisely because i think Btvs has used metaphor to talk about prejudice. so what happens when the metaphor changes?

what are the implications when the power of the slayer turns from otherness into a kind of original sin?

joss has pointed to himself as carrying a socially progressive message, repeatedly. he should be able to be judged on those terms without crumpling.

at the end of the day, we should be able to have this debate without the underlying message that the Buffyverse is white (pointing to typical real -life suburbs, which clearly contain vamps, too right?) and that the audience is white. (thus, the buffyverse doesn't seek to address any such issues. cuz whiteness isn't a colour, it's normality. race only concerns non-white people who see race everywhere. white people don't see race when they expect to see, and see whiteness. that's normality.

not that i'm saying that you said this anywhere Cw. but i caught a faint echo of it in some other posts.

But i don't think that anywhere in the race debate was a demand that joss do that, more, that it would be nice if he did show these concerns. it's because you could read the buffyverse as being predicated on very dangerous ideas. The little town besieged by the darkness. buffy standing agains thte ugly blood sucking parasites. the ones who seem to possess every characteristic of consciousness. the only ones you can't kill are the truly exceptional who rise above their nature.


if he never wanted to address race, this wasn't a good trope to pick. cuz it could be read as if he was addressing this issue all along. that's why it's important. that's why it stings for people like me.

[> [> [> [> Re: Social activism -- CW, 07:01:15 04/26/04 Mon

Joss has pointed to himself as carrying a socially progressive message, repeatedly. he should be able to be judged on those terms without crumpling.

This is exactly the point where we disagree. The problem is that if a person shows a willingness 'to lead the fight' in one area you're expecting him to lead the fight in others. You are far from alone in that expectation. The problem is that the world is full of issues other than feminism which Joss chose to address and race which you would be happier if Joss addressed. There are folks out there just as passionate about animal rights, air quality, right to life, right for a woman to control her own body, poverty in the third world, the ethics of eating meat, etc, etc. The list just on and on. Let Joss fight the battles he wants to fight and not be unhappy with him for not fighting our own battles.

Not that i'm saying that you said this anywhere Cw. but i caught a faint echo of it in some other posts

I can't control what you think about me. But it really is the same problem here as above. I think I've made it clear more than once that race/ethnicity is a problem on Buffy. Sunnydale high and UCSD don't look like southern California, small-city schools and present a false picture. There are too few blacks and asians for sure, but that's not what's glaringly missing. Until season seven there were no Hispanics on the show, which is just ridiculous given the number of Hispanics in the area, and the amount of talented hispanic actors available in the LA area. Some one from another part of the coutry may well see more need for African Americans, Asian Americans or immigrants of various other types on the show. So must ME carefully hire a balanced mix of races and ethnic backgrounds to cover all potential audiences, or would it be best to make an acurate representation of a smaller town in California? If it were me doing the casting I'd hire a heck of a lot more Hispanics than ME did. But, I would be as careful about getting the correct mix of the rest of the races for a southern California school. I can't swear I would be. I just don't know. After all, the only girl who ever stood me up on a date was Japanese. I might have some lingering hatred over that! ;o)

I'm not trying to beat you over the head, but I've seen too many activists (socialists and communists) who were blind to everything but their own person agendas. Life is a compromise. Let Joss work his own compromises. So far you've been pleased with the overall results haven't you?

[> [> [> [> [> Oops! Dyslexia strikes again! -- Cactus Watcher, 08:24:02 04/26/04 Mon

But, I would be as careful about getting the correct mix of the rest of the races for a southern California school.

I meant to ask, "Would I be as careful about getting the correct mix...?"

Very sorry about that!

[> [> [> [> [> hmmm -- Rahael, 09:35:41 04/26/04 Mon

Let me clarify - are you saying that this is an illegitimate discussion to have? That we shouldn't discuss this issue in terms of the Buffyverse?

I don't know what you've argued in the past. I've been on AtPO for 2 years or so, and while I have general impressions of most posters, (frx I remember your problems with AtS4, I can't be pinned down on any other specifics), I can only answer on the substance of the post above.

Issues about 'prejudice' don't have to be about skin colour. My most important experience of prejudice has nothing to do with whiteness.

That's why I've defended Joss repeatedly in the past, to say that he *does tackle these issues*. Now you may disagree with me. But I thought BUffy as a character spoke to me, as the person that I am, agendas and all, than any other tv character I'd come across, and in specific relation to this issue. There were people who disagreed with me, from both sides of the debate.

The reason it is crucial to address these issues, as I've said before is that the Buffyverse could be read in that way to support 'agendas' that are frankly far more disturbing and alarming that mine will ever be,( no matter how objectionable people on AtPO find them.) It is important to point out that certain readings are untrue. It is important to point to where they are wrong. And authorial intent is important. I want to find evidence where Joss disputes these dangerous readings. And I do that through discourse and communication with others.

But I must apologise. You are right in one instance. Whether other people should discuss this topic here or not, is moot. I certainly shouldn't be. (And you'll never hear about it again from me, here or anywhere else)

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: hmmm -- CW, 12:57:43 04/26/04 Mon

Please forgive me if I overstated my case. But, you know me well enough to know I'm not asking you to stop talking about anything. And it ought to be abundantly clear that I enjoy hearing about your views and respect you for speaking about them. But, not everyone is going to agree with our views of the world and the order of importance we put on things.

On occasion, in my life I've had to be a friend to people whose views I've found utterly revolting to make some diplomatic headway on one important issue or another. Finding common ground is about the only way any of us can understand each other. I'm saying that as someone who is ready at the drop of the hat to argue either side of a heck of a lot of tough issues. Why? Because among true friends sometimes we need to challenge everything we believe in. Why? Because there is often more to those issues than any of us individually can fully comprehend at one time. There is no discussion if everyone simply parrots what the last person said, no matter how much we may feel the same about things for the moment. Stirring things up is necessary to keep everybody thinking, and perhaps willing to accept each others ways of thinking.

I'm one of those people who insists on bringing up what others have forgotten, and usually don't mind when others do it to me. If I ever seem to agree with anyone totally on everything, you can pretty well be certain I'm not being honest with them. What do you want, a friend who is afraid to tell you what he thinks, or one who asks you to look a little deeper at everything, even those things that may be a little painful? Because one way or the other I'm determined to be a friend to you.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> awwwwww -- Rahael, 14:01:10 04/26/04 Mon

No forgiveness needed. I hated the idea that somehow, I had become perceived as one of those people. I hated the idea that I was going on and on about stuff my friends didn't want to hear about. I'm a proud person.

But pride stretches high, and it also snaps easily.

You're free to disagree with me on whatever issue. I'll argue back, but it's *totally welcome*. I agree with you. True friends challenge each other. And I'm pretty good at arguing at the drop of a hat too. (smile)

Thanks for making my evening brighter!

[> [> [> [> Re: Social activism -- Lunasea, 07:39:50 04/26/04 Mon

If you have a problem with me, say so. I have not instructed you or anyone else "above" or anywhere else. You know my email address. You know my Yahoo IM name. You know my livejournal. If you want to do this here on the board so everyone can watch, I consent.

I just am interested in putting these works into their social context. not what the author *should* be saying, but what is the author saying? what are the implications for the entire content of the piece? these questions arise for me precisely because i think Btvs has used metaphor to talk about prejudice. so what happens when the metaphor change

You cannot say what the author is saying. The only way to know that is to have the same experiences the author has had, since it is these experiences that inform our interpretation. The closer those experiences match, the closer to what the author is saying. You are not discussing what the author is saying. You are discussing your interpretation of what the author says. This, to me, is just as fascinating, probably even more fascinating, as the piece itself.

That is where this debate gets interesting. People are making pronouncements about the show and what the author is saying, when really they are just discussing how they see things. My "instructions" come from how I see the show and what context I think it should be interpreted in if you want to see what the author is saying. If you aren't interested in that and only want to talk about how you see a show, it isn't about what the author is saying. The author has been removed from the work, which I don't like doing, but it is a valid way of looking at things. Instead of looking at something that has been created by someone else, we are now looking at what we have created.

Problems arise when we forget that we are the ones who are now the creators and insist that we are talking about what the author is saying. We have now become the author. This is the type of ignorance that Zen refers to as the First Creation. From Suzuki-roshi "There are perhaps three kinds of creation. The first is to be aware of ourselves after we finish zazen. When we sit we are nothing, we do not even realize what we are; we just sit. But when we stand up, we are there! That is the first step in creation." Keeping this in mind is important and one of the purposes of meditation.

we should be able to have this debate without the underlying message that the Buffyverse is white and that the audience is white.

According to you, the purpose of this discussion is to put the series in "social context." We should be able to do this by taking it out of the social context it was written and viewed? What social context are we trying to understand? Putting the show in some sort of intellectual vacuum does not place it into any sort of context it was meant to be in. Instead it becomes a soap box for people to stand on. Again, this is a valid way to use the show, but it shouldn't be confused for anything other than an act of creation. The show makes a wonderful warp for us to weave ourselves around. The pattern of the tapestry is a reflection of us.

thus, the buffyverse doesn't seek to address any such issues. cuz whiteness isn't a colour, it's normality. race only concerns non-white people who see race everywhere. white people don't see race when they expect to see, and see whiteness. that's normality.

This is a gross misinterpretation of those "faint echoes." Joss, nor I, nor many other people see whiteness or normality. We see humans, humans that have all sorts of things that make them unique. That is how the world should be. That is how I was raised. That is the high school I went to in a suburban neighborhood of Washington, DC that could be called anything but white. My best friends were a black female and an Indian male. They weren't black and Indian. They were Deb and Vik. I knew the racial/ethnic background of my friends, white or of "color" (white IS a color. It is in my daughter's crayon box) some of whom had interesting names that I had to learn how to pronounce and mothers that made amazing food. That isn't what I saw when I looked at them. I saw friends.

The Buffyverse addresses these issues as it does other social issues, through the metaphor of demon and by treating the subject how it should be, namely by even pointing out that Buffy's assumption that Robin grew up in the "hood" was wrong, just as Anya's assumptions about men were wrong. Robin is just a character, not a black character. His race is not important. That is the goal. At least that is what many racial activists keep saying. Justice should be color blind.

The power of the slayer is specific type of otherness. If you want to extrapolate that to race, that is your creation. This is why you perceive a metaphor shift, when I don't see one. I see a beautiful message that has been consistent. I see a show that has changed my life. That was Joss' goal. It wasn't to write something that people could stick in an intellectual vacuum. It was to empower the blond girl in the alley. I thank him for doing that.

[> [> [> Re: One size doesn't qiute fit all. -- Lunasea, 06:02:59 04/26/04 Mon

Buffy's emotions were the fore in LMPTM or else it would have been called LMMTM. Buffy and Giles interaction was as important if not more important than Wood/Spike. Without this side of Giles, it made the interaction one-sided, unlike Wood/Spike. It was cut for time, not because of thematic resonance. I think it would have rounded Giles out more and this would have improved the episode. According to Fury at The Bronze "It was cut mainly because the first cut of the show was TWELVE MINUTES LONG! But, also because some people didn't think anyone would be interested in Giles confessing to killing Ben."

Did Giles know that Ben had betrayed Dawn or did he still see Ben as an innocent? It wouldn't have made sense for him to "confess" unless he felt it was something to confess, namely a sin. He is trying to get Buffy to see that she needs to be willing to do anything to save the world, such as even kill Dawn. Why would killing a bad person fit with this? Also, humans aren't to be killed. They are to be handed over to human civil authorities. Giles did not have the right to kill a human being.

I do think the man behind blue eyes, the man that was proud of Buffy for protecting Dawn season 5 would have felt something in regards to killing Ben. The coldness of Ripper is but one part of this man. He can still feel something was morally questionable, but practically required and thus be able to do it. Giles is not immune to his conscience, which is what makes the hard decisions hard.

What did happen in LMPTM is related to what happened in The Gift, namely Giles trying to do something he felt Buffy could not do for herself. This time Giles reason's were based on Spike's past behavior, not on what seemed likely in the future. Imagine if Giles had taken Willow and Xander to the mansion and slain Angel as soon as he found out he was back in season 3. The situations were similar, but with Spike Giles felt the fate of the world might be at stake. I think this weakness in his approach is just as interesting, if Giles has no remorse over Ben as if he does.

This is a very interesting point, but if Giles had felt that Angel was still Angelus, the fate of the world was at stake, seeing as he had just tried to suck it all to hell. Angelus is a much more dangerous vampire than Spike is. Giles has experienced this first hand. The difference in this case is that Spike is under the control of the First. Giles has to be convinced that Spike must die by Wood. The comparison would be if Xander had been able to convince Giles that Angel needed to die. Giles reasons weren't just based on Spike's past behavior, but the present situation of him being controlled by the First and Spike's unwillingness to deal with this.

Spike was a danger because he was being controlled. In some ways this made him an innocent. Giles wasn't saying he needed to be killed because of his past crimes. He was saying this innocent was a danger, just like Ben was because he carried Glory or Dawn was because she was the Key. Giles could say that he didn't want to do this, but had to, thus saying that he understands what Buffy is going through.

I think the best echo of how Giles sees Spike is done by Buffy herself. People are allies or enemies. If you are a danger, you are an enemy. That is how he sees Spike. Since Spike is controlled by the First, Giles sees him as enemy. Buffy still sees Spike as friend. However, when it comes to her human friends, since they are questioning her judgment, such as when it comes to Spike, she no longer sees them as supporting her. She even comes out and says that Spike is the only one that has her back.

It was an interesting episode with interesting themes that seem to get overwhelmed by the righteous revenge of Wood and the lack of remorse on Spike's part. I think the addition of Giles' confession would have gone a long way to correcting this.

[> [> [> [> Re: One size doesn't qiute fit all. -- CW, 08:11:14 04/26/04 Mon

Did Giles know that Ben had betrayed Dawn or did he still see Ben as an innocent?

Do you honestly believe Dawn did not tell the rest of them the whole story at some point during the summer after Buffy's death? Do you not think she would ask about Ben's where abouts sooner or later? Do you not think she would be relieved on hearing/seeing he was dead? Do you not think this would make an impression on the others?

It wouldn't have made sense for him to "confess" unless he felt it was something to confess, namely a sin. He is trying to get Buffy to see that she needs to be willing to do anything to save the world, such as even kill Dawn. Why would killing a bad person fit with this? Also, humans aren't to be killed. They are to be handed over to human civil authorities. Giles did not have the right to kill a human being.

Sin is a religious concept that depends largely on the beliefs of the person in question. You see Giles as having sinned. You are justified in that with respect to your beliefs. But, does Giles have your same belief system? The law allows another person to be killed if that person presents an immediate mortal danger to another, the other's family or for that matter just about anyone else. Why? Because there is a general sense that stopping someone from killing someone else is not immoral even at the cost of a life!

You are correct saying Giles would probably have been arrested, since there was no immediate danger. But, intellectually can you not see that the potential danger was so great in Giles' mind that he might feel no remorse over it, just as if he'd killed Ben, let's say, when Ben would have had an axe actually hovering over Buffy's head?

Clearly, killing Dawn in The Gift would have been another matter entirely. Still, you have to understand that no matter how morally wrong it would have been, it was a sane solution. If Giles had killed Dawn, I'd expect him to spend the rest of his life regretting it, even if seemed like the right thing at the time. Giles might have twinges of guilt over Ben, but, I really can't see it haunting him.

It was an interesting episode with interesting themes that seem to get overwhelmed by the righteous revenge of Wood and the lack of remorse on Spike's part.

This is clearly a difference of opinion between you and ME. For ME Wood and Spike's feelings were the central issue, hence the title LMPTM. They can't over emphasisze it if it's the central theme! You should complain if side issues get overplayed in a story, not the main theme of an episode. It's fine that you thought a better story would have been Giles' agony over killing Ben. It's fine that you may have thought your idea have would fit into the series as a whole better than LMPTM. But, by default ME gets its way.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: One size doesn't qiute fit all. -- Lunasea, 09:38:21 04/26/04 Mon

Do you honestly believe Dawn did not tell the rest of them the whole story at some point during the summer after Buffy's death?

Honestly, yes. I believe Dawn was so distraught that she couldn't bear to think, let alone talk about, the events that led up to her sister's death. I don't think she wanted to talk about her responsibility or role in these events. I don't think she wanted to relive these events.

Sin is a religious concept that depends largely on the beliefs of the person in question. You see Giles as having sinned.

I prefer to think of sin as a moral concept in this context. What matters is what Giles thinks. "She's a hero, you see. She's not like us." A hero is the highest standard of human beings. This highest standard can't take a human life. By elevating Buffy and her beliefs to the standard of hero, Giles is saying that what he does is morally wrong, even if necessary.

But, intellectually can you not see that the potential danger was so great in Giles' mind that he might feel no remorse over it, just as if he'd killed Ben, let's say, when Ben would have had an axe actually hovering over Buffy's head?

I can say that can't you see how even though he sees it as a practical necessity, that his conscience would have a problem with it? It doesn't become a great act, unless he is conflicted on some level. Instead he was just taking out the trash.

Clearly, killing Dawn in The Gift would have been another matter entirely. Still, you have to understand that no matter how morally wrong it would have been, it was a sane solution. If Giles had killed Dawn, I'd expect him to spend the rest of his life regretting it, even if seemed like the right thing at the time. Giles might have twinges of guilt over Ben, but, I really can't see it haunting him.

He still would have "twinges" and those can't be just dismissed. Head and heart don't always agree. Just because something is sane, doesn't mean we wish we didn't have to do it.

For ME Wood and Spike's feelings were the central issue, hence the title LMPTM.

Lies My PARENTS Told Me (not mother). The Buffy of a story is also important. The central issue wasn't their feelings, but the LIE My Parents Told Me. That lie won't be resolved until "Chosen." Giles' guilt over Ben wasn't the center of the episode, nor should it have been. It would have been an important step toward undoing that lie, rather than just go from black to white. It would have helped keep the focus on the lies.

ME does gets its way, except it has to exist within a time framework and 12 minutes had to be cut. It isn't my idea. It is ME's.
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